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Hello, Miguel Doty-Meyer
#sims 4#ts4#the sims 4#postcard legacy challenge#gen1:the hero#baby is hereeee#sobbing screaming throwing up#we've been through so much
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#god I hope this formats properly#anyways ive been thinking about all their stories theyve told and lives theyve lived and eras we've gone through and i just#i think its really cool#and i love them very much#heres to another chapter!#mcr5#aAAHHHHH#so good to tag that lol#mcr 5#mcr 5 is real#LETS GOOOOOO#mcr#my chemical romance#gerard way#frank iero#mikey way#ray toro#welcome to the black parade#danger days
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the mourn watch background gives you such a GIFT in having other characters notice and call out on-screen that rook code switches like a motherfucker. the whiplash of hearing my snarky 'heeey I'm just a little guy! :>' funnyman rook speak the heightened ritualized phrases of the mourn watch with perfect seriousness and gravity completely naturally and/or break into an academic tone that can keep up with emmrich at the drop of a hat never stops giving me such endless delight. truly their real mind is a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside some hideous mourn watch casual wear
#that last one was just for comedic purposes rye would NEVER wear the mourn watch casual wear willingly#he hated the new livery so much he hoarded every pair of the older watcher robes he could hunt down so they'd tide him over#in the hopes that the next uniform design would be less awful. he is a fancyboy at heart. he should be wearing so many earrings#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#A Watcher's work is never done#rye's whole deal is half built on the feeling of 'we've had a lot of fun here today folks. but at the end of the day I have given my oath#and I mean to fulfil it. so either help me do that or get out of my fucking way' that sort of naturally rises out of this contrast#and everyone who has for a moment doubted his complete seriousness and sincerity about it so far has ended up much deeper#than six feet under by the end of it all haha#I've found I've actually been able to build a really good sense of character here (with some reloading to see different options#to be sure lol I am a control freak) -- mixing in a stoic response in certain situations for example can inform so much with so little#and the contrast works out to be so much greater.#just this sense of a layer of levity and awkwardness on top of an immense and unflinching seriousness#that sometimes shines through. it's uh. it's been really good for me
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A small Qalaari doodle to explore some fits options for when we were "invited" (held hostage) in the manor of a Vampire Lady (who happened to be the grandmother of one of our group member :^)c delicious drama ensued... for multiple sessions...)
I ended up going for the left one as it was closer to Qalaa's comfort zone. The right one was more planned for if we ever managed to get to "the ball scene™ " but sadly we kicked ass too early for that and managed to escape/
(I say escape but we, somehow, managed to kill the elder vampire lady... it was... a difficult fight.)
#qalaari#qalaari croquelune#dnd#ttrpg#dnd 5e#dnd qalaari#minotaur#minotaure#beary art#zellk#ocs#beary ocs#beary oc#oc#I think TECHNICALLY she's still wearing it right now (didn't change before getting away) but we've been through A LOT since then#so it's probably torn to fucking shreds....#our group just Does Not catch a break let me tell you Qalaari has so much to decompress from that she hasn't had the time to adress yet....
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Sarek and Michael meeting as Children for Some Alien Reason or: Children with Grave Responsibilities or: Not asking your dad if you would've been friends as children because you're too afraid he'll just say "No" and move on. [Patreon | Commissions]
#Sarek#Michael Burnham#star trek discovery#star trek disco#star trek discovery art#Michael Burnham art#Sarek art#this is about wanting so badly to understand your dad - just finally get to the bottom of why he acted like that and acts like that#but maybe if you went back in time you'd still just be sitting stiffly side by side not looking at each other#bea art tag#there MUST be some love at the bottom of this well there HAS to be SOME love at the bottom of this well#'I keep on breaking my heart when it's beating for you' I know the singer of this song intended it as for a romantic partner but my GOD if#this doesn't perfectly encapsulate a parent-child relationship where you want SO desperately for them to be proud of you and keep failing#to meet their expectations#'time they say heals a broken heart but time has stood still since we've been apart' <- When you go no contact via blocking their number or#being thrown a billion years into the future but that doesn't provide CLOSURE really#I picture Michael and Spock meeting Sarek as a child semi-often bc I think that trope is sometimes used as a 'look at your parent#through another lens - they were a child once too' thing (and also Spock would probably MUCH rather meet Amanda as a child)#I think it would be very deliciously heartbreaking if Sarek were not notably more innocent friendly or kind as a child#and Spock is reckoning with like oh there's NO version of my father that would love me the way I (deep down) want him to
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AO3 IS BACK AND I’VE FINALLY FINISHED MY FIRST AFTG ONE SHOT! BEHOLD! CAT NEIL BE UPON YE!
Summary:
During the first 6 months of knowing Neil Josten, he’d refused all conversation surrounding shift forms. It was the Foxes’ largest and most anticipated betting pool yet, and one of many more to come surrounding the newest Fox.
It’s not uncommon for people to be private about their shift form, Andrew himself rarely showed it outside of fights. There were also others like Matt or Aaron who preferred it when possible. Neil had taken his privacy to the next level. He was obsessive in his refusal to share even the smallest amount of information with the foxes about his shift-form.
Andrew knew Nicky had bet that it was something really embarrassing, while Renee thought his reluctance to share could’ve been evidence for an inconvenient form, like a dolphin.
He knew it was something else, not embarrassing or aquatic, but that Neil’s form was real. Real where Neil Josten wasn’t more than a broken person’s dream. Andrew hadn’t bothered to bet, had never even asked despite their game.
It had taken Andrew being broken apart and hastily shoved back together, and a palm dragged over hidden scars for him to broach the topic.
#aftg#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#cat neil we've been through so much together...be free...#also ao3 pls stay online i cant keep oing this#my fics
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Twig enjoyed going for walks alone. It turned out she liked to go for walks with company even more.
Go read The Present is a Gift by @sincerely-sofie. Her lovely characters Ark and Twig are always on my mind.
#hey sofie I know we've never interacted but I've been loving your content forever!!#your fic was amazing and being able to follow it through your writing process was so cool#anyway I loved your blorbos so much that I had to make a sticker for myself#let me know if you want the cmyk file for printing so you can make your own sticker!!#also if you want me to remove the @ just let me know but I wanted you to see this#and... this art is also me shyly asking you if we can pls be mutuals#I just think you're pretty rad ngl#(holds Ark and Twig in the palm of my hands) I just think they're neat#pmd ocs#the present is a gift au
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hot take moment cwilbur is literally just psychotic as all hell and i think people got way too comfortable villianizing the shit out of a man who was clearly portraying signs of severe mental illness. cwilbur was like im so fucking paranoid and scared and i think everyone is out to get me and hurt me and ive spiralled to the point i cant reach out to the people closest to me because im so afraid and lost in this spiral and im having constant panic attacks and hurting myself because i dong know what to do with myself and the only way out for me is to die. and everybody was like EVIL MAN WHO ENJOYS HURTING OTHERS AND IS ABUSIVE ON PURPOSE AND A VILLAIN AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN. and then he came back and was like im still deeply troubled and afraid but im desperately trying to make up for the wrongs i did in the past and the people i hurt in my own way and communication is really hard for me but i hope people know that im truely sorry and i love them. im going to try my hardest to fix this in the only way i know how and then respectfully remove myself from the situation because i feel thats the kindest thing i can do to the people ive hurt. and people were like ABUSER ABUSER ABUSER EVIL MAN ABUSER. like girl
Yeah no based true real no questions asked
I'd hope I manage to portray Wilbur the way he deserves in my content, cause that man is heavily bpd coded and he just needs therapy and someone who genuinely loves him but also can handle his bullshit (which has exclusively and reliably been Quackity like, canonically)
But yeah no completely agreed. The man has issues and has definitely fucked up a lot but at the end of the day he really does need love and care and patience, but also boundaries (and therapy and meds, obviously)
#i deeeefinitely have no reason to have strong feelings about bpd bitches deserving love and care and stability ha ha nooo it's definitely-#-not like I've been dating one for well over 4 years now and even though we've been through so much shit together and I still can't-#-understand why people with bpd and conditions that have similar symptoms are so demonised. It just makes no sense to me.#my bf is the love of my life and i can't imagine /not/ supporting it through all the splitting and episodes and all of that cause they're-#-absolutely worth everything#i don't know not to be too gay on main but tbf it's too late now anyway i think--#is it unstable? sure. but it's also the most caring and loving person i've ever been close with and it always makes sure i'm ok#and it loves me so undeniably deeply no matter what purely for who i am#i've never had anyone care about me this much and this genuinely and this unconditionally - it'd always be what /they/ can get out of /me/#but my boyfriend just cares about me - the actual me - no matter if i'm acting how it imagined i'd act. what matters is if i'm /me/#listen bpd isn't sunshine and rainbows - we've been through some TERRIBLE shit (including s-cide attempts)#but when people claim it makes a relationship toxic/abusive it's so stupid cause ultimately with mutual love support and reassurance-#-and professional help you can have a genuinely happy and healthy life with someone with bpd#love isn't mean to be easy. it's meant to be safe and supportive and genuine but a relationship always takes effort and work on both sides#you should never sacrifice your well being of course!#but when love takes effort and extra care it doesn't inherently mean it's unhealthy or toxic or abusive. it just means you're people.#tldr if you love someone then don't care about some diagnosis - care about the actual perso.#ask#asks#ask fern#tntduo#dsmp#tnt duo#wilbur soot#quackity#quackbur#dream smp#tntblr#c!quackbur#c!tntduo
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as someone who normally reads a script over on the tv writing site every day while eating breakfast like it's the morning paper, but who didn't have time today because i'm trying to meet a deadline on my own script that i've been slow to work on due to an assortment of fire related stress as a resident of los angeles this week........ i am experiencing some severe fomo over these new spn script drops
#waaaaaa i want to read them now ;-;#but i'd have to speed read to get through a whole one while i pause work for lunch#and i prefer to take my time#also i don't think i'm allowed to call myself an angeleno yet#i've been living here five years and i think i have to hit a decade before that's allowed#hence using the awkward descriptor of ''resident of los angeles''#also if anyone is worried -- we're in a little pocket of the county that has remained safe thus far#so we're fine though we've had go-bags ready all week just in case#but i know multiple people who've lost their homes#thankfully they all evacuated in time but the loss is devastating#and i've been glued to the watch duty app any time i haven't been writing (read: attempting to write)#constantly checking against google maps whenever it looked like something was getting close to people i know#it's genuinely horrible and i don't think anyone here has slept much this week#one thing we *are* dealing with directly at our place is the hazardous air quality. it smells absolutely toxic & is full of ash#enough that it looks like flurries of snow in the air#luckily i never stopped masking so wear an n95 whenever i've had to go outside#cass says things
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A letter from your future self
#you'll be alright#shit might suck sometimes#but we've been through so much worse#watching an old choir video got me all wrapped up in my feelings#personal#transgender#transmasc#ftm#trans joy#fuitgummybat#my art
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It's so jover part 2
#less than 24 hours until my huge final exam for pragmatics#i have not been this stressed over academics since my a levels and that's saying something#it's 70% of my grade which is so much pressure#i'm very thankful my housemate does the same module so we can keep each other company during studying and ask questions and commiserate#we're forging a warrior's bond fr#but for Reasons it's a wee bit painful to spend time w him atm and we've spent SO much time together this week so it's impossible to not#confront the Situation when i'm finally alone w my thoughts every night#the Situation aside i'm very grateful for his friendship and that we're going through this together <3#anyways. yeah huge final exam i feel woefully underprepared for. i know a decent amount of the theory but applying it to anything is hard#if i get a 60 on this exam it'll be a miracle#ellis exclaims
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#beautiful things list in the tags#so i can remember a day that seemed full of them#going to the religious bookstore and finding lots of things (the beautiful advent wreath!)#quick trip to the library and picking up a couple of middle grade books on a whim#(short things that don't add much to the overwhelming tbr but add a bit of joy into the options list)#going to wendy's and getting a lime coke#listening to fascinating religious history things that opened up new ideas and made new connections with what i'd been reading#wedding dress shopping with my sister#in a cute little shop with nice staff#where i felt like my input was helpful#wandering a bit in a city we never go to#in a rainy chilly late night atmosphere that felt very hallmark christmas movie#(in a good cozy way not in the over-the-top christmas decorations way)#thrift shopping and finding a lightweight sweater that fills a need in my wardrobe#(since we've had a warm year that limits me to only a few of my sweaters)#coming home and finding that a book i ordered had arrived#lots of lovely poem recommendations and conversations#some sights on a rainy day that filled me with that fantasy sort of awe and longing#seeing a distant shore through a fog that looked like an ancient castle rising up out of the mist#a hill of plants topped with crimson leaves that looked like a fabric or wallpaper pattern come to life#it was just a day filled with a lot of beauty#and i made a conscious effort to notice it#one of those days you want to keep
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love that aloth is such a hater. meanwhile tekēhu and serafen just Do Not Care about him at all
#pillars of eternity#pillars of eternity deadfire#pillars of eternity 2#no it's hilarious to imagine aloth glaring at these two while they go. who's this sassy lost child 🤨#i feel like out of all companions aloth is the hardest for me to understand#friendship points go 📈📉📈#also why is it that watcher edér and aloth aren't best friends already 🤨 the game should at least give me some points with them#like come on we've been through so much already
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ok so i've seen people talking about zoro getting lost trying to find his way back to kaya's house (which as we see earlier is Right Fucking There)
but i haven't seen anyone mention that after zoro and luffy split up here,
we get this shot of zoro entering a corridor from the left and walking a few steps forward,
after which he hears a sound and turns back,
and exits to the right. then we cut away for a bit and the next time we see him, he's....
back. in the entrance hall?? from the same door he left???? which is VERY baffling to me considering that from these earlier shots we see that that door leads to the dining room. which means that zoro went through this door here,
took this route, and then ended up back at the entrance. somehow.
i'm honestly starting to wonder if he just warps space around him because otherwise i have no earthly clue how he did that.
#one piece#one piece live action#opla#roronoa zoro#zoro#live action zoro#i hate him so much.#WE'VE SEEN HIM TAKE THIS ROUTE BEFORE. HE'S BEEN THROUGH THAT DOOR. IT LEADS TO THE DINING ROOM.#i NEED the full footage of him wandering around because i desperately need to know what steps he took to get completely turned around.#without noticing.#i hate him i hate him i hate h#rowan.txt
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the human willingness to date synthetics is probably jarring to the rest of the galactic species
You'd think the first organic/synthetic couple would've been a quarian and a geth. But nope, it's just some human pilot and the unshackled AI of his ship
#which makes so much sense considering the fact most human pilots and engineers do want to fuck the aircrafts#watch the first geth/organic relationship to be with a human#now the real question is...can asari make children with them? bc that will confirm that they have a soul...kinda#Just saying I would absolutely marry my phone if it was a person#we've been through thick and thin#“would you marry your fridge??” ummm yes lol?? it's my fridge! it has my food in it! it's so amazing. fucking duh of course I will marry it#let me fuck the wifi#it's WIF(E)I <33#Legion is very attractive and a lot of humans would flirt with him that's what I'm getting at#plus he carries in valorant and OW#☆geth#☆quarians#☆humans#☆galactic species
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#We've had our yearly secret santa gifts exchange at my dorm and I've been gifted the first volume of Beast 😭😭😭😭😭#I'm crying forever. This december marks three years since I've watched the first b/sd episode#and yet this is the first time I actually own a b/sd manga volume. Like I own it and I can read it whenever I want!!! How cool is that!!!!!#Like there's so many Akutagawa images in it!!!! It's insane!!!!!!!! AND IT'S BEAST AT THAT#I'm deeply moved because I never spoke about it to virtually anyone here (at my dorm)?#Like I suppose a bunch of people vaguely know I like anime but only a couple of close friends know I like. Like-like reading manga lol.#And the person who gifted it DEFINITELY didn't know I like anime in general much less b/sd specifically much less Beast in particular!!!!!#I'm 100% sure (they just arrived this year and we hadn't even had that much occasions to talk to each other).#Which means they went through the trouble of gathering intel from my close friends about what I like and actually follow through‚#seek for the specific manga in a comic store etc... It's such a nice gesture I'm so heartwarmed.#And of course I'm glad for every gift I've received in the last years (genuinely)‚ but the fact that this was the most *specific* to what–#I like. It makes it so special! They were so kind.#There must be one (1) person in this whole 60 people dorm who knows I like Beast–#(that would be the girl who introduced b/sd to me in the first place) and the fact that they asked them for it...#I feel both very grateful and lucky lol#When I unwrapped it!!! Like I thought it was just a random book which would have been nice but like!!!!!#When I actually saw through the thin paper the cover!!!! The scream I screamed in my head#Anyways!!!! I own a b/sd manga now!!!!! I've only got time to go through the first chapter so far but it's suchhhh an experience.#It's like reading it for the first time again 😭😭😭 Half because the translation is so much different than the English one lol.#And I basically know the English version by heart. Half because I never saw this kind of high quality!!!!! It's!!!!! Insane!!!!! Like!!!!!!#I'm crying 😭😭😭 The drawings are so sharp and crisp (in the good way). The lines are so clean there's no disturbance at all#I literally never saw anything so good in my life I'm crying a little. I'm so so glad they blessed me with Beast specifically#The takebon edition is pretty cheap (it's just planet manga so there's no color illustrations or dust cover or anything unfortunatelly.#But to make up for it the volumes are significantly cheaper then let's say J-Pop)#There's also some unique typesetting choices? The text from the book-like boxes is in lowercase which is interesting!#Initially I thought I wouldn't have liked the translation (opening it randomly there was Akutagawa saying “crepa!” (“die!”) to Dazai in ch1#Which was kinda jarring since it's very low register and everyone knows Akutagawa has very complex speech patterns.)#But actually reading it I'm really enjoying the translation so far!!!!#There's so many choices that made me grasp details I actually missed all the times I've read the English translation.#That is to say! Very excited to read it!!!! Will probably make a review / translation commentary if I can find the time!!!!!
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