#which basically went: me: hey dad ilu and also what the fuck? him: haha I ‘got a bit funny’ and drank something I shouldnt have
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For some reason, my communication with the social worker/counselor associated with the clinic has gotten?? Attached to the email conversation with my dad after he drank rubbing alcohol???
#addiction cw#which basically went: me: hey dad ilu and also what the fuck? him: haha I ‘got a bit funny’ and drank something I shouldnt have#anyway that’s how my 2020 started🤪🤪🤪#it was such a weird night bc like I was in van so I was just panicking with no tangible way to get more information or help#suicide cw#and at first I wasn’t sure if it was just Addict being Addict or a suicide attempt#I was downstairs in the living room bc this was back when I felt comfortable in the common spaces of my apartment but I went upstairs when#I called aneki bc I wanted privacy. and E was cleaning Ashe’s cat box in my room. very nice and helpful! but I know my face probably fell#and I left quickly without saying anything. and I’m sure it was probably nothing but like she never checked in to be like ‘hey you seemed#shaken up before. what was up?’ and like. I was in Cannot Be Having Any Problems At These Guys mode#and I just wonder how it looked from her perspective and if it was ‘b’s being a bitch’#anyway. it’s not about me this is just one of the many many things I have never spoken to anyone about#and god I just wish I could trust my father to make sane choices#I have to accept that he’s a grown adult and he’s gonna do what he’s gonna do#but like. fuuuuuck man.
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