#whatever. they make me ill
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every single day i think about nicky close-foster whose entire personality completely shifted when he grew up with a different dad. every day i think about how no matter what kind of person he turned out to be, the core is that both nick and nicholas idolized and loved their dads so much that they tried to be so much like them. in both timelines. the only core of nicky foster/close that stayed the same when he turned from nick to nicholas was the love he had for his father.
i think that if one of the other sons' dads had gotten switched, they hadnt had NEARLY the same kind of reaction to the kid. i think grant, terry, and the twins' personalities would have stayed at least relatively the same. but nicks didnt because he looked up to his dad so much that he based his entire personality off of him
and i will never stop thinking about that
#nick was the perfect kid to do the parent swap with#anthony you sick beautiful bastard you make me cry#*THROUGH SOBBING* HE JUST LOOKED UP TO HIS DAD SO MUCH#NOW EVEN EARLY S1 NICK MAKES ME SO SAD IN A WAY BECAUSE YOU CAN SEE HOW MUCH HE TRIES TO BE LIKE GLENN#BECAUSE HES THE COOLEST GUY HE KNOWS!!!#GOD. IDK#i relate to little nick so much#i so fully fucking FEEL . him idolizing his dad#to the point that its affecting the way he speaks and acts and his music taste and whatever :(#IDK HE MAKES ME ILL OK I THINK HE MAKES ME THE MOST ILL OUT OF THE S1 KIDS#along w the twins#dungeons and daddies season 1#dungeondaddies#dungeons and daddies#nick close#nicky close#nicholas foster#narcolas#glenn close#dndads#dungeons and daddies odyssey
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finding friends with the same mental disorder as you... priceless
#self harm implied#corpse party#kizashige#sorry when I think of them being mentally ill best friends it makes me feel crazy#I'm obsessed with the mundanity of them just bonding over their problems and not treating it like something dramatic or whatever#<- SICK IN THE HEAD#skdjhgjklgji*@($*&*(@)*$()@(*()$_
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#strangerthingsedit#harringrove#billy hargrove#mystuff#actually hilarious to me ill tag the st edit tag but not steve lmfao#it makes sense in my brain whatever live laugh love
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— ig.agustd
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#ultkpopnetwork#mgroupsedit#kartistsnetwork#maleidolsedit#yoongi#suga#min yoongi#bangtan#bts#ig.agustd#yg.selcas#sg.hairstyle:luscious prince hair#0908#myg.years : 2022#i am so fucking inove with you man :((#no because he always comes online when i am falling apart in life and its like he came to tell me ill be okay#something. whatever it is. it gives some much boost of emotions and energy#like a guardian angel#that emoji. i can see him making that face and something about it is comforting
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“...the hallowed always seems to abide in the province of the hollow”
- Mark Z. Danielewski, House of Leaves
#the poem in the image is by me but god!! been reading house of leaves and having Thoughts Aplenty#also is it possible to gain a mental illness from your own artwork? because whatever i have after drawing this is Not Normal#i kinda love how the colours turned out tho..... and i like the pngs! tried to make it work on all the different colour palettes#anyway i hope y'all vibe with this#my art#spn#supernatural#destiel#deancas#cas#castiel#dean#dean winchester#oh also i used a renaissance painting as a ref for cas' pose here but i dont know which one... credit to the dead italian i guess
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maggie wrote that line about adam going home every night and trying to talk himself out of loving ronan to be poetic and for the intros of instagram edits. it’s not actually backed up in the canon text anywhere else. it is, in fact, proven wrong on several occasions in trk, cdth and probably also the opal novella but i don’t remember enough from it to be sure
#ive Said it before and ill say it again.. she was just writing whatever when she wrote the last book#she wanted to be done with the series so badly she didn’t even care to check in with her previous books#if the path she chose for gw makes sense#and don’t get me wrong#i love that line because it is very well written#it’s just not canon lmao
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maybe I interpreted this wrong, but I truly don't understand the argument that this was a peaceful exit for laudna.
she died confused. confused. another message to someone instead of her own person. the raven queen's embrace actually being delilah, her murderer and manipulator, pulling her back, being the last embrace she'd feel. FCG's gentle repose stopping something from happening to her body. that is not peace.
#words#critical role#laudna#also I think if you're making the argument that she should stay dead#another take I do not fucking understand but whatever. gold coin to you for preferring realism in dungeons and dragons I guess#but if you wanted her to stay dead. I actually think ignoring this is detrimental to the story you're trying to say is better.#the fact that it was not peaceful is part of the tragedy of this#it's not like vax. it's not like vax. it's not even like molly.#anyway I just suddenly saw a bunch of takes saying this was a good exit for her character and I'm sorry but absolutely no it is not#at least not if you take this out of it. not if you actively try to make this tragedy bittersweet instead of just bitter#also I do think delilah was bringing her back as a deathlock a la avantika which. ow#anyway I just needed to Say Something bc thinking abt her still makes me ill....my blorbo come home
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current update to my white board 😌
#stupid#whiteboard#drew this for my bestie mecha @ whatever the fuck his url is#i dont even remember#i looked his @ is mecha-mode how did i forget#sorry man#steddie#dumb#ill probably end up making this digital so#but dont hold me to that#doodle
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y’know what should have happened cquackity should have killed cdream last spring instead of just torturing him. 1) it would have gotten rid of cdream solving all my problems and 2) the conflicting guilt and righteous fury would have made quackity even sexier. him and sam could write it off as an ‘accident’ and bond over this fucked up secret only they know about it would be just like h—
#dream smp#i’m normally not. like. a rewrites guy but my heads going crazyyyyy rn this has potential tell me it doesnt have potential#put cquackity on that will graham arc i want him so isolated because hes scared of how good it felt#so thennn it makes his whole stupid rivalry with wilbur more interesting because wilbur#in his head#is a man who’s seen the consequences of his actions where quackity is just waiting for his#and they can have a cooler deeper discussion about guilt and morality than whatever the burger arc was#and eventually it just makes them both realize they have to keep living. and go back to the people they love instead of cutting off#ok gonna stop writing fic in the tags cut myself off while im ahead but#cquackity should kill. that’s all#abuse ment#by proxy#ig#sorry im being a little deranged maybe ill delete this outta shame later AHDKDJDKDJDKD
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"noooo Lucy! Don't listen to Arthur! You're not fat you're beautiful!"
shut up shut up shut up
She can be both
Fat is not a bad word. Fat is just a description of the type of body you can have.
If you immediately assume fat is an insult, a descriptor meaning "ugly" please do some re-evaluating
#i understand that reimagining this in a modern context is fun! i enjoy everytime they say something is queer or gay or whatever#but. even in a moderb context. that sentence is not an insult in this context#i cannot believe we are still doing this in 2022??#like. she probably isnt actually fat. she probably has gained weight. because she was ill.#but my point is. even without that context. fat does not mean bad#there doesn't have to be justifications about 'oh well when stoker wrote it...'#like you're absolutely right! but. regardless! it isn't a bad word!#i am fat and hot and smart#and it makes me mad that so many of you#seem to think i should hate myself. that when i describe my body as fat#that you think that's an insult#it's neutral!! it's just a way of being. goddamn#remind me to never leave my bubble re: body neutrality. again lol#this was really not where i thought I'd be having this conversation lol#woes of emily#Dracula daily#Dracula daily August 30
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this is so so old and i never finished but it made me giggle so. family mall trip
#mandy looks wrong but whatever . its cool. its fine... maybve one day ill fix her face#Amanda Young#jigsaw#john kramer#billy saw#billy the puppet#mark hoffman#saw#saw movies#u cant stop me from 3000x saw tags. i kinda miss making saw art tbh...#art tag
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only friends (dir. jojo tichakorn phukhaotong)
taylor swift / richard siken / mitski
#me realizing i can post whatever i want even if i dont know how to make edits#i wanted to make a post like 1 screenshot / 1 quote etc but i have 2 quotes for book so :3 yea i know its ugly ill pretend i dont care#something something only friends makes me insane#only friends#gmmtv 2023#web weaving#taylor swift#richard siken#mitski#forcebook#.txt#postando sta roba a mezzogiorno tipo you are scaring the h#.mine
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more twewy comics
#josh: u can't just ask me to get rid of my entire personality like that neku whatever would be left then#neku: a better person for starters--#joshneku#twewy#the world ends with you#comics#twewy comics#making a tag for this in advance because i have a shit ton of twewy comic ideas#replaying twewy and subsequently neo twewy has given me twewy worms for brains oh my godddd#not gonna post any neo comics till maybe a week or more for grace period to avoid spoilers#regardless ill be tagging them as spoilers when i do so feel free to block the tag! ill make a post about it before i get round to it#thecmart#yoshiya kiryu#Neku Sakuraba
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god it’s just fuckin.....amy and prisons and loops and replicas.....the doll house in her childhood bedroom, the pinwheel in her garden...the garden itself and the fact she keeps choosing it, and when she can’t choose the garden she chooses the replica one in the Two Streams Facility....the spiral of the pinwheel and the circle of the wedding ring...the bride standing up to prohesy, surrounded by people wearing darker colours, enclosed on all sides....the pandorica and the tardis and her house that is painted with the tardis’s colours but it’s dimmer and colder.....the scene bookending her story....you can grow up but not really, you’ll always choose the house and the garden and the apple, you’ll always wait by the window for him to show up, you’ll always be married, always the loving wife, always the dead girl....................and your daughter will be too
#this is incomprehensible#it's just that she makes me feel ill sometimes#but whatever it's fine and normal ig#Doctor Who#Amy Pond
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I miss having like a major hyperfixtation
#literally no point of me drawing if i dont have some stupid little things to be obsessed with#i just cant bring myself to be into anything anymore and its making me feel awful#all my recent ones fizzle out too quickly#longest one since bnha has been genshin but thats kinda pissing me off rn idk#wish all my motivation wasnt tied so heavily to whatever interest im currently goin thru cause it makes my art blocks so much more worse#kae.txt#ugghggh whatever ill go to sleep n forget abt it tomorrow
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Listen... I was Only supposed to design a new Stanley and figure out how to draw him, but ended up with an archetype Narrator design for the Psychonauts AU(?) as well. So...
Funny thoughts about the Narrator design under the Read More, I guess :]
For those who don’t know Psychonauts, in the game, there is a psychic ability called Mental Projection which allows the user to manifest a 2D archetype of themself into the real world to do tasks and whatnot.
In this AU, I imagine that Stanley is only Pretending to be psychic with the help of the Narrator, with the Narrator sometimes pretending to be Stanley’s archetype. Just to humour the Psychonauts, perhaps. I was going to write (am still writing?) a little Thing about the Narrator presenting this to Stanley, but eh. I don’t think he actually is inhabiting this form, but rather is just puppeting it. Does not make it any less expressive.
Now, creating the Narrator as an archetype is Super Fucking Convenient. For one, his name fits the naming conventions for archetypes (The Teacher, The Hero, etc.), though he wouldn’t much enjoy being called Narrator Stanley. Like all archetypes, this one is also made from paper, specifically lined. Considering how many times he [rustles paper], I think is rather this is fitting hgfkjghdkfj His colours and such look like they came from highlighters, and is overall very... office-y, stationary-centric. As it should be.
#YES THIS IS A REPOST. tumbr doesn't know how to be normal apparently#tsp#the stanley parable#stanley tsp#narrator tsp#doodleberg#2022#i love stanley's soul patch. i will probably have to veto it though hmm...#whatever. these will probably change with time#ill do a better reference one of these days... maybe#i love to have... blank space in my bottom righthand corner#the narrator Is talking about psychonauts 2 btw#he is kind of cringe and judgemental like that#i love to. make narrator design. *redesigns my stanley design*#and that's how you make an archetype baybeee#okay that's all the rambles from me ghdfjgh#psychic parable au#artberg
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