#wanted to stomp on their heads

[cc-melody161]

Story time!

(This happened in my old highschool when I was in HK)

So there was this event we had every grade, we had to decorate the pin-board at the back of the class for a friendly competition. Being the art kid in the class, I volunteered.

My friend unfortunately got picked too because she was better at art (I say unfortunately bc she didn’t want to do it)

And another group of girls and boys were picked to help.

I had a small, tiny, itsy bitsy things that got seen at my check-up in the hospital and got forced to wait for a psychiatrist at the hospital, a pain in the ass, truly, as those ppl around me were all old ppl that were always groaning in pain at night.

But anyways. When I got back, the group of girls already made a sketch of how the pinboard was going to look like, my friend quit (wow, I wonder why!!)

It was a train with a girl and a boy sitting inside. I suggested to redesign it, the leader girl agree and I redesigned 3 sketches, they decided on the third one.

We staple on paper to the pinboard and I start to sketch. Note, no one else sketched beside me because I was the only one that knew how to draw anything at all.

And we spend around 5 after-schools to make a SKETCH of the train SEATS. I at that time had diaphragm inflammation and had to take pills, so I went to get some food before eating pills. When I came back with food, I discover.

Guess what

the whole board of paper, erased clean, not a mark.

I questioned why they did that. The leader girl excused that they thought “the window didn’t look fitting to style” even though she looked at my sketch before I started to draw that onto the board, but I was so angry I just went with it and didn’t say anything. Later that day I quit.

And then I called in absent for a few days, also the time my mom called the cops on me (info on my vent post)

Then when I came back, it was just… how do u put this kindly. Amature… drawing… it was literally just a girl sitting on a board with a long window behind it.

Disgusting.

I was mad

Not only because they erased my art without my consent, hinting they didn’t respect my art, they replaced it with that piece of trash.

I just got more and more angry everyday. I wanted to kill them, to be honest. My anger issues were through the roof.

Made me relapse once so I don’t hurt others

One day after school, I snapped and grabbed a pair of scissors and cut off the girl’s head in the drawing. And then I left a sentence in the sign bar,

“Watch, someday, I’ll kill you all”

I wrote in pink highlighter. Which was…wtf? That’s so corny.

Anyways. Later on those girls said that we agreed on erasing the sketch (lie). And that I threatened them with my cutter (lie, I hope…).

At that time I was about to move to Australia anyways, so I dropped out early. Sigh. They made me unable to even join the signing competition. What a shame.

Looking back, maybe I went too far. But hey, you fuck around with a mentally ill person, you fucking find out. People should know to respect my art, yeah?

Well. They later started to rumor I’m a psycho and will kill them. Good for them, now they won’t annoy me, and I’m glad I cut them off.

[wildbluesorbit]

good morning, everyone can suffer with me today

[casadefreewill]

I don’t know why it just hit me, maybe because I was thinking about Chat Blanc earlier today, but the same Gabriel who was all

(And ALSO WTF DO YOU MEAN “ThiS is wHen he BecAmE a GoOd FatHer” Marinette what? There’s no WAY you actually believe that giRL WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOU-)

Anyway back on topic

Is THIS

SAME

MOTHER

FUCKER

There was no positive morality change, no ‘I could actually never hurt my son’, between these two points. In fact he probably got WORSE! This man DOES NOT care about the emotional well being of his son in fact I’m almost positive at this point that his request is solely so he can still have emotional power over his son even after he dies (oh my GOD I hate him I hatehimIhatehimIhatehim)

Anyways Marinette insisting to Nathalie that Gabriel killing himself to be with his wife ’s “noble sacrifice” actually turns him into a good father to Adrien makes me want to break things, Bye

[mymarifae]

does anyone want to join me on the aventurine/argenti train. it's got all the perks of being as funny as any other argenti ship - especially given the random absurdity of their first meeting. what the hell was argenti doing in the depths of the nihility? who even knows anymore man. but like also i think it has the potential to be really sweet?

aventurine hasn't let anyone In since his sister died. he's long since forgotten how to Trust, and Love, and how to BE Loved. and this, combined with enormous amounts of survivor's guilt and trauma and being treated as an object, has really done a number on his self-esteem. he doesn't act like it (because he's learned that it's dangerous to be vulnerable; it's the one gamble he's not willing to take), but 2.1 gave us that glimpse into his inner dialogue and it is Bad in there

between his conversation with acheron, the note veritas left for him, and finding a sense of closure in the apparition of his younger self, he's on track to becoming better. we can see it in the way he pretty much immediately reaches out to the trailblazer to get some things off his chest once he gets his phone working again. and the way he's accepting what is basically a form of therapy from the doctors of chaos. but his self-hatred has been building up for years, and it's going to take a long time to unpack and unlearn all of that

so like, in comes argenti, right? he's a loud show-off, but he is SO earnest. he sees the beauty in everything and everyone. he's kind, and gentle, and so full of love. he also comes off as a bit... lonely to me? he's spent so much of his life chasing after idrila's shadow, and only catching a glimpse of them in his many near-death experiences (and isn't that something to think about...........). he's not like, secretly miserable or faking or anything - i think his exuberance is 1000% genuine. but humans are social creatures; everyone wants and requires at least some form of closeness and intimacy. to have a love to pursue in This realm... someone he can see and hold without needing to have one foot in an early grave . i think that would be good for him. that's all

anyway, it's clear that argenti was pretty enchanted by aventurine

like yeah that's kind of just how he talks normally but !?@,%&#& that's a lot of awfully romantic things to say about one specific person out of the several you apparently rescued (??????? god i love this guy he makes no sense. literally why are you even here bud). it seems that aventurine's more subdued state left an impression on him too, and well wouldn't it be pretty in character for him to start popping in randomly... as he does, because he can apparently just go wherever the fuck he wants. to check on this sad yet oh so beautiful peacock.. to try to bring a true smile to his face... to show him how kind and beautiful the universe can be......

i think aventurine might have a hard time laughing off offers of comfort and company and the beginnings of a courtship if it comes from someone like argenti. this man couldn't be disingenuous if he tried. he doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve as much as he rips it out of his chest to show you. it'll be a learning curve regardless - aventurine is too used to needing to constantly prove his worth to keep anyone around and to keep them from hurting him

but do you see it. do you see the vision. do you see how Sweet this could be. aventurine is about to receive more roses than he'll know what to do with

[monty-glasses-roxy]

BEHOLD!!!

BRACHIOSAURUS FREDDY!!!

HE'S LIKE LONG CAT BUT UP!!

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

𝐬 𝐦 𝐨 𝐤 𝐞 𝐛 𝐫 𝐞 𝐚 𝐤

two versions because i'm indecisive hhh >:')

[lethality-of-dual-strike]

got too emotional thinking about Sanderson and Flappy Bob on a Tuesday night…that’s his son his baby boy his itty bitty clown kid that he (and I guess HP) took care of him for 37 years

it may have started as an evil plan to take over the world, but between this and Fairy Idol I think that Sanderson lowkey wants to be a dad and you can pry that from my cold, dead hands

[organised-disaster]

Peak character description: narrator gushing about how pretty the person literally trying to kill them is

No joke:

[luminaryofblood]

"... But it strips him of his autonomy! He's boring now!"

... No he's not! He's still a HIGHLY intriguing character!

[ebonytails]

I don’t have a caption??

[ewicomkicks2point0]

GOTH STOMP FARMER !!!!

So I asked people to give me random rh characters with no context [I didn’t even say that I was gonna draw them] and this is what it was for. I’m making them all GOTH because I’M GOTH and rh is the least goth thing I like so this is just for ME and my GOTH SELF

His songs would be :

Pepper Tree - Cocteau Twins

Kookaburra - Cocteau Twins

Green Fingers - Siouxsie and the banshees

I’m probably not gonna include a list of songs for every character :<

[civilization-illstayrighthere]

“ A gang of Raffen Shiv even formed outside Night City's gates: the Wraiths. They're well-organized, effective, and willing to do anything. After all, like all Raffens, they've got nothing left to lose.” - wraith dataterm entry, 2077 neotribes: the nomads of North America, a cyberpunk 2020 sourcebook (1994) / cyberpunk 2077 (2020)

[phoenixtakaramono]

Thanks to @phtalate for tagging me! (You can read theirs here.)

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Elle Woods

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Bayonetta

I tag @deliciouskeys, @bisexualhomelander, @kosmochlor, @stovetony, @venusasnb, and everyone else who wish to do this if you haven’t done so already. 🫶 No pressure!

[ssruis]

Something to add to the list of “posts I need to make eventually but it’s going to take so fucking long to hunt through all the stories/events/area convos/etc” is all the times tsukasa is upset with himself (over something that’s really Not That Serious) & immediately goes to “im not a star I’m a DISGRACE… a FAILURE” it’s funny every single time.

[whiterunguard]

If hes not a girl why does he wear a skirt..... Checkmate. imperial libberals .... HA!

[todayisafridaynight]

re: last anon i definitely think it comes from the uhhh whole threatened thingy. Since most of y3 is. Well. Uhm. Daigo Coma Hours we spend a lot of time w/ that guy in a threatened state. Hence the more “violent” interpretations bc. Well. his sillyguy’s in a coma. Though I’ve definitely seen Mine’s more… stressed (for lack of better words) state being misinterpreted as his natural state and I can see how that would lead to more frequent violent kirinmine takes etc. (Hopefully this is coherent I am soooooooooo tired rn)

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