#whatever. i love her somuch

[patchbit]

mjy girl

[spitinsideme]

you NEED to watch the new take episode I COULDN'T STOP SHIPPING RAGATHA N POMNI

before i talk about it i know it jusr came out so some people havent watched ir yet so spoilrrs for ir !! warning i will be talking anout it and spoilers and stuff !!

i watxhed it and halfway through i realised wow ... i really do not lime thos ... this is boring to me ... but then ragatha started speaking and i moaned a bit and also i want to know more about her and only her so yeah i guess i will watch it .. shes so pretyy .. zhes so besutlful .. i love her .. also ragapon !! yay !! i CANNOT wait for ragapin artosrs to draw those two sharong those scenes together !!! they are so adorable actially i love rhem somuch i love how ragayna was taking care of pomni and pomni needs to steo the FUCK up actually !! pomni needs to grt her shit TOGETHER !!! she better fucking APOLOFISE for wht she did !!! she better have a LONG TALK with ragatha !! i think that scene whrre sjes talking to the dinosaur guy and shes all like " idonr want people to feel like bad or small" or whateve rher monologue was about is like .. foreshadowing that ragatha and pomni will have a talk .. and ir will be sooo heated and sooo emotional and ragatha will cry and brealdown and pomi will not know what to do so she will awakwadly stand there and it will be sofucking bad and their relarionshio wil be awkward for a bir and then pomni brings it up and ragathas all like noo im okay we are fine and pomni gwrs all pissed and is lime no !! stop pretending !!! and then they make oir sloppy style .. or sowmthinf like that .. pretyy good i guess 👍 lots of potential for ragapim shippera actuallu

[deardiaries]

Ueeee sorry for taking so long with requests,,,,, I feel sick but I still have to go to some classes every day so I just feel miserable,,,,,, also I've had some other health problems but I won't go into detail,,,,

I'm so close to finishing requests pinky promise

Also no replycons because I don't have them on this device,,,,, have some old airi icons instead use them for whatever you'd like!!!! I love her somuch

[mikeyscoop]

uhh i was gonna ask this on anon but its fine anon is off. ANYWAYS uh ive been following you on twt for like ages now and just found out you have tumblr. erm. idk how active you are but i jusr came to say I LOVE YOUR ARMY DESIGN. i have like a similar body type to her and seeing the way you draw her helps me feel better about myself and stuff even if that wasnt the intention or whatever. anyway i lovelovelovelovelove her peace and love to you and her for ever. explodes into lesbian flavoured confetti

DUDE NOWAY HIII!!!! IM SO HAPPIYE U LOVE MY ARMY IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!!! ime so happiye u can find comfort in her body because the whole reason i gave it to her was to show that adter her transition she got happier and more comfortable in her own skin and abwhahxbshh tfem army autism BLAST !!!!!! ALSOALSO I LOVE UR FICS SOMUCH i saw tfem army and got so giddy pleas continue spreading the gospel 🙏🙏 SO KIND!!!! ILY OOMF THERE IS SO MUCH MORE LESBIAN TRANSFEM ARMY TO COME (AND BY EXTENSION LESBIAN S5 ) !!!!!!!!!!!! REJOYCE!!!!!!!!!

[hollywoodsargeant]

i have finally read chapter 10 (another amazing chapter btw!) and i have some a lot of thoughts about things (sorry if this is really long, i just have a lot of thoughts after the entire break up with both of them)

i still love the fact that the both of them are so, nonchalant i guess?, by the fact that they’ve fucked before when talking to their partners, oscar being my favourite in this (i’ve said this before but he has brushed off logan seeing his dick and him come as ‘a requirement’ and left it at that)

logan breaking up with mia isn’t unexpected tbh, i feel like he would know that he wasn’t exactly a fan of mia making a ‘giant’ deal over the jersey thing (i still don’t understand the deal about that as an aussie) and then bringing up the entire fucking oscar thing and her reaction to it (which i get it, i would be surprised if my boyfriend had sex with his supposed best friend). anyways i’m excited to see what happens next with logan (he gets his first boyfriend perhaps??? maybe he figures out aviation??? let’s see)

oscar also breaking up with ben wasn’t exactly something i was thinking of until i got to the entire talking about sex part, i felt like he was like ‘wtf man though we’re on the same field yet you’ve made out, and now you’re only telling me you had sex with your best friend??’ so i can feel for him and what he was feeling there. also i feel like oscar was going to say something to ben abt the entire logan calling him baby thing, especially when he called oscar baby in front of ben, which imo pushed ben over the edge there (perhaps that’s why ben wasn’t wanting to wait or whatever for the break up and just said it straight up)

i’m interested to see how both oscar and logan will react/what they’ll do about the entire college thing, from previous chapters we already know logan doesn’t want oscar to leave him, but could it end up being the other way? if he goes with aviation and goes out of state and oscar is the one that stays in?

anyways i’ve extended my thoughts a bit too much and def repeated a bunch but i’m just excited for the story and what will happen next, thank you so much for this chapter and great work as always!

THANK YOU!!! <3 and do not apologize for the long message i appreciate it somuch i love hearing your thoughts and responding to them it makes me veryhappy :)

see they are both well. not convinced that it's normal to have sex with your friend, they're aware that their friendship is pretty not-normal even if they are convinced it's just friendship, but they are both very content in the fact that they did that and as with most things - it just fell into place with them. i know i've referenced a timeline in the fic before as if everything they've ever done is stretched out on this massive straight line, and neither of them are all that fazed by any of it, because it's just them. so oscar is pretty much like Yeah. logan seeing me come is a requirement in logan having sex with me. casual as ever. and ben is like ??? babe wtf. not sure if this makes sense i am just spitting here

rest in pieces logan and mia </3 he did seriously think mia was being dramatic about the jersey thing and he always thought that he's just not stupid enough to tell his girlfriend she's being dramatic... i'll be real i don't totally understand the drama in it either and it's something i witnessed firsthand but. i thought it would be fun petty drama for the fic. and i am very excited for what does happen next with logan there's a thing i know i've referenced before in short snippets but either no one saw them or everyone forgot but i stopped directly referencing it on here so if anyone can find that. gold star

(sorry for vagueing)

obv i knew i wanted to break up oscar and ben soon but i wasn't really planning on doing it this chapter until i was like. Oh well i could make logan talk about his breakup and then oscar thinks about his own relationship et cetera. which is then what happened. rest in peace to those three drowned fruit flies when i start talking about bugs that's how you know it's time to pack it up... and rest in peace ben. he kind of exploded a bit. clearly there was a time when he was very casual about it but -- and i'm p sure i had oscar Wonder about this -- in my head ben did assume all the kissing logan stuff was more in the past than it actually was, like a figuring-themselves-out in middle school type thing. so he was cool kinda teasing about it and calling logan cute or whatever but when it became apparent it was something that was happening recently he didn't really like it. cue jealousy

college will be fun! they have to send out their applications soon! i feel like a lot of ch10 involved vague college talk but that is truly the experience of being a junior/senior in high school. it was like all i would talk about with my friends at the end there

sorry this answer is 10 billion years long actually in case you couldn't tell i thoroughly enjoy discussing this fic. my beloved fic <3

[sillverstreets]

cont of the emo ask i just sent.

(jaldi jaldi mein i forgot to add bewakulfi in the list i apologise i love her too) . here’s an individual note for them !

we will start with you because aapka askbox hai. we may not talk much but i appreciate you as much as i appreciate others and i may not look too approachable but i’m always here and all ears to listen to whatever you have to say. i hope your random chest pains, nightmares, concerning thoughts and whatever bothers you are not bothering you that much anymore and i also hope you have a good time at college.

psy hi how are ily my pagal killua, my hori and my shoyo(yes the places have swapped). you matter sm to me i hope all the good happens to you, thank you for waiting for me and checking up on me like i’m your first love (HAHAHHA DO U REMEMBER WHEN U SAID THIS).

ishi(shea incase any of you get confused) imy my silly gal you’re doing great thank you for taking out time to talk to me everyday. i’m glad to be one of the people you talk to everyday and IM ALSO GLAD WE GOT CLOSER :):):):):):):)):):!!!/!/!/!

aki very cool sakhi thank you for your advice, voice notes, spam, good morning with hearts, the star you crocheted for me and alot more. ilysm you make me feel like ive an akka i can look upto anytime :,) you’re an amazing friend and an amazing person. learn to have boundaries yeah? i love having the self growth talks with you we relate to each other somuch its so ????/?/

noodlu hello i miss you sm and i hope you’re having a good time. you will do good and get back on track(i hope and i pray) dw thank you for existing i’ll never stop competing with that basic guy 😞💪 i adore the sky pics you send me :)):)

wait ill be back

i love you so much zen thank you for this <3

@stayin-alivee @bewakulfi @akidev @iftitah

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

hii what camera do u use if its ok to ask? i love how cute pochita’s photos r ! 😳🤍 wishing much love and recovery 🫶🫶

nikon coolpix ^^ i think most variations of it r essentialy the same jst get whatevers cheap, any digi cam from the 00s u cant go wrong.. & thanku so much🤍 just took her to the first follow up vet appointment & they said she's doin so good that we will be able to get the buttons removed 2 weeks early :""") it made me so ghappy i cant wait for her to b able to play again. her healing stat is high thanks to holy exp gained from all ur prayers #<333,ty everyone somuch

[euclydya]

CHaRaCTR BINGO 4 FIRST 3 CHaRaCTRS 2 POP IN UR HEaD (OR MORE OR LESS. UP 2 U) l l3>

HAIIII HI HI BESTIE HAI :3c

ok first is Pain Threshold:

again trying to keep to My thouhts on canon characters not oue sysmates but soemtimes. the System Bias™ is difficult to . ignore FHDJSKDKFFJ ESPECIALLY W PT! FJDJSKFJF

so like. I! Love Her. So Much. I care abt her somuch she's so niceys here and we'd be in hell without her around but also. I would run up behind her and slap her in the baxk of the head and run away I would beat the shit out of her I would kill her if givent je chance I would activate PvP SOOOO HARDDDD ON HER. but that's bc we're in the same group [Physique] so it's liek sibling violence hereGJDKDKFKGJG

CANON PT THOUGH IS SOOOOOOOO. SCREAMS!!!!!!! VIBRATES!!! GIRL THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOUUUUU. <3. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK FOR EXAMPLE:

[also ft. composure whom is also not normal btw! 👍]

She's just sooooo. Idk. I care abt her both source & in-sys. she's Importance. I'm normal. I would not hesitate to kill her and she would not hesitate to kill me WE'RE BESTIES <3 FHDJSJFKFKFFK

SECOND UP IS CONCEPTUALIZATION:

ok so source Concept like. I do not enjoy him much. Like. Like. Xe gives off Pretentious Artist Vibes. aHfjFjdjdjsjwjd which I guess tracks!!!!! from its in-game description: "Conceptualization has a special role it wants you to play in this world – not the role of cop, but of Art Cop." THAT'S SO SILLY!!!!! ZE'S silley. Like I cannot take their ass seriously I'm sorryFJCKSKFKFJD

But besides that she's not A Major Asshole just. Ju.gh.ead levels of Weird Pretentiousness source-wise! BFNXNXCNGJ

system-wise tho it's like. Well I *have* to respect you or you'll erase me! [HYPERBOLE] FJJDFKDKDKF

also has one of our fave lines in the game:

like what fhe fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!! one of the dialogues ever tjanks!!

in conclusion I'm rotating hym in my brain thankyou 4 coming 2 my ted talk

AND FINALLY!!!! HALF LIGHT!!!:

IM NORMAL ABOUT THIS KID [LIE] POINTS!!!!!!!!!!!! HTAT'S MY ADDOPTED SIBLING WAOW!!!!!!

ok sO!!!! this fuckigm. THING. this goddamn CREATURE of a skill. ok. ok! ok!!!!!!!!!! sys bias is Extremely hard 2 ignore w it! because we saw it and were immediately like THAT THANG IS A WHOLEASS KID and thhe fandom barely agrees???!!!!!! UNDERSTANDABLE PEOPLE CAN HAVE DIFFERENT INTERPRETATIONS BUTEVERYONE IS WRONG ABY THIS ONE THIS TIME SORRY! [JOKE!!!!! DO NOT KILL ME] so that's my unpopular opinion there!

ok where do i Start. uhhhh. this kid. thIS KID!!!!!! OH MY GOD the embodiment of fight or flight and trauma responses. ok. OK!!!!! SOMEONE GIVE THIS LIL GUY LOVE AND ATTENTION STAT WHAT THE FUCK! EHAT THE FUCK DUDE!!! it's incredibly violent and SCARED and waht the fuck who hurt youuu!!!!!!!!! oh my god dude!!!!!!

has done nothing wrong ever. "It actively encourages Harry to kill" ok and! maybe it's right. <3. have u ever thought of That. like. Half Light is Harry's inner child and Half Light most certainly deserves a gun!!!!!! LET THAT KID KILL thank u HFJFKDSKDKDJCJCJD

As much as I love and care for this bastard however I would not like to meet canon half light irl. Because. It would take one look at me and very very much attempt to actually kill me. and I would not like to die anytime soon! JFKCKCCKFKFKFK

and ik I crossed off "I like the fanon better for this one" but when we say that Assume we mean "I like whatever version of them exists in our system better than rhe canon version" it is especially true for half light LMAO

SO! i support children's rights AND wrongs [read: Half Light should be allowed to kill WHENEVER it wants. for whatever reason.] However I am not exempt from the Cain Instinct I'd absolutely defenestrate it if given the chance JFNDMDNFNFFNSJRJ

-Electrochem

[viovio]

CLAUDETTES AUTISTIC OH OH OMHY GODDD EEEHEEEEEE

[roscgcld]

Alright so I have more ideas about Getos twin but this one is painful

So imagine if Geto twin dies before the whole night parade plan, either by the elders deciding to execute them (which Gojo would have killed them if it wasn’t for one last request from the reader to not kill them as she knows it will only harm him in the long run and to say goodbye for her to her brother when he sees him again) or from a mission where she dies protecting someone or even from a curse user that broke into the school while Gojo was away, intending on killing Shoko to cripple the jujutsu world a bit without a prized healer and fought to protect her to her last breath.

Either way, she dies and Shoko and Gojo are left to deal with the body, they know they should dispose of it properly, destroy it completely as sorcerers with techniques especially hers, cursed spirit manipulation, is something people would kill to learn about.

They KNOW that, but-

It’s her, the sweet girl that’s their best friend, the one that cares and loves them, not for their status, curse technique, or anything like that but because she loved them as their own person.

They can’t do it…

So they don’t, they look for a nice place to bury the body, away from the city, away from Tokyo Jujutsu High, away from the elders.

It’s nice the place for her to be put to rest with nature all around her grave under a tree, place right next to one with a grave stone saying Amanai Riko on it.

They don’t visit as much as they can because of work and looking at the graves makes their chest hurt, especially when they came and saw her favorite flowers on her grave, something Geto got her when it was a special occasion. With a different flower on Riko grave.

It’s painful for them but they still do it, after all they are her best friends, of course they would do whatever they could to make sure she Rest In Peace.

So who was it?

Who dared to dig up her grave?!

That was all Gojo could think of as he looked down at the empty hole that was once’s her grave, feeling pure anger and hatred for whoever did this and swore to kill them.

Or for the short and meme version-

Getos twin sister: *dies*

Gojo and Shoko: *doesn’t destroy the body, buried her body a beautiful resting place*

Kenjaku looks at the camera: “It’s Free Real Estate!”

SOMUCH SUBSTANCE!! SO MUCH STORYTELLING!! THE TWIST AND TURNS!!!

j-just this

[valeriana-dioica]

okay this is going to be a long-ish post and it's just me ranting about personal bullshit aka being in love or whatever while being arospec. So since most of you probably don't care I'm putting it under Read More. don't reblog

mannnnn i miss her smile and like. the brightness that came with it. she was so funny and happy and caring and kind. i miss the colorful outfits he wore and i miss the sound of his laughter. they were so full of light and they reminded me of the sun in a lot of ways. I rarely exchanged more than a few words with her but i think that was the closest i felt to love. I never would have wanted to date her anyways bc im arospec and acespec Which always makes attraction SOMUCH MORE DIFFICULT. and I'm proud to be aro and stuff but GOD it just. idk. If I weren't aro i could have had a chance with her. if i weren't aro i could have asked her on a date or something. but even tho i was "in love" with her I didn't want to actually date her or be a couple and how do you explain that???? "yeah I've had a huge crush on you for years but I don't want to go out with you because for some reason I can be in love but I would rather die than date someone" like UGHHH i wish i had wanted that. i wish it had been as simple as wanting to do romantic stuff. but like. idk. and no one I talked to about it ever understood because the way I described it really was like I was in love. but i didn't wanna date her. and I thought it was because I was scared or something, but it wasn't - I just knew that dating is just not something I could ever do. and like. AAAAAAA he was so incredible but because i couldn't figure out my own feelings it never went anywhere so i was left just watching them from across the classroom and getting flustered when they smiled or laughed or looked at me. FUCKKKK. and like the graduated last year. I've been dealing with this shit for 4 years now I should be over it by now but no I'm still head over heels for someone who I haven't seen in a year and who I never wanted to date in the first place. what the fuck

[sydnee-kom-spacekru]

Coward (John Murphy x Reader Smut Part 2)

Warnings: Kinky shitt

Requested: Yes, "53 and 54 smut with John Murphy"

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"Your sisters boyfriend told me to make sure you don't drown. I dont know though, I might just have to look away." You knew he was talking about Clarke and Bellamy, even though she wasn't really your sister, and they weren't really together, it was obvious.

"Please, go away." You huff. You thought back to what he said earlier. 'You killed your mom by blabbing. Don't tell me to shut up.' He had been ranting about some guy not helping with the wall. You were six when it happened. You had spent ten years in the sky box.

Your mother had you steal narcotics from the medical center for her and her friends to get off on. They threw you in there because, hey, if you're stealing now, you'll be stealing later. You were a year younger than half the hunters there, but you were twice the shot.

He caught up to you and slung his arm over your shoulder. You glared over at him and shook it off. "Dont touch me, you coward."

He puts his hand, palm down, over his heart. "Im hurt." He says In a bored voice.

You ignored his tone and spoke anyways. "Yeah? Well you should be, you don't blame a person for their parents death, especially if that person was six when they died." You had never known your dad, although you wondered. Maybe it was a tall man with the same hair, or a short guy with the same eyes, or both, or neither. Maybe it was him, who had the same laugh, nose, mouth. Anything, and you thought, 'Maybe it's him.' But it never was.

Your mother never told you anything other than, 'We're better off without him.' She changed her story a lot. One time it was, 'We were drunk.' Another it was, 'We were young and he didnt want his parents to know.' They were endless.

You reached the lake and told him to turn around. "Why? The view is nice." He was looking at your ass when you turned around.

Your face turned a bright red and you spun him around, hands on his arms. "Stay there."

He didn't, so this time you didn't take off your undies or your bra.

You dove under the freezing water. It helped you wake up from the long day. The sun was still up. You figured you had around an hour until it would get closer to dark.

You come up, and see him taking off his clothes, too. "What are you doing?" It was a stupid question.

"Stripping for you." He said, an eye roll accompanying the words.

You turned red, and went under again, opening your eyes. It only burned for a second, but It was so pretty, shades of green, brown, and blue danced in front of you. You watched as little schools of small fish swam by, and waved. One stopped in front of you, a small, blue fish, who looked Iike a baby. You decided on the name Cardan, a character in a book you read back on the Ark.

When you didnt think you could hold you breath any longer, you came up, gasping for air. You stood up straight on the smooth rock, and looked around for Murphy. He wasnt anywhere in site. You sighed, then floating on your back, felt a poke at your side. It made you jump, swatting at whatever it was underwater.

You saw that the thing was big, and you swam as fast as you could back to land. You hadnt realized it was Murphy, so when you got back, and saw his dark hair in the water, you were fuming.

"What the hell's the matter with you?" You screamed. He was out of the water and laughing at first. "Don't you remember Octavia almost died because of something in there, and the first logical thought you had was 'hmm, maybe I should poke the calm girl'?" You mimicked his voice when you spoke the last part.

He was a foot away from you, probably less. "Say something!" You yell. You were mad, and scared, and hurt, all at the same time. Angry that he would do that, scared of the things in the water, and hurt that he would scare you like that. He didn't say anything.

"Do something, dammit!" He walked up to you quickly, pressed his hands on your face, then smashed his lips to yours. You kissed back fiercely, you were both angry, at everything. You both lost your parents to substance abuse. You moaned into his mouth as his hands explored your body.

"Is- is this-" He starts saying between sloppy kisses. "What you had in mind," his hands find your hair, as he lowers you to the sand behind a rock, where you had layn your towel down. "When you said to do something?" He sits up, straddling you, to take his shirt off.

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Out of words, sorry peoples. Love you guys somuch

[darkmulti]

i feel like being groomed tho. my mom left us for few years due to conflict in our family, so just me, dad, and big brother. me and brother didn't really talk and we had bad reationship. But i felt like being trained by my dad to be a fcking submissive who always listened to whatever he said(not sexualy, but mentally). i just realized it a year ago. And i fcking hate it somuch. i dont want to be like this. But its like my mind already being trained to be stupidly obedient and never defy anything/anyone, then if im doing something wrong bc of that, he keeps blaming me even though he is the one who raised me that way. i tried to control myself and sometimes its work, but in certain situation i can't help it but to obey and think they always right and me always wrong, place myself bellow them and self-guilt myself. hate myself somuch. FUCK YOU ENTITLED FCKING PARENT WHO MAKE ME LIKE THIS. I NEVER WANT TO BE FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR THE REST OF MYLIFE. NEVER ASK TO BE BORN!

*i mean.. Mom always tell the story where dad want me gone when i was still in her belly. She said she struggle so hard and fight for mylife. But the action she showed since i was a kid was not the action of a loving parent should have.

*mom jelous of me, brother jelous of me, bc im being spoiled by dad, neither of them acknowledge that, but i can feel it.

DO NOT LET YOUR DAD TRAIN YOU TO BE A “HOUSEWIFE”

CLEANING AND COOKING IS NOT YOUR JOB!! Unless you want to do that.

Your dad should be the one taking care of you, not the other way around. Tell your older brother to take some responsibility too. If they don’t listen to you, just rebel. Explain how you feel. Communication is key.

Do not blame yourself and don’t hate yourself. If you can, seek out for help if you think things are getting out of hand.

[shelbygoodkind]

Happly birthday this is justin bjeber i asked Bruna for hernlogin information so i could say i wish your birthhday was onnthe 28th like Bruna thought it was soshe had more room to make a plannned gifset But haha i guess you want her to die I sat thereas i fuck SAKE i dont remembrr how the message fuckint went fuck YOU anywwys haply birthday i cant believe i met u when u wer like 1(6 or.something idk i was 17 so u were 16 anyeays thats so crazy we really r growing up together lmaooo anywaysI love you so much happy fucking birthday Ill just go kill mysekf or whatever thr fuck that freak told me that day xoxoxox love you

i hate u somuch bruna thank u for raising me

[astheskycries]

Rejected- Chapter One

(gif by @capsgrantrogers​)

Four weeks have passed since Jonathan escaped, and Maggie is determined not to let him hurt her or the Avengers again. Deciding that the best way to keep everyone safe is to become one of them, she begins training under Steve’s care, but his ever-growing protectiveness and HYDRA’s repeated attempts to capture her create a rift between them, and neither know if it can be mended.

“Natasha, if I see you get up one more time before I’m finished, I am locking you in your room,” Steve warns, keeping his focus on the punching bag in front of him.

Natasha ignores him, grabbing a bottle of water before settling down beside me again. “I’m able to move around, Steve. I’m actually well enough to do more missions.”

“Until they know for sure your ribs are fine, you’re staying here,” He steps back, looking at her sternly. “Do I make myself clear?”

She sighs wearily. “Whatever you say, Cap,”

I cough, trying to mask a small laugh, and Steve offers a beautiful smile and a wink before moving towards his bag, starting to unwrap his hands.

It’s been four weeks since the Siberia incident. Four weeks since Jonathan managed to escape. I know we were lucky; if he had gotten Steve’s blood, HYDRA would have a way to recreate the serum. We were lucky Natasha stayed alive after losing most of her blood, breaking her ribs, and being beaten half to death by Jonathan’s guards.

A hand appears in front of me, and I blink out of my thoughts, looking up at Steve’s concerned face. “What’s wrong?” He asks quietly, pulling me to his chest and brushing one of my fiery curls behind my ear.

I shake my head, offering a small smile, but I know he isn’t convinced. “I’m just thinking,” I say quietly, glancing over to see Natasha stepping into the elevator.

Steve’s brow furrows as he frowns. “About?”

I release a breath. “Jonathan,”

He forces a small smile. “Should I be worried?”

I roll my eyes, prompting a genuine smile from him as I shove his chest. “I’m just worried. If he had gotten your blood-”

“He wouldn’t have gotten away with it,” Steve promises, cupping my face in his strong hands and looking at me seriously. “You don’t need to worry about him, Maggie. I won’t let anything happen to you.”

“It’s not me I’m worried about,” I say quietly. He sags a little, sighing, and I quickly continue before he can speak. “What if he had killed Natasha? Or Wanda and Sam? You would be furious, Steve.”

“Yes,” He says, quickly and firmly, and I suck in a small breath. “But not at you, Maggie. Never at you.” His arms grip my waist, tugging me back to his chest and resting his forehead against mine. “Think of it this way: He didn’t. Everyone made it out, everyone’s safe, and you’re here with me.”

I smile. “I guess you’re right.”

“See?” He smirks, his fingers flexing once. “I’m not letting you go again.”

“You didn’t. Fury did.”

“Shush, you.” I giggle, and he leans in to nudge my nose with his. “That’s my girl.” He smiles, and I shove his solid chest, unsurprised when he just surges forward again. “Are you ready to go back?”

I nod, biting my lip. “Is your motorcycle still at the airport?”

“Of course,” He murmurs, our lips slowly getting closer.

I lean forward, barely brushing my lips against his before stepping back out of his reach. “Let’s go then,”

He makes a noise in his throat, snagging my hips and yanking me against him. “We can wait a couple of minutes,” He growls, and I smile as his lips land on mine.

…

I squeeze Steve’s middle tighter as he pulls us into the parking spot, cutting off the engine of his bike before resting his hand over mine. “Are you alright?”

“Fine,” I flex my grip, ignoring his slight flinch. “If you wouldn’t go so fast I wouldn’t have to hold you so tight.”

Steve laughs, his muscles flexing with the movement, and I smile as he easily climbs off and hoists me down, an obvious reminder of his serum-enhanced strength. I grab my bag, but he scoops his and takes mine from me in one sweep, taking my hand in his empty hand and leading me up the stairs to the door to his small, cozy apartment.

“Do you want to come in or meet up later?” He asks, releasing my hand to dig his key from his pocket.

“Why not both?” I ask, snagging both bags from him and blinking innocently at his glare. “Lead the way, soldier.”

He shakes his head, no real heat to it as he pushes the door open for me and steps aside, taking the bags yet again as I brush past him.  I decide to let it slide, flipping the switch on as I step into his living room and take in his slightly modern home, loving how it’s not too different from what he’s used to. I glance over and smile, seeing him toe off his favorite gray Nikes before setting my bag gently beside the front door and padding to his room. I bite my lip, following as silently as possible, and after he slides off his navy jacket and tosses it on the bed I wrap my arms around his middle again, resting my forehead against his back.

“You didn’t have to sneak up on me,” He says calmly, muscles flexing as he starts unloading his duffle bag, and I instantly know he heard me the entire time.

I kiss the spot between his shoulder blades. “I know.”

He twists in my arms, gently capturing my lips and running his tongue along the seam of my lips. I instantly open for him, gripping the sides of his shirt in my fists as he gently tugs at my hair, and I finally have to pull away, gasping slightly.

“Do you have your inhaler?” He asks, brushing hair from my face and watching me calmly.

I huff out an irritated breath. “You and that damn inhaler.”

“Language,” His voice doesn’t change, and I know it’s just habit.

“Yes, I have it,” He smiles, kissing my forehead, and I add, “You worry too much.”

“How else am I going to keep track of you?” He grins, and I roll my eyes. “What are you doing for dinner?”

“Coming over here?” He nods once, and I laugh a little. “You could always come to my place.”

“I like you over here,” He gently kisses the spot under my ear, and I gasp quietly. “Is that a problem?”

“No,” I whisper, and he smirks before planting a chaste kiss to my lips.

“Go unpack. I’ll be over as soon as I’m done.” He winks, and I make a face as I grab my bag and step into the hall, unlocking the door to the apartment beside his. My room isn’t much different;  it’s simple, maybe a little cluttered, but it’s home, and I have Steve living beside me in case something happens. I smile a little, remembering his hesitant offer to live in his apartment with him, but I know he’s more traditional and would rather get married first- and frankly, so would I. I shake off the thought and step into my bedroom, dropping the bag on the bed and pausing at the slight crinkle. I tug out a sheet of paper and go completely still.

Your soldier won’t be beside you for long.

I force myself to breathe before stepping out of my apartment again and barging right into his, note tight in my grip, and he steps out with a frown, looking at me worriedly before his eyes land on the note.

“We need to talk,” I breathe.

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So, I've gotten (back?) into the Beetlejuice fandom and... I gotta say that it's super weird to see so much division in the scene on tumblr.

Going through as many posts as I could bother with my thoughts are that the musical is to blame. It's what got me newly interested in the scene so it stands to reason that it got a lot of newbies interested too.

I have not seen the musical, I've only listened to the soundtrack (I love it somuch). But from what I've read of it it's obviously a very different story than the movie or the cartoon. I mean, it's right there in the intro ("...And such a bold departure from the original source material!").

Some of the changes are for the medium, such as adding Lydia's emotional arc (it's just not a good musical without one), and some of them are clearly the product of catering to a different generation, like making the Maitland's millennials who are too scared to have a kid instead of a couple who just don't have any for some reason (It's only one scene but it's heavily implied that Barbara isn't physically capable of having children in the movie).

I kind of want to delve into the depth of why the changes make a difference as to how the characters are viewed, but I don't really know how to start.

The reason, I believe, that new fans are so adamantly against what is arguably the most obvious and most canon pairing of the first two iterations of the story, is because these two characters are not the same characters. Like.... at all.

Betelgeuse is a ghost who wants back into the land of the living because the afterlife sucks and he really wishes he hadn't killed himself. (Not explicitly stated, but if he was working with Juno...) Its just that he's enough of a showboat and an asshole to not care who he's inconveniencing to get his way. He seems to see Lydia as a kindred spirit.

It should be noted that in the musical they needed to have Lydia go to the Netherworld and talk to Miss Argentina to get the same kind of conversation about suicide and regret that she had with Betelgeuse (and the Maitlands) in the movie.

Beetlejuice (it's how he spells it in the song) is a demon who has never seen the living world, has no connection to human emotions and doesn't seem to care about human lives. Seems to only like Lydia because she's the first person he's met that can see him and their motivations line up for a little bit.

Both Lydias are dark and depressed to the point of being suicidal. But aside from the fact that they're both adorably snarky and sarcastic that is where the similarities end. I will say that I think both of them are craving a sense of belonging. Musical Lydia calls it 'home' but it amounts to the same thing.

Musical Lydia has a more definite (but wrong) idea of how to get that. The last time she remembers feeling like things were right was when her mother was still around. She thinks that if she can get to wherever her mother is she'll feel like that again.

Movie Lydia.... is very much less emotionally vulnerable. Not to downplay her problems at all, but her suicidal tendencies feel more like a cry for attention due to emotional neglect. We don't know what happened to her biological mother, but speaking from personal experience she seems more like the child of a broken home than a girl whose lost a parent. IF her bio mom died it was early enough in her life that she doesn't remember her very well.

To sum up, Musical Lydia wears black because she's in mourning, Movie Lydia wears black because she's Goth.

So in the movie we've got a ghost who has been around a long time and can therefore figure out what sort of emotional turmoil a girl is going through and sees similarities between her situation and the circumstances surrounding his death. Is he a perv? Yes. Does he try to use her to get his way? Absolutely. But other than try to marry her for a free pass to living he actually doesn't do anything that bad to her.

In the MUSICAL.... We've got a demon who takes advantage of the emotional turmoil of a girl who is at her breaking point and uses her so he can break out into the land of the living and cause havoc because he has no reverence for life or people's feelings.

It's odd to me that Beetlejuice seems to come out as the more sympathetic one to some new fans? Especially since he's the more vocally murderous of the two. I can only assume that this is because of the ending that I can only get vague details about. He somehow becomes human and finds decency and does battle with Juno who is trying to kill Lydia because she went to the Netherworld...? I really wish I could get a plot synopsis or a transcript or something because it sounds like a hoot.

Anyway.... where was I going with this? Oh yeah

New fans are fans of a different story, and that story has a completely different character dynamic. That's why there's all this.... stuff, going down in the fandom right now. It's kind of interesting to see how fandoms evolve and change over time for whatever reason. New content, reboots, adaptations, they all have an impact.