#watching Lost rn
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how sustainable do yall think it is to wake up at 5am everyday bc i need an hour to myself doing nothing before i even think about getting ready for work
#watching lost rn#but also i slept at 9pm to manage this and i know my ass won't be doing that every evening#mimi.txt
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God I adore opposite character development.
I adore a good person gradually becoming corrupted, not becoming evil necessarily, but their choices stepping further and further away from anything good, their sense of morality bending until it's so distorted that they don't know who they are anymore, grasping tightly to that one thing that justifies it all to themselves and gives their continued existence purpose, until maybe they lose even that and are just left a shell, aimless.
I adore a bad person being tempted out of the darkness that they'd grown accustomed to and comfortable with. Some situation arises, forcing them to confront the fact that they are in fact a complex multi-faceted human and not an inhuman evil force, that despite everything they've done, they still have capacity to feel, to love, they have the ability to choose to do the right thing, and here they find themselves doing just that, whether motivated by circumstance, self serving, or for someone that they care about. And the more they find themselves doing good things, the more they question the foundations of their existence, of everything they've done, and is it too late for them to be good?
And I mean, what is more devastating: being a good person, but that pillar of identity fading to exist the more bad things that are done? Or being convinced that there is no point to goodness and even relishing living in that way, only to realise that despite it all, capacity for goodness existed this whole time, but it that every bad thing you did will always exist no matter how much good you do afterwards.
#watching Lost rn#and the character development goes crazyyyyy#got really good sweet people disintegrating into shells of who they once were#vessels of violence to serve their own agenda#they know what they're doing is wrong#and yet they do it all the same because they feel they must#and i do love bad guys turning good#because there is a horror to it#realising all that they've done cannot be undone#and thus the choice for good is so much more poignant with this realisation#because what is to be gained from this realisation?#it gives no motivation to walk further into the path of the light because of all the stains left behind#doing good after making the choice to do bad for however long only makes the past actions that much worse and severe#a lot of people mistake a redemption arc as something biblical like washing away sins#but a redemption arc done well actually takes into consideration the accountability that is then suffered forever after the fact#even if they are forgiven#they will forever know all the bad things they did#and they will forever know how they felt when they themselves did them#I'm a big fan of characters once bad choosing to be good and even their last action being a Good thing#again I think people largely misinterpret this on both sides#People hate it because they feel they are being manipulated into liking and forgiving the character#Some people love it because they do end up liking forgiving and even defending the character due to how they died#and both these people are wrong#doing a good thing doesn't equate to that person being good through and through and all of their sins absolved#but it does illustrate some level of change#(again change doesn't = absolution)#and that in their last moments their last choice was for Good#It illustrates that good and love is always an option#that change for the good is always an option#even a character that has done terrible things can choose to change for the better. can choose a positive impact rather than a negative sel
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ā§ĖĀ°:*ā”#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like āneeding an ally not a leaderā (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#bystay#staydaily#skzco#5-star review on his 0nlyfans.#gifs#i was just watching lost tv series and i literally feel like im in a plane crash rn.#also im ovulating like wtf is this a sick joke from the universe. absolutely diabolical
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Deadpool and Wolverine (2024)
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#deadpool and wolverine spoilers#deadpool#wolverine#the human torch#johnny storm#deadpool spoilers#deadpool & wolverine spoilers#I lost my mind the first time I watched this in theatres so#here it is so I can compulsively rewatch it#:D#thatās my GUY right there!!!!!#genuinely brain soup rn#OT#video#I hide my phone under my jacket I promise Iām not disruptive in the theatre#I have more respect for others I swear#just really have to immortalize my fav moment on my blog
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Same As The Day I Lost You
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This came to me as I'm making dinner so I'll be quick.
What if we mix deaged Danny and twin/older sibling (either one works) Damian, AND he gets tossed to his sibling in a last minute escape.
Like what if he was fighting Vlad who was doing his whole "denounce your father and join me as my son Daniel!" Thing while in the Zone and knocks Danny into something that's floating in the Zone with the ability to deage or was hit by a new Fenton or Plasmius invention while fighting in town that accidentally deages him.
Danny, who in this was adopted, gets put back to the age of six. The same age he had been found by Jazz in a 'haunted' forest Jack and Maddie were visiting/investigating while also using that time as a family vacation. (They were shocked to see a little boy with a stab wound bleeding out and rushed him to the nearby town, almost completely forgetting about the glowing green tiny puddle they found nearby and bagged most of it as evidence when they heard Jazz's scream of terror over finding the hurt little boy)
The sudden revert into that traumatized age, along with the child response to a fight or flight scenario, and add Danny's deepest need/wish to be protected his child fogged mind wishes to go to the one person who always made him feel safe.
His twin/older brother.
Just as quick as it was with Danny being turned into a child, his ghost powers ripped open a portal and sent Danny to the person he wants to be with...
Only he didn't know that right at that moment his seventeen year old twin/older brother is currently fighting the League with his family's help (his mother was trying to convince him to return to the League and be it's heir) in Nanda Parbat (the very place Damian lost the last/only person he knew loved him without any strings attached.)
So imagine everyone's face when a portal opened up, some muttering its a new pit being formed before them or something, and crawling out of it is a very scared and confused six year old Danny.
#danny phantom dc#danny fenton#danny phantom#dp x dc#crossover#dc x dp crossover#No one will be ready for child Danny#Does he have his older memories? idk maybe#maybe his six year old mind from the sudden deage is at front rn or something#Damian almost feral/angry screams at his mother for 'daring to try to replace Danyal with a cheap clone'#only to see the look on her face and knows this wasn't planned#his little brother who he secretly watched as his mother tried to go behind grandfather's back to heal only for the pit to greedily keep#was brought back by the pits not looking a day over the age he lost him#What happened was Danny disobeyed an order from Ra's and was punished for it#he almost died for it and Talia wanted very badly to keep him because he looked so much like her beloved and she couldn't bare losing that#Only the pits kept Danyal instead of bringing him back#or rather under the guide of a certain entity he was brought to the forest the Fenton's were visiting#Damian scoops Danyal up when he see's the look in his mother's eyes shift from shock to calculating greed/love#he refuses to leave his brother in the hands of the League or his mother#he loves her despite everything but knows Danyal would never truly survive their mother's version of 'love' especially in the League#Also Damian may have...refused/forgotten to tell the others about Danyal#so cue them being horrifically confused#The pure sick feeling and deep seeded panic Bruce feels when he see's the mini version of himself but with hints of Talia hits hard#blue rambles
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Iām grateful to qsmp for a lot of beautiful reasons many others have articulated better than I can but one of the greatest gifts it gave us is that we now regularly get to witness philza minecraft flirting with the homies
#yes Iām watching etoiles and phil rn and I lost my mind at phil saying he has two hands#unthinkable sentence from 2021 phil#liveblogging#kind of
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the ghost
#witch hat tag#orufrey#..and a random unrelated drawing.#i was going to express more of this rich theme but i might be too tired rn. from twt: perhaps..every time someone's memory is erased#the ghost of who they were follows them around. if they were an adult it would follow the one who took it#if a child it gets stuck and follows themself. galga's would follow himself as well.#if i were easthies i would be stressed out too because i think he can almost hear the vengeful lost voices of a crowd of phantoms#clinging onto his arms. that's what i would say to him anyway. can you hear them sir?#but only people who have remorse would almost be able to tell just how haunted they are. oru's ghost follows qifrey- silent - watching him.#is he holding child qifrey's hand? they watch your actions. til you exorcise the ghost you cant hold his hand for real qifrey#bc you are carrying your child self's corpse. you know that but... maybe you need to choose which one very soon. only one.#there's a point where you have to set down what you've been carrying and give it the funeral no-one came to#aren't your arms tired?
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YOU ARE LIKE THAT ONE HAMILTON SONG
with the amount of hamilton songs i get compared to you're really gonna have to clarify
#it's probably the āhow do you write like you're running out of timeā#which doesn't fit rn because im actually watching a man play the bagpipes while on a hoverboard#instead of writing.#because i lost my brain in the woods
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stranger things season one 2016 was so fucking incredible. it exists as an entirely different entity to me than the rest of the show. you literally just had to be there. to this day nothing has ever come close to the amount of universal love for a fictional story that stranger things first received. ive been chasing this high for eight years.
#ik theres a lot of young fans of this show that are teenagers rn and listen#if you were too young to watch this when it first came out I DONT THINK YOU REALIZE HOW HUGE IT WAS AT THE TIME#THE FIRST TEASER FOR SEASON TWO LITERALLY PREMIERED DURING THE SUPERBOWL#THAT ALPHABET WALL DID SOMETHING TO OUR BRAINS AND CHANGED THE WAY WE MAKE AND CONSUME SCIFI FOREVER#i genuinely believe that scene of joyce looking around at all the lights is one of the most iconic scenes in tv history#like i cant even explain it to you we lost our fucking minds over this show it was unlike anything anybody has ever seen#this was such a pivotal memory of my junior and senior year year of high school#everyone was wearing merch my teachers would gush about it in class everyone tuned in to watch the cast on fallon it was EVERYWHERE#and do not even get me started on halloween that year oh my god#it was just so fucking fun i miss it#just rewatched s1 and all i can think about is 17 year old me losing my fucking mind#its such an amazing season#i do understand why some people say they wish it stopped at season one im glad they didnt but i see where theyre coming from#stranger things#byler
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A drawing for the birthday boy š„š„š„
#a lil late but we aināt taking bout that#my art#koichi hirose#jjba koichi#hirose koichi#happy birthday :3#I wanted to post this yesterday#but i forgor#jjba#jjba fanart#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojos bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojos#jojo fanart#jojo part 4#jjba part 4#diamond is unbreakable#jjba diu#jjba diamond is unbreakable#:3#HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOICHI HIROSE MY POOKIE WOOKIE SUPER DOOKIE WE LOVE YOU KISS KISS#the only straight person in jojo (maybe)#jsjsjs#i love him heās so silly#itās actually kinda funny how I love him but despise Deku for the same reasons I love koichi#rewatching diu rn#and watched an iceberg about lost media of TV azteca while making this
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i left my phone in my room and picked up an actual physical book and sat down on the balcony and read the whole thing can everyone please be so so proud of me
#for reasons that'd take way too long to explain im living at my grandmas house rn for around a month (she's not here)#and she has like a billion detective novels which i love but i lost the ability to read when i was like 12#i do read books as pdfs sometimes but even that's rare... and they're usually dr w.ho/t.orchwood#it was curtain of poirot fame which I've seen like a billion times coz it's one of my#favourite poirot stories but i've never read it#ms christie is crazyyy coz somehow i still gasped out loud multiple times despite knowing the ending#it's also really cool that you 1000% can guess the ending if you pay attention#i almost always guess the murderer immediately w detective things but i usually watch shows where it's way easier imo#i mean i guess them in books too but they make it less easy coz shows have a limited cast and it's always obvious#anyway damn... i really wanna get back to reading so im gonna try to read other ones as well#she has tons of books in english hungarian and german so the selection is endless#mostly crime novels which is great coz i love those. no prizes for guessing who i get it from#barking
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JUST FOUND OUT ALAN CUMMING IS NIGHTCRAWLER IN AN XMEN MOVIE AND NOW I HAVE TO WATCH IT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I've seen the nightcrawler character and love the design BUT ALAN CUMMING AS THAT CHARACTER?!?!?!?
Oh fuck ya, I have to watch it now FUCK ME I don't care for the X-Men but I might have to because I love that man.
#alan cumming#xmen#x men#nightcrawler#Cabaret love of my life#i love that musical so much#alan cumming as emcee has permanently made me love him#his peeformace is so good and the musical itself is so good#so relevant to today too!#so fun and actually very serious#but also musical!!!#i love musicals so damn much#and cabaret has my whole heart this year#well actually half of my heart the other half belongs to epic the musical#OH EPIC THE MUSICAL HOW I LOVE YOU#the brain rot is so serious about these two#ok maybe mostly epic rn BUT CABARET TOO its just on the out a little bit in my brain#and the final saga of epic is coming out soooo the hype is really there rn#anyway who wants to watch xmen with me and explain everything about it bcs ill be lost without context and knowing everything about it#jk my pookie got me#he knows very much about comic lore#probably
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I miss my eldritch cryptids. I wish to write about them but I know not what to write about.
#and rn im taken by writing my jegulus bingo fics#can you tell who this is about#i also am missing them bc im using one of jons speechs from 165 as a monologue for a class#despite the fact that i am not in fact that far into the podcast#i stopped in the late 140s because i lost hyperfixation on it temporarily#and i dont want to watch the chaos happen#even if its when the gay happens#yknow#jonmartin#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#the magnus archives#tma#tma podcast
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thinks about q!hgduo's final conversation before purgatory and how even though it ultimately changed nothing in the end it still said so much about how stubborn they both can be,,, and how little they value themselves alone despite how many people love and care for them... or maybe it's how willing they are to throw themselves into the flames for those exact people even if it's not what they'd want from them.
They both left that conversation shaken by what the other said yet with their resolve to stick to a of path of self-destruction strengthened... And those paths ended with Cellbit lost in purgatory for months under control of the watcher and Bad dying before reviving with no memories of his time on the island... and with the people they love most- their family- Cellbit's husband and Bad's children- suffering the worst- can anyone hear me-
#qsmp#badboyhalo#cellbit#hgduo#gossipduo#qmockingjays#it's still one of my favorite roleplay moments#I just think a lot about Bad's side in particular how he kept on trying to appeal to Cellbit#by reminding him that he has people who love and care for him who'd be devastated if they lost him and Cellbit#tuning him out and refusing to back down... Bad briefly realizing that the pain he felt watching Cellbit in that state#was the exact pain he was going to inflict on those who love him... but still sticking to his plan anyway o(-(#I'm not in the right place rn to fully word out my feelings but like... it's loving people to the point that you'd do anything for them#but really they just want you around :( they don't need you to destroy yourself for them... they just need you around.#anyway I'm going out for dinner now BYEEEEEEEEEEE!
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Jack Quaid talking with his hands on Jimmy Kimmel Live 06.19.24
#cara gifs#jack quaid#not me watching late night for this man#chapelle roan singing: 'your hands on my body; your hot hands'#on repeat in my brain rn#i've lost control of my life again
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