#we dont talk about 2020
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At the end of each year, I make a moodboard of my current aesthetic and favourites, this is the fourth year in a row I’ve done it




#ethel cain#rural aesthetic#southern goth aesthetic#moodboard#happy new year#we dont talk about 2020
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Almost annual redraw of my OC Fortes
#ocs#fortes#original character#shop5 art#illustration#illustration art#we dont' talk about 2020 and 2021
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do you draw and can you show me some of ur drawings if so if not do you have anything you’d want someone to draw (me let me draw you something exept adult men)
I do not draw. I remember I wanted to get good at drawing when I was a freshmen in highschool. I kinda lost motivation after being disencouraged and feel no want to do it anymore. I do sometimes doodle on homework now tho lol. Here is some of my 2020 art 😟










As for if you can draw me something YES PLS??? I would fucking LOVE to see art of dipper braiding mabels hair! (I noticed your pfp is gravity falls so I tried to stick to that theme hehe)
#we dont talk about the 2020 art era#i remember getting teased for being a begginer so i just gave up LAMOAJSJX#dont give up kids#art#fanart#gus porter#the owl house#misa amane#death note#gravity falls#hunter toh#skyj80yaps
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Please shut the hell up about your insecurities in the jjk tags we don’t gaf
again!! did not mean to add those tags !! just block me if it pisses you off that badly !! also clearly you do care 'cause if you didnt you wouldn't have felt the need to go out of your way to tell me to shut up so
#also ur a coward for sending this anonymously#which also shows you clearly care at least a little#if you didnt care#then you wouldnt go out of your way to hide your identity#CAUSE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SENT THE STUPID FUCKING ASK IN THE FIRST PLACE 💀💀#Is it that hard to block or scroll#you cannot seriously be that chronically online that someone using incorrect tags sends you into a dilemma#why are you literally a 2020 discord mod after someone starts talking in the wrong channels LMFAOOOO#No but seriously shut up#there is no way you care so much about finding your precious smaus that me accidentally using the tag is the end of your world#jjk fans try to touch grass and take showers!!!!#level impossible!!!#ik itll be hard for you but i believe in you (not really)#no hate to other jjk fans#but yall are lwk building a GOD AWFUL rep rn#and thats coming from someone whos very active in the jjk fandom 💀💀#imagine being so delusional and strung up on pretending fictional men are ur boyfriends#that when someone disturbs that#(and ‘disturbs’ is generous considering the fact you arent obligated to pay attention to my posts 💀)#you get pissed of and decide to go out of your way to tell them#this goes to show what kind of life you so obviously lead#when was the last time you left the house be honest#do you turn to the affection of pretend men because real people dont wanna be around your chronically online ass?#dont worry babe#we can tell
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Just saw a video where someone mentioned reading the curious incident of the dog in the night time, and they thought afterwards they may have autism too. When they brought it up to their mum, she was like "you knew??" cause apparently she'd done that thing people seem to do where they keep an autism diagnosis secret from their kids
It made me remember when my grandma gave me that book to read when we were all at her place for Christmas. She said something like "I think you'll really like it", which confused me cause I was more into fantasy stuff than mystery novels. I mean. I did really like it. But it's one of the things that makes me wonder... did my parents do that thing too...?
#i want to ask but i dont know how and im too scared#i tried looking through my medixal records but myhealthrecord only goes back to like 2020#my gp who i have seen my whole life said shes unaware of anything like that happening#when i told my aunt i thought i had it she was like 'doesnt that have something to do with your eye condition' like. it wasnt a surprise#the other day i got really focused on trying to figure out when freight trains come through the train station near our house during dinner#i was doing it for like fivr ten minutes while we were talking about other stuff and then i said yes the freight trains do tend to come at#night because theyre not allowed on the tracks in peak hours. and yes i have been researching that this whole time#and he goes 'its my autism and i get to choose the special interest' or. hyperfixation or something#i asked him why he said that (does he know?) and he said it was just a joke because of the 'thing about autistic people liking trains'#but... does he know...#do they know...#i couldn't eat the food at my aunts wedding and i was expecting him to make some snarky comment#but instead he just helped me.explain my texture issues to our aunts friend. which i did not expect at all#one day. idk why. but my stepmum told me her oldest son had been diagnosed when he was a kid and she didnt tell him. even when he came to#her. upset. asking why he was so different from everyone else. id known her son since primary school long before our parents got together#i had no idea what to say man i dont know why she told me that#like. is it some big open secret that everyone but me knew until last year?#im starting to wonder if some of the help i got in high school wasnt just due to my vision. especially if my mum is to be believed about#them wanting to put me in the special ed class. seems a bit much for someone with vision problems right...? always thought that was odd#but. its my mum. and the story was about her fighting the school on that so. idk if i can believe her.#ignore me#its late and that video just made me think about all this again#idk. maybe things would have been better if id known. much like thr adhd but definitely no one knew about that
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#it’s actually so weird that in like 3 months harry took all those larry related things and decided to#kinda make it weirder lol#when this past summer we got:#sweet creature is about gemma thing#the blue bandana on his so called American boyfriend lol#and then love of my life here… for my buddy in the pit#and then the olivia tattoo#it really felt like they were trying to reduce any possible larry references to the usual plausible deniability#for example harry hasn’t mentioned tattoo in his songs yet mostly because he couldn’t since#the half part of his tattoes is on louis’ body and there’s no way to deny it#but now he could… and people would relate that eventual line to a woman if that makes sense.#anyway my point is in 2020 the umbro shirt was huge because of the line in fine line too#was it playing both sides was it saying we’re together who knows#but it was fun for the most and then it was sad bc that was larry goodbye to us larries in a way#since after it was mostly hard times and some stupid green and blue lights lmao#not even their music talks about them like it used to lol#and now this pap pics i that shirt…#I dont know man I don’t know#very random… bit scary#it is what it is
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how does christmas saves the year manage to be so incredibly sad
#maybe i am just projecting but it sounds like someone desperately trying to convince themselves that christmas and the good memories#that come with it will fix them#like obviously it was released in 2020 so the whole point is like. we're isolated and we cant see our families like we normally would#but to me it also reads as like . we're getting older and it's not the same#“cheap decor and flavored cheer”/“years past seemed so much grander” and all#you want the holidays to feel as special as they did when you were a kid but they dont. you just want to feel happier or better or Somethin#again. hardcore projecting#yes i am listening to csty in january and crying really hard about it leave me alone#s talks#vent#?
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was watching a video on wendigoon going over all the controversies and shit and i'm not here to talk about it i'm just here to say that im so glad someone fucking cleared up the whole "he's white" thing because for as race blind as i fucking am i was pretty sure that man Was Not white 😭 but hey how could i be sure when ppl like charlie white exist... 😞
#luly talks#i took until like 2020 or past to find out he wasn't asian i was like so fucking convinced of it#but yeah no like wendigoon isn't even that fair skinned#btw today i was literally thinking about my race blindness bc like that's literally how i was raised when i was a kid i didnt know race lik#a thing. yknow.#i understood nationalities for sure i understood China existed becuase well there's a lot of chinese immigration over here esp when i was#a child (now its rarer isnt it? i mean i cant fucking blame them lmao but i really feel like you dont see as many chinese ppl anymore)#but the whole idea about skintone meaning something or fucking. facial features was just. something i didnt think about#i did apparently get very surprising when i saw a african man for the first time according to my grandma#i was a fucking toddler i was like 4 or 5 btw i didnt know any better 😭#i did also call a horse a big dog like i was just a easily confused child#anyway when it came to my peers like. i even learnt about our country's native ppl and the diff tribes and their culture#(to an extent. which is super cool btw) in primary school BUT EVEN THEN i just.#like i just grew up in blissful unawareness i didnt think there was any difference between ppl like#we live in the same country and we speak the same language that's all i need to know you're like me 👍#being a child truly is of the silliest it gets
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can i verbalise a selfish thought for a moment. dont read the tags if thatll bother you or anything
#what with all this talk of colonisation and whose land what is it does make me wonder about what the bigger voices in these convos would#have to say about my country. like im genuinely curious bc idk how to categorise us at all. context bc i dont expect anyone to know:#the indigenous people of the land i live on were the arawaks & lucayans. however when this land was first colonised they were all genocided#and who are now known as 'bahamians' were brought over on ships. and then somehow we went from the spanish to the english who colonised us#as well. now my worry is purely hypothetical bc we are an independent and sovereign state right so there's no 'threat'#but would we be considered 'indigenous' ? i can't think we would??#but maybe my issue is that i'm looking at this philosophically rather than politically. cause politically we probably would#but while the us-israel-colonisation convo is a political one the stances are philosophical so ??#like (again. hypothetically) if the same thing were to happen here ig i just wonder how we would be dealt with#and then the land ownership convo as well baffles me & it has for a while. since at least 2020 when the whole 'cottagecore is bad' convo#took place with the arguments that the aesthetic romanticised stolen land and i wondered even then like ? are we in the same position??#is the land still considered stolen if the people inhabiting it were displaced themselves?? and didn't steal it??#and moreover if the people it was stolen from no longer exist to take it back?? man idk#im stunningly bad at articulating my own thoughts so if this was a mess im sorry and thanks for making it this far#and also pls tell me if this comes off in the same light as americans making this about their election. i really dont want it to. im just#thinking. i guess idk#stop talking abbie
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#what is THAT ^.#anyways. thinking about like 2020-2021 and how i was a w***pad user and met the bes tpeople of my life then#<- almost entirely of whom i dont talk to as much anymore but we had FUN!!!! live laugh love online friends fr#notes from adi#delete
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#we dont have the nice wrapped pics anymore but here are the top tens in the playlists#2024-2020#we dont want to talk about 2020 lol#again these are missing all of the goth rock we started listening to when we started getting into the subculture !!!!!!!!
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but i would give anything for just one day spent in the life i had when i was 15. it may not have been perfect but i felt like i belonged somewhere. and i didn't worry so goddamn much about the big picture
#sighhh i miss when my biggest worry was my crush liking me back#i was such a typical teenager in hindsight bc of that#it seems a lifetime ago but it was only 4 years#2 years since we broke up thats crazy. everything changed i built my own life from nothing#im a completely different person#figuratively and literally though i will not use that to excuse my past actions haha#discord was like my whole damn world my center of the universe talking to my friends on there the highlight of my day#we had plans we had goals we had all thse big ideas and things we could do in our free time#now we go days without really talking to each other#in 2020 i said 3 more years and then we meet irl now 2023 is over and i am sure i will never see you. i wouldnt want to see you#i guess adulthood caught up to all of us. okay. most of us#i am just so sentimental#things had purpose back then and i wasnt this afraid#and i loved them#and i had someone who loved me#its fucked up how you dont even realize it wont last forever until its over#i wish it had ended differently. the whole friend group.#sometimes i wish we wouldve stayed friends. but thats just hopeful thinking because in my heart i know there is no way#were too different and theyre too committed to fucking up everything they have always#it makes me sad. makes me think they truly dont feel like they deserve happiness. i am kind of that way too#but i dont complain about losing the people i push away. so thats how were different lol#and i also dont suibait my mentally ill followers every other day because of some drama that only 15 year olds care about#so in that regard thank fuck i grew up. but also. thinking of them reminds me of simpler times#when this petty shit mattered to me. it really doesnt matter to me anymore and i cant get myself to care about anything that happens online#maybe its time for me to leave the internet behind for good. i dont know what its doing for me anymore.#i dont have anything im excited about on my laptop anymore lmao i have to desperately cling for straws for things i could do#to avoid sleep and being alone with my thoughts
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just go to the original r/dreamwastaken subreddit. i have no idea why you think dwt2 is our subreddit. it's not. the original subreddit is the one for fan content.
I'm yelling but I'm not mad at you in specific anon
BECAUSE I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT PLACE EXISTED!! BECAUSE EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT THE DRAMA REDDIT LIKE IT IS OUR ONLY SPACE ON REDDIT, EVEN THO IT SEEMS TO BE NOTHING BUT A FOREST FIRE THAT OTHER PEOPLE THREW GREEN PAINT ON SO THEY COULD BLAME US FOR IT!!!!!
#seriously why is that place always talked like they're the dteam fans of reddit. I had no clue there's an original subreddit!#we only talk about that place!!!#i dont know how I would know where to go!#also: see thats what happens#ive been around since 2019/2020 and even I thought that was the only dteam fan space on reddit!#imagine whats its like for newer fans!
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Hi I'm sorry if this is strange to receive an anon ask about this but I'm very shy and scared ... we used to be friends a long time ago but sort of grown apart a few years ago ?? And I've been thinking about you lately wondering how you've been!! I saw you were still active on here and decided to shoot an ask cause I don't know if it would be weird if I just dm'ed u out of the blue but I really would love to get in touch again and catch up if that's okay with you!! Again sorry if this is weird or awkward you don't have to respond if you don't feel like it!!! >_<
HI HI HI not strange at all !!! some years ago i wasn't in a good mental place, and i did ghost some people/stopped replying/grew distant, not your fault at all !!
it's because of this precisely that i avoid reaching out first to past friends, as i wouldn't like to disturb them after having hurt them in this way :( i deeply apologize if our last conversation was weird or it made you felt awkward !
im very socially anxious and have a hard time maintaining constant communication, but ive been doing better these past years ! now i know how to express social exhaustion and ask for breaks when needed !
so, please do reach out if you want to reconnect ! i may have changed a little after so many years, but i'd love to hear from you to rediscover an old friendship <3
#i was suuuuchhh a bad friend some years ago im really ashamed#lost a lot of good friendships becs of insecurities BIG REGRET#if u knew me before 2020 no you didnt /lh i feel like ive changed so much since then... learnt so many new things about myself....#but despite everything it IS still me#thanks for reaching out ily lets go back to being friends- whatever that may look like ! memes at 3am every few weeks or daily talking lol#i have friends i talk to once every few months#and others i talk to on a more daily basis#and even then its not every day ! lol#whatever comes out out of reconnecting again- even if its catching up and we dont talk again after that- i think thats lovely and nice !#asks#anon
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can i friemnd you on roblox for totally straight reasons

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#ignore like everything on my profile we dont talk about who i was in 2020#also ignore favorite if you love jesus .added it to be funny like 2 years ago and im too attatched to it now
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I LOVE LEAVING WEIRD AND UNSETTLING COMMENTS ON INSTAGRAM POSTS‼️💥‼️💥‼️💥‼️💥‼️
#saw a video of someone talking about an encounter with a weird kid in school#so i left a comment taking about one of the weird kids i went to school with and i started with an already weird tldr of something he did#when we were in middle school and then i said 'anyways he tried to murder our friend last year'#and now i get a bunch of messages just saying 'WHAT' 'HUH' 'ARE YOU SERIOUS'#yes i am serious that guy was always a fucked up creep and even my ex bsf let his shit slide when she literally dated him and he spent the#whole time trying to coerce her into sex#i also beat his ass like twice he deserved that shit#anyways the way he tried to kill our friend was by getting into a fist fight with him and when he escaped he barricaded himself in his room#with his ex gf and then the crazy mf pushed the fridge in front of his bedroom door and when they tried to escape he'd pepper spray them#while screa that he was a god and how dare he do anything he didn't like#i dont even remember what started it#actually now that i think about it#this incident was 2020 covid years blend
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