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I'll Sing a Hymn to Mary

Author: Ola Artist: Hufflapute Rating: M Word Count: 34,660 Featured relationships: Mary Campbell & Dean Winchester, Mary Campbell/John Winchester

Featured Characters: Mary Campbell, Mary Winchester, Dean Winchester, John Winchester, Latika Dar, Ada Monroe, Deanna Campbell, Samuel Campbell

Tags: Canon compliant, Character Study, Road Trips, Episode: s01e13 Hey That's No Way to Say Goodbye (The Winchesters TV 2022), Abusive John Winchester, Lesbian Mary Winchester, Mary Winchester is a Campbell, Domestic Violence, Angst, Catharsis, Mary Winchester Lives

Summary: “I saw everything,” Mary tells John after she drives back out of the portal. “Every possible version of myself." A deal with a yellow-eyed demon. A fire in her baby’s nursery. A resurrection. These are the beats of Mary Winchester’s life - but Mary Campbell doesn’t know that yet. And when she drives head first into the Akrida Queen’s portal, it’s up to her and the mystery man Dean to ride through the alternate universes of the world-between-worlds before Mary’s soul fractures with the strain of the journey. But more importantly than that, Mary has questions. Like: who is Dean, really? Why is her mother so strangely absent? And, if she’s never been free, has she ever been herself? Needless to say, it’s one hell of a road trip.

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[heleizition]

How Alfred interact with his shifter babies? Where is Barbara in all of this? Is she a shifter or human? Also, I want to know more about Tim's parents... How was they and how Tim ended up with batfamily?

ok hold on . .. i need a second . .. im thinking about alfred holding like, baby panther dick in hi arms n smilng softly,,, jst . .. give me a moment . ..... like ... hes cooking n hyerna jason who’s starting to grow jst sits beside him n tucks his head on the counter n looks at alfred like feed me and alfred is so so fond of his grandsons yk,,, of his family,,,, cries

OK SO beside that tim shifts from cat to human the first time with alfred,,, hes a safe adult in his eyes and he trusts him and its a trust alfred hasnt and wont ever betray. cass just likes to sit on his shoulder while he has tea,,, he makes her a cup and she flies over to drink when she feels like it but mostly she’s chilling. steph usually runs around and tries to pick things up to “help” alfred and he gives her lil pets,,,, duke usually feels like in the way when hes shifted and alfred is cleaning up or working around him so he usually shift back and helps and it makes alfred smile a lot even after he tries to shoo duke away bc thats His Job yk,,, duke still helps sefooefshofse

OK UM i admit i did not think of babs bc she always slips from my mind,,,, i dont have a big connection to her character,,,, im not sure if she’s a shifter yet i gotta think but i kinda feel  ,,, fox for her,,,,, if u have other suggestions im open ? i dont know much about her character sadly,,,,

OK SO under the cut is tim’s story n how he met and ended up w the bat, big tw for animal (shifter) abuse and child abuse, starvation, abandonment, umm mutilation & description of injury

tim first turned into a cat (to his parents knowledge) when he was about 4 or 5. he’d been already introduced to the world but as he was a small child they hadn’t really been showing him around everywhere so only a handful of people knew/remembered small boy tim. janet has a particular hate toward that branch in her family that can shift so she’s really jst. hating her son having it and she immediately just. decides that she just doesnt want to see him. so jack and her just start locking him in a tiny cat cage, which prevent him from turning back into a boy, feed him catfood when they remember to feed him. at some point they get him declawed (which gives him terribly vivid nightmares of human him getting his fingers torned off of his hand) and when they leave they give him a tight collar while leaving him out of the cage which prevnts him from shifting back bc the collar would just go through tim’s throat if he shifted to human.

so tim drake ends up . not existing. everyone forgets the drakes had a son, tim very rarely gets to be in human shape (which hurts at some point), and when he does his parents usually yell at him and making him feel very unwanted, going as far as throwing things at him until he jst, shifts back and makes himself as small and forgotten as possible. he stopped going to school early, but he still taught himself to read (u gotta do smth when ur stuck as a cat for years) and went through lots of his parents books (that were on bottoms shelfs bc its hard to put the books back in the right shelves while in cat form and he gets yelled at enough as it is just for existing).

so he’s like 10, and his parents have been gone for a while . and he’s rly not doing good. he’s not rly clinging to life. he’s underfed. everything hurts. his brain isn’t really reactive anymore. and hes on the wall between the drakes and the wayne’s estate dick and jason are in the garden, playing around, and he just. falls asleep. passes out from exhaustion and his body kind of giving up on him.

they hear him or see him, idk, they find him and jason shifts back, holding the small kitten in his arms and he runs inside, n they take care of him, the adress on the collar said he’s from next door,,, at this point they dont know he’s a shifter,, but when he wakes up tim’s all warm and tucked against a warm body (dick) and jason is beside them petting him gently and the second tim is awake he’s tense and trying to get away bc humans have done nothing but hurt him at this point yk,, he’s barely ever met anyone,,, he sticks to the drake’s house bc he’s terrified they’ll know if he goes somewhere else

(altho deep down he thinks they’d be happy if they came home to an empty house)

and when he wakes up. thats when dick n jay understand he’s not just a cat, he’s a shifter, n jason holds him in place to remove the collar bc he *knows* he cant possibly be able to shift to human with it,,, but even without it tim doesnt shift back, hes jst, scared cat,,,,

(”hey, it’s ok, we’re like you” jason says, in the most gentle voice dick’s ever heard him use. there is a moment of silence, where the kitten blinks, and then the familiar noise of flesh rearranging itself while jason shifts into his hyena form. he’s careful to keep his distance, laying on his stomach to make himself smaller - which helps, but not by much as he’s still huge compared to the little shifter in front of them. dick knows the lines of tension and those of exhaustion in their muscles, and remembers how they didn’t even stir when jason had carried them inside. he shifts. 

“i’m gonna get you some food, okay ?” he levels his tone with his brothers. “we should have some fruits around, upstairs. fish maybe ? if you’d like ? or something else.” he smiles that smiles only he knows how to smile. “or maybe you’d like to pick yourself ?”

the little cat manages to make themselves smaller.)

they eventually manage to feed him and hydrate him, and dick tells alfred and bruce about the little shifter while jason keeps an eye on him,,, bruce connect the drake and tim shaped dots. he remembers janet and jack rejecting a gala invitation a while back bc she had recently delivered, only he’d never seen the kid.

tim only lets jason and dick close a first, bc they’re younger, bc they’re shifters, and then alfred bc alfred always brings him food on a plate and with a fork and knife like he’s going to use them as a human. he talks to tim and pets him gently once tim allows it,,, he’s a safe adult.

bruce scares him a lot, even if he’s gentle and he’s a good dad. he’s bigger than jack has ever been, and he knows he could hurt him. he just scares him a lot. he has too much authority, too much presence.

tim shifts back into a human on is seventh day at the manor, while alfred sits with him in a little room tim had hid in. he’s a very small boy and he cries out in pain when he shifts, but alfred puts a hand on his cheek and just smiles

(”hello, my boy”)

tim is very quiet, takes a shower and shifts back before anyone else can see him,,, but slowly he lets it happen around the others. one time dick n jay wake up from a nap session to a little boy suggled between them,,, there is a lot of hurt and pain from jason bc he’s been that little boy, hurt and scared and in pain, and it brings back a lot of sad things,,,

eventually he lets himself shift into bruce’s arms on the second week and he cries a lot n bruce tells him he figured out he’s the drake’s son, and jst, h, he adopts

[eerna]

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[that-golden-lyre]

I don’t think you guys understand how much I needed this. Netflix has a habit of cancelling shows with representation in them and I’m scared for this show. Fingers crossed that the bastard son and the devil himself gets renewed for season two! 🥹 Now, this fic. I needed something to fill my head with after this show became my new hyper fixation of the week. The show is so much fun and I honestly love the poly vibes that I’m getting from the main trio! No love triangle, just a triad. As it stands this fic is like getting a warm cup of hot chocolate after being outside in the snow. After the emotional STORM that was that season finale, reading this was like tying a beautiful bow on top of a heartbreak. This fic had me yearning for the love these three have for each other in the darkest times. And hey, maybe this wasn’t the cheerful bow that other people want, but it’s the aftercare post massacre that I needed. Because maybe the bad times were the good times ❤️. So if you’re obsessed with this show just like I am, go give this a read! Thanks to @wandersmoklight for sharing! 💝

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[heleizition]

What about Selina? Is Tim her favourite? How their interact when he is in human form and how when he's a cat?

selina tries (tried) to be unbiased bc she obviously likes the girls better but everyone knows tim is her fav boy,,,, he’s sassy and smart and actually gets interested in how she plans her heists (which she doesnt talk about in the manor but sometimes she smuggle cat tim out because the boy needs to socialize with other cats aka the ones at her appartments) and he’s a tiny thing who doesnt meow but he does the lil mrr??? sound and she thinks it’s adorable,,, she’s a cat shifter as well (street cat, like a mix of everything, short hair with a tortoiseshell like fur) and she really just acts like his mom all the time whn theyre both shifted,,, also she curls up around him when he’s having . bad days. n also sometimes he throws bombshell at her like he’s at her appartment and he’s like sitting in the middle of her thousands of cats n hes like did u know i couldn’t meow until i was like 11 because my parents never talked to me when shifted so dick had to teach me lol and shes like *grabs knife*

[heleizition]

Hm, and what about Bruce taking care of his sick, shifter children? (how does a sickness affect shifting?) I would love to see some fluff and maybe a little angst...

SORRY IT TOOK A BIT ive been really tired rip

•ok so shifting is always affected by the state of the person, it always becomes inpredictable when sick.

• when dick first got sick as a kid at the manor he woke up and snuggled against bruce in bed as a panther, all warm. later that morning after bruce coaxed hm out of the bed for food and water he carried him in his arms (like yk how big Dads hold kittens ???? yk ????) and dick shifted back in his arms and called him dad, telling him how his throat hurt, but in romani,,, it broke bruce’s heart a bit bc at first he thought dick was calling him dad but then he realised he was thining about john grayson,,,,,

• when jason or tim get sick they both tend to hide, they weren’t used to being taken care of, tim keeps his cat form to hide in the smallest spaces possible and wait it out, like he’s always done, and jason is in and out shifting, usually hiding under the bed. bruce always finds them, coaxing tim out of his hiding place and into his arms, sometimes he stays cat sometimes he shifts back to human. jason likes to stay under the bed but bruce will lay down on the floor with him and make him drink water and keep a hand on him until jason is alseep

• steph (YEA shes not his kid but he also kind of his bc she hands out at the manor so much) usually spends her sick days whining a lot and seeking comfort and hugs and warmth, and if she’s human she’d rather be alone and away from everyone.

• cass, much like jason and tim, at first, is very bad at being taken care of. she hides and lashes out when someone finds her, until she’s coaxed into falling into whoever’s arms are catching her (alfred, bruce, or even dick and jay). after a while and she’s more Trusting and doesnt mind being in a weak state around them, she likes staying in bat form and hiding in hoodies or pockets while napping.

• duke mostly stays human when he’s sick, it’s hard to deal with his bigger body when he’s not aways fully conscious. he usuall y liks to be alone and in his quiet room, but sometimes he wakes up with a few of his siblings shifted and curled up around him

• damian has always had a mountain of shifter siblings to cuddle with and nap with when he’s sick, before and after he knew he was a shifter :D ! 

[heleizition]

Could you maybe draw tim with bart, cassie and connor in your shifter au?

done and posted <3

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