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Where All Light Comes In
"I'm having a really bad fucking day. You know that disaster girl meme? That's me right now, except the house on fire is my life and I'm definitely not smiling. My car's in a ditch, I'm soaked through, and I don't even know what state I'm in." If there was an award for running from your problems, Alex could win gold. Top three for sure. And style points for crashing into a ditchâand Henry's life. And Henry, well, he was just about to settle in for the night when a man appeared in his entrywayâdamp, bleeding, and beautiful. Christ, what the hell was he supposed to do with that? As their worlds collide, Alex fleeing his crumbling New York life and Henry hiding from a past he's tried to forget, they discover there's magic in second chances and unexpected connections.
Oh hai, it's bĂŠbĂŠ's first RWRB fic! and it's for the @aroyallybigbangrwrb! Excited, nervous, charmed ;) to finally post some words for this fandom (and something new for the first time in over a year)!
An absolute standing ovation to my artist partner @louikazooie who has created a magical illustration beyond anything I could have hoped for, I appreciate you very very much.
Alright, let's do this!
⨠Chapter 1 â¨Â Chapter 2 ⨠Chapter 3 ⨠Chapter 4
#rwrb fanfic#firstprince fanfic#firstprince#rwrb fanart#rwrb#red white and royal blue#lana writes rwrb#a royally big bang#rwrbrbb#where all light comes in#lana writes
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manhunt au is at 75k and itâs juuuuust about halfway done. god help me
#where all light comes in#massive shoutout to mona for cheerleading.#they have singlehandedly boosted my productivity in a massive way#im really happy with it so far!! im proud of this story :3
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been thinking about something wicked a little too much lately. no harm in romanticizing the ominous dreadful unstoppable force
#ultrakill#v1#v1cked#<- unsure if ive ever officially decided that was the tag id be using but i dont recall anyone else having an idea for it#v1 and something wicked... ouhehehe#in a game like this... with conflict and violence and unceasing demand for a spectacle it is a step back to have v1 find themselves in a-#dark and quiet labyrinth belonging to a force that scares even them#idk. i think about it. its so unlike everything v1 has gone through thus far (though albeit not much as 0-S is in prelude. but i assume-#-there was some killing before they decided to drop down)#maybe it reminds them of their home? where they were built? light humming of wicked passing feels like the buzzing of bright artificial-#-lights that were routinely shined down on them for maintenance#a strange but welcome connection...#and something wicked is very lonely. i dont think it has much of an issue with this seeing as it knows its maze so so well.. im sure it-#-cares for it extensively. but a machine? coming here? i wonder if something wicked has the ability to interact with the terminals at all#terminals do really only talk to machines#but this one seems quite lonely. i dont think itd mind if something wicked happened to take a look#ok im done#gen art
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Well I haven't stopped thinking about my fossil hunters AU. So there.
#back to the future#marty mcfly#doc brown#drawings#palaeontologist au#my process for this is the following:#I stroke my chin thoughtfully. As the crowd screams and jeers#the drawing sweats where it kneels in the sand. It knows what's coming. It hopes for something different#but it knows what's coming. From my emperor's box#I smirk cruelly#then rise to my feet. A nervous hush ripples through the crowd#and soon the coliseum is filled only with the silence of anticipation ... anticipation both wretched and eager. I reach out my hand#clenched in a fist. The drawing watches on in horror#pitiable#pleas and desperation in its eyes.#Thumbs down.#The crowd goes berserk. The drawing sobs. There is no hope now. All is lost. The gates open and a new challenger enters the arena.#(I add another texture overlay)#also kindly don't look think or even consider the light sources and shadows i am doing my best
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Deeply obsessed with how Anthony Bridgerton will do anything and everything for the vibes, the ambience and to set the mood for his wife
Why did he lift Kate up halfway to the ceiling just to simply set her down on the desk? THE MOOD, THE AMBIENCE, THE VIBES
Why did he scatter the papers after setting her down as opposed to clearing the desk beforehand? THE MOOD, THE AMBIENCE, THE VIBES
Because of course scattered papers are an essential aspect to heir-making on a desk!!!
#bridgerton season 3#anthony bridgerton#kate sharma#kate sharma x anthony bridgerton#kanthony#bridgerton#bridgerton analysis#no but modern kanthony au where Anthony routinely turns off the lights and fans to have a candlelight dinner with Kate#and when she points out that thereâs really no need to do all this especially when itâs summer and they are sweltering#heâs all#itâs for the AMBIENCE KATE#and she gives in because it really is very sweet how he always goes the extra mile for her#for Kate whoâs afraid of being a burden of even slightly inconveniencing people#because sheâs afraid to find out that theyâll decide sheâs not worth the trouble after all#and here comes Anthony whoâll create extra miles to walk#simply because he wants to keep walking with her forever and always#Anthony who considers an extra mile not a burden but a privilege as long as itâs for her#yes let us all cry together
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joyful morn
#kcd2#hansry#hans capon#henry of skalitz#kingdom come deliverance#i have this problem where i can't stop drawing them#this happened specifically because i lost myself looking at how beautiful the light was in hans' room in rattay#the perspective of the window is off and i am aware. for framing reasons you will have to deal with it#but i hope the vibes are there nonetheless#i seem to have a thing for henry giving hans a quick kiss before they get to dress up and go about their day#that's what's happening here as well#grips table. if nobody delivers domestic love and affection with these two i take the job. i'll take all the jobs#i also should do more drawings with the black bars like the cinematics shots in the game. it looks good#or better it makes any other sketch i make look better. inspires for better lighting too#also don't look at me i seem to always have hans' fingers gravitate towards henry's scar. it's fine i'm normal#my art
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different.
#canât help but recognize how kieran is a fantastic unspoken representation of autism#i see a lot of myself in him and the way that he is so isolated and lonely and yet cannot help but perform and find solace in his daily#routines is so heartbreaking in its own way to me. like no matter what you do or where you are you have no choice but to be yourself and fun#nction the only way you know how and it will never not be vastly different from everyone else. and when youâre surrounded by people who DONT#like you and will not accommodate and are not at all willing or curious in understanding WHY you are the way you are youâre left to just âŚ.#live in your own head forever. iâm certain kieran thinks many wonderous things and sees the world in a beautiful light and i know this becau#se i am autistic myself and because of that i see the world in colours that neurotypical people will never comprehend but weâre never allowe#d to see the world through kieranâs eyes. we are never allowed to see where his heart rests or the poetry he waxes or what he believes or wh#at his triggers are or whatâs a stim and whatâs just habit or anything. anything. the breeze sounds different to him and he can hear birds f#or miles and the sun makes every hair on his arms tingle and thatâs why he wears layers everywhere and every green he sees sings a beautiful#song to him and yet weâll never know. because he is too different even for the van der linde gang. he is incomprehensible to them and he doe#s all of his 4/5 daily tasks over and over and over again and while he would always do them and will always do them because they are innate#to him no one will ever know just what they mean to him. no one will ever know that kieran duffy can distinguish the horses behind him by th#eir breathing cadences behind him as he scrubs the spare saddle with the sun high above his head and he can know when something is wrong bec#ause he can hear it. no one will ever know that he CAN read but the only thing heâs interested in is books about wildlife and horses and fis#h in particular and no one will ever know because he knows no one will ever understand or even care and if they do theyâll be sure to make#it a point to tell him how DIFFERENT he is. and realistically even if the vdlâs DID come around to liking him he STILL would NEVER be unders#tood. i know for certain he would always be described as odd and despite its new affectionate approach he would still be the odd one out wit#h his daily routines and his texture preferences and his inability to make eye contact and his erratic seemingly random triggers and his#anxiety that seems to have a mind of its own. no one would ever know how bright the tree leaves are in his eyes or how every horse smells di#fferent or why sometimes itâs more fun to reel his rod in over and over instead of actually catching a fish. he will always be âŚ. different.#sorry. novel moment. he means a lot to me.#iâm not super happy with how he looks in these but iâm just trying to draw more :â) i always say that but i always mean it too#also if my novel makes no sense then just ignore it. itâs late and my head hurts. i tend to get tangential#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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THE HEART KILLERS (2024-2025) ŕšŕ¸ŕ¸˛ŕ¸ŕšŕ¸˛ŕ¸ŕšŕ¸Ťŕšŕ¸ŕ¸Ąŕ¸ŕ¸ľŕ¸ŕ¸ŕ¸ąŕ¸ŕ¸ŕšŕ¸˛ dir. Jojo Tichakorn Phukhaotong
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#joong archen#dunk natachai#tuserhidden#tusersilence#tobelle#userrlana#userlinnea#vishingwell#zeystuff#gif: thk#you know what I wanted to upload this despite maybe there is already the same set out there... which I rarely upload anymore if I know#but I have things to say about this scene... I feel like this is the first genuine conversation they had in all the episodes so far#as the cautious guy Fadel is he must've searched style beforehand (which we don't see but he must've) so which also means he knew about#his mother not being alive and yes obviously also him working at the garage but this is the first time fadel asked style things out of#curiosity... (even if he knew in my opinion) and style being so comfortable with fadel that he forgot that he's talking to a hitman#it's the guy he's interested in. he forgot for a split second whom he talking to and trusted him enough to tell all about these#things about him which is kinda personal at least for some yet here we are with one who's trusting the other enough to tell things#and fadel is surprised!! no one can convince me otherwise I might be delulu but like i said i believe he already knows all of this#yet he asked and didn't expect that style would be so open about all this to tell him this the 6th and 8th gif tells a lot#fadel is still trying to figure style out but I feel like the conversation here and at the garage where fadel saw himself#style in working mode and how he helps out a lot at the garage and the conversation how his dad became his most important person#added a lot to his trust barometer when it comes to style. he sees him in a different perspective. light whatever you wanna call it#but it definitely trust his view on style a bit. I already talked a lot under my own set so I'll stop
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That middle child feel when youâre the one who successfully gets you and your siblings out of trouble only to immediately get jumped by them afterwards

#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#pouring one out for all my fellow middle children đ#Donnie betraying his fellow middle child like thisâŚeven being the one to throw him under the bus first smh#no but like if I was Leo here Iâd be like wtf guys#it does make me wonder if Leo constantly was the one who got them all out of messes#and in turn the main one who took the fall if his attempts failed rip#we kinda see this often in the series tbh? where Leo takes point when it comes to talking out a situation#maybe it started very very young as seen in this short#(actually there is no âifâ Leo was the one doing this he literally WAS at least twice as tots from what weâre shown)#side eyes Bug Busters where Leo gets his bros out of being turned into clowns and immediately gets blasted đ#no thanks in sight#canât even blame him for being a sore winner there I would be too lol#and then he gets thrown off a building like man all around an f tier day for Hamato Leonardo#side note but Leoâs face stripes look especially pink in this lighting and I really like when we can see that pinkness because it looks cute
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i like to think that l is severely and utterly touch-starved. and that during yotsuba arc, light and l shared small little casual touches. nothing much at first, and all were initiated by light on accident. it started with light casually brushing his hand against l's, and then he'd put his hand on l shoulder to lean over him, ect ect. it was normal for light but the whole time l is just basking in these small touches. and he too gets used to them. he gets used to the warmth light radiates, his constant presence, and the small touches. soon he's responding back to the touch and now its their new normal, the others constant presence and touch. and then higuchi is arrested. light isn't a constant present for l, not to the degree he used to be. there isn't another warm body next to him at all times. l shouldn't be bothered by this, he shouldn't crave lights warmth, his touch, but he does and oh god he finally realizes why humans crave other humans. he really does. and when he does finally realize and want and crave this feeling he can't have it anymore because that light is gone.
#l lawliet#light yagami#death note#i was rewatching dn and that scene where l tugs on lights sleeve came on#that's what inspired all of this#its 3 am none of this is coherent#ep 25 is coming near im screwed#lawlight#ig????#again its 3 am I should be asleep but this just popped up and I had to write it somewhere
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me when iâm the map gogy carries through the entire fic
spot the references. theyâre all over. if you spot my most obscure reference of all, you will receive one free spoiler
#ds working tag#walci#where all light comes in#also this map only has the important roads#also also the shaded bits are canyons#also also also a hollow circle is a major town with high population
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I see Arcane's marketing is thrusting a lot of blue on Jinx's persona, which is fine, but also a misdirection! I argue that the use of blue on Jinx represents THE IDEA that others have of Jinx rather than representing who Jinx really is. Jinx's true color, the one she paints over those closest to her, the one that represents her is PINK. Jinx is pink!
When we see Jinx in pieces either in or out of show where blue is the predominant color in the palette it's signaling to us the audience that this the Jinx that is perceived by the world around her, which includes Piltover AND Zaun. In this essay I will---
#arcane#arcane meta#jinx arcane#it feels wrong that the she's defined by blue in the teaser and marketting and even the murals#sure it's an eye-catching color but that's not jinx#it feels almost like the same mistake vi made with the whole jinx-powder dichotomy#jinx once defined by bright blue but over time that color has gradually receded from her outfit where it's more dominated by dark hues#and purple and pink#but now this misunderstanding is on a larger scale because now jinx is a symbol and is up for interpretation#like it's very interestingbthat for all the art done of jinx none has been the right shade of blue it's either light and natural in zaun#but unnaturally cold in piltover#it's what either one wants out of jinx#but the art where jinx is truly a part of it and alive is where dark palette and bright pink take over#idk it just feels like adding more blue just washes out the depth of jinx's design#it'll probably be super annoying when jinx's bday comes and people are giving her blue colored gifts#and she'd be thinking âgoodgoodgreat... my favorite color is pinkâ#but she won't say anything bcuz a lot of the gifts are from children or something
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Orlaâs liberation comes at the price of the mercâs. The further they entrench themself into being used as an implement for her to use to her ends, the more divorced they become to themself (though, even thatâs a bit complicated. Who is the merc without Orla? Her guiding hand. Her crook shepherding. Her word governing.) Sheâs building her empire; the mercâs shoveling their grave. But at the same time, her empire doesnât necessarily guarantee her own (true) freedom and is, in fact, a kind of gilded cage in its own right. You painstakingly build yourself a palace behind enemy lines, with all the luxuries you can scrounge together. Give yourself every comfort, loud music to drown out whatever ghosts youâre still trying to outrun, good sex, good food, people who will jump to murder for you without blinking an eye⌠yet itâs difficult to truly allow yourself to relish in any of it for more than a couple fleeting moments when you know there are serpents slithering just right outside the gates. Doesnât matter how much you fortify your house of cards, it can still all come crumbling down with a gust of wind. And what then? One king (queen) deposes another, Vapolis continues on. No one will mourn. Orla knows this. Orla is terrified by this.
Anyway.. @vapolis sending you my therapy bill as I type this.
#sorry Iâm going through it#orlaaaa my light my life my whole day longgg#I want to know her every thought and emotion this is very serious for me#finally got over being annoyed at PayPal being the only option for ko-fi payment and got a membership because I needed more orla and wellâŚ#Iâm not feeling very normal about her. but when am I ever#AND THIS ISNT EVEN GETTING INTO THE FACT THAT SHES A WOMAN! FUCK!!!#like something something trying to carve out your own space in a world full of men who probably see you as no different from the women#they use and discard#whatever.#the idea of ruining orla by fully devoting yourself to her. hold on.#like yes I am going to be the most useful and obedient dog youâve ever had. when you shut your golden cage behind you itâll ring#like a bell and not the clang of a cell.#does this make sense? am I making sense?#something something mutually assured destruction#you donât gain freedom by doing what orla does. not in any real meaningful sense.#the only way to win is to not play#but when you come from where sheâs come from⌠youâve gotta gamble#but itâs such a Faustian deal#anyway itâll probably be the death of both her and the merc. let me shut up the thought of her dying just made me ill#whatever. whateverrrr#vapolis makes sinners of us all - if you arenât there yet youâre certainly on your way!#**these are just my own personal thoughts and interpretations**#also apologies mara if you donât care to be tagged in things like this! Iâll remove it if so#if: rywd#+ orla đŤ (rywd)#meta
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Actually it turns out I had more thoughts about that post that I forgot about lol
Would Nightmare actually give up his boys? Yes and no
If it was just a black and white situation of they're miserable, they don't wanna be here, they have somewhere better to be, then yes. He would leave them out to wherever they needed to be despite his own feelings and very quickly realise afterwards just how much he'd gotten used to the noise and company. I think he would get a little clingy with Dream about it, which I'm sure Dream would find very weird after everything but not unwelcome, he did miss his brother after all.
(If he couldn't attach himself to Dream's side for whatever reason, I think he might just sit in his castle and go insane. Or maybe he'd just spend all day at Ccino's trying really hard to project that he just likes the atmosphere and isn't lonely as hell)
But the thing is, most of them don't have somewhere better to be. Horror has his au, and Nightmare would keep up the supply of food even if Horror said he wanted to quit at this point, so he would understandably let him return home. Killer, Dust and Cross effectively don't have aus anymore though, and they tend to get into self-destructive habits when they're left to their own devices. (Obviously bringing Color and Epic into the mix to make sure Killer and Cross are taken care of eases matters, but Dust doesn't really have any friends outside their group he could go stay with - that Nightmare knows about at least).
The flipside of this is that his boys may not necessarily want to be given up. I think if Nightmare got really in his head about this he could easily end up convinced this is the right thing to do without ever asking them if it's what they want, with potentially terrible results. He's established such a pattern of always returning to find Killer when they get seperated, that if he never showed up Killer might just keep sitting there and waiting for him greyfriar's bobby style, refusing to leave because he's certain his boss is coming back.
#UTDR#UTMV#Dadmare#Horror and Dust might take it slightly better but I think they still wouldn't appreciate being rehomed out of the blue with no discussion#Don't get me started on Cross he has such a bad track record with people not showing up for him as it is#If Nightmare left him to live with Epic one day Cross would spend the rest of his life thinking he did something wrong#and wondering what it was that he wasn't worth keeping#I do think the idea of him getting glued to Dream's hip must be funny for Blue tho#''Yes this is the being of all negativity in the multiverse. Don't mind him we're holding hands because he gets seperation anxiety''#I feel like a lot of this could come from Color's suspicion of him. because he's very much on Killer's side from the beginning#And Nightmare wasn't good at the beginning so it's understandable. it's hard to take Killer's word that he's changed because#Killer /would/ say that whether it's true or not y'know?#But I think Color shining a light on how things began makes Nightmare reflect a lot on their situation#Not to say that Color's the bad guy or anything obviously. He's respecting Killer's decisions while also keeping a good level of suspicion#about how Nightmare treats them when he's not around#It just makes Nightmare uneasy because he's made a lot of mistakes in the past and he's still learning#He is - for now at least - very very aware of just how mortal they are#And he wants to do right by them. even if it means giving them up to better places#I need to finish my fanfic... Anyway.#Luckily for him - in this particular case - this is where they are all best suited c:#Alright I let this cook in my drafts for about 3 days with some edits it can be posted now lol
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Something that bugs me a lot in Dawntrail discourse is watching people who think they are defending the expansion argue away its best aspect. Because here's the thing: Wuk Lamat isn't like prior FFXIV characters. She takes up way more space than them. That's good!
A common thread you see in defenses is that people are complaining about things they were fine with earlier in the story. "Oh well actually Lyse was also the main character of Stormblood and people didn't hate her as much!" or "Heavensward is the story of Aymeric and Estinien and Ysayle, and the Warrior of Light doesn't do that much!" or "No one complained when Gaia jumped into the Eden raids, or when Emet showed up during Seat of Sacrifice" with the implied conclusion of "Wuk Lamat's not different from any other previous major character, your complaints have more to do with [sexism/transphobia/your crippling insecurity about not being the main character] than the way she's written." First of all people did hate Lyse. I get what you are saying but they very much did hate Lyse.
But Wuk Lamat is different. She's different because Dawntrail is unapologetically, full-throatedly her story. She is there at the start, she is there at the end, she is there basically all the way through except for a brief interlude. She is the character you talk to the most, she is also the character that talks the most. She has more of a complete arc than anyone else in the expansion. The antagonists develop much stronger direct and personal relationships to her than they ever do with you. Several major characters have relationships to you through her more than they do with you directly. At multiple points in the story you explicitly step back and are like "Go right ahead, queen, do the main character stuff." She 100% takes your role in certain ways. She's literally a new WL to your WoL!
and that's awesome! Like, holy shit! If you had traveled back in time and told me after Endwalker, "Hey, the next expansion will be almost solely and entirely focused on the character journey of a young woman, and she'll be nuanced and complex and allowed to fail but also allowed to succeed wildly, and her characterization will be interesting and her ideals will be very directly challenged, and she'll get to do some real classic 'sorry my noble opponent but I must stop you, even though I sympathize' shit, and the way she is framed won't feel excessively male-gazey, and she won't get stuck in the FFXII Ashe Miniskirt, and she won't just be someone you watch and clap for while the real protagonist and narrator is some random guy in her entourage," I would've been like "haha, okay, I like FFXIV as much as the next guy but I don't think it's shaken its baseline sexism off enough to do an expansion entirely about a woman and her personal growth and what makes her a good leader, especially after Stormblood's mixed reception. And CBU3 definitely doesn't have the guts to make her even more of a main character than any other prior NPC, and you didn't mention this part future time traveler, but I also don't believe they'll be willing to cast a trans woman in the role." And I would have been fucking wrong!
Yes, Wuk Lamat is the main character. Yes, she does get more attention than other NPCs, or even your Warrior of Light. And yes, that's totally fine, and even something to praise!!! You don't have to run from it to accommodate people who are looking for something to complain about!
#wuk lamat#dawntrail#dawntrail spoilers#dt spoilers#7.0 spoilers#and then once we've gotten this nailed down#we can move on to the more complex part:#'dawntrail did a lot of stuff cool and right and its decisions should be praised but also there are still things you can critique about it'#'and yes that includes how well it handles its laserlike focus on a character that isn't the Warrior of Light'#which is where all the actual fun and interesting conversation is!#defending dawntrail shouldn't mean pretending its less than it is#and we will never get to the good convos as long as we are focused on critics who wouldn't like her even if she was Exactly Estinien 2.0#also i'm not saying her design isn't obviously intended to be sexy. she's a furry lady with washboard abs#and the camera 100% focuses on those abs at various points#but being a furry means that her relatively exposing outfit actually doesn't come off quite the same way#and she doesn't come off as fully fanservice'd out the way that again someone like ashe does#and she appeals to a broader range than just straight men#god i hate ashe's design.#meta: durai report
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@glowweek Day 1
DARK | GLOW
They stayed up until 5 am and now it's almost 4 pm.

Aahshsjgwgiashsh He's suppose to be blocking Connie's face from the sunbeam after he woke up from her stirring to cover her own face.
#Yeah I partially got this idea from that time the light hit Connie's eyes on 'I Am My Monster'. :P#Yooo please don't think too much about where the light is coming from vs the sunbeam hitting them. đ#When all else fail BLUR#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#SU#glow week#connverse week#Aw man. I gotta get a new laptop as soon as I can. Rendering is such a#fun process and the thing lagging too early on just ruins the experience. đ#my shiz#OH CRAP I forgot to check how this looks on my phone. I hope it's not too dark. I mean it looks fine from my graphic tab's screen?#I wanted to incorporate both dark and glow. So I did want the dark parts to be truly dark. But like. Not too dark hopefully.#glowweek
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