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1031am · 5 months ago

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have classes today & they arent even the ones with the hot ta. fuck my baka life etc i guess.

#whatever im going but i dont want to #there are days when im so dolphins jumping and sniling with rainbows in the bg about being an art student #then other days i....#well. i'm less than sapient abt it.#like i DONT WANNA go to my stupid design class and my stupid photo class fuck hgrrr *kicks rocks*#its fine i just started therapy again on monday and it really fucked my shit uppp i am feeling so many things none of them desirable #and i just have to sit here like. grins :) until next monday then i get to do it again!!!#if i ever start repressing shit again its over like this is so much fucking work dude damn #txt #the hot ta bit is irrelevant i just wanted to mention that i like looking at him <3

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soranker · 8 months ago

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98 lovemail doodles >_<

#trigun #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #nicholas d wolfwood #i was able to convince my friend to start 98 after we got back from AX HAHA and so i wanted to doodle the gang again ^_^#it's so funny how i always draw trimax ww super grumpy but then my 98ww is always such a goofy goober BAHAHA #trimax ww is still pookie to me tho dont get it twisted!!! ^_^#but yeah it's fun to decide how i want to differentiate between the different versions of ww #also i love 98 meryl so much she is so let me speak to the manager core (heart eyes)#and the color palette for vash i referenced from the lost july episode bc I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH THE COLORS IN THE PLANT STATION SCENES #idk what it is abt it but it tickles my brain. so pretty T__T #man im fr that type of artist who is posting different versions of the same drawings on different platforms LOL #but yall on tumblr and ig get it better imo hehe. when i post on twitter im like fucket whatever #i usually dont post on tumblr/ig until a day or two later so by then i make a couple of changes/finish stuff/color stuff #so here u go enjoy the colored versions of these doodles HAHA

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heartorbit · 4 months ago

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happy halloween! 🎃🐈‍⬛👻🐇

#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wxs #wonderlands x showtime #polysho #enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back #but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown #so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME #once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo #to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE #im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh #i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen #also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume #so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny

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umblrspectrum · 1 month ago

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how do lighting and shading work

#ok so remember that tag on my last post where i said i didnt feel like drawing drones #i lied the motivation to do it manifested out of literally nowhere #i saw the quote written down and knew i had to do something with j and tessa #just colored and whatchamacallit'd the first panel cause i felt like it #ive been trying to figure out how lighting and all that works #cause ive been focusing on like. exclusively lineart for the past 2 years #my skills at the other parts of art are kinda lagging behind #second panel was drawn in like 5 minutes cause i wanted to use the second half of the quote #dont think too hard about the implications of the scenario just roll with it #im slightly improving at drawing j #stupid haircut is so difficult to stylize for No Reason but i think i got a handle on it #for now #the first panel is looking off the more i look at it so im going to stop doing that and wrap this up #art #murder drones #murder drones j #serial designation j #murder drones uzi #uzi doorman #crowzi #im including that one #flesha technically #cynessa #whatever you wanna call her #tesscyn #shes got too many names

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arsenicflame · 9 months ago

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Bonus round! Do you use a queue tag?

#ive been super curious about this because people seem to have really strong opinions on the queue! so many people seem to HATE it #but i love using the queue! i dont really know exactly why i like it so much- i started using in like... 2016 and its a fundamental part of #my tumblr experience now. i think i started off just using it for offline hours so id hit most my american mutuals (/ for aes posts)#but these days basically everything goes in my queue (cept time sensitive things & like. current hype and original posts-#anything 'normal' posting is in the queue)#idk it feels. nice to me! i like to spread out my posting and not rb 30 things in half an hour and then disappear for the rest of the day #esp since my spaces are so circular- the same post runs on my dash a dozen times minimum. and i get to put it on ur dash a week late!!!#and its so nice to have small interactions with mutuals in incompatible timezones; to open up my notifications in the morning #and go: oh! my friends were here <3 #its such a Part of the tumblr experience for me i dont think i could ever truly change now. maybe switch to timed queueing #but my availability changes so much i prefer to just. know i guess #but (i am so sorry for all that) im curious about how other people feel!!!!!! itd be so interesting to hear abt why people do/do not like i #i know some people like the experience of spamming and going. some people think it makes this seem to much like influencing or whatever #everyone has their reasons and i want to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#nyxtalks #poll #queue #no see answers option because you must fall into one of these

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kagoutiss · 11 months ago

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pelican town, ‘72

#stardew valley #stardew valley spoilers #sdv #sdv spoilers #grandpa #mister qi #mr. qi #idk how dates work in stardew universe im just bullshittin #i love qi’s huge fucking eyebrows you dont notice them at first but theyre there #(gives our collective grandpa a ponytail) i think he had one. whatever #’why isnt mister qi blue’ my hc is he is blue from long-term iridium supplementation #and was originally just a regular person #but also it’s nice to see ur fav be like a normal human color #if u read tag essays tho consider this:#qi discovers secret to immortality (consuming iridium in a specific manner)#wants to share discovery with his farmer (player’s grandpa) and in that way. they will have all the time in the world to build #a perfect farming/business empire whose legacy will last forever and ever and theyll be 2gether forever #but it turns out. like a lot of normal people would. his farmer does not want to live forever #and obv he doesn’t #in an attempt to try not to ever lose the thing that means more to him than anything else in the world. qi inadvertantly ensures he will #because his farmer is dead. and he’s going to live forever #but. it’s kind of ok. because he has infinite money and was able to figure out how to talk to his dead bf #and now YOU help them fulfill their joint goal of making the farm’s legacy last forever #smile. heart #sobbing

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arcanegifs · 3 months ago

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rewatch the show yall. it gets even better if you do.

#personal tag #good morning im still sadly exhausted so i’ll probably make gifs later instead #but please rewatch the show. i too missed some nuances when i was watching it as i was so overwhelmed with what was happening #yall have rewatched s1 a bunch of times. do the same for s2.#god i hate seeing all the negativity in my dash but i get why ppl are also disappoint but i still dont think it warrants the hate #remember to watch it to enjoy the media and not because you want to see what you want to see. watch it for what it is and dont get clouded #on whatever expectation you have and you will get a clearer judgment of the show #and read some analyses of the bigger brain people. im sure theres going to be more getting published as the days to by.#anyways gn im going back to sleep #i’ll make more things when im free

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painfordays · 1 year ago

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Being the only disabled person in a friend group is like. Argues against mental age for 30 minutes without achieving anything because they will die if they cant call developmentally disabled adults 6 year olds. Feel guilty for cancelling plans for disability reasons and making up a lie so you dont have to tell the truth. Get called a cripple after explaining your symptoms. Get told nothing is ever the doctors fault because they work soooo hard and you're just not persistent enough. Realize the only way theyd ever do even minor caregiving tasks for you is if they were paid. Spend an hour arguing against eugenics. Listen to someone talk about a group of disabled people and with every sentence it gets more obvious they never interacted with anyone from this group personally. Get compared to peoples elderly relatives. Get -

#i want to burn it all down ♡-♡ [head explodes]#actually disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #ableism #casual ableism #abledsareweird #also whatever you do dont tell me to just get better friends im a rural mf this is the best i managed to find in this village:))#and somewhat frequent socializing is sadly required for my mental health to not go fully off the rails so pls. shut up

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dreamsy990 · 2 months ago

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just made a post about kh making like half the cast clones so heres some clones for you

#doodles #roxas #xion #vanitas #repliku #GOD i need to draw repliku more i love him sm #kingdom hearts #messing around w how i draw these guys here #replikus hair isnt how i normally do it but i think i actually like it;;;;#maybe too long though #thats more like. kh2 riku hair length #also im drawing the heart ahoges a bit differently #so theyre easier to color #i think they read more like hearts like this also?#ALSO vanitas and ventus have like. half hearts that go together #but i dont think it read that way the way i was drawing them before #idk i dont have like. reference sheets for how i draw characters but after drawing them a few times i tend to do the same thing #which is why i have very similar lineart but different coloring usually when drawing them #.unless im colorpicking from an old drawing #which usually happens when i dont want to spend 5 minutes straight trying to get a skin tone that doesnt look weird lmaoo #whatever this is silly take some clones #roxas and repliku are my favs <333 #i love xion and vanitas too though

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lucabyte · 7 months ago

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heres your highly requested fluff you fucking animals

#this is all youre getting now SCRAM. we're back to the socratic dialogues after this #anyway this whole game was about how family can be a hodge-podge of whatever you want idk why people keep nuclear-family-itising isafrin #im not accusing anyone of anything i just think its odd that we're not just immediately making that family unit 8 people big minimum #with zero deliniation between the roles shared between 'birth parents' and the other ones. just seems odd to draw those lines #mirabelle isabeau and loop fight for the title of mother: GO #anyway claps my hands together these are the extents of my thoughts here i dont do fankids thats too far into the future for me.#way too many variables. cant extrapolate shit. aint my wheelhouse. this is just here for the joke that loop is a walking baby sensory video #isiloop #sloopis #isat #isat spoilers #isat loop #isat siffrin #isat isabeau #doodlebyte #i think so confidently calling loop a sensitive insecure fucker gets to merit the spoilers tag. and also idk man it just feels it in nature

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iknowicanbutwhy · 10 months ago

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@chipper-smol I couldn't get the thought out of my head of dragon loop flying on unfamiliar wings away from their problems because obviously that's why they have them haha ha ha