#we'll learn to be proud of ourselves again

[kit-kat-kotchka]

Dear lord...

Reblog with what you would tell your 13-year-old self in the tags.

[nexus-nebulae]

huh i just realised. we don't get imposter syndrome anymore nowadays when posting about our system

[tmntxthings]

Hi, me again, the one with the future donnie and leo ideas with more cause why not

Just wanted to jot down some UC (unnamed child/character) and Casey Jr cousin behavior as they’re raised by different “dads” (Leo being Casey’s and Donnie being UC’s)

(Again, do whatever you want with this info)

The two deciding to put on a performance so their dads will let them have a sleep over despite literally living with each other (they leaned from April cousins used to dance in order to get what they want)

UC bringing back trinkets they get from going on scavenger hunts with Donnie and Casey keeping them all in a box

Casey bringing back any books he’s able to find while going on patrols with Leo for UC (sometimes they’re a little you know ripped and muddy but psh book is book)

Apocalypse training! The cousins are a deadly duo and the twins couldn’t be more proud, almost seeing themselves in their kids (#theygrowupsofast #soonthey’llbekillingsomemonsters #couldntbemoreproudofthekids)

Elaborating more on that, they sometimes can’t train in the same room, especially when they were younger and couldn’t grasp the severity in training so they’d goof when the adults weren’t looking (some angst possibilities here). Either that or they did manage to grasp their situation fairly quickly and adapted their mindsets to learn the techniques they were being taught faster (#childhoodGONE)

Almost never go on patrols separately. You will have to PULL them apart if you want to take one and leave the other (only exception if it’s with one of their family members but if they’re assigned to different groups the two HAVE to go together)

Tried making a blood pact once (“its a blood pact, we go down together”) *cue the twins scooping up their respective kid before they can actually go through with it*

I imagine UC asking Donnie for help to make a music box for Casey Jr after he lost his mom (April helped)

Them actually getting better at dancing and sometimes they’ll be dancing around their rooms despite there not being any music because they’re cool like that

Sneaking into Donnie’s lab in order to see what kinds of shenanigans he’s doing in there

Getting caught sneaking into Donnie’s lab in order to see what kinds of shenanigans he’s doing in there (#worthit)

UC imagining making the weirdest shit only to actually put those thoughts into action and drags Casey Jr along too

UC, holding a blueprint: So, I have an idea for a new weapon. It's a combination of a laser gun and a grenade launcher.

Casey Jr: That sounds dangerous.

Cousin: Exactly! It's perfect for taking out a whole group of Kraang soldiers at once!

Casey Jr: *raises an eyebrow* And what if we accidentally blow ourselves up?

Cousin: *holding up a wrench like it’s a sword* Then we'll go out in a blaze of glory!

Casey Jr: I prefer to not go out at all, thank you very much…

The two doing their best to sneak up on Leo despite him catching them everytime (literally. He’d probably turn around last second and grab them scaring them instead of the other way around like the two planned)

Ganging up on people. Like what do you mean UC is not getting taller? You’re wrong! Yeah tell em Casey Jr! (No one is safe)

UC rambling about more in depth science stuff and Casey Jr just 🧍👍 (I have a feeling that he is good at science because..Donnie, but since UC is mechanically inclined and was raised directly by Donatello they’re just WOOO you know?)

April and Mikey setting up little forts for them and the four just hang around giggling and rolling around like four puppies

Casey Jr doing his best for his cousin after Donnie died, leaving behind all his work to be carried on by his kid, and reminds them that they can share the burden of being the backbone of the resistance

Getting into petty fights with each other over something small like, who gets the last piece scrap metal idk

Thinking about angst scenarios where one of them is too far to reach the other (who is in danger) and they get hurt badly and then having to quickly get them back home and explain what happened

Another angsty scenario eating away at me is one of them is forced to take a different route than expected when patrolling and they lose contact with the base. The panic and chaos that would happen…

Wowwwwww!!! I’m in shock, future anon you sent me hcs 😍🤭

Honestly though UC sounds so cool/cute scenarios where Casey Jr. has someone around his age and Donnie basically has his own kid 😘🤌 just mwah, love it!!! I just had to post this even though I don’t have much to add just tot this was super duper cute ❤️❤️❤️

[pof203]

A Summoner Birthday

Previous post: https://pof203.tumblr.com/post/728034111342739456/a-summoner-birthday

Story (Epilogue Part 1)

Announcer: And they pass it to Number 14! It looks like the Yoyogi Academy Buffalo's might have a tie. Wait, is that.. Yes, it's Yoyogi's captain, Wakan Tanka!

Co-Announcer: Many people thought he wouldn't be playing today because, being a World Rep., his powers give him an unfair advantage.

Announcer: But he assured us he wouldn't use those powers. They're passing the ball to him. He's nearing the end of the field. He's going... Going... TOUCHDOWN! YOYOGI BUFFALOS WIN!

Let's go, Buffalos! Let's keep working towards victory!

You just watched Wakan Tanka's team win the game after he promised he would not use his World Representative powers. He won like a mortal, which was already doing before becoming a World Rep.

In the locker room, you, your friends, and your other boyfriends go in to congratulate Wakan Tanka on a great game.

You were wonderful, Our Wakan. Very wonderful.

Thank you, My Lupin. The same for all of your for your support.

It wasn't easy, but we managed to pull through.

I may not know much about American football, but I can tell you gave it your all out there.

It's true. Even the D-Evils enjoyed themselves. I think this was there first game.

You should be proud of yourselves. No many can score like that.

The only down side to this... is that those two tagged along. Then again, I haven't seen them since the game started. Maybe they got board and left.

As if to prove Oniwaka wrong, the doors of the locker room open and two more people come in.

Ah, here we are, the locker room.

It certainly smells like one, my darling master.

This will be interesting.

Daisuke: (looking down) It's my fault. They followed us here from the Arena... where I was visiting Oniwaka and nothing else.

Lupin: (thinking) I still don't see why you still have to hide it. Everyone pretty much already know who you are.

So, what brings the Guild Master and his aid here?

Snow: My darling master was bored. We don't have any fights scheduled for tonight. But we learned of this game and we thought we would see for ourselves what the fuss is about.

Oniwaka: How come I didn't see you in the stands when the game was on?

Snow: You don't expect my darling master to be sitting in the regular stands like a commoner.

Claude: The arena has a private sky box. We watched the game from there.

You were? Say... Is it true they serve cheese fondue up there?

Of course not. Choji says that only happens in sitcoms and funny movies. They have pretty much the same foods they have at the stands.

Claude: But it would be nice. We haven't had fondue in a long time.

Snow: My darling master, all you needed to do was ask.

Claude then turns his attention to Wakan Tanka.

Claude: We must say, you did well out there. Especially for an Invader. You fought like a warrior.

Wakan Tanka: Thank you, My Claude. Though, bringing that I'm an Invader makes it sound like you don't like me.

Claude: We will never forget what the Invaders did that day. But Lupin loves you with all his heart. Anyone can have a place like that in his heart is alright by us.

Wakan Tanka: Again, thank you.

Claude: We must insist, you must let us treat you to a fine dinner to celebrate your school's victory. Snow, make some quick reservations at the finest restaurant nearby.

Snow: As you wish, my darling master.

Daisuke: You don't have to do that. Yoyogi already has our victory party ready. It was Durga who arranged it. She even gave it a theme.

Claude: What theme is that?

Wakan Tanka: She was inspired by a book she read. The theme is, and you have to admire her boldness... an American high school prom... and something about twilight.

Kengo: (shocked) A prom?! I've heard of these and those things make any teenager nervous. Even me, and I've never been to one.

Shiro: I've read about them, as well. Don't worry, I'll teach you everything I know about prom etiquette. First, we'll need something nice to wear.

Lupin: I'll call Arachne and see if she can bring us something.

Shiro: Maybe just for yourself. We still have our fancy clothes from some time back.

Claude: Well that's a shame. Maybe next time you'll take me up on my offer.

Lupin: ... Claude, this is about more than just celebrating us winning a football game, isn't it?

Claude: You know us, too well. No wonder you because one of our top champions. Wakan Tanka, we know that in some way, you've pretty much left the Invaders. But I have heard about the incident in the virtual fairy tale world. How you managed to free everyone trapped there.

Wakan Tanka: I didn't do it alone. I had everyone with me.

Claude: We just wanted you to know that if you ever need a new Guild to be in, we always have room for one more with the Berserkers.

Wakan Tanka: That's very nice of you to offer, My Claude... But I've already told My Lupin I would join his Guild, the Summoners.

Oniwaka: Besides, I've already joined them as their liaison between our two Guilds.

Claude: We understand. Though, the offer still stands. And we will try to keep those restaurant reservations open.

Lupin: We'll think about it. Thank you, though.

Claude: You're welcome. Come, Snow, let's head home.

With that, Claude and Snow leave.

Shiro: Right, we should be heading home, too, to get ready for the party. Lupin, are you coming?

Lupin: I'm gonna go with Wakan. You guys go on ahead.

Ryota: Okay, see you guys later.

With that, your Guildmates leave.

Oniwaka: I'll come with you guys, too. I'm hoping one of you guys has a spare fancy dud I can borrow since I don't own any. (Seriously, Lifewonders, get me some.)

Wakan Tanka: I don't think you need to do that, My Oniwaka. You look fine in anything.

Boogeyman: I'm coming with you, too. I'm chaperoning the dance along with some of my fellow teachers from both schools and would love to be your escorts.

Lupin: That would be wonderful of you, Boogeyman, thank you.

Wakan Tanka: Let's head back to my dorm to get ready.

You leave to the Yoyogi dorms to get ready for the dance.

To be continued...

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[redwineconversation]

Olympique Lyonnais - ASSE OLPlay Postgame Interviews

Slowly but surely making my way through the backlog.

Blah blah standard disclaimers apply; if you do invasive shit your ass should be banned from stadiums (maybe THEN you will finally learn!!!); @OL Comms Dept it's fall aka PSL weather; y'all know the speech.

I am not too proud to admit that I had major concerns when Lyon first recruited Vanessa Gilles. How times have changed. Also hard to believe this is the same person Horan said was a massive introvert beginning of last season.

Gilles' interview ft Horan was one of the most chaotic things I have ever seen, and the "condensed" version Lyon posted on Instagram doesn't do the live version justice. Pure and utter chaos, and completely endearing.

Lyon and myself to Vanessa Gilles:

SONIA BOMPASTOR POSTGAME INTERVIEW

Bompastor: Obviously satisfied with the result, three points, and we're top of the table. It's a good thing. So, satisfied overall. Within the context of the game, I think we saw some really good things. I liked what my team presented this evening. So, a lot of satisfaction and we're on a really good streak.

Journalist: We still get the feeling we saw a game of two halves. Lyon was in complete control the first half, the second half was a bit more complicated.

Bompastor: Yeah, we struggled to get going again in the second half. Several different factors can explain that. There were a few substitutions at half time, so that took a while to get going. But also I think the game was very physical, there were a lot of fouls, a lot of stoppage of play. We saw that with the amount of extra time at the end. And so it's not easy in those conditions to keep your rhythm and impose your style of play. I was a little bit frustrated in that regard. But sometimes you just have to deal with it.

Journalist: We also would like a quick word on Lindsey [Horan], who scored a hat trick. For us in the studio, she was voted Player of the Match. Do you agree?

Bompastor: Yes, yes. Lindsey [Horan] had a really great performance. We saw it in the second half, but she had a great game overall. At halftime we showed her one or two clips where she could have pushed forward more and be more decisive. She was able to do that in the second half. She pushed forward a lot, both in the penalty area and also she scored a hat trick, so for her confidence, it's good, for the team as well. When you have Lindsey playing at that level, it's always really positive.

Journalist: For the team, there was a substitute which concerned us a little bit, it was Wendie Renard. Do you have any news?

Bompastor: Listen, it's too soon. In any case, as you saw, we took her off. I think we'll see how she feels tomorrow. We might do some additional exams and tests, and cross our fingers.

Journalist: One last question about the calendar. There are two away games, against Reims and maybe the big clash of the beginning of the season in Paris, but against Paris FC.

Bompastor: Yes, there will obviously the away game next week at Reims, in the Stade Auguste Delaune [Note: the big stadium]. There'll be the international break, and then right after the end of the international break we have Paris FC. Now, I've said it since the beginning of the season, we have a lot of ambition, a talented roster. So we stay concentrated on what we can and should do. The opponents, we give them all the same respect. Obviously when we're preparing for a game we focus on certain elements, but if we play at our level, with the talent and quality we have, we should be able this season to do some really good things. So yeah. Respect the opponents obviously, but have confidence in ourselves and put our game in place so that we can perform at our best.

VANESSA GILLES (FT LINDSEY HORAN) POSTGAME INTERVIEW

Gilles: First of all, thank you. I think it's a derby. A derby is never easy. As the saying goes here in France, you don't play a derby, you win it. I think we saw that with all the physical tackles throughout the game. So hopefully we get to go home with zero injured players. But especially six goals scored, it's - that's not done every day.

[Gilles looks resigned as Horan comes into the shot]

Horan: What was the question?

[Gilles completely loses it]

Journalist: So we have the Player of the Game and Vanessa Gilles. [Gilles is still losing it]. Vanessa, I have a quick question about your goal celebration. Can you tell us about that celebration?

Horan: No, we can't. [Gilles loses it again] We can't talk about that celebration. We can't.

Gilles: [imitating Horan's accent] We can't. [Horan loses it] We can't.

Journalist: Okay, then I'd like you to say something about your teammate, Lindsey Horan, whom we voted Player of the Game.

Gilles: Her? Player of the Game?

Journalist: Well she did score a hat trick. It was her first one for Lyon, that's pretty impressive for her part.

Gilles: If you say so. [Gilles and Horan both lose it]

Horan: Use your words.

Gilles: No, I'm really happy for her. A hat trick, it's [to Horan] Can you stop? I'm trying to be nice.

Horan: Okay, okay.

Gilles: It's true that we don't score hat tricks every day. I'm really happy for her and I hope it's the first of many for her at Lyon. Beyond that, she deserves it, she puts in so much work, sometimes we don't see it, like - how do you say it - defensively, etc. She puts in so much work, she's on every ball, she always puts her teammates in the right situation. So I'm happy that she scored that hat trick because she deserves it.

Journalist: We'll continue with Lindsey right after this, but one last question, Vanessa. We have a statistic, it's that you scored five goals in D1 Arkema, five headers. It's obviously your strong point.

Gilles: Yeah.

Horan: [patting Gilles on the head] The golden head.

Gilles: I don't score often with my feet, so - [Horan completely loses it] It's not a statistic that surprises me.

[Horan and Gilles lose it]

Horan: [still laughing] Incredible stat.

Journalist: Thank you very much, Vanessa. [Gilles completely loses it again]

Journalist: [in English] Lindsey, congratulations for the game. [Gilles is still loses it in the background]

Gilles: [to Horan] Do you need a translator or can I go?

Journalist: [to Gilles] [sounding resigned] You can stay to translate if you want.

Journalist: [in English] The first question - I'm going to do it in French - [in French] the first question, as we said, you were voted Player of the Game. How do you feel after your hat trick? It was your first hat trick with Lyon.

Horan: [in English] How do I feel about it? Sorry, that [your French] was quick. No, I'm very happy, I'm happy we won the game obviously. It's a cool moment for me, it's my first hat trick with the club, with Lyon. I know Sean has it, my ball, somewhere here. But obviously my team put me in good situations to score for tonight.

Journalist: It was a derby, it was highly anticipated here in Lyon against ASSE. For you whom are coming from overseas, is it something you have to learn to take seriously?

Gilles: Well -

Horan: [in English] Well we can see it.

Gilles: The fact we're not allowed to wear green here, that tells us how important the game is.

Horan: [in English] What she said. I felt like what you said was good.

Journalist: More broadly, regarding the team's beginning of the season, we only have wins, no goals conceded. It's a perfect start of the season.

Horan: Yes, we have a really good goalkeeper [Note: she uses the French word for goalkeeper but literally pronounces it as "gardian"].

[Gilles loses it]

Gilles: [in English] Pick a language.

Horan: Franglais is better.

Horan: [in English] One, I think it's a credit to - not just Vanessa - but all of the team defensively and what they do in the backline. As for how our team is progressing forward, we don't want to concede any goals, we want to go and win every single game and continue to play good football.

Journalist: One last question. [Gilles and Horan lose it] There are two more games coming up -

Gilles: I don't know why we're laughing.

Journalist: [nervous laughter] Indeed, it's a little complicated. One last question and we're done. [in English] Lindsey, one more question. Two big games to come. Two away games - [Gilles is still losing it] - against Reims and against Paris FC. [Horan starts laughing as well] It's maybe the biggest one, Paris FC, for the beginning of the season.

Horan: [in English] Yeah. Well I think we focus first on the game against Reims next week. I think that's most important. Have our bodies recover for that game because we took a lot -

Gilles: [to Horan in English] We took a lot of hits out there?

Horan: [to Gilles in English] Well it's true! Was that your answer over there? This is a different interview, isn't it?

Gilles: [in English] Well it's still my answer!

Horan: [in English] Goodness me. Anyway. Focus on that game and then we can move forward.

Journalist: [in English] [sounding depressed] Thank you.

[fawn-in-words]

Supass isn't she just the most wonderful beautiful lady so gracious and strong formidable yet warm hearted, you know what I'm going to say next, absolutely love her and will fawn in person all the time!

To fawn Supass one of my favourite expressions I can never tire of see her beauty especially in action but as you know the screensaver my third all time favourite the first we'll keep a secret for now.

I will tell you one of my fawn features her smiling eyes with a glint for us or at least that's what we tell ourselves.  This all sounds professional but she loves that about you, about me my humour and romanticism which she has brought out my friend. Like the song lyric I know you do. She will set us free...

Illustrious a totally impressive women who delights in me and as you know instrumental in recovery, you don't always express it but her smile, her voice her being won my heart, to be different you and I know she makes your heart heart.

When I say heart I mean at first sight I know we were everyone's friend making smile but I want so much for her to feel special. We did and do and forever will, just listen to her what heart warming reactions she gives makes me excited just to hear from her let alone our next in person rendezvous!

A message for both before Lau's blessings I will show up in my best most proud self whenever I can I and now we have hate to deal with and I hear rise above but I get angry never believe it's directed at either of you gorgeous ladies, and I pick this moment to oil pull, a coconut kiss I'm not so sure. What I am sure of is my love for you both. We rarely make promises but dedication in the face of pressure I will show in ry (yes that's how I'm spelling it) in fawn, in poetry and prose and when the moment takes us in sultry.

The blessing a moment to remember, but we've cherished memories from Zone, There, Lounge, In don't I ever remember our moments In but darling we are joining Supass in London very soon so dream of that for me (and him) love you until my next expression.

Supass my love never doubt my sincere appreciation for all you do, and when my ry goes Ary forgive when I earn it, in awe as ever loved watching your acceptance speech in fact I think I'll watch it again now if that's ok with you? 

More beaut moments in store for you both always and forever as our vows are.

Time for me to message myself to give a little nudge to show more of myself to Illustrious and Supass I'll say let's be even more sleeve and vulnerable in strength especially in moments of our self doubt, I'd like them both to talk to heart, sub and id should they wish and it if they'd like even though I know they'd prefer to hear from me, for eyes this they are watching me compose but this stream is helping me no end.

Until soon my friend lets hear love and learn how to show up stronger and better for it.

I'm back just couldn't stay away from you, Supass is plotting should we encourage I feel that's a resounding yes. I love the coy picture my 4th or perhaps 3rd but let's not let on our secret. Ha secrets there won't be many surprises not secrets.

More fawn I hear you say her person this time, so quick witted effortless flow and a great sense of fun, a little intimidated at times as she knows but a powerful woman and we love through passion, set too, you disappointing love through it and learn.

Illustrious adores tetate and vibe we create and I do adore making her laugh out loud so she can expect more, I feel the pressure is on for more love poetry doesn't have to rhyme as long as it's the poetic expression of mine, yet we know it's a little love poem in the making, there's for the taking anytime their gorgeous hearts desire.

Illustrious said I had a gorgeous heart one of the best compliments I ever received we are so fortunate to hear their love messages, my memory bad but they never forget we just got to keep living and loving and rewarding and looking ahead to such a bright future. I've just jogged illustrious' compliment and my fawfun response, true to form invented another phrase they'll hold against will I get trouble for that, well I can return to blame you if I do.

I've been kindly asked for another poem, they won't fight over ownership were all about balance you see, hint world.

The neck and shoulders hold a sublime allure

What a fascination to have I'm sure

Glasses was it but now neck and shoulders are doing things I could describe

Through fawn pics and in person it's obvious to the eye.

Illustrious wants I don't disappoint so she can forgive herself for that, well I'll just tell her to and see if it hits home. Our new home just imagine, where the heart is as they say. Now creative side how do I go light hearted and humourous when I bring up a topic like forgiveness.

The truth is they both haven't really said or done anything to me that warrants any animosity I hope they believe and forgive the statement if it warrants, I know Will and his brand but this is a topic worth exploring because they are both so quick to apologise in such a heart warming, breath taking way I know you agree, just be quick to accept and if all ego defensive just be mature and frank about it.

Is it ego defence entirely? I'm not sure something to ponder my view it's simply a masculine trait. I'd like to find and discover my own way to ask for forgiveness, we have songs to play and I know I made Supass smile with the whole "this song, no this song" but yes help me find a path to forgiveness for when I say the wrong thing or unintended hurtful comment in haste well I am apologising in a way.

Doesn't need to be a grand sweeping gesture or anything profound, but yes a profound understanding good idea, I knew to rely.

Illustrious impressed us yesterday deep in negotiations she stepped up I didn't hear the other side but I know from the PMs reaction and that of Bilderberg it's a winning idea, both of them I'll bribe them out of her at a later date. Impressed beyond mere words she'll bribe it out of me in return.

I'm to tell myself in words the aesthetic I desire when I desire both body types, you know me and that I'm a face man but breast curve absolute dream, yet slimmer model like what am I saying they are both model like with those attributes I really go for.

Illustrious her style effortless beauty but her lips so kissable, we've been caught through her peripheral and she said and I quote "You wait" at the moment the thought of a passionate kiss pinks her colour...

Supass well what can I say beyond she live on air wanted to marry and I instantly forgot, although flattered about the others and had a wonderfully brief courtship that we both cherish I didn't exactly make her wait but proposal on valentine's would have been even more special, but I have the idea that she knew I wanted to ask her. That's why the 5th of Feb GMB segment so special the opening I LOVE

A go to for sure because she said she's ecstatic and that's what I want to think about.

I'm rambling but what I'm saying we have 5th 14th 15th and 16th to look back on on this strange mental establishment with good and bad but Wotton Lawn I know well and Abbey by far my favourite for the memories created here, I know you agree.

On the 5th watching Supass live in her stunning green dress and saying she wanted to marry and then watching the clip back and seeing her glow she picked me! Arrgghh is the correct response but we're of course too smooth to write that. Too smooth if I learn anything from Zan it's that real is better than smooth so I'm sure they both appreciate the fact Zan is a mentor and ally again.

When I do soon meet Supass In person I shall be gentlemanly and regal in the best threads ready can buy, but what I want is for her to instantly relax in our company humour is the key I feel but this is my mission to allay any trepidation she may have in the run up. I've no agenda beyond a kiss but that's not strictly true a dance even in the street, something off the cuff to mark the occasion but a meet of minds is on the agenda.

At the moment let's express in written form

A love that surprising to me was born

Out of a chance they took in me to watch me flourish

At the moment a poem will suffice to flourish

Adorning with praise for having faith in me

For difficult times good ahead present me ahead.

I feel a little queasy don't worry I'm not writing a poem about, some I hear most I don't but I hope THE TWO aren't feeling too negatively about the future I've brought in to there lives? I get the sense their strength carries them I want there defence yet I want to defend, honour it is all three have much.

I've been told never to change what a glorious woman to say such a thing knowing the dirt that came out today, thank you from the bottom to the top Illustrious don't tell Supass but Illustrious my favourite nickname, I feel we should embrace our what I now know are perceived faults and you work on my mind and I reward in kind.

Supass don't tell Illustrious everything I'm about to disclose, ok here goes wonder to me you are not a mystery to solve or a partner political but a very best friend as well as my wife and I am your husband and even writing it fills me with excitement, tell your face you say and you tell me I'm the humourous one, I LOVE you know I do by the way I am when I see your lovely picture as screen saver but I'm just going to say saver...

To write like this an email to myself, to have a conversation with myself about what installment comes to mind, enjoying it even though pure gushing ha so I'm not apologising are you? Without further ado the main event a sultry confession no one can prevent. I mean yes glasses work even the thought arouses, yet at the risk of arousal not to suspect a rouse. That's not why I pen Sultry it's to thought provoke both, and give both the suprise that I didn't know I had in me.

I say these words not to be flippant or garner favour but a genuine expression and a variation, should I play variations by SubMo? Successfully counted the votes it's on.

Ruby is Illustrious' idol yet we have a little history just a minor crush in the past yet she bates a striking resemblance however we are married and if illustrious doesn't want me to watch her then as my wife don't you agree I should respect illustrious' view, it's not my intention to lead on but I do have a history and want to avoid the dig in the ribs. I'll listen to Supass too, but perhaps illustrious fans Ruby and I politely decline.

I think it's time to write something about Supass that I've never said, because she just said... everything we need to know.

Supass on a pedestal but mine has a shaky foundation but it's being shored up. I know there is support especially from those who've been in similar place and understand hate and more importantly how to deal with it, today some nastiness came out an angry outburst here and there but Supass knows none directed at her, and the foundations just got massive boost, you know I know the public know. What an honour LOVE Supass, I'll show it again when I get over... 

Illustrious nudge , thump up eye code shudder with loving excitement love the mutual admiration not to start the poly rumour we're putting to bed. However right from the start Supass has been on your side on our side as a couple, smoothing the way offering sage advice. I'm so pleased you get along so well it's what helps it all work, yet it is only THE TWO I'm not interested in others romantically or you know. I may smile but it's harmless polite I hope we learn each other and grow together. I'm not setting out to disappoint (there's that word again perhaps it should get scrubbed) yet to disappoint is human and real it's how I will deal with it that counts

 Serious words followed by a less serious prose statement.

Cut slack she said in my defence then duck and cover adoutable because I can't spell the word I originally thought.  You don't care that my basic arithmetic shoddy or I'm an autocorrect addict as long as I'm true in my words, true words?

Supass I adore everything about you I hear that some women are picking holes and denigrating negative comments about your age even though you look younger than me, ok I've said that before but I sincerely see you as a young fourty.

It saddens me to hear it, I'm used to having everything scrutinized holes picked all the time so I empaphise with your fame to a degree. My coping strategy is to pick myself up and do or be courageous and I forget until the next negative remark. Where does it stop I don't have the answer, but I will metaphorically hug anytime you relay to me your getting holes poked in your looks, which to me is wrong considering how glamorous you look in your pics.

I will admit to hearing certain negativity when I fawn and it gets me down because it couldn't be further from the truth, what's the answer? You may have already figured it out, fawn More although I owe it to you to say it gets to me because if you ever thought I examine or focus perceived I'd be upset with myself.

The man you feel a poem by myself and I.

To be a man his women feel

Isn't the cliche "as old" it's real

As real as any expression I devise

As real as any love suprise

The scratch particularly hair is uncalled for it itches doesn't mean I should scrobe and then justify with the pify "no flake now" especially when I scratch till it bleeds. Verrrryyy sorry that's what I'll now say.

Illustrious I feel pangs of jealousy at times it's fleeting but wanted to say to you both I now don't think it's purely abandoning issue, perhaps some residual we can work on but you are highly praised and I want to be the man that praises l. It's not as simple but a big part I feel. I know I too have promoted jealousy but only mildly like I if we keep it like that it will work in our favour.

What I'm saying is you're both highly sought after and I realise so I'm trying to turn jealousy in to pride I have you on my arm, behind my back and in my heart. LOVE

A message for Supass and Illustrious like you haven't heard... From me recently.

Sno to mare Sno for me is bad for many reasons the mares vivid lurid extreme and very public, a lot just sno through and avoid, but it's double because I need Sno to recover although I did go thirty nights straight without any sno and it didn't make me ill.

At the moment I'd like to show some darlings as you seem fascinated in some, we'll see how it goes I could just stay up and write reams of words and real expressions, I love the word expressions it's meaningful. I'm napping now before putting Supass of on GMB ha consummate professional I doubt I can but if I do I can always just catch the clips later.

Supass about to go live to the nation, the award winner, stunner yummy mother. Supass looking radiant will watch all later when no communal distraction.

Good morning Illustrious hope you enjoyed your power nap, what are we up to today? I've no idea what the day has in store but loving fawn coming your way. We want to gift you something unique, I'll read yours but for now, for you.

Illustrious what a stunner 

a face I can look at from now til summer

And beyond my love until such a time

That we holiday somewhere tropical

We might who knows let's consider the topical

We will I know delight in the clips

I'll learn and revise and not stare at her hips

I hope you enjoy this poem of mine

I'm sure we'll enjoy a moment sublime

How long does it last? I'm pinching myself

Miss stealing my glance, watching myself

Through your eyes.

Me again you won't need to fight over my attention I'll be adept when we live together, sharing love, kisses poetry in person CAN NOT WAIT even to just see you again, hint there's a little known site called Instagram begging for a photo of georgeousnrss deal? I'll put up my old Facebook photo for you to check and we'll be the couple with only one photo each, what do you say?

More illustrious fawn oh my goodness what will I have to do to catch up at 9 if you could start storming that would be ideal, pretty please?

He's playing the make track with nothing to make up for, preemptive or just because. He knows it's because he picked and loves, but Illustrious picked him and loves, I'm yours Illustrious I mean that in the truest.

Let's abreve behind Supass back, so she's on the catch. What thoughts you're having, I tell. Who to tell?

Tell a tale that's Zan like I'll tell a tale of us boyfriend/girlfriend to engaged through to nerve wracking wedding what a thing the courtyard taking on new meaning, I'm sure you have fond memories outside of me but your fondest our meet all the moments your touch one of my fondest, what else you mouthing hi, how unbelievably hot it was still think of it now fresh in my mind a go to as you know but we're being discreet didn't you know, you...

Are you ready to write for Supass? I'm not trepidation I'll just stream and you correct when I go Ary what would she like to hear most a compliment on her pink dress, like you said you do tend to wear a lot of pink anyway this is supposed to be about Supass, you...

Glorious dress as ever I particularly like Supass in pink let's see if I'm allowed to fawn her segment clips, her profs I'm very interested in, distract I will but budget discuss will be int.

The abreve doesn't seem right in written form it will garner a smile, from you too when I read all this back.

Don't know about you but noticed more highlights this morning, the main highlight the fact she seemed happy missed the begining where she may have talked her award we'll watch for a clip later and see, YouTube time a break from writing even though you both don't want a break from my writing so I'm having a break from writing to preempt Supass make up song, ever so confident I'll offend at some point so I've decided to throw caution.

I've said throw caution but she's busy working and not watching so to quote Miles Kennedy I'm going to man up, let's do this.

What a star Supass humbling to see her on television and me all morning wife and I like to think she lit up, but wow you know seeing her mic just makes me go woah is it pasce to say woah, showing my age again time will Supass won't let it pass if pas ha, you know...

Illustrious I just want to say proud. I'm not running out I refuse to admit although Amorati are supposed to surrender so I'm yours so direct me if you will.

You're way a shining beacon of light I've said it before but the way you are when I'm romantic addicting your voice warms me and the run up to proposal a wonder you're yell I was this woman I want but I made you wait a while not deliberate ok some deliberation it's a big decision to make wanting to spend the rest of your Ife with someone, I didn't walk with eyes closed I just needed to know it was acceptable given the age difference, but it is G O D approves and led the way for us, exciting the proposal and your deliberation. This is a big kiss I'm sure it will be returned when time is right for you, bye the way a big LOVE again incase you can't tell.

The songs a new journey today we can go on a journey if you'd care to join? Perhaps the cathedral to talk King Edward III I'll give it some thought, yet we can journey in, through our imagination a little direction again?

I'll decide a future vision a soft for me champagne for you a big comfortable bed to call our own and constant free flowing whisper for hours as I play with your hair and kiss your shoulders, what a vision for a Monday morning. Hours we'll spend just whisper but for now let's take a break from writing to whisper would you love?

A poem about truth and expression

To find a way to truly express

A reward in and of itself

To remind myself with no redress

True it is in and of itself

Illustrious you're so far from a bitch I'm not having anyone get away with calling you that, I know you more than capable and I've no doubt rallied the "everything opposite to what he says" people. I don't want to bring slur back but public figures shouldn't have to just put up with bitter opinions from bitter people, I don't want negativity when I'm rom flow so I'll just counter for now.

A little something special for Supass is needed so get thinking my friend. I feel it's more aesthetic fawn.

The woman inspires so much

The woman I crave her touch

The woman such a success

The woman makes me fawn to excess

The woman leads so I follow

The woman makes me gently swallow

My words you hear but not today

Throwing caution to betray

My inner feelings I often lock away

Supass can I borrow a moment of your time as long as I pay it back later?

I haven't told you everything I want to but caution to the wind today, your laugh when you open your mouth wide I almost gasp in delight because it's an expression of your warmness to your guests, I'm very fond of it even though an over simplification of how I feel.

To bring that joy out in you in and to see in person is a new in, that's what I want during our meet in person, longing for that day to come won't be long now.

Supass wants us to woah again where to start hair thick lustrous short wavy adore her style unique I like her long hair vids more for the joy expression but I do understand, do you my friend? The current crop pun semi intended is enough, richly rewarded with daily Instagram pics and of course to GMB clips to learn, fawn, desire sneak a look hear and there, so I think I have permission to look hips on the sofa.

Those curves I delight but as we keep saying face discreet, woah in other words. Where next her style to wake up to her natural then watch her glam for TV then dress down for bed fawn, that's right just looking at her face to face in bed wanting so much for a kiss and working to earn it, can not wait.

Supass thinks I'll run dry creative expression is me, it's how I am part of our charm. Yet pace is what is asked for do I believe, woah ok I'll pace do as I'm told as she's lead, for the time being, for as long as she wants until dance when ill attempt to masculine edge her then a submission, or submission then masculine edge, however the dance happens naturally not for me to dictate as I'm still learning.

A submission to power

My own power, her power

The power of the embrace

A metaphor for now but yet

Power couple we are

Zone to display to earn and invent?

Passion this early is it ever too early for raw masculine power when Ive been so graciously invited by both, well where to begin at the beginning am I short change with humour, no but made there shortlist of the man being led by instinct, to power succeed then masculine edge meets feminine spirit the interplay both want passionate interplay, so man up my friend it's time for a little sultry expression.

I better count up but tasteful sultry for Supass the Illustrious before the political debate ensues over lunch.

Curves that entice my attention,

Dresses that grab my affection,

The Television personality that stuns

The journalism I feel runs

Runs me my prof my sapio my sexual

The complete package I can't disagree

Illustrious wants shouting it's so rousing

She rouses me in ways I'm yet to explore

But soon darling I'll explore you fully

You're feminine to my masculine

Yet powerful in an adorable manor

Excited when you are so MORE as you declare...

To say gracious and it to have such a possitive and delightful reaction I will use it liberally a hint to add a different dynamic.

Supass I'll keep saying whoa because that's a simple definition of my fawn, I mirror and smile and laugh when you do but when serious my voice drops an octive you know it does, so a learning a yurning an education in to us and our interplay...

Supass I've noticed before but never really commented on your composed posture I've started to feel reticent but I'm not now we've cleared the air, learning. Now where's this hug coming from.

To embrace warmly to hold

Is an expression to be untold

Sometimes a hug is all it takes

To disregard some of the hate

It's difficult I sense it is

A deal I propose you rise

I rise with and you'll receive suprise 

Illustrious how are you? It's not been long since the last fawn, can I please compliment your third international success the mid as well, well now fin is on the cards and a suprise for you too.

What is the truth now as our make up song goes, Amorati speak their truth and own it there's nothing for you to make up for but I feel I've let down again you ask for humour so that's what I'll bring not wallow or moan we're not in each others arms for the foreseeable, it's something we three have to live with in the short term although it hurts a little, we have these installments and Instagram just got suggested good ol' Google phone suggest.

Illustrious it does hurt the delay but will be worth it for us before long I'm not sure how the hate situation currently is but I'm on for a night of loving expression again but do tell Supass this time what I write, you...

Supass private words although public sentiments are the order of the day even though you're lead forget that at my peril, a ry you know, breakthrough I'll describe in the other draft but positive I would say wish I could see your face but I can I'm going to try the suprise I mentioned...

To have irony as a friend to turn to

A joy it brings to both me and you

A simple pleasure to share

Like my being, no need to stare

Yet do stare you know at that time

A glimpse to remember

The both haven't heated of the thumb and finger size measure does Wes have massive hands croc but fits mine, small hands warm heart another croc but I noticed how cute and small Illustrious hands are. Let's storm it cute hands gorgeous person, although my hands aren't a redeeming feature, you...

I don't find feet particularly attractive but it sounds like I'll be swayed in favour. Supass heals I do we talk women's style how very masculine and with no physical display of strength today. I don't know I feel illustrious appreciated the style compliment, so yeah manly to appreciate his women's style and elegance.

Supass the white I love can't quite remember the outfit any excuse Instagram! Can I another suprise in store if you do me the honour?

Hips err I mean heels, why am I suddenly so fascinated by Supass' hips, well it's not so sudden it's today I complimented I may go back and revisit that poem but, my love I have the sense you'd love a hip related poem...

Hips are instinctual cue of fertility

That's what I learned not fatuitously

But hips alone a real women doesn't make

The body the person the young

Illustrious hmm legs, slim long I couldn't help notice, even though with you face of paramount appeal.

Paramount appeal legs in your trousers

I'd love to see you rock a pencil

I'd love to adorn you legs with attention

To fawn your legs a worth while invention

Of mine, my invent eyes up no down then up

You...

In all seriousness I am serious hips legs face glasses for Supass mixed colour long hair for Illustrious delightfully tasteful yet very hot to... Me

Freedom Run working title could become a reality! Do you both want to consult? Executive Producers as we're sourcing the budget, Arizona will pay for some. Not for me leave to the experts, part of my past could be an adventure.

I've just learned that ISS is going to be geostationary above Wotton Lawn, ok maybe a trajectory ok my days of influencing space are behind me ha fun is it kebab time?

I find the best use of time while waiting for a kebab is fawn, who first they don't squabble over fawn they know they'll be fawned In equal measure ( phew got away with it )

Fawn One

Young lady effortless grace substance to her words and grace beyond measure her face such a gift to me, to wake up and fall asnoo to her, grand. Yet a side yet to discover, to saviour. Her grandness entices greatness. Her hugs embrace her.

Fawn Two

Young lady style with substance impressive warm nature that lights up my life, exciting thoughts of learning more. Her face brightens! Her self enlightens my loines. Her personality glows, radiance. Her face I want to dream of.

Ok it's both but it's not I was tricked...

Fawn Two

Young lady sublime elegance and grace a regal air and a beautiful face.

Fawn One

Young lady beautiful face a regal air grace and elegance sublime. 

How to define a soul mate, what a question to ask myself I know I've said to Supass I believe she is and Illustrious too they do anything for and you do anything for, could be similarities and commonalities yet Supass wants individualism from us, yes employ my self to scape. Perhaps no need time will tell.

Best friends, partners for life, learning each other, respecting each others, mainly my quirks.

To hear how much self aface wins affection and is LOVED it's Zan that taught. I love doing like Supass eloquently phrased fun it is I don't even see it as poking fun it's half the time not true, ha got a new in more coming your ways.

Many thanks for your time Will

[newsoulresolutions]

When I say I don't want to go to therapy again or say I don't see the point. What I mean is I don't want to talk to strangers about my issues, I'd rather talk to you.

I appreciate you saying you weren't laughing at me the other day. I probably told you I was bullied as a kid. I'm pretty sure I've shared that I didn't feel like my words had value when I was growing up. I often felt mocked by my parents in the heat of a disagreement. It's a trigger for me.

Saying I'm not laughing at you. Helps me try to keep my desire to shut down at bay.

Fighting with my parents, the identity crisis I found myself in at such a critical time in my life triggered my personality shifts. It created Dorian. My anger, my rage, my defender, willing to do the worst to anyone standing against in my way. My scars, my blood, the pain, was a sign if I show them how much damage I'm willing to do to myself, it will show them how much more damage I'm willing to do to those that stand against me.

You asked about switching. That not what I needed. Just like you desire to go places and turn your brain off and just exist. That is what I want when I come home. I want to be served and worshipped and cared for.

I felt cared for when you would tell me my nails were dirty and clean them for me.

Or when you would fuss about me using an ashtray instead of using My ashtray.

When we would go out and you would dress me.

What I wanted from poly was simply to be all of myself and find a balance. I know day to day relationships with partners are hard. As individuals we have to tend to ourselves then tend to someone else. And we are tired and stressed and all over the place. Having a space to go to outside of all of that and be a version of myself that isn't concerned about life I'm just concerned with what I desire.

At one of the most difficult moments in my life after a good day with you, you left. I wasn't mad. I knew it was a trigger for you. And I'm order to not trigger you I pushed it to the side. Buried it in a box. I thought I was protecting you. But I was pushing myself further and further. It became a trigger for me. Interracial couples, pregnancy on TV, kids, even the lifestyle. I felt trapped. I want to be with you in this moment. I've pushed that box away. But when you ask how I'm doing I can't answer because it will trigger you, you'll feel that it's more important than you, more important than us, we'll fight, and my feelings won't matter, because instead of talking about my feeling I'll be apologizing for having them, for how the situation triggers you, and I'll push myself further and further away.

I loved the I'm coming too version of us. I can do lazy Saturdays but my body doesn't always allow me to rest. So I'm up at 9am on a Saturday morning smoking and drinking coffee. Leaving the house. Not because I don't want to be around you. Not because I don't want to be resting next to you. But because you also deserve your rest and my inability to sleep in shouldn't be your problem.

I was always proud of you. Listening to you talk about sub forums. Listening to what you learned. Hearing you talk about poly. It felt like something that would never happen the way I wanted. I wanted to become a young version of what I saw your parents have. In our own way. Vacations, beach trips, horses, kids, family reunions, sex on balconies, threesome that didn't end in fights or questions. Just the experience. Just life our way.

I can almost hear you scoff, roll your eyes, wipe a tear, feel you soften and add another brick to the wall between us all at the same time.

Why share it now? How can you trust my words when I've lied? Why believe these words are any different? Words are dead. Actions dead.

Why? Because if I don't tell you you'll never know.

How can you trust it? You can't right now. But there may come a time when you want to trust me again. And if that moment ever comes. I want you to know how I feel.

And ultimately because I want to repair the damage that's been done in a way that is open, honest, and healthy.

[puremaroon]

It's all gonna be okay now kid, the worst is over, I promise, I'll take care of you and I'm always here, the bad voices will never show up again, I'll kill them for you, you deserve the goddamn world, you're getting a glimpse of it, don't think you're not worth it, because you absolutely are. You worked hard for this. You did so so good, and im so fucking proud of you. I'm telling you the road ahead will be difficult, but I got you, and you got you, you'll be absolutely fine, we won't let anyone make us feel small ever again, and we try our best, we will put in the hard work. That's our part, to work hard towards our goal. We will be fine. When we make mistakes and we will, I promise we'll forgive ourselves and try again to do better, if someone is mean to us for no reason we will prove ourselves as better to them. We will not stoop to their level. We will learn, that's the most important thing, every single day we will learn and we will get better. Nobody starts out the best. You know I've never been a natural. But I will try my best and then some more, especially when I fuck up. We will be alright, we will do well. I will be gentle with you, and I promise you, I will take care of you no matter what. When you go and put in the work, I'll be right next to you patting your back and when you rest your pretty head, I'll come and hug you. I got you. Remember now, you're on your own kid, but you're the best company ever, so you're gonna be great. I love you, I. Good luck my heart. This is a new chapter, and we will make it a great one. This is me growing up. This is me just, focusing on myself. This is me loving myself and that's all I truly need.

[joshuasabolboro]

On this day, I want to start by recalling my best memories which is me and my family enjoying and having a very amazing time on the beach and also splashing water everywhere.At night time I and my friends had played truth or dare and we'll sleep at nine we all said.

I wish to go back to that day over and over again.I also studied for what i think the next lessons on some subjects will be and I helped my mom with chores around the house which made my mom really happy and I was pretty happy for what I have done too and I also realized that my mom helps us and works hard just for us to have a good life and I loved her for that and the second is my dad because he also works hard like my mom but the difference is that my dad studies at night time because he us determined to work as an attorney or lawyer and those things are what I realized when I was having a sembreak.

And when you realize that they are gona that is when you will realize that you missed out on alot and you would want to go when they were still there or something else and I this when I was still at my sem-break. family is the most important thing or people in our lives and we must always not shoo them again they bring us love and no discomfort at times of needs and even if alot of people are close family will always get closer. Which is what I observed and understood while it was still sem-break and I love them all for that. I and friends also went to bambanti and the best one there is the viking, even tho I almost puked it was alot of fun.

My friends are one of the best people who entered my life and brung more joy to it and i thank them for that. Most family members of mine are older that is why i dont get the same vibe that i get from my friends or bestfriends and because of school I had a harder time trying to hangout with friends and family members.

My mom also baked a very delicious pie which i loved very much and praised her for it. We also went grocery shopping and we bought alot of yummy food and I remembered i had to comply so i did my ict and many more subjects.

The sem-break has thought me alot like by learning how to appreciate my family and never stoping to love them and that they would also do that too and during the sem-break i learned and played games with my bff's and by playing i mean like using time and theirs to explore different gaming platforms and i spent my time playing roblox with my friends.

And during that time i learned how to become more mature and although they always tell me to do chores but now i thank them for it because learned how to do things that before i couldnt even so i owe them that and at those times i saw my brother grew up more and i feel so proud as his big brother. And the fact that we went swimming was awesome and it was our tita's pool so we had it all to ourselves mostly loved the slide because although at first it is pretty scary but after you conquer it you eventually can notice that it is a very fun experience and i enjoyed it very much.

We also had mini picnic on our backyard and it was super fun, it also comes with marshmallows and a horror time which was super spooky and we slept in tents and i really think that it was such a brand new experience and i really loved it.

And my answer to why this is important bis because we need to spend time with our family and what they do to us is needed and without them there would be only very few to support us with achieving our dreams and they help us get through hard times.

Family is most important in our life and this sem-break has thought me that this sem-break teached me how to be more mature and understand what your parents have done in own point of view and it also showed me how fast time is because of seeing my brother grow up so fast is just one thing ive seen this sem-break and it also helped me get my mind off school for a little bit and this break made me breathe fresh air, also have fun.

[tad-aima]

twenty six and a half

twenty six twenty six twenty six.

this age feels like not real? I don't know how to put it into words properly, but more than once i have answered I'm 25 years old. it's like I'm denying my real age that is 26. (or I'm just being forgetful).

so the pandemic is very much over, no? we don't have to wear masks outside most of the times and pcr or swab tests are not required for travelling anymore. the funny thing about not wearing masks, after like 3 years of wearing it every time I leave the house, is how conscious I am about my face, especially my mouth. the first time I left home without a mask, I was almost embarrassed? like I really didn't remember how it feels like to show my face to others. it took me like one or two weeks, to get used to not wearing mask. human is amazing in the way that we really just get used to things and also forget things that we used to do, and learning it again as if it was a new thing. I don't know what I'm saying.

there were some internet posts that go like "the age when a lot of people your age getting married, having a child, or getting a divorce". and I think, I'm at that age? my instagram stories are almost filled with weddings or engagement parties on the weekends. (baby posts are more sporadically, sometimes it's on wednesdays, sometimes it's on fridays. because you know people don't just have their kids on weekends. once you have kids, you have them every day.) and recently I just learned that someone my age was getting a divorce. some friends are going abroad for postgraduate school. some friends are completing marathons. some friends started building business. that made me realize that, unlike school years when most people have almost predictable life progress, life after school is really different for each person. I really need to remind myself a lot these days that I should not be comparing myself to others. each of us has different paths and different obstacles. that however is easier said than done. I think I've compared myself with others a lot these days and I did it unconsciously. it was so easy for me to feel not enough and anxious. it is only recently that I managed to get back to my old self (although that statement alone is confusing, which old self version of me that I'm trying to be? but that's a story for another day). my efforts of getting myself back include meeting up with some friends whose company I enjoy, reading books that I enjoy, listening to songs that I enjoy, and trying to completely savoring moments that I enjoy, feeling my soft pillows and listening to the sounds produced by the birds and the leaves. I think that's why it's important for us to know ourselves, so we can take care of ourselves and we can find ourselves whenever it felt like we are about to lost ourselves. that sounds like it makes sense now. we'll see whether next year-me will think the same.

other changes that happened to me is that I go to the gym more frequently now that they're open until 9 pm. some days when I feel like I have enough energy, I go to the gym after work on weekdays. I mostly use treadmill, but it's actually a progress that I go there more often hahaha. I still haven't shed the weight put on since I start living back at home, but let's not focus on that yet. all that matters is now I'm moving my body more frequently. my younger self will find this fascinating. to be honest, my current self actually feel very proud whenever I do go the the gym. I wasn't really an active person and really did have weak stamina (sometimes I feel like I still have weak stamina). the fact that I'm exercising regularly is just something my younger self wouldn't have expected.

a year is long and also not long, it depends on how we see it I guess. cheers to being 26!

this year's song: Banda Neira - Kau Keluhkan, because I sigh and complain a lot this age. and a little tmi: this blog name is inspired from this song. esok pasti jumpa. esok, tomorrow. tomorrow sounds hopeful. esok pasti jumpa

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[yoongle-boongle]

some one ok rock lyrics that make me feel less hopeless

nothing matters when you're in the fight. hold your fire, maybe we can make it alright. - cry out

never tell yourself you should be someone else, stand up tall and say "i'm not afraid, i'm not afraid." - we are

if i go down, i will go down fighting. i will go down like lightning. - i was king

from the pain, a lesson learned. this is how you find your way. - listen (to your heart)

it wasn't easy, but everyday i took one step closer to change. they didn't wanna see me break these chains, being more than just a name and a face. - head high

so go ahead and push us. we'll get up and push back. - push back

your precious reputation goes up in flames. your empty information, we know it's all fake. - push back

now we're back in the fight, never losing our strength. we've tried too many times just waiting patiently. - push back

don't be afraid to dive, be afraid that you didn't try. - wasted nights

no matter how much we might bend, we will not break. - change

i know we've got the power, masters of our own fate. together we are stronger as long as we've got faith. - change

the chaos, our kingdom fell. stole heaven, so we gave them hell. in the pieces, we found ourselves. so fight for me, I'll fight as well. - giants

every one of us has always been enough. - giants

i'm in control of the fire cause i hold the matches. some of the best things in life are born from the ashes. sacrifice, but it's worth the price for a moment that lives on. - unforgettable

yesterday's night turns to light. tomorrow's night returns to light. - be the light

you have seen hell and made it back again. - be the light

for all the lies and the burden that they put on us, all of the times that they told us to just because, we gotta fight for our rights and the things we love now. - renegades

we made our bed and we'll make our own choices. we may be underestimated, but i know one day we will make it. - renegades

for all of the times that they said it's impossible. they built the hurdles, the walls and the obstacles. when we're together you know we're unstoppable now. I'm not afraid to tear it down and build it up again. - renegades

sometimes i just wanna quit, tell my life i'm done with it. when it feels too painful, sometimes i just wanna say "i love myself, but not today." - broken heart of gold

you're beautiful even when you feel broken. I'm right by you, we'll make it through. - your tears are mine

they'll conquer us if we divide, and no one will listen to you. we gotta stand up and draw a line. it's time to fall back or shoot. - delusion:all

my feet will not touch the ground, your gravity will not keep me down. - gravity

I cannot change, I'm proud of who I am, and this is how I stay. don't care if you understand it. I need something real, and we don't care how you feel. - mad world

every talking head expects you to believe them. but we don't need them, we are the kingdom. we know the amount that we have shared was never even. - delusion:all

why does it feel like they don't feel anything? I pray that there's a future beyond those walls. - delusion:all

[fayeandknight]

Super proud of Forte today!

I am, very lazily, participating in NaNoWriMo. My region was having an in person write in less 15 minutes from me at Barnes and Noble (a place I'm familiar with). In the event description they encouraged people to wear masks since we would be sharing tables.

So I decided to go and brought Forte with me. I was pretty nervous at first because strangers. But we introduced ourselves and no one said anything to or about Forte. He was decked out in his gear but that doesn't always deter people from trying to interact with him. So it was a huge relief that they all just respectfully ignored him.

Forte had a hard time settling at first because I was anxious. In retrospect it was less that I was anxious and causing him to be uncomfortable and more that he is being trained to as a PSD so being attuned to my anxiety and responding to it is the heart of his job. Within the first ten minutes of being there he alerted to a hr/anxiety spike and I rewarded him but tried to have him lay back down. He laid his front half across my lap for DPT instead. I was going to push him off but realized my hands were shaking so yeah, he was totally right.

After that he had no problem laying down beside my chair and out of the way. The hour was surprisingly productive and I got in a bit over 1,000 words. At the end they asked if I was coming to tomorrow's write in. I said I didn't know yet and they said they hoped I did. It wasn't pushy or pressuring. Just an easy invitation to share space again. Which felt really nice?

It's at a different location that I've never been to so we'll see if I have the spoons for it. I'd like to though. It was a good experience for both me and Forte since it was a very low demands event while still being social and learning to work in public.

Anyway Forte did a great job. We were in the Starbucks section and the counter was on the other side of the half wall we were tucked against. So lots of weird noises and people walking by and I'm sure all the smells. But he just dozed quietly and paid no mind when the occasional person stopped to point or coo at him.

[darbiebot]

DWC August 2022 day 3- Sentimental

@daily-writing-challenge

Holden grunted in exertion as they crested the hill, his feet more accustomed to paved roads, he'd never really taken to the outdoors like his father, much to his chagrin. Unfortunately, his mother was far more used to travel as well, and there she was, waiting down the path on the other side, waiting for him. "Mom... slow down..." he complained catching his breath, the tone a bit more whiny than he'd intended, his mother's smirk was a bit embarrassing, made him feel like a child.

"Oh, i'm sorry, just exited! Peaks just down the way from 'ere, look!" she pointed eastward, and the young dwarf looked upon the large Gryphon statue overlooking the vast valley below. Hill dwarves were an apt descriptor, there were rolling roads going up and down hills all over, and little smokestacks and windows signifying several hundred homes within them.

"Why are you so excited, anyway?" he asked, again. "I dont think you mentioned any relatives that still lived here?"

Darlain sighed as she turned and headed down the path once more, "Now now, this was my 'ome, and this is me clan, and yer part o' that. Tradition's important lad, and you 'ave a choice tae make, just like all my children."

That peaked his curiosity. "You took Lorelei 'ere?"

His mother nodded. "Aye... though uhh... she made a surprisin' choice." His eyebrow raised at that, and he hurried to match her pace.

His answer would come as they met with clan elders, had a hearty meal at the inn, and finally met with the local shaman, dressing him up in simple robes adorned with gryphon downs.

He was led up the pathways carved into the mountains to the north, and he saw them, perched within carved out holes in the mountain, at least fifty large gryphons, some watchful, some enjoying naps, some messily tearing into prey they had brought back to their roosts.

An elderly man, his beard long and grey, adorned in a feathered headband, his face and arms painted in elaborate blue tattoos. His mother bowed before him, and Holden mirrored his movements. "Come, boy, we'll let her take a look at you." Holden eyed his mother curiously as he was lead into the main Aerie, and his mother simply smiled and encouraged him onward.

"We wild'ammer," the man spoke as they walked. "'ave an understandin' with these majestic creatures, lad. And though you 'ave nae been raised in the 'interlands, yer blood still speaks our covenant with them."

"What do y'mean?" Holden inquired, nervously.

"Gryphons require a lot o' food tae keep goin, mothers kin wear themselves out feeding themselves, much less their children. Used tae be a time where entire clutches would be lost, even in prosperous times. They used tae 'unt us, though meager was out meat compared to larger game.... so tae save ourselves, far and long ago, we lived under 'ills, and shared our kills, till they learned we were better alive."

The two stopped at a large nest, a proud, gold and brown feathered Gryphon looked up in anticipation eying three eggs still nestled in what was a much larger nest, her head cocked curiously seemingly sizing up Holden with an unnerving intelligence behind her eyes.

"Over time, we were permitted in their spaces, just as they joined us in ours. They 'unted the wyverns that plagued the skies and still 'unted us, we made spaces, aeries, for them to roost. And when the mothers were forced tae abandon some of their clutch... we took them. And we raised 'em tae bear our warriors. This 'as been the way of things fer thousands o' years. Tae the point where... that is what is done."

He held out a shaky hand to the gryphon's beak, petting her affectionately. "This'll be the last egg of 'er clutch she'll be giving to us tae care fer. And as a child o' one of our clan, you'll be 'aving a choice. Which o' the eggs will yeh be taking... if ya be taking on the charge at all?"

Holden smiled to himself, now knowing why his mother had brought him here. How she had once been given this choice, how much finding Patience alive had affected her, he remembered seeing her cry when she'd taken him on his first flight with the old Gryphon. How exhilarating it had been for him to soar above the clouds.

As he approached the mother, she lowered her head, and instinctually, he raised his hand to press against her forehead. She pressed towards him affectionately, but with enough force to catch him offguard, sending him off his feet, eliciting a worried coo from her. laughing a bit at his lack of constitution, Holden got to his feet... and chose his egg. He picked the smallest of the three. walking out to show his mother.

Her smile was infectious, he couldn't help but share in her joy.