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The reason this post on What Did People Use Before Toilet Paper? came to be was because I wanted to know how in the ancient times did people do their business so that my story would be more accurate.
This of course led me down a rabbit hole and I ended up finding out a lot more. I thought to myself I should make this a post because I might need this info again. Itâll also be convenient to have it all in place. However, at the time I forgot to include sources so I canât recall all of them exactly.
But I do know that it was a mixed of articles on artifacts, historical documents and old texts, such as literature, personal accounts like journals and so on, because they contained brief mentions of what the people used as toilet paper in them, etc.
Sapien.org - What Did Ancient Romans Do Without Toilet Paper?
The Washington Post Company - Ever Wondered about the history of toilet paper?
Phys.org - What toilets and sewers tell us about ancient Roman sanitation
Farmers' Almanac - The Hole In The Farmersâ Almanac
Liberty Hall Museum - The Colonial Privy (Toilet) at Liberty Hall Museum [PDF]
University of Nebraska Press: Center for Great Plains Studies - Journals of the Lewis & Clark Expedition | A Natural History | Chapter 2
North Carolina Cooperative Extension: Hoke County Center - Cowboyâs Toilet Paper
Smithsonian Magazine - These Archaeologists Were Looking for Tombs, But They Were Totally Psyched to Find Toilets
ResearchGate - Toilet hygiene in the classical era [PDF]
The University of Texas at Austin - American Wasteland: A Social and Cultural History of Excrement, 1860-1920 by Daniel Max Gerling [PDF]
Cottonelle - What Did We Use Before Toilet Paper?
Living History Farm - 1930s Farm Life: Indoor Plumbing
Lancaster Farming - Pondering the Privy: A History of Outhouses
National Park Service - Outhouse-Sauer Beckmann Farm [Picture]
Penn State University Libraries - The Greatest Missed Luxury: Scott Toilet Tissue
Ancient Accounts of India and China by Eusebius Renaudot [Book]
Ars Technica - 2,000-year-old toilet paper gives us a whiff of life on the Silk Road in China
Archaeology Southwest - Of Poop, Toilet Paper, and WormsâŚ
The Plumber - Toilet Paper: The History âBehindâ It
Medievalists.net - The Medieval Invention of Toilet Paper
World History Encyclopedia - Toilets in a Medieval Castle
Corinium Museum - Roman Toilet Paper
The Vintage News - What Did People Use Before Toilet Paper?
CBS News - Toilet Paper Factoids
Kapiolani Community College - Whereâs The Toilet Paper?
Wellcome Collection - How Brits went soft on toilet paper [Pictures]
Smithsonian Magazine - Ancient âPoop Sticksâ Offer Clues to the Spread of Disease Along the Silk Road
Dig It With Raven - What Did We Use Before Toilet Paper?
Scientific American - Toilet Issue: Anthropologists Uncover All the Ways We've Wiped
Italy Magazine - Ancient Romans May Have Used Flat Stones As Toilet Paper
Vintage Ad Browser - Toilet Paper
Discover Magazine - What the Earliest Toilets Say About How Human Civilization Has Evolved
Japan This! - Japanese Toilets
The Archaeology of Sanitation in Roman Italy: Toilets, Sewers, and Water Systems (Studies in the History of Greece and Rome) by Ann Olga Koloski-Ostrow [Book]
BBC - A potted history of the toilet
JSTOR - The Early History of Human Excreta
Popular Science - Natureâs best toilet paper substitutes
The Mariners' Museum and Park - A Head of Its Time: A Brief History of Going at Sea
Museums Victoria - Immigration: Journeys to Australia - Privies & Hygiene
RealClear Science - What Did Ancient Romans Do Without Toilet Paper?
The University of New Hampshire (UNH) - Ancient Toilet Hygiene [Video]
The Open University - Health and Wellbeing in the Ancient World: What did the Romans use for toilet paper?
National Geographic - What did people do before toilet paper?
National Museum of American History - Toilet
Berkeley University of California: Archaeological Research Facility - The Archaeology of Toileting
Ancient Origins - No Toilet Paper! Do Any of these Ancient Methods Work for You?
LiveScience - What did people use before toilet paper was invented?
HISTORY.com - All the Ways Weâve Wiped: The History of Toilet Paper and What Came Before
Youtube - The Remarkable History of Toilet Paper | Told by The History Guy | History at Home [Video]
Country Life - Curious Questions: What did people use before toilet paper?
Readerâs Digest - This Is What People Used Before Toilet Paper Existed
Free Library of Philadelphia - Unrolling the History of Toilet Paper
Hearthstone Historic House Museum - Flushed with Success: Milestones in Toilet Paper Development
Academia - Evolution of Toilets Worldwide Through the Millennia [PDF]
Ohio State University - Common Mullein- Mother Nature's Answer to Our Toilet Paper Shortage?
Gastrointestinal Society - The History of Toilet Paper
Museum of Applied Arts & Sciences: Powerhouse Collection - Toilet roll made in Australia
Minnesota State University: Centennial Student Union - Potty Talk: Understanding International Bathroom Etiquette
Health Digest - What Did People Use Before Toilet Paper?
BidetGenius - Complete History of the Bidet (Infographic)
Religion Unplugged - Islamic And Hindu Customs Wipe Out Need For Toilet Paper
Science Daily - Biblical Latrine: Ancient Parasites Show That Cleanliness May Have Been Next To Sickliness
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Can u do a Tom Holland x black actress reader( plays black cat ) has to dye hair silver they are costars in ffh now they are in Spider-Man 3 and they were fwb and now there filming Spider-Man 3 ( they all live in the same house ) and she gets pregnant but ends up having a miscarriage 𼺠and she only tells one person ( zendaya ) and z accidentally tells Tom and he goes crazy on set and security has to get him and he starts yelling at you he gets heated maybe ending in fluff.
THIS IS NOT MY BEST WORK BUT I DID TRY! THANK YOU FOR THE ASK- REQUESTS ARE CLOSED BECAUSE I ONLY HAVE ONE MORE-
Summary: oof
Warnings: fighting, đ´TW MISCARRIAGEđ´ (bleeding, stomach pains) flushing toilets, people who thought wrong, crying, snapping, fluff, NOT PROOF READ- SORRY I DONT HAVE ANY OTHER PICS THIS IS SOOO LONG- FOR WHY?
You smiled as you looked at the test, thinking about having a child, until you thought about how Tom would feel. You bit your lip as you wrapped the test in toliet paper and threw it in the trash, you stood up and lifted your underwear and pants, very much excited and you washed your hands smiling to yourself in the mirror, you exited the bathroom and laid down with Tom again, he wrapped his arms around your waist âmorningâ he whispered, kissing your nose. âMorningâ you smile, kissing his lips as he was to lazy to kiss back.
âIâm kinda hungry, Iâm gonna go in the kitchenâ âalrightâ he he let you go and you went to the kitchen, finding zendaya with the milk in her hand. âHeyâ she smiled. âHiâ you shyly said. âWhatâs going on?â She asked, confused at your words, you quickly sat down next to her. âWell I know you donât know this so donât say anything, but Iâm pregnant-â âand whoâs the dad?â You sighed before anwsering âTomâ. Her mouth fell agape as she overfilled the bowl and started flowing out. âI- what?â She whispered. âToms the fatherâ you whispered.
âDo you think heâd be happy?â She says, putting the milk down. âI donât knowâ you shrugged. âIâm hoping that he will be-â âgood morning!â Haz says walking in looking at you both as you waved. âWelp we have work soon, we need to dye your hairâ âthen letâs do it at home!â You smiled, zendaya and haz looking at you as if your crazy. âDo you wanna be bald?â Harrison asked. âShut up I trust you guysâ âbut we donât trust ourselvesâ
You and Tom had a bond that nobody had, itâs nice honestly, you both started to be fwb whenever, I forgot so I canât tell you. You killed the audition, had the perfect body, you were just perfect, you and zendaya became instant best friends, Jacob embarrassed himself infront of you which made you bond and haz and you got an emotional connection pretty fast.
âITS BURNING!â you yelled, turning on the cold water and putting your head under it. âGod dammit y/n I told you we shouldnât have done thisâ Harrison rolls his eyes. Tom helps you rinse it out, massaging your scalp as he silently laughed at you âif you end up bald we still love youâ he commented. âDonât even Tomâ you rolled your eyes, butterflies in your stomach.
It went magnificent! You flat ironed your hair as everyone high fives at their work dancing around you as you moved your waist. You and the rest of the crew went to your dressing rooms, Tom came to yours to get dressed with you. âYou look amazingâ he complamented, you look at yourself in the mirror, smiling to yourself as you told him thank you, he came behind you and gave a squeeze to your boobs as you let out a shriek. âOw!â You say grabbing them. âDid I squeeze to hard? What- I squeeze you the same all the time!â He panicked, wondering why your boobs were so tender. âItâs fine they just hurtâ you waved it off. âWhy?â He asked, âIâm gonna start my period soonâ you lied, he nodded at you and ask you to zip him up which you did.
âAlright!â The set manager says, you got ready, on a fake roof about to flip down. âAnd-â the person snapped the take part and it was your time to shine.
Black cat flipped down meeting. âPeter Parker is it?â She asked hands behind her back as she walked around Spider-Man. âNo- Iâm Spider-Manâ âstop lying, your boring me alreadyâ she said, rolling her eyes. âYou sound like someone familiar- Felicia?â He asked, looking at her. âPeter?â She laughed.
âThis doesnât make any sense, your nice!â âAnd this isnât nice? Sometimes being nice doesnât get you anywhereâ âlook at where it got me!â He yelled raising his arms up like heâs a big shot. âYou suck manâ she only said. He webbed her hand a punched her in the stomach, making her groan and swipe his feet, climbing ontop of him and starting to claw his face,
âAnd scene!â You rolled off of him and next to him ânice jobâ you said. âPound itâ he whispered, raising his fist which you agreed, you gave him a fist bump.
As the week went by you got mood swings, you and Tom hasnât had sex because you were to fragile, you were currently laying down with zendaya on your phone, silently chatting through text messages. You stomach started to cramp, slowly, as it turned into severe stomach pain, âfuck!â You shouted, holding your stomach. Zendaya placed her phone down as she looked at you âwhatâs wrong?â âShit shit shit!â You screamed, clutching your stomach tightly, falling off the bed, holding onto the sheets with your free hand. âY/n talk to me! Whatâs wrong?â Tears filled down your face âI-I donât know- OW!â You sobbed as your stomach cramped more, looking down at your white leggings and seeing blood leaking out of it, zendaya quickly came out of bed and looked at your figure, taking your hand and pulling you to the bathroom, she helped you pull down your pants and your underwear, a bloody mess as you continued to cry, stomach to cramped to even sit down on the toliet.
âI canât zendayaâ you cried, âyou have to sit down y/n, use the bathroomâ you sat down on the toliet, pushing out something, it didnât feel like you were pooping, it felt like something slipped out. You gasped as you tried making it leave out of you, squeezing zendayas hands for support as you cried more. âZendaya?â You asked weakly. âYesâ she replied, worried about you. âSomething doesnât feel rightâ you looked in the toliet and so did zendaya, finding something in there, someone in there. You closed your legs and weeped, âmy babyâ you whispered, to desvesistated to talk out loud you didnât let go of the word baby so quickly, zendaya fell down to her knees and hugged you, hearing your loud cries, sobs, just begging for air, for hope, like that wasnât what just came out of you. âZendaya-â you sobbed âmy- my babyâ she only hugged you tighter. She started to cry with you, her face in your neck as you cried weakly, the blood in the toliet and the loss of your child. âIâm so sorry- Iâm so sorryâ she repeated, you held onto her, or at least trying to, your hands shaking as you sucked in your lip. She kissed your cheek on repeat, holding on to you so tight as you were shocked, everything went so fast, only a week past, you couldnât even comprehend what just happened. It all went down to your stomach, your fear, your anxiety, it was all quaking.
You pushed zendaya away as you threw up in the shower right next to it, almost choking on it, you tried to breath and zendaya helped, âcount-count y/nâ she reminded you, she counted with you, slowly in and out as you calmed down. âDo you wanna flush?â She asked quietly. âYeahâ you sighed, you got up, pulling up your pants and looking at the small, very small body, you swallowed and zendaya took your hand, signaling you arenât alone, your shaking hand heastantly flushed the toliet, she pulled you in for a tight hug. âYour gonna take a bath, Iâm gonna clean you up and we wonât talk about itâshe whispered. âI have to clean it upâ âno I will, just go ahead on your room and Iâll set you up for a bathâ she whispered. You let her go slowly and made quickly made way to your room, it was no one their but you and zendaya but thatâs embarrassing.
You swallowed thickly as you waited for zendaya, mentally counting and zendaya came in, turning on your bath and running it to a tempeture, a nice one. âHey can you clean yourself up before you get in the bath?â She asked and you nodded, taking care of yourself as zenday stood outside waiting for you. âIâm readyâ you whispered, but loud enough for zendaya to hear, you went inside the bathtub, hugging your legs and resting your head on your knees. Zendaya grabbed a wash cloth, dipping it in the water and gently runner it over your back. âI know your not okay but if you need something Iâm here, Iâm right hereâ she reminded you, you only nodded as silent tears ran down your face. She continued to rinse you off, taking her time, she rinsed your hair, droplets falling down in the water. You both heard the alarm, someone coming in.
âTake your time, Iâll be right backâ she dropped the towel in the water, gonna go see who it is. She left and you sat there, tears still strolling down your face âout of everyone it had to be meâ you whispered, crossing your arms as you looked at the ceiling. Maybe this is what you get, maybe this is what you deserve, at least thatâs what you thought. Everything happens for a reason? What reason? You quietly cried, covering your mouth to not make any noise. âY/n?â Zendaya asked, coming in the bathroom. âYeah?â You whispered. âHe wants to see you, I didnât tell him, he just wants to say hi, I tried to tell him that your doing something important but he says heâs gonna come up here himself soonâ she whispered, sniffling. You nodded and she handed you your robe, getting up slowly and holding onto zendaya for support again, stepping out as she looked away, you put on the robe and zendaya said sheâll take care of it again, you put your hair in a bun.
You grabbed a towel to dry your legs and your arms, slowly making your way down you saw Tom, smiling at you and wrapping his arms around your shoulders. âHiiiâ he said, rocking you side to side and laughing, but you couldnât, you just held onto him tighter. âWhatâs wrong?â He asked, you only started to cry right infront of him, you couldnât help it, he was clueless. âNothingâ you said. âOhhh your on your period, I forgot about that, Iâll cuddle you if thatâs what you want..â he smiled and you nodded, giving a weak smile. He set his stuff down and grabbed your hand to pull you to his room, you sat on the bed as he took off his shirt and pants, shoes and socks, and laid down with you, taking you into his arms silently, holding you tighter and kissing your forehead, comforting you.
Zendaya opened the door to say something to Tom, not knowing that you were their, from her point of view it looked as if you both were crying and holding onto each other, she closed the door and moved on with her day, she still wants to be there for you but you and Tom need your space.
âHas y/n changed to you?â Tom asked zendaya, both in their suits and outfit. âI mean yeah but we both know why, sheâs going through a traumatic periodâ Tom was confused. âWhat why?â âWhat do you mean why... she had a miscarriage- the same day she started crying- I thought she told you-â zendaya stopped middle sentence âfuckâ she whispered. âWhat the fuck are you talking about zendaya?â He asked, harshly. âNothingâ zendaya remained silent. âSo your telling me she had a fucking miscarriage and kept it a secret for two weeks?â Tom said, mostly to himself. âDonât be hard on her, sheâs in a depressing state Tomâ zendaya sighed, looking down. âHow am i- you know whatâ he turned around to you, across the room on your phone leaning against the wall, he walked up to you.
âWhy the fuck would you tell meâ he whispered. âWhat?â you asked, looking at him. âWhy the fuck wouldnât you tell me?â Tom repeated, getting impatient. âWhat are you talking about?â You asked, turning off your phone and looking up at him, in fear. âFuck- look Iâm trying to be quiet with youâ he banged his fist on the wall next to your head, your eyes started to water. âWhat are you talking about Tom?â You ask again. âStop playing dumb!â He said harshly, causing attention to both of you. You jumped âTommy what are you talking about?â You try to calm him down by placing a hand on his cheek, but he slapped it away, pure hatred filled his eyes. âDonât fucking Tommy me!â He yelled and you jumped again, the tears falling down your cheeks know, his lips in a tight line. âWhy the fuck. Wouldnt you. Tell. Meâ you only stayed silent, he banged the wall again screaming at you, âwhy wouldnât you tell meâ âfor two weeks? You sat here for two weeks!ââ
You tried backing up but you were against the wall, the security grabbed one of his arms while another latched on his other one. He just kept screaming at you, looking in his eyes as tears started to fall down his cheeks, trying to lunge at you, get an answer out of you, you feel down the wall as Tom was backed out, know falling to his knees ây/n, why would you tell me?â He whispered desperate. âIâm so sorryâ you said crying in your arms as Harrison came over to you, soon zendaya to. âWhat happened?â Haz asked, you only cried more, slightly choking on your spit. Just repeating âIâm so sorryâ as Tom still tried to reach out to you.
As time passed they got you out of there, and into the house, you sat there in your room, Harrison and zendaya talking outside, crying and crying, your eyes stung and your tears hot, lips dry, sniffling trying to not cry anymore but it was forcing itself out of you. Zendaya stepped in and Harrison followed, sitting next to you and a head on each of your shoulders, you chewed on your lip. âTom didnât know what he was thinking, you are okay I promise he wonât hurt you anytimeâ
Haz whispered to you, rubbing your back as you slowly calmed down. âOut of everyone it was me, I-I donât know why, I deserve it donât I? I shouldnât have anythingâ âno donât say thatâ zendaya shut you up. âDonât talk down about yourself, it isnât healthyâ âwell having a miscarriage isnât either, but that still happenedâ âitâs common y/n, your gonna be okay, next time itâll workâ Harrison reassures, smiling up at you and you nodded. Your lip quivered, âwhat do I say? How do I make it up to him? I kept it for two weeksâ you whispered. âWould he ever wanna see me again? We were never together in the first placeâ you sighed. âHeâs gonna be so happy to see youâ zendaya said, rubbing your back. âYou donât know th-thatâ âyes I do, isnât that right Harrison?â âShe always knows, sheâs like the writer of our lives, we she made us, itâs trueâ Harrison laughed, making you silently chuckle. âSeeeee!â Zendaya smiled.
âShe didnât tell me thoughâ Tom said, beer on the coffee table. âHow was she supposed to idiot! Oh hi Tom by the way I had a miscarriageâ he faked your voice. âYes! Exactly like thatâ Tom rolled his eyes. âYou have no right to tell someone what to do with their lives, thatâs not okayâ Harry snapped. âTwo weeks? Two fucking weeks! Try that! I couldâve been with her! We couldâve tried again, I was gonna be a fatherâ he sadly sighed. âWe couldâve went through it together-â âyour being selfishâ âhow?â âWhoâs the one who carries the baby?â Harry asked, Tom hesitantly said âherâ âwhoâs the one who can actually go through depression?â âHerâ he whispered. âExactly, so stop acting like your the victim when really she isâ Tom only swallowed and took the beer for a sip. âDonât talk to her, give her her time but donât ignore her eitherâ Harry gave the solution and Tom nodded, dreaming about it for a minute. âBuy her something, like a basket of somethingâ he shrugged.
âI was gonna be a dad Harryâ he whispered, biting his lip. âI know that, but somethings arenât just meant to beâ Tom looked at Harry and eyed him from his seat. âHow are you gonna tell me itâs not fuckin meant to be? You donât know shit, Iâll have a child with her one day, no matter how many times I have to fuck her, bust in her, I donât care, fuck offâ he scolded, picking up the beer and walking into the kitchen âthanks for the advice, Iâll put it into some good useâ he mumbled, throwing the bottle away as Harry just shrugged as he watched Tom grab his keys and his coat, leaving out the door.
He was gonna give you your space while he bought a few things for you, including essentil oils, daisies, and a type writer with a huge pack of paper for it. He told the people he wasnât really feeling the best and he had something to really take care of, which they really respected. He took his time driving home, not knowing what to say, he just wonât say anything he guessed.
You were slowly eating your food, haz made you a fruit bowl with some chocolate on the side, nothing to big but a little to make you feel better, you zoned out and z looked out you. âYou think sheâs ever gonna get past this?â She asked, haz shrugged âI mean she needs supportâ âitâs my fault thoughâ she looked at haz. He raised his eyebrows at her. âI- I accidently told him, I thought he already knewâ she looked down is disappointment. âThen it isnât your fault, you didnât knowâ haz shrugged as zendaya let out a soft sigh, biting her lip as she laid down taking in the silence.
The door opened slowly but the alarm gave it away, Tom walked in, his black shoes stepping in first. You jumped a bit looking infront of you and finding Tom, your anxiety raised through the roof, your hands shaking as you let go of the fruit. âHeyâ he said, two bags in his hand as he walked past all of you and went to your room, setting them down. When he came back down he slowly walked to you, not saying any words as you got up and sat in the seat farthest from him, leaving the fruit there, he sighed and only came closer, holding out his hand for you to take, you looked at his hand then at him, what would he do? How does he feel? All these thoughts went through your head, what ifâs, what nots. âPlease?â He whispered, you swallowed. Putting your hand in his, he lifted you up and traced you to your room.
When you made it you started to speak. âI-â he cut you off by his hand over your mouth, trying to take off your shirt as you looked at him confused, he only tugged softly, you raised your arms and he pulled it up and over your head, throwing it on the floor, he unbuckled your pants pulling them down, you took out your legs and covered yourself, although you were covered and heâs seen you before, but know it was just different, everything changed. He started to take off his clothes, once he was finished he closed the door and went to your blinds, closing them. He walked up to you and took your hand away, holding onto it and pulling you to your bed, you looked at him and he looked at you, pure silence but you know what he wanted, you laid down and he did infront of you, pulling your hand around his waist.
You both just breathed, his hand holding your wrist and your head on his back, legs under his. His back started to lift and drop as he exhaled roughly, you kissed his back. He broke down. Tears falling down his cheeks as he silently sniffled, you went over him, laying infront of him and he pulled you closer, hugging tightly as hips pressed his forehead to yours. You brushed your hands on his arm, his tears not stopping as he bit his lip, looking at you he shook his head a little. âIâm so sorryâ he whispered weakly, and to that you wrapped your leg around his leg, your arm circled around his neck as he continued to cry in your chest, you kissed his head as silent tears ran down your face, looking at the picture of you both in your night stand, his body shaking from him crying and his rough and cold hands holded onto your back, âitâs okay, we can try againâ you whispered âwe can try againâ you repeated, he looked up at him and nodded softly âdo you wanna be together? Do you actually want a kid? Weâve only been friends with benefits, we canât just bring a kid to the table... right?â He mumbled, his voice hoarse.
âOnly if you want toâ âI doâ you nodded at him, agreeing and he hid back in your chest, taking in your scent and how comforting it is. Itâs surprising, werenât you the one who had the miscarriage? Why were you holding him? It didnât matter, at least you had each other. You both dreamed of it for a while, being together, a small kid in the middle of you both while you sleep, Christmas and how heâd be glowed up to see aunt and uncle zendaya and haz, or even god parents. But the main picture was you two, as long as you to are together nothing can go wrong, he took his hand and brought it to yours, playing with it silently and holding onto it, looking up to you and finding you already asleep, he kissed your lips and squeezed your hand, tired himself.
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Saiki k trans headcanon-(warning head canons about period)
(This is mainly b/c I don't read many fics about trans people on their monthly. So I figured I would write a head cannon board on this idea but, warning I am not trans. And many of these experiences are mixes between my issues and a few friends issues. If this monthly cycle grosses you out, this is not the headcanons board for you.)
-Saiki was can only born a girl and changed his gender but, for this I'm gonna share my personal head canon he still has lower female sĂŠx organs.
-because if this he still has periods which he started getting all the way back in middle school. And when it did happen it was hellish.
-before he had never really been bothered much by what gender he was born as after all he could change it at will but, the second this happened, he felt waves of dysmorphia and shame.
-he doesn't know why he feels shame but, something about the whole process makes him feel ashamed. Almost as if this was a dirty thing to have since no one ever talked about it like at all.
-this is also when his third school change happens. The first two were because of his psychic abilities. As for this one, well let's just say they weren't very accepting of Saiki having this issue.
-Thus results in Saiki being beaten up for the first time in his life, having been in so much pain from cramps that he couldn't use his powers right. So he comes home bruised and bloody hoping not to run into his mom, which thankfully he doesn't. Instead he runs into his dad. So he figured this will all just be swept under the rug.
-His dad had been talking and getting soemthing before looking at his son. He took one look at his son and freaked out. He began bandaging all his wounds and asking what happened. Saiki told him everything and was just so surprised when his father marched down to the school demanding those boys be expelled and when they refused, he pulled Saiki out of school.
-It was one of the only things Saiki can remember his dad doing by himself to help his son out. He can also remember the ice cream they got for him being such a good boy afterwards.
-this keeps happening however. By the happening, I mean the ice cream trips or snack runs. When Saiki is on his monthly his dad will take him out one night and buy him whatever snacks he wants without telling his mom. Granted he's seen him do the same thing for his mom, but he is grateful for it none the less.
-for some reason feels shame when going to by sanitary products so steals some free ones from school every now and again to keep his pers from knowing.
-this also results in a 5th school change when the beating up incident occurs again just as he goes into high school, where he meets all his friends that we know from the show.
How Nendo finds out:
-the numb skull never caught in for four years which Saiki was happy about. This meant NÄndo would often find Saiki snapping at him more commonly once a month than other weeks. Not like he seemed to mind much though. To Saiki it almost seemed like he liked being yelled at or something.
-of maybe he just didn't deserve a good friend like him.
-All these thoughts are swept away one day in gym class. It's at the end of the day and he feels the cramps begin as he feels warmth on his legs. So needless to say Saiki is a bit grossed out and distracted. He doesn't notice NÄndo watch him run into the bathroom. Instead he's more nervous about a stain on his clothes.
-He gets in a stall and sees the mess. And let me tell you it's bad. Everything is wrecked and he definitely can't use toliet paper to clean it that fast.
-Saiki tries to focus in teleporting or doing anything but, the cramps are so painful that he can't focus on anything except the pain. It's so bad he actually whimpers. After all this is the one time a month Saiki feels anything human and mainly all he can feel is pain.
-how unfortunate for him Nendo walks in just to heat his whimpers of pain.
-by then his friend is in a panic asking what he needs. Saiki just yells at him to leave hoping to sneak out soon. Yet, his friend just stays demanding to know if he's hurt whish Saiki refuses to tell him. So Nendo does the smartest thing his mind can come up with.
-HE KICKS IN THE FRIGGEN DOOR SEEING SIAMI IN ALL HIS MESSY GOLODY AT THE MOMENT
-when he does the room is silent for a second. Just one before Saiki kicks him out and locks himself back in. He can hear Nendo rush off as he just cries. He can't help it, this is when he's the most human and the most powerless. If Nendo wanted tom he couldn't probably hurt him really bad.
-so he expects boys breaking in to beat him up. Or you know make fun of him. Or maybe worse. It scares him to think to much about it but, what he doesn't expect is what looks like a fresh pair of big clothes and some sanitary products sliding under his door.
-he also definitely doesn't expect Nendo to explain he told the teachers he was sick so he could go home an extra few minutes early. Heck he even offers to go get him pain meds if it hurts that bad. The bit is just a saint and all Saiki needs.
-Nendo walks him home that night and brings him any snack he wants after school for the rest of that week.
-from then on Nendo brings any snack Saiki wants, that is a reasonable price, to his house if he needs it. He even picks him up sanitary products if he needs them to.
Shun has no brains:
-shin find out in the oddest way.
-he and Saiki are hanging out on a weekend and he noticed he is a but more grumpy than normal. Yet, he ignored it and keeps trying to have fun.
-or at least he did until Saiki doubled over in pain in the middle of their walk. Shun helps him up only to see a blood stain on the back of his pants. Saiki realizes it at the same time too and before he can even get a word out shun is panicking. Why?
-because he thinks dark reunion has just shĂ´t his friend in the private's.
-Saiki actually has to calm him down and explain it slowly. Then again. And again. Eventually the fifth time around Shun understand that Saiki isn't in moral danger and is just in a lot of pain.
-Saiki doesn't expect much for him. After all he doesn't have to put up with Saiki when Nendo isn't around.
-Yet, Shun shows up with everything his mother said helped her on her monthly. He brings like 7 heating pads to the house and so many comfort pillows. It's sweet but, it's obvious he had no clue what he is doing but, at least he's trying.
Reito's kinda sweet:
-Reito gets told about Saiki's is she in class one day by a ghost. One who burst in to beg him to help Saiki.
-why?
-Well he's stuck in class and can't find an excused to get up. If he doesn't get help soon his secret will be exposed to the entire school and the poor ghost doesn't snag him to live through so much embarrassment.
-Reito at first is shocked but agrees to help. He had no plan really and asks to go to the bathroom only to stop at Saikis class, and convince toy fall outside it. He pretends o be injured and gets Saiki to take him out of class.
-once they get far away enough Reito explains what is happening and Saiki is mortified. He just wants to curl up into a ball and die, but Reito refuses to let him do so. Instead he stays by his side like a puppy dog all week to make sure he's okay. And if Saiki so much as flinches, he's on his toes helping him do whatever he needs to.
Aren is a guard dog:
-aren finds out about Saiki's monthly problem in a different way.
-Saiki is walking home for once in a day his monthly starts. Things have gone well for once. So nothing could go wrong..until it does.
-he runs into the people from his old school. You know the ones who beat him up for who he was. They start shoving him around, bursting him up a bit before pushing him to the ground. Before he can even react a cramp hits him the same time the main bully's foot connects with his gut.
-the other bits join in and they get 7 good kicks in befoee Aren goes full guard dog on them.
-He beats them all to a bloody pulp before chasing them off. Once they're gone he helps his friend walk home. Where he refuses to leave Saiki when he eveals he's all alone for the next two hours. Instead he helps wrap his wounds and tells him to change.
-Saiki is touched. We all know he wouldn't admit he gets attached to people easily but, well he feels close to Aren in thta Moment. So before he goes to change he just blurted out he's trans to Aren, who reacts pretty well.
-In fact, when Saiki explains his current body issues, Aren washed his clothes for him and even offers to let him borrow his.
-from then on when his cycle starts, Aren will come over and wash clothes for him like he's a king for everything he's done for him since Aren got to the school.
Hairo feels guilty:
-it does not click why Saiki brings his bookbag with him to the bathroom so often. So he asks him in front of all their friends at lunch one day.
- yeah Saiki runs off crying and Aren almost beats the crap out of him.
-Nendo breaks them up and explains the situation tohim before going to help his best buddy.
-Hairo feels so guilty that he gifts Saiki anything he thinks he might like every month for the rest of his high school career, even after Saiki forgives him.
Teruhashi calms him down well
-one month his cycle is later and he freaks. Saiki knows he can't get pregnant if he is still a virgin but, with his powers anything is a possibility. And with his body wishing it didn't happen, maybe it found a way for it to stop happening. Yet, he knows he couldn't live with the dysphoria if that happened.
-he's to scared to tell his mom so he just freaks out to himself for a bit until he finally breaks down after school one day.
-like he's in the mall with his guys friends and Teruhashi (who randomly showed up). They're looking at some stuff around, he chat remembers what but, he suddenly sees a young women being overwhelmed watching her son. Saiki can't help but start to freak out wondeirng if that is his future when Aren asks what's he's looking at and jokes aboyt him having kids.
-yeah Saiki burst out crying at a food court freaking out to his friends aboyt his issue. (Aren feels guilty for weeks by the way.)
-no one knows what to do until Teruhashi reaches over and holds his hand. She rubs circles on it telling him to breath before slowly asking him to explain everything to her. He eventually calms down and tells her everything including how his period is late.
-she slowly explains to him many things can cause that since he's a virgin the likelihood of this is very rare. Like one in a million and it's more likely he might be sinking with her since they hang out so much. In fact her's is due to start in tow days and if he wants he can stay with her until it happens just to make sure that's what's happening.
-Saiki gets her number, and a week Lated he is relieved to call her and tell her that she was right.
-from then on the two become monthly buddies and eat chocolate and watch films together.
Mera is subtle-
-she finds out when a sanitary product falls out of Saiki's school bag. She doesn't say anything at all until after class. And when she does, she offers that Saiki and her can go buy more after school if he wants or she can get them for him.
-she just acts like a big sister to him when he gets his monthly and honestly is the sweetest thing ever.
-So it's no wonder why she joins the monthly buds group so well.
Chiyo hears a slip up-
-she, Saiki, and Teruhashi are talking one day about issues of their lives. That is when Teruhashi slips up being up Saikiâs periods being the worst she has ever heard of or seen in her life.
-Saiki freezes up but, Chiyo just groans hearing how painful they are. She explains she doesnât care much if heâs trans heâs still her friend but, god those cramps sound worse then hers.
-so her and Saiki become cramp buddies while the other two girls mentioned here are lucky enough to not get cramps that bad.
(Another thing I would like to imagine happened at one point was Nendo became convinced Saiki was knocked up. No one knows why but, he got all excited and planned a whole baby shower and everything. Of course it wasnât true, but Saiki promised him that no matter how he had kids in the future Nendo would be the good father which always makes Nendo smile when he thinks about it, no matter where he is, evacuee one day heâs gonna have god son to spoil from his best buddy).
#reblogs welcome#trans headcanon#saiki kusuo no Ď nan#saiki k trans#trans#pride#fanfic#saiki kusuo#nendou riki#tw periods#friendship?#i need this#lol
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Think of a movie and now give me that movie title: random Elvira: Mistress of the DarkÂ
Quote a line from that movie:
Name a song: random MARUV & Boosin â I Want YouÂ
Whatâs a line from that song? Baby turn me, turn me on All night long Whatâs the last word spelled backwords of that line? GNOL XD Whats the relationship between you and the last person you texted? my fiancee What would your name be if you replaced Tâs with Sâs & Aâs with Eâs? Zuzenne Would you ever legally change you name to that? nah Your boyfriend/girlfriend say they canât hang out & itâs been two weeks. You? ok How often do you think about death? all the time Where were you when you had your first sleepover? Your house or a friendsâ? friendâs - P.W.
Are you hungry?: thirsty
What did you buy last time you went to the store?: food? bread not food? trinkets - for example - two books and a tiny stuffed dog
Do you think stained glass windows are pretty?: I donât know tbh
Are you a chocoholic?: not at all
Have you ever been carded when buying something? : not even when I was buying cigarettes
Do you have a favorite highlighter color?: yellow
Do you have a flashlight?: I do
Do you like watermelon?: nah
Has anyone ever walked in on you while you were on the toilet?: obvi, many times but usually just family members
Do you like a lot of ice in your drinks?: noooo
Have you ever painted a room?: bathroom Have you ever petted a donkey? from what I remember
Out of all 24 hours, which one is your favourite? hmm... Have you ever been in a lighthouse? nope
What time are you planning on going to bed tonight? no idea Have you ever been bit by an animal? yeah Did it rain today? kinda What was the name of the last dog you pet? it was my dog - Ĺasuch Do you find that you have a certain meal you eat every time you go to certain restaurants? sure Are you constantly judging people? could say so Have you ever had anything stolen from you? sorta Which would you rather, a snowy day, sunny day, rainy day or cloudy day?: cloudy or sunny maybe rainy but definitely not snowy How long have you ever spent away from home? month? Has your luggage ever been lost at the airport? Did you get it back? - About how many times during the night do you wake up from your sleep? few Are there any air fresheners in your house? What kinds? no What scent of candle do you burn the most? we donât For what reason did you last cry? ugh... What kind of surveys do you wish there were more of? deep
Last time you were attacked by an animal? this summer? Are you paranoid all the time or just during the night? more often during the day actually Have you ever dated someone without knowing their name? last name, not first, I was a stupid kid and was dating a guy online once and several boys at camp just to show off somebody likes me that way even tho I wasnât really interested nor knew anything about those matters
If you go to an all-you-can-eat buffet, how much do you really eat? a tiny bit If you need to ask a question in class do you raise your hand? of course How many times have you been engaged (if any at all)? once, currently Do you have to see something to really believe it? jak niewierny Tomasz - czÄsto Have you ever gotten so dehydrated that you passed out? Iâm surprised that I didnât :x If your friend was being cheated on, would you tell them? absolutely Do you always assume the worst? that me indeed Are you sick and tired of life? sadly Have you ever been busted for under age drinking? I wasnât drinking underage, I still donât drink Do you have a picture of you and your lover kissing? 1 and a tik tok Have you witnessed a fight at school? bunch
What is your favorite time of day to run? when Iâm late for the bus lmfao
When was the last time you talked to your mom? recently Do your parents crush your dreams? sometimes Did you sleep in today? I didnât Do you hate sleeping in? I love sleeping in How late do you consider too late to sleep in? noon, 11am is already late How long have you had a smartphone? less than 5 years Do you keep lists of names that you like? even tho I donât want kids :P Have you ever butt-dialed someone? it happened
First letter of the names of everyone you have kissed, like *that*; M.
Do you like going to school sports games? eww, boring Have you ever worn your boyfriendâs clothes? guy from camp gave me his cap for a day Have you ever stolen your siblingâs clothes? I had to wear them when she was growing up, gross Have you ever loved someone and HATED it? later? Do you like Starbucks or would you rather just have water or something? just water lol Have you ever walked into a door before? po maturze zapomniaĹam, Ĺźe woĹşny zamknÄ
Ĺ drzwi, ktĂłre siÄ same otwieraĹy i walnÄĹam w nie, raz przytrzepaĹam sie w futrynÄ bo za szybko skrÄciĹam w nocy do pokoju, mama uderzyĹa mnie drzwiami jak byĹam maĹa i staĹam za blisko wejĹcia dzwoniÄ
c do domu wiÄc spadĹam ze schodĂłw, a ojciec stuknÄ
Ĺ mnie tymi dworcowymi przy wiadukcie i wylaĹam na siebie sok - to chyba wszystkie przypadki Do you know anyone whoâs like, psycho-religious? fanatic? my uncle is one of those Have you ever been stuck on a ski lift? luckily never been there to begin with Do you know who Nancy Sinatra is? ainât this the gal who sings âthose boots were made for walkingâ or smth like that? Have you ever bought anything from an airport? I wasnât there so... If I asked you who you were gonna marry a year ago, you would say; omg Do you snore, talk, sleepwalk, or drool? drool at times, sorry also roll/kick around and fart ^^â When you woke up this morning, what was your first thought? I was wondering why Nat fronted If you could start completely over knowing what you do now, would you? possibly
If you drink coffee, do you have a favorite flavor & brand? If so, what? not applicable Have you ever personally known a pair of Conjoined twins? woah What is your first thought when you see people kissing in public? "get a roomâ Would you ever consider being a professional stunt-person? I have no abilities/skills/health etc for that kind of job and itâs really sad actors get prizes for stunt-pplâs work
How about a Mailman? my father was and that ruined his body so I doubt it (Besides Hello kitty) Do you have a favorite Sanrio character? If so, Who? Hello Kitty is evil Do you flinch when strangers touch you? donât touch me! Can you remember the first time you went to a movie theater? I believe Is there something in particular you like to look at photos of? What is it? I have strange interests... Do you actually like the taste of Diet Soda? didnât try and donât plan to What brand of toliet paper do you normally use? I donât give a shit ;) Do the Charmin bears make you feel uncomfortable? xD fact that theyâre red makes me uneasy On average, how many cans of soda would you say you drink daily? zero Did/do you ever stick your chewed -up gum under tables? I spat it on grass when I was younger and had stuck it in my hair years before as well but every other gum I trashed properly Can you remember the last thing you watched on the news that upset you? thatâs why I avoid news How do you feel about red lipstick, is it whorish? itâs my fav but I no longer use makeup What is your definition of feminism? fighting for equal rights between women and men like pay in workplaces Are you comfortable in shorts? am not So, have you watched that Bobâs Burgers show? Do you like it? fragmentsÂ
Do you ever get the feeling you dont belong? always Do you believe actions speak louder than words? good actors will use both ways to lie
If your friend tried to commit suicide infront of you how would you react? how, why, who, when etc. Ever had a rumour spread about you? plenty Have you ever tried to impress someone before? majority of my life and I hate myself for that If someone jumped on your back what would you do? die? If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy? poor kid... If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose? not that I want kids but girl
Name three people you want to meet in Heaven. from those who died or are alive rn?
What could be the theme song of your life? I was taking a quiz today and they gave me Kero Kero Bonito - I'd Rather Sleep
Do you have any embarrassing health issues? :( Who do you wish you could talk to? grandma and/or brother Do you lose or misplace things a lot? very rarely lose, misplace more often but still usually same item like my scissors What was the name of the street you grew up on (if you donât live there now) I live here! Does it still feel like summer where you live? itâs too cold for that Do you have a Paypal account? I wish Have you ever had a brand or company reach out to you on Instagram? polyvore What is the last thing you purchased from Etsy? I have no bank account to be able to buy stuff there Do you sell on Etsy? Iâd like to someday Do you have a favorite aunt, and if so, who is it? aunt Alice Who is your favorite cousin? no one Have you bought next yearâs calendar yet? yup What year did/will you turn 30? 2022 Whatâs a food that you like, but it makes you feel sick? no comment Do you like the name Addison? sounds like a shoe Is there anything that you regret getting rid of? ... Have you ever stood up to a bully? couple of times Do you own striped tights? nude and transparent Have you ever made your own Halloween costume out of clothes from ur closet? yep When was the last time you received a hug? this day Do you have anyone who hugs you regularly? dad? Would you rather have the bottom bunk or top bunk? bottom Window seat or aisle seat? window, aisle if in church Have you ever thrown up on an airplane? thatâs one of the reasons I wonât fly Have you ever seen anyone else throw up on an airplane? thatâs another... Have you ever gotten sick in the car? almost Do you still wear clothes from the childrenâs section? whoops you got me What color is your watch? I need to buy watch for Nat... What color was the last pair of flip-flops you wore? last time I was wearing flip flops was before middle school and they were pink I suppose Were you born in your favorite season? in the worst! Have you eaten oatmeal lately? regularly... Do you enjoy editing photos? if not a snapchat filter selfie then I prefer them ânaturalâ What is your favorite app on your phone? Choices forever! lately I begun playing The arcana and itâs pretty good, Lisa downloaded Addams family mystery mansion or smth but itâs not that cool and I used to play the detective story which was awesome <3 Do you answer your phone every time it rings? hell no Do you like to decoupage things? scrapbooks/collages are way better How many tabs are open on your browser right now? 9 with this one but I forgot to close the background musicÂ
How many times have you had sex within the past two years? Guesstimate? personal How many times in a month do you go to the movies? How much do you spend? not at all
When was the last time you heard thunder? Where were you at anyway? this month? home When was the last time you were in trouble with your parents? If so. itâs complicated Do you know anyone who claims to have the ability to see the future? I have dreams that come true and my parents do, also my gf When you go to the movies, do you actually watch the movies or not? ... what else would I do in the cinema? oh, you mean kiss and such? waste of money Do you love or loathe the Eurovision? I donât mind it Have you ever wielded a sword? wanna try :D If you were famous would you want a statue or a building names after you? what for Can you erect a tent? hope I didnât forgot How tall is the tallest person you know? didnât ask Have you ever ridden a camel? might try Whatâs your opinion on rats? cute
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Opportunity (1/2)
Pairing: Oswald Cobblepot x Reader
Word Count: 2,867
Summary: Now that Oswald is the new owner of the club, everything changes. Too bad the talent isnât showing on stage. Hearing about new job openings you hope that you could be the star to light up this club.
Warnings: None
A/N: Since so many people actually liked my ed one shot, I thought it was time to post an Oswald one shot.
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This was not how he imagined having this club would feel like. He had less business then when Fish was running it. He had a new look, a new name. None of that was really working.
Oswald stood watching as another excuse of a comedian pulled off his bit in a terrible manner. The few people that were occupying the tables rolled their eyes at the horrible jokes, some leaving not being able to stand for one more. Irritation arose inside Oswald, thinking that if it were him he wouldâve done the same thing.
These incompetent people. No talent at all. Theyâre the reason why business is going down the toliet. I need to recruit some new and fresh attractions. Give this club life. As soon as we close Iâll put an ad on the papers and hopefully this dreadful disaster called âentertainmentâ will end.
Within the week hopeless dreamers and drifters came through Oswaldâs club but did not suit his definition of entertainment. More painful jokes came by and no-talent musicians played what they called music. Oswald was at the end of his rope.
.~.~.~.~.
Opportunity had struck and you think this might be your chance. Being a college drop out had some disadvantages (many disadvantages) but being the optimistic person you were you felt that this was the path that was carved for you. An ad in the paper gave you the hope you needed.
Entertainers needed for club Oswaldâs. Will take any form.
This could be your shot at doing something that wonât bore, irritate, or tire you out. You held the newspaper with a smile on your face thoughts, racing until a loud cough interrupted.
âAre you gonna pay for that?â the owner of the newspaper stand asked. You realized you were just standing there and got yourself together.
âOh, of course. My bad.â You scrambled to get your money out your small yet handy messenger bag and pay the pushy man. Putting the newspaper in your messenger, you walk back towards your apartment building to get ready for this job opening.
Excited, you rushed to change into something better. First impressions always last. You rush out of your apartment until you almost forgot something. âMy god, what a scatter brainâŚâ you said to yourself when you went to your bedroom and picked up your guitar and placed it within its black case. How am I gonna perform without you, you thought to yourself.
During the walk to the club, you try to calm yourself down that way you didnât come off too strong when you meet the employer. You tugged on your grey sweater and pulled down on your black beanie to cover your ears. The weather in Gotham is always gloomy but you noticed that it started to pick up on the cold. The wind started slapping your cheeks to a light pink color.
Entering the very welcomed warm air thatâs in the club, your leather black boots made an impression on the silent club towards the bar where a man in a red vest had his back to you, organizing the liquor for the night. âExcuse me,â you said a bit timidly, âUm, Iâm here for the ad in the paper. I was hoping that I could try out for the job openingâŚâ
The man turned around a bit surprised at first but then went to a relaxed state. Mustâve thought I was apart of the mob or something. âOf course. Wait here, Iâll go get Mr. Cobblepot.â as he said that he left his area and rushed to the back where the office might have been. You stood there, hands clasped in front of you, your nerves trying to get the better of you. Trying not to think about it, you looked around realizing how elegant the place looked. Chandeliers, the dim lights, the stage, it felt like the highest people of society came here.
You then heard footsteps coming to your spot. You looked up and saw the bartender along with a man who had a very noticeable limp. He wore a fancy suit and his pitch black hair swept to the side in contrast of his pale white face. To be honest, you didnât think he was bad looking at all, although he had an irritated look on his face. He stopped in front of you, bartender in tow, and gave an innocent smile. âHello, my name is Oswald Cobblepot,â his hand rose. You took it and shook it. âIâm the one in charge here.â he said in a proud tone. âYouâre here for the opening I presume?â
âOh, uh, yes. My name is Y/N. I wanted to seize the opportunity when I saw it in the papers. Iâm hoping that you might give me this chance.â
âOf course! We are in the land of opportunity arenât we?â His arms rose along with his smile.
You chuckled at this and responded âYes, yes it is.â He walked leading you to the front of the stage. He sat down on one of the chairs that were near by. You stood at the side starring at him.
âSo, what will you be performing for us today to ensure a spot in this club?â
âWell I was hoping to do the cliched talent, that you probably already seen a thousand times during your hunt.â You took off the guitar case that was strapped securely on you. âJust play and sing for you is all.â
Oswald gestured to the stage. âYou have the floor my dear.â Butterflies flew in your stomach. This rarely ever happens but this is a job interview, in a way. A high stool and a microphone were provided. On the way to the stool you were trying to think up a song to sing, Of course, perform for this guy but have no song in mind to sing. Nice way to rush into things Y/N. As soon as you sat down you already thought up a song to play. You just hoped that he would like this song, he looks like he would be into this type of music.
You took a breath, closed your eyes, and eased yourself to the situation you were in. You placed your fingers on the notes and began to strum.
ďżź
Iâm a mess Thatâs the best way to describe it Having no time to myself is the only way I can fight it When Iâm alone itâs like Iâm staring into a mirror Donât know the person inside it and thatâs never been any clearer
I miss your family and I miss all our friends If you had it to do over would you do it over again, Cause I would, this meant something more to me Thereâs a hole in my heart where you used to be
I still wish you the best of luck, baby And donât go thinking this was a waste of time I couldnât forget you if I tried
You killed what was left of the good in me Iâm tired so let me be broken Look down at the mess thatâs in front of me No other words need be spoken And Iâve got nobody else to blame though I tried Kept all of our past mistakes held inside Iâll live with regret for my whole life
I confess that I brought this all on myself Condemned to suffer alone, like thereâs nobody else When youâre gone, itâs like a whole part of meâs missing So Iâll keep living the lie and just hope that youâre listening
I tried to make us a life here But our foundation was built on sand No time to run until the damage was done And Iâve never had the upper hand
I still wish you the best of luck, baby And donât go thinking this was a waste of time I couldnât forget you if I tried
You killed what was left of the good in me Iâm tired so let me be broken Look down at the mess thatâs in front of me No other words need be spoken And Iâve got nobody else to blame though I tried Kept all of our past mistakes held inside Iâll live with regret for my whole life
All the things you love are all the things I hate How did we get here in the first place?
I play it cool but itâs hard to be (All my trust) Is slowly burning inside of me (Over what) There canât be anymore progress, I know our fate The only thing that can heal this is time and space
You killed what was left of the good in me Iâm tired so let me be broken Look down at the mess thatâs in front of me No other words need be spoken And Iâve got nobody else to blame though I tried Kept all of our past mistakes held inside Iâll live with regret for my whole life For my whole life
Oswald couldnât believe what he was hearing. Itâs actual talent. This woman could fix all his problems, he felt. An astonished look was drawn on his face. He noticed this and shook his head slightly to get out of his thoughts. Oswald stood up abruptly and applauded Y/N. The bartender now realizing what was going on, clapped along with Oswald. âBravo, amazing! This is the best audition Iâve heard so far this week. Incredible talent!â
You looked at him surprised, astonished at what he was saying. This is good, you thought. You walked down the stage with guitar in hand, only to meet face to face with Oswald. âReally?â you asked.
âOf course! You officially have this job.â He said in a happy tone.
âOh my god! Thank you! I needed this, Thank you!â A surge of happiness pulsed through your body.
âYouâre quite welcome my dear. When can you start?â
âOh, uh, would tommorow night be fine?â you asked.
âTommorow night would be fantastic. Iâll see you then.â he then walked away to his office. You then had some questions pop in your head and stopped him before heâd gone too far.
âMr. Cobblepot, do I have to wear anything specific like a uniform or something?â you asked.
âOh, no thatâs not necessary. Anything appropriate if you donât want to deal with grabby hands.â Oswald said giving you a warning that you understood. âOh! And just Oswald. I dont like to be too formal. I have a small orchestra that you can work with whenever and practice when needed.â Oswald then turned away from you.
.~.~.~.
Because of working in Oswaldâs club for awhile he appointed you to be in charge of finding new acts to fill up the club which youâve done well at. He felt that you brought more business here, like you where the star attraction. Oswald found himself being quite fond of you and how you treat him better then other people ever have but not from fear or the fact that heâs your boss. You yourself have started to like Oswald as well. A gentleman and very respectful you appreciated the fact that he isnât like most men in Gotham.
It was another night and you had just finished a show leaving the stage to one of the many acts you had hired. As usual you stayed behind taking a seat at the bar ordering a soda since you didnât like the way alcohol tasted. Proudly watching the musician sing his song, you hadnât noticed a man walking up to you, drink in hand. Oswald had, knowing full well the bad intentions he had in mind. Watching intently from a distance, Oswald called over Butch to come to his side with instructions leaving his lips.
âYou performed very well tonight.â You faced the voice that was speaking to you, rolling your eyes, and turning away from another flirt.
âThanks.â you mumbled from your drink. He then took a seat next to you, irritated that he wonât go away.
âNameâs Zachary. You?â he sticks out his hand for you to shake. Being polite you shook his hand with him giving a slight squeeze.
âY/N. Nice to meet you?â You didnât realize it came out as a question. It might have been nice to have met him but then again, when is it ever nice to meet a guy from Gotham? Thereâs Oswald, you thought, far better then these animals.
âMight I add that you look very beautiful as well.â Oh great, loaded compliments. Just what I need. All you wore tonight is a black floral dress with a tan comfy sweater over it. Nothing special.
âGee, thanks.â You faced the stage trying to signal that you wanted the conversation to end and for him to walk away, unfortunately he either didnât take the hint or heâs just very persistent.
âMind if I buy you a drink?â
âUh, yeah, considering I already have one. In my hands.â You gestured to your drink.
âWell, yeah. I mean after youâre done with that.â
âYes I do mind then because Iâll be leaving after this.â
âThen Iâll take you home. I wouldnât want a pretty lady walking home in the middle of the night. Itâs very dangerous to do so.â
You stood up, getting your purse to pay for the drink, you fixed your dress and said âThanks but Iâve managed before and I think I can again uh, Zachary.â
Before you could even take a step, he stood up stopping you from taking the exit. âNo I insist, I would be terribly worried all night if I didnât know if you made it home or not. Please, let me walk you.â
âLike I said, I can manage.â You try walking around him he blocked you once again.
âThen let me get your number that way I can call and see if youâre alright.â
âHow about you let me leave and you go annoy someone else.â
âWhatâs the matter? Iâm just trying help.â His hand found itâs way to your upper arm, giving you a smile that tries to say âIâm telling the truthâ.
âHonestly, I donât want your help, all I want you to do is to leave me alone and let me go home.â Youâve had enough of this guy pestering you with phony excuses just so he get into your pants, well, under your dress.
âNo need to flare up. Itâs just youâre such a pretty girl and I just wanted to talk and get to know you is all.â His hand then went under your chin making you look up at him. Ugh, can he not.
âExcuse me sir, I couldnât help but overhear but I suggest you listen to the pretty girl and leave her alone.â Thank God, itâs Oswald. You stepped away from the creep, happy that someone came by, and faced Oswald. Zachary grabbed a hold of your elbow, tugging you to him.
Zachary looked at Oswald up and down. âYeah, why donât you back off waddles. Me and her were just talking.â Oswalds mouth formed a straight line, his eyebrows slightly furrowed.
âButch.â Was all that was said from Oswald.
âYeah boss.â Butch was right beside Oswald, knowing exactly what he was to do next. Oswalds eyes never left Zachary but a small smirk formed on Oswalds lips knowing the full beating the fool was about to endure soon.
âCan you please escort this fine gentleman out to the back. I think heâs had one too many to drink tonight.â Knowledge of this manâs pain that was about to ensue right in the back of the club brought a large smile to his face.
âOf course.â Butch walked over to Zachary, pulling on his collar, leading him to the back door. While no one was looking, Butch brought the baseball bat that was leaning right next to the door, without Zachary noticing.
âThanks for that Oswald.â You walked up to Oswald, grateful for what he had done, a smile slithering itâs way to your face.
âItâs my pleasure. I couldnât stand to witness someone harassing one of my employees, especially you.â A slight pink blush sprinkled on Oswalds cheeks. How sweet of him to say!
âWell thank you. Now I know that Iâm safe here at work with you around.â There was a moment of silence, both of youjust smiling. âUm, before I go, I was wondering if you like to join me for lunch tomorrow or something.â
âOh, uh, yes. That would be an excellent change to my usual lunch routine.â How adorable heâs blushing. You smiled noticing this.
âYou have my number so call me anytime.â you went to Oswald, placing a kiss on his cheek. He tensed up at this wondering if this was some sort of dream. A girl was actually kissing him, that wasnât his mother. It felt great even if it wasnât on his lips. Your lip gloss slightly stained his cheek which he didnât mind at all. âThank you again.â You walked away, waving to Oswald. He stood there with a smile on his face, he turned around and walked with more confidence to his office. Wonât tommorow be a great day.
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Struggling To Conceive.
5 years. Thatâs how long my husband Austin and I have been trying to conceive. 5 years of unprotected sex. 5 fricken years. We knew early on we wanted to be parents. We so desperately want to hear the laughter filling the house, the tiny footsteps running down the hallway, and the sweet I love youâs. We knew we were made for this. To raise a little tiny human to one day change the world and make it a better place. As time went on these sweet dreams were replaced with sadness and disappointment.
A human can only take so much,but how do you know when enough is enough. About a year or two into our journey I began to think something was not right. I would often think âWhy isnât this happening? Why am I not pregnant?â These thoughts were reoccurring, however I just brushed it off as âmaybe itâs just not our timeâ. I let another 6 months go by before I finally convinced myself to go to the doctor and search for my âwhyâ. Looking back now I feel so sad for how blind and unprepared I was.
My first few visits with my OBGYN I learned a lot about my body. Things I never would have even known. I quickly learn that I have PCOS,which looking back explains so much. I have never had a normal period. They would be long and would drag on for 3-4 weeks. I also learned that I do not ovulate correctly, which I NEVER would have known if it wasnât for my doctor educating me. Itâs amazing how unknowingly blind you can be. The biggest thing I learned in those first few appointments though was a word I wish I would have never heard. INFERTILITY.
Infertility is a scary word. Some people are lucky to have a meaning behind it while others have no explanation as to why. So, with our new found term Austin and I set out on the next steps to start our dream. Our first stop being Clomid. Clomid is a lovely drug to help woman ovulate, however the toll it can take on your body can be rough. Mood swings, heat flashes, burst of anger. I was lucky enough just have mild mood swings and not much else. Was on clomid for awhile and during this time I would go in for vaginal ultrasounds (which was beyond uncomfortable) to measure my follicles. I did this two-three times. Things took a turn though when Provera was introduced to our journey.
First and foremost let me be completely clear about our friend Provera. PROVERA IS THE DEVILâS DRUG. I absolutely HATE everything about this drug. Ive been lucky enough to not have cramps with my normal period, but when my doctor put me in Provera to âregulateâ me that change. I experienced the worst cramps I have ever had in my life. The âstick a fork in my utures and twist as hard as you canâ type of pain. And the bleeding was horrific. It got to the point where I would bleed through 10 pads an hour. It would have been beneficial for me just to sit in the bathtub at that point. The only thing it did do for me was shorten my period. My doctor had me take this devils drug for 2-4 months along with the Clomid and unfortunately no luck. So. We moved on to our next step.
Austin and I knew right away that we did not want to pursue IVF. Its unbelievably expensive and all the shots and hormones is insane. So at this point out option was an IUI. Still expensive but not as bad I suppose as IVF. For us the IUI would be 700-800 a month (they typically have you plan for 6 months I believe?). Now I learned if it doesnât take the first time your chances of conception goes up by 20%. We talked to our doctor and decided to move forward. We got the IUI scheduled and I want in for yet another vaginal ultrasound to prepare. About three days or so my husband decided this may not be the best route so we canceled. And we were back at square one.
We took a break at this time. The disappointment was getting to be a lot. Month after month I would feel defeated when I would see the little bit of red on the toliet paper. It reached a point where for whatever reason I didnât get a period at all. So I go to my doctor and she decided to send me to get a D&C done. Essentially this means I had to go and get my utures scrapped. One benefit to doing this was when they inject dye into your utures it also âblows outâ your tubes of anything that may be blocking. It will also show if your tubes are blocked. But let me tell you what an uncomfortable experience this was. Your in a hospital gown on this bed where they will do an X-ray, the insert a catheter in to your utures and inflate it like a balloon. Then they tell you to shimmy your ass to the end of the table while this thing is in you causing uncomfortable pressure. HOW THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO THIS!? The then go in and scrapped. And let me tell you how fricken painful that was. When all is said and done they send you home and wait for the results.
My tubes we not blocked. I feel like I take two steps forward and a hundred back. We still have no real explanation as to why I can not get pregnant. We decided to take a break yet again and reevaluate our situation. Time passes and I decided to go on birth control to regulate my period. I stayed on it for 6 months as my doctor recommended, and then stopped taking it. We decided it was time to try again.
This bring us to present day. A week ago i took three pregnancy test. I was 18 days past on my period and I wasnât feeling any symptoms of it coming. So I decided why the hell not. So I got a test. I figured itâd be a long shot, but when I looked at it there were two line. Positive. âThere is no way in hellâ. So. I go and get two more. I take one the next morning and then one that night. Positive. To say I was in shock was an understatement. The joy I felt seeing those positive test was a joy I have never felt. I call my doctor the next day and go and take a blood test. A day later I get the call. There were false positives. I was not in any way pregnant. The catastrophic disappointment I felt was unbearable. I was done. I canât do this anymore. I have given up.
My infertility sister I see you. I feel your pain. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
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Day 1 (5/2/2019) Friday
Im making these diary entries online because i feel to embarassed and dont trust my family to give me the some fucking privacy to write on a peice of paper. I guess this is to just vent and say some juicey shit about people around me. I am not doing this to hurt those around me im doing this to get some fucking sanity and not keeping it in. All name used shall be changed and any information that may lead back to me or those in a situation described shall be changed a bit for pricacy reasons. This could be a daily thing to do and its easier than writting on paper.Â
Anyway this is my daily life, I wake up around 7am each moring and i have about a hour before the child i babysitt wakes up. Hes 2 years old, for his privacy ill be calling him bubbs. Hes a cool kid, he doesnt act out or have much tantrums, i learned to be thankful that i get to have a kid like him. Last month i went on a roadtrip with my aunt to Colorade, Denver. It felt like a total shitshow, but i often dwell on the negative alot of the time over the many positive times. Well on the entire way over he was crying and having alot of tantrums, oof. When we went the only states i been to were Arizona, and New Mexico, and the tip of Neveda (lol the tip hah).Â
I shouldnât look back with irritation, and restlessness and headaches caused by a crying child, another two children complaining, and staying in a 12 hour drive, and drinking a hell lot of redbull and monster drinks. But instead i should look back and remember the 2000â˛s songs that my aunt played on the radio that gave me alot of nostolgia, and the well written audiobook that i read (btw it wasnât like freakin moby dick or tales of two cities, it was fanfiction). I remember how cold the air felt in the roads near the mountains in colorado, it was so cold that the water was freezing and so was the air. In Denver the streets were interesting. They had alot of small narrrow alleyways that were inbetween houses and shops. There were alot of small houses, and guess what? they had BASEMENTS!dd!!!! I think that was the first basement i was ever in. We stayed in my Aunt;s friends house for about 2 days. There was a wife and husband and 2 children, The girl was about 6 and the boy was like 3. The girl was well mannered and got along well with my neice( aunts daughter). The young boy was 3 and was always very energergetic, he played aroung with bubba (child i babysitt). They were a bit rowdy.Â
Their house was beautiful, it had a wooden fence, and gravel in the front yard, It was a red brick house, with white borders and a patio with a roof. There were chairs, a bench, chak, and toys in the front. They didn;t have a backyard, but they had a basement fillled with toys and internet, tv, and the disc of the new animated into the spiderverse movie, I loved the movie. The graohics were amazing, the anomation was on point,Â
The restroom had a beautiful stain glass geometric window, a showerhead, and had a farmhouse door wirh a lock that you have in a hotel so noone knocks open you unlock your door to checks who there. They gave us a room that had a bunk bed a pull out matress and soft ass beds.Â
AFter our vist with them we spent the night in alberquerque and it was a suite in a resort, it was a big room. it was like PRETTY WOMAN BIG. They had a fucking telephone beside the toliet. AND GET THIS the bathtub had jets inside them. and they had a cool flipping mirror and big mirrors with a on/off swith.And they also had a shower with cobbleston interior and a cool showerehead, The kitchen was styled like a bar and there was balconey, a jump from there would cause immediate death.Â
On the way back i drank a unhealthy amount of cafffine and sugar, even for ME! I had about in total 1 starbucks carmel macchiatio venti , 5 redbulls, and 3 monster drinks, and another 1 cup of normal black coffee with a hint of creamer.Â
On our way to Denver, Colorado we met another one of my Aunts dear friends, They were humble as fuck, and had great hospitality. They seemed very oped people, and they had a dog, a piano, a baby, and amazing food. Their Father was my Auntâs 4th grade Creative Writting Teacher. He had gentle steel blue eyes, and he had a aura that was comfortabel yet defensive, and the Mother was the same. I belive that they didnât want to be judged and hur by strangers by showing vunerbility. They have a daughter and a son that i met. Ther daughter grew up with my aunt in Ganado, Arizona, on the rez(servation). The mother i think was a nurse, and their son was very inviting and nice. Their son showed us the dog and was giving some commentary on the football game. The daughter was a singer and in a band called THE HAUNTED WINDCHIMES. They were very generious people, they gave us the pleasure of a homecookes meal, some coffee for the road, and offered us a room to spend the night in. They did all this for us, they faced many hardships in life, be what i can tell. They have a mentally challenged son that is 28 years old. At first i thought he was a teenager. I believe thats why they were so defensive. I also have a mentally challenged sister, but not to the degree of their son. I should give them a proper thank you for their hospitality when i see them again.Â
Also the daughter has a baby thats very cute, she and bubbs bonded and the baby got some social contact and excercise.Â
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Instagram Famous! Bae Jinyoung
happy 100+ followers!! in celebration, iâm here bringing you some instagram famous! baejin!
baejin never even thought about having 200k followers when he first opened his account
it just happened
he woke up to 739203 notifications after posting a selfie lol
posts once a blue moon
but people still follow him juST IN CASE HE POSTS A SELFIE SOON!!
âoh bae jinyoung uploaded something do yoU SEE HIS FACE I CANâT BELIEVE HE EXISTS SCREECHESâ
everyone highkey thinks heâs an ulzzang because have you seen his visuals??? 10000/10
( Ulzzang translates to "best face" or "good looking" in Korean. This slang is often used by netizens, contests including girls competing for the title of "ulzzang". However, even if this is true, Ulzzang has developed into a subculture/style, rather than a competition/contest event. thanks google ily)
most of his feed is filled with adventures of him and daehwiÂ
itâs adorable fobalbfedos hnng
gets flustered whenever someone compliments him ugh baejin is so soft i love
to the world he seems like a quiet dude who stepped out of a comic bookÂ
but to his classmates, friends and family, heâs just a normal neighborhood boyÂ
his classmates were so hyped about his follower count in the first week but now theyâre all chill asf about it
if some fan comes looking for jinyoung theyâre all like,
âa fan of bae jinyoung? heâs in the toliet pissing rn lol you can wait for him if you wantâ
you followed baejin on accident one day lmao
you were preparing to move to a better house in a better areaÂ
while shoving everything into boxes, you were dyING
WHO KNEW YOU HAD SO MUCH UNIMPORTANT SHIT
deciding to take breather, you flopped down onto your bed and starting going through instagram
you know the thing
is
is it called discover ? ?? ?
the magnifying glass thing
oh itâs called the explore page
i donât go on instagram a lot wheezes thanks once again google
moviNG ON FROM MY LACK OF KNOWLEDGE ABOUT INSTAGRAM
you were scrolling through that for some unknown reason
and you stumble across a picture of a p u p p e r !!!
guess who posted it!!!
thatâs right!! baejin did!!
it wasnât his dog but it was daehwiâs so it might as well be his tbh
you left a likeÂ
and it was then that your mother decided that it was the perfect time to check on you
ây/n!! how are you going-â
YOU SCRAMBLE OUT OF BED TO PRETEND TO BE DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE
BUT YOUR MOM CATCHES YOU IN THE ACT LMAO
YOUR FINGER ALSO SLIPS AND PRESSES THE FOLLOW BUTTON
AND YOU DONâT NOTICE
until a few days later when baejin follows you back
youâre like
???
because why is an ulzzang or smt following you
so you go on his profile to do some snooping
and uh yoUâRE FOLLOWING HIM????
BUT WHY DID HE FOLLOW YOU BACK
YOUR ACCOUNT WAS JUST FULL OF YOUR COUSINâS PUPPER
HM
ALL THESE QUESTIONS
so you did what everyone would do
ask google
jk thatâs just me
you shoot him a dm asking if you knew him
jinyoung just simply replied,
ânopeâ
????????????
baejin doesnât follow back unless youâre a celebrity he likes or his classmate
but yOU POST PUPPY PICTURES SO
HE SWEARS HIS FINGER PRESSED THE FOLLOW BUTTON BY ITSELF
basically baejinâs only there for the dog posts
âi just like your dogâ
you donât really ask him more
he seemed intimidating and didnât seem like he wanted to talk to you,,,,
HIS CURT REPLY WASNâT MEANT TO MAKE YOU THINK THAT WAY SUFOBSB
you moved house right
so your parents were like
ây/n go take these cookies over to the neighbors, weâre gonna be busy all day with adult stuffâ
âaiightâ
the house on your left belonged to a cute elderly couple
the moment they saw you they started cooing over you
the house on your right belonged to a small family
âoh! you look like youâre around the same age as my son!!! heâs out with friends right now but come by anytime soon! weâd love to introduce you to him!â
thIS ISNâT NEIGHBOR! JINYOUNG I SWEAR
so you return home in glory
from surviving awkward neighbor conversations
your mom calls you over because youR NEW SCHOOL UNIFORM ARRIVED!!!
SCREAMS
NOT BECAUSE OF NEW UNIFORM
BECAUSE OF NEW SCHOOL
AM I REALLY WRITING A CLICHE?
YES
this is like some kind of twilight rip off or smt lmao
come monday
you were a nervous wreck
lord knows if your peers would accept you
you woke up super earlyÂ
more like you didnât sleep but ok
you bid your sleepy parents farewell and shuffled your way to school lol
you greeted the front desk and they took you to the teacherâs office
where you dealt with 429794 papers
and made sure fOR THE 5000000TH TIME THAT YES THATâS YOUR HOME NUMBER AND YES THATâS YOUR DADâS NAME
it took a while but eventually the bell rings and you follow your homeroom teacher to your brand new classroom!
the teacher goes in to make them shut up first lol
âgood morning kidsâ
ignoredtâ˘
âi sAID GOOD MORNINGâ
achievement get!!! get the attention of your class!!
âwe have a new student today!! please welcome y/n to the family!â
SWEATS BUCKETS
THIS IS WHEN YOUâRE SUPPOSED TO GO IN
WIPES SWEATY PALMS
SHUFFLES IN
âhi iâm y/nâ
AWKWARD SMILE
âoh cuTE!!!!â
âHEY WANNA JOIN THE KNITTING CLUB???â
âNOBODYâS INTERESTED IN YOUR KNITTING CLUB DAEHWIâ
:c
âok y/n you can sit next to daehwi over there. you know, the one that said something about the knitting clubâ
and then she leaves
responsibility at itâs finest am i right
so you slide over to the boyÂ
and plop down beside him
âhi! iâm lee daehwi!!â
but then a dude who looks really familiar to you for some reason drags him away
you canât pinpoint where youâve seen him before
weird đđđđ
the school day goes on with daehwi making small conversations with you during classes
you found a good group of people who shared the same interests and you fitted in perfectly
there was no point in worrying you worrywartÂ
looking at you making friends so easily :â)
everything went off without a hitch
at the end of the school day, you waved to your new friends and started the walk home
stopping by a convenience store for a snack on the way though
there you see your seatmate, daehwi with that familiar boy
taking a selfie with the ice cream theyâve just bought
awks
JUST WALK BY Y/N
PRETEND YOU CANâT SEE THEM
you make quick work of the store and buy ur snack in 0.2 seconds
but uh
the two boys were right smack dab in front of you
it seEMED LIKE YOU WERE FOLLOWING THEM
IT WASNâT YOUR FAULT THAT YOU LIVED IN THIS DIRECTION
you were lowkey hoping at every corner that theyâd turn and stop making you seem like a creep
you started nearing your house and you were lowkey relievedÂ
but
daehwi and other dude turn to you and ask,
âWHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING USâ
shiT WHAT THE FUCK
âI LIVE IN THIS DIRECTION MATEâ
âUH-HUH THATâS WHAT THEY ALL SAYâ
âI SWEAR I LIVE RIGHT THERE-â
âARE YOU JINYOUNGâS FAN OR SOMETHING OH MY GODâ
WHY DOES THE NAME SEEM SO FAMILIAR HM
âoh daehwi youâre home? with jinyoung too!â
I TOLD YOU THIS WASNâT NEIGHBOR! JINYOUNG
THIS IS NEIGHBOR! DAEHWI LOL
âah! y/n! youâre going to the same school? well, i guess thatâs perfect then! daehwiâs my son i mentioned the other day! daehwi, meet y/n, the neighbor i told you aboutâ
oh
awk x2
this might as well be a daehwi scenario fuck i need to add more baejin
âh iâ
avoids eye contact
âuh, you know what i think i hear my mom calling haha sorry iâll see you next time mrs lee!!â
DARTS INSIDE
what you didnât notice was that while you and daehwi were avoiding eye contact
jinyoungâs eyes were fixed on you
yOU SEEM FAMILIAR HM I WONDER đđđđ
you didnât even have time to get changed
but your mom was like
ây/N YOUR HOME!! GOOD. GO HANG UP THE LAUNDRY PLEASEâ
???????
you wanted nothing more but to wallow in a corner of shame and awkwardness
but itâs your mom weâre talking about
so you obey
as you hang up your laundry
you get a glance of the lee familyâs dog!!
you immediately went,
screw the laundry
go pet the puppy
but when you pet the pupper through the crack in the fence
you canât help but notice how much he resembles that one dog youâve seem on instagram
but it canât be right???
the world canât be that small-
ây/N STOP PETTING THE NEIGHBORâS DOG AND HANG THE DANM LAUNDRYâ
pouts aggressively
while hanging up your laundry, you could hear laughs from the lee household
they kinda sounded like they were dyingÂ
but you know better
finishing the laundry, you head back in, swiping open your phone
oh look your new classmate tagged you in a photo welcoming you oh thatâs cute
hm, bae jinyoung that ulzzang or whatever posted oH ITâS A PHOTO OF DAEHWI AND HIM WITH ICE CREAM
BITCJ
NO WONDER THE DUDE LOOKED FAMILIAR
SMACKS HEAD
THE DUDE WITH 200K FOLLOWERS GOES TO THE SAME SCHOOL AS YOU????
WHY IS THE WORLD SO SMALL??
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS
and youâre wondering why baejin and daehwi were laughing like hyenas right
well
baejin went straight onto instagram becAUSE WAIT YOU LOOK THAT THE ONE PERSON WITH THE 10/10 DOGGO
and wow it indeed was you
daehwi was like
dude what you looking at???? iâm right here??? PAY ATTENTION TO ME PLS
baejin tells daehwi the story
and daehwi snorts
and the two start laughing like the dumb people they are
daehwi grabs baejinâs phone as he excuses himself to the toilet
for the second time in this fic lol
and shoots you a dm
'hey there ;) wanna hang sometimeâ
baejin returns a moment too late
the deed has been done
he FIGHTS lee daehwi for his phone back
âsorry that was my friendâ
âno it wasnât ;) i just wanna hang with you ;;;;)â
but uh
you could see the two fighting from your bedroom window
and it makes it even more amusing to know that theyâre doing stupid shitÂ
smiling, you reply,
'sure lol why not iâll head over nowâ
because baejin didnât seem like the intimidating person you thought he was before
and while you look around for a jacket to keep you warm
a high pitched scream comes in through your window
you snapped your head towards it
and make eye contact with jinyoung
whoâs on his back with daehwi lying over his stomachÂ
man that fight was intense
but thatâs not the point
you send him a small smile and wave
he cracks a small smile back
and as soon as you disappear from your window
jinyoung starts hitting daehwi because whAT HAS HE DONE
LEE DAEHWI WINGMAN OF THE YEAR
you get interrogated by your parents but you successfully head out
and get welcomed by a huffing jinyoung
he fought daehwi to open the door lm a o
âhey!â
âh-heyâ
âoh! y/n! i wondered who it was!! welcome, welcomeâ
mrs lee ushered you in and fussed over your light clothes
âooooooo baejin has a crushâ
âno daehwi i donât-â
âthen whyâd you fight me for the door hm?â
shit man
knitting boy was right
whYâD HE DO THAT????
FOR A PERSON HE DOESNâT KNOW NONETHELESSÂ
daehwi skips up to you and drags you up to his humble room
jinyoung following seconds after
bUT
AS SOON AS YOU ALL GET SETTLED IN HIS ROOM
DAEHWI EXCUSES HIMSELF TO THE BATHROOM
WHILE SENDING A SLY GRIN TOWARDS JINYOUNG
THAT SNEK
so you two just sit there facing each other
jinyoung avoiding all eye contact
and you just grinning
baejin opened his mouth to apologize for daehwiâs actions
but you spoke first
âif you wanted to hang so badly you couldâve said so yourself!! you didnât have to get someone else to do it!!â
HE FLUSHES
ân-nO ITâS NOT LIKE THAT I-â
man teasing baejin would be adorable osodsb
âiâm joking, i saw everything through my windowâ
IUSVDBAIUBUWEO
BAEJIN IS NOW DEAD
YOU SAW HIM FIGHT DAEHWI FOR THE PHONE
HOW EMBARRASSING
you were melting inside
hOW CAN A HUMAN BE SO ADORABLE
daehwi returns from the bathroom a few moments later and starts chatting with you two
hE BASICALLY HAD TO START THE CONVOS BECAUSE BAEJINâS EMBARRASSED AND YOUâRE JUST AWKWARD
the three of you end up getting closer
âwait the dog on your insta is daehwiâs dog??? i canât believe you lied to meâ
â????the dog on your insta isnât yours either donât act like youâre betterâ
and by the time your mom shot you a text telling you to come home for dinner and baejin had to go catch the last bus home, you three were the golden trio⢠already
the next day at school, you were heading towards your cute gang of friends bUT
YOU WERE KIDNAPPED BY BAEHWI
THEY LITERALLY DRAGGED YOU AWAY
âYOUâRE HANGING WITHÂ U S WE ARE YOUR NEW BEST FRIENDSâ
??????????????????????????OK??????
whenever you hung out with the three, your eyes would keep going to jinyoung and sticking to him
you couldnât help it
you blame his visuals
oh stop y/n u tsun
and jinyoung felt his heart swelling up whenever you smiled
yOUâRE BOTH SO CUTE
DAEHWI CAN TELL THAT YâALL CRUSHING ON EACH OTHER
you made your debut on baejinâs instagram a few weeks later
he posted a selfie of you himself
he was looking flawless but you were mid bite into your lunch lol
then came the wave of comments asking if you guys were dating
baEJIN IS FLUSTERED
HE DELETES THE PIC
but you realize and shoot him a text
âwhyâd you delete my debut on your 200k insta :â<â
âpeople were asking if we were datingâ
âoh. i quite liked itâ
OVEUOWBOV?????AOFBOW
âyou mean the photo????â
THE BOY DOESNâT WANT TO MISUNDERSTAND OK
âof course not lol i look like a mess. i meant the comments of us being togetherâ
Y/N YOU SMOOTH CRIMINAL
BAEJIN IS OFFICIALLY DYING HELP THE BOY
âis this a confession?â
lOOK HIS TEXT MAY SEEM CHILL BUT HE IS FAR AWAY FROM CHILL
âif you like me back,,,, if you donât like me that way then lets ignore thisâ
ânO I DO LIKE YOUâ
âoH!!!!â
YOU DIDNâT EXPECT THIS
âTHEN, UH, ARE WE TOGETHER???â
âNOT OVER TEXT BAE JINYOUNG.â
?????
baejinâs confuzzled
but the next school day comes
and jinyoungâs lowkey nervous for some reason
bUT THE SECOND HE WALKS THROUGH THE GATES
YOU PUSH EVERYONE OUT OF THE WAY AND HUG HIM
â/now/ weâre togetherâ
EVERYONEâS LIKE
âOOOOOOOOOOOO DID YOU HEAR THAT???? THEYâRE TOGETHERâ
DAEHWI IN LEAD
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Love and Marriage - Chapter 15 (Mature, Minors DNI)
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After a loss in the family uncovers a family secret, Jaleia and her husband Jesse are forced to balance one family crisis after another along with their budding careers and their plans to expand their family. Will the pressure to keep everyone else together ruin their own relationship? Can ruined relationships be fixed before itâs too late?
Chapter 15:
"Ugh." I lifted my head from the toliet as I finished heaving. Jesse was holding my hair back since it had decided it ws not going to stay in a ponytail. Pregnancy was really throwing me for a loop. A couple of weeks ago, me and Jess went to the doctor where she confirmed that I was indeed pregnant. I was now about 6 weeks pregnant and the side effects were kicking in real strong. I had been having morning sickness almost every sngle day for the past two weeks. Like clockwork. I was tired no matter how much I slept.
"You think that's it, baby?" Jesse said. This morning sickness routine had added on at least fifteen extra minutes to my morning schedule, so to not be late I woke up fifteen extra minutes early. We were still keeping it quiet, although I think Diana was cathing on. But we decided to still keep it quiet for another month to be safe.
She only was going to stay with us for about two more weeks, just before the end of August. That was supposed to be when Jesse's mom officially closed on the house that is just three doors away from ours.
And while Jesse did did best to try and convince her to move somewhere a little further away, she was sold on that damn house. We saw her almost non-stop. She also was lucky because someone had agreed to buy her old house, but that was going to take longer to close than the one she just bought. Jesse and Di were helping her when they could to pack everything from the house and move it to storage. They had made a lot of progress and this Friday they were going to move the last boxes of stuff into storage. Once her new house closed they would have to move all that stuff into the new house. I had to say her hating me really came in handy because I really did not want to help.
Jesse on the other hand was busy in a lot of meetings to determine whether or not he was going to be the labels next new artist. They really liked him, and he was going to start doing some local performances, and creating public social media accounts, depending on how well he did, with the label's help, determined if this record deal was going to happen. And even though he was still fighting really hard to get it, his previous work with Legacy Records really gave him a leg up. It was looking good but they were really reluctant to give one of, in my humble totally and completely unbiased opinion, their best song writers a shot a making it big. The just weren't sure he had that "star qualilty" they were looking for. In other words, he was a black, non-rapping artist they weren't sure how to market him or if he would sell.
I just sat for a moment, hoping that my stomach had settled. When I no longer felt the waves of nausea crash over me, I started to get up.
"I think I'm done for today, or this morning at least." I told Jesse.
"Good, that means my job here is done." He said. He stood up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, resting his chin on my shoulder, and his hands on my stomach.
"Our baby is in there." I said smiling.
"Yeah, our little girl." he said, kissing my neck lightly.
"How do you know?" I said as I put my hands on top of his.
"Cause thats what I told my sperm to make."
I laughed and rested my head against his chest.
"You know, I've spent so much time not wanting to be pregnant, it feels so good to actually be happy about it." I said.
"I spent so much time trying not to get someone pregnant. It's nice that when I finally did, we're both happy about it."
"Shut up." I said, still smiling.
"Are you nervous?" he asked.
"Of course Jess, I don't want to be a shitty mom. Plus with all the issues I have, I'm scared but I always wanted this and I'm excited."
"You are going to be the most amazing mom ever. You shouldn't even be nervous, Love."
"Are you?"
"Course I am. But I got you, so I ain't even sweating it."
"I see you with Di, you ain't got nothing to worry about, you're going to be amazing as a dad."
"Well if you're going to be amazing, and I'm going to be amazing, then our baby is going to have two amazing parents."
"Damn right." I said.
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"And then I took Benadryl, and it didn't get any better, and then I tried Tylenol, which, I, I,I don't even know why I tried that, I think my wife told me to, actually I think it was my mother actually who told me to take Tylenol, it didn't work and then-"
"Um, sorry to interrupt but do you have any relevant medical history that I don't already know? Anything you think you haven't already told us, um, anything you unusual that you've done or been exposed to that might be making your allergies worse, anything at all?" I said. My patient had been going on and on about stuff that I quite honestly really didn't need to know and I really didn't have time for. I just needed to know if anything had changed since the last time I saw him. But he was extremely long winded.
"Nah, not that I can think of. But you know I have been gardening a lot more, not that I haven't before but I've been doing more, and you know what my wife says, she thinks there's nothing more peaceful then gardening? I kinda see where she's coming from but at the same time it's a lot of work. have you ever done gardening?"
"Um, I used to. Maybe Mr. Ryilke, when you come back you can bring back some samples of the soil, maybe there's some sort of allergen in the soil that is making your lupus go haywire. So I'll give you some instructions on paper of how to collect the samples, how to store them, all that and next time I see you I'll get them tested. As for you nurse Jackie is going to come in and take some samples from you that we are going to test and we should have the results shortly, or within the hour. if you have no further questions, then I'll let Nurse Jackie get started. Do you have any questions, anything at all?" I said as I started to get up.
"Just one question, doctor. Is it normal for my pee to be orange?" I just stoppped and stared for a moment. Then I sat back down, this was going to be a long conversation.
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"Let me just finish up this report, then I'm going to close up. I'm out after this." I said to one of my coworkers, Marie. I was in the research lab and ready to go home. I just had one report to submit and I could have the sweet taste of freedom. I clicked submit after a quick proof read and started to gather my things.
"If you're done then James is going to walk me out if you want to come." she said. I took off my labcoat and hung it around my chair.
"Yeah, that would be great." I called out to her as I followed her out the lab. Marie and James were your typical "should be a couple" in my group of collegues. They clearly had chemistry but they were still in the "will they, won't they" part of their friend/relationship. They were two of the sweetest people I've ever met but also two of the most clueless when it came to dating- well at least dating each other. But I loved working with them, and I figure they have about three months before they can't take it anymore and finally get together.
We walked down the stairwell, with Marie and James having another one of their passionate debates about something random. I guess today's topic was cats versus dogs.
"What about you Jay?" Marie asked as we got to the last landing.
"I got to go with James on this one, sorry Marie, I'm team dogs."
"Not you? Oh God, who do i work with?" she said dramactically.
"Somebody had to say it, Marie." James said.
We all waved goodnight to the nure's station as we walked out of the stairwell and past the Nurse's station.
"Are you coming to Janet's party, Jay?" Marie asked me.
"Oh crap when is that again?"
"This Saturday. it's at the fancy resturant, I think it's french or something." she said.
"I forgot, damn. I'll definitely be there, let me put it in my phone so I don't forget it." I said whipping out my phone. Janet was another doctor in our depatrment, she was nice, I didn't know her well but well enough I guess to go to her birthday party.
James and Marie talked a little more, as we walked through the parking lot. They often got lost in their little bubble and forgot about other people but I was used to it, it was cute. It reminded me of when me and Jesse first got together. It was like no one else in the world existed.
"We parked together here Jay, are you good or do you want us to walk you to your car?" James asked.
"It's still light out guys, I'm not that far away, I'm good. Thank you. I'll see you guys tomorrow!"
"See you!" they both replied.
I walked to my car, hoping that I wouldn't get car sick. I don't know what this baby's obsession with making me vomit was but I was over it. Every now and then being in the car would make me car sick enough to have to pull over and either throw up or let the nausea pass.
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"Jess, babe? I'm home!" I called out as soon as I walked in the door. I wasn't actually sure if he would be home before me today. but the lights were on so I figured he had to be. I walked to the kitchen, looking aorund for him. His mom was sitting in our nook.
"Hello." I said flatly.
"You look really fat and pudgy in that shirt. I don't know why my son would be attracted to that." she replied.
"Why are you in my house if you're going to be rude?" I asked as I put my purse down on the table.
"Why did my son marry trash? I guess we'll never know." she said as she glared at me.
"I don't have to put up with your shit Aiesha. I don't care if you're Jesse's mom. You can leave."
"I don't care if you're his wife, you will never be worthy of my son, you will always be beneath him and if I had it my way, he never would've married you."
"There is literally no reason for you to hate me and yet inexplicably you do. Why?"
"I just think Jesse could have done a lot better than you."
"What does that even mean?"
"Hey, what's going on?" Jesse's voice rang out from behind me. I wasn't facing the door so I didn't even hear hm come in. I turned to face him, giving him a quick peck on the lips, before truning to face his mother again.
"Oh, your lovely wife over here was threatening to kick me out your house. Is that acceptable to you Jesse? You don't mind your wife kicking me out?" Aiesha crossed her arms, a gave Jesse a demanding look.
"Mom, no one is throwing you out. And maybe if you stop insulting Jay, she would stop wanting to throw you out."
"So you are taking her side over your own mother?"
"Mom, there are no sides. I want you two to get along, I love you both."
"I see I'm not wanted here. You would think that after everything that is going on Jesse you would have your own mother's back, but I guess not." she said getting up and storming out of the kitchen. Jesse quickly followed after her as I rolled my eyes. She had such a flair for drama, she should've been an actress.
I could hear him calling for her. I went to reach for a bottle of wine, knowing that I was going to need it to deal with this drama before I realized that I couldn't drink anymore. I put my hand on my stomach, even though there was not yet a baby bump. Since I couldn't have wine, I did buy my favorite brand of mocktails for moments like these. I went to the fridge and poured some into my favorite wine glass. I sat down waiting for Jesse to return. After ten minutes of just waitng there and sipping a mocktail, I got up and started looking for leftovers of the steak stir fry I made last night. I was pulling it out the frigde when Jesse came back in the kitchen.
"Um so, my mom is going to stay the night." he said.
"Why?" I asked as I slid the dish into the oven.
"I'm going to be honest I don't know why, it was the only way to stop her crying." he said rubbing his face as he sat down in our breakfast nook.
"Can you just go easy on her? I know she doesnt look like it but this whole thing is really stressing her out." He said.
"She's stressing me out." I said.
"Jay."
"Jess."
"JAY."
"What? Why am I always the one who has to play nice? I'm sick of it!" I said slamming my hand on the counter.
"You don't think I get sick of you both fighting constantly?" He said.
"If you don't want us to fight then don't allow her to disrespect me."
"I can't control what she does, she's my mother not my child. At least when my dad was here it was easier to keep the peace."
"I don't know what you want from me." I said. An awkward silence filled the room for a few minutes.
"It would be really impportant to me if you went with us on Friday to the old house. It's the last time me and Di and even Ciara is coming up, but it's our last time in the house before it's sold."
"What time?"
"I'll be there all day with Di because we still have to move some stuff out but whenever you get off would be great."
"I can do that, are you doing another gig this Saturday?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Cause I have a birthday party I have to go to, well I don't have to go to, but I should go to and I was hoping you would be able to go with me but since you have a gig I'll just ask Kiara."
"Sorry." He leaned back and closed his eyes.
"It's fine." I said.
"How are you feeling?" he asked as he opened his eyes.
"Annoyed."
"Jay."
"Jess."
"Can you just talk to me?" he said, getting up from the nook. He walked over to where I was standing and put his hands out for a hug, which I gladly accepted. I tucked my face into the side of his neck.
"M'sorry, I'm just tired Jess." I said into his neck.
"I know, baby."
"But I'm fine, Jess. How was your day?"
"Boring, a bunch of meetings and stuff, but I was thinking about the baby," he said as I put my hand on my belly.
"What about a baby?" Aiesha said as she walked back into the room. I quickly dropped my hand from my belly.
"Um, nothing mom, you know I always call her that." he said as we moved away from each other.
"Then why was her hand on her stomach?"
"No reason, I just happened to have my hand there, that all." I said. Of all people I didn't want to find out early, it was his mom. She would not keep it a secret at all.
"Okay, fine, don't tell me, I'll always find out." she said as she walked out. We let out a huge breath.
"That was close." He said.
"Yeah, where's Diana?" I said switching the topic, I didn't know where his mother was lurking around.
"She's at a sleepover, I have to pick her up in the morning." he said.
"Cool, I hope she has a good time she deserves it with all you guys have been through this summer."
"Damn straight."
I went to sit down at our breakfast nook when all of a sudden his mom burst into the kitchen shouting "I KNEW IT!" holding a paper in her hands.
"Mom, what are you talking about?" Jesse asked. My heart dropped.
"She is pregnant, it says so right here! I'm going to have another grandchild!" she shouted excitedly.
"What, what are you talking about?" I said. Hoping that we could keep it a secret just a little while longer.
"I found this test result just hanging around in Jesse's office. Why wouldn't you tell me?"
"Why were you in his office?" I asked.
"Nevermind that, when were you going to tell me that I had a grandchild coming?"
Jesse looked at me. I guess the secret is out. I gave him a look that pretty much said just tell her. I figured it would be less painful that way. He gave me a new favorite look, the "I'll make it up to you" look.
"Okay, mom, you caught us. Jay's pregnant. But you need to promise us that youre going to keep this a secret, we dont want to tell anyone right now."
"Why not tell everyone this is great news isnt it?"
"It is but mom, we've already been through a miscarriage before this and we just want to keep it quiet until we really know for sure."
"How could you not tell me that, Jess? I'm your mother, you could've told me!"
"Well it's not exactly something I wanted to talk about, even with you. But we would really appreciate it if you would keep it on the low."
"Awww baby, of course! You don't know what this means, especially during this time, after your father. My baby boy is having a baby! I'm so excited, for you both."
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I hurried through the parking lot to my car. It was finally friday, the day that I was supposed to meet Jesse at his mom's old house. Ciara had drove all the way out here from Philly to be here. It wasn't supposed to be this big emotional thing but I guess that's what it turned into. Everybody wanted one last time to walk through the house they grew up in, except Shaun. Ciara heard from his wife that the loss hit Shuan hard, he didn't have it in him to visit the house. Which everyone understood, it had only been about three months, not even, since his dad died.
I called Jesse as I pulled out of the parking lot. The phone rang for a while until he finally picked up.
"Hey babe, did you guys get to the house yet?" I said.
"Yeah we all just got here, we have to clear out some boxes and then we'll do the final walk through. Are you just leaving?"
"Yeah, I'll be there in like twenty if traffic's not bad. How you feeling?"
"I'm okay, right now."
"Jess, don't bullshit me, I know you too well for that remember? What's really going on?"
He let out a heavy sigh. "It's going to be hard. I know we're just gonna bring up old shit and, I don't know how to feel about that."
"Well I got you Jess. It's important that you allow yourself to feel what you feel, Allow yourself to be sad."
"I know, I will, Just get here safe, love you."
"Love you too" I pushed the button on my steering wheel to hang up. This summer had taken so many twists and turns and it wasn't even over yet.
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"And do you remember how Dad chased Shaun down the stairs and around the house? He was screaming stuff but he was so mad none of it made any sense." Ciara said.
Everyone in the room was bent over the counters as they laughed at the memory. I stood there behind Jesse's shaking back as he laughed so hard tears rolled down his cheeks. What we thought was going be a very sad and somber last trip turned out to be one of the funniest trips to the house. It was so weird seeing it empty. It was a strange contrast to be an the empty house with everyone laughing and joking and the lively energy it normally had.
Jesse's mom was somewhere upstairs making sure she had everything, we were all in the kitchen, enjoying our last moments here.
Diana smiled, and pointed to a burn spot on the wall.
"I Never noticed that, where was it from?" she asked. Jesse and Ciara exchanged a knowing look.
"You know where most of the damage in the house comes from? Shaun. Second place would go to either dad or Jesse, but most of the damage in this house comes from that idiot." Ciara said.
"Shaun fucked with the roaster, broke it months before thankgiving. Don't know what the hell he was trying to do with it, but he broke it. Mom never uses that thing during the year until thankgiving so she never noticed. She went to cook the turkey and the roaster caught on fire. That was the year we had fried chicken instead of turkey." Jesse explained.
"Me and Jesse both knew it was Shaun's fault so we blackmailed him for six months after that. Mom and dad thought it was just a freak accident and so did the insurance, so Shaun knew that if we told what happened it would've been over for his ass." Ciara said.
"That was a good six months." Jesse said.
"I remember when I found out you had a little crush on Jaleia." Ciara teased. Diana tried to stifle her giggle.
"Shut up, C." Jesse warned. He stood up straight.
"No, I wanna hear, what's this? Spill the tea." I said.
"Well since you insisted," Ciara said with a michevous look on her face. "Jesse was writing a song, and he wasn't expecting me to come home."
"We don't really need to-" Jesse started walking closer to Ciara.
"It was a cute song about having a crush on someone, I didn't let him know I heard it. Would you relax, this is a cute story, would you rather me tell the story of when I walked in on you pleasuring yourself?" She said as Jesse backed her into a wall.
"So you were never good at locking doors?" I said to Jesse.
"Hahaha, you're so funny." he sarcastically said as he briefly turned to face me.
"We will never speak of that day. Why are you like this? It's like you only want to embarrass me." He said to Ciara before backing up with his hands up.
"Because you are my baby brother, and I have to. Anyway, this was in high school, I don't even remember when but I was determined to find out who the song was about. I had some theories, but I couldn't really figure it out, being in college and all. But lucky for me, the homecoming dance was coming up and it was so late at night everyone was sleep except Jess, cause he was in his room practicing how he was going to ask you out!" she said.
"Awww, that's so cute!" I said to Jesse. He was trying to hide his face.
"You should've! I ended up spending most of the night with you!" I said.
"You were in love with Tyler, I didn't think you would say yes."
"So you chickened out? Cause I sure as hell wasn't in love with that boy. Don't play me like that cause you're embarrassed."
"I didn't chicken out, I just didn't think you would say yes." He said as I rolled my eyes. I flapped my arms like wing at him.
"Why did you and the Green bean fall out? Cause y'all made up after high school. You never told me." Ciara said.
"Because he stabbed me in the back. Guess who Imani Cheated on me with?" he said.
"Wait, wait, wait, wait, you NEVER told me that Tyler, Tyler, the guy we grew up with was the one that screwed your fiance?" I said to Jesse.
"I wasn't going to tell anyone. That shit's hella embarrassing." He said. Me and Ciara just stared at him with our mouths open. I couldn't believe this shit.
"We gon talk about this at home." I said.
"So anyone else got any memorires to discuss?" he said, trying to change the subject.
"Yeah, like how the fuck the guy with three kids and no job managed to steal your girl Jess? And it was your best friend? Cause Damn, thats bad." Ciara laughed. She saw the pissed expression on Jesse's face and stopped laughing.
"Oh baby brother I'm not laughing at you, it just the stuation that's a little, you know what, it's not, it's not funny. Sorry." She said. She patted him on his shoulder as Di laughed in the background.
"And I don't know what Di is laughing at because we could be talking about her little boyfriend." Jesse said. Everyone turned and faced her as her jaw dropped.
"Jesse! Shut up!" Diana said. I already knew that Ciara was going to tear that girl apart.
"So what's this about having a little boyfriend, Di?" Ciara said as she walked over to Di.
"Nothing. I don't even have a boyfriend."
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I rest my head on Jesse's chest. We were back home after leaving from the house. I traced imaginary patterns on his chest as we let the air conditioning blast, with the TV lowly playing in the background. We spent so much time at that house, and eventually it did get kind of sappy and tears were shed but really, we had a really good time. I didn't realize how many memories I had in the house until tonight. Seeing Jesse and his sisters embarrass each other and bicker and fight, in a very weird way made me miss my own two sisters, I honestly hadn't even talked to them in a long time, which reminded me that I really needed to call my mother. And my father. I was such a horrible family member-who forgets to talk to their own family? Well it's not like I don't text them often, I just haven't called them, and it's not like I told them to move across the country. I have been so caught up in Jesse's family I kind of neglected my own.
"Whatcha thinking so hard about over there?"
"I am a terrible family member. I have to call like everyone in my family, I haven't spoken to anyone in so long."
"That doesn't make you horrible, it just means you've been busy"
"I feel so bad, I've been so wrapped up in everything going on over here I don't even know what's going on in my own family and that sucks. I have two nephews and when's the last time I even asked about them, I mean I did ask about them through text message but that's a shitty thing to do, just texting, I mean I am their aunt. My family must hate me I mean I never call or-" I was interrupted by Jesse kissing me. He pulled back and said,
"I'm just going to stop you there before you spiral any further. All you have to do to solve this is call them. None of your family live in this state, my family live closer than your and do you think I talk to mine every day?"
"I know I just feel bad and I kind of miss them, seeing you with your sisters, made me miss mine. And my mom and my dad."
"You know they're just one call away."
"Do you think your mom can keep the baby a secret?"
"We got maybe two weeks, three at the most."
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To Aiesha's credit she did keep it a secret.....for about a week. All of the sudden we started to get Congratulations and calls all from Jesse's side of the family, and then his brother and sister called, and they were PISSED that he didn't tell them. I think the only reason I wasn't mad about it was because after she found out she became the mother in law I had always wanted. She stopped insulting me, she started being respectful, she was a completely different person. I loved it and all I had to do is be pregnant? It was amazing. I knew it wasn't going to last though, she didn't just start liking me it was all because of the baby, I knew it but I was definitely going to take advantage of it. Jesse of course could never get mad at his mom for more than five seconds, but at least now we could tell everyone.
All we had to do now was tell my side of the family, cause I knew that if they found out from anyone else that I was pregnant all hell would break loose. So I skyped my mom. I watched it ring for a while. I was sitting on the couch while Jesse was washing the dishes. My heart was beating fast, I don't why I was so nervous to tell my mom, I guess once I told her it made it real. I actually had a baby growing inside me.
"JESSE, come here, I want you to be here when I tell my mom!" I shouted.
"Coming," he replied. I heard the water shut off and then his footsteps. My mom's face popped up into the screen.
"Finally you call. I could've been sick or something and you would never know because you don't call me." She said before I even had a chance to say anything.
"Hey mom. How are you?" I said.
"I'm okay, not that you would know, I haven't heard from you in so long. Texting doesn't count I want to hear your voice."
"Yes mom, I'm sorry, things have been really crazy here."
"Are you doing okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine, better than fine actually. Um, I have some news that I want to tell you."
"Okay, what is it?'
"Hey Mom!" Jess said, sitting next to me on the couch.
"Don't hey mom me, Jesse. What kind of son are you to let it go so long without me giving me a call? You're not exempt. What? I move down here and all of a sudden I don't deserve a damn call? I don't see a damn thing funny." she said as he tried to hide his smirk.
"Shanice, I'm sorry. Like Jay said, it has been really crazy here."
"How the hell would I know that if you don't call? And you miss doctor, don't even have the time to call your own sisters. What's that about? I raised you all to stay close no matter what and now you can't even pick up the phone to call your own sisters?"
"Mom, I'll do better, it's not even like that, it's just been crazy, it really has. I'll call them after you. But I really want to tell you the good news we have."
"Okay, what is it?" she said, finally relenting from the lecture. I looked at jesse.
"I'm pregnant!"
"We're pregnant!" We said. My mom was shocked. I never told her we were even trying so I know she wasn't expecting it and I wanted to really surprise her.
"Oh my God, are you serious?" she said with her hand over her mouth.
"Yeah, she really is." Jesse said smiling.
"I am so happy for you guys, God bless you and my grandchild! That is the best news." she said as she started tearing up.
"Don't cry ma, you're going to make me cry." I said trying not to cry myself.
"Aw, baby girl, I really am so happy for you both. I cannot wait to be a grandma again. I am so happy." she said as she wiped the tears away.
"I'm going to call you later mom, I just really wanted to tell you the good news. I'll talk to you later."
"Okay, love you both so much."
"Love you too mom."
"Love you Shanice, Bye!"
We hung up, I put my phone down on the coffee table.
"Your mom had the best reaction so far, it was cute." Jesse said as he engulfed me in a hug.
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IT SHALL [SURELY BE VENGEANCE] UPON [ALL THEM THAT DO EVILđš]AGAINST MY PEOPLE FOR IT IS SO KNOWN BY ALL WHO BELIEVE IN MEâTHAT [I DO SEE AND HEAR] ALL THAT IS SAID BY ALL LIVING I CREATED
AND IT IS THE SPIRITUALLYđŤAWAKENEDđ
WORLDWIDEđWHO TRUST IN MEâAND THEY SHALL CAUSE [NO TROUBLE] AFTER [UNJUSTLY KILLINGS HAPPEN] FOR SURELY âśONLY BAD THINGS AND MORE DEATHSđSHALL COME OF THIS!!! THERE IS NO DOUBT [ANGER AND DISGUST SHALL RISE] IN YOUR MINDS AND RIGHTLY SO I AM HEâ THY GOD [DO SO ACKNOWLEDGE] YET, REMEMBER A
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CALM HEARTâ¤BRINGS ABOUT A PEACEFUL MIND FOR SURELY THY FAITHâIN MEâ DOES [SO MATTER MOST] FOR SURELY I CREATED THE HEAVENSâMOON, STARS, BILLIONS OF GALAXIESđAND PLANETS INCLUDING THE ONE CALLED EARTHđAND I CONTROL ALL THINGS [THE COMING AND GOINGS] OF ALL MY REAL ANGELSđON EARTHđAND ALSO [THE COMING AND GOINGS] OF ALL REAL DEMONSđšON EARTHđDO SO REMEMBER
THE WORLDWIDE SPIRITUALđŤREVOLUTION IS SO [EFFECTIVE AND WINNING] THE GOOD FIGHT [AGAINST EVILđšDOERS] WHO ARE DETERMINED TO UNDERMINE THE CHANGE IN ALL OF MANKIND
TRUST đTHE SPIRITUALđŤWARđ FOR THE SOULS OF ALL LIVING IS AT STAKE FOR ALL OF ETERNITY MY REAL ANGELS ARE DOING THEIR PART 24/7 YET, [IT IS UP TO YOU] MY CREATED CHILDREN TO DO YOUR PART SO âśKEEP YOUR EMOTIONS UNDER CONTROL âśKEEP YOUR SPIRITUALđŤFAITHâRISING BY PRAYINGđAND CONSOLING EACH OTHER AND AS [SPIRITUALđŤPEOPLE LISTEN] TOO ONE ANOTHER đNO MATTER YOUR SKINđ
âśCOLORâ FOR SURELY IN THE END WHEN MY BIGSIGNâCOMETH UPON THE EARTHđ
[TRUST YOU I DID CREATE] OF SO MANY [DIFFERENT SKIN COLORS]đWILL CLINGđ TO EACH OTHER LIKE A TIGHT KNIT FAMILY AS YOU FIGHT TOGETHER AS ONE TO GET TO SPIRITUALđŤSAFE SPOTS WORLDWIDE đFOR THE SURVIVAL OF YOUR FAMILIESđ
TRUST ON HEAVEN ITSELF THIS IS TRUTH!!!
LISTEN TO ONE ANOTHER LISTEN CLOSELY!
~IAMHEGODTHYLIVINGSPIRITUALGODâ
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REMEMBER, YE IGNORANT MY ANGELS DO AS I SAY DO!!! THEY DO NOT EVER SPEAK OR MOVE UNLESS I SPEAK IT SO!!! I AM HE GODâââââââââââââââââ
BLESSINGS4 THE FLOYD ENTIRE FAMILYđŤ
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FRIDAY MAY 29TH 2020 1100 HOURS PST
FORMER MINNEAPOLIS POLICE OFFICER DEREK CHAUVIN ARRESTED AND CHARGED WITH [THE MURDER] OF GEORGE FLOYDâ
GODâIS ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN CHARGE!
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GODđŤIS REVIEWING [15] OF THE MANYâ THINGS DONE TO US BY THE DEMONSđš WHO HAVE WENT AGAINST HIMâAND HISâ HOLYđŤPLANS FOR MANY YEARS BRINGING ABOUT THE GLOBALđDEADLYđ DISEASE CORONAVIRUSđWHICH HAS KILLED OVER 105,000 AMERICANSđşđ¸AND OVER 370,000 WORLDWIDEđTHESE EVILđš BROWNSTAR DEMONSđšâśâśARE RESPONSIBLE FORââ THEIR DEATHSđAND TRUST OUR GODâHAS SO CHARGED EVERY DEATH UNTO THEM!!! IT IS,
đđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđEXTREMELY IMPORTANT TO PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT [WE MESSENGERS OF HIMâ] POST OR SAY [FOR SURELY YOUR DISOBEDIENCE] GODâWILL SO [MARK DOWN] IN HEAVENSđŤBOOK OF MANKINDS HISTORY FOR THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT [MANY] HAVE SO ALREADY BEEN JUDGED AND SENTENCED TO HELLđĽâââââââââââââââââ
THE SUPREME COURT DECISION ON [DACA] [MAY BE MOVED AGAIN] OR IT MAYBE SO [DECIDED IN LATE JUNE 2020] TRUST THAT GODâLISTENS 24/7 TO THE PRAYERSđOF HIS CHILDREN WORLDWIDEđWHO ARE SO PRAYINGđFOR ALL THE DREAMERSđŤAND FUTURE SEEKERS OF FREEDOM YET MUCH [DAMAGE] HAS BEEN DONE RECENTLY AND OVER THE MANY YEARS CAUSING DISTANCE BETWEEN GODâAND THE BROWNSTARSâ
GODâIS A MIGHTY GOOD GODâAND HE WILL ALWAYS BE SO [FOR SURELY THAT IS] WHO đHE TRULY IS!!! IT IS CLEAR VERY CLEARđ
THAT MANY OF YOU [DO BELIEVE] YOU ARE OVER HIMâHIS SONâAND WE REAL ANGELS
[HE IS NOW] SO REVIEWING THINGS DONE AND ALSO LISTENING TO DAILY PRAYERSđâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹâŹđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
1. VIOLATED MY APARTMENT SPACE!!!â
GIVEN A KEYđTO CLEAN EMPTY UNITS BY THE EVILđšDEMON OVER THE PROPERTY THESE DEMONSđšWITHIN DAYS OF ME SO MOVING IN ENTERED AND STOLE FOOD, TOLIET PAPER AND POURED OUT COFFEE AND MY PAIN MEDICATION NEEDED FOR MY âśBAD KNEESâEVEN THOUGH I WALKED ALL OVER THE [CITY OF ANGELSđ] AND OTHER CITIES BLESSINGS GODSâCHILDREN AT HIS REQUEST WITH ONLY LIMITED FUNDS ON A LIMITED SSI INCOME IT MADE MY LIFE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT EVERY TIME I WENT OUT TO BLESS MY DOOR WAS OPENED FOR YEARS AS IT IS NOW IF MY SON AND I LEAVE AT THE SAME TIME!!! THE REAL DEMONSđš REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE WHO I WAS OR WHAT I WAS DOING AT GODSâREQUEST!!!
THEY WERE TOLD TO STOPđMANY TIMES đNOTES WERE LEFT FOR THEM TO SEEđ
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2. WALKED ACROSS HOLYđŤGROUND!!!â
đĽWARNEDđĽ NOT TO OPEN MY DOOR AND COME IN INVITED STEALING BATH TOWELS AND IMPORTANT PAPERS WITH WRITTEN DOWN ANGEL QUEEN NAMES AND FUTURE EVENTS THAT DID COME TRUE THESE REAL DEMONSđšWERE WARNED NOT TO OPEN MY DOORđŞAGAIN AND [WALK ACROSS] HOLYđŤGROUND AS I AM THE BROTHER OF GODâIN HOLYđŤSPIRIT TRUST GODâMADE ME WARN THEM DEMONS OVER AND OVER!
THE EVILđšSHE DEMONđšWAS TOLD IT THEY DIDN'T STOPđREAL CANCERđWOULD BE GIVEN!!! TRUST GODâDID RAISE MY HEAVENLYđŤPOWERFUL FISTđ¤ AND THE DEMONđšHAS REAL DEADLY CANCER!!! âââââââââââââââââ
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3. STOLE A PRICELESS FAMILY PICTUREđˇ
REAL DEMONSđšIN [FLESH]EAVESDROPED IN ON A CELLPHONEđłCONVERSATION I WAS HAVING WITH SOMEONE ABOUT A PICTURE OF [MY DECEASED BIG BROTHER] GIVEN TO ME OVER 28+ YEARS BY HIS WIFE MY SISTER IN LAW [AFTER HE WAS KILLED] IN A HORRIFIC ACCIDENT NEAR SONOMA ON đJULY 16TH 1986đ THE PICTURE OF MY BROTHER I EXPLAINED TO MY FRIEND I WAS GOING TO HAVE IT PUT ON A T-SHIRT FOR HIS ONLY SON WHO GOING TO TURN 31 IN OCTOBER OF 2014 THIS WAS LATE JULY BECAUSE I MOVED IN JULY 14TH MY NOW GROWN NEPHEW WAS ONLY 2 1/2 WHEN HIS FATHER DIED, HE NEVER SAW THE PIC I HAD HIS MOM OFFERED ME HIS DADS CAR A NICE BROWN EL CAMINO, OR HIS WATCHâTRUST I APPRECIATED IT BUT DECLINED SO SHE BROUGHT IN A BOX OF OLD PICTURES AND ASKED WHICH 1 DID I WANT I PICKED THE 1 THAT WAS THE COOLESTđ DATED 3/8/1981 [HE WAS ON REFORGER]INSIDE OF A ARMY TENT LAYING BACK ON A COT WITH A BOTTLE OF JACK DANIEL'S IN ONE HAND A ARMY ISSUED PISTOL IN THE OTHER A REAL JOINT IN MOUTH AND A SMILE ON HIS FACE!
đYESđSOMETIMES DURING OPERATIONS MILITARY PERSONNEL KNOWING THEIR GOING TO BE IN [THE FIELD] FOR A WHILE SNEEK SHIT IN THEIR DUFFLE BAGS IT'S BEEN GOING ON INTHE MILITARY SINCE DAY1 NONE THE LESS THESE DEMONđšBITCHES STOLE THAT PRICELESS PICTURE THAT I WAS GOING TO GIVE TO MY NEPHEW [AFTER I HAD IT PUT ON A SHIRT] FOR HIS 31TH BIRTHDAYđOCTOBER 22ND 2014 THEY STOLE A PRICELESS PICTURE SHOWING OFF USING IT TO SPREAD VICIOUS EVILđšLIES ABOUT THE MAN ON THE PIC BEING MY LOVER, EVILđšBITCHES KNEW THAT WAS MY DECEASED BROTHER CAUSE THEY DID HEAR MY CONVERSATION THROUGH MY OPEN BEDROOM WINDOW THAT HOT DAY YET REAL DEMONSđšIN [FLESH] HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RESPECT FOR THE DEAD!!!âââââââââââââââââ
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4. TRIED TO HIT ME WITH NEW CARâ
AS I WAS WALKING TO TAKE OUT MY TRASH ONE MORNING I NOTICED THAT THE EVILđšSHE DEMONđšBITCH WAS WARMING HER NEW CAR UP SO I WATCHED CAREFULLY AS SHE SAT THERE YET AS I WALKED RIGHT PASSED THE BACK OF IT BUT NOT TO CLOSE SHE QUICKLY BACKED UP ALMOST HITTING ME!!! THANK YOU GODâFOR WARNING ME!!!
[MOFO'S PAID] A LOT OF EVILđšMONEYđľ
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5. SPREAD EVILđšDEMON LIESâ
[THINKING SHE COULD GET AWAY WITH IT]
SINCE EVERYONE IN THE WORLDđ KNEW THAT GODâ SAID [I COULD NOT TOUCH] ANY OF MY [3] TOP HEADANGELQUEENSđđđGABBY AND SANDRA IN LAS VEGAS OR ANA IN NORTH HOLLYWOOD OR ANY IN THE CITY OF VAN NUYS LIKE MY CHOSEN DARKSTARS MIMI AND Dd THIS EVILđšLYING DEMON DID SO [SPREAD THE RUMOR] THAT SHE SLEPT WITH ME! NOT IN A BILLION YEARS WOULD I EVER, EVER SLEPT WITH A REAL DEMONđš
ESPECIALLY, SINCE 1, GODâSEES ALL AND WOULD [KILL MY ASS] EVEN IF I SLEPT WITH ANY OF MY REAL LUVSđ BEFORE IT WAS TIME TO CREATE OUR BABYANGELSđAND #2 MY QUEENSđ[KNOW MY EVERY MOVE] AS [POSTED BEFORE] BECAUSE GODâ DID SO [TIE] US AS ONE MANY CENTURIES AGO!
YET I HEARD [FALSE BULLSHIT] ALL OVER TOWN, LYING EVILđšBITCH, AS GODâSAID [THIS BITCH] DOES NOT EVEN KNOW THY BIRTHMARK DIRECTLY UPON THY CHEST OR STOMACH THE SHE DEMONđšKNOWS NOT WHICH ONE A HEAVENLYđŤUNIQUE SHAPE TRULY UNFORGETTABLE SHE IS A BIG LIAR!!!
TRUST HER EVILđšSOUL CAST INTO HELLS DEEPEST FLAMINGđĽPITS LONG AGO!!!
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6. WENT AGAINST GODSâHOLYđŤLAW!!!â
TRIED HER EVILSELFđšHAD HER BITCH EVIL SONđšNEIGHBORS ON BOTH SIDES OF ME AND DEMONSđšACROSS THE STREET TO MAKE ME STAND UPâGOING AGAINST GODSâđŤHOLYđŤPLANS AND HOLYđŤLAWâ đđđCOMMITTING A GREAT SINđđđAGAINST OUR GODâOVER AND OVER!!!
THEY WERE TOLD A HEAVY PRICE WOULD BE PAID IN FULL AND IT SHALL GODSAYS!!!
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THAT'S WHY CORONAVIRUSđWAS SENT!!! IT IS HIS [1ST WRATHâAGAINST MANKIND] AFTER THE DEMONSđšWERE TOLD MANY TIMES YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHATS COMING!!!âââââââââââââââââ
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7. LAUGHABLE INTIMATIONâ
I'VE BEEN CALLED NIGGER SO MANY TIMES [ITS RIDICULOUS] LORD!!!
I HEARD 'HE SHOULD BE CASTRATED'
I'VE BEEN CALLED FAG AND HOMOSEXUAL IN TWO DIFFERENT SPANISH DIALECTS FOR YEARS [BY BROWNSTARS ALL OVER TOWN] FOR MANY YEARS!!! YES [UNGRATEFUL] AND TOTALLY DISRESPECTFUL I TOLD MY LORD!
THE DEMONSđšIN [FLESH] HAVE TIRED TO [FORCE ME TO BLESS] THEM BY WALKING DIRECTLY IN MY PATH ON THE STREETS BIG MISTAKEđ¤đ
THE DEMONSđš[HAVE TRIED] TO AWAKEN ME IN THE EARLY DARK HOURS BY TALKING SHIT OUTSIDE ON THE SIDEWALK BUT GODâAND I ARE SO USUALLY ALREADY UP!!!
THE DEMONSđš[HAVE TIRED TO PROVOKE] ME OVER [THE LAST YEAR OR SO WHEN I'M [SPEAKING IN HOLYđŤSPIRIT] WITH GODâ DURING THE DAYTIME HOPING TO CAPTURE ME ON THEIR APARTMENT CAMERASđĽ
RESPONDING TO THEIR EVILđšBULLSHIT SO THEY CAN RUN TO [MY VA VASH REPS] AND [HOUSING AUTHORITY] AND SAY, SEE THIS GUY IS UNSTABLE!!! BITCHES PLEASE SMDHâââââââââââââââââ
MY GODâIS REAL HE SEES AND KNOWS ALL!âââââââââââââââââ
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8. DEADLYđEXPLOSIONđĽMEANT TO BE?â
AFTER SPENDING THE WEEKEND AT ONE OF MY SISTER'S I CAME BACK AND BEFORE I GOT A FEW FEET FROM MY FRONT DOORđŞ THE SMELL OF LEAKING GAS WAS STRONG ENOUGH TO KNOCK A BULL TO THE DIRT!!!âââââââââââââââââ
TRULY I THANK GODâTHAT MY SON WAS OVER HIS GRANDMOTHER'S AT THE TIME ONCE I OPENED THE DOORđŞI HAD TO HURRY UP AND STEP BACK!!! IMMEDIATELY I MADE AN EMERGENCYđ¤łCALL TO THE GAS COMPANY WHO HAD A WORKER THERE IN ABOUT đ5 MINUTESđHE HIMSELF HAD TO COVER HIS FACE YET OPENED A WINDOW I FORGOT [AFTER EXPLAINING TO ME] THAT đSOMEONE HAD LOOSENED A SMALLđ CONNECTOR WHICH [IF NOT REPORTED] IN POSSIBLY A FEW MORE MINUTES COULD HAVE CAUSED A đĽHUGE EXPLOSION!!!đĽ
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âśANYTHING TO SEPARATE ME AWAY FROM MY BLESSED CHOSEN ANGELQUEENWIVES
ASK YOURSELVES, [WHO DOES SHIT] LIKE THAT? NONE BUT THE EVILđšOF SATANđš
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9. DISRESPECTED MY FAMILYâ
TOTAL DISRESPECT!!! FROM THE TIME MY YOUNGEST SON CURTIS JR. TRIED TO GAIN EMPLOYMENT AND WAS SHUT OUT OF THE SYSTEM BY THE REAL DEMONSđšPUTTING THE WORD OUT IN VAN NUYS THAT IF I DID [NOT STAND UP AGAINST] GODâFOR THEM MY SON COULD NOT EVER WORK IN THIS TOWN! đPOINT 1, HE APPLIED AT SEVERAL PLACES THAT [I BLESSED FOR MONTHS] THAT WAS HIRING! HE KNEW THEY WE'RE HIRING BECAUSE I TOLD HIM I ALSO TOLD THE MANAGERS AT THIS PLACES TOO EXPECT VISIT FROM MY SON WHO WAS LOOKING FOR WORK! EACH TIME NO LUCK! NO PROBLEM KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND KEEP APPLYING EVEN THOUGH DEMONSđšPUT THE WORD OUT!!! BUT AFTER THE LAST ONE I TOLD HIM JUST WAIT!!! CHECK THIS!!!
MACDONALD'SđHIRED HIM, TOLD HIM TO COME BACK FOR HIS ORIENTATION IN A [COUPLE OF DAYS] BECAUSE THEY WERE GOING TO HIRE 2 MORE PEOPLE! AFTER A COUPLE OF DAYS HE WENT BACK UP THERE AND WAS TOLD TO COME BACK A 3RD TIME THE NEXT DAY TO. FINALLY GO THROUGH ORIENTATION AND GET HIS WORK UNIFORM
3 FUCKING TIMES HE WENT UP THERE ONLY TO BE TOLD DEMONđšBULLSHIT AND WHEN HE WENT THERE THE LAST TIME THEY SAID đđTHE MANGER WOULD CALL HIM!!!đđ
GODâSAID, [YOU WERE RIGHT AGAIN] THE BROWNSTAR DEMONSđšIN VAN NUYS WILL NOT EVER CHANGE!!!
đłBEING CONNECTED TO DEMONTRUMPđšTHE DEMONSđš[HAVE BEEN TOLD] ABOUT CERTAIN FAMILY CONVERSATIONS WHICH [WERE MEANINGLESS] SINCE ITS JUST [VERBAL ANGELđTALK] BUT ALL OF MY FAMILIES PHONESđłHAVE BEEN TAPPED BY THE DEMONTRUMPđšADMINISTRATIONđš
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WHEN EVER YOU HEAR ECHOES WHEN YOU ARE [TALKING TO SOMEONE] TRUST YOUR PHONE IS DEFINITELY TAPPED!!! BELIEVE IT, I USE TO WORK FOR NEXTEL PARTNERS IN LAS VEGAS BEFORE THEY SOLD OUT TO SPRINT. IF YOU'RE WONDERING IS OUR âśCONVOS STILL BEING LISTENED TOO?â
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[YES] BUT WE'RE USE TO IT UNCLE SAMđşđ¸ HAS BEEN AROUND MY ANGELđFAMILY [FOR MANY DECADES!!!] REMEMBER, MY [MIB] CONVERSATION AFTER SWEARING IN UNCLE SAMSđşđ¸ARMY HE HAD A FILE!!! YEAH, THE LIFE OF REAL ANGELS IS NO JOKE!!!
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đ2 WEEKSđTHE REAL DEMONSđšIN WASHINGTON, DC DECIDED TO TAKE OVER MY CELLPHONEđłBY CONTROLLING WHEN I CAN OPERATE IT!!! IF I POST CERTAIN THINGS THEY TRY AND ERASE THEM SO THE WORLDđDOES NOT KNOW THE TRUTH REALITY!!! FOR INSTANCE LAST WEEK GODâ WANTED [THE SIGN OF HEAVENS LIGHT] TO BE SEEN POSTED BY HIS SPECIAL ANGELđŤ TIMđKNOWN AS UFO MAN IT WAS TITLED FLASHING LIGHTS RECORDED IN THE UKđŹđ§
IT WAS A AWESOME TRUTH REALITY VIDEO THAT I TRIED TO POST BUT IT WAS ERASED INSTANTLY AND YOUTUBE UNDER ORDERS ERASED THE VIDEO WITHIN MERE MINUTES
NOW THE REAL DEMONSđšTHINK THAT THEY ARE IN SOME TYPE OF CONTROL âśWHEN THE TOTAL OPPOSITE IS TRUE!!!â
đđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđGODâIS IN TOTAL CONTROL OVER ALL OF MANKIND WHICH IS EVIDENT IN THE VERY POWERFUL COVID-[19] GLOBAL PANDEMIC
HEAVENLYđŤANGEL WAR SHIPSđ˝AND HEAVENLY ANGEL WAR ORBSđBEING SEEN âś[GLOBALLYđNOW MORE THAN EVER]â BEFORE IN MANKIND'S SHORT HISTORY AND PEOPLE ARE POSTING EVIDENCE DAILYđ
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10. SOLD OUT OWN RACE!!!â
STUPID ASS EVILđšDEMONSđš[FOR YEARS] REPEATEDLY WENT AGAINST GODâAND HIS HOLYđŤPLANS [AND STILL DO KNOWING] FULL WELL THE CONSEQUENCES IN FLESH AND IN THE SPIRITUALđŤWORLD AFTER THEY DIEđ[YET THEY REFUSE TO OBEY!!!]
đOVER A YEAR AGO I TOLD THE DEMONS YOU'RE GOING TO NEED US, GODS ANGELS IN THE FUTURE ONE DAY AND WE WILL NOT HELP ANY OF YOU [BECAUSE WE DO NOT] [OWE YOU SHIT!!!]â TRUST I MEANT EVERY WORD!!! EVILđšDEMONđšMOFO'S ACT LIKE WE OWE THEM SOMETHING UNGRATEFULâ âśSELLOUTS OF THEIR BROWNSTAR RACEâ
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VOLUNTEERS TO GO AGAINST US FOR CASH THEY GAMBLED WITH THEIR VERY LIVES!!!!
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THESE IGNORANT REAL DEMONS IN FLESH
ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT [NO MATTER] HOW MANY YEARS THEY DISRESPECTED MY GODSâ HOLYđŤPLANS, OR [WE HIS ANGELS] THEY COULD GET PAIDđľEVILđšGAINS FOR YEARS AND STILL GET HELP ON [DACA!!!]
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đšTHEY ASSUMEDđšTHEY HAD ME IN A CLASSIC CATCH 22 BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE MEANING THAT I HAD TO TAKE THEIR EVILđšBULLSHITđšAND STILL HELPđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
[THE DACA DREAMERS] BECAUSE GODâ [BLESSED ME] WITH SO MANY BEAUTIFUL đBROWNSTAR đđANGELQUEENWIVESđ
THEY WERE COUNTING ON MY WIVESđTOO âśPRESSURE ME INTO HELPING THE [DACA] âśDREAMERS [WHICH I WOULD HAVE DONE] âśANYWAY IF GODâ HAD NOT BEEN TOTALLY âśDISRESPECTED HAD NOT WE ALSO BEEN âśTOTALLY DISRESPECTED!!!!! NOT NOW!!!!!âââââââââââââââââ
UNFORTUNATELY, [THAT SHIT BACKFIRED]â BECAUSE OF THE WAY MY ANGELđ FAMILY AND I HAVE BEEN AND ARE STILL TREATED!
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SO IT IS BEST FOR [THE DREAMERSđŤ] TO SO KEEP THEIR FAITHâSTRONG IN GODâ
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FOR SURELY HE IS REVIEWING THESE EVIL DEEDSđšBY BROWNSTAR DEMONSđšAND YOUR [LACK OF SPIRITUALđŤSTRENGTH] TO STEP FORWARD AND [SPEAK UP] FOR WHAT đWAS BEING DONE IN THE NAME OF YOU đBROWNSTARS BY THEM!!! GODâWATCHED đFROM HOLYđŤHEAVEN AS YOU STOOD BY đFOR YEARS AND SPOKE NOT A WORD OF đSUPPORT FOR ME, HIS ANGEL BROTHER FORCED TO BLESS YOU FOR YEARS!!! SMDH!
THIS IS NOT THE 1ST TIME I POSTED THINGS WE HAVE BEEN AND STILL GO THROUGH!!!!!
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MANY DREAMERS IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD!
MANY WORLDWIDEđPRAY FOR YOU DAILY!
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IF THESE EVILđšDEEDS [ARE ERASED] GODâ SHALL HAVE ME POST THEM ANOTHER TIME!!! YET THESE ARE BUT A FEW OF MANY REASONS [I WILL NOT HELP BROWNSTARS] BEFORE THE SUPREME COURTS DECISION!!!
GODSAYSđŤIN THE ALMOST [6 YEARS] OF THIS EVILNESSđšDONE IN [HIS CURRENT] DEMON NEIGHBORHOOD NOT 1,â NOT 1,â BROWNSTAR SPOKE UP AGAINST THE REAL DEMONSđšSUPPORTING MY BROTHER AS I AM HE [FORCED HIM TO BLESS VAN NUYS] AND MANY OTHER CITIES IN CALIFORNIA!!!
HE HAS LIVED IN VAN NUYS SINCE 1/2013
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GODSAYSđŤONLY [10] WILL BE MENTIONED THIS DAYđ
AS THE IMPORTANCE OF OUR SPIRITUALđŤWAR AGAINST DEMONSđšIS FAR GREATER THAN THESE ALREADY KNOWN EVILđšDEEDS WHICH HAVE TRULY CAUSED MUCH WRATHâUPON MANKIND!!!!!âââââââââââââââââ
MORE POSTED AT [10AM] TIME FOR DEEP SPIRITđŤUSING MY 3RD EYE!!! 0505HRS PST
âśSHARE THIS IMPORTANT INFO POST!!!!!â
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[IF] DACA ENDS [BLAME] DEMONTRUMPđšAND THE SELLOUT BROWNSTAR DEMONSđš
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WORLDđLEADERS ALL LAUGHING LOUDLY
PEACE PROTESTORS RAN HIMđšUP INTO A BUNKER!!!
NOT TERRORIST, GODS PEACEFUL PEOPLE!!!
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GODSAYSđŤIF MARTIAL LAW COMES YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO MY CHILDREN!!!
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That's not my brush. My brush i leave in the bathroom doesn't have a handle because it broke... And the others are in my room.
He didn't say anything about it. Dead silence this morning. He actually didnt wake me up like he does every morning until the water turned on. I didn't even hear him leave the bathroom
Operation Poopoid is becoming successful. Those jeans i dropped right on the pile of fresh shit. So the whole other side is covered. I also don't use toliet paper. I carry my wipes to and from the bathroom every time. He's the one that is gonna have to get a new roll. He really is stupid. Chris will go get paper towels or Kleenex before he touches shit. If he can't find any he will ask me and i always have Kleenex. I cry A lot. It makes me have to blow my nose.
But i was reminded how ALEX LAUGHLIN every time i had to shit at the school he would tell the kids to start screaming. And i would run out all unfinished with my business.
And he would say "what? Who was here? You don't Trust him?" And he would look at his Dick all like im the man Don't be like that you don't scream in bed .
"Or he would say "you took too long""
"What did you have to go to the bathroom?"
That trust me shit that's what stopped him. "Because me? Why are they screaming? Every thing should be fine. Alex is in there. Alex. What If hes dead? So wonder why the fuck i go look while smelling like a steaming shit ball" but it was the whole he brought it up laughing when we were going to bed and i didn't give him sex so he could think about his brain use that made him stop and think of a decent way to celebrate stopping by having a half normal conversation with the children that i didn't actually have to fix for once.
I always had to shit after i ate. It was at random times too depending how full my guts were. What i ate ajd how it digested all week. Not just two days. Water content. Even the pollution in the air affected how fast my food digested but it was always after I ate that i had to shit. So I always tried to have free time from the time i would typically shit. So at some point i would shit.
So i asked snoop because i was having the ass hole cover while my ass hole was busy. So i asked snoop can't they just be alone when i shit?
All the people i had to ask opinion of thought it was hilarious.
Because we did "Rule: School"
To prevent further kidnapping and detachment m social issues and So on since they were orphans we did all the rules of school. Teacher doesn't cuss or leave kids unattended or smoke in class or beat them.
But our lessons were parental lessons besides history and math and cursive. So it was half school half sociology and psychology but we called it "play" so they knew it was different than regular school. And it was at night because we ALL even the kids hated early mornings. Noon. And 2 pm were too early.
So we started at 4pm
It was family time for orphans so we figured that was when they would really be paying attention at home so to articulate their brains to be awake and thriving and learning at a curve that i could teach would basically set them up without failure. And doing the psych and soc in the "after noon" meant that at home it would be midnight around and be safely tucked in their beds so they would be free to critically think was Snoops words. Because at midnight they would be able to critically think on their own aboit the school day.
Cause 4 pm they get home have dinner do homework. So then 8 pm time to bed bed to be molested but in school they learned at starting at 8pm to start critically thinking on their own and to fight back adults. So they could prevent being molested said snoop Dogg
I didnt want school. Until he said that. While pretending to tie his shoes. Because he knew that would get me and i was always tying kids shoes and he didn't wanna teach full time.
So i may talk about all I did with the kids but snoop taught 3 days a week.
i ended up taking over. I think he was afraid of my idle hands getting on drugs.. But he also got cancer. He couldn't talk anymore.
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Donât Speak
Pairing: Dean x Reader, Bobby, mentions of SamÂ
Word Count: 1377
Summary: Dean gets wounded on a hunt but it leaves him with a new sense, he can hear thoughts when he hears yours he learns that the woman he loves doesnât know how to love herself. He does all he can to comfort her.Â
Warnings: Angst, fluff, MindReader!Dean, hurt/comfort, TW: Negative self-talk
A/N: So this was written for anon who requested , Can you do a Dean x Reader where the reader is quiet and doesn't talk much with Sam or Dean. On a hunt Dean gets cursed and can read minds and he's happy because he's able to know the reader better but when he reads her minds it's all negative thoughts and Dean tries to help her. I hope I was able to write what you were looking for anon.Â
Deanâs head was aching, he felt a sharp pain flaring out around the area of his left eye and all he could do was rub his temple and pray that it would die down soon. He had gone after the Satori, a Japanese monster that Bobby assured him had no reason to be in the deep woods of Southern Oregon, and managed to gank it fairly quickly. The thing was, it had managed to slash his forearm open before he struck it down completely, and ever since then, he had been getting the strange headaches.Â
âBobby, I donât know are you sure these things arenât like poisonous or something?â he asked the older hunter listening to the crinkle of papers being shuffled in the background.Â
âNah, donât see anything like that, maybe youâre just tired boy, get some rest.âÂ
Bobby wasnât really one for chit chat Dean thought briefly.Â
âNo, whatever, itâs fine, I just want to get back to Sam and Y/N,â it was true, Dean had been more worried than usual lately about both of them.
Sam was acting like Superhunter and Y/N was even more silent than usual, always curled up as far away from him and his brother as possible, avoiding saying anything that was strictly necessary. It seemed like an even worse sign of something bad going on when he considered the fact that the three of them were used to sharing tiny motel rooms on a regular basis and now it seemed like all of them together in the tight space was like someone stuffing gasoline into a bottle, an explosion waiting to happen.Â
Pulling into the poorly lit motel parking lot, he had a fleeting moment where he worried about Baby being left alone in such a seedy looking place, but then he reminded himself that for the most part she always ended up being fine.Â
He rubbed his forehead as a blip of pain shot across the front of his skull. He thought he heard Y/Nâs voice but as he turned his head in every direction he saw he was definitely alone. Grabbing his bag as quickly as possible all he could think about was seeing Y/N, he hadnât ever told her about his feelings towards her, making sure that he only ever treated her like a sibling, no different than Sammy he told himself. The thing was when he saw her face after he came back from hunts like these, his heart fluttered in a way that reminded him it wasnât like they were siblings at all.Â
As he pulled the door open he was half-relieved half-worried at noticing that his brother was off somewhere, and he was alone with only Y/N for company.Â
âHey Y/N, hows research going?â Dean asked as he set down his bags and moved over towards her, she was curled up on the motel bed with a book buried in the crook of her arm.Â
âFine, I guess,â she said with a wave of her hand, her eyes not even glancing up towards the older Winchester.Â
A horrible thought suddenly struck Dean at the casual dismissal, it wasnât just the fact that she didnât look up at him, but also the fact that her mouth hadnât moved, and this time he had been positive it was her familiar warm voice that had spoken.Â
âWhat did you say?â He said trying to keep the note of horrified urgency to an absolute minimum.Â
âNothing,â her Y/E/C eyes widened at the look that he had on this face, âDean are you alright?â She asked.
âIâm fine,â he said as he searched her face waiting to see if she was going to speak anymore without moving her mouth.Â
Thatâs when it happened, clear as if she was standing having a conversation with him, he heard the words, âWinchesterâs, there can never be a dull moment with them around.â But her mouth was closed and she was standing in front of him doing nothing more than briefly rolling her eyes at him.
He wasnât sure if he was supposed to be annoyed, terrified, or ecstatic. On one hand, he knew it would be wrong to use his new mind reading powers to see if the girl he had been crushing on for ages actually liked him back, on the other, she was so quiet and shy he knew it was the only opportunity he would probably ever have.Â
âDean,â it was her voice again and he had to look up at her face to see if she was just thinking about him or actually talking, but he knew it was talking as she reached out and touched his forearm, âYour bleeding, letâs get you cleaned up.âÂ
He followed her lead into the tiny dimly lit bathroom, and he sat down on the lid of the toliet seat and spread his knees so she could stand between them. He watched her silently grab a washcloth from the shelf behind his head. Then heard the rushing water from the sink beside his head wetting it before rolling up the cuff of his faded green flannel.Â
He couldnât help but try and flex a little in a hope to impress her and maybe cause her to think about him in a way other than another hunter, or even worse, a brother but his stomach clenched at the next thought he heard clearly.Â
âAt least I know how to sew people up, Dean would never keep me around otherwise, just look at me, Iâm disgusting.â It was her voice, the one he often heard laughing and jokingly saying his name in his dreams, and he wanted to reach out and touch her but he forced himself to stay still.Â
He watched her as she wandered around the motel room, leaving briefly to grab the little metal box that held their first aid kit, and comes back holding a bottle of Jack, handing it to him to prepare him for the sting and pull of the needle to sew up the giant slashes that were dug into his skin.Â
At the first poke of the needle, he started to shake, but it wasnât like she must have assumed due to her work doing stitches, it was her voice again, like she was talking right against his ear, while she stood mouth firmly closed in front of his eyes.Â
âIt isnât just Dean and Sam that donât need you, your worthless, no other hunters would take you in no matter how many books you could read. You only manage to get in the way, other girls like Jo and Pamala, they were gorgeous, you didnât hold a candle to them.âÂ
âDean,â it was Y/N only this time she was talking out loud, fingers snapping in front of his face, âam I hurting you?âÂ
He wasnât sure what to say, so he did the only thing he could think of, he surged forward and pressed his lips against hers. For a moment all he could feel was the open o of her surprised face holding firm against his pliant lips, but she relaxed against him, kissing him back for just a second before pulling her head away.Â
The whole time their mouths had been connected Dean could hear the thoughts racing, âIâm not, pretty, smart, good, sexy, on and on and on, enough for Dean Winchester to want me.âÂ
âJust so you know Y/N,â Dean said as he put his hand on the side of her face, âI have never known anyone as perfect, wonderful, beautiful, or as smart as you. You are the best human I have ever come across, alright,â he kept his voice stern hoping that it would be enough to keep her brain from arguing.Â
âOk then,â he heard it twice, from her mouth and in her head, and she turned and walked out of the dingy bathroom.Â
Dean knew that he had a new task ahead, he no longer worried about whether or not to share his feelings with her. Instead, he knew that his only goal in life was showing her just how amazing she truly was. He was excited because he knew that tonight was the first night in the most amazing journey he had ever started on.Â
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the beginning
this really is not the beginning of my journey. but i am in a better place than i was in. so now i can tell my story. i am not fixed or perfectly fine. i am still a crumpled up mess just straighten out just a little bit. kinda like when you ball up a piece of paper and then try to stretch it back out. no matter how hard you try, you will never get it to its original form. that is me. i will never be how i used to be, but if i work on myself enough, maybe i can get pretty close. Depression runs in my family. so does bipolar. when i became a teenager i started to have these dark feelings and i never knew why. I was sad or angry all the time and it confused me because no matter how much i tried i couldnt change myself. not long after, my family found out that my sister was VERY depressed and was self harming. i have never seen anything more traumatic. she would hurt herself so that she would feel better for just a little bit. i always thought that was stupid because i could grasp how that would help. UNTIL i tried it. i dont really remember the first time doing it. all i know is i was about 14 years old and i finally understood why people did it. itâs such a sad situation that people put their selves through. we hurt our selves, THAT IS ALREADY HURTING. we put our selves though one pain so we dont have to feel the other one. its sad that we have to feel a physical pain so we dont have to feel a mental pain. ANYWAYS back to my story. years went by, my ass still depressed. nobody knew to be clear. like nobody had a damn clue. one i didnt want people to know, another reason because i didnt want to alex to know. i didnt want to make my problems her problems. i felt like she was struggling worse. so i made her problems my problems. we got really close at that moment in time. then i got into some trouble, that im not even going to talk about because it was fucking stupid and im glad it happened because i wouldnt have met some of people i know now if i didnt move schools. i had to move to cville school and i was mad as hell about at the moment. i hated all four years of high school but some people made it bareable. i met my first love in that highschool. fuck. i was so in love with him. and if things were different i bet we would still be together. i have so many memories with him. memories that top anything else that has happened in my life. i wasnt allowed to date him because he was mixed. i got introuble several times because i got caught talking to him, but nun crazy. ill make another post about him because i could talk about him for days. i also met a forever friend, jordan. she be pissing me off but she will always be my bitch. me and her got some CRAZY memories together. i wasnt allowed to leave my house while i was in highschool. i couldnt go ride around. i had to stay locked inside my house for most of my life. it destoryed me. being alone for such a long time was the worst thing. my depression got so bad. i cried myself to sleep just about every night. but when i was dating david i was NEVER sad. me and him were off and on, but when we were together i was at peace. i didnt ever get in another relationship for most of high school besides david. like i didnt get in anything serious, i just talked to another people but it didnt last long because i couldnt leave david alone. but the summer before my junior year i met this guy. he was PIECE OF FUCK IN MY TOLIET. his name was eian and he was so fucking cute and i loved his personality and how he acted towards me. he was so fun and he wasnt afraid to act crazy around me. we were backj and forth for about 5 months. he was talking to me and about 5 other girls. he didnt talk to us at the same time, he would just pick a girl to talk to for about two weeks and then he would move on to the next girl. fuck that dude. but as soon as he was out of the picture guess what my ass did, yep, went back to my david. we dated again until december, but because of some stuff that had happened in our past i just couldnt make myself be in love with him. and it sucked because he was so perfect. not very long after that i started talking to this boy. his name is brenton. and now, two years later, we are still dating. our relationship is a fucking mess but we are still together. the first and a half me and brenton dated was fucking amazing. but then things started changing and it just hasnt been the same. ill make a post later about him. Well this past november, we broke up. and i went down hill. not because we broke up, but because he was my only friend. he was the only one i hanged out with, talked to. he was the only one that knew i was struggling. well during this month me and him were broken up, i tried to reach out to him because i needed him. i really needed him. and he thought i was just trying to trick him into getting back with me. i have been suicidal for a while now but it was never anything to serious, nothing that i couldnt control. until we broke up. i was so alone. all the time. i had to friends. nobody needed me. nobody reached out to me. nobody noticed that i wasnt myself. maybe because i never told anybody or maybe because i always put on a good face. i was very depressed, my anixety was awful. i was at the lowest i had ever been. i thought about suicide A LOT. the first time i considered it, i wrote my mom, dad, and alex letters. i didnt want to leave them with questions and i didnt want them to blame themselves. my heart was so broken. i chickened out. i talked myself out of it because i didnt want to hurt them. the second time i thought about was on thanksgiving. i tried to get brenton to let me come stay with him because i didnt trust myself to be alone, but he said no. a fight broke out at my sisters so that kept me from doing it because i had to go to alex. she needed me. i couldnt leave her i the moment. the third time i thought about it was when my parents left to columbia. i knew it would be the perfect time because i knew that nobody would find me. I remember it was a friday and i tried to get brenton to come stay with me because i didnt want to stay by myself. one hayti is sketchy and two i didnt trust myself to be alone. but again, i talked myself out of it and went to my sisters work until late at night so that when i got home i would be super tired and i would go to bed. which i did. The next day at work was the worst day of my life. i wanted to be gone in everyway possible. i never felt that kind of pain in my life. it was pure torture. and then i seen on social media that my ex was hanging out with these two girls a lot. it made me sad because he was so happy with them and he was never like that with me. it made me feel like such a waste of space. i kept thinking of all my flaws and how nobody would ever love a piece of shit like me. im not fun. im fucking ugly. i do not matter to anybody. i had a plan all thought out in my head of what i was going to do. i didnt want to do it because of my family but i kept thinking about how all my pain would go away if i did it. or how nobody would have to worry about me getting in the way of anything. i felt like nothing anyways. the thought of suicide gave me such a peace of mind because i knew that soon i would feel relief. i know the bible says that if you kill yourself you will go to hell but personally i feel like i had a good relationship with god and if i would have done it, it would have been all in his plan. i stayed at work about 30 minutes extra because i had to do the money bags for my dad while he was away but i also sat there and tried to talk myself out of it. i knew it wasnt a good. but fuck, the way i was feeling was so unbearable. i finally got home and decided maybe i will feel better if i just take a long HOT shower. so i turn my shower on and walk into my room and grabbed a new box of nyquil out of my dresser. i just remember sitting there and just popping them out of the plastic and taking them like they were skittles or some shit. then i torn my letters out of the back journal. and i read them to myself and cried as hard as my body would allow me. i then got my journal and decided to write one more letter. to brenton. i didnt want him or anyone else to think it was because of him because it wasnt. i wanted him to know that even during my last few minutes of breathing, i still loved him. and how it was such a privilege to love him. i guess he was on my mind my so much that my high ass decides to call him. i remember wanting to hear his voice one more time. how i wanted to say goodbye. i didnt want him to say me or to tell anyone but of course he did. next thing i know payton, my sisters friend is in my bathroom and she trying to get me up and i remember her telling me that this wasnt an option. it was an option to me. then my sister comes up the stairs into my bathroom and she reads my letter that i wrote her. the sound in her voice when she said âoh my god sydneyâ her voice cracked, and she busted into tears. she tried picking me up but i weight more than her and shes a little weak.next thing i remember was being a hospital room and my oldest sister tara came in there. and i remember her crying and she said a prayer for me. i dont remember what she said but i know god heard her. i know he wrapped his embrace around me that day, because if he didnt, i wouldnt be here right now. i wanted to die, but that wasnt apart of gods plan. it simply was not apart of my journey. nobody told my parents until they got home that night, my mom came to see me but she was sympathetic at all. screw her for that. alex stayed with me that night. and the nurse that i had was sooo nice. she was really easy to talk to. she made me feel a little less worthless. sometimes i see her around. one day she came into my work to use the bathroom. i also saw her at walmart one time. i wanted to walk up to her and hug the shit out of her. the next morning, i was allowed to go home. so my mom came and picked me up. i went upstairs and got in my shower and i cried and i cried and i cried. i didnt want to be here. i wanted to be dead. i was so mad. i texted brenton and told him he shouldve let me die. such a dick move but whatever. he called me crying and we talked about the situation. blah blah blah. i ended up falling asleep. not long after my dad walked into my room... he tapped me and i looked at him and he hugged me and said what is going on and i didnt say anything, i just hugged him just a little bit tighter. he then said, â ill let you go back to sleep but if you ever feel like doing that again please come talk to me.â the way he said it broke my heart. because i knew that i had broken his. after that, i regretted doing it all together, i know it hurt hi the most, because he couldnt even come see me at the hospital. a few days later i did something that i did not want to do. i went to see a fucking psychiatrist. and i so glad i did.she was so small and cute. she was wearing glittery sneakers and had a purple shirt on that said peace with little rinestones on it and she had her brushy, curly hair in a messy ponytail. shes such a hippie. i love her. talking to her is so easy. the way she understands the human brain is crazy. she understands you better than you do understand yourself just by telling her your story. you tell her your feelings, your situation, your actions and damn she can figure that shit out. we came to the conclusion that i was depressed and had anxiety. she put me on salexa or however you spell it. i was on it for a bout a month, maybe longer. it helped with my constant feeling of drowning but i was so bitchy all the time and just agitated all the damn time. well then we figure out that my ass is bipolar. so i get on a new medicine. im still on it at this very moment. so far its working pretty good. my body shakes a lot at night and i dont know if it has to do with my medicine or just the fact that i dont eat very much. so far, this is my story. if you made it to the end, thank you.Â
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Storm Winters Vs Bridgette Monlyneaux
Storm Winters Vs. Bridgette Molyneuax
IN THE CIRCUIT COURT FOR ARLINGTON, VA Storm Winters  Address Sealed      Plaintiff                               Case #:   ______________          v.     Bridgette Molyneaux        Â
                                                              COMPLAINT PLAINTIFF, Storm Winter, comes this day, Nov 3rd,  2017, pro se, and for the reasons and causes for this Complaint, states as follows:              COUNT I, II, III IV VII VI:  Criminal Harassment, Intentional Emotional Distress,  Food Tampering and Poisoning and Conspiracy       1. Plaintiff, Storm Winters rented a room from Bridgette Molyneaux on September 30, 2017. She answered an ad that put me in a desperate situation due to a previous landlord criminals behavior. I highlighted very clearly in that ad what the term of the renting agreement would be since a grey area put me in a desperate situation.       2.  The ad was very explanatory and  left nothing to the imagination yet Bridgette makes me travel 3 hours to come see the room and she pretty much attacks and states she cant rent to me unless I have first months security deposit  and rent up front.  My ad negates everything she said. At that point I had wasted my WHOLE last day before being illegally evicted coming to see a crazy womanâs room. I will post the CL ad so you get an understanding of why I find her comments crazy.            3. If I had been a normal renter with more time to look and I came to see this room      I would have said FUCK NO and turned around. Excuse my language but thatâs how bad her behavior was.  Something is off with Bridgette and she is siding with my criminal landlord with no reason to suggest I have done anything wrong. But there is no law or registry or license required to rent a room so Iâm desperate enough on the last day of the month to have to accept Brigetteâs room. Iâm in a suit with my prior landlord its one criminal after the other. There should be a law or something.            4. As the ad and our lease agreement states. I paid her 100.00 security deposit and agreed to pay an extra 50 for moving in 3 days earlier then my due date which is the 3rd of every month and we also agreed upon 30.00 for Bridgette transporting me back and forth between my previous landlordâs address and the new address. Rent is 500.00. So I Paid 580.00 on October with Rent being 500 every moth thereafter. I gave Bridgette Money with a lease agreement of my own. I was aware she had a lease agreement but due to my previous landlord behavior I created my own. Bridegtte states she will implement my lease into her lease and then we will sign. So Iâm thinking she takes the money because she is agreeing. She is agreeing she can say whatever she likes. It states in the lease agreement Iâm paying her 580 upon these conditions. It is now the 22nd and no lease agreement has been brought back to my attention but she has spent the money.          5.In fact criminal activity has occurred first. Which I am not surprised by because of how she behaved upon me meeting her and seeing the room. She was protective of Sglinda which must mean she is guilty of the same behavior. It all falls under criminal harassment and other crimes.         6. I noticed immediaitely she is taking my things then pretending to be unawares of their whereabouts I have to strong arm her metaphorically into telling me where she has placed my things. For example  Bridgette has two rooms she can rent. I am staying in one and the other is empty now and was empty when I moved in. She states she found pants in the bottom bedroom. Itâs a lie because I donât go in that room. And the day she says she found pants down there I wasnât downstairs at all. Laundry and the empty bedroom is downstairs everything else is upstairs. Also I have a power cord to my labtop. Bridgette does as well. My power cord is in my room 90 percent of them time. Seldomly I bring it in the kitchen the ONLY other place it could ever be placed by me. My power cord to my labtop goes missing from my room. Bridgette has left the house. I text her and say sarcastically you havenât seen my power cord to my labtop you didnât ACCIDENTLY take it. Quite honestly in another life its possible she picked up someone elses by mistake because her power cord stays in the kitchen. But my power cord is in my room. Im pretty sure it was not accident. She comes back from wherever she was attempting to play stupid. Thatâs not your power plug over there? She is referring to her power plug that stays in the kitchen. I say no.  My input piece has a green ring around it hers is black. I looked in the living room before she came home. We were both in the living room when she came home and I watched her lie and pretend to look for it. The living room was empty and Iâm never In the livingroom. Let alone with my labtop. I leave because I realize I will never get it back if I watch her. She will continue to lie. 10 minutes later. SHES FOUND IT. When I ask where she says the living room. Itâs a lie but I leave it alone and put it in email. I brought household items when I went grocery shopping the beginning of the month. Toliet tissue Lysol Spray to clean the bathroom soap  Dish Liquid Clothes detergent liquid hand soap etc. I clean the bathroom atleast twice a week if not more. I place my Lysol spray on a nearly empty shelf in the bathroom. Its been there for weeks I notice immediately its been moved because when I go to clean the bathroom Its been removed. I ask Bridgette did you move my spray? At first she plays stupid. She then tries to point at other things SHES brought. I clearly say LYSOL spray over and over again. Sheâs pointing at scrubbing bubbles some other bathroom cleaners. She finally comes cleans after like three to five minutes and says I put some stuff in the downstairs bathroom. A bathroom I never use. Because there is a bathroom upstairs. She says its probably downstairs. I have a lot of sprays. It is in the downstairs bathroom but its not among OTHER Lysol SPRAYS which she has me believing. Its just other sprays. Not Lysol spray. She was trying to make it appear like an accident.       7. Upon first buying food I have to go back to Walmart to return food items because the frozen dinner has some brown substance that does not melt properly. I also have to return to Walmart because I ask Bridgette when I notice she has a printer if I buy the ink and paper do you mind If I use the printer She says sure We can go half on the ink. I originally go to the store when I buy food and purchase the paper and ink. When I go to let Bridgette know I need to use the printer she had gone ballistic done a 180. Doesnât want me to use it. Something about she doesnât want people in her room or something silly. Let me put here she is calling me every two minutes to call her phone when she loses it in her room. Or asking me do I know how to do something with the computer. Which I personally think is a ruse for me to unlock my phone so she can get inside. She asked more than once to take my phone and call her phone which I deny. I follow her and call. This is the climate of Bridgetteâs behavior she is a Dr. Jeckle and Mr. Hyde. She Is nice charismatic one minute then angry and canât be bothered the next.  Emotionally Unstable is my first guess. She says she will give me the money back for the ink and the paper. Which Is when Bridgette takes me to Walmart and I return the frozen food that will not melt but is brown. Surprisingly and embarrassingly to admit I wasnât focused on that it could be Bridgette that is how charismatic she is. But now I believe differently.        8. A few days prior to the 12th of October Bridgette tells me house guest are coming and they are not staying long. On the night of the eleventh I count my food because I planned to go to Walmart and buy more frozen dinners to last the remainder of the month. Since my income is fixed. I will put here I already had just a passing suspicion of there should be more food then that in here but nothing more nothing less before the 12. I count the food on the night of the 11th. I have 12 meals. I eat breakfast the morning of the 12th and im actually woken up by the new house guest and I see the âwifeâ in passing. I am gone all day until about 5 or 6 pm. Upon returning I eat two meals since I missed lunch and it was dinner time. I brought 17 frozen meals. After I eat two frozen meals. I count my frozen meals again an hour or so later after I have eaten and put food away. I have counted 14 meals. I should have had a total of 27.  On the night of the 12th. I text Bridgette and let her know a substantial amount of my food is missing. I am requesting a refund. Bridgette ignores me for DAYS I have to continuously tell her to check her  texts and when I do talk to her in persons she is irritated and telling me she will read text later. I feel like a bother but it should have been ONE conversation. She creates the back and forth thing. My meals are returned but opened. One is opened which takes everything in the fridge. I finally go and point blank tell her we need to talk. She even off puts this LEAVES and then tells me she will be back later. This is days of AVOIDANCE. When we finally do talk she threatens to put me out or she says are you giving notice? She starts putting words in my mouth. She is sure they are a white military couple. They would never. Has never met these people in her life. In her fucking life. I even drafted a letter to give to the down stairs neighbors. Its professional but guilty parties will hate to read their guilt on a page Bridgette refuses to read it giving It to them is out of the question. We have not had a problem outside of Bridgetteâs broken toilet which she was trying to make me pay for which was fixed. Before they got here. I am an ideal tenant. I will paste the letter I wrote for the downstairs tenants in this letter complaint as well. The mans wife is saying smart shit out her mouth while in my room the walls are beneath paper thin, plastic thin. I respond days later. You can hear them having sex and talking without a lot of work. My bedroom is above theirs. Why is a couple staying in a room in the FIRST PLACE? Makes no sense. Anyway that night Bridgette tells me to let her know what needs replacing. I text her the next day 40 is the amount she owes me on the guest behalf. She acts like she has not told me to tell her what she owes. She says I DONâT owe you ANYTHING. SHE becomes volatile hostile LOUD and agitated I walked away screaming I mad. I close my door and I say closed my door I need to calm down. Bridgette is ignoring me all THREE times I said it  and shes still trying to come  into my room and my door is closed.  I told her I was calling the police. Which I did that report number Is------ By officer------------- . I was instructed to call back as events happen. I have done another report online.  When I call the police she comes back and acts again as if nothing has happened. SOMETHING Is wrong with the bitch. She says im going to get you a microwave a small refrigerator and a key to your room. I play double advocate with her because this is a twistable lock on my door but there is no place for a key to go. The roomates have left on the 19th. They were slamming doors 20 times in 15 minutes which is documented in texts to Bridgette upon the noise and door slamming happening. They were upstairs in the kitchen. Bridgette has stopped responding to texts after the power cord incident before the couple came. I am pretty sure she is still reading them but she does not respond. The night she is trying to enter my room Bridgette tries to cover the white couple by saying you were telling me about missing food before they came. Itâs a lie. I was suspicious but I havenât talk to Bridgette about missing food until the 12th which is when the roomates arrived or their next day. That in text. Even when she  BALATNTLY has taken my stuff I have never said Youâre stealing my stuff although her behavior is her behavior its criminal harassment. And I was thinking it.  All her behavior is in my email should the judge be interested. She is trying to cover for them I will paste the police complaints in this complaint. I have numerous of texts that I may paste in this complaint. I tell Bridgette she can give me 40 dollars now or I will deduct it from rent. I also let her know that the locks need to be changed on the front door one due to a tenant moving out two due to the fact their behavior is questionable. CRIMINAL. Unless Bridgette is in on the whole thing and thatâs why she is not concerned. I personally care if MY food is being tampered with my house is being brought negative attention to by people hanging out being loud 11 pm at night slamming doors over 20 times and im not exaggerating Iâm probably under exaggerating. This is in TEXTS Bridgette does not care. Thinks white men are GOD. Is an older woman not surprising, This is 2017. It is not slave times. Someone needs to tell her he Is âmarriedâ or a pimp and she old Iâm sure heâs not interested.  Anyway back to them moving out and Bridgette getting upset at me even trying to talk to her about the food tampering and the money she owes me. She attempts to create a time for us to talk Monday. At 2:00. I didnât even realize its Thursday a whole 4 days away and I HAVE TO eat all my food is in the trash. Will not be getting eaten by me. Bridgette is home 80 if not 90 percent of the time and up ALL hours of the night EVERY night. Iâm sure something is wrong with her. She leaves her room probably 10 times in a hour. Her door creaks which is how I know. Itâs not healthy or sane and given free world she can do as she pleases in her house but she has a roommate. Attest of character and behavior. And I notice a lot she leaves the room when I enter or exit my room or the bathroom. My first two days here she was copying the color clothes I wore. I wrote it off but something aint right upstairs. Like she had on clothes then changed clothes to match what I was wearing.      9. After I send her text stating the locks on the front door need to be changed. The next day Bridgette has been gone all day I notice at 1:00 pm the doors is left ajar and obviously unlocked I take a picture of it and send it to Bridgette and I say I could lie and say someone tried to rob me or walked in assaulted me and youâd be on trial for attempted and premeditated murder. She has also brought diet COKE. Never brought soda while ive been here and definitely not coke. Itâs not the first time someone has used my name in a joke or harassing manner. My name is Keyonna. She Is not taking this seriously and I did request the tenants contact information since they have left and Bridgette was unwilling to intervene as landlord. I warn her if she is not willing to be proactive about this or giving me their contact information I will be pursuing a suit. I was already pursuing a suit. I cannot enjoy my food and I spend 500 a month in rent and Iâm scared to leave the house for fear she is doing stuff to my food to my belongings. I paid her and she owes me money. She doesnât even respond to text. She just harasses me. I have a whole gallon of milk thatâs been sitting there since the 3rd of the month. Still sitting in the fridge the couple could have done anything to it. My food was in the fridge for 5 days before I stopped eating it. I donât know who has done what and how. That was my food for the month and while I have oatmeal and Ramen Noodles I am still going to near stave until the 3rd of the month. Below You will find CL AD Lease Agreement, Police Complaints. Texts Messages Lease Agreement (Supplement to Landlords Agreement) On this third day of October 2017 Bridgette, Landlord at   is being paid $580.00  by  Keyona Ferrell, tenant  for Octoberâs Rent only. Bridgette, Landlord and Keyona Ferrell, tenant are entering into a LEASE AGREEMENT. Rent is $500.00 monthly for the room on the second floor.  Landlord was paid an additional  $50.00 as agreed upon in the  CL  ad for the tenant arriving on the 30th of September 2017 three days prior to Rent due date. Bridgette, Landlord. also received $30.00 additional dollars for Octobers Rent for transporting tenant back and forth between this address and my previous address upon move in. $580.00 is being paid only for the month of October.  $100.00 Security deposit was paid to Bridgette on the 30th of September 2017 upon moving in. It is expected to be returned upon move out date. Rent is due on the third of every month in the amount of 500.00. This lease is month to month which requires a 30 days notice to be terminated. The thirty days must begin on the third and end on the third. Tenant is mandating a 30  days notice for termination of the lease agreement. Tenant is mandating all information regarding tenant while renting a room and anytime there after I move out be kept confidential. Tenant is mandating all information collected during move in such as ID and income verification  paperwork and rental agreement be destroyed. Tenant Is mandating an extra 30 days should ANY party give a 30 days notice if a new place of residence is not found within those 30 days. Those additional 30 days will be accompanied by rent of $500. __________________________        ____________________________ Bridgette, Landlordâs Signature         Keyona Ferrell, Tenantâ Signature
This Is the letter I wrote for the people downstairs but  Bridgette is refusing to read. I found an open container of food yesterday. Threw it away. I am writing this letter for the neighbors downstairs. It is my understanding that you are temporary guest. That is what I was told  before you arrived. I am a no nonsense laid back quite roommate. I donât bother people and I usually stay to myself and only use things in MY POSSESSION.  It has come to my attention a large number of my meals were taken and or eaten then returned or majority of them were returned. I will be talking to Bridgette today and discussing with her that she has your real names and ways to identify you because unfortunately yesterday I found one of my meals opened. I started to eat it then threw it away.  Itâs unfortunate we are off on a bad foot because I donât know you and Iâm quiet and keep to myself but for obvious reason I cant let the possibility of food tampering and or food poisoning go without notice. All frozen meals in the fridge are mine please be courteous and not touch them.  To be quite frank if you have not purchased something please bestow the same courtesy you would like other people to bestow upon your things.  Thanks again for your COOPERATION. The four police report numbers are BM Rutherford 2396 pd17101900267859     there are extension such as when Bridgettes daughetrs came and they were acting hostile I just added to the original police report. That number should pull up ALL of them. A police Officer was called to the property of 4318 0n the 19th of October 2017 due to possible food poisoning and food tampering and Bridgetteâs behavior. I moved in on this property on the 30th of September. I've brought food twice this month the first was on the third which is when I get my workmans comp for my knee injury and the second time was the  12 when new temporary house guess of Bridgette moved in. The new house guest are a white couple. I personally find it weird a  COUPLE is renting a room. Either they are CRAZY poor or an its an emergency situation or they are covering for Bridgette. Anyway on the night of the 11 of this month I COUNT my frozen meals becasue I am going to Walmart on the 12th and this is my last trip to the grocery store for the month my food has to last I count to know how many I will need. The next day I eat breakfast. I am actually awoken by loud giggling  and hearing the new guest on out floor there room is downstairs. I see the wife on my way to warm up oatmeal. I am gone all day I return around dinnerI Buy 17 frozen dinners and eat two immediately upon returning since I skipped lunch while out. I should have had atlest 15 from what I brought and at least 12 meals in the freezer prior. A a few hours later I HAVE Substanially less then that I want to say atleast 6 to 8 meals are missing at that point. I write a text to my landlord stating items are missing its my food for the month. I need the money for those items. The food was replaced a while later BUT ally my texts go ignored by the LANDLORD. I first think okay they returned it no harm no foul one of my frozen meals is open which I stupidly start to eat but then throw away. They have taken all the food in fridge. at this point because those are containers that can be resealed. I threw them away Bridgette puts them back in the fridge Bridgette is my landlord. Let me just say my landlord has suspicious behavior before the couple moved in that i document in email but do not talk to her about because it cased conflict but mainly she takes my stuff and then plays stupid to it whereabouts. She create conflicts so it is a possibility Its Bridgette taking my meals its also possible the white couple is it in kahootz with her. A few days ago I say I would like to write the guest a letter letting them know my frozen meals are off limits and I want a refund if they have taken my food The letter is professional. She refused to talk to them or let me talk to them. They are white she is old and probably crazily think she is going to get with the you MARRIED white guy. I really dont know. She was born in slave times. That is only half a joke. This is 2017 I work around white people. I dont see anything and if they are guilty they are guilty end of discussion. They leave a fe days ago. slamming the door 20 times in 15 minutes and they are in the kitchen scrounging around. Bridgette didnt come to me and tell me they left I figured that out didnt see the car and didnt hear them as every night they are giggling and talking loud enough for me to hear them. They are directly under my room. I do have emergency food but i am still going to dam near starve until the third. The woman ign0re ALL my texts says things like tell me how much everything cost I do in text says she owes me 40 dollar. She ignored my text to the point I have to come talk to her she is loud and screaming I just call the cops at that point. If I cant enjoy my food where I stay its a suit. She just keep saying they are a white militay family they arent doing anything to your food. Bridgette sleeps and leaves she doesnt know what these people do and they appear to be poor. I have milk in the fridge he could have done ANYTHING with that my frozen meals were open. I had to throw them ALL away just for one being open. His wife one night makes a comment to me our wall are like plastic between us the first night I say nothing the night or two before they leave I respond back I hear them having sex its just gross. Ewww. I tell them to buy their own food. I have texted Bridgette stating the doors locks need to changed since they have left. I also tell her I will be taking here to court if I dont not get the roomates contact information. The following day which is today the front door is left ajar and unlocked and bridgette has been gone all day I notice it around 1:00 pm I take a pictre and send bridgette a text. I say I could lie and say someone broke and and tried to murder me then youd be on trial for attempted murder. I SAY this is criminal harassment and I will be taking you to court. I WILL BE GETTING The neighbors contact information. She also went out BROUGHT DIET COKE My name IS Keyonna its happened before. She is a landlord causing damages while not land lording but taking rent money. I told officer Rutherford I wasnât interested in  having anyone arrested but if heâd like to im down. Chick batshit I have text emails and pictures. I do have one camera from when I was at sglindas.  I placed that in BRIDGETTS kitchen upon arriving then removed it shortly after My stuff went missing. I will be buying another for my room on todayâs date December 3rd.  The text sent to Sglinda is enclosed.  Only the first text is Sglinda Every other txt is to Bridgette. [email protected] Sep 17
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this is to let you know i have put a camera in my room. Text Messages [email protected] 8:04 PM (13 hours ago)
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ok on my way back pulling 580 out. will sign the lease when I return.
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Okay [email protected] 8:05 PM (13 hours ago)
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hey im on the bus headed to walmart do you mind writing down the black ink cartridge. you can give me half when I get back in the house. [email protected] 8:05 PM (13 hours ago)
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Ok [email protected] 8:06 PM (13 hours ago)
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ok thanks (no subject)
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[email protected] 8:06 PM (13 hours ago)
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hey its abnormally hot in the house do you mind turning the ac on?
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im going to need to print before I go to bed tonight. Reply
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i think I figured out how to print from my labtop whats your printers full id cannon and then the numbers. [email protected] 8:07 PM (13 hours ago)
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omg youre gone and I vant find my labtop cord. all i see is your labtop cord did you ACCIDENTALLLY pick mines up. you wouldnt know where it is would you?
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hey so im just going out on a ledge. its possible i miscounted but are you eating my dinners? [email protected] 8:08 PM (13 hours ago)
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please let the people downstairs know my food is off limits and if it anything was eaten they owe me money [email protected] 8:08 PM (13 hours ago)
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so i was trying yo be cordial and respectful. I'm not a conflict person but you seem obstinate tell possibly quilty parties need to know information. those are unfortunately your house guest so if they have taken something of mine you owe me on their behalf. that is my food for the rest of the month. you should not have known that but food is missing so I have to make you aware. thats 8 meals a total of 11.40.
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im sorry looking at my receipt i didnt even have what I purchased. missing one that would be 1280. one is missing from what i brought as we [email protected] 8:09 PM (13 hours ago)
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I see alot of traffic and alot of noise.
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[email protected] 8:09 PM (13 hours ago)
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there is a bunch of people i want to say atleast three talking loudly in the front yard I understand its saturday but there are restaurants Othe places besides neighbor hood to cause disturbances in this quiet neighborhood 1048 at night [email protected] 8:09 PM (13 hours ago)
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i am requesting 40 dollars for the food in the fridge. you told me to tell you what i need replacing 40 should replace it and that will include my dinner for tonight.
[email protected] 8:09 PM (13 hours ago)
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I did call you because you become upset when i tryto talk to you in person. i do understand your busy and you said monday at 2 but i did state in the previous texts that 40 is going towards yesterdays dinner its now near lunch the following day. and you are home. we are both adults i feel as though the games are unneccessary. i did as asked and I have to eat. i did also ask this morning you check your text messages. [email protected] 8:10 PM (13 hours ago)
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i did call the cops. [email protected] 8:10 PM (14 hours ago)
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i am waiting for the cops [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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you can give me the 40 dollars or I can deduct it from rent. its up to you. all that food is going in the trash.
[email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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you were given a 100.00 security deposit on the 30th as well as 580 on the third along with a lease to sign which you said you were going to sign after you oncorporated my lease into your lease. you took money with promise of a lease that incorporated both my lease and your lease. rent is 500 i paid 50 for coming 3 days early and 30 forgas for taking me back and forth to sglindas Reply
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thats why 580 was paid on the third rent is 500. you also answered an ad which put me on a desperate situation and highlighted in great detail our lease agreement. it is now the 21st and you not yet mentioned signing the lease but you took money [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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the lease I created and gave to you states a 30 days notice is required to terminate the lease i also mandated any thing regarding me and my stay be kept confidential. i also requested any information obtained be destroyed upon me moving out like income verification and id [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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the last one was that if any 30 days notice is given by any party i be given an additional 30 days if i am not successful finding somewhere to go. you bulked at this one saying you were declining. i have a copy as well. [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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you rent a room where anything can go wrong at any time checking your texts at least daily is required and especially after i tell you continuously to check your texts. these are my last text about anything as you are not behaving in an adult manner. [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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the food was thrown away i have pictures you pytting it back doesnt help you its starts lookibg like...i have a pic from yesterday of the food thrown out im taking a pic of the food being put back in the fridge. the food was put back in by you when all was in the trash.
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nice house its unfortunate [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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I will be pursuing a suit for the couples name that was down stairs and who appeared to have moved out. my food was in that fridge for about a week before i stopped eating it. i will take this house. i want their names and contact information. (no subject)
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[email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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i still may take your house. i dont play those games [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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these people were upstairs slamming doors in your kitchen and you dont care so either you are apart of it or you stupid but I will sue gor their names and their onformation. [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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i am a virgin so should that be compromised say goodbye to your house you ignored multiple warnings
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[email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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i want their phone number or I will sue you gor it. up to you. Reply
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if you talk to them you start with their are cameras in the kitchen do not tell them you are unsure of anything. [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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i see you brought new milk. so you must be concerned. must be.
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i am interested to know why you keep saying they still are here. gone since like two days ago to my knowledge door slamming over 20 times in 15 minutes [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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i noticed the food you brought die Coke soda i hope its not a sad attempt to harras me because at tgis point it is criminal harrassment and you are apart of it food tampering is a crime. along with food poisoning. you can turn this into a joje but you are souley responsible for another tenants behavior ir maybe it was you and thats why you blocked the letter letting them know my food was off limits. either way i will be suing. secondly you need to change your front door locks and that should happen whenever a tenant moves out. if i cannit enjoy my food you owe me howevee much money i spent in rent when I leave. you seem to cant be bothered maybe a judge will make you care. maybe you had the white couple move in to blam suspicious criminal activity on them either way. a suit. i dont play those games. im a grown ass woman half your age acting with more sense than you. [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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also its freezing in the house has been since the last week it be great if you turn the heat on. [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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you were called although I never brought the i dont read texts spill. [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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noticed this from upstairs leaving the kitcgen
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youve been gone all-day to my knowledge. door has been open all day and i had no clue [email protected] Oct 22 (12 days ago)
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i could lie and say someone came in trued to robbed me anything and youd be on trial for attempted murderer. the games need to stop youre a grown ass woman begging to go to jail
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im going to need the money by tomorrow. secondly when are these people leaving? to me
i suggest you be proactive before YOU be outside its not a threar its a promise. i will sue you and take this house Only the following message is out of order [email protected] 4:28 AM (2 minutes ago)
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i was instructed to call the police back as events happen. don't run next time. last time i called the police you left. [email protected] 4:28 AM (2 minutes ago)
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i wake up from a nap i find bridgette here shes talking about things that have nothing to do with me. shes been harassing call me boo boo. saying sue boo boo. i sent it to bridgette as proof it has happened [email protected] 4:29 AM (3 minutes ago)
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this is following her and daughters harrassing behavior after receiving the civil suit. her daughter knowing anything breaches our lease agreement. i dont care if the daughter know shes has a roomate byt i made this lease agreement with bridgette. her daughter was also harassing mockibgly asking me my name because i put a different name in the civil suit i sent bridgette yesterday via email which is why her daughter came to see me. [email protected] 4:29 AM (3 minutes ago)
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i did record them yesterday when they became loud and agressive walked away after a whilw. the daughter threatened to call the cops because i walked off on them refuse to stay and talk. i filed an additional police report online about their behavior for security purposes. [email protected] 4:30 AM (3 minutes ago)
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Also i did tell you rent would be 460 this mont due to my food being thrown in the trash. All updates. please let me know if you have any questions [email protected] 4:30 AM (3 minutes ago)
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um i understood you heard noise but im in the bathroom abd I did say repeatedly everything's fine. yet you barge in while im on the toilet. and i have to tell you multiple times to close the door you opened. if i have to tell you whats wrong with that picture. god help you. im on the toilet and we are on strangers then you are attempting to get upset i nearly tripped on an inanimate object in the bathroom. its amazing. if i had been seriously hurt its a suit. let stuff go or better yet listen when I say everything's fine. you worked up over nothing. of im not screaming and yelling and I almost tripped you certainly dont have a reason to be upset. Please note these texts happened over a course of aout 10 to 14 days I emailed them all on on abot two days so you will see two dates. The last are emails of events that have happened in the past few days.
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Thu, Nov 2, 2017 at 3:18 PM To: Bridgette came to me saying---again repeatin herself-- she boldy state me coming to her with a CONCERN is breaking a rule she never game me. She is just now showing me a sheet of paper about rules and its TITLED IMMEDIATE TEERMINATION OF LEASE. I say mam I'm quite I don't bother anyone I have the right to come to you with a concern like OPEN food and she she is saying if SHE hears something and believes it DIDNT happen she is not going to talk to ANYONE. So pretty much she wants me to sign that there are no consequences to actions and that her retalion is allowed. She made up a list of house rules off WHAT HAS HAPPENED and what she provoked. he call me talking to her about CONCERNS accusations and LYING. Only NICE FRINDLY text are allowed. I say I have no problem wit house rules. I love rule its keep order. I say I will sign but you need to change the title it says housed rules then IMMEDIATE TERMINATION OF LEASE IN big bold letters. she tries to play me and say she will give me a lease to sign with it. I say I will sign it If you change the title. or add to it to clearly state this a I a supplmenet to lease agreement and if these rules are broken its immediate termination of leae. She refused to change the title saying shes not changing anything and if I wont sign it shes going to the judge to get a 30 days notice.  I'm not signing it it appears like I agreed to be immediately terminated.  Secondly I let her know in the beginning of the conversation I haven't broken any rules we have no had conflict except for broken toilet she tries to put on me which she had to HAve FIXED. I'm QUIET. I say I didn't give you a thirty days notice you are attempting to give me one in retaltion for saying I have a concern about OPEN food and taken food. We have a lease agreement whether she likes it or not. She is trying to over talk me and say we don't have a lease agreement we do. She tries to make me look crazy and show me what a  lease agreement is. I say I know that looks just like what I gave  you in the beginning of the month. She tells me someone wants to give me a deposit for decmeber I say You gave me till Janurary and I cant tell you how Long IT WILL TAKE CONSIDERING it took over 6 weeks  to find this this place. Craigslist is full of fake ad. I didn't gibve you a thirty days notice purposefully. I didn't cause the problem the romates cause this problem.
Thu, Nov 2, 2017 at 3:20 PM I also ask her if there are cameras in the kitchen You cannot think WHITE stranger are angels because they are white. Criminals come in ALL colors. Unless you have a camera in the kitchen you cant tell me they didn't do ANYTHING. I also ask her about the door slamming she says she gave me them permission to slam the door 20 times. I am calm anyone gets incenses when they realize they are talking to stupid ignorant people voice probably became a little loud but I think it was more because I was making too much sense. [Quoted text hidden]
Thu, Nov 2, 2017 at 3:24 PM *She gave them permission to slam the door twenty times. IM going to leave that alone, Something wrong with her. I'm trying to tell you a modern day slave. I'm going to hit up Stephen Spelileberg. On Tue, Oct 17, 2017 at 5:46 PM, SHE SET A time for us to meet in the house, I see the broad atleast three times a  day I had to ambush her to talk today at breakfast because she IGNORES my text even after I say did you read my text two days later oh no I have to read them she is always on her phone. NO mam you then owe me this month and last months rents and I will fucking leave. If I cannot trust my food in the house I don't have a place to stay you owe me money and I will be excessive because you don't have sense and then you think you going to strong arm with a 30 days notice bitch I will take your house ad leave your ass outside. Wed, Nov 1, 2017 at 8:34 AM So Bridgette comes to me today saying she will give me till january if I need it. shes aware of the fake ads shes telling me she doesn't check her texts. I stop talking to bridgette in person because she gets upset secondly its easier and its awkward.when I had nothing to do with it. shes telling me someone is moving in today a woman in the room next door. she then goes back to the food shes attempting to tell me this couple has all this money and im assuming they paid 500 for the 7 days thats 200 cheaper then extended stay and its a whole room for two people with a private entrance. she says they asked to use the fridge for leftovers in the whole time theyve been here ive never seen leftovers except coffe left in the microwave. she claims their first night they went to some expensive restaurant in dc with lobster and it's 54 dollars a person she couldn't tell me the restaurant name. i can see you seeing a bag or a container but I find it hard to believe they told you what they ordered. she keeps trying to imply i opened the container. that i possibly made a mistake. and she says she told them to come upstairs. that's why I Have to sue because after they leave shes telling me she talked to them. when she originally while they were here was not allowing me to talk to them or even entertaining she go talk to them. she keeps saying white military couple. then she attempts to take shots at my meals i didnt care but if bitches hungry one dollar 10 dollars its food. I'm still not convinced it wasn't her. i counted 14 meals the night of the 12th. why are you in a room with your wife making all that money. exactly you a lie. people look for other resources when they poor. if i have money lets find a hotel for 7 fucking days. smfh. she tries to again hit me up for money. says the water bill is high. she says you take three showers a day. i say no two once in a blue moon ill take three if im upset. but i say the showers normally are 15 minutes but i will cut it down and i said you had two people here from the 12 to the 19th and the day i did laundry. the dude was just running water might have been for a bath im not sure.but no matter what my rent is 500. end of discussion everything included. her best bargain is me cutting down on shower time. she is looking for the water bill now. [Quoted text hidden]
Wed, Nov 1, 2017 at 8:48 AM The water is off. bridgette is claiming its roadside assistance but due to her whole little speech. she didnt pay the water bill. and cant eat my oatmeal. [Quoted text hidden]
Wed, Nov 1, 2017 at 9:50 AM To: Right before I go to take a shower and wash out underwear she comes at me again arguing. She says she wants her rent in full. I fI cant give it to her the way she wants it shes giving me till DECEMEBER. She then says she will eat the food in front of me. nothing Is wrong with it. I said the container wa reseaed and the container inside was OPEN. and considering someone took a lot of my meals its no loneger a possibility Walmart is responsible secondly I have never seen a lean cusine meal open like that. And due to her needing money I'm pretty sure it was either Bridgette or hr guest. I tell her I'm barely eating not eating properly for 10 dayS. sHE TOOK ETHE FOO DOUT THE TRASH mind you its frozen food and had been sitting there for HOURSE I mean probably atleast 5 hours if not more in the house and she puts it back in the fridge. I say you can do whatever you want with the food you placed  the food I through in the trash ack in the fridge I don't want it. Youc an eat it do whatever you want it. Its possible ALL thosef rozen meals have been tampered with. you are responsible for your guest behavior. especially if I'm paying you rent but cant enjoy food. I paid for. SHE says I'm going to the judge I'm going to give you till December. if I cant get my rent the way I want it. This is right before I realize the water is cut off. [Quoted text hidden]
Wed, Nov 1, 2017 at 9:58 AM To: Like if I had to go to work or I had somewhere to go today it would be a suit. No running water and I'm going to starve all my food needs water ramen noodles and oatmeal. [Quoted text hidden]
Wed, Nov 1, 2017 at 10:38 AM To: The water is just being turned back on. Probably with  the money the girl moving in gave her She received 680 on the third no excuse poor. SMFH lol The first thing Bridgette brought when I gave her the 100 was food from Walmart and not even snacks green celey shit SMFH lol On Wed, Nov 1, 2017 at 9:58 AM, wrote: Like if I had to go to work or I had somewhere to go today it would be a suit. No running water and I'm going to starve all my food needs water ramen noodles and oatmeal. On Wed, Nov 1, 2017 at 9:50 AM, wrote: Right before I go to take a shower and wash out underwear she comes at me again arguing. She says she wants her rent in full. I fI cant give it to her the way she wants it shes giving me till DECEMEBER. She then says she will eat the food in front of me. nothing Is wrong with it. I said the container wa reseaed and the container inside was OPEN. and considering someone took a lot of my meals its no loneger a possibility Walmart is responsible secondly I have never seen a lean cusine meal open like that. And due to her needing money I'm pretty sure it was either Bridgette or hr guest. I tell her I'm barely eating not eating properly for 10 dayS. sHE TOOK ETHE FOO DOUT THE TRASH mind you its frozen food and had been sitting there for HOURSE I mean probably atleast 5 hours if not more in the house and she puts it back in the fridge. I say you can do whatever you want with the food you placed  the food I through in the trash ack in the fridge I don't want it. Youc an eat it do whatever you want it. Its possible ALL thosef rozen meals have been tampered with. you are responsible for your guest behavior. especially if I'm paying you rent but cant enjoy food. I paid for. SHE says I'm going to the judge I'm going to give you till December. if I cant get my rent the way I want it. This is right before I realize the water is cut off. [Quoted text hidden] Relief Bridgette Is forced to hand over contact information regarding the couple I am requesting a criminal investigation after the couple has been contacted. I am requesting a criminal investigation of Bridgette Molyneaux I am requesting jail time if evidence warrants an arrest. I am requesting the sum of Bridgetteâs house or 400,000. While Im aware this I not the best situation anything Is better then being homeless. Should I not find anywhere to go by December 3rd I AM REQUETING the judge mandate Bridgette give me till Janurary 3rd or I find somewhere to go since I was not the on to mandate a 30 days notice. It is actually retaliation on Bridgettes end. I have told the story to tell the housemate to get the truth she gets upset at me even wanting to talk talk to them about anything. Either she is the guilty party or she is a slave, press for white people. But Due to its possible that Its Bridgette tampering with my food. Im  going to lie and say I placed a camera in the kitchen upon moving in. I have an email from my old roomates in which I goaded. Im going to paste it with the suit to scare Bridgette into telling the truth. But I need this portion redacted from even Bridgetteâs view. I am requesting this  WHOLE SUIT be sealed but Bridgette is the defendant and has to see the suit. I am requesting jus this last portion be redacted from her view. It Is for the judgeâs Eyes only.
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West Virginia Auctioneers Talk Real Estate, Autos, Auctioneering
LEWISBURG, W. Va. â Holding an auction to turn personal property or real estate into quick cash can happen just about any time during the year.
However, auctioneers say that the spring market is best for car auctions, and spring and fall are best for estates and real estate sales.
Summer is not recommended because so many people are away on vacation.
According to third-generation auctioneer Randy âRiverbendâ Burdette, no matter when a sale is held, auctions continue to be the choice of buyers.
In 2008, Burdette was elected to a three-year term on the board of directors of the National Auctioneers Association. In that capacity, he conducted continuing education classes for auctioneers in several states.
Burdette said the auction process begins with meeting the client and evaluating their circumstances and particular needs.
âWe write a proposal detailing marketing and so forth. Once the contract is signed, the auction is typically conducted within 30-45 days,â Burdette said.
Burdette said their marketing is done in newspapers, on the internet, with email blasts and signage on property.
âThere are two (auction) formats,â he said. âOne is when selling personal property, a live auctioneer is on the location. The second is on the internet, simulcasting live, leaving the auction open from seven to 10 days,â he said.
For on-site auctions, Burdette said he goes to the location a few days before the sale and begins preparing and sorting out items.
âEvery auction is different. Sometimes it takes a few hours, sometimes it takes all day,â Burdette said.
Portable toliets are brought on-site, and food and drinks are sold.
When down to the last items, Burdette said, âWe group things together that wouldnât ordinarily sell separately. After the auctions, we help everyone load, and then tidy up.â
From time to time, unique items will surface to be auctioned.
âA couple years ago, a picture of a Civil War soldier surfaced in a house. It sold for $18,000. That was exciting,â Burdette said.
One of the highest bids for an individual item Burdette has experienced was $25,000 for an antique whiskey flask at a house in Martinsburg.
He said the auction market is strong when it comes to just about any type of firearms.
âAny type of firearm is in demand. Hunting and fishing goods are also in demand,â Burdette said.
Slipping in the market are all types of glassware and commercial furniture.
In the 27 years of Burdetteâs auctioning career, he said he has sold property in all 55 of the counties in West Virginia.
Property sales, said Burdette, can sell anywhere from $50,000 to $100,000, depending on the estate and condition of any equipment for sale.
Burdette is one of 150 members in the West Virginia Auctioneers Association, founded in 1962. In addition to having held every office in the association, and retiring as executive director in 2007, Burdette is also a pastor.
âI pastor at Flat Mountain Missionary Baptist Church in Alderson, West Virginia, and I teach Bible class at Seneca Trail Christian Academy in Ronceverte,â Burdette said.
After owning Riverbend Auction and Riverbend, USA LLC, Burdette joined the Foxfire Realty Team in Lewisburg as lead auctioneer and associate real estate broker.
He has conducted auctions in New York, Pennsylvania, Maryland, New Jersey, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Kentucky, Ohio, Florida and Kansas.
Barbara Blake has been the WVAA executive director since 2008.
âI am a first-generation auctioneer and have been in the auction business since 2000. I conduct estate auctions as well as real estate, liquidations and asset recovery,â Blake said.
Blake said the association holds an annual convention in February.
âWe hold our contest for the WVAA bid-calling champion and also the ringperson contest at the convention,â Blake said.
A Second Career in Cars
Robin Mazzie is a ringperson currently working for four car auction facilities: Mountain State Auto Auction and Capital City Auto Auctions in West Virginia; Adesa Pittsburg; and Americanâs Auto in Lancaster, Pennsylvania.
A ringperson is a pivotal part of an automobile auction, acting as a fast-moving bid spotter at a car auction.
Mazzieâs life and career has taken several turns. She was in aviation, owned a bakery, and all the while, was interested in learning new things.
She saw an ad in the paper that talked about needing help at a local auction, answered the ad, began clerking and handling paperwork between the buyer and seller.
âI think what interested me was really more of being a part of the auctioning atmosphere,â Mazzie said.
After being smitten with the auction bug from working in that field, Mazzie decided to go to auction school in High Point, North Carolina.
âThat was six years ago and Iâve been doing this job every since,â Mazzie said.
Because of the volume of automobiles running through the auto auctions, safety for the buyers and sellers is the responsibility of the ringperson.
âCars are constantly moving,â Mazzie said.
Her job includes calling out the features of a vehicle that are not seen at a quick glance, such as a sunroof, third seat, or any features in or on the car that may interest a buyer and draw them closer.
âPerhaps (they want to) spend more money because of specific features,â Mazzie said.
She says perfect communication between the ringperson and the auctioneer is essential.
âSometimes transactions donât come together. For instance, if the seller is at $10,000 and the buyer, at $9,500. My job is what happens when that particular car goes out and a new car comes down the lane,â Mazzie said.
Mazzie said many times she continues working with the buyer and seller long after the car of interest has left the area.
âIt may be 10 cars later and Iâm still working on the sale,â Mazzie said.
Mazzie said some auctions donât have ringpersons: âOnce the car is out of the building, no one works on the sale.â
Many of the ringpersons have auctioneer licenses, and Mazzie is one of them.
She credits a lot of her success to Joe and Charlotte Pyle, owners of Capital City Auto Auctions, for mentoring her when she began her career.
âThe Pyles are the ones that gave me my first shot at learning how to be a ringperson. If it werenât for them, I would not have had a place to start,â Mazzie said.
Mazzie said the âringpersonâ term is a derived from the term that was previously used: ringman.
âThere are definitely more ringmen than women,â Mazzie said.
Mazzie currently works four different auctions a week.
Collecting Marbles
People collect all kinds of items â some turn out to be collectorâs items, others, not so much.
Lifelong auctioneer Darwin Plumlee, from Martinsburg, has sold $13,000 worth of marbles.
âOne lady bought $8,000 worth of them,â Plumlee said.
He also sold a paperweight for $9,000.
Plumleeâs auction career began 45 years ago.
He said he never planned to get in the auction business, until he attended an auction one night. In jest, he told the auctioneer if he ever needed help to give him a call.
âI was thinking holding up items or something like that,â Plumlee said.
At his next visit to the auction, the owner pointed to Plumlee and announced that his auctioneer had arrived.
Apparently, said Plumlee, the scheduled auctioneer was a no-show.
âI picked myself off the floor, climbed on stage and did the best I could,â Plumlee said.
His best was better than most, and Plumlee had a job.
âIâve since sold everything from false teeth to bodies in urns, heavy equipment, and now Iâm into real estate sales,â Plumlee said.
One of the most interesting auctions he did was selling the estate of Ralph Albertazzie, an Air Force One pilot for five different U.S. presidents.
âHe had a boatload of memorabilia. One of the pictures I sold was of Nancy Reagan and Frank Sinatra dancing when President Reagan tried to cut in. I wish I would have bought that one,â Plumlee said.
Plumlee said that particular auction âwent through the roof,â bringing 40 percent more for Albertazzieâs car than it should have.
At 74 years old, Plumlee said itâs time to do something beside pots and pans, and is going full swing into the real estate auctioning.
âAuctioning real estate is no different than items. In real estate, you start high and come down. Personal items, you generally start down and go up,â he said.
Plumlee said the quickest way to sell real estate is auctioning, and the key to the selling is marketing.
âYou canât stick an ad on the auction page and expect someone to see it and buy. You have to get the information out there by way of social media such as Facebook and online bidding,â Plumlee said.
To purchase real estate, the buyer must have a pre-approved letter of credit from a bank.
âWe donât take contingency, and we close within 30 days,â Plumlee said.
Plumlee concentrates on selling new homes and estate sales, and said auctioning real estate is the quickest and easiest way to sell.
Plumlee was inducted to the West Virginia Hall of Fame Auctioneers in 2009.
Marla Piscotta-Haislip is a freelance writer in West Virginia.
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A Dream Come True
Dreams. Do. Come. True.
I waited... so long... to ask her this question.. This five word question
âWill you be my girlfriend?â
I even had to take a pause before I asked it because I couldnt believe I was getting ready to say it.
She said yes.. I was ready to stand up and cheer but I couldnt because it was night time outside and people would have woken up with how much I would have been cheering.
The night before, we practically spent the whole day together. Well... I got a head start. I called her mom Friday night and asked her if i could decorate her car. I bought a ton of toliet paper, streamers, etc. and Her mom, her sister, her brother and I all decorated her car for 2 hours. We were all laughing, busting on each other, and just having fun. Im really starting to feel accepted into her family. She pulled a good prank on me just before, but I think I won. After we cleaned up, I went home to get ready for the night - we went to PVI with her brother to see some friends play Dodgeball and hangout. Ant asked me to play, even though I sucked, i knew it would make Maria smile so i played. Â We went to a diner after and I took them home. The next 45 minutes consisted of her mom, her brother, Maria and I just sitting on the floor and talking. Once her dad came home, we were all laughing and talking and having a good time. Finally I kissed her goodnight and went home.. Little did she know of what was coming tomorrow.Â
I went to the mall early that morning to buy the bracelet. I spent an hour searching online for one but with no luck I went to the store and this one just jolted out at me - it was perfect for her. I engraved our initials on either side - symbolizing that shes engraved on my heart, and I am on hers.Â
But my favorite part was the box -Â âTo me You Are Perfectâ.Â
The funny part was, I did this all without her dadâs official approval yet.. I had to ask the dad if it was okay with him first before I did it. I could have bought the bracelet and he could have said no but Thank God - he did not. I told her mom during church that today would have been the day for me to make it official with her.Â
Her parents invited me out to sushi - And i swore I would never try sushi. But I did - because I am doing all of these new things because when im with her, I want to make her happy. The food was actually quite good, but my mind was elsewhere. My mind was focused on the bracelet. After dinner was over, I pulled her dad aside and asked if i could take Maria home and then talk to the dad when I got to her house. We drove home together, and then once we arrived at her house, Maria showed us all her Senior Trip clothes for Disney. After she was done and her back turned, the Dad and I nodded our heads and went into the other room. At this point my nerves were through the roof, You would have thought I was getting ready to tell her dad she was pregnant (no she isnt).
âMr. Figurelli, I have a small gift for your daughter.. a bracelet. She had told me she wanted to make it official with each other the other night and I wanted to do this before senior trip.. but before i do this, I wanted to ask for your approval firstâ.
He asked what âofficialâ meant to me, and i told him. He agreed. I felt such relief. I tried so hard to hide my smile from her because I didnt want to make it look obvious. The mom looked at me, I winked at her, and she smiled.Â
As I leave, I took Maria outside to the porch, and asked her to wait on the porch. I head to my car and pull out the gift... the gift that was going to start it all for us.Â
Walking up to her felt like a mile because my heart was beating through my chest, and my nerves were still shaking.Â
I handed her the bag, and she began to open it in, but i stopped her. I told her
âI want you to believe what I wrote on the box... whenever something is wrongâ. She agreed. I kissed her one more time...
This was it. The moment I waited so long for. I dreamed of it, I prayed for it, and now.... it was time. It was finally that time.
I pulled out my phone, and.... well... you can watch the rest.
Ohhh... that laugh warms my heart.
I love you Maria Christina Figurelli.Â
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