#where i’ve been

[lilariesmoon]

At this point I doubt many people notice my absence or breaks, but this is the first time I’ve had any free time in awhile and I wanted to make a post because I really miss you guys.

Last month my Dad fell unresponsive was not expected to make it through the night. He suffered multiple organ failure but has made a miraculous recovery. I don’t live in my home town anymore so I’ve been traveling back and forth and staying home for as long as I can ( I’m able to work from home part of the time) this has been an extremely stressful and scary month and I’ve barely processed most of what happened. He’s home from the hospital but has a long road ahead of him and at least 2 more surgeries.

Hoping to be posting more soon, I just want peace and calm.

[crispy7326]

Good golly it’s been a while since I’ve posted! I’m still very much alive— (barely due to the sickness I faced for over a week) but, I’m still here!! I haven’t found the motivation to post much, so, I’m sorry!

[bapple117]

I’m sorry I’ve been so inactive on tumblr lately 🥲 I’ve been trying to be more present IRL lately and enjoy things outside of writing and outside of this fandom for the sake of my mental health, which was going through rollercoaster motions of high and lows, and at the height of me writing as much as I did as quickly as I did, I was neglecting basically every other aspect of my life (including my IRL friends, my other hobbies, my personal hygiene, my husband, my flat, my diet, etc etc etc)

So I’ve been trying to be less chronically online lately and make Healthy Choices for the Sake of My Mental Health. Unfortunately that means not a lot of writing has been happening and so therefore I still feel like a failure. But hey! At least my room is clean and I’m enjoying things outside of Hazbin for the first time since January 🤣

That said, I really want to get Say Hello, Wave Goodbye finished before the end of August, so. I will be making myself write 😂

[psychopomp-recital]

Little Update For Everyone!

TW : Hospitals, Legal Trouble

Why the pause in activity? Personal

Hey!!! I’m going to get around soon to my giveaway winners, and the posts I promised everyone. As well as the poetry requests on my side account @oh-my-little-hearth .

What has been going on with me?

Well!

I was in the hospital for a severe allergic reaction.

I then ran into some legal troubles due to a stalker and stuff like that.

Then my mom went into the hospital!

Then my job(s) cut my work hours & tips in half after halfing them once before.

My car started SMOKING while driving it.

My cat needed surgery!

And then my rent was increased (I live in one of the most expensive cities in America).

On top of that! I have felt a complete disconnect from my practice both magical and religious making it incredibly hard to try and interact on this blog.

During all this I still am working three jobs, mentoring in my local community, registering to go back to university, hosting events I had agreed to plan months ago for an organization im apart of and trying to save to buy a new car.

I want to be back and I want to follow through on my word but please be patient. I don’t know when I’ll be back but I’m hoping it’ll be July. I just really need life to stop fucking kicking me while I’m down.

Thank y’all for your continued support🩵

All my love,

Psychopomp

[eff-s-k-s]

[nightndaydreaming]

Life update:

Going to the gym and back on my grind since September 8. Things were looking up. My weight was going down, my strength was going up and my mental health was in a good place. I was tired, busy, but pretty content. Still going to the gym but there’s been an increase in binge eating. I was fine until last weekend and started having flashbacks from a really bad acid trip. Since then I stayed in the gym but binge ate every few nights. But now it’s been multiple nights in a row and crept up into the morning.

I heard a voice in a dream as if it was in my ear. It said, “You’re in a dream. You’re going to wake up and I’m coming to get you.” I’ve been on a spiral since then. I’m seeing death, bloods, guts, teeth, and gore behind everything again. Fearing I’m in a simulation and they’re going to kill me because I know. I’m doing everything I can to distract myself so I don’t let myself think about it for a second. One second of allowing myself to think about it and my back feels like it’s bleeding and I panic.

Idk if anyone will read this or care but I’ve been pretty absent lately and i miss being on here. Unfortunately content I used to look at here has been difficult to look at lately without causing a spiral.

I love and miss my mutuals and I hope you’re all doing well.

[mythicaltoad]

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while. Procrastination and other stuff kind of got in the way.

But don’t worry, I’ve been working on something that I hope to finish sometime soon.

[I promise I haven’t forgot about the Trolls AUs I’m working on]

[bits-and-babs]

hi ! just wanted to say it was nice seeing your name pop up on my dash. i hope you’re doing well! <3

Hi there love :) I’m so glad to see so many people still interested in little old me. I’m trying really hard to get back to a place where I feel comfortable coming back. I’ve been back on my medication for two weeks, so fingers crossed I’m close to a return!

I’m thinking I’ll probably do little 500–1000 word mini fics until I feel comfortable :) maybe kinktober will be a good way to come back!

I appreciate this message more than you know. Thank you so much ❤️

[utterstan]

Hey so I logged onto tumblr again…

So a lot has happened to me… apparently I have BPD and when I ran this Tumblr account I had no idea so I was a mess of a person not knowing how to cope and I’m sorry if I was a bit strange, I was using this to deal with my emotions instead of dealing with them

I’m now in DBT and getting treatment! It’s a hard process but I’m getting better and better everyday

[roxanaagriche111]

HELLO EVERYONE!!

I’d like to apologize for not updating any of my stories. I’d like to tell you some reasons on why for that. For one, my boss’s wife had given birth to her newborn around June this year. 2 we’ve been very busy at work since summer is ending and school is starting for some people. So a lot of customers comes in and dine for a last family/relative meal before their children has to go back to school. 3 I ended up roleplaying again after 5-6 years of not doing it and I have been mostly paying more attention to that 😅. 4 some things had gone down and I ended up making a new TikTok account. Wont go full detail on that, but let’s just say a lot of shit had gone down. Not on TikTok but on another social media of mine and I had to make newer accounts cause of such issues. And finally, i have been a very lazy person lately. Haha. But! I had finally gotten my lazy ass to start writing again. So hopefully a new chapter will be made soon. If not I am sorry. 🫠

Also, excuse me if my sentences doesn’t make sense. Can’t barely write as my hands are becoming cold and I am sleepy as fuck 🤣

[postsecretsalone]

[sleep3deprived]

Hi everyone! I know i’ve been gone for such a long time and a lot has happened.

I just want to preface by saying that I come and go on this account and i’m going to stay on hiatus for awhile. my life has been moving so quick and i made this account and started actively posting when I was only 15-16 and im 19 now so my mindset has not only changed but also the way i write (i went into uni for journalism so something came out of me being a writer) and i don’t watch as much of anime anymore so whenever i do get back into it, ill try my best to adapt it into my writing.

honeslty this platform has given me so much and the more i think about it, i just have fond memories and felt i could’ve really worked up if i kept actively posting but my last year of hs was exhausting and now im a sophomore in uni so now im juggling adult life- which is intense.

idk i guess im just here ranting bc no one acc knows who i am here, just a girl who enjoys writing and wants to update the unknown on my life.

my main inspiration for my writing and whom i based all of my works on, broke up with me. acc cheated on me a year ago which was weird to imagine but a year later i found love again and have some other inspo. i didn’t forget you guys, never could. i have some drafts of my own writing based of him in my laptop and i might just change the names and add some more details and post.

but yeah…life is a crazy journey and i’m formed into this woman who I didn’t expect to be 4 years ago but i’ll be back eventually and when i do, i’ll be better than before.

all love guys ❤️

[melted-snowperson]

Some images from my travels: \o/

BEE!! 🐝

Ace jumper 💜 Trinket jar

Designing my prom dress!!

My cat Gizmo <3

[chloesimaginationthings]

What if Mike got the bad ending of the FNAF movie..

[pangur-and-grim]

Pangur whimpers and stares until I agree to feed her

[acrobattack]

“Yeah I figure I could whack all three of these out in a day if I just focus really hard.” -me like a week ago