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Ive seen some mentions of it but has anyone had any HMS related dreams?
#mostly i just dreamnt i was on my phone looking at fanart#but yesterday i had a dream that CJ was my waiter at a restaurant that i think just sold bread???#mighve been an olive garden cause i vaugly can recall soup but all i remember is bread#was very odd im confused#chonny jash
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gurh. i dont think ill ever truly get over how nice everyone here is. im so used to people ignoring the things i enjoy and not wanting to hear me speak at all but everyone ive ever talked to here has always been so friendly. im really happy
#i might delete this later because im super paranoid about showing these kinds of feelings on a public account#but i really appreciate all the people ive ever spoken a word to here. mutual or not#ive made friends here and some have been as weird as me. while others mightve been confused about parts of me#but ive never gotten a negative response theyre always very nice or casual about it. and i really appreciate it#when im anxious about stuff. i look back on conversations ive had here and remember#Oh. were all just… some guys on the the internet in the end. were all just people who happen to be in the same park. living our lives#its never as big of a deal as i think it is in my head. they might view me just as intimidating as i see them after all.#sorry if this is an odd post or anything im just nervous but also really happy
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he was nine.
#i saw a few posts being like 'eddy is the meanest person ever wtf' and i was real confused because i didnt remember him being all that bad#but no they just made him real mean huh#im laughing so hard why did he say it like that HAHAHAHAH#miles edgeworth#eddie fender#freya talks aai2#so unaccustomed to their new names i misspelled his in the first tag...#also very odd to me that edgeworth just calls him 'fender' no title. i guess it shows they are/were close but it catches me off-guard each#time
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Having my dentist say “you need root canals… in ALL of your teeth!” in the most Cartoon Mad Scientist way he could wasn’t something I expected, but something I’m glad I heard bc bro what
#for reference my teeth don’t have enamel#and they don’t know how but most of my teeth are decaying from the inside out? they seemed very confused on that part#I made disco ball earring and forgot to take them off when going to the dentist#he’s so unserious#and when he saw them he turned off all the lights except the overhead light thingy and moved it around and sang(?) horrible disco music#and sadly said ‘I want a disco ball on that ceiling… I’m working on that. /I/ think it would be cool. the office does not.’#then shined a light into my eyes and ‘yea yea yeah squint your eyes at me IM the evil one. uh huh. I’m just trying to see in your mouth-‘#‘-bc it is DARK in there. cave with mouth bones.’#having a gen-z dentist is halarious to me#the nurse tech is just as goofy and I love her for that#have you ever had water from the water floss thingy sprayed at you?? no???? well I have! I????#she also counted my teeth on the X-ray and announced to me ‘did you know you have an odd number of teeth? 27?? why do u have 27 teeth weirdo#I’m???#I was originally upset I had to switch dental offices#but now I love it here ngl#bc wtf is this unserious dentist team#/pos
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(SLAMS MY OCS DOWN)
I MISSED THEM SO MUCH YOU GUYS
Reynold, the ADHD human that he is, has a very hard time focusing on much of anything and the only way he can be considered "accomplished" in his former line of work (CIA) is because he knew. He knew he had to do the task as fast as possible before he forgot what he was doing.
Now he lives in another world and is basically the trophy husband to the demon lord and Reynold is like "this is amazing I'm adopting the whole entire demon army as our children". And the demon lord is like "you want to adopt my demon army" and Reynold is like "starting with your advisors, yes. those are our daughters now. I love them. I would literally kill for them."
And Sascha, the demon lord determined to NOT ACTUALLY FIGHT PEOPLE, is like please don't kill anyone. And his job is now "take care of the entire demon race and also act as impulse control to one human". Luckily his twin advisors love Reynold too and agree to help keep him in line in the world.
And since idk how much I posted on main and not my OC blog for the advisors, Melo (left) is mute and Lody (right) does the talking. They are able to share what they see with each other because of the pink/yellow eyes acting as like a gateway of sorts. So they're rarely assigned to survey the same area since if they're apart they can see twice as much and report on more in order to aid Sascha. (But at the castle they both like to stick together and trail either Sascha or Reynold)
#my characters#also since sascha is the demon lord he has the ability to turn into a biiiiiiiiiig dragon#its an ability only allowed to the blood line of demon lords and if the demon lord dies with no family#the ability manifests in a random demon and thats how the next lord is chosen#however ! since he found the twins on the verge of death and basically gave them both some of his essence/life#they are not actually related by blood but do carry some of his royalty#and can turn into big lizards and reynold loves this so much because oh my god thats so cute#they - as lizards - could crush his bones and kill him easily but hes like LETS GO TO THE GARDENS#AND SUNBATHE ON SOME ROCKS#and the twins are like .......................... odd priority but lets go#and so sascha will wander outside if he cant find the trio and yeah theyre normally just asleep on rocks#two big lizards and his husband just napping in the sun#after melo and lody are told to their faces by reynold hi you can call me mom if you want#they look confused but then later on lody is like HELLO MOTHER and sascha gets absolute whiplash when his husband beams#and turns to face his adopted children who just called him mother#like this poor demon lord is stunned enough by that but he was warned by reynold that adoption was non negotiable#so he is like understandably odd endearment moving on now#until he hears another of his soldiers talk about have you seen mom recently and is like#this human really is out here adopting the entire army and im really confused but its very cute and endearing
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i saw u get an ask about pizzano hi! we are deffos low on characterization atm, but sugary spire DotCom (pizelles personal blog) does have a really good scene with him that i think explains most of his deal really fast (unlke the noise, hes just insane because hes like that; the tv network has nothing to do with it)
Elaborate please. Bc my first thought was you referring me to an ask-blog/rp-blog and i do Not engage w those kinds of blogs AT ALL. But it looks like ur just referring me to a website?? And i am um. Not going to just visit a site bc an anon told me to 😭
#answered#chattin#i am like weirdly averse to rp/ask/kin blogs and thats a personal squick of mine bc of some very um#not fun interactions w people tagging my oc art as kin and also roleplaying ?? as them??? as my ocs???#so i just steer clear; the very self assured tone used as if you urself are the Actual Character is a nono for me 😔#mentioned bc of the use of We in ur ask and im unsure if its bc ur referring to:#a system; you as a person on that team somehow; or we as in ‘we; the sugary spire fandom’#i am sorry if this response feels odd or curt or rude bc that is not the intent. but i am just a bit confused overall 😭
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eye twitch . oh mein gott
#hey friend you’ve been very chill so far!! please don’t be transphobic to trans women!! please!!!#sent a screen shot of the profile of my friend who’s trans and was said “is this *deadname* 😭”#and like. she goes by her deadname at school#SO IM HOPING. ITS JUST ODD CONFUSION. EYE TWITCH
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something is happening system-wise but i don't know what
#blurry.txt#ive been feeling very odd the past week and a half with a lot of blackout amnesia and more sleep issues than usual#there are a lot of life changes going on so there's a reason but im mostly very confused and have a headache all the time
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Non-human looking character: I'm a horrible monster, nobody could ever love me, I'm a disgusting freak,
Me: wait what's weird about how u look I think u look great
#like the legit moment of confusion every time cus im just like yes this is normal. what a cutie.#like maybe its a product of mostly having crushes on characters like this growing up but i just simply wouldnt think they look odd at all#i would just be normal about it#i would just be like wdym i think youre lovely and your gills are very pretty...#cus im stupid. i may be a bit of a himbo
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I had to look up what a finger bun was cuz I had never heard of that shit in my life and correct if I'm wrong here but... it's a hot dog bun with icing and sprinkles on it? Yes?
I've been thinking about this since yesterday
#cuz it looks like an unsliced hot dog bun with icing and sprinkles#like fairy bread on very odd steroids?#I'm not even judging im just confused
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How are you so confident with this stuff when you're so young?
I'm 21 and still can't really figure out what I want
i exposed myself to these concepts at perhaps too young of an age, but it did allow me the time figure out what i do and dont want. however, what u like and what u dont like changes over time, especially when u start exploring w/ people physically. i wouldnt fret about figuring out what u like or what u dont, instead i would say focus on having good, healthy experiences, and let ur curiosity drive u towards the things u like.
as for why i project confidence, it's bc i want to be. it's a part of the role i want to have in most of my dom/sub dynamics. it is also bc i feel these concepts and topics should be a normal part of everyday conversations, that they should be normalized.
of course, being horny makes that easier ;)
#confidence is sort of an odd thing#it's easy to confuse an ego for confidence#or to confuse hubris for confidence#it's for the role of the type of dom i am on here#i guarantee that no one is confident going into sex. nor should u be#sex is a highly emotional. highly vulnerable thing people can do. u need to be comfortable w/ it first before u bring in confidence#im not confident in everything i do outside of this blog. im still learning my partner's body and their likes and dislikes#but there r things i am confident in bc they've been discussed and i know they'll like it#the confidence i project on my blog is just an act for a role that i am playing. it's fantasy and should be treated as such#text is also a very different thing than communicating w/ ur partner in the moment#here. i have time to edit. change my tone. change my wording.#but u dont have that option w/ someone in-person. u gotta spend that time w/ someone to be confident w/ them#dont try and force that. it wont end well.#give urself the time to explore first and over time things like projecting confidence will be#-become easier and feel more natural#it's all a process#and i've been rambling. so i'll cut it here#bd/sm blog#nonbinary nsft#bd/sm dom#lesbian nsft#dms are open#nsft post#nsft#asks open#this felt like a rlly good ask to be lengthy on. ty anon
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Not to be that person but the way most of the tweets on the skz japan official account are in english makes me so ?
#like those pics i just posted only had captions in english and then the hashtags were in jp#but its just odd to me#same thing when they announced the korean fanmeet schedule on the main acc last month#and it was totally in english amd i saw korean fans adding their own fantranslated version in korean.... for a korean fanmeet ???????#im not even against the accounts putting english translations bc it can help stop any confusion with how dodgy google translate can be#but like for events thats are happening in jp or kr im not understanding why you would write in english#like its just one of those things that i always go ? at#like i dont have an issue for more general stuff bc they do have a big english fanbase so fair enough#but theres are very specifically events occuring in korea and japan so like.......
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#i honestly dont get how so many ppl follow me and consistently see what i post - which is often - and i rarely loose followers for most of#it. like. god sometimes i wonder how tf yall stand it. my rants my anger my hey! look at this god awful shit! phases my mental breakdowns#like.....;;;;; this blog is often a very honest look into whats going through my head and what im feeling and thinking and its always been#and i guess i find it odd so many somehow dont find me insufferable#god if anything most go out of yalls way to send me nice messages and whatnot????????#i am confusion
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i did not expect bp to have its own version of jbj now i feel kinda bad about laughing at all the petitions people had up
#i was pointing and laughing like “delusional losers lmfao”#the fact that the group doesnt include any of the foreign trainees under those companies is incredibly odd#like if they were planning on debuting a group there was no need to kick out haruto anthonny and min?#(unless they chose to leave)#also ollie is literally still under yuehua like whats the excuse here#ALSO also what about sungmin??? are we just leaving him to dry im very confused#other than that im very happy for the biys who are debuting this is very exciting#dabae speaks#boys planet
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I managed to finish Ch 2 of the Agent story this morning, but it's been rotating in my head bc it was just so unexpected in every way, and not like Ch 1.
For starters, Eight hit Light Side 1 on the last mission and I imagined him standing there, the Hand of Jadus, someone who thinks he's super inhuman and thoroughly unfit to live a normal life going "???????" as he soars in the light which was my reaction too, because I thought he was a fucked up little bastard, but his unpredictable way of thinking has constantly saved more lives than his actual neutral playthrough.
I guess he's a far better person than he thinks he is.
#ooc#swtor#oc: orradiz#it's kinda cute thinking on it#but also very strange that his deterioration as a person led to a greater light side than his kinder pragmatic self as nine#im very confused as to how this happened#perhaps his strength and cunning against all odds allowed him to achieve the impossible that a weaker self never could?#but he's borderline a villain! what happened!#I also have mixed feelings on Ch 2 as always but I loved some of the choices at the end#though it was far less traumatizing which was interesting cuz it made it way more anticlimactic (again)
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kinda wish I'd been recording the process of this because it'd make it VERY obvious I don't work smartly at all, and that's why all my rough 'shading' layers are so messed up because I made alterations as I went lol
anyway, another WIP - this time of my OC, Beck (who I have not posted about in ages lmao) from the Android AU Been having Thoughts(tm) about this bastard character of mine and how I could make him even worse than he already is 8) hehe
#delete later#wip#oc#original character#myart#do not mind all the weird lines - this is still not 'finalized' and all the lines are on like 3 different layers I forget about#tfw u label ur layers but still get confused#anyway he REALLY ended up looking like a Dio (specifically how I used to draw one variant before I retconned his look) but uhhh#that was unintentional lmao I WAS USING A REF FOR HIM AND EVERYTHING and somehow still failed his likeness#but this is fine - I'm hoping the colours will make it less like that but we'll seeeee#god even the perspective on his top is strange......... I gotta fix so much still aaaaaa#BUT IT'S 5AM i need to sleep I can fix things tomorrow when I look at this with fresh eyes again#I just wanted to do something vaguely 'fashion-y' ...made funnier by the fact his *girlfriend* is a literal model in this AU#BUT Beck is a vain POS who stresses about his (physical) self-image so I mean..... I think it works out#I've been using this one airbrush I downloaded for CSP for the shading on this and other WIPs and I'm... honestly liking it???#I mean the opacity thing is kind of weird to work with but im not *hating* it... at least on colour stuff#BUT YES OKAY ANYWAY i need to sleep gn folks#also btw the shading doesn't fit very well on his legs cuz that was the shading on just his body lines... which got mostly erased#I was gonna just redo them when I finalized them anyway so I'm trying not to care about how odd it probably looks hahaha
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