#werefuckeditsfine

[dieabadass]

Trees

Blood clot

A breath of fresh air

[spiritualgangstrb4be]

If you feel nothing then why are you shaking

[dieabadass]

Big Dipper

"The Big Dipper as it is today (left) and as it will look in 50,000 years." Dream of stars. 1940.

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[dieabadass]

choke me spank me pull my hair

[spiritualgangstrb4be]

There is nothing sexier than a man who knows how to traverse the juicy pathways of his own heart. A man who can stand to be called out on his shit. A man who, when you boldly ask him to be there, says yes-hell yes...and shows up beautifully, with every ounce of his beating heart.

There is nothing more beautiful than a man who talks openly and passionately about what’s on his mind rather than pulling far away and glossing it over with a bullshit generic response of

“I’m fine.”

There is nothing more breathtaking in the world than a man who knows the salty taste of tears. A man who lets you see him on his worst days...stripped, sad and raw...vulnerability hanging out of his split-open heart like ripped ribbons.

There is nothing more bone-suckin’ delicious than a man who knows how to take care of a woman, how to touch her softly and fiercely at the same time, how to fuck her wildly while gazing gently into the sapphire depths of her soul, how to set her free while claiming her and make her feel like a cherished jewel of divinity, like the goddess she is.

There is absolutely nothing more astounding than a man who kisses like he could die five minutes from now. A man who understands the preciousness of this breath, this inhale…and exhale. A man who wants nothing more than to face the world together as you both smile, breathe, set the air around you on delicate fire, transcend bullshit and ascend towards nectar galaxies far too beautiful to comprehend.

There is nothing more maddeningly magnificent than a man who pulls you close and declares his love for you, and shouts it from the rooftops like music, and weaves his fingers through yours with ripe enthusiasm, and isn’t scared to call you too soon, and call you out on your shit, and call you the luscious love of his life.

There is nothing more goddamn gorgeous than a man who is fiercely himself, who holds the strongest heart space in his warm, sultry embrace...for you to bloom, blossom, flourish and soar...as he does the same.

At the end of every dissolving sands, apricot sunset-soaked day —

There is nothing sexier than a man who knows how to love himself. A man who values the truth running through his veins like sacred ink. A man brave enough to be there for you and himself when shit is beautiful and when it’s completely falling apart.

This is the kind of man you deserve. A man who isn’t afraid of emotion. A man who shows up one hundred percent. A man who is ready...who craves every drop, drip and ounce of an authentic, earthy goddess of a wonderful woman like you. Let him kiss you with his entire being until you remember who you really are.

Don’t settle down with him...

Settle UP into a more luscious, technicolor life. A life so beautiful it hurts sometimes. A life so fulfilling you’ll never be thirsty again. A life so freeing and spun of soul it makes you dizzy. Anything less than this heartfelt, present, purely sacred beauty is a goddamn tragedy.

Don’t settle Down...

Settle UP. ‘Cause when the divine masculine meets the divine feminine, magic happens. The sweetest magic of all.

- unknown

[dieabadass]

[dieabadass]

Girlinagraveyard

[dieabadass]

You deserve someone who wants to give you a fucking text back, ya know? Someone who wants you, only you, and makes you feel wanted. Someone who can’t help but message you first thing in the morning when the sun is coming through the curtain, and they’re barely waking. Someone who wants to spend their drunken Friday nights with you, but also their lazy Sundays. Someone who holds their one-person umbrella right above you when it’s pouring down, so that you’re sheltered, even if it means they get soaked through. You deserve someone who thinks of you, often. Someone who calls you on the phone at the end of a long day, because they want to hear the sound of your voice before they drift off to sleep. Someone who makes plans with you on a Tuesday evening, because the weekend is just too far away, and who cares if we have to go to work the next day. Someone who says definitely, not maybe, and follows through. You deserve to hear a song on the radio that makes you melt on the inside at the thought of this someone. Someone who could watch you sleeping for hours at a time, and be perfectly content in the grace and stillness of that moment. Someone who steals a kiss when you’re mid-sentence and least expecting to find their lips. Someone who will happily pig out on pizza with you in bed, and not judge the sweatpants & top knot look you’re sporting. Someone who is just that into you. You deserve someone who challenges the both of you constantly; someone who makes you strive to be better each day, because they’re trying to be better too. Someone you can count on to stick around when the shit hits the fan, which it will. Someone who chooses to lift you up, always. You deserve magic, and fireworks…You deserve someone who will always be careful with your heart, because they know just how fragile it already was before they held it. Someone who’s heart aches whenever yours does. Someone who wakes up next to you each day feeling like they’ve hit the jackpot, over and over again, and thinking what on earth did they do in their past life to be so damn lucky. You deserve someone’s complete attention. Someone who looks at you, and I mean really sees you, and all of the beauty you hold. You deserve to be someone’s first choice. Someone’s best friend. Someone’s partner in crime. Someone’s everything. You deserve to be loved; and loved extraordinarily well. And to be told that you are loved, every single day

[dieabadass]

We are exactly we’re we are supposed to be … for now

[dieabadass]

In the Celtic tradition

there is a beautiful understanding of love and friendship. One of the fascinating ideas here is the idea of soul-love; the old Gaelic term for this is anam cara. Anam is the Gaelic word for soul and cara is the word for friend. So anam cara in the Celtic world was the "soul friend."

In everyone's life, there is a great need for an anam cara, a soul friend. In this love, you are understood as you are without mask or pretension. The superficial and functional lies and half-truths of social acquaintance fall away, you can be as you really are. Love allows understanding to dawn, and understanding is precious. Where you are understood, you are at home.

The anam cara experience opens a friendship that is not wounded or limited by separation or distance. Such friendship can remain alive even when the friends live far away from each other. Because they have broken through the barriers of persona and egoism to the soul level, the unity of their souls is not easily severed. When the soul is awakened, physical space is transfigured. Even across the distance, two friends can stay attuned to each other and continue to sense the flow of each other's lives. With your anam cara you awaken the eternal.”

― John O'Donohue

[ Art: “A Forgotten Love Story” by Mona Finden ]

[dieabadass]

Beach walks

[dieabadass]

Feeling too much

can hurt sometimes,

but one day you grow

and realize

that your heart

was never really

broken.

It was just

Cracked wide open.

[spiritualgangstrb4be]

[dieabadass]

“I asked the universe to fall in love And the universe answered First I fell in love with the dirt beneath my feet Molding itself around each step I planted Then I fell in love with the growing seeds, brushing against my ankles Even the weeds didn’t hold me back, for I loved them too Next I loved the sea, crashing against my kneecaps with fury and grace With each cold wave I was reminded of the warmth in my breath After that I loved the air, pushing me forward And forcing my stubborn gaze upon a new horizon Finally I looked up, and loved the sunlight Shining on my skin, nourishing a glow no one else could replicate Soon after, I met you I remembered how wonderful it felt to love And thought, perhaps, it might feel just as good to love you I asked the universe to fall in love And the universe answered I saw your disgust at the mud paths I walked along As you criticized the thorns prodding my ankles When the sea crashed a little too hard, you did not attempt to lift me up But instead only showed your strength to pull me away from the wind’s current Then, I found that when I looked to the sky, the sun no longer shined the way it used to Instead it lay dark, covered by a single greedy cloud So I decided not to love you For as much as I loved to love And tried to love The universe answered And the answer was no”

The universe

[dieabadass]

👾

[spiritualgangstrb4be]

Shifting my perspective on life wasn’t easy. I was so used to holding onto my stubborn ways, driven by my ego, convinced that I always had to be right. It’s incredible how much we let those old patterns define us, keeping us stuck in a loop of frustration and resistance. But once I started to realize how much my own mindset was holding me back, everything began to change. And let me tell you, it was one of the hardest—and best—things I’ve ever done.

There’s something deeply comforting about the familiar, even when it doesn’t serve us. For the longest time, I was so caught up in my own rigid thinking that I couldn’t see how it was impacting my growth. My ego had me believing that any shift in my thinking was a sign of weakness, as if changing my mind or perspective was somehow an admission of failure. But I came to understand that growth requires discomfort. It demands that we loosen our grip on the things that no longer serve us.

When I finally began the process of letting go, it was like I had unlocked a door to a completely new way of living. At first, it felt awkward—challenging even—to take responsibility for my own mindset. To admit that maybe, just maybe, I didn’t know everything. But that’s where the magic happens. When you start to view every experience, every challenge, as an opportunity to grow rather than something to resist, life opens up in ways you could never have imagined.

And let me tell you, the progress I’ve made? It feels incredible. I’m proud of myself for doing the hard work, for stepping out of the comfort zone I’d built around my ego. The person I’m becoming is someone I truly admire. Every step, no matter how difficult, has been worth it because I’m no longer bound by old habits of thinking. I’m more open, more flexible, and honestly, more at peace with life than I’ve ever been.

I’ve learned to embrace progress over perfection. The journey toward bettering yourself is not a straight line—it’s full of twists, turns, and moments where you’ll have to check your ego at the door. But I’m excited. Excited to continue evolving, to keep pushing the boundaries of what I thought was possible for myself. The growth never stops, and neither does the joy that comes with it.

It feels good to finally be aligned with who I’m becoming. To know that while the process is ongoing, I’m no longer a prisoner of my old ways. I’m grateful for the journey, and more than anything, I’m grateful for the awareness that each new day is an opportunity to continue becoming the best version of myself.

It feels amazing to say: I’ve come a long way, and I’m just getting started 🤌