MY KAZUMAJI ZINE ARRIVED... 😭ITS SO GOOD!!!
y'all put so much effort into this @kazumajizine... I got the big bundle with all the goodies and ive been going bonkers over it all day. i have a veritable mountain of stickers now (six sheets!! what the heck!!)
im foaming at the mouth. one of the stories made me cry . all of them have made me smile like a dork. there is so much gorgeous art all over this thing... first time ive bought anything like this and the wait was absolutely worth it this is a Cherished Possession now. im not going to be normal for weeks
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I am physically not well
AOFNDOFNFOFJF! The hours I slaved over for this one Album cover has been worth it on so many levels! THE NUMBER OF DAYS I PLAYED TO GET BARDON SECOND ALBUM HAVE BEEN WORTH IT! BRO! GUYS! Look at how sexy this man is before his Esper transformation! Not like he stills nor sexy but look at him! HES READING UP ON BOTH GERMANIC and or NORSE LIGHT GODS BEFORE HIS ESPER POWERS UNLOCKED! My Hc that he can speak both German and Old Norse is coming true! At least to me! AND HALL’s ARROW HIT HIS FACE! AND ITS RAINING! LOOK!
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Not sure if you're still looking for prompts, but what about the Comfort prompt Journal/Diary for Henry and Nate? <3
Oops, I went and made it sad. Sorry... Thank you so much for the prompt though! Here's a journal entry from Nate from just before he has his big conversation with Henry at the end of Book 3.
Journal/Diary - Henry/Nate
I am afraid.
I have been afraid every day of this existence. I know too well what could happen if I fall to weakness and temptation. Having lived through that experience once strained my mind to its breaking point, I do not know that I could, or would want, to survive the aftermath of being responsible for such a thing again.
However, that fear pales in comparison to what I feel now. I’ve felt fear and concern for those around me, those I love like family, many times. It too lingers in the back of my mind, an almost daily companion. But what I feel for, with, Henry is so much more.
I am terrified by the feelings that his presence pulls forth from deep inside of me, feelings I’d thought lost or given up on. The mere thought or memory of him is enough to make my heart flutter like that of a schoolboy. When we’re near, I‘m drawn towards him, the slightest touch enough to light the fires of passion. In all my long years, I never thought I’d meet a person who could cause such strength of feeling to grow within me. I assumed the time for great loves passed me by when I was transformed into this, if such things ever existed in the first place.
Oh Henry, I cannot imagine a life without you. I want you by my side for all eternity, our love one that the endless future generations of poets and musicians could never capture the depth of. To know that I could begin each day curled against the warmth of your body. That I would never have to face leaving a piece of my soul in the past. It is almost too much to think of, too much to hope for.
It is all too much because I cannot deny that beneath my feelings lies something dark and dangerous. For all the love that fills my heart, there is sharpness in the back of my throat that reminds me of my other desires. This is the thing that scares me more than almost anything else I have ever known. It isn’t enough to know what I am truly capable of, but to know that power could be made more, so much more, and it could cost me the most important thing I have ever found.
Every flush on his cheeks, every quickening of his pulse, every kiss I trail down his neck causes the siren song of his blood to flood my senses. I try to push it away and not give into the thoughts that follow. I love Henry for who he is, not what flows beneath his skin, and yet-
I feel the currents beating against me. There is a tide that threatens to sweep me out to sea and I am terrified that I will let it. I am terrified that the water will carry me away along with everything I hold dear and my only consolation is that I might perish should I not find the strength to keep swimming.
I am in love with Henry. I have no control over the fact that every fiber of my being is in love with him. How do I give into one part and hold back the other?
I’ve grown selfish over the centuries, holding onto people and things to keep me grounded. Is it too much to not want it to feel like everything is always slipping away?
Henry, may my love be enough to give me strength. I hope it is enough to carry you through what I know is the right thing, no matter how painful it may be. I do not know how to trust myself. I do not want to hurt you. Ya rouhi, please forgive me.
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i don't know why bus drivers are obsessed with giving you 3 whole seconds to get the fuck off the bus before they close the door and drive off with you. like. if i'm stood up when it stops i will go flying. i have to dodge all the able bodied people standing around like lemmings and staring, if they themselves are not actively trying to push past me to get off. and a good half of the time the driver hasn't even pulled up to the pavement so it's a massive fuck-off step just to get out like. calm down. let me leave please.
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Manifesting here momentarily and I've tripped down the crafting hole. I'm off to window shop fabric and fur for a cloak.
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ok so. i'm in physical therapy for carpal tunnel syndrome right now. was sad bc i thought i wasn't gonna be able to play Nightmare Kart (i haven't been able to play many games for a while, it stinks!!!) but opened the game anyway just to like, look longingly at it and dream of my fully recovered future. found the accessibility setting that keeps me from having to hold down accelerate the entire time i'm driving and started HOOTING AND HOLLERING. THANK YOU for putting that in there!! i can play!! i'm so happy!!!!
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