#whenever I talk about this my parner is like

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Thinking about how in the SVSSS timeline Airplane was able to give Shen Jiu that warning about Liu Qingge's qi deviation and he may have been able to turn himself around or at least turn like 10 degrees, but then Shen Yuan took over and Shen Jiu never had the chance to act differently than he had in PIDW. BUT HE MIGHT HAVE.

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Boys will never understand

I can't help but to laugh sarcastically and smile bitterly as I read the messages of one of his friends, that happens to be one of my friend too, whenever he tries to defend him or say something good about him. I consider him as one of the biggest fan of our relationship, greatest shipper as they say. Our convos were mostly triggered if someone is asking for an assistance or something. But out of knowhere, he recently try to say something good about you or defend you, as if he's trying to help to fix what's between us. What a good friend, isn't he?

But eventually, his words doesn't help at all. Worst is it makes me realize the nature and how the boys understand things That's why I can't help but to make a face as the conversation progresses.

First, kala nila trinatrato mo ko ng tama kasi ang bait bait mo sa kanila pero di nila alam kung gano mo ako nasasaktan, kung gano mo ko napapaiyak gabi gabi dahil sa mga ginagawa mo at mga pinipili mong gawin kahit alam mong masasaktan ako. You make me feel that I was easy to replace kasi marami nga namang mga babaeng nakapalibot sayo, you make me feel that I was never your priority, you make me feel that I'm not that important to you and so on. They will never understand that pain as they are not the one who experience it first hand. Sometimes I wish I was them, I was those girls you're close with... kase isang tawag lang sila sayo andun kana agad, you want to look funny around them just to make them laugh, you want them to feel comfortable around you. Why can't you show that side to me then? Sometimes I feel like you just want me to stay just for your own convenience.

Second. Micro or not, cheating is cheating. And if you add up all those micros together, wouldn't they become a 'whole' cheating itself? Lalo na kung napaka rami na mismo nun. I can still remember the names of the girls that you chatted with, that you interacted with, that you compared to me with. What I don't like the most is being compared you know? Making feel that I'm not good enough, that someone is better than me who can satisfy you more. From my looks, down to my body, down to my personality. I remember every SINGLE MOMENT that you compared me to others and make me feel that I'm not good enough. It was painful to see you admire or compliment other girls as if I'm not the one you're talking to. This is also one of the reason why I don't like you around them cause unconsciously, you'll become insensitive to your words. Damo maghusay nim nakitan diba? Damo it buutan, damo it mas approachable, hira it mas attractive, hira na tanan. So everytime you compliment me, dire na kamatuuran. When did I do that to you? Gin pamukha ko ba haim na I have so many choices in front of me to the point that I look down on you? Cause I only remember na no matter how many choices I have, I'd still choose you bis pa hira V an aada atubangan. Kadamo na time you make me feel that I never become your first choice and most of the time, gusto ko iparamdam haim it sugad lat. You're making my insecurities worst each day. I know I'm not perfect, but is that a reason for you para makigclose nan mamiling pan iba na masasangkay, makakaistorya, makakaupod, etc.

Thirsd. Do you really know your limit? Or para iyo na mga lalaki as long as waray sex or kiss na nagaganap it's not yet considered as cheating? Bruhh just by making other girl especial is already cheating. Giving them attention, consoling them, comforting them secretly behind your parners back is already cheating. Especially if they are not even aware na may uyab ka. Worst is maaram na may uyab ka pero nag susugad ka. You're not considering your partner's feelings.

Is it bad for me to wish that you'll experience that kind of pain first hand to the girl you'll love the most in the future, just for you to understand what it feels like? If you run around being the knight and shining armor of girls, then why don't you also run to them when you want to satisfy your sexual desires not to your partner tutal you already make yourself available to them, isn't that reasonable? Kase ang kapal naman ng mukha mong maging people pleaser sa ibang tao while you're disrespecting and draining your partner.

I'm not like this before. I let you go have fun with the boys, do whatever you want, and set me aside, do what you like, what you love, to watch, to play even to the point that you don't have any time for me...But I was just requesting for one thing... learn to distance yourself with girls if you can't help me lift up my confidence cause you just know how to make it worst. I was just asking for respect. For you to act "taken" in front of them. Is it difficult?

How can you help me gain my confidence back? :')

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nsfw questions for wolffe cody and fives - whichever questions you feel like answering bc I want to know the answers to all of them but that might be too much. ty!! (-ls)

Sorry for taking so long, it’s just SO many questions! But i did everything! N*FW/Lemon under the cut!

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Cody andFives (+Wolffe as a bonus)

Tie me, Bite me: Name a kink.

Cody: dominating/public sex

Fives: body worship (to have his body worshipped, that is)/ teasing (his partner, he likes to drive them crazy )

Wolffe: biting / rough sex

That’s Naughty: Name something you would want to try in bed, but won’t.

Cody: Having sex in a non-secluded area. Cody likes to play with the idea of being seen, butall in a calculated manner. Actually getting caught is not in his plans – whoever catches wouldn’t be able to consent, and he doesn’t want to expose himself or his partner either. But ugh, he fantasizes about it.

Fives: Being talked down to. The idea turns him on to a degree, but the dehumanizing treatment from Kamino made him iffy at the thought in the same measure. He feels like he could maybe try it with a partner with whom he feels really comfortable with, but he’s not sure.

Wolffe: Going really  hardcore. Leaving marks all over his partner, biting them to the point of drawing blood and fucking them roughlyuntil they can hardly even think about walking anytime soon. Wolffe cares too much about his partners to go this hard though, and he would need to trust them enough to know they would use their safeword whenever it became too much. He has his fun roughing them up and pampering them with lots of aftercare anyway,so why change what’s working?

That’s Nice: Name something you want to try in bed and will.

Cody: Definitely adding toys to the play. He wonders if he can convince his partner to have a vibrator in them while he has the remote to make it go faster/harder while they’re out in public. Also, having his partner wear a cute collar.

Fives: He thinks rope play will probably be pretty damn fun. Give him plenty of power totease his partner into insanity while they can do nothing but whimper and beg for him. Oh yeah, he’s definitely getting some rope in 501st blue.

Wolffe: He will never – ever – admit to being curious about the idea of handcuffing his partner. Nope, nope. I guess it’ll be up to them to find that out. But moons, he would love that.

Self Torture: What do you like to masturbate to?

Cody: The thought of fucking someone against a window. In his imagination, there is norisk of getting caught for real, so… ;)

Fives: the sight of his moaning, quivering partner as they ache for him in bed. If he’s alone, then… holoporn videos. Boy likes to have visual stimulation.

Wolffe: he likes to think of the very few seconds before he comes, and the sight of the aftermath of sex on his partner – their skin reddened from spanking and his come trickling down between their thighs. Hmmm.

Wine and Dine: Is it important to have a nice prelude before having relations?

Cody: oh yes. Especially if it can include vivid descriptions of what he’s willing to do tohis parner while they’re still innocently dining out. He can’t get enough of the sight of them blushing and biting their lip. Makes the anticipation almost unbearable.

Fives: Yes! A lovely date night really sets the mood. Also, this boy talks. He loves to describe everything he’s doing and feeling even during foreplay, and he will love if his partner is willing to do the same. Also, he can just kiss for hours,and he’s a sucker for having his partner on his lap while they kiss.

Wolffe: Of course. A nice night out – or in, with a movie, popcorn and a blanket. Lots of foreplay, not only to set the mood but also to pepper his lover with kisses and set some ground rules – what is okay and what isn’t, agreeing on a safeword, where he likes to be touched, where he doesn’t, etc. Everything he can do to get his partner to feel comfortable and cared for.

Sweet Kisses: Are you a good kisser?

Cody: Yes he is. He especially enjoys kissing his partner between scenes where he’s being particularly dominant, so that he can shift from being bossy/cold to being affectionate and loving. Expect long, deep kisses that make you breathless.

Fives: As mentioned before, this boy loves kissing. He is a very playful kisser, so beready for lots of playful biting on your lips and kitten licks over your neck. He likes to press himself hard against his lover and touch them while he kisses them – squeezing their ass and whispering the most delightful filth close totheir ear. He is particularly proud to being able to get them off on occasion just by taking his sweet time kissing them and rubbing himself against their crotch.

Wolffe: He is! His kisses are not at all restricted to your lips though. He loves kissing his lover’s body, especially if he has their permission to leave marks on them. Expect a map of hickeys and bites all over your back and shoulders – he keeps the gentler kisses to your neck so that you won’t end up covered in visible love bruises. When it comes to kissing on the lips, he likes his partner to be more active; suck on his lower lip and give him lots of tongue to make him melt against you.

Tasty: Chocolate? Whipped cream? Do you use food with sex?

Cody: It’snot his thing, really. Cody thinks food and sex don’t really go well together.

Fives:Whipped cream sounds like fun. When Jesse gives him the idea earlier, Fivesgets home the very same day with two cans of it and a wicked grin to hispartner. He doesn’t have a preference regarding who gets to have some creamover their skin and who gets to lick the other clean – he just wanna play.

Two’s acrowd and three’s a party!: Have you participated in a threesome? Any more than three? Would you beinterested in inviting more people?

Cody: oh,moons, someone to watch him and his partner in action, and join them if they want to. Now that’s a dream come true. Hewould check with his partner first to make sure they’re ok with it but, ohhh,yes. Threesome? Foursome? Why not? He can even add some toys to this party. Justthinking about it makes him horny.

Fives: Heckyes, it sounds like fun. He would love to have more people to play with, and towatch his partner with them. More people to kiss and touch and fu-

Wolffe: He’snot at all interested in bringing another person to his bed, unless it’ssomeone both him and his partner know and trust very much. Still, it’s strange.He’s so used to pouring all his attention to his lover – how to share it andnot make anyone jealous or uncomfortable? He needs some time to think this through.

Swinger: Ever traded partners before?

Cody: If it’speople he knows and trust, why not? It’s a wild thought, fucking someone else’spartner, it’s really arousing for that matter. Sign him up.

Fives:Teasing someone else’s partner until they are begging for him? Oh, hells yes!

Wolffe:Having sex with someone else’s partner would feel weird for him – even if theyagreed with it, he would feel like they were cheating. And having someone elsefuck his partner? No, thanks.

BJ: Swallow or spit? What do youprefer?

Cody: Havinghis partner swallow is one of his favorite “punishments” for when they’remisbehaving. Personally, Cody prefers to spit. He’s not very fond of the aftertaste.

Fives: Ohhplease swallow, it’ll drive him crazy. Fives enjoys swallowing as well, so herelates to the pleasure of watching his partner swallow too.

Wolffe:Making sure his partner has previously agreed to, Wolffe like to not give themmuch of a choice in the matter, having them deepthroat him right before heorgasms and watching them swallow down. Personally, he likes to swallow too.

PornCollection: Do youwatch porn? Do you make your own porn?

Cody: Hnnnng,if his partner agrees to being filmed it’s such a turn on to make his own porn.He keeps the video just to rewatch and jerk off once before deleting it – he doesn’twant to take risks keeping it around and having someone find it.

Fives: Hewatches porn, yes, mainly when he masturbates or when he wants to set the moodin a special night and give his partner some ideas; “c’mooon, that new positionlooks like fun! ;)”

Wolffe: Notreally his thing. It looks all too fake in his opinion. Also, none of those “roughsex” videos show any sort of aftercare afterwards. Ugh.

Vibrator: Use any toys? Have a favorite?

Cody: Remotecontrol vibrators. They’re so much fun, and getting caught risk-free! Also,collars and paddles. Gotta discipline his naughty lover, doesn’t he?

Fives: ropeharnesses look lovely on his partner, do they count as toys?

Wolffe: Not afan of toys, except for maybe the handcuffs.

Tempo: Sweet and slow or hard and fast?

Cody: It’s usuallya buildup, sweet and slow first, and when his partner “earns it” they might getsome nice hard and fast. He’s more fond of the sweet and slow bit though.

Fives: whatbetter way to get them aching for more than sweet and slow? If they want thingsto go faster, they better wrap their legs around his waist or straddle him andtake charge ;)

Wolffe: Hardand fast, though he’ll most likely make sure to have his partner climax atleast twice, so it’s not that fast after all. He can give all the sweet andslow loving during aftercare.

SecretLover: Describesomeone you lust after. No names!

Cody: Someonebossy who carries themself with a serious, stern posture. The thought ofreducing them to a babbling, begging mess while a vibrator hums inside them turnshim on so much.

Fives:Someone playful and funny, that will enjoy being played with and will groan infrustration while he pushes them closer to the edge.

Wolffe:Someone serious whom he can trust to respect his limits and their own and willknow better than to overdue themselves. Someone he can trust enough to let thembe in charge of safewording out when things become too much.

WashingMachine: Ever do itin a weird place before?

Cody: Abathroom stall at the 79’s. Not ideally comfortable, but really arousing.

Fives: A civilian’s home during a relief mission. They were one of thepeople in charge of receiving the supplies sent by the republic and one thingled to another. It was really fun.

Wolffe: His office desk; the desk ended up being pushed 3 feet ahead fromwhere it used to be during the, um, interaction, and he will not provide anyfurther details on the matter.

Sheets: Are silk sheets sexy?

Cody: Yes.

Fives: Tooslippery, he can’t get a footing. What’s up with those things anyway?

Wolffe: Hedoesn’t care about what are the sheets made of, unless this means it’s easierto wash come off of them.

ThongSong: Do you likesexy lingerie?

Cody: yes! Especiallycorsets and garter belts. They look so sexy…

Fives: he’s reallyinto lace, especially the very sheer variety that lets him see everythingdespite his lover being still dressed.

Wolffe: yes,especially when his lover wears them without letting him know. Nothing hotterthan undressing them to be met with a tiny thong and lacy bra.

Flavor: What’s your orientation?

Cody: Bi/Pan

Fives: Bi/Pan

Wolffe:Bi/Pan

(we’re in my headcanoncity, bitch, and everyone’s bi/pan here)

Turn On: Name a turn on.

Cody: Havinghis partner strip for him.

Fives: Watchinghis partner masturbate. Also, getting pegged, but you didn’t hear it from him.

Wolffe:Making his partner come right before he comes too.

Turn Off: Name a turn off.

Cody: Worktalk. He’s “commander cody” all day long, and he’s in charge of the whole clonearmy. When he’s in bed, he just wants to be Cody.

Fives: Quickies.He likes to take his time.

Wolffe: Don’tstare at his scar, don’t bring it up. He doesn’t like to think about it, muchless remember how he got it.

Frequency: How many times do you haverelations in a week?

Cody:Ideally, every other day. Since he’s always busy during work days, he can onlyget some on weekends. He’s very salty over this.

Fives:Ideally, every day. Ugh, when will this stupid war be over so that he can meethis lover every day at home?

Wolffe: Everyother day would be nice, but he doesn’t mind waiting for the weekend. Makes himeven more horny, and the release more intense.

Heart andSoul: Is loveimportant when you have sex?

Cody: Hesupposes it makes a difference, yes. Especially because you can get to knoweach other better and make sure to do everything your partner likes to makethem happy.

Fives: Yes. Well,if not love, at least some kind of connection. To know what they like, what aretheir hobbies, who they are, etc. He thinks it’s important to see his partner –and to be seen – as an individual, not just some pretty face.

Wolffe: Definitely.He almost exclusively sleeps with people he’s been dating, or at least people hasknown for a while. Sex feels very vulnerable to him, and he won’t allow thisopening to just anyone.

GoodMorning: Do youpartake in morning sex?

Cody: yes,especially to reward his partner for their lovely performance on the previousnight.

Fives: he’sreally lazy in the morning, so maybe not intercourse itself, but he wouldn’tmind at all giving some sweet oral to his lover under the blankets.

Wolffe: yes,particularly some very slow, sweet and gentle sex. Less hair-pulling and moreneck nuzzling. Hmm.

FrenchMaid: Do youroleplay in bed?

Cody: Heckyes. He loves the role of ‘master’ so that he can boss around his partner. Healso loves to have them act coy and innocent to make it all more enticing.

Fives: Hewouldn’t oppose to that at all. Sounds like fun.

Wolffe: He’snever done it, but if his partner wants to, he’ll be up for it.

Mood: How do you create the mood?Favorite atmosphere?

Cody: Afterdining and chatting and lots of kissing, moving up to the bedroom and dimmingthe lights usually set the mood, but Cody really enjoys asking in a whisper ifhis partner has been “bad”.

Fives: justwatching some holos after dinner and then pulling his lover over his lap andkissing them passionately over and over until they can’t keep their hands offeach other.

Wolffe:usually when he kisses his partner and looks into his eyes saying “I want you”in a growled whisper it’s more than enough to get the mood going.

 Takeout: Do you and your partner “eat out”often?

Cody: yesss,especially when he wants to reward them for behaving nicely. Also, there’snothing better to prep them for penetration than some good oral.

Fives: 69,anyone? To him, there are few things as delicious as eating out a lover whilethey do the same to you. Also, as Cody said fingering + oral are great ways toprep your partner, and so far he’s gotten nothing but compliments over the wayhis goatee feels against his partner’s crotch.

Wolffe: yes, paired with some love bites to their inner thighs. Helikes to keep his shaving up to date because he likes to eat them out for along time, and he doesn’t want to give them stubble burns down there.

TrouserSnake: Does sizematter? Is it big?

Cody:Honestly, he doesn’t think it matters, not any more than how ones uses it (and howthey use their hands, and their voice, etc.). It is, by most standards, on thelarger side – the original blessed them with some nice genes when it comes to that.

Fives: Maybe?He does get some nice compliments on his girth. No need to give any additionaldetails here, since Cody said it all: Jango’s genetic material came with thatbonus.

Wolffe: Itdoesn’t matter to him, especially since he can make his partner come with hishands alone. He’s glad about, hm, his size though, because it sure isentertaining – and very arousing – to watch his partner struggling a bit to getall of him in their mouth.

Meow: Shaved or natural?

Cody: shaved.He thinks it looks cleaner and sexier.

Fives:trimmed. He’s too lazy to shave, but he doesn’t want to look like he doesn’tcare.

Wolffe: hedoesn’t mind shaving if his partner says they like it better that way, but mostof the time he keeps it loosely trimmed. It’s so annoying to keep having toshave it over and over.

Gossip: Do you sleep and tell?

Cody: He doeslike to share his stories with Rex or Fox, but he will omit any details aboutwho his partner was or what they looked like. He doesn’t want them to end inthe GAR gossip mill, that’d be rude and wrong.

Fives: Nope.He lets the hickeys on his neck do the talking, and he’ll have the mostannoying smug face for the rest of the day.

Wolffe: No.These are private matters, and no one needs to know about them. He’s not astarry-eyed shiny anymore.

FirstTime: Who was yourfirst time with?

Cody: Acharming civilian he met at a night out with his troopers. They were verygentle, which was great because Cody was trying to pretend not to be nervousabout it.

Fives: Acivilian he would meet at the 79’s every other weekend to talk, dance and makeout with. One day they asked him if they’d like to go to their place, and whyin the moons would he say no? By the time they got there, he was the oppositeof his cocky, talky self: all shy and asking for guidance. The civilian was verysweet and took things slowly, and it was great. Fives still has an openrelationship with them.

Wolffe: A nat-bornsoldier from the army. They met once during an assignment and they really hitit off while talking about annoying droids and amazing generals. Wolffe andthem dated for a while, and his first time with them was amazing. They’re nottogether anymore, but they’re still friends, and that means a lot for a manlike Wolffe.

Keep itDown!: Are you loudwhen you make love?

Cody: the realquestion is: can he make his partners be loud while they make love? And theanswer is a long, drawn-out, moaned “yes”.

Fives: loudand wordy. “You like that, huh?”, “Hnn, you feel so good…”, “Yeah, darling don’tstop” as well as plenty of groans and moans.

Wolffe: “loud”is not the word, he’s more… noisy. Grunts, growls, rich purrs, hissed curses.Hmmmmm….