#walks around in circles

[floralpotions]

thinking of making a selfship server, & by selfship server i mean mutuals server. on discord

[dreamspiked]

leaks/spoilers/everything you could be warned about under the cut. a lot of this is just speculation and i'm sure a bunch of shit will be revealed next patch but hmmm

start off by saying i am still...confusion. like, i was not at all expecting gallagher's character to go that route, especially since they made the guy a four star but he's apparently way more involved than we thought. i'm also...holding out hope he's not just a big spicy evil guy with a vendetta against the family, but if what he said about the original watchmaker and how they were outcast, he might be.

second, shout out to @dupliciti/rath for always sharing theories and info with me, they made me aware of a fact last patch that gallagher has a lot of ties with mythus/the enigmata, which is a non-playable path in game. i didn't know that until rath told me so, now you know too.

apparently in the original script/other language versions, in that last confrontation between sunday and gallagher, sun calls him an 'enigmata goon', which further implies his ties to a different aeon than the harmony.

what does this all mean you ask?

honestly, you got me. if we can take anything gallagher says at face value, which based on enigmata pathstriders purposely trying to muddle history and language, i don't think we can but whatever; if his 'betrayal' and mikhail's death and all that felt personal, or he was slighted by this new watchmaker, i can see him trying to destroy 'the family' from the inside, and break the veil that is penacony. i also think, in my heart of hearts, he knows he's not really killing people, as it's been established you can't truly die in the dream world, but he's trying to force that perfect harmony to shatter and destroy penacony by making people 'wake up.'

how does he control the meme death? no fucking clue.

i find it telling that both times you mention gallagher to other members of the bloodhound family, they don't seem to know who he is. the very first time, when we were with firefly, the two members that cornered us only recognize gallagher vaguely by what he wears, and how it "probably is the boss" or something to that degree. and in this update, gallagher is RIGHT THERE investigating and the guy flat out asks "who is gallagher?"

it brings me to a bit rath shared with me that i find incredibly important to further shed light on what gallagher's motives could be:

Where the History Fictionologists are devoted to the mystification of history, the Riddlers are obsessed with destroying the certainty of language. Words used to express meaning are gradually obfuscated in the mouths of the Riddlers. They deconstruct texts, abuse metaphors, change word orders, tamper with semantics, and transform an otherwise precise language into something beyond recognition. There is evidence that History Fictionologists are a group of Emanators that were enlightened by Aeons. They often plunge into the sea of stars alone, traveling planet to planet with the sole purpose of fabricating, obscuring, destroying, and erasing the local history. History Fictionologists believe that the past determines the future — when a civilization's history is definite, its future development is doomed as all possibilities are eliminated, leaving only a sad and rigid path forward. In order to save these worlds from the sad fate of objectivity, History Fictionologists consider Enigmata as their only creed and are determined to shroud the universe in mystery.

if this were true, gallagher is most likely??? i think??? trying to avoid history repeating itself with mikhail's death and betrayal of the family by obscuring what happened in any way he can. but that's an incredibly loose theory that i would struggle to hold water with. he could just be taking this all personally, something about the "broke my spine and pulled out my teeth" bit to sunday makes me feel that gal might not have been as 'ok' with his exile as he says he was. in one of his character stories, he reminisces about the golden years when he longed for freedom, which makes me think he was originally a prisoner on the planet before they found out about the dreamscape and fought to free themselves. which would mean he's very old, and very tired.

i ALSO bring up the leaked lc that saffron showed me, which appears to be previous members of the nameless sharing a drink with pompom. one of those members looks suspiciously like gallagher, just younger. and rath brought up a great point regarding the invitation for the nameless, how it's hidden message or "distress cry" was tuned specifically to the train's frequency. how would someone on penacony who supposedly has never been on the express know the exact frequency of the train?

just more food for me to chew on.

[beebfreeb]

To all my long-term followers: You have to look through all of my art and deduct exactly what's wrong with me. I know you can do it by now.

[avicecaro]

now i don’t want to sound crazy ladies but do you think it might have lost steam because it literally no longer has even a vaguely defined purpose. it has no goals or ideals maybe. it feels empty and meaningless because it doesn’t actually stand for anything this time. an incompetent rapist won over an extremely qualified woman with no scandals to her name, and they decided it wasn’t the time to organize against misogyny maybe. do you guys have any demands or

[rimatsu]

setting pessimism aside to daydream about my ideal bucktommy makeup scenario and i just... keep oscillating between buck extending an olive branch and tommy reaching out first. there's merit in both. yes i'd love for buck to discard passivity and fight for this salvageable relationship — for buck to look tommy straight in the eyes and tell him that his sharp edges and his vulnerable insides don't make him any less deserving of love. that he's not blinded by the excitement of novelty or misguided admiration — even without the full picture, buck has seen enough pieces of the puzzle that makes up tommy's whole to know that he loves the entirety of him, unspoken faults and past sins included. that buck can't guarantee forever but he sure as hell can try to build the sturdy foundation of a shared life based on the hope for more. that sometimes you just luck out on the first draw and there's nothing wrong with good fortune.

but it would also be extremely healing if tommy knocked on buck's door to chase after his own second chance. to say "i want you more than i'm scared of hurting" when buck asks him what's changed in 4 months — because tommy would rather live with scars than be haunted by regrets and what-ifs. because buck is worth the risk of never recovering from having loved him

[hydrus101]

i love you transgender allegory John Doe i love you

[morriemonnie]

My design for the couple of besties :9

[thatonebluedog]

Cod dude

[cierv-o-robot-o]

This is like the second coming of christ to me

[tezzbot]

Like there's the first chapter with like 3 scenes that still need to be connected and with no ending, heres the label for where chapter two needs to go, one sentence which would be the beginning of a scene for chapter three, an entire scene that should be like nearer the end of chapter three once the whole things written out, a sentence I thought would be cool to fit in somewhere but I'm not sure where yet, an unfinished scene from WAY later in the fic as a whole, again 2 parts that need to connect to that unfinished scene that only have like 3 lines written, a random sentence, another part of a random scene, and another, part of a dialogue between two characters, a label for what would be the second fic of the series, label for chapter 1 with nothing underneath it, The End Of Chapter 2 and The Beginning of Chapter 3 bc they fed into each other, a label for what would be the THIRD fic in the series, the label for chapter 1, once again with nothing underneath it, chapter 3.

I love writing fanfictions because with how my process is it looks like the scrawlings of an insane person GHJFHGD

I should really block out a plan so I can figure out how to puzzle piece all these together LMFAO The Sketch Of The Fic if you will

[sporesgalaxy]

and another thing about sanji that no one talks about is that his attempted sacrifice at the end of thriller bark was different from zoros and thats why zoro stopped him. zoro and luffy have a unique perspective on their own mortality we've been shown where theyre both totally unbothered by the prospect of dying for what they believe in, but also they are never planning to die. Blackleg "tell Luffy he'll have to find a new chef" Sanji was planning to die. That's why Zoro wouldn't let him do it.

[a-fast-rebloger]

RIP to Elphaba and her water allergy I know she would've loved to walk barefoot around a creek

[anticidic]

The fact that Dazai named Atsushi's ability makes me wonder if Dazai named his own ability No Longer Human. Especially the fact that he knew he had his ability since at least before 14.

A 14 year old not thinking of themselves as human. His life had barely begun at that point and he already thought so little of himself.

[capricioussun]

Just wanna say?! Though I never check consistently I am Always thinking about UF Papyrus Monday. I think 'man, is it Monday yet? I wanna see my guy...' and then get so busy with work come monday!!! So :) thank you for everything ig

Aaa that's so sweet of you to say!!! And also so real, he is Always on my mind as well ✌️😔

^ I'm showing him all the nice comments and things ppl have said about him, he is surprised and a little overwhelmed!

Special shout out in particular to @/fluo-skeletons for starting it all by wishing a happy uf papyrus monday randomly in that one server, if it weren't for that I would probably...well, I'd still draw uf papyrus too much but there wouldn't be an established schedule that we can celebrate together <3

[morriemonnie]

love is all you need! 💌 (i love you Cupid Sprout)

[beaujester]

jb licking cake off of phoebe's face