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plushie-lovey · 9 months ago
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Ok. Ok tomorrow. Tomorrow is the day planned to go thru my collection
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nshmuras · 3 months ago
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WE CANT BE FRIENDS - rumors
sypnosis: you and riki have been friends for over 10 years. but.. you started to fall for him unexpectedly one day and to your unlucky surprise , the day you were about to talk to him about your feelings he announced he has a girlfriend. weeks later he showed up at your doorstep explaining that his girlfriend wants him to cut you off.
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Today was a school day. amidst the chatter and laughter of students, Riki felt a heavy weight on his shoulders as he caught a glimpse of you. Her eyes, once filled with warmth and friendship, now held a glimmer of hurt and longing that pierced through his heart like a dagger.
It had been weeks since Riki mustered the courage to tell you that they couldn't be friends anymore. He knew it was the right thing to do since his girlfriend, jia, said it was. but the pain of seeing her struggle with his decision haunted him every day. As he walked past her, he could feel her gaze on him, a silent plea for acknowledgment that went unanswered.
Each time their eyes met, Riki's heart ached with regrets.
His girlfriend's hand intertwined with his own provided him with a fleeting sense of comfort, but deep down, Riki knew that the void left by your absence could not be filled by anyone else. The echoes of their laughter, the shared secrets, and the unspoken bond they once had lingered in the air, suffocating him with a bittersweet nostalgia.
your silent pleas haunted Riki's dreams, a constant reminder of the pain he had caused. He wanted to reach out, to apologize, to mend the broken pieces of their shattered friendship. But every time he tried, his words faltered, lost in a sea of unresolved emotions and unspoken truths.
As Riki turned the corner, leaving you behind in the crowded hallway, a sigh left his lips, carrying with it the weight of his unspoken regrets. In that moment, he realized that some wounds never truly heal, but it would be fine. he loved jia and he would do anything for her. even if that meant losing a life time friend.
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As you navigated the whispers and rumors circulating about her now ex-best friend, Riki, a cloud of confusion lingered over your thoughts like a persistent shadow.
weird.
"Why? What could have happened?" you pondered, your mind grappling with the mystery that seemed to separate you from any solution.
One ordinary day, as you roamed the empty hallways of their school, lost in your thoughts.
you felt a sudden pull that jolted you out of your trance.
you turned to find your face to face with Riki after weeks on end.
his expression was a tumultuous blend of emotions she struggled to decipher.
"Why didn't you tell me?" riki said with a deep voice that sounded very serious, the once cheerful and happy voice you used to hear sounded more so cold than before.
"Tell you wh—" "that you liked me."
You froze.
It was like time stopped when he said those words and even you began to ask yourself..
why is he being clueless?
"Who said that?" you questioned a bit too defensively and hesitantly but still held your ground.
"I heard it yn. i heard it around."
"I know you heard me and jia have been struggling, its because of that." he sighed heavily and turned to face you finally.
"What? because of me?"
he nodded "Yes. thats why i had to drop you ... because she said you liked me and i.. i didn't want to upset her."
Your heart started to hurt.
for some reason, you knew this was coming. jia usually always had a plan to humiliate you.
"But the real question is ..." he trailed off and pinned you to the wall "Is that true? or is it a rumor?"
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pinkyqil · 6 months ago
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Can u please consider writing for Elisabeth terland? I don’t have any prompt in mind, any thing could work really.
Late night surprise // Elisabeth terland x r
© PINKYQIL
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You loved your girlfriend and everything about her she was one of the kindest people you ever meet. and you wouldn't trade her love for anything else.
Today was a special day for you both. It was your second anniversary of being with each other.
and you were very excited to spend it with elisa. you spent the whole day tiding up your shared apartment everything was cleaned down.
once you had finished you started making a gourmet meal for both of you. as tonight was going to be extra special.by the time you finished preparing dinner. elisa was meant to be here by now but she hadn't arrived yet with no avail.
You decided to wait for her as there was stil plenty of time going.
She couldn't have forgotten as that was what you guys talked about the most of the time you spent together and you were getting quite disappointed as it late and rain started pouring.
You decide to just eat and wacht a movie without elisa. cause it seems like she had other important stuff to do than to be with her girlfriend.
but what you didn't know was that she got caught up in the rain trying to pick out some flowers and gifts that she got for you as a little surprise.
Elisa finally got home around ten and to say you where pissed off would be an understatement. You felt like ripping out every single bone in her body.
"Elisabeth terland- you said before getting caught off.
"Before you say anything just know that I wanted to get you a few things before and didn't mean to get home late and on my way back home the storm just got worse". she told before handing you a bouquet of roses that was drenched along with a few shopping bags.
"Do you forgive me".
"Oh baby I can't be mad at you now".
"Now here's my surprise for you". You told her as you grabbed a box placing it in her hands.
"should I be scared". She asked you as she slowly opened the box.
"Depends".
"No way you got to be joking". Excitement filled her voice
"I'm not playing with you elisa". you told her
"Where going to be moms". she said as she pulled you into a hug ignoring how wet she already was.
"Yes we are I got the test results last week and decided it would be a good surprise".
"You're the best". She told you still not letting go of your body.
"I can't believe where going to be moms".
"We are so please let go of me cause your body really wet and cold baby". You told her
"Of course". She said leaving a kiss on your lips as she entered your shared bathroom.
guess some things do take time until you can find out.
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wherethefireliliesgrow · 1 year ago
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Love You Twice
Huh Yunjin x Reader
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GENRE: fluff
TYPE: One Shot
Inspired by: Love You Twice - Huh Yunjin
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"Hello, is anyone here?"
A loud voice echoed from the front of the shop, accompanied by the obnoxious ringing of the bell you had left on the counter. You groaned internally, hoping for a slow day since you were still recovering from a severe cold from last week. Unfortunately, your manager refused to give you another day off, so you found yourself pathetically hiding in the storage room, seeking a few moments of respite.
"Hellooooo," the voice called out again, causing your headache to intensify. 
"Yes, I'm here," you sighed, getting up and dusting off your pants. "Please give me a second."
Stepping out of the backroom, you came face to face with a girl, likely around the same age as you. She wore black-framed glasses, a face mask, and a black fisher hat.
"What can I get for you?" you asked, mustering a smile while trying to stave off your fatigue.
"Hmm…Can I have a cinnamon churro and a cup of iced Americano?" The girl stared at you curiously, her wide brown eyes fixated on your every move. After taking her money, you began preparing her order as she settled into a corner table, taking off her hat and face mask.
You set your phone on the speaker and played the hottest Korean hits on Spotify. There was something about the mysterious girl that made you think she would enjoy some K-pop songs while she waited. And indeed, when you brought her order to the table, she was fully immersed in dancing to Fearless, which you found adorably funny.
"Quite a dancer you are," you laughed, setting her food down.
The girl blushed and quickly switched off the camera she had set up in front of her.
"Thanks for the food," she said shyly, hiding her smile behind her coffee cup.
"It's no problem! Enjoy," you replied, slowly retreating back to the kitchen. "Feel free to record or film anything you want. I'll be back here if you need me."
You could tell from her poised and polite demeanor that she might be an idol or celebrity. With her large brown eyes, luscious lips, and slender build, she stood out as someone more than just an average customer.
In the backroom, you struggled to stay awake, listening to muffled sounds of the mysterious stranger talking to her camera. 
"Hey," her sonorous voice echoed from the front of the shop again, pulling you out of your half-asleep state. "Are you still there?"
"Yeah, what can I do for you?" You quickly stood up, wiped your hands on your apron, and walked to the counter.
She gave you an awkward smile, hesitating before speaking. "Could you, you know… sit and talk with me? I'm feeling a bit bored."
You checked the clock on the wall before replying, "I don't get off until another five hours."
She pouted, "There hasn't been another customer after me, though."
You raised your eyebrows, "My boss would be offended."
"No, sorry," she panicked, "I didn't mean that no one wanted to come. I mean, the food is great. You're great, and I…"
She cut herself off, catching you laughing at her.
"Nevermind," she muttered with a huff, turning back to her table.
"Hey, I'm sorry," you called out. "I can't sit down with you because my manager checks the CCTV, but I can make it up to you with another cup of coffee. We can talk while I make it."
The brunette nodded, satisfied with your apology, and sat herself on the stool in front of the counter. There was something about you that made Yunjin want to spill her thoughts to you at the first chance; you looked like someone she could trust without hesitation. She had been stealing not-so-subtle glances at you ever since she first entered the store, though you didn't seem to notice.
"I never caught your name," you said, grabbing an empty cup.
"It's… Jen," she said hesitantly.
You sensed her reluctance, possibly due to her fame, so you respected her privacy and didn't press further.
"Nice to meet you, Jen. My name is Y/N," you said, reaching out to shake her hand. She warmly shook your hand, leaning slightly over the counter to give you her best smile with her tongue stuck slightly out between her teeth. 
"Well, Jen, how do you want your coffee? Iced or hot?" you asked, a bit starstruck by how alluring she was, shyly smiling and looking at you under her long curled lashes. 
Her confidence boosted at your reaction to her harmless flirting, and she winked, saying, "Steamy hot."
You snorted, trying to shake off the shivers she sent down your spine. "Coming right up."
The three hours spent with Jen were surprisingly effortless. Beyond her flirtatious facade, she proved to be easy to talk to and incredibly down to earth. She eventually confided in you, admitting that she was an idol of one of Hybe's biggest girl groups, but you treated her just like any other customer, and she appreciated that. During your conversation, she opened up about the challenges of being an idol and shared more personal aspects of her life. It felt like you had known each other for lifetimes and were just catching up on recent events.
Despite knowing that she shouldn't be sharing such personal thoughts with a stranger, Yunjin couldn't help but fall for you. Those short hours were enough for her to fall for you, and she desperately tried to memorize every detail about you within that limited time. The way your hair fell into your eyes, the concern you showed when she mentioned stalkers following her home, the way you laughed at her jokes, and how you blushed at her flirtations—all of it left an indelible impression on her. She knew that this encounter was a one-time thing, and she should forget about you after today, but she couldn't help longing for the possibility of your lives intertwining in the future.
The soft tinkle of the door opening snapped both of you back to reality. You had unconsciously drawn closer as you talked, your forearms almost touching across the counter. Quickly straightening up, you cleared your throat, trying to break free from the trance Jen had somehow pulled you into just by her presence alone. Jen seemed to be equally entranced, shaking her head slightly as she took a sip from her nearly empty mug.
A young girl in her teens bounced into the cafe with glee, her face lighting up with a wide smile.
"Anneyonghaseyo," she greeted you with a bow before turning to Jen. 
"Unnie! I've been looking all over for you." She launched herself at Jen, and you could see the affection between them. “Manager-nim wants us to go back.”
"Oh, okay," Jen replied, her expression slightly disappointed that her time with you was coming to an end. She wished she could spend a lifetime with you, but she knew it wasn't possible.
"Do you want something to go, Manchae?" she asked the younger girl, hoping to prolong her time in the store, even if only for a few more minutes.
"Oooh yes, can I get a chocolate muffin?" Eunchae's eyes lit up at the mention of food.
"One chocolate muffin coming right up," you grinned, heading back to prepare her order.
As you turned away, Eunchae couldn't help but tease her unnie, repeatedly turning her head to look at Jen and then at your silhouette. Yunjin blushed and playfully pushed the taller girl away, not used to this kind of attention.
"Here you go," you said, handing the bag to Eunchae.
As Yunjin reached into her bag to pay, you raised your hand to stop her. "It's on the house."
Yunjin opened her mouth to argue, but you insisted. "As you said, we don't really have that many customers here," you winked, "I'll have to throw them out anyway."
She blushed deeper at the reference of her embarrassing mistake earlier, and you quickly assured her you were joking. Your playfulness only made her blush more, and you found her intriguing—so confident and flirty one moment, and a shy mess the next.
"I'll see you around, Y/N," Yunjin said, extending her hand once again for a shake. She just wanted some kind of physical contact with you, and her hand lingered slightly longer than usual during the handshake. "Thanks for keeping me company."
"It was nice talking to you, Jen," you replied, shaking her hand warmly. You felt a pang of melancholy as this beautiful girl you had just met was leaving. "And it was nice to meet you too, Eunchae."
Eunchae was beaming, fully aware of the conversation happening in front of her. She knew Yunjin had difficulty connecting with people and had remained single for years despite having a long line of admirers. If this cute barista was the one to win over Yunjin’s heart, the maknae was determined to support your happiness. And she usually got her way.
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For the past several weeks, Eunchae had been giving Yunjin a headache, constantly thinking of ways to persuade her to visit your coffee shop. The rest of the girls caught on to Eunchae's antics, and they joined in, playfully teasing the blonde and suggesting your coffee shop at every opportunity.
Whether it was rain or shine, hunger or thirst, the girls managed to steer the conversation back to you whenever they could.
"Unnie, I'm hungry. I want the muffins at Y/N's."
"Where do you want to hold your birthday party, Chae?"
"Hmm… is Y/N's open?"
"Sakura unnie, let's get drinks tonight."
"Yesss, do you think Y/N's sells soju?"
It was all in good fun, and Yunjin couldn't help but get flustered whenever your name was brought up. However, she stubbornly resisted their suggestions and ignored the members whenever they proposed visiting your shop. The girls were genuinely curious about you, so they convinced Eunchae to take them to your shop during their days off. There, they could see why Yunjin was so enamored with you. Your sweet and soft-spoken demeanor balanced the idol perfectly. 
The girls continued to come up with various schemes to turn their favorite not-couple into an actual couple, but despite their efforts, nothing seemed to work. However, as it turned out, they didn't even need to put in all that effort.  Yunjin and her clumsy self, would end up making a mess and visiting you herself to solve the problem. 
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Your Monday started off badly. You had just finished a painful statistics class, and your professor grilled you for accidentally falling asleep. It wasn't entirely your fault; the professor had a monotone voice that could put anyone to sleep, talking about magic in a world filled with numbers. Nonetheless, he kept you after class for a whole hour, scolding you with his tone-deaf voice repeatedly.
This left you in a rush to get to the coffee shop without having the chance to grab lunch. You knew your manager would be furious if you were late.
Entering the shop through the back door, you hastily grabbed your apron and hair tie, rushing to the front. Your good friend and coworker, Wheein, leaned on the counter, teasing you with a playful smile as you tried to catch your breath.
"You're really unfit," she calmly remarked, her dimples showing as she teased you.
"Shut…" you panted, "...up."
Wheein laughed and poured you a cup of water.
"There are a bunch of people outside our store today," she said casually, her fingers tapping on the spotless counter.
Furrowing your brows, you looked outside the glass windows and saw groups of people peeking into the store, some even taking photos. You were puzzled as to why they were there.
"What are they doing here?" you asked.
Wheein shrugged, "No idea, I didn't ask. They've been there since I opened, but they never came in."
Just then, three girls entered the store, giggling and looking at you. They whispered among themselves before walking towards the counter.
"Annyeonghaseyo," the first girl said, and the other two burst into a fit of giggles.
"Um, annyeonghaseyo," you blinked, feeling slightly awkward. "What can I get you?"
"Three cinnamon churros and three iced Americanos, please."
You quickly rang up their order while Wheein started working on the drinks. As you prepared the churros, you could hear whispers and the sound of camera clicks from the girls.
Before you could ask what was going on, a few more people entered the store, all behaving similarly to the first group of girls—whispering and looking at you curiously before placing their orders.
"This is crazy," Wheein muttered, just as confused as you. The shop had never seen so many people at once, and they all seemed to be waiting for you before coming in. "Are you a celebrity or something?"
You shook your head, “If I was, I wouldn’t be working part-time in this shitty store with you.”
The blue haired girl chuckled and playfully nudged you, before efficiently handling the growing number of orders.
The rest of the afternoon passed by in a blur. A line formed outside the coffee shop as customers continued to flow in endlessly. You made more churros in four hours than you had in your entire two years of working part-time at the shop. The sudden rush of customers had turned your ordinary day into a surprisingly eventful one, and you couldn't help but wonder what had caused this unexpected influx of people.
It was like this for the rest of the week. Whenever you weren't working, a bunch of people would gather outside the store, and groups of fans would squeal and whisper when they saw you working. Some people even asked for selfies, which you politely declined, but that didn't stop others from sneaking photos of you as you worked. Your manager had caught on to this phenomenon and decided to schedule you to work every day that week, without any sort of raise, and extended the closing time to nine p.m. instead of the usual five p.m.
It turned out that a famous food sharing account had posted something about the coffee shop you worked at, which explained the influx of customers. But for you, it felt more like a punishment than a reward, as it brought only exhausting shifts and the constant invasion of your privacy.
Sighing, you rested your head on one of the tables you were cleaning up. It was Saturday night, and you had finally closed the store after a hectic day, serving hundreds of people all by yourself. Wheein was sick and couldn't make it to her shift, leaving you to handle everything alone.
As you closed your eyes for a moment to daydream about Jen, the alluring girl whose image had been visiting your dreams for months, the familiar sound of the door opening made you jump up. You cursed yourself internally for forgetting to lock the door after closing hours.
"Sorry, we're clo—" Your words caught in your throat as your eyes met the captivating pair of brown eyes that had haunted your thoughts ever since your last encounter.
"Jen," you said breathlessly, thinking you'd never see her again, at least not in person. After all, she was a famous idol, and her group's newest comeback had topped the charts.
"Hey, Y/N," Yunjin's eyes crinkled as she smiled at you. Her hair was now dyed a dark shade of brown, and she was dressed in a casual sweater and jeans, still as breathtakingly beautiful as ever.
"What are you doing here?" you asked, genuinely surprised to see her in your store again after months of no contact.
"Are you okay? Did something happen?" Your concern for her warmed her heart, sending tingles down her spine. Seeing you in person again, after months of longing, brought all the feelings she had tried to keep at bay rushing back without control.
She stepped closer to you to grab your hands, “I’m here to apologize.” 
"For what?" you inquired, your cheeks tinged with a shade of pink from the touch of her hands.
“For the post.”
“Jen, I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Yunjin took a deep breath, mustering the courage to share her most embarrassing secret.
"I have a finsta account where I rate the churros that I try," she confessed, looking a bit bashful. "And someone found out it was me running the account. My fans have been visiting all the places I posted about."
"You're the reason why I've been working my ass off this week?" you blurted out ridiculously.
"Yes," Yunjin whispered, hanging her head and still holding onto your hands. "I'm sorry."
You were silent for a few seconds, and Yunjin feared she had upset you. But then, you started shaking, and soon you were laughing uncontrollably. She was confused at first but couldn't help but smile as she joined you in a fit of giggles.
"You're so lame," you gasped out between laughs. "A churro rating account?"
"What?" Yunjin pouted, her nose scrunching. "I love churros."
You were once again captivated by this girl standing in front of you. In front of thousands of people, she was Huh Yunjin, the talented idol topping charts and taking home awards. But here, with you, she was a dorky girl with a cute smile and a loud voice.
“Do you want some?” You said, “I made a few extra today.”
Yunjin nodded enthusiastically, always ready for a few tasty treats. "I am really sorry for the trouble it has caused you," she said once you came back with a bag of churros.
"It's fine," you shrugged. After all, it wasn't really Yunjin's fault. She was just a woman who liked her churros.
"Let me make it up to you," Yunjin suggested, her eyes slightly closed in anticipation. “Let me take you out for dinner today.”
She had decided it was now or never, after months of thinking about you. She couldn't ignore her feelings any longer, especially after seeing your pictures all over social media with her fans calling you hot, bringing out her possessive side. She was lovesick, and the only cure was you. 
After what felt like hours, you finally said, "Sure. Let me finish cleaning up, and we can go."
Yunjin did her best to help with the cleaning, and within half an hour, you found yourself sitting in her car as she drove you to get, as she put it, the best pizza to ever exist in the world.  As the car moved along the city streets, you found it hard to tear your eyes away from Yunjin's side profile. The way she furrowed her brows in concentration, the slight tilt of her head as she listened to the music, it all felt incredibly endearing. You couldn't help but feel a strong attraction to her, and the desire to lean over and kiss her grew with each passing moment.
At a red light, Yunjin turned to meet your eyes with a soft smile on her lips.
"Whatcha thinking about, pretty?" she winked at you playfully.
Without thinking, you blurted out, "You." 
Both of you blushed at the sudden confession, and Yunjin cleared her throat, quickly averting her eyes. Fortunately, the light turned green, saving her from further embarrassment.
Inside, Yunjin's heart was racing with anticipation. She couldn't believe that you might feel the same way about her. Summoning her courage, she reached over and gently held your hand that was resting on your lap. The moment your fingers interlocked, it felt familiar and comfortable, as if you were meant to be together.
Yunjin's hand never left yours during the entire ride, not when she reached over to grab the box of pizza, or when you maneuvered your way to her dorm. You were worried about meeting her members, but she assured you that they were outside grabbing a late dinner. Oh, how wrong she was.
Eunchae had excitedly called her unnies when she saw Yunjin sneak out, and the group decided to wait for her in the shared living room instead of actually going out for dinner. They were so eager that they could barely contain their excitement when they heard the keys jingle to their dorm.
"I think we have some soda in the fridge. I’ll go grab them," Yunjin said as she gently pulled you inside.
"Can you grab some for us, too?" Chaewon suddenly said, scaring the wits out of both of you.
You quickly dropped Yunjin’s hand and hid yourself behind the taller girl, feeling a bit overwhelmed by the sudden attention.
"What are you guys doing here?" Yunjin spluttered, slightly embarrassed at being caught.
"We wanted to meet Y/N," Sakura said slyly.
"Hi," you said shyly, feeling like a deer caught in headlights.
"Hello, Y/N. You are as beautiful as Yunjin described," Kazuha said, throwing a teasing smile at her unnie.
"So slayyy," Chaewon added, bursting into a fit of giggles.
"Guys," Yunjin groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose. She should have known her members would embarrass her like this.
"Okay, you met her. We’re going to go to my room now," Yunjin announced, attempting to lead you away from her teasing members.
However, Eunchae wasn't ready to give up her time with you just yet. She quickly bounded over to you and grabbed your other hand, using her maknae charms to persuade you to stay.
"But I wanted to watch a movie with Y/N unnie," the maknae pouted and begged you with her puppy-dog eyes.
Unable to resist Eunchae's charm, you looked at Yunjin before nodding and saying, "Sure. What movie do you want to watch?"
Yunjin groaned again, this was going to be a long night. 
The group ended up watching one of the Conjuring movies. You were cuddled up in Yunjin’s arms, seeking comfort and protection from the scary parts. It was amusing how Yunjin tried to pretend not to be scared and wrapped her arms around your shoulders protectively. You could feel her whole body shaking as she tried not to scream from the jump scares.
Under the flickering lights of the TV, you looked up at the girl you had met only twice, yet it felt like you had known her for years. Deciding to let your heart take the lead, you craned your neck and placed a soft kiss on the corner of her mouth.
Yunjin’s eyes nearly bulged out at the feeling of your lips on her face, and she felt her heart pounding even faster than the jump scares had made her feel. If this was heaven, she would die happy in your arms.
Giggling at the scene in front of her, Eunchae whispered loudly, “Yunjin unnie looks like a fish.”
The rest of the members quickly turned to look at Yunjin’s expression.
“You have it bad, Jennifer,” Chaewon said in English, sounding like a sorority girl. 
“Unnie’s always had it bad,” Eunchae shrugged, “Her post was like a lovesick schoolgirl.”
“Yeah, she even wrote a song for Y/N,” Kazuha agreed.
Curious, you asked Eunchae to show you the post on her finsta (much to Yunjin’s protest). 
Churros were a bit sweet: 6/10
The cute barista was even sweeter: 100/10
Would definitely fall in love with her twice, in every lifetime. 
I hope she felt the same about me.
Maybe if I write a song for her, she would know how I feel.
Attached to the post were a few photos of the churros you made for her. And in the last photo, there was a blurry picture of you standing by the counter, focused on making coffee.
You looked up at Yunjin, who was hiding her face behind her hands, blushing furiously at being caught. After all those months of thinking about this beautiful stranger and listening to her songs, you were over the moon to discover that she had written those songs for you.
“I’d fall in love with you more than twice.” 
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dtrghost · 1 year ago
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closeness and proximity part.5
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pairing: ghost x f!reader
synopsis: callsign is sunshine, because you're anything but. team 141 thought ghost was bad? at least they could crack a smile out of the guy from time to time, you? you were stone faced, all day, every day. until one day you're not, not with a certain someone anyway.
warnings: inaccurate military language and sequences, mega angst, allusions to mental illness (reader has sociopathic tendencies) you get the gist. violence, torture (reoccurring themes i know), angry ghost cause yes. FLUFF. YAY. Sexual situation to gain advantage over the enemy.
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Simon sat with his team, his eyes trained on the seat she'd sat in when she was there last. It had been a week. A long, gruesome, week with her still out there. He was tormented each night by nightmares, some where he followed through and killed her that night, others where he had saved her, only to wake up to the harsh reality that he didn't.
He failed. She was gone, and she may never come back because of him. They cleared all the bases that came up on their radar, and for once he was glad she was such an asset to HQ. They had all available teams looking for her, Price being at the forefront of the search.
"Let's call it a night then." Soap sighed, everyone nodding in agreement, except for him as they expected. His head shot up, his eyes lighting in a rage that they'd been subjected to since he woke up after his rescue.
"Like hell we're calling it a night." He growled at him. The anger made Gaz and Johnny shrink back, Price squeezing the bridge of his nose.
"Ghost, please-"
"We've got nothing! No leads! No updates!" His hand pounded on the table with each mention of what they lacked.
"We're sittin' at this table like a bunch of lazy fuckers while she's out there-"
"And what would you have us do?" Price interrupted. The room grew tense as two angry, powerful men glared at each other.
"You don't think I wanna find her too? You don't think I'm doin' everything I can? We're tired, and we need to regroup. Nothing good's coming out of us like this." He knew he was right, he hated that he was right. He felt useless, and it pissed him off. He stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind him.
"He's not lightening up until we find her."
"Can't blame him. Get to bed the lot of you." And with that, Price left too, feeling a similar anger to his officer when he slept.
~.~
Cold water pushed her weight back, shocking her awake as the liquid shot up her nostrils and soaking her completely. They used a powerful hose to wake her up after her beating her unconscious the night before, thankfully avoiding her face.
"Morning Sunshine, piss baby callsign yes?" His accent was thick, laughs going around the room as the water turned off. She forced her eyes open, taking in her situation once more. Not the best, not the worst. Her legs were kept free of restraints, but they just barely hit the ground with her hands chained to the ceiling. She spit the water in her mouth out, chuckling lightly as she nodded her head towards them.
"You'd know a thing or two about piss babies wouldn't you." His fist connected with her stomach, but with a puff of her cheeks, no reaction came. He tried again, and yet, nothing, no wince, her feet cementing into the ground so not even a swing either.
"Right~" She drawled out, a bit breathless as she took a look around the room as they stared back in mild shock from the lack of reaction.
"After a while they all feel the same. Let me out and I'll show you how to punch sweetheart." This was her play. Intimidation, sensuality, it worked on the weaker ones, and when she caught the gaze of some of them, she knew she got em. The plan formulated in her mind, and for now she'd tune it out. It was a messy technique, as while she was gone she'd have no idea what happens to her body, so deep into her mind that she couldn't feel anything. It was a severe form of dissociation, but it worked.
"They don't want us touching your face. But they didn't say anything about the rest of you." He pulled out two high power shock sticks, and she knew she was in for it. The pain was excruciating. She could taste the blood in her mouth as she bit down her lip to keep her screams in. It took her back, the feeling of her first round of ECT.
Soon he moved to just beating her, pounding on her body as if she were a punching bag.
Her eyes went blank for a minute, focusing on a spot on the floor as she slowly slipped away, all the pain in her body disappearing.
~.~
"Mrs. L/N. I asked you a question." The lawyer spoke, stepping closer to where she sat on the stand, the courtroom watching this young girl getting berated consistently for the last 10 minutes. Her siblings watched as she was nearing tears from behind the plaintiff, having already been on the stand testifying against their own parents.
"I-uh.. can you say that again?" It was the job of a lawyer to break the client, to force the truth, or whatever would benefit the person they were meant to defend, but this was a child, someone just trying to get by with her life.
"What happened 10 years ago, to your recollection." He repeated calmly. She refused to look at her parents, because if she did she'd lose her words, her ability to speak. So she stared at her siblings, her older sister giving her a smile in attempt to calm her down. But nothing that came out of her in the next few moments would keep that smile on her sister's face, in fact it wiped it from the face of the planet. The flood of words that vomited out her mouth left everyone floored.
Her mother screamed at her from the defendant's side, throwing the first thing she got her hands on at her daughter. The jury watched as a notepad hit her in the head, and all she could do was cry and cover her face. She accused her of lying, screaming profanities to anyone who listened as she was dragged out of the room. Her father on the other hand, he broke down.
That's not fair. She thought. Why is he crying? He was the reason why she was here, why she was confessing her shame, her disgust with herself in front of a room full of people. Why did he have the right to cry? She wanted to tell him to stop. To stop trying to steal their moments of recognition. But the words got lost somewhere, and she stayed quiet as she was escorted off the stand.
When she opened the door to leave, she noticed Simon leaning against the wall in front of her. She looked down at what she was wearing, and suddenly she was an adult again, wearing a ripped black tank top and dirty cargo pants.
"Time to wake up love. Things to do, noses to break."
"It's not looking too good for me Simon. Feels like my body's gonna give out before I get my chance." He shook his head.
"Told you about a week ago that there's not a thing you can't do. I intend to make sure you stick to that. Now get your arse out there and give em hell." She sighed, giving him one last look until she shut her eyes, ripping herself out of her trance.
Her eyes opened and she came to, the room empty with a single guard sitting at a small table next to her.
"Hey." She called to him, blinking the haze out her eyes. He looked up to her, his face lighting up in a way that made her internally grimace. She saw the desire in his face, and she fed into it. He made his way to her with a sultry walk. He was on the shorter side of the spectrum and she looked down at him.
"Hey honey." He hummed, his finger trailing down her cheek for a moment. She ran her eyes down his body, faking seductiveness to get a glimpse on what he had on him. A pistol, standard issue belt with some stuff she could use on it.
Bingo, keys.
"They call you a siren from where I'm from." His accent wasn't as thick, and his words were easily understood. She leaned forward, him following as she leaned towards his ear.
"Let me down and I'll show you what kind of noises I can make." As cliche as it was, it worked. His eyes darkened, his hand twitching over his keys as he felt her lips graze over his ears. Slowly, he flicked through the set he had, and with little work done on her behalf, one unlocked, his hand quick to grasp her wrist. Before he could get the other one, the door slammed open, revealing her original capturer.
"Hey!" He shouted. In a flash her head slammed on his, her foot kicking his gun from his holster, watching it fly from his waist towards her hand, and with a stretch she caught it. She swung it in her hand, putting a bullet in his head before turning it the idiot who let her out.
"Siren's a new one. Maybe that'll be my next callsign." And with that he dropped dead. She had to be quick, her arm now released allowed for one foot to have a farther reach, the keys hanging on her toe as she carefully tossed it up to her hand, the gun now being held in her mouth. She tried each key carefully, knowing if she moved too fast she'd fumble and risk dropping it with the uneven weight now causing her to sway. Her weight was on one arm, and it quickly got sore, so when she dropped to the floor she felt heavy and wobbly.
The pain she pushed off had began coming back to her, and before she knew it she was crouching to the floor, her head between her knees as she gasped for air.
She crawled to the door, having to use all her body weight and strength to push it closed due to it's steel material. She locked herself inside as heavy thuds raced to the room at the sound of the shots fired. The room was designed to lock from the inside so nobody from the other side could pick it, but it quickly became a detriment as they had to use what they had to try and open it another way. She unclipped the vest from one of the men, quickly putting it on herself. It was large on her, the chest piece hanging lower than she'd like, but there was no helping it.
Better than nothing.
She searched the bodies, finding two grenades, she could work with that. She unlocked it, rushing back to the corner on the left of the door, and when it burst open she pulled the pin, watching the soldiers jump back in terror at the explosive in their face. she rushed to the door, shutting it again and listening to the boom from a safer distance. She tuned in to her environment for any more steps, and when she heard none she pried it open again. She picked up someone's rifle that had been flung to the side.
No doubt people heard the explosion, and she was in for it when they came down. So she stocked. She went to any body that was still intact and took whatever gear they had, shoving it anywhere she had room. She was likely underground, noticing the long staircase up as she took in her surroundings.
With the heavy thud of boots, she inhaled and prepared.
Life or death.
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Simon had stayed up that night, finding himself unable to sleep without being haunted by her face. He found himself jolting awake with a shout of her name, and he decided that if she couldn't sleep, and likely she couldn't, he wouldn't either. It wasn't until Soap burst through his door, out of breath that he moved an inch from his position.
He shot up from his cot, looking at him with hope.
"We've got something. Someone in a base near the border of Verdansk reported a need for reinforcements. Bodies dropping like flies from a single prisoner they had held there." It had to be her. HQ had hacked into radio frequencies since she had disappeared, hence the amount of missions TF teams were being sent on recently. The team scurried into the aircraft waiting for them outside, Simon anxious and itching to get there as fast as he could.
When they landed he was the first one out, hearing gunshots from inside the facility. Reinforcements had shown up the same time, and before they could rush in they were shot down, directing the attention to them rather than the person currently fighting for her life.
She twisted an arm, ducking under the arm of another and sweeping him off his feet with her leg, dragging the other down and slamming his head into the floor. She shot the next two before flipping a man attempting to grab her over her back and onto the floor.
She heard footsteps, the barrel of her gun being the first thing to face the front door.
"Hey! It's just me! It's Ghost." He called out to her, immediately putting his hands up in surrender as they finished clearing the ground outside. He noticed her deep, uneven breaths, her eyes mistrusting as she kept her gun up and pointing at him.
"Ghost-" His hand silenced his teammate for a moment, slowly taking steps to her. He watched her eyes flicker as his hand gently rested at the top of her rifle, pushing it down at an unhurried pace, not wanting to trigger her with quick movements.
"It's just me.. lovie." She could've cried. His hands went to her shoulders as she dropped her gun off to the side.
"You're safe now. Nothin' to worry about." She felt herself relax, all of her adrenaline fading as she soon collapsed. Whatever he was saying to her was left unheard, her ears muting as her eyes closed from the sheer exhaustion and overexertion of her body.
"We need to get her to medical now." Price told him, Simon one step ahead as he held her in his arms and rushed out the door.
She didn't wake up for 3 days, and for a full 72 hours he had not left her side. He ate his meals in her room, slept in the uncomfortable hospital chair, and when he used the bathroom he waited until he couldn't hold it anymore and rushed that too, his hands still wet from the sink when he sat down. He was gone for a maximum 20 minutes for the entire day, and only that long because Price volunteered to sit with her as he showered, wearing the clothes he brought from him.
One night it was pouring rain, the drops slamming against the window with lightning brightening up the room every so often and powerful thunder that shook the building. She awoke to it, finally, her eyes crusty and her throat dry as a bone. Her memory failed her for a moment, shooting up in her bed in a panic that jolted Simon awake. He immediately rushed to soothe her with a gentle call of her name, dragging her attention to him as his hand cupped her chin.
"You're safe. You're in a hospital, recovering. Deep breaths alright? Like mine." He placed her hand on his chest, guiding her through mimicking his breathing until she was calm. He gave her a moment to take in her surrounds, her voice hoarse and raspy.
"How long was I out?" He handed her a cup of water, watching her gulp it down hastily.
"Fuckin' hell. Slow down you're making a bloody mess on yourself." He muttered, watching the water flow down the sides of her mouth and down her neck as she exhaled after finishing.
"You try getting the living shit beat and shocked out of you for a week straight. Had to seduce my way out. Dirty fuckers." She scowled at the thought, placing the cup on the table next to him.
"Did anyone..." He trailed off, too afraid to finish the sentence.
"No. No they didn't." Relief had lifted off his chest, his body relaxing for a moment before looking back up at her. His guilt never left him, and he wanted nothing more than to apologize.
"I-"
"I'll call HQ in the morning for the team switch-" "No!" He should've felt embarrassed by how quickly he cut her off. She looked at him confused. Is that not what he wanted?
"I'm sorry, for what I said, what I did... It wasn't right. The last thing I want is you off my team." She didn't understand it. He saw what she was, a monster. She killed and tortured how she pleased. "Why the sudden change of heart? Don't tell me you're getting soft on me." She teased, making him roll his eyes.
"It's not your fault. You need help... Y/N. Which is why with some fighting with those bloody wankers at HQ you're on leave with mandatory therapy sessions." Her eyes widened, and for once, she had something to be happy about. She could make her therapy jokes become real. Her breathed hitched for a beat, a sudden realization dawning on her.
Someone fought for her.
She felt the familiar pad of his thumb stroke under her eye, and it wasn't until she felt a wetness sinking into her mask that she realized she was shedding tears again.
"Comere lovie." Lovie. She liked that one, she was certain about that. He pulled her into a hug. For the first time in years, someone embraced her. She felt herself crack, every guarded aspect of her mind shattered in that moment as sobs flooded through her body involuntarily. Just like he promised himself, Simon was there to help her through it. His arms around her were tight, as if she could share the weight of the world she carried on her shoulders and he'd help her lift it until she could do it on her own.
"I need to get a nurse to check on you." He muttered in her ear, feeling her shiver at the feeling of his breath dusting over her skin. She only tightened her grip.
"Can we just, stay like this for a while. Please." Her voice was small, quiet, and he couldn't help but agree, maintaining a constant vice grip around her. She felt protected, and she needed that. So she clung to him as if her life depended on it, and he held her for as long as she needed him to. He felt her weight eventually slump against him, her arms dropping as her breath evened out to the same one he'd memorized from her 3-day slumber.
He laid her back, pulling the sheets up to make sure she didn't get cold before finding a nurse. They checked her vitals, blood pressure, wounds, everything.
"She's healing well. Everything looks good. We'll keep her one more night for observation and then we can discuss taking her home." He nodded, and she awkwardly smiled and walked out, shutting the door behind her. Simon sat back down in his seat, feeling more relaxed than he had before.
Healing well, looks good. Those words repeated in his head over and over. He leaned forward, pushing his mask up to the bridge of his nose as he hovered over her for a minute. The serene look on her face, even in the dark was enough to make his heart stutter. The way her hair, now in it's natural state, free from a balaclava, looked as it sat around her head like flowers in a meadow. She still wore a mask that covered the lower half of her face, but this was the most he'd get to see her for a while, so he took what he could get.
He pressed a slow kiss on her forehead, embracing the moment for what it was before he pulled his mask back down and released the breath he was holding, letting himself fall back asleep to the gentle exhales he heard from her.
~.~
Next thing she knew, she was holding a duffle bag with all her work stuff in it, Team 141 standing with her as she stood in her front door. They escorted her home, filling her in on her therapy sessions, when they start, how participation and progress were necessary for her to be allowed back in the field after her leave was up. Price had been assigned to live with her for the time being to make sure she was adjusting well and attending her sessions. She had half a year, which was enough, and it was mandatory to continue during work.
She dropped her bag off to the side behind the door before looking back at her teammates, Price flopping on her couch with a sigh as his eyes closed.
"Well, bye." She went to shut the door, only for Simon's foot to stop it from shutting.
"Fuckin' hell. No thanks for the people who saved your life?" Soap scoffed, watching her roll her eyes as she reopened the door.
"Thank you my saviors. What would I have ever done without you." Her voices was monotone, clearly bored and wanting to lay down for a bit.
"Alright then. Just don't get yourself killed in the next 6 months before we come back yeah." Simon grumbled, rolling his eyes too.
"You're not visiting?" She questioned, eyebrows shooting up in surprise.
"We wanna see a full transformation. Adds to the extra shock factor." Gaz smiled, watching her sigh before she painfully opened her arms for a hug.
"One for the road I guess." The embrace was horribly awkward and lasted a solid 2 seconds before she pulled herself back with a clear grimace.
"Do we get to see what's under the mask?" Soap pressed.
"Do you ever not ask questions? No? Then there's your answer." She quickly shut him down, watching him deflate in minor amusement before turning to Simon. He grunted as her arms wrapped around his middle, frozen in place for a minute.
"Hug me back dickhead." She muttered. His arms wrapped around her with a huff, though they both knew he didn't mind.
"Why the hell does he get a special hug." Soap whined, watching her pull away.
"Because he doesn't piss me off. Now bye." She shut the door in their face, kicking off her shoes and throwing a sock at Price's head. He groaned and turned, looking at her through bleary, groggy eyes.
"When's my first session again?"
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The last part will be next!! I hope you enjoyed this one, more ghost fluff!! LOVIEEEEEE. My all time favorite. She's getting somewhere, finally getting some much needed help. Again I hope you guys enjoyed this part and the next one will be out fairly soon because I'm impulsive!! See ya next time!
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spooky-bunnys · 1 year ago
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Nobody knew why Hanma had been so happy recently. Not even Kisaki knew, which was a surprise to everyone. Cause if anyone would know, it'd been Kisaki.
Many tried asking, but they would just be ignored. It wasn't until about 2 weeks later did they find out, when Toman was watching the news. Nobody was really paying attention to it at first. Not until someone mentioned that Hanma was on the news.
"Holy shit! Is that Hanma!?" Everyone quickly turned to the the television. It in fact was Hanma. He was holding hands with a celebrity apparently. "Wait...is he holding hands with that new singer! Holy shit. Kisaki isn't gonna be happy about this."
Kisaki was not happy about it. Once he was informed that Hamna had been on the news. He was angry. Hanma was a upper members of Toman...and he got caught with a celebrity?! Oh Kisaki was gonna tear him a new one.
But the worst was what the news, hadn't informed them. It was almost 2 weeks before Toman saw Hanma again. They were angry considering he hadn't asked to have the time taken off. At least that's what they thought.
"Oi! Hanma where the fuck have you been? You've been all over the place, considering you were caught with the famous singer, (Last Name) (Name)!" Hanma grinned widely. "Hanma." That confused everyone.
"What?" "His name is Hanma (Name). We just got back from our Honeymoon~" That had sent an uproar in Toman. "Wait! Your telling me, you got married to a celebrity?!"
Kisaki was more then upset now. "Hanma how fucking stupid are you! You can't be in Toman and be married to a celebrity!" Hanma nodded. He knew this already that's why he planned ahead.
Hanma dropped a file on Kisaki's desk. "What's this?" Before Kisaki could even open the file Hanma spoke. "My notice." Kisaki froze. Hanma's notice? He quickly opened the file. It was. Hanma was leaving Toman. "W-What?"
Kisaki couldn't believe this! "You're leaving Toman! For some guy?!" Hanma slammed his hands on the desk, startling the other. "That guy happens to be my husband now. He knows what I did and chose to still love me even after everything."
Hanma voice was filled with venom. His glare made Kisaki uncomfortable. He'd never been on the reviving end of the famous reaper glare. "Why him then? Why now of all times?" Kisaki asked in a quiet voice. He didn't understand what was going on.
His most trusted man was leaving. Hanma gave a deep sigh. "(Name) is pregnant and it's mine. We've been talking about getting married, but when we found out about his pregnancy. We got married the next day."
The room got cold. "I don't want anything to happen to him or my unborn child. So I'm leaving while I still can." This didn't make any sense. Hanma doesn't so anything unless he get the entertainment he wants.
"I know what your thinking Tetta. But I have a family now. I'm not gonna let you, or anyone do anything to them. And if you try anything?" Kisaki slowly looked up. "I'll kill you so slowly that you'd wish you stayed away."
Kisaki knew he wasn't joking. Hanma slowly stood up and walked towards the door. "I've already informed Mikey. Considering (Name) is actually a Sano." Kisaki felt his world stop. A Sano? "So if something happens to him, I'm not the only person you should look out for."
After Hamna left Kisaki pulled up everything he could on (Name). It a deeply covered file was adoption papers for Sano (Name). Apparently he was Shinichiro's kid from when he was a young teen. But he didn't know about the kid till it was too late.
Kisaki stared at the screen. This wasn't part of his plan! (Name) was never meant to be there! How did he even...Kisaki laid his head on his desk. How much worse could his plan get?
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delulu4dean · 1 year ago
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Emergency Room
Warnings: trauma, throwing up, surgery, hospital, swearing
Parings: Dean x sister!reader, Sam x sister!reader
Summary: reader gets emergency surgery, Sam and Dean make sure reader is recovering properly
Word Count: 3,517
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It was one in the morning when your screaming and sobs woke your older brothers up. They ran to your room to find you on the floor, throwing up as you clutched your stomach in pain. You’ve been feeling some abdominal pain, and figured maybe the drinking finally caught up to you, even though you didn't drink that often. It wasn’t bad pain, just mild, so you let it be. In the past few nights the pain got worse though, and you lost sleep, staying up until the pain went away. It was some temporary attack of pain, two hours every night. But you managed, so you ignored it.
It was two in the morning, your brothers holding you up in the emergency room, demanding they hurry up and take you into a room. You’ve been crying for the past hour now, unable to stop from the pain. You thought to yourself, this is it. This is when you die. The pain has been switching from dull to sharp, and as you felt a wave of sharp pain jolt through your abdomen again, you screamed.
“She needs a bed right now,” Dean’s voice boomed through the waiting room. “She needs a doctor. She’s been like this for the past hour!”
“We’re prepping a bed right now,” the nurse assured Dean. Sam leaned you onto Dean, and you clung onto your eldest brother.
“Sammy, where are you going?” Dean asked, as he held you close.
“Just getting a wheel chair.”
Only a minute later, Sam returned with a wheel chair, and your brothers sat you down. Sam started filling out paperwork, while Dean held your hand, assuring you everything will be alright.
“Dean, I don’t want to die,” you sobbed, huddled over, hugging your stomach.
“Hey, hey, you’re not going to die. How long have you been feeling like this?” Dean rubbed your back.
“For the past four months. But it wasn’t this bad.”
“You should’ve told us, kid. We could’ve gotten this sorted.”
“I didn’t want to worry you, I thought it was nothing.”
“Y/N Winchester?” a nurse called out.
It was three in the morning when you were laying in a bed, a cold gel placed on your skin. You were getting an ultrasound, after the blood work and EKG came back normal. You winced as the technician pressed down on your side. Sam and Dean were there, telling you it’s alright. But with the cold gel and the pain you felt far from alright.
It was four in the morning when you were rushed in for surgery. You had a massive blockage in your gallbladder, from gallstones. Doctor told you it’s not incredibly uncommon at your age. Less likely, but not uncommon. Luckily the gallstone hasn’t ruptured anything, or caused bad swelling, so an emergency laparoscopic surgery was possible. The last thing you saw was doctors over your head. Things got fuzzy, as your eyes got droopy.
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White. Your vision is white first, and as it becomes clearer, you find yourself looking at the bright fluorescent lights in the recovery room. You try to move your arms, but your body still feels heavy. The most you can do is lift your head and look around. You feel like you’re unable to speak, but you try and try until you get a nurse to come over to you.
“Your brothers went to the cafeteria, I called them to let them know you’re out of surgery. They should be here soon,” she smiles at you.
After a couple of minutes you felt like you could move but as you tried to sit up, you feel too weak to support yourself, and your stomach hurts too much.
“Hey hey, lay down, we’re here,” Dean says, walking towards you. “We’re here now, and you’re alive and okay. They said you should be able to go home by 6am.”
“The surgery was minimally invasive, so you should be better and feeling one hundred percent in two weeks,” Sam smiles at you. “You did it. The hard part is over.”
The hard part is not over.
The surgeon comes up to you and your brothers, handing a packet to Sam.
“Give her fifteen minutes, then you can take her home, we’re getting the discharge papers ready. And we prescribed oxycodone for the pain, take only as needed. And when the pain becomes more mild to moderate, switch to ibuprofen,” the doctor explains.
“What about the pain before I can get to a pharmacy?” you ask.
“I’ll get someone to get you something.” And with that, the doctor walks off.
After a minute, the nurse from before comes in, and puts something in your IV. You look at her confused.
“What are you putting in there?” Dean asks for you.
“Fentanyl, for the pain. Just a little bit.”
“You’re giving my baby sister fentanyl?” Dean’s eyes widen.
“Dean, the doctor ordered it, they know what they’re doing,” Sam sighs. “It’s not like Y/N isn’t going to be on narcotics for the next two weeks.”
“She doesn’t need all this, she’s a Winchester.”
“Dean, please,” you plead, looking up at your brother. He can’t say no to you.
“You really need it for the pain?” he asks you, softly. You only nod in response.
After a little, Sam signs your discharge papers, while Dean puts you in a wheelchair to wheel you to Baby. You sit shotgun so you can recline the seat to a comfortable position. It hasn’t hit you yet, because you’re woozy from the drugs, but you have one less organ now. Sure it’s a tiny one that only aids in digestion, but it’s gone now.
Back at the bunker, the boys help you in slowly. You insist you can walk. You should walk. Walking five minutes a few times a day following a surgery reduces risk of blood clots. But the stairs, that’s the problem. You don’t even want to attempt to walk down the stairs.
“I’m alright over here,” you quaver.
“Hey, we’ll take it slowly,” Sam promises you, his voice gentle. “Take my hand, Dean and I got you.”
You take a deep breath, nodding. Then you take the first step. And the second step. And ever so slowly, you reach the bottom of the stairs. You look back up at them and decide you’re not leaving the bunker until you feel 100% again, because no way in hell are you going to do that again like this. You let go of your brothers hands, and walk over to your room, them following close behind to make sure you’re alright.
“What do you want for breakfast?” Dean asks you.
“I just wanna sleep.” You yawn and sit down on the recliner chair you got for when you played your video games.
“Do you want me to get you anything for lunch?” Dean asks again.
“Mmm something light on the tummy. I can’t have anything fatty or greasy or with too much dairy for the next month,” you pout. But the pout is quickly replaced with a smile when you think of something to eat. “I want some veggie pho please. I’ve been craving pho, I love love love pho.”
Dean nods, and helps you recline the chair.
“But get some sleep, you and Sam have been up all night with me,” you reach out to your brother’s hand. “At least nap.”
“We’re fine, kid.”
“And I’m fine too. I’m just going to sleep.”
“Don’t you want to sleep in your bed?”
“It’s easier to get up if I need to like this. Plus I got some vomit on my sheets.”
“Okay. You sleep, I’m going to clean that up right now.”
Dean kissed your forehead, and you lay back and sleep.
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You open your eyes to see Sam coming in with a bag of food. He had a smile plastered across his face while Dean, who’s following right behind him, looks angry.
“Mmm, hello,” you greet them, softly.
“Hey, how are you feeling?” Sam sits beside you.
“I’m feeling alright,” you answer, sitting up. You wince as you do, but it could be worse. “Why is Dean all pissy? And why are you all happy?”
“Sam decided since you have to eat all healthy now, that we all should.” Dean crosses his arms.
“Ah right. It sucks, even after I’m healed, I’m still gonna have to eat like this because my digestive tract is not used to having one less organ. I’m going to be shitting like crazy.”
“Ew come on, I already have to eat healthy, I don’t want to hear you talk about poop,” Dean grimaces.
“Most healthy food is icky, but pho is just the best. My comfort meal,” you smile.
“Do you want to eat in here? You don’t need to get up if you can’t. We can bring you a little table to eat here if you want,” Sam rambles on.
“I want to eat with you guys,” you insist, getting up from your chair slowly.
The three of you walk to the table in the kitchen and you sit down. You lean over to eat, but you groan, your abdomen too weak to support you right now.
“Hey, let me help you,” Dean says, grabbing a spoon.
You watch his hand as he dips the spoon in the bowl, and brings the spoon up to your lips. It’s a little embarrassing, being babied like this from your older brothers. But you miss being their little baby sister too. You slurp up the soup and smile at Dean. Dean takes turns between feeding you and himself, asking you every now and then if you’re okay. You nod each time.
After eating, you get up, placing a hand on your back, almost holding yourself up as you walk.
“Hey, where are you going?” Dean asks, running up to you.
“I’m just going to take a walk around the bunker,” you let him know.
“Dean, stop smothering her, if she needs us, we’re here,” Sam tells Dean. Sam is the more rational of the two, so it makes sense he’s not as worried as Dean is.
Dean, on the other hand, is extremely protective. There’s no way he’s going to let his little sister be alone, even walking around the bunker. He places his hand on your back to support you. You roll your eyes.
“Dean, I’m a big girl,” you remind him.
“I don’t care how old you, you’re my sister. And you just got surgery done. What if you fall, or half way through the walk you get tired and you can’t walk back to your room?”
You sigh and give in to your brother’s help. It’s not that you don’t like the time with him, you do. But you don’t want to be babies so much. You spend a lot of time proving to your brothers how good of a hunter you could be, and now they see you as fragile again.
After a smoothie for dinner, and a couple of more walks here and there, you are already sleepy again. Not like anyone could blame you. The surgery, and the narcotics you took right before dinner and all the walking have you feeling sleepy.
You’re standing at the foot of your bed, debating if you’ll sleep in your recliner again or if you want to give your bed a try. Ah, what the hell, there’s always tomorrow to sleep in your bed. You grab your blanket and sit in the recliner, kick back, and close your eyes. It’s not easy to actually sleep though. You’re used to rolling around, sleeping on your side, stomach, and occasionally your back. But laying on you back, without being able to roll around? Not easy.
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You’re on an operating table, no doctors around. You’re wide awake, but unable to move. One look down, and your stomach is cut open, your organs spilling out of the cavity in your body. You let out a scream.
“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” Dean bursts in through the door.
Your eyes shoot open and you look around, disoriented. You don’t know where you are at first.
“Where am I? Is it done? Did I die?” you panic.
“Woah, woah, you’re home. You’re in your room. You’re alive,” Dean assures you.
You let out a little gasp of pain and hold your stomach. The medicine wore off and you must’ve been dreaming about the pain. Dean brushes his thumb over your cheek only for you to realize he’s wiping your tears away.
“Did you have a bad dream?” He crouches down in front of you, as you manage to sit up. You nod, shoulders shaking as you let the cries come out.
“It was awful, I was open on an operating table, and… fuck, my stomach hurts Dean.”
Your brother wraps his arms around your shoulders. You cry for a little, letting it all out. You and Dean don’t say a word to each other, because nothing needs to be said. He knows you don’t feel okay, and you know you’re safe with him.
“I didn’t wake Sam up too, did I?” you ask.
Dean knows better than to lie to you, so he doesn’t. “Yeah, but I told him I got it, and that I’d wake him up if it was anything serious.”
You nod in response. Dean reclines your chair for you, so you can sleep, but he doesn’t leave your side. He sits at the edge of your bed, and runs his fingers through your hair, humming. Dean was awake with you the whole time at the hospital and now he’s awake with you again.
“Dean, you need to get some sleep,” you frown.
“I’m fine right here, baby sister.”
“ ‘M not a baby,” you mumble.
Dean hushes you as he resumes humming to you.
The next time you open your eyes, it’s morning, and dean is asleep on your bed. You carefully get up from the chair, taking your time. Then you shuffle your feet across the bunker floor, all the way to the bathroom. You lower yourself onto the toilet, and pull your phone out, and spend the next fifteen minutes scrolling through twitter. You’re startled as someone knocks on the door.
“Y/n, are you alright in there?” It’s Dean.
“Yeah, I’m just trying to… ya know, poop,” you tell him. “I don’t think I can do it.”
“Do what?” he asks through the door.
“Poop! I can’t poop! It hurts too much to push the poop out! Is that what you want to hear?” you groan, getting up from the toilet, pulling your pants up. You flush and wash your hands and open the bathroom door.
“You can’t poop?” Dean asks.
“My stomach hurts too much and I feel too weak to do it. I don’t want my stomach to get all backed up. If I can’t poop in two days I need to get laxatives,” you sigh.
“We will cross that bridge when we get to it,” Dean places his hands on your shoulders. “Sammy made breakfast.”
You nod, and walk over to the kitchen with Dean following closely behind you. You sigh, feeling like your brother is being a little too protective. But hey, Dean raised you, he’s going to be protective. Dean has been raising you since your mom, another hunter, died on the job. He’ll always see you as the baby you were when John brought you home.
Sam made some vegetable omelets for the three of you to eat. While you eat your breakfast, you take out your meds and swallow a pill with the meal. Sam asks you how you’re feeling and you tell him you’re feeling better than you thought you'd be. And after the medicine kicks in, you feel a lot better.
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The next week is filled with nightmares, lots of them. The ones combined with sleep paralysis as soon as you woke up are the worst, because even with your eyes open, the fact your stomach hurt and you were unable to move makes you think you’re back on the operating table. You’re eating, sure. Just enough. But you’re eating a lot less than usual, because you’re scared of what eating can do to you. It was good tasting food that triggered the gallstone attack that night, and you don’t want to eat like that ever again. Last night you woke up to yourself picking at the medical glue on your stomach. Nothing was bleeding, luckily but it still grossed you out.
The mood swings following surgery aren’t great either. It’s less a side effect of the surgery itself, and more a side effect of the drugs and the sleep deprivation. The first hour on the meds are great, you feel fine. Not euphoric, but you feel good. And then the good wears off and you feel like shit. So five days ago you decided to get off the narcotics. No pain is worth a drug dependency like this. Switching to the strong dosage of ibuprofen they’ve prescribed to you doesn’t sound too bad.
A week since surgery, and you’re up and walking almost like normal. Stairs aren’t too bad. Every fifteen minutes of walking you’re a little out of breath, but definitely better than you were a week ago. You just can’t wait for Jack and Castiel to come back, they can heal you. They’re off in heaven worrying about angel business. Of course you know if you prayed to them, they’d come back in a heartbeat. But you don’t want that. Especially from Cas. Cas has always been so selfless with you and your brothers, it doesn’t seem fair. But your face lights up, as you see the two walk into the bunker. They’re back.
“Cas! Jack!” you cheer.
“Hey, y/n!” Jack runs down the steps and runs up to hug you.
“Ow, shit,” you since in pain.
“What’s wrong,” Cas looks at you as he comes down the steps.
“I got my gallbladder removed,” you explain, lifting your shirt to expose your tummy.
“You should’ve told us. Just one prayer and we could’ve been here for you,” Jack frowns.
“You’re here now, that’s all that matters. It was minimally invasive, two week recovery until I’m basically one hundred percent, it’s not a big deal, Jack.”
“If you can, heal her,” Dean begs as he walks in. “She has not slept in her bed since she got back. I’ve been sleeping in her room to make sure she’s okay.”
“And I am okay, physically I’m fine!”
“Y/n, just let me heal you,” Jack pleads.
“Fine, I guess it would be nice to sleep in my bed,” you say.
Jack heals you, and you pick the glue off your stomach.
“Sweet, no scars!” You smile softly.
“How are you feeling, mentally?” Dean asks you.
“Mentally, I’m fine,” you insist.
“You’re not fine. You’re sleep deprived. Don’t think I haven’t caught on, I’ve been sleeping in your room with you. You’ve been having nightmares, you’re barely eating, you’re stressed, and a lot more quiet than you used to be. And like a Winchester, you’re keeping it all to yourself.”
“Dean-“
“Look, if you don’t want to talk about it, I’m not going to push it. But I’m here when you do feel like you can talk about it,” Dean says.
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Jack and you are sat on your bed. You should be sleeping, but you haven’t slept in your bed in a week and it feels weird now. Jack is close to your age… sort of… physically close to your age, it’s why you two are close friends.
“What was Dean talking about?” Jack asks you.
“Ah, knew you’d bring it up eventually. I’ve been having nightmares, about the surgery. It’s weird, it was so minor, but the pain before the surgery, I thought I was going to die. And waking up after surgery is so weird. It felt like sleep paralysis, which I’ve had during the past week as well. And taking narcotics then having to stop them because they felt a little too good wasn’t great. I just- I don’t know. I feel like I’m overreacting, I’m fine now. Especially thanks to you.”
It felt good to let it all out and talk to someone about it.
“Does Dean know?” Jack asks.
“Of course Dean knows, I don’t have to tell him, he knows. I don’t know if Sam caught on. Sam has been in charge of making sure I eat, he’s been making food that doesn't upset my stomach. And taking me on morning walks.”
“Your brothers love you a lot,” Jack says.
“Yeah. I got to admit, the attention was nice. Except with Dean following me almost everywhere. I mean like waiting outside while I showered in case I slipped,” you chuckle.
“You’ll feel like your old self again soon,” Jack assures you. “I can stay until you fall asleep if you want. Or even all night, in case you have another nightmare.”
“Thanks Jack.”
You turn off the light, lay down, and close your eyes.
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riddle-me-ri · 9 months ago
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a/n: don't mind me being super self indulgent again asdfgh. I just really enjoyed the dynamic I made in Zeroing In with Bigby and a singer/performing reader. I may or may not make a smutty part two we will see lol. Hope y’all enjoy!
Content Warning: Strong language, attempted sexual assault, brief mentions of sexual harrassment, some violence.
Word Count: 2.3 k
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Bigby Wolf x F!Reader - Take Me Home
As a long time performer, you know how to work the crowd with your musical numbers.
You knew you should probably be looking around and engaging with other audience members.
You just couldn't help it though.
Especially when he was around and seemed to genuinely be enjoying himself for once.
Bigby Wolf kept his word when he said he would come around and see you perform whenever he had a chance and not just show up searching for perps.
He's managed to come by at least once every other week, and needless to say, it always was the highlight of your week.
You two have tried to make plans outside of both your work schedules, but it's been difficult to manage between the long nights you both kept and Bigby occasionally dipping in and out of the picture.
Don't let him be on a case either. He stays clear of you like a bad omen. You know he's worried about getting you somehow involved in whatever the case entails, but you did wish he could share more of his worries onto you so he didn't have to carry so much.
You two managed to settle somehow with these interludes of eye contact and small knowing smiles.
At least until one night when you weren't smiling anymore.
During your act, you got close to the edge of the stage and teased those up front, just like any other night–
Until you felt a sweaty palm clamp around your ankle and almost yank you into the audience below.
You barely remember hazy glimpses of everything that happened afterward.
A shrill sound rang through the live band and filled the club.
It took hours later for you to realize that was…you…screaming in shock.
The man's other hand barely touched your inner thigh, clear intent of fully grabbing and dragging you into his lap until he instantly let go.
Before you even tried to push the man's hands away, he let go.
You saw Bigby hovering over the man.
He had slammed the man's face into the hard wood table, the cheap white linen doing nothing to comfort the assault as it started to stain with blood.
You caught a glimpse of yellow in Bigby’s eyes.
You couldn't make out any words anyone was saying. It was all a murmuring cacophony of surprised, worried, and tense patrons.
Your skin ran cold, and your breathing hitched.
The next thing you recall was getting up and darting back towards your dressing room.
Anything to get away from what just happened.
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“Aww man, I think you broke my fucking nose.”
“You're lucky I don't break every bone in your goddamn body, starting with your grimy little hands.” Bigby snarled, with half a mind to slam the asshole's face again.
He did settle for twisting the guy’s arm tighter as he slapped handcuffs on him.
“Hey, hey, what the fuck man? I didn't do nothin’!” The man defended as he tried to sit back up, blood dripping down his nose and over his lips.
“You touched her inappropriately, pretty sure that files under assault.” Bigby roughly lifted the man up from his seat and dropped him to his feet, causing the man to stumble some.
“Oh please, she was teasing me! Practically asking for it!” The man spat as he got his footing before Bigby dragged him out of the club.
Bigby tried to keep his growl down but whether or not he succeeded he frankly didn't care at the time.
At least until he was out of public view.
As the two began the walk to the Woodland and the coast was clear, Bigby snatched the man by the baby hairs on the back of his neck and pulled his head back.
The man yelped in pain.
“Listen here fucker, she didn't ask you for fucking shit. She was doing her job, last thing she needs is a bunch of grabby dickheads like you that can't keep his hands to him-fucking-self.”
“Is she your’s?”
Bigby blinked. “What?”
“You fuckin’ her or somethin’, Wolf? Never seen you get all up in arms over some whore.”
Bigby dragged the man into a nearby alley and smacked the man's body and face directly against a damp cold brick wall.
“Ow! The fuck man, you-aaah?” The man winced in pain as claws began protruding from Bigby's fingers, pricking the skin of the man's neck.
“Listen here, you sorry piece of shit. Doesn't fucking matter who she's with or what she does. You don't get to fucking touch her–you don't get to do what you damn well please. Understand?” Bigby growled, his teeth slowly growing into the “what big teeth you have,” territory.
For the first time since the encounter started, the man began quivering in terror.
“Y-y-yeah, yeah, understood…just-just do what you gotta do…please don't hurt me, man, please! It was a mistake, h-honest!”
Bigby got closer to the man's face one last time and snarled. A final warning.
Usually, Bigby would feel bad about making anyone beg for him not to hurt them. He'd be disappointed that they would automatically assume he would.
For this guy however, he wanted to muster up that same level of fear you likely felt when he grabbed you and then some.
Bigby backed off once he began smelling the unmistakable hint of piss through the night air.
“Just keep your mouth shut the rest of the way, or it'll be the last mistake you ever make.”
The quicker he locked this asshole up, the quicker he could get back to check up on you.
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You sat there in front of your vanity with your head hung low and the lights dimmed.
Still frazzled and stunned from the moment.
Somehow, the man's slimy touch lingered on your skin, and you wanted nothing more than to dip your leg into some kind of disinfecting acid.
You took a deep breath and admitted that the second best option besides the acid is to go home and take a long scolding shower until the hot water ran out.
You rose from your seat and began shedding your clothes that used to make you feel so confident and sexy…but in the moment you just felt disgusted.
Then you heard a knock.
You assumed it was your boss checking on you. “I'll be out in a minute, Carol…just gimme a second..”
“Uhh…it's Bigby.”
You freezed for the second time that night.
You had completely forgotten about him. Until his voice reminded you of what he did, how he saved you, how he looked when he did it.
“Bigby? Oh, uh, hang on.” You darted across your dressing room and snatched a silky maroon robe that hung over your dressing screen.
You took a deep breath, a desperate attempt to calm your shot nerves.
Suddenly, a comforting warmth draped over your body as you laid eyes on Bigby. Like somehow, he could protect you from this lingering fear that resonated in you like he did before when it happened.
“H-Hey…”
“Hey,” he responded. “I wanted to check in on ya…how are you holding up?”
You gulped. “F-Fine I suppose, all things considered…I know it could have been worse, and I always knew I was at risk, but nothing prepares you for when it happens, you know?”
“Yeah, but you shouldn't feel at risk for something you do for a living.”
You exhaled a chuckle. “Says the sheriff who's at risk quite literally all the time.”
Bigby shook his head. “You know what I mean. That asshole had no right to be touching you…”
He sighed. “What happened tonight was not your fault…I hope you know that at the very least.”
You hugged your arms around yourself, your hands sliding up and down your upper arms as you gazed at the floor. “Yeah, I know…”
There was a beat of silence before you felt a warm hand lightly squeeze your shoulder. You followed the hand with bruised knuckles back to Bigby's face.
One of your hands came up and rested on top of his hand that was on your shoulder.
“Thank you, Bigby…” You squeezed his hand back gratefully. “At the end of the day…I'm just grateful that you were there.”
Bigby can't recall the last time anyone ever said those words about him or his help. He always made things worse, more difficult, or made Fables regretful for getting him involved.
It felt nice to be appreciated, and it felt even more sweet and genuine coming from you.
“I'm glad I was there too…”
He allowed you to drag your soft thumb along his knuckles for a moment. Both of you enjoyed the soothing silence and close proximity. You found yourself feeling more at ease each second he was there.
Until a question popped into your mind. “C-Can I ask what happened to him? Like where he is now?” Suddenly, the thought of trekking home became cumbersome.
“I've got him in a holding cell for now. I'll be presenting the case to the Business Office tomorrow morning some time…”
Bigby reluctantly pulled his hand back, you already missing its warmth and soothing weight.
“Although, full disclosure, even if he is found guilty… the time and punishment for sexual harassment is ridiculously short and sweet…”
You nodded. “I had a feeling, but Carol told me he won't be coming around anymore. She has started a banned list and is trying to invest in more security.”
“If you need me to…”
“Bigby, I can't ask you to do that. You already have every other Fable to worry about…”
“I do, but you come first….or at least that's how I wish it could be, if I can help it.”
You blinked, your mind racing with countless meanings to what he was implying.
“Besides, I think you're the only one that really appreciates my help anyhow.” Bigby muttered into his shoulder, but still clear enough for you to hear.
“I'll always appreciate you Bigby…like how I appreciate your offer, but I still can't ask you to do that…I know you will protect me when you can and that I can rely on you and honestly in the world we live in now, that's more than enough.”
Your heart swelled at the soft smile that stretched across his face.
“I guess I can accept that.” He reluctantly conceded. “Is there at least anything I can do for you now? Anything at all before we both call it a night?”
After talking to him, you have begun to feel much calmer, like you could shake off tonight's events. You know you could have gotten to that point yourself, but Bigby made it a whole lot easier and quicker.
You almost felt childish and selfish for this request, but you didn't want the opportunity to have him to yourself longer pass.
“I, uh, still have to walk home….if you don't mind walking with me? It's not far from the Woodland, just one block before it…”
“You don't have to convince me, and I did say anything. Just let me know when you're ready.” He offered a sincere smile.
“You wanna wait inside? I didn't even realize I didn't invite you in.” You giggled as you realized he was still standing in the hallway across the threshold of your dressing room door.
“Uhh…sure, if you're fine with it.” Bigby walked in and took a slow glance over your dressing room.
“More than fine. Here, you can have a seat on the sofa over there. I just gotta change real quick.” You explained as you rounded the corner and went behind your dressing screen.
You couldn't fight the pep in your step, having him back in your vicinity. You didn't feel on edge or uncomfortable to be yourself. You felt safe.
Bigby kept looking around. He was observant to a fault, especially thanks to his senses that don't let him miss anything.
He noticed the Polaroids of you and likely your co-workers and friends bordered along your vanity mirror.
He took note of a couple empty bottles that were in your trash can, he deduced it must be a favorite of yours.
He also caught an almost empty container of your body spray that was the source of your sweet scent.
Not that he'd say it out loud, but if you asked him you didn't need the spray, your own scent was intoxicating on its own.
Bigby shuffled a bit in his seat as your own smell became more prominent once he saw your robe hanging over the screen folds you hid behind.
He kept darting his eyes around the room, trying to distract himself from thinking of you so intimately despite the close quarters and the small distance between him and your naked form.
Bigby shook his head to try and shake the thoughts out. He doesn't want to screw this up, not like how he always does. You've been through enough as it is.
Thankfully, you came out soon from behind the screen. You wore a long sleeve sweater of your favorite color that revealed your shoulders and some pants.
“All right, I'm ready…thanks again, Bigby.” You stood in front of him and rubbed your hand up and down your arm, playing with the sleeve.
“Hey, like I said.” He stood up at his full height, and you had to look up instead of down at him. “Not a problem.”
He walked over to the door and swiftly opened the door. “After you…”
“Why thank you, sir.” You giggled bemused before walking out the door with Bigby walking beside you.
Carol waved to both of you and told you to take the next couple of days off to recover and not worry about anything.
You sighed. Another small weight taken off your shoulder, you weren't sure if you would be able to get back on stage, so it was relieving to hear you had the next couple of days off.
As you and Bigby exited the building, the cold night air hit both of you. Almost instinctively, you grabbed for Bigby's hand, who didn't seem to mind, and gently returned the grasp.
Bigby gave you a supportive nudge.
“Well, lead the way…”
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dogsayswoof · 1 year ago
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Hounds From Hell Chapter 3
Summary: Mostly some filler fluff before a big Chapter 4. >:) Also, if you guys have requests or suggestions, oooooo please drop them. I will also take one shot requests for any type of Wednesday x reader. Or Wednesday x hellhound!Reader. Enjoy
Word Count: 2.0k Pairing: Wednesday Addams x Reader (Hounds from Hell Masterlist)
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You didn't see Wednesday for three days after that night and it was driving you crazy. The first time you did get to catch glances of her was in chemistry class but she paid you no attention.
All of your friends had noticed the shift in energy between you two. Her cold demeanor and your longing glances. Your heart hurts at the thought of you ruining your friendship because of a stupid kiss. Well not stupid, but you get the gist.
Then she began returning to lunch with you and your now mutual friends. There was obvious tension between you two.
One day she even dared to sit next to you. Not a word was exchanged and the table continued their conversation, doing their best to ignore the frigid air brewing between you and Wednesday.
It began to bother Enid. She thought that whatever happened would have blown over by now but she was sadly mistaken.
Wednesday continued to sit next to you day after day, meal after meal and Enid had had enough.
"Oh my god. What happened between you two!" she slammed her fist on the table causing both you and Wednesday to look up at her.
Turning to look at each other for the first time in two weeks. You felt your breath hitch and you swore your heartbeat skipped a beat. You were the first to break it and you looked down mumbling a small "nothing."
You grabbed your tray and got up without a look back and if you just had you would of caught the goth girl's onyx eyes staring at you with her own longing gaze.
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Your grade in chemistry was back on a downward trend and with only one more playoff victory to go to secure your spot in the semi-finals you were at risk of letting your entire team down.
"Y/N you know this we went over it five times already" said George and you groaned throwing your head back.
"I know I know"
"How can you be so smart on the field and so dumb in the books," Benton said glancing over your most recent test.
56% An F.
Just another addition to last two failures.
"What is a bimolecular reaction?" George continued and you pressed your palms into your eyes.
"When two molecules bang and react with each other" you said sighing.
"Yeah, you might just be hopeless" he said closing the chemistry book and throwing his feet up on the desk.
You stood up snatching your test from Benton, crumbling it and throwing it in the corner.
"Fuck this," you said and the boys looked at you with gentle eyes. They knew how bad you needed a win.
Elizabeth piped up from behind the book she and Atwell were reading on your bed.
"Just go talk to her"
"No," you said grumbling
"So what, you kiss her and then you both keep pretending you didn't know each other?" Atwell chimed in.
"Yup," you said grabbing a football and tossing it in the air to yourself.
Elizabeth looked up giving you a look.
"Fuck, okay fine" you said and she continued reading her book, slamming the door on your way out.
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You had no intention of finding and talking to Wednesday. Not a single intention. She just decided to find you.
You were sat at the end of the dock staring at the water trying to scheme a plan to pass your next chemistry test since studying wasn't going to help when you could feel her cold presence behind you.
You clenched your jaw stopping yourself before you turned around and said something from the depths of your brain.
She dropped her bag and took a seat next to you. You fidgeted with your fingers, picking at the skin around your nails, doing anything to distract yourself from the intoxicating scent that was her.
"I would like to apologize for my immature reaction." she said and you nodded continuing to rip your fingers apart.
"You know when you said I didn't need to apologize you didn't have to lie," you muttered letting some anger slip.
You were trying to contain it but she was pressing every last button you had.
"I didn't lie."
"Yeah alright" you scoffed.
You felt bad for the way you were talking to her but your hurt had had time to sit and boil to anger.
You both sat in silence.
"I'm failing chemistry again" you said taking a quick glance at her but regretting it soon after.
Your heart panged.
"I know." she replied.
"Of course you do" you muttered back.
Another moment of empty silence.
"Do you regret it?" you asked and her brow furrowed.
You looked towards her and she met your gaze.
"No. It wasn't as unpleasant as I expected it to be"
"Thanks?" you said fighting the urge to chuckle.
You were supposed to be mad but she was really good at melting it all away. You cursed yourself for being vexed by her.
"Can we just agree to be friends again? I don't like this-whatever this is" you said gesturing between the two of you and she nodded.
"I don't think we ever stopped being friends but I suppose I can agree." she said and you stuck your hand out. She took it and you shook it, giving her a small smile.
"I'm not very good at emotional situations" she muttered looking away.
You could feel her vulnerability and the rest of your anger dissipated.
"Thank you.. for being.. vulnerable with me" you said softly trying not to push her too far.
"Alright now come on, I really need your help." you said nodding to the main body of campus and grabbing your bag.
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81% B-.
You were sprinting across the courtyard to where your friends were sitting with their lunches. You barely had the time to slam the brakes colliding with the table as you panted.
They all stared at you with a concern.
You slammed the paper on the table in front of Wednesday.
"B fucking minus" you said staring at her grinning from ear to ear.
She grabbed the paper and examined it before looking up at you with the smallest smile.
"While this grade is still.. inadequate.. I am proud of your progress" she said and you turned to the courtyard whooping and cheering's.
"Semis here we come! Fuck yeah" you yelled hands in the air.
"When did you guys make up?" Yoko asked cocking her head at Wednesday.
"Yesterday."
"And you were able to raise her grade in a day?" asked Bianca
"I have my ways" Wednesday said taking another bite of her food.
"Clearly" she said astonished
You made your way back to the table and you sat down next to Wednesday, way too close for comfort.
"God Wednesday I could just kiss you right now" you said, and Enid choked on her food.
"What did you say?" she said leaning across the table at you.
You felt Wednesday jab you from under the table and you yelped.
"Uh.. nothing" you said frantically, "Oh shit what was that? Did you guys hear that I think coach is calling me. Gotta go."
You basically flew off the bench and sprinted back across the courtyard disappearing as quickly as you came in.
"She is not very bright" Wednesday said and Enid stared daggers into her.
"You have some explaining" she growled
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"So you mean to tell me... Y/N got drunk, showed up at our dorm, called you pretty, and then kissed you, before passing out on my bed?"
"Yes that is precisely what I told you" Wednesday replied as the group stood around her interrogating her in her own room. Her place of solitude.
"And then you disappeared practically GHOSTING her, leaving her to worry in her feelings, just for you guys to be JUST friends again?" Enid followed up
Wednesday nodded, "Yes."
"You are your own worst enemy you know that" she said ready to lunge at the shorter girl at any moment.
"I don't quite see the issue" Wednesday grumbled,
"She clearly has feelings for you. The infamous Y/N Y/L/N has feelings for YOU, Wednesday"
"I have to second Enid on this" said Yoko
The rest of the group nodded in agreement.
"Do you have feelings for her?" piped up Xavier
"I-I don't know" Wednesday replied crossing her arms in slight discomfort, "I enjoy her presence and conversation is far from unpleasant"
"You need to tell her" declared Enid.
"Absolutely not."
"Why not" she cried out in desperation
"Because, I refuse to fall victim to ridiculous teenage love or the Addams family curse. I will not become my parents."
Enid threw her hands up pacing around the room in frustration.
"It isn't all bad y'know" said Xavier, "It never even crossed your mind that maybe it's worth a shot"
Wednesday could tell he was projecting from his prior attempts at gaining her affection.
"Not in the slightest. I would rather be hit by a train than become my parents."
"Are you at least coming to the playoff game tomorrow?" Yoko asked in defeat and Wednesday hesitated.
"I guess another social outing wouldn't hurt."
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What Wednesday wasn't prepared for was the sight of your body getting slammed as the other team sacked you once again. She could feel your anger from the bleachers as you got up and headed for the sidelines.
You grabbed one of the linebackers roughly by his pads. He was supposed to be protecting you and were clearly giving him a piece of your mind due to his piss poor performance.
These were the times she wished she could read people's minds.
Your friends were nervous. Your team was down 17-21. 18 seconds left.
Wednesday watched as you received the snap. Your eyes scanned the field as you caught a glimpse of George running a slant towards the endzone, two players chasing him but he was just slightly faster. You also noticed that your linebackers had failed you again.
You cocked your arm back and chucked the ball with the deadly aim you were known for just as three bodies smacked you to the ground.
You let out a bloodcurdling yelp but the crowd cheered as you realized that George had caught the ball and scored.
Wednesday watched with baited breath when when you still hadn't gotten up. She remained frozen when your coach ran on to the field and the medics from the infirmary began taking off your helmet. You were out cold.
At this development your friends quickly ushered out of the stands and headed straight for the infirmary.
When they got there you were lying in one of the beds, still unconscious. Bianca and Enid were talking to the nurse and Wednesday just stood over you. Her heart was betraying her mind as she ached to just reach out and touch your face.
Maybe she was denying her feelings. Maybe you'd break her walls.
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Wednesday had refused to leave until you woke up. She wanted to berate you for getting hurt, wanted to kill those dumb linebackers for not protecting you, but most of all she needed to see you. Awake and well. For her own peace of mind.
When you began to stir she sat up straighter and watched as your eyes fluttered open.
"Hello Wednesday" you rasped out.
"You're stupid. How could you get hurt like that. You worried Thing to death" she said her stoic face ever present.
"Mmm, for sure" you groaned as you tried to sit yourself up.
"Just admit you care for me Addams."
"And lie to you? I thought you understood our mutual value of trust."
"I think you're lying now" you said closing your eyes again.
"Then you're a fool."
You didn't reply letting the comfortable silence pass between the two of you. You didn't even hear her get up from where she was sitting. All you could feel was her cold hand push a strand of hair behind your ear.
You opened your eyes to see her looking down at you with a fondness you'd never seen her show anyone before.
"I'll kill them." she said, her hand still lightly touching your face. Her slender fingers traced down your cheek and along your jaw.
"Who?" you chuckled
"The ones who were supposed to protect you."
"Not if I kill them first" you laughed, "They were just outsized and I'm sure being slammed around doesn't help their brain."
"It sure doesn't help yours," her hand left your face and you subconsciously leaned for it missing the fleeting contact.
It didn't go unnoticed by Wednesday.
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andromeda-nova-writing · 6 months ago
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idk who this can be paired with but i would love to see your spin to “really nice guy who hates you”! hehe :3 tq — @milkstore
He was the first person I thought of. It helps that he really is just a nice guy.
“You should come with me to see Ayaka one of these days,” Yoimiya suggested as the two of you moved boxes of fireworks packing them up for a delivery to the Yashiro commission.
“I've met her before… and that bodyguard she has.” her voice dropped.
“You okay? Did something happen when you met Thoma?” She peaked her head out from behind a box.
“I've been running over what happened in my mind that day but it doesn’t make sense.”
“Oh?”
Y/N placed the box on the ground in the front. “I didn't do anything out of the ordinary. I was just as polite and kind as I am to anyone. I even offered to pay for a drink for them while taking care of my parent’s stall.”
“You do that for almost everyone nice enough to you. You did it for me probably too many times.”
“Cause you keep giving my family free fireworks! What am I supposed to do?”
Yoimiya laughed.
“Anyway. I made the drinks right in front of them. Ayaka was the sweetest. Thoma… are you sure he's a nice guy?”
“Yeah! He's like suuuper helpful! He came to read to some of the children around with me last week. Even gave them all piggyback rides.” Yoimiya seemed to genuinely like the guy.
“He just stared at the drink as if I poured him a glass of mud that I spat in. His eyes were so cold. Like his eyes stared into my very soul looking at me for any past sin I could have committed all with the smile of a devil.”
Yoimiya put her box down. “Are you sure you were talking to Thoma? That sounds nothing Like him.” With the box no longer covering her view she could see who was coming for the firework pickup. “That's Thoma coming this way actually. Hii!” She yelled out with a big wave.
“Don't call him over. He might bite my head off.”
“Yoimiya! Y/N.” He greeted back upon getting closer to the two. His voice was cheerful greeting Yoimiya but when he said her name it felt like he had to force it out through his teeth. It looked as if Yoimiya didn't even notice.
“Let me go inside and finish packing up the last box. It won't take too long.” She explained leaving the two of them alone despite What Y/N explained. Betrayal.
The least she could do was try and make an effort. Maybe Yoimiya was right and he truly was a nice guy. Maybe she just caught him on a bad day and that was clouding her thoughts. “So how's Ayaka doing? Well, I hope.”
“None of your concern but she's fine.” Yikes. And people describe him as a puppy? His arms were crossing making him look even more closed off.
“I'm glad. Especially with the festival drawing near. By any chance could I get an update on if my parent’s drink stall request to be at the festival went through? I know it's a bit informal asking now but-”
“Denied.”
“Like the request was denied or that this isn't a good time to ask if-”
“Denied.” He sighed. People could have two bad days in a row, right?
“Oh okay.” She held her head down not wanting To make eye contact with him any further. “It just seems like Ayaka enjoyed it so much.”
“Miss Kamisato.” He corrected. “Your parents are the ones who put the application in. It would have been best if we saw their skills. Even then since your name wasn't on the application I really shouldn't be disclosing any information to you.”
Y/N frowned looking up at him. “Did I do something? We've barely known each other and all you done is look at me like I'm something you wiped off your shoe. Maybe a life of luxury afforded to you by the Kamisato's has gone to your head!”
She didn't even notice the door open. Yoimiya's eyes widen upon hearing The last sentence. “I'm so sorry! She's usually nicer than this.” She elbowed Y/N as she handed Thoma the box.
“Ah, don't worry about it.” His whole personality seemed to flip. “Nothing I hadn't heard before. Probably best I leave. I’ll be out your hair quick Yoimiya.”
“Take your time. Everything should be out here. We will just be inside if you need anything.” She waved goodbye before pulling her friend inside and closing the door behind them. And with a whispered yell she asked, “What was that about?”
“He started it. I was being polite. I'm just telling you. I think he despises me.”
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do-it-for-the-fandom · 4 months ago
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Sunday October 14th, 2012.
Even on the worst days, there's a possibility for joy.
She had shared the sentiment as she told Castle the story of her stick-man talisman, not knowing at the time that it would become a sort of family motto. The sentence had been uttered a handful of times over these past weeks: when Castle was sick, or tired, or frustrated; when Alexis was scared or stressed; when Martha just didn't know how else to comfort her family.
Even on the worst days, there's a possibility for joy.
Her little stick-man had migrated from her desk drawer at work to the loft. Kept in Castle's bedside drawer, he worked his magic serving as a daily reminder to never lose hope. There had been a few times, now, where she had caught her partner staring into his drawer with a small, hopeful smile on his face and her heart swelled knowing that the silly little creation she had kept for all these years was able to be a symbol of hope for someone else, too.
Even on the worst days...
It was late by the time she climbed into bed. Castle had come in hours earlier - fighting off an incessant headache and the overwhelming urge to regurgitate the too little amount of dinner he had managed to get down - so she was surprised to find him lying in bed, wide awake.
"How are you feeling?" she asked as she shifted under the sheets and cautiously rested her hand on Castle's stomach.
He groaned and laced his fingers through hers, moving her hand off of him. "Not good," he mumbled. "Sorry."
"Don't be," she whispered before pressing a kiss to his shoulder.
Illogically, there was a twinge of pain in her chest that felt an awful lot like the sting of rejection. It wasn't that long ago that her touch would comfort him; now it only seemed to cause him more discomfort. She felt selfish but during the long, cold nights when everything was quiet and still, when there was nothing else to occupy her mind, she missed all of the little things she had taken for granted in the very beginning of their relationship: the constant touch, each lingering kiss, their lack of inhibitions.
There was nothing she wouldn't give to go back and savour those moments.
"Is there anything I can do?" she asked him, already knowing his answer.
He shook his head, gently squeezed her hand. "Nothing you're not already doing."
She was certain he meant the words to be reassuring. They weren't. The hopelessness she felt had settled in, made itself feel right at home in the tiny fractures of her heart.
Castle rolled to his side with an exasperated groan. Everything took more effort, she had noticed, and even the smallest movements drained his already dwindling energy supply. He closed his eyes and took a few slow, steadying breaths before opening them again and looking into her eyes.
"I love you," he said softly. He released his grip on her hand and gently brushed back the lock of hair that fell across her cheek.
She smiled as she fisted the material of his shirt and pulled herself closer. "I love you, too."
"Let's go somewhere," he whispered. "Paris. Or Venice. Or New Zealand! We could explore Middle-Earth!"
His voice grew just the tiniest bit louder with each suggestion; excitement danced in his eyes.
She would have loved nothing more than to run away to Middle-Earth with him, to explore the wonders of some foreign land, to escape the bubble of their real life. But she couldn't.
"You have therapy tomorrow," she reminded him, hoping the smile on her face would soften the blow.
"Five sessions," he said. "Just five more sessions. Then, I'm free."
Free, for now, her inner voice grumbled. But she wasn't about to dampen his spirits now. Not after aching to see him smile like this all day long.
"You want to celebrate," she surmised. She brought her hand to his face, cupped his cheek and traced the corner of his mouth - the slight upward turn, a hint of that smile she loved so much - with her thumb.
Tomorrow marked the beginning of the last week of his first cycle of treatment. Six weeks had - somehow - come and gone in the blink of an eye, yet dragged on for what felt like an eternity. She couldn't blame him for fantasizing about how he could spend his days now that he didn't have to spend his mornings at the hospital.
"I have two weeks to celebrate with the woman I love," he said with a cheesy grin.
"Two weeks to recover," she corrected him.
This break from treatment wasn't going to be a picnic, it was a much-needed break for his body, a moment of reprieve for him to regain some of his strength before diving back into his next cycle of treatment. They were under no illusion that the next few days would bring some miraculous cure but it seemed that, for now, Castle was willing to pretend.
"And what better way to recover than to spend my days on a beach in Bora Bora?"
She knew she probably shouldn't indulge him - she wouldn't be the slightest bit surprised if she came home from work on Friday afternoon to find their bags packed - but his excitement was contagious. "I do have a few days of leave owing to me."
"It's the thought of fruity cocktails on the beach that won you over, isn't it?" he joked.
She shrugged. "It helped."
"Well, picture this: you and me on a private beach, sipping our cocktails as the sun sets," he started, painting a mental picture of the most breath-taking scene for her.
She closed her eyes and let his words come to life in her mind.
"The sand is warm and there's a perfect, ocean breeze. We'll feast on traditional cuisine and indulge in the sweetest fruits the island has to offer. We'll fall asleep to the sound of waves right outside of our room. We could go skinny dipping in the moonlight and make love under the stars."
She opened her eyes and looked into his; a deep, ocean blue, more perfect than any scene she could conjure in her mind. They glimmered with emotion, with loss and longing because, deep down, he knew that this wasn't possible. Not right now.
"Sounds perfect, doesn't it?"
"Sounds like a dream," she said wistfully.
And just like that, they had both come crashing back to reality.
He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her against his chest.
"Honestly, we could hole up in your apartment for a few days for all I care," he said with a heavy sigh. "I just need a change of scenery. As long as you're with me, I don't care where I am."
He brushed a kiss to the top of her head and warmth spread through her chest.
"We'll figure something out," she promised. "Bora Bora might not be on the cards for a while but... talk to your doctor. A quick trip to the Hamptons might be a more achievable goal."
"Yeah?"
She nodded. "Yeah. I don't know how the traditional cuisine compares, but the stars at night are absolutely stunning."
She tilted her head to look at Castle. His smile beamed.
"Three days," he stated. Beckett narrowed her eyes, confused, so he continued. "It can take up to three days for the drugs to leave my system. But, after three days, I can finally kiss you like I've been dying to."
Beckett buried her face in his chest, thankful that the material of his shirt effectively stifled her giggle and hid the flush of her cheeks.
Castle chuckled, too. "Don't tell me you haven't missed it because I know you'd be lying," he said confidently.
"I kinda like your sweet, little pecks," she admitted.
He curled his finger under her chin and tilted her head so that she was looking up at him again.
"Good," he said with a smile. Then, he pressed a quick kiss to the tip of her nose. "Me too."
... there's a possibility for joy.
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anicaaa67 · 5 months ago
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The battle we struggle together
TW: sh, sad bakugou, angst/comfort, reverse comfort *not proof read* lots of grammar mistakes
"damn it," Bakugou said Angrily in his mind. This is the third time he's gotten this problem wrong. And it was pissing him off almost to The Verge of Tears. he's been a lot more angry, depressed, and emotional the last few weeks, and he's not sure why. he's just been feeling like such a failure semi: not just because of school, but he relapsed a month ago and has been beating himself up over it. he had been so far free for 3 months, and it absolutely broke him to be in the same spot he fought so hard to get out of.  He sat on the floor, staring at the problem. He'd been trying to solve for over an hour. "I hate myself," He whispered, Audible defeat in his voice. throwing the homework onto his floor, he slumped deeper into the corner, head and hands wishing he had a gun to his head. "I hate myself," He mumbled over and over again until he reached into his bottom drawer and reached for his blade. gripping it tightly with a dead expression, he rolled his sleeves up and began to drag the blade quickly. But forcefully against his bare cold skin.  He could see the cuts he was making a new. He shouldn't be doing this yet. It was so addicting that he gave him relief. It gave him purpose. his brain was yelling him. Just one more, and it'll be done just 1 more. When he was finally done, He threw off his old longsheaf shirt. He was wearing which was now covered in blood. And he threw on a black skull hoodie to cover the new scars he had just made. He wishes he could be better. He wishes He wouldn't be like this. He wishes he wasn't so angry and overreactive. He wishes, He had never started cutting himself. He wishes that he was better at school. He wishes that he was someone else. He wishes he was dead. He finally got himself together composed. And calm like he'd always been shown to everyone else. He kept his composure, but yet was angry at the same time. he went downstairs into the dorm kitchens and tried to get something to eat. Even though he had been struggling with an eating disorder for the last few months, he thought that maybe eating something would make him feel less guilty about the things he'd been doing to his arms. he got downstairs, and nothing made him look good. Everything there made him sick this stomach. He couldn't even look inside the fridge any longer, so he shut it. He knew that if he tried to eat anything, he would end up throwing it up later that night. so he just sat there staring out into the window. Cause he swear he saw someone out there. He's probably just saying things he told himself. It was 5 in the morning. He just then realized that he was gonna have to get up in an hour for training. "Another night sleeplest." He told himself. "Bakugou?" You said concerned that why your friend was up at 3 in the morning. "Why are u awake?" you questioned. "Uh, I was checking g for food.." He shyly answered you, his cheeks blushing, but you couldn't tell because of the lack of light in the kitchen. "Well I'm worried about you, I went to get water and I heard you talking to yourself... some.. not so nice things about yourself" you stated waiting for what the blond would say. You were used to being angry loud and obnoxious. All the time, but somehow you would still caught feelings for him. as he waited for response. He put his head in his hands and slowly lowered himself onto the floor, almost like he was gonna pass out. "Bakugou?! whats wrong??" You said well quickly mealing down next time. Somehow by encouraging bakugo and The fact that it was 3 in the morning he agreed to let you in to his dorm so you guys could talk about him and what he was going through. granted bakugo didn't really wanna talk about anything he just wanted to be with you.
PART 2 BELOW
A/N: hey guys this is purely self indulgent and needed to write smth to get my head out from reality. hope this helps someone🤍 also I had to make it two parts cuz my story was too long😭
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tomriddlehyperfixataion · 1 year ago
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Tom Riddle x reader - blurb/how you(blank) because i need to write SOMETHING
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How you meet - During 5th year, its a simple paired potions assignment and you end up getting paired with Tom. he's polite and charming of course, one must be to gain allies, even if they are...less, in his view.
How you gain his attention- Oddly, you don't pay attention to him like most of the girls do(frtho we all be drooling over him and blushing), you just get your work done and be polite. it gains his attention because 'whomst? doesn't react to my charms and face? i must find out the cause'. mans likes a puzzle to solve.
How it starts- he starts hanging around to try and solve the puzzle of you, he wants to know everything, every weakness and every tiny piece about the person who caught his attention. he surmises that he'll lose interest at some point once he learns enough/gains your attention like the other girls always give him. but the longer he hangs around, the more...comfortable he gets. he finds himself gravitating towards you, not really realizing whats happening until its already too late.
How he realizes- during another potions class, Slughorn was reviewing Amortentia and Tom smelled a particular scent that had him reeling back-his eyes going wide and ears turning pink. it was your perfume/shampoo/cologne/body wash/whatever. a smell he had gotten way too acquainted with over the last few months. (yes it takes him literal months to get to this point he is not a love at first sight kinda guy, he has to have some sort of connection) and he has a bit of a breakdown-because haha-WHAT!?
What happens after the realization- He distances himself right away, practically cuts contact. doesn't look at you, doesn't speak to you unless he HAS to. just goes cold turkey. right away he misses you and is just like *AHHHHHHHHHHHHH* but internally...this only lasts about two weeks before he decides 'fuck i miss them' and just stares at you for a good while before he gains to courage to go up to you and start talking again. he keeps his cool, of course he does, but inside he is screaming.
How he confesses- its right before summer break of 5th year, yes he takes forever to confess and he does it right before everyone leaves for the summer, just in case he gets rejected and doesn't have to look you in the eye until the next school term. For once he's fumbling over his words and he cant keep eye contact, his face slowly turning red as you stare at him with a small smile. depending on how you react, he'll either leave with a hidden smile or the STUPIDEST grin he's ever worn, or will wear. the grin will be if you kiss him on the cheek.
When you both come back for 6th year- Oh-he is NERVOUS-he didn't even know he COULD BE nervous. his hands are shaking slightly and he cannot focus on anything he is just so nervous about seeing you again. he hides it well, blank face and everything, but he moment he sees you at the train station, and you smile at him, he cannot help but smile back because holy shit they like me back and i wasn't delusional
lowkey i hc Tom is insecure in relationships(genuine ones)
How he is in a relationship- it takes him a long time to get properly comfortable. pulls back from any pda and wont even let you hold his hand. you can hold his sleeve or something but hand? nope. he's just so unused to being touched in a loving way that he's-almost grossed out by it? but once he finally starts to settle? ooooh he is the cuddliest thing on planet earth. feral cat that felt the loving touch of their human and now will never let them go. pda is at a minimum but now you're always holding hands in some way, pinkies interlocked and everything. study dates are the main dates, but he wont mind a date at the three broomsticks once in a while, as long as you find a quiet corner to hang out in semi-privately. will help you with homework but has to be offered something(wink wink just kidding its candy.) Major! sweet tooth, you could make him commit murder with the offer of sweets(lets be fr he wouldn't need candy to commit murder) jealous! jealous jealous jealous! and possessive, no one is allowed to talk to you, not with out several interviews from Tom and being cleared after taking a written exam on why they wouldn't try anything on his boy/girl.
loves to see you in his hoodies/sweaters, thinks its the best way other than hickeys to mark his territory. will happily give up all his hoodies to make sure everyone knows that you're his.
side note; i see so many tik toks(Slytherin boys react n stuff) that make him super threatening and menacing and willing to kill during the Hogwarts years. like he's smart. really fucking smart. he wouldn't risk anything just for someone he cares a lot about, torture? yes. kill? no. he's not stupid. he's not going to get caught over a stupid boy who gets handsy. will he later kill that idiot after graduation? yes, but during school? when Dumbledore is around to keep an eye on him? no. he's not stupid. he's not a murder machine, he's homicidal not stupid.
Anyway back to the point
Other relationship stuff-
Would take a long time to get to the point were he wants to go past kissing, hell it takes him forever to kiss you for the first time-like legit three months into the relationship. he would do knuckle/hand kisses and cheek kisses here and there-but it takes months for you guys to kiss properly for the first time. but anyway's he had never been attracted to anyone before you and takes a long time to get sexually active with you, mans is a virgin-everyone makes him a playboy and i look at his ass and go 'that man has never touched a girl a day in his life'.
So he learns with you, once he starts? oh yes he goes full horn dog. he is insatiable! cant keep his hands off you in private/semi-private. is pretty vanilla at first but he finds a spicy book and is very intrigued. learns he has a breeding kink very quickly and is very into choke play and control.
First and last love, if you ever leave him(haha you wont), he will probably never get attached to anyone romantically ever again.
Very protective and will keep you out of his 'darker' business, like the chamber and his followers and plans, wants to keep you innocent, to have something that isn't total darkness and evil. now if you're into that kinda thing he wont stop you, but he will keep you away from it all just in case.
Cold hands-will warm them up between your thighs-thick or not.
Has naturally curly hair, and only lets you see it-everyone else gets the polished hair gel look. it took him months to let you see it-but once you proclaim your love for his natural hair-he makes it a point to let you see/play with it before he puts his gel in/after he washes his hair at night.
can and will fall asleep on you, esp. if you're playing with his hair or scratching his scalp/neck, arms fully wrapped around you and konked out, very cute panther lookin ass.
steals ur pillows and switches it with his(he has good pillows and washes his bed sheets/pillow cases routinely)
mayhaps have stolen one of your blankets...you're not getting it back.
will help you do any homework you have trouble with, might even let you copy his homework for a price(wink wink fr this time)
by the end of 7th year, and you're still together, fully plans to buy a ring and marry you. no doubts about it.
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gtzel · 5 months ago
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Help! My classmate is a size shifter!
not so strong tough guy
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The first thing that came to mind when i thought of Elijah Stoll was alone. He always seemed to be off on his own and I've never really seen him talking to anyone that wasn't a teacher. Of course that's probably because of the standoffishness and over all cold aura he gives off. Like the kind of person you've never talked to but definitely wouldn't be put against on any kind of tussle.
Anyway, he's wired, and up until a week ago i wouldn't have even considered talking to him. we had our separate lives, i had my place as class rep, popular guy and the one dude everyone could rely on, and Elijah, well he was just alone. Up until that day, last week, when everything changed.
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i was walking home after school when i heard a commotion from a nearby alleyway. i went to check it out only to find two of my upperclassmen cornering someone. their backs were to me so i decided to watch and see what was going on before acting.
"heh, get a load of this freak" the one with black hair said.
"yeah, what you gunna do now that all your goodie too shoe teachers aren't around to protect you huh?" jeered the other.
"i'm warning you, b-back off" i couldn't see the person speaking, but i heard his voice behind the gritted teeth with which he spoke.
"aaw, what are you gunna do huh? shoot rainbows at us?" one said, the other laughed at the comment. they both closed in on the boy, fists clenched and raised in a perfect setup to pummel the guy.
i waited to hear if the guy would fight back, but i couldn't decipher anything of the sort. i turned the corner just in time to see the black haired man deliver a mean uppercut, then he proceeded to kick the boy back to the wall. the smell of old garbage mixed with the new fume of blood fumigated the alleyway.
"h-hey!" i yelled without thinking. the other of the group turned to face me.
"well well well, looks like we have a witness" he moved toward me and i caught a glimpse of the victim. it was Elijah, THE Elijah, the one who was supposed to be invincible. the one who no one messed with. i didn't have time to think before the other guy lunged at me.
I'm really glad that i joined the football team because otherwise i don't know how i would've reacted. thankfully, i shoved him off me causing him to land against the wall. then the other guy turned to look at me.
He growled at me. He actually growled and then clenched his fists while talking a few steps toward me.
"listen here punk, you'd better get out of here and forget you saw anything or your next"
"yeah right, like I'd just leave after seeing what your doing to him" i swung at him, my fist balled and made contact with his cheekbone.
he stumbled backward but quickly recovered. he spat liquid red on the cold alleyway floor.
"oh your going to regret that" he threw himself at me, i barely dodged. i know when I've lost, and when facing the both of these two gangsters i realized id have to make a break for it.
i grabbed Elijah's hand and pulled him with me. he quickly realized what my plan was and ran as well. together, the both of us ran out of the alleyway and down the street.
the potent smell of blood and sweat still clung to us as we ran along the hot summer pavement. perspiration trickled down my face as we ran, hand in hand away from the men.
finally we came to a safe space on a nearby balcony. i let go of his hand and gasped for air. my throat stung with dryness as slumped against the metal fence.
he sat down next to me. i could see his pulse thumping rapidly on his neck and he turned to look at me.
"w-why did you do that?" his voice was strained from panting.
"what, save you from those thugs? that was nothing. i could've taken them both but i just uhm..."
"sure...which is why were currently hiding from them on the rooftop of an abandoned building?" he said sarcastically. i laughed at that, he really didn't seem as cold as people said he was.
"yeah yeah, whatever. why were they attacking you in the first place?"
"oh uhm, they tried to inject me with some kind of serum, i got 'em to stop halfway through because i was feeling weird but they did get me pretty good" he showed me a recent stab wound on his arm.
"wait, what the heck, why would you even agree to something like that in the first place??" i exclaimed.
"well i mean, the pay seemed to be good, didn't know it would hurt so bad though" he shrugged, his raven black hair coming down in strands along his face.
"well you shouldn't take shots from random strangers offering money. that's like a massive red flag"
"yeah whatever, honestly i didn't think anything of it. its not like they were trying to kill me or something, i think they just wanted to try out a new vaccine of some kind"
i reached over and tucked his hair behind an ear, we locked eyes and i pulled away blushing "s-sorry, i just-"
"n-no, its...its fine" he blushed cutely and looked away.
we sat there for a few minuets in comfortable silence before Elijah stood up.
"looks like its getting pretty late, i should probably head home." he brushed the dust off his cloths and reached out an arm to help me up.
"yeah, i guess. will i see you tomorrow at school?" i asked, grabbing his hand and getting up.
"yep, oh, what was your name again?" he said, pushing a strand of black hair back.
"Brian"
"see you tomorrow Brian"
"tomorrow." and then we parted ways...
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relia-robot · 1 month ago
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Character A, who's kinda glad she's always had her childhood friend B to rely on and help her through the tough times, and who would do anything for her
Character B, who's known A for less than a week but had to do something to blend in and hide from the law, and now feels really bad about it
Jen sat on the cliff overlooking the town with her childhood friend, Scarlet, just like they had done every weekend of every summer throughout their lives. It definitely got better when they were old enough to buy their own ice pops, and even better when Scarlet got a fake ID and could buy beer earlier this summer. Jen couldn't enjoy them in quite the same way, lacking a digestive system, but she liked pressing the cold cans to her heat sinks and feeling the condensation drip down her artificial skin.
Jen snuck a look at Scarlet as she tipped back a can to catch the last dregs. Her dirty-blonde hair had been cut short just a few days ago, and it looked good. Better than just good. Scarlet put down the can, and Jen hurriedly looked away, her cooling vanes spreading out behind her in the setting sun. Why now? They'd known each other for more than a decade, they'd grown up together, she'd been there when Jen had figured out she liked girls, so why-
Why was it only now, less than a day before she was supposed to leave, that she'd caught feelings for her best friend?
Scarlet's hand lay on the dirt between them. Jen inched her hand closer. What would it mean if they touched?
"H-Hey, so, uh... you got everything sorted for the big exodus?"
"Yup!" Scarlet looked out over the town that had been their home for seventeen years, the sun casting everything in a golden light. It looked beautiful. She looked beautiful. Scarlet grinned as she tossed the can behind her into the bag of empties and popsicle sticks. "Can't wait to leave this podunk town behind."
"You, don't have anything you're gonna miss about it?" Jen tried to ask nonchalantly. Maybe Scarlet wouldn't notice the hitch in her voice.
"Well," said Scarlet as she glanced over at Jen, "this has been really nice. I'll... miss this."
Jen turned to face her. The glow of the sunset basked both of them in a radiant glow. She hesitated, leaned forward slightly. "I'll miss you."
Scarlet leaned forward, too. Her breath smelled like beer and blue raspberry. "Jen, I..."
Jen felt the two of their faces getting closer together. Maybe... maybe now was good? Maybe even if she didn't stay, it'd be good? Maybe... maybe they could...
Jen saw Scarlet open her mouth, slightly. Jen's movement hitched, then she closed her eyes and parted her lips, inching towards the other girl. Closer, and closer, and...
And she nearly overbalanced and fell forward. She opened her eyes to see Scarlet on her feet, facing away from her. "Geez, it got late, huh? I better get home, my parents will kill me. Same time tomorrow, huh?"
Jen, breathless, lips still parted, couldn't say a word as Jen grabbed the cooler, slung it onto her bicycle, and pedaled off.
---
MYSTERIOUS CRASH STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION!
Last week's meteor impact remains a mystery as authorities have been unable to find any kind of impact crater. Experts say that no known celestial objects should have been able to impact our small town, but astronomers and FBI agents continue to comb the woods for clues as to what may have caused the light show we received last Friday. Several of our residents have reported strange lights in the night sky over the last week following the impact. Local chief of police, Sheriff Fontaine, had this to say about the strange happenings-
Scarlet skimmed the rest of the article. She was pretty sure that the local bumpkins had no way of finding her ship, but if it was getting attention from outside it was definitely time to skip town. She crumpled up the paper and tossed it away, to the edge of the camouflage netting she'd set up around the crater.
It landed almost exactly where Jen had found her a week ago, the android girl's eyes acting like flashlights in the late summer dusk. She hadn't screamed, or run away, or even flinched when Scarlet had tumbled out of the small cockpit. Instead, she'd just reached down her hand to help Scarlet up.
And what had Scarlet done in return? Reprogrammed her! She had been the one that panicked! She was supposed to be better than this, better than her parents, but when push came to shove she'd been just as quick on the logic bomb as they were. And now what? Not only did Jen think she was Scarlet's childhood friend, not only had she extrapolated a whole host of fake traditions and in-jokes, but now she was trying to kiss her!
Which wouldn't be nearly so bad if Scarlet didn't desperately want to kiss her back. She flopped down next to the weird secret government craft she'd stolen and let out such a sigh of exasperation that all the local squirrels went skittering away. She lay like that for a while, arm over her eyes, then sat up again and grabbed her tools. Better to try and just fix the damn ship as best she could and get out before the spooks really found her.
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Jen was coming back from her evening paper route when she was met with Sherrif Fontaine and her dad. Her dad took his hat off and scratched his growing bald spot - a sure sign he was anxious. "Sweetie," he said, "Sheriff Fontaine wants to ask you a couple questions. Is that okay?"
Jen straddled her bike. "Does he have a warrant?"
"Cute," deadpanned the Sheriff. "I just want to know about this girl." He brandished a photo of Scarlet at her, hair long and uncut.
Jen stared him down. "What about her?"
He heaved a sigh. "God's sake, girl, have you seen her or not? Do you know where she was last Friday?"
"She was with me. We've been best friends basically forever. We were up on the hill, like always. Is this about that meteor?" Jen remembered that night, switching to low-light mode to see it in all its scintillating colors, smeared across the sky. It had landed right behind them, why the cops hadn't found it yet was beyond her. She squinted at the memory. Why hadn't Scarlet and her gone looking for it? She remembered wanting to... hm.
The Sheriff was rolling up the paper. "Can't tell you that. But she was with you, you say?" He huffed, cybernetic cop eye implant gleaming through bushy salt-and-pepper eyebrows. "Fine. I'll contact you again if I need more info. Thank you for your time."
As the cop drove off, her dad put a warm hand on her shoulder. "Thanks, sweetie. But, who was that girl? I'd never seen her before, but you said she was your best friend? Is she new at school?"
Jen frowned at her dad. "Dad, we've known each other for years. It's Scarlet, she's been over tons of times."
"Oh, damnit," said her dad. "This is another one of those trans things, isn't it? I knew her by another name, and you don't want your dumb ol' dad embarrassing you by remembering the wrong person. Okay, Scarlet, right? I'll remember if I see her again, I'm sure."
Jen's eyebrows knitted together. "No, Scarlet..." Wait. That was wrong. Scarlet had always been a girl. But... she was trans. But then, when had she come out? Why couldn't she remember?
"I'm going back out, Dad, bye!" She yelled over her shoulder as she swung her bike around.
"But what about your evening charge? I made virtual burgers!!"
---
Scarlet hit ignore for the fourth time on her comms, then turned it to do-not-disturb mode. She could see government trucks moving through the city below. She had to hurry and get her ship fixed, now.
"Sorry, Jen," she whispered as the comm array logged another call. "I can't stay."
---
Jen pedaled hard through the city. Scarlet wasn't answering her phone. She hadn't been home. In fact, the home had been some old lady who'd never had kids, or even heard of Scarlet. She'd gotten a hold of the guy who did her fake ID, but he said he'd never seen her around before, and only gave her one because he recognized Jen. There were black unmarked vans everywhere. People cybernetic, robotic, and biological were standing on the street, not knowing what to do. What was happening?
She had to get to Scarlet.
She got to the base of the cliff path, only to find that the local cops were setting up a barricade. Her hands clenched on the handlebars. Whatever was happening, Scarlet was at the center of it. Had she lied to her? Was everything fake? A helicopter circled overhead.
Jen thought about last night. The almost-kiss. Her feelings for Scarlet, seeming to crop up out of nowhere just this week. The way Scarlet's eyes had softened when she said she'd miss the evening sunset with Jen. The beers. The popsicles. Watching the stars come out together.
The helicopter swung overhead again, and suddenly she was pedaling with all her might. The Sheriff shouted, but couldn't stop her from trampling over the barricade and speeding up the hill. Sirens started up behind her, and she heard tires spinning in the mud. She jumped off the road and onto her secret shortcut, straight to the top.
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Scarlet hit the ignition switch, and the omni-engine came to life. The camouflage netting blew away in the blast, and she whooped for joy as the craft began to hover in midair. The helicopter overhead began shouting instructions into a megaphone as she went through the world's fastest pre-flight checklist.
The sun was setting, and her heart stung as she saw the cliff where Jen would be waiting for her later, never to be seen again.
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Jen pedaled with all her might, cooling vanes fully extended, heat warnings in the corners of her vision. She launched off the path and skidded to a stop at the top of the cliff, an impossible ship hanging in the air in front of her, cockpit open. Sirens sung throughout the city as black vans suddenly lit up red and blue. Scarlet, at the controls, half turned in shock. "Jen?!"
"Scarlet! What's going on?! Who are you?!" Jen shouted over the racket of helicopter vanes and the strange engine before her.
"Jen, I'm sorry!" Scarlet shouted back, eyes suddenly damp. "I can't stay, and I don't have time to explain!"
Jen stared at her. She looked at the gap between them, the helicopters overhead. Her eyes narrowed. She spun her bike around and dove into the woods.
Scarlet watched her go, and sunk down into her seat. She was about to close the cockpit when Jen came screaming back, faster than any human could bike. Scarlet shouted as she approached the cliff's edge. "Jen, no! You'll fall!"
Jen screamed, the bike flying through the air, then abruptly changing direction straight down as she leapt, hands extending, an arrow aiming straight for the cockpit. Scarlet was so shocked she couldn't do anything as eighty pounds of plastic and ultralight alloys came directly at her face, Jen's eyes flashing, arms crushing, lips soft and tasting faintly of batteries. Her arms encircled the robot girl, and they held each other close.
Scarlet pulled away from the kiss to find Jen on her lap, both of them breathless, the cops now on the cliff beside them. Sheriff Fontaine was shouting about grounding the craft. Scarlet looked back to Jen. "I have to go."
"We have to go."
Scarlet's mouth hung open for a moment, then she smiled as her tears pinged off of Jen's artificial skin. She closed the cockpit, and held Jen close as the ship zoomed away, off into the golden sunset.
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kimbap-r0ll · 1 year ago
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Sorry I have another idea again but this time it’s Kurapika. It’s angst. What about one where.Kurapika stood us up once again on a day even though he promised to make it and it’s makes us have a fight or something cause he isn’t being considerate of feelings and isn’t communicating but he does something to make it up?
Hi, thank you for the ask! Oof this is a good one (but very sad), I hope you enjoy!
Kurapika x reader - Falling on Deaf Ears
The rain hitting the window seemed to ring in your ears like a siren. The candles were dimly lit in the fancy restaurant and you glanced around at the other gatherings happening around you. Once again, you were alone, facing an empty chair and a phone next to your hand. You were waiting for his text, knowing that he promised to come to dinner with you and spend some time out of the dark hole he was digging himself in. However, he wasn't here, and a voice in your head seemed to mock you and say "See? I told you he wouldn't show up."
You walked home, in the rain and without an umbrella. You walked back in the cold, cursing yourself for being too kind to someone that seemed so heartless. The many months you two shared didn't matter at the moment, you were done dealing with chasing him around and having to support him and yourself. Sighing, you switched on your phone to call him one more time, to test if he would give you a minute, no, a second of his precious time to you.
ring...beep...
A few seconds of waiting and suddenly the line picked up. A voice was heard on the other side, a very tired one. One you were familiar with.
"Hello?"
"Kurapika," you started, you already felt tears well up. It was like the dam holding all of your anger, love, sadness was about to burst with just one call. "What are you up to?"
"Oh...I got caught up in some business, I don't think I have that much time—"
"Of course you don't," you stopped him mid-sentence. You knew what he was going to say; I can't be there because I have to work. I can't meet up I have a job to finish.
You couldn't believe you had to be jealous of a dead clan for taking all of his affections, it was disgusting to think about it that way. But you cursed those Kurta eyes for taking every ounce of happiness, of healing away from the man that you fell in love with. You cursed this mysterious "Phantom Troupe" for causing so much damage to Kurapika. You cursed yourself for not having helped him earlier...
Help him?
"Why do I always have to pick up for you?" you suddenly said, you weren't thinking clearly, anger boiled up in your heart.
"What do you mean y/n? Is this about last week?" Kurapika sounded annoyed, but this wasn't anything new. When you first met him and he sounded like that, you would immediately fling your arms around him and ask what was wrong and try to help him. Now, all you did was roll your eyes.
"You keep going on these missions, without any detail to me and without even considering your mental health or mine," you continued, stopping in the middle of the street. The rain poured down on you, little droplets of water gathered at the ends of your hair.
"I can't tell you everything, I told you it's dangerous and I don't want you getting involved," Kurapika replied. Of course, he was pragmatic wasn't he? How romantic.
"Yeah, and that's why you didn't even bother letting me know if you couldn't make it today?" your voice was raising, you told yourself to calm down but it was too late.
"Today? Was there something?"
You couldn't believe it. He actually forgot!
Dry laughter crawled out of your throat and you shook your head, tears threatening to fall.
"Don't give me that shit," you snapped, leaning against a brick wall and gripping the phone tightly.
"Look I need to go soon, we can talk about this when I get back alri—"
"AS IF I HAVE THAT TIME!" you shouted. "As if I have time to hear your excuses for keeping me in the dark. Am I not someone you can trust, Kurapika? Oh, is it because 'I won't understand your pain?' Wait till you understand how it feels to be stood up every fucking time and still thinking, still holding onto the idea that you even care about my wellbeing!"
The dam bursted open. Anger and sadness fueled the tears rolling down your cheeks.
"I hate seeing you overwork yourself, I hate that all you care about is revenge! What am I supposed to do when you get hurt, you always push me away even when I risk my life for you!"
"I told you I'll sort everything out, it's just taking more time than I thought," Kurapika sounded unphased. He was always acting cooly to you and you hated that. You admired his intelligence but sometimes you wondered if this intelligence was a mask to hide his manipulative calculating self.
"Oh yeah, you'll sort out everything once what, you're dead? What are you going to do after revenge?! Have you even thought of that, Kurapika?" you kept shouting even if you knew he would barely hear. you. Anything you said seemed to fall on deaf ears.
"Right now, I need to gather all of my brethren's eyes, you know that. Sorry it's taking time, but I don't have space for relaxation," Kurapika responded. He sounded upset.
"Right, of course you don't," you laughed again, cursing yourself for giving him so many chances to redeem his selfish actions.
"Happy anniversary, good luck on your mission."
You called off, not wanting to hear what he had to say. You were sure he wouldn't care, he would just shrug it off as you being "too dramatic" for his sake. You wanted to throw your phone into the road and scream. After comforting him when he had nightmares, after helping him obtain information about the scarlet eyes with your expertise in your field as a hunter, he did nothing in return. When you cried yourself to sleep or felt overworked yourself, he would respond to your texts with nothing. Was the man you loved even real? Had you been so caught up in your daydreams of having someone so loving and caring that you didn't realize it was all fake?
You trudged back home, letting the sound of the rain comfort you on the bittersweet anniversary.
Kurapika on the other hand, placed his phone on his desk and continued his research into the Black Whale. He was certain the next pair of eyes would be there, if not more that he needed to take back for the sake of his clan. But every time he read a new article an image of you popped into his head, along with the friends he had made during his hunter exam. He looked down at his hands, thinking about how you cared for them when he got hurt, and how after your own busy days you would still muster the energy to cheer him up. You took him away from the dark world of revenge, even just for a little bit. You provided him the safety that he yearned for and the sense of kindness he had forgotten about. But all those thoughts would have the same echo; you have to avenge first.
Sighing, he looked at his phone, wondering if he should call you and apologize. But no, work came first, it always did.
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