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Only thing keeping me sane 2night is V1 + coming to terms that Mr. Istvan Alchemy Stars is a fucking dad in spirit. Sir stop calling Navi young man I can only be a man enjoyer so much........
#not art#howls like a wounded animal...........god.#tucks myself into bed with silly thoughts about silly men and women and monsters#wakes up and never speaks of them again unless it's through the means of a screenshot /hsrs#fruit moments with hex
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aftercare w/ riize
this is my first post yayyy!! i'm marina and welcome to my blog! i'm happy ur here :)
shotaro
he would help with cleaning up, but only like⊠the bare minimumđ
if he was rough with you then he wouldnât let you get out of bed and instead heâd bring back a towel and some water so you donât have to move
whether it was intense or not though, he would always be so gentle when cleaning you up. has at least 12 different ways to ask âare you okay?â and you bet he uses all of them every time. he hates the idea of accidentally hurting you without realizing so he always checks in with you
speaking of checking in, heâs definitely asking for feedback afterđ but itâs always in the form of teasing. âyou sounded so pretty screaming my name, do i really make you feel that good?â (he also asks questions just to fuel his ego)
has a thing for kissing your shoulder once heâs done and he needs to kiss your bare skin before getting you a clean shirt (that definitely belongs to him) or heâll get poutyâonce, youâd gotten dressed before he could get his kiss and he made you take off your shirt againđ
but despite all his sweetness, that is the extent of his cleanup. would rather die than change the sheets. if theyâre actually unusable, heâs taking them off, covering his mattress with a blanket, and leaving everything else to deal with when you two wake up
euseok
SUCH a gentleman oh my god, heâd be a dream
probably rougher during sex but the second youâre finished itâs like a switch flips, suddenly he exists only to care for you and is prepared to travel to the ends of the earth to make you as comfortable as possible
if you shower, you wonât have to lift a finger, heâll wash your hair for you and massage your shoulders. if you donât, heâll clean you up with a towel and rub lotion into your skin (itâs calming enough to send you to sleep more than once)
he feels like he canât rest until he knows youâre feeling good, even if that means fighting his own tiredness to do so, which is both a blessing and a curse because he never lets you give him the same treatment unless you like⊠fight him over it (youâve only won 2 times, once after heâd come back from traveling for two weeks so he was clingy and tired, and again on his birthday)
but heâs similar to shotaro in the sense that he is so so gentle when he touches you. i think heâd love to just constantly let his hands wander, fingertips brushing over your bare skin like heâs saying âi love youâ with his hands
sungchan
this mf is passed the fuck out as soon as youâre done đ
but i think it mostly comes from the fact that he tends to accidentally overexert himself during sex without realizing. poor baby doesnât realize his stamina isnât as high as he thinks it is
he likes making you cum at least twice every time, even if it means denying his own release until youâve already finished, so he unintentionally overstimulates himself every time
crying in bed is probably common with him tbh (the thought of him feeling so good heâs literally in tears actually drives me insane)
cums so much. like so much. orgasm denial + massive cock (we all know it) = so so messy. cleaning up would probably be a nightmare, especially since heâll be too fucked out to move, much less help, so sometimes you make him wear a condom for the sole reason that you donât feel like putting yourself through cleaning him up by yourself
on the rare occasions when he doesnât immediately fall asleep he would still be super tired after. the two of you would take a shower together and youâd have to wash his hair for him while he just holds you in his arms and tries not to fall asleep on your shoulder. heâd also be really clingy, but thatâs a thought for another day
wonbin
pillow princess will be a pillow princess⊠this man is NOT moving
he would also want you to be the one to clean him off (princess treatment) but he wonât fall asleep. he likes to watch you and he always has so much love in his eyes that it almost makes it worth it to be in charge of cleaning up by yourself (almost)
but if you have to change the sheets afterâhe definitely loves messy sexâhe will help you with that, you just have to give him at least 15 minutes before he even considers getting out of bed
he wouldnât be exhausted after like sungchan, i think heâd recover after a bit of a break and then have enough energy to strip the sheets and start laundry, sometimes even make a snack or meal for the two of you, he just needs some time to regain energy
sometimes heâd cook something or take a bath together, but his favorite thing to do is always just getting back in bed and cuddling. the conversations yâall would have during late hours⊠he always makes sure you feel safe with him and is a very attentive listener, no matter how unimportant the topic of conversation might seem
seunghan
likes to care for you, but wants to be done as soon as possible
he falls somewhere between shotaro and eunseok when it comes to how much effort heâs putting in. he loves making you happyâhe loves loving youâbut heâs going to do just the necessary steps because he wants to lay back down with you as quickly as he can
another big post-sex cuddler, itâs necessary to him. heâs a very touchy person all the time, heâs always got an arm around you or hugging you from behind, and that energy amplifies whenever you two are alone so he canât keep his hands off you for too long
totally gets distracted at least 4 times because âjust one kissâ always leads to ending up back in bed tangled up in each other until you remind him that you still need to change the sheets. without that reminder he for sure would forget entirely and probably fall asleep
sohee
to him, aftercare is a two person event. but he sees it as less of a task to be completed and more as an extension of sex, like itâs a part of the whole experience for him
he gets very giggly, a lot of big smiles and cheek kisses. he loves washing your hair for you and gets so so happy when you return the favor.Â
after your shower you always do each otherâs skincare and it takes twice as long because he keeps stopping to kiss you (âyour chapstick tastes better than mineâ)he sees aftercare as something just as intimate as sex, just in a different atmosphere, so all his tender touches and soft words are just as special and give just as much effort (and boy does he deliver every. time.)
anton
another one who will take on all the work so you wonât have to move. any complaints will be silenced with a kiss (but just as you start getting into it he breaks away with a cheeky smile)
he really likes holding you
 heâll hug you into his chest while you wait for the shower to warm up
heâll stand behind you and wrap his arms around your waist to rest his chin on your shoulder while watching you comb your hair
once youâre both back in bed best believe he is not letting you out of his arms and will start whining if you even try pulling away
i feel like heâd mess up your hair (just a little) when youâre in the middle of combing it out just to get a reaction out of you, but every time heâll just cup your face and his smile is SO big and then itâs impossible to be mad anymore
#riize headcanons#riize smut#shotaro smut#eunseok smut#sungchan smut#wonbin smut#seunghan smut#sohee smut#anton smut
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hiii do u think u could write something where maybe bakugo has been stressed lately. never yells at his so, treats them so good but one night after a stressful day, heâs dreaming and his hands burn up a little while heâs holding their waist, and burns them and he doesnât wake or anything and they try to hide it from him, he finds out and is like super upset at himself and is distant etc hehe :,-) i rlly like ur writing so iâd be excited if u got to write something like this or anything in general
omg omg this is such a great idea!
youre cooking dinner when you hear the front door swing open.
âhi, honey!â you call to him, ready to switch off the burner so you can give him a welcome home kiss.
in return, all you get is a sigh as he sits on the couch.
âkatsuki?â you call as you turn the corner from the kitchen to the living room.
you see him, head in his hands and still in his hero suit.
you walk towards him and thread your fingers through his hair, pulling his head toward your stomach.
normally heâd wrap his arms around your waist and nuzzle into your stomach.
but today, he got news that he was being sent on a mission to canada for three months.
away from you.
away from his home.
away from everyone.
and if accepts it, itâs practically a guaranteed job offer to being the number one hero, his dream. though, it would put a large rift in your relationship as he wouldnât be able to contact you in any way.
he stands from his spot on the couch.
âuh, iâm gonna shower. need to think for a minute.â he says, giving you a lifeless peck to your temple before he turns to leave.
youâd be upset, but he seems stressed. so instead you decide to throw pyjamas in the dryer for him so theyâll be warm once heâs out and start plating dinner.
you set the table before hearing the water shut off.
âack!â you yelp, running to grab his pyjamas from the dryer.
âhey katsuki?â you call to him, knocking on the door.
you see his pretty face, ridden with stress as he opens the door.
âhm?â he asks lowly.
despite his worry, you still smile at his tired eyes and soft voice.
before you speak, you press a sweet kiss to his nose and watch his eyes flutter shut at the contact.
âbrought you warm jammies.â you whisper, kissing his nose again.
he sighs against you before opening the door wider and bringing you into his arms.
âhi.â you whisper.
âmm.â he grunts, but you know he means âthank you, love youâ.
you pull away after a minute.
âget dressed, dinners on the table.â you smile.
he nods and you head back into the kitchen.
the two of you eat dinner in silence while he thinks to himself.
âwhatâs on your mind?â you ask as the two of you wash the dishes.
he sets the final plate into the cupboard and clears his throat.
âjust work.â he says.
âhmm. iâm sorry baby boy.â you coo, dragging your nails up his arms.
he groans, leaning back into you.
you hug him from behind, reaching your hand under his shirt and brushing against his abs soothingly.
âyou gonna tell me specifically?â you ask softly.
he sighs and straightens up.
ânot until i decide what to do.â he replies, turning in your arms.
you smile sadly and take him by the hand into your bedroom.
âsleep on it then?â you ask and he nods.
as the two of you get ready for bed in silence you wonder what has him so stressed out.
if he couldnât save someone he would be more upset and he wouldâve told you.
if there was a deadline coming up for his report of a scene he wouldâve worked on it today.
if he was being sent on a mission he would be happy.
unless?
âcome to bed.â katsukiâs call for you interrupts your thoughts and you shut the bathroom light off before climbing into bed with him.
you stroke his cheek affectionately.
âyou sure i cant help with the decision?â you try one more time.
he grabs your palm off his cheek and presses a kiss to it.
ânot this time, sweetness.â he replies.
you sigh but nod nonetheless before turning away from him.
he wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you close, pressing kisses to your shoulder.
âi love you, katsuki. i know youâll make a good decision.â you smile, turning your head to him.
he smiles sadly in return and presses a kiss to your lips, the first of the night.
it continues for minutes as he conveys every emotion within him.
his stress.
his love.
his anger.
his sorrow.
and you take it all, drinking it in and calming the storm brewing in his mind.
âi love you more.â he says.
you grin sheepishly and press a final peck to his lips.
âget some rest, kay?â you smile and lay your head on his arm.
âalright.â he says back, arms tightening around you.
as the two of you sleep, your mind is calm, full of white noise of love and laughter. while katsukiâs mind is plagued with darkness, storms returning with fury as he fights to make the right decision.
katsukiâs ferocious dreams bleed into yours as you feel white hot pain on your torso.
you open your already tear filled eyes and see katsukiâs hands burning into your flesh the same way his dreams burned yours.
you swallow a cry, a shout, you wrangle yourself out of his arms and throw yourself onto the other end of the bed.
you see your katsuki, eyes still closed, brain still unconscious, as he burns himself now.
âkatsuki! katsuki wake up, baby. youâre burning yourself!â you shriek.
âkatsuki!â
his eyes snap open and his quirk deactivates immediately.
âfuck! iâm sorry.â he apologizes for scaring you.
âdid you hurt yourself? let me see!â you cry, lifting his shirt seeing the minor burns on his skin.
âshit⊠i really liked this shirt.â he attempts to joke but you huff and glare at him.
jumping out of bed you grab his hand and start pulling him to the bathroom.
âi need to clean your wounds.â you mumble.
he follows and sees your charred shirt.
âdid i hurt you??â he asks, worry laced in his tone.
âiâm fine, you just got my shirt.â you lie, turning on the bathroom light.
the two of you step in the bathroom.
âsit on the edge of the tub. whereâs the first aid kit?â you say looking around the room.
he sits silently while keeping his eyes locked on your torso.
you open the cupboard under the sink and find what youâre looking for.
you walk towards katsuki while opening the first aid kit and ruffling through it while mumbling to yourself.
when youâre in arms reach his hands grab the back of your thighs.
your mumbling ceases and the bathroom goes quiet.
setting the first aid kit on the toilet you thread your fingers through his hair similarly to when he first came home tonight.
âdid i burn you?â he whispers, restating his question.
âno, katsuki. i told you, itâs just my shirt. letâs get you clean-â youâre forced to cut yourself off as he lifts your shirt and sees the nauseating burns on your torso.
his breath hitches and you look down to see tears falling from his eyes.
âitâs not your fault.â you rush to tell him.
his eyes look to yours.
those glossy, heart shattering eyes looking to you for guidance, for an answer.
âitâs not your fault.â you repeat.
he looks back at your burns before his eyes return to yours.
âi burned you.â he whispers, voice cracking.
âyou were unconscious.â you whisper back, leaning down to press your forehead to his.
âitâs okay. itâs okay. itâs okay.â you repeat as your arms wrap around his head and his face finds the junction between your neck and shoulder.
his sobs begin to fill the bathroom and you hold him and repeat to him.
âitâs okay. itâs okay. itâs okay.â
ten minutes later heâs calm enough.
âyou going to tell me what has you this worked up, now?â you ask.
âthey want me to go on a no-contact mission for three months. in canada.â he whispers, numb from his crying.
you kiss his dried tears and he allows his eyes to fall shut.
âif it means you get that number one spot like youâve always dreamed then we can get through it, katsuki.â you say.
âiâm not going.â he replies, snapping out of his numbed stare.
you blink at him.
âwhat do you mean? this is your dream and iâm going to support you every step of the way.â you smile.
âiâm not going.â he repeats as he grabs your hand and pulls you through the house.
you follow, confused.
âkatsuki??â
âiâm taking your ass to the hospital.â he says, tightening his grip on your hand.
âweâre getting these burns treated.â he grabs his keys and opens the front door.
âiâm going to work ten times as hard.â he pulls you out the door and to his car.
âiâm going to be the number one hero.â he opens your car door and helps you sit.
âand iâm going to do it all right here. with you.â he confirms, grinning determinedly at you.
a bright smile takes over your face as you grab his cheeks and kiss him sweetly.
âi love you.â you whisper.
âi love you more and iâm sorry i burned you, baby girl. never again, okay?â he says, pecking your cheeks repeatedly.
you nod in affirmation and he closes your car door.
while he walks to his side, he takes in the fresh air for the first time since he felt the crushing weight of the rift between you and his work life.
#bakugou x reader#bakugou fluff#bakugou x yn#bakugou x you#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugou katuski x reader#bakugo x reader#bakugou katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugou x reader#bakugo katsuki x reader
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ony is the best baby daddy like he just has that energyyy đ«
rightttttt like he gets the kids on time and if heâs late he will always let you know. he knows how to do his daughters hair and always makes sure his son has a haircut. his kids are always dressed nice and he always makes sure theyâre taking care of each other as well as taking care of their beautiful mother.
he still finds himself looking out for you too, always telling the kids to âorder sum for mommyâ when he takes them out to eat or to âalways make sure mommyâs not working too hardâ. even on days he isnât supposed to have them heâd gladly take them if you were feeling overwhelmed. if youâre feeling sick heâll literally sleep at your house, soup and medicine sitting on the coffee table in front of the couch as he slept just incase you were to wake up in the middle of the night.
heâd constantly âforgetâ money at your house after he leaves too, telling you to âjust get yourself sum niceâ. if you give the money back anyways heâd give it to his oldest child, telling them to put it in your wallet for him.
when itâs his weekend with the kids heâd call you every couple of hours to let you know he has everything under control since he knows how worried you could get when you havenât heard from him i awhile.
he always speaks highly of you to the kids, telling his daughters stories of when the two of you were young and in love and telling his sons stories of how strong you were for him when he couldnât be strong for himself. your kids would honestly be what got the two of you back together. theyâd constantly tell you the stories their father would tell them, reminding you of how happy the two of you used to be and making you realize that you didnât even know why the two of you called it quits in the first place.
as soon as you called ony heâd answer on the first ring, throwing millions of questions at you since you never really called unless he had the kids. youâd shut him up by asking if he could come over to talk for a little in which he replied almost instantly with a yes. heâd be over there in less than fifteen minutes letting you lead him to your bedroom to talk just incase your kids came downstairs for some water or a late night snack.
of course the two of you didnât get to talk for more than ten minutes, his dick shoved deep into you as he held his hand over your mouth. âshhh mama you gotta be quiet. ion want you tâwake the kidsâ heâd whisper, fucking into you deeper as he watched your teary eyes roll to the back of your skull. youâd mumble back a muffled âmhmâ as you felt the pad of his thumb begin to circle your clit. youâd whine and moan for him loader and loader, turning him on to the point where his grunts and groans began to come out at a higher volume as well. soon enough the both of you were deep in bliss, fucking on each other just like you used to. youâd tell him how much you missed him and how youâve never stopped loving him and heâd gladly say it back, deepening his stroke as he left passionate kisses on your lips.
as the two of you finished ony would lay you back down, letting sleep claim you as he moved towards the door to check on his little angels. as soon as he turned the doorknob loud shuffles could he heard from the hallway, the sound of a bunch of feet running towards one of the bedrooms and little whispers of âsh sh shhâ and âbe quietâ coming from it as he made his way down the hall to check on his âsleepingâ children. he couldnât help but smile when he seen them cuddled up together on a large blanket of the floor, some of the smaller ones in bed with the oldest. they had different rooms, but chose to sleep together often since they were all so close.
ony couldnât help but notice the small smiles on each of their faces, nothing but excitement and joy rushing through them as they thought about how happy much happier their parents will be now that theyâre together again.
i didnât even mean to write this i just let my brain leak all over the placeâŠ
#aot x black reader#onyankopon x black reader#onyankopon x reader#onyankopon x black!reader#aot onyankopon#onyankopon smut#aot onyankopon x black reader#onyankopon x black y/n#aot onyankopon x black y/n#aot onyankopon x black!reader#aot onyankopon smut
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masterlist wips last updated march 25
alexia putellas
a cure for frustration p1 make it better p2 -smut
do you want my attention? -smut
do you need me? p1 just admit it p2
tease p1 tease p2 -smut
love you anyway p1 i love you... it's all i can think p2 let me show you p3-smut
trying to be cool about it p1 we donât have to talk about it p2 i can't hide from you like i hide from myself p3
waiting room p1 sheâll be the best you ever had if you let her p2
didn't mean to forget you
something isnât right, babe
give you my sunshine, give you my best
got love struck went straight to my head p1 what if all i need is you p2 smut
who could stay?
talk more
didn't think that through smut
birthdays are supposed to have surprises p1 i'll be whatever you need p2
stuck with me
echoes of her
you come back with gravity
miscommunications + conversations
say it again smut
rather be anyone else
please smut please part 2
i always know what you need smut putellas!reader
when i break, it's in a million pieces chap 1 shining just for you chap 2 all i do is try, try, try chap 3
young, drunk, and alone
i'll make it through the winter if it kills me p1 i'll angel in the snow until i'm worthy p2
ona batlle
you don't have to pretend with me
that night was a mistake
that night was a mistake
is this a mistake too? [smut]
i want to be here.
pay for your crimes
the great war
sweet dream was over
it was war it wasn't fair
burning embers
maybe it's the past that's talking... screaming from the crypt
we will never go back
claudia pina
resistance & persistence
always will
misa rodriguez
to the brink
no one speaks to you like that
snapped snapped p2
jenni hermoso
homecoming
cata coll
prove yourself
leah williamson
ACL tear #4, ACL couple #2 p1 matching injuries, matching fits p2 you could see the best of me p3 smut
leila ouahabi
can she make you feel like I do? smut
patri guijarro
like you mean it p1 i know you can p2 smut
ingrid engen
i wake up screaming from dreaming
engen!reader solstrÄle engen - family line
all that i did to try to undo it
all of my pain and all your excuses
ingrid engen x mapĂ leĂłn x reader
don't doubt us
always want you
you arenât a choreâŠ
all the same
alexia putellas x jenni hermoso x misa rodrĂguez x reader [aka the orgy fic]
just let go
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
barca femeni x reader
you can let it go p1. you talk of the pain like it's all alright p2. you can start a family who will always show you love p3. one step forward and three steps back p4.
don't tell Leah
pop back up p1 key to recovery p2
i can take care of myself
no one should be alone on christmas
worry about them p1 learn your lesson p2
always enough for us
don't you trust me?
wrong.
adrenaline junkie p1 with a high comes a crash p2 aftershocks p3 crumbling under pressure p4
i don't know why i am the way i am
you can face this
screaming underwater p1 wavin' from the shore p2
arsenal wfc x reader
i could change up my body and change up my face
don't let this darkness fool you
you canât keep secrets from us
who I write for
alexia putellas
ona batlle
mapi leon
ingrid engen
mariona caldentey
patri guijarro
claudia pina
leah williamson
alessia russo
leila ouahabi
jenni hermoso
misa rodriguez
jana fernandez
I would say that this isn't like a full list because I feel like i'm forgetting people, but also just ask, i'll probably write for a lot of people unless I don't feel like I know their personality at all.
#woso imagine#woso x reader#barcelona femeni x reader#ona batlle x reader#alexia putellas x reader#alexia putellas#ona batlle#arsenal wfc x reader#leah williamson x reader
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Wake Up : A Bat Family One-Shot
âââ
BeepâŠ.BeepâŠ.Beep.
Thatâs the only sound in the room. That and the sounds of the tubes contracting. The room is full of your brothers and father. Alfred had stepped out to speak with the doctors.
Bruce sat in a chair to your right with Damian on the opposite side of your hospital bed. Tim sat like a cat perched in the window seal. Gotham City in her rainy and gloomy glory was just beyond the glass. Though it seem a lot more dim then normal. Jason had snapped and left an hour ago. Dick was in the corner pf the dim room not meeting anyoneâs gaze.
âIâm sorry.â Bruce managed to choke the words out. They were the first words he said to you since you fight hours ago.
You were Bruceâs Daughter, and you too didnât always see eye to eye. But he loved you in his own way only Bruce could understand. He gently pushed a stray piece of hair away from your face.
BeepâŠBeepâŠBeep.
That was the only reply he gotten. He replayed early tonight over and over like it had his parents deaths for many years.
ââ
âAre you fucking serious!â You hissed at him. You glared daggers at your father.
âY/nâ
âNo, you told me the reason you and canceled on me was because of some life saving event,â That was true, Bruce had canceled on her for the millionth time this week alone.
âI didnât lie to you,â he spoke monotonously. âClark asked me to accompany Jon and Damian on a mission.â He took a sip from his wine.
âOh, I forgot your Boyâs clubhouse.â She spat.
â-
Bruce gently brushed your black and red knuckles. He let out a deep wounded sigh. Dick glanced over and narrowed his gaze. âThis is all your fault.â
Bruce didnât meet his gaze. âI didnât make time for her I know that, I donât your in put here Dick.â He said his name so cold it was almost as if that was he was calling him rather than calling his name.
Tim scoffed,âYou both are to blame.â Dick shot his gaze to the college student nearly giving himself second degree whiplash.
âAnd what do you mean by that,Timmy?â The older man gaze never leaving the younger one.
âWe all know Bruce blows everyone off unless itâs about the mission. You just do it because you donât care about anyone but your Team or your girlfriend.â
Dick stares down at his brother and crosses the room some heâs with earshot of him.
âTim thatâs bullshit and you know it,â he tries to keep his anger in but itâs simmering and he could pop at any giving moment, âI do my best to be there,and yes I can be everywhere at once but I do try. At least I try to be.â
The room felt silent again with everyoneâs on the comatose girl. The fight between them feeling as though it dismissed itself within seconds. Dick shoves his hands in his pockets and turns on his heels.
âIâm gonna go to the cafeteria, Iâll be back.â No one stops him. The door shuts softly and the only sound is the machines and the rain on the window.
A knock on the door brings everyone back to earth. Itâs Alfred. âThe Commissioner is here, he needs a moment with you Master Bruce.â
Bruce excuses himself and leaves the room.
ââ
Jason takes a long puff and the smokes leaves his lips. He looks toward the city through a rainy night. The red light the hospital cases a highlight on his face.
He blew up on Bruce twice tonight, not that he didnât feel that it wasnât necessary he did. But it didnât change the pit in his stomach, nor the smells of gasoline, burning rubber, and metal.
He remembers everything.
ââ
âYou avoiding me too?â He turns to the doorway of the library. You walk into the light of the fireplace.
âNo but I donât have any interest in spending the night in my old room.â He fired back turning the page of his book and placing a bookmark in it before standing up.
She shakes her head at her big brother. âForgot, if Iâm not apart of the missions you guys forget about us on the surface.â
He clicks his tongue and huffs,âNot like that.â
She shakes her head and grabes his plate and mug. âSure itâs not, we used to hang out but now that I do go out anymore itâs like Iâm a ghost to him. You too.â
Jason doesnât meet her gaze right away. âIâm not talking to Daddy Bats right now. I only came because Golden Boy wouldnât stop blowing up my phone. I just got back from Columbia this afternoon. Iâm just tired is all. Iâm free in a day or two.â He rubbed his face and turned back to her.
âForget it Jason, rain check.â She mumbled and walked out the room.
ââ
Jason puts out the smoke and stomps on it before pushing his shoulders away from the hospital and heads back inside.
ââ-
Dick sat at table in the corner in the cafeteria. He took a sip of his coffee which tasted like old dirt water. Then again it was 1 am.
He throws his head back rubbing his temples trying to massage away his stress to no avail.
He gets to his feet and leaves and heads down the hallway. The rush of the hospital in full swing. Doctors getting paged, the sounds of nurses making rounds, phone lines ringing,etc.
He took a sit in the main lobby. He closed his eyes for a moment thinking about the last time he spoke to his sister. It was growing on three weeks.
ââ
âSo??â
Dick woke up from dosing off. He rubbed his eyes and sighed.âSorry itâs been a long 24 hours.â He sighed and scratched Haleyâs head.
âI can tell, youâre not sounding like yourself.â He picked up the phone and walked into the kitchen opening the fridge. Itâs only contents being a Chinese takeout container, a pizza box that he got earlier, two cans of diet soda, half a case of beer and three water bottles.
He takes a water and downs it. âTell me about it and with this mission around the corner I need to get some rest but I doubt it.â
âWhat mission?â
Dick stopped in his tracks. He hadnât told anyone but Barbara and Bruce that he was leaving for San Francisco in the morning to meet with the Titans.
âI heading back to the Titans, we have to head to investigate a lead.â He almost whispered the last part.
The line was silent for a moment. âAnd how long will you be gone Dick?â He couldnât make out her tone but he could tell she wanted a different answer that what he was going to tell her.
âA month maybe less maybe more I donât know until I get back.â
âSo youâre not coming to graduation then.â She said a little more with intensity.
He sighs,âLook Iâm sorry I know I havenât been aroundâ
âThatâs an understatement.â She cuts him off.
He rubs his face,âIâm come to the next event I promise.â
She scoffed,âAnd whatâs that Dickie Bird? You missed Ballet recitals, High School graduation and now college. You missed everything? You and Bruce are not that far apart.â
âThatâs not fair, itâs important what Iâm doing.â
âYou donât miss Damian art exhibition? Itâs or Donnaâs new studio opening. You were there for Bruce for a charity dinner two months ago yet you couldnât bother to call me or even come ten feet to me at the same dinner to tell me you werenât even staying till the next morning to go out like you had planned for months! You donât miss anything for anyone else because theyâll be disappointed,but itâs fine to flake on your sister and Iâm so supposed to be okay with that!â
âIâm so sorry itâs really not like that, look Iâll make it upââ
âDonât bother Grayson, for once in all these years I thought for once you were gonna show up for me. I was wrong.â He could hear the hurt in her voice. Before he could say anything else she hung up.
That was Three Weeks ago and they hadnât spoken.
ââ-
Tim hadnât moved from his spot in the window. He turned back towards the room. Damian was sleep in his chair. He turned his attention to his older sister.
He thinks about the last few hours tonight. How things got so ugly so fast.
â
âY/n, youâre being ridiculous. Itâs a mission in East Asia not strike.â Bruce replied.
She glared at her father. The room was silent. âDo you take me for one of blind followers.â
âExcuse me?â
She leaned down so she was eye level. âIâm not one of your soldiers, and thatâs part of the problem isnât it Father?â
He returns her gaze. âYouâre barking up the wrong tree, I may not always be there for you but Iâm trying.â
She laughes at him, âWhen was the last time you were there for me that wasnât lurking in the shadows, or stopping one of the criminals you created from nearly killing me and thousands of other people.â He gaze never leaving her and his jaw when slack too.
âYou sit there and smile for the news and the rest of the world like weâre one Big Happy Family but we have never been.â
Tim pushes his food with his fork. And sighs. She turns to him, âAnything you want to say Tim, we may as well get everything off our chest.â
He huffs,âNo but this isnât going to change anything. â
She grins,âI agree with Tim.â Jason and Dick stare a look and Damian as long stopped eating and is watching the spectacle.
âYou do?â Bruce raises a brow at her. She nods again. âTimâs right, youâre never going to change until you take your last dying breath. Because God Forbid your kids dying own your watch doesnât register to you that you need to be present more.â
The air in the room was still.
Bruce doesnât look at her. Jason doesnât look away but his plate. Damian squirms in his seat and Dick clears his throat.
âI tried to be there.â Bruce finally speaks.
âBut you werenât, and no one is blaming you for that.â Alfred cuts in hopefully to stop the mess from going any farther.
She huffs,âNo but I least that would change your perspective of only throwing yourself into harms way every damn night. All of you, itâs like you all donât even stop to think about yourselves.â
âSister we are all trained, even yourself.â
âThatâs not the point. Iâm not saying youâre not capable,â she tone softens,â Iâm saying that most of the time you remember that and thatâs all that matters. You donât think what happens if you miss step, you underestimate the villains next move, or what the consequences are for you charging into a mission without a second thought.â
Bruce leans forward,âI know what the stakes are. You donât think I donât know what happens if I donât stop and think about that. You donât know anything about what I do at night, the were a child and didnât want this life for yourself.â He stood up and looked at her in the eyes.
âI never wanted you to be apart of that life, I know you couldnât handle it.â
The boys turn to look at their sister and Bruce.
âSo you thought that little of me?â Tears formed in her eyes but anger was the clearest emotion across her face.
âI thought you didnât need to do what we do, youâre better at what you do now.â Though Bruce thought he was being sincere his tone was more condescending and cold.
âBruce!â Dick shouts.
âScrew you, you just wanted be to be apart of your image.â
It dawned on him how he hadnât been able to properly communicate to her.
âY/n thatâ
She took off from the table, she grabbed her purse and keys.
âDonât worry Father, I wouldnât want to tarnish your reputation.â She slammed the door and charged to her car. Not once slowing down even with Tim calling her phone multiple times and Damian yelling from the doorway.
She sped off through the gates and onto the road.
ââ
Y/n takes a sharp turn onto the main road and wipes her face with her sleeve. She sob to herself feeling so many things at once.
The sky opened and rain harmed down onto the road. âGreat.â She turned on her wipers and lights and continued driving back towards the city to go to her apartment.
She ignored her phone that wouldnât stop buzzing from calls from her brothers.
She felt like not just Bruce but they also thought so little of her. Maybe thatâs why they didnât want to spend time with her.
She graduated from Gotham University last night with a Bachelor Degree and yet it felt like she was alone. Alfred and the girls came. Bruce had missed the entire ceremony along with Damian. Tim was just landing from attending a business meeting in New York,Jason and Dick already had prior encounters.
She felt like she didnât really feel like she belong with them. She snapped out of her daze and grabbed her phone inside of purse. She answered.
âTim please you guys have got to stopâ
A loud hoar range out and within seconds she looked to see a large truck. She attempted to move out of his way but it all happened to fast. She took a sharp right turn but the truck smashed head on the passenger side door causing everything to feel like a free fall. Her phone, contents of her purse falling all around her. She herself was jerked all over.
The car was immediately crushed by impacted and began to roll and tumble down the hill until it crashed into several trees.
Tim heard the crash and ran downstairs to where is his brother and Father were sitting in the study. By the tears on his face Bruce stood up and was in front of him.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âShe was hitâŠthe truckâŠI-i canât hear her.â
â-
Bruce was racing down the road. Tim was still on the phone but all he could hear was beeping from the car and something tapping.
He stopped with red and blue light came into his view.
The two got out the car but two officers tried to block their paths.
âThatâs my daughter let me through.â He order but the officers tried to keep him through but he managed to push the two men and run towards the site. Detective Montoya was at the scene.
âPlease, how is she?â Bruce asked. Her expression was anything but hopeful.
âI donât know Mr. Wayne I just got here, the Fire Department got her first and are working to get her free. As if on time two paramedics rushed down the side with an Orange board with straps. Moments later the returned with three firefighters carrying Y/n. Cuts, bruised and marks littered her body. Her eyes were black and blue and a tube was down her throat with a brack around her neck.
âIs she gonna be okay?â Bruce asked uneasily.
âWeâre taking her to Gotham General, she stable but we have to go.â The younger paramedic told him. He turned to Tim who hopped in the ambulance with his sister and Bruce backed away slowly as the ambulance rushed down the street with sirens and light flashing.
He made it inside his car followed them.
â-
The first few hours were a blurry, she was rushed into surgery. Tim sat in the emergency room waiting area until Alfred arrived with the rest of the boys and they were taken upstairs to her room where Bruce was already waiting.
45 minutes later a nurse came in to tell them she was out of surgery. Shortly, afterwards the surgery told them the damages she suffered and she would be in a medical coma for a few days to help with the pain and swelling
And that brings us to the present.
Bruce re-entered the room and took his seat back.
âSheâs gonna be okay,right B?â
He nodded. âWe hope so. Sheâs a fighter like us.â He took her cold hand and offered a gentle squeeze. Dick,Jason and Alfred returned as well.
Alfred placed a hand on Bruceâs shoulder,âShe is, and now we have to wait for her to fight her way back to us.â
#batfamily#batboys x batsis#batsis!reader#dc universe#dc comics#dc live action#batfam#batman#dick grayson#gotham knights#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#batfamily!reader
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The scene that needs to be talked about !!!
This scene has my whole heart and soul I am telling you đ„șđ„ș. I don't even know where to begin !
I feel like we truly forget how young Mahasamut is and that it's Tongrak who's the older one but we see a lot of patience from Mahasamut and the bratty side to Rak we truly forget that Mahasamut is just 20/21 yrs old and he is so young đ„ș
(Personally I don't like calling Mahasamut as Mut coz I hate that word and if I do end up calling it's mostly through chat just coz I am lazy to type his whole name or I might just end up calling him Maha đ. Maha means great in a lot of languages but I know it personally coz it also means great in Sanskrit!)
In this scene we start with Mahasamut telling that he has used all his lifetimes luck to have Rak with him đ„ș and one of the things I noticed is how often Maha says "someone like me" đđ for all his confidence there's still a part of Maha that feels like he is not worthy of Rak's attention/affection especially when he believes that he has nothing to give in return đ„ș and when he asks Rak not to leave it came from a moment of desperation but seeing the surprise on Rak's face he takes it back believing he has no right to ask that of Rak.
The shift in their dynamics is so clear in this scene coz we see Rak acting his age by telling Maha to act his age and to just ask and he keeps caressing Maha's face and hair lovingly and I wonder if Rak even realizes hes doing that. đ„čđ„čđ
And the hesitation on Maha's face the clenched fists it all shows the battle that is going on within him that makes him want to just shut down and not ask coz this is a boy who was thrown out by his own parents at the mere age of 15 just coz he shared his love for the ocean and his creatures. He has believed that unless he is contributing useful something to the table he has no right / place to speak his mind about what he wants or needs đ„ș
When he says I have nothing to offer you, I think it was very important that Rak replied back with "I want nothing from you" like it's so important Maha had to hear that from Rak. In that moment all their "transactional" jokes were nothing but dust in the air. For Rak it's a way to tell himself that this connection between them is just coz Rak is paying Maha but everyone but Rak knows that it's not true. These two yes they annoy each other, they banter and flirt but they also have these deep conversations in the middle of the night while gazing at the stars and think "why the hell did I say all that to someone whom I have known for just 2 weeks"
"If I ask and you refuse I might never dare to ask anyone again" it's true you know once we open up to someone and then when they reject or say to that part of us we might never find the courage to be that vulnerable again coz the pain of that rejection feels like a stab to our heart. It's basically telling us that this soft vulnerable part of us is not worthy of love / care. So every time after that even if we want to be vulnerable there's still a part of us that goes " what if history repeats itself again, will I be able to pick up the pieces and go through that again"
The vulnerability in Maha's face as he keeps looking at Rak and tells him that he won't prank Rak or annoy him or wake him up early đ„ș like - "I will do anything as long as you stay" and Rak replying back with "you being you is what I need" Maha needs to hear that - despite being an annoying little shit it is that very same nature that brought Rak closer to him and trust him.
Does Rak even realise how in love he looks here. The adoration and fondness his eyes convey. đ„șđ„ș Their smiles when Rak agrees not to go was so cute and then the kiss attack đđ (reminded me so much of Paisky I am crying more now)
MY HEART đđđ TAKE IT WILL YOU...
I want to give a standing ovation for Fortpeat coz their acting in this scene was phenomenal đđ it was so so good ! Fort my baby you have brought me to tears đđ (is it just me who's thinking Fort cries so prettily đ«Łđ«Ł)
This episode was so wholesome and it was everything and so much more. Fortpeat in vulnerable scenes are a league of their own !!!!
#love sea the series#love sea#Tongrak Mahasamut#fortpeat#fort thitipong#peat wasuthorn#ls ep3#LS meta
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Skz making a bet on you Hyung line pt.2
Pairing: OT8 SKZ x f!Reader
Genre, AU: angst ofc, lovers to exes!AU
Warnings: cursing, mentions of cheating, many mentions of insecurities. I think that abt it
Summary: you happened to learn one day that the never really loved you and only made a bet with the other members to see if you would fall in love with them
A.N: Not proof read at all and this is the hyung line pt.2 to the previous one. Maknae Line pt.2 is coming soon
Parts: Hyung Line Pt.1 Maknae Line
BANG CHAN He didn't even notice you were gone until his call ended. Going around the house, he called your name multiple times. When he got no reply, he assumed you went on a grocery trip. So, he took his time to shower, get dressed and get ready for bed. Before he knew it, he drifted off to sleep.
Chan hated waking up cold. You weren't there beside him. He'd gotten used to always holding you through out these 7 years. He grabbed his phone off the night stand and checked the time. It was already 6:57 in the morning. Not hearing from you at all left him with a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach.
So he immediately dialed your number. It rang once. Then twice. Then three times. You never let it ring more than two times so why weren't you answering? Finally, it went to voicemail. He called a couple more times just for all of them to go to voicemail. He started panicking. It was unusual of you to not pick up his calls unless something went wrong. One more time, just calling you one more time to make sure.
You woke up to the sound of your phone buzzing uncontrollably. Rubbing your droopy eyes, you took your phone and answered it. âHello?â You groggily said.
âY-y/n? Where are you? Why werenât you picking up my calls!? Hello? Y/n?â
The moment you hear his voice, the sleepiness left your body. You stayed silent because you were sure that youâd burst into anger and most likely tears if you tried to talk to him.
âY/n? Why arenât you answering me? I-I-Iâm worried⊠Please just say something. Youâre scaring meâŠâ
You sat up in bed, holding the phone close to your ear. After clearing your throat you finally answered him.
âWhat do you want?â You were right. You were a little too irritated the moment you started talking to him.
âWhat do I wantâŠ? What do you mean!? Iâm worried sick right now because you werenât picking up my calls and you didnât even come home last night. You couldâve at least texted me something, y/n. Donât just leave me guessing of all the possibilities that couldâve happened to you!â He was practically yelling into the phone at this point and it only made you angrier.
âWell, Iâm sorry Iâm not being the toy who sees you as their protector and is so incredibly annoying that you canât say it to her and instead to your fucking friends!â
Chan was speechless for a few minutes before speaking up again. âWhat..?â He said almost breathlessly.
âI heard that phone call you were on.â You began sniffling and the tears began to fall. âYou said that you had fun⊠fun playing with my feelings and making me believe that you were my protector an-an-and how annoying I wasâŠâ You could hear him sighing on the other end and you began to think that he was going to agree with you but he didnât.
âNo⊠no, Baby, you got it all wrong. I-I shouldnât have worded it like that.â He sighed once more. âI was talking about when I pranked you earlier this week. When I pretended that I was dead when you tried to wake me up. And then you began crying telling me how much you loved me.â
As he told you about it, you began to remember. Why were you so stupid? You began grabbing your things and walking to the shared apartment, all while listening to his explanation.
âNow thereâs nothing I can say about the annoying part. But I did say that becauseâ. Wait, you didnât hear me tell himâ never mind. What Iâm saying is that I started the sentence like that because I was saying that it just made me realize all the more how much I loved you no matter how hard it got between us. Because I know these small fights we have between each other and how mad we can get and how petty the arguments are. I just love you so much and the way you cried over me broke my heart. Youâre everything I could ever possibly ask for and Iâm just so graââ
He turned his head and saw you standing in the doorway of the bedroom looking an absolute mess. He hadnât heard when you came in since he was so busy talking to you.
âWhenâd you get here..?â Chan stood up and made his way over to you to make sure you were alright as he checked around your body. He had tears in his eyes. You couldnât help but stare at your boyfriendâs face in awe.
âI-I-I-I thought you didnât love me and I got scared. S-so I left but now everything is making sense and I feel so stupid. Iâm so stupid. I shouldnât haveââ
Chan took you into his arms, muffling your words. âDonât say that. You have every right to think that way especially from what you heard. But donât worry. I love you more than words can express.â The two of you cried into the comfort of each others arms and youâve never felt better.
After tears were dried and things were dealt, Chan looked at you curiously. It made you a bit flustered. âWh-why are you staring at me like that. Want to take your words back now?â
âNo! Iâm just wondering⊠howâd you get here so fast?â
âI-I-I was at my friendâs apartment. Itâs a floor above us.â
He took you into his arms once again, chuckling. âGod, I want to marry you.â All you could do was blush. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LEE MINHO The next day, Minho ran up to you and swung an arm around your neck. You were quick to push it off. He frowned and made a little pouting face.
"What's wrong? Why did you leave without me last night?"
You quickly answered each of his questions. Not wanting to be in his presence much longer. "Nothing. Something came up." You rushed past him and to class. Finals were just around the corner and you didn't have time to be dealing with someone like him.
This was your last year of school. You didnât want the unwanted drama. Youâve sailed through school as a well-natured person, favored by the teacherâs. You didnât want to ruin your reputation now.
But it wasnât as easy as you thought. Minho would continue to bug you in each and every class. No matter what you were doing he was there. Constantly pushing him away wasnât working and ignoring him CLEARLY wasnât working. So you resulted to the only thing you had left, confrontation.
Without second thought, you went straight to him after school and kicked him in the shin.
âOw! Who the fuck!â He quickly turned around to face you as his demeanor slowly changed. âO-oh, y/n⊠Itâs you.â He sounded kind of disappointed if you were being completely honest.
âWhat did you do that for, Sweetheart?â
You rolled your eyes and stormed off. Leaving him to chase after you.
"Woah, woah, woah, hey..." He grabbed you by the wrist and spun you around. "What's the matter?"
He was the most disgusting human being on this planet and you didn't want anything to do with it. It made you extremely irrtated and you didn't want to be there. If anything, his act he was putting up was probably all a part of that sick and disgusting, "joke," as they called it.
"We'll talk about it tomorrow."
That was all you said before finally getting in your car and driving home. You hated that you were such a pushover. You hated that no one coud truly accept you for you. You hated that you were so stupid. You hated that you were so blind. You hated yourself.
You pondered over the entire weekend. Highschool's almost over. It didn't matter now. But to you, it did matter. You weren't going to just let people treat you like trash anymore. You knew just what to do.
On Monday, you came in as a fresh new person. Both physical wise and mental wise. You weren't gonna let people fuck with you anymore. You spent the whole weekend researching on makeup. You already knew lots about fashion. Your closet was already filled with fashionable items, you just weren't sure when to wear them.
With some accents to your school uniform, you looked perfect. Now the problem was the makeup. This wasn't your forte. You've never really used makeup so it was a struggle. But with enough practice, it was almost perfect. Even though it was a struggle, your makeup came out just fine.
When walking in, you could feel the eyes that followed you. It made you super uncomfortable. Maybe you did your makeup wrong and looked like a clown instead of what you intended. Your anxiety quickly built up and you ran for the bathroom. On the way there, you bumped into a wall. Well, a body rather.
The boy gently pushed your body off of his and you were quite dissapointed with the boy you were faced with. It was Minho.
"Woah... miss, are you okay? You should watch where you're going. You're too pretty to be hurt. Are you new here?"
All you could do was scoff. People were staring because you all of a sudden looked beautiful in other's eyes. Even Minho couldn't recognize you.
"It's me, Dipshit."
"Y-y/n?"
You rolled your eyes and kicked him in his balls before leaving the scene. That was the best feeling in your life. Two less problems to deal with. Minho and the judgement of society. Fuck the rest. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SEO CHANGBIN You kept crying throughout the night. It shouldn't hurt this much but you couldn't help the tears from falling. At about 9pm, Changbin knocked on the door.
"Y/n..? I know you're upset with me but please come eat dinner. Please?"
When you didn't reply, you could hear him sigh. It's not that you didn't want to talk to him and that you were ignoring him. It was just that you weren't sure if your mental state could handle that right now. You didn't want to just lash out at him.
There was some clinking and clanking in the kitchen before you heard the front door shut. It made you want to cry even harder. But you were sure that any other girl would do better for him. Than the one who currently had her back against the door as she cried.
You slowly got up and opened the door to see if he really left. It kind of broke your heart but what else could you really do in this situation? You made your way to the couch and sat down, holding your knees close to your chest. The tears were unstoppable and kept coming. It wasn't like you wanted them to, it's just you didn't know how to stop them.
As you were drowning in you sorrows, you heard the front door open. Immediately, your head shot up only to see Changbin standing there with a guilty look and a bouquet of flowers. He stood there frozen in his place.
"Baby, why are you still u-"
"Where were you?" You interceded.
Taking a quick glance between you and the door, he pointed towards it.
"I figured that you'd need space so I went out. Then I realized that you might think something bad about it. Like I'm leaving you or something. So I went to grab some gifts and come back home. So that I can beg you to take me back if you decided to break up with me. If you didn't take me back then I wo-"
At this point, Chanbin was just rambling on and on. You could see how sorry he was and it made you feel like you were a fool. So you ran to him and wrapped your arms around his frame. You cried into his chest not knowing what else you could do.
Changbin was a little to stunned to move or speak for a minute. But he slowly embraced you after setting the roses down.
"Baby... I thought you'd be mad at me." He cautiously stated.
Your lower lip quivered as you replied to him. "I-I am! But just a little bit. I'd rather have you by my side than lose you forever over something silly. Plus it happened in the past and you told me yourself. S-so I guess it makes it a better..."
And at that, Changbin holds you even tighter and lets out a sigh of relief. "I thought I would lose you forever over a mistake, in the past, I made. Thank you for forgiving me." He pressed a soft kiss on your forehead. But you shook your head.
"No, thank you for loving me." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HWANG HYUNJIN After running for a while, you slowed down and began walking. You went to the Han River and took a seat on one of the benches. Checking your phone, to see the battery life was out and decided to take the time to relax. A lot had already been going on in your life. You had just found out that your mother was sick and you didn't want to tell Hyunjin because that would make him worry. You got reprimanded at work for getting an order wrong. Nearly fired because you "didn't know how to do your job right."
It was a stressful day and you just hoped that movie night would make it better. Except it didn't. It made it worse.
Having to find out from Jisung instead of Hyunjin himself really hurt. You knew that Hyunjin would tell you when he was ready. But, you couldn't shake off the feeling that he never liked you, let alone love you, to begin with.
You also knew that Hyunjin loved you and you were just overthinking. But were you? The river was peaceful as is and you didn't want to face reality right now so that's where you stayed.
It wasn't until nearly midnight, did you return home. Upon entering your apartment, you were met with a very distraught Hyunjin. He looked freaked out about something. But as soon as he saw you, he took you into his arms, tightly. He sobbed out onto your shoulder as he said, "thank you," over and over again.
"H-hyunnie..? What's wrong?" You ask worriedly. Yes, you were upset. But seeing him like this did something to you.
"I thought- I thought that something happened to you. You weren't picking up your calls or replying to my messages so I told the boys and other friends we both knew to contact you too, figuring you didn't want to talk to me of all people. B-but then they all said they couldn't reach you either. So I came to your apartment and when you weren't here I got absolutely terrified. What if you didn't make it home? What if you got hurt. What if you got KIDNAPPED!? And that would all happen because I was too stupid to admit the truth. Because I made you angry. Because I made the one person I promised not to hurt, hurt so badly. A-a-a-a-an-and-"
He was terribly hyperventilating at this point so you grabbed his face and kissed him. He immediately softened into the kiss. His breathing got slower and his body began to slump.
You slowly pulled away and gazed into his eyes as you started consoling him.
"Hyunnie... my phone died and I stayed by the Han River. I did not get hurt or kidnapped as you can see. Since, I'm standing right in front of you right now. If anything did happen, I would never let you blame yourself because it wouldn't be your fault. Besides, I love you and I wouldn't want you to live with that."
His teary eyes looked into yours as his lips formed a soft pout. "You still love me?"
"Of course I do. Even if you made a bet on me."
It made him cry even more at the fact that you still had this much trust in him.
"I love you too."
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Out-of-Pocket (Pepe Marti X Reader)
Fandom: RPF/Formula 2/3
Requested: Yeah on Wattpad (ily zep also happy race week!)
Warnings: none.
POV: Second Person (You/your)
W.C. 869
Summary: Out-of-pocket grid walks and podcasts
As always, my requests are OPEN
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The first race of the season was one for the books. The energy was high, the excitement was through the roof, and all of the drivers were ready to get back to racing. As someone with a moto racing podcast, you were having a blast in the paddock. The plan was you were going to do a Martin Brundle-style grid walk, asking random questions to whatever drivers you could find.
âJak!â You shouted, running up to your American friend who was walking with Ollie and Kimi. âCan I ask you guys questions for the pod?â
âDonât say tyre deg,â Jak joked as the other two nodded.
âThat's a tequila shot, Jak,â You laughed. âAnyway, I donât have any on me so, Jak, hypothetically speaking, what would you do if you found a dead body in your hotel room?â
âThatâs so random, but I would call my team, I guess?â Jak responded, confused about where the question came from.
âGood to hear you trust your team, sounds like you guys will have a good year,â You stated. âDoes this mean you are getting along well with your new team?â
âYeah, I love the team, and I think weâre gonna do well this year,â Jak beamed.Â
âThank you, Jak. Now, Ollie,â You moved the microphone over to Ollie, âYou hit me as the type of guy who needs beauty sleep.â
âWhere is this going?â He laughed.
âWhy is it called âbeauty sleepâ if you wake up looking like a hot mess? Iâve seen the LAP videos, and you donât look very beautiful when you wake up,â You teased him.
âOh youâre one to talk,â He gasped in disbelief, âAs if anyone in your opinion looks good waking up unless theyâre Pepe!â
âHey, no need to call me out in my own podcast here!â You jokingly scolded. âI ask the questions. Now, why is it called âbeauty sleepâ if you wake up looking like a hot mess? I need to know.â
âMaybe itâs not about physical beauty and more about mental beauty,â Ollie quipped. âEver think of that?â
âNo, I did not Aristotle,â You replied sarcastically. âThank you for bestowing your great mind upon us, oh great one.â
âWith pleasure,â Ollie jokingly bowed as he left to follow Jak.
âKimi! The new man on the block! Tell me, how many pennies do you think would fit in your car?â
âAt least five,â Kimi answered immediately and seriously.
âFair point, thank you,â You replied just as seriously as you moved on to your next target, running after him. âDennis, do fish drown?â
âNO!â He shouted, started by your sudden appearance. âNo, I looked this up and drowning is inhaling water. Fish breathe water, so unless they stop moving and water blocks their gills, they can't drown, but they can suffocate on water.â
âDamn, thanks Bill Nye the science guy,â You said sarcastically as you moved on, beelining for one of your favorite F3 drivers to ask questions to. âSebastian Montoya, I have a question for you.â
âI love these,â he said to himself before leaning into the microphone and shouting, âHi Pod!â
âDonât! Iâm the star here,â You joked. âAnyway, if you punch yourself in the face and it hurts, are you weak or strong?â
âNeither, youâre gullible,â He answered.
âOh, that's a dollar word, look at you go!â You chuckled as you moved on once again. This time you ran into a world champion. âFernando! My favorite Spanish driver!â You shouted as you ran over to him but not before whispering into the mike, âLies, Pepe is my favorite.â
âWe all know Pepe is youâre favorite, no need to flatter me,â He laughed.
âWell, at least weâre all on the same page,â You dismissed. âIn your opinion, what is the worst mode of transportation?â
âRoller skates,â He said after a moment. âThe ones with the wheels in a line.â
âWhat do you have against roller blades, Nando?â You chuckled, genuinely curious.
âI just never learned how to ride them,â He laughed.
âFair enough, thank you!â You said as you heard back to the Campos garage, knowing Pepe was probably finished with his interview by now. You saw him sitting on the couch in the driverâs room that he shares with Isack, scrolling through his phone. âAnd here we find the friend of the show, Pepe, in his natural habitat; hiding from everyone.â
âYou do know I can hear you,â He chuckled, not even looking up from his phone.
âOh shit, I thought he was deaf,â You whispered into the microphone, but still loud enough for him to hear. You moved into the room and sat beside him, leaning into his side. âI have a real question for you.â
âSomething tells me itâs not a real question, but go on.â
âHow does it feel to be in a relationship with the most out-of-pocket moto racing podcaster on the planet?â
âWouldnât change it for the world,â He replied as he placed a small kiss on the top of your head. âYou should talk to Clement to get on Screaming Meals. I bet that would be the most chaotic episode ever.â
âDonât give me any more ideas,â You groaned. âAlso, Iâm trying. James said no.â
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Nanami using his "christmas present" in a very rough way!
Warnings!; MDNI this is literature porn, if you lie and read santa won't give you any nanami present đ , reader doesn't have an specified gender/genitalia , dom!top!nanami Ă sub!bottom!reader , facefucking , spankings , no foreplay , rough , angry!nanami , gift wrapping tape , dirty talk + degradation
Having a joyful christmas shouldn't be that hard. Waking up next to your boyfriend while his protective embrace covers you from the coldness of the morning, get ready together for the night, eat some KFC's chicken for dinner and then open up your gifts.
Your lovely man got you everything you were asking through the year. Every single jewelery, perfume, bag, shoes, clothes... Everything was there in their respective bags under the tree, who could be the luckiest lover in the world if it wasn't you? With a man like Kento, that was unbeatable.
Then Kento asked for his presents, you bought them, of course, his presents were hiding under your shared bed, why? Well, you decided to play a little prank to him, silly you.
The prank was to, flirtatiously, undress yourself to reveal a nice gift wrapping tape enveloping your naked body.
â "Here is your present!"
â "... Only that?"
To say that you blood run cold when you saw Kento's displaced expression was short to describe it. But he wasn't just displaced, no, Kento was enraged and we all know how blood-curdling that is. He spent so much money in those presents for you and you only got him what he can take every day he wants? Unreasonable, stupid even.
How ungrateful you are.
Kento got up from the couch and, even before you could reveal the prank, he grabbed your hair with one of his hands, pulling your head back as tight as he could for you to face him. â "What do you take me for?". More than offended, Kento sounded genuinely hurt by your "present".
You tried to speak again, of course, but this time his fingers in your mouth were more than enough to make you shut up. â "I don't want to hear anything from you tonight, I really don't want to..." . He took his fingers from your mouth and started to unbutton his pants, â "But if I got nothing else... then I'll use my present as much as I want. Get on your knees, now".
A mix of terror and eagerness ran through you as your body obeyed the words of the man you love the most, knees on the carpet, face up and mouth wide open, you even had the decency to stick out your tongue for him. It didn't take long for Kento to take his thick length out of his underwear and slide it in one single thrust all deep down to your throat, his hand taking place on your hair once more.
Thrust by thrust, Kento made it obvious for you that neither your constant gagging nor the lack of oxygen you were getting was going to stop him from using your mouth.
His growls and soft sighs decorated the living room of that peaceful home, accompanied by sounds of his balls hitting on your chin and your own gagging sounds. â "This is what you wanted, isn't it?.. Hah... Whatâ ngh-! did you expect after disappointing me likeâ ah! like that?!"
But it wasn't enough to satisfied himself though.
Kento took his manhood out of your maw just to push your body against the couch, forcing your face down while your back arches. His palm smacking your ass sent a chill through your spin, but you couldn't savor the pain before another slap was send by him. Just like a naughty kid, you were being spanked for your bad behavior towards your loving boyfriend.
â "How ungrateful and foolish you are". Kento never used to be this rough, never calling you mean names unless you asked for it, never treating you with hate. Deep down you know that if he was actually hurting you, he'll stop, although... why could you him to stop anyway?
Kento stopped the spanking treatment for you to press yous head on the couch. You felt how he simply spat on your hole just to slide his throbbing shaft with a single thrust, the pain was unbearable at first, and Kento knew that because one of his hands moved to your hip to start rubbing it, that was his way to comfort you despite all his mood.
Once you got used to his size, because Kento still waited for you to feel comfortable, your inner walls became the victim of a delicious assault that was leaving your mind and senses all numb. â "Is this what you wanted? Ahn... Mngh-ph! Having this filthy hole filled with your boyfriend's cock? Huh? So greedy...". His movements didn't do anything but increase in force and roughness.
Your moans filled up the silence of your home as Kento's groans and sighs accompanied the melody of your screams drowned out by the cushions while the creaking of the chair marked the pace of this symphony that your bodies played.
It took a few minutes to feel the tickling sensation in your belly anticipating the culmination of your torturous pleasure while Kento's thrust erratically hitted your most sensitive spot. You couldn't see him directly, but by closing your eyes you could clearly focus on the mental image of your boyfriend's face as he's about to cum as well.
Small drops of sweat falling from his hair as this sticks on his forehead, his teeth clenching his jaw as the his heavy breathing leaves his nose. That focusing expression that he makes when he's avoiding himself to cum so quickly with a small frown and his eyes closed.
It was too much, Kento always make you go crazy for him and visualizing his expression of pleasure, while your body is focusing on the sensation of his manhood sliding in and out from you as his hips hit your flesh, just made easy for you to reach your peak. You didn't want to cum that fast, you wanted this moment to last, that was until Kento started to show his real voice, â "Mmm-ahh. A-aahh... Darling! I'mâ nnhg! going to... to cum! Haahhh!".
Pure and loud moans of pleasure chime your ears, that was enough to make the orgasm hit all your body and make you shake. You could feel Kento's cock twitching inside of you as his fingers squeezed your hips tightly. It was marvelous.
Kento's thick cum fell from your greedy hole to the floor, running down from your thighs. Just like you, he was catching his breath before sliding out of you and slowly sitting back on the couch, his expression changed from a irritated one to a bitter one. â "Did you seriously not buy me a present?". Kento asks you with a obvious angry pout on his lips, how adorable.
You couldn't help but smile softly and move your body slowly, with Kento's help, to sit next to him.
â "Your presents are under the bed, I just wanted to play a little prank on you".
Your boyfriend's eyes lit up in realization, he looks at you now all embarrassed for how he reacted. Kento instinctively holds your hand as he looks down ashamed.
â "Can I... go and take my presents?" Is he really asking you permission for that? Obviously you didn't say no and as you took off the uncomfortable gift wrapping tape from your chest, Kento came back with 5 gift bags and a gleeful smirk.
To compensate all the damage caused, Kento cleaned all the kitchen and living room and also carried you in his arms for the rest of the night, because, poor you, who shouldn't move your legs for some brutal assault... That in his words, nevertheless, you were more than happy to spend the next hours in your boyfriend's arms, watching some cheesy american christmas movies and grabbing some snacks together.
fun facts with miss bibi ! for the ones who don't know đ€âïž
in japan, christmas is more a valentine's day snowy edition, so you can perceive the christmas spirit more from the young couples (and the kids, of course). that's why a lot of people spend their christmas with their partners, unlike us who usually spend it with our families.
also, due to the arrival of many new brands from overseas to japan and thanks to an excellent advertising team, it became a tradition for the japanese people to have kfc as their christmas dinner since the 80's.
that's all folks!
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Hiya! Saw you took requests. :3
How about Astarion noticing the reader not getting any rest and risking their health due to them trying to research how to help him walk in the sun again? Nose buried in books, looking for any spell or legend so to speak. I'd doubt he'd want to see his love push themselves to the limit for his sake.
Sorting out old requests!
Very self-indulgent since I am working my ass on art projects and I really need someone to carry me to bed.
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Exhaustion
You want to sleep. Your eyes hurt, and you barely feel your legs. You have no idea what time it is outside, but it doesn't really matter.
You just need to sleep.
But no, you can't. Your whole mind is hyper-fixating on your research.
There must be speeches and projects to let Astarion walk in the sun. Maybe there is even a way to make him mortal, to return to him what was taken, what he was robbed of.
Just a hint, just a hookâŠ
Something that can lead you to answers.
"Love, come here," familiar hands lay on your shoulders. Astarion is clingy like a stray cat who has been finally adopted. He never lets your hand go when you travel; you sleep in his arms (or he sleeps in yours), and wake up to his kisses.
He is always around and you are surprised his presence is never too much.
"Come on, please," he nibbles your ear, forcing you to shiver.
"I am almost done, Astarion," you mutter.
Astarion places a kiss on the nape of your neck. Somehow, it's not sexualâjust a tender touch.
"Please," he whispers. "Come and get some rest."
You shake your head. You need to finish reading, you need toâŠ
Suddenly, Astarion pulls away as if you slapped him. You notice panic in his crimson eyes. His posture is stern, and his fists are clenched.
Oh no.
You sometimes forget his mind doesn't work as it is supposed to. He mistakes silence for hostility, a pause for hatred, pleasure for pain, and pain for pleasure.
You've been ignoring him for a few hours, and his brain was torturing him with fear and loneliness.
He thinks he's made a mistake.
Mistakes mean torture.
He turns around and disappears into your shared bedroom.
"Astarion!" You jump on your feet and follow him.
The thick curtain is half-open, letting sunlight inside the room. Astarion sits in the dark corner where he observes the light, but not being exposed to it.
"Love," you whisper, approaching him. "I am sorry. I've been carried away."
He chuckles. "Well, you need some time alone, I should understand it."
"It's not that," you tug him, and Astarion puts his head on your chest. "Love, I've been hyperfixating, that's all. Sometimes I just get carried away."
"So, is everything all right?" He asks.
"Of course. I would have told you."
He smiles and you expect his arms to wrap around you, but instead, he pushes you away to the sun.
"Sit there," he says. An order, not a request.
You oblige by allowing the sun to wash your skin.
"Listen," he finally says. "I know you want to help me. You want to save me. But we don't have much time together. I don't delude myself. Unless you are turned into a vampire, and, gods, I wish you never have to go through the same shit I have to; you are mortal. Don't waste your time."
"But I am not wasting it! I am..."
Astarion leans to you and you are afraid he will get burnt.
"You are. You don't sleep, you don't eat. Your blood is that of a sick person. You are looking for a remedy, and I wish we find it someday, but I don't want you to pay for it with your well-being."
He approaches the window and closes the curtain, blocking any light. Then he lifts you in his arms and carefully puts you on the bed.
You allow Astarion to undress you and then put you in warm blankets.
"You are going to sleep. As much as you need."
"Will you be here when I wake up?" You pout, as slumber takes you.
"Of course", he lies beside you. "I will always be here, my love."
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Iâm back again with another rec list!! This time, Iâll be focusing on ostensibly lesser-known long ficâfor my own organizational purposes, this means a word count of (approximately) 20k+. I will be including WIPs this time around, but theyâll be clearly indicated at such. Recs are divided into two categoriesâcanonverse (including slight adjustments to it) and alternate universe. All fics are Hannigram unless otherwise noted.Â
Please be sure to heed all archive tags and warnings! Hope you enjoy, and donât forget to give the authors some love!!
Dolce Far Niente by @avegetariancannibalâ [E, 20k]
Hannibal and Will have many, many sweet things to say and do to each other.
Technically this is part of a series, but I found it reads perfectly well on its own! 20k of Will and Hannibal being soft, sappy, and incredibly in love post-fall. A little domestic fluff, a little vacationing, and a little smutâthe holy trinity tbh.
The Fall, The Flood, The Flight - Hannigram by write_starlight_riots [T, 24k]
Hello! :]
This is mainly the manifestation of a very indulgent inspiration/daydream/thought experiment that seeks to explore what immediately-post-fall Hannigram would be like. And I mean /immediately/.
Also inspired by @/threadsoflacee on tumblr!
Iâm a sucker for hurt/comfort, sickfic, and vulnerability, and oh man does this fic deliver! The boys are hanging on for dear life as they fight to take care of each otherâs wounds while struggling through their own. Both of them are absolutely hamstrung by their injuries in the most delicious ways, and we also get some wonderful ~feelings~ drama and realizations mixed in with it all. Very visceral and desperate in the best of ways.
Io by cuspid [M, 24k]Â * WIP
"You look tired, Will. Why don't you rest? I promise I'll wake you if anything should happen." "It's already happening," Will said, and Hannibal's smile widened.
On the way to the cliff house, Will begins to feel unwell.
SUCH an amazing A/B/O AU! Will presents as omega and goes into his first heat while he and Hannibal are driving to the cliff house. cuspidâs writing is STUNNING, and Iâm particularly enjoying the way they weave omegaverse into the universe, including the cultural and language differences they include when we get Chiyohâs POV. It really feels like an intrinsic (and very NBC Hannibal) part of the universe, and they fit it flawlessly into canon. Speaking of, they include some fantastic Chiyoh POV as well as POV from an original character who I fell in love with instantly. Amazingly hot, fantastic characterization, sexual tension... 1000/10 highly recommend. Last updated June 29, 2023.
The Rules of Disorder by @lestatdelioncourteâ [E, 53k] * WIP
He is falling...
Will Graham falls off a cliff in the arms of Hannibal Lecter, finally accepting the darkest parts of himself. He wakes up, uninjured and in Hannibal's bed in his old Baltimore house. Confused, Will quickly realises something is wrong and has to navigate a new reality: one where Hannibal Lecter is not a killer, where they have made a life together without any of the familiar horrors. It is his ideal world...isn't it?
Iâm definitely a sucker for parallel universe/time travel nonsense, and this fic doesnât disappoint!! Itâs so heartbreaking and hopeful and bittersweetâWill finally gets everything he could have had, only to realize itâs not the same as what he wanted at all. Very investing, emotionally rewarding fic! Definitely feeds my hankering for angst while not being one-note painfulâitâs got that delicious balance of comfort and pain that I canât get enough of. Last update was June 2023.
Honzen RyĆri by @terminalfidsâ [E, 54k] * WIP
"I have never felt as alive as I did when I was killing him," Will admitted in a whisper, and it was true. His skin ached with it, felt like he might simply burst from it. It wasn't enough to contain him.
"Then you owe Randall Tier a debt," Dr. Lecter mused softly, still holding on to Will's hand as he cast a glance over the corpse before them. "How will you repay him?"
"I want to skin him," he said after a long moment, dragged out until he could feel Dr. Lecter's emotions swallow his own with anticipation. The man's feelings were bombastic. Loud and inescapable when he let them fly free on his face. It was easy to submerge himself in it, mirror it, until Will felt more of Dr. Lecter in his head than himself. Dr. Lecter wasn't a psychopath. He was more emotionally alive than anyone Will had ever met. He just also happened to be able to act as cruelly as though he felt nothing at all but cold curiosity at the simple flip of a switch. "I need the- the parts. I want to build him a monument. Do you know a place where I might do that?"
For the second time since his release from the BSHCI he thought that Dr. Lecter might kiss him. He told himself that he was relieved when he did not.
Canon-divergent from Naka-Choko. Picked this fic up soon after it was first published my god did I enjoy it!! The very first scene had me head over heelsâitâs beautifully written, delightfully intimate, and has just the combo of hurt/comfort, inner conflict, and turmoil that makes me drool. Iâve loved the little changes terminalfids has made to canon so far, and the way theyâve echoed or adapted canon scenes and lines in new, appropriately divergent contexts. Really fantastic characterization and POVs from both charactersâI love the insights we get from each of them and am SO excited to see how it all turns out! Last updated on February 2024.
A place you can never go by @det395ââ [E, 84k]
When things donât go according to plan, Hannibal makes a wish. He finds himself a year-and-a-half in the past and seemingly given another chance with Will.
His feelings about the situation only get more complicated when he realizes he may not have completely lost access to his old timeline after all.
A Digestivo canon divergence.
I have never ever felt so emotionally conflicted (/positive) while reading a time travel/parallel universe fic! Jen writes these characters beautifully and captures their pain so well. I love the way she uses the memory palace throughout this, and I was hanging on every word. Absolutely stunning fic that has become one of my all-time favorites. She also has written two DELICIOUS timestamps/accompanying one shots, which are part of the same Ao3 series as this fic.
The Storyteller by @gzdacz-writes-ficâ [E, 188k]
Hannibal has little choice: to eliminate the threat he presents, he must stand by and let illness consume Will Graham. But the brighter Will burns, the more the delusions of his inflamed brain begin to spill onto Hannibal's world, until the boundaries between the real and imagined become faint - and something Other slips through.
Canon divergent from partway through season 1. I will rec this fic until Iâm blue in the face. It starts out /painful/âHannibal lets Willâs encephalitis continue on unhindered with some truly devastating resultsâand continues on a slow, emotional, bittersweet train that incorporates some truly lovely character moments, some great catharsis, and an incredibly engaging surreal/magical realismâstyle mystery. Fantastic writing and characterization, incredibly engaging through and through. HIGHLY recommend but be prepared for the road to be bumpy! Thereâs a lot of caretaking and recovery both mental and physical, in addition to some emotional turmoil đ„°
Callinâ Anybody, Can You Hear Me? by nobetterlove [E, 19k]Â
Daring to take an Introduction to Visual Arts class, a completely blind Will Graham ventures into The Walters Art Museum for an assignment. While taking the narrated tour, Will isn't prepared for the heavily accented voice flowing through his speakers, flawlessly describing the art that brought each piece to life. Though it was hard to believe, love at first listen sat at the back of his mind.
Two years later, Will visits the museum every other Friday, fixated on both the voice and the beauty and knowledge his favorite museum had to offer. With the right connections and a true talent, Will scores a gig playing for the museum's latest exhibit reveal. When a recognizable voice makes the opening presentation, Will is overwhelmed with feelings and dreamed up possibilities. What happens when the voice becomes a real person, who finds Will just as interesting?
Or - the one where Will falls in love with Hannibal's voice before ever meeting him.
A really lovely piece! The characterizations ring so true to me and I love this portrayal of blind Will Graham. The author does a wonderful job with Willâs inner monologue and really beautifully portrays his perspective and interaction with the world as influenced by both his blindness and his Classic Will Graham character that weâve all grown to love! The first meeting between Will and Hannibal is so heartwarming, sweet, and charmingly fluffy, and their relationship blossoms quicklyâweâre treated to some really lovely dates that beautifully capture that honeymoon-stage flutter and fondness, and thereâs a lovely navigation of their mutual loneliness that definitely hit home for me. Though this fic itself is technically complete, it does end on a cliffhanger meant to be picked up by a second installment of the series. If you end at the penultimate scene, though, it can be read as a complete work!
Songs for the End of the World by th_esaurus [M, 20k] Will Graham/Abigail Hobbs/Hannibal Lecter, Will Graham/Abigail Hobbs
When the infection hits, swift and relentless, turning men into monsters and the world into a wilderness, Will Graham is one of the few who doesn't run. He's lost his wife, he has no colleagues, and Abigail Hobbs has been a ghost for such a long time; the only person he has left in the world is sitting in the dank cells of Baltimore Hospital for the Criminally Insane.
Waiting for him.
A TLOU-inspired post-canon AU written before s2 aired. Really beautifully written, fantastically emotional and heart-wrenching piece that kept me engaged all the way through to the bittersweet end. The characterizations are so good and the prose is amazingâhighly recommend! For those who donât normally read Will/Abigail or Hannibal/Abigail, it is present, but I think even those who donât normally find that to be their cup of tea could enjoy this piece! There are a few very brief sex scenes between Will and Abigail (really no more than a few lines) but itâs the intimacy and distance and horror and love between the three of them that really shines through!
oh, give no faith to show by videcormeum [M, 25k]Â * WIP
âTry to relax your shoulders. Be one with your body, do not fight it.â
Atoms separated them. Will swallowed. With a deep, steadying breath, he allowed his shoulders to drop. It felt better, the pull at his muscles easier. His chin lifted naturally. Projecting to the balcony.
Hannibal smiled. âThatâs good, Will.â
Dancers are dying at a local ballet company. With local law enforcement convinced it's an inside job, promising FBI agent and ex-dancer Will Graham is sent undercover to investigate. When he meets renowned ballet dancer Hannibal Lecter, it becomes clear that the investigation will be anything but straightforward.
Yes, you need to read a Ballet AU. Trust me. The whole cast is repurposed here as part of the ballet company (except for Jack Crawford, who remains with Will in the FBI camp), from dancers Zeller and Bev to ballet master Hannibal, choreographer Chilton, and Madame Du Maurier. The piece is really delightful and full of emotion, old trauma, and sexual tension while also delivering some really fun company bonding and banter. Really lovely piece, especially for anyone with any interest or experience in dance or performance! Last updated May 2021.
A Trip for Biscuits by anothersummerday (M_hys_a) [E, 26k]
In late summer 1936, Bedelia du Maurier's traveling circus is plagued by a series of murders, and Will Graham begins a brief but passionate affair with a man named Roman Fell.
Wow, a delightful read all the way through! The circus aspect itself doesnât play too bigâwe donât see any performances, so it mostly serves as a backdrop that provides a really lovely traveling outcast feeling. We get an encephalitis-era Will analog here, grappling with having killed Hobbs and facing his canon-typical nightmares and sleepwalking, and then Hannibal, using the alias Roman Fell, shows up smack in the middle of all of it. Delicious repurposing of canon dialogue, lovely cameos and supporting roles from characters like Margot, Reba, Dolarhyde, and Peter, and just really smooth, engaging writing.
climb into your shell of grief by skellytons [T, 37k]Â * WIP
"There is... a distinctiveness to the way that you carry yourself, Will. It is familiar in people like me and unfamiliar in people like them." Hannibal looks up at the sky, reading the stars. "And people cannot trust what they find unfamiliar."
"Well, what can I do about that?" Will scoffs, feeling quite lost indeed.
"You say you have this man's address."
"Yes."
Hannibal holds out his hand, palm toward the calm sky, "May I have it?"
Will has never been one for support groups. He hadn't planned to stay for long. And then he heard Dr. Lecter speak.
Retired FBI agent Will Graham finally gives in to pressure and attends a grief support group, and one of the members there immediately catches his attention (three guesses who that is). This is definitely a heavy one, so check the tagsâlots of angst and hurt/comfort, and the focus really is on Willâs grief and trauma, the background and details of which are fed to us just a little at a time, enough to whet the palate but not give you the whole picture right from the start. Itâs also got a fun mixture of canon characters, who poke in from the sides, and unfamiliar ones, who serve as a pleasant, not-at-all distracting backdrop for Will and Hannibalâs interactions. Last updated May 2024.
give it to the dirt by @ropertplantâ [E, 132k] * WIP
Hannibal gets called in to consult on his second FBI case after The Minnesota Shrike; a string of murders connected to New Orleans. While heâs there, he meets a very interesting tour guide for the city.
They talk. They argue.
And they have much more in common than they may realize.
This is the Hannibal we know from canonâChesapeake Ripper, psychiatrist, consultant for Jack et al back at the FBIâput up against the Will we know in spirit, if not in exact circumstance. Will has remained in New Orleans and works as a tour guide, living in isolation on the swamp with his seven-plus dogs. There is so much to love about this one!! The characterizations, dialogue, and banter, for one, are delightful and so striking. We get a delicious helping of smitten Hannibal, bitchy/abrasive Dark!Will, delightful inner conflicts, sexual and romantic tension, some hilarious peeks at Team Sassy Science, and more. There are some INCREDIBLY fun and incredibly hot scenes, and thereâs great humor throughout along with some really well-done sweet moments. This one absolutely consumed meâonce I picked it up I couldnât put it down! Last updated July 2024.
Symbasis by @bloodripelivesâ [E, 126k]
Anabasis: a journey up away from the coast, cf. Xenophon, Alexander. Katabasis: a journey towards the coast, or, descent to the underworld, cf. Persephone, Orpheus.
The world is being torn apart and remade. The ripper of Carthage thinks to help with the tearing; a desert prophet is ready to be remade.
REALLY fantastic Historical AU that starts out at the end of Alexander the Greatâs siege of Tyre, where Carthaginian Hannibal son of Lectis happens to have been stuck along with the rest of his envoy for the past seven months. Meanwhile, this version of Will (Weldjebauend, or Wel for short) is an Egyptian priest of Ammon-Re; heâd been found in the desert when he was a child by Joh (Jack), another priest of Ammon-Re, whoâd taken him under his wing and brought him into the priesthood. Willâs encephalitis-induced hallucinations and empathy are repurposed into visions and knowledge sent by the gods, Hannibal is a hoplite soldier as well as a murderer whoâs got a blood feud to avenge, and some of our favorite minor characters are woven in throughout, including Beverly (Bacaxa), Jimmy (Jason), and Brian (Briarios). Thereâs A LOT of history in this, and Alexander the Great and the historical happenings that go along with him definitely do not take a backseat. Itâs a bit of a slow burn leading up to Will and Hannibal meeting and getting to know each other in any capacity, and itâs an enthralling rideâteiâs writing is fantastic and the characters are absolutely engaging from the very start!
#mine#mine: fic rec#hannibal#hannibal fic#fic rec#i keep waiting to post this so i can add more onto it which is dumb#bc at this rate i'll never post it LOL#so anyway here she is#might do a poll eventually to see what my next fic rec flavor should be...
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Love
Summary: Buck shows up at Reader's house in the middle of the night and soon makes a confession that sparks joy in her heart.
TW/CW: Evan "Buck" Buckley x Reader, Fluff
Requested?: No
Word Count: 1,138
A/N: I finally started watching 911 again and here we are.
--- Your POV ---
I roll over in bed for the umpteenth time, still scrolling through TikTok. I pause the video for a second thinking I heard something. Holding my breath, I listen carefully. I hear a soft thud and a few footsteps which causes my heart to leap into my throat. As quietly as possible, I step out of bed and grab the baseball bat tucked between it and the side table. I carefully and quietly make my way to the kitchen, bat held high ready to strike. As I round the corner, the intruder jumps, âWoah, woah! (Y/N) itâs me! Donât swing!âÂ
I drop the bat to my side and breathe a sigh of relief, âBuck? What the fuck are you doing here?!â I had given him a key to my apartment a while ago in case of emergencies but here lately, he has been using it just to come over and say hi or hang out when he couldnât sleep. Even still, he usually lets me know ahead of time.Â
He shrugs, âBeen tossing and turning all night.âÂ
Still confused, I tilt my head, âNo text? No call?âÂ
He scratches the back of his neck, suddenly turning around to tend to something he had brought with him, âI didnât wanna wake you. I know you havenât been sleeping well.âÂ
It occurs to me why he had turned around so abruptly, âI-Iâm gonna go put pants on,â I stutter out, looking down at my oversized hoodie and lack of pants.Â
As I turn to leave, he responds, âY-yeah, Iâm gonna... make some coffee.â I shuffle to my room and retrieve a pair of sweatpants before tugging them on. I throw my hair up in a messy bun as I shuffle back to the kitchen. Buck is watching the coffee pot fill up and thereâs a bunch of Chinese food laid out on the island.Â
Buck notices my reentry as I take a seat on a barstool, âWeâre you hungry or something?âÂ
He looks over his shoulder at me, shrugging, âI couldnât decide what I wanted and I figured youâd be hungry when you woke up.âÂ
âSpeaking of waking up, I havenât been able to sleep either,â I jump as a bolt of lightning emits a white light through the window and thunder crashes soon after, âbecause of that bullshit outside.âÂ
Buck turns around, handing me a mug of warm coffee, and nods, âYeah, itâs been keeping me up too.â He makes his way over to my side and takes a seat on the other barstool. Together we consume nearly all of the buffet he brought and soon weâre plopping down onto the couch, having decided to watch a movie. As Iâm scrolling through Netflix, I feel Buckâs eyes on me.Â
I look over at him and he immediately turns his attention back to the screen. âWhat? Do I have food on my face or something?â I ask, turning back to the TV.Â
âN-no,â he replies quietly.Â
I toss the remote onto the coffee table, forgetting about the movie, and turn my body to face his, pulling my knees to my stomach and tucking my feet under me, âWhatâs wrong, Buckaroo?âÂ
He shrugs, âJust been thinking a lot lately.âÂ
âThatâs a first for you. Donât hurt yourself,â I tease with a giggle.Â
He finally looks into my eyes with sadness etched into his features, âToo late.âÂ
My brows scrunch together and I frown, âWhat do you mean?âÂ
His gaze drops to his lap as he fiddles with his fingers, âIâve caught feelings for someone but Iâm almost positive they wonât feel the same way. Not to mention itâs not a good idea for me to date them; I donât wanna risk them getting hurt.âÂ
I pat his shoulder, âBuck, Honey, Sweetheart,â he looks up at me, âFirst of all, you never know how someone feels unless you ask. Secondly, anybody would be insane to not feel the same and lucky to date you. Finally,â I place my hand on his forearm, âwhy do you think theyâd get hurt just by being with you?âÂ
He ponders for a moment, âI mean, my job comes with risks. There might be a day where I donât come home from work and she gets a knock on her door from the LAFDâŠâ he trails off.Â
âBuck, you canât go through life afraid to do something just because you might die⊠When you love someone, you walk through life side by side no matter what might come,â I state gently, rubbing small circles into his arm with my thumb.Â
He stares at his lap for a few silent minutes. Just as I take a breath, about to speak again, he takes my hand in his, âWhat if Iâm scared of losing the friendship I already have with her because she might not feel the same?âÂ
I feel my cheeks heat up as he stares into my eyes. My heart skips a beat thinking he might actually be talking about me. I swallow those thoughts as I reply, âBuck, if sheâs truly your friend, you wonât lose her. Itâll be something the two of you need to discuss thoroughly but if she values her friendship with you then Iâd hope sheâs smart enough to work it out.âÂ
He takes a deep breath, never breaking eye contact, â(Y/N), do you value our friendship enough to work it out if you donât feel the same as I do?âÂ
I smile softly at him, trying not to get my hopes up, âOf course I do, Buck. I value our friendship above most things.âÂ
â(Y/N), Iâm in love with you,â he blurts out, looking away to fiddle with the string of his hoodie this time.Â
I place my hand on his cheek and nudge him to look at me. Upon making eye contact, I confess, âIâm in love with you too, Buck.âÂ
The smile that arches across his face is so bright even the flashing lightning outside couldnât compare. He leans forward, placing his forehead against mine, closing his eyes, âWill you be my girlfriend, (Y/N)?â I nod happily and he takes the opportunity to kiss me. Unfortunately, our sweet moment is short lived as thunder booms outside.Â
I jump and glare at the window, âWay to ruin a good moment, Mother Nature.âÂ
Buck laughs, pulling my attention back to him, âI know you got beef with her and all but letâs just drown her out for once, yeah?âÂ
I nod and curl into his side as he retrieves the remote and begins scrolling through Netflix once more. I glance up to see a smile still plastered on his face, a smile that mirrors my own. When he first started talking, I was scared I was losing him but now heâs mine and together weâll take on the world.Â
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the fellowship of the ring and how they are on a night out drinking (obvs tw for alcohol mentions!)
Aragorn;
likes a range of different drinks but tends to stick with beer
normally the most sober in the group, unless its just the three hunters, in which he is smashed to prove a point to gimli
drunk crier when hes alone
designated driver (arwen ends up picking them all up most of the time anyway)
holds his alcohol like a champ, never once seen throwing up even after the craziest nights
gets crazy hangovers though
Legolas;
loves a good fruity cocktail or wine
though he'll drink pretty much anything
and i mean anything. you could hand this elf a mixture of beer, moss and horse hair and he'd down it with an 'aight bet'
stomach of steel
somehow still pristine even after way too many shots to be healthy for anyone
only gets drunk on elf wine
hangovers? what's that?
the type to wake the others up at 7am the morning after to make him food
Gimli;
similar to aragorn, likes beer but will drink anything as long as its alcohol
gets WAY too into drinking games, one tease from a hobbit or elf and suddenly theyre 5 pints in
does not hold his alcohol that well, no matter what he says
passes out at a certain point and does not move for at least 10 hours. like he becomes a whole rock. just there. one time sam freaked out because he thought gimli was dead
wakes up in pain but soldiers through, makes THE best hangover pancakes
Boromir;
cider enjoyer
normally one of the more sober of the group at the start, then the first to descend into madness
is the one to suggest they play the drinking games, chaos unfolds
always ends up being dared into something dumb, later denies this
eggs the others on, also later denies this
wakes up with a killer headache
'im never doing that ever again' proceeds to do it again
'ill take this one easy guys' spoiler alert he does not take this one easy
offers to carry the hobbits home, they make it one street before getting picked up by the others
Frodo;
likes a good old pint from the green dragon
honestly anything thatll get his mind off of Things
happy to just sit and watch the chaos
gets weirdly philosophical after a few too many, dont let him near legolas they will start speaking in riddles even gandalf is lost on
always prepared with hangover remedies bilbo recommended him
Samwise;
the sensible one
also likes a variety of wines
likes to sing songs with everyone
gets anxious over getting too drunk
doesn't really know whats going on is just here to be with his friends and have fun :)
makes sure everyone drinks plenty of water and gets home safe
if he gets REALLY drunk he might cry over his potatoes. dont worry though, mr frodo, he knows just how to grow more even better next season
Merry;
another who'll drink literally anything, though he has lots of opinions and recommendations on what the best brands are
gets louder the more he drinks, especially once the songs start
him and pip are a 2 hobbit band, once they start a song theyre off.
on the tables, singing and drinking with a full planned dance routine to match
loves a good gossip, shares all the tea from the shire
do NOT let him and pippin start with the shots it will not end well for anybody
is one of the drunkest and yet never gets a hangover
Pippin;
drinks whatever the others order
a very giggly drunk
tries to sneak in a few pranks, always gets caught but no one really minds
plays all the games, sings all the songs, is just there for a good time
first to start singing, the first to get up on a table
needs to be carried home, will collapse laughing at some point and not get up
avoids the hangovers by just sleeping for hours and hours, always mia until the next evening after a night out
Gandalf;
prefers his pipeweed to drinking
though hes been seen with a glass in his hand at more than a few events
only person im the fellowship whos seen him drunk was pippin, who witnessed him shove a wild squirrel up his hat before winking and running away
everyone thinks pippin is joking, except legolas who's just been around long enough to think 'yeah that checks'
pip now has a phobia of squirrels ('but merry, what if he enchanted them!! what if he has a secret squirrel army!!')
#lotr#lord of the rings#lord of the rings headcanons#lotr headcanons#lotr fellowship#the fellowship#the fellowship of the ring#aragorn#legolas#gimli#boromir#frodo baggins#samwise gamgee#merry brandybuck#pippin took#lotr shitpost#lotr memes#tw alcohol#tw alchohol mention
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[continued from here] [first post for October 18th] It may be Shinji who has more of a way with words between the two of them, but Akihiko has always been the one who fills their silences. Shinjiâs the kind of guy who would rather listen than talk, unless heâs really got something to say. So naturally, that means it falls on Akihiko to break the silence theyâre mired in now, as well.Â
But he just canât bring himself to do it.Â
It isnât that he doesnât know what to sayâ he can think of plenty of things that he should say right now. The issue is whether or not he can. He tries a few times to speak up and feels bile rise in his throat instead of his voice.Â
So he chokes it down and theyâre left withâŠnothing. Nothing besides the scorched atmosphere Akihiko left in his wake.
Maybe it would be for the best if he leaves. Maybe getting away from here and taking some time to calm himself down is the better option, even though heâs loath to think about parting ways with Shinji on such an awful note. Even if it should only be temporary, how can he be certain it will be? How can he know for sure that their luck will hold, and Shinji will still be here when Akihiko gets his shit together?
He doesnât know how heâd live with himself if the worst came to pass, and that was the last conversation he and Shinji ever had.
Akihikoâs inability to swallow his shame and talk past it turns out not to matter, ultimately. Itâs Shinji who finally breaks the arid silence with a heavy sigh.Â
âLook, IâmâŠreally no good at this sorta thing,â he starts. âYou already know that. Anâ Iâm also kinda high on painkillers right now, âcauseâ turns out getting shot doesnât feel great. So maybe nothinâ I sayâll make any sense.â
Despite himself, Akihiko wheezes out a small laugh, and Shinjiâs mouth twitches up on one side. He wants to believe that maybe this is a step in the right direction. Itâs not like heâs wrong either; Shinjiâs talents with words have never extended to talking about his feelings, even before his Persona went berserk.Â
âButâŠyouâre right,â Shinji continues. âI knew what the consequences could be, but I didnât take âem seriously enoughâ not for Amada, or for you ân Kirijoâ because I was too caught up in my own reasons.â
Shinjiâs hands clench into fists around the bedsheets, his fingers trembling. âNone of itâ nothing mattered to me as much as the thought that maybe⊠Maybe I wouldnât have to live with the fact that Iâm a murderer anymore.â
âShinjiâŠâ Each word out of Shinjiâs mouth feels as heavy as a cinderblock, and Akihikoâs chest aches under the weight of them all.Â
Shinji closes his eyes and sags back against his pillow, exhaling a weighted breath through his nose. He looks utterly exhausted. âThatâs all Iâve cared about these last two years. The only thing I wanted was to atone, no matter how. And my life for the one I ruined seemed like a fair trade, yâknow?â
When Shinji opens his eyes again, his gaze falls on the open window. The Moonlight Bridge winks back at him, the morning sun glazed mirror-bright over its arches, forcing him to wince and look away. âBut I guess thatâs pretty screwed up, right? I was just pushinâ my selfishness onto a kid and takinâ the cowardâs way out, like you said.âÂ
Akihiko doesnât quite trust himself to speak without a sob bubbling up instead, and in any case, the glare off the bridge is starting to get to him too, so he gets up to close the curtains. He grips the stiff, plasticky fabric tightly and bites his lip.Â
âAnd thatâsâŠâ He almost doesnât turn back around to face Shinji, but decides at the last moment that he needs to. âThatâs really how you feel?âÂ
Shinji holds his gaze for just a moment before looking away. âMhm.âÂ
Itâs the first time Akihiko has heard Shinji like thisâ so somber and seriousâ in a very long time. But if heâs being truthful (Akihiko hopes to god that he is), it only serves as a horrible reminder of just how much Akihiko has failed.Â
He must be making a face, because when Shinji looks at him again his mouth twists into a rueful smile. âStill mad, huh?â
âOf course I am.â Akihikoâs answer is immediate. âI justâŠam I really that unreliable?â
â...What?â
Akihiko almost returns to his seat but overshoots it and ends up pacing instead. âShinji, you helped me so much when Miki died. You were there for me, youâ you never left my side. You always made sure I was okay.â
Memories flood over him like a tsunami, churned together by time and grief until they all blend into an amorphous impression of those days, individual moments of shocking clarity floating within the tide like flotsam.Â
Shinji had let Akihiko cling to him for days after the fire with minimal breaks, while Akihiko had cried until heâd been sick. Shinji had held him tightly all through the funeral as heâd choked on dry sobs, all of the tears wrung out of him, his eyes throbbing and swollen almost shut. Afterwards heâd bullied Akihiko into lying down and draped washcloths soaked in cool water across the top half of his face.Â
Shinji, checking in with him between classes since they didnât have the same homeroom that year. Shinji, walking the entire way home with him after school even after the adoption had been finalized and Akihiko had gone to live with his parents, their house in the exact opposite direction as the new building that served as the orphanage.
And that was just the aftermath of Mikiâs death. Shinjiâs been looking after him all his life and never expected anything in return. All those memories blend together until itâs impossible to keep track of them all.Â
Akihiko had certainly appreciated it at the time, but heâd still taken it for granted. Itâs only now that he realizes just how much it all meant to him. His breath shakes, his voice trembles. âI donâtâ I donât think I couldâve gotten through it at all if I hadnât had you. Soâ the fact that you thought I couldnât be there for youââ
âThatâs not it.â Shinji cuts him off. âYouâve got it all wrong, Aki. I knew you wouldâve been.â He glares into his lap. âThat was the whole problemâ I didnât want you to be. I didnât want your help, or Kirijoâs, or anyoneâs. It all goes back to me beinâ a selfish asshole.â
Oh.
That makes an unfortunate amount of sense.Â
â...Was it that you didnât want it, orââ Akihiko swallows, the sound uncomfortably loud in his ears. âDid you think you didnât deserve it?â
Shinji shrugs. âSame thing at the end of the day, ainât it.â
âNo.â Akihiko shakes his head. âItâs not the same at all. You did deserve it. You do deserve it, Shinji.â
He doesnât answer right away. His expression is stony and contemplative as he mulls over Akihikoâs words.Â
â...If Iâm honest, âm still not sure I can believe that,â Shinji says quietly. He looks at Akihiko again, meeting his gaze and holding it this time. âBut I am sorry, Aki. Sorry for beinâ that selfish asshole.â
Despite what heâd demanded earlier, he hadnât really been expecting any kind of apology. He wasnât sure if heâd even really wanted one, or if all heâd really been after was the catharsis of throwing a punch. But hearing it now, with Shinji sounding so genuine, so sincereâ emotion starts to swell in Akihikoâs chest again.Â
He pushes it down before it can strangle his voice. Shinji isnât the only one who needs to apologize. Itâs time he stops being so self-centered.
Akihiko makes his way back to his seat, pulling it even closer to Shinjiâs bedside as he sits. His knees knock against the bed frame.Â
âIâm sorry too,â Akihiko murmurs. He ignores the look Shinji gives him. âI kept saying I wanted you to rely on me, butâ I didnât take your feelings into consideration at all and I forced you back into a fight you didnât want to be a part of.Â
âAnd because of thatâŠâ He shakes his head, glowering down at his hands. He clenches and unclenches them into fists, watching the tendons in his wrists flex. âIf Iâd been paying more attention, if Iâd just realized what was going on when Amada joined usââ
âHey,â Shinji interrupts him using the same tone of voice he does when heâs about to tell off one of the juniors, or when heâd scold one of the younger kids at the orphanage. âDonât you dare start blaminâ yourself for this, alright? None of this is your fault.â
Itâs nice of him to say, but Akihiko knows it isnât true.Â
âAre you sure?â he asks. âYouâve told me a thousand times how tunnel-visioned I am. How I always run off on my own without thinking because I focus on one thing and forget about everything else.â Suddenly it feels like every lecture that Shinjiâs ever given him and heâd brushed off is weighing down on his shoulders, heavy and shameful.Â
âI told myself I needed to be stronger, but⊠In reality, I was just doing the exact same thing I accused you of. I was just running away too, from any problem that I couldnât solve by knocking it down hard enough.â
What else has Shinji lectured him about that he just passed off as nothing when he should have listened? Why had it taken him until now to realize it? Why had it taken this?Â
âYou were right all along. And in the end, it didnât even do any good. It didnât matter how strong I was. Look what happened!â He gestures at Shinji, at the bed heâs propped up inâ at everything in the room. It speaks for itself.Â
âYou almost died, Shinji! If one thing had been differentâ if just one thing hadnât happened the way it didâŠyou wouldnât be here.â A sob clogs his throat. He drops his head into his hands, digging the heels of his palms against his eyes in a futile effort to keep the tears at bay.Â
âAll that strength, and yet I still couldnât do anything for you. Not a single goddamn thing. I couldnât even donate blood when you needed it, did you know that?â
âAkiâŠâ Shinji doesnât say anything more for several long moments, and the silence between them grows so heavy. Eventually, though, Shinji reaches out and puts a hand on Akihikoâs knee.Â
âListen,â he says. âWe both fucked up. But thereâs nothinâ we can do about it now. AndâŠâ He gives Akihikoâs knee a soft squeeze. âIf it means anything, I donât hold any of it against you.âÂ
Attempting to hide how emotional heâs gotten was hopeless from the start, but heâd been holding the line so far, if only by the skin of his teeth. Now Akihiko crumbles. Heâs thankful that itâs just Shinji here instead of the whole team. Heâd never live it down. At least Shinjiâs seen him cry a million times before, so the blow to his pride doesnât sting that bad.Â
âI-it does. It means a lot to me, Shinji,â he replies, his voice quiet and hoarse, scrubbing the tears from his eyes with the back of his hand.
#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#akishinji#persona 3#p3#persona 3 reload#still breathing au#sbau main plot#sbau canon#sbau october#sbau october 18#fic#(FINALLY these two idiots talk shit out)#(they needed it desperately)#(this part still makes me legit tear up even after reading it a million times by now)#(edited to correct the moon phase in the header)#akihiko pov
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Asylum Challenge: Day 11
Note: While I had done well at remembering to back up my save files, I was less vigilant about my screencaps (context: I tend to move them into different folders per save so that the screencaps folder doesn't get too cluttered) aaaand those were not up-to-date. So unless I can get my old laptop to work properly again, I've lost them. Buuut as I said before, I'm not too fussed.
This is therefore a time jump. Also the first day I played of this save with Wicked Whims installed, so while no adult content will be shown here, the dynamics within the household have become a little more... interesting.
We begin with Lilac very close to finishing her first aspiration, but it's also five am, so she's still snoozing away.
Level Four - Painter Extraordinaire
â Reach Painting Level 10 (9/10) â Complete 5 Masterpieces (4/5)
Which isn't to say that it's quiet exactly. Downstairs, two of our token occults are making a solid start to their day.
Lilac's Two Star fame quirk is that she has acquired a stan. Who today was Wolfgang Wilder. When Vlad came downstairs for an early morning snack, Rory wasted no time in exacting retribution for her woof-woof in arms.
Results were.... predictable. And now Vlad is both angry from the taste of disgusting wolf blood (while I feel that's his bias coming through, I'm also going to take his word for it đŹ) and humiliated because he lost to this fleabag.
L. is the third to wake up (well, second since Vlad never slept in the first place) with a rather pressing - or 'pissing'? - need. Go piss, L.! No one is stopping you! Peeing is self-care!
Speaking of L., with Whims installed she so far has been the Sim bringing all the attractiveness alerts to the yard. Both Raj and Vlad think that she's absolutely breathtaking. Well, at least until her MEAN trait kicks in and she starts insulting Raj, that is.
Which would likely make her all the more beguiling in the eyes of Vlad, but away from @cantseemtohide's influence, Raj in this save is not a murderous fiend, but a rather likeable Everyman, and so he quickly departs.
Another Sim collecting those attractiveness alert pings is our main girl Lilac. In Vlad's head, she's an absolute goddess. In hers, however, he's visually from some place much much much further down than Mount Olympus.
He attempts to gain some sympathy points by complaining about Rory (a vamp's gotta eat, after all).
She's unmoved.
(Also I just realised that Rory was nearby making the punching bag fear for its life the whole time, so in hindsight this was actually rather ballsy of Vlad...)
Once Vlad goes downstairs however (possibly to try his non-existent luck on some other poor unfortunate soul), Lilac achieves her fifth and final masterpiece. Woo Hoo! Which is the only kind of 'woo hoo' happening up here. Sorry, Vlad.
And then after a dinner break, she finally maxed out painting.
It was only a 'normal' quality work, but a completed aspiration is still a completed aspiration.
Oh, go on then. You've earned it.
Reward Trait: Expressionistic
Expressionistic Sims have mastered the medium of emotion, and as such, they can paint emotional paintings no matter their own mood.
I'll likely be combining Day 12 and 13, as Day 12 got a little... active, and not a lot happened that would be safe to post here lolololol.
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