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Reaper IFF mission time ... I've got no idea what to expect heading into the end game
#[static]#wolf plays mass effect#did my last assignment yesterday so that I could spend all day today playing the final missions#what's gonna happen im Scared
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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who up and genuinely dreading the ending of succession, saw this quote from james cromwell and physically recoiled
#I didn't really draw ken I just traced him and added some special effects. I made this for my friends bday lmao#*traced it from a photo#I feel insane#got drew too much in one day illness#im on my break from uni so!#yeah im sad and scared about what's gonna happen. ok im gonna rest and read kenstewy fanfic#kendall roy#succession#succession fan art#kendall roy fanart#succession hbo
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Tango and Torchy
#tangotek#tango tek#nitsa art#im not pleased with tango in the right cornwr. that's tabgo from little au and im not happy with him yet#a lot of tango and torchy thoughts tho#imagine if tango has The Voices (like techno did)#but tango's got visual for his voices and it's torchy#torchy tells him to kill people and be aa menace#bloodthirst at its finest im happy#i dont know what's gonna happen next wl session im scaared#scared*
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Penacony.
more from the post looooop:
#okay did this one in order of plot references from start of penacony to latest info#turns out i have too many of these for one post so i cut it down to mostly plot relevance.#im scared what is gonna happen next. plz firefly don't dieeeee#also i am guessing that our next full on new location is gonna be an ipc onw#because we are getting suddenly a LOT of ipc lore and 3 whole ass members are playable#and while it was in the illusion ending im gonna guess that if sunday lives then he's gonna go on that trial still#but that secret robin mission makes me scared#my other guesses are going to be one of the 3 locations we were asked on#i really want lushaka but its likely edo star if that's how we're going about this#but I'd really like to see glamoth (i know im ranting about it again) or sigonia bc those places have really interesting history#of course i want places like punklorde but like a lead into those aren't set yet.#i also wonder about that steampunk planet penacony was originally going to be.#sooo much to thiinnkkk#honkai star rail#honkai star rail memes#hsr sparkle#hsr black swan#hsr trailblazer#hsr stelle#hsr sampo#hsr acheron#hsr aventurine#hsr topaz#hsr dr ratio#hsr gallagher#hsr robin#hsr acheswan#hsr boothill#hsr jade#hsr firefly
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gorgeous man
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In theory, and concept? I adore Nexus. Transfem icon and a bad bitch who deserved to pop off and probs needs her ass beat and some therapy.
In execution? Guys everytime Nexus speaks I lose 5 years off my life. Why- why does he say the things he does? What - babygirl, go to a rage room, break some shit and we'll like, talk then. I just can't handle this energy in the studio right now.
#I do like Nexus. I do.#my second hand embarrassment won't let me stomach an episode with her#i was fighting for my life with the 'brothers reunite' ep#like please.... how did this happen#is this what i sounded like when i was 13? gods im scared#this is the same mf who was full of such whimsy????#where is your whimsy?!?!#I do need a scene nexus tho#and im gonna have to be the bitch to draw her#tsams rambles#tsams nexus#tsams#the sun and moon show#sun and moon show
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Hagaahahaahhaahhaahhhahahaa what is this guys hhaahhaah
#are we going to get an interview on tuesday#I'm so scared WHAT ARE THEY GONNA DO#luckily i have work tomorrow so tomorrow should pass pretty quickly for me#but i might also have work on Tuesday too so im gonna miss whatever happens i think#SO SCARY OUUUGHHHH#it better be vessel with a voice changer or something#I NEED TO SEE HIS CRYPTIC ASS#sleep token#bnuuyposting
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if i get a purgatory 3 before the year is out i'm so sorry i'm going to be INSUFFERABLE
#qsmp#local purgatory poster is going to go fucking FERAL sorry!!!!!#like obv i'll tag appropriately and i probably won't put it in the maintag#but REEEEEEEE i have deadass no joke been vodwatching the purgs this past week just organically.....#like i went back to bolas day 1 and crow day 3&4 and i'm starting on some of aimsey's vods#probs that's gonna. have me backwatching panda tho. bc. that's my team.......... and i miss them...... a lot.......#crow day 4 also helped remind me that badboyhalo is The Gringo Ever tho#the raccrow team was a blessing and also had me jumping over to the fuckin event where bad teamed w soarinng#i'mf ucking all over the place i am going through withdrawls#where is the spanglish when i need it. what is happening. im going crazy#i am this close to relearning java via trying to reverse engineer the purgatory disaster mod#you all would be FUCKED if figuring out where to even START wasn't so intimidating#bc i can absolutely 100% make a knockoff purgatory called 'burger sorry' if the fucking forge documentation stops scaring me#once i get over the barrier for entry there will be nothing stopping me#count your days. the purgatory at home could be coming for you. once it stops. scaring me. ahaha.#shut up vic#block game brainrot#long tags
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the sonic fan experience "they made something good! how are they gonna fuck it up next"
#i am so scared they are somehow gonna take the wrong lessons from the sucess of shadow gens#cause thats what happened with regular sonic gens#i wanna hope but at the same time im like hhhh#fetti talks#sonic posting
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the thing abt the surgery is that yes I do get litle moments of being ecstatic it finally happened but also I just feel Normal now. like my base state for all my life up until last week was worry, horror, and panic when i'd occasionally remember the very unwanted thing my body was capable of, spiraling into what ifs on potential conflicts in my life and future... and now i just feel Not Stressed Out All the Time. Normal.
#talkys#and again that's still that i have not really ever been in active risk of anything happening LOL#god im so happy. im really considering the tattoo even though im not a tattoo person at all#ill see. it depends on how much my incisions/scars fade...but a small green line shouldn't be that bothersome to always be looking at...#ALSO tbf a tiny bit of the worry is still there... im gonna ask my doctor to detail everything about the photos he took of my insides#bc idk. what if they somehow grow back. what if he didn't remove all of em. ykwim. pair of noia#but that's also just due to regular health anxiety#actually you know what can i schedule a hysto. just to be super sure nothing can ever happen to me.#+ ALSO ALSO it didn't feel real every day leading up to it and it kind of still doesn't! like! who was that cheye! he wasn't scared at all!#no way i found a doctor to do it and my parents didnt fight me on it and my mom didnt scream and cry and cause a scene once there. YAY
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Maybe the real scare... Was the quality in episode 2 of Uzumaki we met along the way.... 🍥🍥😵💫
#I haven't watched but Im seeing clips and uh. It's looking interesting. To say the least 💀#The beach scene 😭😭#Uzumaki#They put all the budget in ep1.. GIRL YOU ONLY HAVE 4 YOU CAN'T BE HAVING DUDS FIGHT BACK#junji ito#What happened 😭 I'm scared to watch this shit now and not for the content lol#Like did they pull a wonder egg priority I'm gonna scream 😭 bracing for disappointment I guess 😭😐💀✌️
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born to write fanfiction forced to go to pilates
#WHAT IS HAPPENING. HOW DID I GET HERE#THIS IS NOT MY SCENE I SHOULD NOT BE HERE OR WHATEVER THE WOMBATS SAID#no hate to pilates itself im acc very pumped for it but the entire setting of a gym TERRIFIES me#but the uni is running a bunch of shit for women’s month and one of the events is this where they’ve booked the gym#and for 3 hours for free you can just go to different sessions#and me and my mate saw ‘free’ and didn’t look back like one thing I love about us is We Will Just Try Shit#and now im here in athleisure kit. no cargos in sight#I actually can’t remember the last time my outfit was so streamlined I feel naked rn#only plus is I’ve somehow got a decent fit like I had a real moment of secondary school PE class thinking I was gonna#be looking around feeling shitty and out of place for not having The Branded Shit but somehow I’ve acquired stuff#leggings from my old flatmate who IS a gym girlie meaning im twatting about in GYMSHARK LEGGINGS LIKE SOME SORT OF POSER#I feel like im going to dance classes again this is so. this entire thing feels on the edge of nostalgic and generally just WEIRD#I feel like the Cool Girls will be there I feel like they will know there is something Fundamentally Off about me and I’ll never know what#BUT OH WELL. DO IT SCARED#hella goes to uni
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hahaha the twins are sinking in mud and everyone is just watching them and making fun like a family would. im sure that nothing else bad will happen while they’re in this sunken tomb hahaha
#the elf talks#critical role#guys im scared#I know what’s going to happen and I am real fucking scared#guys I dont know if I can do this#glad I was spoiled long before this becuase going into this raw would be a level of emotional devastation im not ready for#but also like im gonna be emotionally devastated anyway so is this really a win
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New game interest unlocked
(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)
#ramarl#phantasy star online#long tag warning lol i rambled#so i was introduced to phantasy star online#i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game#thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now#there shall be more of these doodles#i promise you that#meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh#my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it#so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get#but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot#and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them#so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away#hooked the battery back up and bam car was working#so the issue was those hooks#until two days ago when my car didnt work again#looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again#and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED#at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this#i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting#but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it#i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system#or a jeep#but preferably a bus system#sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol
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compilation of my other fav palette challenges from the years past... i should do them again sometime......
chara #9 belongs to @askbookwormflareon
#granted theres a glaring issue in one of them#i am not pointing it out lest you end up noticing it when you wouldnt normally~#my art#art q#digital painting#oc#mew#pokemon#purrloin#also i put in my request for availability change#apparently they can reject it...#i just cited second job as reason as to why i need mondays off now#my manager is gonna be super pissed tho cuz they always get mad at everyone who changes their availability#but like i mentally cant keep up with the randomised schedule#esp when i could find out the day before my day off that its my only day i can do comms#i dont have enough time to work my schedule for that w chores and having to go buy food or cat food etc etc#it will come into effect start of next month if they accept it#if they dont then ill just keep resubmitting until they write me upfor it lol idk#i was even nice and specifically asked other higher up staff what the best day to ask off was so it didnt hurt them too bad#but i ranted in stream the other day how like im not responsible for if the store gets fucked just cuz i took one day off my schedule yanno#its not my job to keep that from happening#also im part time and if i was full time id still have 2 guaranteed days off so like ??? idk#scared abt getting the cold shoulder and whatnot the next few weeks from the manager tho#also i stayed up till 4am by accident#and got up at 8am anyways#wish my ass luck
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