#watching Merlin is like being back in college
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biarthurpendragon · 1 month ago
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I really have always wondered what the point of the show was. It ends with arthur dead, no resolution about how magic users are treated, and basically no actual change happens from where the show begins.
There’s a few things that do seem to be the theme of the show, though:
1) the choice to believe in destiny creates Merlin’s downfall, so the story is a self fulfilling prophecy. in this way, maybe magic was bad after all
2) the journey is more important than the destination. arthur grows as a person and it’s only because of Merlin’s place in his life, so maybe the point of this story was that even if things don’t work out perfectly, love is never lost and it can change a person in ways that echo through time
3) the last conclusion I have is more meta. Maybe the point of the series is to show us the viewers that legends are often much more heroic and easy to digest, but every heroic tale ends in tragedy in reality
The 1st and the 3rd conclusions are quite grim. So I really love the second one. Maybe Merlin and Arthur didn’t fulfill their destiny but there was love between them, love between them and their friends who became family, and also there was immense loss. The human experience is worthy because even legends like arthur and merlin live through it…
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gaywatch · 22 days ago
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What are some ships/pairings/otps that have buried themselves so deep in your heart that you won’t ever be able to be anything but absolutely insane about them?
Like they are either constantly on your mind and you can’t shake them or you don’t think about them as often but when you do (or something reminds you of them) it’s like a punch to the gut and all the feelings come rushing back to you at once in an overwhelming way… I’m so curious because you obviously watch so many things and see a lot of connections between characters so I’m just wondering which ones have dug their claws in just a little too deep?
Okay, first of all, this is a banger question and a banger way to phrase it so good on you. <3
Any of the first five ships I ever had can make me feral at a moment's notice, and I could write an essay about any of them with zero prep time. My peak shipping period for all of them was high school and college, when my obsessive capacity was... particularly impressive. I made fanvids for four out of five (in one case I made 10+), fake trailers for a couple, and at least began writing a fanfic for four out of five of these as well:
Phantom/Christine (Phantom of the Opera)
David/Maddie (Moonlighting)
Jack/Elizabeth (Pirates of the Carribean)
House/Cameron (House MD)
Jareth/Sarah (Labyrinth)
This list alone tells you a lot about me, tbh.
Every single one of these come with the warning that you should never bring them up to me unless you're prepared for a highly intense and opinionated lecture.
And it's always difficult to compete with the formative stuff, right? They hit you hard at a hard-hitting age, that's a lot to surpass.
WELL.
I got into queer ships when I was 22, just out of college but still in the vital Young Adult stage, and long story short the rest of my life is quite literally all Star Trek 2009's fault. I saw the movie and (hilariously) got enough of a Kirk/Spock vibe that I wondered if anyone and the WiLd AnD cRaZy IdEa that they should be together or maybe that was just me and this was a Brand New Idea.
That gives you a good idea of how ignorant of queer fandom I was.
Anyway, fifteen-going-on-sixteen years later I'm drowning in queer ships but these ten in particular have some kind of cryptic Lovecraftian hold on my being despite the fact that as I've gotten older my appreciation for the fictional gays has grown wider, meaning it's usually less concentrated. So instead of having a list a mile long to answer your question, it still ultimately boils down to a top ten (in no order, don't do that to me):
Kirk/Spock (Star Trek: TOS)
Eliot/Quentin (The Magicians)
Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian (The Untamed)
Kang Yohan/Kim Gaon (The Devil Judge)
Thor/Loki (MCU)
Holmes/Watson (Sherlock Holmes, Guy Ritchie films)
Lestat/Louis (Interview with the Vampire)
Shiro/Keith (Voltron)
[redacted] (redacted)*
Arthur/Merlin (Merlin)
Nowadays the big indicator that I don't just love a ship, I love a ship, is if I'm so compelled that I feel the urge to Make Something (huge mega ADHD bonus points if I actually do it), usually a fanvid or a fic. And that holds true for...yeah, 9/10 of these.
Every now and then I'll remember one of these and feel that obsessive urge to think about nothing else for like a month and fully re-immerse. But Gaywatch, writing, and DMing for my D&D group make that really difficult. They're always there, though, and if I can ever think of way to shove them into Gaywatch for the excuse to obsess I totally do. (Merlin, for example, came in a really strong second for a Patreon poll last year but didn't win. And I was like 'fuck it this is my house and I'll watch Merlin after the winner' because I'd been waiting actual years to watch it for the channel.)
So yeah, if any of these--even the First Five because I'm obnoxious--make it into Gaywatch content somehow, that is not an accident. (If you were looking for details about each one I'm legit not capable of that. It'd be paragraphs per ship at least and we'd never get out of here.)
*Redacted because purity culture froths at the mouth whenever this ship is so much as mentioned. If anyone ever asked me point-blank if I shipped this I'd tell the truth, but Tumblr specifically can make talking about the ship insufferable/impossible.
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arcanefox207 · 4 months ago
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Question Tag Game
Thank you for the tag @alltheirdamn 🩵🩵
do you make your own bed? I would probably make it when I wake up but I usually am up before my husband so it's not an option, but I do have to make it before I go to bed. I absolutely must get into a crisp, freshly made bed!
favorite number? 4, 10 and 11 and 41.
what’s your job? I'm a graphic designer and responsible for all the marketing/social media at my work. I pretty much have full autonomy and do genuinely like my job. I work with cool people that respect me and let me do me. The commute is absolute ass tho, so I get to work remote twice a week 🙌
if you could go back to school, would you? I wish I could go back to college, life was so simple back then (Avenue Q anyone?!) I love learning and being a student and if had unlimited money and time I'd go back in a heartbeat if I could JUST do that.
can you parallel park? I somehow passed my drivers test on my first try despite being a good 3 feet from the curb. Ive tried and failed since when there was no other option.
can you drive a manual car? Maybe? I have before but it was just to learn and I didn't do it enough to get that muscle memory built up for it. Changing gears while driving sure. Getting out of 1st gear without stalling probably not.
what’s your guilty pleasure? I don't really have any but I DO have guilty pleasure TV shows. Merlin and Degrassi come to mind instantly lol. Like I know they are pretty shit but I love them and I don't care.
do you think aliens are real? Yes absolutely there is life out there!
Tattoos? Yes just one, a nine-tailed fox on my wrist. I have plans for more tho.
Favorite color? Purple and Green
do you like puzzles? No.
any phobias? Arachnophobia and also Octopus. If there is a name for fear of Octopus I have that. And yes I did force myself to listen to Pedro narrate his Octopus episode and it damn near killed me. I couldn't watch it, just listen.
favorite childhood sport? Snowboarding. Absolutely loved snowboarding but sadly couldn't really afford to do it much once I got out of college. Lift tickets are SO EXPENSIVE. I miss it all the time though, and now that I probably could afford it I'm too afraid to break my body!
do you talk to yourself? Out loud no, but my inner monologue is something fierce.
ETA I missed a few questions! My bad.
NP Tags @pink-whiskey-woman @for-a-longlongtime @magpiepills @tightjeansjavi @sin-djarin
@pedrospatch @ozarkthedog @goodwithcheese @rifflovesjoey @schnarfer
@nerdieforpedro @almostfoxglove @yopossum @beardedjoel @luxurychristmaspudding
Anyone else who wants to play please do!! You can just say I tagged you 🙌
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littleladymab · 7 months ago
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Cast Introduction/WIP Q&A - Knights of the Round Table
I've been tagged in several memes from @mysticstarlightduck and so here's a cast introduction (well, half the cast) for KNIGHT LITE (as we affectionately call it). This is a project that @bottlingsound and I have been leaving in the back pocket since like, 2010. Just recently we suddenly started working on it in earnest and we have having a BLAST.
The memes I'm responding to from Anya are an OC Picrew and the OC Fun Facts! The Picrew can be found here.
This post will also count as an open WIP Q&A Invitation for you to ask us about this project and the characters (even Arthuriana that we don't have listed here, because YES we do have an Arthur and Merlin we just have to find a picrew that does old people). Please ask us about our blorbos and this project!!
Project Summary: (as written by Cara!)
The original roundtable defeats the Nine Witches of Caer Lloyw, nightmare beings of warfare and magic who terrorized and ravaged Britain, unknowing that they had since been cursed. They are doomed to tear themselves and their world apart. This ended the first time with the roundtable turning on itself. They are reborn again and again, and they have spent lifetimes mostly apart, but they are always doomed by their circumstances. Now in 2024, the knights are drawn together again in Los Angeles. The more of them that are together, the more terrible monsters begin appearing. The knights must first discover who is behind the disasters and then break the cycle!
Meet our Knights of the Round Table beneath the cut!
Dakota Avery
Percival
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31 | They/Them | Film Tech
Born in Oxnard but moved down to LA with their mom when their parents split at the end of their Sophomore year in HS. Moved in with their grandparents, aunt, and two cousins. 
Met Bridgette in the drama club in their new HS. Wouldn’t exactly say they became instant best friends, but she was the easiest person for them to get along with. 
Loves to surf. Learned when they were very young, and has kept up with it through everything. Over the summer, if they don’t have early set call times, they’ll always make an effort to go out in the mornings for a few hours. 
A huge fan of the Lord of the Ring movies because they are “a masterpiece in filmmaking”. Will watch the extended edition special features constantly, and has movie marathons with Bianca.
Has been told frequently they have a “face that cameras love”, but they got over the desire to be on stage after high school and focused a lot on theater tech through college. They love the production side of things, and making sure others can shine. And also ensure that sets have decent lighting. 
Always has the right ‘fit for the occasion no matter the weather or the vibe. They have gone to several production sales but also just know lots of people in costuming and are always owed a favor by one person or another. 
Will always be stocked up on excellent homemade food after they visit their family, but when left to their own devices, it’s dumplings, dino chicken nuggets, and rice. And kimchi. They also have the local thai and bibimbap places on speed dial. 
Hard kombucha person through and through, though if that’s not available then it’s beer or extremely fruity cocktail. 
Favorite color is chartreuse (they’re mid on the liqueur tho)
Song: "Hungover in the City of Dust" by Autoheart
Bridgette Blum
Kay
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28 | She/Her | Disneyland Character Actor / Summer Camp Counselor
Born in Salem, OR and spent her childhood there. When her parents passed away in an accident, she and her sister were taken in by their aunt Imogen. She’s lived in Los Angeles since was 14 and definitely prefers it for her chosen career path.
Originally met Dakota in High School when they were in drama club together. She was definitely not okay after losing her parents, and acting has always been a healthy outlet for her. She enjoys the spotlight.
Also enjoys LARPing. She currently works at Disneyland as a character actor, usually playing either Tinkerbell or Chip, but she takes time to work at a LARP camp in the summer. She loves working and being silly with kids.
Barely got through college, because it just wasn’t for her. She has an Associates degree in Theatre Arts.
Would regularly get into fights in Elementary School, but she got better at not immediately jumping people who bothered her. However, talk shit and get hit. She will absolutely still fight you if you stir the pot.
Taught Bianca how to throw a punch and gave Bianca one of her old IDs. She figures that if Bianca is going to get into any trouble, she might as well be well prepared
Has a stuffed chicken in her car named Sir Robin.
One word: tequila. No further notes.
Favorite color is orange.
Song: "Haunted House" by Sir Babygirl
Logan Carver
Agravain
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27 | He/Him | Tech Startup CEO
Originally from the Silicon Valley area where his parents work in the tech industry.
Went to UCLA and majored in Business Economics. He has been into cryptocurrencies since the beginning and continues to brag about his success on the crypto market. He went on to create his own business, a new tech startup. He’s the CEO and the “ideas” guy.
Had studied Mandarin briefly in college and will tell people he can speak it, but he absolutely can’t beyond simple phrases. He also cannot read it.
Likes his steaks well-done and does not like sushi.
Drives a Tesla because it is much better for the environment, but he refuses to use public transport.
Has been dating Gael on and off for 6-7 years. Has occasionally dated other men, but they have been much less willing to stick around for long.
Plays tennis and golf every now and then, but prefers snowboarding over other sports. His parents have a second house in Tahoe where he enjoys going on vacation.
Claims to have several celebrity friends who he’s invited to parties on his yacht.
Will drink anything that gets him shitfaced, but prefers to bring out the top-shelf liquor when he’s trying to impress someone.
Favorite color is black, he thinks he’s really cool for that.
Song: "The Prayer" by Bloc Party
Gael Ingram
Mordred
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25 | He/They | Museum Curator
Born in Colorado and spent a lot of his childhood going to different national parks, and fell in love with archeology that way. He wanted to dig up dino bones when he got older! 
Went to UCLA intending to get into paleontology, but took a class on archeology in ancient civilizations and decided to switch his area of focus. Now he wants to dig up old roman streets! Got his Bachelors in history and a masters in archeology and museum studies. 
Loves hiking, camping, and skiing, which he did a lot of at home in Colorado when growing up. Doesn’t have many opportunities in SoCal, though he would always take the opportunity to go to Tahoe with Logan for the sake of being in snow (even if it’s more often snowboarding than skiing).
Currently working at the Getty (more at the Villa) for a year or two before he’s thinking about going back to get a Doctorate. Would love to go work on a dig site, but for now is content with the museum side of things. 
Has been dating Logan off and on for close to 7 years. Has never had any real serious relationships outside of that, often claiming that he’s too busy with school to really give it a go. Resorts mostly to the occasional hookup or a dinner date here and there via apps.
Loves vodka-based drinks/cocktails. When he’s feeling fancy he’ll go for a vodka martini; when he’s feeling the opposite of fancy he’ll knock back some shots. 
Favorite color is dark green
Song: "Second Child, Restless Child" by The Oh Hellos
Joseph Liam Barker
Galahad
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22 | He/Him | Paralegal / Studying for LSAT
Alternated between Scotland and France while growing up, though all of his schooling took place in Scotland to make it easier. 
Was made a Prefect his last two years in school; could have made Head Boy but rejected the nomination. Did act as a Deputy Head Boy, though, to help with assemblies and fundraisers, student committees and community projects, etc. 
Speaks fairly fluent French though he is out of practice. People in Scotland think he talks with a French accent, people in France think he has a Scottish accent, people in America just think he’s British. He doesn’t bother to correct them. 
Got a degree in medieval history at University of Edinburgh, much to his mother’s delight, then decided he wanted to go into law, much to his father’s delight. 
He is either the best or worst person to watch any period dramas with. He’s not going to pick on the costuming (too much, he didn’t study historical fashion) but he will absolutely comment on other historical notes. 
Was named Joseph because of Joseph of Arimathea. You can imagine how confused he was when he found out he was Galahad; he wondered for a long time if his mom knew, but she was just being a medievalist and thought it was a good name. Decided to start going by Liam when he was 15 because there were two other Josephs in his school year. 
Loves kids a lot and enjoyed his duties as a Prefect in school that let him interact with all the younger students or kids in the community. He doesn’t know if he would want to be a father, but he’ll at least accept cool uncle duty (which is made harder by not having any siblings of his own).
While he does enjoy a good Scotch, he prefers wine. His mother is horrified by this concept and blames his father/the French. He has signed up to a wine of the month club once moving to LA, though he has yet to go on any winery tours. He has never had a cocktail in his life. 
Favorite colors are gold and dark green
Song: "Tell Me How It Ends" by David Wirsig
Mateo Canul
Lancelot
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21 | He/Him | Chicano Studies Major / Disneyland Jungle Cruise Attendant
Is a third generation Mexican American, born and raised as a laidback SoCal jock in the Inland Empire. He enjoys football, soccer, and skateboarding. He had a few hackysacks at one point, but his older brother ended up with most of them.
Middle child of the family with three older siblings and three younger. Half of his wardrobe is hand me downs by choice, having either asked or sneakily taken clothing items from his older siblings. He enjoys to thrift for clothes, but he also loves getting himself a new hoodie or hat every now and then.
Originally decided on UCLA because he wanted to play football for the Bruins. Despite some occasionally bad choices, he’s not a bad student and does maintain a high enough GPA for his scholarship requirements. He hasn’t settled on a future career, but wants to use his degree to support his community somehow.
Is absolutely a member of a fraternity and is a typical frat boy in many ways. He’s charming, outgoing, and someone who will and can make friends with absolutely anyone. Though he doesn’t actually date often, he’s also a notorious flirt.
Raised Catholic, but he stopped going to church as soon as his parents stopped making him.
LOVES telling really lame jokes both as a result of his part time job and a genuine desire to make other people smile. His infectious charm helps him get away with it.
Enjoys swimming and will never turn down a trip to the beach or a lake!
Not picky about drinks, but he really prefers IPAs over other beers. He usually has zero opinion on wine, but does enjoy sangria.
Favorite color is blue.
Song: "C'mon C'mon" by The Von Bondies
Temple Rhee
Gawain
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20 | She/Her | Photography Major / Disneyland Photographer
Named after Shirley Temple, her grandmother’s favorite movie star. Her family will always call her Temple, but she prefers Temmy.
Is a second generation Korean American, and undeniably Texan having been born and raised in Sugar Land, Texas. She speaks with a Texan accent, she loves cowboys and barbecue, and she will argue that the Houston Texans are the best football team even when they are losing. She owns several pairs of cowboy boots in different colors.
Was and is decidedly an outgoing horse girl. She never owned a horse, but did take riding lessons when she was young and still tries to go riding whenever she can.
Bounced between Taekwondo and Hapkido lessons from ages 6 to 17, and really loved it. She finally quit to spend more time goofing off with friends during her senior year of high school and just never got back into it.
Did not want to go to college, but was coerced to do so by her parents and friends. She spent two years completing most of her general education courses at a community college before aimlessly settling on photography and transferring to UCLA to complete her degree. She’s not sure what she wants to do with her degree, but she’s happy with her major and her decision to transfer.
Likes taking photos and making really ugly scrapbooks. She has several cameras and has been gravitating toward polaroids more and more for scrapbooking purposes.
Before she knew she was Gawain, she thought she might have been a horse. She had no memories of being Gawain, but remembered things about the other knights, especially Lancelot.
Enjoys really terrible and cheap beer. Booze is booze, she will drink the things you do not want to drink.
Favorite color is green.
Song: "Even In the Dark" by Company of Thieves
Bianca Blum
Guinevere
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19 | She/They | Mechanical Engineering Major
Originally born in Salem, OR, but doesn’t really remember it well. Their parents passed away after a bad accident, and she and her sister moved in with their Aunt Imogen when she was very young. She has lived most of her life in Los Angeles. She does think she’d like to move back to Oregon one day out of some sort of romanticized whimsy.
Created her first robot at 9 using a LEGO Mindstorms kit and used it to wake up Bridgette as a prank by having it repeatedly poke her. At 13 she started learning programming to restructure her Mindstorm into more of a nuisance.
Had difficulty choosing a college, but settled on UCLA when her aunt insisted she at least try to stay close to home. She had scholarships at better colleges, and has given more thought to completing her Masters degree at a different school after finishing her Bachelors in Mechanical Engineering. She is on the Dean’s Honor list.
LOVES the lord of the rings and it was the highlight of her LIFE to go see them in theaters with Dakota and Bridgette this year (since she couldn’t when they first came out). Will have marathons with Dakota constantly.
Enjoys science fiction shows and films, especially Star Trek and Doctor Who. Dakota has also supplied them with many sci-fi cult classics to watch. Their favorite Star Trek captain is Janeway.
Is mostly a very responsible young lady, but she also enjoys her fair share of youthful adventures. She’s kept Bridgette’s old IDs so that she doesn’t get left out when her other nerdy college friends decide to go get an occasional drink or two.
Is a cider girl at heart, but she’s always happy with a good cocktail.
Favorite color is coral pink.
Song: "I am not a woman, I'm a god" by Halsey
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its-okay-youre-adorable · 1 month ago
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Intro Post :)
explanation point ❗ Hi! My name is music and I am in my twenties. Any pronouns! Whatever fits the vibe in your head.
Quick things before the cut: A. I cannot help you monetarily. I am flat broke. I have no reach on the internet to help your cause. I am sorry and hope you find the relief you are looking for. B. I would absolutely LOVE to be friends if it follows basic safety guidelines! Being: Not sharing personal identifiers, no soliciting or trying to get in my pants, no being a creep. Be respectful towards all people. You don't know what I am or amn't and frankly everyone deserves respect even if they're not actively in the conversation.
Here's the cut! Underneath is more specific stuff
Second quick rundown:
I swordfight under a ruleset known as Belegarth
I am a college student
Neurodivergent
Queer
I am also religious
Writer
Photoshop idiot (send me asks and I might Photoshop something cursed for you. If I have time, if I feel like it, and if it's SFW. Generally it's something I enjoy doing)
Disabled
I'm aro :hearts: and ace :hearts: . I know a lot of people like them combined, but for me they're two different pieces of my identity so I like to use both flags separately. I'm mostly mentioning this because while I like fandoms I'm not super into shipping. Not against it, just not my cup of tea usually. I like to have fun with the characters and explore lots of dynamics though! Just want to make sure expectations meet reality a little.
That being said, fandoms! (I'm open to new ones but these are my current interests):
Shows & Film Franchises - Pirates of the Caribbean. I will die for this. - BBC Merlin. I will also die for this. - Firefly (guys go watch Firefly it's so good) - The Amazing Digital Circus - Epithet Erased (halfway through s2) - Baman Piderman (wholesome) - LotR - Arcane (but NO SPOILERS! I still have 3 episodes left!!!) - Dr. Who (but I have seen very little, practically none, of it. Peter Capaldi is the best doctor but I'm waiting for a friend to watch certain other doctors) - I like Gravity Falls but the new stuff scares me /hj - also really like Zorro but haven't seen too much of it yet - Spider-Man is AWESOME!! I'm not the hugest of nerds in this area so bear with me. I've seen all the full-length movies I think (Tobey Maguire, Andrew Garfield, Tom Holland, Shamiek Moore) but little of the shows. Not much of the comics either
Books & Authors - Brandon Mull. Yes, everything by Brandon Mull. Fablehaven, Beyonders, Five Kingdoms, Candy Shop War. Dragonwatch. I HAVE NOT READ Candy Shop War 3 or Dragonwatch 5. - Stormlight Archives are beautiful but I've ONLY READ THE FIRST BOOK (Way of Kings) and so many good people are keeping me in the dark and waiting for me to finish it in my own time so please. Join those people. Tell me nothing. - Chronicles of Prydain (highly recommend though I'm still on book 2) - The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings by Tolkien. No time to read the Silmarillion yet but I will one day
I'm not super deep into any of these fandoms (with the exception of PotC and Brandon Mull) but I am an enjoyer :)
I also really love swords!
Tags I use are generally: #people are adorable - based off of my original concept for my blog which was gonna be my dad is adorable, but quickly expanded because people can be adorable even when they're not my dad #own post - original posts (now that I'm reblogging more). In these you will find #long post and #short post. There are an amount of medium posts tagged with neither of these, but oh well.
#get reblogged and #reblog are two similar tags. #get reblogged is the highlight reel of my reblogs, though to be fair if I'm reblogging I consider it a highlight to begin with. #thing that makes me smile - a sublevel of reblog more for me to find genre of stuff again, but you might enjoy it too.
#music___ will be for my characters and concepts. For me to find those posts again. (E.g. musicEvan)
Tbh I'll come back and edit this when I get a stronger feel for the blog and what I tend to post. If I say anything out of line, message me and I'll see if I can fix it.
I WELCOME ASKS BTW!!!! Ask me literally anything!!!! :D Good to be back on the internet.
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mediawhatwiveswatch · 5 days ago
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The Wives Watch: Supernatural S2 E14-16
E14 - 🎶 My Daddy Shot Your Daddy in the HEAADDD 🎶
Amnesia my favourite of all the nesias
Demon Sam time babbyyy
Sam for the entire first half of the episode:
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We will refer to Demon Sam as Evil Sammy as long as we can
Seeing the begins of new hair!Sam. We apologise for mocking the bowl cut, bring it back
Dean being more concerned by Sam's terrible choices than the actual murder
Evil Sammy lives like a 16 year old drunk girl. Cheap beer and menthol cigarettes
Do demons canonically prefer menthols?
Dean has actually murdered a couple people so it makes sense that he doesn't care
Evil Sammy is a number one hacker and has no respect for the fine china
(We were also more concerned about the china than the murder so we don't have a leg to stand on criticising Dean)
Bro got Goblin Stanced on the CCTV
Sam: "Dad says it's my turn to have the trauma this week"
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Good for Evil Sammy for getting the fun one liner
Evil Sammy's real crime is racking up additional charges for Dean
Justin Timberlake! He's not just a triple threat, he's also a threat to the roads!
Rip to Jo. Girlie gonna get ceilinged
Evil Sammy being creepy as hell (with scenes like this can only think about how awkward it is to film)
MY DADDY SHOT YOUR DADDY IN THE HEAD (new vocal stim unlocked)
HOW CAN THIS DAD GET WORSE??? HATE HIM HATE HIM HATE HIM
Murder!
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(Cue unsynced duet of the entirety of Betrayed)
BOBBY!!
Honestly sick plan for spotting demons. Bro's getting drunk with the Lord
Meg! In Sam!
Dadchester is in hell. Good.
Imagine John saying Howdy. Really imagine it.
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In return for getting possessed and murdering a guy, you get some funky jewellery and an apology tour to do
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E15 - The Boys are Fighting
Poor Bobby has to put up with these people now
Cold Open - Academic misconduct nooo (YEET)
Prank war time?
Bobby returns!
Of course it was the ethics teacher who was cheating on his wife
Dean needs to stop flirting with college students bro's like 27
Unreliable Narrator: The Episode
Poor Bobby is about to regret caring about these kids
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Is ganked an American word??
We have now been given both brothers sexual preferences. We aren't sure how we feel about that
Bobby is forcing the narrative back on track if it kills him
ALIENS!
Dean buddy thats not how to respond when someone says theyve been assaulted
Forgot that fraternities are a thing. They sound terrifying and bad
Bobby is a better dad than John could ever be but he deserves some better kids
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Dean got a hard line stance on animal testing but not men being assaulted and uncomfortable age gaps
Honestly, this is on this guy for falling for a SAW trap. Get a stick it aint hard
Sam buddy. You have like a head of height over Dean you dont have to paw at him like a cat
Going from Sam begging Dean to kill him to Dean getting seduced by imaginary college girls in a lecture room is giving us a headache
NGL this isnt the worst of the ghosts so far
Real siblings don't let siblings say sorry
This whole episode has Merlin goblin episode vibes. Superwholockin? Why was merlin never included in this mess, it had the vibes. Sherlock is yet to have a good episode tie in like dr who and merlin
E16 - Really just a depressing sandwich
Seriously how can you go from Brother Trauma to Gremlin Cryptozoology Trickster to The Pain of Letting Go
Our vibe this whole episode
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PDA and driving is arguably worse than texting and driving. PSA BE SAFE
Ngl if a door is unlocked when I go to knock on it Im turning around
Girlie is doing all this running in heels. Good for her!
At least once every 5 episodes we get the following exchange: Victim: "You'll think I'm crazy!" The Boys: "Hah you'll be suprised" * pulls out weapon to get the ghost * Victim: "OMG You guys are FREAKS"
Dean really doesn't mind some casual manslaughter
RIP to the Impala once again
Molly stop running away into the woods by yourself. You're playing the horror movie stereotype and losing
The camerawork in this show is lowkey sick as hell
Sam once again gets existential about ghosts
These boys are going to die from black mould before they get got by a ghost
Molly getting existential about ghosts
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The boys got secrets!
Its very fun seeing how insane they look from an outside perspective
"Walking encyclopaedia of weirdness" both of us: MOOD
Girlie getting ✨Tortured ✨
Sam is very quick at digging graves
Once again been reminded of Sam having telekinesis powers and never using them again
Time check! 2007!
The switcharoo double dead ghost! (called it as a joke 5 minutes before the reveal)
Telling someone to just let go of their husband and the fact that their dead like its easy
Somehow managed to land the worst possible sandwiching of episodes in terms of vibes. Damn the last ep was existential and unmemeable
{{12% though the series}}
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Jily one-shot: Sex Education
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A Jily Valentine Gift Exchange fic for @athenasparrow!
@jilymicrofics
Summary: A trainee ob/gyn Lily Evans isn't very impressed when she's invited to teach sex ed at a local sixth form college and she finds out that the students' knowledge of the topic is rather lacking. Enter James Potter, a fellow doctor, who manages to make teaching sex ed more interesting.
A/N: This fic is very different from the stuff I usually write but I ended up having a lot of fun writing it! I am by no means an expert on sex education nor UK school system in general so please be kind if some term isn't 100% correct.
A lot of inspiration for this fic were taken from Grey's Anatomy S19E03 aka the episode Athena mentioned in her wish list, and from Mama Doctor Jones' youtube vids. Also, shout out to @wearingaberetinparis​ from whom I borrowed the kitty name Merlin.
If you have read this far, you are probably aware there will be smut in this fic, but if you want to avoid that and read the rest of the fic, the smut part is in the last quarter. Also, while this Jily is English, there is a brief reference to the Roe v. Wade overturn in one part of this fic, just to warn you in case that’s something that may trigger you. The James and Lily of this fic are very much pro choice and if you don't agree with that, this fic is not for you.
All that being said, I hope you enjoy!! And don't forget to let me know what you think!
Disclaimer: I do not agree with any of the author-who-shall-not-be-named's views.
Words: 10667
Rated: E
AO3
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Lily Evans sighed as she threw herself down on a sofa, lifting her feet up in the air. As a part of her training to become an ob/gyn, she had been invited to teach sex ed to Year 13:s at a school located a few hours from her workplace, but she was already regretting agreeing to do it with only half of the lectures behind her so far. It was unbelievable to her how little even those who were about to apply for universities knew about basic human anatomy; many had confused terms like vagina, uterus and ovaries with each other and someone had even claimed that the human egg cells were the size of a chicken egg. She hadn’t been sure whether to cry or laugh at that comment. Biting her lip, she had tried to explain the facts but she wasn’t sure how effective her lecture had really been.
Now she had an hour-long break, which she was planning to embrace fully. 15-30 minutes of resting in the empty staff room (most of the teachers were already at the school cafeteria or still teaching), after which she’d head back down for lunch. As she leaned her head against the backrest, her mind went back to a specific moment during her latest lecture. While she had been talking, she had noticed a – rather attractive, she had to admit – man of presumably her age, also wearing a doctor’s coat, watching and listening to her intently. There had been something familiar about him but she wasn’t sure what. However, she hadn’t had a chance to ask before he had already left.
Secretly hoping that she would eventually find out who the man was, she finally snapped out of her daydreams when she realized she’d have to rush if she still wanted to get her lunch. She got up, straightened her doctor’s coat, and also fixed her ponytail quickly before leaving the room.
Her lunch plans came to a halt when she walked past the classroom where she was supposed to lecture next, overhearing a student asking his teacher:
“So, basically, you’re saying don’t have sex or you’ll die, like those videos our parents were shown when they were kids?”
The teacher sounded really awkward when he tried to respond: “Uh, that’s not… I just… You gotta be careful! STI:s are no joke!”
Lily sort of felt pity for the man who clearly wasn’t made to teach about sex, and she decided to step in, even if it meant she would probably miss her lunch altogether. At least she had some snacks in her bag she could resort to if need be.
“You’re right in one thing,” she said loudly enough that everyone could hear her. “It never hurts to be careful when it comes to sex. However…” She addressed the students now. “Don’t be afraid of it. There’s such stigma around STI:s even though they are way more common than you’d think. Medicine develops and we learn more about treatments and the way certain viruses are transmitted all the time; for example HIV is very much manageable these days and with only a few simple precautions you can avoid it and other infections altogether.”
“I’m sorry, but who are you? And why are you interrupting my class?” the teacher stopped her rambling.
“I’m Lily Evans, a trainee ob/gyn and here to lecture about these exact things. As a matter of fact,” she checked her schedule from her phone, “does this happen to be the class 13 B?””
“Yes, that’s us,” the teacher confirmed, still a bit flabbergasted.
“In that case, I’m supposed to teach this group in a bit anyway, so I can take over if you’d like.”
The man didn’t protest but his mouth still hung open as if he would have liked to say something. Lily decided to ignore it and asked: “So, what are those precautions you can take, one might ask. I’ll tell you. You may consider some of these obvious but I don’t think repeating them can hurt: 1) use condoms. It doesn’t only prevent pregnancy - when you’re having sex with someone who can get you pregnant - with a fairly high accuracy but it also protects you from so many infections. Boys, don’t come complaining to me ‘they are so uncomfortable!’ Trust me, it’s a small price to pay in the grand scheme of things. 2) talk with your partner, or partners. A good relationship is one where you can talk about these things openly. Really, it never hurts to ask. And 3) have regular checkups at a doctor, especially if you are unsure about whether you or someone you have sex with might have an STI. Don’t be ashamed of it. Trust me, we’ve seen it all, and we don’t shame anyone. It’s life, sometimes things happen and that’s fine. Now, these are just some basics; there’s more you can do but that’s a lecture for another time.”
At this point everyone was staring at her with rather similar expressions on their faces as their teacher had had a moment earlier. She realized that her open way to talk about this topic surprised many; it really was a shame how little pupils were taught about sex at school.
To break the silence, she reached for her backpack and said: “Alright then. Who wants some free condoms?” She started throwing the small foil packages at the students, some of whom caught them rather eagerly, some a bit bashfully.
“So, are there any questions?” she asked once all the packages had disappeared. A silence filled the room again. “Alright, since there are no questions… unless your teacher has something to add… “ she glanced at the teacher who just shook his head, “feel free to go and have a 10 minute break while I get prepared for the next lesson; we’ll continue with other topics after the break.”
The group left, and after exchanging a couple of words with the teacher, Lily was left alone to check if she had everything she needed in her bag. Only, there was still someone watching her.
“That was quite an impressive way you just shut that teacher’s mouth,” a man with messy, black hair, glasses, and a long, white coat told her. It didn’t take her long to register it was the same man she had already seen earlier that day. He was leaning against the wall casually and the grin on his face made her feel like he was up to no good, but maybe it was just the way he smiled. “Really, though, that’s exactly why they should let the professionals do the sex ed part; those poor kids won’t learn anything otherwise.”
“And who are you?”
“Oh, sorry. I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Potter, James Potter.”
Lily rolled her eyes but took his extended hand and shook it. The grip was firm and warm. “What is it with blokes called James and wanting to introduce yourself that way?”
“Just admit it, Mr. Bond is the coolest guy in the UK.”
“If you say so, Potter. I’m Evans, Lily Evans, by the way. And I’m curious about why I’ve caught you watching my lectures not once but twice today.”
“Who doesn’t want to listen to a beautiful woman talk about sex?” Lily couldn’t help herself, she blushed at the compliment. “From a scientific point of view, of course. I’m a trainee surgeon and I’m here to help my colleague record some of his lectures so they can be used at later dates when needed. I just happened to walk past this classroom when I was heading to the staff room and got curious when I saw you lecturing. My friends always say one day my curiosity will get me in trouble.”
“Alright. I suppose your explanation makes sense,” Lily nodded. “I mean, the same sort of happened to me.”
“Guess we’re both curious natures then,” James stated. “So, um, we literally just started talking and this is probably going to sound like a crazy or weird suggestion to you, but… since I’m having the next hour free, can I join your lecture? My colleague is off to who knows where so it’s not like I have better things to do. I could even help you if you wanted to.”
“And why would you do that?” Lily questioned, narrowing her eyes. “Didn’t you just say you were impressed by how I handled that class?”
“I really was, and I would never underestimate your skills to teach those kids everything they need to know about sex. But it can never hurt to bring some male perspective with you, right?” He gave her a lopsided smile that somehow managed to make her heart beat a bit faster.
“Err…” she mumbled, “I suppose you have a point there.”
“I promise I won’t step on your toes.” He made what Lily could only describe as ‘deer eyes’ and she couldn’t help but smile back.
“Good.”
Lily took a moment to inspect the other doctor more closely, and the feeling that she somehow knew him got stronger.
“Excuse me, but I can’t shake the feeling that we might have met before.”
“That’s because we have,” James noted. “Truth to be told, that was the real reason why I stopped to listen to you.”
“We have?”
“Yeah. Hogwarts university med school. We were there at the same time, even though for whatever reason our paths never crossed properly. But I would never forget that red hair on the other side of the hall.” He stepped closer and seemed like he wanted to touch her hair, but finally decided against it. A part of her definitely wanted to tell him it was OK for him to touch it, but she stopped herself, instead thinking back to her Hogwarts university days.
“Potter… Potter… Hey! Were you a part of that group that called themselves the Marauders? You sometimes sabotaged the lectures on purpose… and I also heard some rumors about some pretty interesting campus parties... There was also that Black guy… and two others…”
“So you remembered Sirius’ name but not mine,” James huffed. “Typical. And for your information, we only sabotaged lectures when it was necessary; some professors were just straight out nasty or gave us misinformation on purpose.”
“That’s what you say but now I’m starting to suspect you’re here to ruin my lecture.” Lily accused, but not seriously.
“I would never. Marauders’ honor.” James put a hand over his heart. “Besides, that was literally like 8 years ago; I’d like to think that I’ve grown out of those habits by now.”
“Well, I’ll give you a chance. But if you try to pull off something weird, I will find out who your supervisor is and ask them to reconsider making you a surgeon.” Her index finger poked his chest playfully. A pretty solid chest, she realized.
James raised his hands in mock surrender. “Geeze, Evans, playing with the big guns already? As I said, I would never overstep my boundaries; you’re the one who gets paid to do that lecture. I’ll just add some things if I see an opportunity.”
“Alright.” Lily accepted. “Sorry, I simply remembered that one time we got living rats in our lab class – which I now suspect was your doing – and I don’t want a repeat of that today.”
“Yeah, we may have gotten a bit overboard with that prank,” James smiled sheepishly. “You’re free to check my bag for rats if you feel the need for that.”
“No need for that, I trust your word – this time. Anyway, if you’re going to do this, maybe we should quickly go through the topics I was planning to cover during this lecture so you’ll have an idea what we’re supposed to talk about.”
As they did that, Lily started to feel like maybe it wasn’t such a bad idea to bring James along. He had surprisingly good ideas to add into her ‘script’ and he also seemed to be a natural performer; at least he wasn’t a single bit ashamed to talk about sex in front of strangers. … “Alright,” Lily clapped her hands to get the class’s attention. “I know you’ve already covered STI:s and various contraceptives earlier today with other people, but now we get to the truly exciting part: what you should know about sex itself. Laugh ahead; I bet you will learn something during this lecture. First, I’d like to ask you a question: how big a percentage of women or people with internal reproductive organs do you think can get an orgasm simply from penetration, no foreplay involved?”
The students yelled their guesses:
“90 per cent?”
“85?”
“80?”
“That’s not right.” Lily shook her head. “I’ve seen some articles claim that it’s roughly 60%. However, as a woman and someone with plenty of female friends, I would say it’s actually even lower than that. This is a topic that is difficult to research so the sample is small.”
“You can laugh now, boys.” James was glaring at a couple of boys who had been chuckling at Lily’s commentary, as if they didn’t believe her. “But I bet your partners aren’t laughing if you just completely choose to ignore the foreplay. They might make you think that they enjoy what you’re doing but in reality a lot of the moans and other reactions are fake. Just repeating what you see in porn movies and stuff like that does not make you adept in sex, am I right, Evans?”
“Yep, you’re correct. Saying that real sex is like porn is like saying books and their movie adaptations are the same. Some people may believe in that, but…” Lily left the rest for the listeners’ imagination. James continued: “I’m not ashamed to admit that as a teenager I may have had that kind of mind set too, but thank – apologies, I just can’t not use the next word in this context - fuck I went to the med school and learned a thing or two about the secrets of human anatomy. I mean, I may have known some basics earlier than that but my exes would probably tell you that there was some room for development.”
That made the group of students laugh out loud.
“Oh, I’m curious now, Potter,” Lily told him, unable to stop her mouth from twitching. “What exactly did you learn at med school?”
“I learned that real men - cis, trans, whatever label you yourself want to use - give their partners orgasms. Real orgasms. So, if you want to be a real man… you better learn how to please your partner. And doctor Evans, I believe you are the better person to answer questions on how to achieve that.”
“Hmmm, thanks Potter. For one, it’s extremely important to remember that different things work for different people. Sometimes a bit of experimentation is needed to find what works for you, both in regards to how you personally like to be touched, and who you want to be intimate with. Maybe you’re still on your journey to discover your sexuality, maybe you only want to have sex with a very specific person, maybe with several people, or maybe you don’t want to have sex at all. All of those are completely normal, valid situations. If sex is not something you want, there’s absolutely no need to rush it, nor do you need to feel ashamed if you enjoy it a lot. That is everyone’s personal choice and no one else’s business.”
Lily took a quick swig from her water bottle and glanced at James from the corner of her eye; he gave her an encouraging nod.
“Anyway, you guys are around 18 now, right? That means some of you have already had sex and some of you haven’t. The media often makes it seem like the first time is such a huge deal, but my personal view is that it should be treated similarly to any other experience you have during your life. You gained something. Great. Now let’s move onto the next experience. ‘Losing virginity’ is a horrible phrase that you will not hear me use in other contexts except this. I mean, too many people still think that sex is all about penetration and 'virginity' is something you 'lose' when a cock breaks the hymen. But here's the thing: not only are there many ways to have sex that do not involve penetration, but there's a lot of misinformation regarding hymens too. It’s a small piece of tissue surrounding the opening of the vagina that can come in many shapes and sizes and can break for a large variety of reasons. It does not tell you whether someone has had sex or not. So, if someone tries to tell you otherwise… Please know they’re wrong.”
She waited for a moment to see if someone wanted to comment or ask something before continuing.
“What else should you know about first times? Well, it’s often messy and awkward and nothing like books or movies make it sound, but the good news is: it gets better. And the best part is that you can practice on your own and learn to know your own body.”
James took over: “By masturbating. Which, by the way, is also totally normal and shouldn’t be something to be ashamed of. What happens in your bedroom, stays in your bedroom.”
“That’s right.” Lily agreed. “And when it comes to mutual pleasure, as I already said, there are other ways to reach it besides penetration. It’s good to learn what other erogenous zones you personally find enjoyable besides the obvious ones, and let me tell you, there are many, and some of them might be rather surprising. Some of the better known ones are for example ears and neck and inner thighs… But, how many of you knew that for example the backs of the knees or armpits are erogenous zones? Or hands? Or feet? Yep, you heard that right. Having your partner rub your feet can really help you get off.”
“Ah, yes. My personal favorite, armpits,” James joked.
“Don’t make fun of armpits, Potter. This is serious business.”
“Don’t worry, I wouldn’t. Well, does anyone have questions at this point?”
Surprisingly many students had (Lily had a feeling that James had a big role in breaking the ice between them and the students), and once those questions had been answered and the students had been given pamphlets about the previous topics, she took 3D models of internal reproductive organs and external genitals from her bag and wanted to know if the students could name the various parts. Turned out, their knowledge was quite lacking; many didn’t for example know where the clitoris was located and a couple were even surprised to find out that urine and period blood come from different holes.
A bit later Lily stopped the discussion: “So, now that you know the names and locations of the spots that can give you pleasure, it’s time to move on. What else is important in good sex aside from knowing where to touch?”
“May I answer this question, Doctor Evans?” James winked at her.
“Aha, I see what you did there, Doctor Potter. What he just demonstrated here was asking for my consent. And indeed that is something that should never, ever be ignored when discussing sex.”
Lily cleared her throat and continued: “So, you all should at least in theory know what consent means. But how does it show in practice during a sexual encounter? Well, here’s one red flag you should pay attention to: if you, or your partner, need verbal persuasion or convincing it is not consent. You are not supposed to feel uncomfortable in that situation. Tell your partner how you feel, and ask them how they feel.”
“Trust me, everyone. Spoken consent is hot,” James chimed in. “A simple question like ‘what do you want to do?’ or ‘is this OK?’ can make a big difference.”
Lily’s mind went to an entirely wrong place for a moment as she pictured him saying exactly those things at her, in private. It took her a moment to collect herself and continue talking.
“Ahem. Anyway. Some people have higher tolerance than others, but regardless, sex is something that should be enjoyable to all involved, so you have every right to stop your partner if you’re not feeling comfortable.”
“And if your partner doesn’t respect your boundaries, it’s a sexual assault. Your partner is committing a crime against you and it should be immediately reported and you should also get medical treatment if needed. The sad fact is that many victims of sexual assault are too afraid to do that because sometimes it can be hard to prove it happened and they might feel guilty, ashamed or humiliated. But, if it does happen to you, please seek help. You’re not alone in that situation and there are people out there who want to help and protect you.”
At this point Lily absolutely hated herself for finding James so attractive when he was talking about something so serious. Withdrawing her eyes from him, she added:
“Exactly. That's what we healthcare workers are for. Also, something that I as a future gynecologist want you to know is that sometimes our body and mind don’t cooperate during a sexual encounter. Sometimes your body might be turned on even though your mind knows what’s happening is wrong and doesn’t know how to stop it. A rapist can claim the other party was willing simply because their body reacted in a way a body usually does when being touched. That doesn’t give them a right to do what they do.”
“Any questions? Our pamphlets have some useful phone numbers and websites that you can use if you’re ever in a questionable sexual situation.”
Once the pamphlets had been shared, they kept discussing consent with the students till the lesson was about to end.
“Let’s finish this with a happier note: done right, sex is a wonderful thing, and we hope that you got something out of this lecture,” Lily addressed the class once the discussion died down.
Apparently James couldn’t resist an opportunity to crack a joke: “Yep, even if it was simply that armpits can give you sexual pleasure.”
This made the students laugh again, and Lily glanced at her ‘partner in crime’ to see how he was doing. He seemed so at ease in front of the curious students and she couldn’t help but admire James a bit for handling a topic that too many people liked to avoid so calmly, with a glint of humor in his eye.
“Well, that went pretty well, don’t you think?” she asked when the students had left the room and she had started collecting her papers from the desk in front of her.
“Yep, I think so. Although I believe their teacher would have been scandalized had he been listening to our lecture.”
Lily couldn’t help but snort. “I probably shouldn’t say this but I was happy he chose to let us handle it on our own. I think the students were more at ease too.”
“Well, you’re not wrong there. It was honestly great to see this group so active.”
“Yeah, I rarely get this many questions when it’s just me lecturing,” Lily noted.
“Hey, don’t sell yourself short,” James bumped her arm with his elbow. “You did most of the work there and I think they really enjoyed the way you presented things. I was just the goofy comic relief person.”
“No, I think they loved you,” Lily protested. “I swear to God that those two girls that were constantly whispering in the back of the room had a crush on you, they kept staring and giggling at your jokes…”
“You seem to have paid a lot of attention to what the others thought of me,” James pointed out and Lily felt her face heat.
“Yeah, well… Of course I needed to see how they’d react so I’d know if you’re worth having as my assistant in the future.”
She turned to close her bag, mainly to hide her blushing, but before she managed to move far from the desk, she felt his fingers catch her wrist.
“Well? Was I?” he asked with an earnest expression on his face.
“Were you what?”
“Worth keeping as your assistant?”
“Hmmm… I might need a bit more convincing,” she grinned at him, hoping he'd get the hint.
“Oh.”
James froze for a moment, and Lily was almost out of the door when he practically exclaimed:
“Hey, Lily?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I try to do more convincing over dinner tonight?”
Lily could feel her smile widening.
“I thought you’d never ask.”
“… And then my cat managed to climb on top of the fridge and didn’t know how to get down from there so my roommate Mary and her date spent like an hour trying to help him while he sang the song of his people. He’s not very trusting of other people besides me. You can probably imagine that Mary wasn’t very happy with me or Merlin the next day,” Lily finished the story of how her cat had once escaped her room and climbed on the top of the fridge while her poor friend Mary had been trying to have a nice date in the kitchen of their old flat.
“Your cat’s name is Merlin?” James asked once he managed to suppress his laughter. “Like the wizard. I like that.”
“Yep, he was named after him,” Lily confirmed.
“Do you have photos of him? I’d like to see what this culprit looks like,” James inquired.
“Cat person, are you?” Lily asked, happy that she had immediately found something to bond over with James.
He shrugged. “Alright, I am, but don’t tell that to my roommate. I’d love to have a cat but unfortunately Sirius has a dog – and he claims he’s allergic to cats – so no can do. Maybe I should kick him out of my place; the guy definitely earns enough these days to be able to live on his own if he wanted to.”
“Maybe he’s just living with you to piss you off,” Lily suggested.
“You know, I wouldn’t be surprised. Anyway, here’s Padfoot.” James showed a picture of a big, black dog from his phone. “I tried to make him respond to the name ‘Elvendork’ when he was still a puppy but sadly that attempt failed.”
“Elvendork?” Lily repeated, unsure if she had heard the name right. “Why would you want to call a puppy that?”
“Why does everyone keep asking that? It’s a nice, unisex name!” James exclaimed with fake annoyance.
Lily put a hand on his arm as a peace offering of sorts. She wondered briefly how touches like this already felt so natural with this man. “Hey, you do you. But please don’t name your future child that, if you’re ever planning to have any.”
“Watch me try,” James declared, something about his mischievous grin only making him more endearing in Lily’s eyes.
“Poor future spouse of yours…” Lily tutted, shaking her head. James only chuckled at her. “Anyway, Padfoot looks adorable! “
“The looks can be deceiving,” James assured her. “I swear he’s capable of just as much mischief as Sirius when he’s feeling like it. Sometimes I’m not entirely sure they’re not one and the same…” Lily laughed. “I’d love to meet this Padfoot one day.”
“Maybe you will,” James noted, and Lily’s mind went to picture him playing with the black dog during a future date of theirs. She found herself wishing that it would happen. “Here, this is Merlin”, she showed James a photo of a handsome ginger cat lounging in front of a fireplace lazily.
“Seems pretty harmless to me,” James observed, referring to Lily’s earlier story. “But I guess it’s the same as with Padfoot. You never know what they are up to. I have to admit, I have a soft spot for gingers.”
He looked up from the photo, his eyes messaging her that he may not be talking about cats anymore.
“Oh,” she said, biting her lower lip shyly. “Yeah, they are pretty great, ginger cats.”
“Not just cats,” James confirmed her suspicion, taking a strand of her hair between his fingers and twirling it there. She hated how he somehow managed to make her feel like she was back in secondary school. She definitely hadn’t been prepared for the butterflies that were currently flying restlessly in her stomach.
When Lily’s brain started functioning enough for her to realize he was probably expecting some kind of response, she eventually asked: “Are you always such a flirt, Potter?”
“No,” he said firmly, looking into her eyes. “Only when I genuinely think the other person is interesting.”
She wasn’t sure what would have happened next if the bartender hadn’t picked that moment to come to ask them if they wanted something more to eat or drink. James lifted the hand he had momentarily set on her knee and ordered simply a glass of water (they had already had a couple of glasses of wine), saying he wasn’t fancying having to work the next day with a hangover. Lily decided to follow suit. “So,” James continued their conversation while he was chewing a nacho he had ordered earlier. “This isn’t exactly the most original question out there, but was there some specific reason why you chose to become an ob/gyn?”
“I think I’ve always considered this branch of medicine as really important. Periods, pregnancy, labor, those are things that about half of the people in the world have to deal with at some point in their life yet somehow I feel they are still horribly overlooked when we are talking about the bigger picture. I mean, you only need to look at what’s happening in the States; politicians make horrible decisions that restrict women’s rights to control their own body, and I personally believe that the lack of information is a huge factor on why that’s happening. There are too many examples where those politicians fail to answer even the simplest questions about for example how periods work. It is fucking maddening and I want to do my part that the people here, like the students we just taught, DO have some information. Well," her tone softened a bit, "obviously as an obstetrician I also get to help babies arrive into this world and that’s something that never ceases to amaze me… But I do consider the info spreading almost equally important because if we don’t do it, who will?!”
“My mother would probably have jumped onto that bar counter over there and yelled ‘you listen to that girl!’ if she had just heard your talk,” James said with amusement. “Her name is Euphemia Potter, she used to be a women’s rights activist when she was younger. Of course she’s still passionate about women’s rights still, just a bit old to participate in the marches and stuff anymore. Anyway, you’re of course right in everything you just said, and to be honest, I feel like I should be the one to jump onto that bar counter right now.”
Lily guessed her expression must have been horrified because James was quick to add: “Don’t worry, I won’t! But I just wanted to let you know my mother didn’t raise me to be a so-called ‘pro life’. My view is: you’re allowed to have your own personal beliefs but what someone else chooses to do with their body should be their and their choice only.”
“Yeah, it’s… there are no words for it,” Lily sighed. Even though she was getting upset thinking about the women’s situation on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean, James’ speech had convinced her that she had made the right decision when she had agreed to join him for that dinner. “I’m sorry, this got a bit heavy. I don’t want to ruin this date so maybe we should move on to something lighter. So, why did you choose to be a surgeon?”
“Do you really want to know?” James asked, frowning for some reason.
“Of course I do.” Lily felt a bit confused about James’ reluctance to talk about it.
“Alright, then, but I have to warn you that this isn’t going to be the uplifting story you’re looking for. Nor something heroic like ‘I’ve always wanted to save people’s lives’. I mean, I do, but it started from more selfish reasons.”
“That’s fine. You can still tell me if you want to,” she encouraged.
James exhaled deeply and his hand went to muss his already rather messy hair. “Okay, so. My dad, who was my big idol growing up, died in a surgery when I was 18. It was just before I was supposed to start applying for unis. He had a cancerous tumor in his brain and when they tried to remove it… well, there were complications, and he didn’t make it. I got so mad. Back then I still had a child’s faith; I thought that once the operation was done, everything would be fine and dandy. I knew the doctors had talked to my parents about the possible risks, but I refused to accept such a possibility. So, afterwards, I desperately wanted to understand how something like that could happen. I kept reading book after book, article after article, about surgeries, and cancer, and somehow I wound up in Hogwarts med school. Yep, it was my pettiness and bitterness that got me there.”
“I’m sorry, James.” Lily covered his wrist with her hand. “I shouldn’t have made…”
“No, it’s fine.” He shook his head. “I mean, I’ve had time to come to terms with all this. Maybe… as horrible as it may sound, it may have been the push I needed. Up till then, I had always gotten everything I ever wanted, and just breezed through my life while many around me were struggling. I’m not going to deny that I could even be downright nasty when I felt like it. But that incident was a big wake up call to me, and these days I obviously have nothing but huge respect for the people in my field. It’s tough… really, really tough at times, but when you succeed… it’s worth it.”
“Yeah, I know what you mean. It’s the same in my field." Not feeling like dwelling on her personal work issues, she chose to change the topic: "If you don't want to talk about this, I understand, but seeing as you said that your father was your idol, I'd like to know more about him. What did he do for a living?”
“He was a chemist. He loved inventing new things.”
“Really?” Lily got excited. “I used to think that if I hadn’t decided to become a doctor I may have become a chemist instead. What sort of things did he invent?”
At this point James scratched his neck, as if he was a little embarrassed to admit something.
“You may or may not be familiar with Sleekeazy’s hair products….”
“No way! I love their conditioner!” Lily exclaimed. “You have no idea how difficult it would be to get the knots out of this mane without it.” She pointed at her hair needlessly.
“I honestly doubt your hair could look anything but nice, Evans.”
“Thanks, Potter, even though you’re wrong there.” She smiled at him shyly.
“Am not. My hair, on the other hand, can’t be tamed with any amount of Sleekeazy’s. Trust me, my mum has tried.” He combed his hair with his fingers and it stuck in all the possible directions.
Lily snorted. “Hey. I like it the way it is.”
James’ eyes widened slightly. “Really?”
“Believe it or not, yes. I do.” She leaned in to ruffle the dark locks, and was happy to find out they felt surprisingly soft. James closed his eyes at the touch, and Lily wondered if his cheeks had just gotten some extra color.
“Well… I’m glad you like it?”
Once Lily sat back down on her chair, she felt the need to say: “Thanks, James. For telling me all those things. I feel a bit silly now, to be honest, because I may have expected you to have a pretty different kind of answer to my original question.”
Even though she hadn’t elaborated on what kind of answer she was talking about, James seemed to understand: “Such as: ‘the money is good’? At some point I might have said ‘well, it’s a nice bonus’, but years have taught me that money doesn’t bring you happiness. Lame, I know, but it’s true. My dad wasn’t happy because he had money, he was happy despite it. He worked hard, and loved a lot and I suppose he’d want the same for me.”
The guy was attractive, smart, good with his hands, he spoke lovingly about his parents, and so on. Lily couldn’t help but wonder if she was dreaming this whole scenario in her head. “Um, this can be a horribly intrusive question, but how does a guy like you not have a girlfriend? Or a boyfriend?”
James chuckled awkwardly. “I suppose I could ask you the same question.”
That was yet another response Lily hadn’t quite anticipated. “What? Why?”
“Have you seen yourself?” he gestured at her. “Obviously I consider you really pretty, but that's simply the surface. Based on what I’ve heard today I’d say you’re…” he rested his chin on top of his fingers, pretending to thinking hard, “caring, very passionate about things that matter to you, sharp-witted – I only needed to listen to you lecturing today and I can say that – the type who doesn’t give up easily… or have I gotten that all wrong?”
“Oh… I guess I don’t really think of myself that way,” Lily muttered. “I’ve had a few people in my life tell me I’m a freak and way too ‘liberal’… presumably for advocating basic human rights. The worst part is that they were people I cared about deeply.” She thought about her sister and her childhood friend whom she had thought she could trust, but who had shown his true colors when she had started talking about her world views and found out that his were almost the exact opposite. “Maybe on some level I’ve started believing them… I tend to withdraw easily when I sense a potential relationship, because I don’t think I’m worthy enough.”
James covered her hand with his. “I do think you’re worthy enough. Those people were bloody idiots who don’t understand what’s good. As for your question, I'm single because work is keeping me busy and because I’ve had some… bizarre relationship experiences in the past. One only saw me as some magazine cover boy, one cared about my money a bit too much, one was seeing someone else behind my back, one told me we were better off as friends just when I thought it was getting serious… That was when I decided, ‘fuck it, better be single than whatever the hell that was’. Sirius has tried to get me out every once in a while but that’s usually been a waste of time.”
“That’s… too bad,” Lily said sympathetically. “Maybe the right person just hasn’t showed up yet.”
James brushed some strands of hair off his face, his eyes on his glass as he said quietly: “Or maybe the right person shows up when you don’t expect it… Like, at a random school?” Lily’s face was positively burning now.
“Are you saying…?”
“You look adorable when you’re flustered.” James’ face lit up when his eyes met hers again. “Hey, would you like to dance?” he asked before Lily could react to his statement. “This song is great.”
“Oh, sure,” she managed to stammer before he already took her hand and dragged her onto the dance floor.
The song was a fast one and Lily couldn’t help but giggle as James kept twirling her around. He wasn’t the best dancer she had ever met, but she found she didn’t mind one bit; the laughing was worth the risk of getting her toes stomped on in the process.
When the song changed, James pulled her closer and muttered into her ear: “I have a confession to make.”
“What kind of confession?” Lily asked curiously, not quite sure why her heart kept beating that hard only after one dance.
“When we were at med school… I may have wanted to ask you out.”
Lily’s eyes widened at that piece of information. “Why didn’t you, then?”
“Hell, you were way too good for an idiot like me. Top grades, the professors' favorite, always a lot of people around you… I didn’t want to know how I’d feel if you had said no to me. Besides, I was quite sure you must be seeing someone anyway.”
“You seem to have paid more attention to me than I did to you,” Lily observed, her voice apologetic.
“It was honestly quite hard to not to notice you,” James responded, his eyes finding hers. Again Lily felt her heart skip a beat. How was this guy so smooth? “I also don’t blame you for ignoring me; I was obnoxious as hell and I’m not even gonna deny that. Um. That is not to say that I’m some perfect prince these days because that’s far from the truth but you know. I try to learn. Keyword: try.”
“I think you are doing better than you think you do,” she gave him a smile that she hoped was reassuring.
“You know, when you look at me like that…” James started, but didn’t seem to know how to finish his thought.
“Yeah? Go on, you can tell me,” she encouraged.
“Well, I think it will make having to listen to Sirius whine about me ditching him for another doctor tonight worth it,” he settled on even though Lily had a feeling he had probably wanted to say more.
“So Sirius Black dragged you to film his lectures,” Lily chuckled. “I feel like I should have guessed that.”
“Er, yeah. I was supposed to have a couple of days off this week but I may have owed him this for ruining our chances at winning the pub quiz the other week,” he grinned sheepishly.
“Do I want to know how exactly you ruined that?” Lily raised her eyebrow, but her mouth was twitching.
“I’m not so sure you do,” James laughed, shaking his head.
Lily bit her lip to keep herself from laughing as well. She couldn’t help but notice that James noticed the gesture… and her eyes involuntarily went to his lips as well.
“Anyway…” he continued more quietly. “If he somehow knew that I’m thinking about kissing this lovely girl I met thanks to him… he would say that I owe him even more.”
“Yeah?” Lily said expectantly.
“… But I would argue it’s a risk worth taking,” he finished. His eyes were definitely on her lips now and Lily had absolutely no plans to stop him. “Since I may have told a whole class today that spoken consent is hot, I’m going to ask: may I?”
“You most definitely may,” she answered and before she had even properly finished her sentence, his hands had already found her cheeks and she was tiptoeing to give him easier access to her lips. Finally, their lips met. It started almost tentatively, but soon Lily felt her entire body tingling when he sucked and gently nipped her lower lip, a small sigh escaping her mouth. He took advantage of that and slipped his tongue in, and she happily followed suit.
Lily barely even registered them leaving the dance floor. The next thing she knew, they were making out in an empty hallway of the hotel where she was staying, their hands and mouths exploring all the available skin, and Lily could feel the heat build up inside her as he propped her against the wall, the increasing hardness in his pants telling her that he wanted this just as much as she did.
Somehow, they managed to stumble to the entrance of Lily’s hotel room. They both were panting when they stopped the snogging for a moment, and James leaned his forehead against hers.
“I want to let you know that I don’t usually drag the first doctor who happens to stop to watch my lecture into my hotel room during one of these events… But… I may be willing to make an exception this time,” Lily whispered. “That is, if you want to.”
James had an almost mischievous twinkle in his eye when he said: “Hmm… I really need to consider this for a moment…” Lily rolled her eyes. “This lovely woman whom I happened to have a crush on years ago asks me to come into her hotel room…”
“Oh, shut up…” Lily said but her eyes and mouth probably betrayed her.
“Good luck shutting me up. I’ll have you know that I can be rather talkative in the bedroom… or hotel room…” he whispered into her ear, hot air from his mouth tickling it.
“I’ll take that as a yes,” she muttered and claimed his mouth with hers again while one of her hands was fumbling in her pockets, trying to find the card key to the room.
“Yes, it’s definitely a yes.” He smiled against her mouth. She managed to find the card and pulled him into her room. …
Some minutes later, they were laying on the hotel bed with notably less clothes on, facing each other as their hands wandered on each other’s bodies.
“I know we already did our fair share of warming up but… what would you say if we took that to the next level?” James asked, pushing a strand of her hair that was threatening to fall on her face behind her ear.
“What do you mean?” Lily raised her eyebrow. One side of her might have been happy just lying there staring into his hazel eyes, which she could see more clearly now that he had taken his glasses off. The other side of her, however, was burning and demanding his touches, and it became harder to ignore it.
He seemed almost bashful when he said: “I would be interested in seeing if those erogenous zones you kept talking about today are worth the hype.”
“Oh, were you one of those guys who just go straight below the belly after all? I must say, I’m disappointed,” Lily teased.
“Oh, no, no. I didn’t mean it that way. It’s just like you said, different things work for different people, and I must admit I’m kind of keen on finding out what works for you.”
Lily felt like fanning her face with her hand like one of those girls she had seen in the Regency era films. When had she last slept with someone who had actually cared about what she liked? She didn’t remember.
“Mmmh. Go ahead, show me what you got, then,” she encouraged, instead of saying her thoughts aloud. … And did he ever do what he had promised.
He planted a couple of kisses on her temple – a gesture which Lily found surprisingly and adorably soft – before he moved his focus to her ears. She could feel him puffing a bit of hot air into one of them before he gently nipped her earlobe. Then he tentatively nudged the back of her ear with his nose and after finding a spot that made Lily bend her head to give him better access he kissed her there. She had to stop herself from moaning immediately.
Even though Lily had enjoyed the kisses behind her ear, James made sure that he didn’t focus on one spot too long. The nape of her neck had always been one of Lily’s favorite places to receive kisses on and when she felt James’ soft lips there she couldn’t stop herself anymore. Her fingers dug into his hair and her hips thrust against him on their own accord.
“Oh,” James smirked against her neck. “I think I’m starting to get a hang of it. But this is just the beginning.”
His words made something hot pool straight to her core and she had to close her eyes to keep herself together.
“Big promises, mister,” she muttered as her hands slowly moved from his hair to his nicely shaped shoulders.
“Well, I never do things by halves, that’s for sure.” He was now hovering above her, carrying his weight with his arms, and she got a chance to admire him from close. Lily made a mental note to ask him about what kind of working out he did whenever she had a chance, because the guy was /fit/. She herself did also try to make sure she was in pretty good shape because working the long hospital shifts was no joke and exercising did help her keep her mind clear, but James looked like he was a professional athlete. She had to resist the urge to squeeze his biceps and run her hand on his abs right then and there, although given the situation they were in, he probably wouldn’t have minded.
Her ogling did not go unnoticed by James whose grin bordered on cocky, but somehow he managed to make even that look attractive.
“Like what you see?” he asked while his lips brushed her collarbone.
“Hmm. The evaluation is still underway.” She let her fingers lightly trace those exact places she had thought about a moment earlier, and felt his breath hitch on his throat.
“I can make your evaluation a bit easier… or harder, depending on how you see it,” he murmured and bowed down to give one of her breasts a teasing kiss over the fabric that was still covering them.
“Just take it off, will you?” Her frustrated tone made James laugh.
“You are impatient, Evans,” he teased but reached for her back when she arched it slightly so he could untie the clasp more easily. His fingers found it fast and once he had stripped her free from the bra, it was his turn to stop to admire her. The way he lightly bit his lip while his eyes traveled up and down on her body was quite adorable, she had to admit.
“Like what you see?” Lily mocked his voice, but in reality she was trying to hide how flustered she was feeling. It had been a moment since someone had last watched her that way, and something about those hazel eyes that looked almost golden when the light hit them made her even more conscious about herself than she usually was.
“I’m not even going to try to deny that yes, I do,” he said firmly, his cheeks also gathering some color. “You are bloody beautiful, Evans. I’m gonna have to buy Sirius chocolate or something as a thank you for dragging me to that school.”
“Wow,” was all Lily could respond because when James lowered his lip onto her breast, she nearly forgot how to form words.
“I’ve heard that it’s possible for a woman to get an orgasm from touching breasts,” James mumbled as his hands and mouth were working to rile her up even further. Lily buried her head into a pillow to muffle the sounds she was making; he was way too good at what he was doing. “However…” he lifted his head and his hand stopped kneading her other breast, his eyes glinting mischievously when she dared to take a quick look, “tempted as I may be to try, I think we are gonna want to get further than that.”
“Mmm-h” Lily hummed against the pillow, not having anything against his plans.
James took her hand into his and lifted it to meet his lips. Lily hadn’t known before that feeling someone suck her fingers that way could send such sensations down her spine; maybe the researchers who had written those articles about erogenous zones were onto something. And it wasn’t just with the fingers, but also the palms of her hands and that sensitive spot on her wrist…
From there James moved to press open mouthed kisses down her belly and over her knickers, but just when Lily thought he might finally be ready to finish the slow (but wonderful) torture he was doing, he sat up on the bed and Lily shot him a disappointed look.
“Why did you stop?” she asked.
He cocked his eyebrow. “Patience. I believe I said I want to explore as many different erogenous zones as possible and I’m a man of my word.”
“Oh. Okay.”
“One second. I’m going to pick up a couple of things that should be useful in a bit.”
He got up from the bed and disappeared into the bathroom of her hotel room. Soon he reappeared with a damp looking small towel in his hands, stopping to search for a condom from Lily’s work bag, where he knew she still had a few left from her lectures. Lily watched him with mild confusion when he threw those things to the bedside table.
“Umm… I can understand why you see the condom as useful – I appreciate you listening to that part of my lecture, by the way – but what do you plan to do with a wet towel?”
“You’ll see in a moment,” James said. Then he looked at her with a soft expression. “Now, I know I’ve made my intentions pretty clear, but I still want to emphasize that if at any point you want to stop, please just tell me. I want you to feel comfortable.”
“Thanks, James.” She nodded at him. “That’s… good to hear.” She briefly wondered if she should confess a thing that had been in her mind quite a bit that day and finally decided to go for it. “I’ve been in a couple of situations in the past where my ex didn’t…“ She noticed James’ worried expression and rushed to continue: “he didn’t really care about what I wanted or how I felt… That did leave a mark on me. But you’ve already proved today that you do care about how you make me feel…So know that I do want this.”
He pecked her cheek reassuringly.
“I’m really sorry about that bloke. Guess some of us can be bloody idiots. I feel like a hypocrite when I say this but to me sex is something that both parties involved should enjoy and I intend to stick to that mind set.”
“But… we’ve been focusing on me so far…” Lily frowned.
James just grinned. “Trust me, I get a huge kick out of getting off someone as gorgeous as you. And, if that’s what you want, you’ll get your turn with me soon enough.”
“Looking forward to it,” she chuckled before resting her head on the pillow again.
James sat back down on the bed again, near her feet. When he put her feet on his lap, Lily looked up at him with mild confusion.
“You’re really going to stick to your word, huh?”
“Yep,” James popped the ‘p’ with his mouth. Without further exchange of words, he took one of her feet into his hands and began slowly massaging it. Lily was almost going to protest, wishing he’d massage a different part of her body already, but then he found a spot in her foot that felt really damn good and an involuntary moan escaped her mouth.
“That good, huh?”
“I… really wasn’t expecting that. But keep on doing what you’re doing.”
“I will.”
By the time James switched to her other foot, Lily was imagining what else he could do with that magic touch. At that point she couldn’t even make herself care that she was probably making ridiculous sounds. After a rather loud whimper James seemed to decide it was time to move forward and he laid down on his stomach between her legs while his fingers and lips kept traveling up her thighs, eventually stopping to squeeze them. Lily’s hips kept trying to go upwards to find some friction, which James noticed, because he rose and climbed back on top of her. Only the thin underwear was separating them when their hips met over and over again while James was snogging her, her hands clinging to his back like her life depended on it.
“Lily, fuck… we need to slow down a bit or I’ll…”
She, able to feel the hardness against her thigh, understood. James attempted to calm himself down for a moment before he returned back to the space between her thighs. He sucked the skin of her inner thighs, his nose almost nudging the spot where Lily wanted his mouth the most, but again he stopped just when she thought he’d go for it.
“James!” Lily groaned impatiently and she could basically feel him smirk against her thigh. He pressed one final kiss there and got up.
“You’re a real pain, I hope you know that,” Lily muttered, disappointed by the lack of his skin on hers.
“And you’re still impatient. I was just planning to show you what the towel is for.”
“Oh.”
James picked up the towel from the bedside table and returned to her, sitting between her legs again before leaning down to kiss her on the mouth. She hummed happily into it, but soon James’s mouth left hers as he continued his path down her body. The towel was following his mouth, the wetness feeling nice on her heated skin.
At very last James returned to the spot where he had been earlier, looking up once more to ask her permission to remove the knickers, and she nodded greedily. Once James had removed the last piece of clothing she was wearing, he set the towel over her lower abdomen and Lily started to understand what it was good for. That part of her had always been sensitive to touch, and the warm water made the sensation even stronger.
Before fully going for it, James snuck his index finger inside her and tested what kind of movement elicited the strongest reaction from her. Lily thought she shouldn’t be surprised he found it so fast when she started riding his hand before she could stop herself.
“Looks like the lesson didn’t go to waste,” he muttered, his finger glistening with her wetness when he removed it from inside her, only to replace it with his mouth. Kissing, licking, sucking and helping with his hand, he drove her positively crazy, and she wished it would never end.
“Is that good?” He asked against her.
“Fuck, James, what do you think… please don’t stop!”
James responded by deepening his movements.
It didn’t take long to get her over the edge after that. When she could feel the waves of orgasm coming, she opened her eyes just a bit to see the raven mop of hair between her legs, her fingers reaching to comb it, and for a moment she thought she had never seen anything hotter. But soon even that thought vanished from her mind because he reached a particularly good spot and she finally let go, her whole body trembling in pleasure as she came against his mouth.
“Fuck,” she finally managed to say when her breathing slowed down and a satisfied bliss took over. James had crawled next to her and covered them both with the sheets. “I will always ask for a foot rub from now on. And that towel thing? Where did you learn that from?”
“It was mentioned in an article I saw on the internet… I may or may not have gotten curious and looked up more info on erogenous zones after you talked about them during the lecture… Turns out even I still have some things to learn.” He had a mischievous glint in his eye as he said that.
“Well, I’m glad you did your research,” Lily chuckled. “And if you learned something else you want to share… You know I’m always up for some new ideas.”
“Does that mean you want to do it again?” James asked, a mixture of awe and amusement.
“Don’t sound so surprised.” She pulled him closer. “After what you just did… You’re not gonna get rid of me so easily.”
“Oh, I’m scared now,” he teased.
“Besides… I think we need to do something about this…” Her hand wandered down to his boxers, “… situation here.”
For once he went speechless, and Lily took advantage of that and kissed him on the mouth before sneaking her hand inside his boxers.
“Good morning, beautiful.” Lily woke up to the feeling of someone brushing some strands of hair from her face. It took her a moment to remember where she was and with whom she was and what exactly had happened. Her first reaction was: ‘Did I really do that? 3 times? With someone I met yesterday?’ Lily usually preferred to know the person she was dating well enough before jumping into bed with them, but she found that in this particular case she couldn’t really care less about that now. She also wasn’t one to believe in love at first sight but she had a weird feeling that this may be the beginning of something much more than just a work acquaintance.
“Good morning, you. What’s the time?”
“Just 6:45. You don’t have to be teaching before 9, do you?”
Lily sighed; the reality of her having to work in only a couple of hours setting in. But she would definitely try to get the best of the time she had before that.
“You’re right, I don’t. Although a shower and a breakfast before that would be quite lovely… Someone had me up doing some exercising till like midnight so I’m feeling a little sweaty… and hungry…”
“Someone had, eh?” James grinned. “Sounds like a lucky bloke.”
“Hmmm… I suppose he did get kinda lucky.” She let her hand wander on his bare chest before resting it on his shoulder. He rose partially on top of her so he’d have an easier access to her lips.
“Real talk, though, Lily.” Something about the way he said her name so softly made her heart melt. “I had a really, really good time with you last night. And I do consider myself very lucky that I happened to run into you here.”
Lily had been hoping she was already past the blushing phase with him, but turned out that wasn’t the case.
“I… feel the same way,” she replied bashfully. Her hand was stroking his neck and jaw now. “Can you imagine? We could have learned to know each other better back in med school… But looks like some force decided that no, now is the time.”
“And I still curse that med school me for not being braver and approaching you. Back when I was a kid everyone always used to say I was brave… Lies. But… you know, I would like to make up for the lost time.” “Oh? How would you do that?”
“I would start by kissing you…” He kissed her. “... and taking a shower with you… and having breakfast with you, preferably here in the bed… after that I’m afraid I’ll have to go find Sirius because otherwise he’ll murder me… I only sent him a really quick text last night saying that I'll see him tomorrow… But before anything else, there’s something I’d like to ask you…”
“Yeah? What is it?” Lily asked, hoping she knew what was coming.
“I’d like to know if you’d like to meet up again next weekend?”
“I already promised Mary we’d hang out on Saturday…”
Disappointment flashed on James’ face for a moment.
“... But… on Sunday I should have time.”
His smile couldn’t have been wider when he wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead.
“It’s a date then.”
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afteriwake · 9 months ago
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The Fun -- 38, 39, 40
The Rest of It -- 43, 47, 48, 49
38. Weirdest story idea you’ve ever had: Molly Hooper and Khan Noonien Singh switch roles in the Kelvinverse, where Molly is the Augment and John Harrison is her handler who falls for her? Dean Winchester trying to outdrink Dionyssus? Sherlock Holmes learning magic to fight the King of the Elves for Molly Hooper? Amy Pond meeting Sherlock as a nude model in her college art class before they become roommates? John Watson is a bigger criminal mastermind than Moriarty and has been from the start? An SGA: Atlantis rage-inducing virus hitting the NYPD? The "Demonic Forensics" series I still need to transfer over to AO3 that's a Buffyverse/Supernatural/CSIverse series I've co-written with @fadeddreaming? Sherlock and Irene conceiving a daughter when he rescues her and Sherlock subsequently raising Abigail as a single father? The Treklock crossover where everyone works at an amusement park? Sherlock solving the pool murder as a child and Moriarty getting his revenge from jail many years later? Any of the stuff written for the far-out plots in the RPG based series I wrote for @posterofamyth? Elementary!Sherlock and BBC!Sherlock being cousins with a long-lasting rivalry? Merlin teaches Sherlock (and Mololy, who is related to Morgana le Fay) magic? Molly is a vampire from day 1 of the Sherlock series? John Watson and Annabelle Fritton (from the St. Trinian's duology) are stepsiblings? Spirk in the X-Files universe? I've been writing for almost 26 years now, there's not a lot of stuff I haven't given a try at least once (except omegaverse).
39. Weirdest character concept you’ve ever had: Mycroft and Sherlock as fae royalty, who get mixed up in Molly's civilian, non-magic life.
40. Share some backstory for one of your characters: Pulling this from my "Stuff of Improbable Legends" RPG AU: James Fucking McCoy, everyone. Originally the younger son of Leonard McCoy and Molly Hooper in his timeline, he gets sent to the past with his older sister and gets a do-over with all the horrific shit he went through. First off, the ex-girlfriend who tried to entrap him in marriage for a child that wasn't his isn't in the picture yet, and he works through a lot of his relationship issues by dating Zoe Sage...someone who used to babysit him in his timeline. Then through magical time travel shenanigans, said ex comes back, gives birth to the daughter, and Klaus Michaelson makes damn sure she gives the girl to James to take care of for however long they share the timeline...except when all the baddies from the past/future disappear, his daughter Desiree stays, so he gets to be an amazing single dad with the daughter he always wanted to raise but was never able to. And then, because life loves to fuck with him, he watches his parents get married in a whole different way at a whole different time, which somehow results in his mom giving birth to him and his sister as twins in this AU. But hey! Him and his dad get along so much better, and James is no longer a fucking mess. He's a happy person, bless him. And now I want to write more with him...
43. What do you do if/when characters don’t follow the outline? My outlines are more like vague smudges on a page that makes something like a timeline, so if my characters deviate I just let them.
47. Best way to procrastinate: Get lost in a research rabbit hole.
48. What’s the most self-insert character/scene you’ve ever written? I have an ENTIRE Buffyverse series that is my "ideal persona" dating Spike. It's not up on AO3 since I can't find it in its entirety, but yeah. It's called "The Giles Saga" and was born out of a RPG I was in at the time.
49. Which character would you most want to be friends with, if they were real? Molly Hooper, hands down.
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pulisicsgirl · 10 months ago
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15 questions, 15 friends
thank you for the tag @mountttmase @saltyheartnightmare @chilwellspulisic @carlottawllms @lovelynikol16 !!! this was so fun ily guys 🫶
1. are you named after anyone? sort of??? my mom wanted to name me something that kind of resembled my great-grandmother’s name, Hazel!
2. when was the last time you cried? last night 🥲👍
3. do you have kids? goodness no
4. what sports do you play/have played? i played football for 12 years growing up and then volleyball for my last two years of high school
5. do you use sarcasm? regularly. it’s my native language
6. what is the first thing you notice about people? ummm, maybe their smile?? or their eyes??? i honestly haven’t given it a ton of thought
7. what is your eye color? blue, just like my momma 🥰
8. scary movies or happy endings? happy endings for sure, even though i love a good scary movie
9. any talents? i took some piano lessons growing up, and i work at a coffee shop right now so i can make a mean latte
10. where were you born? Missouri, USA
11. what are your hobbies? reading, writing, i love going to concerts, playing and watching sports
12. do you have any pets? i have two cats back at home, McDreamy (my little sisters named him, okay?) and Shiloh, and my dad has a pet snake named Merlin (and i hide when they get him out to feed him), but i don’t have any pets with me at my college!
13. how tall are you? 5’6” (1.68 m)
14. favorite subject at school? call me crazy, but i always really enjoyed math (except for geometry) and i liked al my science classes (which explains why I’m majoring in STEM)
15. dream job? my dream job is to be an ER or labor and delivery nurse one day, and i’m working on that right now 🥰 outside of that, I’ve always thought being a photographer for a professional sports team would be AMAZING
I don’t know who has already done this/been tagged so I’m tagging @landoslover @neverinadream @thoseboysinblue @lovelynikol16 and @notsoattractivearenti
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rhokitten · 1 year ago
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As per usual, credit to professorsparklepants who I stole the idea of Fanfic I Won’t Write Friday from.
I saw this Modern Merlin AU gifset and it won't get out of my head. So I may as well write down my thoughts on the idea and maybe it'll go away.
My plotline idea: 
Merlin is (probably) reborn in around the 1990s. He's not entirely sure if he was reborn or if he just slept through the last few centuries. One day in the 2000s/2010s he woke up and had all the memories of his past self as well as his current self. He didn't realize before his past memories returned that what he could do was magic, he'd just thought it was really weird and tried to keep from doing whatever it was.
Merlin is rightly freaked out about waking up centuries after Arthur's death, assuming that something must be coming but whatever it is isn't here yet. He's watching for Arthur but he's assuming that Arthur's return will be very big and showy.
What Merlin doesn't realize is that everyone was reborn, though he's the only one who really has their full past memories. If he'd thought to pay attention he'd realize that the prime minister, one Arthur Pendry Sr., is Uther and his son is Merlin's Arthur. Arthur met Lance, Gwain, Gwen, and the others in college and became friends with them both because they all have weird dreams of being friends as medieval characters as well as because they just get along. Arthur mostly gets along (probably) with his step-sister/adopted sister Morgan (Morgana).
Merlin tries to figure out what happened with magic in between when he was last aware and when he woke up. It seems to him as if the druids took over keeping magic going, keeping it hidden. He gets pulled into a special task force to handle magical police investigations because the task-force leader recognizes that he has magic and because pre-waking up Merlin studied forensics and law enforcement. His partner is just an apprentice mage who Merlin takes charge of teaching magic in between cases. The rest of the police force think they're dating since they can't really explain why they often meet up on weekends/after work.
Merlin runs into Arthur at a coffee shop, accidentally causing him to dump coffee on himself. They bicker but Merlin thinks that while the man looks like Arthur he surely can't be. But Arthur thinks Merlin is cute and familiar in the same way the rest of his friends often are. So he starts following Merlin around, finds out he's a detective, and becomes a nuisance to get Merlin's attention.
Merlin is flustered because he's not really used to that kind of attention. He's confused because he doesn't know why this guy keeps hitting on him when they've barely talked to each other, and when they do talk they spend most of their time arguing. He's anxious because he needs to be prepared for when Arthur returns and can't get distracted by some lookalike. He's worried because what if Arthur doesn't return and this is all some fluke.
Pros of continuing the fic:
Seems like fun. I actually have like half the world building done.
Would be an excuse to get back into forensics.
Cons of continuing the fic:
I've never actually watched Merlin. I'm just a peripheral fandom fan.
What would be the great catastrophe that Arthur is supposed to prevent? Magic being revealed?
I've never figured out how to do good pacing on a police investigation. Could go the route of Sherlock and just hand wave it but that's lazy.
Feels a bit ancient aliens to day "oh yeah, magic is real and nothing has changed from our timeline". I really should do more to flesh out how magic has at least created an invisible society kept secret from modern society and under threat by modern technology.
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mulberryfox · 2 months ago
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I was 13–ish, and a freshman in high school. I was deeply religious, homophobic, and VERY sheltered.
Then I met Annie. We weren’t really friends, but one day she told me I should watch Doctor Who. She told me that season two was better than season one, but not to skip that first season either. So, I went home and turned on the TV.
I. Was. Hooked. I really liked nine, and ADORED ten (I still do 😂). This show made me cry, laugh, and most importantly learn. I do remember being really uncomfortable with Jack & the doctor’s kiss in the above scene, but I stuck with it.
Then, I learned about Torchwood. Merlin, Sherlock, and supernatural came later.
Jack and Ianto. They were the first board pulled off my sheltered little self that allowed me to see. Doctor Who loosened the boards, touchwood pulled them off. This was the first LGBTQ+ couple I had ever seen in media in a positive light. They loved each other so wholly and deeply, and something clicked in me. It was okay to be gay. It was okay to love who you wanted to love.
Then I shared my love of these shows with my family. My very religious, sheltered family. Slowly, over the next 10+ years, almost my entire extended family opened up to supporting LGBTQ+ people. I met my best friend my freshman year of college, a-not-totally-out (at the time) trans man. I brought him home to hang out, and my parents met him.
More specifically, my mom met him. I can’t confirm, but I think he was that first big spotlight into their own self. A few years later, we learned that neither one of my parents are cis or straight. A fair share of my siblings and cousins aren’t either, nor am I. We all probably would have gotten here someday… but it would have been a much harder path.
Had I not been told to watch Doctor Who, way back in my early high school days, I would have missed out on all of this. All of the joy, the healing, the growth, finding my people. Doctor Who literally changed my life for the better.
THIS is why media representation, diversity in spaces, and willingness to learn are SO important. My whole family went from feeling like something was broken, or wrong with us, to proudly living our lives full of queer joy.
really makes me laugh seeing some people complain doctor who is gay now. babe THIS aired in 2005. doctor who has been gay a long damn time get with the program
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sirenutsukushi · 4 years ago
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Keiji Akaashi SFW/NSFW HeadCanons
Featuring: Fem!Reader.
Warnings: Domesticity, talks of marriage, AFAB!reader, soft!Akaashi, fluff, anxiety, mentions of pregnancy, mentions of kids, reassuring Akaashi. NSFW after the border, light spanking/slapping/choking. Thigh riding, thigh fucking, breast fucking. Oral, giving. Fingering, fisting. Light overstimulation. Mentions of role playing, lingerie. Light pregnancy/breeding kink.
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Type of girl he’d like - Akaashi Keiji is a very creative, yet very analytical and precise man. Despite this he’s an over thinker and he isn’t as suave and cool as he is portrayed to be. Because of this I definitely see him falling for a girl who is creative as well, maybe an artist or painter, who is typically reserved and keeps to themself, isn’t as loud and brash as his best friend. He wants a s/o not Bokuto 2.0. I also seem him as being into an independent, academic girl. He definitely wants a girl who can hold a educated, deep conversation with him and who knows what she’s talking about. He’d also be into a girl who loves books and literature. Bonus points if she loves old classics such as Sherlock Holmes, Hans C. Anderson Fairytales, Knights of the Roundtable, etc.
(Omfg imagine sitting down with Akaashi and him reading a book to you in that melodic, soft voice of his wHOO)
Definitely has that academia aesthetic, even out of high school. Like he’s not dark dark but he’s definitely not light.
Akaashi most definitely has insecurities and hella anxiety he’s just very good at controlling it, plus being friends with someone like Bokuto really helped him out. He most certainly needs a lot of convincing in your relationship, he gets worried that he’s not enough for you or that you’d be better with someone else.
“Keiji, darling, look at me.” You pull his face into your hands, peppering kisses along his cheeks, forehead, nose, chin and finally, lips. “You are more than enough, you’re absolutely perfect and don’t you dare think I’d be better off with anyone else.”
If you have anxiety, he’ll be the same way for you. Always reassuring you and praising you, making you feel loved and wanted. He loves you more than he can express in words.
Totally leaves little notes and poems expressing his love and affection for you all over the place.
For nicknames, he’s more elegant and classy. “Darling”, “Blossom”, “My Love”, etc. Sometimes calls you “Baby”. You definitely call him “Pretty Boy” and “Love”.
He definitely strikes me as the type of guy to listen to soft jazz, blues or like Elvis and other similar artists. Classical music too. He definitely owns a record player and an extensive vinyl collection. The only thing bigger than his vinyl collection is his collection of books. His home office literally has a nice, sturdy and polished oak desk with a desktop computer, a bunch of bookcases made with the same wood and style as his desk. He definitely has one of those desk lamps that fancy granddads have. (Ya know, the gold ones with the green pill shaped shade thing— lemme look them up. BANKER DESK LAMPS-) He probably has a really nice chair too, one that won’t give him back issues. He still has a sore back of course but that’s from slouching when he’s working. His bookcases are definitely filled with older series, classics, etc. probably even has his old college textbooks and high school exam prep books on them too. Most definitely has a calligraphy pen set. (Akaashi gives me low low key Edgar Poe from BSD vibes.) You got him a few old looking maps to hang on his walls (one of them is a map of Camelot cause y’all best be watching Merlin together) alongside his college degree and a couple framed photos of you and him. Definitely has your son’s birth certificate framed.
Speaking of having a son, I totally HeadCanon it as being a complete (but happy) accident. Like Keiji is in his like— last year of college and you call him freaking out. You’re both in a committed relationship with each other, and have been for a couple years now. He comes over and you explain to him in tears that you’re carrying his baby and he just— freezes. It’s completely unexpected and definitely not part of his life plan yet but he wasn’t really all that upset about it. He smiled and explains (with tears in his eyes 😤) that while it’s definitely unexpected he’s not mad and is in fact elated. He really does love you and while a kid was unexpected, once again it wasn’t unwanted.
He moves you into his apartment after a few months, since your lease will be up soon anyways. The one bedroom apartment is small but it’s livable and cozy. Your son is born and you name him Eichi, which means Wisdom 🥺 Yall definitely have to keep him in your room for now, theres no space in the apartment for a nursery or anything unfortunately. After his lease is up, Keiji and you get a slight bigger apartment, with a nursery, an office for him and a studio for you.
Tbh Akaashi definitely proposes to you after you tell him you’re pregnant. He’s had the ring for a few weeks but was waiting for the perfect moment. He decided that was definitely the perfect time to pull it out and propose. His parents were always a bit old fashioned, and it was imperative to them that you both got married before you had Eichi. You both got married in a shrine for his family, but it wasn’t terrible. It was simple and elegant, the way you both liked it.
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NSFW HeadCanons
Akaashi is definitely amazing in bed. Maybe I’m being biased because I’m head over heels for him- but he’s fucking perfect. Strong thighs, strong arms, pretty moans, pretty hands and long fingers 🥵
He strikes me as a thigh guy, but like Oikawa he fucking loves boobs. Loves the way your thighs jiggle when you flop onto the couch, or how your breasts bounce when you’re coming down the stairs fast. Can’t help himself when you wear anything low cut, or short shorts. Especially weak for thigh highs. He will gladly fuck his cock between your thighs before stuffing you full, without hesitation.
Speaking of thigh fucking—- he definitely has a thigh riding kink. The idea of you getting off by rubbing your pussy along his strong thigh, your juices dripping off and soaking his flesh— it just does something to him.
“C’mon Blossom, you can do it. Cum on my thigh.” He whispers in your ear, fingers digging into your supple hips as he helps move you along his toned thighs. A wanton moan escapes your swollen lips as you lean your head against his chest, whimpering and whining as you hump his thigh so needily, already overstimulated. Akaashi chuckles, bouncing his leg and making you jolt forward with a squeal as your clit is smacked, causing you to gush with your orgasm. “Fuck, that’s it baby. Such a good girl for me aren’t you?” He asks breathlessly, watching as you cum on his thigh for the second time that night, your juices dripping down his flesh, causing his dick to strain against his boxers.
To the topic of his fingers—- w h o o o o boy. He has extremely pretty hands, they’re soft and large but not scarily so. His fingers are longer, slender and nimble. And he certainly knows how to use them. He loves the reactions you give him. The moans when he buries his middle and ring fingers in your cunt, or the breathless gasps of pleasure when he wraps his fingers around your throat, lightly, faintly constricting your airway in a manner that makes you wetter than before. He’s also, definitely into fisting you.
The squelching and gushing noises that filled the room brought a flush to your already warm cheeks, your head falling back as you brought your hands to your face. “Keiji… f.. fuck.” You swore softly, bucking your hips upward as he buried two of his slender fingers inside your slick cunt, thrusting them in and out at a steady pace, slowly adding a third. Akaashi watched your face, drinking up the noises of pleasure, the shudders that wracked your bare body and the wet sounds your dripping pussy made. “You’re so beautiful, blossom… think you can take more of my fingers? I’d love to see your cute little flower swallow my fist.”
For kinks- praise, giving and receiving. Fingering, fisting, giving. Thigh riding, thigh fucking. Breast fucking, low low key into Roleplay. Things like teacher/student and some romantic roles. Low key has a breeding kink, seeing you have his kid is something that never ceases to amaze and attract him. Plus he loved watching how swollen your breasts got. Spanking, light choking and lingerie, especially thigh highs and garter belts. Love, love, loves watching you suck him off. It just does something to him.
Speaking of sucking him off, I’ve mentioned that this man is pretty pretty. And that includes his dick. It’s long and still a bit on the thicker side, definitely at least 6.7” erect, with a slight curve. Kinda like a banana. Probably an inch or so in girth, with a prominent vein along the underside. The head is a soft pink, while the rest of his length is a bit paler, matching his skin tone. Circumcised, definitely keeps tidy and trimmed, with a dark happy trail. You’ve never imagined calling a dick pretty until you saw his for the first time and your breath hitched looking at it. He adores gently tugging on your hair as you take him in your mouth. Will instantly cum if you sandwich his dick between your breasts while sucking him off.
”Fuck- that’s it Blossom, just like that-“ Keiji’s soft, melodic voice praised you breathlessly as your tongue flicked the flushed head of his cock, collecting the warm precum and tasting it. You hummed at the faintly sweet taste, your hand pumping and twisting his shaft as you brought your swollen lips around the tip and suckled gently. Keiji leaned his head back, a series of soft moans, swears and praises escaping his mouth as he buried his pretty hands in your hair and tugged gently. You looked up at him through your lashes, slowly lowering your head down until the tip of your nose brushed against his trimmed patch of hair.
His favorite positions are definitely missionary, or mating press. But he loves watching you ride him, and loves taking you from behind and bending you over even more. Enjoys the latter especially so, just loves watching your thighs and ass bounce from the force of his thrusts.
He’s even more into throwing your legs up and having you squeeze your thighs together before sandwiching his cock between the plump flesh. He’ll gently squeeze your thighs, slap and pinch your ass as he fucks your supple skin and slaps your cunt with his cock every now and again. He’ll go feral if you wear those stockings he loves so much, while he fucks your thighs.
Akaashi is just the best in the bedroom, hands down. He’s very observant and knows just what makes you squirm, and how to completely satisfy you in ways nobody else ever could.
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avianii · 1 year ago
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reblogging this bc i wanna ramble about this AU a bit more lol. So far, the team doesn't have a name, and I'm leaning towards D1 college volleyball (fictional team ofc) as opposed to FIVB and they're aiming to win the championship. (there's other leagues out there like the VLA but FIVB is the cool international). If anyone's got name suggestions tho, feel free to throw them at me!!
Anyways positions, I originally was debating on putting Mav in as either libero or as a setter especially since with the height and wildcard attitude he's got it kinda reminded me of Masahiro Sekita (who is an absolutely genius setter btw) but Mav just felt like a spiker. In canon, he's a cocky fighter pilot who drew the short straw with his dad and tries to make up it. In this volleyball, being short might as well mean you're trying to swim upstream in a flash flood. If you're short you'd better be able to prove you're better than all the tall af 6'0 + outsides otherwise you wont even get a chance to hit before being moved to the back row. Hollywood (i originally put Cougar here but I just realized he's like 5' 9 mb lol) and being 6'0, he's got a good 5 inches on Mav, kinda representing the more stereotypical outside hitter.
As for the setters, Ice and Goose. If you've never played volleyball or watched an anime like Haikyuu before, setters are the people who...well, set up a spike lol. But because each hitter is different and can have very different preferences, they have to adjust to each one. In a way, they're the real decision makers of the game but get overlooked because its not as "cool" as getting a kill (aka a spike that results in a point)(no clue why it's called a kill lol). Now I'm not saying Goose and Mav together would have braincells, but if Mav is gonna spike, having Goose as a setter is more or less the volleyball version of a RIO. Ice on the other hand, is a bit of a perfectionist, no spot better than setter for him, especially if he's gonna be butting heads with a certain 5'7 outside.
Slider and Merlin are just tall. Middle.
(ok personal rant here, tall middle blockers are sometimes annoying af to me, how come they get to get away with a 4 inch vertical and I have to jump at least like 20 to get good blocks in >:| the tragedy of being short)
Notice I tend to put pilots in the front row? Yeah, well, front row are the ones everyone's looking at while ignoring the back. Just like the RIOs <3 show Sundown and Wolfman some love. Wolfe is libero solely because of that scene where he calls Charlie after Mav quits.
Ok no offense intended to any opposites out there, but I kinda just threw the two less...important (damn that felt so mean lol) pilots there- Opposites you guys are awesome don't kill me pls lol
Anddd yeah thats it basically! Please yell at me if you disagree, I suck at writing and am currently relying on @doodledrawreblogs to tell me which ideas are good or not lol
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Walking into the gym pre match to dramatic lighting to make ✨an entrance✨
I'm gonna throw this at you guys and take a 4 hours nap lmao
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livvyofthelake · 3 years ago
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so. three episodes left. and i’ve thought about it and i have to watch the finale on sunday or possibly monday. or wait a whole other week to watch it the next sunday. because i can’t do it this thursday friday or saturday because i’m closing at work all three days. and then i can’t do next tuesday though thursday because i have to go back to college. and theoretically i COULD watch it then but i’d ideally like to block out a full day to watch it. and then i can’t do NEXT friday or saturday because again, i’ll be at work and most likely at an inopportune time. so it’s literally either this sunday or the next sunday. or possibly this monday. and i don’t want to wait until NEXT sunday that’s insane. so it like has to be this sunday. but of course if tee can’t get to and watch the finale by sunday i won’t watch it without them that would be MORE insane. (bestie we have to coordinate our schedules in these rough end times) and like i feel like i’m speeding up too much but like. it’s august and the end is near and it’s august and the end is here and it’s august. and i have to go to classes next week and log back into canvas (my mortal enemy) and talk to people about like. curriculum related subject matter when all i’ll really want to talk about is merlin. and i feel bad for forcing tee to match my insane pace i feel like a dog on a leash who’s started running and their owner is like being dragged along behind them like SLOW DOWN. you know. and then of course there’s the Dread. and then of course it’s 4am and i feel Bad. just Bad. just doing Bad. in general. and it’s august and the end is here. anyway. that’s what’s been keeping me from falling asleep. goodnight for reals now xoxo
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thora-jane · 3 years ago
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Twin-Way Mirror (Pt iv)
Series Summary: You've been friends with the Weasley twins since your first train to Hogwarts, but as the three of you start your 6th year, you start to question if your feelings go beyond friendship.
Summary for Pt 4: You begin to feel something is truly off about the twins as you all start to get ready for the world cup
Warnings: gets the slightest bit spicy, someone briefly isn't wearing a shirt but nothing happens lol
Word count: 2,637
female!reader, 2nd person POV
(a/n): We're back to Twin-Way Mirror BUT! I'm still taking requests! I think it'd be awesome to make some stories any of you want to see! Don't be nervous to reach out and send me an ask! Please!!!! I sit in the college cafeteria every morning for hours needing something to do!!!!! Love you all and hope you have a ~magical~ day <3
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“(Y/n)! (y/n), get up!” Hermione whispered, shaking your shoulders lightly, “We need to get ready to go, could you wake up the twins? I need to get the other boys.”
You nodded, eyes not fully open as you sat up in bed and stretched. By the time you had rubbed the sleep out of your eyes and looked around, Hermione was already gone. Crawling out of bed, you looked over at the twins. Both of them were still fast asleep, and you tried to recall exactly how heavy of sleepers they were.
“C’mon, fellas, we gotta get moving,” You mumbled, nudging the one nearest to you. When there was no response, you sighed. Sitting down on their bed next to them, you leaned over and tucked his hair behind his ear. Freckles. Taking a deep breath, you placed your lips next to his ear. Without whispering, you woke him up, “Oi, Georgie Porgie. Get up, we need to go soon.”
You felt his leg kick out with a start as he bolted upright, his eyes snapping open and looking around before he saw you. You tried to hold back a smile but failed, and with an exasperated groan he grabbed your shoulders and yanked you over to him. You let out a little yelp as he wrapped his arms around you and yawned.
“How dare you,” he paused, squeezing you as he stretched out his legs, “waking me up in such a violent manner! Do you not care about my beauty sleep? It takes a lot of work to be the better looking one!” this got you to laugh, but not long after that a pillow came flying towards your face. George ducked, turning the two of you to shield you from the impact, “Careful love, I think we’ve awakened the savage beast,” He winked down at you before getting hit with another pillow.
“Savage beast? Speak for yourself Georgie. (y/n), where’s my good morning kiss? I dare say I feel a bit cheated,” Fred pouted. You wriggled out from George’s arms and threw a pillow back at Fred before walking to your trunk and taking out some clothes.
“Bold of you to assume George would even get a ‘good morning kiss.’ And if the two of you don’t get up you’re not going to get a good morning, period. Now c’mon, Hermione said we’d be leaving soon,” You picked up the pillow from your cot and threw it so it hit one of them, then ran out of the room before either had the chance to reciprocate your actions.
You changed as quickly as you could and combed your hair. You knew you didn’t have a whole lot of time to spend in the bathroom with a house full of people, but as you splashed your face and let the cold water drip off your nose, you started mulling over everything that had happened since you got here: Being carried into the house, Fred and George’s jokes about the handsomer twin, the moments where you’d make one of them go quiet, not to mention Fred kissing your forehead last night. It was all rather odd, really. You wondered if Hermione or Angelina would have anything to say about it. After drying off your face and deciding that talking to the girls about it wouldn’t hurt, you left the bathroom and headed back to put your pajamas back in your trunk. Apparently you were too used to having a room to yourself, as you opened the door without knocking.
That was a mistake.
“Bloody hell, (y/n)!” you heard one of them exclaim before you slammed the door and clamped your eyes shut. You weren’t sure which twin was still in their room, but whichever it was, they hadn’t exactly finished changing their shirt. A second later the door swung open again and you did everything in your power to not look up at them again.
“Sorry! I’m so sorry,” You winced, trying to duck below their arm and get through the doorway without touching them. He only laughed, and turned to watch you tip-toe through the bedroom out of embarrassment. Walking back towards the door and staring at your feet (either out of embarrassment or fear that he’d see your face turning as red as his hair) you had nearly made it out before he stuck out his arm to block you.
“I’m so sorry, I really am,” you stammered out again, still trying to avoid his gaze, “I forgot to knock and I thought you two had gone downstairs and-”
He only chuckled to himself, “It’s alright, (y/n), nothing that hasn’t happened before, and certainly not something that won’t ever happen again, right?”
At this you looked up, utterly confused, “I’m sorry, what?” you caught a glimpse of his jumper, green with a large letter ‘G’ knitted into the front.
“Oh, uh…” he paused, scratching the back of his head, “I only mean that...I’ve been walked in on before and...It���s bound to happen again and...well better me putting my shirt on than something else, right?” he offered a laugh, but after hearing his words leave his mouth it came out more like a wince.
After some hesitation you gave a weak smile, then nodded, “Right, yeah,” he coughed, and you looked down at your feet before pointing out to the hallway, “Let’s get going, then.”
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The seven of you left the burrow just as the sun had started to rise, George and Fred had been walking with the other boys, passionately talking about who would win the quidditch match and debating what bets to place on which team. Meanwhile, you lagged behind with Hermione and Ginny. When you were sure the twins couldn’t hear you, you leaned over to Hermione and whispered.
“Have you noticed anything different about them lately?” you nodded to the gang of boys ahead of you.
“Well...Harry did mention having a bad dream last night. And he woke up with his scar hurting. We’re not sure what it is but-”
“No I uh...I meant the twins,” You interrupted, shoving your hands in your pockets as you watched them walking ahead of you. Merlin, they had gotten taller, they were practically twice as tall as Ginny and had to walk with their heads ducked so they wouldn’t be hit by any passing branches. One of them (George, you could see the top of the ‘G’ on his jumper from underneath his jacket) was walking backwards. He caught on that you were watching him, and his face lit up before he stuck out his tongue. You waved back, but quickly turned back to Hermione, “Something just seems a little different.”
“Well they’re much taller than the end of last term, and I suppose their hair has gotten a bit longer since the last time you three would have seen each other,” she thought aloud.
“I’m well aware of that,” you said, tucking your hair behind your ear in hopes that your hand shielded any blush on your face.
“And they are quite excited about the match today, if that means anything,” she added, tilting her head, “But other than that I haven’t really been paying much attention. Why do you ask?” she turned to you, curiosity in her voice.
“They talked about you practically all summer,” Ginny butted in, “Every other thing they said was (y/n) this and (y/n) that,” She stood up as tall as she could and tried to copy their voice to the best of her ability, “Blimey, Freddie, I sure wish (y/n) was here. You know she would appreciate our refined taste. Oi Ron, (y/n) wrote to you, the least you could do is say hi back to her! Look everyone, (y/n) sent me a letter! (Y/n) sent me a letter! Did Eros stop by, mum?” she sighed, shaking her head, “You’d think you were the only person in the world! No offense, of course. They spoke about you like you were some great celebrity.”
“Did they really?” You asked, rather puzzled as you looked back up towards the twins. George turned around again and gave you an exaggerated wave, with Fred following suit.
Ginny picked up her pace to catch up with the others, but before Hermione could do the same, you grabbed her hand, “I walked in on George this morning.” You almost blurted out.
“What?” she asked, rather shocked. You shushed her before she had the chance to say anything louder and draw attention.
“It’s not like I did it on purpose” you said in your defense, “I just opened the door and he wasn’t wearing-”
“I don’t want to know!” she interrupted in a harsh whisper, but after a moment she asked quickly, “What happened after that?”
“I slammed the door shut and probably turned as red as a tomato. Then when I went back in he sort of awkwardly made a joke about it, but he didn’t seem too bothered? He just wasn’t wearing a shirt, so it could have been way more...you know…awkward.”
Hermione rolled her eyes, “Well that’s for sure. (y/n), I haven’t the slightest idea what to tell you. You know George better than I do and by the looks of it, he doesn’t seem to be the least bit bothered,” She started to pick up the pace of her walk to catch up with the rest of the group, and you did the same.
“Hurry up kids, we’re nearly there!” Mr. Weasely called out over his shoulder as he ducked under another branch, “Ah, Amos!”
A man who you assumed was Amos Diggory smiled and loudly greeted Mr. Weasley, the two of them talked and exchanged a brief conversation about the weather before you heard Mr. Weasley ask, “Where is your son? Cedric, right?”
Cedric. That’s where you had heard the name Diggory before. Griffyndors and Hufflepuffs shared a potions class last year, and the two of you had been assigned as partners. He was a rather nice boy, and although the two of you didn’t exactly become best friends, you always waved to each other when he passed you in the hallways.
After making his grand entrance of jumping down from a tree, he greeted everyone with a simple nod. It was then that you caught his eye and he jogged over to walk beside you.
“(y/n), I didn’t expect to see you here. What a pleasant surprise if you don’t mind my saying so,” he smiled, and you could have sworn you saw Hermione and Ginny give each other a look out of the corner of your eye.
You nodded, “Yeah, the Weasleys were nice enough to invite Harry and I. How has your summer been, Cedric?” You looked over at him, trying to ignore the twins entering a small shoving match a few feet away.
“Oh it was quite nice, and you?” Cedric was always so polite, and that had proved helpful in potions with Professor Snape. The class was by default unbearable; the cold and dark and dank dungeon, Professor Snape’s face always glaring down at you over your shoulder, his comments on your insufferable eagerness to learn magic, on most days having Cedric as your partner was what made the actual class time worthwhile.
“Ah yes, the dynamic potions-brewing duo reunited once again.” Fred interrupted, slinging his arms over you and Cedric’s shoulders, startling both of you.
“It’s nice to see you too, George,” Cedric smiled, looking rather ruffled by the surprise.
“That’s not George,” you corrected, swinging one arm over Fred’s shoulder and the other over George beside you, nodding your head in his direction, “this one’s George.”
Cedric looked over at you in casual awe, “how do you do it, (y/n)? How do you tell them apart?”
You pulled the three boys closer, throwing your head back with a laugh, “Well it takes some practice. But it’s actually quite simple, you see-”
“Hurry up now! All of you! Gather round, it’s almost time!” Mr. Weasley called out, getting the four of you to jog up to join the group gathered around an old boot. George turned his head to Cedric, but didn’t take his eyes off you, “Come now, Ced, a magician never reveals his tricks.”
You looked back at him, pressing your back to his chest to reach out and place your fingertips on the boot, “Georgie, we’re all magic.”
Before he could respond, you felt your whole body’s weight lurch forward and your feet leave the ground, gravity hooking around your abdomen as the group of you took off spinning. At one point, you felt you were going to go flying off away from everyone. George must have felt this two, and you felt his arm wrap around your waist and pull you closer. You thought you heard Mr Weasley shout for all of you to let go, and before you could process what it was he was saying, George let go of the boot. You felt him fly away and, with his arm still around you, you were yanked off with him.
The two of you landed with an oof, your back still pressed against George’s back. You could hear him groan from beneath you as you rolled off him and scrambled to your feet, turning back around and offering out a hand to help him up. He smiled weakly, squinting up in the bright light as he reached out and grabbed your hand.
You weren’t sure what to blame, his arms strong from playing beater for Quidditch the past four years, or how you were still dizzy from your ride through the portkey. But what you did know was one moment you were standing, offering to help him up, and the next he had pulled you back on top of him.
The two of you froze, not breaking eye contact. You could see the horror grow on his face and blush creeping up on his ears. And, by the feel of it, your face was about the same. Neither of you moved or said a word until you thought you overheard Fred groan and Cedric laugh from over to the side.
“Sorry!” He cried out, a bit embarrassed as he shoved you off him and got up to his feet, now offering his hand to pull you up, “Let’s try this again, shall we?”
You reached up, clearing your throat as you tried to not look flustered. You weren't quite prepared for how quickly he tugged your arm though. Once again the two of you found yourselves rather close, your chests pressed together from how quickly he pulled you up.
“Oi, you two!” Fred called from behind you, grabbing your hand and pulling you along with him, “We’re gonna lose the others if you two don’t stop rolling around in the grass.”
You slung your bag over your shoulder and jogged to keep up with Fred’s big steps. You could see the big goofy grin on his face and couldn’t help but laugh. You’d seen the twins excited over pranks, but this was a different kind of excited; innocent, wide-eyed, wholesome (or as wholesome as the twins could get). Watching his face strain from all his smiling, you couldn’t help but laugh. He looked down at you with a sort of glint in his eye you couldn’t remember seeing before and he let out a chuckle as he loosened his grip ongeo your hand and spun you around.
“I don’t suppose you’ve been to a quidditch match outside of school. Have you, (y/n)?” He asked, keeping his hand in yours and swinging your arms back and forth.
“No, I don’t suppose I have,” you answered, “but I can’t wait.”
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➤taehyun x reader, hogwarts!au, besties!au
↳Prompt 7: “What’s our exit strategy?” “Our what?” “Oh my god, we’re all going to die.”
requested?: yes
word count: 1,020
warnings: swearing, perilous situations, talks of claustrophobia but no actual claustrophobic conditions, I did not proof read or edit
A/N: Hi, college is hard and so is being an adult. I know I haven’t been active here lately but I miss y'all and I am in the mood to write something that won’t be graded so here I am :) feel free to continue sending me requests as I’m feeling more and more inclined to get back into writing!
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A long groan sounded from the stones above your head, the unmistakable clang of something giving way ripping into your eardrums. Your feet stutter on their own; threatening to make you trip over the moss-slick cobblestones you’re treading on so lightly. 
In the darkness you feel even more disoriented, unable to use the feeble light from your wand to see all the way up to the ceiling. “Taehyun!” He doesn’t answer and you’re almost sure that your whisper-shout got eaten up by the oppressing silence between you. If it weren’t for the yellow-white glow of his own wand, you would think he had abandoned you here as some kind of sick joke. 
Soobin had led you to this fate, bragging about how he found a secret corridor that lead him right into the grassy courtyard: a perfect spot for stargazing outside of the oppression of astronomy class. Taehyun, always the spontaneous of the two of you, had talked about it for days until you finally cracked and admitted to meet him at midnight to go check it out. 
“I’m right here.” He finally answers and his voice brings a welcome wave of calm, ebbing into the heated anxiety thrumming at the back of your skull. 
“Something is breaking-” a loud groan, like the sound of a giant heaving itself up from the floor, has you gluing your body into his. You can feel the heave of his shoulders, the shake he’s trying so hard to contain as you weigh your options. In all his glamor about the corridor, Soobin had failed to mention that in order to actually get out into the courtyard there was a complicated looking puzzle that neither you or Taehyun could decipher after several minutes of trying. 
“I’ve got a feeling this place isn’t as stable as Soobin thought it to be.” He frowned in the dim light of your wands as he regarded the puzzle door once more; leaning closer as if it would whisper its secrets to him.“I bet one of his other friends gave him some kind of key or a guide. Would have been nice of him to share.” 
“Surely. Let’s go.” You tug at the sleeve of his hoodie, hoping that seeing his feet move will convince your own to do the same. “Before the ceiling caves in, please?” The structure in question is groaning consistently now, and it sounds as if a section of the dirt-rock mixture was about to break free. “Seriously, Taehyun. We can’t see the ceiling and if that falls on us, our next order of business will be figuring out who we want to haunt. Please, let’s go!” 
“But if it falls after we leave the corridor we won’t ever be able to use it again!” Taehyun damn near stomps his foot at the idea of leaving and your mind whirls with anger.  “I don’t give a damn! When you die down here I’ll tell your mother you left all of your expensive sweaters to me!” You had long abandoned your quiet voice, losing grip on yourself as fear unfurls in your stomach. With the small pool of light ahead of you, you catch a glimpse of specks of dirt falling toward the floor in a steady stream. 
“I think I can figure out the puzzle.” Taehyun’s cheery voice fills the underground space as your hands begin to shake. “It looks kind of like something I studied for an exam but we weren’t tested on...I must have picked it up from a random Divination textbook...” The specks of dirt continue their graceful arc to the floor.
“Merlin, what’s our exit strategy?” You blurt, no longer able to disguise the wavering of your voice. 
“Our what?” He responds, sounding miles away as your heartbeat quickens in your ears. 
“We’re both going to die!” A scarily sized chunk of dirt and rocks falls from the ceiling as soon as the words leave your mouth and for once you think that maybe manifestation has some truth behind it. If that was the case, you were well and truly fucked. Taehyun grunts behind you as a group of rocks fall and scatter, one sliding mere inches away from your booted feet. There was surely a hole in the top of the corridor now but you were afraid to look, afraid to conceptualize the danger you were likely in. A metallic click and something like a ball rolling down a ramp sounded, directly followed by the satisfying pressure of a door popping open. Moonlight floods the corridor just enough to see the outline of Taehyun’s body as he lunges toward you, yanking at the first section of your clothes that he can reach and hauling you out into the courtyard.
Fresh, sweet air swirls around you, cooling your heated cheeks and banishing the sweat on the nape of your neck. For a moment you glance at Taehyun’s moon drenched form, the look of relief as his face slackens and the door stands open. You revel in the moment of peace, ready to turn away from the small horror of the crumbling corridor when it all finally gives way- a colossal crack and the slamming of rock into cement that has you reeling.  Dust billows from the door as the entire thing collapses. You and Taehyun stand in stunned silence, and part of you feels like you may be dreaming until he hooks his arm around your neck and hurries the pair of you behind the cover of some bushes just before a gaggle of professors comes busting out of the castle. 
Your heart stills in your chest as you watch them investigate, but Taehyun is giggling. You send him a look that could kill as he holds his hand over his mouth and tears wet the corners of his eyes. “Fuck, sorry- I just never pegged our Professor for the unicorn-pajamas type.” You have no choice but to laugh along with him, mind reeling at the turn of events as you fall back to rest in the cooled grass. 
“Hey, Soobin was right. This is a good stargazing spot.”
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