#well the stuff that didn't happen ig how would i know
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Physical flashbacks are so weird like "hey the body and amygdala want you to know! *you involuntarily recoil as if the Pain is happening despite there being no actual physical pain*"
And then you have to act like nothing just happened because technically nothing actually happened???? Like how is this helpful
#like brain body i love you but stfu#like fr stfu why is this happening to me the shit im thinking about either didn't happen or was Very Long Ago#well the stuff that didn't happen ig how would i know#but also it doesn't fucking matter!!!! im thousands of miles away!????#i shouldn't have to feel this way why is it interfering with my Life#it's legitimately debilitating but god forbid i seek any supports cuz im too functional normally to deserve help#that's what it feels like anyway#it's not fuckin fair lol i can do it but it's hard#vent#yeah thats what this tirned into lmfao#im not like distraught just. annoyed mostly?#but i promise it's not that serious#Normal For Our Condition type shit
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was getting a twelve pack of beer a bad idea? probably. am i enjoying it though? absolutely.
#im just glad i didn't end up getting the vodka like id originally been thinking#bc i would've ended up actually getting drunk on school nights#can't actually get drunk with beer bc i get full before i can drink enough to actually get drunk#but i am enjoying the feeling of killing brain cells by mixing it with benadryl#could this be the start of a bad habit? possibly#but im not too worried for now bc it's only beer#now if i start cooking barbiturates in the microwave ill know ive hit bottom#but ive got 4 more years to go so im saving that for later. preferably my last year#ive got a list of substances and a general timeline so i don't end up empty handed with another two years left to go#i hope this blog doesn't end up turning into a drug log over the next four years lol#well if thst happens ig i can just create a sideblog for my mental breakdowns#if folks have recommendations for stuff that might help im open to suggestions#well besides cigarettes bc i am currently fighting the urge to start smoking with everything i have in me#bc i know for a fact I'll get hooked right away and it'll ruin my life by making me light up a cig every few minutes#I'd be taking smoke breaks every hour between classes#I've only smoked like twice in my life and i cannot stop thinking abt how good it would feel to start smoking#just. its not even the nicotine it's just so easy to romanticize self destruction with cigarettes yknow#it feels like you're actually doing something. like it makes the suffering more tangible or something#idk maybe i might try it and realize it's actually nothing like i kept thinking and be turned off by it#but with the way i cant stop obsessing over them when i haven't even started? im not taking my chances lol#anyway. feel free to ignore the mental breakdown lol this will definitely keep happening more in the future#alcohol tw#mine#vent
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Relativity Falls!
Design Concepts (and my unnecessary thoughts):
Excuse the the colors, ig my apps are fighting.
I see Mabel finding success no matter what happens to her, but I really like the thought of her running an insane arts and crafts business in GF. Alternatively, if she fell in the portal, she'd come out acting confident as always, but she probably wouldn't realize how much the constant change and lack of family/stability wore her out until she settled back in. In either case, she's a bit cracked.
Dipper is investigative, but cracks easiest under stress and is not as inherently adventurous as Mabel or Ford- so the portal wouldn't treat him well. If he's not the one in the portal, he'd be into stargazing and real magic to share with people, while also warding tourists away from the dangerous stuff. In general, he'd be an unhappy adult if left to his own devices, lol.
Between Dipper and Mabel, I like Dipper being in the portal more. He's a great protagonist, but as a supporting cast member, he needs to be more insane to match the draw that is 'Mabel taking care of children,' ha. I also love the idea of there being no portal / some other looming threat for these two to struggle with (at least because Hirsche has made it clear that Dipper and Mabel are equally smart, and to me it seems like the portal would reopen way quicker with them), but I didn't plan on posting these and I don't know how my followers feel about me posting lore.
Stanford and Stanley:
Pretty much how they are in canon, but now they're in a setting where they can get over themselves, ha. They aren't quite as mature as Dipper and Mabel were at their age, but after coming to GF, they finally found other people to look out for them. Dipper could be a more emotionally available and level-headed role model (I think having people to take care of is calming for him in turn), and they'd both look up to Mabel as the peak of somebody who knows how to socialize.
Fiddleford:
He's a sweet, southern, farm-raised mechanical engineer just like in canon.
Idk why Fiddleford is in GF (visiting an unnamed grandparent?), but I really like his relationship with Ford in the journal. Following that thought, in this AU, he starts out more of Ford's friend than Stan's, and it's kind of a big deal. Unlike Dipper's arc on learning to be a kid, Stan and Ford clearly struggled a lot with interpersonal relationships / finding security outside of eachother, and that's what I think this AU could be about (it's great they realized they need each other in canon, but the part where they had no one else to turn to is also kinda crazy if you ask me).
Ford gets to meet another smart kid in a weird town, which helps him feel more normal. He has a better idea of what friendship is because of it, but also, since I can't imagine Dipper wanting an apprentice so young/vulnerable/impressionable or Mabel asking only one of the twins to stay- he'd have to come to terms with the fact that he can't live in his dream world forever. (Or maybe the apprenticeship comes from somewhere else, just because the conflict around going back to Glass Shard Beach at all, or sending Stan alone could be pretty good.)
On the flipside, I think Stan's initial jealousy of Ford and Fiddleford's friendship would force him to try finding his own friends / hobbies. I like the idea that he fails at first- and a lot- but Mabel notices his mounting frustration (which he is very keen on hiding), and her consistent and unorthodox support makes him realize he wasn't alone to begin with. He can be more open around her, which makes it easier to open up to others, and then he can make friends without having to pull any tricks. He probably starts with some animals, and then at least gets closer to Fiddleford anyways (I feel like they're both more practical than Ford and value human company more, so they'd bond easier once Stan gets over his personal hurdle).
Anyways- because that was way too much- Mabel's exes are a constant source of antagonists and Dipper is stressed about setting a good example.
(I was more of a Monster Falls fan back in the day, but I can't draw animals, lol)
#fanart#gravity falls#relativity falls#relativity au#mabel pines#dipper pines#stanford pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#(if you wish)#I wasn't planning on doing any AU fanart#but designing mabel was way too fun#damn i didn't even draw bill#oh well#i have mixed feelings and ideas for how he'd fit in anyways
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karasuno boys - dating headcanons (pt. 1)!
a/n: sen here!! heyy obsessing over our haikyuu boys are we <3 yes i am i'm only on season two right now though, almost season three!! i'll be doing aoba jousai, nekoma, and fukuroudani gakuen! enjoy!
characters: hinata shouyou, kageyama tobio, tanaka ryuunosuke, sugawara koushi (suga-san🥹), sawamura daichi, tsukishima kei (TSUKKI🥹) [pt. 1], yamaguchi tadashi, takeda ittetsu (just me and one of my favorites), ukai keishin [and in that order] {pt.2}
pt. 1 || pt. 2
notes: in this au, kiyoko can't be married to tanaka...yeah. they're still in highschool, btw
gn!reader

↳ ❝ [ 日向翔陽 HINATA SHOUYOU ] ¡! ❞

-this cutie omg
-probably the first to confess
-gets all blushy when you're around at the start of the relationship
-you love ruffling his hair
-if you watch him practice until the end, he treats you to meat buns!! if he doesn't have enough money, he'll just share one with you
-kageyama is jealous omg and tsukishima is just like "the chibi got a girlfriend??"
-loves you so very much
-his love language HAS to be words of affirmation and physical affection
-you just can't help but return the affection
-if you don't know how to play volleyball, he's gonna teach you!!
-if you know- he's going to ask you to talk to him
-dates will be chaotic and affectionate
-often cooking dates!
-you love his family especially natsu
-also love them amusement park dates with him
-he's so fun loving and all
-kisses are very innocent, close to no spice at all except when he's feeling super annoyed or something
-loves cuddling with you when it's bedtime <33
-does NOT have a specific schedule rest assured
-calls you his dove (aww)
-you love calling him sunshine <333
-HE'S JUST SO BRIGHT
-I SWEAR

↳ ❝ [ 影山飛雄 KAGEYAMA TOBIO ] ¡! ❞

-a sweetheart actually
-he's so cold on the outside but lights up when you're there
-kisses have a little bit of spice
-he's too prideful to confess first ig so you make the move
-loves it when you come to his practice to support him
-at some point he has requested you to become a manager because sometimes ukai thinks you're a distraction for him so asks you to walk out for a bit to let kageyama concentrate
-you bet he has worried over it because he didn't know where you went
-ok onto the main shit
-dates are always somehow sport related (HOW DOES HE KEEP FINDING THEM)
-sometimes an outing or two when he's actually free and not busy with volleyball stuff
-you'd think he isn't clingy...WELL IT'S THE OPPOSITE ALRIGHT.
-he actually craves YOUR attention and YOURS ONLY
-i think you two would have a cat together (named it NOTHING after the other volleyball players you know :/)
-loves your cuddles too
-WAIT WAIT HEAR ME OUT
-YOU KNOW HE BUYS THEM DRINKS RIGHT
-HE WOULD BUY LIKE HUNDREDS FOR YOU IF YOU WANT
-aww the little (wait he's tall) guy

↳ ❝ [ 田中龍之介 TANAKA RYUUNOSUKE ] ¡! ❞

-the hot-headed guy just can't get enough of you
-you sometimes make fun of him for being almost bald-
-but he's okay with it because he loves you (as long as you dont do it that often)
-okay so firstly like kiyoko WHEN HE SEES YOU HE CONFESSES TO YOU ALMOST IMMEDIATELY
-one second he's dumbfounded by your beauty, the other he's confessing to you already
-like you reject him first few times
-AND THEN AND THEN YOU START TO FALL FOR HIM
-THEREFORE YOU ACCEPT WOOOOO
-it's uh "Y/N-SAN! I LIKE YOU CAN YOU GO OUT WITH ME?!!!" and then you're just like "ah- yeah. mhm."
-he's just like :o WHAT
-okay that's it for the confession
-dates are always what you want
-if it happens you want to make cake, go for an ice cream shop, an amusement park- whatever, you name it and he can afford it? YOU'RE GOING
-they're all so sweet...
-he's also needy at some point when you're dating
-so...MORE IN MY NSFW LATER

↳ ❝ [ 菅原孝史 SUGAWARA KOUSHI ] ¡! ❞

-i'm gonna bet 100 dollars that he's the one confessing
-STEP ONE: get you as his girlfriend
-firstly he's going to ask you to meet him during lunch in the morning
-second when you're both there he confesses
-to his surprise you accept to go out with him and one date turns into two, into three and ON
-STEP TWO: MORE DATES TO COMEEE
-always ice cream dates and baking dates
-always appears to get flour in his fluffy hair
-ALSO ALSO YOU LOVE PATTING HIS HAIR AT ALL TIMES IT'S LIKE COMFORTING YOURSELF
-sometimes picnics too <333
-STEP THREE: there is none for now but THERE WILL BE SOON. SOON ENOUGH.
-his way of giving you affection is by kissing you, cuddling, and giving you praises...
-do you have a praise kink (nvm forget i asked that)
-cuddling in bed is one of his favorite ways to go to sleep
-you stroking his back is too
-you guys are always the talk of the karasuno vb boys group when you guys get together for gatherings (the perfect couple?!?!?!?!)

↳ ❝ [ 澤村大地 SAWAMURA DAICHI ] ¡! ❞

-he's definitely the one to confess first being the big boy man he is <3
-literally will kiss you when you accept
-so taken aback you felt like you were going to faint
-his kisses are so gentle help
-ok maybe not sometimes but we all know when that is
-love playing with his ears mayybe?? i know there's nothing different with the rest, but i just feel like it's with daichi
-your first date is an amusement park one ✨✨
-p.s. you shared the cotton candy lmao-
-he literally walked you home and your parents invited him in for dinner
-they like him very much thank you
-relationship has been approved now your parents are urging him to marry you even though it's only one week into the relationship-
-now HE'S the one that pats your head every time he passes you in the hallway or whatsoever
-when you move in together LITERALLY EVERYTHING IS YOUR CHOICE NOW
-you can choose the flat, the decorations, the vibes, the furniture- EVERYTHING
-loves you that much yes
-the sweetest guy ever NO DEBATE

↳ ❝ [ 月島蛍 TSUKISHIMA KEI ] ¡! ❞

-SALTY SHIMA. THIS MAN IS SO SALTY
-i swear bro
-he has rizz though that's for sure
-he confesses to you first (it was during lunch you remember the day like it was yesterday)
-his kisses are half spicy (igg since tsukishima is that kinda person)
-the mean to the public and only kind to you kind of person <3
-dates are usually home dates (he's an introvert (i headcanon))
-perhaps if you can persuade him (it's a 50/50)
-first date was a movie date
-then you went home with him (you went to his house)
-and met his parents
-they liked you very much <33 now treat you like their daughter
-the next time you went on a date, you brought him to yours and he made a good impression but they don't love him as much as his parents do to you
-i will write the time skip arc for this because i am biased and you literally can't stop me (but tell me if you want more i'll reblog it with more hcs)
-you were so happy for him when he joined the sendai frogs
-cheered for him on every game (LIKE THE SHIRT AND THE SIGNS AND STUFF)
-facepalmed himself out of spite ya bet he got a scolding for that
-"KEI KEI KEI GANABTTE," that was you, screaming at the top of your lungs at your HUSBAND.
-"oi, tsukki, who's that?"
-tsukishima facepalmed himself, earning a glare from you, "my wife."
-"EHH?? TSUKKI HAS A WIFE??"
-lmao the most normal occurrence
-after that koganegawa would often come to you and ask for dirt on kei (screw him for facepalming)
-saltyshima (in the public) → sweetieshima (in front of you only)

©marikosenwrites 2024-25 all banners, dividers, and work. please do not steal. i own none of the HAIKYUU!!/ハイキュー!! characters mentioned. reblogs, likes, and comments are welcomed. <3
#sen's works#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#hinata shoyo#kageyama tobio#sugawara koushi#sugawara daichi#tsukishima kei#hinata x reader#kageyama x reader#sugawara x reader#sawamura x reader#tsukishima x reader#marikosenwrites
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Dungeon Meshi Characters x Sick Reader
(Platonic, Gn Reader)

AN: Was written with platonic intentions but ig any of them could be read as romantic???? I'm so sick i'm dying which is why i wrote this. That and i wanna get back to writing headcanons when i have the time
Laios:
Will try to get you to eat all sorts of monster parts that are said to give good health. He's trying to help, but some of the stuff he feeds you is questionable....
He will try to perform small healing spells on you if you are in pain.
He would probably ask the rest of the party how to help you and you will end up with a ton of stuff done to you as Laios takes all of their varying advice.
If you snap and tell him to just let you rest he will feel slightly bad for bothering you, but you know he didn't mean any harm by it.
If you want him to keep you company he will info dump about monsters for hours. Don't worry about falling asleep while he's talking, he's just glad you are getting some rest.
"Ahhh... i think they fell asleep. I'll just tell them about this monster when they are feeling better!" He smiles and whispers to himself when he hears your breathing change.
Chilchuck:
Will do all the traditional stuff to help you, but probably isn't well versed in actual medicine.
What he does to help is more like the natural remedies/old wive's tales your mom would give to you. Not all of them are backed by science but he swears they will help and he seems so confident so what choice do you have but to trust him?
If you're nauseous or have a fever he will sit by your side with a cold wet rag and run it over your face.
Will brew you tea and swear it will fix everything (my mom did this w yerba buena tea lol)
Will load you up with citrus fruits if you have a cold.
Is the type of person to tell you to gargle warm salt water if you have a sore throat
He will scold you for getting sick, telling you to take better care of yourself. He will say mean stuff but he's also tenderly staying by your side and caring for you... so like.. do with that what you will.
"Ugh it's such a pain taking care of you, you better not get me sick!" He complains, but he's still by your bedside attending to your every need.
Senshi:
Will cook for you. Expect a LOT of soup while you are sick.
He plans out your meals to have lots of vitamins and nutrients to help you recover faster.
He will sit by your bed and stay with you in silence.
If you want him to talk to you he might tell you stories about his time in the dungeon and all the things he's learned and the people he's met.
He is keeping you SO hydrated you will be forced to drink water constantly.
"If ya don't eat well, yer body won't have what it needs to recover. So take care of yerself and make sure ya eat up!" He says while presenting you with your 3rd bowl of soup today.
Izutsumi:
She does NOT know how to care for a sick person. But she's trying..??
Will cuddle up with you and purr. It gives comfort if nothing else.
She might also lick your hair or otherwise groom you.
If you express concern about her getting sick from being around you she will brush it off saying that as a beastman her immune system is probably better than yours.
Doesn't know how to help you but she's worried about you.
She probably tries to tell you some superstition about sickness she learned from Shuro's party that she believes is totally real.
Might drag Chilchuck or Senshi over to you to take care of you.
Don't expect her to fetch you most of what you need, she will probably sleep more than you do while sick. You can try to wake her up and tell her to get something but she will grumble about it.
"huuh..? You want me to get you food? Why don't you just ask Senshi?" She says while yawning and curling back up in your bed.
Marcille:
Tries her best to look through books she's read to find anything that can help.
She panics quickly and worries the worst will happen even if you are only slightly sick.
Might try to get Falin to help take care of you if she's around.
She probably is more worried about your health then even you are.
She gets overwhelmed and tries a lot of things to fix you but it probably takes Senshi or Falin to remind her that you just need to rest and will get better with time.
She gets very anxious and will stay by you the whole time you are sick. She probably ends up getting sick after you do and you get to take care of a whiny Marcille. (It's ok she's sort of cute while sick)
"*sniffle*, You have to take care of me now cuz you're the reason i got sick!" She whines while curled up in her bed with a disheveled appearance.
Falin:
Will perform healing magic on you if you are in any pain, she will do what she can to sooth your discomfort.
Might cast a spell to put you to sleep if you need the rest.
She's very chill about it and will sit with you and keep you company. She will joke and talk with you while you are in bed.
If you fall asleep she will read or quietly slip out of the room.
You might think she's one of the more level headed ones here and that she wouldn't do anything weird to you. You would be wrong. She is 100% doing some weird thing that's from the village where her and Laios grew up. She's convinced this is good for you even if it's super weird.
She will read stories to you if you get bored. Or she might even come up with stories on the spot to keep you entertained.
"C'mon! Eating raw onions is said to help bring your sense of taste back and help your nose stop being congested!" She says smiling sweetly, meanwhile you're pretty sure she is trying to poison you.
#✧byte writes✧#x reader#chilchuck tims#laios touden#falin touden#izutsumi#senshi of izganda#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi x reader#marcille donato#marcille x reader#falin x reader#laios x reader#senshi x reader#chilchuck x reader#gn reader#gn y/n
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Hear me out: A Zelda Game where Link pulls the Master Sword and tells no one. And when I mean no one, I mean no one. So imagine this Link comes home with a funky sword wrapped in fabric, his family asks "what's that?" And he just shrugs. Like we can have actual family dynamics like Wind Waker. GUYS REAL PARENTS. Meanwhile everyone in the castle is freaking the f out because the master sword is gone. Did Ganon take it?! How did he manage to?! IT WAS SO WELL GUARDED!
And Link just kinda doesn't want to deal with the pomp and grand displays he knows he'll have to suffer through so he just kind of tells no one, but he's still the hero at heart and he knows he has to beat Ganon eventually so he kind of just goes around fixing random problems the entire game while waiting for Ganon to show up. And he gets like fun equipment from it. So a kid he helped find his parents gifts him a slingshot. A random soldier lends him a shield. The Zora he helped with directions gives him a helmet to breathe underwater. Stuff like that. And with more quests he unlocks more places where he can just fix more problems.
Like we can have the standard combat stuff and dungeons but he could also solve like mysteries or stuff all while trying to avoid Zelda and the royal family. So a game that's entirely a stealth mystery level. And along the way these random side quests he does actually ends up culminating in beating Ganondorf. Like these random gifts are useful tools. I know botw you can beat up Ganon with a mop and I feel like doing it again would be very funny. Like some nice lady just gave you a mop to clean her floors and she says to keep it and Link is just like "thanks ig but idk what I'll do with it," and proceeds to wack Ganon with it.
And not all the quests are required and there could be gimmicks like in Majora's Mask where two tasks happen at the same time so you can do one or the other so everyone will have a distinctly different playthrough. We could also have a day night cycle where different quests happen at night or in the day.
Also if people wanted we could bring back Sheik. Link doesn't know Sheik is Zelda and it'd be funny if Zelda didn't know Link was...Link ig and at the end it's like this really funny like "WAIT A MINUTE YOURE THE PRINCESS/HERO?" moment. Like obviously the audience will know but the dramatic irony yall. I live for dramatic irony.
I just want more story and interactions yall. I really enjoyed the concept where people knew Link was the hero already in BOTW so I think it'd be interesting to watch more heroes who just already knew before the critical incident. Most of the time Link is kind of just thrown into the plot and he trips into becoming the hero.
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About You Pt 20
Sebastian Vettel x Webber!Reader
Summary: Everyone knows about the history of Sebastian Vettel and Mark Webber. But there's a well kept story within the paddock about Sebastian Vettel and another Webber. This is that story.
A/N: the long wait is finally over. i apologize for the delays because life is so weird and a lot of stuffs happened. hope you all enjoy and let me hear your thoughts.
About You Series
2019, Albert Park Circuit

F1Gossips Daniel uploaded a set of photos in his photography IG account but then he deleted it and then reposted the same set of photos again after a while. However eagle eyed fans caught how Danny deleted a certain picture. Who is she?
User1 new wag???
User28 wasn't danny dating someone else?? User41 is every girl being posted a WAG right away? Can't they be simply friends??
User2 damnnnnn she looks fine
User3 ohmygod does anyone not remember who that woman is????
User7 I thought I was just dreaming when I saw the most iconic WEBBER.
User9 im sorry im confused. Im new to f1, can someone explain to me who is this girl? User12 basically this is Y/N Webber. The Y/N Webber who was present during the iconic Multi21. Used to be linked to Jenson Button and was his PR during his McLaren days. User16 I always shipped her with Sebastian since it was always Sebastian who seem to care for her during the Multi21 shenanigans
User19 hello how come im just learning this now? where has she been the past few years???
User7 well User19 she dropped out of the face of the earth after being involved in a car accident and then shortly after jules' death. Mark mentioned her in Aussie Grit about how she is taking time away from the media to recover. Maybe that's why Danny deleted it.
User45 if Danny removed this then maybe you should not be posting it esp when Mark specifically said that his sister is recovering!!!



F1Fan now that were talking about miss Webber again then let me bring back these old photos that Sebastian used to post on his blogs.
User1 SEB POSTED THIS????
F1Fan yeah, the old blogspot is deleted now sadly. User2 petition for seb to bring back his old blog or maybe make his own instagram!!
User3 didn't Y/N date Jenson?? what a homie hopper
F1Fan Jenson and Y/N went on one date then decided they were better off as friends so please refrain talking shit about her User7 go tell her F1Fan
User8 but just imagine how messy F1 was when Seb and Mark had that famous Multi21 moment then they panned to Y/N saying that she's the sister of Mark and bff of Seb
User11 i miss those days so much User15 this all seems so unreal but I went back to search the race and its very much real
User44 andddd remember when sebastian used to throw her so many birthday parties or those eyes on her during the podium. He was in love with her!
F1Fan I know. I just know that Seb truly loves her. User22 the couple we failed to protect!!!
2019, Bahrain International Circuit
Mark Webber had just arrived in his hotel room and he immediately headed straight to bed. With the heat in Bahrain, he was so happy that he was just interviewing people rather than driving the cars himself. He was almost dozing to sleep when the buzz of his phone jolted him awake.
The face of Y/N hugging him flashed in front of him. Somehow his weariness faded a little bit as he slides towards the green button.
"You look tired" Y/N greeted. Her face filled with a lot of concern.
"I do, thanks for pointing the obvious"
"Get some water, I saw how the drivers have been complaining how hot it has been" Y/N lectured.
It earns a chuckle from the sleepy Mark. No matter how much Y/N has said that she is done with the sports, Mark would always catch her tuning in on race weekends.
"You know people have been talking about you at the paddock" Mark couldn't help but open up the conversation.
"I'm really gonna kill Danny when he comes back" she groaned in response.
The instagram post has definitely generated a buzz within the community even if Danny was able to delete it right away. Mark has been scouring social media with the tags about Y/N and he could tell that everyone misses her around even if it has been years already.
"What are you so afraid of Y/N?" Mark wondered.
The direct question caught Y/N off-guard. The shift in her face immediately shows discomfort and a hint of fear. Mark knew well not to press her buttons but he wanted to understand what's holding her back.
"You told me you were scared before that people will look at you in pity because you are unable to walk but you have been walking for a couple of years now" Mark explained "I just want to understand what are you so afraid of that you are hiding from the world?"
A sigh escapes from her lips before she replies.
"The whole pity thing was true. Its the reason why I walked out" she seems to hesitate with her answer "But now I am afraid that people will hate me for walking away and leaving everyone behind"
"You didn't run away, you needed time"Mark's rationality immediately answered.
"I pushed people away and I hurt them Mark"
Mark could never forget the night that he picked her up from that restaurant in Brazil. Y/N never disclosed the content of the whole conversation but he could infer that both parties were hurt by the exchange of words that night.
"He misses you a lot" he worded it out more clearly.
"Mark, I don't know" she admits "I'm scared"
The older Webber have to run a hand across his hair. If the Mark from 10 years ago heard that he is bridging his sister and his rival together then he would have been punched himself already. This dance has been going on a long time, the distance and time should have healed all those wounds left behind in Brazil.
"Listen, he loves you."Mark assured "He loves you and he still chooses you. I don't think you have been listening to me talk about how much this guy has asked me for updates about you or how much he misses you. I'm sure that he will be more than glad than upset to see you again"
For a moment, the conversation went quiet. He couldn't figure out what she was thinking but when she finally looked back there was something in her eyes. A glimmer of hope and maybe a possible return, Mark felt like he knocked some senses with his speech.
"You really think he will still accept me again?"
Mark nodded his head in agreement.
"You two have suffered long enough with all these pining so do me a favor and just make out or something"
"Mark!" her face was red in embarrassment.
Laughter was soon heard from the other line, something very rare since her recovery. Or maybe Mark is just used to having her smile all the time before the tragedies occurred so he cherished these kind of moments a lot.
Mark vowed years ago to help his sister recover and if he has to settle with an old rival as a brother-in-law then so be it. Anything, just to see that old smiley Y/N again.
2019, Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya

F1Updates Ferrari driver Charles Leclerc is spotted dining in a restaurant with F2 Prema Racing driver Mick Schumacher post-race.
User1 those are my husbandssss!!!
User2 mick in his f1 debut soon??? please let this be real
User3 Oh I want to be in the same restaurant and know what they are talking aboutt
User5 i didnt know mick and charles know each other
User7 they seem pretty close tbh! User10 the grid is basically a small circle so its not surprising to know that mick and charles know each other.
User19 saw them there! they went to this private meeting room place and i think they are celebrating someone's birthday.
User27 omg invasion of privacy??? User19 girl i just saw them carry gifts and overheard them sing happy birthday. tbh i avoided to ask for photos with them because the whole thing seems to be personal and they were trying to be inconspiciuous. User30 who are they celebrating hmm
The candles on the cake shines brightly in front of Y/N. Charles and Mick did quite a remarkable surprise in organizing this birthday ahead of the Spanish Grand Prix. They booked the private room, generated a menu, made the cake (which surprisingly looks good), and gathered the people dearest to Y/N.
She smiles looking at the people around her. It was quite weird that she is now in her early 30s and still spending her birthdays with the people who have been with her during her 20s. Although, the lingering thought at the back of her head is that she knew not everyone she wanted to be here today is present.
With a sigh, she blows the candles out.
“We have to cut the cake and everyone could taste how much of a great baker I am” Charles proudly declares.
“It’s us” Mick interjected.
“Potatoh potato, eh same thing”
The cake has been handed around and the small group enjoyed a little bit of cake time with each other. For this dinner, the talks about race strategy is off the table and they were all catching up with everyone's life.
"So what are your plans?" Jenson wondered "Not everyday you turn 30"
She smiles knowing that this question will be asked.
"I'm going to face some of my fears" Y/N answered.
It immediately perked up the attention of the F1 drivers present at the dinner. They knew that there was just one big fear that Y/N wouldn't want to face for years. Their eyes seem to double as if in great disbelief if they heard the whole thing correctly.
"I'm going back to the paddock" Y/N confirms.
"NO WAY!" "When did this happen?" "I CANT BELIEVE THIS?"
The flurry of responses was expected. It was definitely a surprise even for Mark, who seems to have no clue about this comeback.
"Who are you working for?" Mark wondered.
"I'm not yet going back to Formula 1 though" she clarifies "I accepted a role in Formula 3 as a PR for next year"
"BUT STILL FOR WHO?" Mick asked.
"Piastri"
"So that's why Oscar was asking about you"Mark clapped his hands in the new revelation "I guess were both handling him now ey?"
"An Aussie union team" she agrees.
Everyone is buzzing with excitement and already voicing out how they are looking forward for next year. Although, the elephant in the room, is not yet being discussed, everyone has the same thing running in their head.
'What will happen once Sebastian finds this out that she is back?'
Under the table, Mick and Charles shakes hands with a hundred euro in between them. A silent bet with Mick betting on Sebastian to make a move while Charles votes on Y/N making the first move.
2019, Marina Bay Street Circuit
Margarette was five years old and she told countless times to her Papa that she can take good care of herself. It was not her first time to attend a Grand Prix so one could say that her confidence is off the roof. But now that she is lost in the sea of people in orange, green, and pink--little Margarette is close to tears.
She didn't even know how it happened. One second she was patiently waiting for her Papa to finish signing a fan's cap then she saw Uncle Nando pass and waved at him then her Papa is no where to be seen.
Although the plastic card that hangs around the neck guarantees her access to everywhere in the paddock, she still feel very anxious to be apart from her Papa. It didn't help that the cameras are flashing everywhere and the mechanics are rushing from one place to another.
"Xcuze me!" Margarette tried to stop one of the staffs again but they passed by her again.
The tears were coming out because of her frustration and anxiety when all of a sudden a gentle tap on her shoulder made her turn.
"Hey sweetie, you seem lost" the woman knelt down so she was at her eye-level "what are you doing here?"
With that, Margarette finally broke in tears and hugged the mystery woman. It felt so relieving to see someone that finally noticed her dilemma.
"Oh don't cry, there there" the woman comforted.
Margarette held her tightly, afraid that she will be lost without any companion again. The woman ushered them to the sides so they won't be bothered by any of the rushing crowds.
"I lost Papa, I had to find him pwease" Margarette managed to say despite her crying.
"I will help you find your Papa, your name is..." the woman flipped her the pass to reveal her name and her expression morphed into a shock.
"Margarette Vettel, your papa is Seb?"
The little girl nods her head. It was a common reaction especially since she knew that her Papa won 4 of the championships before. She assumes that the woman is another fan who knows her Papa.
"I'll make a few calls and get someone to get you back to Ferrari's garage, okay?" the woman assures as she pulls out her phone to dial someone.
Margarette knew that it was not okay to trust strangers. Her Papa warned her before about the dangers of telling strangers her name or being too comfortable with one. However, something about this woman is very familiar to her. She racks her mind while wiping her tears away. Maybe she seen her in some of the race TV before.
The woman eventually brings in Charles, her Papa's teammate, and she immediately leaped to hug him.
"There you are cheri, your Papa is so worried about you" Charles exclaimed.
"Papa where is Papa?"
"Your papa is in a meeting so I had to run for him" Charles answered and then directed to the woman "You sure, you don't want to take the credits of handing Margarette to Seb?"
"Not yet Charles" the woman replies "Go and get her back, Sebastian must be worried"
Charles held Margarette's hand and they were heading out back to the Ferrari garage when Margarette turned. Her father always tell that it was rude not to thank people for their kindness no matter how little or big the act was.
"Thank you Miss!" she waves brightly.
The woman smiles back at her and Margarette couldn't help but think that she was very pretty. She would definitely think her Papa would think the same way if he sees her. Margarette makes a mental note of her face so she will point her out to her Papa next time.
2019, Suzuka Circuit
There was a slight drizzle as Y/N walks the track, the sky was in a dreary tone of grey as if it was mourning. The bouquet she was carrying seems to get a little bit heavier with every step she takes. Even after all these years, it still feels unreal for her.
"Hey Jules" Y/N placed the flowers at the asphalt.
Today marks five years since that accident that took Jules away. She remembered how it felt sitting at the garage thinking that it was just a normal accident until she was informed that he wasn't moving. She remembered how she tried to sleep and think of it all as a bad dream but then she wakes up and everything is still happening.
"We miss you already" Y/N couldn't help her tears "I have so much to talk to you about and there is so much that you have missed"
She takes a sit at the track. It was her habit every year to come to Suzuka in October just to sit and talk about what is happening with life. Maybe in her mind, she was just back in the cafes of Monaco conversing with Jules and he never left.
Recounting all the happy memories from the months that have passed from Charles' first win in Spa and Monza to the latest gossips that Jenson passed to her.
"And you must be proud of me, I'm coming back to the track again"Y/N announced "Figured its about time for me to face the music and say hello to an old friend again"
Friend would be the least thing that she could have described Sebastian, he was definitely more than that.
"Sebastian seems to be just at arms length every time but it seems like the universe is not letting us meet. I don't know if that is some divine intervention that's telling me that I'm not supposed to meet him again or maybe I'm overcomplicating things..."
She smiles sadly at the flowers in front of her.
"You would have known what to tell me"
At the parking lot, just outside of the Suzuka track, Sebastian has just parked his car. He glanced at the sleeping Margarette at the back of the car and he gently shakes her awake.
"We here?" she groggily wonders.
"Yes, we are" Sebastian grins "It's time for you to meet someone very special"
Sebastian picks up the arrangement of white tulips while holding Margarette's hand with his other free hand. They are walking towards the entrance of the Suzuka circuit when he noticed a familiar face that seems to be waiting on someone.
"Uncle Mark!" Margarette waved at the Australian driver.
Mark seems to look at them as if they have grown two heads. He seems so shocked to see them standing there.
"What are you doing here?" Mark asked right away "Race isn't supposed to start until a few days later"
"Its Jules and I want Margarette to meet Uncle Jules" Sebastian coolly replies.
Despite the cool weather, Mark seems to be sweating as if under pressure. Sebastian have picked up these little habits from Mark after being his teammate for a while. He seems to be hiding something.
"Uncle Jules too Uncle Mark?" Margarette piped in.
"Yes but Seb we have to talk.."
Sebastian suddenly had the gears in his head turning upon realizing why Mark was here outside guarding. His heartbeat goes faster and it was like there was something within his reach.
"She's there, isn't she?"
One look and that's all it takes, Sebastian felt like his world was going too fast but at the same time it stands still. He felt like he wanted to just drop everything and find her.
"Go, I'll take care of Margarette" Mark encouraged and Sebastian didn't need to be told any further.
He runs down the circuit that he knows very well but this time not in his car but with his own feet. However, his speed seems a little too similar with the car with the way he is running. His cheeks are wet from the raindrops or maybe it was some tears running down his eyes.
It didn't take a long while before she comes to view. She was sitting down with an array of flowers, she seems solemn and talking to the ground. Her hair was more wavy and lighter than he used to remember but she was there. It was still her, after all these years.
"Y/N?"
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"I have a feeling you've got everything you wanted."
Geto Suguru had defected years ago.
You thought about him every day, even when you tried your hardest not to. He wouldn't leave your brain, your heart, your very soul. He was etched in there, no matter how hard you tried to get rid of him.
But everyone else seemed to move on so easily. Shoko smoked a lot, sure, but she never talked about it. She was focused on medical school. Satoru just seemed to get even more bubbly. You hated how they weren't obvious about it. You couldn't believe that they could go to sleep without thinking about him.
That's why your hands were shaking right now.
"You... you what?" You couldn't believe what you had just heard from the woman who was scanning your groceries. She was offhandedly talking to her coworkers, but when you heard a certain name, you froze.
"Oh," the woman turned to you, with a smile. "Have you been feeling any pains in your body recently?" You nodded, hesitantly. "There's this man in a temple in Nara who does exorcisms, and goodness! He does amazing work! I had a pain in my neck that went away instantly, thanks to him."
"Oh, uh," you shrugged. "I don't believe in that stuff really..."
"Please," she shook her head, as she continued to scan your groceries. "You have to try it at least once, if you're feeling pains. It's better to go to him than waste your money on medicines and doctors."
"Well," you said, scratching the back of your neck. "Does he have a card?"
"No, he's a little reclusive, but I can write the address down for you," she offered.
You smiled. "That would be helpful... who should I ask for when I get there?"
"Geto."
"And you're not wasting time, stuck here like me."
Your breath hitched as you walked in.
Suguru's eyes seemed to widen for a second, in genuine surprise, but the expression was fleeting. He grinned, but not in that comforting way you remembered from high school.
"I'm surprised you're here... get an order from the higher ups?"
"I can't just want to see you?"
Suguru raised a brow at you, resting his chin in the palm of his hand. "Most people like you don't want to just see me."
That made your chest hurt. 'People like you.' He was lumping you with all of them. He used to make you feel special, and he was refusing to acknowledge you as a singular person.
You swallowed. "You should know I'm different."
He hummed. "Are you?"
"You can't shit on me for thinking you're at least a little evil," you said, gritting your teeth. "You killed your own parents, Suguru."
"Suguru," he repeated. "You still see the good in me, though, huh?"
"No." You were firm but there was a slight nod to your head. Suguru smiled. Genuinely, this time, but you weren't looking at him.
"It's been years, Y/N," he said. "What did you think was going to happen with your arrival?"
You didn't say anything.
Suguru felt how twisted he'd become as he said his next few words. He was going to get rid of all this good you saw in him. Bring you into reality. "Did you think you'd bring me back? Reform me? Do you still think that's possible?"
Your fists were clenched.
Suguru let out a haughty chuckle.
"What in the world have you been doing for the past five years?"
He smirked as your head finally raised, and he saw the rage in your eyes.
Come on, blow up.
But as you always did, you simply exhaled slowly, and steadied yourself. The smirk on his face twitched before slowly falling into a frown. His fingers froze, and he stretched them out, a little flustered by the reaction you were able to pull out for him. It was so subtle that you had no chance of noticing, though.
Whether you noticed it or not, Suguru barely had time to recover before you actually made him want to crawl into his own skin.
You shook your head. "There's no point in killing you, Suguru. You've practically done it to yourself already."
notes : a songfic ig? i usually hate doing these since they feel so limiting but there's a lot to work with using this song
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Alain Relationship Headcanons.
requested.
alain, alain... i hate french people, but ig he gets a pass because his pokemon are sick!! sorry for the delay of this request, procrastination gets the best of me
alain isn’t the type to wear his heart on his sleeve. he’s reserved, almost to a fault (dangerously nonchalant 😔🙏) and it takes time to understand how he shows affection. he’s not one for grand declarations, but his loyalty and quiet care speak volumes. you might not get a lot of words from him, but his actions leave no room for doubt.
alain would never confess first–not because he doesn't care, but because he's too cautious. (also because he doesn't know how he would talk to you about this, considering he's still young and doesn't want to look like a fool infront of you) you guys have a great friendship already, why ruin it with all that mushy stuff? even if it's obvious you like him back, he's not quick to make assumptions and sees this as your 'friendly gestures,' which definitely killed you as he ignored all your signs BLINDLY. so realistically you would have to confess first.
when you confess to him, he just zones out trying to process what you said. almost like he didn't believe that you liked him back. It would go something along the lines of this.
you weren't planning on confessing, and especially not today. it just slipped out of your mouth while you guys were hanging out. “i think i’m in love with you,”
alain blinked, turning to look at you like you’d just spoken gibberish. “what did you just say to me?” he heard it loud and clear, he just didn't understand why you said that.
“nothing!”
“...you’re terrible at lying.” (he likes you back)
for him, actions speak louder than words. that's why his love language is 100% acts of service. he’s not great at expressing his feelings, but he’ll go out of his way to do it for you. need help with something? already done. forgot your umbrella? he’s there with one even before it started getting cloudy.
alain is okay with pda, as long as its not excessive or like frequent. holding hands? sure, why not. hugs? yup! kiss? sure, but only on the cheek.
he’s very observant and notices things about you that even you might overlook. if you’re stressed or upset, he’ll pick up on it right away, even if you’re trying to hide it.
alain can be quite protective, but not the point of being overbearing. he trusts that you can handle yourself, but if ever someone tries to mess with you, they're going to face alains charizard!!
arguments with him are rare, but when they happen, they’re intense. he’s not the type to yell or lose his temper, but his stubbornness can make things drag out longer than they need to. he hates conflict, so he’ll sometimes shut down instead of addressing the issue right away. it’s frustrating, but once he’s had time to think, he’ll come back to make up.
dates with alain aren’t traditional, and honestly, they might not even feel like dates at first. like a walk through the streets of lumiose city or spending time at a Pokémon Center while Charizard gets checked up. it’s less about the activity and more about being with you in a way that feels natural to him. he tries his best though!!
he's not that romantic let me make that clear, but his silliness is somehow charming in a way. he does hilarious things without noticing, and he'd just stare at you confused on what you're laughing about. he's the type of guy who would give you flowers randomly and then say "it was on sale..."
one time, you walked in on him mid-rant about how the weather was today, and charizard was just sitting there nodding like it understood. when he noticed you, he got all defensive: “what? it’s not weird.” yeah, okay, whatever you say alain...
rating time!! 8/10 he's actually really fun to be around despite his cold demeanor and nonchalant dread head energy, he's dependable and genuinely cares for your well being, but his communication skills are through the floor because its almost non–existent! goodluck showing him to your parents...
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Hi! So I saw your fic of "pictures" with Tokoyami. And I'd like to ask for something a bit similar but different (ig?) With fem!reader as Tokoyami's girlfriend but she's insecure about her body because she's chubby. So it's smut and he praises her and stuff. (Only if you're comfortable with writing that of course!)
Soft to Touch: Tokoyami x ChubbyFem!Reader (Smut)
So the blog this image came from might have switched users? This is an older draft and I can't find the account anymore. I credited the old account, so if anyone knows the artist lmk! ~ 💚
Art Cred: @celeste-draws
Word Count: 3,193
Third POV
You always felt incredibly lucky to have Tokoyami as your boyfriend. The two of you had met back in your first year at UA, and, for you at least, it felt like you clicked immediately. His voice, his way with words, his sweet yet dark persona. You loved him, and you'd known from pretty early on that you wanted to be with him for the rest of your life. Which was good, because when he looked at you, all he ever saw was his future. Your cute little smile, that shine in your eyes, the way you laugh. You'd ruined him from the start, and he knew he'd never love anyone as much as he loves you.
You were really excited to finally be in your own apartment. After UA, you and Fumikage decided it'd make the most sense for you to move in together. You've been dating for three years already after all. It took a little adjusting, but you felt like you were making it work. Something was happening though. You felt it, but you didn't know if he did. This ever looming feeling that your relationship with him was going to take the next step. It made you nervous. Of course you and Fumikage had gotten a little steamy before. Nothing too crazy. Hands wandering, marks on necks, a little grinding, but nothing beyond that. There were a few times when you were close to going through with it, but you always stopped things. You wanted to. You loved the idea of having him that way. It was you that was the problem. You'd always been a bit on the bigger side. Even having gone through hero training, it was like your body was simply never meant to get any smaller. At no point had he ever made you feel as if he wouldn't love you as you were, but that worry persisted. The worry that he'd see you fully and lose interest.
It was Saturday night, which simply meant you were both off the next day so it was the perfect time to spent some extra time together. You both lounged on the couch, take out boxes half empty on the coffee table, and some campy horror movie on the TV. He snickered.
"How do I keep letting you convince me to watch these?"
"Because they're cinematically perfect?"
He rolled his eyes, though smiling. He adored you and your horrid tastes in film. He pulled you closer to him, wanting to bury his face in the side of your neck. Given he was so difficult to kiss, he'd found other ways to show affection, such as nuzzling into any place he could manage while holding you close. You hummed happily, snuggling into him in return. You stayed like that for a while, comfortable, enjoying his body against yours.
It was getting late, and the movie was coming to it's painfully predictable conclusion. He yawned. You looked up at him.
"Tired?"
"Maybe a little bit."
You sat up, stretching.
"Wanna go lay down then?"
He sat up, stretching as well. He turned off the TV and stood up. You got up to follow him back to the bedroom. He didn't bother waiting to be fully inside to take his shirt off, immediately going over to the dresser to get his pajamas. You admired him while he did, even though you could see him shirtless just about any day. You loved that you got to admire him whenever you wanted. You never got tired of seeing him. Like a sunset or pretty scenic view. It was nice that you were able to stare. Well, at least mostly. As he pulled his night shirt on, he turned and looked at you, a slight smirk on his face.
"You know, a picture would last longer."
He teased. You blushed. He chuckled.
"Care to get changed? I would much prefer to go to bed with you by my side."
You rolled your eyes, but did go over to your dresser to get your pajamas out.
"I'll be right back."
You went to head into the bathroom, but were stopped when he spoke.
"My love. I don't mean to press, but you know you can change in here, right?"
You sighed. He didn't bring it up often, so you weren't really mad when he did. You just hated talking about it. You still hadn't fully explained to him why you hadn't changed around him or gotten more intimate with him. The longer you waited to tell him, though, the more you worried he'd be upset with you when you finally did.
He walked over to you when you didn't respond, gently wrapping his arms around your waist from behind.
"There's something on that beautiful mind of yours, isn't there? Talk to me, dear. Let me in."
His voice was soft, though it often was when he spoke to you. You felt yourself crumble. Your shoulders fell, your eyes stung with trying to keep yourself from crying. He held you tighter. You were falling apart, and he was holding you together.
"I'm sorry."
You said softly.
"No, don't apologize. You have nothing to be sorry for, my love."
"It's me."
"What's you?"
He loosened his hold on you so he could move to see your face. It pained him to see you so upset.
"You're so amazing."
You started. You needed to tell him the truth. You continued.
"Everything about you is so perfect, your voice, your face, your body. I just... I worry that you won't think the same about me."
He looked almost caught off guard.
"Why in the world would you think that?"
"I'm not... I mean, my body is.. bigger. It's not exactly pretty."
You looked at the floor, ashamed. He gently lifted your chin, making you look at him.
"My love, my beautiful muse, my everything. If you being built the way you are was a problem, do you think I would have strung you along this long? I can see your shape, and it is one of softness, and comfort, and it holds the person I love. Your clothes can't hide that from me. I have spent countless nights fantasizing about your bare body pressed against mine, not for the simply sake of seeing you, but because I want to know you completely, if only you would have me."
He wiped the stray tears from your cheeks. You reached up, setting your hand on top of his. He was so sweet to you. He pressed his forehead to yours.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to make tonight so sad."
You mumbled.
"I'm glad you did. It meant I got to learn more about you. And it gives me all the more reason to tell you all the reasons I love you."
You slightly pulled back, still close, but so you could see his face. You pursed your lips. You still needed to change, but it felt almost silly to go into the bathroom now. He cupped your cheek.
"If it wouldn't sour the mood further, I'd like the chance to show you how much I love you, all of you."
You blushed. It was a direction you hadn't expected the night to go. He continued, letting his hand fall so he could hold yours.
"I don't necessarily mean going as far as getting fully intimate, unless that's the way you'd like me to worship you. Mostly, I'd just like to adore you."
If you were capable of blushing harder, you did. He waited for you, patiently. After all, he wanted you to be comfortable above all else. You pursed your lips, trying to think of a response.
"What exactly do you have in mind?"
You asked. You wanted to know what he was trying to imply before committing to anything. Though poetic, he also could come across as somewhat cryptic when he spoke. His hands moved to gently rest on your hips.
"Firstly, I'd like to help you undress. Then, of course, it would be fully dependent on how much physical attention you would like. I would be just as happy simply admiring you or gently massaging your body as I would be to lay with you and pleasure you."
You thought for a moment.
"Could we feel it out as we go?"
You asked, because you weren't sure how far you wanted to go. You knew you wanted him, but now, you were nervous. At the same time you didn't want to say no completely, because you were hoping you would relax once the initial embarrassment ended. He pressed his forehead to yours.
"Of course, my love. And if you change your mind or would like to do something else at any time, tell me. You may be mine, but your body is yours, and I would never break your trust."
You gently kissed the top of his beak. He smiled softly, taking your hand and walking you over to your shared bed. He guided you down, wanting you to relax as best you could.
"Lay back, allow me to appreciate you the way you deserve."
He spoke in a near whisper as you laid back on the bed. You felt the bed dip as he kneeled beside you. He cupped your cheek, looking to your eyes.
"It would be criminal if I didn't start by admiring the beautiful eyes I fell so deeply in love with. Or the soft lips I wish more than anything to kiss."
He emphasized his point by tracing across your lower lip with his thumb. His hand continued down, fingertips trailing down the side of your neck.
"Or here, the warm, soft crook of your neck, to press my face against, close my eyes and feel as if I'm completely one with you."
You tilted your head, almost instinctually, giving him more room. You felt embarrassed. This was so much attention, and you were just laying there, doing nothing. It was hard to stay still, but you allowed him to continue, wanting to relax. He continued in moving down your body, fingertips lightly tracing over your collar bone, your chest, over your tummy.
"All these beautiful curves. Hidden away from the world, as most treasures are. If you'll allow it, I'd like to know them better."
His hand had stopped, resting just above the hem of your shirt. You took a moment, but nodded. You wanted to be comfortable around him like this. You wanted to trust he'd love your body more than you were capable of. With his eyes trained to your face, he slid his hand up under your shirt, feeling your skin and slowly slipping the shirt off of you. Once he was sure you wouldn't stop him, he went to fully remove your shirt and let it fall to the side. He admired you.
"How lucky I am, to be the only one to see you like this."
He whispered, gently trailing his hands across your waist, your stomach, and up to your chest.
"May I remove this as well?"
He asked, hands caressing your chest, though mostly your bra. You nodded, a little less hesitant this time. His touches were stirring something up inside of you. It made you feel less nervous and more impatient. He smiled slightly, slipping his hand beneath you to unclip your bra. You arched to make it easier for him. You could see his shoulders fall slightly at the sight of you like that, displayed for him, arched so nicely. He removed your bra, letting it fall to the floor with your shirt.
"Perhaps I'm perverted, but no matter how many nights I pictured you like this, I somehow knew you'd be more beautiful still."
He said, a breathiness to his voice. He moved to be properly over you, straddling your thighs. His hands trailed down your sides. You weren't the only one getting a little impatient. He rested his hands on your hips.
"My beloved, may I finish undressing you? Then we can decide where you would like this evening to go."
You pulled your lower lip between your teeth, but gave him another nod. Your heart was racing as his always gentle hands pulled away your pants and panties at once, making one motion of it. He adjusted to get them fully off of you before returning to his place above you. His eyes devoured your body beneath him. Every curve, every dip. You could feel yourself getting warmer under his gaze.
Despite him having let you know that, without a doubt, you were setting the pace tonight, you could see the tent forming in his pants. In that moment, it dawned on you that he was still completely clothes and you were here, naked beneath him. It made your entire body tingle with warmth.
"Y/n," He started softly, breathlessly, "I ask you now, what do you want of me tonight?"
You thought for a moment, though not very long. Your mind was fogging over with a lust filled haze.
"I want you to lay with me."
Your voice was soft. You usually left the pretty words for him, but you wanted him to know how badly you wanted more of him. You continued.
"I want to see you and experience you. If you'll have me."
You don't think you'd ever seen him look at you like this before. While he always looked at you with love, he never looked as if you'd completely gutted him before and yet still held that loving gaze.
"My beloved, my everything, my Y/n, I want nothing more than to have you and experience your body."
He pulled his shirt off, discarding it as he continued.
"You can't imagine how long I've waited to hear you say that. And yet I still would have waited so much longer if it meant you wanted me as well."
He had to move slightly to get his pants off, having to un-straddle you. You pulled your legs up slightly, bending your knees, watching him. You smiled. Despite his way with words, there was an excitement in the way he quickly undressed. He was eager. You could tell, without a single doubt, that he wanted you and only you, and now you were allowing him to indulge in his one and only fantasy.
As he climbed back into bed, you let your knees fall apart, fully displaying yourself for him, ready. He was going to say something, but the sight of you purged the words from his tongue. You could see how hard he was, simply from the sight of you. His hands found their way to your inner thighs, spreading you just a little more.
"Gorgeous. Absolutely gorgeous."
He spoke quietly, as if to himself. His thumb brushed along your lower lips, pulling to the side. He could see how glistening you were. He traced up, finding that delightful little bud of nerves and rolling it with his thumb. You let a shaky breath.
"Good. Very good. Relax, my love, allow me to pleasure you."
He said lowly, continuing his movements. His free hand moved down further, not pushing into you, but teasingly running up and down along the opening.
"Despite the pain it brings me to say this, perhaps we're lucky I can't pleasure you orally. I don't think you'd ever be able to leave this bed if I could. But don't fret,"
The thumb circling your clit dragged down, dipping into the wetness you've created. He lifted his hand, opening his beak, and ran his thumb across his tongue.
"I'm still fortunate enough to be able to taste you regardless."
You felt like you were going to combust. He seemed satisfied by your reaction. The fingers that had been teasing your opening pushed further now, one finger slipping in with more ease than either of you expected. He watched you as he worked you open. Not just your dripping pussy, but the way your body reacted, how your chest rose and fell with your labored breathing, how your face looked, oh so beautiful, even just now. Another finger slipped in, curling inside of you. He was growing impatient.
"My love, are you ready?"
He asked, still wanting to follow your lead.
"Yes, Fumi, please."
You begged. You'd never begged him before, especially never looking so erotic. So who was he to deny your plea?
He adjusted himself between your legs, still upright. He would hover over you to be closer to you, but he wanted to see you unravel, and he wanted the full view. He lined himself up and slowly began pushing in. Your head tipped back and you gripped the sheets beneath you as he slowly pushed in until he bottomed out.
"Yes, Y/n, fuck. You feel better than I ever could have dreamed."
His voice was shaky. All you could manage in response was a soft whine. His hips began to rock, slowly at first. He wanted to savor this. His first time inside of you, fully being a part of one another. It should be cherished. He should be thanking you for being so gracious as to allow him to experience you, and yet, he couldn't find words anymore. All he could do was hope he was pleasing you well enough as his speed increased. His movements were full, nearly pulling out of you completely before pushing all the way back in, as deep as his anatomy would allow him to.
You weren't surprised by how quickly your orgasm started to build. Between the pillow talk and his teasing, you were surprised you didn't cum the second he pushed in. You were no longer in control of your voice, moaning beneath him with each thrust. His own, usually eloquent, words were drowned out completely by his heavy breathing and groans above you. You cried out louder, hoping to let him know how close you were. He continued, wanting to bring you to your breaking point.
Your eyes crossed, vision blurring as you came. Your back arched, making his movements slow, though not completely. Once you started to come down from it, you felt him pull out. Not long after that, you felt a warmth on your thighs and stomach, hearing him groan through gritted teeth. You felt an odd sensation of pride.
He looked down at you, your mess between your legs, and his mess spread across the lower half of your torso and your thighs.
"Beautiful, even a mess."
He spoke, out of breath.
"I'll go get the shower ready. You just relax until I'm back for you, my beloved."
He leaned down pressing his forehead to yours.
"And once we're cleaned up, I'll get to lay here beside you and hold you until morning. Would that please you, Y/n?"
"I love you."
He chuckled.
"I love you too, more than I think you'll ever know."
With that, he walked towards the bathroom. You closed your eyes for a moment while you waited. You now realized that you didn't feel ashamed like you had originally.
Maybe it's possible to simply have your insecurities fucked out of you.
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„ i took a little journey into the unknown, come back changed I can feel it in my bones
𝜗𝜚 luke castellan x gn reader
synopsis ; headcanons for going on a quest with our favorite hermes boy, luke castellan!! (not possessed by kronos au!!)
requested: yes, by anon !!
⚠️: not proofread AT ALL, being on a demigod quest, being injured, stealing cars, luke being a lil mean but then apologizing, mentions of eating, joking an British ppl (if you're sensitive to that sorta stuff ig)
💬: thanks for the request babe!! I hope you enjoy — I added a bit of writing at the end that isn't headcanons bc i felt like it so I hope that's okay!! Love you!
⚚ going on a quest with luke will for sure feel like a fever dream
⚚ he tries to act all tough and shit and then he'll randomly turn to you and be like: "I'm kinda scared just so you know"
⚚ he's such a dork omg 😭😭
⚚ BUT he's also really good at combat, so you don't have to worry as much about monsters getting to you when you're with him
⚚ he would probably hot wire a car so the 2 of you had a way of transportation besides walking
⚚ lukes also probably really good at talking with people and making them give him things (being a child of hermes and such)
⚚ he would also make sure beforehand that you had more than enough ambrosia and nectar,
⚚ "just to be safe" he says knowing dam (see what i did there) well he'll probably be the one getting hurt
⚚ also, if he didn't end up getting you guys a car, and you're on the side of the road, he will follow the sidewalk rule and make sure you're never by the road
⚚ I also feel like he would be really good at telling if people are monsters in disguise if he pays attention to them, so you can have a higher chance to avoid them
⚚ luke also def has moodswings of being extremely serious and making sure you are on track and being completely distracted by everything
⚚ if the two of you do come across a monster, he will not hesitate to kill it as long as your safe
⚚ and, if you do ever get hurt, either from a monster or something else, he'll turn into your parent 100%
⚚ "yknow how stupid that was of you to do? Did you like not think about what could happen to you or what could've happened? Do you just not think about that sort of stuff in your head?"
⚚ yeah my guy can be a bit rude
⚚ but lukes just expressing that he loves you and doesn't want anything to happen to you while you're out there
⚚ he would realize later that he was being a dick and would apologize: "I didn't mean what I said, just so yknow, I care about you. i don't want to see you do stupid things without thinking first."
⚚ if the two of you couldn't find a hotel or somewhere to sleep, he would happily give you his sleeping bag if you show any signs that you're cold -> and he would 100% give you his jacket if he noticed you were cold as well!!
⚚ it would probably just end up with the two of you cuddling though lmao
⚚ he's also probably really good at bandaging injuries because of all the times he's hurt himself while training
⚚ so when you do get hurt, he'll bandage it for you (not as good as a child of apollo, but it's the thought that counts)
⚚ I mentioned this in another post, but I feel like luke would absolutely suck at reading or trying to understand any type of map, so do not rely on him for that
⚚ he'll look at the map for a good 10 minutes and then point in a direction saying that's where you need to go and it's the way you just came
⚚ luke: "love, I think that I found the way to the nearest gas station" and you look and where he's saying and you're like: "hon, you know that way is just thick woods for miles, right?"
⚚ and then he'll roll his eyes and get all sassy that he was wrong about it
⚚ jokingly of course
⚚ let's say you hurt your arm or something like that,
⚚ luke will gladly tie your hair up (if it's long enough) or brush it for you if it makes it easier
⚚ like the gentleman he is
⚚ he would also make sure that you got enough food, and will even give you his food if he notices that you're still hungry
⚚ if you guys were far enough from any cities at night, you two will definitely stargaze
⚚ I feel like luke would secretly be such a nerd about space, so he'll start pointing out different constellations, stars, and planets you guys can see
⚚ he'll also be really smart with the money you guys have,and I feel like him being one of the older campers let's him have that maturity over the other campers
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the dimly lit diner casted a yellow glow across both yours and lukes face as you took your seat at a booth. you and like had been on the quest for around a week now, and so far, nothing extreme had happened.
it was a simple quest after all, just retrieving an item that iris had lost. the quest had taken you to a more unpopulated town surrounded by woods. being in a less populated area had its drawbacks, but it also had good qualities.
monsters would be more common and would be able to find you and luke easier, but less mortals saw you two; which meant less police reports and not being a fugitive–which is something both of you were trying to avoid.
"so what do you think you'll get?" luke asked you, snapping you out of your thoughts. he had already looked through the worn down menu, you figured, looking at how it was neatly placed back down on the table and unopened.
"probably just some waffles and hot chocolate," you said, briefly scanning the menu in your hands seeing what was available. luke nodded. "how about you,?" you asked, putting down the menu.
"a burger and some hot tea," he said. you snorted at his response.
"you gonna start speaking in a english accent when you get that tea?" you said jokingly, smiling lightly when you saw him roll his eyes playfully at your statement.
"oh definitely, going to fully embrace that part of me with some tea," he said, continuing the joke. "but, on another note, how do you think we go about handling where to go next?" he asked, motioning his head twords your bag where the map was held: as luke wasn't trusted with it anymore.
"how about we talk about that when my stomach doesn't feel like it's going shrink and die," you said as a waiter; who was probably in her 80s, headed twords your booth.
𖹭 song from title: meet me in the woods – lord Huron 𖹭

#psychesalcove writes ༉‧₊˚.#percy jackson#percy jackson x reader#percy pjo#percy jackson x you#pjo x reader#hoo x reader#hoo x you#pjo x you#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan x you#luke castellan#luke castellan headcanons#divider creds: cafekitsune
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heyy, how are you doing❔i hope everything is going well for you and that you are having a good day/evening 🤍
may i request romantic ror x reader in this comical yet cute scenario where bf is lying his head on his partner’s tummy to relax but the stomach just won’t shut up?? i once watched a video of a couple doing this and the bf complained with a “why is your stomach talking so much shit today?” which made me cackle 😭 i think it was adorable honestly. you can make it either a story or headcanons, whatever you would like❕
characters would be thor, hades and poseidon🤍
Hello anon!! Thank you for the request!! This is actually so cute and funny to think about🤭
ROR Men with darling's talkative belly
Thor, hades, Poseidon
Thor

- he had just finished doing some stuff and running errands for himself around the place. That being- striking fear into those who walked passed him.
-ofc he needed a place to rest. And like any strong soldier/fighter, he chose eto rest at the best place. Your stomach.
- you didn't mind, as long as he was comfortable, things like these always came as a surprise for those who witness it, not really like they can say anything about it tho.
-all of a sudden, you hear him speak. "It's so talkative.."
- you laugh at his complaint, telling him "it's just In a good mood."
- he let out a hum, continuing to listen to whatever was going on inside of there, giving it a small kiss before closing his eyes and resting.
- he liked hearing you breathe, anything that had something to do with you was always his medicine. It healed him in a way, both spiritually and physically.
- like he could be bleeding out, but as long as you give him a kiss, he's all fine.
- going back to him resting on you, his arms tighten around you even more, but not in a way to hurt your fragile figure.
- you were probably gonna be stuck in that position for a while ..
Hades

- hades had finished doing some work, regarding stuff from the underworld and letters from his dear brother zues about meetings that he needed to attend in Valhalla.
- he wanted to soothe his nerves, and what better way to do that when he can go visit you?
- you were the only thing he could look forward to in the boring and lonely place of the underworld. You were the light he seemed whenever he was consumed by darkness.
- He walked over to you, in the big bedroom, immediately cuddling into you after a long day of work. Just what he needed.
- he planted a kiss on your face before sinking into the soft mound of flesh. Staying quiet until...
"you have quite the talkative belly, dearest."
- he let out a chuckle when you responded with, "it's just very excited that you're here."
- "shall it be then."
- he loved listening to it, no complaints made unlike the other two if yk what I mean.
- maybe one day, you'll have an actual mini human inside your belly for him to listen to--
- okay let's not go that far. You guys still have so much time before that happens. But it WILL happen, once everything is prepared. And once you both are ready.
- he'd listen to your belly, and then go like-
"it has a point."
- as long as it's you, he won't mind. He loves you very much, and he will make sure eto keep it that way forever.
- he likes to put kisses on your belly, or rub circles on it, just for fun. The bond between you two— and the belly ig — was strong.
...
- he sighs softly, closing his eyes and sleeping. He knew he'd have such a good rest after this.
Poseidon

- "why is your stomach talking so much shit today?"
- yeah straight to the point here we are. Bro has beef with your belly.
- it was so noisy and wouldn't stop yapping at all. Reminds him of two brothers of his...(Adamas and zues. if yk, you know.)
- and this man was not patient. He was not gonna take this level of disrespect from a mound of flesh. How dare it do such.
- call him dramatic, but he ain't taking it.
- I bet he'd randomly rant to it about his day, while your fingers softly caress his hair. Like didn't he just complain about it being noisy?
- I know dam well there would be moments where he'd randomly take pauses, letting the belly speak, before continuing to rant.
- he didn't like how it talked so much shit, for a belly, it really knew how to speak it's words, didn't it?
- you were his angel, but that thing was a demon. How dare it.
- you'd just giggle and listen to him. Him and that stomach of yours really had a telepathic connection, huh?
- he slowly dosed off to sleep, after his nightly session of ranting. Sleeping soundly, still laying on your stomach.
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People do realise he only got back from Nepal & a very big strain on his body and organs like a week ago??? Questioning him reposting at 1.30am or 3am means nothing. His sleeping is going to be messed up for weeks. Also reposting stuff twice is an easy mistake, he’s probably exhausted and forgets which he’s reposted as confusion can happen when re-acclimatising to normal altitude and reality after that. Goodness me the man can’t just do normal things without everything getting picked apart
Oh Anons, especially Anon 2.... I think you'd gonna explode if you saw my inbox. You only see the bit on other blogs and ignorant people making assumptions and acting surprised about something, getting outrageous about something that they could have known already for a while..... if you pay attention to the right things that is, not to the things that do not matter at all. 🙄
Yes, I agree very much, that trek he did, the affects it has on your body, it doesn't matter how well you are trained or how much you always live in a jetlag style off life, it has a strain not only on your body also on your mind as well. Just go figure it's not for nothing he waited to take that opportunity after he had no more responsibilities and ties for a series he has been working on for all these years. And we all know this is something he always wanted to do.
Also agree on how he shared his wonderful experience together with the posts of Jake N. I loved to explore the maps to see where and how they went, look up pictures and places, read about the challenges. And then read it first hand from the ones who really did it. What a nice change from all the booze advertising, but even more what a welcoming change in my inbox. I pretty much enjoyed the calm, apart from that one persistent Anon that kept on going on and on about........ Ash.
Yes really even then, no need for me to check her IG as I would have a daily reports about what she posted together with the most biased opinion about it, of course all in the most extreme negative way. Get a life, get a hobby... that's what I would shout at this Anon's face in real life. What poor life do you have if this is your daily business and you keep on writing to me to get it out of your system even if I do not post any of it. Yes, I chose not to post or give it any attention in here... because I just know how giving this air is only gonna make it worse!
You know it's always the sort of people that are determined to judge about someone else's life, they always know what is best for you, they even think they know better what is best for you than yourself. Even though they do not walk in your shoes or see the sun and the moon like you do. And when you do not choose the path they think is best for you.... well.... yeah, that! Talking about getting picked apart Anon 1, and agree Anon 2, this whole agenda people have with him is so unhealthy
Anyway I could have predicted, I did in fact predict exactly two weeks ago what my inbox would look like today. How it would flood with messages about 'Ash this', and 'Ash that', and the 'no doubt he must be' and the 'are you still sure about...' exactly the way it did beginning this year with Sarah H. And here we are again, nothing changed.
Boom Ash is in London! - Sorry, no not Boom as if lightning struck, she announced it already 2 weeks ago people! And not only that, a week later she also announced she was gonna be in Glasgow. These are the stories of 13 and 20 December!
So how is it any surprise to people now? Oh wait, yeah you didn't see those stories, you just see what is now. Oh she's in London, oh he posts late a story and twice the same one.... must be... right, no doubt... Can't be anything else now can it???
Yes Christmas Day she posts from London (and before you ask no that is not Sam's hand)
as well as Boxing Day
And let me help you here a bit, location Dear Jackie at Broadwick Soho. for the ones unfamiliar, yes that is the same location the Flute is in, remember that weird 'launch' party organised by Flaunt magazine and MGMplus UK?
And then OMG she turns up in Glasgow posting from EDA... oh wow. Let's just throw out all common sense and make things fit a certain narrative. Let's just simply ignore how Sam has been posting all Christmas Day constantly from 7am until after 11pm. Because that's what you do when you try to hide you're in London secretly meeting up with somebody who announced her presence there weeks ago. Right? Let's just pay attention to the fact he posted at 1.30am and 3am the night after Boxing Day (where he also posted almost all afternoon). Let's just conveniently forget that there are a ton of other options, like going out with other friends in Glasgow, or having some good times with family like his brother and newly wed wife f.i. or falling asleep on the couch while watching Netflix (his latest follow on Christmas Day) and I can think of lots of other options.
Nope, we just go by the one option that fits our narrative, right? Cause we all want some entertainment, and so we just claim he was with her in London without a shred of evidence, not even a voice or hand to be recognized not even a matching cloud on the horizon. And my persistent Ash-Anon (how I call her) is all satisfied as she get's her way with all the attention she so hard tried to stir in this fandom and now she can accuse him again of all kind of mischief.
Yes, my inbox keeps flooding, even while I write this post. I already lost count. The weirdest things, because... you all take this one narrative as a basis and lose all sense of reality focussing on minor things that do not matter and by ignoring things that do not fit the narrative and other simple options and things like:
You really think Sam would fly one day to London while knowing she would be in Glasgow the very next day? Especially after a trip that wasn't peanuts and had its strain on his body and mind? That he wouldn't spend time with family and friends in these holidays after that trip but run to London cause his employee is there all alone? And gosh why would they not meet up at some point, have a drink or dinner or whatever together while she's in town, why would he say no? Is that in any way proof he started to date his employee, or have some hidden relationship with her?
Even though it is a bit awkward how Ash pushed herself into his circle of friends, is it that strange she'd go to EDA to work out? Is it strange that when she follows 3.231 (and we thought Sam follows a lot!^^) that it she follows a lot accounts mutually as Sam does? And by following them, are they suddenly all her friends as well? Do you really think Ash never traveled before in her job representing the Jagermeister brand? Like she doesn't know anybody else in London but the people and places connected to Sam? Like she doesn't know anybody else in Scotland but Sam? (what about Shiobhan who became her bestie?) But nooooo... she traveled to the UK during the holidays, she can't have anything to do in the UK. She can't have any other friends there who told her about hogmanay in Scotland perhaps? Oh wait, that doesn't fit the narrative, let's just skip that, okay? Because then we have entertainment and we all can go on telling how somebody else must live his or her life, because we all know better than themselves.
Why do you all care?
You know what? I'm just gonna leave it at this and post this song with the lyrics. As they apply to all of us
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Because, you know we're all just passengers in this world, much unlike those high mountains that are here forever to stay. Tomorrow or next year, it will be all the same, Just another drama and another name, Another fight who's right or wrong, And they all forgot about yesterday... when we were young!
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Ugrgrhrugrhu Builderman headcanons because he's my babygirl pookie bear sweetheart ice cream with a cherry on top
(TW for breakdowns mentioned ig?)
Builderman wasn't intended to actually have sentience, he was just made in order to deal with the more miniscule issues like glitches, FAQs, errors, and stuff that aren't that important for the other admins to deal with.
It was mostly known around HQ and even most of the Robloxians that he wasn't alive and just.... y'know, an AI, but a few of the admins, most notably Shedletsky, treated him like he was one of them and like he had sentience. Because of this, he started to gain more consciousness and eventually got convinced by Shedletsky to ask Roblox himself if he could program him some sentience, to which he - rather hesitantly - said yes to.
Gets all blushy when it comes to compliments. He doesn't know how to properly receive them, so he just tries to make up another one to tell the person that complimented him. This only further flusters him since people tend to recompliment him again and he gets really embarrassed about it. (Also he blushes gray/grey so there's that ^^)
JACK 👏 OF 👏 ALL 👏 TRADES 👏 let me tell you this previous sweetheart now pessimistic compact silliness of an AI is naturally talented in ANYTHING. Either that or he just... knows how to do everything in a mediocre way !!! He doesn't get why a lot of people compliment him about his skills when he just says it's "nothing much."
Builderman used to be a really cheery and smiley type of guy, but there was one time when he was walking around HQ, staring outside the windows, and he saw some fucked up shit happening (can't really decide what it is so it's up to reader's interpretation), and that caused him to spiral and start to have a more negative outlook on the world around him.
Builderman also does not favor being alone, and tends to latch onto one person at a time to talk to. This is because whenever he's left alone, he tends to get drowned in his own thoughts and spirals into a mental breakdown, which causes him to overheat and maybe even crash. It takes him a few days to recover, and he feels guilty once hes recovered because he truly believes that it might've put a whole burden on the admins to take care of him.
Doesn't actually need to sleep, but does so just to get his mind off of things. Also he can sleep for as long as he wants to, but he usually sets an alarm so he won't oversleep.
His initial design by the admins was that he was supposed to have a tail, but it got scrapped since they thought it would create too much issues. He also had shark teeth back in his early days of creation, but the admins had to replace them with normal teeth since Robloxians reported that they got a bit too freaked out with them. Needless to say, he was pretty bummed out when he found out about both.
Was VERY affectionate back in his early sentience, especially to Shedletsky, but learned to be more closed off ever since that Shedletsky crash out I mentioned in the last pile of hcs I sent.
Usually specializes in creating infrastructures like buildings, factories, houses, or anything like that. He once tried to create a sentient person on his own (John Doe), but when his creation got corrupted, he freaked out and sent it to the Banlands. Yes, he felt guilty, and he couldn't stop thinking about it for days on end, but he never told any of the admins and just waited until they found out themselves.
(y'all could never tell who my favorite characters are)
- ⛑️🍗 anon
I share so many of those headcanons. The ones that I didn't have are now yoinked from you.
He's my favorite character as well. I'm so glad more people are paying attention to him.
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this is all my personal opinion as a somewhat new arcane enjoyer.
act 3 of arcane really ruined it all for me. one of the things that makes me love shows so much is when they make me just feel so so much. and arcane did this so well, especially in s1. act 1 and 2 of s2 also did this very well, tho not even close to as well as s1 in my opinion.
i felt sad about isha's death, but i don't really care about jinx's. this isn't bc i cared more abt isha than jinx, a million percent no, this is bc it didnt feel liek there was any weight to it. we saw a very small clip of vi sobbing then, boom, she's almost fine???? her humming powder's lullaby isn't enough, i need to see her grieve. jinx literally completely gave up because of isha's death. vi wasn't even close to being in the same position as jinx but that was still her sister. her sister whom she tried so hard to protect and get back and finally got her back. it just didn't feel real. and on top of that, everyone thinks she's not actually dead. i wish they showed the "proof" of that later or something because i needed that grieving period from vi.
i felt so strongly about jayvik and their whole dynamic snd ending this season. in act 2 i felt that the writing for caitvi wasn't as good as it was in s1 and act 1 but then it just pissed me off at the end. i kinda liked the fact that they were in a cell when they had sex lol but i feel like it was weird timing and also could be a weird setting. but what rlly got me was the fact they don't fucking talk. they dont talk it out. one of the bjggest reasons i love jayvik is because of their lines too eachother. theyre so devestating and beautiful and thats what we got with caitvi before act 2. i was hoping they would talk about alllll the problems they were having because they were having a lot but, either they didn't or we just didn't see it. the resolution to jayvik was so satisfying because we got to know all of their closing thoughts and emotions. we didn't get to see cait apologizing or vi talking abt jinx and it just felt so emotionless.
im really sad they got rid of all the political stuff. i feel like the first step to doing that was putting vi in an enforcer outfit but with that i thought theyd explore into it and the trauma around it even more. but they didnt at all. they put more of the oppressed into the oppressors outfits and called it "fighting against a greater evil" i think thats a fine thing to happen but not if you throw away the whole conversation about politics you were having beforehand. i felt enger towards the piltover people and council just because they were a part of the oppressive regime. after s1 i felt like they tried to act like those ppl were never in the wrong. they swept it all under the rug.
it really just felt like there wasn't a clear conclusion. what happened to zaun and piltover? the scene of sevika sitting at the table isn't enough (don't get me started on sevika I MISS HER). what happened to the firelights?? everyone says ekko lost everything but like do we know what happened to the tree or to the firelights??? i wanted to see the progress the two cities made and how PILTOVER compensated for their actions.
thats it ig, im rlly trying to be happy abt the ending and to do that i have to think abt jayvik bc theyre the only perfect ending in my eyes and i miss caitvi i miss them
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane act 3#arcane ending#caitvi#jayvik#timebomb#ekko#jayce#viktor#caitlyn kiramman#vi#zaun#piltover
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Fyuuture Kid AU is actually my favorite au of yours; I just think it's cute! How's floyd Yutu? I feel like there would be a thin line between "You're cool ig" and "You and shrimp are a little... close. Stop it." But once he knows that's his kid? Yeah all bets are of. Sorry Azul; he actually CANT go to work today he's too busy being a FATHER and a HUSBAND (these single fucks can cry about it)
No because this is exactly what I see happening and just the image of Floyd being like "nah I can't hang out spouse needs my help with the kid. Oh you wouldn't get it because YOU GOT NO BITCHES" he's just so silly I love him so much (つ╥﹏╥)つ
notes: they/them used for Yuu, this is part of the fyuuture kid au, Floyd's part can be found here, and the explanation for the au can be found here. You can find even more stuff for it on my masterlist under the series section.
Yutu wasn't really prepared for the first people he saw to be his parents. He knew he was going to have to see them eventually, and he did a lot of preparing mentally for seeing Yuu again but his dad? His father who he has heard so many stories about, the person he admires second only to you?
"And who's this little guppy?" The whites of Floyd's eyes widen as he zeros in on him, Yutu's senses force him to drop into a defensive stance and get in between the danger and Yuu. He's being circled by a larger, more dangerous predator. Every nerve ending in his body is screaming he is in danger, that Yuu's in danger, but he feels happy. He knows what his father's voice sounds like now.
"I ain't a guppy." The points of his teeth flash, but Floyd isn't amused by Yutu's claim.
"You are what I say you are, small fry."
Floyd! Yutu is very extroverted. He enjoys talking to people and had a lot of friends before and after being isekaid. If Yuu or one of his friends was more introverted he took a great deal of pride in doing most of the talking for them. He likes being helpful, or at least he says he does. If you've seen those videos of morays who act like puppies around divers they've known for years, that's sort of how Yutu acts. He's a big puppy who pretends not to know his own strength. Unless your his parent, he fears no man, but Yuu's wrath? That scares him.
He's similar to Floyd in school performance, he doesn't like to pay attention so he doesn't always do well. He didn't have a choice about paying attention to magic classes though, among all the different versions of Yutu, Floyd! Yutu might be one of the most cracked when it comes to combat magic. If you were to ask him about it, he'd say he sees his skill as another way of being helpful, but that prey drive is no joke he does like a good fight. Just not when that fight is against his dad...
He has always loved the water, whether he was swimming or out playing in the rain he always felt most at home in the water. In your world he was on his school's swim team, and while Yutu gets why he isn't allowed to be on NRC's he is still a bit salty about it. On the one hand he gets to actually live in the water now. On the other he sort of needs to find a hobby.
Maybe he could focus more on cooking? Or fishing? Or would that just be hunting under the sea...
The oceans of Twisted Wonderland were never safe, but in the time that Yutu arrived in they had become borderline unlivable due to blot pollution. Yutu really loved being in Octavinelle for allowing him to experience a little slice of what the Coral Sea was supposed to have been like. The version of the dorm he was placed in didn't have the lounge anymore, so he is very curious about Azul's business.
Papa (Floyd) Leech isn't very impressed. On the one hand he thinks it is kind of funny watching the shrimplet run around campus following Yuu like he's convinced they're going to disappear. Floyd feels like that sometimes too, it makes him want to drown you in his embrace and keep you here forever but he tries to ignore those feelings most of the time.
On the other hand knowing he can't just drop by Ramshackle and have you all to himself anymore makes it really hard to ignore them. Shrimplet doesn't even have the sense to be afraid of him, Floyd swears he gets excited when he threatens to give him a squeeze. And what's worse is you are really protective of him! Sure you're protective of Baby Seal too, but he's got enough sense to piss off when Floyd glares at him. He does leave when Floyd threatens to fight him, but not because he's scared. He looked sad actually, which Floyd clocks and brings back to Jade and Azul.
You asked another question about what happened to the boys in the bad future, and I want to save most of my thoughts related to what happened to Floyd for that answer, but Jade was still alive when Yutu got isekaid and he was able to meet him. They had a really good relationship, so when Jade comes sniffing around for information, Yutu is able to dodge his questions pretty easily. Future! Jade actually used his signature spell on him before he traveled back in time just to fuck with his past self. He did make his nephew promise to tell him if the one use rule applied to this case. Partially for science, partially because he knew that it would give his younger self the chance to keep the information to himself.
And keep it to himself he does- sort of. He makes sure Yutu knows he knows, but he never explicitly says anything to him. No what he wants to do is distract Yutu so Floyd can be a sulky coward in peace. That he does make clear to Yutu, he would like his brother to have more than one kid for him to be a bad influence on and he needs him to actually make a move on Yuu for that to happen.
I am not 100% on how the reveal on how Floyd learns about what's happening and who Yutu is, but once he does he is very serious about it. He wants to know what Yutu thought about him, why he knows more about Jade then his dear old dad, and what happened to Yuu to make him so protective. Wasn't he there at all? He'd never abandon his mate or his son... little shrimplet knows that, right?
Well he's just going to have to make sure he does know that. And everyone else too, "these single fucks can cry about it" indeed. Yutu is getting dragged to the Atlantica Memorial Museum so they can swim and talk about Azul's overblot, and how cute his parent was for standing up to him. He still wants to spend time alone with Yuu sometimes, but he gets why Yutu is afraid of letting them out of his sight now. He would feel the same way. If Floyd can manage it he wants to take him back home too (not to introduce him to the grandparents since that would just raise questions), since Yutu never got to go there.
Floyd would be such a good dad. An embarrassing one too, you know he teases Yutu, roughhouses with him, and openly flirts with Yuu in front of him. He's really looking forward to getting to be embarrassingly in love with Yuu in the future, and no silly "end of the world" thing is going to stop him.
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