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Glasses Are Hot, Babe
Did you really think he wouldn’t notice you squinting..?
A/N: As a glasses girlie who is deemed legally blind who refused to wear her glasses for a long time because I thought I looked ugly and gave myself astigmatism, this will provide comfort to me and those who are in the same boat
Characters Included: Denki, Shinsou, and Bakugo
****Suggestive themes (18+ only please!!) DNI with this fic if you’re a minor, I have plenty of sfw stories on my blog****
Denki
It was a casual Friday night in the dorms. The stress of the week was nowhere to be found in the chill environment of the common room that night.
You and your friends, the Bakusquad, as you liked to call yourselves, were unwinding from the hectic week as hero students.
It was a bit of a ways into y’all’s first year as hero course students but you and Denki had only recently come clean about the feelings you were harboring for each other a few weeks ago, meaning that you two were still in that awkward phase of your relationship.
Of course, you two were good friends before dating, it was just gonna take some getting used to. Holding hands, kissing, and what not. You weren’t complaining though. You bagged the hottest boy you’d ever laid eyes on and he was absolutely smitten for you which only made things ten times better.
You and the squad (minus Bakugo who had turned in hours ago) were watching vine and fail compilations in the common room. You and Denki were sharing his large Pikachu blanket, snuggled up together. It was just the squad in the living room, minus the few late night stragglers who were in the kitchen getting snacks every so often.
While the squad was having the time of their lives laughing up storms, you were developing quite the headache. Why? Because you’d been squinting and straining your eyes for the last hour and a half! Normally you had fancy blue light glasses to help with screens.
You sharply inhaled as the squad erupted into laughter at what was apparently some idiot had fallen off some children’s playground equipment. The loud environment only adding fuel to the fire of your headache.
Your inhale didn’t go unnoticed by your electric boyfriend. “You okay? Are you tired?” He questioned and you shook your head to say no.
“Just a headache from the tv” you casually say hoping he’d just drop it. Truth is, you’ve always been embarrassed to wear your glasses around others. You absolutely despised the way you looked and overall just thought you looked better without them.
“Yeah, you’ve been squinting” he hummed as you looked up at him from your spot on his shoulder “Can you see?” He inquired, you sat up and avoided eye contact
“No” you hang your head in shame “I can’t”
“You should think about getting glasses then” he laughs and you just glance at him. “I have glasses” you state and his eyes widen in response to what you said
“So why aren’t you wearing them? I’ve never seen you with glasses” he looked at you curiously “I don’t know” you shrug and look away from him “I think they’re ugly” you state and he looks at you with wide eyes, mouth agape.
“Show me”
And that’s how you ended up in your room, shirts off and you on top of your boyfriend in a heated makeout session “mph- wait Denki” you sit up and climb off of him
“Let’s not go to far” you giggle and he nods in agreement “Sorry babe, it’s just…” he sighs “Those glasses are hot, babe”
Shinsou
You’d never been one to wear your glasses, rather suffering in silence. You absolutely hated the way you looked with your glasses, or any glasses for that matter. No matter which ones you tried on at your eye doctor, you just felt ugly.
During the summer, transitioning from your first to second year at UA high school, you had gotten word that Hitoshi Shinsou was going to be joining class 1-A.
You were ecstatic, your stomach had butterflies every time you thought of you and him being in the same class. Oh god, he was so cute.
By luck, you ended up sitting right next to him in class. Long story short over the course of the first few weeks you two had grown incredibly close and your closeness had developed into a relationship that was going two months strong at this point in time.
And that brings us to today, in President Mic’s English lesson. Usually you were unable to even see the words on the pages in front of you, just following along with the reading of your teacher or classmates.
You’d shockingly never been volunteered to read aloud and you would absolutely never voluntarily read. However, much to your dismay, it wasn’t on a volunteer basis today. It was whoever was called on and your heart was practically beating out of your chest, waiting for the class to be over so that hopefully you could slip past this situation.
You glanced to the clock, only ten minutes left in class. You just might be able to get by without having to humiliate yourself.
“(Name), please read the next passage for us” President Mic spoke and you froze on the spot. You hesitantly looked down at the page in front of you. It was nearly impossible to make out what was on the page. All of the words fused together in your blurred vision.
“Uhm” you looked panicked as you tried to squint to make out any of the words on the page. This didn’t go unnoticed by your boyfriend who sat beside you.
The silence in the room was so loud and ringing in your ears as you were internally panicking. You were snapped out of your racing mind by a voice, a gruff one. It came from a few seats in front of you.
“Idiot, can you not read or something..?!”
It was Bakugo. It caused some stifled giggles around the room. You felt your body tense up in complete embarrassment as tears formed in your waterline. Hitoshi was furious!
“Hey, leave her alone!” the lavender haired boy spoke from beside you in the same melancholy tone that he always spoke with, but you could sense a hint of anger laced in there. He didn’t dare to make the situation more embarrassing for you by telling the blonde off in the way he truthfully wanted to
Thankfully the bell rang, saving you from the deafening awkward silence of the room. As the students pack up to go to lunch you slowly close your book and take your time putting it in your bag.
As most of the students had cleared out your teacher spoke up “(Name), can I speak with you when everyone leaves?” He inquired and you just nod in response
You stand up as you and Hitoshi were the only ones left in the room. “I’ll wait outside the door” he glances at you and you respond with a simple hum as you approached your teachers desk
“Are you okay? I apologize for Bakugo’s comment. I’ll have Aizawa speak to him” He states with genuine concern for your well-being. It was just the type of caring person he was.
“Yeah I’m fine” you shrug your shoulders not caring about eye contact, it’s not like you could completely see anyways. “Sorry I just got nervous” you make up an excuse
“I won’t ask you to read if you don’t want to anymore okay?” He says as if making a silent agreement between the two of you
“Mhm” you nod
“Alright, well I shouldn’t keep you for long. Your knight in shining armor is waiting for you” he winks causing you to smile “go enjoy your lunch and have a good day”
“Thanks, you too” you smile and walk out of the classroom to see your taller boyfriend waiting for you. He’s quick to embrace you, your face stuffed in his chest as you sniffled with tears filling your eyes once more.
“It’s okay pretty girl” he rubs your back as you quietly sob from the embarrassment you’d endured just a few moments ago
“I just…. I couldn’t see the words” you wipe your tears from your cheeks, looking up at his expression of confusion. “I can’t read without my glasses” you further explain causing some reassurance but still a genuine amount of confusion from your boyfriend. He had never seen you wear glasses before. In fact, he didn’t even know you needed glasses!
“Well why don’t you wear them, doll?” He furrows his eyebrows as you two intertwine hands and walk towards the cafeteria
“Because they look ugly on me” you shamefully admit and he just couldn’t believe what he was hearing. How could something make you, of all people ugly?! There was nothing in the world that could dull your beauty in his eyes.
“I want to see these glasses later” he squeezed your hand three times to which you responded with four squeezes silently saying “I love you too”
“Wow” his eyes widened “just… wow” he smiles at your embarrassed expression
“They’re horrible” you shake your head as you look in the mirror that sat on your vanity.
“No, they’re gorgeous” he reassures, causing the apples of your cheeks to burn from his complements.
Bakugo
3 years ago you were given the dreaded news that you’d need glasses in order to see properly. In all honesty, you hadn’t noticed before that your vision wasn’t normal. You had just assumed that everyone saw the world slightly burry. From the moment you tried them on you knew that they just didn’t work for you. You absolutely hated yourself in glasses.
Now at age 15 and in your first year at UA high school in the prestigious hero course your vision had only gotten worse throughout the years of refusing to wear the glasses you were given.
You knew from the first day of school that it was important to get a seat in the front for notes. But unfortunately the only available front row seat on your first day was right next to the resident hot head, Katsuki Bakugo. Who you had to admit was pretty cute….
After just a few months of getting to know him (against his will) you two had grown closer. You just refused to stop talking to him. And while he found it annoying at first, he just eventually accepted the fact that you weren’t going to shut up and he absolutely refused to give up his seat.
Today was a dreaded note taking day. You truthfully hated Thursday’s. The day right before Friday and note taking day for class 1-A.
“Just copy these and be quiet” Aizawa said as he put the many bullet points and paragraphs up on the projector so that the class could copy them. “Iida, turn the lights off and keep them in order” he groggily spoke as he zipped his infamous yellow sleeping bag and laid down behind his desk.
You proceeded reach into your bag and pulled out your (f/c) notebook along with a pencil. Looking up to the board was almost predictable at this point, you knew you would never be able to make out what was written.
As the lights were shut off, you can admit that it was only slightly better. But alas, you still couldn’t make out what the hell was even being discussed in these notes.
After squinting and struggling for what seemed like forever (3 minutes) your neighbor noticed and scoffed amongst the quiet chatter that was littered throughout the classroom.
“Are you going to write something or just squint like a dumbass?” He glanced at you. “I wasn’t squinting” your cheeks heat up at the sight of him. “Sure you weren’t” he grumbled and returned back to his own notes.
After struggling to pin point what was written, you just decided to start writing what you thought was the notes. It sounded like nonsense when you read it in your mind but you were too embarrassed to ask Bakugo for help, wondering if he would become suspicious and accuse you of needing glasses.
The thought of him seeing you in what you thought was the worst thing ever made a pang of embarrassment shoot through your chest. You exhaled at the thought of him calling you names.
Four eyes..
Fucking nerd..
You wouldn’t be able to handle your crush saying those things about you. It would definitely bruise your ego terribly.
For the next 30 minutes you wrote what you assumed was on the board from what you could attempt to see. Luckily you had finished just seconds before the bell rang, signaling that the day was over and you all could head back to your dorms.
As you went to close your notebook, Bakugo walked over to your desk, glancing down at your notes. “Unbelievable” he slightly laughed and walked away while shaking his head
“What’s his problem?” You say to Mina as she witnessed that whole thing. “I’ll never know” she shook her head, picking her bag up and waiting for you to do the same before walking out with you.
Once you two made your way to your shared dorm room floor you parted ways for a bit like you always did. You both used this time to relax and get caught up on homework before meeting back up in either one of your rooms to talk and catch up on gossip.
As you changed out of your school uniform and put on some comfortable clothes, you took your necessary supplies for homework out of your bag and put it on your desk.
Before you sat down in your rolling chair there was a slightly aggressive knock on your door. You deeply sigh and walk to open your door.
“What’s u-“ before you could finish the phrase a black spiral notebook was shoved at you and Bakugo practically let himself into your room.
“Sure come right in” you roll your eyes and laugh which caused him to scoff at the sight of your notebook on your desk
“We’re you seriously about to study with those dumb fucking notes?!” He glares at you and you simply don’t know how to answer that. “Uhm yes?” Was all you could manage to say
“I know they’re in here somewhere” he crosses his arms over his chest and frowns at you “What are you talking about?” You mimics his actions by crossing your arms over your chest
“I know you need glasses” he states and your eyes widen slightly “You fucking idiot!” He snaps “Straining your eyes like that it only gonna make it worse” he spots the glasses on your dresser and grabs them, proceeding to practically shove them on your face
“Katsuki stop, they’re hideous on me” you avoid eye contact and take them off your face “They’re hot” he looks at you with a no nonsense expression making you almost die on the spot
“What?” You whisper in disbelief
“You heard me” he gruffly states “Now put them back on and I’ll show you how sexy they are” he says moving closer to you
“That is…” he pauses “If you want to or whatever” he speaks his need for consent before continuing
“Yes! I want to!” You speak very eagerly causing him to laugh and lock your door
#anime#bnha#denki x y/n#denki x reader#denki kaminari#shinsou x reader#bnha shinso hitoshi#mha shinsou#hitoshi shinsou#katsuki bakugo mha#bakugou x you#bakugou imagine#bnha bakugo katsuki#mha bakugou#bakugo x reader
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[Rach: Why didn’t you get his number?] Iris: The entire conversation was five minutes. He was gone before I even thought about it. Besides, I spent half the time talking to his dog. He probably thought I was a weirdo.
[Rach: If he’s a dog person, he probably loved it.] Iris: Who knows. [Rach: Do you think you’ll run into him again?] Iris: Doubt it. I’m here almost every morning and I’ve never seen him before. He was just in the area for the vet clinic.
[Rach: Hmm. So, in theory, if you do see him again, it’s because he’s hoping to run into you.] Iris: [scoffs] Yeah, I’m not gonna hold my breath.
Iris: Shit. [Rach: What?] Iris: He’s here. What do I do? [Rach: Um, hang up the phone and go say hi?] Iris: Right. Okay. I’ll see you soon. Bye.
Iris: Hi. Ezra: Good morning. Iris: How’d Milo’s appointment go? Ezra: Great, he got a clean bill of health. More importantly, you were right about the biscuits, he was very happy. Iris: [smiles] Good.
Barista: What can I get for you? Ezra: An oat milk latte… and whatever she’s having. Iris: Oh, um, a macchiato.
Iris: Why did you do that? Ezra: It’s just a thing I do sometimes, buying coffee for the person behind me. Iris: [skeptical] Why?
Ezra: [shrugs] To brighten their day, and hope they’ll pay it forward. Iris: Making the world a better place, one coffee at a time? Ezra: Something like that.
Iris: You should be careful about that. Ezra: How so? Iris: You might give someone the wrong impression. You don’t want them thinking you’re interested if you’re not.
Ezra: I’ll admit, I am usually more discreet about it than I was today. Iris: Oh? Ezra: I have some time before I have to be to work. I was thinking about grabbing a table outside and enjoying the nice weather if you’d like to join me. Iris: Um… sure. I have about thirty minutes to spare. Ezra: I’ll take it.
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Iris: So, what do you do, Ezra? Ezra: I’m a teacher. Brindleton Bay High. Iris: [sarcastic] Go Huskies. Ezra: [laughs] Right.
Iris: Did you go to that school? Ezra: No, I just moved here a few years ago. Iris: That’s good. I don’t trust people who choose to work at the same high school they went to. Ezra: Why’s that?
Iris: Too many memories. Seems you’d be haunted by the past every time you walked down the halls. Personally, I don’t think I could ever step foot in that building again. Ezra: You were a husky? Iris: [nods] Born and raised in the Bay. Ezra: There are worse places. Iris: I suppose.
Iris: What do you teach? Ezra: Biology. Tenth Grade. Iris: Yikes. Must be awful. Ezra: You’d think so, but I love it.
Iris: Hm. Tell me, do you still make kids dissect frogs? Ezra: Every year. Iris: Horrific. Ezra: Let me guess, you were one of the students that refused, taking a moral stance?
Iris: Oh, I didn’t just refuse, I organized a protest. Got half the school to walk out. We were on the local news. Ezra: You were quite the activist. Iris: Hardly. I was just bored. And I was trying to get the attention of a boy I liked who happened to be vegan.
Ezra: Did it work? Iris: It did, for a while. Ezra: What happened? Iris: He caught me devouring a hamburger at the mall with my friends. Turns out I’m not cut out for the long con.
Ezra: I’d say that’s a good thing. Unless you’ve improved since then? Iris: No. I gave up on lying. It’s exhausting. If anything, I’m too honest. People don’t like it, but [shrugs]. Ezra: I like honesty. Iris: Me too.
Iris: Shit, you get oat milk in your latte. You’re not vegan, are you? Ezra: No, just lactose intolerant. Iris: Thank god. Not that I’d care if you were, but I have a habit of saying the wrong thing and I worried I’d embarrassed myself. Ezra: No no, not at all.
Iris: Good. Well, um, thank you for the coffee. I have to go or I’m going to be late for work. Ezra: Wait, you didn’t tell me what you do. Iris: I guess we’ll have to do this again tomorrow then. That is, unless you’re secretly married, in which case, I’m not interested in some weird coffeeshop affair. Ezra: [laughs] No. Divorced, and very much single.
Iris: In that case, if tomorrow goes well, I might let you ask me out on a proper date.
#ts4#ts4 simblr#ts4 story#sims 4#sims 4 storytelling#the goode life#sims 4 challenge#starsignchallenge#starsignlegacychallenge#gen1 aries#aries pt5#iris goode#ezra jacobson
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#hELPP tell me why the first notif i see when i open smule is#“i feel like i am in love with you” “/j” ONA RECORDING FROM 2 DAYS AGO#and the person i sang w already liked it 2 days ago too so whats the late reaction LMAOO#theyve always been so sweet tho theyre great 🥺💖#BUT ALSO THE OPENING LINE TO THE SONG LITERALLY HAS “i like you!” JUST SAY THAT LMAO#44597#o H MY GOD speaking of late reactions.#an old singing friend who is very very very good at singing FAVOURITED OUR DUET FROM 7 YEARS AGO??#wait i was gonna be embarrassed if it- OH.#my range was better but its not.. good 💀
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Literally no thoughts just Gojo after your wedding carrying you over the threshold of your hotel room. You’re not leaving for your honeymoon until the morning but he nearly trips on the doorframe in his haste.
“You really don’t need to carry me—”
“But it’s tradition, we need to consummate the marriage!” he insists. Within seconds his lips are against yours and he’s fumbling with the light switch, and you finally swat his hand away and just beg him to take you to the bed.
He works the zipper of your dress down, part of him sad that he’s not going to see you in this gorgeous gown again, but then it reveals your white lace lingerie and the groan he lets out is broken and guttural and desperate.
This is far from the first time he’s seen you like this, but there’s something about this moment here and now that makes it so much more intense, so much more intimate and he just never wants to let you go.
“Satoru,” you whisper, and his breath hitches.
He leans down to capture your lips in a kiss. “Shh, I know. Just lemme take care of you, like I promised.”
And when he sees the gold band on his fourth finger pressing into the skin of your hips as he sheaths himself inside of you, he nearly loses himself, sending up a prayer to whatever gods are listening that he can keep his promise to keep you safe and happy forever.
#I’m so drunk rn I’m sorry if this is incoherent#I just came home from a wedding and am feeling so sappy#also I have to be up tomorrow at 6am for work#can’t wait to be hungover 🫶🏼#anyway marrying Gojo would be amazing#I love him and I just wanna kiss him and hold him and let him know how special he is#oh god I’m gonna be so embarrassed and might delete this when I wake up#so revel in it now I guess?#idk it’s probably not good lol#gojo x reader#Gojo Satoru x reader#gojo x reader fluff#Gojo x reader smut#Gojo Satoru x reader smut#jjk smut#gojo smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen#Gojo Satoru#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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OHHH MY GOD,,,, MY SHAYLA😭😭😭😭MY SHAYLA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I hate this man, blow him up with a nuclear bomb
#his new haircut im gonna burst into tears#squid game#squid game 2#squid game season 2#shhhhh gi hun's 456 numbers on his shirt aren't facing the wrong way.. shhhhhhhhhh you're hallucinating..............#This is really embarrassing I've liked squid game since 2021 but not ONCE have I made a post on tumblr about it#seong gi hun#gi hun#player 456#season 1 gi hun come home☹#this is such a honkerdoodle thing to mention but did you guys notice that his uniform got bigger on him when he came back to the games in s#like he physically shrunk from all the stress oh new york im gonna weep#okay wait maybe Im just tweaking
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Don’t know if you already know this, but over on the main discord for Malevolent, people share tumblr links to your work whenever you post and everyone goes absolutely buck wild over your art.
oh that’s absolutely wonderful I’m glad y’all like me over there <33
#I’m like a monkey in my enclosure. the discord girlies come by my cage every so often and I do a little monkey dance for them#and they love it apparently#WAIT DOES THAT INCLUDE MY EMBARRASSING GAY DOODLES OH LORD#I’m not gonna think about that#ask
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#embarrassment#not gonna comment further because i cba#usually i wait for someone else to post this stuff so i can just rb#but im impatient and wanna go to bed and not forget lmao#i wanna say im surprised by all the random celebs coming out the woodwork with this kind of shit but i really am not#elon musk#nick jonas#receipts#nah im actually just soooooo#like i dont actually care pr like nick jonas is the thing#i should not be talking about this in these tags but oh well#anyways point is i could say a lot but im gonna keep it simple#basically i dont care. and i hate being on twitter because it literally is just brain rotting material on their#like my own personal rage bait. but i also have this incessant need to know about this shit#so i am in a never ending toxic cycle lmao#like id rather know that not and i definitely dont Live on there like i do tumblr#and it does have its plus sides too#but oh my goooodddddd#idk what im saying its 2am pls forgive me i just wanted to post this then sleep and here i fucking am#on the longest rant to ever rant#n e ways#me: im not gonna comment further#me 2 seconds later: comments further#lmaoooo
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Prison Tattoos
“Rule number one for surviving prison: the tougher you look, the easier your ability to choose the person you want to be while you’re inside. Be labeled or perceived as a punk, a bitch, or a weakling, and you will have your public perception on the inside chosen for you. So you can lift weights, learn to fight, practice snarling in a mirror — you can do all these things, but none of them will accomplish as much for you as getting a [good] tattoo.” — Chris Dankovich in The Tales of a Former Prison Tattoo Artist
An alternative idea to my first, more pessimistic Season 3 Prediction, in which they find him looking a little more like this ^
For the tattoo designs I did a lot of research and I chose them carefully. The snake tattoo I chose because it is: A. Not affiliated with any particular real-world gang, B. Common among white prisoners (many prison tattoos are racially specific), and C. Notably, not a nazi thing (I did check). Snake tattoos can sometimes symbolize change or rebirth because of the way they shed their skin, but there doesn’t seem to be any one, universal meaning for them. For Blyke here, I thought it would serve as a message to other inmates: “Don’t touch me, I’m venomous.”
The rose with a dagger through it can mean many things in the free world, but in prison it means someone was locked up before they reached adulthood. I don’t know if people typically get this as kids or if they get them when they grow up (probably the latter), but I imagine that Blyke gets it because: “I was a kid when they locked me up. But now... I’m a man. Grr, hng, and other macho man noises.”
More versions of the drawing below the cut
Latest chapter as of Prediction: Side Story — Triple Threat (2)
#unordinary#blyke unordinary#prediction#drawing in my diary again#I’m so pumped for Blyke prison arc yall#I fell into the rabbit hole and did so much research on prison life you guys#on an unrelated note#I now know how to make a self heating pot using hygiene products and scrap metal#I mean id have to go back and check but still#also if me linking the article somehow leads to Chris Dankovich somehow finding out I used his lived experience#as inspiration for a fanart ...#that would be mildly embarrassing#The rose and dagger tattoo i got from a different article tho#I can’t wait to see how prison affects Blyke’s character development#i definitely think he’s gonna go all “tough guy” iykwim#Part of me wants the prison arc to be long and drawn out but part of me knows that means Blyke not being involved with a lot of the plot#Accidentally made blyke look like a final boss for a bit when i turned on a bunch of shading layers#Oh! And the lined paper prison bars were on purpose this time
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i dont know if i can finish this movie
#just abt 27 min into 1hr45#and things appear to be peaking for the main character. which means#its only gonna go downhill from here (its a horror movie)#i dont know that technically tagalog is my first language as i (no longer?) speak it#but you know how they say things like media/literature are more embarrassing/vulnerable in ur first language#yeah. i would be significantly further into this movie if i didnt keep pausing it arhgdfbjgv#UNPROFESSIONAL. HER DIRECT SUPERVISOR IS HITTING ON HER AT WORK? (shes clocking out but still)#actually wait. i realise that he was the supervising TRAINER#so given that shes now an employee... maybe he asked her out specifically because hes no longer her direct supervisor?#okkkkk i take it back. still shes gotta be like twice his age???#andddd thats gotta be a ghost. ok#or like. idk is there an aswang equivalent to a vampire needing to be invited#is that why its called sunod???#well actually maybe that doesnt make sense. ive been translating that as 'follow' in my head#but it also means 'next'?#NEVERMIND I TAKE IT BACK AGAIN. HES STILL HER SUPERVISOR#and why is she answering her phone on the work floor!#<- has only ever worked secure settings. maybe this is normal idk#..........................he is now giving her an advance against company policy.#-_-.............................................................................. hes physically coming on to her#OH FUCK she just slapped him.#oh fuck she just kneed him in the balls. oh that job is gone#she wasnt immediately fired and hes acting normal at the weekly meeting.........................................#oh shit . her daughter (or whatever thing is possessing/replacing her) overheard. this guy is gonna die lol
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tempting...
#FACK I JUST GOT SEEN BY SOMEONE IK#RECOGNIZED AND STOPPED#AND FISTBUMPED FROM THE GUY NEXT TO HER??#HE WAS LIKE “do u remember me? do u remember me?”#LIEK SIR WHO TF ARE U???#and then the girl asked if i remember which like#ofc i see her all the time around campus#AND THEN AS I WAS ABOYT TO WALK AWAY THE GUY ASKED FOR A FIST BUMP#kms my memories so bad im embarrassed#i mean ik faces just not names#BUT I DID NOT KNOW HIS FACE#NOT FAMILIAR AT ALL#shit that happens between taking a pic and posting it damn#anyways what was this about#OH RIGGT KN8 MANGA#very tempting but i would rather get rid of my old ones that are just#blehhhhh idek why i own them#and maybe wait to get a box set bc they look cool#and are usually a bit cheaperrrr#i'm trying to make better financial decisions#i say after buying two thirty dollar jackets...#IN NY DEFENSE#they're in a style i've been looking for for a whileeee#and i need variety instead of the one jacket i would normally use until it starts tearing at the seems#plusssss they're technically for two ppl bc my mom likes them too#so really they're not even that much#still gonna cry i got seen in public by someone ik#not even someone im close with#just know her bc of her sister#who i'm also not close with
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hm. maybe i Should go ahead and get an ao3 account
#ramblings with major#i was gonna like. wait. but idk#having one-shot ideas and im hesitant to post here cuz last time i posted writing here it flopped#but maybe it'll do slightly better on The Writing Website#but also it's angst and i hate writing angst it feels so embarrassing somehow#not saying writing angst in general is like cringe or smth it just Feels embarrassing for Me Specifically idk#i guess just cuz it's more Emotional than the stuff i usually end up writing#yknow what i mean#like 'oh that's what angst is to you? what are you some kind of sad person??' idk#im tired i need to sleep im truly rambling ANYWAY
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my eczema kept me up all night i want to scream
#Luckily my body is fine for the most part rn but my SCALP is BURNING#i cant stress enough how tender and raw it feels like . My whole head. FFGGgghhjkmmkkk#i took half a tab of zzzquil before this happened so i had to wait a while before i stopped caring enough to take a tylenol#this is insane ive never felt pain like this in my life . AND theres nothing else i could do abt it.#it sucked bc i cld feel the zzzquil working but the fucking stinging in my head was preventing me from even simply closing my eyes#and laying still#Sorry for venting but i just have no where else to scream without embarrassment#oh my god i have to babysit today too its so fucking over#Sorry to everyone that has to interact w me in the next 8-9 hrs im gonna be a nightmare#txt
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once again thinking about how much potentially easier my life could be if i was decent at chinese at all.
#had to spend nearly thirty whole uninterrupted minutes trying to find this movie across different sites and everything. all of which. failed#then i remembered i can just. try searching for it. in chinese. which led to some sites i could not understand. bc theyre in chinese#boy its your first language. this is so embarrassing. anyway#anyway. if all about love 2010 isnt good i will kill myself. what did i spend all this work for otherwise#wait FUCK. no subtitles. oh im gonna die.#ok well. um. no english subtitles. theres chinese ones embedded in. that i cant read.#judas surname wai lam you are soooo good at this. wow.
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"lots of packing" "hopefully gonna see a couple mikkola jerseys over there"
once again his face when he thinks he makes a funny joke is very special to me
post practise interview | 10.23.24 (x)
#niko mikkola#florida panthers#2425#mikksy oughhhhh#girl im down so bad im chortling at his dumb jokes with dryass delivery oh god#but also the headshake as he tries to remember the way he formed the sentence he wanted to say in his head aloud#“hopefully” THOSE STANDS BETTER FILLED WITH MIKKSY JERSEY OR I WILL BLOW UP THIS ENTIRE BUILDING#i know his sister + her husband + their kid are gonna come down but i cannot wait to see who else does#i hope to god we get more of his older sister trying to embarrass him again OH GOD I HOPEEEEE#PLEASE TELL ME SHE MAKES BIG SIGNS AGAIN#i just want this man to be so flustered again by her shenanigans#everytime i remember she really takes any opportunity to embarrass the fuck out of him i giggle in glee#you can hear so many loud kitties in the bg YALL BE QUIET MIKKSY IS TRYING TO SPEAK!!!!#kills me hes trying to focus but keeps looking over to his teammates banter#kid who got detention during recess and looks wistfully outside the window as the other kids play and have fun
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i can't believe after five seasons and so many theories and anticipation, the captain's death was the most anti-climactic thing in the whole bloody show sjsjsjsj
#honestly kitty's was also#but even hers was much more interesting#REALLY I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY SHOWED US THAT STORY IN LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES AND THAT HE JUST — DIED LIKE THAT#ow ):#really that was anti-climactic 😂#okay so julian's left#why do i feel julian's been lying all along about the nature of his death?#i mean his i would think would be a simple embarrassing death he's trying to just pass out as exotic lol#who knows#i guess we'll have to wait#the one thing that will make me lose my mind fr is when mike gets the chance to see them#like i hope he does 😭😭 for a lil bit at least#oh and for sure the baby's gonna be able to see them#bbc ghosts#rambling
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Have you ever just accidentally revealed for the first time an OCD compulsion or a neurosis you’ve had your whole life? Couldn’t be me….
#tw ocd#tw paranoia#OCD#religious ocd#scrupulosity#it’s not THAT embarrassing#me slipping is more embarrassing#ohhhhhh now other other people can find out too oh nooooo#like it’s a neurosis that other Catholics who don’t have it specifically won’t get#and superstitious Catholics will think I’m I dunno#it’s not even objectively bad#just weird#I stay embarrassed about things for years this is not gonna be fun#just the waiting to see if anyone in the group of people notice#*prays that they aren’t observant*#they’re also the type that won’t say anything so I’ll never know if they know ahhhhhh#personal
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