#whastever . if i can just dissociate through all of this ill be fine
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but yeah im starting to think that as a kid living with a transphobic mother just that is pretty traumatising ..
#tw vent#tw abuse#idk i never feel safe and i wihs id just die. as she ssays. me being trans is a punishment to her from god or whatever.#i only really feel safe in my room because luckily she wont come in anymore#it only took her being upset bcuz she came in my room when i was sleeping and saw my scars for her to stop that...#idk id say its emotional abuse to be transphobic to your kid it has ruined me and ill never be the same .#i wish i was cis so you wouldnt do this to me but i cant be a girl it will make me kill myself from being something im not#i just dont get how she can be this cruel to me just because im trans#shes drove me to cut myself so bad i had to make diy stitches to keep that thing togehter...#she drove me to almsot kill myself if not for the fact i thew up all the poison after#when will it stop. when will it stop#its better than before but is it too much to ask to be treated as a boy#but its fine i guess i get given most my needs and i get given gifts if im good in my studies so its fine if she emotionally abuses me ig#according to uh basically everyone#maybe im just a spoiled brat overreacting. idk. i wish i was dead. i should have hung myself when i had the chance#i was SO CLOSE TO HANGING MYSELF IF I JUST TOOK THE LEAP ID BE GONE NOW#whastever . if i can just dissociate through all of this ill be fine
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