#i wanna hope but at the same time im like hhhh

[fettiowi]

the sonic fan experience "they made something good! how are they gonna fuck it up next"

[meltedbluecaterpillar]

Yay..#hydration af 🔥🔥 I'm...having a smootie!

AHH...im so glad..I was shy to bring it up. I really wanna play the game bc usually when smth is a game first its better than the anime? (I think the game was first..) yea..I see all the content subbed bc the eng anime js..kills me. They sound uncannily like teenage white boys that all have mushroom hair and wanna hit ..

Ahh? You write? Smirk???

From what I know it really is just dark fantasy. Like..what dark vampire content HASNT been considered problematic? Even like. Twilight LOL.

Hhhh i don't know his lore..Laito where are you..Laito...Id giggle at a crossover. Laito looks like a Trey Cater with the Ace mindset. And Kanato,,I love him he's a sweety. A little loco but he's so sweettieee..I..only know the brothers..and the mom. That is my last memory of dialovers..was the mom?.. - 🐍

Hello Viper, I’m excited about your smoothie! Yesterday I had a veggie one. I don’t eat vegetables… I usually drink them.

No need to be shy. I am… A lifeless dork. A shut in. So, I know about a lot of animanga related things. Otome especially. The anime was horrible, but I love the music they used. I used to sing along with the opening of the first season. The game is phenomenal. Again, a bit problematic because it’s… Mildly sexist. I actually like The Great Ayato and his bullying… I’m sorry my breasts are tiny… I’ll pray for them to grow so you’ll be happy my lord… Ahem… The English voice acting is horrible. I watched it only in Japanese because I couldn’t stand how lifeless they sounded in English. To my knowledge, and I may be wrong, the game is fully voice acted. You just need a translator.

I do secretly write for DiaLove. I was planning to only post it on Wattpad. I wanted to make a big story called ‘Juice Box’ but I never figured out who I wanted to be the main interest. Since the anime follows Ayato’s storyline heavily, it didn’t feel fair to the other potential routes. But I do sometimes write little oneshots. I just never post them since DiaLove is so niche now. I hope it stays niche. If TikTok discovered it and some of my other favorite games I would rip my heart from my chest and cannibalize myself.

I actually like Twilight a lot. I have a friend who owns the books and I want to finish reading soon. I watched the movies! I say problematic because the boys are pretty sexist and there is a lot of nonconsensual harassment and touching. Also the neck biting scenes are very intimate and have been suggested to be an allegory for sex depending on the scene. Again, usually nonconsensual because Yui/MC has no backbone. There’s also the Mukami brothers + Shin and Carla but usually I focus on the Sakami family… Ahhhhh but no one will stop me from moaning about Yuma. I want to be his stupid sow… I don’t mind… Treat me like livestock and feed me sugar cubes… Ahhhh his abuse feels so good~ Ah- I mean… I don’t condone this stuff outside of fantasy. But USA Nintendo doesn’t want their image ruined by horny vampires.

There are… I think… Three moms? Karl had a few wives, some at the same time cause he’s freaky as hell. One of them actually… The reason Laito acts the way he does… His mom was doing things with him that she shouldn’t. And she does not feel bad about it. But she dies so… We win… Sorta… I love Kanato’s bad ending he’s so odd and sweet at the same time. The game is just one giant rollercoaster of ‘please don’t let me die here I forgot to save again’ and ‘oh the moaning sounds are making me excited…’

I apologize for rambling… I really do love Diabolik Lovers. And because I discovered it at an impressionable age… I’ve turned into a SadoMas. Please tell me… Who your favorite is when you start getting into it… Naturally, The Great Ayato is mine because we act the same and share a birthday… But I want to kiss many of the characters… Ahhhh… Save me…

[causenessus]

HI LOVELY!! good morning afternoon or evening to you! how’s your day been!! i hope you’ve eaten AND REMEMBER TO EAT DURING UR LONG SHIFTS OR I WILL APPEAR ON UR SCREEN !!! (lovingly) the way i gasped when i read your response because i was just like… YOU DIDNT EAT? :( i was so distraught but i hope whatever u had for dinner was good, but still !! always remember to eat and take care of yourself or the ghost of me will scold u (lovingly again) (nothing but love for you always)

today i had banh xeo for breakfast (tbh at this point i feel like you can guess what nationality i am LMAO) but OMG YOU LIKE VIET FOOD?? WE ARE SO SOULMATES !! TWIN FLAME !! AND OMG THATS SO CUTE I HAVE A VOICE IM HHHH that’s so cute i feel so very honoured but omg yesterday while i was like doing whatever right i had a realization that im literally like mystic messenger right now with the “make sure you eat!!” “how are you!!” like IM LITERALLY A CHARACTER IN MYSTIC MESSENGER RIGHT NOW THATS CRAZY (id be so embarrassed if you didn’t know what mystic messenger is but also would not blame you) ALSO YES WE CAN YAP TOGETHER I LOVE YAPPING BUT IM DEFINITELY YAPPING TOO MUCH LIKE I WANNA REPLY TO EVERYTHING YOU SAID SO IM LIKE HHH YAP YAP YAP me and ness are literally yapper and yapper like im trying to hold back but im here like omg among us??? omg whack dreams??? i wanna know what dreams??? omg school?? i’m school soon too!!

but but one more thing omg i’m so sorry LOL BUT I FEEL LIKE WE’RE IN THE SAME TIMEZONE?? BECAUSE EVERYTIME YOU MENTION THE TIME IN YOUR POSTS i check my time and im like huh.. silly… coincidence, but it’s 4pm for me rn !!maybe im crazy maybe im not but omg when it gets to school you can 100% rant about it because i will 100% do it too HAHA school has me like like genuinely tweaking like one small thing and im like OH MY GOD YOU WILL NOTTTT BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED TODAY

omg sorry i need to wrap this up but yes try again is amazing don’t doubt yourself and u can always yap to me whenever whenever like i’ll literally make a burner account and dm you instead so we can yap without having to flood your blog or if you don’t mind i don’t mind but mango anon loves you very much and mango anon would want ness to take care of herself forever and always and HAVE A GOOD DAY !!! xoxoxo

AAAAA OMG I AM HERE LIKE 11 HOURS LATER <33 DO NOT WORRY I AM EATING AS WE SPEAK BEFORE MY LONG SHIFT tbh i felt like so nauseous about eating anything though today idk why (i have like two suspicions lmao i def know why) but since i'm working i was like "then i'll just pick something up on the way there!!" so i went to my groccery store to get a sandwhich BUT THEY DIDN'T HAVE ANY </333 so i'm having a blazing dragon poke bowl instead??? and it's okay 😔 like i don't know how i feel yet about groccery store sushi and stuff but i've had it before!! it's just a bunch of spicy imitation crab, cucumber, carrots, and rice and i'm mainly just there for the rice. AND OMG i walked around the store bc i was trying to see if they had liquid death (caffeinated tea i think. i don't like it but i really need caffeine today </3) and they didn't have any and i decided to go back to like their little food section to get bao (you can probably guess my ethnicity too 😭) and i almost got hit bc this man WHIPPED around when i tried to pass him like i literally ducked i was so scared he was about to hit me and that man was STILL not aware of me. ANYWAY SORRY RANDOM STORY YOU AND ME AND VIET FOOD!!! TWIN FLAMES!!

ALSO OMG MYSTIC MESSENGER 😭 BRO I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT 707 LIKE TWO DAYS AGO WHEN THAT WHOLE ANON APOCALYPSE HAPPENED I WAS LIKE "i'm going to go 707 on these people and find out where they live and haunt them /hj" PLEASE I FORGOT ALL ABOUT THEIR LITTLE "remember to eat" messages and everything but it's so cute <33 and YES we will yap together!! i went in to school today although it starts tomorrow to switch up my schedule and going there was HORRIBLE i saw so many disgusting people :/// BUT i have a pretty good schedule now so it has it's pros and cons!!! i just give people dirty looks and accidentally saw "ew" aloud all the time :))) AND IK THAT SOUNDS MEAN BUT LIKE YK HOW PEOPLE ARE and the people that live in my state are all rich privileged kids and it never changes 😭 i see them everywhere AND THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME AND ACT THE SAME AND ARE GROSS

and LMAO A BURNER ACCOUNT I WOULD TOTALLY TAKE IT THOUGH!!! i'd love to talk to you whenever please please please feel free to make one and dm whenever you'd like!! <3 I LOVE SEEING YOUR ASKS THOUGH I LITERALLY WILL BE HAPPY EITHER WAY AS LONG AS I GET TO TALK TO YOU <3 I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY TODAY ANON!!

[actualbird]

i have read that enemy card before, and i need not look at the hell hole of misery, pain, and angst that is that fiend of a card again. my enemy. i simply pretend it is not real. a figment of people’s imagination. while others mourn i will be listening to the music box luke gave to mc in absolute ignorance and bliss, because i do quite like the music, and also to avoid the wails and screams from fellow luke enjoyers. good luck to those who wish to subject themselves to this, i am simply not one of you(also i am schip-less. Anniversary gacha was cruel to me.) BUT ON THE PLUS SIDE, mini squishable luke will FINALLY be available in his silly little shop to comfort all those who need it!! Woo!!

-K, do hope youre doing well zak!!

JHAVSKFJHASFKJ oh anon this ask is a blast, ive got the same feelings. this card looks very cool but those who know what goes on in it...........well.....really, good luck to the people who wanna go through that knowing the warnings ive given in the last ask HVKJDHFDS.

or well, maybe not good luck, i assume this kind of angst rlly is something a bunch of other ppl would either be into or not get that affected by. im simply not one of those people. i'll join you, K anon, listening to luke's music box to cope

and YES YESSSSS FINALLY WE CAN SEE LUKE IN HIS SPACE AND WALK AROUND HIS SHOP AND HIS APARTMENT HHHH IM SO EXCITED :(((

thank you for the well wishes!! i hope ur s-chip reserve finds time to suitably re-grow itself sjhfvaksjhfa

[thebigqueer]

hiii! could you write a fic/headcanons of leo, nico and will. i had no idea that was a ship until recently and i love it!!! and i want to read how they get together. in my mind solangelo is already dating (bc leo is in no condition to date after canon) and after leo comes back (after toa5) they became friends and eventually they confess to leo (when he already got over calypso and is better emotionally y'know?). no pressure if you don't feel like writing this tho :)))

hhhh anon im sorry i absolutely would love to write this for you into like an actual fic but it takes me a long time to write fics :(

but! i can def give you headcanons! after all they’re like fics but in outline form and much less grammatically correct! but if i do make a fanfic, i’ll be sure to post it. maybe you’ll like it! can’t make any promises i’d write it anytime soon though cuz i have a few more projects on the line but you know... i’m def considering making one after everything i’ve written in this post...

okay exactly yes i totally agree that leo only gets with them after he’s emotionally stable & after toa5

this is straying from soldezangelo a little but i made a post here about what i personally think should have happened w/ leo’s ending in HoO, if you’re interested in reading it. i’m gonna make the following bullet points based on that

but tldr: i’m just basically saying that i wish caleo ended up leaving ogygia as friends so that leo didn’t get that forced romance on him

so he stays at the waystation for a while with calypso (only as friends; like they’re staying there and are really adorable friends) and all the while he’s really thinking only about himself and his well-being. he goes back to high school and keeps up with that project he’s doing w/ other kids and giving them opportunities to make things (GOD THAT WAS SO CUTE)

then leo decides that maybe for the winter, he’ll go back for a trip (i also hc that piper and percy and annabeth go to chb for the same winter so that some of the seven see each other!)

there, he meets will and nico, but i think mostly he’s interested in talking w/ nico. so they talk a lot. nico expresses how angry they were for leo dying like that and scaring everyone, and leo says he’s sorry but he had to. i think this also provides nico and leo the perfect opportunity to talk about jason, since they were both really good friends with him. and nico also understands that it was leo’s decision and his sacrifice. but they also talk about how leo’s sacrifice kind of... felt weird. since in the end, they still lost the storm but the fire lived on (ehehhehe idk if that made sense but i was tryna be smart lakjsdlfkj) 

i think that opportunity ultimately provides nico and leo to get along a LOT better with each other, and they both realize that they actually have been through a lot of similar feelings. by which i mean theyre both so fuckin mentally unstable and they relate to one another.

nico talks about how he’s been in a relationship with will for a while, and leo’s happy for him, really. but i think a small part of him is jealous, too. not because “oh god here’s another couple im supposed to worry about after ive just started getting over this ingrained idea of needing romance to solve all my issues and feeling like i belong,” but more because i think leo’s always been a little attracted to nico since they were on the argo II with each other. i don’t think he ever acted on those feelings, especially since a lot of the people on that ship were more judgmental towards nico and he probably felt like he had to be as well (by the way, none of this is an excuse to leo’s treatment of nico, or, by extension, an excuse for anyone’s treatment of nico on the argo II.)

leo apologizes to nico about how he treated him, and nico smiles and tells him it’s fine. like, nico has had his own bout of personal growth as well, especially in the past year. he doesn’t - and won’t - forget how people treated him, but now he’s learning to just let it go, in a sense. 

and i think this is when leo and nico kind of develop underlying feelings for each other. 

leo and nico probably hang out a lot, but will also joins becuase he’s nico’s boyfriend, and nico loves to have him tag along. so i think leo feels a little intimidated by will, like “damn my crush is really just bringing along their boyfriend huh??” 

and leo’s like. so jealous. like “ugh why does this hot golden ray of sunshine have to ruin everything. why is he always around. he’s so fucking distracting. like hello i’m trying to simp for nico but he’s so gorgeous for the both of us.” and then it hits leo that oh wait oh fuck he actually likes both of them and that “intimidation” he was feeling was mostly just him being attracted LMAO

leo and will get a bit closer through nico, and then i think the two of them are like very joke-y with each other, and they totally connect with each other about texas and being absolute fucking NERDS (since they are both canonically absolute dumbass nerds HSDHFSLFKDJ)

and leo’s struck with how cute he is omG 

and then nico’s like “wow they’re both so glowy aslkdjffdj HHHHH” 

and then will’s like “damn they’re both so dark and mysterious” 

and also not to mention they all totally relate about mental illnesses, abandonment issues, and the like. i mean, after everything that’s happened to all three of them (since will has been through like two wars, has lost two brothers, and has probably lost a lot of lives and feels guilty for it) they probably really relate to each other about always feeling... this dark uncomfortableness inside them. a void. they get really deep about mental health, and i think nico actually suggests to both of them that they should all talk to dionysus, just like he does (because, as we all fucking know, love cannot fix mental health and it doesn’t matter how much they’re all attracted to each other, they will not cure each other just because they’re in love) 

i think somewhere in the relationship between will and nico, a tension starts to build up a little. they’re not really sure how to exactly deal with teh fact that they like leo (and neither of them actually admits it to the other because they like the other as well and they really are not in the mood for a “”””love triangle”””)

but the funny thing is, they probably all talk about it with dionysus in their separate times. and Mr. D is just. he’s so done. 

SLKDJFKLSDHFLJSDKFSDKJFSFDLJK - Mr. D falling asleep at night thinking about this soldezangelo thing because he thinks it’s really funny that they all like each other but don’t wanna admit it

he totally suggests that nico and will talk about it together, and after lots of hesitation, will is probably the first one to come outright and say that he likes leo as well. and nico’s like “OMG WHAT ME TOO. like i really like you but i also really like leo...”

so they’re both actually really relieved, because they didn’t really want to break up with each other but they didn’t really want to keep lying to each other, either. 

and they tell leo, and then leo’s so happy because lKJSDFJLSLDFK YALL I LIKED YOU FOR THE LONGEST TIME

and bada-bing, bada-boom, ya got yourself a little soldezangelo!!!! 

i hope you liked that!!! i’m actually tempted to make this into a fic now, but since it’s already in headcanon form is there a point? hmm... imma think on this though. thank you SO MUCH for the ask!!!

[dantelionwishes]

I WANNA HEAR D'S THOUGHTS ON JEN'S QUESTION Spill the beans! You've even got me curious now!

“Do you think Rose is a good person?”

I’ll answer not just Jen’s question, but generally thoughts surrounding D and Rose’s relationship!! It’s gonna be long because I think about this a WHOOOOOOLE lot, and I seriously mean a whole lot,,, so read ahead!

btw, if you think Rose is a bad person and D hates him, that’s where you’re mistaken! IT’S MY STORY MY HEADCANONS SO IF U DONT WANNA READ THIS THEN DONT BRO HJASGJHASHJ

PRE-ETERNATUS, CHALLENGER ARC

Ive mentioned before, but D and the chairman had a fairly good relationship!!

In-game, rose is very interested in the player and talks to you a lot, so honestly not much changes here

D, in his challenger phase, is forcibly very loud and flamboyant. being overly animated and confident, he’s able to keep up with rose who likes to chat and banter with him 

When d talks to people, he KNOWS he’s being over-the-top, which is why he feels very awkward doing it (when people point it out, it makes it painfully awkward and embarrassing for them. Point in case: bede and Marnie!)

Rose finds him a very interesting trainer and observes D a lot. Its not hard to notice how hard he’s trying, but rose doesn’t point this out and genuinely moves along with what D’s vibes are as to not make him feel any more humiliated 

D is aware that Rose is playing along with his act, and thanks to this it really builds up trust like!! Oh the chairman isn’t making fun of me and genuinely finds me interesting and strong!!!! the chairman!! What a morale boost!!!!!! 

Again, its genuinely (funny and) awkward when D is being his over-the-top animated self, and its easy to point this out (which most people do, from his rivals to other trainers, to even gym leaders) but the only people who dont actively point it out AND act along would be his mom, hop, Leon, and rose! 

in addition, D has a pretty high-pitched voice so its easy to tell he’s trans?? He was worried he was going to be misgendered by such an all-important person like the chairman, but was surprised when rose immediately was just comfortable with calling him a “young man”

Another cute trivia thing during this stage was that they both are wearing shades for their “incognito mode” and D even gives the chairman some fashion tips for the next time he goes out!

It actually pisses off bede with how much rose and d talk;;;;;;  def one of the reasons why d and bede fight hhhh

The part of the plot where they head to rose tower, D was actually very against it in the beginning, saying that he could actually just try and call up the chairman if he wanted to! He tries and tries, but then starts to panic once he does in fact realise that something isnt right 

Even after storming thru rose tower and defeating oleana, d eVEN TRIES TO INVITE ROSE TO THEIR DINNER (MY BOY IS THINKIN: A DINNER WITH HIS FAV PPL!! HOP, LEON, AND ROSE!! the only one missing would be his mom) ……….but r-rose dismisses it with a smile, saying maybe next time…………..

D is a meek, insecure person who is easily broken down, so he really needs a lot of support to keep moving sO JUST IMAGINE this baby boy who puts trust in someone suddenly goes batshit and you have to defeat them with ur own hands????? Wowza. 

POST-ETERNATUS, NEWLY APPOINTED CHAMPION

OH BOY EVERYONE KNOWS HOW THIS FUCKIN GOES IF THEY REMEMBER MY FIRST POSTS JHASGJHHJAS

Ive already shown this via an illustration + a short Drabble, but its only after the eternatus battle that their father-son relationship is revealed

The game really doesnt show how serious the eternatus battle was, but for me: Leon was hospitalised for quite some time and wasn’t allowed to battle D until he healed up. At the same time, this gave D a lot of time to think about wHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED

I dont mention it, but this is where his gym leader au starts off from the canon timeline!! At this point, D is calling his mom or talking to hop or just locking himself up and is just generally in a panicked state where he feels like dropping out of the challenge, feeling overwhelmed with what just happened

ANYWAY IM HERE TO TALK ABT ROSE AND D but lets just say his Pokemon convince him to continue!!   

at the same time of his win, gossip went around quick and not only is D now very popular for suddenly defeating the unbeatable champion Leon, but is actually the “villainous” chairman rose’s son!??!?!?!??!! 

POOR SON BOY IS OVERWHELMED ONCE MORE, HELP HIM.

He actually escapes to the isle of armour + crown tundra as a way to give him time to think about this more (isle of armour: personal time for himself to think alone, crown tundra: chance to spend time with relatives he didn’t know he had) 

OK GENUINE RELATIONSHIP ANALYZATION TIME:

After becoming champion, he really didnt go see rose at all, feeling a plenty mix of frustration, sadness, anger, betrayal, but!! his feelings dont simply surround the “oh the adult I trusted was actually bad and lied to me“ or “wtf hes the dad who wasn’t there for me and is the reason why mom is alone how dare he” IT REALLY WAS A MIX OF BOTH HGHHGHH

But its BECAUSE he was close to him in the first place that he knows rose wasn’t just….straight up a bad person or a villain

The important part here was that rose and D were close during the challenger part, and our lad had a lot of time to think about how he was simply a good, misguided man

rose is very passionate about the things he cares about, to the point of doing anything and everything for them (ex. Awakening eternatus for Galar’s sake to the point of accidentally getting darkest day, or even working hard for Miriam’s sake to the point of accidentally never being there for her anymore) 

Yeah, d talked to a whole lot of people to think this over. He learned what happened between rose and his mom while talking to her, and D also learned what happened between peony and rose to further understand what’s up!!

In the process, I like to think both Miriam and peony dont hate rose! D was also an important factor in helping the both of them realise and clear up a few things, and at least, in their minds, stay on good terms with rose 

During both DLC arcs, D is silent at first but slowly n surely starts sending small letters to Rose :’))

YAY ACTUAL INTERACTION????

After a lot of thought on his self-journey, its safe to say that D had felt a lot more comfortable, finally talking to rose after the galarian star tournament arc !!

Ive mentioned before, but its not like D has to start from scratch since they had a good relationship as challenger and chairman beforehand anyway

D wants a dad! He does want to meet his dad, and at the same time rose regrets not making time for his lover and future family, so I’d say after pushing away the initial negative awkwardness they do both have the same, genuine goal in mind to talk to each other and build a good relationship with each other!!!!!!

Ive also said before but like ONE OF D’S FEARS IS…..”WHAT IF I MEET MY DAD AND HES TRANSPHOBIC” YKNO???? So knowing that rose already thinks hes already perfect in his eyes, IT REALLY DOES WONDERS TO A YOUNG BOY YKN O ?? ? ? ? ?? 

Uhhhhh honestly I really dont know how jail works and shit sO LETS JUST SAY D VISITS REGULARLY IF HES NOT BUSY WITH CHAMPION DUTIES!!!

Also I have nO idea what oleana means by “WHERE IS CHAIRMAN ROSE” cos like….iSNT HE JUST VIBIN IN JAIL??????? Lets just say he is sdghjjhsdhj

TL;DR

D had a lot, and I mean A LOT, of time to think about Rose. He does not have any ill intentions or feelings towards him, and the two have a hopeful, slowly budding father-and-son relationship. 

[hematomes]

same hat again my handwriting is so bad😭 esp in greek for some reason it's worse than english? I feel like my eng handwriting is bad in a Tasteful Characteristic way but in greek it's just. bad

i love letters so much! actually i used to be obsessed with this digital letter app Slowly if you haven't seen it around it's really cute! i kinda bit more than I could chew at some point and ended up with so many letters to reply to all the time that it overwhelmed me,,,, but now that im talking about it i miss it..

noo that trip sounds so cool??? and a good deal too man im so sorry it got canceled:( i hope you get to have that trip in the future<3

full homo thank you so much. you haven't even seen me but if you, the most beautiful person on earth, says im gorgeous then goddamn i guess i must be.

my teacher had absolutely no chill i miss him dearly</3 always talking about random shit like whales and lowkey being my therapist when i was 14 and going insane:') i owe a lot to him honestly, and not just my first class pass on the c2 exam lmao. i still remember how he said he chose to teach because he wanted to have an active part in the world.

therapy is still stigmatized here too although lately that seems to be mellowing out! esp since my generation is really interested in psychology (enough for it to be considered a "trend" by teachers, apparently). i too plan on seeing a therapist sometime in the (hopefully not too far) future, regardless on what i end up studying bc a bitch is😘 still a little insane

i mean they're just those classic sony headphones everyone has jdjsjf. they're dark blue and super convenient so they're basically perfect for me. i also got some fairly cheap (like 20€) wireless earphones recommended by a friend and they're👌🏽

good luck with those exams!! deep breaths deep breaths im sure you'll do just fine<3

~soup

greek letters are.... hard to write tbh imo. but im also very bad at writing and drawing so my opinion isn't that valuable LMAO

oooh i never heard of it but i checked it out and it sounds super cute ngl 😭 but id probably end up with too many letters too, i mean look at my asks i keep delaying no matter how enthusiast i am zkdnzks

i hope too sobs i wanna go there aaaaa

ZKDKZK OK OK OK FULL HOMO- also how would you even Know if im some kind of pretty 🙄 the only thing i posted was with a mask and it was for a Reason (totally not deflecting bc im blushing in my bed nuh uh)

he sounds incredible zkdkz that's the thing i like the most abt teachers, they can change their students in a way that others can't and it's beautiful

hhhh hope it works out for you sweets, tho dw insanity looks pretty cute on you anyway

ZKDKS I SEE idk why i was thinking abt these headphones with cat ears..... i do have some issues tho so that might be why

thanks i will!!! <3 worst case scenario i have the 2nd semester to save my case lol

[13tinysocks]

HHHH The Hunt Is On original concepts that were scrapped and I feel like rambling. For context THIO is Jane/clockwork/Jack x reader currently on Quotev. At first it was just Jack tho. Anyway *shakes my ass* Mild thio spoilerz 

-As I said, THIO at first was supposed to be only a Jack X reader. I understand it would have been a lot more popular if it was but tbh I don’t really care. We thought to ourselves, “Ight Jack’s epic but what if lesbians?” And slapped them in. 

-Also put them in for a better story. Jane vs Jeff is super popular and we wanted to do our own take on it. Jack vs Jeff is interesting but Jack has no emotional attachment to Jeff in this universe. Wouldn’t have been much drive without Jane and the lesbianism xoxo.

-THIOs name was supposed to be linked to YN searching for Jack. We kept the name bc these bitches lookin’ for Jeff and how to stop him. The name kinda bothers me now but it’s sticks well enough.

-In early concepts YN was the host of a popular cyptid hunting/buzzfeed unsovled style webshow. She was still going to be autistic w/ a special interest in the supernatural. 

-She was going to be more driven though. She would do fucking anything to prove that ghosts and/or monsters are real.

-Prob 21/22

-Jack was going to live in some abandoned mall or hospital. Same goth aesthetic but less neat and quieter. A lil more unhinged but still wicked smart.

-Soulmate AU!!!!!

-The writing on your skin shows up on your soulmate’s! YN would get hastily written science notes until she was 19 then it all stopped. Occasionally a random mark that was accidental. 

-They were too driven to really communicate much. They both figured, “Eh I’ll get to it when I’m 30.”

-YN writes her entire routine for the day on her forearm. It’s a habit that she can’t shake.

-Jack’s blind and can’t see it. But if Rake were to catch it he’d point it out prob. If Jack so desired, he could take a (shitty) pic of the text and have it read out to him

-He figures it out way before YN

-Uses it to avoid her when she comes lookin’. She doesn’t get how he keeps giving her the slip.

-When he reveals it to her she’s like MOTHERFUCKER!!!! ! !! !! !! But also, ayo? Hot gray dude with a god complex? Wanna make out?

-When it was just a Jack/reader the plot was gonna go a lil like this:

-YNs crew were going to be her buds. One of them was going to be killed by Jack for munchies pre-story. Later on, YN would use a spirit box and make contact with him (Noah) More on this in a bit

-Noah was going to be punk, loud, annoying, and a skater.

-The group is still in shock and mourning even thought it’s been two months. A few people from their block have gone missing here and there. Something isn’t right. 

-YN and co. were going to film an episode where Jack and rake live. Seedeater was contemplated on being there too but we didn’t really connect with him.

-They catch something black and blurry on camera but only see it when they’re editing. 

-Go back over and over. Nothing.

-YNs like fuck it! Im going alone bc y’all loud.

-Night vision handheld camera like outlast

-Gets a good pic of Jack. It’s unclear, he has his mask on, he’s on all fours.

-Thing is, he like, is faking being a feral animal bc he wants YN to fuck off. 

-Just imagine being smart but crawling around and growling so this girl will go away.

-Doesn’t attack her bc he’s very aware that if too many folks go missing around the area then more people will look. He doesn’t fell like relocating again.

-YN gets in contact w/ Noah via the spirit box.

-Ghosts r real baby!

-He spills on what happened to him. Tells YN that it’s too dangerous.

-His ghost is super duper fucked since Jack got to him when he was STARVING

-YN sort of heed his warning. She’s like ayo!!! Monsters are real that’s so swag but also I’m gonna expose that thing for what it did to you >:

-Noahs like on god literally dont you will die

-No <3

-There’s a big reveal when Jack finally stands up normally and YN is about to piss herself bc the entire time she thought he was a smart dog xoxo

-YN peaces the fuck out

-Goes back a lil later. Scared but determined. No one believes her abt the spirit box and Noah won’t show himself to anyone else.

-YNs upset about Noah but a curious person. Wants to examine Jack from every angle before she exposes his ass.

-Trail and error. Lots of him chasing her off or almost actually fucking killing her. 

-Eventually, there’s like a weird unorthodox interview.

-YN asks him questions from across a tiny table. He’s so fucking tall, he could reach over and snap your neck in an instant. 

-Learn about one another. 

-Bonding. Some frenemy type of shit.

-Jack is YNs 7ft tall lil secret

-Closer. Forgiveness.

-Someone else is like ayo? There’s body parts at (Jack’s place of residence)

-Ruh-roh law enforcement.

-YN and co. saves Jack 

-Friends feel betrayed but they like ight ig, monster fucker lookin ass

-Gets muddied here bc this is where we did an overhaul to the plot where it was more of a character driven, tragic, depressing, hope punk, sort of thing with lesbians and mullet Liu. 

-Note that I’m not going to write this. I’ve found I only enjoy writing polyamory fics instead of solo stuff x.

-THIO is currently ongoing and it is a lot different and very, very plot heavy. The link for the fic is in the thio/ the hunt is on tag. 

[elysianslove]

👁️👁️ WAITS IN ANTICIPATION

he's so priddy!!!!!! i feel like his hair would just be so so soft hnnnn.........i wanna kiss him so bad.....osamu....🥺 i wanna be loyal to tsumu but <///3 samu's been taking up way too much space on my brain lately i just wanna cuddle with him and bury my face in his chest <////3 atsumu look away (kinda wonky but it's basically for my eyes only anw so meh <3)

ooh i see i see!!! sounds kinda stressful that u have to fly for some govt errands 🤨 and i feel u on the paranoid thing hhhh literally whenever i have to go out i rub alcohol on my hands every 5 mins 💔 tho i really hope things get better soon bc i miss getting hugs 💔 but u said u're back now so!!! WELCOME HOME (???)!!!!!

ALSO u mentioned ure currently on a bit of a break now from uni?? i hope you use this time to rest 🥺 idk about ur uni but,,,the last few weeks are always so difficult to get by <///3 i hate finals so much <///3 AND I DIDN'T KNOW U WERE AN OCTOBER BABY PLEASE FOR SOME REASON I ASSUMED YOU WERE BORN ON NOVEMBER??? BUT AYEEEEE I'M AN OCTOBER BABY TOO LET'S GOOOO 💯

i've been torn on whether or not i should go back to my regular bob cut or growing it out so....maybe this is a sign.....i miss being able to put my hair up in a bun/high ponytail anyway 😼 — 🦊

THE SELFSHIP THE SELDHIPBSBSJWJS YOU TWO LOOKCSO GOOD IM GONNA CRY YOU LOOK SOOSOSOSOO GOOD TOGETHER HOW DO YOU LOOK GOOD WITH BOTH THE MIYA GWINS ik they’re twins yes BUT HOW,,, and pls every time i see a drawing of u im even more sure we’d be such good irl friends ugh hahshd

n yeah it was annoying but it’s okay! at least i’m home!!!

and pls i wish im still working on so many things,,, but im still giving myself a breather yk,,, a much needed one. but same <//3 i hate finals sfm <//3 it’s okay we got this <//3

BUT YES I AM IM OCTOBER 28TH GANG 😝 NO WAY YOURE OCTOBER TOO??? OCTOBER SUPREMACY 😩

ur hair is soso pretty tho omg :( YOUD LOOK SO CUTE W SHORT HAIR BUT!!! LONG HAIR!!! grow it out miss u need to have that swish swish pony tail thing :))

[captainshyguy]

me: o im getting a bit of pain to the right of my stomach, but i get frequent anxiety pains so it's prob-

my brain: ur appendix is abt to burst :^)

me: bu-

my brain: time to freak out :^))))))

[ellewords]

i loved your most recent stuff with oikawa and akaashi!! i found it endearing how oikawa genuinely wants to make his relationship with the reader work despite the difficulties and how akaashi is attentive, sometimes to a fault

anyways i fell deeper down the rabbit hole that is going seventeen and i come bearing souvenirs >:3c i recently watched their human chess #1 and i thought it would fit the olympic team! tbh a lot of going seventeen content can fit just about all of the schools but i think i tend to go towards the national team because of the potential for all of the different dynamics and combinations

i really loved their outfits in this episode and how most were color-coordinated too! i bet the hq boys would look really nice in them too hehe

(2:12) hinata as woozi placing the idea of making sound effects into bokuto's head

(2:31, 2:44, 4:25, 5:38, 7:19) I’M CONTINUING THE BOKUTO AS DK AGENDA it just fits so well???

(3:03) wonwoo with his hair like this reminds me of kageyama so much ahhhh also kageyama trying to be cool but failing ;;w;;

(3:51) atsumu is definitely hoshi (he was really about to start doing some pushups or something LOOOL) I WANT TO SEE ARAN AS S.COUPS

(4:38) aran as s.coups, atsumu is hoshi, SUNA AS MINGHAO

(5:06) THE WAY IT CUTS TO HOSHI JUST SQUATTING THERE

(5:46) ATSUMU AND BOKUTO

(6:00) WHY DID DK MAKE THAT NOISE HELP

(7:41) jun’s little cheer!! idk which boy he’d be but for some reason i'm getting hoshiumi vibes from seungkwan

(12:32) "WOOZI YOUR FINGERS ARE SO SEXY"

the human chess #2 was also so funny seungkwan literally flying off the chess board had me WHEEZING

(0:18) bokuto as dk once again

(2:08) HOSHIUMI MAKING THIS FACE AND SAYING THAT THEY SHOULD NAIL THE BUCKET TO THE GROUND

(4:11) suna as minghao catching the pirate toy and his little smile

(6:18) HINATA OR KAGEYAMA FOR SURE THEY JUST GET TOO EXCITED/COMPETITIVE AND THEY JUST GO FLYING

(7:21) the contrast between “thank goodness he fell the right way” versus “his butt is strong” FICJDJDNSJS

(8:02) SUNA AS MINGHAO i love when fanarts depict him as being quite flexible like these ones (one, two) with him and sakusa stretching together

(10:25) something about jeonghan's blunt “pep talk” makes me think of sakusa for some reason

(12:25) SAKUSA AS JEONGHAN i don't know if he'd have flexible fingers just like how he has flexible wrists but i like to think so because then we’d be matching >:)

(13:35) mingyu as ushijima (the editing cutting him off was funny but also LET HIM SPEAK!!!!) actually now that i think about it mingyu radiated strong ushijima vibes in these episodes, like i could see ushijima in his outfit haha

(13:55) hinata about to take a bite from sakusa's arm feat. a stray bokuto—🌸💫

AAA PLEASE OMG IM GLAD YOU LIKED MY FOUR AM BRAINROT 🤧 was lowkey scared that it wasn't going to make any sense >_<

anyways, ty for feeding my hq as svt brainrot hehe thoughts under the cut <33

human chess #1

(2:12) hhhh--- that’s so cute omg Hinata making lil sound effects whenever he moves awe

(2:31, 2:44, 4:25, 5:38, 7:19) YES YES ABSOLUTELY THEY BOTH HAVE BIG GOLDEN RETRIEVER ENERGY I LOVE THEM 7:19 IS SWEET THO I IMAGINE HINATA AS SEUNGKWAN COPYING HIM UWU

(3:03) the way you put my svt bias with my hq first love ;-; really wanna see him in wonwoo’s fit just so soft

(3:51) yes yes !! imagine the look of pure panic on Atsumu’s face when aran says “it’s me”

(4:38) suna having hao’s lil smile and giggle will be peak devastation for me

(5:06) I ACTUALLY CACKLED WHAT WAS THIS MAN DOING

(5:58) adding to the aran as s.coups agenda hehe

(6:00) I also don’t know and at this point I am afraid to find out

(7:41) yes on hoshiumi being seungkwan but hear me out -- Sakusa as jun in this moment,, like someone asks him to cheer and he just does that :<<

(12:32) hinata’s slip of the tongue and saying this to kags lmaoooo (the setters have pretty hands wbk)

human chess #2

(2:08) HOSHIUMI WITH A LIL POUT THAT’S SO CUTE

(4:11) PEAK DEVASTATION PT. TWO FOR ME

(6:18) YES AND EVERYONE JUST LOSES IT + suna or maybe atsumu as jeonghan asking the editors to edit him on a carpet

(7:21) “thank goodness he fell the right way” - ushijima versus “his butt is strong” - bokuto 

(8:02) I SEE THE SUNA AS HAO AGENDA CONTINUES I HAVE NO COMPLAINTS (gives me the big uwus seeing the fan art)

(10:25) yes and dino being kageyama or something who’s just out here trying his best

(12:25) awe matching flexible wrists that’s cute

(13:35) PLEASE OMG USHI JUST SAYING SOMETHING ODDLY SENTIMENTAL OUT OF NOWEHERE AAA but yes someone put him in that outfit

(13:55) something like this has actually happened I feel it in my bones

I offer another video bec you keep sending me to brainrot : debate night with the olympians (the debate nights + the mafia ones are actually legendary and there’s a reason why they’re huge fan faves with multiple reiterations love ‘em sm)

(0:46) IWA AS WONWOO THEY REALLY DRAGGED HIM IN TO HOST HEHE >:)

(2:03) USHIJIMA AS MINGYU MAKING A SUPER DUMB JOKE AND EVERYONE JUST GOING ...

(2:08) SAKUSA WOULD BE JEONGHAN THO,,, BIG BRAIN ENERGY THE ENTIRE TIME

(3:20) HOSHIUMI AND SEUNGKWAN SIT AT THE SAME TABLE

(5:58) PLEASE IWA TELLING BO AND TSUMU TO SIT DOWN

(8:29) IMAGINING SAKUSA AND BO AS THIS JUST SENDS

(10:37) back on my Hoshiumi as seungkwan agenda and sakusa would be exactly how jeonghan is acting

(11:55) this is just so funny to me,, and dk acting as all the animals is just *chef’s kiss*

hehe ty for reading this ramble !! hope you’re doing well !! <3

[mitsubitchiee]

At this rate all of my asks are gonna end up starting w keysmashes cause I almost just keysmashed for this one too dhskdhdk

The praise kink thing is like— hhhh it flusters me to NO end imma be honest. Like I reaaaaally wanna be told how well I’m doing and be called good boy n shit, but then when it happens I’m so incredibly flustered ;;; so I mean fuck if that’s what you’re wanting then hey hi how are ya—

And yes!!! I would be SO willing to eat you out, especially if you let me hold on around by gripping around your thighs— hhhh as long as I want?? Honesty hour, my stamina is very high and I will abuse that permission if you let me, I have accidentally overstimmed partners in the past like that— babe if you’re down I would absolutely do the same for you on purpose this time

Also it’s he/him, thank you for askin 💝

- Oz

Babyyyyy 😭😭😭💕💞💗💖 youre really making me wanna tease you and praise you so much why are you this lovable?? I hope youre good with headpats and cheek caresses bc youre getting me so s o f t, just wanna spoil you damn

Mmmn so eager to put your mouth on me 🥰 such a good boy 🥺 as long as you want babe, im not going back on that, eat me out till im out of my fucking mind. Until i cant hold my thighs up anymore and end up resting my weight on you, it would be your fault anyway, so you should take responsibility right? 💞💞 nnnggggh that sounds so perfect, i want it. You gotta let me put my mouth on you too afterwards okay? Id be so overstimulated and dazed, but fuck if im not just as eager to suck you off 😫💞

[dear-yandere]

—ask collection!

a collection of mostly very old chats and sweet asks that i never got around to answering! thanks for the patience and love!! 

beware, fairly long post... woops....

chat asks.

darling: Eu-jin is best boy. Change my mind.

vanya: i am physically incapable of fulfilling that request, how dare you do that to me... i’m biased since he’s my own oc, but i would die for my (very best) boy eu-jin... who can resist such a gentle yandere that loves you so whole-heartedly?

that reminds me! he’s actually based off of kuroyuki and gekkamaru from the otome nightshade, so if you want similar characters by any chance, do check them and the game out ♡

darling: I was watching the dub for Part 5 of JoJo's Bizarre adventure yesterday...Mista called himself Daddy and I like- sdfghjfgsdhnhnmj!! My heart can't take this--

vanya: WAIT HE DID???? i’m not even big on daddy kink and reading that made me go 😳 this is vital information to know... what episode was this??? for research purposes, of course. gotta perfect my yan! mista, after all~...

darling: for yandere songs, have you heard of the major to minor covers by chase holfelder :O? the way he delivers the lyrics in some songs (betty, all i want for christmas), added with the key changes to minor, is really fantastic, and gives a stalker-ish vibe imo! and he's a really good singer in general

vanya: i have!! a good chunk of them are actually on my personal yandere playlist, so i end up hearing them frequently when i’m writing!! i haven’t been keeping up with his uploads recently, so ‘betty’ is completely new to me and just, wow???????????? this man is an absolute god send for us “romantic” horror fans... ♡

this ask gave me such a lovely idea, though, darling: assigning yandere types/mbti based off each of chase’s minor key covers. i think i’ll do that just for you. ♡

darling @blossomiich​: I reread some of your old character interaction asks and saw the one with Jotaro hugging his Darling after a panic attack and the elephant seal plush reminded me of the iconic C H O N K Y ringed seal plushie that was kinda trending and I can totally imagine Jotaro having one of those >w< that's so adorable!

vanya: i honestly don’t remember that interaction, but then again i don’t remember most things hmghng so i looked it up and

j...just imagine star plat hogging it and not letting joot cuddle with it 🥺 the duality of man...thank you for this cute image...

darling: Umm, sorry for asking this. I'm just curious because of your bio language in your header. Are you Chinese too, perhaps?

vanya: no worries!! i’m mixed guyanese (indian, chinese, & possibly black and/or portuguese), but my family only celebrates (or rather, acknowledges?) our indian descent, since the majority of our family is predominantly east indian. 

my header is actually a quote from a danmei novel (and one of my all-time favorite fandoms), tiān guān cì fú (heaven’s official blessing)!

darling genki stan anon: Omg you're writing for free now, i didn't expect that one lol. It's a cute show innit? Not a nagi stan but I feel like nagisa has that kinda unsnapped personality that would make him peak delusional yandere material lolol like oikawa but less threatening and without his head being up his own ass 😂. Hope you're doing well!! -gsa

Gdjsjs im such a fool, i think my last ask said something about not thinking you'd write for free when i literally just pointed out kisumi on your sideblog LMAO my bad 😅 😂 also ill hold back on the gen chan requests because ive already asked so many in the past! Thank you though 🥺. Also feel free not to post this, it can just dip into my onesided chats with my lil flower 💐 so long as you receive them im fine 😌 -genki stan anon

vanya: nagisa isn’t my favorite (kisumi is), but gods if he wouldn’t make a great yandere. honestly, out of the iwatobi boys, nagi is probably the most unhinged. i wouldn’t peg him as delusional, at least not at first; i think he’s very lucid and knows exactly what he wants and how to manipulate people in order to get it!!! kisumi is fairly similar now that i think about it... i might... have a type...

please feel free to send in gen-chan requests whenever you want!!!! i’m kinda super asocial, so it’ll take me a while to answer, but i love getting asks from you since you’re so sweet and excitable!!! your little flower reads and cherishes them all!! 🥺

also darling genki stan anon: Sorry for spamming you with asks hdjkdks, u dont even need to reply im just kinda brain empty venting here whether you recieve them or not 😂 i just needed to confess that while yes i am #1 gen simp, and he is undoubtedly my fave oc of yours but that Ilya tentacle smut had me very much so highkey kinda 👀, had to re read the genki oral style drabble to bring my head back. He dont even need to worry about luca bc that man a thot. I think therin is a thot too but like lowkey, a classy thót -gsa

vanya: omg i’ve kept this one for forever mnmghngh i might’ve even answered at some other point, now that i think about it... but i just 🥺 gosh i hope i find my muse soon, because i really wanna write you a genki fic 🥺 hhhh

the ilya tentacle smut was so in character for that boy... i have no clue how to write monsters, much less tentacles, but i’d honestly do anything for him 🙏 kinky russian boy...

therin is definitely a classy thot, the kind that only bangs the finest concubines then turns around and slut shames you for banging the very same prostitutes gbfmngnfg rules don’t apply to him, in his kingdom...wish that were me tbh ✊😔

sweet asks.

darling one: i've read almost all of your dazai and chuuya fics and i love them so much!! your formatting is also super aesthetic just a question, i saw on your kofi that you also draw so i was wondering if you drew all the header arts?? bc they're all super pretty :) have a great day!

darling two: Just wanted to say love the writing and the way your format your posts is so aesthetically pleasing. One day I hope my posts looks half as good as yours because I legit can't get over how pretty and organized it looks.

vanya: omg thank you so much!!!! one of my bffs, yue, is to thank for the formatting and aesthetic choices, really! if you wanna see more of her aesthetic formats and posts, she actually runs a few blogs! you may know her as @milkscafe​, formally @milkaaton! i adore her and her aes choices so much 🥺

as for the headers, i don’t draw 99.98% of them! i have drawn a couple, but they’re so few and far in between since i almost never finish my art wips haha... my older posts are lacking proper credits because i’m an absolute idiot, but i’m slowly working my way backwards to credit them all where possible! they’re all indeed super pretty!!!

have a great day yourself, my love!!

darling: THEY’RE NOT BAD CONTENT, I LOVE THEM ALL

vanya: this was in response to a now-deleted lil blurb but i kept it in my inbox because i wanted to say i love u very much and seeing this ask each time i open my inbox makes my heart skip a beat ♡

darling: Listen I love your writing, you inspired me to start it myself! I've always loved to write, and read of course but your style and concepts just stick with me. If you where to write something besides Yandere content/fandom content and started your own series? I would read the shit, out of it. I'm always nervous to interact with my favorite writers because you know, I'm afraid of the impression I'd leave but I just wanted to say this anyway! 💞💞💞🔫😳

vanya: wowowow fgfnmgnfmngfg that’s such a high compliment my brain just gmfnbgmnf go boom fogjfngnfg and thank you for the interaction, us writers truly appreciate it no matter how awkward or nervous you think you may be / come off!!!

darling one: As a writer, your post struck a nerve with me. I don’t send feedback to writers I like nearly as much as I should (and certainly not as much as I’d like in return as a writer). So, as such, I’m going to start doing that when I can, starting with you.

You are an incredible writer. You were one of the first yandere writing blogs I found and you’re still one I check in on regularly to see what you have been working on. You can portray a sense of suspense and intrigue in a natural way that many other writers - published ones included - struggle with. You delve into the darkness without it feeling forced, and you have an amazing grasp on the psyches of the characters you write for (which is a quality I adore in writing and strive toward myself).

I’m not great at ending these things so I guess.. you keep doing you? Because the you is great and I appreciate it.

darling two:  hey. i'm here to tell you that from the bottom of my heart i love you and your writings. i really admire your writing skills. you inspire me. one of your posts once saved me from a nervous breakdown. thank you for everything you do. you're a wonderful person. good luck!

darling three: I wanted to tell you that thank you for writing such wonderful beautiful writings and that you take time to edit and write I hope you are taking care of yourself 💖❤

darling four: Thanks. I was having a hard time and deleted all my apps, but as soon as i opened my phone my first instinct was to look at your blog and i got my motivation back. Thanks (:

darling five: Hi ! I just wanted to say I really enjoy the stories you write and how they are detailed so well ! Stay safe and I hope you have a good day/night ! ლ(╹◡╹ლ)

vanya: ahhhh, these are very old asks mostly dating back to my “tumblr writing community is dying” post, and i’ve kept them this entire time because i’m just so starstruck. i have no clue how to reply to compliments, so i’m not sure what else to say besides that these asks made me very happy and got me through a few insecure moments!!! i’ve actually been feeling a little down about my writing recently, mostly because of lack of motivation / inspiration, so revisiting these really warmed my heart, so thank you truly ♡ i’m certainly keeping the originals in my inbox until the end of time!!

darling @monstrously-obsessed: psst, this local cryptic mom thing send all of their love for you 💕

vanya: your local herbo says she loves you very much momster 🥺 mwah

also, to the anon worried about my safety:

thank you so much for pointing that out!!! it hadn’t even crossed my mind when i made those ocs, so i appreciate your concern! i was contemplating revamping those two as is, so this is a great place to start! thank you again!!

[lemongogo]

dude 203 tmrw... any predictions (fears hhhh) ? wednesdays have become so stressful lately...

aa !!!! i believe jump is pushing the release back an additional week so we won’t see anything tmrw but.........i am so scared

i really hope kanao is okay :_( i’m going to be really sad if she actually dies from this . like the clown in me says she’ll be just fine because everyone else has suffered from much worse and survived (i mean look at inosuke NKDFNDG) but at the same time thats exactly how 200 got me LMAO im just hoping that if she survives, it isnt by some “love cures all” measure between her and tanjiro . if that makes sense . like i dont mind the possible endgame i just rly dont want it to be a decisive factor in kanao surviving or tanjiro transforming back into a human

im intrigued tho !!! because having read the theories about tanjiro’s purpose as a demon im . huh........and seeing how he had that moment of self reflection near the end after the antidote, i wonder if he’ll be able to collect himself similar to how nezuko did?? and if thats the case, what it means for him and what it means for the story, too . given that this is (was?) supposedly the last arc im wondering how long it’ll continue on for

bc i don’t sincerely believe the antidote will have cured tanjiro. he got all of muzan’s power And conquered the sun . not to mention such a quick resolution would be jarring given how intense the situation is. but with giyuu’s narration, im sure we’ll begin to see a bit of resistance from tanjiro’s inner self

so i dont have a lot of predictions tbh but im so excited. and a little scared. idk why but im still petrified for giyuu’s safety. also i know uzui retired but NFDKFLGK???? can he not help out.sir. please. everyone is dying out there

also this is so unrelated but if shinobu’s antidote does alter his mind in some way, i would wanna see a callback to the pillars . i just rly miss them SHSHS imagine how sweet it would be of them 2 send tanjiro back ;_; anyways .. what do you think !!! 

BUT YEAH AABDHBSFBSDHFB 

[jimimn]

HELLOO MISS SHIVIII firstly hsdsjw i'm so sorry i thought you didn't receive my asks and freaked out a bit sjdjsb my patience is THE WORST OMIGOSH I HOPE YOU GET TO SEE THE PRETTIEST STARRY NIGHT ONE DAY AND SIT UNDER THE STARS AND EAT CUPCAKES AND SLEEP THERE BECAUSE ITS THE BEST THING EVER ✨aah i hope u rested well after watching MAMA also not @ how they made us sit for A WHOLE HOUR AND A HALF under the guise of "10 minutes" LIKE I GOT SO TIRED OF WAITING THE BACK PAIN THING IS ALL OF US RN-💫

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII okay the rest of your asks and my reply are under the cut because i rambled a lot yet again and i don’t want people to have to scroll so much 😂😂

that move was called a pas de deux btw! it requires a TREMENDOUS amount of trust and harmony between the partners and SO MANY STRUGGLE TO FIND A BALANCE BUT THEY REALLY DID IT WITH NO HESITATION IM IN SO MUCH AWE aaaah IKNOWRIGHT HOSEOK DID NOT COME TO PLAY WHAT WAS HE THINKING LIKE ITS BEEN 2 DAYS BUT ITS BEEN LIVING IN MY HEAD RENT FREE AND ITS NEVER LEAVING NOW AND WHEN HE LEAD THE DANCE BREAK AND DID HIS THING!!! THE POWER!!! 💫 

THE ON PERFORMANCE AND THEM LEAVING A SPACE FROM YOONGI WAS JUST SO 🥺🥺🥺🥺🤧🤧🤧 YOU CANT MAKE ME CRY AFTER JIMINS NIPSLIPS THEY MADE ME GO FERAL PARK JIMIN AND HIS LACK OF CLOTHING and not at how in the life goes on lie he was like "some clothes are for removing"???? like...OK SPEAK UR TRUTH 😳 AND MAMA HOLY CRAP their mentions of yoongi 🤧🤧😭😭 AND WHEN THEY EVEN ALL SAID THEIR THANK YOU TOGETHER THE WATERWORKS NSDJANJS 💫

DUDE I KNOWWW I CANT BELIEVE IT WAS AN ACTUAL STADIUM..AND THE DANCE BREAK>>> THEY DID NOT COME TO PLAY yoongi's hologram showing up in life goes on was SO HEARTWARMING and the way he was getting imaptient on weverse...SAME YOONGI SAME sjdbjs these dynamite performances do be looking like a pack of m&m's and more LMAO <333 I THINK OUR THOUGHTS ARE PRETTY MUCH THE SAME AKA HEADSLAMS AND A WHOLE LOT OF CRYING HAHA but thank you for replying to me and i hope you have a wonderful day/night!! 💫

NOOOOO please don’t be sorry omfg im the same lmao. I get really anxious really quickly rip. But im glad you sent in the ask because tumblr doing tumblr things and not delivering the ask to me is very much possible!! AHHHHH and thank you i hope i can see it one day too 🥺 i really wanna experience those things that they show in the movies ashjjshg sitting on a hilltop overlooking the city at night with stars above lmao its so cheesy but it looks and sounds so beautiful asdfghjk 😭😭 ah yes, mama clowned us 🤡 but then what’s new lmao big hit keeps clowning us all the time so we’re used to it anyway ���🤣 aaaaaa righttttt but i hope you rested well <3 <3

AND YES i read about the move that they did and the amount of trust and comfort level it requires between the partners and i mayhaps have teared up a little bit just thinking about it. They made it look so easy and effortless and SO GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL hhhh crying again 😭 And if wasn’t even just one lift, after the lift jimin had to do that roll over jungkook’s back (idk what it’s called in dancing terms im sorry sdfghjk) and then jungkook had to lift jimin AGAIN by the waist using just his palm and i can’t imagine the amount of strength required to do that!! that too in water!! God they were frikkin’ flawless. AND OMG SAME IVE BEEN WATCHING HOBI DANCING AND D WORDING AGAIN AND AGAIN he’s so powerful exactly!!!!!

i really really hope yoons gets recovered completely and fills that empty space soon 🥺 AMND PLS WE DO NOT SPEAK ABOUT JIMIN’S NIPSLIPS IN THIS HOUSEHOLD SDFGHKL AND LIKE THIS IS NOT EVEN THE FIRST TIME so idk why does it make me go feral every time 😭😭😭 HE LEGIT SAID THAAAAAAAAAAAAT in the live OMG i still can’t believe him 😭 like ok jimin i see how it is babe 😭 AND OMG YES it was like mama: here’s your award     bts: ok but our suga hyungie        and crap the tears everytime they did that 🥺🥺 nothing can separate them 😔💖 AND YES YOONGI ON THE PHONE DID THE COUNT FOR THEM TO BOW DOWN and gosh just.. tears. Imagine him sitting in front of the tv watching them whilst he was talking on the phone 🥺 and not @ the way yoongi was a part of ARMY yesterday watching his boys perform and waiting and getting excited just like us!!! and his weverse post of him feeling proud looking at them like pls 🥺🥺

YES OMG i loved the dance break too!! Jinnie doing Yoongi’s part had me screaming and cheering for him!!! and the hologram gosh it was so unexpected and maybe that is why it made me feel so overwhelmed but then tbh it made me feel kinda weird in the end but i can’t put a finger upon why it made me feel like that :/ PACK OF M&M’S LMAO THAT IS PROBABLY THE BEST DESCRIPTION OF DYNAMITE PERFORMANCES THAT I’VE READ 😂😂 its like such a colourful party!!! but in my opinion (and idk if you’d agree with me) mma>>>>>>>>>>>> mama . mma was just something else. like i’ve never felt so many things at once, the way i felt during their entire mma performance. AND PLEASE omg you don’t have to say thank you for replying pls I’ll always reply!!! <3 <3 I might take time because I don’t want to give a rushed reply but I’ll always reply!! Your asks make me really happy!! <3 I hope you’re having a great day/night too and i hope you’re staying safe!! 💖💖

[osamuniichann]

Map of the Soul: 7

After a ~315 day drought without new music and a comeback from the legends, we are finally back with MOTS: 7! It been a hot minute since ive done a album review (solely for myself LMAO) so lets get back into it bc this album is a home run

Interlude: Shadow. Here we have the extended version of the interlude. can i just say that the lyrics to this masterpiece are so real and true. its not suga speaking nor is it agust d, this is min yoongi speaking of his internal conflict with the celebrity life, which is heartbreaking. on another note, the visuals of the mv are stunning and the ending--dont u just wanna go apeshit??? truly a great addition to the album!

Black Swan. sister black swan has been with us for a month-ish now? it still bumps. HARD. i blasted this to and from my drive to work to the point where i was scared if id get sick of the song but that didnt happen. the way how its hard to pinpoint when and where a member would sing/rap because they INTENTIONALLY wanted the voices to blend as if they were one body. this is the group’s narrative on how no matter how passionate one is on a certain craft, when they lose that drive, its like a death. and it is up to themselves to spark that love and interest once again. a very relatable story across various media, talents, skills, etc.

Filter. When I first heard that this was a jimin solo showcasing the many sides of Jimin, i thought that it was going to be a sad ballad to kind of follow the theme mots: 7 seemed to give off; thought that it would talk about how he has to force personas onto himself to appeal to the masses, but it is the complete opposite. Jimin is all the faces he puts on, he can be cute, sweet, and caring Jimin but he is also a sexy, flirty young man that can attract any living being. how he switches from falsettos to a lower register voice is beyond me, what a versatile one he is! <3

My Time. Moving onto jungkook’s solo, I knew the lyrics were going to be sad especially when it seems to compare himself to others his age. How he speaks about how fast time runs for him, how his childhood and current life is not of the average 22 year old (LIKE UM HERE I AM, SAME AGE AS JUNGKOOK AND IM NORMAL AF while he’s out here breaking records?? WOW). but the life of jungoo can be a bit overwhelming, completely understandable. I just want our boi JK to know that he can be himself and live freely despite such different circumstances. On another note, the groove of this track is so GOOD. it reminds me of Ari and ugh i LIVE for this jam

Louder Than Bombs. When the track started, I could totally tell Troye Sivan helped produce it, it has such a unique sound that only Troye would use. It sounds like this song would totally be on a movie soundtrack IDK WHY. like, i can picture it during an apocalypse movie sldkjg im not completely sure what the meaning is to the song (bc im big stupid) but i feel like its a track saying that no matter the struggles, they will continue to sing confidently, strongly, and wholly to us endlessly. beautiful, just beautiful.

ON. Moving on to the title track of MOTS: 7! I’m very picky about strong anthem-type songs but ON is actually p addicting HAHA There’s a background sound that repeats in the back that sounds like Sans from Undertale, aint that wild LMAO but anyways, the Manifesto Film was crazy good. The drums, the band, the breakdown of it all? UNBELIEVABLE. Also, JK’s vocals during the bridge? H O W. That breakdown tho...oof, that was amazing. They still dance with the thirst that rookie bts would and i think thats why ppl are so drawn to them no matter how many years pass. Fun fact: the choreographer of ON as well as Dionysus actually is from my city in Hawaii and we went to the same high school THATS WILD. the talent she holds!

UGH! Rap line ATE this shit, are we KIDDING. An ode to all the hate comments that we receive, u can see how fed up they are. They made POINTS and we all agree, its the damn law. The way how they opened up with a gunshot, we knew it was coming. Everyone joked about how we bout to hear some gunshots on this album, well they threw ALL of it on this track. Can i just say that Hobi’s verse tho? it hits different, it really do. When they went “ahem, ahem. ahem, ahem-ahem, YOUR AHEM. AHEM-AHEM--” OOOOOUGH i felt that shit!! god, imagine this in concert...the building aint ready!

0:00 (Zero O’ clock). Now we have the vocal line track, we knew they were bout to present some vocals. Great sound, slow and reflecting. Not the first track I’d listen to but it is a great listen. The lyrics tho get to me. The way how they comfort us and say that life can be rough but you can be happy. no matter what happens, with the turning of the clock to 0:00, its a brand new day and we can make the day better. what a powerful message that all of us need to hear once in a while. we will be happy guys, we deserve to be.

Inner Child. Tae’s solo which is a message to his young self. I expected a slow ballad filled with his warm vocals reminiscent of Winter Bear, 4 o’ clock, and Scenery but boi was I wrong. He has this sunset glow voice that wraps u so warmly and the sound is just so happy, pure, and innocent. Its a hopeful message to his younger self on how we will change and be the amazing person we want to or will be. I was sobbing at this song, I tell u. It was 2:00 am in the morning and I was sobbing into my pillow. Imagine comforting your past self that everything will be okay and to take ur hand, it will be all worth it in the end. When he sang “ur my boy, my boy, my boy, my boy!” Ugh...the tears!

Friends. When I heard this was a vmin duet expressing their friendship with each other, I knew it was going to be so emotional! I didn’t expect such a fun, poppy sound tho. They truly are soulmates, the love they have for each other is so wholesome and real, it truly exhibits the love I have for my friends--they’ve been with me through thick and thin, during happy and sad times; the amounts of serotonin they give me is just HHHH. The way how Tae and Jimin have been friends since high school until now is just ugh...we love it. Towards the end when they started singing “you are my soulmate!” towards each other, i started sobbing so hard because WOW. the shivers i felt, this song made me so happy and full! 

Moon. Next we have Jin’s solo which is an ode to us army’s. And on another perspective, this is a song from the moon (jin) to the Earth (army)--i have tears in my eyes. The lyrics especially got me in a chokehold and made me sob, the way how he says that he will always be by our side no matter what, the same way how we are there for him...god. The chorus really gets to me, it feels so happy and thankful and I just want to tell Jin that I will forever follow him and the boys. They’ve been with me for years now and I will continue to support, love, and listen to them. Ily to the moon and back, our moon.

Respect. I didn’t expect a Namgi duet but HERE WE ARE. Goddd when i heard that i was SO EXCITE. They’ve known each other for +10 years now and they never miss the chance to tell everyone that they’ve been friends for that long. Not @ how they disliked each other at first but grew to be so mf close, to the point where their family. Ughhh, im so uwu rn. Im so happy, so so happy that Nams started it with AYO SUGA; i SCREAMED. Also, i heard that they recorded it in one take and i could see how much fun they had--especially considering that their rap styles are completely different. Even tho in the song they joke about not knowing what the word Respect means, we know...we just KNOW the high amounts of respect they have for each other. As they mentioned before, Yoon’s respects towards Nams’ leadership and care towards everyone and Nams’ respect towards Yoon’s love and passion for music and producing. Peak comedy is Yoongs overloading on autotune during his parts to the point where its intentional. Bless Namgi.

We are Bulletproof: The Eternal. I felt like a CLOWN when this track started. Like everyone, i thought we were going to have a third installment similar to that of the strong, hip-hop, gunshot-filled part 1 and 2 of we are bulletproof, but we were met with soft vocals and rap. The lyrics tho get to me. This truly was a song about their entire journey and i felt like I experienced all years with them. They’ve been through so much and the way how they sang “we are we are together/forever bulletproof!” They are proud of where they came from and it has stuck with them till now. They are such real people...i cry. ALSO the “We were only seven, but we have you all now.” Whenever i see pictures of their debut fanmeets/concerts vs now its just crazy. imagine singing as an entire being during concerts when they start “OOOOH OH OHH” im so immensely proud of the feats they’ve reached and im excited on what they do next! <3

Outro: Ego. The way how he started it with the fitness gram pacer test just like in previous albums, ugh what a throwback! this song is such a Hobi track, its fun, dance-inducing and its just so FEEL GOOD. the way how he switches flows and is capable of doing so is *chef’s kiss* the way how he speaks about the path he takes is difficult but he doesnt regret it...SOBS also the mv??? UGH SO CUTE. the flashbacks too;; i cry

ON (feat. Sia). With this track, there’s not much extra I can say, all my opinions still stand with the original track wit ot7. I jokingly told my friend that if Sia is gonna be on the track “hey nanana’ing” the same why Halsey was only “oh my my my’ing” i will ctfu. and...welp, that was what happened. I do love Sia tho so props to her!

Overall: I initially thought that MOTS: 7 was going to be a dark, ballad-filled album but it was anything but. It had so much fun songs, the lyrics are again, so deep and meaningful--it pulls at your heartstrings. It felt so raw, personal, emotional, and i love it in all its being. The boys will continue to amaze me no matter what they put out and i forever and endlessly will support and love them the same way they do for us. MOTS: 7 is a masterpiece and im in love