#when i wake up and eat amd go to sleep i think of you

[leviscolwill]

— dad!jude bellingham headcanons !

pairing: dad!jude bellingham x fem!reader

req: could you write dad!judebellingham ml <3

note: i tried writing headcanons because i feel like my writing is very 👎👎🍅🍅🍅 at the moment, i hope you'll like it still !! reblogs are VERY appreciated since the tags are in a silly goofy mood right now #useless 😝🤪

tag list: @ceofmercedes &lt;3

it's well established on judeblr that he is a girl dad, so girl dad it is

i think he would spiral a bit over the fact that you're growing a whole human being in you

he would say random shit like “no but do you feel her legs grow ?”

and you're like 😐😐😐 of course not

but the poor boy is just clueless 😪

he would always remind you of how you're the most beautiful woman on earth, even when you're crying your eyes out because ron fell off his chess piece in the philosopher's stone

now,, i think we're all well aware he would spoil your daughter rotten

getting her new clothes or new toys whenever he passes in front of a store because “she might need it one day”

but !! he would never let her turn into a “daddy i want a squirrel” kinda girl

you would both make sure she's very well mannered because he is very aware his parents' education played a big part in who he is today

i feel like being strict wouldn't be a problem for him either

yk being the eldest in his family, he wouldn't be swayed by your girl's pleading eyes when she acts wrong

he would 100% cry on her first day of pre-school (it's the cancer in him)

and he would try to drop her / pick her up from school as much as he possibly can with training and stuff

if you speak another language, you'd learn it to your daughter and use it to talk shit about jude 🤭

“have you seen what he wore today ?” “yeah daddy's shirt is very ugly”

in my case she would say quoicoubeh to him

i feel like he'd get so frustrated and start sulking amd pouting before your daughter reassures him

okayy bc it's spooky szn rn 😋

family matching costumes !! (call it corny 😡 i do not care)

monsters, disney characters or the adams family... he'd have soooo many ideas

he'd go trick or treating just to eat all the sweets

playfights with your daughter for their girl's attention

“it's my mommy !”

“oh yeah ? but mommy liked me before, so i'm the number one in her heart”

“it's not true ! mommy tell him he's a liar”

you can only roll your eyes because he really has beef with a whole child ???

but he's just a kid himself !!

everytime she gets to see uncle jobe she's overly happy

and jude would smack the back of his head when he says a bad word

(like he's not the one to curse at home yk 🙄)

is it a bad thing i think he would secretly hope your daughter has a bad dream so she'd have a good excuse to sleep in between you both ?

because he would

just to cuddle with her

then he regrets it when she wakes him up early in the morning

when she grows up he would be soooo invested in her school's dramas

like, actually asking for updates during dinner like he's dan from gossip girl

“what do you mean ben is dating his ex's best friend ?? he's such a di... bad person”

he'd be so gassed whenever she would wear his shirt (especially at school)

like you got all these clothes but chose this particular england shirt ? 🥹🥹

(as if half her wardrobe isn't his jerseys from every club he's been at)

(+ jerseys he exchanged with other players and signed jerseys by football legends)

he would sooo show her off to his teammates

“yeah my girl knows how to read now” 😎

and show every picture of her EVER

even the embarrassing ones

100% would introduce his friends as uncles

“say hi to uncle gio” (����)

now hear me out bc i think it's my favourite idea

he would totally look up hairstyles tutorials for your babygirl and try them out

once he gets the hang of it, he would never stop finding new ones

and since he doesn't have a sister, he would go to his mum for advice

on hair, but also girl stuff so he can pretend he already knows it all in front of you

you'd also go to his mum to advice tho, because being a parent (especially a mum) is never easy

and she would gladly share all of them with you

when you get into fights with jude your girl would always try to make it better

“dad says he's sorry”, “mum said she's not mad anymore”

of course you both know she's lying but somehow it always works ???

so your relationship is the prime example of what she's looking for when she grows up

and she secretly hopes she gets to love her s/o just like her parents love each other (too corny now ?)

anyways jude would treat you both like his little princesses, and he's so so so grateful he gets to live a lifetime with you two

or maybe more than two who knows 🚶‍♀️

[honey-minded-hivemind]

Can you create an AU story of Platonic Yandere X Men Various x Wovlerwine (Logan), Specifically, set in X Men Evolution?

Let's see what magic I can do today for this au~!

• Reader had survived, just barely, what seemed like the end of the world. They weren't sure what had happened, exactly, besides most people, humans and mutants alike, fell to some... hivemind, they think? Where they went all blank and quiet, where they'd capture their own friends and enemies, then take them and add them to their growing collective...

• Ending up caught wasn't what you had wanted, but you were too tired, too sickly, too stressed, to keep yourself from collapse. Waking up, you were in a padded, soft room. The air smelled sweet, the lights weren't too bright, amd a soft hum was in the air... Yet you still felt fear...

• Something came by, entering the room, and you count help but feel scared, seeing an old mentor and friend dad under the sway of the hive... He doesn't move to hurt you; he leaves food, sitting quietly by the door and watching you, patient... When you make no move to eat, a froen tugs at his lips, and he moves closer, nudging the tray towards you, a soft noise coming from his throat.

• When you still refuse to eat, a sigh escapes him... Then he's moving closer, until he's beside you. You try to move, panic coursing through you- But he wraps you up in a firm hug, shushing you lightly, then traps your legs between his and presses your back to his chest. He lifts up a spoon of the food, lifting it to your lips. When you try to speak- he pushes it in, making sure nothing spills out, then takes it out, getting another spoonful of food... It doesn't matter if you struggle or resist or plead, he tubs your back and hums lightly, pushing another bite nlinto your mouth, making sure you swallow it...

• Trying to sleep on your own doesn't happen. Logan (or whatever he is now) comes back, along with Victor and Scott, who set up a nest of blankets. You try to sleep in the corner, away from everyone... but are tugged into warm arms, then added to the sleepy pile. The warmth feels good on yulour tired muscles and exhausted mind, but you still struggle to trust them, to sleep with them around you. Except your only hugged closer, pulled in tighter, until the heat relaxes you and the soft murmurs and purrs put you at ease, enough to slip quietly into sleep...

• Waking up is slow... You had been so relaxed, so at peace, that you had drooled a little in your sleep. You feel embarrassed, tugging yourself up- until you're pulled into a warm embrace, a happy chuff filling the air as Logan holds you close. You try to speak, wanting to pull yourself away- But you're only held tighter. He runs his fingers through your hair, scratching your scalp and rubbing your back lightly, sending a shiver down your back. When he pulls you up, you hesitate- But are forced to follow him, leaving the room, and going deep into the building that houses him and your friends...

• You end up in a room that smells sweet and clean, like lavender and vanilla... There's a small basin set into the ground, and you're nudged towards it. You don't want to be... bathing... when someone can see you... but you really, really need a bath... With a sigh, you go into the water... then sink until the bubbles cover you. The moment your form is hidden, hands are scooping water over your hair, slowly rinsing out the dirt and grime that's accumulated. You feel a soft hum escape you, and are rewarded with something sweet being scrubbed in your hair, that smells of honey and sugar... The water cools awhile a later, making you shiver... Until a towel is held out, and you're being pulled out of the water, your form being patted dry and your hair being ruffled softly...

• So far, you've been shown nothing but care... It makes you think maybe your friends are still in there, that they're not completely gone... But when you're brought somewhere else, a room with a reclined chair and straps, you feel fear shoot down your spine. When you try to go back, gentle hands push you back, more soft noises and gentle words coming from someone you uses to trust... Tears well up in your eyes, only to be wiped away, and a kiss presses to your forehead.

• Then something sharp stings your shoulder, and the world starts to fuzz at the edges...

• You feel yourself gently moved, arms wrapping around you and carrying you, placing you foen gently... Then soft bands are wrapped around your limbs, keeping you strapped down... A whine builds in your throat... but you're only shushed, warm hands patting your head... And then something sharp slips into your back-

• And something is on your head....

• And then it's only darkness...

[grandlinedreams]

Heya!! Hope you’re doing well <3 love the writing you’ve been spoiling us with ^_^ 🫶

If you’re open to requests, would it be okay to ask for headcannons form Zoro, Sanji and Law and a reader who unintentionally “works till they drop”? Like, they’re bothered or upset about something- but isn’t sure how to confront or deal with it, so they just keep on working till they just crash in bed, sleep, wake up and repeat?

Sorry if thats a bit much to ask-! You can ignore this eheh… wishing you the best and hope you have a good day <3

Oh i absolutely can do that!! But also I hope you're doing well bb, make sure to eat well and stay hydrated!!

[Heads up!: some unhealthy habits, comfort, the boys being good boys 😌]

Zoro ㅡ He may give the impression that he doesn't pay attention to what you do during the day, but he does ㅡ especially when you usually end up napping with him sometime during the day.

So when you stop and he starts seeing less and less of you because you're busy from sun up to sundown, he knows something is up. He also knows that confronting you outright probably isn't the best eay to go if it's something you haven't brought up yourself, so he does it in a roundabout way.

Grabbing at your hand when you pass by his napping area of the afternoon, he simply tugs until you end up leaning against him, arm thrown over your shoulder. "Nap with me," he says simply, and you frown.

"Zoro, I have stuff to doㅡ"

"It'll be there when you wake up." His tone is firm, clear that he won't be taking a 'no' for an answer. When you relent, he hums. If you fall asleep, that's fine. If you don't, that's also fine ㅡ Zoro's intent is to just get you to stay still long enough for your body to get some rest.

And then later, if you feel up to it, he'll ask if you want to talk.

ㅡ

Sanji ㅡ Like Zoro, he knows your routine and any deviation from it immediately sends off warning bells, especially when you start neglecting the snacks and drinks he brings you. (It doesn't go to waste, you give it to Luffy who has no qualms in telling Sanji it's him who ate/drank them, not you.)

"Mon petit chou," he coos as he sets down the delicate flute and plate, "A snack befitting someone as sweet as yourself."

"Thanks Sanji," you say, "I'll eat it in a second."

You don't look up, and Sanji frowns. "I think Luffy might finally get a cavity if you keep feeding him extra sweets."

You freeze. "Sanji...it's not that I don't want to want it, I just..." He holds a hand up.

"Being busy is fine," he says, tone soothing, "but you need to make time for yourself too."

He's right, you know that ㅡ amd you appreciate the reminder, as well as the affectionate hand on your shoulder and kiss to your forehead.

When Sanji checks later, both the glass and plate are empty, and smiles to himself Luffy whines about not getting a predinner snack.

ㅡ

Law ㅡ Truthfully as someone who does the exact same thing, Law's a little horrified it takes him as long as it does to see how bad it's gotten with you.

He feels guilty and tries to get you to talk about it because he knows something is bothering you ㅡ and if you don't, he gets it. But he also won't just sit back and let you tear yourself apart like that either.

So when he demands you take breaks, he does so himself ㅡ gives you the ultimatum of building healthier coping skills with you rather than let you do it alone.

"Are you speaking as my captain or my doctor?" You ask at one point when he tells you that you need to take a break, and his eyes flash before he leans over you.

"As your boyfriend," he intones, lets his fingers drift along the line of your jaw and up to brush hair from your face. He isn't above using affection as incentive, and it's amazing the turnaround he gets from you when kisses are involved.

[xshiny]

König x gn!reader prt 2

In honor of my birthday, I decided to finally make a part two!

Sitting in your seat, the plane takes off. Berlin, Germany, here I come.

You made your decision of leaving America, and head for Germany. Something new, yes, but also quite the adventure.

After long hours, you exit the airport and make it to your hotel. Meliá is a very nice and expensive looking building. Mitte, the "center" of Berlin is said to be the nicest spot to be in while visiting Germany. And well, it's true.

You sigh, plopping down onto your bed once you get into your room. Long day today, even longer tomorrow. You close your eyes, settling down for a nap, and let the calmness in the room lull you to sleep.

When you wake up, it's late outside, and the streets are busy full of pedestrians and drivers. Kind of seems like downtown Chicago, doesn't it? Reminds me of home. You smile, and change into street clothes, heading out the building and onto the sidewalks like a good tourist you are.

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"Where did you say to meet up?"

You're blowdrying your wet hair, getting ready for the long and eventful day. Right now you're talking to the person who sent you the letter. "The Messenger", as he likes to call himself, says to meet up at the Cafe Cinema.

And that's where you're heading. The Cafe Cinema. What a gorgeous place to eat at! It's unbelievable how beautiful Germany can be, compared to the crazy organized America. As you stand outside waiting, you feel a tap on your shoulder.

Behind you is a nice young looking Korean dude, who wore sunglasses and had a small tiger patch on his sling bag. "Can I help you?" You ask, and the Korean guy just laughs.

"I think I can help you" he chuckled, amd held his hand out for a handshake. "Kim Hongjin- but you can call me Horangi" the Korean guy introduced himself with a warm smile. You shake his hand back.

"Y/n L/n. Although I'm sure you already knew that" you joked, and Horangi gestured you go follow him. "Come, I have a reservation for the two of us- there is much to explain" he cheerfully said, disappearing inside the cafe. You quickly followed behind.

You and horangi talk about childhood, what teen life was like, how you feel about adulthood. Then the conversation went into marriage and how things were gonna work. The wedding location? Kept a secret, orders by the king. And of course, some paperwork.

After the meal with your attendant, he drives you to the palace. Yes, a whole f*cking palace. Almost feels like as if you were the queen, but not like Queen Elizabeth of England, but a soon to be queen of Germany. Who knew König was part of a royalty life?

Inside, you were met by lovely maidens and butlers, and a beautiful chandelier hanging in the middle. Some stairs that lead to a balcony, and large windows that let sunlight through. Suddenly, you see someone coming your way.

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A/n: I WILL MAKE A PART THREE I JUS RAN OUT OF ROOM

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Happy birthday to me!!

[ddeonudepressions]

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birthday: oct 3rd skz chan is my bday twin and loml 🙏 (fr i miss him sm 🙁)

favourite colour: sage green but i really like all colors if they don't blind me 💀

do you have pets? no 💔 i used to have a parrot but we gave him away 😭😭

how tall are you? um i will get bullied but im 5'4 last time i checked 💀

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

like....4-5?? idk i haven't bought any in a while

favourite song: ditto, devil by the window, mixed up, attention please, opening sequence, muddy water, all in, beside you, and many more just stalk my Spotify to know 💔

favourite movie: train to busan 😭😭

who would be your ideal partner?

hmm.... idk tbh but probably someone who's like me but no yk? i really like the familiarity but ik i wouldn't handle another me💀 maybe someone like beomgyu yk or junhan or jay or hongjoong or hyunjin or seungmin. i think me and hongjoong r soulmates fr we would be are happily married ❤️.

do you want children? tbh yes? kinda? i think it would be nice but idk i dont mind it.

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

no I am a good child come on now

what colour socks are you wearing? blue and black

favourite type of music: all of it i will listen amd vibe to everything fr. i wouldn't say i hate a song yk id say i wouldn't look it up but if it was playing ill do a lil dancey dance

how many pillows do you sleep with? 2 and 2 tiny plushies and 1 decorative one

what position do you sleep in? idk what it's called but i basically become a tiny ball of sleep and drown in the covers 💀

what don’t you like when you’re sleeping: probably when someone wakes me up when i just started to drift off. like?!??? helour leave me alone??!?? and probably when my feet r too cold the rest of my body.

what do you have for breakfast: depends sometimes a savor yomy sandwich sometimes a sweet yomy cereal. sometimes black coffee sometimes a latte sometimes a cup of tea of u will.

have you ever tried archery? once at gym hurt myself bad didn't like it 👎👎

favourite fruit: strawberries apples and oranges (i miss eating oranges 💔)

are you a good liar? not to self diagnose but i might be a psychological lair 😂😂🤥

what’s your personality type? it was enfp i think but ill have to redo the test soon lol.

innie or outie? im gonna say this is about being introverted or extroverted 💀💀 I am a bit of both tbh.

left handed or right handed? a leftiee

favourite food: pasta or fries 🙏

favourite foreign food: kushary idk if anyone knows it but it's Egyptian and its just 💔💔

am i clean or messy? id say clean i try to keep my surroundings tidy as i can yk

most used phrase: (all memes from Walmart enha) hello?? ayo?? huh?? oh. slayyy - fr - ong- 🙏- naurrr - NO. - die. - el oh el - kys. - el em ay oh - (person) (last negative thing they did) era - LMAO. - ok.

how long does it take for you to get ready: usually like 15-25 minutes including makeup outfit hijab and packing my handbag / bag yk

do you talk to yourself? all the time!

do you sing to yourself? if im not singing sleeping it's all i do. no family member has complained about my signing so I think it's a sign to start my career 😂😂🤘🤘

are you a good singer? i hope i am 😕 i think i have a decent voice i quite like any runs i do when signing sum LMAO 💀

biggest fear? cockroaches, confrontations and god 🙏

are you a gossip? i am THE gossip

do you like long or short hair? short hair. my hair is medium length rn but i like short hair more long hair has bad memories.

favourite school subject: I've always liked science general but idk anymore grade 9 wss brutal 💀💀

extrovert or introvert: id say both (again) cuz I enjoy talking and going out but also staying in w someone sounds so comforting

what makes you nervous: everything. my teachers. people staring too long at me. people laughing at me. (i cant tell if it's w me or at me most of the time :/)

who was your first real crush? grade 2 his name was assi i think that's how u spell it. he was also Syrian had blonde hair blue eyes and had my heart fr 💔

how many piercings? 2 one in each ear

how many tattoos? 0 (i am a minor and haram bro)

how fast can you run? i think i could run a good distance ye im not the athletic type but it's fun sometimes

what colour is your hair? chocolate brown with blonde streaks. very new look my hair was always been dark brown 💀

what colour are your eyes? brown 💔

what makes you angry: many many things having anger issues every little thing annoys me. im just gonna say top 5 lol

1.people who don't listen

2.people who look down on others

3. people who r literally nothing being jealous of others and making their lives hell( who wants a story time 😂😂)

4. getting blamed for something i had nothing to do with

5. having to be the mom of the house when i am a literal child.

do you like your name? ye I've learned to accept it 💪

do you want a boy or a girl as a child?

idm tbh but let just say if i have kids they both will be a mommy's girl/boy. cuz ye

what are your strengths? hm... im gonna say im honest ill tell people shit to their face no hesitation sometimes 💀. im strong?? idk. ima good manipulator 😂😂. id say im pretty understanding and comforting (at least i hope so) ig das it? idk not used to thinking about myself positively yk

what are your weaknesses? probably myself? like i do one small tiny mistake and suddenly i have no self worth, i deserve death, i mean nothing to anybody, everyone hates me snd is using me and i deserve it. and etc etc yk.

what is the colour of your bedspread? yellow 😕

colour of your room: yellow 😐 i need my own room fr

DONE THIS TOOK FOREVER BUT WAS MUCH FUN TY ELA SM FOR THIS LMAO 🙏🙏🙏💞💞❤️❤️

[butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway]

I can't and won't speak for everyone, but your list is right and you should say it because

1. Everyone's birthday is in my phone calendar which is great until I lose or break a phone and have to quietly ask everyone to tell me again so I can re-add them, which is why I also now have a private Telegram channel to document birthdays

2. This simply does not happen. What you do, is you always have a backup plan for if the whole crew can't make it that people are okay missing, and you bump the everyone together plan to the next date night and also everyone RIGIDLY protects the once a month movie night from everything and everyone because that is the only way it ever works

3. Honestly, it basically looks the same as what happens when you and your best friend both get dumped in the same month, so. Not as unusual as you'd think, but my god ehat the emotional eating does to the grocery bill......

4. First you try to see if they want it sent to them. If you hate them, you send it badly packed. If you're trying to be friendly you pack it well. If you're the asshole you just don't send it and it probably gets destroyed or thrown out but if it's useful, we had a lottery system for found objects so I imagine that'd work here too.

5. Hahahahahhahahahahha. Haha. No, the best you'll get is "themed", but you'll have way more fun than you think giving it the ol college try

6. My mother had a rule: never date more than 4 people at once if you ever want to sleep again, and always have at least n-1 toilets in the house where n equals the number of people living there. My mother was a polyamorous lesbian and an engineer of various technical sorts, and while she was frequently insane she was also always practical and I have followed this advice religiously.

7. My mother was also quite adament that everyone who lived in a house should, if at all possible, be given dominion over 1 room, which meant it was theirs now amd everyone spending time in it had to respect their rules and expectations for it. Ideally these were all bedrooms but I did once lay claim to a bathroom with a tub in it because early onsent arthritis is a bitch, and no one argued with me about it so that was great. Point is, it's actually pretty rare for everyone to sleep together in one bed/room regardless of the weather. I know at least one polycule with a scheduled bed rotation lol

8. Locker cabinets are great for this. Everyone's special foods can go in their lil mini fridge or pantry box or whatever and I guess you could actually lock it if you feel like it, I preferred color-coded glitter bomb booby traps from a logistical stand point tho.

9. Whoever is the loudest about their misophonia in the bedroom gets to propose a "snacking cutoff" which must be negotiated/agreed by all parties but cannot be summarily dismissed or ignored. Mine is 12am on school nights.

10. Accountability is a process, not a static guarantee. Keeping the pathways of communication open and learning how to acknowledge our own involvement in the process of conflict is key. And sometimes you wake up one day and go "oh shit are we a cult?" And you pack your shit, drive 14 hrs south across multiple state lines, and then spend a few years in therapy until you hop back in the dating pool. Hypothetically, of course.

11. One big trip. You can invite multiple people to a family instacart account these days! Or of course you can go old school with the refrigerator grocery list everyone gets to add to. Personally, we tried to do expenses by income ratio, you know? If someone was 13% of the income, they paid about 13% of the expenses. 40% of the income? About 40% of the expenses. That sort of thing. Shared expense auto-pay accounts everyone deposits their portion of income into are helpful for this.

12. We had a basement fridge. It was very old and largely non-functional, but it DID still refridgerate at least. Everyone gets a shelf in the main fridge and the basement fridge. Definitely need a chest freezer tho, I ain't gonna lie.

15. The person who did the dishes was absolutely not dating any of us lmao, but if you wash the dishes you damn well get to stick around

Things that I imagine must be really hard about being in a polycule

Remembering everyone's birthday

Scheduling a group date night where everyone's free

A bad breakup where someone leaves and everyone's messed up about it. Like if it was just me I could wallow in solitude but like damn what do you even do. Talk shit?

Related to 3 but if someone breaks up from the polycule and leaves their stuff behind then who gets dibs. Is it like by seniority or do you draw straws or what

Finding a group Halloween costume that everyone is equally hyped for

Sharing a bathroom if you all live in the same place

Idk about this one but what's the sleeping situation in the summer. Like in the winter having a group pile sounds cozy as fuck but in the summer?? When it's sweaty and awful??? Bruh I'm on the couch

I don't trust ANYONE not to eat my Nutella and for every extra person there's an additional threat I must calculate my defense against

How do you tell someone in the 'cule they need to stop eating pretzel sticks in bed without it feeling like an intervention. Is there an assigned emissary that speaks on behalf of the collective. Again, do you just draw straws? Drawing straws seems like a really good solution to a lot of these actually huh

Is there some kind of self-evaluation system that holds yall back from accidentally becoming a cult do yall just see Kim head out for a date in a white robe one morning and roll with it

Does everyone do their own grocery shopping or is it all like one big trip?

Is there enough room in the fridge for everyone's stuff or does the one with the deepfreeze reign eternal like immortan joe

If I was in a polycule and we all collectively stopped being attracted to the person who genuinely enjoys washing dishes then I don't think I'd be able to break it off with them I think I'd have to just handle that with god

[imhavingdifficulties]

ode to fish lady, for my childhood

im depressed everyone. allow ke to explain why. i w

okay. i went to the store. fish lady looming st me through the window. like i mean her HEAD IS IN A TUB OF GLASS. there is a little bit of seaweed in there

kind of like thom york in that

music video. where he looms like hes suffering greatly for no apparent reason and his face starts to annoy you

her face is disgruntled i know shes judging me bc i have a toohat on and shes got a fish head and like. i dunno. life isnt fair. ive got a bunny rabbit in here thats my child self's bunny, who is lost amd chases stars on the street. and hes my favorite he reminds me of easter and things making sense when i was small

i glare at this bitchass fish lady. and i also motice that she has very large boobs. like you could be wrapped in them

anyways i broke eyecontact (after she looked away first cyz im not a pussy) and i got my fuckin. salami. and all my little college student snacks to tife me over and eat like a little rat.

i miss how id eat snacks with my best friend in the park, when we were in higschool. things were simpler. wed sit on the grass and construct the toys in the kinder egg candy. wed roam the city and wed get tired and wed want to talk at night and wed call through the day, about how we felt, what our lives were,

wed flirt and wed hurt each other.

i go up to fish lady who turns out to be the cashier. i think cashiers hate me. this fact is exacerbated by the fact that i always find a way to look as fucking clueless as possible. she glares at me but tell me to have a nice day

i like her. little bit. ive got my back on my back and i take it off and go inside. i feel like a kid today. i feel like lost like how i did when i felt more, most, everywhere, exploding, incessantly growing out of my own skin. i still felt like a little shell when i was in highschool like that. like so small.

my hat is sagging behind me as i walk

its dragging on the damn sidewalk

is salami a good enough replacement for kinder eggs.

do i get out of gnawing on salami what i got out of the kinder eggs??? do i care enough? if i got a kinder egg now. im pretty sure that it would be less nice as it was before with my best friend ever,

lately ive been wrenched away, a little sideways. where stuff aint the same, where im unavoidably growing

this salami is making me think different

when i was little i loved things that were perfectly ordinary. exactly right. i loved it. i followed , with t shirts over long sleeves so i felt just right.

with my bunny just right. things in line. with a fiery attitude that somehow countered all that. isa, my sibling being too nice

and then i GREW AGAIN. so suddenly to make me cry! theres an owl ina tree calling softly for my past self. the owl that everyone loved. it was everyones owl. and jow how am i in new uyork with a new ideneity i dont even know, without myself but clearly uanging on to a past version of me.

and im in new york and im jn new york and i wish i had a ling top hat that dragged on the ground with my star chasing bunny and my kinder eggs and my long sleeves my scooter my toys, my isa.

annd now isas gone

and im quite sad

and im sitting out . on the edge of the morning, typing to myself . wish i could say rains bangin on the window but really theres not the sound of honking and my roommates sleeping, and the vents working and , ill wake up again in three hours,

[savvivixen]

I recently watched a YouTube video that talked about this tricky thing called "skill regression." As I listened and paused, listened and paused, I really started to get a grasp on why I might be so terrible at seemingly everything at this point. As I've learned to heal from several traumas, I find myself backsliding on routines and skills that I once thought were ingrained deeply enough they'd be solid habits, but I see that's not quite the case.

Hygiene: Thought it was a routine I did for myself. Turns out, it was 90% a fawn response to be bullied less from others. Now that I rarely leave the house, major discomfort and possible company seems to be my only motivaters these days, and it's an incredibly embarassing aspect of myself I have to face. At the very least, major personal discomfort is a motive at all, since I've been trained to ignore my own needs for the sake of others around me.

Food: I thought I had strong cooking skills and habits. I do not. I have strong survival senses... for my loved ones. I won't let my loved ones go hungry for a single meal if I can help it, but will take 24-36 hours to make a meal for myself if I don't have enough energy for the prep. I would eat 12 hours of a video game before I spend 1 hour of cooking for myself. I realize I associated my mealtime with others' mealtimes, and won't eat regularly if I don't need to feed someone else. I'm practicing eating twice a day now, but...

Sleep schedule: Incredibly irregular. Be it when or how long I sleep, it's sooo inconsistent. I figured out my sleep schedules have always been dictated by someone's job (my mother's, my schooling, mine, my SO's), which has occupied almost every shift on the 24-hour clock at this point. My sleep schedule seems to be fueled by FOMO now, and it's got me messed up. I can go to sleep at 12am and wake up at 1pm, or I can go to sleep at 4:30am am wake up at 11am. I've had several instances of falling asleep at 2:30pm and waking up a 10pm too. Just... Nothing feels right. I'm struggling to find my natural circadian rhythm, but I'm not confident I can even hold on to THAT much, because "bedtime" and "sleep" seem to be strongly schema'd with "job" and "work schedule," which may be why I'm so all over the place. I've been untethered for almost 3 whole years.

Housekeeping: No. Function-only. If it's not the main attention, I don't see it. If I see too much to do at once, I get overwhelmed amd it's invisible. Why am I like this? For the longest time, I'd cry "I don't know," and tear at myself for being a malfunctioning eyesore of human equipment. Nowadays, I wonder if growing up in a house that was unfinished for a long time, spent more time fitting "condemned" qualifications than passing inspections, and being smacked up with "eldest daughter syndrome" has anything to do with it...

There's sooooo much more I could mention, but really thinking about and typing this stuff out is helping me actually look at my shortcomings and think "Maybe I need a strong dose of grace" instead of "WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU??? WHY ARE YOU EVEN STILL HERE????!" All of these things and more I have already been bullied, teased, ostricised, preyed upon, punished, and criticized for (more times by my closer bonds than anyone else, including myself), and I'm sure some will treat my post no differently. But here's hoping "Midnight Savvi" can be of help to somebody out there needing a particular direction to take their healing journey. "Love and Peace!!"

[isirumarin]

+note: I'm writing these in one go with very little proofing. I have to get the story out first, and then I'll go clean it up some. Please excuse minor errors and grammatical weirdness. This is my first fiction.

Rumarin x Isira (LDB)

Ep.6 Gold and Silver

Rumarin awoke first. A beam of light shone through the small window and fell across his handsome face like a luminous mask. He opened his bright, golden eyes, then immediately hid them away behind clenched lids. He grunted in irritation. Then he remembered where he was and who he was with.

He looked down at her. Isira was still fast asleep. She was so beautiful. 'The pinnacle of Altmer beauty', he thought. Her ivory skin..her silvery white hair, and her eyes, the palest silverine grey. Not like him, with his yellow skin, rusty-blonde hair, and typical golden eyes.

He couldn't believe he had kissed her in the night. What was he thinking? He remembered just feeling...compelled. The confidence he had felt then wasn't with him now and he slightly feared having to look her in the eye when she woke up. Would their relationahip change? They had only just met and....

He was getting beside himself with anxiety so he decided to get up and be productive. He eased himself over Isira successfully not waking her. He stretched like a cat, his lithe, muscular form casting rediculous shadows on the floor. He pulled on his robes and went outside to tend to the horses. Walnut looked lazily out over the stall door and Thistle nickered impatiently as Rumarin approached. Rontu was also feeling fresh, and bounded around Rumarin trying to incite a game of chase. His yellow eyes shining with wildness. "You had better not eat me in my sleep, wolf thing." Rumarin said, looking at Rontu with concern over the large handful of straw he was carrying. The white wolf-dog stretched amd yawned, making a human-like 'aaayaaaap' sound, and licked his lips. "I've got my eye on you." Rumarin said slowly, giving Thistle his straw. Walnut flapped his lips trying to steal some of Thistle's breakfast.

Rumarin's thoughts quickly drifted to Isira. He had plenty of experiences with females over his life, but he never really felt anything....definitely not like this. He sighed. It was good, but also painful at the same time.

He retrieved a loaf of spiced bread and a bit of butter for their breakfast and went back inside.

Isira was awake and putting her robes on. She smiled at him. "Good morning, Master Rumarin." She bowed playfully.

"Lady Isira Valfyren" he greeted in kind, with his little smirk.

"I brought in some break-" he couldn't even finish his sentence before she was on him. Isira put her arms around his neck and pulled him down to her. She kissed him deeply. He exhaled a deep breathe and all his anxiety melted away and was replaced with something else. She pulled away and touched her nose to his. Staring up at him. "Breakfast." He finished with a chuckle, and a contented smile.

"Now we are even again." Isira said matter-of-factly and took the loaf of bread and halved it. She set it by the fire to toast and sat down in the nearby chair. She watched Rumarin for a moment as he just stood there.

Rumarin felt warm all over, like his robes were enchanted with fire. 'Too much excitement.' He thought to himself. 'I better sit down for a bit.'

He really was at all loss for words which was rare for him. Very rare.

Isira prepared the toasts with butter and handed one to Rumarin.

After breakfast, they cleaned up the cabin and mounted their horses. Thistle was ready to go and stamped his feet. Rumarin looked on from atop Walnut. "Your animals make me nervous." Said Rumarin.

Isira laughed at him. "They won't hurt you as long as you're on my good side." She smiled impishly.

"Noted." Rumarin replied slowly. Looking at her suspiciously, in a playful manner.

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Later that day, they were attacked on the road by a pack of wolves. Before Isira could even dismount Thistle, Rumarin had already aggressively destroyed them utterly with his acrobatic movements and bound swords. "Who would have thought." Isira drawled, "that a troubador could be so ferocious."

Rumarin smiled as he banished his swords and bowed deeply. "Rumarin the bladebinding fool, at your service." He pulled himself back up on the towering Walnut.

"You are very fast and very strong with those swords of yours. You could have been a solo adventurer." Isira observed.

"I'm a shitty leader." He replied thoughtfully.

"But it would be just you." Isira chortled.

"Eeexactly." He nodded.

They both laughed together knowingly. Isira could sense that he, for some reason, was terrified of failure. 'He definitely wasn't afraid last night of failure.' She thought, thinking of his kiss.

She shivered. He put on a show well enough. A carefree, humorous mer...but she could sense something much deeper, and much darker under the fair skies and blue waters personality he tried to maintain.

Finally. Winterhold.

They stopped to take in the incredible view of the Sea of Ghosts. Isira clicked her tongue and urged Thistle into a gallop. The mountain pony was sure-footed and swift over the snowy rocks.

Rumarin knew at once this was one competition he could not win. "Let's go Walnut." He said lazily.

[loloisloco]

his eyes burnt from lack of sleep

THIS SENTENCE I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE AMAZING WHEN I READ THIS. Its silly but the choice of vocabulary, even though it is sorta simple is so good. Thomas is burning. And througtout tmr fire has always had disaster coming afterwards. After the ending was triggered and the grievers came, after Teresas betrayal, and after Newts death. When theres fire its never good, so the burning, as well as being the best way to describe that he does not care the pain its causing him, he has to keep working is amazing because of fire in the rest of the maze runner.

so calming he doesn't question the source as his eyelids grow heavy.

THE AMOUNT OF TRUST THIS REQUIRES. There's no way after all the shit he's been through, that he doesn't have trust issues. BUT HE DOESN'T EVEN CONSIOUSLY REGISTER ITS NEWT. His brain just trusts him and knows he's safe. Newt rests a hand on the back of Thomas’s neck, his touch soft and gentle, coaxing Thomas’s head to come up.

AGAIN WITH THE TRUST. He's hiding, perhaps from himself, but only Newt would be able to coax him up when he's that exhausted. Thomas can't pull the memory from his brain where Newt would have said that, his chest throbs at the words either way. 

and then i started sobbing. Throbbing with hurt and love. his neck feeling much colder

Cold without Newts touch, Newts his light, his warmth. The only thing that will ever keep him steady. 

He's defieantly not steady any longer then omd Thomas wished to meet him halfway his body seemed to be frozen, he felt frozen.

Without Newt, he's cold, he's frozen. THE PARALYSING FEELING HES EXPERINECING AND THE FACT HES LITERALLY COLD i want your writing injected into my blood. He pulled the pillow closer to his chest

He can't hold Newt anymore, so he holds a pillow. becoming as small as possible as he wept

Newt cant hide him anymore, can't hold him. So he tries to hide himself. his bones chipped deeper and deeper until it felt as if he would never move again

ITS DESTROYING HIM. It's eating away at his bones until he's not able to stand anymore, can't move, can't carry on. any amount of discomfort would be worth it to wake up to the scent of mint and the feeling of Newt’s warm body against him. 

My favourite line throughout the whole story. I think Thomas, at least in this moment would rather still be with WCKED and running from them than be safe here. He feels he doesn't deserve to have comfort anymore. But he also would give anything, to wake up next to Newt again.

I LOVED THIS AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL AMD SOUL SHATTERING AND BONE CRUMBLING AND BLOOD FREEZING BUT IT WAS THE BEST THING. I love reading your writing, and you are defiantly gonna go far because a drabble should not destroy me as much as this did. Thank you so much for sharing this with me, and the rest of us lucky people 💚

I sleep so I can see you 'cause I hate to wait so long

story summary: Thomas struggles with heart wrenching loneliness. this manifests in this dreams through blonde hair and touches that never happened. (this drabble is inspired by this post!)

TW LIST: depictions of grief. (if you are struggling with grief please reach out.)

genre: canon compliance, hurt/no comfort. (seriously this is just sad sad sad. no happiness here. you have been warned!)

word count: 971

Thomas found himself in the map room as he did on many days, his hand cramping from writing while his eyes burnt from lack of sleep. If his gaze could burn the maps before him, they would have been in an uproar of fire 3 hours ago. The thought of resting his head, just for a moment, even though he knows the outcome, comes to him and he gives into the impulsive urge as he has many times before. Knowing his future self will scold him for the pain in his neck come daylight. 

He doesn't hear the uneven footsteps enter the room, or the presence behind him. A quiet chuckle fills the room that sounds so distant, yet so calming he doesn't question the source as his eyelids grow heavy. Just as his vision grows dark he feels lean hands rest on his shoulders, he mumbles incoherently as familiar fingers find their way into his hair, rubbing and scratching his scalp softly. 

“How many times do I gotta drag you outta this room, hmm tommy?” Newt’s voice is so far away yet so close, as if the sound came from his own brain instead of the boy's pale lips. The brunette merely hums in response, in his dazed state wishing for the fingers to never leave his tangled hair. A warmth washes over his body, a smile playing on his lips comfortably at the blonde's presence. 

As if that single thought brought the action to life, lean fingers slip away from his head, a grumble of annoyance making Thomas’s throat wobble. He distantly listens as Newt presumably grabs a chair, the chair coming to his left, Newt places himself in said chair and must be facing him, because even as Thomas's arms cover his face he can feel a sad gaze on him. A moment passes in complete silence, Thomas’s gut clenches for some odd reason, somehow knows once the silence is lifted.. Something will happen. 

He lifts his head, Newt in his peripheral vision as he faces forward, Newt resting his head on his arms facing thomas. His cheek squished against his forearm. He sees Newt raise his head, now resting his chin against the palm of his hand. Thomas presses his face back in his own arms, his inside of his arms almost shielding him from whatever near future makes him so sick. Newt rests a hand on the back of Thomas’s neck, his touch soft and gentle, coaxing Thomas’s head to come up.

Thomas sits with his shoulders slumped, his eyes on the incoherent writing in front of him. “I told you to take care of yourself.” Newt says almost as kind as his touch, his scolding light. Thomas can't pull the memory from his brain where Newt would have said that, his chest throbs at the words either way. 

Newt’s hand slips away from Thomas’s nape, his neck feeling much colder as the touch ends. Much to Thomas's delight, Newt cups Thomas's cheek and pulls his face to make Thomas face his gaze. “You need to leave me.” Newt’s words sound drowned, as if they were underwater. Thomas opens his mouth to speak, the words he wishes so desperately to say unable to be vocalized. 

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry he thought. He doesn't practically know what he's sorry for. 

Newt’s other hand makes its way to the other side of Thomas’s face, the brunette leans into the touch desperately, trying to soak in the feeling. Before he knows it tears spill from his eyes which the blonde wipes away without a second thought, the only thing holding Thomas steady is hands on his face. The only thing that will ever keep him steady. 

Newt came closer, despite the fact how badly Thomas wished to meet him halfway his body seemed to be frozen, he felt frozen. The only thing not impossibly cold being Newt’s hands. Newt brought his lips in between Thomas’s furrowed brows, a shaky sigh escapes Thomas. The kiss is impossibly gentle and lingers for an impossible amount of time, Thomas feels himself slipping from the moment, being pulled away from the oh so lovely feeling of Newt’s hands and lips. 

Newt pulls away, once he does the blonde presses his forehead against Thomas's. “So much guilt, even while you sleep?” 

Thomas opens his eyes and doesn't find blonde hair and freckled skin, he finds darkness and a damp pillow. 

His heart is racing, hammering into his ribs, his breathing no slower. Thomas realizes in his sleep he brought a pillow in between his arms, he stretches his arm out instinctively, reaching out for the warmth of Newt’s body.

…

Oh.

Right. 

It's been almost two weeks since arriving at the safe haven, he almost always wakes up strangling onto something. Whether that be pillows, sheets or his own waist in a quite pathetic manner. He remembers when he used to wake up to a sore back or neck from sleeping in cars and up against walls, even now, in his bed he would give anything to go back because any amount of discomfort would be worth it to wake up to the scent of mint and the feeling of Newt’s warm body against him. 

His chest shakes, his lip wobbles as he tries to fight back a sob. He pulled the pillow closer to his chest and the thought of Newt’s head resting in his lap, smiling up at him with a slightly crooked tooth smile broke the dam. He clenched his eyes shut bringing his legs to his chest, becoming as small as possible as he wept. The forever now carved into his bones chipped deeper and deeper until it felt as if he would never move again, he was forever stuck with stinging eyes and wobbly cries.

Authors Note: yeah i told you this was sad. this was supposed to be a warm up for a night time writing sesh then i got distracted.. ate.. watched youtube.. and suddenly it was 10 o'clock. sorry guys 😭 im sorry i haven't updated any of my wips in weeks.. please take this as a formal apology I'm tryna get back into my writing game :( anyways tell me what you think (if your not sobbing to hard like our boy thomas here. bro cannot catch a break.)

(anyone interested in my compass IT IS NOT ABANDONED. I PROMISE. also expect rage filled Newt next chapter hehehehe)

[orivu]

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[airbenderedacted]

can't sleep at all I'm going to fucking die

[filthy-jasper]

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[pogueswrld]

Hello! Could I make a request abt roommate! Stiles and gn platonic best friend reader (this can be like a sequel lol) who has a hard time falling asleep (either overthinking or stress abt upcoming tests) and Stiles wants to help out? Any format! Thank you!

I was gonna go with headcanons but figured an imagine would be better :)

*•.¸♡ college stories ♡¸.•*

pairing: stiles stilinski x gn!best friend!roommate!reader

warnings: mentions of stress and anxiety, possibly panic and anxiety attacks, mentions pf insomnia, some tears.

It's finals season, which is also known as y/n's least favorite thing about college. You'd think it gets easier over time but no, not really. If anything, it stresses them out even more.

Y/n considers their major considerably easier than most majors, but it still takes it's tool on them. They'd spend hours -if not days-on end studying for a certain course that they'd occasionally forget to take care of themselves. They'd forget to eat or drink water to keep themselves hydrated enough to be able to concentrate on their studies amd they'd end up with the worst headache of their lifetime.

Thankfully, they have a very caring roommate with the attention span of a dog.

Stiles, as much as he despises it, enjoys caring for y/n; it means spending more time with them and he gets to take a break from being an intern himself.

The first few days before y/n first final, he finds them holed up in their shared dorm with them taking over the desk top they shared. They're hunched over with a glowing computer screen on a video of what he assumes to be a recorded lecture and they're scriplling down notes like their life depends on it. He chooses not to bother them, instead he'd discreetly leave a cup of water or juice -sometimes their favorite energy drink- on the desk for them to enjoy, and some other times he'd leave a plate of any snack he happens to be munching on while they study.

When they get halfway through their finals is when they start to spiral, Stiles noticed. They get more frantic and he's almost always certain they don't sleep at all. This is where he decides to interfere.

He goes to sleep with them studying on the desk and wakes up to them doing it still, he purses his lips and decides to make the both of them breakfast before trying to pull them away from the torture they're putting themselves into. When he's done making the instant ramen noodles, he does his best to pull them away from the computer, saying things along the lines of "you've been here all night, when was the last time you ate anything?", "you look like a rat's child.", and "if you don't sit down and eat with me I'll burn all your notes."

It was a joke of course, he'd very much prefer his head exactly where it is.

Y/n hadn't realize just how dependant they've grown to Stiles reminding them to take care of themselves, not until he wasn't around and they've reached their peak on what their body and brain can handle and what it cannot.

First time it happens, Stiles wasn't around. Y/n had started thinking about how long it will take them to finish studying for all of their courses before each's final and the time line of it all overwhelmed them so much that they're breathing started to get heavier as their lungs felt like they were being squeezed to death, their mind fogged as their eyes watered and y/n choked on a gasping sob to remain quiet.

Their hands shook, their chest tightened and y/n was sure they were going to pass out, they gasp for air as they do their best to get down from the chait they've been sitting on and unsteadily fix their breathing; they were unsuccessful.

With tears running down their face, y/n realizes they're no longer alone as calloused, steady hands shake their shoulders to gain their attention. With a gasp, they realize that it's Stiles.

He decided to pay y/n a visit in between his courses and he was so glad he did, because the state he found them caused him to go into panic mode. They were curled into themselves beside the desk as they heaved and gasped for air, trying to mimic a steady rhythm of breathing so they'd calm down. He quickly got to his knees and held onto thier shoulders, calling out for their name but the haze in their eyes told him they're not really listening, so he shook their shoulders to gain their attention.

"Hey, hey. You're gonna be alright, alright? Just breathe with me, come on y/n, breathe with me."

He guides them with a steady tone to follow his instruction and with a trembling body they did, their tears never quitting their flow as thy cakm down and their hands immediately cover their face when they're feeling better.

Stiles frowns an pushes himself to sit next to them, his arm wraps around their shoulders and tugs them closer into his side for comfort, he mumbles comforting words into thier hair as their tears stop and they pull themselves into a calmer version of themselves.

"I'm sorry about your shirt," y/n sniffles, pointing at the tear marks on his navy blue top. Stiles doesn't even glance at it, "it's fine. Are you okay?" y/n hesitates, but nod nonetheless.

Stiles purses his lips, "You should really take a break y/n, you're driving yourself insane like this."

Tears immediately fog their vision amd y/n releases a deep breath, "I have to finish studying Sti," they whine, their head pounding at the idea of spending another hour in front of the computer. "but you have to take care of yourself! that should always come first." Stiles exclaims, worry and desperation glistening his eyes.

"What do you suggest I do? Huh? Because if I fail any of these finals, it is over for me." y/n didn't mean to sound so harsh, but Stiles' nagging request to take a break really pushed them over the edge. He shrugs, "these finals won't fucking matter if you kill yourself studying for them. You start studying and you forget everything else. You don't eat, you don't drink. Hell, when was the last you even left this dorm?" He wasn't looking for answers to his questions, because he already knew them. So he just sits there and waits for y/n's mind to catch up and realize just how bad they've been treating themself.

"you need a break, physically and mentally. You're driving yourself insane." he was much softer this time, his hands holding onto their own. "you also need a shower," he whispers and y/n barks a laugh that he returns in a chuckle, "but seriously though, why don't you and I got out for lunch today? Give you a break and give me a chance to escape my one o'clock lecture, yeah?"

Wiping away their tears, y/n nodded. Maybe they are in desperate need to leave this room and lunch with Stiles seems like the perfect way to go about it.

[violettelueur]

— FUSHIGURO MEGUMI + GOJO SATORU + RYŌMEN SUKUNA + NANAMI KENTO || THEIR S/O FALLING ASLEEP ON TOP OF THEM

↳ featuring : fushiguro megumi + gojo satoru + ryomen sukuna + nanami kento from jujutsu kaisen

↳ warnings : grammar issues

↳ form : headcanons

↳ published : 01 february 

↳ pronouns : non specified in headcanon

↳ request : So I think my ask got eaten... ((honestly.. i have bad luck and even on my own blog eats my asks when I'm testing themes 😂)) Can I please request Head canons for Gojo, Sukuna, Fushiguro and Nanami? Their SO falls asleep on top of them? Their S/O has mentioned that thwy have a hard time falling asleep cause they dont usually feel safe? their S/O says they fell asleep cause they feel safe amd protected when they're together? - 🌼

↳ barista’s notes : guys...today was just a whole day of pain. first it was the recent jujutsu kaisen manga chapter and now the new attack on titan episode......gabi can die......ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ but moving on from that, i hope you enjoy your cup of classic black coffee (jujutsu kaisen request!) and come again soon ʕ￫ᴥ￩　ʔ

In the beginning, he would be surprised when you suddenly fall asleep on top of him because he is used to him being in the position that you are in.

And when you inform him that you feel safe in his arms when you sleep since you have a hard time beforehand, Fushiguro will blush profusely while looking to the side to hide his face from you.

Fushuguro at first is really hesitant to wrap his arms around your body since he isn’t used to physical touch - even when it’s just the both of you alone - but over time he gets comfortable and just naturally places his arms around you.

He really loves to admire your face at first before beginning to play with your hair because he loves it when you do the same thing when he is on top of you.

While he is holding you, he will either be on his phone scrolling through articles to find out ways to help you sleep when he is not there or reading a book that he was reading to you before you fell asleep.

Fushiguro loves holding your hand when you sleep on top of him - he really finds it a little amusing on how tight you hold his hand despite your relaxed state like you don’t want him to move away from you.

When he needs to go somewhere, like the bathroom or to get a drink, he will summon his divine dog to keep you company - it will lay its head on top of yours.

If you washed your hair that day, he really likes the scent it gives off and will lightly place his nose on top of your head to be comforted by the smell.

Sometimes, Fushiguro will fall asleep with you because with you on top of him, he gets a constant supply of warmth and that leads him to relax extremely quickly.

Overall, Fushiguro is really surprised at this action of yours in the beginning but really begins to appreciate it since that means you really trust him a lot and he is glad that he can take care of you in some way since you do the same with him when he gets beat up quite a bit.

When you fall asleep on top of him, Gojo will find that extremely adorable and just continues to hold you in his arms without a single question.

When you tell him that you feel safe in his arms and that you recently have been having trouble sleeping, Gojo will look at you with glassy eyes while thinking ‘they’re so cute’ in his head.

When it comes to the night and both of you are finished for the day, Gojo will already be in bed with his arms wide open the second you enter his dorm because he invited you.

Gojo loves to leave a few pecks on your face, especially your forehead while stroking your cheek because he thinks you are adorable in his arms - especially the size difference between you and him.

Gojo will always take a few photos of you while you are sleeping since he just wants to keep this into memory.

He will always want you to nap during work and use that as an excuse on why he can’t go to meetings or why you are late.

If someone wakes you up due to him not going to an important meeting, he will get angry at the person since it is rare that you two get to spend some time together.

Before you fell asleep, you and Gojo were probably talking about how your futures looked. For example, a family, marriage (if you ain’t already married) and maybe some future dates/vacations to help you with nightmares if you get some.

If he has to do paperwork that he left last minute, he will make you sit on his lap with your arms around his neck and your head tucked in the crook of his neck since he wants you to feel safe at all times.

Overall, Gojo is really welcoming to the idea of you sleeping on top of him since this is a time where he is allowed to see you vulnerable due to you contrasting attitude in Jujutsu Tech - this time he has with you his most favourite and that fact you rely on him to feel safe makes his ego skyrocket.

For the fun of it, I would say he would push you off...but Imma be nice.

When you first fall asleep on top of him, Sukuna would look at you with an annoyed look while grumbling on how heavy you feel - when in reality you are as light as a feather to him, he’s just being a bitc-

When you tell him that you made him feel safe in his arms, Sukuna would be confused and look at you like you are stupid - because why would you feel safe with the King of Curses.

He will try to push you off at first, but slowly and reluctantly will tightly wrap his arms around you while looking down onto your face with a nonchalant expression displayed on his.

If he feels like you are going to move again, his arms will tighten around you to keep you still -  if you are somehow awake, he will say “did I ask you to move?” in like a light threatening tone.

Sukuna will have his hands under your shirt since he wants to feel your skin against his since that’s what is used to when you both finished - assuming you didn’t do it.

When you are sleeping, he will stroke your hair and call you foolish at the same time since he does jokingly mutter that he can kill you right there but for some reason, he doesn’t want to.

Sometimes, he will place a hand on your chest to feel your heart-beating (if he can) - this ain’t the thing you’re thinking, your heart isn’t going to get ripped out - it’s weirdly comforting to him.

If he wants you to wake up, he will move some of your hair and bite your neck since why not….he now wants to be worshipped since your time is up.

Overall, if Sukuna really and truly loves you, he will allow you to lay yourself on top of him for the rare comfort that you will get - even though he calls you foolish for you feeling safe with him, he has a sense of pride to that since he knows that you belong to him and him only.

When you fall asleep on top of Nanami for the first time, he will grumble for a moment before beginning to admire you.

When you inform him that you had a hard time sleeping lately and that you feel safe in his arms, Nanami will pat your head and tell you that you can do it anytime when you need to - which will be every day.

Nanami just wants you to get a full night's rest and doesn’t want you to feel tired throughout the day, but he doesn’t tell you that he loves the feeling of you in his arms.

Nanami loves to leave at least one forehead kiss on your before running his hand up and down your back to comfort you while you are in a slumber.

This is one of the reasons why Nanami doesn’t want to do overtime. He knows that you are either going to stay up since you feel really unsafe or you will try to sleep but you will struggle to.

Like Fushiguro, Nanami is probably reading a book he was reading to you before you fell asleep - I said this before and I will again, his voice really is suited for audiobooks, it’s really soothing.

If you need to sleep during the day - due to him doing overtime - he will allow you to sleep on top of him but away from the public eye since he doesn’t want anyone waking you up, especially Gojo.

During these times when you sleep in the school, he will drape his blazer over you since you both are not in your usual bedroom where the blanket is ready - he wants you to be warm.

If you fall asleep on him on the couch, he doesn’t have the heart to move you both since you look so peaceful but will in like 2-5 hours since he feels like you need to sleep somewhere more appropriate.

Overall, Nanami is the type that will grumble in the beginning but really enjoys times like this with you since he doesn’t have to worry about curses and other things Jujutsu related - all he has to worry is about you feeling safe in his arms.

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Hi! I love your posts ♡. Of you're taking suggestions, how about an mc with narcolepsy? How would the brothers react and how would they accommodate them?

Thank you so much!!! Of course I can do that for you!

SFW GN reader!

MC with Narcolepsy

Narcolepsy: a condition characterized by an extreme tendency to fall asleep whenever in relaxing surroundings.

Lucifer

He saw on your document that you had Narcolepsy but he honestly did not think much of it.

What’s the harm, the human is just a bit more tired then the average human?

Couldn’t possibly cause any trouble right?

Wrong.

How can a human sleep so much just like Belphegor??!???

The amount of times he’s saved you from getting eaten by a demon when you were sound asleep is ridiculous.

He’s caught you sleeping on the floor, the staircase, the entrance of the damn house!

Scolds you so much for sleeping everywhere BUT your bed.

The only pro he has of this is that he doesn’t have to worry about you doing something bad with the brothers because you’re sound asleep.

Yet it’s funny how everytime you sleep in one place you always end up in your bed tucked in.

Lucifer always picks you up and takes you to your room to nap.

“Hmph, there you go sleeping in the most obscure places. You always find ways to surprise me.”

He’ll pick you up and take you to your bed with a soft smile on his face.

Mammon

Since he was assigned to be your “babysitter” he’s noticed this the most.

You’re always sleeping >:( Cmoonnn MC wake up and do some crimes with him!

It really threw him off how a human can sleep just as long and Belphegor can.

Yet he still stays by you wherever you sleep so no demons come crawling to you.

He has so many pictures of you on his phone sleeping in the weirdest places.

Will he ever tell you? No.

Whenever you’re up he takes you literally everywhere before you just sleep peacefully again.

Anytime the two of you are in RAD and you slept during a class he will throw you over his shoulder and take you home.

But once he got the opportunity to go to the casino after school amd took it... he accidentally left you at RAD...

Yeaaaahh... you woke up kidnapped by some demons.

Lucifer came for you immediately so yay I guess✨

Yeah he got hung by the ceiling for days and a really bad guilt trip.

Never forgot to go get the human again.

“Oi this damn human. You can’t just be sleeping in random places ya know?”

Leviathan

All he did was sleep foot outside his room for days and immediately tripped on you sleeping right outside his door.

“WOAAHHH! WHAT IN DIAVOLOS NAME DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING NORMIE!”

You now made him look at the ground everytime he leaves his room.

He once saw you sleeping in the bathtub. He screamed so loud he woke you up.

He definitely keeps track of all your favorite nap spots so he doesn’t accidentally trip on you.

When he invites you over for Anime he saw you asleep but understood kind of

Once you two are closer and he allows you to be in his room more he has a lot of spaces that are your new friend.

It usually takes awhile for him to notice because he’s watching anime or playing his games

But when he does finally notice you he just puts a blanket on you cause he knows his room is cold due to Henry.

“Tch what a normie. Always sleeping. At least sleep with a blanket on you.”

Satan

The only one who knew without anyone actually telling him.

He’s never seen a person who has Narcolepsy so you know he’s studying everything about your sleeping habits.

He has every place of where you sleep marked down and how many times you’ve slept there.

At the end of the year he’ll know your favorite spots more then you do.

Once the two of you are close, everytime you’re sleeping in a somewhat of an uncomfortable position he’ll move you a bit so you don’t wake up sore.

He also tends to just put a blanket on you.

If you’re sleeping in class and it finished he’ll lightly tap your shoulder telling you it’s time to wake up to leave.

Pretty nice wake up✨

Asmodeus

Well at least he’s sure you’re getting your beauty sleep.

He’s always sees you sleeping and it confuses him so he asks you why you sleep so much.

Also the only brother who ask why you sleep so much up front.

When you tell him you have Narcolepsy everything just clicks.

He now understands why you sleep so damn much.

“You’re so adorable sleeping MC! You should really sleep in my room sometime I’d love you pamper you~”

By pamper he means doing a face mask while you’re asleep and just telling you some tea while you’re asleep.

If he ever sees you sleeping on the ground he’ll pick you up and put you on the couch because your skin.

Demons are much much stronger then humans are so it’s very easy to carry you.

“MCCCC you can’t be sleeping on the floor! Your skin will get terrible!”

Beelzebub

He immediately knew how to adapt to your Narcolepsy.

Belphegor was just the same like you always sleeping so he knew what to do.

He’s always come to your classes after class and pick you up and take you home.

He always sees you sleeping in random places and it reminds him of Belphegor so much.

He’ll of course always put you in your room or on the couch with a blanket.

Beelzebub will watch over you as you sleep if you’re in class or something just to make sure no demons get to you.

While he eats of course.

“Hm? Oh MC. You’re on the ground. He’d let me take you to your room.”

Belphegor

>:(

Look he gets it he’s just sleeps wherever too but please.

Get out of his sleeping space.

Yeaaahhh he doesn’t like that you just took his sleeping spots

He’s a brat.

You two do not get along at all so good luck!

Hey but more into your friendship he slowly just doesn’t give a damn.

He sleeps with you now he IS NOW your new cuddle buddy.

If he sees you sleeping in a random place he just. Lays nexts to you and sleeps with you.

He’s not doing the extra mile did you when he can just join you sleeping right then and there.

Sorry MC but hey at least you got a new cuddle buddy so yay...?

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