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day twenty-four: blood magic
#Veilguard30 by @pavus · writing prompt
wordcount: 4.3k lavellan and solas agree to try blood magic just the once.
The sound of the village — the music slipping out from the Singing Maiden, the clanging and clashing of swords and shields, the simple chatter of daily life — began to fade as they walked deeper into the wilderness of Haven.
When all that was left was the sound of their muffled footsteps and their breathing, coupled with the cracking of branches falling from the weight of snow and the scurrying of small creatures, they continued further still.
They needed privacy. Sylathe could imagine little worse than being happened upon by the villagers, or by Inquisition soldiers, or worst of all, Cassandra Pentaghast.
Privately, she wondered at Solas’s willingness to go along with this at all. From what little she knew of him, he seemed a level-headed and cautious man — someone who carefully weighed the consequences of all possibilities.
When one of those possibilities was the Seeker chancing upon the Elvhen apostates secretly practicing blood magic in the woods… well.
continue on ao3.
#veilguard30#the full fic is only on ao3 this time as this one is so long!#hope you enjoy! premise is ''what if we had a clandestine meeting in the forest and did a little blood magic together 👉👈''#im ngl this was a little bit influenced by my disappointment that bioware seems to be moving more in the blood magic = 100% bad direction#the inspiration was: what if you could make something beautiful with blood magic?#what if your practice was rooted in feeling safe and secure with another person#in feeling free to explore/create/play#rather than an act committed in a moment of fear and desperation or a bid for power?#😊 I say a little more in the author's notes about it but yeah#OH BTW I am late on a veiltober prompt from a few days ago (the fen'harel one) but it's coming I sweaaar#(drawing as fast as I can) (when I have time) (I really love how it's coming out though) (stay tuned)#my writing#solas x sylathe#solavellan#lavellan#solas#da:i#dragon age#oc: sylathe lavellan
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Sextrology Observation 💦🤤😈
Where Saturn is placed in your chart, can show you what prevents you from being able to cum
- please keep in mind these are my OWN interpretations. they may or may not resonate with you, and that’s okay. I’m open to opinions & conversations however let’s keep it cute (rudeness is not acceptable in this safe space ) & learn from one another. Please do not copy of plagiarize , any reblogs & shares are greatly appreciated. This information may help somebody 🥰

Saturn in 1H:
You can be in your head alot during sex, you have to learn to let go so your body can feel & relax. it’s sometimes hard for you to experience emoting freely in front of others. Also how you feel about yourself & the person
Saturn in 2H:
Your self esteem. Your confidence an what you value can be a huge factor here. You should do affirmations, listen to sensual music before or even have your partner engage in praise kinks & compliment you during.
Saturn in 3H
Inability to communicate what you need & desire during sex. Communication is key here for you, you can limit yourself to cumming just based on lack thereof. Your partner may not know how to please you unless you say it.
Saturn in 4H:
Your emotional needs, home life & even sense of security with your partner. A lack of stimulation surrounding the home environment you’re in during. Maybe try changing up the atmosphere.
Saturn in 5H:
You place a lot of pressure on yourself during, there needs to be a balance of this is a devoted action & something fun & creative. Try new positions, have exploration in the bedroom & music / good vibes are needed.
Saturn in 6H:
You’re too focused on work maybe. Or your career is heavily on your mind during sex. Also if you’re not in good health mentally or physically this can hinder you as well in the bedroom. Try to meditate, do breathing exercises & completely change out of “work mode” before engaging
Saturn in 7H:
The need to feel secure in your relationship. Their needs to be reciprocal loyalty & commitment before you can release. Your relationships can deeply effect your sensuality so be careful who you’re getting into bed with
Saturn in 8H:
Your sexuality may have been something you’re ashamed of before. Maybe you’ve held onto view around sex as taboo, or have not gotten fully comfortable with exploring your sexuality. The right healing work & sexual expression will help you get there. Sacral chakra & Root Chakra yoga could help here
Saturn in 9H:
You may be too intense or focused on your intellectual pursuits. Sex has be to stimulating for your mind as well. So maybe conversations that lead to sec should involve topics like expansion, travel & self discovery. Or you could need to engage in more of those to feel sexually aroused
Saturn in 10H:
Reputation of the person your having sex with & maybe even their social status could effect you here. Maybe try finding partners who fit the ideal you’re attracted to in social world or simply forget about that & let go.
Saturn in 11H
The money & income of either yourself or your partner could effect your sexual stimulation. Even the social circles you hang in. If you’re attracted to a person but his/her friend group doesn’t align you maybe turned off. Also patience, you might be rushing the act to get there. Take your time
Saturn in 12H:
Your intuition will tell you everything. So if you’re not aligned spiritually, or have some sort of connection with a partner you could hav trouble cumming. Sex should be a sacred & devoted practice. Also your needs for solitude might be a huge indicator of not being able to cum

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𝖶𝖧𝖠𝖳 𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖴𝖫𝖣 𝖸𝖮𝖴 𝖥𝖮𝖢𝖴𝖲 𝖮𝖭 𝖳𝖧𝖨𝖲 𝖶𝖤𝖤𝖪? | 𝗉𝗂𝖼𝗄 𝖺 𝖼𝖺𝗋𝖽.



— Hi! This reading is pretty straightforward and simple, but I tried to spice it up with other elements. Wishing you all an amazing week!
ORIGINAL DATE POSTED : MARCH 31ST, 2024.

HOW TO CHOOSE A PILE : The outcome may vary based on whether you receive clear messages visually or intuitively. If you resonate more with selecting a pile visually, trust that inclination. Personally, I believe the notion that 'looks can deceive,' so I prefer to take a deep breath and close my eyes, allowing the pile I'm meant to connect with to come to me. You might see the color of the pile, sense or hear a number, or simply feel its overall vibe.
Please don’t redistribute or edit my content.
MUST READ + MASTERLIST | KO-FI

PILE ONE
Main Focus. Phoenix : Freedom from Suffering and Past Karma. Reincarnation. Nightingale : Fearless Voice, Speech, Communication, or Song.
This week, prioritize expressing yourself openly and communicating clearly. Release worries from past experiences to embrace new ones. Whether through work, hobbies, casual conversations, or anything else, you can offer valuable contributions for personal growth and the benefit of others.
Additional Focus. Step Away from the Crowd. | It's Not an Emergency. Material and Spiritual Prosperity. | Choose Wisely. Teacher : Share Your Knowledge. Teacher — Light : Ability to communicate knowledge, experience, skill, or wisdom.
I was taken aback when I drew two teacher cards from different decks, but it really emphasizes what I mentioned earlier. Allow yourself to unconsciously or consciously guide others. This might involve sharing experiences openly, teaching a skill, or imparting wisdom. This will end up benefiting you in the long term. If you're in a work setting, this could manifest there. If not, it may reveal itself in another form.
If you're currently pondering over a decision or choice, it might resurface later in the week. [ If this doesn't resonate with you, this could also form suddenly and randomly. ] Take your time; there's no need to rush. Remember, it might not be as significant as it seems initially. Approach it with a clear mind and stability, allowing yourself to make a wise decision without being swayed by others or external factors.
If Wanted, Balance Your Root Chakra.
Affirmations: I am centered and grounded. I am safe and secure. I have all I need. I am where I'm meant to be.
Try Using/Wearing: Smokey Quartz, Red Jasper, Black Obsidian, Red Garnet.
Activities: Go outdoors. Walk barefoot. Dance. Meditate. Journal. Ensure you attend to your basic needs. Engage in grounding exercises, both mentally and physically. Physical activities, such as jogging or exercise. Declutter your space. Listen to music or sing.

PILE TWO
Main Focus. Oyster : Patient, Secret-Keeper, Hiding Inner Treasures. Unicorn : Reconnecting to Higher Wisdom or Divinity.
This week, consider starting a journey of deeper self-discovery, even if it's just taking small steps. Nothing happens overnight. Allow yourself to slow down and reflect, practicing patience with both life and yourself. If you're religious or spiritual, try deepening that connection this week; you might discover the answers you seek or a kickstart in the right direction.
Additional Focus. Don't Sweat the Small Stuff. | Rise and Shine. The Waiting Game. | Authority. Family : All in the Pride. Victim — Light : Prevents you from letting yourself be victimized, or victimizing others.
Taking it slow is crucial this week. Rushing through life isn't the way to go; instead, allow things to unfold naturally for now. Empower yourself to let this process happen without stressing over easily fixable or insignificant matters.
For some of you dealing with family or close ones, let things simmer for a bit before diving back in. If not, perhaps reach out and say hello!
If Wanted, Balance Your Third-Eye Chakra.
Affirmations: I trust my intuition. I accept things how they are. I am insightful. I see and think clearly. All I need is within me. I trust in my decisions.
Try Using/Wearing: Sodalite, Lapis Lazuli, Sapphire, Blue Aventurine, Amethyst.
Activities: Visualization. Do puzzles or other mentally stimulating tasks. Do what you simply feel called to do. Pay extra attention to your dreams, and write them down. Get creative. Limit screen time.

PILE THREE
Main Focus. Octopus : Reaching, Yearning, Lacking Boundaries and Direction. Hawk : Watchful, All-Seeing, Messenger of Divinity. Golden Egg : Message at the Center of the Heart, The Unstruck Sound.
Taking quiet time for yourself is important. Embrace the peace and comfort of what you already have. There's no need to desperately search or long for something at this moment. It might feel challenging without a clear direction, but if you've been seeking a sign, consider this it. Pushing and rushing will only lead to a shortage of these things. Allow yourself the time and space to form them naturally, whether you're actively involved or not.
This is just a gentle nudge for a few people: if you've been contemplating starting therapy or seeking help, please consider doing so. I'll leave it at that since it's a sensitive topic.
Additional Focus. Reclaim Your Art. | Celebrate You. Light. | Base Chakra. | Financial and Material Changes. Fullness : Give Thanks. | Conundrum : Up In The Air. Rescuer — Light : Provides strength and support to others in crisis. Acts out of love with no expectation of reward.
For those of you who engage in any form of creativity, no matter how small, consider spending some time alone with your craft this week. You might find it brings even more clarity than before. Embracing the unique aspects of yourself is always a beautiful and necessary thing. Remember, you are strong, and any challenges you face will eventually fade away as long as you continue to love and nurture yourself. Trust that things will work out; sometimes, you have to be your own savior for the right people or opportunities to come into your life.
If Wanted, Balance Your Heart Chakra.
—The Root/Base Chakra card appeared, but I sense that focusing on the heart is more necessary at the moment. You can explore the other later on. If you're still interested, you can find more about it in the lower half of the first pile. <3
Affirmations: Wherever I go, love is all around me. I love myself to the fullest. I am worthy of love. Love flows freely. I feel my heart's calling. I honor myself. I live in harmony. I forgive myself and others.
Try Using/Wearing: Rose Quartz, Aventurine, Jade, Pink or Green Tourmaline, Opal.
Activities: Pamper yourself. Give love and help to those in need. Volunteer. Go to a pet shop. Do things you loved as a child.

PILE FOUR
Main Focus. Panther : Annihilation of the Unnecessary, Purging. Camel : Resourceful, Independent, Knows One's Self.
This week, take a more action-oriented approach. Be bold and productive—it suits you. Try relying on yourself as you tackle tasks and goals. Let go of anything that no longer serves you, that includes toxic people.
Additional Focus. Turn Back. | Connect with Your Soul Family. Heart Chakra. | Rejoice in Celebration. Self-Confidence : Stand Your Ground. | Watcher: Be Your Own Witness. Fool — Light : Fearlessly revealing emotion. Helping people laugh at absurdity and hypocrisy.
You need to learn to be your own support. Celebrate your confidence and embrace yourself. Remember, it doesn't always have to be rigid and serious—you can express this through humor and laughter. You can be a strong figure while also being open about your emotions. Connect more with the people around you in this positive energy.
If Wanted, Balance Your Heart Chakra.
Affirmations: Wherever I go, love is all around me. I love myself to the fullest. I am worthy of love. Love flows freely. I feel my heart's calling. I honor myself. I live in harmony. I forgive myself and others.
Try Using/Wearing: Rose Quartz, Aventurine, Jade, Pink or Green Tourmaline, Opal.
Activities: Pamper yourself. Give love and help to those in need. Volunteer. Go to a pet shop. Do things you loved as a child.

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The Art of Self-Parenting
The Art of Self-Parenting: A Compassionate Guide to Inner Nurturing
Do you ever feel adrift, emotionally stuck, or that you're continually seeking validation from others? Do you struggle with a harsh inner critic, anxiety, or a persistent feeling of not being "good enough," no matter how much you achieve? For many, these feelings are a quiet hum beneath the surface of daily life. Even those who had a "good" childhood can carry invisible wounds and unmet needs from their formative years. The solution isn't found in another productivity hack or a fleeting moment of self-care. The answer lies in a deeper, more profound practice: The Art of Self-Parenting.
This guide, inspired by the transformative work of Thiare Nicole Obma in her book, The Art of Self-Parenting: A Compassionate Guide to Inner Nurturing, will walk you through the powerful process of becoming the loving, wise, and supportive caregiver you always needed. It's about learning to provide yourself with the love, validation, and emotional safety required to heal old wounds and build a foundation of unshakeable inner strength. By consciously nurturing your inner self, you can rewire patterns of self-doubt and fear, unlocking a future defined by emotional resilience, authentic joy, and lasting well-being.

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What is Self-Parenting and Why Does It Matter?
At its core, self-parenting is the practice of consciously giving yourself what you didn't receive consistently as a child. It is not about blaming our parents or dwelling on the past. Most parents do the best they can with the emotional tools they have. Rather, self-parenting is a compassionate act of self-responsibility. It acknowledges that as adults, we have the power and the capacity to address the emotional gaps left over from childhood and to provide for our own needs now.
These unmet needs often fall into several core categories:
Unconditional Love and Acceptance: The need to be loved for who you are, not for what you do or achieve.
Emotional Validation: The need to have your feelings acknowledged and accepted as real and valid, even if they are inconvenient or misunderstood.
Safety and Security: The need to feel physically and emotionally safe from harm, criticism, and judgment.
Guidance and Support: The need for gentle guidance, encouragement, and a supportive presence during challenges.
Autonomy and Trust: The need to be trusted to make your own choices and learn from your own mistakes.
When these needs are not consistently met, the deficits manifest in our adult lives in predictable ways. You might find yourself in a cycle of people-pleasing, desperately seeking the approval you never felt you had. You might experience imposter syndrome, convinced that your successes are a fluke and you'll soon be exposed. It can show up as chronic anxiety, difficulty setting boundaries, a tendency toward emotionally unavailable partners, or the relentless voice of a harsh inner critic.
Self-parenting matters because it directly targets the root of these issues. Instead of just managing the symptoms (like anxiety), it heals the underlying wound (the lack of inner safety). It’s the difference between trimming the weeds and pulling them out from the root. This practice is for anyone who wants to build a more secure, loving, and stable relationship with themselves—the most important relationship they will ever have.
Meeting Your Inner Child: The First Step to Healing
To begin the journey of self-parenting, you must first connect with the part of you that needs the care: your inner child. The inner child is not a literal, separate person living inside you. It is a psychological concept representing the part of your psyche that holds your childhood experiences, emotions, memories, and vulnerabilities. It is where your authentic joy, creativity, and wonder reside, but it is also where your earliest pains and unmet needs are stored.
Ignoring the inner child means ignoring the source of your emotional triggers and deepest insecurities. Healing begins when you turn toward this part of yourself with curiosity and compassion, ready to listen. Here are three gentle yet powerful practices to help you reconnect.
1. Guided Visualization
Find a quiet, comfortable space where you won't be disturbed for 10-15 minutes.
Settle In: Close your eyes and take a few deep, slow breaths. Feel your body relax with each exhale.
Imagine a Safe Place: Picture a place where you feel completely safe and at peace. It could be a sunlit forest, a cozy room, or a quiet beach. Imagine the details—the sounds, the smells, the temperature.
Invite Your Inner Child: In this safe place, imagine a younger version of yourself appearing. This could be you at a specific age you remember, or just a general sense of a small child. Don't force the image; just see who shows up.
Observe with Compassion: Notice what this child is wearing, their expression, and their body language. Are they happy, sad, scared, or shy? Approach them gently. You might sit near them or simply observe from a distance.
Offer a Simple Message: Silently or aloud, offer this child a message of comfort. It could be, "I'm here now," "You're safe with me," or "I see you." You can ask them what they need, but don't press for an answer. The goal is simply to make a connection.
Return Gently: When you feel ready, thank the child for appearing and promise to return. Slowly bring your awareness back to your body and the room, and open your eyes.
2. Journaling Prompts for Connection
Writing can be a powerful bridge to your inner world. Use these prompts to start a dialogue with your inner child. Let the answers flow without judgment.
"Dear Little Me, I'm listening now. What do you want me to know?"
"What was your favorite game to play, and why did it bring you joy?"
"What was something you needed to hear back then that no one ever said?"
"Write about a time you felt scared or alone. What would have made you feel safe?"
"What dream did you have for your future that you may have forgotten?"
3. Photo Reflection
Find a photograph of yourself as a child. Spend some time looking at it, not as an adult looking at a picture, but as if you are meeting this child for the first time. Look into their eyes. What emotion do you see there? What do you imagine they were feeling or thinking in that moment?
Hold the photo and speak to that child. Offer them the compassion, praise, and reassurance you now have the capacity to give. You might say, "You were so creative," or "I'm so sorry that was so hard for you. You did nothing wrong." This practice helps bridge the gap between your adult self and your vulnerable past, fostering a tangible sense of connection and care.
The Pillars of Nurturing: Core Practices in Self-Parenting
Once you've begun to establish a connection with your inner child, the ongoing work of self-parenting involves integrating specific nurturing practices into your daily life. These are the pillars that create a stable and loving inner home.
Practicing Unconditional Self-Love
Many of us operate on a model of conditional self-esteem. We feel good about ourselves when we succeed, get a promotion, or receive praise. But when we fail, make a mistake, or are criticized, our self-worth plummets. Unconditional self-love, the cornerstone of self-parenting, is different. It is the practice of anchoring your self-worth internally. It's the commitment to love and accept yourself fully—flaws, mistakes, and all.
How to Practice It:
Self-Compassion Breaks: When you're feeling hurt or have made a mistake, pause and place a hand on your heart. Acknowledge the pain by saying, "This is a moment of suffering." Then, offer yourself kindness: "May I be kind to myself in this moment."
Celebrate Effort, Not Just Outcomes: Praise yourself for trying, for showing up, for being brave—regardless of the result.
Forgive Yourself: When you make a mistake, treat yourself as you would a dear friend. Offer forgiveness and understanding instead of punishment.
Mastering Emotional Validation
Emotional validation is the act of acknowledging and accepting your feelings without judgment. It doesn't mean you have to like the feeling or act on it, but you must allow it to exist. So often, we tell ourselves we "shouldn't" feel angry, sad, or jealous. This invalidation tells our inner child that their feelings are wrong or bad, deepening the wound.
A Simple 3-Step Validation Process:
Name It: Identify the specific emotion. "I am feeling hurt right now." or "There's a lot of anxiety in my chest."
Allow It: Give the feeling permission to be there. "It's okay that I feel hurt. This situation was painful." This simple acceptance stops the internal war against the emotion.
Nurture It: Ask yourself, "What does this feeling need?" Sadness might need comfort. Anger might need a safe outlet, like exercise. Anxiety might need reassurance and deep breathing.
By validating your own emotions, you become a safe harbor for yourself. You learn that all feelings are temporary and manageable, which builds profound self-trust.
Creating Inner Safety and Secure Attachment
A good parent provides a secure base from which a child can explore the world, knowing they have a safe place to return. As your own parent, you can create this secure attachment within yourself. Inner safety is the felt sense of being grounded, calm, and able to handle life's challenges.
Tools for Inner Safety:
Set Firm Boundaries: Boundaries are the ultimate act of self-protection. Saying "no" to what drains you, limiting contact with toxic people, and protecting your time and energy tells your inner self, "I will keep you safe."
Develop Soothing Rituals: Identify what calms your nervous system. This could be deep belly breathing, the 5-4-3-2-1 grounding technique (naming 5 things you see, 4 you feel, 3 you hear, 2 you smell, 1 you taste), listening to calming music, or wrapping yourself in a weighted blanket.
Challenge Limiting Beliefs: Old, painful beliefs like "I'm unlovable" or "I always fail" are the bars of an internal prison. Identify them when they arise and consciously challenge them with a more compassionate, realistic truth: "I am worthy of love. I have made mistakes, but I am capable and resilient."
Silencing the Inner Critic
The inner critic is that harsh, judgmental voice that loves to point out your flaws. It often sounds like a critical parent, teacher, or peer from your past. While it may believe its job is to protect you from failure or judgment from others, its methods are cruel and counterproductive. Transforming the inner critic is a key part of self-parenting.
How to Transform It:
Notice and Name It: When you hear that critical voice, recognize it for what it is. You can even give it a name (like "the Judge" or "Gremlin") to create distance.
Acknowledge Its Intention: Say, "I hear you. I know you're trying to protect me from being judged, but your words are causing me pain."
Introduce a Compassionate Voice: Actively cultivate a new inner voice—the voice of your inner parent. This voice is warm, encouraging, and kind. Counter the critic's attacks with compassionate truths: "It's okay to be imperfect. This is a learning experience. I am doing my best, and that is enough."
Healing Unmet Needs and Reparenting with Compassion
With a foundation of connection and nurturing practices, you can begin the deeper work of healing specific unmet needs from the past. This involves identifying what was missing and consciously providing it for yourself in the present.
First, this process often requires grieving. You must allow yourself to feel the sadness for the love, support, or safety you didn't receive. Grieving is not about being stuck in victimhood; it is the necessary emotional release that clears the way for healing. Allow the tears to fall for the child who had to navigate difficult situations alone.
After allowing for grief, you can actively reparent yourself. The goal is to release blame and focus entirely on your own empowerment now.
If you needed protection: You become your own fierce protector by setting strong boundaries.
If you needed encouragement: You become your own biggest cheerleader, celebrating your efforts and speaking to yourself with kindness.
If you needed to be seen and heard: You make time to listen to your own feelings and needs through journaling and self-reflection.
If you needed unconditional love: You practice radical self-acceptance, embracing your whole self, including the parts you once considered flawed.
This is a conscious, active process. When faced with a challenge, you can pause and ask, "What would a perfect, loving parent do for me right now?" Then, you do that for yourself.
Integrating Self-Parenting into Daily Life
The true power of The Art of Self-Parenting reveals itself when it moves from a concept to a lived, daily reality. Lasting change comes from small, consistent acts of inner nurturing.
Create a Daily Routine:
Morning Check-In: Before looking at your phone, take 60 seconds to check in with yourself. Ask, "What do I need today to feel safe and supported? What does my inner child need?"
Mindful Moments: Throughout the day, take short pauses to notice your emotional state. If you're feeling stressed, take three deep breaths and offer yourself a kind word.
Evening Reflection: Before sleep, reflect on the day. Ask, "Where was I hard on myself today? How can I offer myself compassion?" and "In what small way did I show up for myself today?"
Using Self-Parenting in Real-Time:
At Work: If you receive critical feedback, your first instinct might be shame. Your self-parenting response is to pause, validate the sting ("Ouch, that was hard to hear"), and separate the feedback from your worth ("This is about a specific task, not my entire value as a person. I can handle this.").
In Relationships: If you feel hurt by a partner's comment, instead of immediately lashing out, you can self-soothe first. Validate your feelings ("I feel hurt by that comment") and then approach the conversation from a more grounded place.
When Facing Setbacks: If you fail at something, the inner critic might scream, "I told you you couldn't do it!" Your inner parent steps in and says, "This is disappointing, and it's okay to feel sad. But failure is a part of growth. I am proud of you for trying."
Your Journey to Wholeness Begins Now
The journey of self-parenting is the ultimate path to emotional freedom. It is the profound realization that you don't have to wait for anyone else to give you the love, validation, and safety you have always craved. You have the power to provide it for yourself. It is a lifelong practice, not a destination, built on a moment-by-moment commitment to treating yourself with unwavering compassion and kindness.
As Thiare Nicole Obma so beautifully illustrates, it is never too late to heal. The Art of Self-Parenting is your roadmap to becoming your own safe haven and your most devoted caregiver. The journey inward is the most important one you will ever take. Your inner child has been waiting. Begin today.
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Smart Living at Hero Homes The Palatial: Embracing Modern Technology in Everyday Life
In the fast-paced world of Delhi NCR and Gurgaon, where comfort meets ambition, a new standard of urban living is rising along Dwarka Expressway. Hero Homes The Palatial, located in Sector 104, is setting that benchmark. Designed for the modern-day homeowner, this project combines convenience, comfort, and cutting-edge technology to offer smart homes with modern amenities that go beyond expectations.
What Is Smart Living?
Smart living is not just about voice assistants and app-based controls. It’s about creating a home that understands your lifestyle and seamlessly supports it. At Hero Homes The Palatial, smart living means waking up to natural light, controlling your appliances with a touch, and feeling safe with intelligent security systems, all while enjoying the ease of technology.
Whether it’s automated lighting, climate control, or secure access, these features are built into the home design, ensuring that your everyday routines become easier and more efficient. It’s what defines smart homes with modern amenities for the next generation.
The Rise of Smart Homes with Modern Amenities
Residents of Gurgaon, especially along Dwarka Expressway, are increasingly seeking homes that offer more than just walls and windows. They want convenience, control, and a home that works for them.
Hero Homes The Palatial ticks all these boxes. From digital door locks to Wi-Fi-enabled appliances and app-controlled security systems, everything is thoughtfully curated for a smarter lifestyle. Add to that high-speed internet readiness and energy-efficient lighting, and you have a space that’s future-ready from the day you move in.
Location That Connects Life Seamlessly
What makes Sector 104 even more desirable is its unbeatable connectivity. The proximity to IGI Airport from Sector 104 is a major advantage for working professionals, frequent travelers, and NRIs. With the Dwarka Expressway just a few minutes away, you can access major parts of Delhi and Gurgaon effortlessly. This location bridges your home with your workplace, social life, and travel plans like never before.
A Luxury Clubhouse That Complements Smart Living
Smart living doesn’t stop at your doorstep. Hero Homes The Palatial also includes a luxury clubhouse in Gurgaon residential projects that take relaxation and recreation to the next level. Whether it’s a quick workout, a weekend swim, or a casual get-together with friends, the clubhouse provides all the premium amenities you’d expect from high-end residences.
It’s not just about luxury. It’s about lifestyle. The clubhouse offers curated spaces where you can unwind, recharge, and connect with your neighbors. It's an extension of your home that enhances your daily living.
Ready-to-Live Homes for Modern Families
One of the biggest advantages of choosing Hero Homes The palatial thing is that these are ready-to-live homes in Gurgaon. No delays. No uncertainties. Just move in and start experiencing the lifestyle you’ve always imagined.
This is ideal for families who want to upgrade their living experience without waiting for years. Everything, from fixtures to finishes, is in place. All you need to do is bring in your personal touch.
Green Sustainable Living in Gurgaon
While the homes are technologically advanced, they are also rooted in sustainability. The project features green spaces, energy-saving systems, and eco-friendly practices that make a real difference.
Green sustainable living in Gurgaon is no longer just a trend. It’s a necessity. Hero Homes The Palatial understands this and ensures that smart living is also conscious living. Rainwater harvesting systems, solar panels, and waste management solutions are just some of the features that contribute to a greener tomorrow.
The Final Word
Hero Homes The Palatial isn’t just another address. It’s where smart technology, thoughtful design, and a prime location come together to offer a life that’s elevated in every sense.
Whether you’re a first-time homebuyer or looking to upgrade, this project offers something unique — smart homes with modern amenities, a luxury clubhouse, green sustainable living, and ready-to-live homes in Gurgaon, all within proximity to IGI Airport from Sector 104.
It’s not just a home. It’s a smarter way of living.
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How Voodoo Protection Can Safeguard Your Life in New York

New York is a vibrant city full of energy, opportunities, and, unfortunately, challenges. Whether you're dealing with the stress of daily life, harmful influences, or just trying to protect yourself from negative energy, seeking a sense of security is essential. Voodoo protection in New York may be the solution to safeguard your life in this bustling metropolis. This blog will explore how this ancient spiritual practice can offer you peace of mind, security, and a sense of well-being.
What is Voodoo Protection in New York?
Voodoo protection is a form of spiritual safeguarding that relies on rituals, spells, and charms to ward off negative energy, bad luck, or harmful people. Voodoo has deep roots in African traditions and has been practiced for centuries, evolving. In New York, the practice has gained popularity, especially among those who believe in the power of the spiritual world.
The essence of Voodoo protection in New York lies in creating a barrier between you and any forces that could cause harm. Whether you're seeking to protect yourself from envy, ill intentions, or even physical threats, Voodoo rituals aim to shield you from harm. This ancient art focuses on physical and spiritual protection, ensuring you stay safe, healthy, and prosperous.
Why Should You Consider Voodoo Protection in New York?
Living in New York can expose you to many challenges, from the fast-paced nature of the city to the intense social dynamics. In such an environment, it's easy to feel overwhelmed and vulnerable. That's where Voodoo protection in New York comes into play. It offers various benefits:
Emotional Protection: Negative emotions like jealousy, envy, or anger can impact mental and emotional health. With Voodoo, you can protect yourself from these energies.
Physical Protection: Voodoo rituals can act as a shield, helping protect you from physical harm or even accidents.
Financial Security: If you're struggling financially or feel like you're constantly facing bad luck, Voodoo can help remove obstacles and bring about positive change.
Peace of Mind: Knowing that you have a spiritual safety net can bring peace of mind, allowing you to go about your day without fear.
Spiritual Strength: The rituals and practices associated with Voodoo protection in New York help strengthen your spiritual connection and enhance your power.
How Does Voodoo Protection in New York Work?
Voodoo protection involves various practices, including charms, amulets, potions, and rituals designed to help you protect yourself. Here are some of the most common techniques used in Voodoo protection in New York:
Protective Charms and Amulets
One of the most common forms of Voodoo protection in New York is the use of protective charms and amulets. These objects are believed to carry specific powers to safeguard you from harm. They can be worn as jewelry, kept in your home, or placed in your car for added protection.
The amulets may be inscribed with powerful symbols or words in Voodoo practices. These items create an energetic barrier between you and any malevolent forces.
Spiritual Cleansing
Negative energy can accumulate in your environment, especially if stress, arguments, or conflict constantly surround you. A Voodoo practitioner may perform a spiritual cleansing, which involves rituals designed to remove negative energies and restore balance to your life.
These rituals can involve herbs, candles, and specific prayers, all aimed at purging the unwanted energies from your home, mind, and soul. The goal is to create a fresh, positive environment that promotes healing, success, and happiness.
Protection Spells
Another key component of Voodoo protection in New York is protection spells. These spells are often cast by experienced practitioners who can channel the power of spirits to create protective barriers around you.
Protection spells can be personalized based on your needs. For example, if you're seeking protection from someone specific, a spell can be cast to shield you from their negative influence. Alternatively, general protection spells can be used to ensure your safety from harm, accidents, or bad luck.
Powerful Voodoo Rituals
Voodoo rituals can be highly effective for protection. These rituals often involve prayers, offerings, and specific actions an experienced Voodoo practitioner performs. The goal is to invoke spiritual forces to create a protective shield around you.
These rituals can be done privately or as part of a group ceremony. In New York, many Voodoo practitioners offer these services to help individuals who need extra protection or spiritual guidance.
Protection from Jealousy and Envy
One of the main reasons people turn to Voodoo Protection in New York is to shield themselves from the adverse effects of jealousy and envy. Whether from colleagues, friends, or even strangers, jealousy can lead to bad luck, accidents, or emotional distress.
Voodoo rituals can be customized to protect you from these negative emotions. This type of protection ensures that you won't be affected by others' harmful intentions and that your life continues to flow smoothly.
Can Voodoo Protection in New York Solve All Your Problems?
While Voodoo protection in New York can be potent, it's essential to understand that it's not a magic bullet. It doesn't guarantee that everything will be perfect or that you'll never face challenges. However, it can help reduce the negative impacts of harmful energy, protect you from physical harm, and create a spiritual safety net that makes you feel more secure.
In addition, Voodoo protection in New York is often combined with practical steps. For example, seeking protection from Voodoo may help you feel more confident and optimistic, leading to better decision-making and improved circumstances in your life.
It's important to stay open-minded and allow Voodoo to work with other solutions, such as therapy, personal growth, and positive thinking, to achieve the best results.
Conclusion
In a city as fast-paced and unpredictable as New York, Voodoo protection in New York can offer a sense of calm, security, and peace of mind. Whether you're protecting yourself from negative energy, harmful people, or even physical danger, Voodoo rituals and practices can provide powerful spiritual protection.
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Teen Patti Master: The Ultimate Destination for Card Game Enthusiasts
Card games have been a cornerstone of entertainment for centuries, and Teen Patti stands out as one of the most beloved in India. Known as the “Indian Poker,” this game of strategy, luck, and quick thinking has found a new life in the digital era. Among the plethora of platforms, Teen Patti Master has emerged as a top choice for players seeking thrilling gameplay and an unparalleled gaming experience.
Let’s dive into what makes Teen Patti Master the ultimate destination for Teen Patti enthusiasts and how you can get started on this exciting journey.
What is Teen Patti?
Teen Patti, meaning “three cards,” is a popular card game rooted in Indian traditions. Played with a standard 52-card deck, it involves creating the best possible hand or bluffing your way to victory. The game typically begins with an ante (minimum bet), and players take turns betting based on their cards or their confidence in bluffing their opponents.
The simplicity of the rules combined with the thrill of unpredictability has made Teen Patti a household favorite.
Why Choose Teen Patti Master?
Teen Patti Master isn’t just another app; it’s a comprehensive platform designed to offer the best Teen Patti experience. Here’s what sets it apart:
Realistic Gameplay Teen Patti Master recreates the authentic feel of sitting at a real Teen Patti table. Its smooth graphics and intuitive interface ensure an immersive gaming experience.
Multiple Variants While the classic Teen Patti game is a staple, Teen Patti Master offers exciting variations like Joker, Muflis, AK47, and Royal. This variety keeps the gameplay fresh and exciting.
Compete with Players Worldwide Challenge friends or compete with skilled players from across the globe. The multiplayer mode adds an extra layer of excitement and unpredictability to every game.
Exciting Tournaments and Rewards Whether you’re a casual player or a competitive one, Teen Patti Master hosts tournaments with huge rewards. Climbing the leaderboards is not just a matter of pride but also a path to lucrative prizes.
Daily Bonuses and Offers From daily login rewards to surprise bonuses, Teen Patti Master ensures you always have something to look forward to.
Safe and Secure With robust security measures, your personal and financial information is always protected, allowing you to play without any worries.
How to Play on Teen Patti Master
Getting started on Teen Patti Master is simple:
Download the App Available on both Android and iOS, you can easily download Teen Patti Master from your device’s app store.
Sign Up or Log In Create an account or log in using your social media credentials.
Claim Your Welcome Bonus New players often receive a generous welcome bonus to kickstart their journey.
Choose Your Game Mode Whether you prefer casual games or competitive tournaments, there’s a mode for everyone.
Start Playing and Winning Dive into the action, refine your strategies, and enjoy the thrill of Teen Patti!
Tips to Excel at Teen Patti Master
If you’re new to the game or looking to enhance your skills, here are some tips:
Understand the Basics Familiarize yourself with hand rankings and betting rules.
Start Small Begin with low-stakes games to get comfortable with the platform and gameplay.
Observe and Adapt Watch how other players bet and learn to read their strategies.
Practice Regularly The more you play, the better you’ll understand the nuances of the game.
Manage Your Bankroll Set limits on your spending and avoid chasing losses.
Join the Teen Patti Master Community
Playing Teen Patti Master is not just about the game; it’s about being part of a vibrant community of card game enthusiasts. Share tips, discuss strategies, and celebrate victories with fellow players.
Whether you’re playing for fun or aiming for the top spot on the leaderboard, Teen Patti Master offers endless excitement and opportunities.
Final Thoughts
Teen Patti Master is more than just a game; it’s a gateway to an exhilarating world of strategy, competition, and fun. With its user-friendly interface, diverse game modes, and rewarding features, it’s the perfect platform for anyone looking to enjoy the thrill of Teen Patti.
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Step Into Serenity: How Anxiety Coaching Can Change Your Outlook

In today's fast-paced world, it's easy for the pressures of daily life to mount and overwhelm us, often manifesting as anxiety. Anxiety coaching, a specialized form of personal coaching, aims to address these feelings head-on, providing strategies and support to help individuals manage and mitigate their anxiety. By focusing on personalized coping mechanisms and understanding the root causes of anxiety, this approach offers a transformative possibility for those looking to lead a calmer, more centered life.
Anxiety coaching begins by establishing a safe and understanding environment where individuals feel secure to open up about their anxieties. Unlike traditional therapy that might delve deeply into past traumas and psychological analysis, anxiety coaching focuses more on the present and the future. It equips individuals with practical tools to deal with everyday anxiety. Coaches work to identify specific triggers and thought patterns that lead to anxiety, enabling clients to develop proactive strategies to manage their mental state. Visit https://www.increasehealth.co.uk/anxiety-coaching-top-tips/
One of the core components of anxiety coaching is teaching mindfulness and relaxation techniques. Techniques such as deep breathing exercises, guided imagery, and mindfulness meditation are often employed to help clients slow down their thoughts and focus on the present moment. These practices not only alleviate symptoms of anxiety in the short term but also contribute to a long-term resilience against stress.
Goal setting is another crucial aspect of anxiety coaching. Coaches assist clients in setting realistic, achievable goals that are aligned with personal values and life aspirations. By focusing on small, manageable objectives, individuals can feel a sense of accomplishment that builds confidence and reduces feelings of anxiety related to inadequacy or failure.
Furthermore, anxiety coaches often incorporate cognitive-behavioral techniques to help reframe negative thoughts. By challenging and altering irrational or destructive thought patterns, individuals can change their reactions to anxiety-inducing situations. This cognitive aspect is vital as it addresses the mental processes that often underlie anxiety disorders.
Another significant benefit of anxiety coaching is the development of personal coping strategies tailored to each individual's unique needs. Whether it's through writing, physical activity, or strategic social interactions, coaches help clients find what works best for them in managing their anxiety. This personalization makes the coaching process particularly effective, as it empowers individuals to take control of their anxiety rather than feeling controlled by it.
Anxiety coaching also often addresses lifestyle factors that can impact mental health, such as diet, exercise, and sleep. Coaches may provide guidance on how to structure daily routines to support optimal mental health. This holistic approach ensures that the physical factors that may contribute to anxiety are not overlooked.
Importantly, anxiety coaching provides a supportive and non-judgmental partnership. Coaches offer encouragement and accountability, which can be crucial for someone struggling with anxiety. Knowing that there is someone to turn to, who understands the challenges faced and is committed to providing personalized support, can be incredibly reassuring.
The journey through anxiety coaching can significantly change how individuals view themselves and their ability to cope with stress. It often leads to a greater sense of self-awareness and self-mastery, as individuals learn to tune into their feelings and effectively manage their emotional states.
While anxiety coaching can be a powerful tool for many, it's important to note that it is not a substitute for professional medical advice or treatment for those with severe anxiety disorders. However, for many people dealing with everyday anxieties, it offers a viable and effective option to regain control over their mental well-being.
In conclusion, anxiety coaching offers a path to serenity that many may not have considered before. It provides a comprehensive, tailored approach to dealing with anxiety, focusing on empowerment and practical strategies for management. For anyone looking to change their outlook on life and find peace amidst the chaos, anxiety coaching might just be the stepping stone needed to transform their mental landscape.
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Case 01 -(7/7)
“What time is it? How long have I been asleep?”
It had been 2 days since the incident with Safir.
She has been working non-stop on her investigation, at night after her shift was over, before it started and between the intervals of the cases she worked on a daily basis. She didn't get to sleep nor eat properly for 3 nights straight, allowing herself only the luxury of going home to take a quick bath and changing clothes to help her stay awake and out of courtesy to her co-workers.
‘Saram, did you see anyone else when you arrived?’
‘No, I don't think so'
Morrigan was dangerous.
It's what her instincts told her. That he wasn't a man you could afford to drop your guard nor underestimate.
Not because of his powers, although it did proved a concern in itself, but because of the clever and cunning mind behind it. Morrigan was incredibly resourceful and skilled at using anything at his disposal to his advantage and didn’t leave anything to waste. Someone that hardly, if ever, left openings to exploit.
“Which makes his recent moves even more dubious"
Morrigan has the charisma to manipulate people. Of that she has no doubt. But to “trust" someone else to do a job that required too many variables to consider seemed out of character for him. More so when the person in question was of questionable character and competency.
The execution of the plan was also very crude and sloppy. From what she could gleam from Saram’s and Safir's testimonies his assailant didn't even check his place of hiding before setting it on fire nor he stayed to confirm if he had succeed in his objective before promptly high tailing from the scene. It simply didn't make any sense, something was clearly there.
Silencing Safir wasn't what he was after.
Inflicting harm to him, destroying his “safe place" and being a potential threat on the loose…
He was using Safir as a bait. A provocation to chase after his assailant.
Because he knew that regardless of the outcome, whether Safir perished or not it wouldn’t matter, she would be forced to act. There was no way she would ask to postpone the imprisonment of his assailant, not when she was the one who failed to secure his safety in the first place. It was her duty and responsibility at this point.
“He is probably trying to buy time, but for what?”
She massaged her temples in aggravation.
There was a nagging feeling that she should know this answer already but for the life of her she had been unable to put the pieces together.
If only she had more time to think…
But she couldn't afford this luxury. She had to focus all her attention on the task at hand if she wanted to settle things as fast as possible.
…Is what she would like to say, but to her dismay she didn't have anything to show for her hard work.
It wasn't as if she didn't know where to begin her search.
Considering Morrigan's modus operandi she knew he had to recruit his “henchman” from a place that invited discretion- An isolated and lawless territory that not even most cops would be enthused to enter without a good reason to do so. It would be a perfect set up to avoid any potential witnesses when combined with the cover provided by a powerful aura of intimidation to drive them away.
She had that figured out. The starting point wasn't a problem at all.
How to proceed from there was the real issue. She has been facing nothing but setback after setback and the complications and problems couldn’t just stop popping up one after another.
The first obstacle was the culprit himself. The only thing she could ascertain was that he was a drug addict that has been homeless for a while with no know living relatives or social ties with anyone. He had no name to addressed as nor roots to call home- The man was practically a living ghost. She had yet to find someone that knew his whereabouts, living or not.
The other problem, and perhaps the most troublesome of all had to do with the place itself. It was a festering ground for crime to thrive so more often than not she found herself caught in a skirmish, being forcef to intervene or apprehend criminals in her vicinity as she couldn't turn a blind eye to calls of help. The never ending conflicts were effectively stalling her to crawl.
She was at her wits' end.
“ I really need a miracle right now.”
She felt her cellphone buzz.
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“We received a call about a strange and rotten smell coming from an abandoned factory so we came to check.” Hunter explained when she arrived at the scene. “The corpse we found seems to match the description of the guy you asked us to be on the lookout”
She nods in gratitude as Hunter motions everyone to give her space to check the body.
“…Is this the person you were after?” he asks as he bends closer to her.
“Yes. It's him. I am sure”
She didn't even need to look at the body to confirm it. The lingering traces of Morrigan's spiritual power on the man were more than enough proof.
She stood up and looked around.
“Considering his background he should have become a wandering spirit” she frowns as she scans the area carefully. “Yet I can’t feel any other presence here"
There was no way the man went to the afterlife life on his own which meant that someone else had to “help" him.
Her eyes widened as realization dawned on her.
Morrigan exorcised him. To eliminate a potential witness and guarantee that his pawn couldn't become a weapon to be used against him.
She clenches her fist.
“Was there any sign that points at someone else being at the scene?”
“None" he shakes his head. “No handprints or footprints.”
“What about the body itself?”
“There was no signs of damage dealt to the body according to preliminary results” Hunter reported. “At least externally, we have to wait until they do an autopsy on the body to fully determine the cause of the death and if it's of criminal nature or not"
“… Very well. Then in that case call me when the results are available Hunter"
“Huh? Aren't going to stay for the investigation Miller?
“Now that he's dead it doesn't matter anymore. Even if it wasn't the way I wanted things to end at least he was stopped.” She shook her head. “… Besides, I already wasted too much time with him, more than I could afford in fact"
She had an inkling things would end up like this. That she would be sent on a fruitless goose chase only to end up being led to a dead end. She knew that.
It still didn't make it any less frustrating.
“Miller?”
Hunter's voice broke her from her musings.
He looked startled.
She thought back to the words she had just said.
“I am sorry Hunter, I shouldn't have said that. To treat the loss of a precious human life with such callousness… I'm really the worst"
“…”
“I… Have to go. I have some important matters to attend and discuss with Andrews but if anything new comes up then notify me ok?”
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“I have to message them"
Might as well do it now while she waits for Andrews to arrive.
“But how should I break it to Safir?” she sighed as her head rested against the back of the chair. “Even if his assailant won't be a threat anymore I doubt that he would find his death any more reassuring"
Telling him to not worry about it and spouting that she will manage things somehow wouldn't be any good either. She already failed him once. At this point her words were nothing more than an empty promise with no power nor worth.
The only option she had right now was to wait and see things to the end.
“The culprit was dealt with. I'm going back to investigating Morrigan" she typed.
“You look awful dear partner, having a rough day?”
“You could say that" she pocketed her phone, letting a small smile as she greeted her trusted friend. “How are things going on your end Andrews?”
“I must say it wasn't hard at all to find information about our dear robber, brat doesn't know how to be subtle" Andrews grinned.
Her partner was truly unparalleled when it came to uncovering information about people's life.
The robber was a young man that recently turned 18. Kid started his life of crime relatively young at the age of 14 after being dared by his peers to shoplift a small store and the praise he earned by his feat only encouraged his behavior to get worse with time. Currently he had taken to consume hard alcohol, drugs and seek fun in less than… Savory places, even as a minor.
“He's the typical case of a spoiled brat full of ego and no brain. Easily influenced to do stupid shit with enabler for parents. His father is the worst offender, which doesn't surprise me at all considering the amount of things under that man's belt. Literally at times.” Andrews disclosed.
“I see… So that's how things are"
“I think I know what Morrigan's goals are now”
“Did you figure something out Miller?”
“Yes, but it will take a while to explain and we are a bit pressed for time so it might be better if we discuss it while we interrogate the suspect"
“You are good to go? What about your other case? How it ended?”
“He was dead"
“Oh. I see…"
Andrews was the only one she has told about the truth behind her investigation- About Safir being a witness in the robbery who confided and trusted her with the evidence and his suspicion of Morrigan's integrity. About how, despite her pledge of protection and their best efforts, Morrigan had found him out and had sent someone to assault him.
‘I understand. Even if his objective was to misdirect us the possibility of his assailant still being a threat to his safety couldn't be ignored. It would also not be good for the kid's mental health, prioritizing his arrest was the right choice.’
Her face softened at the memory.
She was truly grateful for her dear partner being there for her.
"Did you find any evidence? Any proof that points to Morrigan's involvement?"
"None" she shook her head. "His body was taken for an autopsy for a more thoroughly examination but I have a feeling that it will wield no results"
"So the best course of action would be to talk directly with the culprit then"
"No, not him"
It's his father.
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"WHAT'S THE MEANING OF THIS?!"
"T-They are from the police" the secretary spoke timidly. "They insisted to talk with you"
"We know your son is a criminal and that you are covering him" Miller states bluntly, nodding towards the poor frightened secretary and signaling for her to wait outside the room.
"... I will only talk in the presence of my lawyer"
"Sorry but neither of us can afford to waste more time like that so it would be in your best interest to cooperate with us now and spend a nice time grounded in prison to rethink your poor life choices than what Morrigan has in store for you and your son"
"Who are you talking about?"
"Svi Morrigan, the cop in charge of the case of the armed robbery done by your son." She answers. "His objective is to destroy your "false symbol of power", aka your wealth, your reputation, your credibility, your pride, everything. He will run them all through the mud until you have no hope of recovery."
"What are you doing here?!" she growls.
"I'm here to arrest this man on the charges of... Well, too many crimes for me to remember from memory" Morrigan chuckles. "Also, can confirm that what you said is true Miss Miller. It took me a while to gather enough evidence but I hope he enjoys being sued by all the stores his son has robbed or the wrath of his investors when they found out he has been enbezzling their money or banging some wives to curry favor"
"Ah.... AHHHHHHHH!!!!" The man gets up from his chair, passing Morrigan who doesn't even bother stopping him and out of the room.
"You can try to run away but there are other officers waiting outside you know?"
As if on cue they heard the screams of the man alongside shouts of the cops restraining him.
"Miss Miller, what a fortunate coincidence to meet you here" Morrigan's grin increases as he takes a familiar cellphone from his pocket, handing it to her. "You can now give it back to the boy. I was trying to bait corrupt cops afilliated with this man by showing the evidence but I couldn't register it on the system until I caught everyone for the sake of the boy's "safety. It wouldn' t do any good if someone found about him and tried to erase him after all right?"
"This shameless bastard!" Andrews spat.
"And you are?" Morrigan cocked his head to the side as if noticing him for the first time.
"Daniel Andrews."
"Ohhh I remember you. Or at least your name on the register" Morrigan approaches him, voice condescending. "A word of advice to you: When you are making an investigation you have to be mindful of the order of events you check. The robbery going before our joint operation was too suspicious, you should at least have scrambled the order of the other records to not make it as obvious you know?"
Andrews frows, gripping the chair he was sitting on until his knuckles turned white.
"C'mmon, you are supposed to be Miss Miller right hand. You have to get your act together and stop letting her down" Morrigan chides, shaking his head in disapproval.
"While your criticism is sound" she cuts him off, standing next to Andrews. "It's directed at the wrong person"
"Hum~ Then who it should be directed at?"
"Me, of course. I am in charge here and the one to instruct him how to proceed. If something goes south due to my lack of foresight then it's fair to have the blame fall on me"
"It's pretty rare to see a boss stand up to their subordinate" he hums. "He must feel veeeery lucky to have someone this loyal in his life eh~ Someone that will always welcome you back no matter what"
They both sense it.
Something was... Odd with Morrigan's choice of words. He wasn't saying that just to taunt them.
He was implying something there.
*Trimm~*
They are interrupted from their musings by the sound of her cellphone.
"Miller speaking"
"The results of the autopsy are out"
"You sure are popular Miss Miller" Morrigan chuckles. "Well, I will leave you to your devices for now as I also have to wrap things on my end. See you later~"
"..."
"...Miller?"
"I'm on my way"
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"What's the situation over here Hunter? Find anything relevant?"
"Traces of drug on his system and by the amount found chances are that it was the cause of his death"
"Was the death caused by an "assisted overdose"?"
"No. The state of his internal organs point to it being a result of prolongued use of several and different substances mixed in"
"Was there anything else of interest?"
"We found vestiges of gasoline around his mouth. Nowhere else like the drugs so it didn't seem as if he had ingested it"
It was just as she had predicted.
As she scanned the contents detailing the man's autopsy the mystery behind his death unveiled itself.
His body was wasting away for quite a long time. It was just a question of time before he dropped dead, Morrigan didn't need even need to dirty his hands to get rid of him.
No. What he needed was to guarantee that he lived "just enough" to see his plan through.
Morrigan had injected "life force" on this man.
"And the gasoline... I bet he stole it from a vehicle" Miller grits her teeth. "Considering his background it will come off as a desperate drug addict trying to make quick buck to buy more drugs"
Morrigan won this round.
But not this war.
"Hunter could you do a favor for me?"
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"The food here is good so why not?" Miller shrugged.
"Instructing your subordinate to inform your location to "anyone looking for you" seems rather deliberate, were you expecting me?"
"I guessed that you would try and check my reaction"
"Hahaha~ I admit, I am rather curious about it"
"So? Satisfied?"
What a woman.
Even after everything she went throught Miller didn't give in to despair nor allowed herself to be crushed by adversity. Despite the tell tales of exhaustion she still held herself with dignity, grace and strength.
As she proceed to eat her meal he couldn't help but think how his admiration for her grew even more.
To have their meeting place be where they had their "date" and to choose to nonchalantly dine in front of him under this circumstance was nothing short of a power move.
"You don't seem the type to act indifferent when lives are at play so by your composure I can assume the kid is alive and well?" He probes.
"He is. Also pretty mentaly strong and surprisingly dealing it better than I thought"
"So neither side lost anything in the end eh~? I guess this makes it a draw between us then?"
Miller laughs out loud.
"A draw? Is that what you really think it is?" she gives a sardonic smile.
He wasn't expecting that reaction.
"You did as you pleased only because you were incognito before. But things have changed. Now, thanks to the kid you underestimated you were finally exposed. To me of all people, someone that has access to the same powers as you" Miller scoffed, lips quirking up as if in amusement. "And didn't you have to reveal quite a lot of tricks already? Not a good look on you dear magician"
She leans closer, voice dangerously low and cold.
"There's only so much you can do to cover your tracks. You are bound to run out of options" she whispers. "I can wait until then because I can be rather patient you see?"
I'm hunting you.
My prey.
He hears it. The sound of inumerous flaps of wings as birds flee in fear. The screams of people as they drop on the floor on their knees, unable to move, pinned down by the overwhelming pressure exerted by Miller's incredibly hostile, aggressive and murderous aura.
Her killing intent was so intense that even his body was being forced to submit.
It was aware, on an instinctual level of how dangerous the person in front of him was.
She intensifies her grip on his face and then let it go.
His body falls with a thud on the table.
Miller walks away. Not sparing a single glance nor word to him on the way out.
She's like an actor. An actor who signals the end of the play with their exit, her final words dictating how the tale concludes.
"Holy... Shit..."
His brain was still trying to process what just happened.
He lets out a breathless laugh.
"I'm really in trouble this time"
#my useless invincible boss#crowa miller(useless boss)#wolf hunter(useless boss)#daniel andrews(useless boss)#svi morrigan(useless boss)
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we make eye contact, having the same feeling is enough

❤︎ summary : due to the nrc panks' prank, you can say nothing but harsh & toxic words to your adored ones ❤︎ tags : female reader ('her' is mentioned in riddle's part, in other parts can be read as a gn reader), unwilling toxicity from reader, sfw, slight mentions of blood in azul's part, reader is referred to as 'prefect'. ❤︎ chatacters : riddle, kalim, ruggie, azul ❤︎ author's note : see the end of the post!

You thought that nothing would get worse. After all, it's not every day that you, an absolutely ordinary magicless person, get isekaied to a world that you used to read about only in children's fairy tales or colorful comics, where bursts of magic were indicated by all sorts of funny signatures in the form of “boom!”, “bang!” sounds when a fancy potion was bubbling in the cauldron.
Maybe me being here is also a kind of bizarre joke, you thought, surrounded by students in branded uniforms. No matter how you look at it, they are still students just like you, and even teachers aren’t devoid of their typical quirks and oddities, their sometimes demanding behavior isn't out of ordinary. It's all the same, with the only difference that in front of you is a questionable quality boiling consistency of eye-popping color with alternately bursting large bubbles.
Well, it's actually creepy.
“Prefect, be a good pup, help your classmates!” teacher Crewel commanded delicately, using the pointer to indicate to a group of students in lab coats, their actions are far from safe to say at least. Although what exactly is security in the context of this world?
Without further immersion in your philosophical reflections, you approached the other first-years.
“Hello… Do you need any help?”
What a pity that Ace and Deuce were recruited to another team today. Sly smiles on unfamiliar faces didn’t inspire confidence at all.
“Yes, please give me the Mirabilis Jalapa root," said one of the students, vaguely pointing with a wave of his hand somewhere in the direction of the shelves.
Turning around, you pulled up a bottle with a sticker with the correct name and handed it to the group. The rest of the class was held in a calm way, and you even cheered up, since the preparation of potions did not necessarily involve magic, and teacher Crewel even dwelled on reorganizing the curriculum for you, thanks to which you took an active part in the process. In fact, you even fell in love with potionology.
What you didn't expect from the end of this lesson was a test of knowledge in practice. The end of the semester was approaching, just right when you managed to forget that in addition to the test papers there are also several practical ones which you are able to pass without magic. And potionology fell under that category.
“Our group is going to present...” You hurriedly leaned into your classmate's ear, asking what you were doing just now. “A potion that recolors hair. In modern reality, it’s unprofitable to spend a lot of time in hairdressers, so we would like to save time, and it's especially useful for magicless people. I will demonstrate the effect of the potion on myself.”
Doubtfully twisting the bottle in your hands, you took a deep breath and swallowed. Purple dye was used for the potion, and your hair has acquired a similar shade. Having received the approval of the teacher, you exhaled with calmness - you didn't have to worry about the final grade now!
“Thanks for the help, Prefect. Here's a potion that will restore your hair color.” One of the participants in this whole venture gave you a bottle with a liquid indistinguishable from your own hair color, and you thanked him, smiling quite happily and not even noticing a suspicious glint in his eyes at all.
Everything was fine until you bumped into him.

You ran into Riddle on your way to the library, where you intended to catch your breath after class and prepare for the next one. Thinking about how nice it was that there were no side effects after using the potion, you stopped abruptly against your will, not noticing the flashes of something red in front of your eyes.
“Oh, Prefect,” you instantly recognized Riddle's voice. His sweet voice were echoing in your head every so often you visited his dorm and attended unbirthday parties. The corners of your lips instantly lifted up. “Be careful, according to the rules you need to look where you are going.”
Riddle still had his hands on your shoulders, which were placed there in an attempt to prevent a collision of the foreheads. You raised your head and nodded, thinking whether you should thank him, but suddenly your lips twitched ambiguously.
“Who do you think you are, telling me what to do?!”
Riddle's eye twitched nervously, while you blinked vaguely, realizing that maybe you misheard yourself somehow.
“Huh?! What makes you think you have the right to raise your voice at me?!” scarlet hue appeared on his face. Your rude tone struck a chord with him in the first place. It's been a long time since he went overblotted, and he tried very hard to restrain his malicious impulses. But your unflattering comment was completely out of line.
“No, really, who the hell do you think you are? The Ruler of this college? Ha! Do you really think you're so smart that you can throw your poor rules right and left?” Your heart was pounding wildly under your ribs, and the expression on your face couldn’t be compared with what you were shouting at all. Could it be that this is a side effect of the potion?.. In this case, it’s necessary to try to warn Riddle before anything happens that could lead to an out-of-control situation.
“In the name of Great Sevens!! Trying so hard so it's just off with your head?! Wonderful, I'm in the right mood for this!” Riddle's anger grew more and more, and out of fright you waved your hands, showing that he needs to stop. You didn’t actually know whether he should stop himself or you, though.
“Riddle, I!..” you blurted out this phrase on emotion, still not understanding what needs to be done to make the effect of the potion to dispel. You looked straight into Riddle's steely eyes, where small vessels burst with rage. “You're just ridiculous! Don’t you have enough brains at all to deal with me in a different way? Worthless!”
The conflict of emotions and the divergence of actions with your real feelings brought you to the point that you impulsively pressed your mouth with your palms in order not to say anything at all. Tears rolled down your cheeks briefly decreasing Riddle's vigilance to some extent. His blood was boiling in his veins, and he was ready for any measures, but your reaction seemed to sober him up. And the students who had gathered in the corridor didn’t facilitate him at all.
“... Hey, Prefect.” Riddle approached you with a gloomy expression on his face, and you took a step back accordingly, aggressively waving your hands to push him away from you. “Hmm... try texting me something with your phone.”
Frantically fishing the phone out of your pocket and barely hitting the buttons with a terribly trembling fingers you managed to explain the situation. As he read, Riddle began to blush more and more again. Pulling you into his arms, he turned to the crowd in the hallway.
“It’s off with your heads right now if you don't tell me where the students who were in the group with Prefect at potionology today are!!” The crowd scattered in search, and Riddle sighed heavily.
“I'm sorry I cursed at you, I didn't know… So the potion works in such a way that you just start being rude when you open your mouth?” Riddle made a guess, but you can’t help but shrug your shoulders.
When Riddle found the students who did this to you, he thoroughly interrogated them, not forgetting to drive in a bit of common sense and promising that the next step after his unique spell will be expulsion, he returned to you with a bunch of thoughts in his head.
“The potion makes her say the opposite of what she feels.” The students explained it to him, and Riddle had no choice but to think about what you do feel in the first place.
"Just try to get one damn millimeter closer to her next time, and it’s off with your heads forever." Riddle warned your classmates silently, not making any fuss, and then quickly returned to the position where you were staying for quite a while.
“Prefect, I'm back. Well, will you try to talk?”
“MY GOD, I'm sorry for what happened a couple of hours ago, I sincerely apologize, I didn't mean any of what happened, and!..” Riddle chuckled without malice, stopping you with a gesture.
“It's okay, it wasn't your fault.”
Mumbling thanks, you smiled, and a thin layer of blush covered your cheeks. Riddle wondered what you actually feel towards him, but he would prefer to find out later, without the effects of any muddy potions.

You went outside to get some fresh air. The smell of potions got into your nose and seemed to haunt you for some time, making you sniff and wince.
While sitting down near the fountain, you threw your head back and sighed. There was still enough time before the next class, so you were relaxing under the sun when suddenly a familiar voice reached you from the other side of the yard.
“Prefect!!!” You lazily opened your eyes, recognizing Kalim by his voice, and waved him in a friendly way.
Kalim approached and out of habit you spread your arms, welcoming Scarabia dorm leader in an embrace. Kalim explained it as a “welcoming gesture in his native country” and before everything he himself was an extremely extroverted and very friendly person, so hugging was considered as a normal procedure between you two. For you these hugs were a daily dose of serotonin and also perhaps something more, but you quickly brushed off those thoughts and welcomed your not-so-platonic friend with a warm smile.
“Prefect, good morning!! Was it potionology class just now? How did everything go? I'm sure you did a great job! Even if you don't, it’s okay!” You laughed sweetly at him praising you for your very existing, amazed at the radiance of your friend. “Well, tell me, how are you?”
“God, will you shut up already? You talk so much, it's annoying.”
Kalim blinked a couple of times, his mouth open in perplexity. You didn't even realize what you said right away, because Kalim was a person who smiles even when it's incredibly hard, and even now his reaction was not disapproving you. Rather, he was puzzled and you involuntarily pressed your fingers to your lips, as if it could help you figure out what just happened.
Kalim, after taking some time to reflect, returned the smile to his face and gave you a little nod, urging you to continue. Frowning, you opened your mouth to proceed talking.
“Finally learned to keep quiet when asked? What an obedient boy you are, I'm amazed. Maybe you'll stop smiling too, since you're so helpless?”
Kalim's amber eyes flashed with suspicion. Okay, it no longer looked like just an awkward burts of emotions or some kind of ridiculous coincidence with anything. Both you and Kalim abruptly stopped talking, but you frowned heavily until he continued to speak.
“Prefect, listen. If that's what's been getting you all this time, then you could have told me earlier. We are friends, I think we need to tackle issues the instant they arise, aren't we?.. You sound like you've been accumulating it for a very long time...”
You wanted to scream and howl in helplessness but quickly realized that it was probably the potion that your classmates gave you. Turning your head negatively from side to side, you shyly lowered your gaze and fell completely silent.
“Prefect… I don't quite understand why you told me all this if you don't want to discuss it in detail now?..” Kalim seemed to be asking himself more than you, trying to figure out what had happened. “Tell me, are you okay? You don't look well.”
“Oh, believe me, I look just fine, hell to your worries. And am I being interrogated now?!”
You were shaking. There was no trace of the ever-splashing happiness in Kalim's eyes. His gaze became firm, focused and attentive but in rather concerned way. It was impossible to pretend that he was full of worry and discouraged, because you could get even more scared. What could he do for you now? Should he call Jamil? No, he's taking an elective classes at the moment… Run to the nearest classroom and call for the teacher? But leaving you alone with these depressing thoughts is a much worse idea. In fact, his own feelings were driving him into a dead end, anxiety permeated his entire body. Kalim rubbed his temples with his fingers.
“Well... let's try this. I know it's not in your nature to say that! Don't worry, Prefect, I'll figure out what to do!”
You smiled, which went against your words literally half a minute ago, and Kalim only confirmed his guesses.
“Listen, I have an idea, let's try checking it out…” Kalim stretched out his open hand to you, and you blinked with an incomprehension in response to this gesture. “Try to write with your finger what happened with you on my hand! Hehe, it might work, right?”
Chuckling softly, you put his hand on your lap and ran your finger over the soft skin, seeming a little embarrassed by your own actions. Kalim giggled sweetly at the ticklish feeling of your fingers pressing on his skin. You poked him lightly on the shoulder, as if completing the story, and he nodded eagerly.
“So that's what happened! Oh, Prefect, to be honest, I was terrified at first! But it's good that the effect only applies to your speech. I wonder how long it takes to subside… Let's find your classmates and find out everything from them.”
After your classmates explained the situation to Kalim, he still warned them with a smile that they would definitely take responsibility for what they did. Although this suspicious smile was obviously different from the one he gave you every day.
“Don't worry! You'll be back to normal in a couple of hours. Although I'm happy to know that your rude words are the opposite of what you really think. That makes us amazing friends, doesn't it?” Kalim put his arm around your shoulder as you both walked back to the courtyard.
You've wondered what the real nature of your warm feelings was...

You decided to go to the botanical garden to clear your mind. A gentle calming atmosphere was something you really needed at the moment. A great option to take a break after the test.
“Leona-san, good morning! Oh would ya be so kind and honor the audience with your all-mighty presence? My plans didn't really include part-time working as your secretary.”
You heard Ruggie’s speech, who obviously tried again to put a little responsibility and a sense of time into the dorm leader, but all in vain as usual. You saw Leona scowl at Ruggie when you came inside.
“Spare me your sentimental speeches, Ruggie." Leona retorted. "Now that the herbivore is here, you're forcing me to get out. I can't even sleep peacefully anymore.”
Leona, nodding to you in greeting, walked lazily out of the garden. Ruggie turned around, waving his hand, and waited for you to come closer. Making yourself sit down on the bench where Leona usually sleeps, you smiled back.
“Have the first-years already finished their classes? Unless you're skipping, shyehehe,” Ruggie didn't bother to sit down next to you. He throwed his hands behind his head in a signature gesture of his and laughed. You rolled your eyes without any malice in them.
“None of your business. Besides, I'm not such a stupid idiot, unlike you.”
Frowning, you didn't realize what just happened. Ruggie, despite your rudeness, didn’t even raise an eyebrow and continued the conversation.
“I'll look at you when your the second year! You have no idea how meticulous Trein can be, such a pain in the ass.”
“Sure, sure, make excuses, you stupid thing. It's better to admit right away that you are an empty-headed fool without any traces of gray matter in your brain. Why don't you just make Trein fall down the stairs, Mr.-I-have-the-coolest-unique-magic?”
This time Ruggie lowered his arms and leaned right over you, resting his hand on the back of the bench. If you were joking, then the joke was absolutely not funny, even for a sarcastic one. Lowering his eyebrows to the bridge of his nose, he silently studied your terrified look. Maybe Leona-san is right when he calls you a herbivore? Maybe all you can do is just make sharp lunges and then run away with a tail between your legs?
To be honest, Ruggie didn't want such thoughts running through his head. But if what you said to him just now was your sincere feelings, then his reaction was absolutely justified.
“Ya know, it's not like I asked you for taking this on a personal level,” Ruggie pressed his palm harder into the bench, which made you shrink even more from fear. You were sure that Ruggie wouldn't do anything to you. You were scared of your own actions.
“Really? So, the fact that you mock me for not having magic is normal, but when I tell you the truth, you can't accept it anymore? Ha, this is just ridiculous!” Ruggie’s stern expression wavered for a second. You spoke such cruel words with an extremely frightened face and with trembling pupils in your huge eyes.
No matter how you look at it, the situation was absolutely strange. How foreign for you was to say such things to him when you clearly didn't want to feel him undeserving or something.
“Hey, Prefect. Even if I annoy you so much, try to shut your mouth for a second. I hope your not going to knock my teeth out.” Ruggie grinned with an inexplicable heaviness on his heart and pulled out a magic pen.
Nodding obediently, you fell silent. Ruggie moved closer to your face, causing the blood to rush to your cheeks. You looked away in embarrassment, pursing your lips. You wanted to say that he was very close, to play along with his jokes, but at that second everything went wrong so much that a strength left you.
Ruggie wasn't stupid. Free-thinking, carefree at times - yes, and this personality helped him overcome life difficulties with an enviable success. This situation was no exception. Would you, who constantly took care of him and sometimes brought food you did yourself, now scold him so cruelly?
“Listen, I’m sorry, but I need to check something. Come on, get up.” Obeying, you stood up.
“Hmm... can you come to the flower bed?” Not quite understanding what he wanted, you nodded weakly and complied with the request. “Okay, so you're not acting against your will. Can you type what happened?” You shook your head. You left your phone in the dorm at a very bad time. However, you came up with another way out.
Making yourself near the flower bed, you took a dry branch and began scratching out letters on the slightly moist after watering flowers soil. Ruggie peered at the resulting text and gasped.
“Well, what a terrible handwriting you have.” You pretended to sulk, sticking a branch into the ground.
“Okay, okay. The potion, huh… Don't worry, I'll figure it out. Even though I should attend a lesson now, leaving you in this state could be considered as a danger to society, shyehehe.”
Hastily finding your classmates and finding out what was the matter, Ruggie shushed at them and returned with you to the botanical garden. He had already made a mental reminder that after class several first-years would magically find their jackets in the mud… But you don't have to know about that.
“Actually now I think that nothing would have happened if you had gone to attend class. If the potion only works with those who are close to you, then I’m the only one to be afraid in this entire college, shyehehe!”
You jolted at the surprise of his words. He had no idea how right he was.

The lessons were over for today, and you decided to celebrate getting an excellent mark in the Mostro Lounge. It was nice to realize you had brought enough accumulated money to allow yourself to try a new drink on the menu. Why else would Jade boast off his new ingredientscombination he happened to found deep in the mountains, right?
Once there, you sat down at an empty table for two. There were surprisingly many people today, including your classmates. It seems that many people have the same idea as you. Jade and Floyd maneuvered between tables with several trays on their hands, barely keeping up with deliver orders. Azul will be very happy with the income received by the end of the day, that is for sure. Smiling at your thoughts, you didn't notice how Azul appeared in front of you with a menu in his hand.
“Prefect,” Azul smiled charmingly out of his entrepreneurial habit. “Have you decided to honor Mostro Lounge with your presence and increase our profit three times? Considering your popularity and the fact that today you shine especially bright on the pedestal of the most outstanding personalities of our college. Floyd has already told me about your progress in the potionology class. I heartily congratulate you! Well, getting to the point. What would you like to taste, dear visitor?”
You smiled radiantly. Of course, his inner entrepreneur spoke in him, but you still preferred to think that you were at least a little more special to him. Come to think of it, such a long dialogue with such a huge number of visitors probably hinted to you that Azul mixed professional ethics with personal feelings for you.
“Yeah, sure thing. Unlike a useless loser like you, I can make money with my presence alone. Are you envious? And don't even think about deluding yourself. To consume your mediocre garbage from the menu… Who do you take me for?”
Azul thought for a split second that maybe his hearing had let him down. No, mermen had much more acute hearing than humans… So the probability of him making a mistake was minimized. Maybe it was some kind of strange human way of making a profitable marketing move?
While Azul was thinking hard about what you just said, you were seized with horror. Out of all the tender and affectionate words that were in your head, did you actually choose THOSE? It can't be, even in the most disturbing nightmare, you wouldn't dare to insult Azul like that…
“Ha, just look at your face. How pathetic you are, it's getting unbearable to witness.”
Azul could have sworn that something agonizingly stirred in his chest at the moment. A feeling of resentment, almost the same as when he went overblotted, gripped his heart. Now your words no longer seemed like a strange joke or a misunderstanding. You hit those points that you knew were extremely painful for Azul.
Throwing the menu on the table, Azul wanted to order you to get out of here. Turning around, he himself intended to go to the staff room, but you grabbed his arm. The genuine fright on your face made him flinch for a second, but your sarcastic voice echoed in his ears. If he hadn't been overwhelmed by bitterness, he would have heard caustic chuckles at the next table.
“I...” You tried to squeeze something out of yourself, but the tongue moved as if by itself, so you bit it hard. A bitter metallic taste spread in your mouth, and a thin scarlet trickle seeped out, trickling down your lip. Azul tensed, pushing all his thoughts aside for a split second. Something strange was happening to you.
“What is it?” Anxiety took over him as he relaxed his arm in your grip.
You shook your head, refusing to speak. Fortunately for you, Azul wasn’t a fool and was able to put together a logical chain in his head.
“I don't like your trembling and that scared look, Prefect. Let's take you to the infirmary.”
You shook your head again. Physically wise, you were absolutely healthy, even though pretty much panicked. Something told you that a doctor wouldn't help here. After all, anything could happen to a magicless person.
“Okay, then… Can you write?” Azul pulled out a pen from his breast pocket on his uniform and a small piece of paper for notes.
Having tried to write something on a piece of paper denoting your true thoughts, you breathed a sigh of relief when no causticness was found in the words. After explaining everything in detail and apologizing at the end, you raised an awkward look at Azul. Adjusting his glasses, he nodded and pulled on his gloves.
“Thank you for your detailed feedback, dear customer. Your wish is my command,” Azul smiled slyly, finally shifting his gaze to the next table, where your potion-making partners were no longer laughing as eagerly as a few minutes ago.
When Azul held out the familiar gilded sheet, you realized that something obviously unprofitable was waiting for your classmates, and you laughed at the thought. After everything was settled, Azul came back to you.
“As expected, there is no need to worry, although frankly speaking, I was stung by your words. However, it was interesting to find out that all the rudeness you said is a converted version of warm feelings towards me. Well, should we sign a contract so that I can personally serve you in the Mostro Lounge? I am generous enough to accept such a favor in return for your feelings.” A sly smile shone on his face.
You looked away in embarrassment, not sure how much truth there was in Azul's words. However, you also left your true feelings behind a mysterious veil.

❤︎ notes : i'm not really satisfied with this one, but in any case... it was a request from an anon on my previous acc (ayavielle) which got shadowbanned and i wasn't in the mood for restoring it so i'm just posting this again lol i like ruggie and azul parts but as for riddle and kalim ones... idk maybe i'll rewrite this work but we'll see since i'm occupied with a lot of uni tasks but anyway i hope you enjoyed!

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Imum Coeli and Midheaven: Inner and Outer World
The Imum Coeli (IC) is the sign at the beginning of your 4th House, the Midheaven (MC) will always be the exact opposite of that sign at the beginning of the 10th House. The IC is the inner self, roots, past, upbringing, private self. The MC is your most outer self, reputation, ambition, career. The IC/MC sit on an axis and always have a relationship to each other.
Libra IC - Aries MC: We see a struggle for expressing identity or needs when among family, growing up, and within their inner self. The Aries MC finds freedom in the outer world, maybe in the professional world by standing alone and being an individual. The Aries MC can seem aggressive, confident, competitive, or in charge when in the outer world of school, work, organizations, or larger or more shallow social events. But at home, in their closest relationships, in their private life they are used to cooperation, adapting to others, tries hard to keep the peace or harmony, and may be a people pleaser or lack discipline. There can be a complicated relationship with attention and admiration. In their private life they seem to be praised the most for obedience, compromise, and light charm. But they can find empowerment and a rush in being praised or admired for rebellion, conflict, speaking up, and passion. In the outer world they may stir up drama just for the attention or to feel liberated. At their best they embrace their more level-headed, calm inner self as someone valid, precious, and important but when in the outer world finds ways to get in touch with the warrior side of them. The MC learns to stand up for themselves and fight but must tap into the IC to do this without giving into pettiness, immaturity, or malice.
Scorpio IC - Taurus MC: The Scorpio IC can be very secretive about their inner self. In fact hiding the self and feelings from family due to fear that they may seem too intense or sensitive is associated. They were likely a willful child or willful within their most inner self. This will can be contained by the Taurus MC’s calmness or practicality but ultimately their determination and strength will always be with them. For Taurus MC “determination” is their main keyword. To protect the more vulnerable and hurt side of their IC they can adopt an unmoving, stubborn, logical, and level-headed persona that the outer world can’t shake or pierce. This person is highly security conscious. The Scorpio IC feels safe by hiding their emotions and intensions. The Taurus MC feels safe through physical resources, wealth, and possessions. The Taurus MC might also feel safe by being in control and relying on their own predictableness and steadiness. The depth, mystery, and power within the inner self is not muted by the Taurus MC, but is underestimated and buried. There can be a great balance here between the rationality of the MC and the emotional, intuitive, and fierce IC. However they need to be careful not to let their fear of betrayal or fear of lack of control to get in the way. They contain and shelter a lot of potency from the outside world, sometimes they have a need to let that out!
Sagittarius IC - Gemini MC: The Sagittarius IC has a need to be free. Maybe that is free from controlling parents, a religion, old traditions, or even from a mindset they are used to from an early age. Through a Gemini MC they’ve developed an outer self that is persuasive and charming - charming enough to help raise them to the top and out of whatever traps them. The Sagittarius IC can also indicate someone who moved around a lot or was exposed to many different ideals and people when young. There is a flexibility and versatile nature to their youth and programming. This carries with them into an MC that is highly curious, adaptable, and finds it hard to be satisfied with just one hobby, career, or subject. The association with passion, a zealous nature, and impulsiveness exists here. This could mean being an impulsive and energetic kid or this could mean growing up in an environment that was highly charged, fiery, and volatile. While there can be inner passion or being familiar with passion, their MC presents a much more cool headed, logical persona. With intellectual pursuits this person can find an escape from raging emotions and impulses. Sagittarius is connected to cons, exaggerations, broken promises, and false beliefs. This may manifest as feeling disillusioned by what one is taught as a child. They may feel tricked by family at some point. Or tricky behavior or a grandiose, over excitable nature has been engraved in them. In the more detached, always changing MC they can either still practice this more reckless behavior or let it all go with an outlook that wants to observe, study, and connect with others, even if those connections can sometimes be more surface level. They have a thirst for knowledge that is natural to both the inner and outer self. The Gemini MC has an open mind that can help fulfill the needs of the Sagittarius IC.
Capricorn IC - Cancer MC: The Capricorn IC is well known for having a burdened or restricted childhood. There is an emphasis on growing up fast, taking on too much responsibility, strictness, being pressured and criticized, or being taught to repress emotions. The Cancer MC desires connection to the outside world, while emotions are hard to express they learn how to be good at making others feel comfortable, at appearing trustworthy, and sometimes they may learn how to reach out to create their own family via friends and coworkers. They have a personable touch in their approach to the professional or outside realm. This may seem very contrast to who they are privately, a much more colder, controlling, and restrained individual. There can be a desire to protect and take care of others. Capricorn is a fellow provider and protector however the need to take care of others, even nurture them could come from a desire to express feeling and affection. They are more comfortable expressing love or admiration through actions vs. words. However due to a desire to connect deeply with others they can easily get used and burned. Both Cancer and Capricorn are guarded individuals, and they learn fast to be skeptical and perceptive however it is hard for them to refuse a friend or coworker who asks for help or comfort. They can be deeply sympathetic. The outside world can see an approachable and understanding person but when you get close there is a heaviness or melancholy about them. They put on a very different warm and inviting face to the public. It is very important for them to get in touch with their inner child! A journey to learning how to express their emotions will likely be a long one, but it is such an important adventure when it comes to finding fulfillment. The Cancer MC is a way for them to find that closeness they crave, but they need to be careful of making bonds too quickly and being taken advantage of. Their inner self desires stability and safety to express their true feelings and self, the outer self craves closeness, softness, and to feel like they help or care for others. Many times the outer self tries to find closeness through careers that involve taking care of others or by quickly adapting and joining groups of friends/people.
Aquarius IC - Leo MC: The IC of the “outsider” is the stereotypical interpretation for the Aquarius IC. Another common association is feeling detached or being estranged from family. Growing up in an environment that pushed for independence, conformity, and aloofness is associated. Growing up with influences that promote a strong sense of individuality can manifest too. The Leo MC desires esteem, recognition, and maybe fame. The Leo MC wants to stand out and be admired. An Aquarius IC who felt left out or alienated when young may learn how to be flashy, loud, attention-grabbing, and unique to feel more loved and accepted. They may use confidence or show off their intelligence and talents to gain admiration. Aquarius and Leo are both original and individualistic people, there is a drive to stand out and be genuine for the sake of living their best life. To the outside world they try to gain a sense of belonging, warmth, and passion through a fiery and sometimes selfish approach. The Leo MC can strive for luxury, class, influence, power, and praise - this can be sought after in many different ways. As a child or young person they could have had a side to them that was very altruistic, but through life’s trials they may have found more strength or empowerment by focusing on the self. There is positivity in both - the Aquarian nature to be driven by humanitarian pursuits and Leo’s self-love. They need to balance these parts of themselves. The outer self craves recognition for talents that may have been ignored or criticized when younger. The outer self may crave excitement and zeal the younger self was never allowed to explore and experience. They need to be careful of falling into egotistical behavior, arrogance, or chasing after fool’s gold. Confidence can also be a complex subject. Some play into a false, larger than life confidence to hide their fears while others grapple with a desire for real confidence but tend to fall back into the background. There is comfort in observing others rather than being in the limelight, this comes from the cool, airy IC. The charisma and ambition of their MC will take them far, the quirkiness, playfulness, self-reliance, and inner wisdom from the IC still needs to be respected.
Pisces IC - Virgo MC: This person has a very sensitive, fragile, intuitive, and imaginative inner self. When younger there can be a lack of boundaries, a lot of uncertainty, vagueness or confusion, manipulation, illusions, sheltering and over protection, or even spiritual or psychic attacks. To have a sense of boundary and stability they may grow to have a very cautious, maybe rigid, maybe prudent, skeptical, shy or reserved, and logical outer self. The Pisces IC inner child is fluid, indulges in fantasy, can be dreamy or whimsical, is kind, and giving. The Virgo MC locks this away with criticalness and maybe even harshness. This person can be prone to beating themselves up, especially with their interactions and performance in the outer world. The Virgo MC strives for perfection, always seeks to improve, likes to be seen as useful, smart, and put together. It is very important that the Virgo MC is appreciated for their help or talents and is seen as capable. The Pisces IC can indicate a person who is seen as “soft” or overly sensitive by family or close loved ones. There may be an urge to prove ones self or to seem like they don’t need help because of this. Pisces has a desire to heal and Virgo to serve, this person can feel pulled to help others. However Virgo’s over practicality can stunt the caring side or creative side of their IC. The Virgo MC’s desire or knack for helping other people can lead them to fulfilling careers but there can be a part of them that is too focused on trying to be flawless to really dive into their best path. The Virgo MC’s reliability, attention to detail, and realism can help protect them from being used and helps them set up boundaries. The Pisces IC has a gentler inner voice that they need to be careful not to ignore.
Aries IC - Libra MC: Anger, identity, and independence are focuses in childhood or earlier years. Aries IC can be taught and raised in a hostile environment, an environment that promoted conflict, competition, anger, and aggression. They may have been raised with a lack of closeness and nurturing, promoting independence and separation. The Aries IC may be used to fighting. They had to develop thick skin as well as a defensive ego. The Libra MC gives them a chance to find peace and detachment. Due to a harsher environment growing up the Libra MC can have a huge need to be liked. They could have felt like they were always criticized and battled against when younger, in the outer world they present a calmer, charminger, and pleasing persona. With all that “battling” they may have learned or adapted to mediate. Both Libra and Aries tend to be social, dynamic, and sit on a contrast of self-awareness. Aries has a focus on self-love, identity, setting boundaries, and going after their wants and needs. Libra many times has been pinned with being the least self-aware sign. Libra can be associated with shallowness, detachment, and wanting to hide away from pressure, intensity, darkness, or flaws, especially the flaws and conflict within the self. Allowing their individuality to shine and to find inner peace among their internal conflicts is important. While the Libra IC - Aries MC is about fighting to express identity, the Aries IC - Libra MC is about finding peace and love for the self and identity.
Taurus IC - Scorpio MC: Routine, stability, and security are important to the Taurus IC. This person may have grown up with a lot of structure and stability or a very chaotic environment that made them crave dependability and solidness. Early on they developed into a more pragmatic and reliable person, either by being raised this way or out of necessity. Taurus desires unchangeability and assurance, Scorpio can desire control and power. This person may learn that the best way to stay in control of their world is through intuition, intensity, and manipulation. The Scorpio MC allows them to follow their passion and gives them curiosity about the unknown, it can be a pathway from breaking free from their fear of instability and change. But this person will always struggle with letting go of control. The inner self can find peace and stability within them, but the Scorpio MC can be hypnotized and tempted by the idea of just letting their emotions go wild. They can also have a side to them that feels power hungry once they realize all they are capable of. The Scorpio MC tends to be attracted to all types of careers and they are known for a reputation that makes a mark on others. This placement reminds me of a timid child or overly practical person who tries something dangerous or crazy once and then it changes them forever. While following their passions and intuition can be freeing, they will always need to battle a need for inner security, overcome unhealthy dependency or attachments, and learn that they can’t worry about things outside of their control.
Gemini IC - Sagittarius MC: The Gemini IC is known for struggling to have their voice heard as a child. Communication and learning are key so this can also mean struggling in school/education, a lack of knowledge and encouragement from family members, or it can also mean growing up in a household that was highly communicative and/or focused on education. Both Sagittarius and Gemini are curious and are eternal students. Their curiosity stays with them even throughout adulthood. The Gemini IC can be used to a highly changeable environment, their Sagittarius MC can help feel more focused and at ease by always looking towards the future. But the Sagittarius MC still tends to be impulsive, maybe reckless, and scattered when trying to pick a career, go after a goal, and finish a project. Learning to work with their flexibility and taking advantage of their energetic nature is important. The Gemini IC can feel ignored as a child. The Sagittarius MC can be loud, opinionated, snappy, and passionate - this allows them to gain the attention they need and to be heard. In the outer world the Sagittarius MC is heated and goes off instinct, in the inner world the Gemini IC is more detached, is driven by logic and intellect, is airy, maybe playful or whimsical, always willing to learn, share, and listen. They may act like the student at home and teacher in the professional/external world. Sagittarius and Gemini are associated with both “student” and “teacher” archetypes. Knowledge is power to this person but what matters most to them is finding those who are willing to listen to them. The inner self craves someone who is open to hearing their thoughts, dreams, needs, and gossip or stories. The outer self, what their reputation is based off of desires to be the person others get advice from, get knowledge from, and are inspired by.
Cancer IC - Capricorn MC: The Cancer IC comes from a sensitive place much like the other water ICs. They could have grown up in a highly close and attached family, a family that was overprotective, being very close to their mother, was raised where family loyalty was everything (maybe taught that they had to be loyal to family, even if their family wasn’t the healthies/treated them right), could have been coddled, and abandonment or lack of nurturing is also associated. The Cancer IC marks an inner self that is very soft, nurturing, caring, affectionate, and vulnerable. But the crab always hides behind a touch exterior. Even as a child while they may have been hurt easily they learned quickly to hide tears. Their closest loved ones likely see them as a nurturer, caregiver, protector, or healer. The Capricorn MC is highly ambitious! They tend to present a self-controlled, disciplined, no nonsense, and authoritative outer self. This person may have felt too sheltered, undermined, or taught that their softness wasn’t valuable and learned how to interact with the outer world through a hard and commanding approach. The Capricorn MC is calculated, logical, and their hunger for material and social success can be great. While the Capricorn MC can be helpful in gaining boundaries and inner authority - there is always a quest for more and the subject of self worth can be tricky. The Cancer IC is about caring and it could be they were forced to take care of themselves and others at a young age, hurling them into adulthood early and towards a colder form of independence. But both Capricorn and Cancer have a desire to attach and depend. Many times chasing after material success helps boost their feelings of worth, it makes them feel more secure, and respected. Finding a balance between career and the physical and family and the emotional is vital for them.
Leo IC - Aquarius MC: A lot revolves around attention and praise for the Leo IC. They could have been the center of attention, an only child, spoiled, or the golden child. They could have also been neglected and attention starved, or maybe they were constantly put down and scolded, rarely hearing praise. Disappointing their family may be their worst nightmare. They could come from a family with a high standing in the community, has a very demanding and set code of beliefs, or a family that places a lot of emphasis on honor and good behavior. The Aquarius MC tends to go after careers that are unconventional, they have a unique reputation, and may have a drive to help others on a big scale or change the world. Leo and Aquarius are both leaders and this person has an inner leader and an outer one. The inner one can sometimes come from a selfish place of wanting power and adoration. The outer one see’s things with clarity and objectivity and acts in the best interest of a group/collective. The inner leader may have been taught entitled and arrogant values but learns about the human condition and to be tolerant and giving throughout life. Or the “inner leader” could have had selfish streaks when young as a rebellion towards the hurt they experienced. The Aquarius MC may act "quirky”, extreme, or try to stand out to gain attention they lacked in childhood. Or through a healthy sense of self-esteem they were able to grow into the unique individual that they are. The Leo IC at their best can be good-hearted, affectionate, loves in a big way, and generous. The Aquarius MC in relation to the big hearted and generous side of their IC wants to give back and does so with intelligence and originality.
Virgo IC - Pisces MC: The Virgo IC could have grown up with a lot of expectation, with strictness, and a lot of criticism. Their parents may have held them to higher standards than other siblings or have demanded perfection from them. They can also grow up in an environment that was highly rigid, structured, and didn’t have a lot of room to explore emotions, creativity, and intuition. The Pisces MC finds it hard to deal with practical matters, doesn’t bother with the details or logic, and operates in a much more fluid, creative, and intuitive way. The MC in a way can act like a rebellion against the pragmatic, humdrum they are used to. The Pisces MC gets labeled with a lack of drive and ambition, I think this is an unfair take. They can just prioritize other things in life other than work or material things like friendship, family, spirituality, and art. Also they can take a more relaxed approach to goals and ambition in order to be free of high standards of their upbringing. They may have grown up being taught a very certain way to behave and interact with others. The Pisces MC allows them to take things personally and they treat others how they treat them rather than with fake politeness, or the opposite - judgment. While the Virgo IC needs stability and maybe devotion in their private life, they want to be seen as the easygoing one, the imaginative one, or elusive one. There is healing and awakenings through their MC, but giving their inner child some sense of security is important. Combining the caring and subtle, humble wisdom of both signs can be powerful. They may find a lot of fulfillment by helping or taking care of others, as long as it is on their own terms.
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☾ They way we are wired: the IC/Moon/4th house and your emotional patterns and responses ☽



Aries IC/Moon/4th: Home was an area of proof. Proof the self and prove the others, similar to Scorpio IC/Moon/4th, the marsian nature of this placement triggers a survival mode and creates someone who’s first instinct is to react and challenge their opponent. Home could have also been a battle ground of some sort and the individual might have realised that the only way to overcome this force of aggression is to rely on the self or find people to align to. Naturally this can give someone tendencies to retreat and chose the themself, but not in the intention to harm, but because the survival mode is triggered. They might have learned to follow their impulses, because the quicker they react, the faster they have the upper hand of a situation, and while this method does saves time and trouble, this could have easily lead to worsening their situation, and thus they can also fall back into a lesser known method: strategically planing their (loved ones/goals/desires) survival. As they know no other than bravely facing the world, their open nature can become inviting for people that want to try them, though out of experience, they will not take their enthusiastic nature for granted. Likewise these people are power houses that can have the tendency to forcefully and sometimes without consideration push those aside that limitat them.
Taurus IC/Moon/4th: Usually, these people have been raised with a sense of satisfaction, stability was a priority for the parents, so the child seeks the same comfort and worries for the future can motivate them deeply to take action. Tough the satisfaction doesn’t have to include emotional fulfullment always, as the parents made their values and priorities very clear. Likewise this individual will walk through the world with (at best) set priorities and will actively try to meet their own standard. Anything that threatens to make this tower collapse will force them to react, and depending on their inner security and self-worth/esteem they can react quiet drastic and dramatic even, as this is the time when the bull will fall into it’s tantrum. This can also lead into destructive and forceful ways to either withold, keep or get what brings them pleasure or eases their mind. If they feel that there’s something lacking in their life, they usually practically and persistently work towards it and at best aren’t easily shaken, but there is a great sensibility inside of them, that can cloud their mind equally with fear and the realization of what is and isn’t healthy for them (emotionally and physically) could only come after a peroid of walking through the mudd for far too long.
Gemini IC/Moon/4th: This persons ubringing was most likely unstable and inconsistent, which is most likely reflected by the behaviour of one of their parental figures (or both). Likewise, they had to allow, as well as endure, uncertainty in their childhood. Thus, they are flexible and adaptive and thus can appear as very affable but there is a lack of perspective and continuity in their life that can cause them to lose track which results in them having to reorient themself (which they can find much pleasure in at times). This can be traced back to their parents, as either both parents reflected the other so much, that they could have formed to seemingly one individual (this can also hint to a single parent having to take on ‘two roles’). If the native has siblings, this reflecting of one another can also happen between them, thus the individual automatically sets themself apart from the rest in their mind. As the child grows up, it might realise that it could lack perspective and purpose and emotions that help them connect the dots, to now the person could fall back into rationalizing everything in order to make sense out of it. There is strong need to communicate to release tension, they listen to all because they try to at least understand all. While this can help building a distance to overwhelming emotions and situations, the problem also lies exactly in the inability to allow the self to become closer to those bigger concepts and grande emotions which leave them dissatisfied or even more confused.
Cancer IC/Moon/4th: These people always come back to their roots: Usually, they handle from experience and knowledge that is passed over, when the IC/Moon/4th house is in cancer, the individual will find themself in a very strong and empathized conenction with their family - doesn’t matter if it’s more on the positive or negative side. Here the individual will find themself having to care for (generational) family matters and thus can connect well to the emotions and affairs to others, but often times neglect themself. With a bond so deep, they (surprisingly for some) can come off and become pretty detached, as they at one point can be easily overwhelmed with the emotional bagagge and responsibility they carry. They either detach and seek to break the conenction with whatever bothers them, or they embrace the situation and ‘clean up’ the mess. These individuals will find themself too much inclined with other peoples emotions and/or problems, and usually will grow to become independent (financially and emotionally) in order to adapt a more objective perspective. These people can be incredibly enduring and persistent in their approaches to others/situations and they allow time to speak, though, they sometimes should know when to let go and build distance for their own good.
Leo IC/Moon/4th: Home could have literally functioned like a pack, it doesn’t matter if the person has siblings or not, even though home was a place for experiencing joy, creativity and warmth, it was also a place of hierarchy. These people usually have a very complex relationship to others - at one hand they need their pack, it’s their support system, their backbone when they have a hrd time standing up by themselves and they do need the validation and recognition, but at the same time they could feel threatened by people overpowering them, the idea of being too dependend on the love and support of others makes them doubt themselves and distrustfull and often times they feel the need to prove their strength or worth, just as a lion has to fight off a challenger, not only for the pack, but also for the pride. They either come back to their supportive ‘pack’, as they usually create this safe space of trust, comfort, security, encouragement and love, or they become prideful, bold and loud and try to get the upper hand and authority back. The strong desire to prove worth and obtain love might stern from a difficult relationship with a parental figure. There might have been not a healthy amount of attention given to the individual.
Virgo IC/Moon/4th: This person comes from a place of just and order. Here, they fall back into disecting the world and people around them, they are driven to find a solution. They can easily get hung up on small emotions/details, there is a potential to overanalyze situations, but the thought of order is imprintent in their minds, acting ‘rightful’ and ‘appropriate’ makes them orient themself to any kind of rule or pattern they can follow. These individuals want to avoid the feeling of embarassement/shame, probably due to past issues in their homelife, so they calculate possible outcomes right from the beginning. They prevent. With this placement though, people usually experiences a ‘lack of’ in their homelife. This could have been caused by a permanentely dissatisfied parental figure, even though the wound is emotional, the solution or apparent problem mainfested as something materialistic and this mindset is carried on as they grow up. Though these people seem to think about everything, the challenge appears when their solutions in the 3D world are not enough: when they have to face their and otehrs feelings as the working surface they can find themself irritated and trying to escape the ‘irrationality’ and feelings in their perception of logic. They need to pay attention to not become too controling, compulsing or discrimenating and trust others.
Libra IC/Moon/4th: This persons upbringing was deeply influenced by the realtionships in their family, and strongest by the ones of their parents. It can se the tone of the way they lead all their connections and calls for a deeper self reflection and a sense for self-determination and initiative from the individuals side. It’s true that the image one gave off and focusing on the others played a major role in the way they were raised. Here, the individual might have a strong desire to put things 'back into place', they try to rebalance and adjust everything, their own and others emotional states, because only if harmony is reached, then peace can be sought after. The focus here can sometimes lie too much on the superficial aspects, as they might have experiences that as they grew up the way things were presented to the public eye were one of the outmost important aspects of being raised and thus they can also mistake other feelings as their own. Regardless, it could have pleased their parental figures a lot, so now they fall back into 'pleasing the self and others'. This can lead to shallow behaviour in order to keep the native safe and sound, but their deep understanding of how people function and things just connect to each other can makes them equally caring and loving, but holding a healthy balance between those two aspects seem to be the difficulty here.
Scorpio IC/Moon/4th: These people come from a very vulnerable place. The homelife might have forced them to go through extremes that induced a lot of fear inside of them, causing them to be extra cautious and sensitive towards their environment. They might carry a deep sens eof responsibility for others as well, as their homelife could have relected the merging of affairs and ressources of the parental figures and the consequence of being each others responsibility. A Scorpio IC/Moon/4th house can give anyone a very emotional and deep side and if the situation calls for it, trigger a survival instinct inside of the native. They might cling to people more than other expect or use methods to guarantee their own well-being and safety that have the potential cross boundaries/limits. These individuals could have seen and experienced a lot, so they come prepared and stand their ground. Can be surprisingly 'lone wolfs', because they too need their time alone when hurt and appreciate not only solitude but loyal people in their life, and they usually walk through fire for those who are worth it.
Sagittarius IC/Moon/4th: The upringing most likely left the individual on their own at one point or another, it doesn’t mean that the parents were not loving or careful, but absent at some point and left the native to travel alone and find their ways. These individuals only want to be unhindered and free. They grew up with big ideals that could also been imprinted by their parents, though equally confronted with all the world has to offer and at the same there could have been strong believes that made them feel small, caged in, clouded their perception and thus triggered their sense for self-determination. Whenever they feel pressured they search for the best way to become free again, this can trigger a very reactive side of them, they will let go without any warnings and search for new, safer grounds, because for them there's always a next destination that surely will offer a better stay. This can make them appear lonely to others (though these people have the ability to attract new friends easily with their curious nature), but falling can feel like flying to them, so even though part of the journey they'll be alone, they mostly enjoy it.
Capricorn IC/Moon/4th: The upringing here had the fulfillment of necessities as one of the top priorities and the focus on the materialistic world might have made on of their parental figures a strict judge and often times turned the air around them cold. Being used to uncomfortable weather though, these people can pretty much turn on a steel mask and just walk through the toughest storms if it comes down to it - they are experienced in handling difficult situations and being on their own. Being self-sufficient and rationalizing precarious situations to get the control back is their talent, but mostly because it has always been that way. There was always something missing and a possible distance towards their parental figures, so they learned quickly how to get it all themselves or how to be on their own when their parents (consciously or unconsciously) decided to seperate the child from the source of care and warmth. They usually accept the solitude that comes with it, because things just have to get done somehow. But they should be reminded not to overuse this 'special ability', because it can make them feel very out of touch with their emotions and themself.
Aquarius IC/Moon/4th: Either this individual found themself set apart by circumstances caused by their family or society, or there was an individual attempt to own themself and their differences compared to the rest of their family. These people most likely experienced a frequent change in their home life, either their family constellation changed abruptly or their home setting, regarldess, this caused them to build a distance to either people or places. This distance can bring not only a objectivity and practicality to their approaches, but also an usually unjust associated coldness. These people have used their (sometimes unwanted) freedom for their own benefit at best and value their opportunities to go out in the world and recognize themselves in various people/concepts/places, thus this makes them a person that not only connects easily with the greater collective, but also might find themself fighting for what is not theirs. This can be due to an avoidant attachement style, but often times their search for themself in this wide world makes a limit of self expression, freedom or peace the biggest trigger. If someone challenges their boundaries they either get surprisngly reactionary or can easily cut them off. They are okay with moving on and leaving places or people - or at least have accepted this as a part of their own progress -, but at times it can appear too easy and should raise the question of when to deepen the bond for others.
Pisces IC/Moon/4th: They come from a place of universal love and understanding. The household involved parental figures that were not transparent and made them rely on their gut instinct and intuition, yet, could have deceived the child by witholding information or family secrets. It's not guaranteed that these people had a safe upbringing, because they were most likely flooded with emotions and other peoples energies, thus making them highly sensitive and receiving, even if they don't want to. Chances are high that they too quickly were exposed to emotional affairs and secrets of the family they could not understand and might have had to act as their parents pandora box, filled with all that should rather be left unseen and unheared. These people will most likely fall into a deep state of retrospective, they either take things as they are or need to emotionally 'digest' them. These people often 'surrender', meaning they either go back in receiving mode and understand and accept. Thus, they can be very forgiving as well, once they made their sense out of it. People can take advantage of this trait, or the individual themself might not realize that their cut their own flesh at times. The sensitivity of these people may not be as surprising as with Scorpio IC/Moon/4th people, because it always radiates in the way they connect with the world and people.
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You said in another post you don’t believe the Knights of Walpurgis (aka Death Eaters 1.0) were all that plausible. Why is that?
Oof, this is a larger ask than I think you intend that gets into a lot of controversial things. Though, I suppose that’s what this blog has become.
Remember when I just talked about my weird fanfiction? Remember those days? I remember those days.
I guess to start out we need to go at a high level and acknowledge a few things.
For all we know about Tom Riddle’s life we know very little that came from himself. Most of what we know came to us via The Halfblood Prince, in Dumbledore’s lessons to Harry.
Think what you will about Dumbledore, benign or evil, but we can all acknowledge that the man had a clear goal and agenda in Halfblood Prince. Dumbledore was facing his imminent death, suddenly he no longer was looking at years but a few months to accomplish everything he needed to. He knows Harry is a horcrux, knows he himself no longer has time to hunt down Tom’s horcruxes himself, and instead must leave all his work to Severus and, partly, to Harry Potter.
Specifically, he has to groom Harry for suicide.
By the time Severus relays the truth to Harry (never mind that this very nearly didn’t happen in canon and what would Dumbledore do then) Harry must be prepared to sacrifice his own life to stop Voldemort. That, or Severus will have to murder the shit out of him, and that was probably plan B but Dumbledore would prefer it if Harry went along willingly so that the whole thing’s a little less shady. Dumbledore’s not murdering children if the children murder themselves!
This means, in part, convincing Harry that Voldemort is such a monstrous evil that his presence on this earth cannot be tolerated. Voldemort cannot be allowed to survive, even if Harry’s death does not guarantee Voldemort’s destruction, Harry must do it because Voldemort is that bad. There must be no hope, no recourse, and the only action Harry can take is martyrdom.
And so, that is essentially what Dumbledore does.
He gives Harry a series of lessons, hand selecting memories of Tom Riddle’s past (often shockingly innocuous), and then narrates them to tell Harry exactly why Tom Riddle is so evil today. The flimsy excuse of Harry wheedling information out of Slughorn is nice, but not necessary, as Dumbledore has no reason to believe this memory contains information he himself doesn’t already know (indeed, that Tom actually did make six horcruxes as he told Slughorn is a very strange coincidence as we rarely end up doing what we thought or being where we thought we would when we were sixteen).
Per Dumbledore, Tom Riddle was born evil by his very conception, is doomed to be a lowly miserable creature, and that murdering him is effectively putting him out of his misery.
Right, how does this relate to this post?
Well, neverminding what JKR says outside of canon, we learn about the Knights of Walpurgis/Tom’s schoolboy syncophants from Dumbledore. Per Dumbledore, Tom Riddle, while a highly respected and charming student was Evil McEvil who had junior cultists galore. So, you see Harry, the man must die (ergo you must kill yourself).
However, this is frankly ridiculous and not in any way believable.
First, the Hogwarts era when Tom’s in school.
Personally, I believe Tom was regarded 100% as muggleborn. Tom went into Hogwarts with the last name Riddle coming from the muggle world. When he gets sorted into Slytherin he can point to know family members at all (and even if he could would, at best, be considered a low class halfblood). Tom doesn’t know the significance of parseltongue and likely tells no one (I’ll get into this in a few paragraphs). Tom may insist that he could be a halfblood, he knows nothing of his father, but given his origins he himself probably believes he’s muggleborn until he stumbles across the hereditary nature of parseltongue.
Regardless, Tom is impoverished, comes from lower class muggle London, has the last name Riddle, no relatives to vouch for him, and you want me to think that the purebloods sign up to be his cult members?
Even though Tom is terrifyingly talented and brilliant, he will be fighting for respect every inch of the way. At best, I see the Slytherin’s tolerating his presence. Riddle’s tolerable, for a muggleborn, it’s a shame that he has such dirty blood but they’ll admit he’s a talented sort.
However, as soon as he’s out of Hogwarts they’ll drop him like it’s hot.
This is evidenced by a few things. Upon graduation, Tom Riddle struggles to secure employment. He tries for the Defense position but is unvested and a recent graduate, and so is rejected (and when he later tries again Dumbledore laughs in his place and says, “Bitch please, I will never hire you, I just accepted your application so I could spend this interview laughing in your face!”) He does not enter the ministry, which would likely have been far more beneficial to getting him a leg up in society.
No, Tom instead secures employment as a clerk and purchaser at Borgin and Burke’s the wizarding world’s shadiest pawn shop equivalent where he spends his time miserably wooing older women so they’ll sell him their fine goods. Dumbledore tries to convince us this was Tom’s plan, that he somehow knew about the locket beforehand, but this is bullshit. How the hell would Tom know that the heirloom undoubtedly locked away under safe and key had been sold to Borgin and Burkes? And even if he did, why would Tom take up this miserable position doing nothing he wanted to do?
Whatever minions Tom is supposed to have, whatever friends, they dropped him completely, pretended they never knew him, and did nothing to secure Tom’s future.
Now, back to the parseltongue bit since I made a promise. I believe Tom told no one. Had Tom told the Slytherins he was the Heir of Slytherin, this would have spread like wild fire not only across the house but the school. All the staff would remember Tom as Tom Slytherin, Tom would likely have changed his name, and frankly Tom probably would have been able to get into the ministry with a name like that. Tom Riddle’s life would have looked very different.
More, had the Chamber of Secrets episode happened in a world where Tom proves his heritage, he would have immediately been caught. Someone in Slytherin, even if only a few dormmates knew, would have narked on him. Someone would have been jealous, scared, etc. and would have turned him easily over to the authorities. A secret like that simply cannot be kept, it would spread, and there would be no needing to frame Hagrid and none of Tom getting off.
More, I always got the feeling very few knew that Voldemort had once been Tom Riddle. First, it would make recruiting very difficult. Voldemort is the mysterious, beautiful, heir of Slytherin who has come back from abroad to save their country. Tom Riddle is a dirt poor mudblood who comes from decades of incest and squalor.
Given the wizarding world at large does not know who Tom Riddle is (proved by The Chamber of Secrets) I would suspect the vast majority of Death Eaters and Order members didn’t either. Dumbledore was the one who pieced it together thanks, in part, to a ten-year-old Tom Riddle confessing his parseltongue abilities.
If Tom Riddle had told most people he was a parseltongue, far more would have made the connection, it would be common knowledge. Which means, of course, Tom Riddle has no ability to prove his heritage and is thus muggleborn swine.
More, I think Tom wouldn’t want Tom Riddle to be associated with Voldemort. When he becomes Voldemort, he will transcend his lackluster origins and become far more than an ordinary, mortal, man. He will leave the name Riddle behind and no one will remember that boy. He will eclipse his past.
Not to mention, that if Tom gave them the excuse of his heritage, it means giving himself the easy way out in Hogwarts. They won’t be forced to acknowledge him, acknowledge that he’s better than them despite his roots, but instead given the easy excuse of “oh, it’s because he’s the heir of Slytherin, duh”. And I think Tom would loathe the idea of that.
Tom wanting to eradicate the memory of Tom Riddle is especially why I think Voldemort came out of nowhere in the 70′s.
Tom doesn’t want to be recognized as Tom, he wants to be mysterious and originless, to give the purebloods everything they want to believe in. If it’s people he went to school with, they’ll recognize him, he’ll be just an ordinary mortal to them. If it’s their young, stupid, children well then he has a real chance.
Voldemort is a figure of myth, something that appears to come out of legend itself, the savior of his country.
He cannot have origin let alone Tom Riddle’s.
Not to mention the idea that multiple people waited on Tom Riddle for generations, even for decades where we know he went abroad and travelled the world, is utterly ridiculous. Why would they ever do this? What do they even gain from this? And why would it take so long to take over this ridiculously incompetent country THAT ALL OF TOM’S RECRUITS ARE PRACTICALLY SET TO CONTROL (the beauty of the Death Eaters is that they form a good chunk of the Wizengamot, and in using them, Tom Riddle effectively destroys the country from the inside out, which I believe was his true goal the entire time).
If Tom Riddle is so terrible, so horrifyingly competent, then it can’t have taken him fifty years of constant work to topple the country.
So, yeah, there were no Death Eaters 1.0.
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POF THORUGH THE HOUSES🔮
1st House POF
You came into this life to be independent without harming or living in disdain of others’ beliefs. Highly competitive, you like the game of challenge and the thrill of the win. But you must win honestly, without cheating or harming others.
Your opposing position is the 7th and you must not become entangled in dependent relationships. You can be loving, supportive, and caring, and loyal without becoming dependent on the love from another for your happiness.
2nd House POF
You must discover what’s really important in life and stick by it. What makes you feel safe, secure, and on solid ground. 2nd house about security and about “things.” You must only have things that reflect the true-you. Think that painting your second cousin created is ugly? Don’t keep it out where you can see it. Be brave. Don’t’ fall into fads and other people’s expectations of what is of value.
You’ve earned luck with money (unless there are difficult aspects to your part of fortune or other planets in the 2nd). Your projects and goals, have to be in keeping with your true values in order for them to be financially successful.
Your opposing position is the 8th house of other people’s money and possessions. The trick to balance here is to discern what is yours from what belongs to others. This also applies to sexual values. Be your own person and, unless it harms others, indulge in your own sexual values.
3rd House POF
Language and words are important and joy comes from understanding how others think and experience the world around them. You strive to understand how relationships work. This helps you with self-clarity. Your earned karma is a talent for understanding the nature of relationships and communication and in sharing your wisdom with others.
Your opposing position is in the 9th house. Here, the pull is to dismiss the consciousness of humans and immerse yourself in spiritual connections. You might get lost in idealism and miss out of the reality that idealism is expressed through the minds of humans. Being a hermit in a cave or an ashram or pulls you away from the people you are meant to teach. Balance of body, mind, and spirit is your soul’s goal.
4h House POF
Your earned karma is about setting down roots, either figuratively or literally. Nourishing the beginnings of life, plants, pets, ideas, projects, and more are where you shine. Building emotional foundations that can stand the test of opposition is important. Know your heart and stay with it.
Your opposing position is the 10th. Learning that building a foundation that can nourish growth takes time. Impatience and wanting results in an instant will undermine your work. Giving up too soon will derail your destined path. Resist these temptations and your life will work smoothly.
5th House POF
Creativity, expanding the world of possibilities, and expression of your inner self is your earned karma. Dreams become realities, living in joy and happiness through your creations are your path to happiness. Whether you express through art, philosophy, music, empowering others, adventure, discovery, or whatever else, you must be creative to fulfill your chosen path.
Your opposing position is the 11th house. This is the house of friends, organizations, and the dreams and wishes of others. Do not be lured into changing your visions for those of others. Stay true to your creativity and be inspired by others without compromising your expression of what brings you joy.
6th House POF
Work and responsibility are your paths to joy. Using your time and energy will and in practical ways brings you fulfillment and satisfaction. You are good at teaching others how to do this, too. You are good at not becoming mired in the messiness of indecision and emotional quandaries. You can systematize and organize in a way that allows you to breathe freely and enjoy life without confusion and unnecessary burdens.
Your opposing position is the 12th house that draws you into the depth of emotions and inner worlds. To successfully work with the depth of human psyche and not become lost in its maze, compassion is needed. Without compassion, you become ineffective in leading a life of systematic organization. To balance the energies of the 6th and 12th, a study of astrology, Qabala, numerology, and such are systematic enough to address both organization and compassion.
7th House POF
With the POF in the 7th, you are happier and more successful in life when you are in a loving, stable relationship. Being in a loving relationship—of any kind—brings you in closer contact with your greater, spiritual consciousness. The more joy you bring to the others in your partnership(s) the more joy you find in yourself.
Your opposing position is in the 1st house of self-identity. Living out of the opposing position alone means you will always be seeking, but not necessarily recognizing the perfect partner. You have trouble finding your true identity because you never truly connect at a deep level to others. You will have a sense of disharmony and no clear purpose. Life feels meaningless and lonely, even when you are with someone.
The balance is to learn how to connect at a deep level with others. Feel what it is like for them. Experience their love for you and your love for them. Know that their needs are as important as yours. Be willing to sacrifice for the happiness of those important to you, knowing that they will do the same for you.
8th House POF
Others will always be there for you. Solutions will always appear when needed. Discovery of self comes through the gifts and blessings from others. Through others, you learn to be flexible, and welcome change and growth. Your curiosity about what makes things work, how others achieve greatness or amazing skills is what drives you to better yourself.
Your opposing position is the 2nd house of belongings, values, and security. If you live out of this position, you will seek happiness through having things and money. You won’t learn from the failures of others and will make the same mistakes over and over. The tug of war between house 8 and house 2 confuses you about what is worth holding on to and what needs to be discarded or released. The 8th house is there to show you everything that needs to be released because it is damaging or has outlived its usefulness. It will bring people into your life to show you the way. This applies to actions, behavior, people, and material possessions. If you don’t heed the call of the 8th house your life will be one of constantly collecting, acquiring, and being fearful of loss.
9th House POF
Truth, knowledge, wisdom, and expansion is your gift here. You seek to understand life beyond the material and mundane. You seek to know Truth. The far corners of the earth call you so you can experience life in its kaleidoscope of color and texture. You commune with nature and the cosmos itself.
The opposing position is the 3rd house of communication. But it is communication without deep understanding. It is often about defending your position and speaking AT someone or preaching, lecturing, commanding. Living from this point, you would tend to exaggerate, create “alternate” truths, express in ways that glorify you.
Balancing the 9th and 3rd, you have a gift of communicating in a powerful and persuasive way because it comes from a place of truth. You visit other lands to know the people and understand their way of living and communicating. You seek communion with the highest spiritual realms. You can become a great leader in the spiritual world and/or in the realm of helping others become empowered.
10th House POF
The gifts from having your POF in the 10th house are often problematic to achieve. It is about fame, being an authority, that is trusted by others, and living life by your own rules. This comes after sustained effort and developing the emotional maturity to handle it. Holding on to childish emotions or a need for adulation is likely to trigger a tumble from high places.
With opposing position in the 4th house, there is a pull to hide from public life because the compassion for the plight of the world can become a crushing responsibility. The balance is to understand what must be done with clear vision and understanding, having compassion without becoming trapped by it.
11th House POF
In this house, you have the gift of being a true visionary, able to look far into the future and see the path that must be taken for the greatest good. Independence from the traps of ordinary life are a strong urge and you carry a magnetic attraction for those who need to find their way.
The opposing position is the 5th house. This causes a restlessness and a feeling that you MUST do something for the world or for a cause. Sharing the burdens of the cause, project, or good works is grudgingly accepted for, if you don’t balance the 11th/5th axis, you always feel that you are the ONLY one who can do the job—that you are the chosen one and need no assistance. The balance is to realize that in involving others in the process, you are helping them in the highest way for their good.
12th House POF
This is the position of the meditator and seeker of inner peace. Discovering the truth of your inner self and the mysteries of the universe brings your greatest joy. The opposing position is the 6th house of duty. Here you might find yourself trapped in having to “do your duty” in the ordinary world and not be able to indulge in your inner work. The balance is to do your duty without identifying with it but realizing that everything can be a tool for inner reflection. The Zen saying, “What do you do before enlightenment? You chop wood and carry water. What do you do after enlightenment? You chop wood and carry water.” fits POF in the 12th house after a balance between the subtle and material world has been achieved.
POF in the Signs
The sign the POF is in and its opposite sign must be combined with the nature of the house where it resides. The signs show how you can balance the karma associated with the house placement of the POF and its opposing sign.
This is also true if you look at your North and South Nodes. The North node represents untapped possibilities (untapped in past lives). It represents emotional treasures you must work to uncover and develop. The North node is your potential in life. The South node shows stasis, stagnation, and resistance to the changes necessary in order to develop the potential of the North node—but that’s another blog.
Aries
You bring with you from past lives, bravery and a pioneering spirit. Aries is a me-first sign and sure of his decisions and beliefs. Libra is a you-first sign and will suppress her own feelings in order to “keep the peace.” Use the Libra’s ability to weigh pros and cons and to see more than one side of a situation, but don’t get caught up in indecision and living by others’ standards.
Taurus
Embrace what is solid and enduring. You bring with you the ability to build a firm foundation for your life. Don’t get trapped in the judgmental, critical, and observer mindset of the opposing sign. Root your mind in honesty, generosity, emotional involvement with love and the beauties of life.
Gemini
Knowledge, communication, and learning are the gifts you bring with you from past lives. The karma is from the opposing sign of Sagittarius that wants to expand, grow, shine, and experience the adventure of life without really understanding it. Sagittarius judges others without understanding them. Wisdom is the balancer of this axis. Learn, understand, and apply it wisely.
Cancer
This is the karma gift of love, nurturing, and deep emotional connections. A life filled with warmth and closeness is important for you. Your opposing sign of Capricorn, tries to pull you into distancing yourself from feelings and being more pragmatic. This is a good balancer if yo don’t deny your karmic nature of tender harmony with life.
Leo
Leo is about leadership, being a source of inspiration to others, and great achievements but needs to be recognized and repaid for their generosity. The opposing sign is Aquarius, the impersonal doer of good works that seeks to help the masses more than individual and shun personal involvement, the limelight and fame. The balancer is to consider both the individual and the masses. Give without requiring praise and return, yet graciously accept it when given.
Virgo
Virgo brings the gift of organization and analysis to find joy in order. The opposing sign, Pisces flows toward disorder and a let-it-be attitude. Pisces can pull you into a world of intuition, disorder, and deep feeling The balancer and path to joy is to embrace both worlds and to seek order in the nebulous flow of events and time. In Science, the discovery that there is order in Chaos opened up vast discoveries about the universe.
Libra
Libra needs balance, and defines herself by the reflection from friendships and relationships. Libra often has difficulty discerning priorities because she sees all sides of situations. The opposing sign, Aries defines himself by his own standards. Indecision is never an issue. Sometimes rash and in a hurry, Aries often leaves projects unfinished. The balancer is to develop a sense of self apart from others but still consider that they are a reflection of yourself. Take the gift of Aries’ bravery and willingness to take risks.
Scorpio
A Scorpio POF seeks to understand the mysteries of the universe. Scorpio tears down the old and worn out. He seeks to uncover deception and expose bare truth. There is no peace nor patience in pure Scorpio. The opposing sign of Taurus seeks to build a stable, secure existence. There is patience and a peace of mind in the security of a well-built foundation. The balancer is in building from a foundation of truth and in showing others new pathways to their truth.
Sagittarius
Truth, knowledge, and freedom are your keywords. Your fiery energy pushes for more and more, sometimes without a plan or an end in sight, reveling in the sheer joy of expansion. Often there is a directionless drive to have it all. The opposing sign of Gemini brings direction, discernment, and insight into the world of duality. Gemini makes decisions based on the dual nature of things. The balancer is taking the skill of Gemini to see two sides of situations, analyze, and make decisions into the drive toward freedom and expanding your horizons.
Capricorn
Capricorn POF is about form, structure, bridges, focus. The drive is to create in a purposeful, concrete way. You need to take life in your own hands and be in control. The opposing sign, Cancer is nebulous, emotional, watery, freely relying on intuition and “gut feelings.” Allowing the energy of Cancer into your life brings you the ability to experience deep joy in your accomplishments and to freely accept help from others without giving up your authority.
Aquarius
Aquarius POF brings out to the rim of society. You don’t play by the rules and forge your own way, logical or not. Possibilities excite you and you won’t be contained in societies’ box. Freedom and fairness are important. The opposing sign, Leo brings a desire for power and adulation for the gifts you give to the world. The balancer is to turn this need for power inward and transform it to self-empowerment and pride in the work you do the empowers others, too.
Pisces
Pisces POF is about oneness, universality, and the flow of energy that unites us all. Pisces seeks to escape the traps and ruts of mundane living and experience the music of the spheres. The opposing sign, Virgo is grounded, organized, practical. By embracing this part of you and bringing it into the nebulous world of Pisces, you can inspire and transcend the rules of the mundane world to help others discover the cosmos within.
*(I found all of this online looking on this topic)
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