#what i'm trying to say is
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karen was going down the slide at the park next to tokyo tower when hikari told her she was going to move to london and they were going to be separated for a long time
12 years later from the top of that same slide karen reached out her hand to hikari who took it and climbed up to stand beside her as they decided to try and win the auditions together
#they make me insane#they love each other they terrify each other they envy each other they adore each other they are blinded by each other they shine brighter#together#fate keeps putting them together and then pulling them apart over and over and over#they are soulmates#what i'm trying to say is#THEM#revstar#karen aijou#hikari kagura#hikaren#revue starlight#tomato talk 🍅
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Just...
Ya know?
#what i'm trying to say is#give me more canon bi characters#reblog with your favorite canon bi or pan character#also more male canon bi characters plz#i also accept canon pan characters#asami sato#sylvie#avatar korra#eleanor shellstrop#Loki#remy “thirteen” hadley#bi#pan#bisexual#pansexual
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i've def heard of people having to be in the right headspace to write like, v thirsty/self-indulgent snz content, but somehow i find it equally difficult to be in the right headspace to write angst
#snz thirst is more predictable bc it's just#letting my d pilot the plane instead of my head and blinking down to see that i've written 2 thousand words#angst is not like a snz-specific device so you'd think it'd be easier to utilize#but specifically in the context of h/c it feels like#close to the same level of self-indulgent for me... only i feel so much more self-conscious when i'm writing it. i think it's also because#i feel like people more easily excuse gratuitous snz as like 'omg the author really went for it 🥵 this is hot' whereas for angst the#equivalent of 'overdoing it' or being too indulgent is like... okay this is ooc. these characters are not arguing in a way that feels#believable. it feels like they are being flattened or misconstrued just for the sake of the angst 🙁#what i'm trying to say is#being perceived as overindulgent in the angst sense scares me so much more than being perceived as overindulgent in the snz sense#when i get really into writing angst i'm like >:) omg i live for dramatic tension and misunderstandings. please argue MORE#but when i get to editing it i'm like 😰😰 what was i thinking. would they really say that... would they really cry here...#which feels terrifying in a different way - the not-knowing if what i've been writing will be received as i intend it or if it'll be seen#as too emotionally trite / unbelievable#does that make sense... i am operating on 4h of sleep right now which is probably#why this post exists haha. but anyways
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Believe me I know Luke. We know Luke. We tumblr people. We know Luke.
But like. He is sooo carismathic??? and nice??. I'm like 'maybe he is good in this one'
#it's like re watching hp and being like#maybe sirius won't die this time#ykwim#what i'm trying to say is#charlie bushnell is doing an exelent job#pjo tv show#percy jakson#luke castellan
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There is an incommunicable feeling one gets when they read in the dark at night in a silent house while listening to the portal 2 soundtrack.
If I were to put it into words, which I cannot, I would say it is...
Peaceful, Surreal, Sad and Calm. Alien, but so remarkably familiar.
#what I'm trying to say is#the portal 2 soundtrack is nothing short of beautiful#portal#portal 2#achilles rambles
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do not use food as a reward do not use food as a reward do not use food as a reward do not use food as a reward do NOT say "once I finish this assignment I will treat myself and have dinner" eat your food you are hungry there is food available just eat it
#finn says shit#mantra or whatever#what I'm trying to say is#this is for me#I'm talking to myself#I'm not telling you to do anything#you can do whatever you want forever
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This should go without saying, but if a character is confirmed as a certain gender or sexuality. Then they should be that gender or sexuality in AUs or any other kind of fanwork.
#what i'm trying to say is#lilith clawthorne is aroace#hunter wittebane is bi#amity blight is a lesbian#luz noceda is bi#raine whispers is an enby#kfc gang are enbies#i'm not willing to argue this#if i have to explain this to you in 2023 then just dni#i've seriously seen raine or the kfc gang misgendered way too many times to count#tia talks#tia talks about toh#tia talks about undertale#tia talks about deltarune#tia talks about utdr#eda clawthorne is bi
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Tbh if sleep token doesn't end it all after wembley, i would be delighted. But if they do, i would also be delighted. I mean, obviously, a part of me would be very fucking sad, but i wouldn't feel betrayed or angry. It would feel like a story with a satisfying ending that does not get a season 2, just because season 1 was successful. It would also go well with "nothing lasts forever", which they've mentioned at the very beginning of the band
#sleep token#what i'm trying to say is#no matter what happens in december i would be happy for them#(the amount of times i've used the word 'would' here is criminal)
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Really wild to think this day last year I was graduating and extremely depressed and today, a whole year later, I'm in France and going on a first date with a French girl and I feel genuinely happy
#what I'm trying to say is#it does get better#there will always be ups and downs#so appreciate the ups while you have them#and when you have a down...know happiness is the light at the end of that dark tunnel#but you must keep trying to move forward#and I'm also working on a script and learning monologues but the hilarious thing is I'm usually too busy socialising to write here 😂😂#AND I'M SPEAKING FRENCH?!?!!! I'm officially a B1 level girlie here#it's WILD#anyway. hold on if you're having a tough time. it gets better eventually ♡#the siren speaks#thoughts of a cruel mistress#(who is not so cruel any longer :P)#roacc
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ok, so
there’s two posts I’m gonna be making for the assassin’s creed rewrite au. one which is just a long post about how the Toba catastrophe happened in the rewrite, as well as some supplementary info about the PoEs and why Desmond was chosen for his specific role.
and the actual chapter I’ve been vaguing about all this time. tbh, it’s not going to be the full chapter, just about 30 pages worth simply bc I realized that in striving for perfection, i wasn’t actually making any more posts about protocreed bc i didn’t either want to spoil anything or get people’s hopes up. but. the chapter ends when Desmond and Alex part ways, rather than when Desmond goes back to pick up Elijah like it was originally meant to, as it transitions a lot better into the next chapter which is in Alex’s PoV
honestly, I was making an assassin’s creed only rewrite before I got back into prototype but it was ideas from the wonderful @teecupangel @wolfofartblock and @neroangelus that made me rethink my entire rewrite to make it protocreed (as well as the art and fic that they had on their blogs that made me feel less like i was going crazy for even having the idea, god bless!) and @zero-saito @dezmondmyles @kingbob2-0 for asking me questions about the au when I started to get a bit lost in the overall process.
Like, if it weren’t for y’all and the entire protocreed community on tumblr, as well as my irl writers group, I probably would’ve never shared anything about this au and would’ve only spoken up about it once the game itself was complete (which is at the very least not coming out for a year, bc I need to make sure all the new mechanics i have planned work out when in testing and are fun to play) and that would’ve been kinda a bummer.
special shout outs to @saturnineaqua who was one of the first people (and my mutual!! :D) who liked my posts about AC and stuff, I was honestly so nervous about posting anything about it, I was about to delete the post minutes after making it, but your initial like was what got me to keep it up.
also, i know i didn’t tag every single person that liked my posts but I just wanna say y’all are amazing! seeing that people actually like this content made me feel better about posting it.
since AO3 is down, i’m gonna post the chapter here on tumblr and ff.net simply because it’s not nsfw and i have little chance of it ever getting taken down or anything. i’ll make a follow up link to it in the following reblog
#this is really rambly but#what i'm trying to say is#i felt like i was going crazy when i initially came up with a lot of this au and that it was too risky to even think about taking two#pre-established ips and make something new--damn the consequences#but if i didn't have you all on this site i'd have never gotten as far as even openly talking about it#and this is really a labor of love and appreciation for the people here#THANK YOU!!!#the chap will be posted within like an hour or so#bc i need to finish editing it and everything making it sure it's smooth to read etc#i was going to go to my writers group today but i stayed up most of the night typing the chapter to show them and just realized that by#the time i got ready and drove over to the library i wouldn't have as much as i needed annotated done and the chapter would've ended on an#awkward ending#not to mention i need my mom to take me since the car is in the shop and she's on a bunch of meetins#it just didn't work out but at the very least that means i can still devote my time to posting a polished chapter here
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it's the constant cycle of one person runs and the other chases in a sort of ouroboric cycle where the chased becomes the chaser because, over time, the one who was originally chasing after the other has come to understand the futility of the act, and yet they are accustomed to the cycle, or is married to it in some way that prevents the cycle from ever closing
and by that i mean merlin was so enthusiastically chasing after arthur until the weight of destiny and the futility of trying to alter it or even fight against it in any meaningful way started to slow him down, wear him thinner, bringing arthur around to chasing him—e.g noticing merlin's departures from nagging or bantering at him—while still yet merlin is dogging the heels of arthur and his destiny (and his own)
and it's just two people forever caught in the orbit of the other, really, one hand out to try and catch the back of their shirt to slow them down while never quite being able to reach it
#like#what i'm trying to say is#at least for me#you can see the way the start of the series is merlin trailing after arthur in a sense#but as the time goes on and the threat looms and destiny presses down on merlin and its more and more harrowing#and its more and more painful to hide what he is#what he can do#the essence of his being#while still trying to be arthur's shield#it becomes equally about arthur trailing after merlin#trying to get that part of him back that smiled easier or was wittier and more chatty#he comments on it so many times later on that merlin is so much quieter than he used to be#and it's true and i think it's this like exhaustive game of chase that both of them are never giving up on#chasing each other into eternity because that's how it's supposed to be#and the chase ends eventually we know#but#anyways#[griffin mcelroy voice] IS THIS ANYTHING#i don't even know if this makes sense like i tried to articulate it but idk if this tracks lmmfaoaoofoaoao#merlin#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#my merlin thots
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Merry Christmas to this lesser known part of my world. Thanks for keeping this side of me alive. 🎄🎅✨
#just wanted to say I appreciate you all#what I'm trying to say is#thanks for keeping this depraved side of me alive
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only mitch marner's goal will be able to cure auston of his illness the same way only true love's kiss could cure sleeping beauty of her sleeping
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I believe in blocking people, I believe in asking people to leave my home, I believe in unfriending and shutting off toxic people and yes, even family members - why? Because you're not going to make me feel uncomfortable in my own space. No one has the right to be in my life either because they have been a friend for decades or because they are related, blood is thicker than water, but it can still trickle down the drain. My mental health is more important. BURN BRIDGES!
#toxic people#toxic friends#toxic family#what I feel#what i'm trying to say is#midnight thoughts#block toxic people#block them#your life#burn bridges
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Same anon from "I have a feeling that I should be scared"
Im just gonna block the tag of it since I don't really like gore
BOOM! Problem solved! :P
I'm not in the slightest upset :)
Ill make a specific tag for this stuff (since it'll probably be easier than remembering the 20 billion tw tags dhsbdjsjdj-) so u don't have to see it, and I'll let you guys know by September what this tag is (I haven't come up with one yet-)
Im glad you're gonna block the tag, really. The singular thing I want for my followers is for them to be comfortable :)))
#I didn't have to ramble oops-#what I'm trying to say is#I'd rather have u block a month's worth of content if it'll make you comfortable :)#than not doing so and being uncomfortable#yk?#And ofc I'll add tw tags to the prompt art itself- I ran out of room on thr prompt post 😭#which btw is in my drafts atm#bear answers
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katai fantasy ✧ sanrio characters ✧ fancy purple mix
#sanrio#official merch#do you ever... wish a fictional character were real so you could give them a present#what i'm trying to say is#these are SO jyushicore#however do not let kuko see them he will try to eat one
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