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megs-mostly-past-random-fandoms · 4 years ago

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Spies Can’t Catch Feelings

Based on this request: I haven’t seen any requests for Peaky Blinders yet. Can I request a Tommy Shelby fic where the reader has been kind of like a spy for him and she kinda has feelings for him but also finds herself falling for Alfie too??

Here you are! *Familiar Characters are NOT mine!*

Fandom: Peaky Blinders

Warnings: Angst (no fluff here folks), unrequited feelings, mentions of smoking(it’s Peaky Blinders), mentions of spying and potential death, I think that’s it, but let me know if I missed something.

Pairings/Characters: Tommy Shelby x fem!reader(platonic-ish), Alfie Solomons x fem!reader (platonic-ish)

As soon as you were back home, you let out a sigh. You removed your coat and walked to the parlor, only to scream when you saw someone sitting there. "Bloody hell, Tommy!" you shouted when you realized it was none other than Thomas Shelby sitting in your parlor. "What are you doing here?" you snapped, causing him to raise a brow. He didn't like it when you used that tone, but he'd scared you half to death.

"You haven't rang. I was worried." You let out a snort of laughter. "You don't get worried, Thomas. You want your information. I told you before, when I have anything of note, I'll ring. Other than that, don't come sneaking into my house. Alfie Solomons hasn't lied to you so far. Not from what I've seen. I have free reign of that office. Everything appears legitimate as far as I can tell. At least where you and the Peaky Blinders are concerned."

Tommy rose gracefully from his seat and came over to you. In your personal space. You bit back the happy sigh that threatened to escape you. You couldn't let your feelings be known yet. Not while you were in the thick of things with Alfie. You were Tommy's spy and spies can't catch feelings. Except, you'd had feelings for Tommy long before he ever asked you to spy for him.

"Find whatever you can on him so we can bring you home, Y/N." He placed a hand on your shoulder and gave it a small squeeze. "I'm counting on you." With that, he left you home while your heart threatened to beat out of your chest. He had been so close. Close enough you could smell the gun powder and cigarette smoke on him. His lips had been right there and part of you wanted nothing more than to kiss him. You let yourself get lost in the fantasy for a bit before shaking your head and going about your personal business and going to bed. You had work the next day after all.

You didn't mind working for Alfie. He really was a great employer. Sure, he had a temper, but he never let it loose on you. In fact, he kept you safe from the leering eyes of the other men in his "bakery". He didn't talk often, but once he got going, he was a great person to talk to. He was so intelligent and even funny sometimes. And you had to be honest, sometimes, when he stared at you, his eyes bore into your soul and sent shivers down your spine. But mostly, you were happy being friendly with your current employer.

In fact, you were starting to have second thoughts about spying on him for Tommy. Your mind kept comparing the two of them while your heart bounced between them. You could easily admit that you had feelings for Tommy. You had for a while now. Alfie was a different story. You knew you felt something for him, but you didn't know what. Surely you couldn't be falling for Alfie too. Could you?

*the next day *

"You alright?" You nearly jumped out of your skin when you heard Alfie's voice. You hadn't realized you'd been zoned out. "Sorry. Yeah, I'm fine. Just…lost in thought I guess." You let your gaze meet his and he gave you the closest thing you'd get to a smile from him. "Go on home then. You've done more than enough for today. Get some rest, Miss Y/L/N." You laughed a bit.

"How many times must I ask you to call me Y/N?" He smirked and replied that until you called him Alfie, he'd continue calling you by your last name. You loved the easy banter between the two of you. It brought about a warmth in your chest and butterflies in your stomach that was different from the feeling you got around Tommy.

"Alright, I'll go. But I'll be back bright and early tomorrow. Goodnight, Alfie." You could feel Alfie's eyes on you as you grabbed your handbag and your coat. "Night, Y/N." You smiled and left. Part of you thought about sneaking back later, but the more rational part of you knew that, even if he were up to something nefarious, he wouldn't keep evidence in his business. Not where anyone could see anyway. Based on everything you'd seen and heard, he really wasn't out to get Tommy. So, you ignored that nagging voice and went about your business. As it would happen, that was the wrong thing to do.

Once again, Tommy was in your parlor when you arrived home. Only this time, he was glaring at you with such venom, you nearly shirked away. "What are you doing here, Thomas?" you asked as you removed your coat. Tommy stamped out his cigarette in the ashtray you kept out for him.

"You...lied to me." Your brows furrowed and you tilted your head to the side as you studied his face. Whatever he was talking about was obviously serious. At least to him. "What are you talking about?" Tommy stood, placed a hand in his pocket, and called out, "John. Bring 'im here." You glanced over your shoulder to see John nearly dragging a beat-up Arthur Shelby into the parlor.

"What the hell happened to you?" you asked, moving to help. A glare from John and the sound of Tommy clearing his throat stopped you. "What do you think happened, Y/N?" Tommy asked, "You're a smart girl. You can put two and two together." You whirled around to face him again. "You think Alfie did this?! Are you stupid? Alfie wouldn't do this. He's been honest with you from the beginning, Tommy. This was probably the Italians."

"I sent Arthur to check on your progress this afternoon. That was where it happened. This is Solomons' work. I just can't prove it." You felt your knees shaking as he took a step toward you. "Now, either you didn't know and I can let you off with a slap on the wrist for being stupid. Or you did know and I kill you now before you can betray us again. I just need to know which. So…which is it?"

"I-I don't know anything. I swear. Alfie…he didn't do this as far as I'm concerned." Tommy regarded you for a moment, trying to decided whether or not he believed you. After what seemed like an eternity, he spoke again, "You're protecting him. That's why you've given me nothing these past months. The question is why?" You swore your heart was going to beat right out of your chest.

"I'm not, Tommy. I swear. I haven't done anything to betray you or your family. If Alfie did this, he kept his plan close to the vest. There was never any sign that he would-" You weren't stupid. You knew Alfie would do something like that if provoked, but not out of the blue. But you couldn't tell Tommy that. He'd never believe you.

"You let us down," Tommy said in response, "Do you know what we do to those who betray us?" You narrowed your eyes and tried to fight back tears. You couldn't believe that the man you had been falling in love with was talking to you like this. "Don't you dare threaten me, Thomas Shelby. I did NOT betray you, but God knows I wish I had now!" Tommy's usually stoic mask twisted into an expression of rage.

"We're leaving. But know this, if I ever lay eyes on you again," he began, pulling a bullet out of his pocket, "I will put this bullet right in your heart." You clenched your fists at your sides. Your heart was breaking and you wanted to slap yourself at your own foolishness. How could ever think Tommy would love you? The man had no heart.

Taking a deep breath, you stared Tommy directly in his eyes and said, "And if I ever see you again, I'll put one between your eyes. Now, get out." Your entire body was shaking as the three men left your home. As soon as the door closed behind them, you sank to your knees on the plush carpet and let yourself cry. How had things gone so badly so suddenly? The only good thing was that it was over. Well, almost. Now, you needed to resign from Alfie's bakery before he found out everything.

The next morning, you were in Alfie's office first thing. He stared at you with those eyes and you almost couldn't speak. "Resignation?" he asked and you nodded. Once again, you were fighting back tears. You just couldn’t understand how you had been so stupid, falling in love with not one, but two notorious criminals. That was why spies couldn't catch feelings. It never worked out. You knew that. Too bad your heart hadn't. "Y-Yes. I think it's for the best." You turned to leave. When your hand was on the knob, Alfie spoke up again.

"This is about Tommy Shelby, ain't it? About the job he asked you to do?" You froze instantly as fear gripped you. You turned slowly to meet his gaze once more. "I beg your pardon?" Alfie sat back in his chair with a slight grunt. "Tommy Shelby sent you here." You let go of the knob and turned back to him with your head down.

"Yes. How long have you known?" Alfie leaned forward again, resting his elbows on his desk, but you could still feel his eyes on you. "Since Arthur Shelby came poking around yesterday." Your head shot up. "Did you do that to him?" Alfie sighed. "That, pet, was an unfortunate accident, weren't it? He stumbled into something he wasn't supposed to. If I hadn't done it, Sabini and his men would've killed him."

"I didn't tell them anything!" you suddenly cried before slapping your hands over your mouth. Alfie stared at you for a second then, he began laughing. "I know, pet. Not that you could've. There's nothing to tell, is there? I didn't betray Tommy. Neither did you." You scoffed and rolled your eyes. "Tell that to him. He thinks I did and that I'm protecting you. Threatened to shoot me." Alfie's brows drew together. "Now why would he think that?"

"Maybe because I'm falling in love with you and too stupid to hide it." Your eyes widened as Alfie took in your surprise admission. "I, uh, I-nevermind. I need to leave now before I embarrass myself further." With that, you threw open the door and ran from Alfie, cursing yourself all the way home. You didn't know what was going to happen next, but you were almost certain neither of the men you had feelings for were going to be a part of your life anymore.

(a/n: I hope you enjoy it!)

#peaky blinders #thomas shelby #tommy shelby #thomas shelby x reader #alfie solomons #alfie solomons x reader #tommy x reader #alfie x reader

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say-writes-sometimes · 4 years ago

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"So maybe I am jealous"

Nathan Young x Reader

Word Count: 1.7k

Warnings: nothing really but slight language, heavy kissing

a/n: This is just Nathan getting jealous when you go to the bar, he starts getting a little possessive

This is my first Nathan Fic so yeah, constructive criticism is definitely wanted 💛

As you were cleaning the windows of the community center you were not oblivious to the glances Nathan threw at you. This had been going on for a while now and you were desperately waiting for him to finally make a move. He was usually too cocky for his own good, but when you actually wanted him to be honest and upfront he kept his pretty lips sealed.

You thought your hints were quite obvious, the way you laughed at his bad jokes and smiled at his disgusting antics. Nathan didn't seem to pick up on all of this though.

Wiping down the soapy window, you spied a young man walking through the community center looking around rather lost. You walked past Nathan, sparing him a lingering gaze he didn't notice and stalked through the double doors into the community center.

-"hey, I saw you wandering around in there multiple times, uhm anyway can I help you find your way?"

-"yeah that would be nice. This place is like a labyrinth and I keep on walking the same halls over and over again"

-"oh, believe me I know. Where can I guide you... ?", you asked noticing you didn't know his name yet and letting your sentence drifting off into nothingness.

- "I'm sorry, it's Ken, I am looking for Sally, do you happen to know her?"

-" I'm [y/n]. I know Sally, she must be wandering around here somewhere doing whatever she does all day long, but I can show you to her office if you like?"

-"Thank you [y/n], you are my saviour!"

You chuckled lightly at his comment and started to lead him to Sally's office, still smiling softly to yourself. Ken was a good looking young fella, there was no denying that. Easy conversation flowed between the two of you as you passed the window the other five were currently cleaning. You could feel their gazes on you as you passed. Nathan's eyes followed you far longer down the halls than you would have expected.

-"What is she doing there with that twat?", Nathan exclaimed rather irritated.

-"What do ya think, dickhead, she's talking to him", Kelly stated matter-of-factly while rolling her eyes at Nathan. His thoughts kept bothering him. He didn't know why he was so irritated by you hanging around with another guy, it's not like there was something going on between them, was there?

You arrived Infront of the office doors and saw Sally sitting inside talking animately on the phone.

-"I should get going before she sees me. I don't want to get any more work put on my shoulders today. See yah around sometime?", you said hurriedly, really not wanting Sally to catch you there when you had work to finish.

-"wait!", Ken called out to you as you turned around, "would you like to go out for a drink tonight?", he finished, his cheeks starting to glow in soft hues of red. His smile stayed on, though, and turned quite cheeky. He was up for mischief and you most definitely knew it. He actually had the balls to ask you out, unlike the guy you set your eyes on. Getting your mind of Nathan for a night won't hurt right?

-"yes I would like that"

-"I will meet you here at seven then [y/n]?"

You agreed before bidding your goodbyes and hurrying back to the windows, smiling goofily.

"Mind telling us who the guy was [y/n]?", Alisha asked smirking, nudging a very grumpy looking Nathan.

"Uhm, that was Ken, wanted to talk to Sally I guess", you answered, unsure where this conversation would lead.

"he looks like he could give you right a good time, you know?", Alisha added, evil smirk broadening, splitting her face.

Nathan grumbled a quiet "I'm done" under his breath while turning to leave.

"I might find out t'night, we're going out for a couple pints at the bar later", you answered not knowing whether or not you wanted Nathan to hear about your plan. The question answered itself as soon as you finished when Nathan twirled back around, eyebrows pulled together and exclaimed: "Oh really? Have fun shaggin' the bastard then tonight". You noticed the sarcastic tone in his voice and for a split second you thought you heard a pinch of pain in his voice, but the thought disappeared as soon as Nathan stomped away.

"What's the matter with 'im?", Kelly wondered out loud. The answer was unknown to you all, Kelly probably hearing your thoughts trying to put the pieces together.

Later in the locker room you took your time, hoping to get a moment alone with Nathan but he seemed to be too much in a hurry to get away from you. He did not look back, he didn't even say goodbye to anyone that day. You tried to shrug it of as well as you could while changing out of your orange jumpsuit.

At seven sharp you reached the Community Center and saw Ken already waiting for you, looking at his watch absentmindedly. As you reached him you couldn't help but smile. He was dressed in Jeans and a dress shirt. You looked out of place dressed in your usual jeans and sweatshirt.

-"You look lovely tonight [y/n]", Ken beamed at you.

-"Thank you, you don't look too shabby yourself there", you answered, slightly blushing at his words.

You walked to the bar close to each other but not quite touching. Smalltalk flooded the cool evening air and you welcomed the comfortable heat inside the bar he chose, as you stepped over the threshold.

He was the definition of a gentleman all throughout the date. Polite, charming. But something put you off, it seemed forced and not genuine. Nonetheless you enjoyed yourself and you had a good time.

He walked you home that night, confidently grasping your hand, his grip was tight and not comforting at all, but you brushed it off. When the two of you arrived at your doorstep you lingered for a few moments.

-"so this is it. That's me right here."

The moment you said that Ken leaned down and his face closed in on yours. Shocked and overwhelmed by his sudden action you turned your head away. His lips brushing your cheeks instead. He pulled away, "when will I see you again?", he sighed.

-"soon", was the only thing you muttered as you turned and opened your door, slipping inside and leaning against the closed door, letting out the breath you held.

As you walked to Community Service early the next morning you thought back to the little date you had the night prior. Even though it brought a slight smile to your face and a glow to your skin, it also made you shiver slightly.

Last night after the community service Nathan left the locker room as fast as he could. He didn't want to talk to [y/n] then, he doesn't want to now either. In his tiny mind you chose that bastard over him. So that night he sat alone on the balcony, letting his legs tumble down swinging them lightly. He had pizza that night, but the knot in his stomach didn't let him finish it. He himself couldn't tell what was wrong. A scowl decorated his usually carefree face.

"Ken? What's that for a Barbie doll shit name?", he mumbled to himself. But there is no way he could be jealous of that wanker.

Nathan looked into the mirror. He had it all, face, body hell his hair should be enough to sweep [y/n] of her feet.

He was back to his cocky self when you entered the locker room, slight spring in your step and a gentle smile tugging at your lips.

"Hey there, how are you today?", you greeted him, trying to sound casual.

"Amazing, why wouldn't I be ? How was your date with Barbie?", he bit back.

"Is somebody jealous?", you teased wondering where this new found confidence came from.

"Why would I be jealous of him? I mean have you seen him? Have yah seen me? ", Nathan replied hastily, you could see his tough exterior faltering slightly.

"Nathan, I think you are", you were getting more and more sure of yourself, some might even say you were getting cocky.

"So yeah maybe I am jealous but what does that matter anyway now? You got that dickhead with ya now", he didn't even try to hide his sarcastic tone.

"Who told you that, I am nobody's property", you told Nathan as you stepped closer to him, "I think you're cute when you're jealous, Nathan".

"I am not cute [y/n], do you want me to proof that to yah?", Nathan , now smirking, closed the distance between the two of you. You backed up against the cold metall of the locker with a thud. His green eyes bored steadily into yours, occasionally flicking to your slightly parted lips. You were at a loss for words at his sudden boldness, but you weren't complaining. This was what you were waiting for all along. As your thoughts tumbled around your mind, Nathan leaned in an captured your lips with his. Slowly at first but the kiss grew heated fast.

Your heart rate exhilarated, and both of your breaths grew heavier. You pulled away to get a gasp of air into your lungs. One of Nathan's hands rested next to your head and the other softly at your hips. Your foreheads leaned against eachother as you caught your breaths.

"You don't know how long I've been wanting to do that and way more to you", Nathan breathed out. "Yeah, me neither", you contered, chest still heaving heavily. Without any more words you leaned back in, continuing where you left off. Tounges battling for dominance exploring each others mouths thoroughly. Nathan's narrow hips started to grind against yours, eclicting a soft moan from you, harmonizing with his low grunt. You totally lost yourself in him when the sound of the heavy locker room door destroyed the atmosphere.

"Oh .. my god... That is disgusting", Kelly exclaimed, "what do you think you're doing in 'ere?"

"I was just showing [y/n] there that I am not cute, and was about to give her a demonstration of the beast that is now awake", Nathan said while biting his lip and suggestively winking in your direction. You blushed, the taste of him still lingering in your mouth, leaving you wanting more. To be continued, you hoped.

#robert sheehan character fic #imagines #oneshots #jealousy #misfits #robert sheehan #nathan young

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ofphcenixes · 6 years ago

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BLUE & LIBBY - text thread 001

texts from 3:55pm to 7:01pm

blue

hey lib. (: havent talked today. just wanted to drop in and see if u were doin alright i have memes if u need them

libby

i mean, technically we did talk. i reminded you of the moment the world stood still: when valentine and you made contact (1) time. are you okay though? you seem a little, weird

blue

i maintain that valentine was an alien in a spider suit that wanted to destroy me but u know what I mean djdjdjd just chats between us. the gc has been a june holden fest lately lmao hope it works out for them tho anyways i am always weird in ur eyes djdjhd. but im fine. shit was crazy that night and we never really got to talk about what happenedand if u wanted to talk i just want u to kno im here ABOUT NADIA bc yeah kdjdjjd

libby

don't talk to me or my son ever again yeah, wow, okay so holden stayed over the night. i only know that because i saw his stuff in her room? i think she mentioned that like, it was a one time thing but i feel like... he might be coming over again which.. is Interesting oh. yeah, no i think i'm okay. i guess just in shock. june is very broken up over it, so i'm doing my best to be a good pal, and bring loads of ice cream and kisses. /: do you wanna talk? about nadia? i know that she like, meant something to you

blue

ok good luck getting me to stop talkin to u but as for valentine? bye Felecia! is that right. hmm well he doesn’t seem like much is goin on so maybe they were just,, hanging out. bringing a bag over is pretty damning tho. and if he does come over and u see him tell that bih he owes me $ bc he ate my fucking chorizo salad ): r u proud lib?? I ate a salad by choice well I would have if Holden wasn’t a lil birch bitch DONT CENSOR ME fuck. im sorry. ): i actually wanted to see june today tbh. but if u need anyone pls let me know alright? id skip practice if u needed me, lib WELL. i mean ok i was sorta close with her in middle school and she’s always been a friend and I just. I’m just fucking numb tbh. I really can’t believe it

libby

i'll have you know that valentine died shortly after my 18th birthday so ): idk idk, why would they hang out in her room if they were "hanging out"? like they have history. i feel like thats, a little too ... suspicious given the context. in a good way though. like i hope it works out theyre both so miserable without each other. oh my god!! look at you go! so proud of you, dude! ( even if you never got to it lmao ) no, no, it's okay. june needs all the support she can get, and i don't wanna impede. i'm really fine, i just sort of need to accept it and i guess reflect on how terrible it is. she was a really sweet person and fuck i really cant believe any of it i guess

blue

fuck what kdjdjdnd I thought valentine just yeeted shit that’s not a good way to put it fuck but. im sorry lib ): ok I take it back Valentine was alright. still scared the fuck out of me tho all i know is that if i loved someone as much as holden loves june, i wouldn’t let you go **THEM fuck Damn phone Typos Djdjhdi can’t believe u make me eat green stuff its truly CRUEL whomst? I only know nadia just didn’t fucking deserve any of this. shit even daisey didn’t. i just want to protect everyone and i don’t know HOW it goes without saying that im happy to be ur uber driver for the indefinite future

libby

no omg, i took good care of my boy. idk what happened, they can live up to like 15 years so i was pretty bummed tbh. i was a bad mom he appreciates your support from the grave though i mean, i guess. but not everyone you love is going to love you back, i think that's where holden's at. not everyone wants to be clung to, and june seems reluctant besides, you know all about that. holden, the love of your life, loves june. how sad it's good for you!!! i'm helping i ... feel so badly for both of them. i can't imagine how their families must be feeling, fuck. i hate this. i'm moving to spain ah, dude you don't have to do all that. you probably are busy with practice, and holden, and work. thank you tho

blue

im sure ur a great mother. ): but still valentine was lucky to have u. and im sure he misses u in his weird spider heaven web of flies and whatever it is spiders like idk ill dm peter parker and find out i mean... guess that’s true. I suppose I dont get to see how june feels most of the time. i just wish they’d talk about it and sort it out at least. they both deserve to be happy holden is the loml that is true aksjjsjd. holden has enough room for both me and june in his heart. so i mean technically i can love someone else too?? but enough about that lmfao you definitely are helping. even coach has noticed dkdjd. making me better without even trying u can’t move without me who’s gonna get me free popcorn ): you’re just as important as practise and holden to me, lib.

libby

god, i miss him. you think the girls would be mad if i bought another one? like, to keep in my room. i know! they're both obviously still in love, you can tell. i can't wait for them to overcome this and get to be together. also, im grateful for the amount of sleep i'm able to get now that... the room next to mine is less loud welp, i hope you find someone who is willing to share you with holden lol oMG, REALLY? IDK WHY THAT MADE ME IRRATIONALLY HAPPY LOL. WE CAN GET SALAD LATER let's go, we'll go to spain and take on a new identity. we can live along the coast and work in a bakery or something. get a puppy don't show holden that text he might cry. but dsjflk thank you, you're very important to me too. kinda my best pal

blue

u would have to ask. but if you did get another what would u call it? thanksgiving? funnily enough valentine is only a few weeks away. a sign?? i mean fuck ive known holden for years and can confirm he is happiest when he’s with june. when she’s not roasting him at least lmfao. and if my MasterPlan works im afraid things will get bad again djdjdj. I can take one for the team and try to get them to come over here tho - u don’t need to deal with that shit i hope i do too tbh. and who would I want it to be u ask? that’s right. danny devito. LETS NOT GET TOO CRAZY IVE ALREADY HAD THREE VEGETABLES THIS WERK AND ITS ONLY TUESDAY. I think it’s popcorn time 8) bold of u to assume i know where Spain is dkdjdjdjdj well he’s gonna catch on soon enough we spend every day together at this point lol

libby

i was gonna name this one patrick, after st patricks day actually lol. yes you know what's also approaching that is more important? your birthday! i know, it doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure that out. he's v much a relationship kinda dude, actually bc he's also kinda slutty lol. but even june is sad and its just, SO HARD. i hate when people are clearly, happiest together are like, nO IM GOING TO PROLONG THE MISERY. i feel like we're in a rom-com. how do we get them back together? i'll let him know. my v-day gift from me to you oooo, should i get the skittles ready too then? popcorn is kinda of a veggie if you think abt it omg, okay well now you can't come with me. offer rescinded. im going with the hot cop lslsfkjdjkldfs i mean its not like we're doing anything weird, so its okay, right?

blue

ur so cute wtf. although if u did do this i hope u know im calling him patrick star. also how the fuck do u tell if its a female or a male spider theyre so small and gross. fuck it is too lol. i dont have any money so im gonna let ppl down on the party front lmao. ud still come tho, right? how can he be both slutty and relationshippy. like not to be weird bc i know hes ur cousin and all dkfjgg but he doesnt.. have people over anymore. unless hes someone learned not to stomp around the house WHICH I DONT BELIEVE. and ha hA im already on plan 384 to get them back together get on my level lmao. we just gotta force them to spend time together tbh. does that mean i have to give u the hot cop for valentines bc i mean. i would if that's what u wanted but im sure u can do much better than him OH FUCK UR RIGHT OUR WHOLE RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN A LIE TO CONVERT ME TO VEGGIES HASNT IT r u breaking up with me? well fine, ill take the dog ): it's... it's not weird unless we make it weird. and we haven't. have we?

libby

fdsjfjdsl shhhhh, back at you. Patrick Star will be his full name, i promise you this much. as for gender idfk, i am honestly assuming its pronouns lol. i'd be sued by the LGBT community if they knew. also dude, of course. i'll make you cupcakes. plus i know what i wanna buy you! i can't wait dude what? really?? i thought he was seeing people this whole time, holy shit. dude he's really messed up over this huh? wow, okay, we need to kick this into high gear and have them get back together. tell me your plans. omg, no you clown. i don't even like him that much, he's just pretty. i do like... some personality and he has 0 GOD MY PLAN HAS BEEN FOILED. I CANT BELIEVE IT like i'd ever let you take the dog. she's mine sdfjlkdsfjlk iDK DUDE. I MAY HAVE MADE IT WEIRD BUT WE'RE BAD AT TALKING ABT STUFF, SO WE DONT HAVE TO LOL.

blue

do spiders even have gender i thought they were just the minions of evil lmfao lib u rly dont have to get me anything, really. altho now im curious tbh. but get ready for me to get a lit gift in june >:) ill even wrap it myself which says a lot bc i cant wrap for shit but i want it to be personal lmao not many that im aware of atm. will give u info is this changes. huh we r spies lib. >:) but i dont have any current plans except trying to force them to go in a photo booth together or something when we eventually go to the arcade djsjdh omg how did u know. but idk everyone speaks about him like hes gOD he’s just a dude. eyebrows on fleek tho I will say that IM SO HURT UD USE ME LIKE THIS LIB. ALL THIS TIME WE WERE GETTING CLOSE AND U WERE ONLY HERE FOR THE VEGGIES so u get Spain AND the dog. what do I get, sadness ???? you haven’t made it weird lib, i promise. not to me, anyway. maybe we both wanted the same thing. maybe. oR MAYBE NOT LMFAO but yeah we can talk about whatever lol

libby

don't talk about nate like that omg! i want to, plus its a surprise so no asking what it is. also wow i cant believe you remember my birthday, lol. you dont have to get me anything. you can buy me an ice cream though oh my gOD THAT'S BRILLIANT! aw, what if they take one of those cute kiss pictures in the photobooth like in the movies? i can't wait for them to love each other again, they're so cute. are you jealous that no one is talking about your eyebrows? you have nice eyebrows and nothing to be jealous abt GOD, IM SO SORRY. ROY HIRED ME. HE WAS WORRIED ABT YOUR HEALTH. IM SORRY YOU HAD TO FIND OUT THIS WAY. I THOUGHT YOU NEVER WOULD /: you get the memory of what we were to keep you warm right, cool. noted

blue

why do u talk about the string bean all the time i know u grew up with him but seriously he's like a pale pipe cleaner that i dont need in my life ofc i remeber ur birthday lib. dont u remember ur 10th?? probably the best day of my life lmao. and if u get me something i get u something thats how this works as long as june doesnt say anything mean and holden say anything stupid, its a pretty solid plan tbh. im not jealous HOW DARE ROY PLAY ME LIKE THIS. cant believe u betrayed me lib, after all we've been through ;-; but what if i want something to sell off now that u took the house oh fuck lib i didn't mean it like that. just... pretend i said nothing ok and. yeah talk about something else

libby

hey sorry, i gotta go. talk tomorrow.

blue

oh is everything ok? but alright talk tomorrow then i guess bye lib

libby

night

blue

its 6pm lib but okay night

blue

lib if i did something u dont have to tell me but pls know i didnt mean it, whatever it was. i hope youre okay. but i wont bother u again i promise. just. yeah

libby

it's okay, dude. i'm fine. it's honestly my own fault, it's not you. you're always great. i'm sorry. it's fine

blue

i dont understand what ur talking about but i can tell u dont want to so ill just... leave this. but you're always great too lib. the greatest, in fact. just let me know if ur still coming to the arcade later or not yeah

libby

i guess i'll go. i like pacman.

blue

if u... if u change ur mind i understand. but i really hope u can make it.

#( blue ; converse ! )#( blue & libby ! )#WE LOVE CRYING

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asks for 08/28/18

anonymous asked:

How's your guys' day been so far? -MWT

Tord: not bad.

Tom: meh.

Matt: hi mayhem!

spooncryptid asked:

Hewwo!!

Tord: hello cryptid.

Tom: hey cat freak.

Matt: *making childish grabbing motions towards cryptid*

anonymous asked:

You okay Tom? -MWT

Tom: just bored, almost finished my project, i just have to wait of the final piece. i’m thinking of starting another. what do you think of a personal energy shield? or is that too syfy?

spooncryptid asked:

//happily trots over to Matt// what have you guys been up to today?

Tord: just the usual. paperwork, training, etc.

Tom: mostly thinking.

Matt: the espionage unit did drills today where they all had to lie to me. *pets*

spooncryptid asked:

Isn’t lying bad??

Tord: to us yes, but to the enemy when they are in the field it could be necessary so we need to know they can lie to anyone. even if that person has extra sensory abilities like matt does.

Tom: they’re spies, they have to lie.

Matt: one soldier in particular is both amazing at it and terrible at the same time.

spooncryptid asked:

Mm? How can they be amazing AND terrible??

Matt: they can lie to just about any one, except when it’s someone they know personally… not even i could tell they were lying but the minute they started talking to their friend i could hear the lie clear as day!

spooncryptid asked:

Hmm, how are you gonna try’n fix that??

Tord: well in this case we don’t really have to yet. they haven’t been out in the field yet and are pretty isolated to only a small friend group, which matt has apparently entered somehow, so it can wait a bit.

spooncryptid asked:

Ooh! You made a friend??

Matt: yup! they are very nice.

Tom: matt has made friends with most of the army…

Matt: lots of friends!

spooncryptid asked:

Aa, you’ll have to teach me how to make friends sometime, I’m very bad at it

Tom: maybe you’d be better at it if you didn’t pick at the scars the first time you meet someone.

Tord: or offer strangers candy from a trash can.

Matt: or lie about doing something wrong and just took responsibility instead…

spooncryptid asked:

Mm.. yea.... verrry bad.....

they are unimpressed with your response…

anonymous asked:

That energy shield sounds awesome. Probably would be a fun project to try making with a combination of magic and technology. Maybe I should talk to the Matt here into helping me make something like that. -WMT

Tom: so i guess that’s next on the list.

Matt: can i have one?!

Tom: yes, you and tord can have some.

spooncryptid asked:

Mmmh, I’ll just.. not be here.... //shuffles away//

they can tell you’re uncomfortable and let you go.

anonymous asked:

Well let me know how yours works, if I make any progress with the one here I'll let you know and give you the details. Be more interesting than reviewing this one case I was on recently. - MWT

Tom: i thought you loved investigating that shit? why do you sound so out of it?

anonymous asked:

It involved something similar to a mafia made up of beings that hated humans. Pretty sure they attempted to drown me at one point, but I woke up floating in a pool somewhere else completely. These guys also were reported to 3301 and his group as being wiped out by either an Eldritch or a Leviathan. Either way, they must have done something stupid. Well, with the horrid things they did to humans and those that liked humans, they probably deserved that fate. - MWT

Tom: uh…

Tord: …

Matt: *rapid shocked blinking*

anonymous asked:

It's just confusing for the most part. A lot of the beings want to know what those guys did to make something that mad at them, but I just can't figure it out. A new project would be a lot less confusing than this. - MWT

Tom: …

Tord: …

Matt: …

Tom: *in a squeaky nervous voice* maybe they were trying to hurt it’s friends?

anonymous asked:

That's actually a good theory. I'll relay to the others for sure. I know that would me rampage if I was whatever those guys made mad. - MWT

Tord: *he wants to say something sooooo bad!*

Tom: … right…

Matt: … so how is your tom doing?

anonymous asked:

He's doing good, recently got a really well-paying gig for a fancy hotel's band in the next town over every Friday and Saturday. He won't stop talking about it and we're all getting a bit tired of hearing about, but hey, at least it's something he's excited about. - MWT

Tord: good for him.

anonymous asked:

How're things with ruling Poland going by the way? Citizens not causing any problems? - MWT

Tord: most of them don’t even know anything has changed. we like to make out transitions of power subtle.

anonymous asked:

That's way one to do it. Slow changes that make things better for the country would make people want to keep you in power because everything's getting better because of you being in control. - MWT

Tom: most of them don’t know they were even taken yet. hopefully by the time they realize well have made the country more stable and safer.

anonymous asked:

As long as the people realize you're making things better for them and actually care, they might be happy with you in charge. Just don't let the power go to your head and do something crazy. - MWT

Tord: you think i’m gonna be in charge? HA! no i’m going to be laying down the ground work for the government yes but i am no politician. the system i’m making has no need for politicians anyway.

Tom: until we have more territory the old government stays.

anonymous asked:

That makes sense. Well as long as the people are safer and happier then they shouldn't care too much about what the 'government' is. A lot of us humans are kind of selfish that way. If it benefits them, then they don't care what it is. A few of the less selfish one might question it though so maybe having someone that's there to explain how things are now done once changes are made would be a good idea too. - MWT

Tord: we weren’t going to leave them in the dark.

Tom: that’s one of the reasons some of the red army is still in the country.

Matt: most of them are really nice and don’t mind when they have to explain stuff.

anonymous asked:

You've really got every detail planned out. Pretty good to get even what you'll do after taken over planned out. Never did that when I was a teen thinking world domination was a good idea. Did kind of fall out of that idea in favor of studying engineering and criminal justice. - MWT

Tord: …

Tom: probably for the best.

anonymous asked:

Yeah, probably was for the best. I actually think what I do now is more enjoyable. Plus I'm helping a lot of people out too. - MWT

Tom: *calm smile* good.

anonymous asked:

Anyway, what's the news with your army? Anything big happen since Poland? - MWT

Tord: not much, were mostly just planning our next attack. we decided to go with the whole Denmark suggestion.

Matt: we’re gonna try to be subtle with this one.

anonymous asked:

I wish you luck with Denmark. Hopefully, the subtle method works. - MWT

Tord: thank you.

spooncryptid asked:

Hai... I’m back

Tord: feeling better?

spooncryptid asked:

No but it’s fine

Tom: … You gonna be okay there?

spooncryptid asked:

Yea, why wouldn’t I be?

Tom: you seemed pretty upset when you left.

spooncryptid asked:

It’s Nothing i don’t deserve...

Tord: assholes deserve to be told their assholes… not to have it hung over their heads until the end of time…

Tom: you were an ass. not like we can judge.

Matt: *picks you up and pets you*

spooncryptid asked:

Im an ass and you guys are nice to me anyways, even if I try I can’t deserve it, I always mess things up still

Tom: when do people ever get what they deserve?

spooncryptid asked:

When they get punished for what they did wrong! It makes the world even and fair again, criminals get put in jail for breaking the law, animals get put down for biting and scratching the wrong people, I got declawed because I scratched things and people, that was what I deserved! That’s the way the world works everywhere else!

Tord: *hysterical laughter*

Tom: if you actually think that you’re a lot more naive then we thought.

spooncryptid asked:

...what dyou mean??

Tom: maybe that’s how it’s supposed to work yeah, but it almost never works like that in reality.

spooncryptid asked:

Well.. shouldn’t we still be trying to make it work?

Tord: to a degree, but we should also have a system where a person’s intent or lack of information should have an effect on the consequences of our action in a way we currently haven’t achieved.

spooncryptid asked:

Well I knew what I was doing, so I’m still guilty and I still don’t deserve this

Tom: did you really know what you were doing?

Tord: assholes like us are each other’s punishment.

Matt: we will constantly be here for you, no matter how much our mere presence torments you~~~

Tom: drama queen.

(you belong to them now, you are their friend and they are never letting you go -mod x)

spooncryptid asked:

.... //sniffles// I don’t understand...

Tord: … think about it this way, how you feel right now, that horrible undeserving misery, that is your punishment cause no matter what happened in the past, we like you now.

spooncryptid asked:

I.. I guess that makes sense?

Matt: good! now come here so i can pet you.

spooncryptid asked:

//jumps into Matt’s lap and flops down lazily//

Matt: good kitty. *pets*

spooncryptid asked:

//purrs and snuggles in//

Matt is content.

spooncryptid asked:

.. is there anything else you guys need to do today?

Tord: not today, no.

spooncryptid asked:

That’s good, we can just hang out and be comfy

Tom: that is a nice thought.

spooncryptid asked:

Why’s it a thought? Why can’t it be reality?

Tom: … It is reality… You’re making me paranoid, stop.

(Tom is just a massive pessimist, he feels like somethings gonna happen. That doesn’t mean somethings gonna happen. -mod x)

spooncryptid asked:

Oh, ok.. sorry

Tom: it’s fine.

(Don’t worry, you’re good now -mod x)

spooncryptid asked:

//rolls over and plays with one of Matt’s hoodie strings//

Just the mental image of that gave me a cavity… The boys melted at it. Why do you gotta be a cat?

-mod x

spooncryptid asked:

I mean I made it pretty dramatic when I said I wanted to be a cat

tord remembers pretty clearly.

spooncryptid asked:

And now I am a cat (or at least I look like one) why can’t I act like it?

because it’s too cute and gonna melt everyone’s brains!

spooncryptid asked:

That’s the plan >:3c

Tord: I don’t know if you want to love us or kill us… You really are a cat.

spooncryptid asked:

Ha h, did I say that out loud? I-I didn’t- uh, it was just a joke, I’m not actually planning anything,,,

Tom: if I didn’t know any better I’d say you were hiding something cat freak.

spooncryptid asked:

I-I’m not!- I wasn’t- it wasn’t- //trails off into nervous mumbling//

Tom: calm down. i know.

spooncryptid asked:

You.. know?

Tom: yes, i know.

spooncryptid asked:

Th-then why would you say thaat!?

Tom: because i’m just as much of an asshole as you are.

spooncryptid asked:

.. you...... //has an existential crisis//

Tom: oh stop you massive drama queen. just face the fact that you’re stuck with us.

spooncryptid asked:

Nothing makes sense anymore.. when I was a real cat I just lived, now I have to think about everything and it’s confusing and horrible! How do you live like this??

Tom: by sucking it up and carrying on.

spooncryptid asked:

But I don’t understand anything!! It’s all scary and Im too dumb to deal with any of it!

Tord: and you think we know what the fuck is going on? were winging it here.

Tom: the world never has and never will make sense.

Matt: … i just keep going.

spooncryptid asked:

But.. how? How do you do stuff when you don’t even know what you’re doing??

Tom: you just try. either you fail or you succeed, if you fail you try again.

spooncryptid asked:

... this is all confusing.....

Tom: yep.

spooncryptid asked:

I feel like what you’re trying to say is really simple but I’m still too dumb to understand it...

Matt: … nothing makes sense. nothing has ever made sense. nothing ever will make sense. you just have to keep going.

spooncryptid asked:

I get that, but.. why?

Matt: cause what else are you gonna do? you can’t exactly go back.

spooncryptid asked:

...I guess not.....

matt goes back to petting you.

spooncryptid asked:

Sometimes I wish I could....

even if you did you wouldn’t be able to change anything.

spooncryptid asked:

It’d be easier though

going through all the trouble to try and change history only to fail every time would be easier?

spooncryptid asked:

It’d be easier if I could go back, or if it had never happened

… you need to chill kitty cat…

spooncryptid asked:

(You adopted the drama queen, you gotta deal with its edgy teen phase)

they already dealt with edgy teen tom they can handle a cat.

spooncryptid asked:

(Yea but now they have to deal with it from a different perspective)

not tord and matt. the only thing that could throw them off would be the whole cat thing.

spooncryptid asked:

(Well at least Tom can get something new out of this uwu)

you think tom is gonna stick around for you to remind him of his shameful teen years? think again my friend, he’ll be outta there before you can say “susan.”

spooncryptid asked:

(Tommy pl ease, just give the cat a hug!)

tom is confused why you’re singling him out but he obliges anyway.

spooncryptid asked:

(Oh fuck, I exist)

why wouldn’t you?

spooncryptid asked:

(I dunno, thought it’d just be cryptid I guess, well! Nice to meet ya bois!)

they wave.

anonymous asked:

ah! hello! i didn’t mean to leave, i had to sleep ((T.T； ) so how was cake?!-ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ-shy anon

Matt: tom makes good cake!

Tom: *glare*

anonymous asked:

why are you glaring ヾ( •́д•̀ ;)-shy anon

you said you wouldn’t leave again… tom’s mad you broke your promise.

spooncryptid asked:

(OOH Tea spilled!! Tom and Tord both cook! What a happy little couple)

tord cooks, tom bakes, two different things.

endragoneel asked:

oh... i kinda dropped off the face of the earth last time too didn’t i... sorry about that y’all— so! what’s the plan for today?

nothing much again.

(i feel the need to point out the boy’s schedule. tord almost always finishes his work before the asks come, tom doesn’t have to work as late as he does, ever, matt just does whatever he feels like doing -mod x)

anonymous asked:

i need to sleep (oT-T)尸 but i will never permanently leave! i will always come back＼＼\\٩( 'ω' )و //／／ you can count on me!-shy anon

tom is swayed… slightly.

endragoneel asked:

aye that makes sense! i just never know what to ask-!

well if you ask what they’re doing and they say nothing you could always make suggestions.

endragoneel asked:

hm... how about- tom could you turn into a bat too? who’s faster flying? y’all could have a race! : D

Tom: while i could turn into a bat, i’ve never flown before. matt would be faster.

Matt: *happy bat noises*

anonymous asked:

i’m sorry... will you accept my apologies.·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.-shy anon

Tom: … fine.

endragoneel asked:

maybe matt could teach you?

Tom: probably but i have no real interest.

endragoneel asked:

why not? flying sounds awesome~

Tom: just not my thing.

endragoneel asked:

oh well- so what do you /like/ to do in your free time? ((hhh i’m bad at conversation sorry

Tom: music…

endragoneel asked:

oh? i play the piano!! y’all have a piano, right?

Tord: i think we have one in the cafeteria?

Matt: we do.

endragoneel asked:

alright~ lets go!

Tord: why not?

spooncryptid asked:

(Gee Thomas, with manners like that you’ll scare em off for good)

i have said this many times… trust issues.

anonymous asked:

i am very sorry! how do i repent of the sin (＞人＜;)-shy anon

you’re asking the son of a demon how to repent…

anonymous asked:

I.. ah! I mean how can i make it up to you, tom? (*´;꒳;`*)-shy anon

Tom: … you’re fine, let it go.

(he doesn’t hate you or anything, but he’ll remember. -mod x)

anonymous asked:

oh no... what if you did something nice today? like a surprise for another friend? pau and pat maybe (*^ω^*)-shy anon

Tom: … whatever…

endragoneel asked:

did they like my song? it doesn’t have a title yet...

tom cried, matt looked sick but said it was good, tord looked confused but pleased… overall i think they liked it… especially tom.

anonymous asked:

surprise them with something nice! matt and tord, will you join me?（*´▽｀*）-shy anon

Tord: sure.

Matt: okay!

endragoneel asked:

what should i call it? ... matt are you alright?

Matt: … fine, i’ve never heard anything like that…

(matt is very emphatic when listening to music and anything that makes him feel too strongly makes him feel kinda sick -mod x)

anonymous asked:

what should we do? ( ´∀｀)-shy anon

Tord: i don’t know…

Matt: we could make them something…

anonymous asked:

what do you suggest? (*´꒳`*)-shy anon

they have no clue, but are open to suggestions.

endragoneel asked:

maybe i should just stick to playing already written songs- that seemed to be too much of an ... experience? i cant describe. i’m flattered you like it though!

… the song seemed almost random and spontaneous, maybe if you tried doing something with repetition so the listener had more time to process one thing before moving on to the next…

endragoneel asked:

you’re right- i didn’t write anything down to revise

you don’t have to do it with that song, but maybe next time… i’m seriously still reeling from that…

anonymous asked:

maybe another treat! （＾ν＾）-shy anon

Tom: sure… if you’re making it this time.

anonymous asked:

i have cookies~ ( ´∀｀)-shy anon

Tord: pau would love them… tom?

Tom: *sniff* not poisoned.

Matt: lets go give them cookies!

anon-hive-mind asked:

i would suggest surprise them, but then again being on an army based i don’t think they’d trust that-

if it was tord they’d laugh about it… after tom brought him back to life from the multiple gunshots to the chest…

anonymous asked:

nope! no poison! there is cinnamon though (*^▽^*)-shy anon

Tord: we have to test. come on i’ll lead the way.

anonymous asked:

test for poison?(・∀・)-shy anon

Tord: yes, we are the leaders of a rather large country at this point, people are going to want us dead.

anonymous asked:

didn’t tom say there was no poison? i promise aah! go test! (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡-shy anon

Tord: … yes he did… that was the test…

anonymous asked:

i didn’t mean to freak out... i’m sorry i don’t like being accused becuase... never mind! let go surprise them~(*´ω｀*)-shy anon

okay back up! i need backstory here! what is supposed to have happened?

-mod x

anonymous asked:

i don’t like talking about it... （；へ：）-shy anon

is this a thing that actually happened to you or part of a story you want to use? i only ask because is seems important. if you don’t want to tell me about it that’s fine i’m just a little confused…

-mod x

anonymous asked:

could be both, my insecurities fixed with a story (Ｔ▽Ｔ)-shy anon

… are you okay?

anonymous asked:

i am! it’s alright(´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡ i’ll be fine-shy anon

… i’ll have to trust you on that…

spooncryptid asked:

(Sorry for dropping out of existence for a bit, I never properly introduced myself, did I? You can call me Spoon, you’re probably well aware of Cryptid by now, I’d be pretty surprised if you weren’t all things considered.)

Tord: … wait… isn’t that *points at the cat* spoon?

anonymous asked:

i could make up a story for this based off of experiences if you would like (*´v`)-shy anon

you don’t have to sweetheart. it’s fine.

spooncryptid asked:

(Well at this point I call it Cryptid, I believe you call it Cryptid as well but I might’ve misheard, so I’ve decided to call myself Spoon, because in a way we’re both ‘spooncryptid’ if it’s too confusing for you I can give you something else to call me)

tord is very confused!!!

(you forget, they’ve addressed him as spoon a lot before now they associate the name with a strange cat creature then with what they have essentially adopted as a pet. continuity, it will be a thing here. -mod x)

#eddsworld #ew tord #ew tom #ew matt #savior au #ask response #spooncryptid #mayhemworld tord #shy anon #anon-hive-mind #anon #mod x

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werewolfmind · 7 years ago

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AOS s3 / s4 under the cut

taken from my random posts off my rp blog as I was watching

“And you, Phil? You never killed someone just because you hated him? Hate’s a good motivator.” “You’re not wrong.” Well that was…relevant to TW currently

“I’m changing my orders. Don’t hurt [Agent]. Kill him.” HOLY SHIT COULSON WTF

STOP CALLING DAISY A FREAK #IM GONNA REACH THROUGH MY SCREEN AND PUNCH SOME PEOPLE #SHE LOOKS LIKE SHES ABOUT TO CRY

“Alfie [Mack] works for SHIELD?” Daisy: Yeah hes one of the best–did you just call him Alfie? Wow. Thanks for that, I cannot wait for him to get back now

Lincoln: I uh, never saw the original Terminator. Coulson: Youre off the team #amazing #THE FACT THAT HE CAN JOKE ABOUT THAT NOW MEANS LINCOLNS OFFICIALLY IN

COULSON CALLED HER SKYE AGAIN #‘and for gods sake skye–come home’ #THEIR FATHER DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP IS THE BEST SINCE ALLISON AND CHRIS

“yeah. Day got weirder” Coulsons quips are the best AND SO IS DAISYS REACTION

ADDING AOS 3.16 TO MY LIST OF VOID INSPIRATION THINGS TO WATCH CAUSE GD THE TWIST THEY JUST PULLED WITH STEPHANIE AND HIVE KILLING HER (I SAW IT COMING BUT WHATEVER ITS BRILLIANT) #and brilliantly sadistic #Void approves

“For one reason or another, each of us has been given a gift. Let’s put ‘em to good use.” And with 2 sentences, Daisy manages a good speech, a good exit, and a good heart I love her a lot ok

#wait #do mack and yoyo have a Thing going on

#Coulson #no #(nope no him not trusting daisy i hate this)

“We’ll be stronger next time. You’ll see.” CRIES LOUDLY

#FITZSIMMONS IS THE CUTEST WTH #the jokey rambling and the cut off kiss #LKJHGFD

#well #holy shit #ok #I shouldnt like this as much as i do

#FITZSIMMONS GETTIN IT ON #YES FINALLY

#also daisy threatening fitz hurts my soul

#FITZ’S HACKING AND FAST TYPING SKILLS #THAT DAISY TAUGHT HIM #JUST SAVED THE WORLD #YOU GO FITZ #TEHYRE SUCH AN UNDERRATED TEAM #AND I LOVE FITZ SO MUCH #YELLS LOUDLY #THEY JUST SAVED THE WORLD

“Daisy. You were brainwashed.” “So was Ward.” …… OW THANK YOU FOR THAT #this is always going to be an otp #she loved him

#Daisy feeling guilty for what she did #and pushing Mack away #and then just #sobbing #IM CRYING #that hurt

#NO #NOPE #I SWEAR TO GOD IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO FITZ

LOUD SHRILL SREAMING #DAISYS WHAM LINE #TAKE ME BACK #WHAT THE FUCK #HIS IS FUCKING ME UP #I THINK I KNOW WHAT SHES DOING BUT #FUCK #IM #I THINK MY BRAIN JUST BROKE

#well that was a mood whiplash #im crying and watching daisy cry #and then #????? #what is hapening???

—————

me, starting s4 of aos: why does Daisy look like Winter Soldier and also wtf is going on?! #seriously lay off the eyeliner maybe? #also the vibe of this is very #NOT aos #i mean yes its a show about spies but thi feel very #summer action flick #:\

#Fitz and Coulson highfiving #seriously next to Daisy and May #Coulson’s relationship with Fitz is the best

#COUSLON HIGH FIVING HIS NEW HAND #IM DYING #HES THE BEST

#'what. the hell?!’ #FITZ MEETING AIDA #HISVREACTION IS AMAZING OMG

#'do it. i deserve it.’ #THE THING IS #I CANT TELL IF THATS A PLOY #OR IF SHE REALLY BELIEVES THAT BECAUSE OF WHAT SHE DID FROM HIVE #GDI CAN WE STOP BEING SHADY ABOUT WHAT A CHARACTER IS GOING THROUGH RE THEIR PTSD AND SURVIVORS GUILT

#daisy threatening robbie while making unblinking eye contact and sipping coffee #DAMN #CHILL

#ok #we get it #new director is making SHIELD all bureaucratic #guy talks like the politician suspects on Castle #Coulson was better #and you can see him bitchfacing behind the smile #because he knows it

#DAISY SERIOUSLY WTF ARE YOU DOING

#fitz angry at daisy #'she turned her back on us!’ #this is such an important friendship #you can see how ashamed she is to be going behind them #how fitz yelling got to her #how betrayed Mack is #cries #what happened to my team

#literally how STUPID and PREJUDICED do you have to be #to watch your friend #save you and a lot of other innocent people #from gunmen trying to kill HER #and you STILL go 'youre one of them’ and 'youre not my friend’ blah blah blah #i mean this isnt even being afraid #its being STUPID #WHO THE HELL CARES IF SHES INHUMAN SHES A GODDAMN SUPERHERO THAT SAVED YOU #THATS GOOD ENOUGH TO STAY ELENA’S FRIEND #i am so upset rn

#'all right you ready?’ #’–hell NO Im not ready! We’re about to kill her!’ #I love the writing on this show

(okay but lets talk about how both recent seasons of aos and tw have had an antagonist called Ghost Riders and played around with versions of alternate realities

#AND a villain who takes one bad thing that happened to her personally#and then lashes out at all of that kind as#'vengeance’#I S2G

And then theres both Fitz and Stiles using a fire extinguisher as a weapon…

#HE FINALLY GETS THE WHIP #YES #ALSO DAISY CAN YOU STOP BEING DUMB AND GO BACK TO SHIELD #JEMMA IS TRYING TO HELP YOU GDI

#werewolfmind watches #aos #agents of shield #liveblog

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#74 (#2) 1:59pm July 14

-October 22 2:56pm Eh, today had been a bit better compared to other days. I realize I’ve been lazy and haven’t been writing much on here. I will promise for now on, it has been pretty rough since last Friday since my sadness hit on of it’s lowest points again. Blegh, this year I’ve lost more than what I’ve gained so far. I don’t plan to live long if the trend continues for the rest of this year and the next. I miss all my close Xbox friends, it’s my fault I’m currently avoiding them. I think they’re happier without me and their happiness is all I care about (for the most part). On the bright side, I’ve managed to get some inspiration to continue my skills on guitar, drawing and ‘’singing’’ (I can’t sing). The motivation came from a reference from an old movie which ‘’predicted’’ October 21 2015. (Back to the Future 2, 1985) The actor who played the crazy scientist recorded a video containing these words: ‘’Great Scott! If my calculations are correct, it is now precisely October 21, 2015. The future has finally arrived. Yes, it is different than we all thought. But don’t worry. It just means your future hasn’t been written yet. No one has. Your future is whatever you make it so make it a good one.’’ His last words probably hit me more than others since I love ‘’Back to the Future’’. It’s one of my favorite movies. I recently watched ‘’Bridge of Spies’’ this past weekend. I thought it was a great movie, especially for not making the Russians the ultimate bad people during the Cold War. (Movie set during the height of it). Asides from movies, I’ve managed to gear from my gf’s voice after weeks of not hearing it. It stuck me to my heart to hear how depressed she was. Thought the call cut out, I was able to treasure the bitter sweet voice I was able to hear. Like always, she’s my everything. I just hope she can beat her illness… -3:31pm -October 27 7:32pm Today’s the day of my 33rd monthly anniversary with my gf! Plus, today is when Halo 5 is finally out after all these years. I might get it tonight or tomorrow I cant wait to play it. Aside from that I’ve been having a rough week. Ive gotten so much of tests and homework, I’m pretty sure I’m off to a bad start. My depression loves to get the best of me. Sometimes I think my life is useless and Ill never be good enough. Suicidal thoughts? Yes, plenty of them as each minute fades to the past. I’m still waiting if life really does get better, things have been pretty flat with some downs. I still feel numb from the constant bombings of my thoughts. I’m still unhappy with my life, not even improving in my hobbies. I play guitar like a child, I sing like a whale and my drawings would be great to be used as toilet paper on how crappy it is. Ugh, at least all of my friends are doing well. Sosa (basically only school friend) has been doing great since he’s been hanging out with this one girl. She sounds pretty friendly from what I’ve heard of her from him. I’m just concerned things might go wrong between them, resulting them to not to speak to each other (Im sure they wouldn’t have sex, she’s a lesbian, at least for now). I hope the best for him. He’s a great guy for certain. I don’t know how my other friends are doing, I haven’t talked to them due to my ‘’exodus’’. I hope they’re all okay. Lastly, but for best, I THINK my doing fine. Depressed, still? Yeah. Busy? Yeah. Do I still love her? Always and eternity. Happy 33rd anniversary, my love. My everything… 8:00pm P.S. = Te amo

- November 4 7:12pm Well, this week has been alright. Anyway! I got Halo 5 and beat the campaign on the same day. My opinion for the story: It was alright, I mean, some parts were just great, yet I think the story could’ve been so much better. Cortana… Ugh, I’m speechless, I can’t believe what happened to her. She didn’t seem right when she first appeared. She changed. It pains me to know after what Master Chief tried to do to get Cortana back, he couldn’t. Cortana went off her own path on what she thought was right. Master Chief asks ‘’Where’s Cortana?’’ Spartan Locke replies ‘’She’s gone. He stares at Locke with his broken visor. Then, Cortana causes havoc. More scenes passes by, then the credits. The music plays on only to leaves us guessing what’ll happen soon. (Break) -11:16pm. Well, I forgot to continue, woops. Ill write more soon. I have a lot in mind at the moment. - November 11 6:20pm

Ah, this day had been lonesome. Monday and Tuesday has been alright. Yet, Tuesday after school I realized something. I’m worth nothing. Ugh, I’m basically depressed. On Xbox, Stori has been distant. It’s like she doesn’t like my presence anymore. She’s been hanging out with ‘’Skitz’’ and ‘’G’’ (both Xbox names just shortened) so much. I don’t understand why. I understand G is online all the time and so is Stori, but I guess G has convinced Stori to get away from me. G and I haven’t talked in weeks., he’s a horrible person. If only Stori would notice, it bothers me greatly. I know G wants me dead, he told Seeker and Stori that I should commit suicide. Ugh, he disgusts me. I don’t plan to talk to him, but Ill do it if it prevents me from losing Stori. As of now, my best friends are Seeker, Dj, and Sosa, the school friend. Skitz and G can just be gone, they’re rotten apples to me. Useless and unwanted, I despise them immensely. It’s blatant that G hates me, you can feel the vibe of it. Well, sorta, I’m just exaggerating here. My gf says just to give it time. Which I will, since I can’t be against what makes my friend happy. I just miss Stori and Dj and Seeker being around. Nowadays, it’s just me all alone. Sosa is suicidal, but ‘’his’’ girl should help out a lot. Even though she’s a lesbian, things can change. As for my Erin (GF), she’s doing just fine. I still think she’s fine without me. I still love her. All the time she. She’s my universe. Yeah, she’s happy with me, but I feel I’m not good enough. I never have felt it, I’m nothing. Hell, I haven’t done anything that adds worth to me. Everyone else is just better than me no matter how little they try. I’m invisible, I’m no one and nobody. Suicide has been constant in my mind, but I live for others. Ill keep living until (Break, mom’s here, 7:01pm) 10:43pm They’re all gone from my life and gone from their thoughts. As for now, they’re here and I should enjoy their presence while I can. They’re family. MY family, the one I always wanted… 10:46Pm P.S. I had no school today.

-November 13 6:43pm

Each day of each hour has its sweets and sours. Days and nights where they feel the same. Today is bittersweet. I’ve managed to speak to my Love on Skype. She’s perfect as always, I love her greatly. She’s still largely insecure about our love. She feels like one day Ill send her a breakup text, which will never occur no matter what situation. I love her. Before that, she was talking about her being pregnant with triplets, in her dream. Saying how it went and how our family was there, both friend and biological. She spoiled me with kisses as we chatted, she’s just perfection. I could never ask for more, only for us to be together soon. T took some screenshots to store the memories for the near future. Yet, as of now, I’m lonely. Erin is off doing something and I’m alone on Xbox as well. A couple of minutes ago I’ve been noticed that France is under terrorist attacks. It’s so interesting to know how everything can change so easily in just one hour. I’m afraid what will happen afterwards especially the refugees. I know most Europeans will be swayed towards anti-Islam thinking gen realizing the enemy and hurting the innocent. I’ve observed many tragedies, I hope this doesn’t lead them to chaos. If it does, time will tell. The choices of the people will determine the future of a country. As for now, I guess I’ll have another lonesome Friday. As my friends have fun, as my love carries on, I’ll be here. Hoping for the best in each of us. 7:05pm

-November 17 10:52pm

Ah, Im here doing homework Ill probably sleep at 12. Quick review of this week from last Friday/ Terrorist attack on France, soon later saw ‘’Forrest Gump’’ for the first time. I loved it. Saturday, I managed to get close to Stori on Xbox. It was just her, Seeker and me. She told me how G was still angry at me from a long ago event. She’s been trying to think otherwise. Plus, she reminded me on how Im still important to her. Oh, before that Seeker and Stori got into a small brawl over her different laughter which he wasn’t used to. Though it kinda killed the party mood, it soon recovered. I just feel bad for Seeker since I’m the only one that knows him seriously. As he said, being a jokester causes people not to take him seriously. He’s a great gut, I just wish he was valued more by people. We all stayed up to around 4 A.M. . It was great, also my GF called on Skype to 3:11-3:13 to 3:14-28 Am. She mumbled mostly through all. Sunday was all work. This week has been okay besides having a lot of work to do. My Gf and I talked again which made me very happy. She’s perfect. Well, I need to focus on my work now. I’m so sleepy… 11:10pm

-November 24 12:55am

Ah, what a pleasant week it has been Friday. Guitar playing, gaming on Xbox One, talking to my Perfect Love and best friends, as well as drawing. I, for once, feel like I’m making progress in my life. Maybe Ill start writing a song since my mom has been awfully occupied with babysitting. Yet, it leaves the place to me. I don’t mean that as a selfish way, more in a way to be able to express what I love to do. As of now, I’m listening to ‘’FoxBoro HotTubs’’ which is basically ‘’Green Day’’ under another name. As nerdy and childish it sounds, I hope to be as great as them or even more. I love their songs as most would already know. I most certainly would cherish in being in a band and becoming a songwriter along with a couple of hobbies on the side. Even though I contain no pride or self esteem, it’s still something I want to go for. If I’m not able to reach that dream, then I’m not sure what’ll become of my. I’m sure I’ll be married to the girl who I love now, Erin. Skyping her for an hour was fantastic, 11:32pm-12:33pm. She makes me feel complete and I fly with joy knowing she’s beside me at all times. She’s perfection. Aside from that, I’ll update my family. Stori has being doing great compared to her bad things. One of her best friends has come over to visit her for the week. As from latest knowledge, they went to a birthday party. Bubba has been doing just fine, nothing negative that I’ve seen. He’s still trying to get his Canadian girl named Cristina, she’s sweet and happy usually. I wish him luck, even after about one or two years chasing after her. I introduced her to Bubba way back on Xbox, first met her sister then Cristina on GTA V on the Xbox 360. Anyway, Sosa has been doing well, I think. I texted him a bit today, still with his ‘’French’’ girl. Rose is okay, I sadly haven’t talked to her much. I plan to talk to her more, I don’t want to lose her. She means too much to me, she’s part of the family. I’m doing a drawing for her to cheer her up. She’s okay, but not well. I want her to know that I’m still beside her in her hardships. We’ll that’s about it. I’m off to play some Halo 5 or Black Ops 3. I desire for days like this are soon to arrive. 1:45Am

-3:26pm

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