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Feel like I haven't appreciated Sonny Carasi enough lately. We have so few fiercely gentle heterosexual men on television. He lets the women in his life take the lead without feeling threatened by them, actively combats toxic masculinity when he sees it and never takes away his partner's agency or decision making authority. He protects and provides without ever feeling aggressive. He can cook. He's a great dad to his wife's children (and should get to adopt them honestly) and his former boss is so fond of him she treats him the way she would have treated her little brother had circumstances not been what they were.
How can you not love him? He literally grew into a good man right in front of us. In a world of media with so many examples of toxic masculinity, Sonny Carasi is an example of positive masculinity.
#sonny carisi#when I say not all men I specifically mean sonny carisi#law and order svu#svu#when he was a cop he was also very big on not letting his anger get the best of him#he stopped them from shooting rudnick#“I want you to live tonight”#and he talked down the school shooter#and he went after that girl on the fire escape as an ada even if he wasn't a cop anymore#life is fucking sacred to this man#and he loves his wife so damn much it hurts
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random Ekko thoughts
so I'm trying to get a little fic writing in, and I was thinking of some timebomb takes I've seen recently. I realized that a lot of opinions people have on their relationship and how it's depicted center around Jinx, and I was wondering what care people give towards writing Ekko, so here are some things I like to include when writing him:
perfectionist. Ekko, at least in League canon, goes back and forth over and over to craft a perfect moment. I think he'd be observant, detail-oriented, probably a little neurotic, definitely the type to replay an awkward interaction over and over in his head in the shower or before falling asleep
emotionally guarded. first, I gotta say I don't think Ekko would want to be this way. but he's been through so much he finds it useful to have walls up. it's not like all the toughness is a defense mechanism—he fights for what he believes in and is clearly very brave (who else makes hoverboards ffs). he does miss, though, the times and people that allowed him to be more vulnerable, and he treasures it when he has it. his childhood ended way too soon
chronic overthinker. this goes back to the perfectionism, but I think he'd constantly be questioning everything. he's good on his feet, but he likes to have a plan, and he'd tends to think about those for a long time
charismatic as hell. this one I think is proven by the show, lol. Ekko seems very personable, likes to haggle (at least as a kid), and is liked enough to lead a resistance movement. I think he'd make good speeches and be good at convincing people. this would, of course, cause drama with Jinx, because he'd be like "all these people believe in me and my former best friend doesn't," ow
drama. I like to give him a pretty dramatic inner monologue, lol. I also like to think he's self-aware enough to realize he's being dramatic in the moment and to then continue the drama anyway
enjoyer of thrills. hoverboard. need I say more?
childish and playful side. didn't get to have a full childhood and cherishes getting to let that side out. cue fluff
fidgeter. it preceded the tinkering
player of mind games. this is mostly based on how he treats Caitlyn and Vi after kidnapping them, putting them through what essentially amounts to tests (for, imo, understandable reasons). he also goads Jinx into a game he knows he'll be able to win. I think he'd apply this thinking to other scenarios, be they big or small
too-big sense of responsibility. would feed into the drama for sure. he feels the weight of his community on his shoulders, and because he wants things to go well, and because they're counting on him, he takes on a lot that he maybe should not
self-righteous. he strikes me as filled with righteous anger. he's right, most of the time. on the occasion he isn't, this causes problems
proud. wouldn't be a real issue in most situations, but it's there
irreverent. he flips off cops as a kid. we love him for this
smart. this is obvious, but sometimes can be forgotten in the fandom. I'd see Ekko as book-smart and having street-smarts (or at least a lot more than Jayce, but that's a low bar). I think his verbal skills would also be a bit more polished than some of the other science-inclined characters (cough cough Jinx). I think it's also notable that among the others (Jayce, Viktor, Heimerdinger, Jinx), Ekko is the main science character who has no access to proper schooling at any point. sure, he has his job with Benzo, but it's unclear how much that would have taught him. Silco probably got at least books for Jinx, and the others had real teachers. there's an element of resourcefulness in Ekko's smarts which is laudable, imo
very dorky. we love a man with range. I feel like he would be able to operate on multiple levels, one in which he's this cool charismatic leader and another when you get to know him better, who makes science puns and has a lot of insecurities, which naturally leave him replaying awkward conversations in the shower. layers!
idealistic. you have to give people what they need to live
heart of gold. one thing that always strikes me is that Ekko is really the only member of the main cast concerned enough with the plight of the average person in Zaun to make it his whole business. he's tending to the crisis in a way that is simultaneously very grounded and (again) idealistic, where substance use recovery is very much needed in the setting but he's also (perhaps in contrast to Vander) throwing himself into battles that are unsustainable because he believes in his cause, even if the persecution is so bad he has to hide over it
disaster bi (this one is for me)
Ekko's a really layered and interesting character. I wanted to bring up some things I think about when writing him because of posts I've seen recently about him being reduced to "Jinx's boyfriend" (due to anti-black racism, of course) and posts just kinda about timebomb in general? I think because it's been canon that Ekko has a crush of Jinx for so long, it's easy to take that for granted and not give much thought to his side of the ship. we also spend a lot more time in Jinx's head than his in the show, even though the brief moment we do spend in his head introduces a whole new art style and the best song on the soundtrack (fight me)
obviously, I'm a shameless Ekko and Firelights stan. he's my favorite character in Arcane and one of my favorites in anything ever, so it was fun to flesh out my headcanons, things I think are extrapolatable from canon, and just some of the traits that go into writing him. if people have others (or just traits and things they think are interesting) I'd love to hear them! I love my brilliant and contradictory boy!
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How would Yan Miggy feel when his S/O has successfully escaped from him and is moved to another country, she also has a child who is five years old and looks like a carbon copy of him.
So one day the kid decided to write Miguel a letter with their address on it and in the letter the kid talks about how reader never mentions him or talks about him, and also wondering if he's the Child's real father. And so the kid invites him to his/her’s birthday. (plus also having an attached photo of the house that they are living in, in the letter).
Reader is now shocked and immediately pulling her child away from him, and angrily asks Miguel how he got their address.
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THANK YOU <3 also i like this ask lol
Miguel sat in his car, anxiety and happiness causing his stomach to tie in knots. The picture applied to the handwritten note and the house he parked in front of were identical. He saw a children's park and a school on the way here, not too far away. It's also the city you've always wanted to move to to raise a family. This has to be the place.
Dear Daddy,
I miss you alot. Mommy tells me that you were mean to her alot so she left to be happy. I am glad she is happy but i miss being with you. My birthday is on xxxxxxxx and i would be very very happy if you came to selebrate with us!! This is what my house looks like. And i can tell you where we live. PLease coem. i miss you.
Every time Miguel read over the note, the more he felt connected to his little girl, and it pained him it had to come to this. So, he'll make sure that his return in her life is more of a meaningful one. Not one full of lies, excuses and useless arguments that led to nothing but more problems. A year is a long time and Miguel is a changed man. He can make this right.
When he shows up at your door, he takes note of all of the beautiful and small garden growing in the front yard, wondering if the two of you worked on that together.
Your car looks pretty nice as well. Did you buy that on your own? Or did someone else help you? It's pretty difficult to find a house, let alone afford living, in a place as nice as this. Maybe that's why you took money out of his account so often. If you wanted to move, you should've just told him so. Well, it's too late for that now.
As soon as he knocks on the door, it flies open, and there's his little girl he hasn't seen in forever. She gives him that big smile he's always loved and remembered, screaming his name. "Daddy!!" He picks her up and holds her close in his arms.
"Oh! My little ball of sunshine! My favorite girl, it's been too long since I've last seen you, how have you been? How's my birthday girl??"
She laughs when he tickles her lightly and puts her on the ground. "I'm really good now that you're here! Wait, let me tell Mommy-"
She takes his hand to bring him inside, but you appeared out of nowhere, breaking the hand-holding and roughly shoving him by the chest out of the front door entrance. You hold your little girl behind you, your face almost unrecognizable from a mix of fear and anger on display.
"What the hell are you doing here?? How did you find us?" Miguel's face drops at your tone and holds out his arms in the most non-threatening way possible. Yet, his voice showed his true colors. So nervous and....almost scared.
"Hi, Y/n," A crooked smile shows on his face, "Mi amor, it's very nice to see you-"
"I'm gonna call the cops if you don't leave." You scramble to try and pick up your daughter, who fights against it. You aren't in the mind to understand that as you continue to try and back away from who once was your captor.
"No, wait, it's not like that. It's D/n birthday today and......I just wanted to come see my baby." He takes a step inside your abode. Slowly, as if trying to not make things worse. "Please."
You thought you did everything right. You didn't leave any traces. You gained his trust in leaving you to the house all for yourself, which took years and years to do. And when things finally clear and you finally found a normal life to live again, he comes to your doorstep. Was he stalking you this entire time?? Why was he being so nice? So open? You definitely couldn't trust whatever he had up his sleeve, and your daughter....
"I told him where we live!!" She tugged on your arm as hard as she could to get your attention. Your head snaps down to her direction. When she saw your face, she hesitated for a moment but kept talking. "I just wanted to see daddy again.......I-....all of my friends at school have their dads, and i really missed mine. If i wasn't ever gonna see him again, then i just wanted to see him one last time."
[I can't color code anymore😭]
You were in disbelief. As mad as you wanted to be at your daughter for doing something so life changing and unbelievable, you couldn't for the life of you put any of those feelings onto her. She deserved the world. And in all honesty, you took most of it from her. Miguel was a great father despite his many flaws, and all you wanted for her was to experience that perfect family.
And you couldn't give it to her. The rest of the puzzle she needed was right here. You didn't know if you were ready to give Miguel a chance again. But did you really have a choice?
Miguel frowned and dropped his hands.
You promise yourself to deal with it for now. The quicker he celebrates, the faster you find a way to get him out again. You bend down to whisper to your daughter. "Go tell daddy where your bedroom is so I can finish with the decorations, okay?"
Her face begins to beam and, without a second thought, nods her head and rushes off to keep Miguel busy. Miguel doesn't have a chance to see your face, as you already got back into the kitchen to deal with the food, and he lets his lips turn upwards at the corner.
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THE OUTSIDERS FROM THE BOOK IN DESCRIPTION.
IM SORRY IF THINGS ARE SPELLED WRONG NOR THE SENTENCES BEING REAL SENTENCES BUT I DONT HAVE THE TIME TO DO ALL OF THAT CURRENTLY
PONYBOY CURTIS- AGE 14- I have light brown almost red hair and greenish-gray eyes I wish they were grayer because I hate most guys that have green eyes but I have to be content with what I have my hair is longer than a lot of boys wear theirs squared off in the back and long in the front and other sides but I'm a greaser most of my neighborhood rather bothers to get a haircut size I look better with long hair I like to watch movies alone so I can get into them and live them with the actors when I see a movie with someone it's kind of uncomfortable it's like having someone read your book over your shoulder I'm different that way I mean my second oldest brother soda who's 16 going around 17 never cracks a book at all and my oldest brother Darrel we call darry works to long and hard to be interested in a story or drawing a picture so I'm not like them and nobody in our gang digs moves and books the way I do for a while there I thought I was the only person in the world that did so I loned it soda tries to understand at least which is more than darry does but then so does different from anybody he understands everything almost like he's never hollering at me at the time of day or he is or treating me as if I was 6 instead of 14 I love soda more than that I have ever loved anyone even mom and dad he's always happy go lucky and grilling while there Dairy's hard and firm and rarely grins at all but then darrys gone through a lot his this 20 years growing up too fast soda will never grow up at all I don't know which way is the best i'll find out one of these days Sodapop Curtis-AGE 16/17- more handsome than Ponyboy knows he's slim but has a friendly draw sensitive face that manages to be reckless and thoughtful at the same time dark gold hair that he comes back long and silky and straight and in summer the sun bleaches into a shining wheat gold eyes are dark brown lively dancing reckless laughing eyes that can be gentle sympathetic one moment and blazing with anger the next he's got his dad's eyes but his is one of a kind. Darrel JR Curtis-AGE 20- 6 feet two inches tall broad shoulders and muscular has dark brown hair that kicks out in front and slight cow lick in the back it's like his dad's but Darry's eyes are his own he's got eyes like two pieces of pale blue-green ice They've got a determined set to him like the rest of him he looks older than 20 tough cool and smart he would be real handsome with his eyes weren't so cold he doesn't understand anything that's not playing hard fact but he uses his head Steve Randle-AGE 17- Tall and lean with sick greasy hair he kept combed in complicated Swirls he was cocky smart and Soda's best buddy since grade school Steve's specialty was cars he could lift a hubcap quicker and more quietly than anyone in the neighborhood but he also knew cars upside down and backward he could drive anything on wheels he and soda worked at the same gas station steve part-time soda full time and the gas station got more customers than any in town whether that was because Steve was so good with cars or because so would attract girls like honey jaws flies
Two-bit (Keith) Mathews- AGE ???- Keith was the oldest of the gang and the wisecracker of the bunch he was about six feet tall stocky built and very proud of his long rusty colored sideburns he had gray eyes and a wide grin and he couldn't stop making funny remarks to save his life you couldn't shut that guy up he always had to get his two bits worth in hence his name even his teachers forgot his real name was Keith we hardly remembered he had one life was one big joke to tube it he was famous for shopping with his black switchblade and he always was smart enough to the cops he really couldn't help it everything he said was so irresistibly funny that he just had to let the police in on it to brighten up their dough lives he liked fighting blondes and from some unfathomable reason school he's still a junior at 18 1/2 he never learned anything he just went for kicks I liked him real well because he kept his laughing at ourselves as well as other things he reminded me of Will Rogers maybe because of the grin Dallas Winston- AGE ???- He had an elfish face with high cheekbones and pointed chin and small sharp animal teeth and ears like a lynx his hair was almost white it was so blonde and he didn't like haircuts or hair oil either so it fell over his forehead and wisps and kicked out in the back and tufts and curled back behind his ears and along the Naples neck his eyes were blue blazing ice cold with hatred of the whole world dally had spent 3 years on the wild side of New York and had been arrested at age 10 he was tougher than the rest of us tougher colder meaner the shade of difference that separates the greases from a hood was a present valley he was wild as the boys downtown outfits like Tim Shepherd's gang in New York dally blew off steam and gang fights but here organized gangs are rarities they're just small bunches of friends who stick together in the welfare is between the social classes of rumble when it's called it's usually born of a grudge fight and the opposite just happened to bring the friends along oh there are few gangs around here like the river kings and the Tiber Street Tigers but in the southwest there's no gang rivalry so Dally even though he could get into a good fight sometimes had no specific thing to hate no rival game only Socials and you can't win against them no matter how hard you try because they've got all the brakes and even wipping them isn't going to change the fact maybe that's why Dallas was so bitter he had quite the reputation in the file and down at the police station he had been arrested he got drunk he rode and rodeo's lied cheated stole rolled drunk jumped small kids he did everything I didn't like it but he was smart and you had to respect him Johnny Cade- AGE 16- If you could picture a little dark puppy that has been kicked too many times and it's lost in a crowd of strangers you'll have Johnny he was the youngest next to me smaller than the rest with a slight build he had big black eyes and a dark tan face his hair was jet black and heavily greased and combed to the side but it was so long that it fell into shaggy bangs across his forehead he had a nervous suspicious look in his eyes and that beating he got from the socialist didn't help matters he was the gang's pet everyone's kid brother his father was always beating him up and his mother ignored him except when she was hacking off his something and then you could hear yelling at him clear down at our house I think he hated that the worst getting whipped he would have run a million times if we hadn't been there and if he hadn't been gang Johnny would have never known love and affection are.
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Talk Shop Tuesday! What do you love most about writing Peter Parker?
Does Andrew Garfield count as an appropriate response? 🥵 But really I have such vivid memories of being 19 or 20 and going to the theaters to see The Amazing Spider-Man and falling absolutely head over heels in love with Peter Parker. I knew I always liked Spider-Man but it wasn’t until AG that I became obsessed. He was written for the girlies. He was written to be fallen in love with. And that is just what I did!
I like that Andrew’s Peter is the most sarcastic and funny, I like how fluid and expressive he is in his Spidey suit, I like how emotional he is. I like that he cries and yells at May when he’s upset, and gets into fights and comes home beaten up, and feels anger and pain and tries to repress it from everyone because that is such a teenage boy thing to do. But he also comes home, covered in bruises and beaten up with a box of eggs for May bc he didn’t forget even though he clearly went through some shit. I like that he shows up to meet Gwen’s parents with a bouquet of flowers for her mother. Even if those flowers are squished and he showed up at her bedroom like a weirdo because she didn’t even know he was Spider-Man at that point. I like that he gets into an argument at the dinner table with Gwen’s father over cops and their stance on Spider-Man and crime…acab Peter Parker. I like that he’s obsessed with Gwen in a way that only a first love can really be with those enamored heart eyes at the pretty girl sitting next to him in class. I like that she died and he lost the most important thing in the world to him. I like that he skateboards but not very well. I like that he purposely stands up for a little kid being bullied and then walks him home afterwards because he’s about defeating bullies no matter how big or small. And he cares about children and their safety. I like that he doesn’t attend George Stacy’s funeral, at a time when his girlfriend needs him the most in the world, he lets her down. I like that he spent the time to write a giant confession of love across the Brooklyn bridge for Gwen because he’s such a sappy romantic who adores his partners. He’s just so fucking human. Messy mistakes and all, he’s just a teenage boy trying to be a hero but not really knowing how and figuring it out along the way. A coming of age story.
Basically, Peter is a baby boy but also complex and very easy to write as either a fluffy adorable sweet angel or as a dark depressing closed off angry character. He’s also horny as hell. He’s a Spider-Man that fucks 😂 He really gives it all to us and as a writer you can chose any aspect of his personality to find a little niche with in the fandom. There will always be someone, somewhere, who loves whatever version of tasm Peter you decide to write. 🥰
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I've been meaning to request a scenario where Raph has to help a yokai reader escape the hidden city's cops after they stole an important jewel. This would be where the 29 blue prompt takes place (to specify Raph would be the one to say "you should not like to be wanted by the police!"). After the situation was resolved, the reader admits they stole the jewel cuz they wanted to ask him out with it and he accepts 🥹 could i also ask for the 28 blue prompt? (Reader: you won't regret it! Raph, playfully: already am)
Partners in crime (rottmnt Raph x reader)
prompt 29: “I like being wanted.” “You should NOT like being wanted by the police!” prompt 28: “You wont regret it!” “Already am.”
summary: Raph helps reader steal a jewel; turns out it was a gift for him.
relationship: Rise!Raph x GN reader
warnings: crimes being committed lol, fluff!
word count: 1.1k
A/N: sorry there isn’t really anything specifically making the reader a yokai; i didn’t find a good way to incorporate it :’v it can be still read as one! hope you like it^^
(english is not my first language. constructive criticism and grammar corrections are very appreciated!)
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Raph questioned all his life decisions as he was running down the Hidden City streets. He could hear the cops’ voices behind him, yelling at him to stop, and he remembered how he was already arrested once here (although it had been a misunderstanding, but still). He did not need this again. Next to him you ran as well, as fast as you could, trying to stabilise the weight of your loot in your backpack that swayed up and down with each step you took.
You heard the voices behind you call out one more time as you cut a corner, Raph almost losing his footing at the tight turn. All of a sudden you’re pulled rather forcefully into a narrow and dark alley. Raph had essentially grabbed you mid-run and pulled you in there with him. You both tried to calm your panting, holding your breaths as you heard several steps getting closer.
There was a large, partially torn piece of fabric that had probably been an awning at a better point in its life, and Raph quickly pulled it up to hide you from your pursuers. It did not cover as much as expected though, so he pressed you a little bit tighter against the wall behind you. Luckily you had had half the mind to slip off your backpack as you were pulled into the alley or your precious loot would be digging into your back right now. You looked up at Raph’s face, which was directed towards the street listening out for the passing cops, and that’s when you realised how close he was. His chest pressed into yours, the brick wall behind you stopping you from getting more distance between you and the turtle.
You felt heat starting to rise to your cheeks, but you quickly pushed your feelings back down. This was not time for such thoughts. You were about to be in real trouble if you messed up now. So you decided to ignore the warmth radiating off him, as well as his pounding heart, which you could feel beat against your own. You assumed it was because of the earlier sprint.
After a moment in silence, the cops having long gone in the wrong direction, Raph let out a deep sigh and separated himself from you, mumbling an apology for suddenly pulling you away like that. You were about to tell him it was no big deal, since he essentially saved you, but his eyes shot up to meet yours, his brows furrowed in worry (and maybe anger. Justified anger, really).
“What were you thinking?!” he asked, running his hands over his face with a groan. “When you asked me if I wanted to be ‘partners in crime’ with you, I thought you meant you’d tell me a secret or something, not that you’d actually commit a crime!”
I know he’s scolding me but why does he still look so cute?, you asked yourself. Unable to stop yourself, you decided to tease him.
“Tee hee~” was all you responded to his disgruntled question, with a playful wink and bringing your hand before your mouth.
“Don’t tee hee me!” Raph looked like he wanted to say something else, but decided against it for the moment. Instead he sighed again, gesturing to your backpack. “What is it anyways?”
It’s for you, but you can’t know that yet. You pulled your lips into a straight line and looked away from him.
“Oh, so you’re not gonna tell me?”
At first you feared he’d be mad or insist, but then he actually chuckled with a shake of his head, visibly relaxing now for some reason.
“Well, it better be worth being wanted people for” Raph said with a playful smile, and looked back towards the street to make sure you were safe to leave your hiding spot.
“I like being wanted” you mused, and his eyes shot back to yours in mock exasperation.
“You should not like being wanted by the police!”
You couldn’t hold back a laugh at that, and gestured towards the exit of the alley with your chin.
“C’mon, let’s get going.”
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After making your way out of the Hidden City back to the turtle lair, you excused yourself and disappeared for the rest of the day. Before you left, Raph had asked you to at least tell him what it was he helped you steal, but you stood your ground and gave him only vague or joking answers. So he gave up.
He did not expect to see you again that evening, but there you were. You had changed clothes into something nicer, and were looking at him with a mischievous glint in your eyes.
When you got Raph alone, you told him you’d finally show him what you stole and handed him a little box. He took it delicately and opened it to reveal a necklace with a stone pendant. No, scratch that, it wasn’t a stone, it was a jewel. Picking it up from the box, he held the gem against the light, mesmerised by how the colours refracted through it.
As he was about to ask if all the trouble was worth it for a necklace, you pulled out a thin chain from under your own shirt, showcasing the pendant against your knuckles: it was the same jewel.
“I made matching necklaces for us” you confessed. The nervousness of the whole day, knowing this moment would eventually come, made your body tremble slightly in anticipation. You took a deep breath to calm yourself, and looked up to him with flushed cheeks. “Because I really like you. Will… will you be my boyfriend?”
Starting from his neck upwards, Raph’s face turned the colour of his bandana. He blinked a couple of times, trying to process what had just happened. Out of all the things you could have said, that was not what he was expecting. But it certainly was a very pleasant surprise, since he felt the same way!
“Yes!” he said, looking at you with soft eyes, but then he raised a warning eyebrow at you. “But you don’t have to steal anything to impress me.”
“You don’t like it?” you asked, unsure.
“No, I love it!” he responded and immediately slipped the necklace over his head. “But please, no more crimes?”
“Hmm” you tapped your chin as if you had to think about it. “I’ll try my best.” And with that you leaned forward and pecked his cheek.
“You won’t regret it!” you said with a grin.
“Already am” Raph said playfully and brought you in for a hug.
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Some Dave x Debbie x Mike headcanons. Some NSFW
Mike initially felt attraction to Dave when he was on a mission to prove to Dave that the Killer Klowns were real. But he was in denial that he was attracted to a man because it was the 80s. But he was full blown in love when they were in the space ship and Dave was shooting Klowns.
Dave always knew he was attracted to both men and women but he suppressed his attraction towards men. Part of his aggression towards Mike by the now gone circus tent was his anger that he was attracted to both Mike and Debbie but didn't think he could be with both.
Debbie had lingering feelings for Dave. When she was dating him, she liked him but always felt like there was something missing. Same while dating Mike. She likes him but their relationship doesn't feel complete.
When Jojo arrives, Dave told Mike to get Debbie of the space ship, not just to save Debbie, but to save Mike too.
Mike was the first to make his feelings known. After Dave got out of the car, alive and not dead and Mike was hugging them both, he blurted out "I love you both!" He regretted it worried that it would freak the other two out but the other two just accept it. Dave just nearly died, he's going to go for the relationship that he wants. There was a silent understanding between them all that they were a throuple.
They like to sleep with Dave in the middle and Debbie and Mike using them as a pillow with Dave's arms wrapped around both.
Dave also likes to be the big spoon to both.
They have also fallen asleep on the couch with Dave on his back, Debbie sleeping face down on top of him, and Mike face down on top of her.
Mike is the biggest cuddler. He's always wanting to hold one of them. He is also big into movies and always suggesting one to watch. Although, they no longer watch any alien invasion movies or eat popcorn with them. Cotton candy is also a no go.
Their first time getting intimate together, Dave and Mike were a little shy because they had both never been with a man. Debbie taught them the proper way to give another man a blow job and hand job.
Their relationship is a secret. Despite Dave saving the day the three know that the world would immediately turn on them if they found out they were queer.
The only two people that know about their relationship are the two comic relief ice cream guys. But that's only because the lady Klowns survived and the two picked back up with their relationship with them. They are in a poly relationship with the Klowns and have ten have Klown babies between them. The ice cream guys aren't phased by Dave, Debbie, and Mike becuase their romance is far more unusual thant theirs.
Debbie is in school to be an astrophysicist. The reason she wanted to go chase after the meteor was because she has a passion for space. She now works on theorizing where the Klowns came from, studying their technology that they left behind, and preparing for their return. She is the breadwinner of the relationship and she works more than the two guys. Before she graduated college, the boys would spoil her anytime she had an exam and doubly spoiled her when she was working on her PhD dissertation.
Dave is always paranoid that the Klowns will return and is always preparing for it. He is no longer a cop. The three moved out of the town and live on a small farm away from most people. Dave has PTSD from the incident. Luckily Mike gives the best back rubs which calms him down if he's having a bad day.
They all have PTSD to some degree and all deal with it in different ways. Dave is preparing for the next Klown arrival and goes over an exit strategy for Debbie and Mike (He is fully prepared to fight the Klowns alone and let them escape.) He has taught them how to use guns and has had them practice shooting clown nose targets. He is very over protective of the two. Debbie throws herself into studying the Klowns to learn more about them (The Klown ladies won't tell her anything. Debbie doesn't trust them at all). Mike does what he can to help others especially Mike and Debbie to distract from his own PTSD.
Mike is the one that does most of the cooking. It was always a secret passion of his.
They find Pooh Bear and adopt him. Pooh Bear lives because I say so I don't care what the directors said. The Klowns thought he was adorable and played with him and then let him go into the woods.
#Killer Klowns from Outer space#throuple#killer klowns throuple#mike x dave x debbie#tumblr can we make this movie popular#I need mike/debbie/dave fanart!#and more fanfics!#So rare to have a love triangle in a horror movie#and all three are good people#and one doesn't die as a solution to the love triangle#They easily could have made mike an ass#or just had Dave die at the end#but they are all hugging at the end
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WITH YOU [8] DIFFERENT OPINION
Daryl Dixon x OC (Charlie Reed)
Shane Walsh x OC (Charlie Reed) - just this one time I promise
Summary: Charlie has the opportunity to get to know Shane and remembers old memories from before the turn. The group worries about Jim. At night they have unwanted guests.
Warnings: language, violence
Song: Safe & Sound Taylor Swift
A/N: Hello ;) I really like this chapter and I hope you do too. I had to re-watch season 1 and I remembered how hot Shane was, that why it's more of him in this chapter, BUT DON'T WORRY, Daryl's back.
DAYLIGHT ON WATTPAD
"Son of a bitch." said Shane.
He was right in front of her, helping to clean the little cut she had on her lower lip. Charlie shut her eyes at the stingy feeling in her mouth. She was sure that Ed went easy on her or he was just too exhausted because she was almost sure that he could do it better. Not once did one of her brothers hit her harder than Ed, over more stupid things.
Once she was wrestling with her older brother- Luke, when she was probably eight. A series of unfortunate events led her to a place where she was unconscious on the ground after his knee hit her right into the nose. There was blood everywhere, on her face, clothes, snow white rug- everywhere. And they probably fighting about something stupid like a TV remote or the last cookie.
"Long time I didn't feel that pain," she said but yelped in pain as she moved her jaw.
"I would recommend something cold for your cheek," he answered. "Let me help you with that," Shane said quietly, his voice betraying the unease he felt.
His touch was gentle as he cleaned the cut on her face, his fingers lingering longer than necessary, sending a jolt of electricity through her - for so long no one touched her that way. Shane's hands paused for a moment, his eyes meeting hers in a silent plea for understanding. In that fleeting moment, Charlie saw the pain and regret etched in his features.
"It's okay." she shook her head. "Four brothers, remember?"
Charlie snorted and took material from his hands, trying to clean the cut herself, because she felt that the cop was too delicate with it. Also, she felt some dry blood on her chin and that was disgusting to walk around with it.
Shane chuckled and looked down, just to look up at her again through his long lashes. Oh, classic flirt. If he looked like that at Lori, then she wouldn't be surprised that she decided to use his shoulder to cry into it.
"I'm really sorry that that happened to you," he said.
"You should see the other one." she joked.
And Shane chuckled too, knowing good damn well what happened to the other one- and he for sure looked much worse than Charlie.
"What happened?" Lori gasped, walking up to her and examining her face.
It was a very motherly gesture. Her hands were on her face, holding it gently and looking at the bruises. Her big eyes were radiating with worry. It was a nice feeling that someone was worried about you, especially in times like that.
"I had a different opinion than Ed." she shrugged.
Shane once again chuckled at her words and Lori looked at him with anger. Then she saw his T-shirt was in blood, just like his knuckles. Lori furrowed her eyebrows at him, knowing exactly what Ed received for his different opinion.
"I also had a different opinion than Ed." he winked at Charlie.
She wanted to smile, but as her muscles moved her cheek and lower lip were in pain, so instead she just nodded her head, making Lori sigh. Charlie for the first time saw a normal human in Shane, a man that he probably was before the turn. He was smiling and joking, he looked as if he had forgotten about what was going on around the world.
"Rick is out to save one of our people and you two got in a fight?"
"That would have been Carol," Charlie said.
"And you think you saved her?" she raised her eyebrow and got up as she couldn't help Charlie in any way.
Shane looked after her and sighed. Then he moved his eyes to Charlie and touched her arm."Try to not have a different opinion than him anymore, okay?"
Charlie bit her lip and nodded.
"Try to rest."
That's how operation laundry ended for her...
The free day she got from Shane was the most boring in the camp. She couldn't finish the laundry and she couldn't go with Andrea and Amy fishing- and that would be something new, something at least more exciting than sitting. Lori and the cop were suspicious that from a hard slap, she might get a concussion, and she really doubted that theory, but there was no fighting between mom and dad.
"What's that Dale?" she asked as the older man furrowed his eyebrows.
She got her answer as soon as she walked up to the hill, where Jim covered in sweat was digging holes. Of course, Dale didn't let her go alone, because as he said: I better have an eye for you.
"Jim? You okay?" she was the first one to ask a question.
"You keep this up, you're gonna kneel over out here. Drink some water at least."
He gave them a death stare and started digging again.
So they left him, but soon Jim had a bigger problem than Dale and Charlie, and its name was Shane. Charlie told him as soon as she got to the camp because he was the leader and Jim was going nuts.
That's why Jim was cuffed to the tree and Charlie was sitting next to him- because once again, there was no job for her. So she was just looking at his tired face and mad eyes hearing his words echoing through her head: I got away cause the dead were too busy eating my family.
"Jim," she said. "Take some water?"
He nodded, so she helped him. Holding the cup to his mouth, so he could drink it as his hands were also cuffed.
"Pour some on my head?"
She nodded and did as he said.
"How long you gonna keep me like this?
"It's Shane's decision." "Until you are no longer a danger to yourself or others, I guess?"
She was alone with him as everyone else followed Shane to help him with the fish that Andrea and Amy caught before.
"You think I'm mad, right?" he asked.
She shook her head. "It's not my place to judge you, Jim."
"You have this look on your face. You always have it when you look at us," he said with a drop of spite.
"You were alone out there for some time," he said. "But now you have those people."
"You have then, too." she furrowed her eyebrows.
Jim scoffed.
"You will see one day," he said. "You will wake up and you will feel empty inside, but before you will watch everyone die. Each death will take a piece of you and you won't be yourself anymore. You will be mad just like me."
She didn't answer to this, but his word made her shiver.
"I just hope they won't cuff you to a tree."
Despite their shared history, Jim's actions had crossed a line, and Charlie knew he had to walk away. Charlie turned on his heel, leaving Jim behind, tethered to the tree like a symbol of their broken bond.
As Charlie walked away, a figure approached from the shadows. It was Carol. She was nervously fidgeting from one leg to the other, playing with the hem of her shirt. "Something's wrong?"
"Charlie, I'm so sorry," Carol began, her voice trembling with sincerity. "I can't begin to express how deeply regretful I am for what happened. My husband's actions were inexcusable, and I understand if you never want to forgive me, but please know that I'm here to listen and to make amends in any way I can."
"What are you even talking about?"
"Back by the lake..."
"No," Charlie interrupted her. "He hit me, I know. But why are you apologizing?"
Carol looked down guilt.
"Don't do this Carol," Charlie shook her head. "Don't apologize for him. Or for anyone at this point...Not even for yourself if you feel the thing you did was right," she said.
Despite the hurt and anger she felt towards her husband's actions, he couldn't shake the feeling of sorrow for Carol herself. She was a victim in all of this too, caught in the crossfire of her husband's mistakes. Carol sniffed her nose and whipped her tears away. "Do you accept it?"
"No," she said. "Because I don't need it. Things happen. Just remember that now you have people that can help you."
The woman stretched her arm and squeezed the arm of Charlie with a grateful smile. "Thank you."
"Anytime," she nodded. "Just keep him away from Sophia."
Then, Carol pulled her into a sudden and strong hug. In that embrace, Charlie felt a wave of emotions wash over him—confusion, vulnerability, but also a strange sense of peace. "You're being the sweetest thing."
They were laughing and joking, almost as if they all were long-time friends, reunited after many years. Almost as if they weren't just a couple of strangers that knew each other for maybe a month.
"I didn't know you would trust me to tell me about a problem like we had with Jim today," Shane said looking at her.
"My dad was a cop," she said. "In my mind, every person in a uniform should be trusted."
"Your dad was a cop?" he asked surprised.
"Yeah," she said. "But he wasn't proud of that. He thought that that was a waste of potential. He thought that his potential was wasted."
"Ouch." Shane groaned.
Charlie chuckled.
"Then, I'm glad that I'm no longer a cop."
She shook her head. "My dad used to say that you can quit being a cop, but you can't stop being the cop."
"Well, I think that this might be true."
Shane nodded with a smile, looking at her side profile, lit with only the fire.
"Fish is great." he chanted the subject. "I missed it."
"Yeah."
"I've got to ask you, man. It's been driving me crazy," said Morales.
"What?" Dale smiled.
"That watch." he pointed with a chin at Dale's wrist.
"What's wrong with my watch?"
"I see you every day, at the same time, winding that thing like a village priest saying mass." teased Morales.
"I've wondered this myself," said Jacquie.
"I'm missing the point." Dale shook his head.
"Unless I've misread the signs, the world seems to have come to an end. At least hit a speed bump for a good long while." She smiled at the older man.
"But there's you every day winding that stupid watch," added Morales.
"Time." nodded Dale. "It's important to keep track, isn't it? The days at least. Don't you think, Andrea? Back me up here." he looked at Andrea. "I like...I like what, um, a father said to his son when he gave him a watch that had been handed down through generations. He said: I give you the mausoleum of all hopes and desires which will fit your individual needs no better than it did mine or my father's before me. I give it to you not that you may remember time, but that you may forget it for a moment now and then and not spend all of your breath trying to conquer it."
Everyone looked at him with a smile.
"You're so weird." Amy shook her head.
"It's not me. It's Faulkner. William Faulkner." Dale laughed. "Charlie, you don't like it either?"
She hides her lip in an awkward smile, trying to avoid answering. She felt a little bump on her shoulder from Shane.
"Maybe my bad paraphrasing."
Then Amy just got up without a word, which made Andrea anxious. "Where are you going?
"I have to pee," she answered. "Jeez, you try to be discreet around here," she said under her nose, while she was on her way to the RV.
When everyone was back to the conversation, Shane looked at Charlie as she wrapped her arms around herself, once a wind blowed her hair. "You cold?"
"Just a bit chilly," Charlie shrugged. "I'll manage, I think."
"If you ever need someone to keep you warm, I'm right here," he said.
"Oh, is that so?" she tilted her head. "And what if I prefer the cold?"
"Well, then maybe I'll just have to work a little harder to change your mind."
Charlie laughed, shaking her head "Smooth, Shane. Real smooth. I gotta admit."
"So...Tell me more about yourself," he said with a lingering smile. "You know what I was doing before all this. Who were you?"
Charlie swallowed.
Not long ago, she would answer the question with pride, sharing her bank account, all the bonuses she had from her job and how big was her apartment. But how would Shane react to information that she was a TV presenter, who invited everyone to Atlanta even though she saw what was happening in the safe zone, so all the people that died there were on her?
"I...was a shop assistant," she lied.
"And your dad agreed to that? Wait, you're Amy's age, right? Shouldn't you be like in a college?"
"My dad cut me off because I didn't want to go to college." She lied again, but Shane didn't get a chance to answer as they all heard Amy.
"Are we out of toilet paper?"
And her question was left without an answer too.
Scream.
Shot.
Shane's voice.
Andrea's scream.
Amy's body covered in blood.
Fear.
More screams.
More gunshots.
Blood.
Glenn.
Daryl.
Tears.
Jim's mad look.
"I remember my dream now, why I dug the holes."
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Ok ok ok ok ok Logan. WHAT IS THE LORE???
Logan looks directly in the librarians eyes, "as ineloquent as that was stated - I do agree - what is the 'lore'?"
She lets out a little laugh, "let's go somewhere a little quieter, I have a lot to tell you Logan."
"Very well" he follows her to a back room, it looks like an employee break room, there's only one other person in there.
"Hey Jerry, can you get back to work" she says when they walk in.
Jerry looks up very slowly from his phone, "but I'm on break."
"You've been on break for an hour and a half."
"Oh shit dude, really?"
"Yes, get the hell out of here."
Jerry gets up and salutes, "yes sir boss ma'am" and he leaves.
"And when I say get out of here I mean back to work not go home" she says to his retreating form.
She closes the door and locks it, "there, we shouldn't be bothered now."
She gestures to the table in the middle of the room, "would you like some tea? I also have coffee, water, juice..."
"Tea, thank you" Logan replies and sits down, he links his fingers together and waits.
The librarian shuffles about getting the kettle going and when it just needs to be waited on she sits with Logan.
"I haven't told you my name yet, I'm so frazzled about seeing you again" she smiles at him warmly, "I'm Annie, I'm... I was your mother's best friend and your god mother."
The kettle clicks and Annie gets up to pour the teas.
She gives Logan his mug, he puts in two sugars, no milk.
Annie smiles at him again, "that's how Antha made her tea."
Logan also smiles at that, "if you're my god mother, why didn't you get custody of me?"
Annie shakes her head, there's a tinge of anger in her tone when she speaks, "those bastards wouldn't let me."
"Is that legally sound?"
"Considering it was in Melody's will, no. But small town cops have their grubby little fingers in everyone around here so there was no will to find."
"Troubling" Logan murmurs.
"Terribly, but I guess I should start from the beginning."
"Please do."
"It all started with Antha - oh sorry Antha is your grandmother."
"I know."
"How do you know of Antha?"
"I know her."
Annie narrows her eyes with confusion, "we'll... come back to that."
Logan shrugs, "you may not believe me if I tell you."
"Even so" Annie says and continues her own story, "it started with Antha's murder."
Annie was probably expecting a reaction from Logan but when she got none at her pause she just continues.
"I was the only one who trusted Melody about what happened, everyone thought she was just distraught, her aunt told everyone that Antha ran away that night" Annie scoffs, "as if Antha would ever do such a thing, she loved Melody more than anything!
"But we were both still so young, and we didn't really know what to do about it, the cops especially didn't believe a word Melody said, so we took it into our own hands.
"We couldn't get down the well where she was pushed in, it was already boarded up and Melody was being moved into her aunts place, where she barely had any freedoms.
"When we got a little bit older and Melody was more sure in herself to stand up to her aunt we went looking for someone to help us out, someone who said he had legal knowledge and was able to bring Antha's death to justice.
"He was a liar" Annie spits out with so much venom Logan recoils slightly.
"He tricked poor Melody with sweet words and false claims" she continues, "she eventually fell for that wretched man, but that's what he wanted all along.
"And then" she looks up at Logan, "you were conceived, you were a big surprise to all of us and Melody was over the moon, your father was not, but in his words: he 'let Melody keep you'.
"It was so very clearly to keep her in his clutches but then two years go by with no progress and Melody started to get suspicious and started listening to me about him."
Annie looks up at Logan, there's hurt etched on her face, "I hate to say it, but you look a lot like him, sure you've got warmer skin than him and her freckles and eyes. But, everything else..."
Logan chokes back his reply at that, he is slightly angry that he looks like someone who sounds so horrible.
"Anyway, when you were around two, Melody's aunt died, and that made Melody angry, she wasn't able to bring her to justice.
"She confronted him that night, he of course tried to gaslight her the whole way but we were having none of it... it quickly got out of hand."
Annie shudders in a breath and Logan grabs her trembling hands.
"I tried to stop him as he beat her to death" she says quietly, "but he whacked me down and I hit my head and passed out, he must have thought I was dead too cause I woke up hours later in a bloody room with my dead best friend.
"At least the cops believed this one, but it was hard not to, especially since no one in town liked the prick."
Logan is shaking slightly now too but decides that right now he can deal with this news, "that doesn't explain why I was sent to an orphanage who knows how far from here."
Annie nods, "yeah, like I said: the cops destroyed Melody's will, they took you into custody, changed your last name and brought you somewhere no one would know who you are."
"But why?" Logan asks.
"They're all cowards, I would like to give you some big exciting conspiracy but the truth is, they just didn't want any of this to stain the reputation of the town and their own egos."
"But, you're here, you know the truth of everything that has happened."
Annie nods sadly, "yeah and they all ignore me."
"Why don't you leave?"
"It's not so easy" Annie sighs, "this is all I've ever known."
[Annie is open for questions for the duration that they're in the library.]
#logan sanders#sanders sides#thomas sanders#tsrtb#thewholertrip#justthestory#anon ask#day 10#sasi au#ask blog
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When Sam told Millie and Dean he was going to college about a month before his fight with John (just a couple days after Millie’s 21st birthday), Millie gave Sam one of her favorite knives, a fixed blade with an ebony handle, its silver blade flecked with iron to fend off monsters.
She made him promise to keep in touch no matter what happened with J*hn. And just genuinely encouraged him.
Dean almost made Millie go with him. So their Sammy wouldn’t be alone, he understood better than Sam thinks the urge to get out, to leave the life behind. As Sam explains himself, Dean thinks back to Sonny’s, how much he wanted to stay, to get out of the life, but when he looked out that window and saw a twelve year old Sam, and a fourteen year old Millie, he couldn’t leave them, he knew how their dad was, that it wouldn’t take long for his anger to spill over towards Millie and Sam. And of course, Millie would do her best to protect Sam, to keep the worst away from him, they had made that promise to each other, but she wasn’t exactly big for her age, and she needed protecting too. Dean cried that night after Sam and Millie had gone to bed. Tears of joy that his baby brother would be able to get out of this life, sad tears for himself and the years of childhood that he lost. Tears of anger and frustration towards their father for raising them in this life.
Millie always knew more than she was supposed to, heard things she wasn’t supposed to hear, like J*hn on the phone with the cops the day Dean got caught stealing for Sammy. She had been brought on the hunt with John, “father daughter bonding time” so she was with John when he got the call. She heard the venom in his voice as he said to let Dean rot for a while, see if he learns his lesson. The officer wouldn’t have heard it, he hadn’t been listening for it since he was a child. She knew about Sonny’s, she was left with Jo and Ellen while John hunted with Bill, that was the last time she saw the Harvelles until after John disowns her. She tried to go see Dean, to go be with Sammy, but Ellen made sure she stayed put. She didn’t like what John was doing to his son, but also, her current job was to keep Millie and Jo safe, and keep the roadhouse afloat. Until John came back alone, a small apology on his lips, and she kicked him out the door while he and Millie left, despite the fact that Ellen was trying to get her to stay. She needed to go find Dean. (John kept Millie and Sam separated so she couldn’t tell Sam. Millie went along with it, and agreed with Dean and John’s decision not to tell Sam about his time at the boys home. She would have told him while Dean was at the boys home if John hadn’t kept her separate from him).
All this to say, Millie doesn’t sleep well, never really has, not since the night her mom died. Her biggest problem is falling asleep but really it’s all of it. And Dean thought she was asleep next to Sam on the other side of the motel room. But she wasn’t, she couldn’t sleep. In part because she was hurting too from Sam’s confession, but also because she knows Dean’s barely holding it together. She hears him crying, and she stays pretending that she’s asleep because she knows him. She knows her older brother, and she knows he would just clam up. Pretend he was fine, check on her. Anything to run away from his feelings. So, she waits, she waits until she’s sure he’s asleep, until his breathing evens out and there’s barely a hiccup to his breaths as he sleeps, and starts to snore, and only then does she move from the bed she was sharing with Sam for one of the last times over to the other bed that Dean had gone to bed on, so he could allow himself to cry (and also because it’s very hard for all three of them to fit in one bed anymore, with Sam being 6’2 and all gangly and limbs, and Dean being 6’ and not exactly small. And while Millie loves being squished between her brothers, and feeling loved, she likes being able to breathe in her sleep). She crawls into bed, ever the protector of her family as best as she can be, anything to ease her brothers’ pain. She puts her arms around him, and clings to him, to try and hold him together, because maybe if she can distract herself long enough, she won’t fall apart herself.
She crawls back into bed with Sam around 4 am, and doesn’t say anything to either of them about it. Sam has no idea, however, the hour that Millie slept that night snuggled next to Dean, he woke up, briefly, and started to shift, but froze when he felt Millie’s arms around him, and he just let her hold him, he could tell she had just started sleeping because she was still clinging to him. He reached up and grabbed her arm softly, reassuring her in her sleep and he felt her ease up, some tension release, but he couldn’t be sure. He was never really sure as much as he tried to be, Millie was good at hiding her emotions, even in her sleep. Dean quickly fell asleep again. His hand still reaching up to Millie’s, comforted by the fact that she was there.
When he woke up in the morning, she was already up and moving around. Sitting at the table in the room, looking at something or another. Probably more for the case, but he couldn’t be sure. (It was college stuff for Sammy, making sure he had financial aid all set up and what not (He did because it’s Sam and he was already set and prepared way before he told them.) but anyway, she had to make sure so she looked over everything he had copies of between him and Stanford.) And Dean just rolled over and went back to bed, because Dean and emotions don’t mix. In fact Winchesters and emotions don’t mix. Ever. And if they try to mix them up, it’s because one of them is dying.
#an actual post about Millie?#for the first time in what feels like months.#probably is#anyway#pre-Stanford era#pre canon#Sam leaving for college#dean winchester#sam winchester#millicent winchester#the winchesters#the winchester brothers#the winchesters sister#spn#supernatural#fanfiction#i love them your honor#this has been in my drafts since like February
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chris watches twilight for the first time
omg this blueish filter is wild is this like a Pacific Northwest thing
that girl is not tan enough to be from arizona
also I’m getting big gay energy from her so idk how this movie is gonna be like. plausible.
if the dad wasn’t a cop I’d definitely smash
do u guys remember though when they used to cast ACTUAL teenagers for teen roles? refreshing
wow this guy in the cowboy hat has MAJOR swag
oh nooo Taylor Lautner I grew up with him and he sucked (real)
idk why ppl always shat on kstew being like inexpressive in this??? seems fine??
all these vampire siblings date each other?? lolololol
so far this seems like a fun little teen drama idk. it’s so blue though
Edwards stare is so intense I KNOW rpat had a great time with this lolol
Lolllll imagine seeing someone try to switch classes to avoid u but u don’t even know them??
the daughter-distant father awkwardness is v nice, v realistic
ugh this dad is so hot
Does Edward have RED eyes girl that sounds like a red flag get away
Ok this soundtrack sucks
Wait so his eyes change? Why?
wow he stopped a bread van for her w his muscles how romanticccc
also how small is this school like how does everyone know her?
vampire doctor creeps me out
lol his name is carlisle what a square
taking bets at how soon he tells her he’s a vampire it’s probably pretty soon I’m gonna say like around the one hour mark
girl is she having sex dreams about him
God Edward really is so creepy eh
Lautner’s Michigan accent is sooo bad in this omggg I can’t
are these new vampires?? the whole eating people thing really disrupts the tone of the story
So gay of bella not to care about the dress shopping. And also just skipping prom lol
Edward just following her everywhere RUN GIRL
“I should make sure Bella gets something to eat” most awkward and obvious way to ask for a date
So she’s def a vegetarian and he def doesn’t eat people food
We’re like 40 minutes in and he’s already telling her lol
Anyway why can’t he read her mind is this like a soulmate thing
This is soooo fanfictiony lmao
So she finds out he can read minds and just lets it go lol
Edward is such a dumbass though she figured him out so easy lolllll
And now she’s having vampire sex dreams lmaoooo this movie is great
Oh here it comes the “I know what you are” “say it” lol I only know this scene bc it’s from a meme or something
lmao this speed animation
is he about to sparkle
BAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS SO UNSERIOUS
god they’re both crazy girl why are you so into him and Edward why are you so obsessed w her
ok yeah some of these lines suck
First of all these kids are missing class and for what
Second of all I cannot IMAGINE being a teenage straight girl seeing this for the first time when it comes out and basing my ENTIRE personality on this shitty ass self-insert fanfic ass plot
Girl how the hell can you be in love with him already
That’s so high school, they’re only walking together and people somehow know they’re together?
oh wow so the doctor turns these kids to stop them from dying that’s neat
I used to live only off tofu and I was very satisfied thank u very much
Wow he’s special about reading minds that’s convenient
He’s such a kid w her that’s not what I was expecting but I like it
They’re making Italian food for her bc her name is Bella lmfao
WOW anger issues much
He doesn’t sleep, he doesn’t stop going to school, he doesn’t eat, terrible existence
Was that the author in the diner
HOLY FUCK HE SNEAKS INTO HER HOUSE AND WATCHES HER SLEEP RED ALERT
DONT KISS THE GUY WHO WANTS TO EAT YOU NOOOOO
there are so many problems here lol
Dad just messing w his gun at the kitchen table, so cop coded
So American coded actually lol
Wait Edward is gonna meet him w the gun there lmao
Vampire baseball lolllll
This is just one big incest nerd family
They could have tried a little harder w the cgi for such a big budget?? This looks like the CW. Feels like it too actually
FRENCH bad guy vampires??
These stakes seem suddenly way too high??
Don’t break the hot dads heart nooooo
This really does feel like the CW though
Yeah no Rosalie is right why does that family care about Bella so much like she’s a high school girlfriend not a wife lmao
I think I’m dumb but I don’t entirely understand what’s happening here like did Bella go back to Arizona?? Why did she have to go so far to get away from this guy
FUCK is he gonna run all the way to Arizona now lol
I just don’t know how things got so suddenly so dramatic like can’t this James guy just let it go why is he going to so much effort this just all seems so silly
Wow Black Swan
yeah again idk why everyone was hating on kstew’s performance in this, it’s good
How did Edward get there so fast is there like some portal between Arizona and Washington isn’t that like a 1-2 day drive?
This is a fancy ass ballet studio btw
Yeah this fight scene sucks
So Mufasa coded “Remember who you are”
What is happening to Bella now she doesn’t turn until the last book right? (I’ve never read it idk)
Why did that guy have venom?????
Wow finally creepy Edward gets what he wanted and can drink her up…… he ain’t gonna stop
Oh I get it he stops w the power of love. Okay. Whatever.
This SONG sucks
“You lost a lot of blood” yeah THANKS Edward
Oh god the old ass cellphones. Throwback.
Not sure why she’d need oxygen w the injuries she had tbh am I missing something or is it for drama
“You’re in here bc of me” damn straight
Go to Jacksonville Bella (I know she won’t)
Don’t be a baby about it Bella????
Oh fuck is she going to prom? THATS not gonna create School Drama at all…
“Alice lent me the dress” yeah you’re too gay to own any
I know it’s bc of my issues w lautner as a person but I hate Jacob and I ALSO hate that lautner claims to have “distant” indigenous heritage bc that is another thing that he didn’t have when we were kids so why is he playing this guy
“Should we dance?” “You’re serious?” Bro you came to prom together wtf did u think u we’re gonna do
All the music in this movie sucks ass
I don’t usually advocate for this with vampire stuff but I’d have less of a problem with the creepiness of this relationship if he DID turn her
If MY bf was a vampire I wouldn’t want to be human either wtf
Okay yeah I mean that movie was whatever. Glad I understand the pop culture references now I guess
Oh no oh wait oh god I gotta watch the rest of these movies now don’t I…. Please tell me they get better
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For the oc emoji asks, let’s do these for hya my beloved, darren, and toph?🥺👉👈
💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?
🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?
🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?
🏊 SWIMMING - can they swim? or are they afraid of water? how well do they swim? how do they feel about swimming in the ocean?
🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?
☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon
ily take ur time <3
HEYYYYY ur okay tumblr is stupid and life happens!!
thank u for asking about my favorite boys 😭💛
💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?
HYA -> it’s a cop out if i say most of them LMAO but i think satisfaction or relaxation is the hardest for him to deal with. which is funny, because you’d think bc he’s constantly about that comfortable lifestyle that he would be down with it but really he has a hard time not feeling on edge. even outside of paramour it takes a few years after he and amon are married even for him to *truly* relax.
DARREN -> grief or loss. he’s never experienced it before until [REDACTED] happens and the manner in which it occurs makes him spiral so bad. even when the situation does get solved it does definitely change him; after the fact he’s much less laid back and quicker to anger (it calms down after awhile But definitely he’s not as chill as he tries to be). it’s kind of the turning point for him and the narrative too so!
TOPH -> the benefit for being alive for hundreds of years is that toph has kind of seen the full breadth of emotions at most of their points and in general he’s like… a midway point between darren and hya. unbothered in his own way. from what i can think of i don’t really think there’s an emotion he “struggles” with but love is definitely a new one for him; he’s never felt it this intensely.
🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?
HYA -> not really a breakfast guy, but usually coffee cake and coffee is his go to
DARREN -> blood cough. but p much his only comfort food is fried pig blood curd lol he always wants to eat it even after vampirism is explained to him LOL
TOPH -> he likes mint flavored things so like, mint juleps, mint chocolate ice cream, minty milkshakes etc. i think for breakfast he had banana mint pancakes once and he desperately wants them again
🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?
HYA -> any side of himself tbh but mostly any side that indicates “weakness” (so his soft side p much. he knows it exists but he doesn’t like to think about it)
DARREN -> there isn’t any, he’s very open. he wants people to get to know him and understand him lol.
TOPH -> his anger; it’s just not pretty for anyone involved
🏊 SWIMMING - can they swim? or are they afraid of water? how well do they swim? how do they feel about swimming in the ocean?
HYA -> he’s not a fan of water beyond his bathtub, be it rain, the ocean, etc. (he’s kinda similar to me in this way). he likes to say he’s not afraid of it but i think he is, personally, to a certain extent. i mean he already has trauma around showers and he doesn’t particularly like water generally. he doesn’t know how to swim and he has no desire to because he also thinks it looks ridiculous.
DARREN -> he can swim he’s just lazy so he likes to stay on the beach lol. he thinks the ocean is pretty and doesn’t mind fucking around with his friends in the shallow parts of the tide.
TOPH -> can swim, not a big fan of it. doesn’t really see much of a reason to get in the water lol.
(can you tell that most of my ocs were made by someone who hates swimming and the ocean cuz like jfc LMAO. if i make an oc that likes water (ie: quill) they’re extremely specific but most of my other ones are like fuck that noise)
🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?
HYA -> nothing lol, at least for a long time. he’s very self preservation >>>>>>> everything else. this definitely changes bc of amon tho 🌚
DARREN -> his family and friends. he cares about them more than anything and can be very do first think later if he hears of one of them hurt.
TOPH -> i suppose if anything WAS dangerous to him then it would be a similar vein to darren where he’s getting in trouble because of his friends. he cares about them deeply. but also bc he’s a p powerful demon and in this particular story there isn’t really a threat to him or his power so he’s also perhaps a bit more chill about this.
☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon
HYA -> is the little spoon and idk amon just holding him when he’s grumpy like a cat is very cute to me
DARREN -> tends to snort when he laughs it’s adorable
TOPH -> he’s the first one to hold nix and trisha’s baby when she’s born because if it wasn’t for him saving trish’s life years before, dolley wouldn’t exist. he’s very emotional about it but doesn’t cry til he’s out of the hospital room LOL.
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I'm sure it's Next to impossible for your ocs to feel embarrassment, but what's most likely to cause that in them? Even if its just the most tiniest minuscule flutter.
Also do u mind if we reblog your oc stuff?
Sure! You're more than welcome to! I'm more than happy to talk about them anytime, and you're more than welcome to share it!
Actually, they can get embarrassed fairly easily! Some more than others, of course.
Reaver is the hardest to embarrass. He's pretty unabashed in his licentiousness, and he learned a long time ago to live his very long life to the fullest. He does what he wants, buys what he wants, and wears what he wants (even though Asto and Nighty make fun of his fucking ridiculous hat constantly.) When he wants things, he just... takes them.
The only time he really gets embarrassed in front of his brothers is a... very peculiar incident that more or less had to do with a piss kink he swears he does not have. It was a bloody accident-- well, not an accident but it was only once. They make fun of him for it mercilessly because he gets embarrassed.
Reaver is more prone to anger than humiliation. He's very secure in himself for the most part, even the worst parts of himself. Hence why he's one of the more openly disgusting of the group happily. He wears his degenerate badge very proudly.
Asto is a little easier to embarrass. He has a tendency to get drunk and a little nutty at weddings. He has a bride kink and has been known to wreck weddings in the worst way imaginable. Nightmare thinks it's hilarious and deliberately takes him to weddings now-- except his own. (Nightmare's wife Snake actually killed Astarion at their wedding when he tried to cop a feel. Nightmare resurrected him but told him he deserved it. He warned him not to fuck with Snakefang but he didn't listen. Reaver met a similar fate with his heart cut out thanks to an incident that happened prior, and I will say that he really fuckin' deserved it. Unfortunately, it really only enamored them with her even more.)
Asto is fairly unabashed of who he is as well, but he will get embarrassed by Nightmare sometimes. When he's drunk, he gets very thirsty and will get a bit... wild. There are some times from back in the day that you can bring up where he will turn a bit pink. If you play your cards right, you can make Asto do just about anything. A mix of bloodlust and regular lust and it'll turn him into a fool. When Nightmare calls him out on this, he does actually become a bit embarrassed.
Sometimes, their girls can manipulate Asto in a way that Nightmare will get irritated about. It's such a blatant manipulation, but Astarion doesn't really... care... at the time. Slap him, taunt him with your neck, let him feed and grab at his trousers. Then tell him you want 4am McDonalds right now. He will do it.
There are easy ways to embarrass him, but it really depends on the scenario! Nightmare is the most uppity. He definitely can get embarrassed. In fact, he's usually more embarrassed by some of his behavior than he lets on.
He will get drunk and say and do things that he will never admit to the next day. His past, and what he's done to get power is something he is very embarrassed of and has actively made efforts to erase all traces. He actually is prone to becoming embarrassed at his own lust. He will do disgusting, abhorrent things and then go 'Don't know what you're talking about. Never happened.' when it's brought up again.
Any night he goes drinking with Reaver, he will get embarrassed by something he does. He gets embarrassed for Reaver as well.
His sexuality and turn-ons can actually make him very embarrassed. He's extremely repressed and when it boils over, he has a tendency to get embarrassed after the fact at his loss of control. He will never ever ever ever ever ever admit it usually, but he has an awkward kink that gets his engine going. He likes being called 'daddy' or 'big brother.' It's a good way to send him a bit embarrassingly feral. After the fact, he will never admit this, and say that you're the weird one and that you did it of your own volition. You are the one that is into it.
Thinking about it, Nighty is actually the easiest of the lot to embarrass because he puts so much work into being prim and proper. Anything that fucks with that vision of himself is prone to make him flush a royal purple. There's actually a lot of examples I can think of.
He actually goes bonkers-fuckin-feral over nuns. Not sexy nuns, mind you. Full whimple and habit nuns. If you want him to immediately get hard as a rock, pretend to be devout. He loves religion in the worst way. Praying in front of him. Rosaries. Religious icons. He goes absolutely nuts. If you end up in his grasp, you will end up dressed as a nun at some point, and it will be the most miserable night of your life. You won't move for days.
He actually gets very embarrassed about that. Like very. Asto will bring up 'the convent incident' and suddenly, Nightmare has to be like... anywhere else.
Ilya can be mortified at himself, it just takes a bit of work. He's very open with himself like Reaver is, so trying to embarrass him sexually probably won't work, but you can embarrass him.
Nightmare likes to make a game of it. Reaver likes to encourage it.
One-upping him knowledge-wise is embarrassing to him, because he prides himself on being clever. Sometimes he will say very blatantly stupid shit and not realize until after he's said it. Drinking him under the table, he has a tendency to get a bit wild like Asto does, and is more prone to embarrassing behaviors. When he catches feelings, he gets embarrassed over that quite easily. He is embarrassed over any emotional outbursts or any outward feelings other than his calm, cool, and collected demeanor.
Secretly, he's embarrassed at just how much he craves security. He prides himself on being a stoic lone wolf, but deep down, he genuinely wants someone to love him. Not everyone, mind. Just someone. He wants the kind of love his mother told him about. The happy kind.
But if you ask him, he will say that is lame as fuck and stupid as hell.
In general, they will all do embarrassing stuff for their children. There has been a time where all of them (vicious, ruthless killers with a body count that could rival a world war) were wearing baby-pink bonnets with flowers in their hair, cross-legged and sipping on fake tea at a child-size coloring table attending the tea party of three young children Nightmare adopted (he has a very soft spot for children and will do whatever it takes to make them happy.) Uncle Reaver and Asto will get roped into these goofy scenarios by three very insistent children.
I think Nightmare is the only one who doesn't get a bit bashful over it. He loves children and desperately wants to be a father. In some universes, he is. Reaver definitely doesn't like dressing up like a princess. Asto will do it and have a good sense of humor about it, but if you try to walk away with evidence of it, he won't let that happen. Ilya will own it, but you certainly won't find him wearing flowers in his hair outside of the manor.
#morgana and friends#the bastard four#getting them bashful is very funny#watching these dastardly powerhouses just turn the deepest shade#'Never happened don't know what you're talking about you're lying you're making it up
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hey Angie i love picking your brain and was wondering if you had thoughts on dad!dean or even Dean with Jr.? I saw you mention the idea of dean as a father in the tags of a post and it hasn't left my head 😊
Oh man, I feel like I’ve called him mommy more than dad 😭Very different vibe (horny. it’s horny).
Unless this is about the “Dean sleeping on the couch” gifset?
For serious: by s6ish, when he’s calmed down from the frat-y fuckboy ease of s1, he acts A LOT like a typical white, blue collar upper midwest dad. Believes in hardwork, humanity (or at least Good People), beer, and rolling his eyes at fancy tech. If this wasn’t Supernatural he’d have 3+ kids, a big belly, and a New Years resolution to go to the YMCA more often with his slightly anxious God-fearing wife.
I might be projecting. Just a little ;)
But anyway this IS Supernatural so let’s talk about that.
Dean’s Iconic interactions with kids includes:
Ben
Lucas (Dead in the Water)
Timmy (Bad Boys)
Bobby John
In the first three, YES Dean is pretty good with them. He empathizes and connects in a way that solves the case (Lucas/Timmy). However a key component here is that those boys remind him of him. Ben (despite being not related (cop out)) is a mini-Dean, and even the others are parallels. Would Dean be good with a kid who acted completely differently? One with disabilities, or a girl?
[I think the show answers this somewhat with Claire and Jack, but that’s.. beyond my wheelhouse sorry.] [There’s also Emma, but.. she was woefully underexplored as a character before Sam killed her. An Amy/Benny plot device].
In comfort/“good days” Dean is great. And he’s certainly willing to make sacrifices. But... the other “kid” of Dean’s is, well, Sam. He brought Sam to the hospital when he broke a bone, he fed and cared for him days on end, I mean come on. There’s “watch your sibling while we go on a date”, “pick up X after school” and then there’s THAT.
Did Dean do a good job? Eh. He was a child himself. And what parent does it perfectly? etc. I think something that’s consistent though with his character is that he’s 1. dramatic 2. flustered in conflict.
All that to say: he’d be a mostly decent father. Say things in anger that he may or may not apologize for, that his kid(s) would have to internally forgive him for- that “you hurt me, but family means loyalty/duty, so...”. I don’t think he’d rock a PFLAG sticker or handle his daughter’s complaints about a sexist teacher well. But he’s nurturing: he cleans! Nests! He changes diapers! In a room full of other people, they look toward Dean to keep a baby safe! So he’d make the other moms at the neighborhood cookout jealous. Sam (bc let’s be real, that’s the only real co-parent option, wincest or no) would have to put up with a LOT of “You’re so lucky 🙂” comments.
⬆️I am very fond of semi retired SamDean, who are known by Lebanon’s waitresses as a cute “keep to themselves” gay couple. I guess you can throw Dean Jr in there (hopefully named something else). I think the fact that so much of Spn is biology/bloodlines, it's a good thing that they'd have to adopt, magic, or at least be very intentional about how this child comes to be. Which is good, because if that baby looks just like Sam did, prepared or not Dean's getting like 12 new disorders. OR if we're not doing Wincest and Sam's married to some thin thing who popped out Dean Jr. and Dean's the uncle he's always wanted to be, then sure! I think the above stuff works for that, maybe even better bc he can hand the boy back when it gets Too Much. Never forget, it was Bobby John 🥲.
#or if you really did mean the first thing#mommy!dean#in which case uuh. I Have fic recs 😌#they're mostly pregnant omega lol#spn meta#I suppose#Thank you for the question !!!!#I almost always have Thoughts about dean#two and a half men.... Top Ten Episodes
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No Offence S02.02,03,06 (2017)
Another police procedural!
Episode 2
Sgt Keith Pankani is here and he's here for three episodes!
With my apologies - the channel 4 player leaves a big fat play symbol in the middle of the screen when you pause it.
Keith is working the nightshift at the custody desk in whatever Northern place this is that is experiencing Crime. The drunk girl who stole a cockatoo and describes herself as 'epileptic, schizophrenic, Catholic' is my favourite person so far.
I guess the uniform has to be tight so miscreants have nothing to grab on to, hm?
Scar on his lip that you don't normally see with the stubble :')
Also: arm scar!
Please don't ask me about the plot in this it's as over the top as every other soap. But Alexandra Roach from Utopia is one of the coppers, so that's fun :)
Standard police procedural problem: Nora the gangster is about a million times cooler, sexier, more badass and more relatable than any of the cops.
Well ok, Sergeant Keith does know how to flirt his problems away.
Cockatiel girl: *is annoying*
Keith @ mc, Viv: pls empty my cells and I will give u kisses
Viv: :)))) Best do as he says! your problem Becky!
Becky from Utopia but not Welsh: noooo but I already jailed so many people today
Keith: *hides his smirk badly and pushes a file towards her*
The girl who stole the cockatiel is still the best person here. She doesn't deserve jail or passive aggression from cop lady, Becky from Utopia or not >:(
Aaaaand she's dead! Becky pushed too hard!
This is the lady cops making disastrous errors of judgement show I guess.
Episode 3
It's not often i'd day this but ladies you all need to take off the leather jackets and go touch some grass
Channel 4 describes this as 'outrageous' and I think it's a bit too proud of that as a description. It veers wildly between obtuse silliness and po-faced drama.
Oh my GOD peak copaganda: we can save this man's life with a taser! :|
I still love Nora Attah and her deaf lawyer!!
Meanwhile we've brought in the autistic behaviourist so. Strike that one off your bingo cards! She does like Nora too though: "Stonking STONKING villain! She's ace!"
All right, take the one thing I'm enjoying with no sign of Keith yet this episode and be narratively self-aware about it 🙄
Oh here he is! Rolling his eyes and tutting in the background of the 'comedy relief' scene where one of the cops apparently doesn't know you can't arrest someone for impersonating a paramedic, claims never to have heard of 'de-arresting' people and promptly gets a complaint put in against him.
Is this show actually trying to undermine confidence in the police service?
Keith is very protective over his jail cells >:3
Episode 4 - I shouldn't even have been watching it because no Sgt Keith again until Episode 6 fml
There's a strange old techie man called Miller in this show and he's oddly compelling. I'm already annoyed Viv's pool stunt was actually so sexy, but she IS right too:
Joy: "Can he access all our computers?"
Viv: "He can access cheese on toast..."
Literally makes no sense but it IS a mood. Mind, Viv is a workplace sexual harassment case waiting to happen.
"A kick in the Jackson bollocks" is his catchphrase, he's an absolute creechure.
I feel like the Manchester tourism board didn't have much of a say in this show.
Joy making her useless druggie boyfriend cry was kind of great though. And then......Viv made a Guantanamo joke.
Fucking hell. And the inept cop who didn't know about de-arresting people is there being inept.
Right, enough of that, Episode 6, Sgt Keith where are you?
Nora is raising money to end FGM and tackle it in the immigrant community and I?? Fucking love her. Let her sell her drugs! She's a legitimate business woman!
Also the police department act like they just don't care about bringing the person committing FGM to justice anyway because they're so blinkered by anger at Nora.
*sigh* I think the problem with this is it might just be too accurate a depiction of the police and their attitudes.
There are many beautiful and scrunkly people in this but they're all so fucking awful and still not a hint of Sgt Keith :((
I think imdb lied to me again :|
The end! I’m not watching episode 5 to make sure because it sounds like they’ve made Nora’s son (the actual big bad probably) into a gay sex offender just to go full house on the awful stereotypes bingo card. And I’m not watching episode 7 just to be sure because this is where I draw the line, Chook! If you were playing a character with anything to do I might have bothered, but if I’m missing out on one more desk shot with procedural speak I’ll just have to live with it.
Rating
Dead? Nope, but frankly who’s paying attention
Evil? All the cops in this seem to routinely break the rules, and he’s happy to obstruct defence lawyers so yeah I’m not keen
Affects the plot? *snort*
0.5/5 tragically pointless! The flirting with Viv and the complaining about the cockatoo was cute though.
#adventures in joplin sibtain's imdb page#joplin sibtain#i really didn't think the 20-teens stuff would be so barrel-scrapingly bad :( thank goodness for white gold anyway#c4 no offence#no offence#also look noah fence but i just don't like cop shows
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So let’s talk guilt. I’ll start with Wilbur. Wilbur’s guilt start’s the moment he realises he’s looking into Tommy’s eyes without his blindfold on and I’m pretty sure it doesn’t stop after that. The very first thing to happen is for the vision to come crashing down in Wilbur’s mind. He’d completely forgotten about it because they had more pressing matters at hand, but he knows it was the vision the moment it happened.
It’s important to note that even in his panic of Oh Clara I just cursed Tommy, Wilbur still slammed into the cop and freed Tommy, either because he was already in momentum or because currently saving Tommy outweighs that panic of cursing him. After that though, Tommy has to take over because Wilbur is on the verge of panicking so hard he can’t function any more.
And Wilbur has two metaphors for his emotions. 1. The bird, which is screaming and screaming and screaming (it was screaming in the vision too, but back then I wasn’t sure if it would be an actual bird or not). 2. The fire. The fire is generally his anger, but I also think it’s used when he can’t breathe, like during a panic attack. Which I think he’s having, maybe not a full-blown one and not the worst he’s had, but it does take him a lot more energy to tune into what’s going on. (also, there’s black dots over his vision, so definitely lack of air. Could be from running, the panic attack or both.)
Only once they are no longer actively getting chased does it full start to sink in. Wilbur is still in a haze. His head is tilted down because he does not want to curse anyone else. He’s constantly been worried about cursing people from Tommy and Phil to the people in the crowd when Tommy was leading him. So even when he’s not functioning properly, that mentality stays, and it really shows how hard it was drilled into him. My man fully believes it’s his (sole) responsibility to make sure other people don’t get cursed.
[His Tommy.] Bee, you can’t do this to me. Anyway, it’s really sad how fast Wilbur’s mentality switches to thinking of Tommy as dead. It makes me wonder if he’s ever cursed someone before or if it’s just been that drilled into him that he automatically files anyone who’s cursed away as dead. We know he truly believes the curse is real. We see it in how scared he is every time he takes the blindfold off (and in the hesitation to take it off in the first place). And now we see it in how fast he switches to mourning (a very much still breathing) Tommy.
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and the guilt starts coming and it don't stop coming-
despite the fact that he's literally panicking over Many Other things, wilbur still has enough wherewithal to protect tommy and get him away from the cop. like, it's probably good he was super distracted with a bunch of other things bc he didn't have time to overthink that one. he slammed into a cop!! our boy from ch 1 would never do that
but then yeah. he loses all functioning ability as soon as tommy's not actively in danger :(
yeah he's not having a full blown panic attack but he's close to it. his mind is definitely shutting down a bit as a stress response because there's just So Much happening at once. the black dots are from both the panic attack and the running. like doing those things at the same time is a great way to pass out from lack of oxygen
despite his brain literally shutting down a bit to deal with the stress, he still knows to keep his head down. it was drilled into him really really hard.
yeah I wanted the way he immediately switches to referring to tommy as dead to feel really jarring, while also emphasizing to the readers how big of a deal this is to wilbur. in wilbur's mind, this isn't a what if. this isn't a oh fuck there's a chance he could die now. no, in his mind tommy is already dead. it's just a matter of time before he's actually gone.
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