#what that means and like. rrrrrrrr i can’t empathize w/o it being incriminating and. basicly i feel like a prop or a puppet sometimes but i
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i am. fucking pissed lol ♥️
#food tw#delete later#just forced myself awake from a dream where i. accidentally ate smth with m*ok in it and felt sick after which is ANNOYING bc it was a DREAM#and then i saw a certain fb post and like. i can’t get into it but i can’t respond to it the way i want to bc of. whose daughter i am and wh#what that means and like. rrrrrrrr i can’t empathize w/o it being incriminating and. basicly i feel like a prop or a puppet sometimes but i#cannaught say this and to harbor the sentiment secretly is. naught good and. yeah 💝 many thoughts head full abt how this might have been a g#good way for me to eat and live if i hadn’t been forced into it at 10 yrs old the way i was and encouraged to like ignore all the hard#things abt it bc it didn’t matter and to talk abt the hard stuff would have been traitorous or whatever bc we had to be role models for#other kids and like. lol. i get why my friends are concerned sometimes bc it does sound like a **** u know. like it isn’t but thats sure wh#what it sounds like. and it’s just funny but also very sad and im gonna be dealing w internalized whatever abt it for the rest of my life 😍#purrs#emetophobia tw#?#ask to tag#WAIT NO i meant m*lk for the first tag idk what m*ok is LOL#and ok to continue i can’t make a giant declarative fb post or whatever bc like. yeah. of whose daughter i am and what that means. so 🥴💞#the wayyyy in whit’ch.. eye am. at some level unable to think for myself or make my own decisions bc of circumstances i have always believed#to be outside of my control except 💗 they are naught really anymore bc im an adult now 💗 and i just need to tap into my own power and agency#but it is Very Hard when i am 💗 living here and 💗 unable to leave bc of 💗 the global pandemic 💗#parents tw
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