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you ever think about how the horrific thing dorian almost had done to him... is exactly the thing iron bull went to the reeducators to beg them to do to him. yeah. me either. for ten years straight now. what the fuck. wanna be my narrative foil dude. we could fuck about it if you're game and single
#what if I am your mirror image and what I see in you changes with what I see in myself but we're always reflections. messed up honestly#I really want to write out the proper coherent version of this one day b/c it drives me nuts but for now. truly what the fuck dude#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dorian pavus#iron bull#adoribull#'I wanted them to *fix* me. like they'd fixed them' god. bull.#the horror and desperation of 'you tried to -- *change* me' vs. the horror and desperation of 'I wanted them to *fix* me'#bull's greatest fear is madness. I feel sick.
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mostly for @schnaf but if anyone was wondering why i was absolutely losing my mind over that photo of junhan on his knees, here's the video evidence ♡
video credits to ddiddukki and _hotdokk !!
#xdinary heroes#junhan#jooyeon#first of all joo's voice is beautiful and i love when he plays guitar but obviously that's not what we're addressing here#junhan wriggling and fixing his hair and batting his fucking eyelashes in the first one#the way you can properly see how he's looking at joo in the second one gives me a tummy ache#non-fujos talking about it is fucking crazy#being used as a mic stand and focusing on how he's playing guitar to make sure he doesn't mess up. yeah okay sure#the only straight thing about this is junhan's back for once#a little sad you can't properly see how he's sitting but not too much. this is still absolutely insane#gaebabz#junjoo#chewyvids
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I don't know if I like taking ADHD medication. apparently it doesn't magically make me into a more organised person who doesn't procrastinate, which would imply that those things were partly within my power to control before now as well!! and that just can't be right. I'm supposed to be able to hide behind my diagnosis and never work on myself this is bullshit
#adhd#this is a joke because it is helping me with task activation#which was often my problem#plus I also have chronic fatigue so I have to be careful how much I do anyway#so it is actually important that I don't overdo things#however#i have double booked myself twice this weekend#plus been cancelled on and made alternative arrangements with three separate people#and now I'm the one messing people around because my time conception is a mess but also I just didn't write shit down#and I'm jokingly frustrated that one day on a higher dose of elvanse hasn't changed my life???#i wanted one magic pill that fixed me this is such bullshit#but lol no#i frequently say to people that sometimes you can't just throw money at a problem to fix it#turns out I also cannot throw medicine at problems either#what do you mean this takes WORK????#what do you MEAN some of my symptoms were within my control to at least mitigate?????#I spent ages forgiving myself for various things I failed at because of the ADHD hurdle#and though that was valuable I do think there actually might have been ways I could have done something too#forgiving myself was still the right move but#maybe#just maybe#some of my problems were my own fault#also I've actually only been on meds a couple of weeks and we're still figuring out the dose#hopefully they will help me build the habits I need and want#so that I can then work on becoming more organised#and yes I did and do also have systems for doing that I'm mostly good now#i'm just complaining
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Finding suns (when you were looking for the moon)
Sokka should've never let Zuko talk him into this. But with the ten year anniversary of the end of the war coming up, with their plans to fix the world failing, with the rise in Ozai sympathizers, they really didn't have a choice. Of course, they turn to time travel to fix things And of course, the ritual goes terribly wrong. Now, it's up to Sokka to make sure they win the war, again. Only this time, they'll win it better.
Zukka Time Travel Fix It / Rewrite

#ao3 fanfic#avatar the last airbender#atla#zuko#sokka#sokka x zuko#fire lord zuko#ambassador sokka#time travel#time travel fix it#i think#i hope#we'll see#boys messing with time#endless yearning#we're diverging from canon so hard you can't believe it#aang#katara#uncle iroh#princess azula#zukka fanfic#zukka#zukka ao3#sauccyhotbread#time travel gone wrong#its okay sokkas gonna fix it
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I understand why they didn't introduce Michael in the past but I think we needed more people suspecting MC was Not From Here™, they should have played More with the idea that anybody could unmask MC/Solomon true motives and Michael already knew, It would have been better for him taunting MC with the idea of telling the truth to everyones else unless they stop making pacts with the brothers (Bcuz y'know, thats what Nightbringer wants, Right? And whatever he wants must be... Not good?)
In earlier seasons the tease the idea of two Rings of Light existing in the same timeline, can you imagine the interactions?
Michael: Wow MC! that's a pretty ring you have there!
MC: ... Yeah...
Michael: It looks identical to the one I have here, see? *Flashes His own Ring of Light to MC*
MC: Ah... *Gulp*
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#see I don't like how everyone believes that MC is just a normal human from the human world and nobody questions this#Like I know Barbatos has his moments when he's like 'I know what you are ;) '#but It's not like he's did give you away to Diavolo or anything. so it feels a bit pointless#I wish they gave more tension with this Idea... like they could catch you if you messed up too much with the timeline#like I want people breathing down my neck... Barbatos. Michael. Nightbringer IDC I just want the tension#this post was in my drafts for a long time for like a theory post but like... we're already back in the present... it's pointless now#feel like if they wanted to do time travel fuckery they should have gone all the way. go crazy idc...#we should have seen two solomons. maybe that'll fix me
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He doesn’t know how long it’s been since he’s started this, blankly gazing at the ceiling with a murky mind and heavy heart. Dead silence reigns as he lays there, still and despondent, hands folded at his throbbing chest while his finger anxiously tap, tap, taps away at his knuckle in tandem to the every tick of the clock. 8:15 AM. A shiver crawls up his spine, leaving him feeling chilled all over even beneath the blanket. He wishes he could dismiss it as just the cold. 8:15 AM The note. His blackmail. No matter how hard he tries, these unwanted thoughts keep returning, a mosquito penchant to his ears that he’s unable to dissipate with a swat of a hand. The pharmacy. The boiler room. It was manageable around a crowd, loud and vibrant chatter serving as a muffle to the static buzzing in his head. But it’s been hours since then, and now he’s here, alone with his thoughts, a cacophony of distress that is all but amplified in the silence of night. 8:15 AM. Boiler room. At times like this, the suspicion dredges itself up so much easier than he feels comfortable to admit. The note resides in his blazer pocket, slung over the couch, burning holes where it would meet his heart as he engaged with his unsuspecting peers throughout the day. But he can still recount the words, penned in handwriting even worse than his own, coaxing him into compliance through unsaid threats beneath a veil of faux concern. When he looks at them— all of them— getting along, doing their best, he wants to believe that it will all be alright. No malintent ever tainted Ingrid’s protectiveness, Diana’s kindness, Jean's compassion, Cassidy’s bubbliness— but his chest still throbs at every shaky line, like a stab inflicted on his flesh with each fatal word. 8:15 AM, boiler room, alone-- What does he do with that? What in the world does he do? "Wolfgang...?"
Snippet from the Golfgang fic I've been working on for months. Don't be fooled, Wolfgang's pov will only be like 5% of the fic rip XD
#project eden's garden#p:eg#p:eg spoilers#wolfgang akire#wolfgrace#golfgang#should i start posting my fic snippets on here#i usually just reserve them for bluesky but i might make an exception for this one if people are interested enough#i wrote this months ago but i think i still like how this reads. sobs wolfgang my beloved#this will be heavily grace-centred and from her pov but there are some small wolfgang pov nuggets every now and then#anyway i'm planning for this to be around 10-20k words so make of that what you will#i actually won't be continuing to work on this until june/july-ish cuz of my exams so enjoy the snippet fellow golfgangers#also omg small text on this app is so annoying why do certain words just change back to the og size for no reason#and every time i fix it ANOTHER word just gets messed up like what the fuck#actually y'know what fuck this we're going with normal size cuz this is a pain#momento rambles
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Day 997 of Amphibia Screenshots
Episode: Froggy Little Christmas
#Amphibia#Froggy Little Christmas#Amphibia Froggy Little Christmas#Becka Salt#Amphibia Screenshots#Amphibia Screenshot#hi if you saw me edit this and the last like 10 posts I uh apparently accidently messed up the numbering on the 4th#.....I fixed it now and I'm gonna make a post but OOPS#we're almost at 1000
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Books of 2025: February Wrap-Up.
As it turns out: Rereading your own novel manuscript twice (once for the original NaNo and once for the most-current-frankendraft) dramatically slows down the Reading Published Books train, which is fine! I had fun on all fronts! And I did a bunch of knitting, too, and everything I read this month was Good, Actually :D
Photos and/or reviews linked below:
THE LANGUAGE OF THE NIGHT - ★★★★★ Essays on writing, science fiction, and fantasy! Wound up loving this, per my Le Guin Usual, had to bust out the flaggies to mark passages. My favorite chapters were "Introduction to City of Illusions" (which I must track down a copy of immediately), "Talking about Writing," "The Stalin in the Soul," and "The Stone Ax and the Muskoxen."
METAL FROM HEAVEN - ★★★★★ Y'all this was SO FUCKING GOOD. It's pitched as for fans of Gideon the Ninth and The Princess Bride, because it's about messy lesbians and one in particular's quest for revenge against the industrialist who had her entire striking family killed. Personally, I'd also throw an Arcane comp in there for the class warfare and aesthetics and weird magical substance. Significant review linked, PLEASE go check this out, it was very excellent.
ODD THOMAS - ★★★★ Reread, to go with my own manuscript-rereading (this book was an Inspiration for my project, as was WtNV). I still love Odd so much. Fucked up, weird, funny, tragic book--if you've ever been curious about Koontz, try this one.
WHEN WOMEN WERE BIRDS - ★★★½ Received this in my nature writing subscription box, started it without meaning to on a random Tuesday, accidentally read the first three chapters because it sucked me in. Parts of this REALLY hit right for me and parts of it were just Meh--definitely depended on the particular Variation on Voice. The opening chapter is the author receiving her mother's journals, collected over a lifetime, and they're all blank. If you like memoirs, and feminism, and environmentalism, and birds, and writing, and Mormonism, or any combination thereof, check this out! Short little book, does neat stuff with white space.
Under the Cut: A Note About ~*★Stars★*~
Historically, I have been Very Bad™ about assigning things Star Ratings, because it's so Vibes Heavy for me and therefore Contingent Upon my Whims. (Example: I don't like that stars are Odd, because that makes three the midpoint and things are rarely so truly mid for me)(I have hacked my way around this with a ½, which is really only applicable for me at ★★★ and up). Here is, generally, how I conceptualize stars:
★ - This was Bad. I would actively recommend that you do NOT read this one, no redeeming qualities whatsoever, not worth the slog. Save Yourself, It's Too Late For Me. Book goes in the garbage (donate bin).
★★ - This was Not Good. I would not recommend it, but it wasn't a total waste or wash--something in here held my interest/kept my attention/sparked some joy. I will not be rereading this ever. Save Yourself (Or Join Me In Suffering, That Seems Like A Cool Bonding Activity).
★★★ - This was Good/Fine/Okay/Meh. I don't care about this enough to recommend it one way or another. Perfectly serviceable book, held my interest, I probably enjoyed myself (or at least didn't actively loathe the reading). I don't have especially strong feelings. You probably don't need to save yourself from this one--if it sounds like your jam, give it a shot! Just didn't resonate with me particularly powerfully. I probably won't reread this unless I'm after something in particular.
★★★½ - I liked this! I'll probably recommend it if I know it matches someone's vibes or specific requests, but I didn't commit to a star rating on Goodreads. More likely to reread, but not guaranteed.
★★★★ - I really enjoyed this!! I would recommend it (sometimes with caveats about content warnings or such--I tend to like weird fucked up funny shit, and I don't have many hard readerly NO's). Not a perfect book for me by any means, but Very Good. This is something I would reread! Join me!!
★★★★★ - I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF THIS, IT REWIRED MY BRAIN, WILL RECOMMEND TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AT THE SLIGHTEST PROVOCATION (content warning caveats still apply--see 4-star disclaimer). Excellent book, I'll reread it regularly, I'll buy copies for all my friends, I'll try to convince all of Booklr to read it, PLEASE join me!!
#books of 2025#books#the language of the night#ursula k. le guin#metal from heaven#august clarke#odd thomas#dean koontz#when women were birds#terry tempest williams#also. just realizing.#it was both the le guin book AND the williams book that referenced abortion and roe v wade.#which. hits significantly differently in this the year 2k25.#ouch lmfao#anyway! i really did read all good things this month!! just. slowly.#and my own nano wasn't actually bad tbh#and my own frankendraft actually has pretty damn good spots#and i think i have IDENTIFIED WHERE IT FALLS APART#and i think i KNOW HOW TO FIX IT#we're having a great reading month all around it just. doesn't look like it on the shelf lol#i really did mean to put the binder and the nano notebooks next to the books for photo purposes but i forgor#(also i say frankendraft affectionately but. girl she's a mess.)#(it's like. partially a polished fourth draft but 2/3 a messy third. and it's all in one manuscript currently (printed))#(i threw in the towel at a weird spot of revisions back in [TIMEPOINT REDACTED] so i'm left with a messy in between draft)#(it is. fitting. because the working title is IN BETWEEN.)
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Nancy and Marjan | (ID in alt; description also available below the cut)
[Image ID: Digital painting of Nancy Gillian and Marjan Marwani from 9-1-1: Lone Star, done in a semi-realistic style, with a signature reading 'Dot [flower symbol] s' in the upper lefthand corner. In the image, Nancy and Marjan are pictured from the waist up against an orange background, seemingly posing, Nancy wearing a blue jean jacket and a neutral expression as she looks directly ahead, and Marjan, in a pink blouse, silky pink hijab, and black AFD baseball cap, with an arm over Nancy's shoulder. It looks almost as if Marjan got distracted from posing as she looks at Nancy instead of ahead, with her hand not quite in a peace sign symbol, and biting her lip slightly.]
#911 ls#fanart#911 lone star fanart#nancy gillian#marjan marwani#i see where i messed up but my attempts to fix it just made it worse#so we're stopping here#for now#dot draws#still learning etc etc#everything is practice etc etc#there are parts of this i do quite like though#and things i definitely feel like i now have a better feel for now#scps#911 lone star#id in alt#vmd#vmgp
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For a while now Røst has had some recurring issues with hotspots on his lower jaw and unfortunately they got worse while i was away this month. So right now we're doing a bunch of damage control to try and clear them up, which, for a dog that isn't a huge fan of handlig of any kind isn't very fun. And it doesn't help that i can't counter condition because the spots are in the drool zone and he turns sopping wet just at the suggestion of a treat. So all i can do it try to be patient and gentle when he gets anxious about handling, but i also do have to actually get things done, so basically i feel like the world's worst owner right now and Røst isn't exactly my biggest fan :(
#i hate bugging him with things like these#he's soooo sensitive#he only learned to tolerate the hair dryer this year#at the age of 4#he doesn't like being brushed#he's been terrified of clippers but today i sat him down with some quiet ones and went at his jaw with it#which only worked so long as my mum continuously dispensed cream cheese directly into his mouth#i also got a spray for the hot spots that is supposed to work well#and he HATES it#like won't let it near him kind of hates it#so we're having fun over here#i swear i have a small pharmacy worth of stuff piled up to fix this#if he didn't cuddle right up to me in bed despite it all i'd be a mess by now#but he's here <3
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taps foot impatiently
when will it be late enough to post this chapter
#thing is. we're TWO chapters away from the end of part 1#after today there's ONLY ONE LEFT#and then it's. part two which means absolutely fuck all to anybody else#BUT#we get a new banner#a new goal for the story#AND fucking. burning coals under our ass because there's so much text to part 2#it's not wholly finished (it's like a stone's throw away from being wholly finished)#and that means it's a FUCKING MESS#but it's so important there's SO MUCH GUYS#so much.#so let's hope this sudden spine murder disease isn't ending us#we need to be alive to fix the continuity shit and prune it and also like. actually publish it#and then part 3 one day. one day#writing talk
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why is there so much izzie hate. like she's literally just a girl
#while we're talking about jo's unpopular opinions. i really wanna know#izzie stevens#will forever be an apologist. i love her she's soo me#it was the WRITERS who MESSED HER UP🙄#let me fix my girl i'm begging u#grey's anatomy#thea talks
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opened kingmaker for five seconds after being afraid for months to touch it in case moving to a new computer broke my saves or my mods or anything else and became so overwhelmed with emotion at the menu music I nearly teared up
#we're so back.......#only balthazar's portrait broke but that's okay that's an easy fix. time to get into finishing this replay :)#and then. theoretically. circle back to teliah.#sorry girl I'm sorry I left you and your sapphic hell mess alone for so long#rambling#I love this game so fucking much I can't believe I left it for so long. I was so afraid of messing it up#giving me energy.... happiness...#maybe I'll finally be able to get back to the old projects I pushed aside while trying to put off seeing if it was intact
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genuinely hope other countries keep slapping us in the nuts as hard as possible with boycotts, tariffs, etc. because it's quite literally the only thing that seems to be working so far. get our asses lol.
#gay and obscure nonsense#& i know the prevailing attitude is that usamericans should be doing more to fix our own mess. trust me we're trying#and we'll KEEP trying. but the best results so far have definitely been from outside pressures. so keep 'em coming
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Well well well, look who's art tablet adaptor got lost.... I've noticed that traditional art doesn't do as well on the internet, but eh. I post mostly for myself. and also because I think a blog will be a neat experiment.
This is My Version of Marc!! otherwise known as Apollo, the holder of the Wolf Miraculous. (new name pending, because lucy and I have decided to do that I think) He's so very dear to me, and I'll probably ramble about him so much more on the alcohol marker pieces im working on.
there is so much lore based on this au, and I can't decide if I should put it all here, or in a new post. either way, lore will be posted soon. Because there is Much To Ramble About. The show lore is a Suggestion and only somewhat considered.
(@lucydoodlessometimes)
showing off the gold pen shinies under the cut


#miraculous au#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#listen. i take most lore as a suggestion#but also the bug cat show is a beautiful mess and i will put my two cents or whole dollar on it#honestly i respect the creators (mostly) but they do things that make my writer brain unhappy#solution: fix it in my own way#ngl we do this a lot#this isnt even that many characters (we're keeping about 12 miraculous all in all)#ask me about the set of 24 we have sometime#this au still needs a tag but oh well
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The Kuon experience be like:
"What do you mean this game costs as much as a washing machine and dryer set?!"
"Ooh, spooky interactive Japanese folktale with creepy visuals and dazzling art direction and great sound design"
"...Oh gosh...this is lowkey a story about abusive families and finding a support system even if it's just one really great friend who helps you escape your situation and start life anew."
"Haha and then Abe no Seimei said "it's all ogre for you now, Doman". Get it? Because her go-to summons are oni? I'll see myself out."
"*starts humming that song the tree kids keep singing* *immediately puts hand over mouth* Oh no."
"I wish I had $1,000 to spend on this game instead of longingly watching playthroughs and lore videos from afar."
#expect fanart in the nearish future#Kuon#九怨#Fromsoft Games#Utsuki needs so much therapy please somebody help her and get her a cozy blanket and some ice cream while we're at it#Sakuya is a real one we all need a friend like her and she's cool and she also needs some ice cream after her brother and colleagues died#Doman is an actual Ghetsis-Tier father everybody boo him he gets no ice cream#I live for Abe no Seimei being this tired auntfriend who fixes everyone's messes#of all the games my autism decided to fixate on#It had to pick the one that infamously costs as much as a new mattress#send help
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