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aziraphaleandcrowley · 4 years ago

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Finally took a walk down to the fields like I’ve been talking about doing for more months than I’d like to admit to considering the field is literally two mins away from my house...

Hopefully this is the first step for me in not spending whole days in bed when I’m not at work...🤞

It’s nice just to get out of the house and try to quiet my mind for a bit. Plus I can get good photos too. This is my favourite of today 🤗

#rebecca speaks #that photo doesnt do justice to the actual one i took but i have to be at work in an hour and dont have time to copy it to my phone :(#on the agenda for todays walk was:#questioning if i might be aromantic or not #personally id currently consider myself asocial in that i dont want social interaction with anyone really #or i do in some ways #like i do wanna see/talk to my friends which im currently not doing but i dont know what to say and everything is a lot of effort and tiring #but then second on the agenda was questioning if im depressed or not #but its not /bad/#if i could just actually do stuff other than read fanfic so i was getting out of the hoise and seeing other people and doing stuff i enjoy #then things would be better #(not that i dont enjoy reading fanfic cos i do and consider it my main hobby but i cant /only/ read fanfic #but finding the effort/motivation to find other hobbies/have social interactions etc is difficult so \_(ツ)_/¯#maybe i need an intervention. i need someone else to plan something to get me out of the house just to start me off #cos its been too long since ive messaged my friends that j just feel guilty about it now and have nothing to say other than sorry #but if they suggested a meet up i think id actually go #weirdly i saw an old classmate on my old and he suggested a reunion meet up thing and that sounds great #i just dont have the capacity to plan something like that cos i have like 2 friends who ive actually spoken to this year :/#idk #anyway i need to make lunch cos i have to leave in 30 mins for work and im not even dressed yet

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