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I’m unwell 🥲
#UNWELL!!!!!!!!#MY SOUL TO SEE THIS CONVERSATION!#we never get good car scenes anymore wtf#ds liveblogging.#686.
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911 lone star 4x08
spoilers under the cut
lately I'm so late to those episodes lmao I just don't care all that much anymore I guess 😂 but last episode was fun so here's hoping it's only better from now on 🤞
here we go:
awww babies are getting ready for the wedding 😍😍 (they both look so good but damn, Carlos 🥵)
I feel like Owen is gonna be hilarious with the wedding planning and I can't wait 😂 imma say it again: he's so good in comedy, they should only give him comic relief scenes 😂 I'm lowkey getting Chris Traeger vibes and I'm loving it 😂
now add Carlos' parents to the mix and it's gonna be amazing
and Marjan is back!!! she was gone for like 2 episodes but I missed her so much 😍
an unnecessary tangent but: it's crazy to me that in the US parents can teach children to drive in their own cars in the city?? like wtf? like, okay, my stepdad taught me some basic things on an empty road in the middle of nowhere before my first lesson, but then I learned everything in classes in a car where the instructor had all the pedals too just in case - like, wtf is this - see here, he wouldn't hit anything because the instructor would hit the break 💁🏻♀️
besides, driving with parents is just so fucking stressful, I never drive with my mom in the car bc she panics and makes me panic (unless I pick my parents up from a party but she's always in the back then 😂😂)
what the fuck, how does that happen?? 😂 a lot of unusual rescues this season and I'm enjoying those a lot (I mean, we haven't had that many so far but still haha)
I'm so weird about voices and pronunciation etc but I just love the way Paul speaks idk 😂
this is stressful jfc
awww (future) husbands eating lunch together, love it
I'm sorry but Carlos speaking Spanish (or at least a few Spanish words whatever) with that accent... 🥵🥵🥵🥵 I always say that Spanish is the hottest language and it's still true hahaha
I'm loving the wedding planning and talking about it, it's so cute, and I love how everyone's involved
and I was right, Owen is hilarious (he's toying the funny to annoying line sometimes, but leaning towards funny for now haha)
Carlos called his mama to talk to his future father-in-law that's so adorable 😂
I lowkey agree with Andrea about the relationship between the in-laws bc if they don't get along, it can make life pretty difficult at some points... (and I speak from experience as my grandparents haven't spoken to each other roughly the entire time my mom's been married lmao)
hey, it's Coach Beiste! 😂
oh my god I hope Marjan somehow helps that girl but jfc this is a lot 😳
oh my god now both Andrea and Owen are gonna take over 😂 and they're teaming up on this 😂 I'm loving this - on the flip side, the in laws are getting along pretty well huh 😂 great bonding time hahah
Carlos' expressions might be the funniest thing here tbh 😂
wait wtf Kiley stayed?? girl, run, what are you doing
I love that TK finally stood up to Owen but it's all still hilarious
I'm loving all those Owen and Andrea moments tbh - and this talk over cake is so cute
Marjan is so good, she's literally driving so far after them only to save Kiley, that's so admirable tbh, and I love that she got proof 🥺 she's not a firefighter rn but she still saves people 🥺 yes, she's a damn hero 🥺 and now she's gonna go back for firefighting right? 😂
and we're getting a good Owen and TK father son moment 🥺that was a good talk, I loved it
I've been asking for this for the last two seasons and I'm so happy, pls can this happen more often
this was such a cute episode, and I really loved it, it flew by tbh 😂
the TK and Carlos stuff with the parents was so funny, and I was invested in Marjan's story too, and it was all very exciting and interesting
I didn't enjoy the first 6ish episodes but they pulled me back in, this was great, loved it 😂
(but, again, can we pls get smth more from the others soon 😂)
#911 lone star spoilers#911 ls#911 ls spoilers#911 ls 4x08#911 ls s4#911 ls season 4#911 lone star#911 lone star season 4#thoughts while watching#episode commentary
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sgroa: vampire diaries, s1 e16: there goes the neighborhood
Hola, y’all, how’s the heat where you are? We got two days of 70-degree temps, and now we’re back to high 90s! Thank all the various gods that it’s the solstice, and darkness returns to us apace. Let’s get started!
We open on the vamp house - covenhouse? - where the raveyard vamps are learning about television and getting haircuts.
Why. Why are vampires getting haircuts. WTF. I - You know what? Let’s just ignore this and move on, shall we? It’s hot, it’s summer, I do not have the energy to get into why vampires almost never need haircuts and why the fuck are you writing/directing/running a show about vampires if you can’t even be trusted to know that?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
MOVING ON. Anna goes from teaching a TV class to seeing the homeowner, Ms. Gibbons, being chomped. She gives the male vamp chomping the stinkeye, and he disengages. Ms. Gibbons asks if he had enough, and Anna tells her to go get some rest - and we can see that she also has bites on her throat. Male vamp says no, she feels fine, and she agrees - so she’s been mojo’d and this is all compulsion. Anna doesn’t look thrilled, and then we get our opening sting.
Matt is parenting his mother before school, which is awful. Not, like, the scene, but it’s awful for Matt. I’m pissed at his mom, mother-to-mother, because bitch, this is your job. You chose to have that kid. Fuckin’ step up. Jesus.
Elena and Stefan are gossiping at her locker. Damon is still depressed, won’t talk about Katharine, and has Elena decided what to do about her vampire birth mother? Who apparently is related to Katharine? Elena says that like it’s a fact, but I thought it was Damon’s depressed ramblings. Vampire Diaries, I wish I knew how to pay attention to you!
Back at the covenhouse, Anna’s mom is showing Harper (the vamp from the woods last episode) how to text, when they trigger Anna’s voicemail. She’s saving one from Jeremy, and she comes in to stop the phone playing. Harper asks if that’s her boyfriend, and her mom says, “Of course not!” in a scandalized tone. Uh-oh, did someone catch feelings?
Oh, Anna’s mom is Pearl, thank you for the reminder, Harper! Anyway, Anna and Pearl are taking Gibbons’s car and ATM card into town, where they have vague “business”, as Pearl says to the vamp who was eating Gibbons in the open: Frederick. He objects to being a “babysitter”, and Pearl reminds him that they have to cooperate with each other. Which - yes, of course they do, they evolved as humans. I’ve never understood why so much vampire media insists that vampires are weirdly territorial and always want to kill each other and shit. Why? Do you know people like that? Gross. You should maybe not hang out with them anymore, they’re broken.
Matt was distracted by his mother and maybe Elena and didn’t kiss Caroline before heading to class, which I didn’t think was hugely important, but now Caro is inviting Elena and Stefan on a double-date night with her and Matt, so. Oh, she thinks it will lead to them all getting over their awkwardness - because Elena and Matt used to date, remember. Stefan agrees with Caro, so Elena acquiesces.
Pearl goes to see Damon. She was able to waltz right in because no human lives there. Anna asks what they do about other vampires, and he says he kills them. He tries to demonstrate on Pearl, but she bends his hand back easily and suggests they sit down to talk instead.
The drama! How are these vampires all so strong and good-looking after being entombed for 145 years? Like, they were starved, they were basically left for dead. They’ve been eating whom, Ms. Gibbons? All 27 of them? They can’t eat animals, but they can all share one donor for weeks? (Okay, we don’t know it’s weeks, it might have been a day and a half, the way this show is.) And Pearl can beat the crap out of Damon.
Y’all, I haven’t even mentioned that it is broad fuckin’ daylight, again, either.
Jeremy decides to ask ChatGPT how to become or kill a vampire. Just kidding, it’s an actual chat room, this is like, 2008 or something. He gets joke answers, and we cut away to Pearl and Damon as he settles in after asking for serious answers only.
Pearl and Anna tell Damon they know about the Founding Families’ Council, and that Damon’s on it, and that he’s supplying vervain. They want all the names of the Council and for him to stop supplying. Damon scoffs and asks what it’s supposed to achieve. They want their town back. Damon doesn’t give a shit, and Pearl offers him Katharine. But Damon doesn’t want her! First of all, he doesn’t think Pearl could even find her, but secondly, he’s not going to be her “little minion”.
So Pearl puts her thumbs in his eyes, and he’s unable to get her off. She says she has 400 years on him, and yes, that may be true, but YOU WERE IN A BOX FOR 150 YEARS.
Y’all. Y’ALL. I HAVE A CHARACTER WHO WAS STARVED IN A BOX SINCE THE 1860s! My man was not in a position to be doing anything but eating and killing entire grown people for several years after that. YEARS.
Elena thinks they should cancel on Caroline and Matt, but Stefan says this is what he’s wanted: to hang out with his girlfriend, to have as normal a life as possible. He’s been looking forward to it! Elena acquiesces.
The “business” Pearl and Anna have in town is meeting Jenna, who is apparently a realtor, to look at the old apothecary shop that they… used to own? So who owns it now? Shouldn’t they still own it, if they never sold it? Shouldn’t some sort of lawyer’s clause have kicked in when they disappeared?
I know too much. I cannot be trusted to just go along with the plot. I’m way too autistic for that, and I fuckin’ love logistics.
Damon rolls up to the bar at The Grill with sunglasses on, but when Matt’s mom asks him what the deal is, he takes them off, and his eyes are fine. Kelly says he’s new around here, and she would have remembered someone who looked like him when he says he’s not. She’s been blown off for the bartending job interview - she did fuck the manager’s boyfriend last time she was in town - and is about to hit on Damon really hard when Jenna walks in and Kelly invites her to drink with them and catch up. Because there’s nothing a television show likes more than everyone knowing everyone else - so no one ever leaves town, or only for college, or only until they decide to marry their high school sweetheart, or whatever. So weird to me. I grew up in Connecticut, my husband in Wisconsin, we met in Phoenix and currently live in Denver. Like. Do people just… sit and stay?
Back at the covenhouse, trouble is brewing. Despite being told how to use television and the internet, a bunch of vamps are just sitting around, staring at each other. And because there’s nothing vampires like more than never mastering their emotions, Harper and Frederick are getting into it.
Pearl comes in and stops the fight. Frederick wants to go into town, but she says they have to keep a low profile. How did this jabroni survive? YOU’RE A VAMPIRE. You have to hide. Get your shit together, my god.
The double date is going well, until we learn that Kelly and Elena’s mom were best friends, and she and Matt have known each other literally since they were babies. Then Matt looks over at the bar and sees Kelly drinking with Damon, Elena sees Jenna with them, and everyone on the double date is very disapproving.
Frederick and a female vamp, Beth-Ann, are going to town. Harper catches them, and Frederick’s all, “gonna stop me?” But no, obviously not, he’s just going to tell Pearl and she’s going to kill you, dude.
Anna shows up at Jeremy’s. He doesn’t look terribly enthused, and when she goes past him into the house - she’s already been invited in - he looks positively terrified.
Nonsense at The Grill - Damon suggests they get hammered, Elena talks about the first time she and Matt got drunk, Jenna notices the kids are there.
Jeremy asks why Anna and her mom decided to stay in town. “Business opportunity,” she says, her mom is going to open a store. And Anna might go back to school, but she’d have to ask. “I wish you were going now,” says Jeremy, “because I could use some help with my history paper about VAMPIRES.”
But he has a theory that vampires are maybe just outsiders, just misunderstood. She gave him all that info before, what does she think? “I made that up, Jeremy. I wanted you to like me. Vampires aren’t real.” Oh. OK. Sure. I don’t think he’s convinced, Anna.
The girls go to the bathroom, and Caro tells Elena to stop going down memory lane with Matt. “The point was to show him how much you like Stefan,” she says, and stalks away back to the pool tables. Elena follows, but is immediately intercepted by Frederick, who calls her Katharine. “You have the wrong person,” she says, and he hangs onto her arm for an uncomfortably long moment before saying it’s his mistake.
She goes directly to Stefan, whom Frederick recognizes, and very obviously texts him what’s going on. He immediately looks up at Frederick - but he and Beth-Ann are gone.
In the car on the way… home? Elena says she wants to deal with it tomorrow. Oh, Stefan’s house, they’re gonna watch a movie or something, I guess. Caroline feels like she’s been there before, lol. Stefan and Matt bond over cars. Matt brings up a Camaro Elena’s dad used to have, and Caro says she doesn’t like sports cars: they’re too hard to make out in. “Nah,” says Matt, “it wasn’t that bad,” and immediately everyone knows he fucked up, and Caroline goes back to the house.
It doesn’t bother Stefan, and Matt tells him he’s happy Elena is with him. She’s happy, and that’s what matters to Matt. Aw. Get it together, Matty, or you’ll lose Caroline.
Jenna leaves Damon and Kelly practically sucking face at the bar, and walks out to find Frederick and break her shoe. He breaks the other one for her, and then asks her about Damon, saying they “go way back”. But he’d rather talk to her, and tries to mojo her into going with him, but obviously she’s got the vervain amulet. She gets her cab, and maybe Frederick realizes he doesn’t know everything.
Matt gets the engine going on Stefan’s - it might be a Karmann Ghia, but I’m not 100% on that - anyway, he gets it to run, and they head back to the girls, and because everyone senses the tension between Caroline and everyone else, Stefan tells Matt and her to take it for a drive.
Jeremy makes Anna and him sandwiches, and while her back is turned, he cuts his hand on purpose to see her reaction. He gets her to vamp out and she chomps him - well, chomps his already-bleeding hand. Jenna interrupts, and Anna goes out the back door while Jeremy is distracted.
Y’all, not a lot of jokes this week, but we’re back in the land of super-quick scenes, nine million cuts, and absolutely zero plot movement. Well, maybe not zero, but it is very little. Most of this ep is just relationship drama, which is not what I’m here for, frankly.
Matt and Caro make up and make out. Obviously. I do like them, they’re the least irritating people on this show, and Caro proves her point about sports cars, heh.
Damon brings Kelly home, and right about the time her legs are wrapped around him in the FRONT HALLWAY, Matt and Caroline come back in, followed shortly by Elena and Stefan, who’ve been alerted by Matt’s very loud, “MOM?!”
Kelly slinks back through the door, Matt follows, I’m sure Stefan’s lecture to Damon will be boring as usual. Stefan sends the girls home, and of course Frederick is watching the house. So no, Stefan’s lecture will not be boring: it will be interrupted by Frederick flying through a window, followed by Beth-Ann, to have a vamp fight in the house. What these men must spend on glazers, wouldn’t it be easier to have a butler or something?
Frederick gets away, Beth-Ann looks dead but we’ll see. Stefan says he recognizes them from 1864, and Damon says, “About that….”
Damon. DAMON. You didn’t tell him the crypt is open?!?!?!?!?!? You couldn’t send a damn text all day?
Matt’s lecture to his mother, on the other hand, is excellent. She’s drunk at the bar, where HE works to pay bills that SHE doesn’t? She’s tryna fuck a guy half her age? She’s always drunk somewhere? She says he’s right, and she’ll try.
Elena and Jeremy meet in the bathroom to brush their teeth. “How was your night?” says Jeremy. “Same old, same old,” says Elena, and they brush in silence.
Frederick goes back to the covenhouse. Pearl is waiting, and asks after Beth-Ann. “She won’t be coming back,” he says. “We shouldn’t have left.”
She fixes him a glass of blood from a motherfucking WATER BOTTLE, and I do not have time for that, we’re just gonna move along - She fixes a glass of blood for him, then stabs him in the stomach with a wooden spoon and throws the blood on him. “Next time you’ll listen to me.” Ooh, Pearl might become my new fave, that was excellent. Not the water bottle, obviously, but I… can’t. We have three minutes left, I’m out of steam.
Elena lets Stefan know she made it home okay.
Anna shows up in Jeremy’s bedroom. She could have killed him. She should have. But she didn’t. How did he know? He tells her about Vicki, and the articles, and her own eyeballs when he kissed her. Why didn’t she kill him? She says she’s a sucker for lost guys, like him. Why did he take the chance? Because maybe it means Vicki’s still out there, alive.
And because he wants Anna to turn him.
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"A Dream is a wish your heart makes."
This is a dream I just had and I hate that it's only a dream cuz I really want this to be real. This is mostly a shit post but if you like hearing about weird dreams here ya go.
Tw: for slight cursing, and terrible explaining at times.
The dream starts with me in the back seat of a car and it seams like I'm moving or going on a trip cuz there's a lot of stuff around me and there's an orange cat with me. We pull up to what looks like a school and I talk with the cat a bit and walk in.
(Now here's were the good shit starts)
Forget the last bit cuz it doesn't matter anymore. Now we're inside the school and instead of watching me I'm watching Cyno a genshin character but instead of his headdress, he has white jackal ears on his head instead. Everything else about his outfit in game stays. he's just watching through a window as a argument go down between some students in another room. Three or four students are challenging one other student to a dule of some sort. the other student and his friends are like nah were good and leave.
Cyno ducks down and hears a voice as he gets transported into a galaxy looking mind scape, with floating clear cubes in the air. He meets an Umbreon that unlocks some type of power as they just have a run around the place (PARKOUR!). And the song Savages by marina and the diamonds is playing in the background. This is important.
Cyno is back in the real world and now is running off of a new untapped magic. So he goes a bit crazy and decides to fight the four students who challenged the others. He gets a flag that's called the receiver and leaves it in front of only two of the kids as the other two left. The two students are like "wtf how did this get here". (Another thing is that this flag is burnt)
We now see were the other two went as it seems as there in a practice Colosseum (sort of). Everyone in the area are just doing there own thing (like if you've seen movies that have a collage setting or highschool setting you know). So one of the two students I'm now dubbing pink girl is practicing and she's about to do like a big move or something but she stops. Everyone is confused now and turn to look at her to see parts of her caught in dark purple stuff. Everyone starts freaking out because no one could have done that without being seen so wtf. One person is observing the situation and can see what is going on though. Turns out Cyno is the one who did it and because he's on a power high he doesn't have control of himself.
Now cut to me watching this shit on a TV like it's an anime and the episode is coming to a end and CYNO JUST GOES "we're just savages" AND FUCKING SNARLS AT THE SCREEN AND IT CUTS OUT. (Call back to the Savages song from earlier). I'm just sitting there with my cousin and brother in the room and I'm freaking out over that scene. While my cousin and brother are like calling me cringe and stuff. And then I woke up and flipped out over how I'm never going to have this content exist outside of my unconscious mind.
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Jujutsu Kaisen movie
- wtf is slugging
- huh
- wth just happened
- DID HE JUST KILL THEM
- oh it’s the yuji room
- gojo 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
- mf thinks he’s L
- i saw a vid abt how jjk rlly drives home the fact that these r teenagers and how dark it ie that they’re fighting
- his uniform is white
- that’s interesting
- he gen looks like a 15 year old
- there’s only 3 students at jujutsu high.. damn
- BRO THEY IMMEDIATELY ATTACKED HIM
- GIRLIE GOT ENGAGED TO A CHILD
- OH MY GOD
- SHES DEAD
- WTH
- omg wth
- “i have a feeling this teachers the problem, not the students”
- maki is so emo 💀
- tsundere to the max
- he’s just leaving them to die
- SPECIAL GRADE????
- they got eaten 😭😭😭😭😭😭
- the kids r dying :((((
- she’s also been affected oh no :((((
- :((((
- he doesn’t want anyone to get hurt anymore :(((((((((
- girl ur selling him into a life of misery
- HE PUT ON THE RING
- HOMY SHIT
- RIKA?????
- jesus christ that alone is trauma
- nah wtf gojo cannot be left alone w children anymore like he’s the least responsible person out there.
- not the happy little kids scene 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
- wait did she get hit by the car on the same day as she gave the ring????
- “then we’ll be together forever” damn
- no curse more twisted than love
- feeling that.
- OH HE LEFT HIS ID
- oh he’s right why did she turn into a mega curse
- WHY DO THEY WANNA KILL YUTA TOO
- “no one’s allowed to take youth away from young people” except gege apparently
- katana :3
- PANDA: “do u like big boobs or small boobs”
- BROOOOOOOOOO
- not panda starting a romance situation
- tbf yuta’s curse would never let him date anyone tho
- yuta is joining inumaki on a curse thingy :)))
- “if u let her out again u and i both will be killed” BRO?
- ijichi 🥰
- ooooohhh curse fish group
- inumaki 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
- oh
- there’s another curse oh no oh no
- ITS A FUCKING HIGHER LEVEL
- i knew geto was gonna be here
- OH IT I S GETO
- he looks rlly evil here damn
- still hot
- bruhhhhh
- he’s a cult leader.
- oh he’s a fascist.
- jesus
- they’re gonna go for jjh
- OH
- the girlies are here 🥰🥰🥰🥰
- HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA geto’s so dramatic 😭😭😭😭
- he’s so unserious
- i had to relisten to it in the dub but geto’s VA in the dub sounds awful oh my god
- OH NOT THE EXES
- HAHAHAHAH YUTA IS SO SHOUNEN “🥺 i can’t listen to anyone insult my friends”
- omg nanami looks so young here?
- “GOD DAMN”
- a mf war
- damnnnnnnnn
- OH WE CUTTING STRAIGHT TO IT
- OH HE WANTS TO KILL YUTA AND FHEN ABSORB YUTA
- oh
- it’s just yuta and maki together at jjh
- AHHHHH SHE BLUSHED
- he left a veil
- but now it’s just yuta and maki here oh god
- ugh gojo is so hot
- MAKI IS ON THE GROUND
- geto is so hot
- holy shit inumaki got him GOOD
- WHAT THE F U C K
- HOLY SHIT
- RIKA IS OUTTTTT
- SINCE WHEN CAN HE HEAL
- man she (rika) is so me
- holy fuckinh shit.
- yuta is a BEAST
- oh it’s the guy who died in s2
- he also died in s2 i think
- not the girlies. they hung 3 men
- gojo snapped
- OH
- ITS THE WEAPON FROM s2
- YITA IS A B E A S T
- this fuckinh fight is AWESOME
- best fight i’ve seen in a while
- HOLY SHIT
- HE BLACK FLASHED
- I THINK
- HOLY SHIT.
- GETO IS CRACKED
- nanami so sexiiii
- MIWA???????
- MECHAMARU SAVED HER
- what cuties
- oh my god what a weird looking curse
- yesss we back to yuta vs geto
- HE SAID HE LOVED HER TO RIKA
- OH MY GOD
- “aishteru yo”
- my heart can’t take this what the hell
- i’m gonna cry like actually
- am actually crying
- HE KISSED HER?
- “you womanizer”
- “that’s rude. it’s pure love”
- I CANTTTTTT
- holy fuckinh shit
- geto lost his arm.
- not gojo looking all pretty
- he’s actually so gorgeous
- he fr looks like a shoujo prince
- WHAT DID GOJO SAYYYYYYYY
- not me crying
- couldn’t even write my reaction to the end bc i was just so invested and also crying.
- holy fuckinh shit man.
- that was So Good.
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New Girl ; Rafe Cameron
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Pairing: Rafe Cameron x reader
Summary: Just as Rafe thought his life couldn’t get any worse, a new girl moved into town.
Warnings: Straight smut! Mentions of trauma, extreme love-hate relationship, fluff
A/N: thank you so much for 600+ followers wtf ily <33
p.s; you know the drill. . . send requests!
One thing that Rafe was sure of; he was no tour guide, or anything of the sort.
Sure, he got himself into trouble; vandalising the principal’s office and destroying school’s properties, but that was it. He didn’t try to include the part where he goes to parties to get high and wake up the next evening with a painful headache, that was more to his personal life and he believed no one in the education system could have the advantage to be mad at him for it.
“I simply just won’t do it,” Rafe shrugged, sighing against the chair. “Look, why don’t you ask Topper to help this new kid? He’s good in class.”
“You answered yourself, Mr. Cameron,” the counsellor sighed, placing a file on top of the table lightly. “He’s good at school work, and you’re not. That’s why we’re going with you.”
So that was the core reason as to why Rafe was waiting impatiently for the arrival of the new student, whom he didn’t even care about to know the gender. All he wanted was to sit at the back of the school and light some joints.
“Mr. Cameron, this is Ms. (Y/L/N).”
Rafe took a look at her. He bit the insides of his cheeks, thinking how she didn’t even make an effort to dress properly for her first day in a new schoolz
An oversized tee and denim shorts. Really?
“Hi,” she smiled, extending her hands. “I’m (Y/N).”
“Rafe,” was all he said, before handing her her timetable for the semester.
She scanned the paper, nodding slightly and pointed at a word. When she realised how Rafe wasn’t listening, she cleared her throat.
“What?”
“I got Biology with Mr Garcia. Where’s Room 3?”
Rafe scooted closer next to her, and the smell of strawberry cheesecake wafted into his nostrils. He took a step back, seething.
Who would even wear a cakey perfume?
“Uh, that’s like, at the end of the hall?” He answered, but it was more like a question. He looked at the direction he was noting, and nodded again. “Definitely the one at the end of the hall.”
“You really don’t care, do you?” She asked, crossing her arms. “Where’s my locker?”
Rafe took another look at her timetable, searching for her locker number.
372.
He turned to look at his own locker, finding the number, and letting out an ‘oh’. “Yours just 4 lockers away from mine.”
“Thanks.” She muttered, and Rafe sighed before fixing the left side of his bag strap dangling from his left shoulder. “Is that it? Can I go?”
“Not so fast, Rafe,” the counsellor sighed, stopping him by his chest. “You’re supposed to stay with her for the week. Help her get around. And you’re supposed to show her around the school compound now.”
Rafe looked up to the counsellor with a pained expression and then back to (Y/N), his chest heavy. “Fine. Let’s go. What do you call yourself again?”
Right before lunch, Rafe stayed over in his class for a few minutes before going out to the hall. He didn’t want to see the new girl, and he didn’t feel like being her assistant anymore.
But the world wasn’t that fair.
(Y/N) grinned, walking towards him. “Can you show me the cafeteria?”
“How do you even know my class?” He muttered, keeping a distance between them. The last thing he ever wanted was to let the news of him being with the new girls circulating around the school, or worse, the whole island.
“My class is directly in front of yours. We parted just now.”
Of course she would remember that.
. . .
A week went by quickly, and before Rafe would know it, he didn’t see (Y/N) anymore, and he was content with it.
Until her family decided to become neighbours with his.
“What do you mean the (Y/L/N) bought the house next to us?” He groaned, watching as Rose and Ward prepared to greet themselves to the new family.
The last thing he wanted was to show her around the fucking island like he was some kind of a hotel worker.
She was in a yellow sundress, and Rafe couldn’t help but notice the way her (H/C) glowed under the sunlight. She looked similar to her mother, both bringing pastries as a way to introduce themselves.
“Hi, we just moved next door,” Mrs (Y/L/N) said, showing the Camerons her pearly white teeth. Rafe wondered if she ever got them done, because it’s not possible for a human to have such white assets.
“Hi, welcome to Obx,” Ward gushed, accepting the pastries happily. “Rafe, take the other cake.”
(Y/N) looked up at the sound of his name, and to Rafe’s amusement, began gritting her teeth. He took the cake with a smirk, happy that he got her all worked up.
He would definitely have the best time of his life taunting the shit out of this girl.
. . .
“Hey, wanna ride a boat?”
“Topper, leave her alone,” Rafe sighed, fixing his cap so it was facing backwards. “She’s not interested.”
(Y/N) perked up at this invitation, never actually riding a boat alone if it wasn’t during a holiday since she was originally from the city. She walked towards her neighbour’s deck, her skin illuminating the golden sunrays.
“Sure.”
Rafe mentally groaned, having to deal with the girl now, but he wasn’t sure if he was angry or jealous. It wasn’t him to be jealous easily, but after a week of becoming her tour guide, he guessed he deserves some kind of a credit from her. Topper didn’t do anything, but she was gladly accepting his invitation.
Their usual stroll along the stream of the island was not like usual, since the air was now filled with the annoying chatter between (Y/N) and Topper. Rafe could never relate with them, only wanting to relax his mind and sleep it off.
“So you’re a city girl? That’s great!”
“Sure Tops,” Rafe wondered, smiling delightly. Anything to get into a girl’s pants. . .
“You know what, (Y/N)?” He called from the place he was resting, and he waited a few seconds before continuing his speech. “If you’re looking for a boyfriend, Topper’s not the guy. He hasn’t moved on from his ex-girlfriend.”
Sure, he would get a lot of shit from Topper for saying that, but he was done with the pointless flirting between them.
“What about you?”
Rafe opened his eyes, watching her from behind his sunglasses. He shifted his position, “What about me?”
“Have you moved on from your ex-girlfriend?”
Has he moved on from Kie? He wasn’t entirely sure. Their relationship was brief, but she was all Rafe had. When she decided to go all full-pogue, he knew there was nothing left of them.
“I don’t date.”
“I can see why,” she said, and Rafe swore he heard some kind of mirth behind her tone.
“Have you?”
“Moved on from an ex?”
Rafe nodded, opening his eyes slightly.
“I guess.”
“Good for him.”
“Excuse me?” She gasped, pushing him lightly. “You’re an asshole.”
She leaned closer onto him, and for a second Rafe thought about letting her in his bubble, but he quickly shoved her away. “Watch it.”
“I’m just trying to tell you about that fucking fly on your face.”
“Yeah? Liar.”
(Y/N) huffed, stomping back to Topper, and Rafe laughed silently.
1-0.
. . .
Fuck.
If he would’ve known about the police raid in Topper’s party, he wouldn’t have come to his house at all. But here he was; all pushed up against the metal chair of the police station, his hair messy and his eyes bloodshot.
“We’re taking a urine test, son,” Shoupe said, sighing. “There’s always something wrong with you.”
Rafe thought about (Y/N) suddenly, and how she was probably back home and watching some kind of a rom-com. That’s totally her; all cuddled up with a pink teddy bear probably named ‘Bear-bear’, constantly wiping the tears off her face over the sad breakup scene of a movie.
Rafe was forced to strip out of his shirt and jeans before entering the small cubicle, and having to go through this same procedure for quite a few times now, he didn’t mind giving a show to the workers.
He quickly zipped his jeans bag, handing a female worker a cup filled to the end with his urine. He yawned, already knowing the results, so there was no use being nervous about it.
He was picked up by an angry Ward an hour later. He groaned, getting in the car to prepare himself for the same lecture about his future and how he shouldn’t jeopardise it, but he was shocked when Ward didn’t utter a word at all.
It was very uncomfortable, but he guessed he was just tired.
“Good morning.”
Rafe rubbed his eyes against the bright sunlight, feeling the pain from his head slowly soaring throughout his body. He squinted his eyes at the figure in front of him again, trying to blink the blurriness away.
“What the fuck?”
“Your mom told me to call for you,” (Y/N) said, looking away from him. Rafe looked down to his body, seeing his shirtless self, and laughed.
Of fucking course she would be uncomfortable with him being shirtless.
“She’s not my mom,” he grunted, removing the covers off of him and checking his phone for the time.
12.43p.m.
“Fuck,” he muttered, and his eyes turned to her again. “What are you doing here again? Leave.”
“Waiting for you.”
“I’ll be downstairs in a few seconds,” he muttered. He didn’t need her to be some kind of maid for him.
(Y/N) muttered some curse word, hoping that riled him up, but she would be stupid if she thought a random curse word would make him Rafe Cameron angry.
It would take a lot more to raise an expression from Rafe Cameron, and a curse word definitely wouldn’t.
. . .
“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.”
His boat was not working, but he had just filled her up the night before. This was the newest model too, and he couldn’t afford asking Ward to fix his boat again. Not when he was caught with being on drugs from his urine test last week, and the only reason he got out of the trouble was because of Ward again.
“Is it not working, Rafey?”
Rafe looked up to the sound. (Y/N) was watching him with a sly grin, shielding her eyes with her hands from the sun like she was some goddamn queen that would melt from the heat.
“What did you do to my boat?” He groaned, trying to turn the ignition again.
“What did I do? Come on, why do you always think so bad of me? That’s kinda ru—”
Before she could continue her taunt, Rafe climbed the deck, inching closer towards her and smeling that goddamn cake smell again.
Hell, he’ll buy her a new perfume to stop breathing in that fucking smell.
“That’s kinda what?” He whispered. He was so close to her now, and he could hear her breath hitching. He smirked, his heart soaring.
“You’re kinda dumb for a kook, Rafe,” she sighed. She dangled a familiar key in front of him, and when Rafe took a closer look, he noticed it was the key to his boat.
She threw the key into the water and Rafe watched it plopped, moving straight towards the deep end. His eyes flared at her again, his chest heaving.
“Hope you have a spare key.”
1-1.
. . .
That should be good, he guessed, for being in a tie with (Y/N). But he doesn’t like someone being in the same league as him, so it must be 2-1.
And the 2 from him.
But that was for another day, because Kiara Carrera was in front of him. He fixed his cap so it was facing backwards again, and then putting his hands into his pockets for good measure.
“Hey,” he greeted her. She smiled at him grimly before looking back at the menu, clearly uninterested. “How’re you?”
“I’m. . . great,” she breathed. “Why?”
“Just asking,” he shrugged, “Do you wanna go out for some drinks sometimes? Like the old times?”
Rafe curled his toes, waiting nervously.
“Um, I have to check with my parents first,” she replied. “But, Rafe, you know, it’s been. . . a year.”
“Of course,” he laughed, trying to hide the sudden emotion inside him. “I meant hanging out as a friend.”
“Of course!” She suddenly exclaimed, “If you would bring (Y/N) with us.”
“Oh, I don’t-”
“You don’t?”
“I- fine. I’ll bring her with me. Is tomorrow okay?” He sighed, already foreseeing the future.
And it’s full of shit.
“Tomorrow.”
. . .
“Wow, I am not going to third wheel you and someone, Rafe,” (Y/N) laughed, resting her back against her chair.
“Please,” Rafe begged, sighing. He didn’t know how much begging he could do anymore, not when he had so many things to do. He took a deep breath again, “I’ll do anything for you back.”
“Including hooking me up with JJ?”
“Yes- no. No. What the fuck? Where did you even know this guy?” He expressed, his eyebrows furrowing. He was not going to let her a pull a Kie, though they weren’t dating.
“He helps mower the lawn.”
Of course. JJ Maybank would never pass the chance to get some money while checking out girls.
“I’m not helping you to get together with JJ,” he sighed. “Can we go for a better option? Like Landon? He’s rich.”
“I’m richer,” she yawned. “Okay. Fine. Topper.”
“No,” he shook his head. “Not going to happen.”
If she ever thought about him allowing her to date his best friend, she has to be a lot smarter than that.
He didn’t know why he wouldn’t allow it. Maybe he was scared of Topper hurting her.
Or maybe he just couldn’t imagine her with someone else.
“Then we have no deal,” she replied simply, gazing at her newly painted nails. She gazed at Rafe who seemed to be thinking hard from the top of her sunglasses.
He groaned. “Fine. I’ll help you with Topper. But I’m warning you; he. Has. Not. Moved. On.”
“Oh, he will.”
. . .
Kie was all up on Rafe.
He didn’t know what had gotten into her, because she was never this. . . strong-willed.
Kie had her hands placed against Rafe’s chest, kissing him tenderly and sometimes running her fingers through his hair.
Rafe sucked in a breath, watching as she part. Her mouth formed into a grin, and Rafe couldn’t help but grin back.
“Wanna do it?”
Did he? Of course he wanted to “do it”. He had been wanting to do so since forever. He would be crazy to say no to that invitation, and he was definitely sane.
He looked at (Y/N), who was awkwardly perched up on the sofa, tucking her legs under her and watching some kind of a movie on her phone. Her eyes looked up to Rafe, and she quickly looked away.
“In one of the rooms?”
Kie seemed to look around the boat for a while, like he was looking for someone, but there were only two of them. And (Y/N).
“Fine,” she huffed, and pulled him towards one of the rooms by his wrist.
Kie pushed him onto the bed, and Rafe wondered how she got this side of her. Throughout their 6 months of dating, she never showed him this, so this was a bit of a shock to him.
“Hey, hey,” Rafe gripped her wrists, holding her still. “We don’t have to rush.”
“I want to,” she said, and leaned closer. “I thought you wanted this?”
They began making out, his hand slipping down her back to grab her ass, only to be met with her vibrating phone in her back pocket.
“I’ll get it,” he mumbled against the kiss, and pulled her phone out.
A picture of JJ Maybank’s smiling face right next to Kie greeted him, and his name was perched on top of the screen, signalling his call.
Of course. She never wanted to fuck him. It was always to make someone jealous. That explained the gritted teeth Kie would make when he mentioned JJ earlier.
He sighed, pushing her away so she ended up by his side. “I gotta go.”
“Huh?” Kie sat up straight, looking from Rafe to her phone. She saw the caller, cleared her throat, and held up a finger to tell him to wait.
He should’ve known.
. . .
Rafe never liked the annual Obx’s drive-in movie theatre, because he really didn’t get the hype of watching a mainstream movie that he had watched with Wheezie a lot of times before in his car.
This year, it was way worse; they decided to have some kind of a horror themed drive-in movie theatre, and the best part of all; (Y/N) was going with Topper.
Rafe groaned for the thousandth time at the rapping of a clown against his car window. He gave the clown his middle finger, telling him ‘watch it, you’re scratching my car’, and moving his attention back to the screen.
Annabelle had disappeared from the room the two nurses had placed her in, and the volume quietened before booming again when the doll had appeared in the living room, perching on top of the sofa.
He rolled his eyes, and took a look at (Y/N) and his best friend laying in the back part of his jeep from the rearview window.
They were cuddling.
“Fuck off,” he grunted, throwing his hands into the air. A human-sized Annabelle pulled on the shotgun’s door now, and Rafe gave the actor another middle finger before yelling a ‘fuck you’.
“This is ridiculous,” he said to no one in particular. He stepped out of the vehicle, knowing damn well he would be the target of the ghosts now, but he couldn’t care less. All he wanted was to step away from all of this and maybe refill his soda.
He made his way to the back of the lot, getting his money out beforehand. Some type of a wannabe Michael Myers came up, to which he quickly put a hand up to stop him.
“Don’t. I’m not in the mood.”
Michael Myers seemed to get him, because he left to scare someone else.
“Refill,” he sighed, giving the worker his cup. “Coke.”
“You mean like literal coke?”
Rafe looked behind him, surprised to see a red-faced (Y/N) holding a popcorn bucket. He licked his teeth. “Why? Have you tried it before?”
(Y/N) went up beside him, muttering about putting more caramel in her popcorn to the worker before looking at him. “You seem mad.”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
“That’s because you’re all up in my business,” he scoffed. He turned to look at his coke, but the worker was still filling the cup up.
Good. Did the machine break or something?
“Where’s the girlfriend?” She asked. She was clearly amused by his sudden tightness, but he quickly softened, as to not rile her up.
“Where’s the fuckbud- I mean boyfriend? Sorry. It just slipped.”
(Y/N) nodded, her mouth forming into a grin. “If you’re jealous, you can just say that.”
“Wait, wait, of what, exactly?”
She shrugged.
“Yeah, exactly. No. For all I care, you guys can get married and move to fucking Antartica and have mini (Y/N)s and Christophers running around.”
The worker placed the newly refilled coke and caramelised popcorn on the counter, and Rafe wondered why she would receive her food at the same time as his when had come here first.
He rolled his eyes, grabbing the drink and walking back towards the car.
(Y/N) jogged to catch up with him, her popcorn bouncing against her chest. “You’re rude, do you know that?”
“Jesus Christ, we’re still on this?” He mumbled. He was still walking, but he wanted her to catch up so he slowed down. He guessed it would be the perfect ending to his night to taunt her until she’s all worked up.
“I just can’t think of a reason why you’re acting so fucking rude to me.”
“Yeah? Think again.” Rafe sipped on his coke, feeling the carbonated drink sloshing down his throat. He felt content, but he wasn’t sure if it was from the coke or from the girl beside him.
“This is—”
A nurse with a bloody front suddenly appeared before them, using some kind of a spray to maximise the size of the fire from a lighter. (Y/N) screamed, turning away from the heat, and Rafe quickly caught her before she could end up on the floor.
“Fuck, fucking move,” he yelled to the nurse, who seemed to be satisfied with her work. Rafe turned to (Y/N), trying to check on her state.
“Yo, yo, you good? Why are you shaking?”
She was trembling really hard against him. She had her arms around Rafe’s neck, her popcorn splattered on the ground. She jolted when a scream came from the speaker.
“Come on, let’s get you to the car,” he mumbled, helping her walk. She kept her face hidden in the crook of his neck, and Rafe had to try his best to balance both of the girl and the Coke in his hands back to the vehicle.
Topper was no longer in the back seat, perhaps looking for Sarah (Rafe wasn’t a bit surprised at this). He was glad his best friend wasn’t there, because the last thinf he needed was two people freaking out on him.
“Okay, chill, I got you,” Rafe grunted, placing the Coke in the cup holder before seating the girl beside the driver’s seat. He sighed before climbing into the driver’s seat and locked the door in case some kind of a crazy maniac tried to freak her out again.
“What’s wrong?”
She didn’t answer, not that Rafe expected her to. She looked like she was reminded by some kind of memory, but Rafe didn’t want to dwell so much on it.
If he could, he would reverse his car out of this lot back to their homes, but he was one of the first cars to arrive at the drive-in theatre, so it was impossible to get out.
He sighed, placing his hands against his lap. “You can tell me, you know.”
She finally looked up to him, and Rafe’s breath hitched from the sight of her red eyes. He softened.
Whatever it was with that fire, it had triggered some kind of a memory in her.
He placed a hand against her lap, but not moving so; just a splat of his hand against her soft skin. He had meant for that as comfort, but he realised how creepy the situation was. He pulled away, clearing his throat.
So they stayed until the end of the movie, just the two of them, and Rafe was sure she wasn’t even watching the remaining parts of the movie. He pretended to watch, but he was really just staring at her the whole time.
Will she ever let her hair down like this again? Because he liked it.
When the movie ended and the cars were starting to move, Rafe slowly reversed the car so as to not shake her awake. But she was a light sleeper, and she woke up as soon as he hit the brakes.
She rubbed her eyes, “Where are we going?”
“Home,” he answered. “You’re okay?”
She didn’t answer, and Rafe knew she wasn’t.
. . .
Two weeks after the incident, they never spoke of it again.
Rafe tried to get an answer out, but to no avail. He didn’t get why he was trying his best to help her, because he, too, needed help.
“Nah. I won’t invite her. If you want (Y/N) to come, then you’ll have to invite her yourself.”
Wheezie’s shoulders slumped, “But you’re close to her!”
“I’m not, and she hates my guts,” Rafe replied honestly. Because that was the truth, right? She didn’t even want to tell him about why she was so scared of fire.
“Invite me to what?”
“(Y/N)!” Wheezie ran to hug her, to which (Y/N) laughed before patting her on the crown of her head. “Tell her, Rafe!”
Is she fucking serious?
“Tell me what?” (Y/N) looked up to Rafe strangely.
“Wheezie wants to have a movie night, and she wants you to watch with us.” Rafe sighed, hating how he couldn’t just ignore Wheezie. She was definitely Rafe’s favourite, being so close to her brother ever since she was born.
“Oh, is that true?” She smiled, looking at Wheezie. “Should I come and wear my best pajamas?”
“You’re not sleeping over, your house is literally 5 minutes away. 2 if you run.” Rafe rolled his eyes. He went up to the counter to pick up a sandwich before biting into it, tasting the creamy eggs and ham. He licked his lips.
“She can sleep with Sarah, right, (Y/N)?”
“If she wants me too. . .”
Rafe rolled his eyes again, “Sarah won’t be with us for tonight’s movie night. She’s starting to hang out with the pogues.”
“Why are you so against the pogues?” (Y/N) asked, when Wheezie left to write a reminder of tonight’s event in her diary.
“Why can’t you just shut your mouth?” He sighed. “It’s all bla bla bla bla. Can’t you see you’ll be happier without having to open your mouth every few seconds?”
(Y/N) bit her lips, and for a second, Rafe had to look away from the look she was giving him.
Shit. Why was he even looking away?
She turned to go away, but was halted by Rafe’s fingers around her wrist. She groaned, turning her attention back to him. “What?”
“You still haven’t told me about the night of the drive-in theatre.”
“Good,” was all she said, before she went back by the sliding door to her home.
. . .
“Rafe would be mad if he saw me watching this.”
“It’s rom-com! And it’s totally PG-13. Trust me on this, okay? Anne Hathaway, yeah, that girl, yes, she’s going to get prettier throughout the movie.” (Y/N) smiled, popping popcorn into her mouth.
Wheezie sighed, placing her head against (Y/N)’s shoulders and yawned. “Like what? Princess Diaries?”
“Yes, but this is The Devil Wears Prada. You’ll love it!”
A beam of light filled the mini movie theatre of The Camerons, signalling the late arrival of Rafe Cameron. He brought two chocolate bars, a Coke (again) and some chicken nuggets.
“Move,” he said, motioning to Wheezie.
“There are more seats around here!” Wheezie hissed, crossing her arms. “I’m not leaving (Y/N).”
“You’re not leaving her, silly, you’re just scooting more to the right.”
“What’s in it for me?” She raised a brow.
“Nuggets?”
She scooted to the side, giving more space for Rafe to place himself beside an annoyed (Y/N).
Out of all 7 medium-sized sofas in the theatre, he decided to pick the one the two girls were sitting on.
Rafe handed Wheezie the plate full of chicken nuggets, looking at (Y/N) before watching the screen. He groaned, “What’s this? Trash?”
“A masterpiece, so shut up,” (Y/N) replied. Rafe huffed, amused, and unwrapped the chocolate bar.
“Want some?”
“No.”
“Come on,” he cooed, placing the chocolate before her eyes. She grunted, pushing his hands away.
Rafe took that as his final warning. He didn’t want to annoy her even more, knowing that she will probably not talk to him anymore. He decided to wait until half an hour later, just to taunt her again.
“I’m going to get more popcorn,” Wheezie suddenly said after an hour into the movie. She excused herself to the kitchen, leaving the two of them alone.
(Y/N) sighed. Great, just like how she wanted.
“What do you want from me?” Anne Hathaway’s voice blared from the speaker, and Rafe looked at (Y/N).
“What do you want from me?” He asked, repeating the dialogue. (Y/N) watched him from the corners of her eyes, not getting any delight from this.
“For you to shut up.”
“Really? That’s boring,” he sighed. “Do you want to know what I want from you?”
“Sure.”
“I’m thinking of a few things. Maybe you, on my lap.”
(Y/N)’s breath hitched, but she tried her best not to look disturb. She shifted in her seating position.
Rafe leaned closer, feeling her heat. “Your turn.”
You know what? Fuck it.
(Y/N) turned to look at him fully in his face, leaning even closer that a part of her was practically on top of him. “Do you know what I think of you, Rafe?”
His eyes dropped to her lips, and he swore his heartbeat quit beating.
“I think about you, Rafe,” she whispered. “All pressed up against me in my bed, whim-”
“More popcorn!”
(Y/N) returned to her previous position, bewildered. She fixed her hair, and her eyes were back to the screen.
If Wheezie were to hang out with a pogue right now, Rafe wouldn’t give a fuck.
“Well, the ending’s shitty,” Rafe exclaimed, clapping his hands. He watched as the end credits rolled, and took a look at Wheezie.
He nudged her, sighing. “Wake up, Wheeze. Go to your room.”
She groaned, searching for her fallen glasses. Rafe helped her to put them on, and gave her another poke.
“I want to watch the movie.”
“The movie’s finished. It’s time to sleep. Go.”
Wheezie groaned, muttering how it’s not fair that her brother could stay up with (Y/N) to watch more movies, but she guessed she was too tired for another round of movie anyways.
“What’s the next pick?”
“Horror.”
“Nah.”
“Why?”
“‘Cause you’re going to freak out on me again.”
“I won’t,” she assured him. “Let’s go with Hereditary.”
Rafe’s fingers and (Y/N)’s were almost touching. He was still bothered by her comment before Wheezie came barging in, and he was still desperate to hear her reply.
“(Y/N)?”
“Hm?”
“What were you trying to say?”
(Y/N) stopped watching, and looked at him. “What?”
“About you thinking of me.”
She blushed. “Nah.”
“Come on,” he nudged. When she didn’t move, he tried placing his hand against her thigh.
(Y/N) stood up suddenly, and for a second, Rafe thought he had fucked up. He watched as she went to the door, locked it, and went back to their place.
“You locked the door.”
“Yeah.”
Rafe licked his lips, smirking slightly. “Ah, I see the game you’re playing.”
“What game?” She raised a brow, only turning to the screen when a scream blared from the speaker.
“Hey, look at me.” Rafe tugged on her chin, forcing her to look at him, and his eyes actually looked into hers. He noticed the (E/C) colour of her eyes now, and he swore he had never looked at something more appealing. “Tell me.”
She stayed quiet, not moving a muscle.
Rafe sighed, getting impatient. He leaned closer now, this time his lips merely an inch away from her cheeks. He could feel the heat radiating from her.
“Tell me, baby.”
“You getting all close to me isn’t helping, Cameron,” she sighed, laying her head against the sofa.
“Still playing hard to get?”
“I’m not playing anything.”
Rafe slowly placed a kiss against her temple before trailing down to her cheeks. She sucked in a breath, and Rafe smiled.
“Still playing?”
She nodded.
Rafe’s lips touched hers by a bit, and she let out a moan she had been trying her very best to contain. Rafe chuckled, pulling away.
“Still playing?”
“Shut up.”
“That’s a yes? Or a no?”
“That’s a fuck you.”
“Oh,” Rafe smiled. “Thought you never asked.”
His kiss was gentle. So soft, and (Y/N) had never felt something like that before. The kiss deepened when she let out a soft moan, riling Rafe even more.
He pulled her up onto his chest, letting her hands rest against his chest before pulling her away. Her lips were red, and there was a string of their saliva hanging from both of their lips.
“What do you want, (Y/N)?”
“You.”
“Huh?”
“You.”
He smiled, tugging on her shirt. “Off.”
She wasted no time to remove her shirt, exposing her new black bra she ordered online a few days before. Rafe sat back, his eyes dark.
“Jesus Christ.”
He kissed her neck, trailing down to her collar bones before stopping directly on her chest. His fingers fiddled with the bra clip, being so used with this already, and removed the piece of clothing with ease.
(Y/N) instinctively covered her chest, her chest heaving.
Rafe looked up to her, his eyes softening. “What’s wrong?”
“Am not comfortable.”
“Oh, that’s alright, we don’t have to do—”
“No, Rafe, I want this. I just don’t think I’m perfect enough for you.”
Rafe let out a breath, placing a soft kiss against her stomach. She closed her eyes, throwing her head back. He guided her hands away, exposing her perky breast to the entire theatre to see.
Rafe was glad he was the only guy present.
“Fuck, you’re beautiful.”
“Shut up.”
He looked up into her eyes, wetting his lips. “I’ll do anything to fuck you right now.”
(Y/N) grinded against him, causing a groan to escape from his throat. He held her waist in place, not wanting to trigger his release.
“Do it,” she whispered.
The movie became a background noise as he fumbled with her shorts, grunting when he couldn’t figure out the knot.
He positioned himself before her, and looked up into her eyes again. Her chest was heaving, and she looked nervous.
“You’re okay?”
“I’m a virgin.”
Oh fuck.
Why would she even say that? He couldn’t even contain himself anymore.
He pushed himself into her, letting her get used to the feeling. He waited for her nod, signaling that she was okay and hadn’t changed her mind, and thrusted into her again.
His hands stayed around her waist to guide her, watching as her mouth slightly parted as he deepened inside her. She bit her lips, her nails clawing onto his shoulders.
“Oh my god.”
“Fuck,” he groaned, feeling his own forehead clammy. He didn’t notice her hands that had left his shoulder. She cupped his face, placing wet kisses against his cheeks.
“You’re so good for me, baby,” he whimpered, allowing her hands to guide his. She placed them around her breast as she rode him, and Rafe had never felt better.
If he has to taunt and annoy her more to get into this level again, he’ll do it again. Without any hesitation.
“I’m so close, baby, fuck,” he groaned. He gave her another longing kiss, looking down to where their bodies connect, and moaned loudly.
Just before he reached his end, he pulled her away, not wanting to plant himself into her. (Y/N) tried to wrap her fingers around his penis to which Rafe jerked at for being so sensitive. He pulled her hands away, his chest heaving.
“Don’t,” he grunted. His load shot out of his member, wetting the sofa underneath them, and Rafe quickly slapped his shaft against her core to get her to reach her end.
“Rafe, I-”
“Let it,” he whispered, watching as she tilted her head back, exposing her neck. “Let go, baby.”
She trembled slightly, finally reaching her high, and collapsed on top of the heaving boy. Rafe stroked her hair, pulling her into a lying position, and planted another soft kiss against the back of her head.
“The movie’s still on.”
“Watch the next part, it’s amazing,” Rafe whispered, still holding her close. They were both naked, still coming down from their highs, but Rafe had never felt better.
(Y/N) turned to look at him. “You’re still an asshole.”
He placed a soft kiss against her lips. “Your asshole.”
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Been seeing you getting hate mail and while I absolutely can't understand why anyone would go to all the trouble to make some one else feel bad... I also kinda really love the discourse on Scott? Like YOUR RANTS oh man. On point. Always. Tbh I tried giving Scott a chance... He is the main char after all... But I was like??? Wtf? That dude does nothing but refute others and does whatever he wants. And this was when I didn't particularly like Stiles either (first time watching Teen Wolf). But then I got to know more of him and like Tony he went asshole to lovable asshole—seriously, Stiles might not be the ‘nicest’ but he tries and his heart is in good place—while Scott is just... self-righteous. Someone pointed out that he sees people as possessions and that irks me too that I can actually see it being true. The dude has literally nothing going on except for being the one that gets bitten. And the Romeo-and-Juliet-esque romance he has.
Okay, okay, where was I going with this?? Right. LOVE YOUR RANTS. People need to understand that Scott not being liked isn't because of his race or anything trivial like it—he just happens to be—but because of his actions. Or inactions, as it were. *remembers the pool scene and Scott saying he's busy and resists the urge to chuck a shoe at him*
Basically, love you, love your work, and love your words! ❤️
I've talked with some friends about it, and our number one issue sort of...boiled down to the hypocrisy of the show? I....sort of rant a lot here, and I would add a Read More, but I can't find the option anymore?? I fucking hate Tumblr. EDIT: I found a post that told me how to do it!
So, since he's the character I focus on the most, let's talk about Stiles' morality. Because, you're right. Stiles is an asshole. He does some fucking awful shit in the first season, and even if he had a Reason to do it, it was still bad. And I still don't like it. But I understand it.
Stiles' lack of shits about what is 'lawful' is literally established in the first ten seconds of the show. He's a sheriff's son who sneaks onto people's roofs in the middle of the night bc they aren't answering his calls, who listens in on his dad's work conversations and is willing to fuck up a crime scene because he's so excited about getting to see a dead body. He doesn't care about laws. He doesn't even care about most basic manners (invasion of privacy much, with having Scott sniff Lydia to see if she liked him?). He's a dickhead, even to the people he cares about sometimes. But personality and morality aren't the same. Stiles' entire actual morality system is based around whatever he needs to do to keep the people he loves safe and happy. Lying to his dad so he doesn't get murdered by hunters? Totally fine. Telling Scott that it was "Jackson's own fault" that Scott attacked him with superstrength and dislocated his shoulder, so Scott doesn't feel like an asshole? That's just best friend duties! He will lie, steal, cheat, and he will kill to keep his loved ones safe (let's not forget this boy threw molotovs at Peter, knowing damn well what they would do to him). We can headcanon all we want about all the different people who are in this group of loved ones, but the list is canonically very short: Scott, his dad, and Lydia. Later on, like, past s3B? It includes Derek. Canonically. Stiles puts his life and the lives of others he cares about on the line while he lies to the matriarch of the Calavera hunter clan, to save Derek Hale. Derek is just canonically a part of that group now, and he fucking knows it bc Stiles is his anchor (that's canon too bb). End of Story, Sterek or no Sterek. It's why we get that insane number of lookbacks when Derek is dying before his evolution. Because Stiles is being forced to choose between two people who are BOTH in his ride-or-die group. He Cannot Pick between Scott and Derek, until Derek begs him to leave.
SO, yes, Stiles does fuckface things, and I don't always agree with what he does, but it is ACCURATE TO HIS CHARACTER. He is morally grey. He NEVER CLAIMS to be pure or good or just or righteous. Stiles knows who he is, and he stays true to himself. And I love him for that.
The same goes for a bunch of other characters! For Peter, who is strikingly similar to Stiles, in that family goes above literally everything. Screw the idea that he was following Derek around waiting for the chance to steal back the Alpha spark. That man put his life on the line (his second life, no less) to get the shit beaten out of him until Derek let him help save Derek's life Again and Again. Family Comes First.
Scott's morality is...confusing as fuck. I thought at first he was similar to Stiles, in that family came first, but...while he's protective of his mother, he also does a lot of stuff that puts her at risk without seeming to care/worry (like leaving Peter alone with her once Stiles hits their car, so he can chase Jackson) (or asking her to come to the high school when he's convinced there's a bomber in it)? Seriously, he's more protective over Allison, than his mother. It's very black and white the rest of the time. Very "this bad" "this good." And if you do "bad" then you are bad forever, while if you do "good" you are only good until you do "bad." The Betas were "good" until they asked for the bite, and then they were "Bad." Derek was "bad" when Scott met him and scared him, so after that, no matter how much "good" he did, he remained "bad." But only when it suits him. Allison is good even when she does bad, because he wants her to be good. Chris is good even though he's done mountains of bad, because of the minuscule amount of good that Scott has seen him do, because Scott wants him to be good. Even DEUCALION is good, despite the crazy CRAZY amount of bad he's done and despite having seen him do NO GOOD, just because Scott wants him to be good. Lying to those closest to you is bad, unless Scott is doing it, and then it's good, because he knows HE is good. Killing people is bad, unless Scott is doing it. Letting villains go is bad, unless Scott is doing it. Biting people is bad, unless Scott is doing it. Protecting family is good even if it requires killing or lying, unless it's not Scott doing it. Revenge for past slights is good, unless it's not SCOTT doing it. And you try to understand it! You try to say, okay, then he's morally grey, got it. He plays with the rules to suit his own morality, whatever. Except that Scott, the other characters, and THE SHOW ITSELF, are all telling you otherwise! They all say that Scott is morally pure. That he is good and righteous and lawful. That he always does the "right" thing, and that when he does "bad" things, it's justified and he had to. THE HEAVENS THEMSELVES say Scott is somehow better or more righteous than the other characters by MAKING HIM AN ALPHA OUT OF NOWHERE. (I'm talking abt canon here, not going into deaton conspiracy theories) It's like....Like in the hate mail response I did, where I pointed out that Every Single Thing people get angry at Derek for doing, Scott did too. Lying, killing (or at least attempting it), attacking innocents, losing his temper, keeping secrets, refusing to work with someone who could help, etc etc etc. Everything Derek has done that is morally "wrong," Scott has also done. And that's okay! Doing a bad thing doesn't make you a bad person, and even if it did, Scott is ALLOWED to be bad! GO FOR IT.
Except that he is sinless. It isn't that he learns from the bad things he does, it's that they aren't treated like bad things in the first place. Because Scott did it, and Scott always does the right thing.
Derek's behavior is reprehensible at times, but the show ADMITS that and frames it as bad. Frames it as him doing a bad thing when he scares Isaac or throws Peter or tells Erica who to date. And that's fine, because Derek is established as not being morally pure.
But SCOTT IS. And because they were so desperate to make him continue being "Pure" they didn't frame the things he did as wrong, or if they did, they absolved him of it immediately, using the exact same reasoning that works for Derek's situations, but this time Actually Accepting it.
He scares Stiles, well it's because he's scared. He throws Isaac, it's because he's upset. He attacks Jackson well it's because Jackson was being a dick. He orders Allison to date Matt, well he had a goal to accomplish. Every reason is treated like a fucking doctor's note that erases the bad things he does.
Being scared, or angry, or retaliating to someone being an asshole, or trying to protect himself, was NEVER a good enough reason for Derek to do ANYTHING "Bad." It was never an acceptable excuse.
IF IT WERE: If the show were making a statement about how fallable people are, how they do bad things, but they do them for a REASON. How people will do wild and terrible things out of fear, and how that doesn't make it less bad, but it makes it understandable, so don't demonize them out of nowhere. If that were the case, I would HAVE BEEN FINE WITH IT.
Scott is held to COMPLETELY different standards than everyone else in the show! And I DON'T mean that people held him to higher ones. They dropped that bar so fucking low. Anything was allowed, and any excuse was good enough.
He made out with a girl who was dating someone else, who his best friend was in love with? It's just the full moon, he's angsty about losing Allison. He ducttapes Liam to a bathtub and starts throwing random phrases at him that he hated Derek for saying to him? He's freaked out! He doesn't know what to do with a bitten wolf! It was an accident! He works with a mass murderer behind people's backs without telling them the whole story? Am I talking about Gerard or Deucalion? Who fucking knows. Either way, it's okay, because he was protecting his family. He plots to murder a cancer patient slowly and painfully by replacing meds that likely included painkillers with mountain ash, and the uses someone else's body to deliver the killing blow, and it's okay because he was just being smart! He was just working ten steps ahead! He was saving his mom and the whole town! Who cares if it DIDN"T WORK?
He walks into his ex-girlfriend's hotel room and scares the SHIT out of her while she's naked and alone in the shower? It was the wolfsbane. It doesn't matter that no one else's impulses included HARASSING someone. He lies to his girlfriend's face about her own life because he doesn't think it's important enough for her to know (who am I talking about, come on, take a guess, which one is it? Allison or Kira? Trick question: it's both). He was just being kind! He didn't want to worry her! He didn't want to make her feel bad! She didn't need to know!
I'm so far off track it's not even funny. My point was that Everything the other characters in the show are demonized for or framed as evil or bad or wrong for doing, Scott is shown to do and it's treated like at minimum a comedy, if not a Perfect Brilliant Strategic Move.
God, fucking hell. I mean, the PARALLELS you see in this show, between Scott and others. The scene of Alexander Argent going to the hotel after being bit? That bit where he pulls his shirt up in the mirror? It's a near PERFECT replica of Scott looking at his bite at Deaton's. They paralleled SCOTT MCCALL with AN ARGENT. Deaton has this whole line in S2 where he's bitching at Derek about "the person you should trust the most doesn't trust you at all" And then seasons later, we have Scott look his best friend in the eye and refuse to trust him, only to get upset later because Stiles doesn't want to work with him anymore and he "lost them." Scott goes running into Derek's house in S1 to accuse him of killing the bus driver, and when he can't get a real response, he EGGS HIM ON by accusing him of Murdering his SISTER, just to get Derek to react. Which is the EXACT same thing Kate did when she showed up and wanted Derek to lose his temper. Scott is CONSTANTLY paralleled with villains and assholes, and constantly does the things that others are persecuted for. But instead of feeling regret or learning something from it, instead of growing AT ALL. Those actions are treated as good. We are told they are righteous. And clever. That they are what heroes do. AND YES: There are parallels between Derek and Stiles' behaviors and villains/morally grey characters! Of course there are!
BUT THEY AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THE TRUE ALPHA MAIN CHARACTER. SCOTT IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE GOOD GUY. HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO MIMIC/EMULATE THE VILLAINS, AND HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE REWARDED WHEN HE DOES IT ANYWAY.
I've said it before, and I'll say it again; I understand the urge to think that the Teen Wolf writers did all of this on purpose. That they built Scott up as an unreliable narrator, so that we're forced to come to terms with a protagonist who isn't good, and we watch them fall into a villainous role while thinking all the while they are a hero. That all these parallels are intentional and the writers just couldn't Tell us what was going on bc they didn't have enough power.
And sometimes I play into it. I will lie to myself about Scott being the 'narrator' of the entire show, and that we're seeing it all through his eyes so of course things are biased and conflicting, just so I can actually Enjoy watching it.
But I think it's absolute bullshit that this was done on purpose. It wasn't. The parallels appeared because they Wanted Scott to do the badass things that they had all the villains doing, throwing people and being sneaky and clever, and stopping the bad guy, and they didn't want to deal with the fact that they were having him do bad things. So they just pretended he wasn't and refused to acknowledge that they'd already punished other people for doing the same exact shit, but somehow Scott was getting rewarded. They wanted Scott to be the hero, so they made him the hero, and screw everybody else.
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Team Player: Chapter Nine
Pairings: Eren Jaeger x Fem!Reader
Warnings: suggestive content
Word Count: 3.6k
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Eren sat next to (Y/N) in the class they shared together. It was an early morning and the two both felt exhausted. The two planned overnight on what they were going to practice at the field, Eren had access since he was an athlete, but the two had to be quick. Campus security was strict on any students out past curfew.
"So what time again?" Eren asked, looking over at her.
Her eyes averted towards his. "I have class until 7, so I can go right after." she replied.
He nodded. "Sounds good.. come by my dorm and I'll give you a ball and we can practice," he said, a small smile growing on his face as his mind flashed images of the two playing catch.
"Ugh! What if I suck? I guarantee I can barely throw a football," she said, rolling her eyes.
He put his hand on her shoulder. "You got this! I believe in you (Y/N),"
Her cheeks grew hot from his touch and his words. Eren had an odd way of making her feel flustered.
"I'll try my best to believe that.." she mumbled before looking up at the front of the class where Professor Ackerman stood.
"Good morning.. today is going to be a pretty short lesson. I'll be releasing you all early today, so I hope you cooperate for this to go smoothly." he said, eyes roaming among the students.
(Y/N) sighed, taking out her laptop to take notes. Eren did the same, he watched as she chewed her lip. For some reason, he always liked when she bit her lip, it was something he found.. attractive?
"Eren."
His eyes looked towards the front of the class where Professor Ackerman was staring at him.
"U-Uh.. yes?" he asked, nodding his head.
The stoic man sighed. "I get you think (Y/N) is cute, but please pay attention." he replied, turning back towards the board.
Eren's face grew pink as he felt many eyes staring at him, (Y/N)'s being one of them.
"Yeah Eren.." she whispered, giggling a bit at his cuteness.
He rolled his eyes before elbowing her side, causing a small yelp to escape her lips. She glared at him and returned back to her notes, a wide grin appearing on his features. He just loved messing with her.
Eren ended up zoning out while taking notes. His mind wandered to other things like football, sleep, (Y/N), wait what?
"Eren!"
He turned his head to meet her gaze, she was putting her stuff away. "Class is over, come on," she said, slinging her backpack over her shoulder.
He blinked for a moment before putting his stuff into his bag. 30 minutes really flashed like that?
"I barely paid attention to what he was saying.." Eren said, rubbing his tired eyes.
She exited the classroom with him by her side. "Trust me.. I don't understand Ackerman much either. Sasha had him and almost failed his class," she replied, nudging his arm a bit.
A smile grew onto his lips. "Yeah I guess he is…" he said, turning his head to look at her.
There was that stare again.
His eyes wandered to the small features of her face, (Y/N) was so pretty to him.
"Do you wanna head to your dorm? You know.. to pick up the football?" she asked, breaking his thoughts.
"Y-Yeah! Let's go," he replied, heading towards the exit of the campus building.
She followed him to his residence hall. Eren was walking pretty quickly, curse him and his long legs. (Y/N) slowly caught up, grabbing his arm in the process.
"Slow down! I almost lost you there," she said, trying to catch her breath.
Pink dusted onto his cheeks. "My bad! I'll slow down.." he muttered before opening the door to his building.
She rolled her eyes before following him down the hall to his dorm, she had only been to his dorm about once. The one time she helped him clean it. She silently prayed she wasn't this gross guy who just dirtied his room after cleaning it, that would for sure disappoint her.
He opened it and ushered her inside, her eyes scanned the room. He still kept it neat, surprisingly.
"I should have one around here somewhere," Eren said, opening his drawer. He dug around the dresser for a moment before pulling out the football. "Here ya go!"
He tossed it to her, she caught it and eyed the ball. She hadn't touched one in a pretty long time.
"So 7:30 right?" she said, looking at him.
He smiled, "Yeah for sure! I'll text you when I'm on my way," he replied.
She nodded, "Sounds good! I'll see you then. I gotta head to my next class.. so uh, I'll text you!" she said before heading towards the door.
He waved, "See you later!"
She made her way out of his dorm. Eren smiled to himself, (Y/N) was such a cute idiot. He couldn't get over it, the way she eyed the football made him happy, she looked so cute.
Maybe tonight would go well… maybe, just maybe, Eren could see her as more than a friend.
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Eren was awoken in his dorm by his phone going off. He wasn't sure what time it was, but it was dark out. He could faintly see the lights from the campus shining into his room, lighting up the walls.
A groan escaped his mouth as he grabbed his phone, Jean was calling him for some reason.
"Hello?" Eren said, his voice deep and groggy from sleep.
"Finally! Dude I've called you like four times! Were you sleeping?" Jean asked over the phone.
He rubbed his tired eyes, "Yeah I was.. what do you want though? Where are you?" he asked. He could faintly hear some background noise.
"I'm at Connie's frat right now! You should come by! This party is getting pretty lit, plus you have been laying low on partying anyway," Jean replied.
Eren looked at the time on his phone, it read 7:00.
He contemplated for a moment, would going out partying even be worth it? He had been kind of low on the party scene lately, it may help him feel a bit better.
"Fine… I'll be there in 10," he replied, sitting up on his bed.
"Sick! I'll see you then!" Jean replied before hanging up the phone with a click.
Eren sighed, he stood up and turned on the light to his room. He put on a black zip up hoodie and some grey sweatpants, he wasn't exactly looking to impress and do much. Maybe a few shots and that's all? Plus it was a Wednesday night.
As Eren exited his dorm, he couldn't help but feel like he was forgetting something. Did he have assignments? No. Practice? No. He wasn't exactly sure what was missing, he just shrugged it off and made his way to the frat house.
Little did he know… he was forgetting something.
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Eren downed his third shot that night, the burning of the alcohol went down his throat and to his stomach. He placed the glass onto the table, leaning back against the cushions of the couch.
"You want another?" Connie asked, holding the bottle towards him.
Eren shook his head, "Nah.. I'm good."
He felt a weight next to him, Jean was sitting next to him now. His face was lightly pink from the alcohol he consumed earlier, Jean was such a lightweight drunk.
"So Jaeger when are you even coming back on the team? You've been benched for weeks," he asked, looking at him.
Eren sighed, "I dunno.. maybe if coach actually listened to me." he replied with a shrug.
Jean slung his arm around his shoulder, "You got this! I think you'll be back soon," he slurred.
Eren pushed Jean off of him, "You smell like beer dude, go somewhere else."
He furrowed his brows, "Shut it! You seem grumpy.. did (Y/N) stop letting you hit or something?" Jean asked, crossing his arms.
Eren's eyes grew wide at Jean's words.
Shit!
"Oh shit.. fuck! (Y/N)!" Eren yelled.
"Huh? Is everything okay Eren?" Connie asked, looking at him with furrowed brows.
He fumbled for his phone, the time read 8:20. It all hit him at once. Eren was supposed to be at the field practicing with her, it totally slipped his mind! He also noticed the missed texts and phone calls he had from her.
(Y/N): 9 missed calls
7:02 <-(Y/N): hey i'm done with class!
7:10 <-(Y/N): uh hello? did you fall asleep?
7:19 <-(Y/N): Eren??? dude i'm at the field
7:21 <-(Y/N): dude seriously, where are you?
7:32 <-(Y/N): Eren, i'm not playing anymore. where are you??? you were supposed to be here.
7:41 <-(Y/N): wtf dude?? are you seriously ditching me?? this isn't funny Eren.
7:49 <-(Y/N): i'm giving you 15 more minutes if you're not gonna show up, i'm leaving.
8:01<-(Y/N): okay cool. ignore me, thanks for being an asshole. i thought you were cool but i guess people never change huh? don't even bother coming.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
"I gotta go, see you guys later." Eren said before rushing up the stairs out of the basement.
Eren rushed out of the frat house, he pushed past a few people and got outside. The wind picked up as he rushed towards the campus, he couldn't go to sleep tonight knowing that he forgot. He felt so guilty, that was fucked up for him to do.
In the distance storm clouds brewed, lightning flared in the sky lighting up the darkening clouds. Thunder boomed in the horizon as the wind began to blow around the fall leaves.
Just what I need, a fucking storm Eren thought as he rushed to the practice fields.
The bright lights were still on, unfortunately Eren didn't see (Y/N). He looked around the field, maybe she was in her car?
Eren fished for his phone to call her. "Come on pick up.." he groaned, looking around the empty field. The wind blowing in his hair.
"So.. you finally decided to show up."
He turned to see (Y/N) leaning against the small bench, her arms crossed.
"(Y/N)! I-I'm.. I didn't mean-"
"Just save it. I don't wanna hear your excuses," she cut him off.
Eren tried coming towards her, "I'm sorry! I didn't get your texts and everything slipped my mind!"
She rolled her eyes, "You left me here for an hour! I genuinely thought you were a nice guy.. but I guess some people never change. Just do this all yourself." she replied, tossing the football at him.
He watched as she began to walk away, the storm in the distance beginning to get closer. He ran towards her, grabbing her forearm.
"(Y/N).. please don't go, there is a storm right now and I don't want you walking by yourself." he said, looking at her with concern in his eyes.
She tried pulling away from him, "Eren just go! You clearly don't give a shit, just go back to your stupid party. I could care less.." she mumbled.
The crash of the thunder made him look up at the sky, "(Y/N)! I'm being serious! We need to go inside, just come with me okay!?" he yelled.
She scoffed, "Just fuck off dude! Let me go back to my dorm!" she argued back.
Eren was beginning to get frustrated with her, "I already explained! I get what I did wasn't cool! Just stop fucking around and let's go! The dorms are so far and you'll be walking in the rain, just come with me already!" he replied.
Droplets of water began to fall from the sky, darkening the material of Eren's clothes. Lightning flashed along the sky and thunder followed soon after, booming and rumbling making the ground slightly shake.
"No! Just let me go back by myself, I don't need your fucking help. You're such an ass! I wish I never helped you, God, I was so dumb to even think you changed!" she yelled as the rain pelted down on them.
He stayed silent, the rain hitting his head and making his hair wet. It soon began to fall at a quicker pace.
"I'm leaving.." she mumbled before starting to turn away.
Suddenly, Eren grabbed her arm and put his hand behind her head, pulling her into a kiss. At first she didn't move, then her lips suddenly began to move against his. Her arms went to his neck.
The rain fell onto them, soaking their clothes and making the ground below them wet. The kiss they shared was raw, passionate, and it broke the tension they've been having for the past two weeks.
"Just shut up (Y/N).." he said before pressing his lips back onto hers.
His arms snaked around her waist, bringing her closer to his skin. She shivered a bit as the wind blew against her wet flesh.
"E-Eren.." she said, breaking the kiss between them. Her lips puffy.
He looked up at the sky, "Let's go.. we're gonna get sick," he said.
He took her hand into his, her cheeks growing hot as he guided her through the wet field and towards the locker rooms. Eren had snuck a key and he always kept it on him just in case he ever needed a way back into school, he silently hoped (Y/N) wouldn't tell anyone.
He slid the key inside of the lock and turned it a few times, he felt the click of the lock and pulled the door open so she could step inside the locker room. Nobody would be around at this hour so nobody would catch them.
(Y/N) shivered entering the locker room, both of their clothes were soaking wet; the cooler air made goosebumps form onto Eren's skin.
"Just sit right here," Eren said, pointing at a spot in front of his locker.
(Y/N) plopped down, the sound of her wet leggings hitting the surface of the bench. Her hair was soaking, so was her outfit, she had no idea how she was going to explain this to Sasha.
Eren walked into the showers, his eyes scanning for the towels they kept for the players. He opened the door to the closet and grabbed two of the white ones, he hoped nobody would notice they were missing since his coach kept count of all that shit.
The squelching of Eren's shoes made (Y/N) look up, he tossed her the towel before sitting down next to her.
"I'm sorry again.. if you don't want to help anymore, you don't have to." he said, looking at her.
She rubbed the material along her face and through her hair. A sigh escaping her lips before she spoke, "I'm not gonna stop helping you.. that's not who I am, but I wish I got some kind of heads up."
Eren nodded, wiping some water off his face. "That's my fault and I'm sorry for that," he replied.
She looked at the ground. "You're forgiven.. but Eren," she said, looking at him.
His eyes averted towards her, his head nodding to the side. "Hm?" he asked.
She chewed the inside of her cheek. "Why did you kiss me?"
Eren let out air through his nose, he leaned against the lockers behind him. His back pressing against a lock, why did he kiss her? Was it just the heat of the moment? Did he want to release the tension they had?
He clicked his tongue, "Being honest.. I don't know. I guess in a way.. I like you, I hate to admit it but I do," he said.
Her eyes widened a little, Eren Jaeger liked her? She wasn't exactly upset.. she felt the same way and it was blatantly obvious at that point since she did lean into the kiss and she could feel the tension between them the last few weeks.
"E-Eren.." she whispered.
He looked at her, "What? I know you don't like me back," he mumbled.
She stuck out her hand to touch his face which was now dry, her fingers ran along his skin. "I do like you.."
He froze for a second, she was never one to tell a lie and by the way she spoke he could tell she was being truthful with him.
He turned his body to face her, their knees were now touching and tingles came from the touch. Eren's hand found its way to her cheek, he used the pad of his thumb to wipe away a few stray rain drops that laid on her skin.
Their faces leaned into one another, their lips connecting into a kiss.
Her hands found their way into Eren's damp brunette locks, pulling him down closer to her. Eren's hand found its way to her waist where he squeezed the flesh, some of the material of her shirt was damp and it made his hands wet.
"I want you.." Eren whispered, his breath uneven.
She looked into his eyes. "I want you more.."
His hands went towards her thighs, his fingers rubbing circles on the skin; it made her jolt a bit.
"You like that huh..?" he asked with a smirk forming on his features.
She playfully smacked his arm. "Oh shut up," she replied, her eyes rolling.
He smirked before moving his head to her neck, he pressed his lips against her skin; his lips were hot, almost feverish. They attacked her neck making her skin feel warm.
A soft moan escaped her mouth feeling his tongue glide against her sweet spot, he was about to bite down when a buzzing broke him out of his thoughts.
(Y/N) slightly groaned when she reached in her pocket for her phone. Eren leaned away and furrowed his brows, pondering as to who could be calling right now.
"Hello?" she said, chewing her bottom lip.
"(Y/N)!? Hello!? Dude I've been texting you for an hour! Where are you? It's storming like crazy outside and I knew you were out with Eren, is everything okay?"
She instantly knew it was Sasha.
She sighed, "Yeah! Yeah, I'm fine Sasha. Eren took me to his dorm, we actually got rained on. I'll be back soon," she replied, her eyes wandering towards Eren who seemed unfazed.
She could hear Sasha chewing on food. "Okay! Have fun! I'll see you soon," she said.
(Y/N) hung up and placed her phone down next to her leg. "Sorry about that," she said, rubbing the back of her neck.
Eren chuckled, "You're fine.. I think we should get back anyway, I don't want the janitor to come and find us here," he replied before standing up.
He held out his hand for her and she took it with a smile on her face, she shivered a bit since her clothes were still somewhat wet from being outside in the rain. Eren took notice of this and went to his locker.
"Hold on a sec," he said, making (Y/N) stop in her tracks.
She nodded as she watched him unlock his locker, he grabbed what seemed to be a hoodie. It had the University colors on it. He slammed his locker before locking it up and turning towards her.
"You should take this.. it's really cold and I don't want you getting sick," he said, holding out the fabric for her.
Her cheeks grew hot, but she just took the sweater from him. "Thank you.." she said, holding it close to her chest.
He smiled, "Of course! Now let me take you back to the dorms, it's the least I can do."
She smiled before following Eren out of the locker room.
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The long walk back to (Y/N)'s dorm was quite fun, the two had encountered a few professors along the way and they had to hide in bathrooms to make sure they wouldn't get caught.
It was something (Y/N) wasn't used to, she was always staying out of trouble and she was seen as a good girl most of the time. Eren found that to be quite amusing, regarding the circumstances anyway.
He leaned against the wall that was next to her dorm door. "So uh.. tonight was something," he said, chuckling a bit.
(Y/N) giggled, "It definitely was.. but I had a lot of fun. Even if I'm freezing right now," she replied.
Eren looked at her, "I- uh.. I hope you know I meant what I said about liking you.. I really do and I want to be more than just a friend to you," he said, his cheeks slightly pink.
She looked at the ground before looking back up at Eren. "I meant what I said too.. I do like you, Eren."
"I mean.. by the way you moaned earlier.." he smirked.
She smacked his arm again. "Oh shut it! I'll kick your ass, but anyway.. I do want to have something more," she said, rocking on her heels.
Eren smiled, "Sounds good.. can I kiss you again?" he asked.
She nodded her head before leaning into his face again, Eren put his hands onto her shoulders giving them a small squeeze before pulling away.
"Kissing you hits different," he whispered before kissing her cheek.
Her cheeks were hot, "You're such a dork.. goodnight Eren!" she said, putting her hand on the knob of the door.
He chuckled, "Goodnight (Y/N)."
Eren walked back to his dorm with a giant grin on his face, he felt like he just won a game just now; but this time.. he won something special. (Y/N).
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babe u better write a part three or something because we’re waiting-
ALSO IT’S BEEN SO GOOD WTF?? SO PROUD
sooo sorry for the long wait but here is PART THREE! Thank you guys so much for the support, It makes me so happy that you like this mini series :’)))
of course, here is Part one and Part Two ! <333
There he was, in the arms of another. There he was, his lips which should be on yours, on someone elses.
There you were, standing heartbroken at the scene before you.
You meet up with him the same night. A frown evident on your face the whole car ride until he stops the car in a parking lot and looks at you.
“You’ve been silent all night. Are you going to tell me what happened before we go to this party or are you going to be a moody little bitch?” His tone was stern and his words were like knives going through your heart.
“Where were you today?” You ask, still not looking at him.
He lets out a chuckle, “babe, I told you I had lacrosse practice.”
“I saw you at the mall with Delilah, Trevor.” You say, now looking at him, anger filling your body. “I saw you kiss her.”
He stares at you for a moment, you can see his face turn a slight red even in the dim light of his car. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Tears start to run down your face without you even realising. “I’m not fucking stupid Trevor! I-It was you, you kissed her a-and-“
“Hey baby please stop crying, who told you this? Your stupid friends? You’re kind of acting crazy right now.” He says cupping our face, a small, false, smile on his face while you try not to hyperventilate too much. “It doesn’t matter what you saw or what you didn’t. what matters is that I’m here and I love you okay? I’m with you right now because you’re the only one I want. Understand?”
You gulp and nod. Maybe it’s just one kiss, maybe your eyes were deceiving you. Maybe you were too infatuated by him to even function properly and get the fuck out of there. His heart is in the right place. That’s what you thought to yourself.
That’s what you thought to yourself even when you saw him make out with another girl at the party.
His heart is in the right place.
That’s what you told yourself while you sobbed in the bathroom.
His heart is in the right place.
That’s what you told your friends when they were concerned about what happened.
No. He cheated on you. He cheated on you and guess what you did? Held hands with him and pretended like everything was okay. You didn’t want to lose him. You didn’t want to leave.
You put a fake smile on every time you went out with him and when you got home you spent the rest of your night sobbing in bed.
You’re father asked you whats wrong. Why you weren’t eating. why you never smiled anymore at home. You’re the most precious thing in his life. His princess. He just had to know what was wrong and there you were, crying at the dinner table.
“But it’s okay daddy,” You sniffled. “I forgave him, he’ll change, he loves me.” You’re so naïve.
Your father was angry but didn’t say a word.
Two weeks later you were crying again but this time, at Trevors funeral.
You were so clueless. “It was just a car accident.”
“Drunk driving.”
“no I heard he took some real hardcore drugs before getting in his car.”
“Poor soul, so young.”
You heard people whisper at the ceremony.
No one could know that your father was the one who killed him.
Your father killed him. Your father killed him. Your father killed him.
“Wake up ma belle.” You heard a whisper.
You open your eyes and the night sky is above you, a few stars freckled here and there.
Your head aches but you manage to turn your head to the side, greeted by the sight of Chat Noir.
“What happened?” You ask, groggily.
You sit up and rub your head. Where did this cat take you? It seemed to be a rooftop of some kind but you had no idea where.
“You fainted.” He states and gives you a small smile. “But luckily I was there to help you.” He winks.
“wow my hero.” You say sarcastically and rolls your eyes but you end it with a small laugh. You stop laughing instantly when you realise what happened.
“My dad. Where is he?” You ask wide eyed.
Chat purses his lips together and looks away.
“Chat,” You say cautiously and gulp. “Tell me what happened to my father.”
“I’m sorry,” He says quietly and sighs. “He’s been arrested.”
You clasp your hand over your mouth and you can feel your heart sink in your chest. Tears well up in your eyes and they slowly fall while you quietly sobbed in your hand.
“Hey, it’s going to be okay.” You heard him say as he pulls you to him, his hand rubbing your shoulder to comfort you.
“what am I going to do, Chat?” You breathe out and look up at him. “I don’t know.” He whispers, concern filling his green eyes.
You could never allow yourself to be this vulnerable in front of anyone, let alone a complete stranger, but you trusted Chat for some odd reason. It could be the mask hiding who he really is or it could just be instinct but you knew he was a man with good intentions. He’s a hero after all and you felt comfort in that.
“I can take you home whenever you tell me okay?” He says and rests his head on top of yours.
You nod silently and nuzzle into his chest even further.
“Adrien…” You whisper. “Is-is he okay? Please I would never forgive myself if something happened to him?” You sniffle.
You could feel Chats’ smile growing. “He’s just fine m’lady, there’s nothing to worry about.”
You nod and start to give yourself time to think.
Both your parents were in jail. You were completely alone now.
You knew that the only guardian you had was your aunt back in New York. You knew that this could mean that the short lived happiness you found in Paris could end.
You were fucked. You couldn’t let that happen.
Your thoughts were interrupted by a sudden beeping noise.
“I’m sorry but I have to take you home before I transform back into my civilian form.”
You nod weakly and hold onto him. You feel him wrap his arms around you and suddenly you were leaping from building to building. If only you could feel the rush and excitement, but your mind was too occupied to even feel anything.
Before you knew it you were set on the balcony of your room. You slide the door open and see your curtains move with the wind. “Thank you Chat.” You say and look at him, trying your best to force a smile on your face.
“Please, it was my pleasure.” He says and kissed your hand, grinning at you.
You watch him almost about to leap off but you grab his tail. He looks at you, raising an eyebrow.
“Really, Thank you.” You say but this time you say it more firmly, looking straight into his eyes.
He doesn’t break eye contact with you.
The feeling he made you feel was familiar, it made your insides flutter and warmth grow inside of you. It was comforting. A feeling you got when Adrien looked at you.
“I’m always here. Always will be.” He says and with that he jumps away.
You kept watching his silhouette leap off of the buildings until he disappeared into the darkness.
Be-friending a super hero could be another reason why you wanted to stay in Paris.
Your mind wondered off to Adrien. He was probably worried sick about you. You should text him to let him know that you’re okay. You knew you weren’t ready to leave your room for the next week probably. You couldn’t bring yourself to put on a fake smile and pretend that nothing is happening. You simply couldn't.
You wondered if the masked superhero would come again.
Paris was your chance at a fresh start. Maybe that fresh start was short lived. or maybe this was just the beginning.
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Okay. I know it took me a long time to post about this, but I wanted to organize my thoughts well. I don't like to be writing with my head hot, angry, disappointed, frustrated and sad. Waiting to not have those feelings I was never going to write this. With that cleared up let's talk about "What If?"
To say I wasn't expecting Sharon to be treated badly again would be lying. I was surprised that she showed up and relatively everything was fine (until she was killed obviously). I'm not going to lie it gave me hope, but what surprised me were the writer's words saying that he killed Sharon because he likes Steggy and that he wanted to give her a more grotesque death that Sharon had "Because Steve is Peggy's."
I will admit that I moved a little further away from the UCM series and its projects after "The Falcon and The Winter Soldier" Sharon was damaged and harmed again by making her a villain, the writer threw away the work that Emily had done saying that Sharon's moral code was too strong. Not to mention, Sharon has never and never been a villain at will (when she "killed" Steve in Civil War Sharon was under Faust's control) and the power broker is another character in the comics.
Again I walked away a bit more after watching the BlackWidow movie because we never saw that funeral that Nastasha deserved, just a grave with flowers left by people. We never got to see a funeral like Tony's or Yondu's, not even in her movie did they take the time to give her that moment.
I confess I was just reading the synopsis and watching summaries of the series. I watched the Zombie episode because a friend told me "you will be pleasantly surprised and heartbroken at the same time''. So I made the decision to give "What if?" a chance.
Everything was going well, more than well because I was watching Sharon (I almost died of happiness), I see Happy's death and Sharon apologizing and I got sad, but it was going more or less well.... Until I see how Okoye kills Sam, she apologizes to Bucky for killing him and the only thing she replies is something like she's not sad about it...
WTF!!!! The chapter is set between civil war and infinity war, Sam at that point had already risked his freedom and his life for Bucky. Bucky makes that comment so out of place, cold and ungrateful after Sam helped save him.
I keep watching because I thought it couldn't get any worse HA, HA, HA I'm such a fool for thinking that.
After a while I notice Sharon in the last car of the train, and what goes through my mind is, "Why is she alone in the last car if she only has Tony's glove and not the gun?". She heard the blow and immediately already knew the worst was yet to come, it was all downhill from there.
It is Steve who kills her. At the time I think it's kind of poetic because in the line of movies he took it upon himself to kill the idealistic and innocent Sharon Carter; by abandoning her the two years of fugitives and not looking for her. I guess watching deep movies like "The Shape of Water" and expecting that from Marvel was asking a lot.
Bucky kills Steve and apologizes, but Sam doesn't give him an ounce of grief for his death and Hope blows Sharon up from the inside. It was atrocious, but it's a zombie chapter my naive mind imagined there would be crueler and darker things. There was something just as dark if not darker which was Vision feeding off innocents to Wanda.
Let's continue watching the chapter and let's count how some characters died.
Well, Hope dies sacrificing herself I think it was a dignified death, it follows the death of Okoye who sacrifices herself for her king, I thought it was a normal thing because doremilages are supposed to fight for their kingdom and their king with their life. I hated that he said it was his fault for separating them, because no character objected when he gave the order, only Peter and in a joking tone. Follow up with the death of Kurt, Vision and Bucky. Simply Bucky's death this time for that action towards Sam, it didn't hurt.
The chapter ends with them with a possible cure and heading to wakanda where zombie thanos was waiting for them.
The bitterness that the chapter left me with was immense. The cruelest death and followed by joke was Sharon's, to the point that they minimized it and placed it to finish diverting Sharon's attention by exploiting everywhere the infected Hope scene. Sam's was the most blatant because it's not subliminal, it's direct with the words of "Bucky" saying he didn't care. I put Bucky in quotes because we all know it was the screenwriter, the Bucky we know in the MCU and comics wouldn't say that.
I thought I was paranoid suspecting Sharon's death was the cruelest and least taken seriously apropos...until I hear about the interview and realize how unprofessional the screenwriter is. What hypocrisy to say he loves Sharon on twitter after what he stated in the interview. I expected Matthew Chauncey to keep his word, not like a coward that when he gets caught he backs down seeing that he screwed up and we don't support him.
What happened in the series and in that interview is an example that the bad treatment of Sharon exists. It is not something invented by the fans, it is something on the part of the directors, writers and actors. I still don't forget Hayley Atwell's comment who said that peggy seeing that kiss in Civil War that Steve gave Sharon Peggy would revive, she would shoot Steve and Sharon would get beaten up.
I think Hayley,the writers and directors forgot that Peggy was happy with Daniel Sousa as far as we knew, even though in Agents of SHIELD they put Daniel with Quake.... It doesn't make sense, but as always they didn't want to let the series die and they tried hard to keep up with the ucm no matter that it would damage the plot of the series, which was what they should focus on (I don't know if the series is canon anymore because they even uploaded it to Disney plus).
the scriptwriters had never seen the series of agent Carter nor any of Peggy's comics (she doesn't have comics, but she has appearances) because she loves her niece, the little that comes out makes it clear. I'm not going to ask you to read all the comics either, just the most recent one where Agatha tells Steve a little more about the daughters of liberty and that possibly for Peggy Steve was just her first mission, maybe he's a good friend, for her and no more from there. Fun fact, at the end I didn't see Peggy angry trying to shoot them while they were sitting in the garden with Sharon and Steve for being together. Even when Steve found out she was alive he had no indication of leaving Sharon or getting romantically excited, rather he was walking around angry at Peggy , Sam and Bucky for not telling him about the risk to Sharon's life (Especially Peggy because it was more personal with her more than Sharon for killing the villain's husband. basically Sharon was kind of a target to somehow hurt Peggy). I imagine if they read it that comic or any other they would be frothing at the mouth.
I don't want to be pessimistic, but I saw "What if ?" and I doubt they will place Sharon as a Skrull, Mystique, mind control or give her a redemption. It's going to happen what happens with UCM villains, they'll kill her off. In fact, something tells me that they will try to make her crueler than the Red Skull to justify a horrible death. In case she's mystique or a Skull they'll probably say she's dead and won't even take the time to show it on screen.
Not only "What if?" made me lose hope "The Falcon and winter Soldier" too, remember I had posted that it looked like Sharon would be the Power Broker, but I doubted they would because she was another character in the comics. Well, hearing that statement in the interview anything is possible. By the way, I thank him for screwing Steve, since in the five years of the devastation he never helped Sam's family. I exclude Natasha from this as she was taking care of the avengers; Thor was depressed and didn't even know Sam; Tony had to take care of his family; Rhodey didn't know Sam well enough to know he had a family and Clint was in mourning.
Sorry for the language and clarify that I'm not throwing hate at Hayley, nor the directors and writers just showing that they didn't behave well neither with Sharon, nor with Emily
by the way, remember that meme I posted a while back about no character should be hated because of their shipp, I still hold that thought now more than ever. I think it fits perfectly with the screenwriter's behavior.
to those who made it this far thank you for reading my ramblings
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Monday Morning Rewatch Thoughts
This episode was disappointing. I think the last episode would have served as a better mid-season finale personally. Thoughts below:
Annie
- The plot of, “I wasn’t Ben,” and Annie being motivated to keep Ben in his current school for that reason is amazing. That is the kind of plot I want, and care about, for Annie. I love that they have included Ben’s transition into the story line in a way that it isn’t the main focus and that Ben has other pieces of characterization and other challenges/points of conflict than just his transition, but that they haven’t shied away from it when it makes sense.
- The financial aid lady is a down.ass.bitch. for telling Annie to just go find some guy she’s slept with the put down on the paperwork. I’m sorry, but that was great of her to be like listen here’s a loophole so you can help your kid and I will not ask questions.
- I did not like the Kevin (name?) storyline at first because it just didn’t make sense? And I did not like his characterization at the auction of being the “trashy homeless guy” who eats way too much food and steals dogs. I felt like he had more to him when he told Annie that he doesn’t want to be a favor to her. I think she has more chemistry with him than any other guy we have seen her with (including Greg, sue me) and I’m actually looking forward to a possible storyline of her and him falling in love via being awkward roommates. I am hoping it has a current of don’t judge a book by it’s cover, and that Kevin is someone who is a good person and has an interesting story that brings Annie to some sort of realization about herself.
Ruby/Stan
- I HATED... yes... HATED Beth in the scene where Stan was going over the game plan. She was so damn condescending. Stan was biting his tongue and being as polite as he could be, but she was fucking rude. Point blank. Rude.
- Because of that, I loved the scene where he called Beth out. And he is fucking right. And you know what? He even threw her a bone that she was ignored in her home for so many years. Which is fucking true, and made the conversation SO much more nuanced than just Stan calling her out. It made it sooo much more complex that he mentions her motivations. He has known this woman like a family member to his own family for decades. It makes sense he would see and understand the nuances of why she is doing what she’s doing. I hope it is foreshadowing for something more to come.
- Sarah and Ruby have the best chemistry of any parent/child relationship in my opinion. I love watching them on screen even for just a few moments.
- Ruby’s, “I did it for me,” at the end was remniscient of Beth telling Dean, “I wanted to,”. Yes, thank you. Ruby is not a yes man. She did this shit for her family, for her kids, for herself. As much as I think Beth might try to be in charge and often is, it was a good reminder that Ruby is still in there and still has a backbone. She has called Beth out with stealing the Tesla, with the sex tape, etc. before and I want that energy back.
- Annie and Ruby having a sweet moment together on the bench was great, I love them together. They’re so fun but also so so sweet.
Beth/Dean
- She’s with fricken Dean again this week.
- Beth’s eyebrows and wig are fucking terrible. Someone CHILL with the eyebrow filler.
- Was Rio just watching Dean and Beth? Like hanging out waiting? He was like RIGHT THERE when Dean got up. Was he behind a tree watching Dean with his arm around Beth just boiling?
- Dean being pitied by the guy he was trying to sell product to was great. He has been knocked down so many pegs. But also, it was a waste of fucking screen time.
- Not so easy to get out from under someone’s thumb, huh Deansie? How’s it feel to be a dumb ass yet again? A year’s supply of skin care? Guessing Beth is gonna have to bail him out which is again a waste of screen time and something no one gives a shit about seeing.
- The fact that Dean thinks he was good at selling cars is just... sad.
- Beth being a “bad bitch” and selling purses to the husbands who went to see strippers is completely undermined by her being a doormat for Dean who is a sexist, condescending pig who cheated, lied about cancer, and has not shown a single ounce of respect for her as a woman outside of her ability to raise children and make cookies.
- I do not want to see a storyline of Beth trying to get money to leave and go to Nevada or wherever. I know the show runners have said Beth will realize she can’t escape Rio if they’re in the same town, so that is what this storyline is going to be. Her trying to escape Rio yet again. This has been drawn out long enough now. This episode was so confusing and weird. Like her and Rio got the trust of the SS just so the agents could leave? Their relationship advancement, her making this choice of him or SS, etc. was for... what? The drama of the last episode was because of... what exactly? What was the entire point of the SS storyline if it literally put us no where? I’m asking sincerely if anyone has thoughts.
- I don’t want to see Beth and Dean anymore. I am fucking exhausted of seeing Beth and Dean. I am over it. I spent almost this entire episode on my phone because I was bored. The Beth being sweet to Dean storyline is so so so far past where it made any logical sense to the plot. There has been no advancement or progress. She’s supposed to be in a love triangle? We have seven episodes left and there has been absolutely zero progress in her and Dean’s situation. I will be looking for some fucking conflict in this next episode with Dean seeing Rio otherwise I have little to no hope for the Brio ship going forward.
Rio/Nick
- Rio is the spider that Dave talked about right? That he couldn’t get and so he never went back in the bed?
- Nick is a pathetic pussy, and so is his bodyguard. Mick is the only ‘muscle’ I want on my screen. Thanks.
- The bullet wounds not being there is unacceptable. Not just because it completely minimizes the fact that this man was shot in the chest three times and left to die, but also just from a plot standpoint. Like this was the entire storyline of season 3. Wtf. I understand Dean’s not being there, because that was treated as a minimal storyline. But Beth shooting Rio was the entire basis of season 3′s conflict. It’s bizarre and completely unacceptable.
- I posted a little while back about stereotypes, guessing that Nick was going to push Rio and Beth together by stereotyping them both and not seeing the deeper connection between them. Tooting my own horn because this is exactly what Nick did. Beth is the soccer mom, Rio the “gangster”.
- Nick and Dean are the same force for Rio and Beth, respectively. They’re both oppressors. They both don’t get it, the draw between the two. Beth and Rio both try to minimize their relationship, admitting only to sex and nothing more, to their oppressors. Beth used to want to get out from Dean’s grasp and Rio currently does with Nick. Both Dean and Nick have put this other person in a box, minimized them to nothing more than a stereotype, taken away their choices, taken away their power and control. How Beth does not realize Dean is her oppressor and not Rio is fucking beyond me.
- Nick doesn't have kids, so who was the kid referring to Rio as his uncle? The female cousin’s child? Let’s see more of her and less of Dean please.
- Rio literally couldn’t cope the second Nick brought up Beth. He walked away like a love-struck teenage idiot not wanting to admit that he made a bad decision over a girl. I’m curious about this. I hope we find out more of why Rio did it. Did he do it just to scare Beth into submission because he knew he couldn’t hurt her? Or was there a layer of thinking Lucy was a threat to Beth? Because Lucy was pissed at Beth. Or a layer of trying to feign still having power in front of his boys but not being able to hurt Beth?
- Rio’s voice is so raspy at the end, he’s so tired and beaten down, literally and figuratively. And I cannot catch the meaning behind “sometimes it’s worth it”, to be yourself? He sounded so... just sad and down when he said it. It sounded so vulnerable.
- It is not, I repeat, not a storyline they should go down of thinking it is cool/fun/sexy/empowering/feminist for this “gangbanger” to be in love with the housewife and for her to not reciprocate and then torment him. It’s not.
Promo/Going Forward:
- I think we have seen confirmation that Rio will lie/keep things from Nick. I think Rio gave Beth the plates, and they will be working together going forward. I hope.
- Rio chilling in the backroom of PP with Beth, so chill, so nonchalant, put me in the ground.
- In the below shot, you can see Rio still sitting there with his hand on his chin as Beth talks to Dean. This scene better be LOADED. Go ahead and mention them banging, Dean. That will be fun. But also I want to see Beth try to talk her way out of it. Go ahead and try to tell Dean you didn’t have a choice Elizabeth. Go ahead and try to minimize what this is when Rio is sitting there listening. That will be golden conflict. I want to see Rio realize the dynamic between Beth and Dean, see him see how submissive and pathetic she is when Dean is around, see how Dean belittles her, and then use that against her to pull her out of her shell. I want to see Beth try to minimize her relationship with Rio, see him call her out on that too. Idk. This scene has been four seasons coming so it better not be a disappointment.
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Dear Lara Jean,
HI. so i watched TATBILB: A&F a few weeks ago, and I have some words. Before I begin, i'd like to preface that i'm literally 17 and have no film experience, and that I've read this book once maybe 4 years ago but here it is.
ps. if you haven't gotten it already: there will be spoilers. Heavy spoilers.
first of all, i'm sorry but i really didn't like the little edit things. Maybe I've reached that point in my life where I don't f with that anymore. Like when theres a drawn house and it slowly fades so it's real life?? no thanks
the music choice... I honestly didn't have that big of a problem with it, but my korean friend kept going "wtf is this music choice" so i'm quoting her on that.
the filming and editing. well maybe it's just me but I didn't really like it. yk when you're watching a youtuber and they do those zoom in things and it's sort of fast and funny? I think there were a few times the movie did that and i didn't like it.
literally, lara jean looking directly into the camera?? it feels like it's breaking the 4th wall and maybe they're doing it to be edgy but no thanks i didn't like that either.
WHY???? Her breaking the 4th wall added NOTHING to the movie. It just took me out of the experience. I especially didn’t like it when they did it in PS I still love you when they temporarily broke up.
THEY SET THE MOVIE IN OREGON. WHAT WAS THE REASON. THE BOOK WAS SET IN VA, AND I LIVE IN VA SO I FELT A CONNECTION TO THE BOOK. AND THEN THEY GO AND SET IT IN OREGON. WHAT. WAS. THE. REASON
OREGON DIDN’T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING WITH THE COLLEGES. THEY’RE STILL PRETTY FAR AWAY FROM STANFORD. IN THE BOOK, UVA WAS CLOSE BY SO LJ WOULDN’T HAVE TO BE TOO FAR AWAY FROM HOME. NO OFFENSE TO THE STATE BUT WHY OREGON. THEY COULD OF PUT THEM IN CALI AT LEAST
ONE OF THE REASONS WHY LJ WANTED TO GO TO UVA IS BECAUSE HER FAMILY WOULD BE CLOSE BY. BY PUTTING THEM IN OREGON, YOU TAKE AWAY THAT REASON. i just want to 👊 whoever’s idea this was
FURTHERMORE: THEY CHANGED UVA AND UNC TO STANFORD AND NYU. I AM INFURIATED. THE WHOLE POINT WAS THAT THEY WANTED TO GO TO UVA BECAUSE IT WAS LIKE 10 MINS FROM WHERE THEY LIVED AND IT'S A STATE SCHOOL. LARA JEAN FELT LIKE THE WAS GAURANTEED TO GO TO UVA AND WHEN SHE DOESNT, IT ACTUALLY HURTS THE READERS.
in the book, LJ was waitlisted from UNC, rejected from UVA, and accepted to W&M. I’m sure you can find like 40 people at our school who can relate to this situation. I doubt 40 people in our school can relate to being rejected from Stanford BUT accepted to NYU. dear writers, please give teens across the nation (your target audience) realistic expectations for college admissions.
YOU'RE GONNA TELL ME THAT PETER AND LARA JEAN WERE ACTUALLY QUALFIED ENOUGH FOR STANFORD. LEMME JUST SAY, I'VE APPLIED FOR COLLEGES THIS YEAR AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A PRETTY GOOD GRASP ON WHAT IT TAKES TO GET INTO CERTAIN COLLEGES. YOU'RE TELLING ME THE TWO OF THEM. REALLY. GOT. INTO. THOSE. SCHOOLS. pls.
DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE KISSING BOOTH. ELLE AND NOAH ARE POSSIBLY THE DUMBEST CHARACTERS I HAVE EVER WATCHED. I DON’T SEE THEM DO A PAGE OF HOMEWORK AND I DON’T EVEN THINK THEY ATTEND CLASS. LIKE MAKING A KISSING BOOTH FOR ONE FUNDRAISER FOR A CLUB THAT CONSISTS OF 2 PEOPLE DOES NOT COUNT AS ENOUGH TO GET INTO HARVARD. but that’s a different movie...
this is literally the idea that television and movies have in making it super easy to get into ivy leauges. as if some in state college isn't up to society's standards of where or where not it's ok to go to college. it's when gabriella montez goes to stanford, troy goes to berkely, ryan evan goes to julliard, teddy duncan goes to yale, cody martin is accepted to princeton, HANNAH MONTANA does to stanford.
and lara jean wants to study english lit. she never says “i want to go to stanford because of their great english lit program”. it’s only “i want to go to stanford because my boyfriend is going and i have no other life outside of him
fine. make your characters seem awesome by making them go to awesome colleges. but still. this is upseting.
you know how awesome it is to hear UVA, the college I've always wanted to go to, in a published book? and for them to just rip it away- espeically when UVA is so attainable?? Yea yea movie directors, i get it, UVA isn't good enough for you. whatever.
They had AT LEAST 5 MONTAGES. 5. FIVE. WHO NEEDS THAT MANY MONTAGES. To quote my friend "the movie is all montage and 30 mins of plot" AND I CAN'T FIND IT IN MYSELF TO DISAGREE WITH HER.
AND THE DANCES. I REALLY DIDN’T NEED TO SEE NOAH CENTINEO DO WHATEVER HE CALLS “DANCING” IN 2 MONTAGES. I know everyone fell in love with noah in the first movie, but i’m pretty sure everyone fell out of love with him in this one.
again, i know nothing about movies, but 5 montages?? it seems like you're just filling space and trying to make everything seem ✨awesome✨ and ✨amazing✨. SURE. everything might be awesome and amazing, but this movie was 1 HR AND 55 MINS. and you decided to add 1 HR of montages? WHy. AND. one of them was in slowmo. i can't
THEY HAD VOICE OVERS THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE. sure. 1 at the begin and 1 at the end, I think that's cute. BUT THE WHOLE MOVIE?? WHY. like bruh- have a focus.
literally did anyone read the freaking book? Remember how- in the book right? Margot was actually really not ok with Trina bc she's sort of replacing their mom? and Margot is rlly not ok with it but gets over it?? see how that was summarized in like 5 seconds in the movie? Oh i'm sorry you used all your time for the movie making STUPID MONTAGES but can we get some actually emotionally beats next time?? thanks.
ok this is a big problem i have with the movie. in the 3rd book, peter tries to have a relationship with his dad who ran away from him years ago. He struggles with that relationship the whole book. This is good stuff. people can relate to this. the scene in the diner where peter “confronts” his dad was CRINGEY. It could be noah’s acting but i couldn’t take him seriously. AND HE FORGIVES HIS DAD AFTER 30 SECONDS. the movie tries to include these smaller storylines but can’t because of the time limit. i’m no screenwriter, but i’m sure there could have been a way to subtly move that plot line during the entire movie rather than that one conversation in the diner
and in the book, peter has to train for lacrosse so he has to eat healthy which stresses him out. i specifically remember him getting mad at someone (maybe it was john ambrose, i don’t remember fully) for EATING HIS CARROTS. this just shows that peter has a life too. he has to worry about lacrosse along with losing lj. but no, the movie makes him look like the perfect boyfriend who has no other worries in life except for the girl in front of him
remember how- in the book (right?? bc they had a book to go off of???) Stormy was a part of the 3rd book? like a BIG part?? They LITEALLY just used her as John Ambrose's grandmother (WHICH IM PRETTY SURE THEY DIDN'T EVEN DO IN THE MOVIES). literally, stormy and john ambrose were throw away characters in the second movie and i am infurriated. BUT ALSO I LOVE JOHN AMBROSE HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO HIM??
and remember, how in the book, how the dog's name is "Jamie Fox-Pickle" and they changed it to HENRY??? where is the flavor. what was the reason. SERIOUSLY.
BUT ALSO. CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG BUT THERE WAS A POINT IN THE PLOT WHERE PETER'S MOM TOLD LARA JEAN TO BREAK UP WITH PETER. DOES NO ONE ELSE REMEBER THAT?? AND THEY CUT IT ALL OUT OF THE SCRIPT?? LIKE WHY. WHAT WAS THE REASON.
ok those are my biggest book grievances I think. but lemme just say, they NEVER went to NEW YORK. They literally wrote that in for the purposes of NYU. in the book, Chris and Lara Jean DRIVE to UNC because that's ATTAINABLE. BC THEY'RE STATE UNIVERSITIES. ANYWAYS
LJ’s and Chris’s spontaneous trip to unc showed their friendship in a good way. I never really liked chris as a friend to lj but during the trip, they are besties and it shows. the movie tries to do that in ny but peter is also in ny for some reason. she should have fell in love with ny WITHOUT peter at her side nagging her to sneak out and go on a date. she should have spent more time with chris rather than thinking about peter while she was watching the band.
the scene where Lara Jean is in New York and at the party and she sees the band? To all the boys I've loved before: Always and forever?? more like To all the boys I've loved before: gay awakening time.
when they moved the pink couch to the subway? WHy? They wanted snazzy pics.
when Lara Jean and Peter were making up and it was a really cute sequence AND THEN THEY MADE HER LOSE HER V CARD. FINE. I GET HOW THAT'S REALISTIC BUT IT WAS A CUTE SCENE. MY FRIEND ALMOST STARTED CRYING AND THEN LJ LOST HER V CARD AND WE COULDN'T STOP SCREAMING.
this is different from what was in the book (for the 100th time). In the book, they don’t do it and it shows that you can be in a high school relationship without being physical. I strongly appreciate that message. This darn movie had to have her lose her v card. WHY. IT ADDED NOTHING TO THEIR RELATIONSHIP. THE YEARBOOK SIGNING WAS SYMBOLIC ENOUGH
the montage where it's a montage of all of lara jean's and peter's cute moments?? ok fine. that was cute. but they literally just took scenes from past movies. imagine the impact if we like hidden moments from their relationships. maybe they're laughing in the car together. maybe they're watching they sunset. maybe peter is looking at her lovingly while she sleeps. WHAT IF. it WASN'T a montage of all the "bigger" moments of their relationship, and we got to see them just exist.
UGH. THE VOICE OVER AT THE END OF THE MOVIE IS SO CRINGEY I CAN'T
"WE AREN'T LIKE OTHER COUPLES. NOT US, LARA JEAN AND PETER KAVINSKY. BECAUSE WE HAVE SOMETHING BETWEEN US. WRITING LOVE LETTERS" please. b freaking s
Some redeemable qualities
while i didn't like most of the songs, "like me better" by lauv will always be loved. especially since it's a call back from the first movie?? I can ftw
WHY WASN’T “LIKE ME BETTER” THEIR SONG???? I really thought it was a good song to be their song and they referenced it in the beginning. No offense to the “beginning middle and end” people, but i felt no attachment to that song.
they customized her phone. it looked like it was a 7 (idk rlly, i don't know crap abt iphones) but they customized it. Granted, I KNOW lara jean would be the one with the aesthetic background with color coded folder, but still- they did give her relevant apps. some to note include; tiktok, spotify, instagram, netflix, notes, messages, facetime, maps, whatsapp and the STANFORD APP?? whatever- i'm chill.
they did make lara jean make choices so that was good.
the prom ask?? That was cute. with the pancakes??
at the end when Peter played the song even though earlier he didn't like it?? I liked that. i liked that a lot. ok fine i more than liked that a lot. There are multiple texts where my friends are screaming at each other. In fact, 26 separate messages.
chris in general. granted, she was more present in the books, but i'll take what i can get.
some notable quotes by her, the queen
"I'm dead inside"
not wanting to do a gigantic walk down from the stairs and asking the boys not to turn around
peter said he liked lara jean's forehead kisses and that reminded me of emma chamberlain so that's a positive only bc of emma
I remembered that they were the class of 2021, and I'M class of 2021 and it just hit for a second.
my friend cried over their graduation but i felt nothing bc we're literally living in a pandemic and chances of me getting a real graduation?? we'll see
again, these are all just my opinion. my friend doesn't like the movie bc she says she's sad and bitter and seeing these cute couples makes her feel lonely but i'm just diappointed. the books were GOOD. they were gold.
there was so much they could’ve done with the movies, and i just feel like they didn��t deliver on anything. Jenny Han, i’m sorry. The movie overall, ik someone who cried about it and someone else who gave it 7/10. props for them but jeez i just wish for more.
ok but that’s the show folk. i mean, obviously everything i said was opinion and literally don’t listen to anything i’ve said. BUT. feel free to add what you hated or loved abt the movie too. thanks. i love you guys. “always and forever” :,)
p.s- omg not them ripping off taylor swift. jk jk. ok bye
#to all the boys i've loved before#to all the boys always and forever#to all the boys netflix#to all the boys ps i still love you#to all the boys series#lara jean x peter#lara jean icons#lara jean x john ambrose#lara jean x gen#lana condor#jenny han#peter kavinsky#noah centenio#noah scented mayo tbh#always and forever#tatbilb#i'm really sorry#i really wanted to love it#but also#there are no good peters anymore#only peter parker#rants i guess#i hope my anonymus person reads this#hi i love you#i have lots of thoughts about this movie#i'm not saying that it sucks#because i do know people that thought that this movie was quite pleasant#but i mean#you have the source material#this book is LITERALLY being made into a movie BC the source material is good
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I Watched TWS for the Millionth Time So Let’s Over-Analyze This Shit
-TFA theme at the beginning 🥰 (that theme is so fuckin good)
-Sam’s lil jogging route around the Tidal Basin/Mall
-Steve being sassy , just as a general
-Steve’s sadness errands
-Sam relating to Steve on the soldier front and making him feel seen
-Just. Sam Wilson
-The way that Steve’s to-do list in the movie varies from country to country (For instance, the UK list has Sherlock instead of I Love Lucy and The Beatles)
-Also I wanna know Steve’s thai order
-The fact that this whole exchange is happening at 6:39 am
-Natasha drives with all the recklessness of a 16 year old that just got their license
-Stealth Suit Stealth Suit
-Steve deflecting Nat’s date suggestions
-Steve’s aversion for parachutes...reckless endangerment ✨
-Steve speaking/understanding at least a little french
-Tony having designed the Helicarriers to have arc reactor power instead of turbines because “he got a close up look at the turbines” in The Avengers 2012 when he got caught in them
-“This isnt freedom, this is fear” aka the embodiment of Steve’s character
-Steve’s exhibit being in the Air and Space museum even tho he flew a plane once and crashed it
-Bucky’s display having two different birth years (1916 and 1917. the correct one is 1917)
-In the little video of Steve and Bucky, Sebastian Stan was saying “We *are* friends” after the director told them to “act like friends” for that shot
-Steve acknowledging Peggy’s family and therefore acknowledging that their relationship with each other, while still close and special, is not romantic anymore and Peggy telling Steve to move on and start over wtf endgame
-The parallel of Peggy losing her memory as Bucky regains his
-Sam Wilson willing to show vulnerability and not being ashamed of his PTSD and treating Steve like any other attendee and hoping Steve will open up too if he sees that it’s okay to
-Steve’s face after “it was like I was up there just to watch” cuz he gets it and both sam and him had to watch their other half fall
-“What makes you happy?” “I don’t know”
-The Winter Soldier theme is just Bucky’s scream pitched different and made to sound mechanical because Henry Jackman wanted it to sound like a man trapped in a machine
-Why is Steve a lucky bastard that has his own laundry machine
-Steve leaving his apartment building after Sharon points out the music and then SCALING THE SIDE OF HIS OWN BUILDING AND CLIMBING IN THROUGH HIS WINDOW LIKE CAN YOU IMAGINE SEEING CAPTAIN AMERICA JUST CLIMBING INTO HIS APARTMENT THROUGH HIS WINDOW ONE NIGHT
-STEVE’s APARTMENT I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS (i might make a separate post on that)
-The fact that “A Long, Long Time” is playing when he sees Bucky for the first time in the future and the song is about lovers reuniting after the war i’m not saying it’s gay but i am
-He calls Fury “Nick” which really indicates theyre not close in the slightest
-Steve is excellent in adapting under pressure (him immediately catching on and using Fury’s code story: “who else knows about your wife?”)
-Steve is Awful at lying but hes also Excellent at lying
-How tf did Steve get the flash drive in the vending machine without the vending machine dude noticing i-
-“Captain Rogers” “Neighbor >:(“ petty little shit
-Steve’s observation skills are A+++++ as we can see in the elevator scene
-More reckless endangerment like imagine just going through your work day and captain america falls through the ceiling
-Steve stole someones gym clothes after escaping SHIELD. let that sink in
-Natasha has about a billion masks on at all times (“I only act like i know everything, rogers” “the person that programmed this was slightly smarter than me. slightly” “the truth isn’t all things to all people all of the time”) also she’s quite insecure, especially when it comes to being perceived as a good, trustable person
-Meanwhile, Steve’s consistently himself even if it costs him
-Bucky trained Natasha in the Red Room (at least in the comics) so theres a good chance she made the connection between him and Steve and withheld that information
-The honeymoon in New Jersey😭😭
-Steve and Nat both have very different, but entirely valid approaches to situations: Steve’s is that of a tactiction, Nat’s is that of a spy’s. We see this in the scene at Pentagon City Mall
-Steve’s looking for someone with shared life experience and bucky has that
-Bucky killed JFK
-When Zola tells him that his death and life both amount to that of a zero sum, he punches the screen with his bare fist, not his shield, indicating just how much that upset him
-Pierce offers Bucky milk cuz he knows “the asset” can’t refuse or accept offers. He’s taunting him
-Sam drinks orange juice straight from the bottle and also doesnt refrigerate his mustard. There’s also a baseball trophy in his apartment so,,,,, baseball player sam anyone?
-Sam is also a gem who immediately helps out Steve and Nat with no judgement in his tone so they don’t feel ashamed
-Nat straightened her hair somewhere in Sam’s house
-“Cuz thats really not your style, Rogers” “you’re right, it’s not” *rubs sitwell’s arm* “it’s hers”
-Steve and Nat banter Steve and Nat banter
-Sam is just *clenches fist* so cool
-Nat immediately knows where Bucky’s gonna shoot when he lands on the Sam’s car and later she knows how to affectively fight him best because he trained her so she knows his fighting style
-Steve alone saying “Bucky?” was enough to break Bucky’s conditioning the slightest bit
-Sam met Steve like 36 hours ago and he’s already being arrested and made into a government fugitive with him and it won’t be the last time
-Steve is the only one entirely restrained
-“Even when I had nothing I had Bucky”
-Everyone meets Sam and is just like “aight let’s trust him with the highest clearance security information”
-Steve looks super nauseous all through the scene where Rumlow is handcuffing him and later when he says, “he looked right at me, like he didn’t even know me” he sounds sick and choked up
-Steve carries a lot of weight on his shoulders
-Steve’s “Bucky?” after the highway battle and Steve’s “Bucky?” in Bucky’s memory in the Vault Scene being different (in Bucky’s memory, he looks more heartbroken)
-Sebastian’s acting. Just all of it. And the way Bucky just opens his mouth for the mouth guard before he gets wiped....heartbreaking
-Steve realizes an organization that was meant to protect the people has become its own antithesis so hes like “aight. get rid of it” damn that’s the right mindset right there
-In the memory scene after Sarah’s funeral, Steve is so out of it and distressed, that he can’t find his key but Bucky immediately knows exactly where it is and what he’s lookin for
-Bucky was vain as shit and also had money: tailored suit, hair w shit ton of brylcreem in it
-The big breakfast Steve had was at Sam’s house
-The whole scene on the helicarrier between Steve and Bucky is incredible here are some highlights: Steve never backing down from a fight until it’s Bucky he’s fighting, Steve dropping the shield for him, Steve being ready to die if living means he’s living in a world where Bucky’s alive and doesnt remember him
-Their acting in that scene is so genuine and heartbreaking i can’t- i can’t-
-Steve’s got a comm i’m so chances are Nat, Sam and Maria can hear a portion of what’s going down on the helicarriers
-“I’m with ya to the end of the line” is basically “til death do us part” so the equivalent of wedding vows between Bucky and Steve is what ultimately broke Bucky’s conditioning
-When bucky fell, steve didn’t jump after him but when Steve fell, bucky went after him even tho he’s brainwashed. don’t think about steve’s guilt surrounding that. youll only get sad
-Bucky waited until Steve took a breath to leave him
-Sam waited by Steve’s side in the hospital
-In the end credit scene, Bucky and Steve originally were supposed to make eye contact, but the writers didn’t want it established that Bucky remembered Steve until CW
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Every time I watch it from here on out, I’m gonna add a lil more as I notice hehehe
#ca:tws#captain america#the winter soldier#Steve Rogers#stucky#natasha romanov#Bucky Barnes#sam wilson#marvel#marvel shit
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Happy 200!! Hope your work gets the recognition it deserves. If the request is still open about the hcs I'd like to have both nsfw and sfw hcs with Jean. I'm mean, cold, sarcastic, cuss a lot and short af. When it comes to hobbies I like writing. She/her pronouns and my name is Kiki. Sorry if that's difficult. Thank you for your time.
Hi, Kiki! <3 Thank you so much for your kind words! I love the "short af" part lmao ♥ Our cocky boy Jean needs a mean little thing like you. He is way too sure of himself and it only turns him into a better person, dating someone like you. There is one specific scene in my mind for the both of you. Jean sees you for the first time and dives 100% in. He never got rejected and is positive that you will be just another number to add to his playbook. But oh boy, he was wrong. "Hey sweets, how about we skip the chit-chat part and you just gimme your number?" Jean muses, leaning against the wall. The most playful grin dances on his lips. You don't even bother to look up as you say, "Why don't we skip the cocky asshole part and you just leave me the fuck alone, Jean-bo?" If a voice could turn anything into ice, yours would be the first to accomplish such a task. ♥ And from this moment on this man does cartwheels to get your attention. He just wants you to like him so bad. :( ♥ Fast forward, after literally begging you to go out with him you finally give in. And the date turns out actually nice, wtf? You end up sitting in his car talking about your past, your secret fears and everything that comes to your mind. Both of you had your fair share of trauma it explains a lot about Jean's behavior. Deep down he is such a sweet baby. After this moment you actually begin to soften around him and give this poor man a chance. ♥ Jean and you can't have a conversation without cussing. People think you are constantly fighting even though you are just being sweet. "How dare you to look so fucking cute in this fucking dress?" Jean huffs as he places his hands on your hips. "Shut up, or I kiss the attitude away, you dumbass!" you say, eyes rolling. ♥ Kirschtein loves to squish your face between his big hands and just kisses you over and over again. Especially to embarrass you in public, since he knows how important it is to keep up your cold deminer. He is a little asshole. :) ♥ When the two of you are alone together you are both such cuddle bears. There isn't one second without a gentle touch or a featherlight kiss. In the end, you really do love each other. Your man loves to see you still getting flustered over some gentle gestures. ♥ Jean adores the height difference between you. You look so adorable to him. Is especially into being the big spoon and caging your whole body in with his huge arms. <3 Also, this mofo will never let you grab things from higher shelves. He sees it as his duty to do this task for you. ♥ Will never shut up about the fact that he loves you. Says it at least 10 times a day. NSFW ♥ Jean is a little vanilla when it comes to sex with you. At some point, he just needs to look you in the eyes, while fucking you so good. He loves to wrap his arms around your tiny body or cage you completely in, so you are as close as possible. ♥ This man is the CEO of big dick and you can't convince me otherwise. He makes you at least come twice before he pounds into your needy cunt. Wants to have his little baby nicely prepped for his huge cock. :( ♥ Kirschtein is such a Sub for you. He will beg for your pussy, tears staining his cheeks while you drive him crazy. Your touch is featherlight, just a little kiss here and there. And he can't disobey you, because you are so beautiful. "P-please, I can't anymore..." Jean whines as you rub your aching cunt against his abdomen. You smile in the most devious way. "Giving up already? Do good boys give up? Aren't you my good boy?" ♥ Jean is SO skilled with his fingers. He can just make you cum in minutes, with his skilled digits. The subby attitude is all gone while your orgasm depends on him. He loves those little moments of power. In conclusion: Jean and you are the exact opposites and this is why it works so well. You need him and Jean needs you. He is your ride or die and will do anything to make you happy.
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Ghost Snake
Summary: Sweet Pea/Reader Request: Reader’s new to riverdale/ related to a ghoulie and maybe the serpents freak out and her being like wtf
You weren’t entirely sure why your cousin was so insistent about you coming to Riverdale, why he needed your help. When you show up, bags surrounding you and he walks out, beaming, black leather tight against his skin you understand. “Hey Y/N, you been doing okay? You heard what happened to the rest of them yeah?” He flashes the back of his jacket as he drags your bags in. “Sam, what happened then?” He throws himself on the couch before pointing into the house. “You room is the third door down. I’m in the second, Mom’s in the first.” “This is Auntie’s house?” You let your eyes wander before returning to Sam’s figure. “Yeah, she’ll be home in a few, big job she’s sorting out.” “Course.” You settle into the arm chair watching as Sam relaxes flicking through the TV channels. “Riverdale High isn’t bad.” He offers. “You never went there.”
“Yeah, but Kurtz is there so Mom wanted someone to keep an eye on him” “So I’m a fucking babysitter? You called me down here to play house with my psycho half-brother?” ‘I called you down.” You freeze, nervously turning to see your aunt in the doorway. “She’s here!” Sam calls out. You watch your aunt frown. “I can see that. I told you to call me when she got in.” “I did. Just now.” Your aunt rolls her eyes and flashes you a smile. “Come on, we can get Pop’s” “You sure you’re allowed in there now? That’s Serpent territory, you-“ Sam taunts. “Shut it you little slug.” She snaps, you snort following your aunt out. “Sam wouldn’t-“
“Long story short, some kid got shot, the Serpent’s almost took the fall and I almost got my hold back on them as their snake charmer, they cut me outta the Serpent’s and I got my revenge, and now I’m trying to lay low.” You nod as she retreats from the diner holding a to go bag. “So lots of almost’s then.” “Yes and now your idiot brother got himself into the Serpent’s and-“ “Half brother.” “Your half brother. Why do you always make that distinction? It’s not like it matters.” You nod to her pulling a burger out. “My mom says its dad’s side of the family that the crazy is in.” You wrinkle your nose.
“Course Dad said it was the women he slept with that were psycho. Either way I don’t like being associated with him, he’s usually off his rocks anyways.” You shrug and your aunt nods. “They’re just gonna know you as a new kid. The Ghoulies don’t really exist anymore.” “I never was one.” “Mhm, that tat you have just for fun then? Either way-“ She arches an eyebrow and you squirm under he gaze. “I know, keep him from killing anyone.” You nod to her stowing your burger as she pulls back to the house. —————————————————————————————
“Okay one more time, let’s go through all the Serpent’s” Sam drills you as he drives to Riverdale High. “Jones is the leader, he’s dating Betty’s who’s not official, Toni and Cheryl are Serpent’s but they also aren’t. Fangs and Sweet Pea are the two main guys Jones uses. And the Kurtz, who’s also not really one.” “Good, now what’s the goal?” “To keep Kurt from killing any of them.” “Again.” “Again? Who did he?”
“Tried to kill Fangs.” You groan smacking your hand against your forehead. “Why didn’t anyone teach him murder is not an appropriate crush confession.” “He was high if that-“ “He’s always high. Thanks.” You nod and stretch as Sam drops you off down the street. “Just up-“ “I can see the school, I think I’ll survive walking down he road.” ——————————————————————————–
You rub your temples as you look back down at your schedule, circling the hallway looking at the door numbers. “You okay?” You turn, watching Sweet Pea walk up. “I got lost.” You huff thrusting your schedule out to him. “Oh you’re in my class, jeeze you really are late, come on.” He nods pulling you along towards the one hallway you hadn’t gone down. “Sweet Pea who’d you find then?” “Y/N, sir, I’m the new student.” “I can see, sit next to him and just listen for now, take notes if you can.” You nod sitting next to Sweet Pea.
“Come on lunch now. You can meet everyone.” He smiles and you follow him once more. You watch the Serpent’s nod to him, waiting for him to introduce you. “This is Betty, Veronica, and Archie, and then Jughead, he’s the leader of the Serpent’s which include me, Fangs, Toni, Cheryl, and Kurtz.” You wave to all of them and Kurtz smirks at you.You shake your head and he nods as he stands up exiting the lounge.
“Where are you going Kurtz.” Jughead shouts after him and he pauses in the doorway. “Home, my aunt needs me to help her move some stuff.” You roll your eyes. “Have fun, don’t get lost.” Jughead laughs and you turn to him. “Kurtz is usually high, either on Jangle or Fizzle rocks. He’s harmless, mostly.” “He tried to throw me off the second floor, but it’s just cause he was having a bad trip.” “And you say he’s harmless?” You scoot closer to Sweet Pea as Fang’s laughs. ————————————————————————————-
You join the River Vixen’s, Sam applauds your efforts to blend in and you silently beg for him to return to college. You get no such reprieve; he seems to settle back into the house the same as you do. Kurtz is surprisingly sober and you manage to find babysitting him painfully easy now that he’s not high and hallucinating gargoyles like he used to. You find yourself settling in with the Serpent’s their close knit bond nothing like the Ghoulies have. You spend the most time with Sweet Pea, and it doesn’t take long before he asks you out. You accept with his assurance he won’t be bothered when he meets your family. ————————————————————————————-
It’s been three months but Sweet Pea seems to have reached his limit on not asking about your family. He offers the option for them to come to the annual Serpent cook out, it’s held in Sunnyside, and after clearing it with most of the residents he gives you the go ahead. You try your best not to throw up from nerves as you brief Kurtz, Sam and your aunt on what they’ve been invited too. “Wait you’re dating a Serpent and you didn’t tell us?” Sam glares and your Aunt narrows her eyes at Kurtz. “You knew?” “I’m not about to rat my half-sis out. That’s just mean.” “Do you even have a moral code?” She glares at Kurtz who just laughs. “Anyways, we’ve been dating for three months and-“ “Three months?!!” “Yeah, please just, don’t cause a scene. Please.” ———————————————————————————-
You’re shaking when you pull up in Sam’s car. You step out first, Kurtz looping his arm in yours and Sam’s forcing Sam to stumble as he gets out to keep up with you both. “Okay just-“ “What the fuck.” You cringe, your aunt standing behind you looking unimpressed at FP Jones and the Serpent’s who form an almost barrier. “Relax Jones, I’m just dropping of my niece, call me when they need to leave.” She nods to Kurtz and Sam who frown. “Why doesn’t she have to leave with us!”
“Cause, at least for now she’s with one, unless either of you two cozy up to any of ‘em you’re coming home when they kick you out.” “Penny?” You can see Jughead walking up fear in his eyes; you catch the scar on his arm, understand the revenge comment. “Like I told your dad, just dropping them off.” She turns away and slides back into the car. ——————————————————————————————-
You find Sweet Pea instantly; he looks oddly at Kurtz and Sam trailing after you. “Wasn’t your aunt-“ “Penny Peabody.” You cringe at Sam’s voice. “Your aunt is;” He’s about to say something else when you track his eyes to the tattoo on the inner part of your bicep, almost hidden but exposed because Kurtz’s arm is looped in yours. “You’re a fuckin’ Ghoul.” “They don’t exist any moreeeee” Kurtz laughs and you untangle yourself from him shoving him away. “Aw come on sis, you really going to play like that?” Sam pulls him back. “They need to have a couple’s talk.” He snickers dragging Kurtz over towards the grill. You turn nervously to face Sweet Pea.
“My place.” He nods and you follow him to the trailer. You step in waiting for him to yell, to scream, to tell you how betrayed he is, how angry. He steps forward closing the door behind you. You try your best to keep yourself still. His arms wrap around you, the closest he’s getting to hurting you being the crushing huge you’re now in. “Are you okay? They aren’t hurting you?” “What no? they’re my family they wouldn’t- You’re not mad?”
“That’d be like you being mad about me being in the Serpents.” “The ghouls tried to kill your leader!” “And we partially skinned you aunt. We all do bad things, besides, never took you for a rebel.” “Rebel?”
“Going against your family, your gang to be with me.” “Why wouldn’t I? I love you.” You try your best to look up at him and he seems to understand as he loosens his grip around you so you can look up and smile at him. He smiles back about to kiss you when he can hear a crash outside. “Shit, please don’t be Sam or Kurtz. Please don’t be Sam or Kurtz.” You mumble rushing back over to the main area to see Kurtz sitting smugly on a chair and Sam on the ground next to him glaring.
“Sam it’s only fair, you’re still a Ghoul. I’m mostly a Serpent.” “Y/N’s more of a Serpent than you Kurtz.” Jughead smirks and Kurtz frowns shocked. “Jones, I’ve been through things with you..” “Things you caused, you fuck.” Kurtz nods laughing and moves from the chair, Sweet Pea sits down pulling you onto his lap. Sam scoots over letting Kurtz sit next to him. Jughead swings around handing both you and Sweet Pea plates with burgers on them. You sit on his lap, watching the sunset.
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starwritten society “season one” summary in bullet points
The Starwritten Society is a secret organization dedicated to rescuing children with paranormal abilities from those who would manipulate or weaponize those abilities. They also specialize in training those children to control their powers, if need be.
But forget about that let’s get to the cool stuff
fox exists
everyone is either kinda in love with him or fucking hates him
or both *coughwilsoncough*
also he’s a bastard
and he looks like pedro pascal but that’s whatever just focus
he gets back from a mission
and is immediately called into Iara’s office
they’re the head of the Society btw
he thinks he’s in trouble but NOPE
turns out he’s a mentor now! yayyy!
wait no he doesn’t want to be a mentor oops
especially not to this... sassy child
who by the way seems WAY too young to be an agent
and he knows that you need a recommendation from a higher ranking agent to be a mentor and so he asks who recommended him
turns out it was wilson
who’s the head of the high risk rescue division
and also the character that almost the entire made-up fandom ships with fox but they don’t expect it to actually happen because the amount of queerbaiting in tv is RIDICULOUS
but jokes on them everyone in this goddamn show is gay as fuck lol
anyway he confronts wilson bc he doesn’t want a trainee wtf dude
and wilson goes
”I thought having another life to worry about might make you a little less reckless.”
yeah they have a very passive-aggressive rivalry as of yet
and so fox is stuck with a trainee
her name is hollister btw, aidan hollister, she’s the paraself
anywho hollister n fox do NOT get along at first
fox makes it very clear that he doesn’t think hollister is cut out for this kinda shit
like even though she was able to hack into the society's security systems which is basically impossible
she doesn’t know how to hold a gun or fight a bitch
AND she’s like 14, most agents don’t start training until they’re like 17
so shes too young for this shit
and hollister is pissed because she earned her right to be here and this motherfucker is just fuckn UGH
also she has a hidden complex about not being good enough or “worthy” but shhhh that’s a secret
but they‘re stuck with each other though so
then we meet Kennedy, she runs the tech devision and was very impressed Hollister managed to hack the system (that she made! Kennedy made the system! She’s by far the most vital person in the Society and don’t you ever forget it)
Kennedy and Fox are also really good friends they’ve known each other since they were trainees
kennedy immediately takes a liking to hollister
she slowly grows on Fox too but he won’t show it
well he has to adopt train this kid so there’s like a solid three episodes that’s just them going missions and him teaching her how to do agenty stuff
then we meet The Bad Guy
Her name is Eleanor Sylvidas
which is the same name as the first bad guy Fox ever faced bc she‘s that lady’s daughter and has the same name
turns out her mom raised her to continue the family business
if you know what I mean
haha
anyway
so Eleanor is giving the Society a lot of shit to deal with
fox and hollister’s mission is to get any sort of information on her, try to find her location but DO NOT GET INTO A FIGHT WITH HER bc they won’t let hollister get into fights yet
anyway turns out eleanor is in the building at the same time as them
they get split up
hollister gets into a fight with her
of course
because shes Like That
hollister loses but fox saves her and they get the hell out of there
the bad news is that Eleanor is now targeting these two specifically
she recognized fox as the guy who got her mom arrested and since hollister’s his trainee she’s roped into the mess too
so a few episode pass that i haven’t fully daydreamed yet
just a few training things and dangerous shit and fox teaching Hollister how to steal a car
and we have a backstory episode duh
every good show has some backstory exposition
long story short fox‘s parents died in a murder-su•c•de and also his sister got kidnapped and he spent a year in foster care before running away and joining the circus and eventually the Society
hollister never met her parents and has spent her entire life in the foster care system
and tragic villain backstory! That’s the heroes don’t know!
Eleanor’s mom basically made her feel worthless or like she wouldn't be good for anything if she couldn’t carry on with the plan thing.
And she doesn’t actually want to be doing any of this! She just acts like she does and wears this sadistic twisted mask to hide any doubt
but enough sad shit get ready for...
the FANCY PARTY EPISODE
there’s one in each season, where the characters have to sneak into a very rich-people black-tie event
and also sneak in as many weapons as they can fit on their person
so they go to this party
and they split up in order to find eleanor
and fox SPECIFICALLY tells Hollister “if you see her don’t engage, just let me take care of it”
hollister sees Eleanor and tries to get Fox’s attention but eleanor is going somewhere and she doesn’t have time and-
so she just follows Eleanor without Fox’s help
and then they get into another fight
and it’s a pretty even fight bc hollister’s a quick learner and stuff
and so she’s gotten pretty good at fighting
but then fox finds them and hollister’s distracted and eleanor gets away
and so they’re back where they started
there‘s a long scene of him arguing with her because she put herself in danger and could‘ve gotten herself killed
and her arguing that she had it, she could’ve just ended the whole thing right there and they wouldn’t have to deal with this lady anymore
but NO because fox had to interrupt
it ends with hollister storming out of the room and Fox just sighing and leaning against the wall
and then realizing suddenly that
well shit
maybe he does care about this kid
thats not good
but of course he’s not gonna say it out loud bc he doesn‘t want to admit that attachment
in the end it’s after a long talk with Kennedy that he admits it
partially because she locks him in her office because she KNOWS something‘s wrong and she also knows that he’ll bottle it up land deal with it silently unless someone makes him talk about it
Kennedy is absolutely not gonna have that shit because that’s not ✨healthy✨
she’s a good friend like that and also just a badass in general
anyway so fox admits that mayyybe yeah he cares about the kid and possibly hypothetically sees her as a daughter and such
Kennedy seems satisfied so she tells him to go find Hollister
wherever she went
And it turns out!!!
she just straight up left the building and went for a walk to clear her head
which is dangerous, dumbass, what are you thinking someone’s trying to kill you
Hollister is a reflection of myself so it makes sense that she’s an idiot tbh
but anyway a few people who work for Eleanor attacked her and captured her and such
aaaaaaanyway
fox doesnt know that yet so he’s walking around looking for her
and after a while he starts getting worried
because where the hell is she? where the fuck is his kid dammit
and then
he gets a text
from hollister's phone
with a series of coordinates
and so being the impulsive dumbass he is he just goes to those coordinates as fast as he can without any sort of backup
and it turns out!
Eleanor was trying to get both of them in the same place, yknow
two birds with one stone n shit
hollister is still alive don’t worry!
she gets plot armor because I like her
so there’s a fight, there’s blood and grit and also there’s...
✨eleanor having a mental breakdown✨
and so she’s talking about how she HAS to do this and she’s losing her composed cool persona and just going wild
and fox tries to calm her down but it doesn’t work, she just wants to kill them both right now and she’s not gonna stop until either they’re dead or she is
and so they fight, although the main two don’t really have a choice in it
Kennedy shows up with backup bc shes a bad bitch like that
and eventually, after a long fight, Hollister and Fox take down Eleanor
They don’t kill her, obviously, but they are Getting This Bitch Therapy
I think she might be important later in like
season 4 or something
that’s the one I just started daydreaming
but forget about that there’s sappy stuff happening! :D
they’re both on the floor, hollister’s kinda hugging herself and she looks like she‘s about to cry
”I thought you didn’t want me around. I thought I wasn’t good enough.”
and then fox just hugs her
and now they’re both crying
and the viewers are crying
and the sky is also crying
because it’s raining when they get outside
and they’ve become this lil family duo
and BOOM there you go season one in bullet points
#I skipped an unbelievable amount of shit but I had to shorten it a lot#Trust me the development isn’t nearly that rushed#im just a shitty writer#para: hollister#para: fox#para: kennedy#paracosm: the starwritten society#Wilson is much more prominent than he seems here I promise#paraportal#my paras#my paracosm#tw suicide#tw death mention#tw abuse#tw murder#tw mental breakdown
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