#wearywriting

[heartweary-writing]

And I don’t know how to do it-

I either give too much

Or not enough.

I’m either a flowing River

Or a rigid wall.

My heart can’t match its beat

To another, and it refuses to belong

To anything

but me.

It hurts…it hurts but

Even alone,

I am complete.

Like a mountain, I stand…

The clouds hiding its peak.

J. K. L

[siloofmythoughts]

On these dark

Nights I

Yell curses

At the sky.

Hoping this

Feeling of wanting to

Die will

Fade.

I knock

Back these

Shots

Hoping it

Can ease

My weary

Mind.

[arizona-rose]

8 People 8 Questions

I was tagged by @linak ❤️ love this—sounds like loads of fun.

Favorite color—hmm purple, but I also love greens, blues, and yellows.

Last song I listened to—Iris performed by Diamante and Breaking Ben. My favorite song of all time.

Favorite musicians—Bon Jovi, Avril Lavigne, In This Moment, Goo Goo Dolls, Theory of a Deadman, All Time Low, and All-American Rejects 🎶

Last movie I watched—Percy Jackson and the Olympians

Last show I watched—Good Omens (love Neil Gaiman ❤️ )

Favorite OC— you got me on this one... I haven’t read fanfic in forever and when I did it was mostly Draco Malfoy stuff so not an OC haha

Sweet, Spicy, or Savory— oh, man! I love all three ❤️❤️ probably sweet if I have to choose

Bubbly water, Tea, or Coffee—Coffee for sure ☕️

I’ll tag— @voidghoulatlas @tkpoet16 @amargedom @meanwhilepoetry @letswritesomenovels @heart-wearywriting @i-wrotethisforme @gittetj

Sorry for the random tags! Just thought it’d be more fun this way.

[sweetest-devotion]

There’s a scar on my soul

Break my heart sweetly,

Like you always do

I guess I can’t let go

Til you wreck me completely

Break my heart sweetly

Drape me in blue

I've been listening to this beautiful song on repeat and it reminds me of @heart-wearywriting writings <33333

@heart-wearywriting I'm a huge huge fan of yours, honestly!

[heartweary-writing]

Maybe I should have gone to you

In January, when the cold

Rang in the earth’s bones-

Shaking,

Shaking

Shaking you unsteady

Your heart heavy

Your mind ready

To unravel.

Yes, maybe I should have gone to you-

Even if you would have gone away,

Anyway.

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

His eyes

Are changeable

Like the sky,

Like the sea,

Like a storm

That could mourn, pour,

rage

Until free.

I want him

In my arms

Safe and warm,

An embrace of spring.

I want to be

The sun that pierces

The clouds; I want

To give him peace.

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

One must write about what is most

Important.

And so I choose

No, I must,

Write about love

About me, and about

You.

About what was lost

About what we couldn’t manage to

Do.

Despite the way our bodies moved,

Despite your eyes,

A bottomless

Blue.

I was blind, wild

High in the sky

Like some reckless

Moon.

But the sun must rise

And it must set

And when it did

We were miles apart

And I was left alone

In the dark

with nothing but the

Truth.

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

Love, for me,

Has always ended

In shame.

Love, for me,

Has always blended

With pain.

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

I have so much love

To pour into you

It drowns

Me

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

I don’t know if you understand

Just how

I love you so.

My love is a flame,

That burns

In the snow.

Enough to sustain the pain

Of any

Winter’s cold.

Warm your heart beside my fire,

Wrap yourself

In my soul.

Your love gives me desire,

A smoldering warmth

I have never known.

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

I miss you and

You miss something

And we both will

Go through life longing

For something that has

No business belonging.

But that is the world’s operation,

I believe.

For, the sea rushes for land

While the moon

Tugs at the sea

And it doesn’t seem fair...

That even the sea,

Isn’t really free.

[heartweary-writing]

Oh, the onrush of loving waves,

I drown with gratitude in their wake.

The unleashing of words, ripping free

Like moths towards a light, birds from a cage

Freedom, terrifying freedom,

And the hushing touch, of hearing you say,

“I’m flying too,

It’s okay.”

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

Looking across the room,

Only for our eyes

To meet,

Boom.

My heart, a flower,

That bursts with color,

A slow-motion, burning,

Bloom.

You are entrancing

In all of your phases,

And I, the sea, dance to you,

My Moon.

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

Eyes of gray

and blue:

The perfect hue.

When I lay down to sleep,

I have the perfect view.

You and I- one,

Though we used to be two.

Oh, it is nice to have a dream.

When my dream,

Is you.

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

The days keep marching

So I must March along with them.

The sun continues to shine.

So I must shine with it.

All around me are reminders

That there is life giving

So I, too, have something to give,

Something to bloom,

Something to grow,

Something to give to the wind

J. K. L

[heartweary-writing]

I know it’s wrong. That love is not supposed to be jealous. But this is my heart.

This is my heart. Red as it is. “Drink my blood, and no one else’s,” it says. It seethes. It bleeds.

J. K. L