#werid texts

[agent-starbuck]

Listen... Idk, man. This is what it's like to be married to someone who's equally as weird as you...

[appatary8523]

My WhatsApp status are enjoyed for over 35 people worldwide and most of them are my coworkers who have absolute no idea of what I'm talking about because I usually upload dumb things like this

[obnoxiousarcade]

Don't listen to OgliveMaurice, the person with the Sonic profile picture.He bullies my friend Gary every single chance he gets, along with CzExe.They're both bullies and cyberbullies, and they encourage suicidal people to commit suicide.I'm sorry I keep bothering you, but this is for your own safety and the people around you.

DUDE I don't even know this guys tumblr url!!!!! It is most definitely not for my or my friend's safety I would have never heard of or from this guy again if you guys hadn't put these in my ask box all the time and nither would have they. Ugghhh. And it's fine that you keep sending asks about it but im a total stranger to you and him why is it me of all people? I get it he probably sucks. but you're warning me about a guy I am never going to talk to.

[lilgynt]

i finished the silence of the lambs and who the fuck is will graham. i just keep re reading the last paragraph i’m gonna puke

[bigspikesusie]

tired and failing at sleeping so I thought I'd share my #1 sleep trick that someone *cough cough* Moon showed me.

Reset your bed for like ten-fifteen minutes.

Get up, pull the covers back, fluff the pillow, give that stuffy a little pat. Then go f**k off for ten-fifteen minutes, let the bed breathe and reset.

You could go take a quick shower, eat a little snack, fill up your water bottle, play with a pet, watch a YouTube video, chat with a friend, write up an instructional guide to reset your bed, draw, play a game, go potty, anything.

Just try not to do anything in the dark with your phone in your face, that messes with your eyes and how your brain interprets sleepy chemicals that your brain makes.

But then after a little while, your bed will have reset. The pillow will feel cooler, your bed will support you a little better, that blanket might feel snuggly-er, your stuffy will be PRIME hugging shape again.

And then get some rest <3

[professionaljester]

another day another day going to work an waking up miserable

[angelarm-vash]

i remember one day i was in my living room watching extraordinary attorney woo. it’s a k drama about an autistic lawyer.

i love that show. even though the actor isn’t autistic, i relate a lot to the main character and she really resonates what autism looks and feels like to me. my mom was also in the living room while i was watching.

there was an airplane scene where the main character gets kind of uncomfortable as the plane takes off, shutting her eyes and clutching her body.

my mom then says “is that who you pretend to be?”

i turn around, confused and she goes “you act just like her now. you never used to be scared at the airport and all of a sudden you are.”

being more acceptable and aware of myself has been amazing on my mental health but to the ignorant and uneducated eye, i’m just “acting more autistic”

when i go to airports, i hate it. i hated how loud it was, how mean the staff are. how the plane took off, how underestimating the plane ride is.

now, that i know that about myself, i become more distraught when i’m there. i cover my ears and rock or pace when overwhelmed by the sounds, i wear my headphones whenever i can, i close my eyes and clutch my body when the plane takes off. i use my phone and make sure i pack a book and my 3ds to play with on the trip.

i’m acting “more autistic” because i’m accepting myself. i’m allowing myself to self regulate, to acknowledge these feelings and emotions i would have otherwise pushed down. not many people (especially people of color) have the opportunity to unmask. to stim freely, to wear headphones, to express their discomfort. they can’t do that unless they are completely alone for their own safety.

even though i unmask, i run that risk. to be attacked or harassed in the streets alone, to be stared at in public, the infantilization, being ignored, etc. but if i don’t unmask, my mental health will be compromised. so it hurts hearing people say i’m “acting” more autistic.

no, i’m not acting. this isn’t a fun game that i can turn off anytime i want. i am just autistic. this is how i live everyday.

all i’m doing is letting myself take up more space.

[mossmx]

listen my wrist is being a bitch I kniw my physio does not go on vacation but i am NOT redy to go there again asdfghjk like, please i only slept why it hurts so bad ;___;

[chiptrillino]

I'm sorry, just sent in 62 for the ask game because I'd overlooked that it's the amazing scifi thing!

Soooo 63?

(ID in ALT text)

okay so... you know whats really funny here. i think made this while for the first time polls popped up on tumblr. and i had this werid idea of like... "choose your adventure" kind of story telling. but... lets be honest i don't have much... time to draw all the options? but this is still like... a sort of darker AU which is deer to my heart. and till today i don't know if they should have a happy end or not. sokka got shipwrecked. and to make his situation even worse zuko poped up and and took a bite of him.

the whole siren idea is more based on the sinister one. the one drowning and eating seamen. and zuko is now out to eat sokka. i have some plot lines written out. -sokka playing with zuko a game of riddles to buy himself some more time -zuko being unable to stay in the sun so sokka has to decide if he lest him take shelter underneath his make shift raft or lure him out of there to burn him. at the end sokka does get saved and can escape for some time? because zuko did end up biting him. and now sokka cant stop hearing him in his head, and zuko can still follow him. so... watch out sokka! zuko is on his way to eat you up but i still don't know if he means it literally or in a more plessurable way...

[sea-of-dust]

Unexpected Affection

Kafka, Stelle,Blade x GN!Reader

Summary: They never really showed this level of affection before...

Notes: 🗿 just gonna cram this in so those two people that unfollowed me come back. Had a werid urge to cram asuka in here he looks like one of those little fluff dogs, dude.

Warnings: suggestive humor and scenes, betrayed audience (IM SORRY 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️),Barely proofread

She's always showing you affection

Touching your hand if you were to sit across from her. Offering to carry you home if too tired. She's very happy to do things for you!

You think her being like this is almost her way of repaying you for being patient while she's out stellaron hunting

She'd text you whenever she was free she'd love seeing how fast you'd respond. "The missions taking a while, I'm sorry if I'm late" you'd type almost immediately after she sent that "don't worry about it! Stay safe." With a small thumbs up emoji afterword. Her heart melts, you can't be this cute.

She loves greeting you by getting home first and sitting down on the couch. "Long time no see~" "Kafka..." the way you say her name she wishes to record it. Your greeting smile and small sweets you prepare for her always make her warm up a bit.

"How did you know I was coming back?" She'd lean into the hug rubbing your arms with her thumb. "I don't so when you don't come back I just kinda eat those alone-" She takes a bag of those snacks with her now, how could you say something like that with a smile on your face-

The longest time she's been out was two months barely being able to text you. So as soon as the mission was done, she excused herself. Waiting for you to come home so she could great you.

"Kaf-" You couldn't even finish your sentence before she kissed you suddenly, holding your hands pinning one to the wall. She kisses you with an eagerness, almost a need for you. You pull away to catch your breath, she'd fail to hide her want for more almost hearts in her eyes. She goes back in holding your waist as she enjoys the long kisses in between short gasps for air. She'll get her fix of you,slipping her toungue in feeling yours squirm everytime they touch, she really can't get enough of you only backing off when she felt shes had enough. "I prepared dinner for us" she wraps her arms around your shoulders, leading you to the dining table completely decorated.

She pulls out a chair for you as you sit down with her and catch up. "So how was the stellaron?" "Alot more active than usual took too much work" a sigh escapes her lips. You two continue to chatter on while eating.

As soon as you two finish eating, she helps you clean up. She can't take your hands off you while you wash dishes. She slowly rock your waist to sync with her movements. She takes off her gloves to touch your face. "As unprovoked as ever" she mumbles leaning into you "Why yes it takes alot of focus to wash dishes" she smiles at the joke leaning in to kiss you "Why yes the dishes are quite a vicious foe"

She just likes being near you. You smell nice...also you're able to keep her from turning into the local raccoon.

you would catch her looking at trash, always somehow be there to pull her away last second. "Come on, Stelle!" You drag her away.

She'd like to place small kisses on your cheek whenever you're not paying attention. She almost did this infront of the star rail crew. "The next planet..." You grab her face, holding her there. "heard that place is hotter than 12 volcano" March and Dan Heng would kinda continue to convo with her kinda stuck there

She can't sleep without you nearby. She's like the demon in the dark you run up the stairs from. She'd just stand there in the doorway as the light kinda makes her look like a shadow. "Uhhh Stelle" "..." you're barely awake yet you could tell it was her. You tsk before lifting your blanket lazily. "Come here" she nearly runs into bed with you cuddling into you. "You need a night light...maybe I'll take one from March" you pat her head as she scoots closer to you.

You had a maid run up to you shrieking about someone jumping out of a closet. "I'll go check it out miss I'll contact you if you it's anything serious" you go to check the room walking in and closing the door. You hear something in the closet and peak in only to have the doors fly open, Stelle almost jumping out trying to stop herself realizing who it was. "So you jump scared the room service lady" she nods "....wanna try that on sampo?"

She gets caught up in boxing and actively shows off how good she is. She always looks for you in the audience and shows off her win. "Congrats Stelle, but put him down!"

She won't admit it but she maybe maybe- likes pda. Maybe she does like holding your hand in public or the thought of you kissing her without a care. You'll never get her to say it tho. She just brushes her fingers on yours, occasionally hoping you'd hold onto her hand.

You found her in a trash can as usual but this time one on her head. You looked at her flabbergasted. "Stelle- get that off of your-" you were interrupted by her pulling it up and kiss you. Her tongue slipping in a bit, lowering the trash can down for a bit of privacy. You pull away, "Stelle what the-" she kisses you again before you pull her off gently "wait till we're on the express k?" You blush softly. She pounts a bit but still waits pulling the trashcan lower.

Turns out she forgot when you got back to the express a few days later when she does remmber tho she nearly runs at you slamming your door. "Eh what?" You rub your eyes seeing the raccoon in all of her glory "Stelle?" Your eyes a bit hazy yet you could still tell it was her, she nearly jumps on you immediately taking off her jacket. "Youre always up to something-" she cuts you off putting a finger to your mouth "shush" she smirks teasingly "been waiting for this for a long while now~" her voice is so calm yet you could almost feel mischief radiating off of her.

She kisses you for a long while, only pulling away to catch her breath quickly going back to it moments later. She didn't even care when March came knocking, wondering where she was. If anything, she just became more passionate. She adores your little tired noises every time she does something to fluster you. The infamous rubbing circles in your back always managed to get an embrassed squeak out of you. As soon as you pull her off breathing heavily, she'll notice just how flustered she made you. Her job was complete staying with you that night so she could do it all again in the morning.

He isn't too open even when in a relationship

You know he loves you he just doesn't say it outloud. You usually have to make moves and he'd slowly respond to those things, he's almost confused. "You're so stiff" you hug him from behind "as stiff as a board~" leaning into him a bit. As you hug him he's not really sure what to do. Does he hug back backward? Does he turn around and hug you? Does he just embrace it? So may questions running through a very straight faced man

The quickest way you flustered him is when you ask about the future while laying your head on his lap. "Blade... you think you might settle down with me when there's no longer stellarons to hunt." He didn't move, but it was clear to see the blush on his face. As he softly pats your head, you could almost hear him mumble a "I want to..."

He offen tries to sneakily hold your hand. "Oh?" He would stay straight faced, holding your hand behind your backs. Gripping your hand a bit tighter sometimes. "Is this your way of being flustered?" "No" he'd squeeze your hand. "Uh huh"

He wants you to braid his hair. He'd sit down with his back facing you, and you'd be so confused. When you finally offered, you could tell he almost ran but didn't wanna embrass himself. "Alright, sit -" he sits with his back turned to you in the same spot as usual. "Oh...so THAT'S what you meant." "What did you think I mean?" "That you were mad at me. " "...." he got his hair braided but still sensed undying guilt

He'd be so confused if you bought him any sort of gift. He's grateful, but... how to use it. "Blade...it's a fake flower, and when ya open it!" You carefully twist off the bud. "It's a chapstick!" He looks down at it, then back at you,"are my lips that crusty. " "No! No! I just got it cause I thought you wanted one! Always notice you staring at mine when I use it" he doesn't tell you, but he's been wondering about indirect kissing via chapstick.

All this thinking of kissing is gonna get in the way of stellron hunting it's too the point Kafka picks up on it and starts teasing him. "Bladie~, you seem flustered." "..." she smirks. "Is it that cute person you're dating!" He's pink trying to hide it, but he's blushing just thinking of you. "Your little play thing surprised you haven't given up on revenge just to stay with them longer." she walks in circles around him, annoying him but fluttering him none the less

He caught you asleep while waiting for him, so he tried to sneak into your arms without waking you. He'd fail...horrendously. you'd feel soft breaths and your arms going around a figure patting your head as you slept. Jokes on him, after you caught him doing this for a multitude of times, you just decided to pretend not to wake. Hopefully, making him feel like he's getting better at this.

He hides his cravings to wanna kiss you, but when he wants them, it's so odvious. He stays around you more often with almost no room for air, his frown deepening and eyes softening almost as if softly begging for something.

When he finally acted on this urge, it was only when you figured it out, kissing his cheek as he turned into a blushing mess. "Oh ho~, it seems someone got a bit excited for that," you smirk teasingly, hugging him. "Did you want one of these too?" His breath was heavy, his hair covering some of his face, but you could tell you had him on the ropes. Suddenly, he cups your face and leans in hesitantly before kissing you, slowly getting more passionate as he grips the clothes near your waist. You softly laugh at this, hearing him scoff, taking this chance you kiss him again in a slightly teasing way as he fully embraces your affection. He gets more egar gripping your clothes a bit tighter as his small kisses turn into deep, long ones with short gaps for air. He'd look so ashamed whenever he pulled away for breath. "If you're tired, we could save it for later." You smirk teasingly. "...just one more," you kiss his cheek. "..." You smirk, kissing his lips. "You're cute whenever you want something, you know"

[juslondo]

𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔, 𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘.. caitlin clark

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀— language, AGNSTTTTTTTTTT, c*nner(sorry)!

was it casual when caitlin felt something for you that she hadn’t felt with anyone else? the tingly feeling in her chest when she saw you, a lack of words you talked to her, the way she looked at you.. the smile she always had on her face when her eyes were fixated on you.

was it casual when caitlin would constantly be in your comments, lives, and post? Anytime you talked to someone else, or laughed at somebody else’s joke it ruined her day until you talked to her.

Y’know caitlin never noticed what she felt, you were just a close friend right? no, wrong. It wasn’t until she realized the way she would smile when she figured out she had post game press conferences with you, it wasn’t until she had force herself to look away from lips while your talking, it wasn’t until she started spending less and less time with her boyfriend, it wasn’t until she realized she didn’t want a him she wanted you. She wanted it to be you who kissed her good luck beofre and after games, she wanted it to be you who told her you loved her, she wanted to wake up to you every morning, every single dreadful moment with that man. She wanted it to be you.

it wasn’t until that night..

The team had went out to celebrate their first win of the season, Caitlin had a few drinks but not too many, you weren’t a drinker so you stuck to you apple juice. Quickly you and Caitlin got pretty bored. The team was entertaining Nalyssa’s live while you and caitlin were leaning on a corner of the bar walls. Your back was against her front as her arms were wrapped around your waist that was out due to your crop top.

You two stood in comfortable silence through tiktok on your phone, chuckling at a few videos while Cait’s chin rested on your shoulder. Caitlin let out a small sigh as she lifted her lips to your ear “can we go home? I’m bored” (you two indeed share a hotel room, two beds but she usually sleeps in yours)

“Already? we just got here.” You said as you turned off your phone and put it in your jean skirt pocket. Caitlin lifted her head and pouted as she rubbed your sides a little “please?” She ask as she glances at Aaliyah and Lexi who were laughing about who knows what. You sighed as you removed Caitlin’s hands from your side and interlocked your hands as you pulled her to the bar exit.

You could practically feel caitlin’s smile and burning into the back of your head as you lead her outside the bar. The cool air hit the both of you as you headed to Caitlin’s car.

Once you two got there she opened the passenger door for you and got in the drivers seat herself. As the ride started you and Caitlin sung your favorite songs the whole way there. While at a red light, the song you guys were singing kept stopping because of caitlin’s phone notifications. She sighed as she picked up her phone and saw conner was texting her back to back.

6 messages from C.>

“caitlin”

“you’ve been out all night, come to my hotel”

“caitlin where are you?”

“you didn’t text me after your game, answer your phone.”

“We need to start sharing locations I be worried about you”

“I miss you babe cmon”

Caitlin cringed at the messages as she simply put her phone on dnd and turned back up their music. You looked over at Caitlin who still had a werid look on her face. “You good?” You asked as she looked over at you and grinned. “yeah” She said as she placed her hand on your thigh. Your demeanor didn’t change as she always did that. It was casual, right?

When You and Caitlin made it back to your hotel, you were laughing as you two stumbled in, her hand resting lightly on your side. She closed the door behind the both of you with her foot and locked the door with her free hand. You made your way to your bed and sat down, taking off your sneakers that you wore, you sighed of relief when you got them off. “my feet were killing me” You chuckled softly as she layed down on your back, looking up at the ceiling.

Caitlin joined you, laying beside you on the bed, after about a minute you turned your head to face caitlin who was already looking at you. You felt this werid tingly feeling in your stomach when you saw caitlin’s greenish eyes looking into yours. “hey” She said dragging it out a little as she chuckled, making you laugh.

You were always giggly around Caitlin, You looked at her and always had to control your smile. “hey” you said back as you couldn’t really stop smiling. After a minute of just laughing at eachother, the laughter died down into peaceful silence. Cait looked at you, as if she was examining your every feature. After a minute of looking at you Caitlin’s eyes met yours “you’re so pretty” Caitlin said making you loss for words.

You didn’t really know what to say, I mean yeah caitlin had called you pretty many times, even sexy, she loved calling you sexy. but let’s not get off track. This time it felt different, like she was truly admiring you, the word pretty felt like the best compliment in the world coming out of caitlin’s mouth. why was something so small affecting you like this?

“Thank you..” you said as you slowly got lost in her daring eyes, that always seem to catch your attention. “y’know returning the compliment would be nice” Caitlin said making you laugh out of nervousness, once you got yourself together you looked back at caitlin for the 100th time tonight. “you are very pretty caitlin” you say as Caitlin’s expression softens. She doesn’t say anything, no, but her eyes spoke for her.

No. This couldn’t happen, she was caitlin clark, a women. She had the whole media and on her back they couldn’t see her do anything different or be with a girl. She had to stay with conner. It would never work, yall would never work.

But you didn’t know that, so after that night you were confused, on why caitlin stopped texting you good morning or good night. Why she stopped calling you nick names, or why she started talking to you less.

Everytime you were around her it felt like she was forcing everything, forcing herself not to talk to you, forcing herself not to touch you in any kind of way. Where did it all go wrong? Was it that night? the realization that ran through caitlin’s eyes as you called her pretty, the meir thought that you guys might’ve kissed that night, was it the way caitlin frowned her eyebrows in confusion trying to find out why her heart fluttered the way it did, why she had to force herself not to smile?

As their game against chicago sky came to an end indiana came out wohh the the win. You pull your jersey up and wipe the slight sweat off of your forehead. As you look back up, your eyes set her for caitlin, even if caitlin was acting weird toward her she still would look for her everytime. Ever since the season started you and Caitlin would hug after every game, loss or win. But this time it was different, odly caitlin was more than ten feet away from you.

After a few minutes of looking you sighed and started to make your way to the tunnel as everyone else was signing things, doing interviews or just celebrating with eachother. Before you entered the tunnel you looked to your left and you wish you didn’t. You saw caitlin there.. hugging conner.

Her hands wrapped around his waist as his wrapped around her neck. Your face went numb, the feeling felt unreal, you got attached.. again. why? It was obvious caitlin didn’t like you it was just casual things. It was casual when you guys stayed up all night talking about your futures, and somehow your futures always had eachother in it. You took everything the wrong way.. how stupid of you..

Beofre you could see anything else you speed walked into the tunnel, making your way to the empty locker room. It hurt, knowing that it would never be you. Knowing that you can caitlin would be in eachothers futures but not how you wanted to.

“that’s just the way life goes”

but caitlin never wanted it to be like this, but that’s what she did when she was afraid, she closed off, and she walked away, she walked away from her problems. She didn’t know how else to deal with this feeling, and talking to you wasn’t an option.

“I like to slam doors closed”

As you took some of your things from your locker, just doing anything to keep your mind off caitlin, but she’s all you can think about is her. Did you do something wrong? was it your hair? was it your face? was it how you acted? why wouldn’t she pick you? You knew this wasn’t a minor crush, this was more. But the sad part was, you knew it would never be you. As the team started huddling into the locker room you acted like you were doing something in your locker, trying to keep the tears that were on the edge of falling. Unlucky for you caitlin’s locker was right beside yours.

This would be the time where you usually would be talking or laughing with eachother, but no. It was silent.

“trust me, i know it’s always about me”

caitlin could feel that you were sad, she knew the way she had been acting, the change of her actions, she knew it had hurted you, all she wanted to say was that she wanted you, she wanted it to be you, she wish it could’ve been you, but everything in her knew. it couldn’t. “hey” Caitlin looking up at you, you slowly shivered from her voice that hadn’t talked to you in weeks. You looked up at her just as the tear fell. Caitlin knew it was because of her, and hated herself for it.

Through all the emotions you were feeling you let out a small obviously fake and barley noticeable grin, which was different from your normal jolly, happy, demeanor that caitlin was used to. “hey” you said as she grabbed your bag from your locker and walked out, leaving caitlin their stumped. She wanted to stop you, she wanted to tell you how she felt, but she didn’t. She watched you walk out the door with a small tear falling down her pale cheek.

As the cold air hit your tear stained face, you leaned against the brick wall, letting out soft sobs. A small hope wishing that caitlin would come out and choose you, tell you that it was you, but she didn’t. It would never be you..

“i love you, im sorry”

an: shed a tear or two.. but this is my first fic!!! do yall like it?? and feel free to request!!

[tokischaaaaa]

a story reader being friends with hamzah before and during 4freakshow? but like reader is like in love with hamzah, but doesn’t want to make it obvious

dumbass 🐀

!hamzah x !latina reader

notes!!: we making y/n and hamzah reallly blind to really obvious shit 🙂‍↕️

warnings: cursing, fluff ig

word count: 3.4k!!!! *longest yet**

y/n and hamzah were newly graduated high school students. they both shared the interest of not going to college, and that’s what led them to meet at a party hosted by a mutual friend.

as for plans after high school, y/n had moved out of her parents place and was living in a hotel room until she could find a place within her budget.

hamzah on the other hand, he was living with his friend, aaron. aaron was working as a streamer, it somewhat paid the bills but for the most part did. hamzah helped by working at a corner market he had been working at since junior year.

however he had admirations for something bigger, something more fun; rather than working at a corner market that had middle aged men come in all the time.

hamzah already had somewhat of a following on tiktok due to his short yet humorous videos. he assumed that the following could be useful in the future if he wanted a job that would allow him to be creative and his funny self.

both of the young adults, who were now free from their guardians, were looking for everything all at once. they both expected to have a great time at the party, but that wasn’t the case.

y/n was found on the back porch sipping her party punch, she couldn’t help but gag every time the red liquid hit her lips.

“it’s like tasting the koolaid man’s werid uncle.” a voice said behind y/n.

she turned around and saw a young man with dark curly hair, a black long sleeve shirt. aswel as baggy jeans and some white airforces.

“yeah more like the creation process of the koolaid man.” y/n smirked.

right there, they kept making jokes about the koolaid man and the horrible punch that tasted like battery acid. they had clicked instantly, expressed their current position in the journey of adulthood.

as hamzah spoke about his admiration for finding a job for creativity and being himself, y/n couldn’t help but become distracted, she couldn’t deny the fact that she was attracted to hamzah.

his courage to come up to her and make such a bad yet perfect joke to spark the conversation between the two was magnificent. and also the fact that he wasn’t looking for a quick fuck or make out session made y/n feel like she struck gold. but she couldn’t deny the fact that she kind of wished he could ask her out or anything!

“what about streaming? you can be yourself then, and you said that you also do the tiktok thing.” y/n proposed playing with her necklace.

hamzah was quiet for a moment then embraced y/n in a tight hug.

“holy shit! your a genius, uhh-“

“y/n,” she smiled

“hamzah.” he smiled back and hugged her again.

the rest of the night was filled with laughter and teasing between the two, hamzah felt as if he found the female version of him, she completed him, and his sentences, she was able to provide him with the little bits of knowledge he lacked when making decisions.

he couldn’t deny that he felt a deeper connection to her, but his charisma bar ran out, he couldn’t ask her out, then she’d think he’d want something from her.

thankfully y/n had sipped enough of the horrible party punch that she was able to have the courage to ask for his number as the party came to an end.

“where you staying at hamzah?” y/n asked as she plugged her number into his phone.

“around oakwood, so like 30 minutes from here. what about you?” he asked

“oh shit! same, kinda. i’m staying at a hotel on riverside right now so i’m like 15 away.”

“wow, how’s that going?”

“it’s a.. expirence!” she laughed.

once the two said goodbye and hopped in their ubers, hamzah was more than excited to text y/n. he was hoping that she sent her real not a fake one, since he had talked her ear off he wouldn’t be surprised if she faked it.

his finger hovered over the send button, he didn’t want to seem desperate, but he kind of was since he had such a great conversation with y/n.

aaron couldn’t help but smirk at hamzahs nervousness over a text. he elbowed hamzah which led to his thumb to touch the send button.

“dude what the fuck?” hamzah groaned.

“i’m just helping you out buddy.” aaron smiled.

y/n had just arrived back at her hotel, she jumped on her bed and fell asleep moments later. too exhausted to check her phone, she could blame the alcohol for her drowsiness but she could blame hamzah too for talking so much. but she couldny blame him, he meant good, the alcohol on the other hand didn’t and would lead to a pounding headache the next day.

the next day, around the afternoon, sleeping beauty y/n finally awoke. she jumped to check her phone as the memories of last night came back into her head, she checked messages and saw the message she was waiting to see

she laughed when she saw his texts that followed, she quickly typed a response to his worrisome texts.

once the two met up, the energy had been restored. y/n and hamzah kept teasing each other , cracking jokes, and making funny noises.

the errand run was a complete success between the two, hamzah was able to pick up everything he needed and y/n was able to pick up on hamzahs likes and dislikes. she was sure to use that information in the future.

as their first official hangout was coming to an end, y/n let hamzah know her schedule as well did hamzah, she showed him her hotel (from the outside), since hamzahs hands were full with groceries. they were going to make sure to see each other again, somehow someway.

y/n became a nervous wreck when she got back to her apartment, she couldn’t deny now that her crush for hamzah got bigger after this hangout. but she decided to push it to the side, not wanting to screw up the connection they already shared.

over the next few weeks, hamzah and y/n would meet up every few days. y/n met hamzahs roommate, and hamzah saw y/n’s hotel. they would talk, a lot. order food and talk for hours or watch tv together. hamzah and y/n couldn’t deny that there was something there but neither of them would say anything about the subject.

as for hamzah’s newly created twitch account, the followers were increasing by each stream. hamzah let y/n know about the success of his streams, but she couldn’t help but realize how long his streams had been getting, they weren’t hanging out as much.

y/n started to get jealous and it was getting harder for her to hide it, she missed hamzah, she missed his presence. however, hamzah being so infatuated with this new freedom he craved he wouldn’t respond to y/n’s texts.

her texts of asking how hamzah was, if he was okay, how stream is going, asking when they could hangout again, would all become ignored by hamzah. hamzah had been meeting new friends through streaming and eventually did group streams with his newly established group, freakshow. hamzah had forgotten about the person that made him enjoy freedom, y/n.

y/n felt absolutely shitty, she felt played, and portrayed as if she was desperate. she thoght she found someone who matched her, she was right in the beginning, but she was so far off. she wouldn’t ghost someone like this and leave them in the dust like this, even if she was busy. she was absolutely disappointed and disgusted in hamzah.

one day while hamzah was streaming he got a call from y/n, it took him by surprise. he quickly realized how long it had been since they had talked. he quickly muted stream and answered the call.

“y/n? hi, how’ve you been?”

“shit, well sleepy.” y/n’s words are slightly slurred.

“y/n are you drunk?” hamzah asked with concern.

“why does it matter to you, your a dick .” y/n snaps.

“what do you mean? are you ok?”

“your blind hamzah, blind, blind, blind! just like stevie wonder!” she yelled into the phone, a hurl could be heard from her, she quickly ended the call.

this left hamzah completely distraught, does he go to her house and see what happened? or does he continue stream?

he decided to put his job aside and check on y/n, he unmuted stream and let his viewers know that he had to leave for his own reasons.

he quickly ended stream and grabbed his keys and drove to y/n’s apartment.

as hamzah was driving towards y/n’s hotel he couldn’t help but realize how he had missed time with her, how he hadnt seen her in a while. he wondered what happened, then it hit him. it was him, he was the reason for the fun that stopped.

it felt like a slap when the guilt hit him. he realized why y/n had called him a dick but not the blind part. as least he knows why he called her one thing, the other thing is for another day, he thought.

as he got to her hotel, the front desk asked who he was to y/n, “frie— boyfriend!” he blurted out, taking himself by surprise.

the front desk woman nodded and let him upstairs. the time hamzahs was waiting to get to her room in the elevator, nerves hit him. he was worried about what he was going to walk into, but he had no choice but to put that aside, just as y/n had as they hung out.

hamzah banged on the door several times, until y/n opened it weakly with one arm and the rest of her body on the floor.

“y/n! shit! what happened!” hamzah said trying to lift y/n up.

“life. and failed expectations.” y/n hummed.

hamzah grunted as he carried y/n bridal style to her bedroom, y/n could’ve melted right there. oh how she wished she was sober to experience this and really remember it.

hamzah laid her on her bed, “shit, what do i get you?” he said under his breath. y/n was now looking up at her ceiling, absolutely fucked up.

hamzah was about to leave her bedroom to grab her some water before y/n asked,

“hamzah do you hate me?”

“no! why would you ask that?”

“you left me, no call no answer.” she mumbled.

“what did you say y/n?” hamzah asked getting closer to the bed.

y/n was silent for a few moments before hurling her brains out, thankfully in a bucket that just so happened to be next to her bed.

“ah shit! y/n here let me help you.” hamzah said trying to pull her hair back.

y/n instantly rejected him, “get out hamzah.” she cried.

“what? what did i do?” hamzah asked taken aback.

“you, your the problem, your the do, get the fuck out!” she screamed.

hamzah knew it was better than to argue with her, especially if she was drunk. he felt helpless, he walked outside her room. his heart sunk as he left the hotel.

as hamzah got into his car and started driving, the memory of y/n calling him blind kept repeating in his head.

hamzah decided to give y/n space, this time with his awareness. he didn’t know what had gotten into her, what caused her to kick him out so aburptly.

as the days got longer for hamzah since lack of sleep, due to the repeating question, “what am i blind to?”

y/n had stopped completely texting hamzah altogether, she decided to stop contacting him and having him in her head. she focused on work, she took more hours so she could be distracted from the time lost from being ‘played’ by hamzah. she was able to rent her first apartment, she was extremely proud of herself, but there was a part of herself that wanted to celebrate this big moment with hamzah.

with work, and now moving she easily became overwhelmed and she developed a cold due to overworking her body. a friend from work had stopped by and told her to not get back to work until she was fully recovered.

though y/n was stubborn she gave in and took time for herself and for her body to fully recover. however it was hard since she still had to keep making trips to the hotel she stayed at previously to move them into her new apartment.

work wise for hamzah.. there’s been a recent spike in viewers for freakshow. so he’s been enjoying making content and building friendships with chase, haley, and claire. some of the clips from their livestreams have gone viral which was great for hamzah but not so good for y/n.

as she was on bedrest, she opened instagram swiped through people’s stories but her throat started to close as she saw hamzahs.

it was a repost of someone’s story, the repost was a video of a girl yelling “i’m in love with hamzah!” and then the video transitioned into a poorly edited video of that girl and hamzah with the words ‘hamley’ across the screen. hamzah placed 🥺🥺🥺 emojis ontop of the repost.

that broke y/n. this whole time she was trying to suppress her feeling of missing hamzah but now she couldn’t suppress it anymore, this feeling now combined with anger made y/n start sobbing uncontrollably. she didn’t even think about questioning the poorly made edit, she didn’t want to ask questions, because all her questionea were answered. hamzah played her.

meanwhile 👀,

hamzah just ended another successful freakshow stream but was still on call with the other 3 members to chit chat.

however the others were talking about something that didn’t interest hamzah so he went on his phone and checked on his story. he decided to dabble on the viewers, it always excited him as the numbers rose, and the witty responses from his followers.

however he felt his throat dry up as he saw y/n’s account. hamzah’s caught off guard and remains silent for a while until chase asks,

“hamzah what’s on your mind?”

hamzah looks up at the camera , “na i was checking my story viewers and i saw this girl that i used to be really close with.”

“so what happpened?” claire asked.

“we used to hang out almost any day we were both free, talk and shit then i got busy with streaming. but like a few weeks ago she drunk called me and then she got sick and i tried to help her but she yelled at me to get out. very confusing.” hamzah shrugged.

“holdup hamzah, was it my story you reposted?” haley asked biting the inside of her cheek.

“yes, why.” hamzah says dumbfounded.

claire, haley, and chase share the same irritated expression towards hamzah.

“why what happened?” hamzah asks

“where you close , ‘close’ with her?” chase asks

“yea we used to hang out every week.”

“you fucked up, big time.” claire blurts out.

“hamzah, did she ever… text you like how was your day, check in on you? possibly tell you deep stuff? compliment you?”

“yeah, where’s this leading to?” hamzah asks

“hamzah she likes you, or did like you.” chase says.

“what do you mean? how?” hamzah cried, not being able to believe what he’s hearing.

“ she trusted yourself !! that’s how!” the 3 scream at hamzah.

“really? i didn’t know if she liked me? i thought she was just being nice.”

“no!” the 3 yell again

“ok jeesh. what do i do now?”

“do you like her?”

“yeah, like since we met at the party our energy clicked. we got along really well but like i didn’t know if she wanted to be more than friends.”

“hamzah your a fucking dumbass.” claire yells at hamzah.

it takes a few moments before everything registers in hamzahs brain completely.

then, he realizes what he has to do.

he quickly says bye to everyone on call and grabs his keys and wallet and runs to his car.

as hamzahs driving to y/n’s hotel it starts to pour hard. as he try’s to run inside to her hotel but his head becomes drenched in the rain.

he runs to the front desk and asks the woman there for y/n.

“sorry sir, she doesn’t live here anymore.”

hamzahs heart sinks.

“however she does stop by frequently to move her items here to her new apartment. here i’ll give you this spare key to see if she’s here.” she smiles.

hamzah is absolutely greatful to the elder woman, “just come back in 45 minutes so my boss isn’t suspicious.” she smiles as she hands him the spare key.

as he’s inside the elevator his heart is racing, he doesn’t know what to expect, he’s hopeful that she’s there but doubtful, he doesn’t want to be late as he was all the other times he was to her subtle hints.

he heads upstairs, to see if her room is open so he can maybe catch her to say something.

as he gets upstairs he can’t see her, he sighs in defeat and as he’s about to leave.

“hamzah. what the fuck are you doing here?”

“y/n i need to explain everything, i’m so sorry, i was so fucking blind, and such a pussy.” he starts.

“continue.” y/n says crossing her arms.

“fuck, y/n i like you, i liked you since i saw you at that party. i saw you weren’t liking it there and neither was i, i wanted to be around you, make you feel better. after time you made me feel great and reestablished a feeling that i haven’t felt since i got out of my house, freedom. but so much of that shit fucked up what was between us.”

“y/n i now understand why you called me blind, i was blind to that fact that your kindness was out of a deep connection we had, a feeling we both shared.”

y/n stayed silent for a few moments before saying, “what about your girlfriend? hamely?” she said rolling her eyes.

hamzah couldn’t help but burst out laughing, “y/n that’s a fake ship name, the group i work with, we made that up so it would add more viewers. it’s all fake, trust. also, she lives in california and has a boyfriend.”

y/n’s stern face dropped. she approached hamzah a year started to roll off of her cheeks.

“hamzah, im sorry.” she said.

“i should be the one apologizing y/n, i should’ve had your feelings into consideration. that’s all on me, let me make it up to you. let me take you out. please.”

y/n stares at him, “you gonna ghost me after?”

hamzah gets closer to y/n, he takes her hands into his, “never.” he says and puts his hand onto her jawline and kisses her deeply.

“again.” she says as she breaks the kiss.

hamzah smiles, his wet curls blocking his eyes but he doesn’t care, he can see clear now, clear that y/n was really his other half, his person.

hamzah holds his arms out and gets closer to y/n, his wet shirt clinging to his body. his smile widens as he gazes into her eyes, feeling the warmth between them despite the cool dampness of his clothes. without saying a word, he wraps his arms around her, pulling her into a tender embrace.

the scent of rain lingers in the air as their bodies press together, and he whispers softly, "i’ve never been more certain of anything. you’re everything i’ve been looking for, y/n".

“sorry for being such a dumbass.”

“it’s okay, you’re my dumbass, i can handle it.” she smiles.

[mio-actuallywrites]

The World You Once Loved 2

Apparently being in your world is still surprising for you.  PREVIOUS NEXT

2/?

//Reader lives in Japan.  not proofread

Fyi through out all these parts NO book 7 spoilers.  also I assure you next part I will try to make it longer!!

Apparently 8 months in Twisted Wonderland means 16 on Earth. And those 16 you have spent in a coma. Apparently your Roommate Oboko said you had got ran over by a car and have been in a coma ever since. 

She had also told you the night before you woke up, items had appeared in your room, apparently in your suitcase. (Haha I wonder why)

After the doctor came in, checked on your vitals and health you were told you needed to stay a day or more in the hospital. So after getting to eat earth food again, thinking about what you missed in that last year, thinking about all those memories and how they are doing right now you were ready to go back. 

After getting Oboko to drive you to your place, you finally entered the house you thought you would never return too. 

After entering the front door, your eyes immediately trailed to all around the house, all the furniture was the same, but it was werid to see new and not old furniture, I guess living in Ramshackle caused you to get used to the sometimes uncomfortable and dusty furniture. 

“All are you going to enter?” Obokos voice rang in your mind as she suddenly lightly pushed you in, bringing you out of your shock. 

“Sorry Oboko-Chan I’m just still in… shock you know??” You replied hoping she would just shrug it off. 

“It’s fine, however I have your phone with me if you wanted it, I was gonna give it to you in the car. But I wanted you to get adjusted.” She replies as she hands you the phone. “I’ll be in my room if you need me!” She yelled as she left. 

You stood there for a second as you grabbed your phone and went to sit on the couch. 

You put in the password you would never forget, no matter how many worlds you been in you will always remember. *insert password* seeing as you logged in, you had million of notifications, filled with texts, updates and snaps that were left unseen for the months you were gone. 

You opened up Magi- no Instagram and viewed every news peice you missed. The new Taylor Swift album, the new update to Genshin, the upcoming movies, new trends etc. It seems like it will take AWHILE to catch up on all of those events. 

After looking through the app you decided to go into your room, and see the place you thought you would never see again. 

However right when you entered the first thing you noticed was the luggage you clearly packed a few days ago. You went over to the luggage and opened it, once you opened it the first thing you saw was the picture of you and the first years + Grim. You guys were all at Ramshackle probably at a sleepover. 

Under the photo you found your diary you kept that you bought at Sam’s shop. It was filled to the brim with the 8 months you spent there, going from your first unbirthday party to (Something that happend in chapter 7)

After picking up the diary and putting it on your desk, you grabbed your school uniform, and hung it up. Once you hanged up your school uniform in your closet you then grabbed the photo and hung it up next to your desk. 

Thinking about what to do with your life now that you finally returned after it being your goal for so long. But wasn’t completing a goal make you happy?

Today marks the 1st anniversary since you left. If you were right it had been six months since you left in Twisted Wonderland. Your friends were now 2nd years and some were about ready to graduate. And again, If you were right, they were in the middle of finals, since you left during that period. 

Yes although you did have the period of tears, and overwhelming sadness of leaving all of those memories behind, right now you were living your BEST life right now. 

While you were in your 3rd year of Highschool. Like Night Raven, you stayed at the High School with your Childhood friends, Oboko and Saki. Yes you did have your fun with them, but what about those past memories that you dearly loved and held at your heart?

“Reader? Are you there? We still have work to attend to and close shop, not zone out.” Your co-worker snapped at you. 

“Sorry Keiko, I tend to a lot.” You responded, although it was a little bit of a lie, you would still cling onto those memories from time to time. 

“Anyways, I’ll finish the dishes you start locking up.” She responded, completely ignoring your response. 

You nodded in response and left the Cafe’s kitchen to go lock up all the windows, doors, blah blah whatever this job paid good that’s all you cared about. 

After quickly finishing it up, you walked to the back door walking past Keiko who was still washing dishes, you were always fortunate when you didn’t have to. (Who even likes washing dishes???)

“Bye Keiko! See you tomorrow!” 

She had mumbled a response as you left the door and entered your car. 

While jamming out to the new album of your favorite artist, the drive home was relatively short. Basically 5 minutes.

You pulled into the driveway and couldn’t wait to get into your home. All that felt nice was a nice warm shower and watching your favorite episodes of your favorite show/anime. With a cup of hot chocolate on the side. 

As soon as you entered the dorm avoice hit you. 

“Hey, reader, just like 5 minutes ago there were some people saying they knew you and kept assisting them. I don’t know if you know them but the acted like they knew you for a while or so. They are in the kitchen currently because they acted like they haven’t eaten in awhile. Uh please be safe?”

/ENDING WAS RUSHED, once I have time I’ll go back and edit. 

[serxinns]

Hey it’s lil ol me 🤭

And I was wondering if you could do a Yandere pro hero 1A class with a civilian reader (Like reader and the 1A pro hero are like 26 or 27) and civilian reader is like a loser even at their old age is still treated like a nobody and lonely 😔 and single

Love ya, Swirly 🫰

Let's just say they'll be scooping you off the street like a wounded stray cat and mf SPOIL you

You were just walking to your boring dead-end job you didn't have time for your looks, clothing, and body due to you being burnt out and stuff you wanted to be a hero but your toxic parents forbid you to even tho you had a potential quirk but your parents would punish you by loclimg you away with no food whikemyour siblings were spoiled

For the past 16 years, they began pushing you to do a lot of house chores and work, taking care of your siblings even if most were older and could simply take care of themselves until you finally ran away, deciding to get a job at 17 and a crappy apartment at 19 and now you're here 26 years old alone in a crappy apartment watching how heroes get praised and worshipped with their good deeds while you get ignored and werid stares at your workplace and some even make mean comments about you then going home doing the same thing rotting away

But one day you were on your way to work you bumped into a short brown-haired girl making her drop her papers everywhere "I'm sorry!" You frantically tried to pick up her files stacking them needly and in the order while everyone was in shocked whispering to each other even surprised by your appearance, you quickly handed them to her bowing your head, and quickly walked away to avoid any more trouble, "Wait!" The girl ran up to you and grabbed you by the shoulder you quickly turned to her realizing who she was,

there was uravity in her hero Costume brightly smiling at you you quickly blushed when you saw her she was one of your favorite heroes You had some of her merch you admired her bravery and battle techniques "Can you tell me where the (company name) is? I promise to meet them to make a deal about something!" "Oh, it's actually where I-I worked at i can give you the directions of where it is" the pro hero smiled brightly again "Oh thank you so much!" She said lightly hugging you which you said thanks and looked away still blushing a bit

While you were explaining the directions Ochako even wasn't paying attention but admiring how pretty your face was up close observing each and everything about it like it was an important life lesson

"Hey, why don't I drive you to work? For helping me out with so much plus I dont want you to suffocate on the train" she asked while other people stared at you with jealousy, rage, and envy, you gulped "n-no I'm good I'm used to taking the train and I don't wanna waste anymore of your time" "Oh no I insist really! Come on! We don't wanna be late! She didn't wait for your answer just pulled you into her car and quickly drove away

while driving the two of you got to know each other, well mostly you telling her about your interests and her happily listening to them and making sure to list them down heck she managed to get you to exchange each other's phone numbers! And the 2 of you parted ways

Ever since you met the pro hero you got so much closer than ever Ochako would spam text you to see if you were ok or fed she would buy you some of your favorite foods and when you asked to pay her back she kindly declined after all she just wants to spoil you during as days turn to weeks she started to develop an unhealthy obsession with you and her colleagues aka other pro hero's started to notice as well especially with her usual behavior

So one day Momo decided to go walk with Momo even tho Ochako seemed bitter about it and kept making excuses Momo didn't back down when the two ladies arrived at your workplace everyone else was squealing, running to get an autograph, or trying to get a casual conversation with them but they ignore it there momo saw you busy with files and not minding the chaos happing in front of you, you looked look precious, so adorable little thing, she just wanted to spoil you rotten,

As the days pass you and Momo coincidently met and start getting along and Momo becomes friends quickly you then meet with the whole pro heroes at the time spending time with each of them obliviously unaware of their jealously and envy towards each other trying to piss each other off with different ways to spend time with you

Like Ochako your best friend was dragging you to all sorts of stores buying you skincare accessories and giving you a glow-up altogether and after all that she offered you her merch that you love whenever the two of you made eye contact she felt like she just wanna fly you up to the moon and have a romantic picnic with just of the Two of you she would invite you to spas to make your skin glow brighter then it used to be

Momo would invite you to little tea parties in expensive fancy areas with cute animals to smother up while you eat your treats and would occasionally sneak a pic or two while you weren't watching so she could add that to her collection, she always dreamed of you purposing to her with any kind of ring and she's head over heels she just wanna tied you up and with force dress you up in your wedding outfit while she's buy the most poofy expensive wedding dress and marry you

Izuku and (mostly Shoto) Shoto was a quiet and monotone guy who liked talking about his books his favorite is polar bears and would show them off to you while giving you interesting facts about them, seeing your face focus on him and what he has to say warms his heart a lot and imagines the two getting married and having a baby pet polar bear together, He would take you to expensive areas you to expensive areas or buying you many outfits for yourself or your fashion choice and would flustered himself when you showed it off to him making his desire for you grow

izuku was a nice and talkative guy who just wanna spend time with you even if it'd awkward he was always there to make it less awkward and more fun, he liked to take you to Little Ice Cream thinking they were little dates just him and you sharing each other's ice cream holding hands then tasting the ice cream on his lips-, he started to get flustered just the thought of it! But don't let the gentle giant fool you he's easily jealous and very clingy, especially with Bakugo and his little mutt Kirishima

Bakugo on the other hand at 1st you thought he hated you because of his brash and easily-tempered personality but you then kinda realized that he does like you.. or keep you around since he always never leaves you alone like a love-and-hate relationship it's complicated cause at 1st he would make fun of how skinny your body is and then he brought you some of your favorite lunch in your favorite color bento which was sweet? The two of you had got your ways of getting along with each other

Kirishima on the other hand is the opposite he is your number one go-to when you need encouragement he would at times take you for a woke or train filling you with praises every here and then and making sure you drink plenty of water and giving you cute little nicknames like precious or crystal cause if he's a tough rock you a crystal sharp and shining bright! He would call you any time of crystal he can know! But he and bakugo can be VERY VERY protective especially when it comes to what's there's if anyone even look at your way its 6 feet under or black mail

Izuku and Shoto and Bakugo and Kirishima would try showing off to you by showing off their quirks when you're in the public crowd cheering for them a bit making their heart race a bit knowing their darling is right there admiring a show they're putting on for you~

Next is Sero he's a sly slick dude with a dirty mind whenever you say something he will pull a "that's what she said joke" every chance he can get, he sometimes gives you private Spanish lessons which he would put you on his lap while he teaches you a few things and also whispering little Spanish nicknames he came up with whikenyounwere just sweating in embrassment "Carino" "amor", "corazon" some words you didn't understand but he did and those were wishes and promises that was gonna make once he have you all to his self you were his Vida mia

Mina was your logical party girl always driving in her hot pink Ferrari honking impatiently while you literally glared at her in the window while saying "Get in loser we're gonna make your boring life fun!" She would drive you around and drag you to lots of wild and sometimes fun activities like skydiving!... Well maybe cross that one out since you a lost lost your soul that day

Iida is a MAJOR protector he makes sure he flexes his skills but keeps you a safe distance if he sees you in some danger you bet your ass will be picked up princess style and carried away somewhere safe and far away from Danger other than that he's genuinely a nice and interesting guy always praises you for everything he does like a proud dad friend he admires your determination of wanting to be a hero but Is worried for your safety at times

Tsuyu is quiet and patient when with you while everyone is either rambunctious, crazy, or even acting obsessive and possessive over you tsuyu and Jirou try to act the most normal out of them so they can get closer to you whenever those start to go too far but they want you just as bad as they do they just dont wanna admit it Jirou would make you try out some instruments see which one you'll like and was surprised when you tried out that particular instrument lets say the two of you jammed all day singing songs and making covers and the fall asleep to Romance calm music Tsuyu on the other hand love to take you to calm and quiet hot tubs or tropical places

Ojiro Tokoyami and Koda all teamed up together as well with Ojiro being the flirt and also trying to compete with Kirishima and Shoji of who can be the most powerful while Koda loves to talk about all the facts about animals and teaches a thing or two how to handle him the sight of you laying with a sleeping deer makes him die of happiness and takoyaki is quite fond of you he's quiet and nice but he can be a bit creepy at times always looming over you like a shadow while you and dark shadow make jokes and start funny conversations

They would eventually convince you to quit your job and let you work at their agencies to be close to you or heck even worse as one of their sidekicks when you're gone with you argue over who gets to spend time with you but if they see anyone else other then them sending time with you then be ready cause there's gonna be 19 feral wolf pack coming for you

They were so glad they met you on that street that day ever since you met them you started taking care of yourself and your health letting your true self glow pit of that depressed miserable state! They promise to take care of you as long as they live whether you like it or not~

[my-owl-baby]

Chapter Two; New Adventure

Previous chapter; The Lost Lady

Summary: After Dinner Y/n knew she would have to leave to do whatever, she needed to find away to get back home. Uhtred who asked her to come she accepted, the journey to there destination was met with a seer who reveals that Y/n has a secret.

Warnings: killing, mentioned of killing, child abuse, smoking, cussing and harsh language.

Words: 3,911

Taglist; @namelesslosers @dixie-elocin @cemetarybpys

Author note: sorry it took longer then I expected, writing block wasn't pretty have many draft of this chapter since I was very unsatisfied with it but I hope you all enjoy it <3

The sun soon was setting down, you were outside after supper taking a smoke for the day since so much had happened.

It did bother you and you knew something would bad happened if you didn't come along. Or are you just paranoid?

You didn't want to leave, especially the children you grew close too. But staying here wouldn't do you no good to get back to your timeline.

Would your parents be worried? You haven't texted them the last two months since you've been back.

"Lady Y/n?" You snapped out your thoughts looking at the man Uhtred, he passed you a small smile. You didn't though, just a small bow was enough to you.

"The food was delicious, better then I ever had in my life" he chuckled taking a drink of ale from his cup.

"I'm glad" you turn away taking another blow at your cigarette not trying to blow the smoke on the man.

He sat down next to you, still chugging his drink until there was no drop left.

"I thank your Abbess for letting us stay here for the night, it was kind of her even though we look like Danes" he said, you didn't say anything just nodded to his word as you smoke your cigarette.

It was silent for the last few minutes until you opened your mouth.

"So who's the king?"You asked, Uhtred was surprised you didn't know the king of Wessex. You didn't bother to ask, since your history wasn't that good in memory.

You only knew the basics, like timeliness the reasons for things happening and knowing people are greedy and ruthless.

"Alfred is the king of Wessex" he grumbled, telling by his voice he didn't take much found in the king.He wasn't your king, you don't surve no one here just yourself.

"Ah ok" you simply said, step on your cigarette picking it up to flick it somewhere else.

He saw you getting ready to leave, he didn't want you to go without speaking of the matter.

"Wait...I still have one more thing to ask you" He said to you, he stood up. You looked at him waiting for him to asked you what he wanted.

He hesitated, once he met your eyes. They were full of lifeless energy maybe because you were tired.

"You have to go, the king order...he would like to meet the person who saved the nunnery" He stood tall, you looked at Uhtred for a moment before nodding your head.

He took it as a yes, you walked inside the the nunnery.

Your lightly dose of sleep wasn't always good. You had nightmares of events that happened in your life, you weren't excited for those moments in your life.

But ever since you got here, most of your sleeps have been better. Was it because those things no longer exist in this time? Falling to sleep after a few toss and turns until your eyes grow heavy.

~

"Get up now." Your mother said harshly as she watch you on the ground coughing since she hit you hard on your stomach.

You catch all the air you could before you got up on your feet again. You picked up your wooden kanata that you held in your hands tightly.

"I don't want raise a weak child" she mumble getting in position once more. You did the same, shaking this time your body ache from all the hits you took in you didn't want to know how many bruises were made during this 'training'.

Your father looked from the sidelines, he was the same like your mother wanting you to be stronger then anything but you wanted to live your life to have friends, join in werid clubs.

Now you here trying to beat your mom in the Japanese sword arts. They were making you good at everything.

You fell on the ground again and again even after that, you mom didn't hold back once she would either finish you off with one or two hits three if you were lucky.

"Get up again!" She yelled grew tired of you falling down so much after a couple of hits. You had enough feeling your chest tighten by the emotions you held.

You burst out.

You came at your mother full speed yelling at her, she stopped, dodged you but she was surprised by your out burst.

Once again you fell to the ground, it didn't stop you to get up again.

"That's my girl come on" she smirk, getting in position, you didn't let her do that hitting her hands hardly as you could.

You made your first hit, you made your mother frustrated and back away.

Soon without a thought you felt something hit you again on your ribs.

~

You woke up gasping for air, you didn't expected that. You groaned laying back down yawning. Looking at the small window seeing it was still night time.

You felt the same pain on your ribs but it was a faintly pain that went away soon.

You stayed in bed wide awake, looking at the ceiling. The air was cold, making you shiver, looking at the small fireplace not lit anymore.

You cover yourself fully with another cover on top. You stayed there with your thoughts not wanting to start the day yet.

You laid there thinking about your dream, would your parents care or notice your gone? You burley had friends only Jon was caring and nice to you.

He understood what you went through, and stood by your side since the first day you both met each other.

You left your bed getting a cold glass of water would help, it always did. Sitting up making your way to the kitchen getting cold water near a ben of full water. You thought about drinking it until you realized your better off without it then getting sick.

You came down for nothing, you grew cold, you didn't have socks since they didn't provide any.

"Fucking hell" you mumble keeping the cover close to you as possible as you started to walk back to your room.

It was silent, you can hear bugs make their sounds between the walls. You hear your own breath, the hot breath from you mouth making it known every time you let out.

"Lady Y/n?" you jump a bit not seeing up head towards you, the voice didn't sound familiar not once. You stayed still now hearing foots steps walking towards you closely.

'Kick him in balls and run' you took a breath as you got ready to kick whoever ass was coming to you.

Once the moonlight shine on them, you realize it was one of Uhtred men. "Ah, it is you" He gave small light smile before he bow a bit.

Your body soften once you realize it was him. You return the bow to him. "I heard you curse, the walls are thiner then a cover" he chuckled, you tired to remember his name but nothing came up.

He took the cover off around him and handded it to you "here a lady like yourself shouldn't be cold" he mumble.

You looked at his hand then at him, shaking your head you couldn't accept it he was being way to kind to you and you burley know them man.

He dress like a monk, dirty brown hair eyes like the soft a clear pond where Lilly pads would flot on.

"It's...it's okay" he said, insisting too he could tell you were cold and he did have much use to the cold weather since he traveled with Uhtred.

"No...no" you mumble walking pass the monk, he stood there surprised you didn't take it he notice how cold you were and still wouldn't take it.

He turned to see your figure leave into the dark, he wonder what he did wrong as he sigh looking at the window to the moonlight sky.

In the morning you decide to cook breakfast for everyone using some of the meat from last night to make something quick.

You were cold shivering from top to bottom the fireplace burley helped you keep warm.

You place the food on the table now the sun was burley coming out, you sigh siting down tired from the nightmare you had from last night.

You were wearing your normal clothes, jeans, sweater, long sleeve and warm socks to help but burley did.

You had your tennis shoes, your gun behind you hiding from your shirt and sweater.

You stayed in your thoughts thinking if the decision you made was right.

"Lady Y/n" you jump a bit looking at whoever called you, it was Abbess, Anne. You gave her a light smile bowing your head lightly a bit.

"You are leaving aren't you" she took the hint from the way you dressed up, like the first time she met you but not covered in blood.

"I am" she pressed a smiled at her trying her best to keep together. She sat down next to you in her regular clothing even if it was clothes she weared a dress.

It was silent for a couple of minutes "I'll be back I promise" you stick out your pinky, she looked at you like you were doing something to her.

"It's a pinky promise" you started to explain to her, that it was something that people did where you were from if you wanted to keep a promise.

The lands where cold, riding on a horse for hours now it was killing your ass that for sure.

"Never road a horse before?" The Irishman said looking at you with a small smirk, you nodded fixing her saddle a bit.

"Not once, but I'm a quick learner so I'll get the hang of it" you mumble looking up ahead, only seeing the sun turn down a bit.

"We'll camp here, bloodhair should be near the village" Uhtred said, they started to set camp up. You stayed close to your horse that was given to you, sitting down on the cold ground near with your bag.

"Finan go check what's happening in the village" Uhtred order him, he glance at you watching you closely before he spoke again.

"Y/n, why don't you go with Finan as well" you looked at him then at the guy who spoke to you not that long ago. You nodded getting up putting your pocket knife near you.

"Shall we" he chuckled, the both of you continued to walk in the woods.

"God, it's in fire" he mumble, you heard running not far tapping Finan shoulder.

"Someone near" he stayed quiet listening, he looked around, pulling out his sword to prepare to kill any one.

Soon, a man fell on the ground. You yawned, tried from today long horse ride, and wanted to get things over with. Finan, on the other hand, pointed his sword at the man.

"Good evening to you" He said with a light smile. The man glance at you then at Finan who held the sword.

"Though I'm pointing a sword at you....I'm friend" he smiled putting the sword away, you looked at him like he was dumb 'all an act?' You shrugged it off.

"Habit" he chuckled notice no one was getting his friendly jokes so he sigh "come with us...then you can tell me all about your village" he said as all three of you started to head to camp.

You heard Finana grumble about something no one having no humor which made you half smile at his mutters.

You heard the man say that Danes came in and started to burn the place down, killing people left to right.

You felt pitty for the man, knowing he lost everything probably his family as well. Uhtred told his men to prepare to fight bloodhair men. "Do you use a sword lady?" You turned to see the same monk from last night.

You looked at him, his voice is gentle enough to like to hear all the time. "I Uh don't use a sword" you mumble, looking away from monk.

"Oh...I thought...you uh sorry" he turned away walking towards a group of men. You thought nothing of it as you continued sharpen your pocket knife.

You stayed in your on zone, not bothering no one time to time Finan would come by tell a joke or two maybe asking where you were from.

"Fucking cold out here" you mumble freezing cold as you hugged yourself, it was getting dark the man stayed feed and taken care of giving us information that was useless in your own ears.

"Why, don't we attack now?" One of Uhtred men suggested, you knew it was bad idea, remember what your caption told you when you suggested something like that.

"No use, they are ready prepare we attack when they won't expect it" your caption said, it was easy knowledge that time now this time, they probably are hungry to kill.

"No, we attack when they least expect it next morning they'll be tired from all the killing they have done" Uhtred spoke sure of himself, everyone followed and you found out Uhtred is wiser then other men if they actually want to live in battle.

"Y/n, what are you good at so you can be of use" he asked, you looked at him then at the other men.

"Bow and arrows, at front combat, distance combat and anything really" you shrugged, Uhtred looked at you impressed with a smirk at front.

"You'll make the first strike, anyway you would like" he said, he is sure you would get it done well.

Any man around you, looked at you with confusion mumbles started to go around saying how he could let a women like yourself take the first kill.

You took it as a sign to leave the area, get the rest of the information in the morning if needed. You sat down near a pound behind a tree, your horse stayed near with your things.

Now that your not at the nunnery surrounded by men, many men. Especially now that your back in time men would be much worser no...they still are the same.

You sigh, spinning around your pocket knife on the ground digging it's own hole. "Mmm...I have chips" you mumble grabing your bag pulling out a bag of chips that haven't been open.

"Ohh, I've been wanting you for awhile" you smiled to yourself, opening them and eating them.

You heard someone coming not even in your fourth chip in, you hid the bag behind you hoping they won't see it.

"Soup?" You saw a bowl of soup right infront of your face. Looking up seeing the same monk from before, you took it without thought.

"Thank you" you said, there was a spoon in the bowl poking out the soup.

"It's made by me, mushroom with a bit of bread as well" he said, held the bread near you taking that as well.

He sat there watching you eat the soup he made waiting for a reaction, it was food first time you had.

"It's good" you told him, he smiled to himself glad he could please you by his cooking.

"I'm Osferth, lady you can call me Osferth" he bow his head a bit towards you, you looked at him as you place the empty bowl on the ground.

You extended your hand out "I'm Y/n L/n just call me Y/n" he nodded looking at your hand before mocking you.

It was silent after that, you looked at the reflection of the moon on the pond. You continued to play with your pocket knife on the ground. Osferth watched you then looked away, every now and then.

"Y/n...there's covers would you like one" he got up on his feet, looking at you. You looked up at Osferth then looked away.

"No...I'll be fine" you mumble, he nodded sitting back down in the same spot.

You didn't know why Osferth is being so nice to you, you didn't even know his name until now.

"Other then Uhtred or Finan, you've been kinder to me" you said, it caught the baby monk off guard.

He looked away feeling his face heat up luckily it was dark "you're welcome...la- I mean Y/n" he struggled, did you have the poor monk in a spell to make him fall for you this much.

Is he interested in you? Every time he saw you he would find an excuse to talk to you like last night or in the evening.

You were too blind to see, maybe too much time in your own mind that you didn't notice Osferth watching you or struggle to talk to you.

You notice it now, so quick? You burley catch the eyes of men but men who are curious to know about such a quiet self kept women like yourself usually only want sex.

"Oye! Baby monk leave the lady alone" Finan yelled, getting the other men's attention. He glance at you, you didn't say anything only a small bow towards him.

"Good night Osferth" he heard your voice, maybe it was in his head but he enjoyed the quietness that you brought around yourself.

"Good night Y/n" he mumble only to himself, wishing you could hear him with that amount of volume of his voice.

Once Osferth left Finan came along laughing "Sorry for the baby monk, he bit of a shy man" he chuckled sitting down closer then what Osferth did.

"He's sweet, I wonder how he ended up here now" you said calmly, putting your knife on the ground next to you.

"He wanted to be a warrior, to fight" Finan said taking a drink of his ale. You didn't know anything of any of the men here not even Uhtred himself.

"Why is that?" You asked, more curious of the reason.

Finan did indeed take long to answer your question "well, he's the king bastard" he simply said.

"Bastard? Like someone the king dislikes?" You questioned further, you didn't know the king didn't like Osferth now you wonder even more.

All Finan did want laugh loudly "what are you on women" he chuckled taking another chug on his ale.

'Nothing what are you on of course' you sigh, still waiting for answer from the Irishman.

"He's the kings child, he had a child with another women who isn't his wife" he explained, he notice you listened closely to understand which you did get the meaning of the word.

"Your accent isn't like the others nor mines" Finan started a bit more calmer then joking around.

"Where are you from?" He asked, now he's the curious one in this conversation now. You didn't know what to say only shrugging was the best answer for you.

"It's hard to speak on that topic" you simply said, you made it sound like your own homeland was burn down which Finan guessed and decided not to push any further.

He continued to talk to you asking you simple things like food or if you ever drank before you both grew tired and fell asleep.

Next morning, you all got more close to the village. It wasn't a hard walk, Uhtred let you use a bow and arrow since you asked for one in the morning.

It wasn't hard to make the first move, you decided to climb up a tree near by the village a good view of the Danes so you can shoot them from a far.

"Here's my stop" you turned to Uhtred, he nodded giving you a small smile. You jump up from the tree without a problem.

"You seem to impress me the more I know you, lady" Finan said with a smile on his face, you only bow at his response before going even higher until you saw a good sight on the Danes.

Osferth was stun by your skills, he wonder what more you could do he wanted to know you but don't have the strength to tell you himself.

Now you waited until one of the men get near Osferth while Uhtred and his men get into their position. You watched them push Osferth to the open, and the baby monk began to walk to the Danes.

You got arrows ready aiming it to the nearest man, who is close to Osferth.

You waited, they got near Osferth one more step and they are dead. You let your arrow go, it went through the man head. Getting another one quickly shotting it at another man.

You only killed three by the time they were all dead, you started to make your way down the tree.

Once you made it near the church you saw a Dane leave, he walked passed you not knowledging your presence.

"Werid" you mumble, you had your knife ready to strike at him watching him leave the village.

You made sure you had everything near you, your bows, gun, knife and arrows before you went inside the church.

"Y/n" Osferth said getting your attention to the others once you step foot in the church, you only bow slightly not saying anything as you examine 'the holy home of God'.

"It is you who are my prisoner now, Uhtred" the random women said, tattoos on her face, messy hair, she dressed like a crazy women you'll see in horror movies.

"I'm glad your safe" You heard Osferth said to you, he passed you a light smile.

"Thank you, I'm glad you are as well" you mumble to him back, Osferth couldn't help but smile to himself as you said that to him.

"Y/n...seize her" Uhtred order, he glance at you, you were confused of the situation you walked into.

You only nodded as you came towards her grabing her arms putting them behind her back.

She looked at you with a smirk, she knew something that the rest of these men didn't know.

"Let go of me you bitch" she hiss only for you to roll your eyes at her keeping your grip tight.

"You wouldn't want me to spill your secret do you?" She threatened you. You didn't believe her as you continued to grab rope to tie her up.

"What is she talking about?" Finan said, you only glance at the Irishman man ignoring his question.

"Yes indeed what am I talking about, Y/n" she is starting to get on your nerves, they believe her to be a witch. You never believe in them not once.

"Shut your mouth, or I'll sew it up" you threatened her, she only laughed didn't believe you. You will do it to her if was necessary.

She continued to talk to Uhtred trying to get into his head "I have aligned myself with the three spinners of fate" she stated, you kept her away from Uhtred as she tried to get near him.

"Your path is the path i choose for you, Uhtred Ragnarson" she continued with her nonsense.

"And your spirit is mine to torment" the last thing she said, before Uhtred demanded her mouth to be shut and her eyes.

Sithtric helped you tie her up and shut her mouth, once Uhtred left her attention was only on you.

Looking at you with a smirk she knew you weren't from here, she knew your past, the reason why you are like this. She knows everything.

[hoeforchrizz]

what is happening with this man!!!

HE SAID IM WERID FOR SENDING HIM A GOOD MORNING TEXT N THEN HE CALLED ME WEIRD IN GENERAL LIKE BITCH IM TRYING TO START A CONVERSATION WITH YOU BECAUSE IM BEING NICE N THEN HE SAID HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW MY NAME LIKE ITS MOT THAT HARD TO ASK LIKE ARE YOU RETARDED OR DO YOU NOT HAVE BRAIN CELLS CUZ YOUR DUMB ASF