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pollen Ā· 27 days ago
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letting myself unmask has been so nice at times because i'm seeing my boyfriend express joy much more readily too. who knew me being expressive and all that would do so much good!!!
#today was touch and go but overall much better than yesterday where i was watching a musical (not my thing) and it was legally blonde (cool)#but everyone's voices were so shrill (ouch) and the audience was clapping (ouch) and talking a lot (ouch)#and i was three rows back from the stage so the lights were bright (ouch) and there were strobe lights (ouch) and the person seated next to#me kept touching me when she turned to talk to the person next to her..... AND my joints were killing me but we had to walk everywhere from#the theatre to the restaurant we ate at for dinner. which was a byob. and i didn't know we were going to a byob or i would've b'd my own b#but my bf's family doesn't drink so it would've been awkward anyway. and no one talks to me and i don't talk to anyone but yet i'm expected#to be there for some reason (??) i'd rather stay home honestly. horrible time. i couldn't even vape because of said family#so i had zero pain or anxiety relief that whole time. and i had the longest meltdown in the theatre. and i couldn't finish bc intermission#so i had to just like. force it down so i could sit there in silence for 15 minutes while everyone else talked to each other.#and then after all that we still had a 40 minute car ride back home. with my bf's mom.#and then today she invited us to the park with her and my bf was like 'do you wanna?' and i couldn't say no in front of her so i said yes#and then felt SO anxious because god. i just needed A Day. so then i shut down. but then i communicated what i was needing to my bf#and we had a nice walk at a different park on our own. phew#i do Not mean to complain but goodness. pre-autism i would've blamed myself for everything that happened#but now i can properly commiserate with people who understand me LOL anyway. look at some of the crazy shit i went through yesterday
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loveryoushouldvecomeover-mp3 Ā· 4 months ago
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1985houndsoflove -> apple-mp3 <3
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carrieway Ā· 4 months ago
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my new room was painted
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whenthegoldrays Ā· 10 months ago
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I honestly believe that every real-life love story, no matter how mundane or drama-free or "boring", is beautiful
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batsplat Ā· 4 months ago
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happy laguna '08 sixteen year anniversary, corkscrew chat's overrated go watch them have a nutter-off in the lap where casey falls
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lovelyisadora Ā· 5 months ago
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Only just woke up, somehow made it down the stairs, and got hit with the ā€˜everyone has aches and pains suck it upā€™ talk. Sorry but if everyone had aches and pains the way I did, theyā€™d have my exact diagnosis. Getting really sick of the way my family forgets Iā€™m disabled. And when I point this out to them Iā€™m told ā€˜thereā€™s no reason to get aggressiveā€™ okay.
#itā€™s laughable that they were like do you need to rent a wheelchair at the horrible museum/park we went to#I didnā€™t get one of course. and later regretted it. but likeā€”#you canā€™t be like yes. isadora uses a cane and sometimes a wheelchair#and then turn around and say well everyone has aches and pains#okay? like yes. weā€™re all sore from the hikes and the car rides. but you guys can actually walk like are you seeing the difference here#recovery time is Needed. I am going to be in pain at least three times as long and also. canā€™t walk easily! so like#no I donā€™t think you all have aches and pains like I do#then they were like well how do you know what kind of pain im in and like. again#i was like if yall were in the same amount of pain or more. youā€™d have my diagnosis. so come on what are we gonna do here im sick of this#theyā€™re talking about going to busch gardens and theyā€™re like of course isadora will need a wheelchair and someone will have to push her#(accompanied with an eye roll and a muttered why canā€™t she just walk like the rest of us itā€™s not that bad. but Iā€™ll take it)#and itā€™s like. you guys can remember im disabled when it benefits you!! being in the wheelchair means fast passes usually šŸ™ƒ#anyway. hidden disabilities are so fun!!! like yā€™all I am disabled enough the state government recognized it#and paid for my medical leave. that is not nothing!!!!!!!!#anyway. I probably wonā€™t be downstairs for long. think im going back to bed after this one tbh. my mother is impossible
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ereborne Ā· 1 year ago
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Song of the Day: December 9
"Allies or Enemies" by the Crane Wives
#song of the day#today class we will be discussing a tale of human suffering#so I mentioned yesterday how 'Slow Ride' by Foghat was the song of the day because of how the first ninety seconds were continuous-looping#alright yeah so now imagine me sitting shotgun as we drive half an hour to the movie theater#(to see Godzilla Minus One. it was bitchin I do very very recommend)#and the boys are discussing the latest construction along our highway#which has been a topic of great consideration for me actually#--I had a thought about erosion patterns and groundworks the other day and I went on a whole research spiral#downloaded some guy's doctoral research and all. we know how the research spirals go--#anyway this is a topic I would have loved to weigh in on!#but instead every mental width of band I had was dedicated to my subconscious' dogged insistence#that the assonance and emphasis and rhythm of 'are we allies or enemies' and 'slow ride / take it easy' were similar enough#that I should be able to find a way to match them up to one another's backings#so the boys were like 'Alexis what do you think of those pylons' and I was trying so so so hard to answer#(I think they're moving the I-95 interchange ramps entirely and adding a new lane over--y'all can't see me point. it's over there though)#I was trying so hard to answer but it was like a little cartoon man trying to climb up a rockslide#except the man is my answer about the bridges for the interstate ramps#and all the comically round rocks ponking off his forehead were different ways a person might be able to scrunch and/or stretch syllables#to fit the choruses of these two songs over one another. 'are we slow ride guitar sounds death of mee'#anyway yeah! I've got all these little focusing tricks painstakingly cultivated over three decades of ADD and living with little siblings#and now we know they can all every single one be absolutely obliterated by the lightest application of a single classic Foghat song
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tr0ubl3d-tr4n53nd3r Ā· 9 months ago
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I love how ride the cyclone went through 5 (or more) openings and decided to choose the worst one
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boomerang109 Ā· 1 year ago
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what if capitalism is making the one job i thought was possible for me feel unattainable not because i havenā€™t literally been doing it since age 13 but because itā€™s not well paid enough so until you get into a higher position you have to work multiple jobs and i knew that i always knew that but. fuck. why is adulting going to be so exhausting. what if this really is the best time of my life? being a depressed college student? what if itā€™s downhill from here?
#I love my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#i HATE my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#like bestie I was just watching critical role why did I pause it to write this down#anyway in other news I have a ten hour tech day and Iā€™m āœØscaredāœØ#technically itā€™s nine and a half though because they moved the call by a whole half hour#and honestly Iā€™m going to get breakfast for meal swipes so I might end up being late cause breakfast doesnā€™t open until 10#but like fuck if Iā€™m gonna try to make food here#I want to pack my bag tonight but also I just laid down after doing dishes and Iā€™m exhausted#Iā€™ve had such a long day too I had two normal classes (one of which I basically led the class. I interviewed two professionals in front of#the whole class. FUCK I probably need to send them a thank you email. thatā€™s gonna be a tmrw issue or I might draft hifh but like not sendin#but anyway after that I had one hour for lunch and then three hour lab which was fun!! because we went ride pooling but like we walked a#shit ton and in the sun#oh and my roommates mustā€™ve forgotten I come with today cause they left me behind (which is totally fine cause I didnā€™t get up but it did#mean I had to catch the on campus transport and that takes forever and so I was late to meet my friend for breakfast and dining hall was#closed so I had to get food elsewhere which literally cost the same as the dining hall in the morning which is dumb but it took waaay longer#anyway hifh boom takes tumblr diary entries too seriously idk why I channeled my whole life into this post lmao#i think itā€™s cause Iā€™m self-isolating HARD (despite being fairly social at the moment? itā€™s a surprisingly cool balancing act im pulling off#quite well as a busy bee) so I felt the need to pretend to have human connection without actually breaking my self-imposed isolation lmao#boom blogs high
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outoftheirdifferences Ā· 2 years ago
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@nemekii / from (x)
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She couldn't lie; as much as she loved her sisters, the blue-accessoried Spaniel daughter appreciated the moments away from them, too. For right now, it was just her and Bingo - a neighbour from just down the street and in her opinion the most adorable little girl ever, bar none - and she was going to make the most of it.
Ear pricked up a little at Bingo's question.
"The games? Of course!"
Mr. Bandit had given her money to spend on the younger girls, and she had her own allowance too, so Annette had no fear of spending more than she could afford. She might think of herself as the most responsible child of the two families, but Bingo's cute little excitement was contagious, and there was no way that Annette was going to say no to her.
She allowed Bingo to lead her by the paw over to the games, casting an appraising eye across them.
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"Which one did you want to try first?"
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toestalucia Ā· 1 year ago
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this one is still ridiculous LOL
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crescentmp3 Ā· 2 years ago
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many experiences today
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metalgearemily Ā· 2 years ago
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Absolutely miserable start to my day I even knew most of the info on my exam but I forgot to sign up with my school disabilities services so I didnā€™t get fucking extended time on my exam and I ran out of fucking time. I was rushing to answer 7 point questions my god. I knew them too but I m barely going to get anything on them. Mm Iā€™ve had enough of all this ^_^ was over the toilet barfing last night and I have to wake up and take my fucking exam only to know the information and run of time. I just be crying in my car ribkt now because my life is so frustrating all the fucking time .
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fakeoutbf Ā· 2 years ago
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#hi youā€™re getting a rant from me today bc iā€™m still so pissed off ajejfjke#might delete this later idk#so i went out to dinner with friends and then we were gonna go out to a club but it was kinda late and we didnā€™t know where to go#so this one friend suggested we just go to his house#now this friend and i have a little history and ngl i may have gone with him in his car bc 1) i donā€™t drive and 2) iā€™ve gone with him before#nvm that once we made out in his car right (but i fully use that to my slight advantage)#we hadnā€™t seen each other since like november and havenā€™t properly talked waaaay before that so we caught up in between car rides#and once we got to his place and a couple of other friends left we started bantering and lowkey flirting#which led to him sitting like right next to me pressed up against me and we were really close and then with consent he starts to like#pull me close and touch my legs and ngl itā€™s a little embarrassing bc there were three other friends there#and he goes on to compliment my outfit several times and saying i have great style blah blah blah#but bc thereā€™s other ppl we donā€™t kiss and iā€™m BARKING SO FUCKING MAD BC I KNOW IT COULDVE LED THERE#he always brings up this weird conversation talking about really liking to get acquainted with someone elseā€™s smell and how intimate it is#and we even fucking smelled each other and he said i smelled good/great i donā€™t remember his exact words#yā€™all i just wanna be KISSED like#heā€™s a fuck boy and i know that but iā€™m not looking for a relationship i just wanna be KISSED FUCKING AJEJFJSKEK#anyway i deserved kisses last night and fuck hanging out with other ppl bc i wouldā€™ve definitely gotten some last night if not for the crowd#WAIT I FORGOT THE BEST PART#he literally showed me shirtless pics of himself and dudeā€™s fucking ripped which is not necessary but a definite plus#yā€™all if that wasnā€™t a fucking opening shoot me bc idk what is
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cinnabeat Ā· 4 months ago
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some days i wonder what my life wouldve been like if i didnt go to the high school i went to
#like my school was brand fucking new#my class was literally the forth graduating class#we didnt even have proper sports teams#and it was a horrendously stem school so there were really any interesting clubs that werent like#career readiness types#if i went to a different high school would i be in sports today? if i went to a different high school that had dedicated orchestra classes w#would i be an orchestra major?#so many what ifs#i wish i thought more abt what i wanted to do with my life#i mean if covid didnt happen i wouldve ansolutely been in my colleges soccer team#but alas#im never gonna get over that tbh#i wish i didnt go to the high school i went to. on one hand it was small which meant less drama and absolutely everyonr was some kind of ner#nerd even if it was very lowkey#i am having my regularly acheduled life crisis again except its not on schedule bc it usually happens during midterms#and its fucking summer break#i dont usually regret a lot of things but i do in fact regret going to my high school#theres something to be said abt wanting to go into criminal justice and then learning how the justice dystem works in detail#and realizing bey this is bullshit actually??? and then youre stuck for three yesrs at a high school you hate with people you dont like lear#learning a subject you will never make a career out of#unrelated but i got a mosquito bite on my big toe and its seriously itchy#anyways#having lots of thoughts on this fine 6pm evening#i would like to get off this ride please and thank you#michi tag
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ereborne Ā· 8 months ago
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Song of the Day: March 25
"Groovy Little Summer Song" by James Otto
#song of the day#it's not at all summer yet but it is spring!!#it's chilly when the wind blows and the dew-damp sticks around until noon but the sun is out and the sky is maybe not clear but close!#spring!!!!#I put my first early plantings in the garden today#I had planned for a bunch of marigolds but I got a different batch of flowers instead#so now what's down is rootings for a bunch of perennial flowers#sea holly and red-hot pokers and butterfly weed and hollyhocks#and then my little pea plants#I told Kelly I'd share pictures but for today it only looks like a square of dirt--I'll definitely share pics when my sprouts come in!!#beautiful beautiful garden times#summer of 2010 when this song came out was the first time in three-ish years I'd spent much continuous time with my family#my littlest siblings were old enough to be away from Mom for a while and still young enough to be lulled to sleep by the car#and Mom was very eager to be left home alone to sleep (and play this weird chicken bowling game she was briefly addicted to)#and so we went on a lot of long leisurely pointless car rides and we listed to a lot of#(I will never not hear this in my head) 96.9 The Kat! country music radio#and this got added to the short list of songs I sang to myself#it's so catchy!! cute fun moderately-bouncy little earworm and my voice cruises up and down it so easy#'when the days start gettin warmer / the sun starts sinkin slower / weekends go by faster / and beer starts tastin colder#wanna tune into a station / takes me on a soul vacation / hey there mister dj / come on won't you please play'#and crucially Dad did not mind this song--which could not be said for 'There Is No Arizona' by Jamie O'Neal#or (after I sang it approximately ninety million times) 'Just What I Do' by Trick Pony#we also had--this was very fun for me--we had exactly one CD we could play in the car (because it was stuck in the disk player)#and that was Joe Diffie's 'Third Rock From The Sun'#so many songs of absolute joy on that album. lucky as hell that Dad agreed because it meant we'd crank it up so loud#close my eyes and let the sun shine all red through my eyelids#sing some real dumbass enjoyable-as-all-getout songs at the top of my absolute voice#Dad laughing and singing along and the littles sleeping through the all of it like the precious babies they were#these are the songs of sunshine and pointless happiness! it's not summer but it will be! my garden doesn't have plants yet but it will!#sing a song!!
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