#whatever. they make me ill

[eye-of-yelough]

happy pride month to everyone except these two actually

[machinerot]

[introspectivememories]

was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-

[tzarrz]

i listen to fog lake too much

[thebibliosphere]

I always get a good, bleak laugh whenever I catch a glimpse of something I shouldn't and see that someone has tried to suggest my health issues are caused by my mother via Munchausen by proxy. Not because that isn't a serious thing but because my mother actively refused to believe I was ill as a child.

Like, the point of absolute delusion where she got talked into believing a bunch of new age faith healing bullshit about me being an indigo starseed child sent to earth to absorb the pain of others and that's why I was in pain -- which, to be clear was hugely damaging and was absolutely the symptom of some sort of untreated mental health disorder, just not Munchausen by proxy.

[hinamie]

god, i wish i knew you back when i was a kid / but when you stare into me now, it feels like i did

[lazycranberrydoodles]

getting back into the untamed and i had a thought. / follow for more yllz babygirlism

[cherrirui-official]

I hope u guys don't mind me posting these au doodles while I work on things ahaha

I also gave JD slightly longer hair in these doodles as a funny haha but I don't think it's funny anymore he looks genuinely good with his hair like that ahahaha I hope you're not mad at me for changing his au design a bit

[xxplastic-cubexx]

what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))

My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can

and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.

[viveela]

A style comic I just had to get out of my system

[ilostyou]

thinking of any relationship ending as "it had just run its course" makes me so physically ill

[southern--downpour]

[heartorbit]

i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you

[bunnieswithknives]

I AM FINALLY FINISHED WITH NATURE AU ANIMATIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(It'll be going up on my YouTube channel fully sometime tomorrow because I still need to draw it a thumbnail but in the meantime since you guys have been waiting so patiently already, you get to see it early!!)

[orbch]

When everything is quiet, its louder than a scream. What is this thing inside of me? What does it need? What does it mean?

[inkskinned]

it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.

i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.

it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.