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[crucifiedkiss]

◌ೆ୧　 ͢YOUR MAIL HAS BEEN DELIEVERED ♡

𓈒⠀⠀⁺⠀𝜗 crucifiedkiss ╱ p. jackson x / & gn! reader 𝜚

ꨄ︎ drbls one-sided percy ⏤ ﹙wasted summers﹚ 🪽 ˖

  ಲ ͏ㅤ ׅㅤㅤcw: show!percy (i havent read the book(s) ...), season not specified, 'x' and '&' because its not necessarily romantic or platonic, drabbles (drbls), one-sided love, manipulation/playing with feelings, toxic relationship/love, angst, ooc, crying, based off the song 'wasted summers' by juju<3ㅤ✿𝅼

( ｡>﹏<) "got hit by a bus at this idea .. angst my beloved. eat up, my crucifixes <3 SRRY FOR MISTAKES BTW 😓😓" ⏤ c.k.　と

𝜗୧ ּ݂⠀💌 "im spending my summertime, after time crying again"⠀╱⠀"had the blues over you, i didnt hang with my friends"﹗

　　　⏤　 the opening lines, "im spending my summer time, after time crying again. had the blues over you, i didnt hang with my friends," indicate that the protagonist has been consumed by their emotions and spent their time crying over this person instead of enjoying their summer with friends. this highlights the intense emotional impact the failed relationship has had on them.

today was another day percy was left with a sniffly nose and tears staining his rosy red cheeks, his sunkissed skin glistening, having spent another day inside than with his friends. did you not reciprocate his feelings? as his head spun with thoughts, he choked on a sob that begged to escape which it eventually did, leaning back on his bed, blond hair sprawling on the sheets, as he draped his arm over his eyes, letting the fabric soak up the pathetic tears he had cried over just one person– you. he was left crying till his throat had swelled up, eyes puffy and a red ring around them, damp sleeves, and so much more. did his love mean nothing to you? he felt nauseated just at the thought of your disgustingly pretty eyes and gorgeous skin color that shined under the sunrays as if you were one of the gods. was love meaning to be this hard? he didnt even want to leave his bed, even if the day was so beautiful.

𝜗୧ ּ݂⠀💌 "you fake cry thats a lie. tell me was it all pretend?"⠀╱⠀"in my head, in my head"﹗

　　　⏤　 the lyric, "you fake cry that’s a lie. tell me was it all pretend? in my head, in my head," implies that the other person might have pretended to care or be emotional, but their feelings were insincere. the protagonist is questioning whether the entire relationship was a facade and if they imagined the depth of their connection.

all you did was pretend. each lie you have ever told stuck to his brain as if superglued on, the words you would utter each time you saw him flooding his train of thought almost every day.

( "i love you," you said softly, gently reaching out your arm and grabbing percys freckled face. "i always will." )

what a lie you told. 'i love you'. you never loved him. it was all fake– a facade. was this entire relationship not even real? percy bit down on his bottom lip, hand squeezing into a fist as his nails dig uncomfortably into his palm. this entire relationship was just something of his imagination that he thought would last forever, would be the best even. seems he lied to himself more than you would to him. he supposed the connection wasnt as deep as he thought, but, he wanted this all to be fake. he wished this were all a lie.

𝜗୧ ּ݂⠀💌 "youre needing all the time again, our time again"⠀╱⠀"needing our time again, our time again"⠀╱⠀"wasting our time again, our time again"⠀╱⠀"we dont have nothing to say, so we have nothing left"﹗

　　　⏤　 the repetition of the phrase "needing the time again, our time again, wasting our time again" suggests a cycle of continuously investing time and energy into this relationship. it emphasizes the frustration of being caught in a repetitive pattern with no meaningful communication or substance left between the two individuals. the line "we dont have nothing to say, so we have nothing left" reflects the disconnection and lack of emotional connection that has developed over time.

the amount of time he put into the relationship– the amount of energy! he was so stupid. 'stupid, stupid, stupid!' he mentally scolded himself, resisting from punching himself in the face. how hadnt he noticed sooner of this pattern of nothing going on with you two? no good conversations or communication overall, no love shared, no kissing, no ... nothing. there was a lack of everything and especially the connection normal couples had. at the beginning, it seemed to good, but it just slowly became worse ... and then worse became horrible .. and then so on. he got stuck in a disgusting loop of your mind games before leaving him high and dry, each night crying into his pillow and hitting anything he could. oh how he hated you, yet, how he loved you.

this wasnt right. nothing was right. nothing, nothing, nothing. it was meant to be his happily ever after. percy was meant to be happy. now, hes just an emotional wreck.

𝜗୧ ּ݂⠀💌 "i wasted like half of my summer tryna hold on your hand"⠀╱⠀"youre the leech, im the man. i guess you dont understand"﹗

　　　⏤　 the verses, "i wasted like half of my summer tryna hold on your hand. you’re the leech, I’m the man, i guess you dont understand," further illustrate the one-sided nature of the relationship. the protagonist feels like theyve sacrificed a significant portion of their summer trying to maintain a connection with someone who is draining their energy, metaphorically referred to as being a "leech." they express frustration at the other person's lack of understanding or reciprocation.

lies. everything was a lie. you left and took the whole of his heart with you, leaving him to die alone. bleeding out as if you were a leech latched onto him for so long, then leaving him with no blood left. you were his everything and his nothing all at the same time. you were disgusting.

'would he ever love again?' a few asked, to which he didnt have an answer. he loved you so much, yet hated your guts to the point of wanting no longer to see you ever again. he wanted all hes ever said to you to be taken back, every 'i love you' to mean nothing, but gods did he wish you were back. you kept him together and yet you ended up being the person to tear him apart in the end.

you were a horrible experience. you didnt reciprocate his true love. his first ever relationship left him with a feeling so bad it was like he had a sickness he couldnt get rid of.

oh how he hated you, yet, how he loved you.

[allright]

I WASTED LIKE HALF OF MY SUMMER TRYNA HOLD ONTO YOUR HAND / YOU’RE THE LEECH, I’M THE MAN / I GUESS YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND

[coco-wheats]

parappa the rappa amv i made just for you

[gender-thief2]

i think i might start a series where i pick out songs i think go with certain characters/scenes in crimson rivers, because i finally finished it recently but i can’t stop thinking about it

starting off angsty!! spoilers for chapter 41: fury

[superdynamo]

Yes, I can

Yes, I can

I wasted like half of my summer tryna hold on your hand

You're the leech, I'm the man, I guess you don't understand

Credit @ sweet_skull_scribbles

[cabbagefaeriealt]

album cover redraws

[i-promise-i-am-not-on-drugs]

This song's feeling a bit too relatable lately.

[star-dust-shark]

psssssht I can’t relate to a song that a little kid sang in like that would be ridiculous it’s not even good I mean-

I WASTED LIKE HALF OF MY SUMMER TRYING TO HOLD ON YOUR HAND YOU’RE THE LEECH IM THE MAN I GUESS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

[achillescome-down]

anyway

I WASTED LIKE HALF OF MY SUMMER TRYNA HOLD ON YOUR HAND. YOU’RE THE LEECH I’M THE MAN, I GUESS YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND. HOLDING HANDS, SAY I CAN’T. YOU’RE TELLING ME, YES I CAN. YES I CAN. YES I CAN.

[homeiseverywhereandnowhere]

i wasted like half of my summer tryna hold on your hand

[s0ng-of-the-day]

Todays song of the day is:

Wasted Summers by juju<3

“I wasted like half of my summer tryna hold on your hand”

[kat-luv]

Daily Song Recommendation #672

had my first day back at school today :(

it was SOOOO hot :(

[sunny-knight]

UHHHHHHHHH- OKAY LET ME EXPLAIN.

First of all, Forgettable!AU amv fanart stuff for @sunsestart cause this story is fukn magical and i cant wait to see what happens :3

Second of all ((in depth explanation))

I heard this song (Wasted Summers by juju<3) and I went *gasp* its skelebros fr fr. Plus I was already in desperate need of something to draw so BOOM!! Inserted in my brain for the next 3 days

EXPLANATION FOR THE AMV! ALL THINGS STATED AS “FACT” THAT HAVENT BEEN SAID ON THE BLOG ARE JUST MY SILLY LITTLE HEADCANONS!

Blue represents Sans and Green represents Papyrus/Wingdings. As kids when they were in waterfall, shocker, TEAL WAS ALL AROUND!!! They were harmonious and it was awesome. Then :(((

(what happens when you birth a skeleton kid who has a completely incomprehensible font??? 0 SOCIAL INTERACTION!!!!!!)

The 0 social interactions besides his brother thing kinda gets to him sometimes. Mostly subconsciously, and yeah bros a little irritable. Slamming doors, worrying his brother, fun family friendly not sibling angst stuff.

Also did ya see :3 when WD turned around his eyelights went out :3 we like to have fun here.

Also in the first little bit showing them finding stuff in the garbage dump as kids, the next shot is only Sans finding the stuff. cause WD is in the lab. and the colors are so lifeless and dull compared to when they were kids ((suddenly in tears))

ALSO THAT TV BIT, WD on tv being announced as The New Royal Scientist! and him just being so uncomfortable😭 has been a visual in my head for a while, so glad i got to draw that now

OK AND LAST “ALSO”. That last part with WD working on Blueprints and saying “yes you can” is the scene where Sans is like LETS DO SOMETHING OUTSIDE and WD is like “nah… imma do my own thing”

ok I lied, last also. the “yes I can” part of the lyrics. First they’re talking about how “oh you could totally work in the lab when you grow up” and “omg no way… only if YOU also work in the lab when you grow up”

Then they’re talking about how “oh you can leave if you want. shut up lemme finish my work” and “…omg I CAN get him out of the lab”

(ww a a ah h)

OKAY THATS ALO BYYYEEE

[strwbrrylou]

I wasted like half of my summer tryna hold on your hand (short edit thing)

this is so rushed but this song s just too good not to make an animatic out of 😭😭 also can i just say that i ADORE the keys' designs??? theyre so pretty !!!

audio: juju<3 - wasted summers