#whatever or whoever the creator/parent is in this scenario

[luke-o-lophus]

I like Crowley's grey bad-boi-deep-inside-good persona as much as the next person but let's not pretend he's above hypocrisy.

Miss ma'am criticizes the overkill of making angels fall for asking questions, but (apparently) obliterates his plants at the first sign of disobedience/failure/disappointment.

(then again the shredding happens off screen so who knows?)

[brotherskywalker]

Star Wars Rare Pairs 2023 Dear Creator letter!

Dear Creator!

Thank you so much for being my match this year! I hope you like Luke/Leia, cause, uh, that's what I like! I tried to be very broad this year with my requests. I am excited to see what you come up with. My #1 desire is that you write something you're passionate about writing. If it's Luke/Leia(/Whoever) and you were excited to write it, I am excited to get it!

I know some people like specifics, so I will go over some here, but feel free to pick and choose, mix and match, whatever from the list. Most importantly, feel free to go Alternate Universe to whatever extent you want if that helps. Also feel free to be canon compliant. You can do a coffee shop AU or "What if Vader didn't die?" type scenario. The only exception is please do not write/draw "Luke raised on Alderaan, Leia raised on Tatooine" or variations of that.

My likes are just my likes, not requirements (obviously!). Please don't feel you have to include them if any of them are squicks, not interesting or too much for you. They are just here to help guide you if you want guidance.

Likes: Romantic sex that’s in-character, kinky sex, incest pregnancy/kids, big incest family/lots of kids, the incest taboo ("it's wrong but we’re so compatible we can’t stop"), Luke and/Leia getting off on the incest factor (initially or eventually), the idea that “the Force ships it” or created Luke/Leia as twins specifically so they could recombine together by having kids thus making more Jedi/Force users (it got things "wrong" with Anakin but This Time it's ttly gonna Do It Right...), plot-with-porn, porn that somehow feels like Star Wars (as opposed to just ‘a bedroom’), Force connection enhancing sex/orgasms and twins enhancing it even more, pregnancy sex/Leia being pregnant with Luke's kid(s) enhancing the Force/sex-connection even more, graphic/kinky/explicit sex, lactation/breastmilk consumption, top!Luke, Luke cumming inside Leia's vagina/against her cervix, cock soaking/warming (usually post-sex, not in lieu of), cervix play/penetration/dilation, age gaps, big cocks, two cocks in one pussy, pushing sexual limits, orgasm denial, multiple orgasms, using the Force to enhance sex/inappropriate use of the Force, Star Wars humans as not-quite-human anatomically (i.e. maybe they release sex pheromones; maybe they have slightly different sex organs; maybe women from Naboo have X type of vagina or men from Tatooine have Y types of cocks; maybe Leia could never have sex with men from Alderaan because she needed a compatible dick like Luke has, etc.), romance/romantic gestures, domestic fluff, trans man!Han, cuckold!Han, asexual!Han, soul mates/Destiny/Fated to be together, cheesy tropes written realistically/seriously, creative AUs, slice of life, kidfic (where the parents are still sexually active/having more kids), between the scenes/fill-in-the-blanks, fixit fics, "What if?" scenarios, time travel/multidimension.

With MMF pairings I generally like DP on the girl (anal/vaginal or two cocks in one vagina), or Luke in Leia's vagina and the other male in Luke's ass (or just watching). I generally view Luke as a top, but I think he can switch depending on the situation/partner. I could also 100% see Luke swapping back and forth between two partners penetrating them both in turn. (Han or Din or Mon or whoever bent over next to Leia as he goes back and forth between them, or magical use of the Force, magical double-Tatooine!dick, whatever.)

DNW:

Han. I’m sorry to say, but I'm just not a very big fan of Han. I personally feel like Han/Leia is a toxic relationship that was doomed to fail, though I am open to seeing you sell me on it. I have read and written Luke/Leia/Han, but I generally prefer him not involved. However, if he’s not part of the pairing requested, I prefer him not to be dead. Also, please do not make Leia cheat on him. An AU where they never got together is fine, or just a “we broke up” throw-away line would suffice. If he is part of the  requested pairing then you can do as you see fit--Leia/Luke allowing him into their bedroom, Han/Leia having a threesome with Luke, all three in love from the start, Han shipping the twins and getting them to admit their feelings for each other, etc. Generally I prefer Luke/Leia+Han (vs. Han/Leia+Luke), but I’m 100% okay with a happy domestic fluff thing where they all three live together. I'm also fine with Han/Luke in that regard. (I vastly prefer a true threesome vs. a V where both love Leia but not each other. Han/Luke when Leia is off on a diplomatic mission is fine, though preferrably kept to a minimum in the story.)

Probably unsurprisingly, I am also not a fan of Mara Jade in "Legends" and would prefer her to AU not exist, for her and Luke to "broken up," or for it to be set before she and Luke hook up. I would also be fine with something like Mara likes to watch but not be involved, Mara is Luke's "beard" so he can Leia and be together (and in that case Luke can be Mara's "beard" for any pairing you want Mara to be part of if you want), etc.

I’m not into female anal sex (double penetration--a cock in each hole--or male-on-male anal is okay; pegging is fine but not a fav), Luke ejaculating anywhere but inside Leia's vagina (with exceptions if you write several scenes that progeessively advance their intimacy, a story that goes from masturbating to sex later, or something like that), death fic of any of the main pair, cheating, watersports/scat, bloodplay, vore, birth control (either explicitly note they aren't using it for breeding!kink, or, if you hate incest pregnancy, just don’t mention it/prengancy possibility), racism, homophobic/transphobic anything, feminization of Luke (he is not an effeminate gay twink in my universe even if he fucks other men/is bisexual), trans!Luke (trans!Leia amab with she/her pronouns or trans!Han afab with he/him pronouns are fine; nothing against trans!Luke it is just not what I want for this ficathon this year), toxic masculinity, Reylo in any form, The Last Jedi in general, religion, EU/Legends/book or cartoon canon (I'm just not familiar with them though obviously does not apply if you matched with me on a Legends pairing. I don't mind you using the canon from those shows/books, just not so deeply that someone who hasn't seen them would be confused), "Luke raised on Alderaan, Leia raised on Tatooine" (nothing wrong with it, just way too over done).

Common DNW that I am not opposed to:

incest, under age sex (as young as 13/14 pubescent is fine), rape/non-con sometimes (like a Jabba/Leia/Luke scenario, I don't want Luke raping Leia unless maybe Sith!Luke), coercion (like Dark Side!Luke coercing Leia would be okay), bestiality/monster sex, rimming/sounding (especially cervical), impregnation/pregnancy, labor/contraction/cervical dilation sex, lactation/breastmilk drinking, marriage, kidfic/curtain fic, very explicit/graphic sex (the more graphic the better!), happily ever after, super plotty AND super porny (my absolute fave). A/B/O stuff (I am not super familiar with it, but I am totally open to reading a Luke/Leia take on it).

Star Wars Original Trilogy:

(in no particular order!)

Jabba the Hutt/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker

I think the obvious one here is the rescue of Han fails and both are captured. I would be really excited to see this done well as a slow-burn where Luke and Leia fall in love while also being forced to service Jabba, eventually resulting in them escaping after having discovered/admitted their true feelings for each other. However, if you want to do a total AU ("What if... Luke was sold to Jabba as Tatooine slave when he was a child?") or a non-stop Luke/Leia rapefest or something, I am open to it. I'd prefer a glimmer of a happy ending, but that happy ending could be them getting mindbroken fucked and stockholm'd happy with their situation. I am 100% fine with monster sex with big Hutt cocks and weird sex drugs and shit if you want to go there. Or, "What if... Jabba was actually a really great lover?" lol

Lando Calrissian/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker

I would love to see a domestic fic where Lando is somehow the "third" in a Luke/Leia love triangle. I think he could be less complicated than Han in a lot of ways. This could be a one-time trio, or a committed triad. I am open to either. Or even an AU! Have fun with it! Give us some Lando love. "What if... the Empire never took Bespin, Luke rejoined them and they hid out there for a few months?" Lando helps Luke build a wardrobe (but without super gay Chanel boots fanon Luke, please)? Lando is Force-sensitive? Luke is hiding from the pain of Han/Leia at Lando's and ends up telling him the truth about his feelings and Lando helps play matchmaker? Han continues being an abusive asshole to Leia and Lando and Luke put a stop to it and treat her right? Leia seduces both of them? Space sex pollen?

Lando Calrissian/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Han Solo

Foursome? Aliens made them do it? Partner swapping? A bet that goes too far? Han/Lando and Luke/Leia that gets combined? You decide! "What if... sex pollen?" lol How many dicks can Leia take at once? Let's fine out! Feel free to add Chewie/others if you're going for a total orgy, but I'd still like some plot/consequences/what happens next if you do.

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker

The classic. I think most of all what I'd like to see with a pairing about them is just something different. I don't need to see them hooking up after Endor, that's been written plenty. I'd like either a What If? AU ("What if Han died in the carbonite?" "What if they were both captured by the Empire?" "What if Obi-Wan told Luke she was his sister sooner?" "What if Luke never learned they were siblings?" "What if Leia went to Dagobah with him?" "What if they hooked up before Luke discovered they were siblings?" "What if Luke got Leia pregnant after he blew up the first Death Star?" "What if Luke never met Yoda?") WHATEVER. Or something like a "coffee shop AU" if you think you can pull it off. (Not specifically a coffee shop AU, just something out of universe. It could be set in the 1970s and Luke is a midwest farm boy and Leia is a high society girl from New York; they could be mermaids; it could be fantasy; it could be a high school AU, whatever.) I love them together. I would like them to be in love with each other by the end of the story. If you have an idea for a Post-RotJ scenario, I am all for it. If you want to write a "between the scenes" thing like them hooking up between ANH and ESB or whatever, that is fine, too. I just want to push the limits when it comes to stories for them because I feel a lot of them are treading the same water. Go crazy and weird! Time travel! Dimension hopping! Crossover with something else! I just want more people to love them.

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Biggs Darklighter

"What if... Biggs didn't die?" lol I'd love a Biggs who survived the battle at Yavin and got a proper reunion with Luke. Maybe he and Leia already know each other? Maybe Luke can be the Big Man now and introduce Biggs to the Princess. Maybe Luke/Biggs was already a thing and Leia wants in on it. Maybe Leia is into Biggs to Luke's sadness and then it turns out they wanted him as a third all along. I am open to what you come up with!

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/C3PO

Okay, this is probably a bit of a crackship, but I am up for it. C3PO can be a participant with some useful sex attachment, or just watching/assisting, whatever floats your boat. Perhaps he plays Matchmaker! "I do believe there is no need for concern, Master Luke. The odds of an incestuous child being born with genetic issues in this day and age are 5,678,345 to one!" "All right, Threepio, thank you. Now sit down and set vibration levels to six, please." "Not again, sir!"

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Darth Vader

"What if Vader lived?" or "What if Luke and Leia were captured?" "What if Vader raised one of the twins?" I generally prefer not to have Dark Side Luke/Leia because I think it's overdone, but if you've got a unique spin on it, I am open to it. I have often thought a path for this scenario could go Luke/Leia admit their feelings which is Obviously Wrong and Dark Side, so they give in and turn and have great incest sex, they soon discover being in love and incestuous is actually Wonderful and Right and Good, and through their love they turn to the Light side again! Vader can help facilitate all of this. I am also 200% down for Vader/Leia/Luke DP. If twincest is fine, then adding Dad shouldn't be a problem, right? Bonus points if this somehow prevents Alderaan from being destroyed.

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Han Solo

I'd be open to anything here, same as with Lando. I can see almost any Luke/Leia alone scenario just tweaked to add Han. I do think Han can act as a balance for Luke and Leia to keep them from spiraling too far into each other. I personally think that the Force/twin connection between Luke/Leia would make Han feel left out/third wheel, but that could also be a fun angle. How do they make him feel loved and included? ("What if... Han was secretly also Force sensitive?")

I also have a slight headcanon that Han is a trans man/super bottom, so if it tickles your fancy to write, for example, Leia with a strap on and Luke with a big dick DPing Han's ass and boypussy, I'd be all for that. I'd also enjoy Leia in his boypussy with a strap on while Luke fucks Leia's pussy with his cock, etc. or maybe just Han masturbating while watching Luke and Leia fuck because he's so impotent/whatever. Basically, anything to beta/cuck Han. (But happily!)

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Mon Mothma

If you requested it because you had an idea, please go for it, but here are some ideas. Maybe Leia/Mon already have a thing and they add Luke, or Luke/Leia where they add Mon. It could be something like a classic "All three crash land on a planet during a diplomatic mission and have to fuck to convince the aliens they're legit" or "Magical space pollen made them do it." I am totally open. I would LOVE to see Mon get some loving. ("What if... Mon was secretly a swinger and invited the twins into her secret sex cabal?")

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Obi-Wan Kenobi

"What if... Obi-Wan lived?" is probably the obvious choice here. I am open to your interpretation. "We have to repopulate the Jedi and you're the only girl left!" could be one... Or you could say he raised them both somewhere together. Or perhaps being with them again is like being with Anakin and Padme again after so long and he is unable to control himself...

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/R2D2

Probably the same vein as with C3PO... R2 can just watch, or maybe he's got some fun gadgets he can use to help stimulate and enhance Luke and Leia's pleasure. Perhaps one twin walks in on the other in an intimate scenario and is invited to join... "What if... R2 is secretly recording Leia masturbating for Luke...?" ("What if Leia is recording herself for Luke?") Poor Artoo. He also Knows The Truth about their siblingness, so that could be an interesting angle.

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Wilhuff Tarkin

"What if the rescue goes wrong and Luke is also captured?" could be a good start. Perhaps something more AU where one of the twins was raised by Vader and the other is captured and they are either broken-in by Tarkin or else seduce him themselves... Maybe Tarkin just likes to watch... "What if... they manage to turn Tarkin to the 'good side' via the power of their sex?" I am all for redemption of Tarkin or utter corruption of the twins. They can fly away and live happily-ever-after with him, or they can escape the Death Star moments before it explodes with him on it. Or anything in between. (Maybe Tarkin, knowing the Force is real because of Vader, wants to breed Luke/Leia in an effort to capture more Jedi magic... and gets a little carried away... or wants to do some impregnation himself...)

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Yoda

Oh god, idk why I requested this, haha. I think the best situation here is another "Yoda wants them to breed to create more Force-sensitive children" or something. Perhaps he needs to help out in some magical-Force way. Luke brings her to Dagobah? You decide. My god, does Yoda even have a penis...? "What if... I didn't request this prompt?"

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Canon Crossovers 

Finn (ST)/Leia Organa (OT)/Luke Skywalker (ST)

How about some time travel for this? You'll probably need an AU where Luke lives as well. Maybe Luke and Finn are training in the Force and somehow open a portal that either brings young Leia to them, or else travels them to her. No real plot there, other than I think it'd be fun and hot. You can pick the time period Leia is from. I'm down with post-RotJ Leia, but you could do pre-ANH, as well. Leia at the imperial academy and she's seduced by two strange hot guys? Go for it.

Finn (ST)/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker (OT)

Similar to the idea above, except in this case it's just Finn time traveling to young Luke and Leia, or Luke and Leia time traveling to Finn. Heck, it could even be some sort of meditation/dream thing where they never actually interact, but it "feels so real" in his head. Like sex with a Force ghost or something. I am 100% here for Force sensitive Finn, and I think young Luke/Leia/Finn would be super hot. I would be stoked if you could manage some Happily Ever After for all three, maybe this has to be an alternate timeline/parallel universe, but I'm into it. Also feel free to make it a one-time-only thing though.

Leia Organa (OT)/Din Djarin (Mando)/Luke Skywalker (Mando) 

By "OT" for Leia I basically mean "wherever Leia is during the events of The Mandalorian" though if you wanna do some time travel hijinx here, go for it. I am fine with this being Din/Luke where they add Leia, but my preference would be Luke/Leia that adds Din. Perhaps Grogu sets it up (cute little matchmaker). Perhaps incest is considered holy or normal among Mandalores. I like the level of trust and intimacy it would require. Perhaps Din catches them and promises them secrecy. Perhaps no one knows Luke and Leia are siblings. Perhaps it's a total AU where they're all Mandalorians! Have fun with it! (I've never read any Luke/Din stories, so if you're coming from that angle, please don't over trope it with Luke/Din fanon.)

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker (OT)/Finn/Rey (ST) 

Okay, this is basically the same as the Finn ones, except now we add Rey. I am very fond of Finn/Rey as well, so I think these two couples seeing reflections of each other in the opposite couple would be lovely. I am down for a big foursome, but if you'd rather write Finn/Rey and Luke/Leia that's fine. (Also fine with swapping partners, so long as there's some Luke/Leia and Finn/Rey in there.) Happy to have a parallel timeline or alternate universe where they can all happily ever after together, but also content to have Jedi magic have them briefly meet and have sexy times, before returning them to their timelines. It can totally be a post-RotJ Luke/Leia.

Luke Skywalker (BoBF)/Leia Organa (OT) 

This is basically just another version of Luke/Leia. I wanted to cover all my bases. But perhaps Leia sees or hears about Luke's performance from BoBF and it makes her reach out to him again after a long time of not communicating. (Is she concerned? Turned on? Both?)

Luke Skywalker (Mando)/Leia Organa (OT) 

Basically same as above.

Luke Skywalker (Mando)/Leia Organa (OWK) 

Okay, this is probably one of my most controversial pairings. I don't really want to see OWK-era Leia having sex, but I would be fine with kissing/hugging if done not too creepily. Sex is fine if she is aged to 13-16 or so. This could be another time-travel thing, it could be a Force-mind-connection thing. It could be a really weird dream. It could be two alternate timelines crashing (due to plot) that brings them together. I would definitely like some attraction between them. I am fine with sex if she's at least pubescent, but Luke should probably have a lot of (delicious) guilt about it. If you wanna go super kinky, go for it. Luke finding a way to time travel back to when Leia is like 14-16 and at the imperial academy is definitely a kink of mine. She doesn't know who he is, but he knows who she is. They have natural attraction and maybe hook up (to Luke's surprise), and both really enjoy it. He'll probably have to do a mind-wipe or create an alternate timeline/parallel universe, but I am totally here for it. Give me some crazy age-gapped twincest.

Obi-Wan Kenobi | Ben (PT)/Luke Skywalker (OT)/Leia Organa (OT) 

Young Obi-Wan with Luke/Leia? Hot damn, yes please. However you want to make it happen, I am here for it. Bringing him to the future temporarily could be cool... a real Jedi Master to teach Luke and Leia... but I could also enjoy Luke/Leia going to the past to meet him. Are they shades of Anakin/Padme? Does Obi-Wan know who they are? It could be set post-Revenge of the Sith if you want. It could be a really convincing hologram that Obi-Wan recorded long ago. It could be an alternate timeline/parallel universe Obi-Wan crossing over into a different dimension. It could be a total AU where somehow Obi-Wan never aged, or was always young, or hell, maybe they're all college classmates in an AU. Whatever works for me.

Rey (ST)/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker

Same idea as Finn/Luke/Leia, just with Rey instead. I admit, of the three scenarios (Finn alone, Rey alone, Finn and Rey together) this is the one I am least excited about... but if you have a great idea, let's go!

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Any Star Wars Crossovers 

Anakin Skywalker (PT)/Leia Organa (Any-Canon)/Luke Skywalker (Any-Canon)

The main idea here is "hot young Anakin with hot young Luke and young Leia." It can be an AU where he raised them. It can be a time travel thing, or a Force-thing. Hell, it could be a situation where they don't even know who he is. Basically the same sort of scenarios as I wrote above for young Obi-Wan/Luke/Leia.

Din Djarin/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker (Any) 

Just covering my bases, see the same pairing in "Canon Crossovers."

Luke Skywalker (BoBF)/Leia Organa (Any) 

Just covering my bases, see the same pairing in "Canon Crossovers."

Luke Skywalker (Mando)/Leia Organa (Any) 

Just covering my bases, see the same pairing in "Canon Crossovers."

Padmé Amidala (PT)/Anakin Skywalker (PT)/Luke Skywalker (Any-Canon)/Leia Organa (Any-Canon)

Same as the one with Anakin, just now add Padmé. I love how similar Anakin/Padme are to Luke/Leia, so I definitely would appreciate a situation where they're all reflections and mirrors of each other. I would also be happy with something like... Luke/Leia watching a sexy holovid of Anakin/Padme having intimacies and getting swept up and turned on by it, etc. So not actual interaction between all four. That would still fulfill the prompt for me.

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Star Wars Sequel Trilogy 

Finn/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker (ST) 

Rey/Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa (ST)

Finn/Leia Organa/Rey/Luke Skywalker (ST) 

Everyone lives! And has sex! Okay, so these three pairings are all variations of each other. I mentioned my preferences for Finn/Rey in the Canon Crossover section, so you can apply that here. It's just with older Luke/Leia, instead. I think these would have to either be AU or "Force ghost" scenarios, but I am open to either of those. Or whatever else you might come up with. They can all be coworkers at an office and Luke is the manager and Leia his hot wife/sister and Finn and Rey two grunts. Or they can all be in the military, or they can all ride unicorns and be faery people... I am open to anything.

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Han Solo (ST) 

This can be set before TFA if you want them to all be alive. Otherwise give me an AU or Force ghosts, whatever you'd like.

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Lando Calrissian (ST) 

Han dies but everyone else lives and they hook up! Or perhaps an AU where they were all always together. I am totally down with whatever you want. Give me that hot geriatric sex! Don't for a second think because everyone is old and wrinkly that I don't want to see them fucking if you've got it in you.

Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa (ST)

I would honestly love to read some Luke/Leia set in this time frame. It could be before The Force Awakens if you want. Perhaps before Luke totally runs off. Perhaps after he runs off Leia finds him and that makes him run off even more. Perhaps they're having sex/a relationship the whole time anyway. Perhaps Ben saw them together as a teen and freaked out. Perhaps it's an AU where they've always been together and raised Ben happily in the Force and nothing bad ever happened. I am here for it.

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Star Wars: Obi-Wan Kenobi Series

Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa (OWK) 

How can we make them meet? Perhaps it's in Force-laden dreams? Or give me an AU where they're brought together as kids. Feel free to age them up to 13-16 so it's less creepy. I am okay with kissing and some innocent innuendo if you want to keep them 10ish. I think my preference would be 13-16 year old versions where both are brought to a third planet to be raised. (So no Leia-on-Tatooine, or Luke-on-Alderaan.) I would also be happy with a total AU. ("What if the Empire took over everything and both kids met at the Imperial academy?" "What if Vader raised them both?" "What if Padmé lived and raised them?" whatever.)

Obi-Wan Kenobi/Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa (OWK)

For anything sexual, please age the twins to at least 13. Do you want creepy pedophile Obi-Wan? Go for it. Maybe he wants to breed Leia himself to create more Jedi. Perhaps it's a Jedi/Padawan ritual to keep them closer. Maybe he's lost his god-damn mind. Maybe he walks in on the twins innocently fooling around and jerks off. Maybe they're all captured by the Empire and Forced to do sexy things to each other. I have no idea. I think it'd prefer it to be less creepy and more consensual, so perhaps the twins coming on to/seducing him? "What if... just being around Force-sensitive people again is overwhelming for Obi-Wan in ways he didn't expect..." and they remind him so much of Anakin/Padmé...

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Star Wars: Legends EU 

Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa (Legends) 

I really dislike Mara/Luke, so my preference is that she doesn't exist, they are mutually broken up, or she is fine with Luke/Leia but is not involved in the story. I would say the same for Han. I prefer Luke/Leia not be cheating on their partners, but it can be a throw away line about being broken up or whatever. You can also do an AU, or set it before those relationships were introduced. I have no specific scenarios, I just wanted the option of Legends era Luke/Leia.

Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa/Han Solo (Legends) 

Same as my OT Luke/Leia/Han scenarios, but now with Legends canon added!

Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa/Jacen Solo/Jaina Solo (Legends) 

Twin on twin action sounds fun. Is it something the Force encourages, perhaps? Does one set of twins catch the other set of twins in a compromising situation and it ignites desire for them? This can be a foursome if you want, or both pairs having sex at the same time but separately (secretly or not). I am fine with either. Bonus points if Jacen and Jaina are secretly Luke and Leia's kids.

Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa/Lando Calrissian (Legends)

Same as my Luke/Leia/Lando OT scenarios, now just with bonus Legends canon! As with anything, please have Han either okay with the trio, AU where he's never been involved, or else a throw away "we broke up." Prefer no cheating, no dead!Han. (Unless it's a really good plot point, I guess.)

FOR TREATS: Obviously anything is fine! I love treats! Give me 100 words of a simple Luke/Leia kiss and I'll be stoked.

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FOR FANART:

I am open to everything. I really love explicit/graphic fanart, so that would be my preference if you're up to the task. If not, something romantic or at least clearly-shippy would be my next favorite. Feel free to use one of my fic prompts to set your scene, or just give me something that inspired you. I like romantic and beautiful, I like dreamy. I enjoy some level of humor, but probably not anything too dark. I would rather more realistic than chibi-style, but obviously you've got what you've got. It doesn't have to be realistic, just more realistic proportions. Cartoon or anime style is fine if that's your vibe. Single pictures, multiple pictures or a comic are all fine! I'd especially like:

-Pregnant Leia with Luke worshipping her

-Leia giving Luke a BJ staring up at him with adoring eyes

-Luke coming inside Leia with one of those inset images showing him fertilizing her egg

-Luke/Leia getting married/in wedding clothes, your choice but I love white with gold trim

-Luke suckling Leia's breasts (she could also be pregnant, etc)

-Something totally shippy but fantasy--as centaurs, mermaids, angels, riding dragons, unicorns, whatever.

-If you really want to blow my mind, read some of my fics (on AO3) and illustrate a scene from one of them? *_*

Obviously feel free to add another person to any of the scenarios to fulfill your match!

For treats, obviously any of this can go out the window. Chibi sketch treats would be fine!

Quicklink back to my sign up!

Thanks for reading! Like I said, feel free to mix and match any of those ideas. Feel free to ignore them. Come up with your own. I mostly want loving Luke/Leia and however you give that to me I will be happy. I think I'd be happier with some of the most weird or bizarre scenarios than the more straight forward "they had sex after the medal ceremony", but if that's what you've got in you, go for it.

Can't wait to see what you do! Also feel free to ask me anonymous questions/clarifications if you need/want! Also, I have written a lot of Luke/Leia stories on Ao3 so feel free to browse through those to get an idea of what I like.

Thank you so much!

[endeaavorr]

PAPA!ENJI AU CHARACTER BREAKDOWN

hello ! this is some new content idea that i thought would help everyone understand their dynamic better, and if this turns out well i’d turn this into an event too, i hope you enjoy. with love, moon. cw : mentions of death, violence, suicide, slight yandere tendencies.

“if you (have to) choose between the fate of your partner or the fate of the world, what will you choose ?”

y/n’s answer : them

y/n is very selfish when it comes to her relationship with enji. there’s something with the way she thinks, that’s just different and not even i, her creator can fathom or tell if it’s good or not. she’s so emotionally intelligent it boosts her and even enji’s publicity. but at the same time, to her nothing matters other than enji and her brothers. she would gladly knock on devil’s door and put a bargain on things no one wants to know what is just to get her way.

enji’s answer : the world

this is pretty obvious. enji is officially japan’s number one hero, with a successful agency to lead aside from it. it naturally makes him a leader that will have no choice but to put others first, it’s his responsibility, it’s his fate.

“will you sacrifice yourself for the other person ?”

y/n’s answer : will

after all the todoroki discourse, y/n considers enji her life and death. she vowed to herself to do everything in her power and beyond to make sure enji can be happy with her. to her, death is painless. it is life that brings misery.

enji’s answer : will

this is self explanatory. even if their relationship remained platonic, enji’s parental love would still let him give up his life for her.

“can you kill your partner if they become a monster ?”

y/n’s answer : can not

as i stated previously, y/n is selfish when it comes to enji. she would rather sit back and watch the world gets consumed by hellfire if it means she can be with enji.

enji’s answer : can

he has his responsibilities as a hero, and sacrificing personal matters is at the top of the list. he knew what it’s like to lose a child, so he can have a better judgement of what he would do. it’d crush him though. he’d be on distraught for a long time.

“will you take revenge if your partner is killed ?”

y/n’s answer : will

enji is a hard man to kill, if he somehow got killed it would be because he was distracted like when dabi revealed himself as touya, or it would be because reinforcement came late. the latter would be worse though, there’s no limit to how far she would go.

enji’s answer : will

unlike y/n’s egocentric temper, enji wouldn’t blame it on reinforcement or other survivors. he’d use all his connections and power as the number one to find whoever’s responsible. i haven’t thought this enough but it’s possible that the grief gets too much for enji to handle, it completely dulls his hero tendencies. he not only will let your killer die a slow and painful death, but also their kid too. an eye for an eye.

“will you follow your partner to death ?”

y/n’s answer : will

there are two scenarios where i thought about this possibility may occur. scenario one would be if enji’s sacrificing himself to save everyone like fighting a villain or gets trapped etc, if that’s the case she’ll stay and let life play whatever joke it has on them, as long as she has him, it doesn’t matter. scenario two would be if enji died without her like for example in a hospital or a battleground where she’s not present, if that’s the case she wouldn’t straight up kill herself, she’ll see what happens after like if it was accidental or planned or anything, but im not disclosing anything though, she can be unpredictable when it comes to enji.

enji’s answer : will not

if the conditions are like as i stated with y/n, on scenario one enji would sacrifice himself with y/n so ‘she at least won’t be alone in her last moments’. meanwhile on scenario two, he’s gonna prompt for revenge, and maybe find a way to bring her back.

“possibility of marriage ?”

y/n’s answer : there is not

enji’s answer : there is not

enji is legally still married to rei in this au. even if their marriage wasn’t built on love and it’s practically ended, a divorce will stain his and his family’s name. they had a talk about this about two years after both of them became a thing, and there’s a mutual agreement on this matter. the todoroki legacy that has been built is way too valuable to taint. enji feels bad though, y/n has sacrificed way too much, even more than rei did. so enji did give her a promise ring, making it clear that he’s not messing with her feelings or taking her for granted. he wears that ring in place of his first one that he got with rei. on a more simple answer, i’m sure incest marriage is illegal. (too bad)

“at the end of the world will you be with your partner ?”

y/n’s answer : will

enji’s answer : will

there’s no need to elaborate further on y/n’s answer. however enji’s a bit tricky since he should be trying to save people, right ? but no. he’s still a person with his own desires before he is a hero. it’s not like the world ever sacrificed its life for him anyways. enji would stop by rei’s place where natsuo and shoto lives to give a last apology, then go somewhere nice with y/n to watch the skies darken for the last time.

“will you tell lies to your partner ?”

y/n’s answer : will

enji’s answer : will

both of them are similar in this. i guess this is where the todoroki genes take place. she would only do harmless lies like birthday surprises and when she’s hiding her struggles or something because really there’s nothing for her to lie about, while enji would lie to protect her from the harsh knowledge of the grown up’s world. he thinks you’re still too innocent for the world, and he’d like to keep it that way.

“your partner has been killed to end their hellish suffering, will you revive them ?”

y/n’s answer : will

by now, it’s clearing up that she has some yandere tendencies. it’s not to the extent that she beheads any woman breathing the same air as enji, but it’s enough to be delusional at times. in this case, if enji was killed then she’d go into a craze frenzy. it’s even worse because people will come up to her and say shit like “he’s happy now.” she’d think “he was happy with me too” and mutter it lots of times. kinda scary to the people around her, and if given the chance to revive him, she’d take it in a heartbeat. she’s sure she can make him happy.

enji’s answer : will not

well, how do i say it. enji do loves her, but the years difference in life experience between him and y/n makes all the difference. he thinks rationally, like a normal person do. he’s not that confident in making y/n happy in the first place either, it’s not like she was free from his shitty jerk behaviour back then, if not she even sometimes took the hit for his brothers too. he’s not sure if he ever really made you happy despite trying his best. thus if given such situation, his insecure ass would consider it best if he lets what has happened, happened.

“can you live your position and responsibility for your partner ?”

y/n’s answer : can

y/n’s still quite young, only a few years in her hero career. she doesn’t really have a lot to stake on to be frank. especially with her pesonality, it won’t be a hard choice. hell if enji asks her to be a homemaker she’d be delighted to resign.

enji’s answer : can not

he has too much responsibility, having achieved that much in such a young age means he has a lot in stake. it’s unprofessional too, it irks him to be anything other than that.

“what are the last words you will say to your partner before you part ways forever ?”

y/n’s answer : i will care for you always, that was my part of the deal.

enji’s answer : i’m sorry.

in my au, i only consider this possible to happen if rei wanted to get back together and enji had no choice but to agree. it would be a long shot though, it’s canon in my au that y/n despises her mother, she’d be on her neck the moment she got off the hospital, keeping her away from enji as much as possible. but if this scenario did somehow happen, i think y/n would give in. he’d do anything for enji at the end of the day. (as long as they still fuck regularly tho)

“would they want to meet each other again if they were reborn ?”

y/n’s answer : i want to

enji’s answer : i want to

maybe this time, he won’t be so insecure and flawed. maybe this time, she would fight harder for him.

“finally, one word to describe their relationship ?”

moon’s answer : romantic.

maybe they were doomed from the very start, but they loved each other with all they had. maybe it was wrong, and ugly at times, but still they were two romantics yearning for each other.

this is the end of the character breakdown, thank you so much for making it this far and enjoying my papa!enji au. i appreciate all of you so much.

[flower-of-the-desert]

hey, i really liked your posts about ep12, it helped me a lot to put things into perspective. i was wondering if you could share your thoughts on the 2gether finale as well, coz right now i just wanna cry im so disappointed with it =(

Aww, thank you, anon. <3

Ok so my thoughts on the finale are kind of all over the place but I’ll try to explain as best as I can and hopefully it’s gonna make sense.

Like I said, in my original post I dont love the ep but I dont hate it either. I suppose I fall somewhere in the middle. I enjoyed a lot of it - seeing all the couples progress and be happy together, Man/Type especially were just so adorable, Mil and Phukong starting to build something with each other (lil bro using Sarawat’s pick up line was a really nice touch, love that), Mil being an all around awesome supportive friend to BOTH Tine and Wat?? We love to see it. The way he turned up at the football field where Wat was being his angsty self and literally kicked his butt into taking action - *chef’s kiss*

Him and Fong are now the parents of the baby gays I dont make the rules.

Wat’s confession on stage and his song that he literally named after Tine and when he said he never confessed to Pam because he didnt know what love was before he met Tine - perfection. Absolute perfection. I’m here for it.

And Tine’s heartbreak was so well done too, I just felt so much for him.

Again, as I said, the whole thing with Pam didnt turned out exactly as I had hoped but it wasnt the worst case scenario either so I’ll take it. I’d rather have Pam making a mistake and realising it and backing off while assuring Tine that Wat really does love HIM and even though she tried Pam didnt stand a chance because it’s always gonna be Tine for Sarawat and she understands that now over her being an actual bitch who keeps trying to seperate them and uses the situation to her advantage. I mean they could have gone that way too - Pam didnt have to give Tine that recording or to tell him how Wat changed after meeting him but she did, I think, as her own way of apologizing for what she’d done. So yeah, overall, I’m fine with this.

ALSO NOBODY DIED SO THAT’S A BIG PLUS.

(History 3 MODC can’t relate)

ANYWAY, so those are the positives for me. Which as it turns out is most of the episode yay! Now onto what wasnt quite so positive.

My main issue with this episode is the resolution to Wat and Tine’s conflict. Mainly, there really... wasnt one. And I’m not talking about the physical intimacy thing, I’ll touch on that later but more importantly for the ending - the emotional intimacy. None of the problems they had were properly addressed. Tine’s insecurities were rooted so deeply that despite Wat spending 12 EPISODES doing anything and everything to show his love and adoration, Tine still couldnt really believe it. And that’s not gonna be resolved with a simple recording.

And on the other hand, can you image how all of this would make Sarawat feel? Like no matter what he does, no matter how much of himself he gives to Tine, his boyfriend still would find it easier to believe that Wat is just using him as a replacement for someone else. That’s gonna fuck with his head even if Tine came back. I really really wished they had talked at least a little about these things.

Like maybe if we didnt have half of the episode filled with pointless flashbacks there could have been time to actually talk... (tbh, part of me kind of wonders if they purposefully put in so many flashbacks to fill in the air time so they wouldnt HAVE to write those scenes which leaves me ?????).

I think I mentioned this too in the other post, but the Wat/Tine reunion echoes beat for beat the Fighter/Tutor reunion with all its issues but while WhyRU has a reason for why things turned out like that, here I just... I dont know what could have been the reason for 2gether’s writers? Unless they also couldnt film everything they wanted...

And then there’s the... “high-five controversy”, let’s call it and again I find myself in the middle of the argument. I stand by what I’ve said before about how I feel about the way they handled physical intimacy between the characters - yes, objectively and critically speaking, I’m not here for writers/directors/channel/whoever trying to censor the physical intimacy of an established couple. There is nothing wrong with two partners wanting to kiss/cuddle/have sex/etc. Sex isnt something dirty (I mean it can be depending on what you’re writing BUT THAT’S A DIFFERENT GENRE OK, we are not talking about smutty fic here cough cough) and shameful that “pure” people shouldnt be enjoying (lovely post on the topic here I was just thinking about it last night). And it’s about time show creators got with the programme, ESPECIALLY when it comes to non-straight couples.

As of ep13 it’s clear to me that 2gether went through some serious censorship - lots of people have talked about how it’s a thing that they do on this particular channel and maybe that’s all it is, I dont know. I dont want to speculate what’s been going on behind the scenes since I dont have any idea and sadly I dont think the writers will ever be willing to talk about it. I’d LOVE to hear their throughts on this matter tbh and why they decided to do things this way.

So on an objective level, this is bullshit. Subjectively, and this is where my personal opinion comes in, I wasnt as bothered by this as I normally would be because I’ve been enjoying all the other aspects of the relationship that the show successfully built up and prtrayed on screen. Does that make sense?

Specifically about the finale, though, I agree with the complains. Part of why the reunion felt so underwhelming and disappointing, I think, was not only the lack of emotional intimacy but also the hella.... awkward? physical “intimacy” they showed? The scene absolutely did call for a kiss or a hug, at the very least. Instead they were standing 2 feet apart cause... they’re not gay? I really really do not understand what happened there in that scene. I’ve seen some people mention that the finale was filmed before the other episodes so the actors werent used to each other yet and honestly I can see it - watching Tine and Wat in that ending montage felt like I was watching them at the beginning of their fake dating when both were awkward and unsure of where they stood with each other rather than seeing an established in love couple coming back together after going through something tough.

So these are my thoughts on the finale. It wasnt the best one I’ve ever seen but not bad enough to ruin the rest of the show for me (and there’s NOTHING I hate more than bad endings ruining a story I’ve fallen in love with so there’s that) and I do really love this show and its characters so much. It’s hard, even impossivle to find a perfect show from start to finish and honestly I’ve come to believe that’s not as important as what you get out of it - if the show makes you happy, despite whatever writing issues it might have, that’s the most important thing, I think. And 2gether did that for me. So I’m glad I watched it.

Omg, this got so long. Again. If you’re still with me, anon, you’re a hero. I hope I was able to help you. <3

[mdelpin]

Are You Satisfied With Your Care?

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Summary: Gray is a troublesome patient who is very good at scaring away his nurses. Out of options, his sister Erza decides to hire a new type of caretaker, an android by the name of Dragion.Despite Gray's initial rejection, an unlikely friendship develops between them. But when Dragion malfunctions and his creator comes to fix him, Gray finds he might just be in over his head.

Disclaimer: All Fairy Tail Characters Belong to Hiro Mashima

Chapter 1

���Erza,” Mira made no attempt to mask her frustration as she put her coffee cup down on the table, “You know I love Gray like a brother, and I understand that you’re worried about him but it’s been months!”

“When are you coming home?” Mirajane asked with a bluntness that Erza knew meant she was getting to the end of her patience.

“I--I don’t know,” Erza admitted, wishing she had a better answer, ”He’s not doing well, physically or emotionally. I can’t just leave him there all alone.”

“He’s not all alone, he’s got Loke and the rest of the staff to take care of him,” Mira pointed out, “You can still visit him and live with us, it might even do him some good not to depend on you for everything.”

“It’s not like that!” Erza protested, “He wants to do more, I’m just scared --”

“You’re scared you might lose him like you did your parents,” Mira finished her sentence for her, “I know you are, sweetheart, but I miss my wife and we both know we can’t move in there with you.”

“You could, maybe,” Erza said shyly, she’d been thinking of broaching the subject during one of their breakfast dates, “I miss you too.”

“We can’t,” Mira said firmly, “Lisanna and Elfman wouldn’t be able to handle all the restrictions and it would only cause us to fight. You know how we both are about our siblings.”

Erza tried to mask her disappointment but knew she’d failed when Mira sighed and wrapped her up in an embrace, kissing the top of her head.

“This is not an ultimatum,” Mira assured her, “I just need there to be a timeline. How is the nurse working out?”

“Which one?” Erza asked with an exasperation that made Mira giggle.

“What’s he done now?”

“I don’t know, it never happens when I’m there,” Erza admitted, “We’ve had over thirty of them quit. A week has been the longest any of them has lasted and I think she really needed the money. The one I left him with this morning has been working out so far, today is her third day.” Erza held up crossed fingers and Mira rolled her eyes in amusement.

“How are you holding up?” Mira asked as she began to eat her breakfast, it was nearing the time when she would have to leave to get to work on time.

“I’m fine, I just wish I could get through to him, you know?” Erza looked down at her mug not wanting her wife to see the tears she was fighting, “He’s just so angry all the time, but when I look at him all I can see is the sweet little boy he used to be.”

“He’s gone through a lot,” Mira reminded her, “We just have to have faith that he’ll find his way back.”

“So have you, you know,” Mira placed her index finger under Erza’s chin and gently pushed until Erza was at eye-level with her.

”You’re an amazing woman, the way you’ve held yourself together and taken care of everyone else. Let me spoil you,” Mira moved her face closer and kissed Erza, smiling as she tasted the combination of both their coffees on her tongue, Erza’s sweetness to the bitterness of the brew she preferred. She grinned at the flustered expression on Erza’s face. Even after all these years, she was not used to being affectionate in public.

“I love you, Erza,” Mira said sweetly, kissing her wife on her forehead, “How about next time we plan for a weekend away?”

“I’d like that.”

Too soon it was time to leave and Erza hugged her wife tightly. She wasn’t ready to let her go but she knew Mira had to get to work so she sneaked a kiss before waving goodbye. She watched Mira get into her car and leave before finding her own car and heading back to the house.

She drove, only half listening to the music playing on the radio and trying to think of a solution to her problem. She opened the gates to their large house from the remote in her car and drove up the long driveway. She had to slam on the brakes as the nurse she had left with her brother came running out of the house.

Erza left her car where it was and hurried out, concerned that something had happened to her brother. She rushed towards the nurse trying her best not to panic.

“What’s wrong, what’s happened?” Erza asked the woman whom she now realized had not been heading towards her at all but towards her own vehicle.

The woman stopped briefly and Erza could see that something was most definitely wrong. The woman looked angry and Erza already knew the words she would hear next.

‘I’m sorry Mrs. Strauss, but I quit!” The nurse, whose name Erza couldn’t for the life of her remember, informed her, “I can’t stay another minute, that man is impossible!”

She got into her car and slammed the door not giving Erza any time to respond, driving away at a speed that was probably not safe for someone her age. Erza sighed as she got back into her car and parked it in their garage.

o-o

Gray heard his sister return from her breakfast date with Mira and was surprised when she didn’t come talk to him about the nurse quitting. It hadn’t been his fault really, how was he supposed to know she was so sensitive?

He felt a bit guilty knowing he’d probably ruined whatever enjoyment Erza might have gotten from seeing Mira. He really couldn’t understand why she stuck around instead of going back home. He didn’t need nurses or any of the other personnel she kept bringing in. How was he supposed to show her he was fine on his own if she refused to trust him with his own care?

Part of him did want her there, well aware that if she left he would really be all alone. His friends had tried to come to visit him in the beginning, but after one of them had come in with a cold and gotten him sick, Erza had flipped out on them and now he was lucky if he got a text asking how he was. If he was honest with himself though, most of them had already stopped coming well before that. Not that he’d had many friends to begin with. If Lyon hadn’t forced him to go out on occasion Gray would’ve gladly stayed in his room studying or watching old hockey reels.

He hobbled towards the study, wanting to get the yelling over with but instead the words he heard through the door made him smile.

“Well can’t you send a male nurse then?” Erza asked whoever she was talking to on the other line. “What do you mean they all refuse to come out? I know he can be a bit difficult but don’t you think they’re overreacting?”

“I see,” Gray heard her say curtly before hanging up the phone. The door of the study had been left ajar and he peeked in to see Erza sitting behind the desk, her head resting in her hands. He hurried away as quickly as he was able and moved to the Conservatory, sitting down behind the large piano that sat in a corner of the large room and beginning to play with the notes, trying to imitate the song he’d been listening to on the radio.

O-o

Dammit! What was she supposed to do now? That had been the last home care agency that had been willing to work with them and she’d had to throw plenty of money at them to keep them sending personnel out. She was about to call Gray’s transplant team to see how much care he still needed when she noticed a magazine that hadn’t been on her desk the previous day. She picked it up trying to figure out why it was there.

On the cover, there was a picture of a very humanoid looking android pushing an older woman in a wheelchair. The headline read Caretakers of the Future Intrigued, Erza opened the magazine to the article and began to read.

The more she read the more excited she became, it sounded exactly like what they needed. Someone who could ignore Gray’s abrasive personality and attempts at isolating himself and still manage all the healthcare tasks that Gray needed taking care of. The only problem was that it was still in the experimental stages and she would need a recommendation to even get Gray’s case considered.

She thought about who could help her get in with the company.

“I see you found the magazine I left you,” Loke, their butler, came in with a smile on his face.

Erza nodded absently, still going through a mental checklist of everyone she knew.

“What’s the matter?” Loke asked confused by her muted reaction, “I thought you’d be all over this. Especially after what happened today.”

“What did happen today?”

“Well you know Gray, he’d stripped naked as he walked around the house and the nurse kept yelling at him to put his clothes back on so he--”

“On second thought, I’m better off not knowing,” Erza stopped him, imagining several inappropriate scenarios Gray could have concocted to get rid of the elderly nurse, all of them bad. “The program sounds fantastic but it’s still experimental, we need an in with the company to even be considered for it.”

“Didn’t you see the note I left you?” Loke frowned at her.

Erza looked around for a note and found a small piece of paper on the floor that must have fallen out when she picked up the magazine. It read Macao Conbolt and had a phone number written underneath.

“Who’s this?”

“He runs the program and he’s expecting your call,” Loke informed her, ”Turns out his kid, Romeo, went to school with us. I took the liberty of giving him a call and explaining the situation. Romeo and Gray weren’t close but he still wanted to help.”

“Gray needs to snap out of this, even if we have to force him kicking and screaming,” Loke’s hazel eyes held a fierceness to them that warmed Erza’s heart.

“I agree, thanks for taking this job, I know it’s not what you’d planned.”

“It pays better than most entry-level jobs so honestly, you’re doing me a favor, plus I get to boss people around,” Loke gave her a wicked grin.

“How are you doing?” Erza asked suddenly, not trusting the smiles Loke had been showering her with. Not after everything that had happened. As expected, the moment Erza questioned him the facade crumbled and all that was left was raw grief.

“I’m alright, really I am, “ Loke tried to assure her, “We both know Lyon wouldn’t have wanted this for Gray, I want to help get him back to the way he was. It’s the least I can do.”

Erza stood up and gave her friend a tight hug, she couldn’t imagine what it would feel like to lose Mira, especially without any warning. She could hear Loke’s breathing change as he tried to keep his emotions under control. It broke her heart.

Even though Erza was glad that Loke had taken it upon himself to help Gray, she was growing increasingly concerned about what it might be doing to Loke. She let it go for now, knowing better than to push.

¨Thank you for this, I’m going to call now.” She really hoped they could help her out, she had no idea what else to do if they turned her down. She’d have to go back to doing everything herself and she knew Mira wouldn’t like that.

Loke excused himself from the room and went off to check on the rest of the staff. He was feeling hopeful, Romeo had said that he’d put in a good word and his dad was sympathetic. He wondered how Gray was going to react to the news that his new caretaker was going to be a robot. How do you piss off a robot? Loke had a feeling Gray would make it his personal mission to find out.

O-o

The following day found Erza at the hospital attending a meeting with Gray’s transplant team and the man Loke had put her in contact with the previous day.

“Thank you for meeting with us so quickly, Mr. Conbolt,” Erza shook the older man’s hand and ushered him into the hospital’s conference room. Inside the room, the members of Gray’s transplant team were seated at a large round table.

“Not at all, Mrs. Strauss, from what you told me on the phone your brother’s case might fit our criteria. If he can benefit from our technology, we would like to help,” Macao assured her, “I just need more details to make sure we can help each other out.”

The transplant team spent an hour going over Gray’s case, discussing daily procedures, and medications. They talked about the possibility of organ rejection based on the results of the latest batch of tests they’d performed.

The team psychologist went on at great length about Gray’s depression, survivor’s guilt and anxiety levels. She gave her approval of them moving forward with their plan, claiming it was the type of neutral interactions she felt he needed to move forward.

Erza watched Macao take notes and ask questions of various members of the transplant team. She was impressed with his thoroughness but there was something about his expression that was making her uneasy. Sure enough, after saying goodbye to the doctors he asked her if she had time for a coffee.

They walked over to the hospital’s cafeteria and Macao bought them each a steaming cup. He walked them over to a table in the back of the room. Once they were both seated, he began to speak.

“I’m going to be honest with you, this is a little more than what our current generation of robots can handle.” Noticing her crestfallen expression he quickly added, “Hold on, I’m not done yet.”

“I want to help, not just because your brother was a friend of my son’s but because I think Gray would benefit from our help. A lot of our clients are older patients whose kids don’t want to take care of them, so from that perspective it wouldn’t be a problem. The robot would be able to stay on top of his medications and any mobility issues but as far as monitoring and the psychological stuff, they’re just not that advanced yet.

Erza looked at the man in confusion. If they couldn’t help then what was he suggesting?

“However, there is one robot in particular, “ Macao looked around furtively before continuing, “You could call him the original one from which we based the technology. He is advanced enough.”

“I don’t understand.”

“He’s a prototype, a very advanced one created by a student as his thesis project,” Macao explained, “Unfortunately, the company saw the benefits to his technology and decided to use some shady verbiage in the agreement the kid had signed to claim that it belonged to them.”

Erza was not impressed with what she was hearing, as a lawyer she had half a mind to look into it herself so she was surprised to see the man burst into fits of genuine mirth.

Noticing her expression Macao hurriedly explained, “Let’s just say the student in question was not okay with that and since he couldn’t destroy his work without getting arrested, he made some modifications to his code that made the robot unreliable. And he made sure to protect the more advanced aspects of his technologies at the end of his internship. No efforts by any of our researchers have managed to unlock its secrets yet.”

“You know this student?”

“Oh yes, very well,” Macao smiled, “He’s been friends with my son for years, Gray might know him too if they hung out in the same groups. More importantly, your brother is the type of patient I know he had in mind when he designed his robot. He’s a good kid.”

“You said the robot was unreliable.” Erza pointed out, “Why would you recommend him for my brother?”

“The robot can be a bit colorful in its choice of words,” Macao explained, “Not so good for a sixty year old lady but perhaps something Gray will appreciate. As I said, this robot is much more advanced, it has diagnostic capabilities on top of everything else and it is adaptable. I’ll make sure to load him up with a psychological database before delivering him as well as uploading all the medication information I received from the transplant team. That is assuming you still want to give this a try.”

“Is the robot dangerous in any way?” Erza asked cautiously.

“No, all of the robots have numerous safeguards to protect their charges and also themselves.”

“Will I need to make any adjustments to the house?” Erza asked, her mind already made up to give this a try.

“Our engineer will install a special plug the robot can use to charge at night, but that should be it. That will be included in the fee we’ve already discussed, you’ll also have to sign a non-disclosure agreement.”

“Alright, Mr. Conbolt, those terms sound reasonable. How quickly can you have this robot delivered?”

“I can have him there in three days, we’ll need to sign the paperwork now or I won’t be able to claim it was an honest mistake that you got this robot and not another,” Macao grinned mischievously.

Erza nodded and they spent the next hour going through paperwork. She agreed to wire the fee as soon as the bank opened in the morning. They shook hands again before saying their goodbyes.

Erza remained in the cafeteria for a few minutes, absorbing the enormity of what she’d just done and praying that it worked. She hoped Gray adjusted quickly.

O-o

Gray woke up to the loud beeping of a truck backing up their driveway. He looked at his watch and when he saw it was only seven o’clock in the morning he promptly went back to sleep ignoring the noises of the staff moving stuff around the house.

He was rudely awoken some time later by a strange metallic noise in his room he didn’t recognize, the room instantly flooding with bright sunlight as someone opened the blackout curtains. Gray’s eyes teared up at the unexpected brightness, making it hard to make out who was in his room, he was able to make out a blob of pink?

Gray was further startled by a male voice he did not recognize introducing himself. “Hello, I am Dragion, your personal healthcare companion.”

A/N I’m going to be super honest, there is a lot plotted for this story but I hadn’t planned on publishing it for a while. I’m only doing so now in a bid to help the Erzajane Project. It will get updated but I would like to update some of my older stories first as they are way overdue!

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INTERVIEW THE MUSE

“Let’s just get this over with...”

► ARE YOU SINGLE?   ➭ Yes. And? ► ARE YOU HAPPY?   ➭ It’s called depression. But I mean, I guess I am more often these days? When I’m not being forced into anything like an apocalypse scenario. ► ARE YOU ANGRY?   ➭ Maybe. Maybe not. Why is that important? Can’t a girl be a little angry? ► ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL MARRIED? ➭  They never were in the first place. Small miracles, I guess.

NINE FACTS.

► BIRTH PLACE   ➭ Santa Destroy, California. ► HAIR COLOR   ➭ Platinum blonde? White? Blonde? I like the first two better, personally. ► EYE COLOR   ➭ Red. ► BIRTHDAY   ➭  January 18th. ► MOOD  ➭ Tired, but mostly down. Calm? ► GENDER   ➭  I’m... Sometimes a girl? Sometimes not? I’ll get back to you when this isn’t just a meme. ► SUMMER OR WINTER   ➭ Summer. The sunsets are the best during that time, and it feels like the days last forever. The beach is always open and there’s way more to do at night. Even if the days are hot, at least there’s a ton more sunglasses options. ► MORNING OR AFTERNOON   ➭  Mornings. Early mornings are valuable training time, duh.

EIGHT QUESTIONS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

► ARE YOU IN LOVE?   ➭  Ha. ► DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?   ➭ That doesn’t exist. What are you, a child? ► WHO ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP?   ➭ She did? She did. Yeah. If you can call it that. ► HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART?   ➭ Do you mean literally or figuratively? I’ve probably done the most obvious one. ► ARE YOU AFRAID OF COMMITMENTS? ➭ I mean, I don’t think I am. I just haven’t thought about it in a while. ► HAVE YOU HUGGED SOMEONE WITHIN THE LAST WEEK? ➭ Sure. Not in a romantic way, though. ► HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SECRET ADMIRER?  ➭ You mean people who break into the place where you’re couch surfing and monologue about how they’re going to kill you so they can take your rank? And it’s like, romantic to them because they’re a deranged man and you’re a woman, even though you’re gay? Yeah, sure. ► HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN YOUR OWN HEART?   ➭ It’s too big to break.

SIX CHOICES.

► LOVE OR LUST   ➭ I don’t mind either. I don’t think one is better than the other or anything like that, but they’re pretty equal depending on the situation and person. ► LEMONADE OR ICED TEA   ➭ Both. The ones infused with other fruit, or even like, tea lemonade? That’s what’s up. ► CATS OR DOGS   ➭  I do like dogs, but I haven’t really had the chance to pet a cat or be around one before. They look cute, though. ► A FEW BEST FRIENDS OR MANY REGULAR FRIENDS   ➭ It’s a little tiring keeping up with so many people, but I probably gravitate towards the few best friends. ► WILD NIGHT OUT OR ROMANTIC NIGHT IN   ➭ A wild night out. If I really wanted to, I could do both, but I’m not a boomer or whatever so why waste time just staying in all the time? ► DAY OR NIGHT   ➭  Both, but you can’t get sunburned at night. And night is when all the fun fights happen. There’s no daytime fight club unless you’re into masked wrestling.

FOUR HAVE YOU EVERS.

► BEEN CAUGHT SNEAKING OUT   ➭  A few times, unfortunately. I made sure I wasn’t caught ever again. ► FALLEN DOWN/UP THE STAIRS   ➭ Tripping up them when I was in a hurry, sure. That or I stepped too hard and my foot went through the steps, so I fell. ► WANTED SOMETHING/SOMEONE SO BADLY IT HURT?   ➭ Wanting someone to suffer so badly it hurt? Sure.  ► WANTED TO DISAPPEAR   ➭ Plenty of times. But sometimes, your programming and piss poor plot has other ideas.

FOUR PREFERENCES.

► SMILE OR EYES   ➭ Eyes. They’re generally more truthful than smiles. Smiles you can practice to make mean whatever you want, but it takes a special talent to do that with your eyes constantly.  ► SHORTER OR TALLER   ➭ Taller. Short girls are cute, though. ► INTELLIGENCE OR ATTRACTION   ➭ Both? Why is it one or the other? ► HOOK-UP OR RELATIONSHIP   ➭  I don’t really mind either one currently, as long as it’s stable.

FAMILY.

► DO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY GET ALONG ➭ Henry and I did, or do?, plenty. I wouldn’t mind seeing him again and catching up. He’s pretty level-headed. With Travis, it’s different. I’m not sure. There’s too many variables and too much up in the air. My mom’s dead, so I guess it makes that easy. ► WOULD YOU SAY YOU HAVE A “MESSED UP LIFE”   ➭ If you call a life that was basically made for a shock value plot twist that wasn’t dwelt upon eleven years later even “messed up,” then yes. But I feel, it’s disturbingly and sadly pretty normal. These things happen more often than people want to admit without throwing assassins or superpowers into the mix. ► HAVE YOU EVER RAN AWAY FROM HOME   ➭ During the period I was... “taken in” by my sperm donor, I didn’t really have a home. I ran away from a place that was anything but that and I didn’t look back. ► HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN KICKED OUT ➭ The closest was being asked not to come back by people I was couch surfing with, but I understand them being weirded out by all the people trying to break in to get at me during the time.

FRIENDS.

► DO YOU SECRETLY HATE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS   ➭ Oh, that’s funny. Also pretty passive aggressive wouldn’t you say? Personally, if I was just using someone to get something or using their status I suppose, I wouldn't consider them a friend.  ► DO YOU CONSIDER ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS GOOD FRIENDS   ➭  I’d like to think so, though I can’t speak for them about me. ► WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND   ➭ I don’t really think I have one right now. And if I did consider a certain person to be, I wouldn’t want to pressure them into being friends with someone older than them. ► WHO KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU   ➭ Absolutely no one. Not my creator, not my writer. There’s so much not talked about and unexplored even after I’m not broken down to an ��evil bitch” anymore. But isn’t that exciting? Just existing now gives me so many possibilities, and so many ways to change what’s already known.  

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Eneagram Health Explained Through Character Archetypes

SUBMITTED by intj-the-cynical-idealist

(Gif: Frollo in The Hunchback of Notre Dame. Unhealthy Enneagram 1.)

I’m going to open this up to criticism voluntarily (cause I know I’ll get it anyway) I’m not as familiar with some Enneagram types as I am with others, so leave some feedback on how I did. Let me know if you relate to my evaluation of you’re type, and remember that most people are a combination of traits of different types. 

If you do have criticism, I would appreciate it if you checked out this page and make sure its not simply a misconception about the type in question since there is a lot of misinformation on the internet. 

Type 1 (Basic Fear: Of being imperfect, of being “bad” or “out of balance”)

Unhealthy: (The Vigilante) 

When a type 1 cannot deal with their own flawed nature or with their inability to fix flaws that they see in the world around them, they become vindictive and brooding. Whatever their perfect ideals are (honesty, rationality, organization, efficiency, responsibility) they accuse others of being unable to live by them and prop themselves up with a delusion of being “better” than anyone else.

Healthy: (The Cool Dad)

When type 1s let go of their need for everything to be “perfect” they morph into more relaxed version of themselves. While remaining responsible, they realistically approach what they can do to improve themselves and the world around them without becoming vindictive and self destructive. Type ones in this state have no problem with letting loose and having fun…as long as everyone stays in a certain safe zone and no one gets hurt..

Type 2 (Basic Fear: Of being unloved and unwanted)

Disintegration to type 8 (The Evil Queen)

When type 2s don’t get the love and affirmation that they need, they begin turning towards manipulation to get people to “love them.” Type 2s in this state dole out calculated measures of affection…only to become vindictive when it is not properly “payed back.” They become martyrs, using their emotional instability to seek attention.

Integration to type 4: (The Healer)

When type 2s receive the affirmation that they need, they are able to develop an emotional independence that allows them to form real relationships. They become supportive pillars who, through their lack of a need for affirmation are able to use their emotional intelligence to address other peoples problems selflessly.

Type 3 (Basic Fear: Of being worthless, a failure)

Disintegration to type 9: (The Deadbeat Dad)

Without real measurable success, disintegrating type threes become deceitful and irresponsible. When they can’t live up to the image that they desire, they project it artificially, becoming a fraud. Wishing to be seen as successful and respectable, they strut and pose, filling the gaps behind the facade with lies and half truths.

Integration to type 6: (The Golden Boy)

When type threes achieve success, or at least address their need for it, they start to fully live up to their image. Whatever their chosen field (parenting, sports, business) they strive to live up to their ideal..and usually achieve it through hard work.

Type 4 (Basic Fear: Of being featureless and indistinguishable from others) 

Disintegration to type 2: (The Pretentious Emo Teen/Hipster)  

Indulging their need to feel special and unique, unhealthy type 4s put on airs, ironically requiring affirmation of their nonconformity. They artificially accentuate eccentricities and show them off to the world, hoping for either a positive reaction (you’re so special!) or a satisfyingly negative one that confirms their image of “the system” (Why won’t you be “normal?”) 

Integration to type 1: (The Artist)

When type fours become satisfied that they are distinguished from others, they begin to cultivate their personal talents for their own sake, not for affirmation of their identity. Often they become creators of some kind, pursuing a form of expression that communicates their perspective. They pursue this expression on principle, rather than as an identity crutch.

Type 5: (Basic Fear: Of being helplessly incompetent, of lacking necessary knowledge and skills) 

Disintegration to type 7: (The Recluse)

When type 5s are overwhelmed with new experiences and information, they become anxious and retreat from reality as best they can. They become unable to function without a regrouping period to gather more information and form an intellectual assessment of the situation. If type 5s cannot retreat literally when this happens, they retreat into their minds, freezing up and desperately trying to regain control by limiting the variables that must be tied down and quantified.

Integration to type 8: (The Expert)

When type 5s acquire the skills and knowledge they need, they become masters of their chosen fields (which usually involves a intellectual or mentally precise pursuit) They build complex and precise systems both consciously and unconsciously, acquiring every variable so they can fully understand, and therefore master, the task.

Type 6: (Basic Fear: Of being unsupported and alone)

Disintegration into type 3: (The Arrogant Pessimist) 

When type sixes experience betrayal and lose their trust in others, they begin to lose the ability to connect with people. Afraid of being let down again, they choose to withdraw support and tend towards a lonely and paranoid lifestyle. Unhealthy type sixes constantly need evidence that people and things are reliable, building up anxiety and imagining worst case scenarios.

Integration to type 9: (The Team Player)

When type sixes receive the support they need they develop strong relationships based on real trust. They are fiercely loyal, fulfilling their role in a system of support that they trust. Healthy type sixes create a “family” literally or figuratively. Within the family type sixes work towards mutual trust by taking on responsibility, but also allocating it to people they believe in.

Type 7: (Basic Fear: Of being trapped in pain or discomfort)

Disintegration to type 1: (The Runaway)

Lacking a safe and comfortable environment or situation, the unhealthy type 7 tends to bail out. They become overly critical and unsatisfied, either removing what they don’t like or removing themselves. They indulge themselves, becoming escapists and destructive. In their attempts to “escape” they may turn to addictive substances and habits.    

Integration to type 5: (The Patron of the Arts)

Finding pleasant and safe surroundings and experiences, the healthy type seven becomes appreciative and analytical. They closely observe with fascination and appreciation, experiencing what life has to offer with a sense of almost childish wonder.

Type 8: (Basic Fear: Of being powerless and manipulated)

Disintegration to type 5: (The Renegade) 

Feeling taken advantage of, unhealthy 8s become paranoid and violent. They take on an “us and them” mentality that creates a miniature (or not so miniature) war between the type eight and whoever is “out to get them.” Unhealthy type 8s use this rationality to justify taking extreme actions in order to subdue their perceived foe.  

Integration to type 2: (The Guardian) 

Feeling empowered and independent, the healthy type 8 feels secure enough to commit to the protection of others rather than solely their own safety. They become parental figures, standing watch over those weaker than themselves and ensuring their safety through their own strength.

Type 9: (Basic Fear: Of being in conflict with themselves, and with others, of inner and outer turmoil)

Disintegration to type 3: (The Doormat/Boot-licker)

When faced with conflict they cant resolve, type 9s often deny their own needs and perspectives in order to maintain an illusion of harmony. They let others dictate to them in order to avoid disagreement and “go with then flow,” even if they don’t like where it is taking them.

Integration to Type 6: (The Mediator)

Healthy type 9s are able to pursue real harmony and reconcile differences with reasonable compromise and understanding. The develop an understanding of their own needs, as well as the needs of others and use that information to work towards situations that are good for everyone.

Mod Note: intj-the-cynical-idealist is providing Enneagram typings for us. You can find his newest ones in the Enneagram tag.

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Eneagram Health Explained Through Character Archetypes

I’m going to open this up to criticism voluntarily (cause I know I’ll get it anyway) I’m not as familiar with some Enneagram types as I am with others, so leave some feedback on how I did. Let me know if you relate to my evaluation of you’re type, and remember that most people are a combination of traits of different types. 

If you do have criticism, I would appreciate it if you checked out this page and make sure its not simply a misconception about the type in question since there is a lot of misinformation on the internet. 

Type 1 (Basic Fear: Of being imperfect, of being “bad” or “out of balance”)

Unhealthy: (The Vigilante) 

When a type 1 cannot deal with their own flawed nature or with their inability to fix flaws that they see in the world around them, they become vindictive and brooding. Whatever their perfect ideals are (honesty, rationality, organization, efficiency, responsibility) they accuse others of being unable to live by them and prop themselves up with a delusion of being “better” than anyone else.

Healthy: (The Cool Dad)

When type 1s let go of their need for everything to be “perfect” they morph into more relaxed version of themselves. While remaining responsible, they realistically approach what they can do to improve themselves and the world around them without becoming vindictive and self destructive. Type ones in this state have no problem with letting loose and having fun...as long as everyone stays in a certain safe zone and no one gets hurt..

Type 2 (Basic Fear: Of being unloved and unwanted)

Disintegration to type 8 (The Evil Queen)

When type 2s don’t get the love and affirmation that they need, they begin turning towards manipulation to get people to “love them.” Type 2s in this state dole out calculated measures of affection...only to become vindictive when it is not properly “payed back.” They become martyrs, using their emotional instability to seek attention.

Integration to type 4: (The Healer)

When type 2s receive the affirmation that they need, they are able to develop an emotional independence that allows them to form real relationships. They become supportive pillars who, through their lack of a need for affirmation are able to use their emotional intelligence to address other peoples problems selflessly.

Type 3 (Basic Fear: Of being worthless, a failure)

Disintegration to type 9: (The Deadbeat Dad)

Without real measurable success, disintegrating type threes become deceitful and irresponsible. When they can’t live up to the image that they desire, they project it artificially, becoming a fraud. Wishing to be seen as successful and respectable, they strut and pose, filling the gaps behind the facade with lies and half truths.

Integration to type 6: (The Golden Boy)

When type threes achieve success...or at least address their need for it, they start to fully live up to their image. Whatever their chosen field (parenting, sports, business) they strive to live up to their ideal..and usually achieve it through hard work.

Type 4 (Basic Fear: Of being featureless and indistinguishable from others) 

Disintegration to type 2: (The Pretentious Emo Teen/Hipster)  

Indulging their need to feel special and unique, unhealthy type 4s put on airs, ironically requiring affirmation of their nonconformity. They artificially accentuate eccentricities and show them off to the world, hoping for either a positive reaction (you’re so special!) or a satisfyingly negative one that confirms their image of “the system” (Why won’t you be “normal?”) 

Integration to type 1: (The Artist)

When type fours become satisfied that they are distinguished from others, they begin to cultivate their personal talents for their own sake, not for affirmation of their identity. Often they become creators of some kind, pursuing a form of expression that communicates their perspective. They pursue this expression on principle, rather than as an identity crutch.

Type 5: (Basic Fear: Of being helplessly incompetent, of lacking necessary knowledge and skills) 

Disintegration to type 7: (The Recluse)

When type 5s are overwhelmed with new experiences and information, they become anxious and retreat from reality as best they can. They become unable to function without a regrouping period to gather more information and form an intellectual assessment of the situation. If type 5s cannot retreat literally when this happens, they retreat into their minds, freezing up and desperately trying to regain control by limiting the variables that must be tied down and quantified.

Integration to type 8: (The Expert)

When type 5s acquire the skills and knowledge they need, they become masters of their chosen fields (which usually involves a intellectual or mentally precise pursuit) They build complex and precise systems both consciously and unconsciously, acquiring every variable so they can fully understand, and therefore master, the task.

Type 6: (Basic Fear: Of being unsupported and alone)

Disintegration into type 3: (The Arrogant Pessimist) 

When type sixes experience betrayal and lose their trust in others, they begin to lose the ability to connect with people. Afraid of being let down again, they choose to withdraw support and tend towards a lonely and paranoid lifestyle. Unhealthy type sixes constantly need evidence that people and things are reliable, building up anxiety and imagining worst case scenarios.

Integration to type 9: (The Team Player)

When type sixes receive the support they need they develop strong relationships based on real trust. They are fiercely loyal, fulfilling their role in a system of support that they trust. Healthy type sixes create a “family” literally or figuratively. Within the family type sixes work towards mutual trust by taking on responsibility, but also allocating it to people they believe in.

Type 7: (Basic Fear: Of being trapped in pain or discomfort)   

Disintegration to type 1: (The Runaway)

Lacking a safe and comfortable environment or situation, the unhealthy type 7 tends to bail out. They become overly critical and unsatisfied, either removing what they don’t like or removing themselves. They indulge themselves, becoming escapists and destructive. In their attempts to “escape” they may turn to addictive substances and habits.    

Integration to type 5: (The Patron of the Arts)

Finding pleasant and safe surroundings and experiences, the healthy type seven becomes appreciative and analytical. They closely observe with fascination and appreciation, experiencing what life has to offer with a sense of almost childish wonder.

Type 8: (Basic Fear: Of being powerless and manipulated)

Disintegration to type 5: (The Renegade) 

Feeling taken advantage of, unhealthy 8s become paranoid and violent. They take on an “us and them” mentality that creates a miniature (or not so miniature) war between the type eight and whoever is “out to get them.” Unhealthy type 8s use this rationality to justify taking extreme actions in order to subdue their perceived foe.  

Integration to type 2: (The Guardian) 

Feeling empowered and independent, the healthy type 8 feels secure enough to commit to the protection of others rather than solely their own safety. They become parental figures, standing watch over those weaker than themselves and ensuring their safety through their own strength.

Type 9: (Basic Fear: Of being in conflict with themselves, and with others, of inner and outer turmoil)

Disintegration to type 3: (The Doormat/Boot-licker)

When faced with conflict they cant resolve, type 9s often deny their own needs and perspectives in order to maintain an illusion of harmony. They let others dictate to them in order to avoid disagreement and “go with then flow,” even if they don’t like where it is taking them.

Integration to Type 6: (The Mediator)

Healthy type 9s are able to pursue real harmony and reconcile differences with reasonable compromise and understanding. The develop an understanding of their own needs, as well as the needs of others and use that information to work towards situations that are good for everyone. 

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7/24

And if I clothe myself in shadow

Would I fade away from You?

No, even if I fall to the deepest darkness

Love surrounds me still

There is no ending to Your love

Love that holds on and and won't let go,

Love that won't leave on my own

On and On - Housefires

Today at school, someone attempted to take away her life; saddened and alarmed about what happened, it also gave me points to ponder.

1. I saw how sad the world is and how this generation is in need of so much love.

Someone taking his/her life is so rampant nowadays. Whatever might be the reason is, maybe they got tired of fighting this life we have or maybe some things are just worth quitting for, you have nowhere else to go and death you think is the ony way. Let me tell you this; beloved one, your life is worth the fight! And, ending your life will only take you to a place where there is no peace, no happiness, and never-ending suffering. You might not believe this one, but this is the conviction that I have that hell is real, and we all don't wanna go there. So, we better get going here on earth, because the prize the we have is Jesus and His sweet fellowship here. Continue reading. :)

2. Ending ones life will never be the way.

Yes, ending your life will never be the way. You might tell me or challenge me that you have prayed and prayed and prayed but you got no answer to whatever you are going through right now. You might even tell me that God isn't real. Hey, let me tell you to be grateful for unanswered prayers. Ask me why. Imagine the life you have if He answered all your prayers. Let me say that again, ALL your prayers. Done imagining how your life would be if that happened?

Just like how a machine/gadget would be fixed by the one who created it it just a snap; when all the mechanic in the world has one its best for it to work and serve its purpose. The same applies to us. We run and run to our Creator, because He knows us very well that He knitted us in our mother's womb.

Always remember to look to Jesus.

“We look away from the natural realm and we fasten our gaze onto Jesus who birthed faith within us and who leads us forward into faith’s perfection. His example is this: Because his heart was focused on the joy of knowing that you would be his, he endured the agony of the cross and conquered its humiliation, and now sits exalted at the right hand of the throne of God!”

‭‭Heb‬ ‭12:2‬ ‭TPT‬‬

3. The least that we can do for the people around us is to be kind.

“So this is my command: Love each other deeply, as much as I have loved you. For the greatest love of all is a love that sacrifices all. And this great love is demonstrated when a person sacrifices his life for his friends.” ‭‭Jn‬ ‭15:12-13‬ ‭TPT‬‬

If asking them out to come with you in your church, or even to ask someone if he/she needs prayers, being kind is to everyone is the least that we can do. We are all fighting a battle, some battles might be big for you and for some that is just a small one, and vice versa. How we engage with other people matters. Always look at the brighter side of life. When we are filled with so much positivity in our heart and life, we give the same positivity to the people around us. Be a support system to your friends, we need each other! As we are being filled by the love of our Abba in heaven, when it overflows, you just can not help but share that love to the people around you. Whenever you feel like so exhausted and so close to giving up, recharge your soul. Go back to your Creator, have someone to encourage you. As you are reading this, I pray that you will be filled we hope!

4. We MUST LET God be the Lord of our life.

No doubt in this. This should be a, yes and amen. Keep reading.

You can't say that Jesus do not understand you. For He was tested. When He was here on earth, after fasting for forty days and forty nights, Jesus was tempted. I don't know about you, but if we put ourselves to Jesus' shoe in that scenario He must be really feeling weak as well in the flesh (bec for sure His spirit is really strong bec He fasted and seek the Lord), because to not eat for forty days and forty nights is really really hard. Agree? Now, you're gonna tell me how can we relate this to suicidal thoughts? Jesus was tempted by the enemy to kill himself. Jesus had the same challenge with you, He overcame that circumstance! So, you also can overcome that. He promised that in His Word, in Jn 16:33 TPT “For in this unbelieving world you will experience trouble and sorrows, but you must be courageous, for I have conquered the world!”

As I end, WE MUST LET GOD BE THE LORD OF OUR LIFE.

“For in him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things have been created through him and for him.”

‭‭Col‬ ‭1:16‬ ‭NIV‬‬

"He existed before anything was made, and now everything finds completion in him."

‭‭Col‬ ‭1:17‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Yes, when we say that God or Jesus is the Lord of our life, we don't take control of our lives, we surrender it to Him. All that is within us, every aspect of our lives no exclusions. We let Him be the master of our mental, spiritual, physical, emotional being. He is a good and loving Father. No matter how dark we have been in our life, never picture our Abba in heaven as a judge and you as the suspect of a crime. Instead, picture Him as a Papa or a your parents here on earth who still love you unconditionally, no matter what your past and present is. You are fully known yet loved unconditionally.

With all that's been going on in our nation, this might not be a timely post for all, but for many who's battling in life mentally and emotionally. This one is for you, You matter. The finished work of Christ in the cross is the greatest gift you have in your life. Let your encounter about Him have more weight in your life than what you are facing. Keep going.

If you need prayers, just let me know. I will be so privileged to pray for you, beloved one. I might not know you, but whoever you are who's reading this, let's be good friends and from strength to strength we face the world. Let's taste and see that the Lord is good. 💕

This blog was written only out of my conviction. You are free to disagree, but don't hate. Respect.

[brotherskywalker]

Smut Wars 2024 Dear Creator Letter

Home of my Smut Wars Dear Creator Letter

Dear Creator!

Thank you so much for being my match this year! I hope you like Luke/Leia, cause, uh, that's what I like! I tried to be very broad this year with my requests. I am excited to see what you come up with. My #1 desire is that you write something you're passionate about writing. If it's Luke/Leia(/Whoever) and you were excited to write it, I am excited to get it!

I know some people like specifics, so I will go over some here, but feel free to pick and choose, mix and match, whatever from the list. Most importantly, feel free to go Alternate Universe to whatever extent you want if that helps. (Also feel free to be canon compliant.) You can do a coffee shop AU or "What if Vader didn't die?" type scenario, I am fine with either sort. The only exception is please do not write/draw "Luke raised on Alderaan, Leia raised on Tatooine" or variations of that.

My likes are just my likes, not requirements (obviously!). Please don't feel you have to include them if any of them are squicks, not interesting or too much for you. They are just here to help guide you if you want guidance.

Likes: I REALLY LIKE SEXY STORIES okay? Don't feel too shy. Let your porn fly here. Be filthy, be crass, be kinky and fun and maybe even fucked up if you want. This is SMUT WARS! Give me SMUT! Okay, enough of that... let's be more specific:

Romantic sex that’s in-character, kinky sex, incest pregnancy/kids, big incest family/lots of kids, the incest taboo ("it's wrong but we’re so compatible we can’t stop"), Luke and/or Leia getting off on the incest factor (initially or eventually), the idea that “the Force ships it” or created Luke/Leia as twins specifically so they could recombine together by having kids thus making more Jedi/Force users (it got things "wrong" with Anakin but This Time it's ttly gonna Do It Right...), plot-with-porn, porn that somehow feels like Star Wars (as opposed to just ‘a bedroom’), Force connection enhancing sex/orgasms and twins enhancing it even more, pregnancy sex/Leia being pregnant with Luke's kid(s), Leia being pregnant with Luke's kid(s) enhancing the Force/sex-connection even more, graphic/kinky/explicit sex, lactation/breastmilk consumption, top!Luke, Luke cumming inside Leia's vagina/against her cervix, cock soaking/warming (usually post-sex, not in lieu of), cervix play/penetration/dilation (painless fantasy or science stretching are both great, but aim should be extreme pleasure not pain), age gaps (I know they're twins, but what if time travel? Black hole time dilation?), big cocks (including REALLY FREAKING MONSTER BIG, don't worry, Leia can take it), two cocks in one pussy, pushing sexual limits, orgasm denial, multiple orgasms, using the Force to enhance sex, inappropriate use of the Force, Star Wars humans as not-quite-human anatomically (i.e. maybe they release sex pheromones; maybe they have slightly different sex organs; maybe women from Naboo have X type of vagina or men from Tatooine have Y types of cocks; maybe Leia could never have sex with men from Alderaan because she needed a compatible dick like Luke has, etc.), romance/romantic gestures, domestic fluff, trans man!Han, cuckold!Han, asexual!Han, soul mates/Destiny/Fated to be together, cheesy tropes written realistically/seriously, truly creative AUs, slice of life, kidfic (where the parents are still sexually active/having more kids), between the scenes/fill-in-the-blanks, fixit fics, "What if?" scenarios, time travel/multidimension.

With MMF pairings I generally like DP on the girl (anal/vaginal or two cocks in one vagina), or Luke in Leia's vagina and the other male in Luke's ass (or just watching). I generally view Luke as a top, but I think he can switch depending on the situation/partner. I could also 100% see Luke swapping back and forth between two partners penetrating them both in turn. (Han or Din or Mon or whoever bent over next to Leia as he goes back and forth between them, or magical use of the Force, magical double-Tatooine!dick, whatever.)

With MFF pairings I usually have one lady with a strap on, but I am open to whatever you want. I am not opposed to pegging, either, so long as there's also some PIV as well.

DNW:

Han. I’m sorry to say, but I'm just not a very big fan of Han. I personally feel like Han/Leia is a toxic relationship that was doomed to fail, though I am open to seeing you sell me on it. I have read and written Luke/Leia/Han, but I generally prefer him not involved. However, if he’s not part of the pairing requested, I prefer him not to be dead. Also, please do not make Leia cheat on him. An AU where they never got together is fine, or just a “we broke up” throw-away line would suffice. If he is part of the  requested pairing then you can do as you see fit--Leia/Luke allowing him into their bedroom, Han/Leia having a threesome with Luke, all three in love from the start, Han shipping the twins and getting them to admit their feelings for each other, etc. Generally I prefer Luke/Leia+Han (vs. Han/Leia+Luke), but I’m 100% okay with a happy domestic fluff thing where they all three live together. I'm also fine with Han/Luke in that regard. (I vastly prefer a true threesome vs. a V where both love Leia but not each other. Han/Luke when Leia is off on a diplomatic mission is fine, though preferably kept to a minimum in the story.)

I’m not into female anal sex (double penetration--a cock in each hole--or male-on-male anal is okay; pegging is fine but not a fav), Luke ejaculating anywhere but inside Leia's vagina (with exceptions if you write several scenes that progressively advance their intimacy, a story that goes from masturbating to sex later, or something like that), death fic of any of the main pair/trio, cheating, watersports/scat (female squirting is okay, though!), bloodplay, vore, birth control (either explicitly note they aren't using it for breeding!kink, or, if you hate incest pregnancy, just don’t mention it/prengancy possibility), racism, homophobic/transphobic anything, feminization of Luke (he is not an effeminate gay twink in my universe even if he fucks other men/is bisexual), trans!Luke (trans!Leia amab with she/her pronouns or trans!Han afab with he/him pronouns are fine; nothing against trans!Luke it is just not what I want for this ficathon this year), toxic masculinity, Reylo in any form, The Last Jedi in general, religion, EU/Legends/book or cartoon canon (I'm just not familiar with them). I don't mind you using the canon from those shows/books, just not so deeply that someone who hasn't seen them would be confused), "Luke raised on Alderaan, Leia raised on Tatooine" (nothing wrong with it, just way too over done).

Common DNW that I am not opposed to:

incest (obviously!), under age sex (as young as 13/14 pubescent is fine), rape/non-con sometimes (like a Jabba/Leia/Luke scenario, I don't want Luke raping Leia unless maybe Sith!Luke), coercion (like Dark Side!Luke coercing Leia would be okay), bestiality/monster sex, rimming/sounding (especially cervical), impregnation/pregnancy, labor/contraction/cervical dilation sex, lactation/breastmilk drinking, marriage, kidfic/curtain fic, very explicit/graphic sex (the more graphic the better!), happily ever after, super plotty AND super porny (my absolute fave). A/B/O stuff (I am not super familiar with it, but I am totally open to reading a Luke/Leia take on it).

Here are some prompt ideas for each pairing. Feel free to use or not use any of them, or parts or mix and match. Whatever inspires you.

Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker

The classic. I think most of all what I'd like to see with a pairing about them is just something different. I don't need to see them hooking up after Endor, that's been written plenty. I'd like either a What If? AU ("What if Han died in the carbonite?" "What if they were both captured by the Empire?" "What if Obi-Wan told Luke she was his sister sooner?" "What if Luke never learned they were siblings?" "What if Leia went to Dagobah with him?" "What if they hooked up before Luke discovered they were siblings?" "What if Luke got Leia pregnant after he blew up the first Death Star?" "What if Luke never met Yoda?") WHATEVER. Or something like a "coffee shop AU" if you think you can pull it off. (Not specifically a coffee shop AU, just something out of universe. It could be set in the 1970s and Luke is a midwest farm boy and Leia is a high society girl from New York; they could be mermaids; it could be fantasy; it could be a high school AU, whatever.) I love them together. I would like them to be in love with each other by the end of the story. If you have an idea for a Post-RotJ scenario, I am all for it. If you want to write a "between the scenes" thing like them hooking up between ANH and ESB or whatever, that is fine, too. I just want to push the limits when it comes to stories for them because I feel a lot of them are treading the same water. Go crazy and weird! Time travel! Dimension hopping! Crossover with something else! I just want more people to love them.

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Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Han Solo

I'd be open to anything here. I can see almost any Luke/Leia alone scenario just tweaked to add Han. I do think Han can act as a balance for Luke and Leia to keep them from spiraling too far into each other. I personally think that the Force/twin connection between Luke/Leia would make Han feel left out/third wheel, but that could also be a fun angle. How do they make him feel loved and included? ("What if... Han was secretly also Force sensitive?")

I also have a slight headcanon that Han is a trans man/super bottom, so if it tickles your fancy to write, for example, Leia with a strap on and Luke with a big dick DPing Han's ass and boypussy, I'd be all for that. I'd also enjoy Leia in his boypussy with a strap on while Luke fucks Leia's pussy with his cock, etc. or maybe just Han masturbating while watching Luke and Leia fuck because he's so impotent/whatever. Basically, anything to beta/cuck Han. (But happily!)

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Leia Organa /Din Djarin/Luke Skywalker

I am fine with this being Din/Luke where they add Leia, but my preference would be Luke/Leia that adds Din. Perhaps Grogu sets it up (cute little matchmaker). Perhaps incest is considered holy or normal among Mandalores. I like the level of trust and intimacy it would require. Perhaps Din catches them and promises them secrecy. Perhaps no one knows Luke and Leia are siblings. Perhaps it's a total AU where they're all Mandalorians! Have fun with it! (I've never read any Luke/Din stories, so if you're coming from that angle, please don't over trope it with Luke/Din fanon.)

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Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Darth Vader

"What if Vader lived?" or "What if Luke and Leia were captured?" "What if Vader raised one of the twins?" I generally prefer not to have Dark Side Luke/Leia because I think it's overdone, but if you've got a unique spin on it, I am open to it. I have often thought a path for this scenario could go Luke/Leia admit their feelings which is Obviously Wrong and Dark Side, so they give in and turn and have great incest sex, they soon discover being in love and incestuous is actually Wonderful and Right and Good, and through their love they turn to the Light side again! Vader can help facilitate all of this. I am also 200% down for Vader/Leia/Luke DP. If twincest is fine, then adding Dad shouldn't be a problem, right? Bonus points if this somehow prevents Alderaan from being destroyed.

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Lando Calrissian/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker

Maybe a domestic fic where Lando is somehow the "third" in a Luke/Leia love triangle? I think he could be less complicated than Han in a lot of ways. This could be a one-time trio, or a committed triad. I am open to either. Or even an AU! Have fun with it! Give us some Lando love. "What if... the Empire never took Bespin, Luke rejoined them and they hid out there for a few months?" Lando helps Luke build a wardrobe (but without super gay Chanel boots fanon Luke, please)? Lando is Force-sensitive? Luke is hiding from the pain of Han/Leia at Lando's and ends up telling him the truth about his feelings and Lando helps play matchmaker? Han continues being an abusive asshole to Leia and Lando and Luke put a stop to it and treat her right? Leia seduces both of them? Space sex pollen? Deep dark AU where they're all captured by the Empire and have to survive?

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Obi-Wan Kenobi/Luke Skywalker/Leia Organa

You've got options here: old Obi-Wan lives, time travel or AU with young Obi-Wan Young OR we could do the "Kenobi" series Obi-Wan. (With Luke/Leia aged up a little.) "What if... Obi-Wan lived?" is probably the obvious choice here. I am open to your interpretation. "We have to repopulate the Jedi and you're the only girl left!" could be one... Or you could say he raised them both somewhere together. Or perhaps being with them again is like being with Anakin and Padme again after so long and he is unable to control himself... Young Obi-Wan with Luke/Leia? Hot damn, yes please. However you want to make it happen, I am here for it. Bringing him to the future temporarily could be cool... a real Jedi Master to teach Luke and Leia... but I could also enjoy Luke/Leia going to the past to meet him. Are they shades of Anakin/Padme? Does Obi-Wan know who they are? It could be set post-Revenge of the Sith if you want. It could be a really convincing hologram that Obi-Wan recorded long ago, or a Force Ghost. It could be an alternate timeline/parallel universe Obi-Wan crossing over into a different dimension. It could be a total AU where somehow Obi-Wan never aged, or was always young, or hell, maybe they're all college classmates in an AU. Whatever works for me.

If you go with "Kenobi" series Obi-Wan, please age the twins to at least 13. Do you want creepy pedophile Obi-Wan? Go for it. Maybe he wants to breed Leia himself to create more Jedi. Perhaps it's a Jedi/Padawan ritual to keep them closer. Maybe he's lost his god-damn mind. Maybe he walks in on the twins innocently fooling around and jerks off. Maybe they're all captured by the Empire and Forced to do sexy things to each other. I have no idea. I'd prefer it to be less creepy and more consensual, so perhaps the twins coming on to/seducing him? "What if... just being around Force-sensitive people again is overwhelming for Obi-Wan in ways he didn't expect..." and they remind him so much of Anakin/Padmé...

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Jabba the Hutt/Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker

I think the obvious one here is the rescue of Han fails and both are captured. I would be really excited to see this done well as a slow-burn where Luke and Leia fall in love while also being forced to service Jabba, eventually resulting in them escaping after having discovered/admitted their true feelings for each other. However, if you want to do a total AU ("What if... Luke was sold to Jabba as Tatooine slave when he was a child?") or a non-stop Luke/Leia rapefest or something, I am open to it. I'd prefer a glimmer of a happy ending, but that happy ending could be them getting mindbroken fucked and stockholm'd happy with their situation. I am 100% fine with monster sex with big Hutt cocks and weird sex drugs and shit if you want to go there. Or, "What if... Jabba was actually a really great lover?" lol It'd be very nice if you can somehow work in Luke/Leia knowing they're twins in the scenario.

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Leia Organa/Finn/Rey/Luke Skywalker

Everyone lives! And has sex! I am very fond of Finn/Rey, so I think these two couples seeing reflections of each other in the opposite couple would be lovely. I am down for a big foursome, but if you'd rather write Finn/Rey and Luke/Leia that's fine. (Also fine with swapping partners, so long as there's some Luke/Leia and Finn/Rey in there.) Happy to have a parallel timeline or alternate universe where they can all happily ever after together, Force ghost sex, some missing-scene where you can get them all together somehow before they die, but also content to have Jedi magic have them briefly meet via time travel/parallel dimensios, and have sexy times, before returning them to their timelines (or not!). I am open to whatever you want. They can all be coworkers at an office and Luke is the manager and Leia his hot wife/sister and Finn and Rey two grunts. Or they can all be in the military, or they can all ride unicorns and be faery people, or on a road trip to the Grand Canyon, whatever... I am open to anything. (I think if Rey or Finn have initial "incest disgust" they should relatively quickly get over it, or just not think it's that weird in the first place.) (For added incest fun, you can also make Rey and/or Finn Luke and/or Leia's kid[s] if you want.)

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Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Doctor Who

I love Doctor Who, both the new series and classic. I went with "Doctor Who" instead of any specific Doctor because I figure that'd give us more wiggle room. My favorite Doctors are: 2nd Doctor, 4th Doctor, 5th Doctor, 9th Doctor, 11th Doctor, 12th Doctor, 15th Doctor, but you can do whichever one you feel most comfortable with. I won't DNW it, but I'd rather you didn't write the 10th/14th Doctor. (But you can if you absolutely must.) Scenarios here are pretty easy: the Doctor shows up, meddles, and seduces/gets seduced! It could be especially fun if he is the catalyst for Luke/Leia hooking up/admitting their True Feelings for one another. But I am open for anything! You could go way Alternate Universe and have them abandon the GFFA and go time traveling with him. Have fun! (Also feel free to add appropriate companions or not, your choice.)

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Leia Organa/Luke Skywalker/Mon Mothma

If you requested it because you had an idea, please go for it, but here are some ideas. Maybe Leia/Mon already have a thing and they add Luke, or Luke/Leia where they add Mon. It could be something like a classic "All three crash land on a planet during a diplomatic mission and have to fuck to convince the aliens they're legit" or "Magical space pollen made them do it." I am totally open. I would LOVE to see Mon get some loving. ("What if... Mon was secretly a swinger and invited the twins into her secret sex cabal?")

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FOR TREATS: Obviously anything is fine! I love treats! Give me 100 words of a simple Luke/Leia BJ and I'll be stoked.

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Thanks for reading! Like I said, feel free to mix and match any of those ideas. Feel free to ignore them. Come up with your own. I mostly want loving Luke/Leia and however you give that to me I will be happy. I think I'd be happier with some of the most weird or bizarre scenarios than the more straight forward "they had sex after the medal ceremony", but if that's what you've got in you, go for it.

Can't wait to see what you do! Also feel free to ask me anonymous questions/clarifications if you need/want! Also, I have written a lot of Luke/Leia stories on Ao3 so feel free to browse through those to get an idea of what I like.

Thank you so much!