#watch me break my own heart
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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short#ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half#i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved#like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can#but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay#and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up#and maybe no one else ever will#DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak#but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB
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(YOU CAN'T LET THEM GO HOME.)
#i have no good caption for this#ignore the mistakes i dont have the motivation to fix them#sighhh#i watched another playthrough today and i am just.#haha as it turns out the story doesnt get any less relatable and heart breaking the second time thru!!!!!#hhhg#i love sif#...#ugh#anyway#isat#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 5 spoilers#i will always draw sif like a creature btw#hes always kibty to me#the little beast#the monster under his own bed#hm#my art#i missed that one#... i like this one a lot#i like SIF a lot#this game broke me#trying to make a caption#ok yep yeah no that ones good<333#guh#i get it man i get it
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say what you want about svsss but hands down the most distraught i have ever been while reading a mxtx novel is after the bing-ge extra. what do you mean he asked shen qingqiu to come with him. what do you mean “it’s not fair”. what do you mean he looked back.
#svsss#luo binghe#luo bingge#lbh#meta stuff#every time i read that part i literally have to just stop to recover#because what the hell. he’s making his escape but at the last moment he turns.#he turns and looks back and then he vanished forever. and the narration is shocked#that it was so easy.#what in the eurydice mangan’s sister and lot’s wife have you done to me#turned into a pillar of salt#i don’t know if i have it in me to be more eloquent about this. it’s just.#out of everything this is just the ultimate tragedy#the fact that it’s just part of an extra. the FIRST extra#i just sit there like i’m supposed to just move on from that????? i’m supposed to read ahead and watch bingqiu fuck#and not want to rip my own heart out??????#i just. i just. i said i’m not ready to get into it with svsss i just know it’ll break me
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#:^)#lotr#lotredit#watch me breaking my own heart#boromir#sean bean#lord of the rings#tolkien#troy 2004#odysseus#thekenobeeedit#insp#middle earth#lotr edit#lotr tfotr#quotes#cinema#film#filmedit
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When even the cartoon gives us better throuple representation than the comics.
#x men#across misc x verses#scogean#scottloganjean#scogan#DON'T YOU DARE BREAK HER HEART#THANKS MY OWN JUST SHATTERED#WATCH ME GO WRITE ALL THE FIXITS NOW
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This might be a dumb question but what’s brocedes. I know basically nothing about f1 but i’m intrigued.
AHHHHH IM SO GLAD SOMEONE ASKED ME ABOUT BROCEDES BECAUSE I LOVE TALKING ABOUT THEM
first of all have to say its not a dumb question at all bc it’s f1 lore and before i had gotten into f1 i also didn’t know about brocedes omg
but brocedes is my beloved lewis hamilton and nico rosberg
or like crofty (f1 commentator) likes to say: friend. teammate. childhood buddy. rival. everything, but a lover.
i can’t believe this has actually been said about them by a commentator LIKE
so lewis and nico used to be childhood best friends; they were karting together, sharing hotel rooms, eating pizza, wrestling etc etc just being silly lil kids together— this was before their f1 careers.
then both of them end up in formula 1— although they start out in different teams until 2013 when lewis signs for mercedes and they end up as teammates.
now the thing about being teammates in formula 1 is you’re not only teammates, but also rivals. f1 has a constructor’s championship (for the team with the most points at the end of the season) and the driver’s championship (for a single driver— the driver with most points by the end of the season obviously).
a lot of people focus specifically on the 2016 spanish grand prix— lewis and nico collide taking both of them out of the race and shit goes down. their whole relationship and friendship goes down the drain, but tbh a lot of shit had already been going down beforehand, lewis had already announced they weren’t friends in 2014 due to their rivalry within the team (a lot of shit has gone down between them— but i’m pretty sure him saying they’re not friends was because nico got accused of purposely sabotaging a qualifying session for lewis, i could have my timeline a bit messed up though so i’m not 100% sure at the moment)
but yeah what brocedes comes down to is that they used to be best friends became teammates in formula 1— but also rivals (because formula 1 is toxic like that LMAO) and then their friendship got TOTALLY ruined
they could barely look at each other, even though they worked together, AND THEN nico rosberg wins the world championship in 2016 (by this time lewis had already won the driver’s championship three times; once with his old team and twice with mercedes as nico’s teammate).
anyways nico wins the championship and IMMEDIATELY retires. he has spoken out about how much he had to sacrifice, in both the sport but also his personal life etc., for this win and he isn’t willing to sacrifice all that again for another championship.
their friendship has been stained by their rivalry and it’s never been the same as it used to be— now i know i’ve been talking about them a lot and i promise i’m rounding it up now BUT it’s so important to me that people know about how nico has said they live in the same building complex!!!!!
like after all this they end up living in the same building in monaco ((obviously lewis is still racing so it’s not like they run into each other daily but still a very important detail to me)) and it’s been said (pretty sure by nico himself) that lewis even bought a birthday present for nico’s daughter and honestly i think about it a lot— i think about them a lot.
#kevinsdsy’s inbox#brocedes#AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON ALL THE THINGS THATS BEEN SAID ABOUT THEM BY REPORTERS AND THEMSELVES#yes i could write an essay about them#going back to my f1 tumblr roots with this inbox!#i 10/10 recommend watching tiktok edits about them even if u dont know who they are#just to get an idea hehe#so yeahhh connecting all this to kevjean is very fun so i can break my own heart even more :)))#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#formula 1#f1
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“In another life, I loved you right.”
“In another life, you loved me at all.”
Tag your ship(s).
#okay i’ll start off uhhhh lets see here#griddlehark#you have to imagine the vibes with me harrow as the first and gideon as the second just IMAGINE lemme cook here#bumbleby#but specifically during their V5 divorce arc bc All That Matters owns my ass#‘the one thing that I can count on is that I cant count on you’? YEAAHHH I LOVE FLUFFY BEES BUT WWHEEWWW THEIR BREAKUP ERA WAS SO GOOD TOO#rosebird#do I really need to explain? raven as one summer as two is the obvious route BUT imagine summer as one and raven as two#now. now thats POWERFUL oh the implications#schneewood forest#wondercheetah#tyzula#THE GIRLS WHO GET IT!!! GET IT!!!#white raven#yeah this one’s obvious if you know you know#lightcannon#okay. jinx as one and lux as two. but then flip them and watch the world burn IYKYK!!!!#harlivy#again imagine the specific vibes of Ivy continuously offering her heart to the ONE (1!) human she’s vulnerable to#vs Harley continuously running back to the joker bc she cant break the cycle of abuse like. LIKE AGAIN ITS A VERY SPECIFIC VIBE#rwby#the locked tomb#tlt#nevermore webtoon#i cant think of anything else rn uhhh oops all sapphics
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Mr. Lienen || The Lonely Fox
#watch dogs#Aiden Pearce#Nicole Pearce#edit#my edit#this was initially gonna be a “foxes are weird! they’re social and clingy around those they’re close with yet they are solitary by nature!!#thing that was going on but then I saw a poem whilst trying to look up facts to interpret my own and thought it hit harder#that’s just my opinion though#anyway#I made this to cope with a catastrophe of a mock exam I just endured#I would’ve included jacks but there wasn’t enough timing space so I left him out unfortunately ☹️☹️#WAHHHHH IM SO SORRY JACKS I STILL CARE ABOUT YOUU#also can I just say how much this entire family just breaks my heart#I find myself being very observant of the way they act and the motifs that play in the background#and voice lines too. THEY JUST STRAIGHT UP HAVE ME WAILINGGG#WAGHFBSHD maybe in another universe the pearces healed and Aiden was able to reconnect with his sister and nephew 😞😞😞#alright I’m gonna go cry a puddle of tears over them again#anyway yap session over
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(Re: tsukasa post) if you wanted to be a little uncharitable you *could* say that tsukasa cares for others just because it lines up with his goals - as in, he cares for others because he believes that’s what a star should do - rather than just genuine kindness and goodwill, but I would argue
- wrt loved ones: saki specifically (& to a lesser extent toya just because they interact less) is the greatest counterpoint against that interpretation. He wants to be the best brother possible because he loves her, not because it’s what a star should be doing (gestures at the doll event where he brought her the dolls as a kid even before he started the whole I am a world future star thing). Like yes he views that as something he *should* be doing but that’s because he believes that’s what you should do for your loved ones. I think at this point the big brother-dream of being a star thing are so irreversibly intertwined that they’re kind of one and the same. Of course a star would care for others because tsukasa cares for others and he views himself as a star etc etc. He wants to look out for/do things for his siblings/friends because he loves them.
- I guess you could argue him doing the same for strangers is solely because it upholds his star persona/image? But to that I would point out that his whole “I realized my real dream was to make others smile” thing in the main story sort of contradicts that. Given the whole “theatre is life” thing he’s got going on I think making strangers/acquaintance/etc happy in his day to day life is just like. A microcosm of what he aims to do on stage. I think he’s egotistical yeah but I don’t think that has to be mutually exclusive with selflessness. I do think there’s a discussion to be had about tsukasa being self-centered because he *is* and he’s absolutely not the completely selfless guy some people want to think he is but I also think that he can be motivated by egotistical desires *and* selfless desires. Being self centered isn’t inherently a bad thing. Tsukasa is kind because he’s a kind person and because that’s what a star should do in his mind. His own kindness is self serving. Does that make sense (no, it’s incomprehensible) great glad you’re following along. Sliding scale of how selfless his motivations for being kind are depending on the person with saki being on one end and random strangers on the other.
- I think it’s inherently difficult to ascertain whether the motives behind kindness are self serving or not. Does someone being kind because it makes them feel good mean they’re selfish? Humans are a social species, we enjoy making others happy because it makes us happy. Evolutionary adaption that helps the survival of the group. I think the idea that true kindness depends on your altruism making you miserable is stupid, although I guess you could argue that a kind person chooses kindness regardless of how it makes them feel. But then there’s the question of what motivates your kindness (a sense of doing the right thing? Upholding your morals? Because the guilt of being selfish is something you can’t bear? Wouldn’t that be just as selfish as wanting to feel good?) Whether or not true altruism/selflessness exists is a philosophical debate I don’t really feel like having over characters from the gacha miku tap tap game. Whatever. Would like to point out that tsukasa has canonically chosen to do the “right”/kind thing at the cost of his own benefit before (giving up on winning the pxl show contest/chance for a big break in favor of putting on the WMS show, which he was a little upset about doing).
I think people tend to err too far on the side of “he’s super selfless all the time with a pure heart” because they don’t want to admit their fave is an absolutely bizarre guy with a massive ego that comes into play for more than just his funny little speeches about being The Most Special Guy Alive which is tragic because Tsukasa Tenma is truly an interesting critter. He doesn’t do things solely out of the goodness of his heart but he also doesn’t not do things out of the goodness of his heart. He’s complex. Layered. A weird little freak. I’m studying him like a bug. You understand.
#I’m trapped in my head with tsukasa Tenma but also myself and both of them love to yap about him#and I’m making it your problem.#I fear a lobotomy is the only option left for me. there’s no other way.#entirely incomprehensible with an overly conversational tone that is how we do it here at ssruis.tumblr.com#mine#this is why you take your adderall before 1 pm. if u don’t u don’t sleep and instead talk abt this mother fucker.#need to get back on the event watching so that emu can kick him out of my fucking head and I can be at peace#but in doing that I will inevitably have to circle back to this asshole because my views will change#tragic. heart breaking. a personal hell of my own creation. colopale kill him please.#analysis#tsukasa
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Obsessed with "my power comes from here, it comes from..." *gestures at his heart* "...and it's broken"
#I mean obvi watching his students go off to die in a war helped break his heart#but we all know what put the first and biggest cracks in:#the beach divorce#cherik#Charles xavier#the part of me that loves a tragedy can't get over the way Erik broke Charles' heart and just how lost that left him#or the way Charles helped break his own heart bc he had to turn Erik down#that particular moment is one of my top five Charles Xavier moments tho#and boy howdy does James McAvoy really sell it#Charles talking about his broken heart breaks mine a little bit#it's a very underrated cherik moment imo#xmen days of future past#xmen movies#xmen prequels#martianbugsbunny ships
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do your friends and family know you published a book about gay angels?
I actually don't own a physical copy of my book because I can't have anyone know I wrote it. It's something that makes me really sad :')
Though a few of my irl friends know! I had a really funny interaction the other day where a friend texted me "you're Nicolas aren't you?" and I got very embarrassed and said "what makes you say that." He said "all the angel stuff mostly. And the gay part did give it away."
Oh and my brother knows! He's kept it a secret for me. Bless him
#me watching other people own multiple copies of my book while i cant even have one :')#it breaks my heart a little#just a little tho fr#mine#ask
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I'm sorry not sorry, but
it's 'missing stevebucky in 2024' hours
#it's th. it's the beauty of the sheer devotion transcending decades.#the 'my care and love for you even after all these years is powerful enough to break through to you when all others have failed'#DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON#'I'm with you til the end of the line' get the fuck outta here oh my god /pos /lh#and the poetic beauty of 'we are the same in soul and body and no one could know one another better than the way we know each other'#god. fuck.#not to mention that I met my own now husband through the stevebucky/mcu fandom overall.#holds a special place in my heart ngl.#I could go on and on?? about these two???#maybe I should re-watch catws... maybe. perhaps#shut up hadley#hadley.txt
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love is stored in the kitchen for real
#cooked with my girlfriend yesterday (as in I cooked and she watched) her and her mother came to our father's day barbecue#was super nice#her mother is starting to not hate me. at some point she even complimented my family??? admitted they never had events with 'a good climate#I can tell how much it means her mother is making these moves. ma'am asked me my receipts and my love looked so emotional#didn't believe it myself she would at first. at the start my parents treated my girlfriend like another daughter#my own family has problems but it breaks my heart how lucky and privileged I am when it comes to family#how robbed of this we are#my brother in law's family (parents and sister with her husband and kids) all came but that's just a given my family always made big partie#but to us it's such a big thing#my girlfriend's roommate didn't come this time he was with the boyfriend too. but my gradnma asked about him like five times#but fuck father's days we actually made the event for the women who had to be mother and father#father's day barbecue that had three fathers and seven mothers sounds about right#but my family will never pass an excuse to use the backyard#.txt
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奥田瑛二 || 完全無罪 (2024) → 「第三話 正義という名の罪」
#奥田瑛二#eiji okuda#完全無罪#kanzen muzai#1x03#made by me#still stunned by how 🔥 this episode is#I honestly wasnt ready#I love how Okuda-san gave arimori a bit of villain touch#bc he did forge evidence and he's an ex-cop so he...knows people#and talks a certain way#he can switch to THAT arimori in a snap#but at the end of the day he's the soft and righteous arimori yoshio san#Ikemura's words really broke me#arimori understood the pain to lose a kid#and he always puts other's needs first instead of his own#so he really had to have a result for every case so he can face the victim's families without regret#he made mistakes because he's too good of a man#my heart breaks for arimori#Okuda-san's magnetic-field is crazy#he draws you in like all the time I watch the show the only thing I want is to figure out if he's good or not#& the 4th like oh my god. I NOoooOOoO'd out loud#the way his body went limp. also the 1st one his voice when he stumbled a 'sorry'#it's really fucking crazy to be this good at his age lmao
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I'm about to be INSUFFERABLE with these next scenes.
Shes looking at his lips, slowly moving closer.
He's still hesitant. Probably trying to figure out what she's doing. "I dont need cpr, why is she moving closer?"
SHE'S STILL MOVING CLOSER EVEN THOUGH HE ISNT MOVING YET.
He's moved the TINIEST BIT CLOSER
And she's still right there.
Breathing his air, giving him hers.
Her eyes ARE CLOSED SHE IS READY FOR LIP SMACKS WITH RUMPLE.
*FROTHING AT THE MOUTH, TEARING PAPERS AND JUMPING ON FURNITURE*
Their TIPPY TOP LIPS ARE TOUCHING
Just BAAAAAREEELYYYYY
THEY'RE KISSING
He's still just frozen in place.
To be fair if this gorgeous woman was kissing me I'd be frozen too.
She's already blissing out over this kiss.
🎶this kiss this kiss🎶
HIS LIPS ARE A PUCKERING HERE HE'S KISSING HER BACK!!!!!!!!!!!
The little furrow is there which means he's going right back to when he first leaned what a kiss was and how to do it correctly.
Like he's been out of practice for a millenia and needs to remember where everything goes.
(Lip on lip and maybe just a slip of tongue rumple)
HER WORLD HAS BEEN FUCKING ROCKED.
HE IS FUCKING DAZED BABEY!
And look! A little less green!
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#time for random dancing#but no#the green line made me think of this song#and now it wont get out of my head#suffer with me#this kiss is so important to me#you have no idea#he's so fucking happy#she's ecstatic#she's already seeing a future where they have little rumples and belles running around in a meadow while she and rumple picnic#he's still in such shock that SHE'S FUCKING KISSING HIM BACK! SHE INITIATED THE KISS! HE'S GETTING KISSED BY BELLE! THIS GIRL WHO HE ADORES#rumbelle#belle x rumple#ouat rumple#rumplestiltskin#ouat belle#belle#1x12#skin deep#belle french#ouat#once upon a time#and now to break my own fucking heart with the next post#and the one after#both are gonna kill me#Youtube#lem watches ouat
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i need lucy to be taken care of. she always goes so far out of her way to help others in need and i love that about her, but i don't think she's had a real break since her recovery from being kidnapped and so much has happened to her since then that i just need her to be hugged and taken care of. not only by tim, but by everyone else too. 🥺💗
#*and this is icarly!#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#otp: you know me so well#she's always been my fave and has had my whole heart from the very beginning that's why i need her to be taken care of 🥺💗#idc in what context whether she's physically mentally or emotionally hurt i just need someone to wrap this girl up in a big bear hug#tim needs to quote to her 'you take care of everyone but who takes care of you?' can you IMANGINE?!!!#like 'let me do it. let me take care of you.'#breaking my own heart over here 😭😭😭😭😭#ngl i love angela and nyla as a due but it would be nice to see lucy included with them on occasion 🥺#watching tonight's episode made me fully realize just how not easy my baby girl has had it :(#sure she's officially dating the man of her dreams but eho does she really have to fall back onto when things aren't working out with them?#ik that's a big question to ask considering their relationship rn is secret and apparently no one has caught on to their little charade#but....#idk i'm just over analyzing her plotline this episode outside of her relationship with tim and it got me spiraling in my lucy chen feels
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