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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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The girlies are fightingā¦ (featuring mentions of a friendās OC)
Textless version can be interpreted as POV you're being bullied by mean girls or something
Hypothetical exchange based on Leona giving Jamil this ā¬ļø piece of advice during Book 6
If this statement doesnāt literally also apply to Jamiyuu ships if Leona knew about things in universeā¦ heās a Jamiyuu shipper and heās getting impatient (/j).
And instead of defending himself, I believe Jamilād just pick something to fire back about because heās like that. Men who canāt be direct or honest for their lives, sigh.
#my art#twisted wonderland#twst#jamil viper#leona kingscholar#jamil viper x yuu#jamimayu#i love to draw things that make sense to nobody but me#i had a lot of fun making this though#even if jamil took me multiple redraws until i was satisfied#it was straight up torment ngl#but im happy with the final product#i love to watch mean girls fight fr#leonas right though jamil you really need to learn to go for it...#leona i know what you are š«µ#jamiyuu shipper just like me#first proper leona art ever if youre a lionkisser feel free to rate my leona#(again)
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this game breaks my heartā¦..! š
#mouthwashing#wrong organ#mouthwashing spoilers#mouthwashing fanart#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#garliicdraws#last slide is not meant to be romantic itās likeā¦ entwined with my own experience i suppose#with a dear friend#sometimes u gotta use characters to come to terms with some pretty terrible things!#tw blood#cw pills#cw gore#also kind of funny how i am really hesitant to post the last image itās very personal but maybe if someone got any catharsis out of smth#stupid iāve made i can feel satisfied. and thatās what art is right? i guess to share your deep feelings and not always hide from them or#from others
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As promised, incredibly stupid s4-5 drawings
#i didn't sign the one I actually colored but it's fucking fine I guess I'll redraw it later anyways#I am never satisfied when I color my shit in fr#martin blackwood you are the realest of the fucking real for asking your man to eldritch-equivelent block someone cuz youre jealous#hate him all you want he's out here speaking the truth#he wants that twink obliterated because he's jealous and he is not ashamed to admit it!#i have so many thoughts and feelings about s5 so far that I must commit to paper hruyggnm#one of which being that Jon is wearing martins flannel in the fucking eminem pose I drew him in#it's the little things I say as I go ever so slightly more insane#my art#the magnus archives#tma season four#tma season 5#tma#tma spoilers#tma fanart#tma podcast#the magnus pod#martin blackwood#jonathan sims the archivist#jonathan sims#jon sims#god i hope those tags arent for the real ass dude#jonny why did you name the poor meow meow after youself man why#jonmartin#good god what is their ship name#jmart#tma jmart#jmart fanart#āceaseless watcher. show me this guy's ballsā#please do not do that I'm quoting a meme
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theyre holding handsā¦ā¦(and being shy about it)
hootsie and gricko doodles (mostly hootsie)
both requested by @nicohasperished !
#i ignored the āgators cant blushā thing for the previous request#but i didnt ignore it this time (for the people who like it that way <3)#ngl really proud of how the gideons and kremys hands turned out#honestly i want to make a little āhow i draw the krewā thing with things like hands#something about gideons hands being square-ish and kremys being sharp and triangular is so satisfying to me#coalecroux#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#kremy x gideon#i looovee hootsie sm#glad i finally got around to drawing her!!#gricko being a dad >>>#not to get deep or anything#but i think gricko tries to be as present for and as invested in hootsie as humanly (goblinly?) possible because of his dad#who was completely absent to the point where he didnāt even know his name or face or even existence#and since his mom had to work a lot to make ends meet and put food on the table#he knows what it feels like to be a little kid and feel isolated or neglected#of course he had his mom and uncle glorbo but i doubt they were there for him during the majority of his childhood#he doesnt want hootsie to grow up like that#them <3#gricko grimgrin#hootsie grimgrin#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#my art#ouaw fanart#ouaw
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it is insane how normal i am medicated like. you mean this was an option the whole time. what
#theresbeen some hiccups like the first month i started to realize my work drive was 90% fear based#so ivehad to develop like actual work schedule and discipline thats not just 'everyone will hate me if i dont'#but its been working! now getting stuff done actually... feels.... good?#instead of like throwing water over one fire only to run to the next one#like before nothing was ever satisfying. i was always just running around panicked#now im like. okay this is what i have to get done today. yay! i finished it! now i go to bed. okay now its the next day#the only other thing ive noticed is ive become seemingly like. more. autistic acting.#like i get More fixated on my special interests now. i can think about something for hours straight instead of getting guilty and thinking#'oh im being greedy im being lazy with my time i should be doing something productive'
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šself-tiedš
#doing a butterfly harness from memory#after not touching the tutorial for over a year#was very satisfying <3#i really like the hip harness i freestyled too :3#getting back to what i love feels so good ;-; <3#my pics
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Had I no remembrance of a warmer flame than that which gave its silvery glow to my faint smile at those who asked it of me? ā THE VAMPIRE ARMAND
#iwtv#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand#the vampire chronicles#armand#anyway. quotes that make you feel like you've been punched in the gut#not entirely satisfied with this one but i can't keep poking at it.#it is what it is
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Am I tripping or are many people misreading Mary Kirby's answer re: Spite's confusion about the almost-kiss between Rook and Lucanis?
Spite doesn't think Lucanis should have kissed Rook in that moment. Spite is a demon of āGleefully not giving people what they want.ā
Rook wanted Lucanis to kiss them. Lucanis didn't kiss them.
Spite, as a demon of nope, then goes: Yes! Good! You denied them! Wait. Why are you sad?
#I've seen so many people going 'aw spite is frustrated he wanted to kiss Rook too'#in response to that#and I'm extremely confused that's what they're getting from it#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#dragon age veilguard#veilguard spoilers#Even if Spite ends up fond of Rook in his own way#that doesn't mean he's going to be considerate of their feelings when something that satisfies his nature happens#at least in like the first half of the game#I think Spite does evolve in the end
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If it was a choice between actually getting to know our companions better and developing their relationships with Rook as the player's avatar through classic, Bioware-style investigative conversations or having companions appear in random locations every time you return to the Lighthouse to listen to them spout banter that I could have just heard in the field instead, I know which I would have preferred.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard critical#ugh i'm trying so hard not to be petty and bitter about stuff like this#i actually really liked that banter fired in the lighthouse as well#but i'm genuinely baffled by some of the decisions they made and the things they chose to prioritise#also i feel the need to point out that me3 managed to do both#and it felt way more authentic and satisfying than what veilguard did#maybe it's a frostbite engine issue idk#even more reason for them to move away from frostbite in the future if that's the case
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HAEGEUM Agust D Live Stage Mix
for @rainbowcoloredpalmtrees š
cr. 0613data insp squares / triangles Bangtan CC for Palestine / donate
#I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE IT <3#tw flashing#min yoongi#yoongiedit#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#cyphernet#usersky#heyryen#annietrack#userdimple#userpat#tuserandi#uservans#useremmeline#usersolis#*mine#myg#i feel like it's not exactly what you wanted i'm sorry?#it turned out concert videos are quite hard to color#wasnāt sure about head banging triangles but they gave me perfect vibe that worked with it so I let them be#the squares are my fave probably!#i wasnt so satisfied with my works in long time
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human al
#honestly dont know what to feel with this one#like- i like it....#but its also foking hideous#went through the 5 stages of grief ngl#had me almost ripping my hair out cuz I AM NOT satisfied with this#AT ALL#but i didn't want to delete it cuz this sketch went through war before i gave up#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin fanart#alastor#alastor fanart#human alastor#radio demon#radio demon fanart#my artwork#my art#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin x reader#alastor x reader
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I love how Trollhunters is such an outlier in its genre in the sense that from the very beginning, when establishing the status quo, the notion is set; you can't always win someone over, you have to finish the fight. It is very often kill or be killed, and you can't bank on being able to change that.
And of course in the beginning Jim is horrified, and staunchly refuses to even kill even the troll equivalent of a rodent, and he does manage to win people over by talking, multiple times. And he defies everyone's expectations with these new allies. His ability to do this is one of his strengths and it's incredibly impressive, but in the end he learns and relents to the fact that sometimes of only way you can stop someone is to meet violence with violence and by then he wants to.
It's not just about self defense or damage control anymore, Gunmar killed his friends, and caused those still living to suffer, and indirectly forced him to give up his humanity, his future, his chance of having any semblance of a peaceful life,
(In Jim's eyes anyway. But really, from the moment he picked up that amulet, he lost his chance at normalcy. He was doomed from the beginning. He was also 15.)
And he wants him fucking dead. I don't know, but that's just so unusual for the type of character that Jim is, but it's so very human to break under something so heavy (Young Atlas and all that, I suppose), and it's almost ironic for him because at that point ā again, to him, at least ā he is anything but human.
#kind compassionate hero characters who also have a fucking limit that is surpassed and often do not take shit ily....#anyways. httyd moots and followers..what yall know abt trollhunters..#uhm. Hiccup could take notes here ngl...#im having a moment rn.....thinkging abt the eternal knight..........#ppl have said this before and better but whateeevverrr#i need to rewatch toa but everytime i do therws like an empty#feeling in my chest from lack of satisfying conclusion (i will NEVER rewatch rott.)#trollhunters#tales of arcadia#jim lake jr#gunmar the skullcrusher#troll jim#james lake jr#ignore any spelling mistakes. my super sleepy ass did NOT proofread this..#moth.txt
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Can we get more of the murder drone x rain world au?
ok
#ive been working on artfight refs and also so i can have the plot in a comprehensible fashion#as much as i love bulletpoints theyre too scattered to work#yeah the yellow lizard is just from the original sketch i really didnt feel like changing anything#and just used it for the ref#its so fanficy and cringe and whatever but we all know what a very unwise woman once said#jcj has a design but no name nor ref. do you even know how little cool words begin with j#and then theres a c inbetween. what the hell am i supposed to do with that#probably misinterpreted some rain world lore for this but i dont care its headcanon now bite me#art#murder drones#rain world#i should probably give this like a special tag if im gonna keep posting about it#will i? no#god i hate character design so much#doll and tessa also have design sketches but you'll have to find me in the right places for those until im satisfied enough to make a ref#oh my god i forgot the lower back spike things on n im gonna do nothing about it except get mad at myself
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whatās in a name?
alluded to it in my last adlerbell rot post but i have such a complex over adler naming bell and i find it difficult to put into words. so hereās a very lengthy attempt:
most of the symbolism behind bellās name is obvious and doesnāt need much stating: itās indicative of adlerās ownership of bell, literally naming them like a pet, his property. obvious also that a bell was used in their conditioning; as well as a reference to the study of classical conditioning itself by pavlov, who similarly used a bell to condition behavioural responses in the test subject: a dog (hence the myriad dog imagery/symbolism in adlerbell ficsā¦ itās like crack to me)
but the obvious aside it always hits me deepest as part of the āit wasnāt personalā narrative. itās insanely personal- itās intimate. i think i put adlerbell on a little bit of a pedestal to view everything about them through a vaguely romanticised lens, but to me it really is- in the most horrifically tragic and sickening way- romantic.
like, youāre bell, right? you trust this man, bell. he is your friend. you witnessed some of the worst atrocities of mankind and survived hell with him and he is your friend. he calls your name through the smoke and gunfire, as a bullet zips past your ear you hear it amidst the splitting of shrapnel, the tearing of screams silenced for but a moment. each time he extends his arm to pick you up, he calls you, bell. every time he directs you to a point of interest, he beckons you, bell. when he nudges you out of your cot in camp haskins, itās your name he laughs, bell. when he praises you, and smiles at you in that wry, almost boyish way, and tells you how good of a job youāve done, how we couldnāt have done it without you, how they should be thanking you- itās your name, bookended, every time, a fondness notched into the welding that stamps you both together inseparably. bell. every single association you have to your name is whenever he pulls you close, helps you, praises you, saves you. your name alone a positive association- to the respect and affection he has for you. bell.
and itās to the point. adler says their name at any given moment he can. he says it so often itās infuriating. like deadass take a shot every time. itās practically a trope in any fic featuring the two, that he utters their name every other line of dialogue. itās the first thing he says to them at the start of the game- walking into the safehouse at west berlin- not a word, but their name. sure, obviously isnāt the first time heās spoken to bell, knowing what came before- but itās presumably bellās first time walking around freely since mk ultra. that coupled with the trigger phrase must make for a very pliant response- when he says their name, itās the same man, as far as bell knows, who fought with them back to back in vietnam. something thicker even than blood.
and i reckon adler likes it. mk ultra was a joint effort but bellās past is based on his choosing, his memories. by no means did he have to pick their name, but he did. he chose to name the thing heās helped create. itās almost sick that the āclosenessā bell feels towards adler is really only partially synthetic- over a span of months adler really was there, every day, talking for hours and conditioning them over and over and over again. of course heād name them. something something donāt name an animal you donāt want to get attached to. but itās his animal. itās his dog. theyāre his bell.
and thereās something just so sickening and so adler that he could have named them anything else in the world- maybe something inconspicuous and plain, like john or jane; something sweet, something that reminds him of someone else, a song he likes, a nickname, an insult, or even something downright cruel. but i donāt think anything could be more cruel and tragically appropriate than calling them by the name of the instrument you used to condition them. to call them by the tool you used to enslave their mind. the very thing that reset their entire being to zero. a bell. not just their name- but the sound, ever ringing, in the back of their mind. the thing that echoes in the empty inside them, to remind them why itās empty in the first place, its sole purpose to keep them chained in their loyalty to adler. bell.
like i said, i do really think adler likes it. for whatever reason. ownership, spite, just a way to rub salt in the wound any chance he gets, a small victory only he gets to revel in, right in their face. but bell is his. bell belongs to him. when he says their name, itās the one he chose. time and patience came alongside that bell that rang perpetual in that lab. heās said that name as many times as he rang it. maybe a part of adlerās as attached to that instrument as much as he is the person he named after it. iām sure adler hears it chiming in the recesses of his own mind more than heād care to admit. heād been around to hear it as long as bell has, hadnāt he? maybe part of him has grown conditioned in his attachment to that instrument too.
but there must be a semblance of pride when he says it. really, to be able to beckon your dog by the name you chose for it. i wonder if a swell of maddened joy tugs at his blackened heart whenever he sees bellās head perk up at the sound of their name, the one he chose, as implicit and unthinking, automatic, as though it truly were their own. since birth.
and like it couldnāt be enough that he took everything from them. and most importantly that he took them away from perseus- that he stole perseusā most precious comrade right out from under him, and turned them to an unflinching loyal pup for himself. this isnāt about you, this isnāt about me, this is about millions of other fucking people. is it? when you croon and tut their name between every sentence, are you sure you donāt just like the satisfaction of saying it, knowing how deeply it disarms them? knowing how they are wholly yours, to their very core? to the name they introduce themselves as? to the one they flinch and come running whenever you say it?
ugh. itās just- a name is so integral to oneās identity. it shapes their life. their personhood. and he didnāt just erase theirs, but he gave them a new one and made sure theyād like it. a conditioned response of pleasure whenever heād say it. isnāt that intimate?
he took everything. every single shred of who they were. that not even their name is their own. that even their name, their name, belongs entirely to him.
this didnāt make sense, i wrote this mostly for myself, congrats if u read this far. i just wanted to have every single thought and feeling i had about it jotted in one place and file it away ajshsjksjsjsjs
#even still i dont feel satisfied talking ab it#I really think i can only FEEL it#and not write about it#anyway hope the 3 people that read this understand what i mean#also backspaced something about Fatherhoodā¢ļø and adlerbell but thatās going into daddy issues territory#and iām not ready to hardlaunch my traumas like that !!#anyway#??????#thoughts#adlerbell#adler#russell adler#cod#cod bell#bell#call of duty bell#call of duty#cod bocw#cod cw#call of duty black ops#call of duty black ops cold war#call of duty cold war#adler x bell#russell adler x bell#adbell
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Halflife ponies. Btw.
A warning to any MLP enjoyers: if this ends up on derpibooru or any similar site I'll gnaw you into splinters like a cheap plastic dog toy. I'm on the DNP lists under animatorfun and I'll request a new link for this blog specifically if I havw to. Please stop reuploading my shit š
Edit: i forgot to reenable the layer with Gordon's glasses it's so over. I was wondering why she looked weird oughhgggh
Edit2: fixed gordon <3
#no reposting#Barneys lack of a cutie mark is NOT because I forgot. it is a joke about his undecided major i promise#barney was gonna be a pegasus but i forgot to draw his wings and he looks better without them anyways so. earthpony barney#they feel more balanced this way anyways#an attempt was made to comply with the mlp gen5 design style...#i dont have much to say about Gordon and Alyxs designs#Gordon... i just drew Gordon But Pony tbh.. tweaked her colors a bit using colors picked from the apple family#i dont really like flesh colored ponies....#alyx.. im not completely satisfied with#shes Missing Something and i cant figure out what#giving her socks felt like too much#she feels half finished#especially with her mane so detailed xc#whoo knows maybe ill update her later (i won't)#aaanyways#half life 2#half life fanart#gordon freeman#alyx vance#barney calhoun#my little pony
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