#vt's personal problems

[equinoxts2]

OK... I need support and advice.

I'm really loving writing up my loreposts, and they always get me fired up about the (still WIP) rebuild of Kulo Sena... until I get to the actual, y'know, rebuild part.

As anyone familiar with my personal posts knows, I loathe building and associate it with soul-crushing despair. I am not exaggerating in the slightest. But I'm at a point where everything needs setting up again, and no other downloaded or pre-built lots actually suit my needs or my sims', so... building.

I have forty-five lots in four subhoods (and that's just the residential lots!) to do, and I've been back to square one for this or that reason so many times over the last three weeks. I can't stand it.

I know I can build, but I despise doing it. I also know that if my lots aren't "good enough" - if I slop through building to get to playing faster - I'll get dissatisfied and scrap it within the first three households. It's a vicious cycle, and it's depressing.

What can I do to make it less of an uphill struggle?

[ask-philgraves]

[ The video is broadcasted to every high command Shadow Company soldier, Vedma, and the 141 (including those that fought with the 141.) ]

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((ooc//tags below:))

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Welcome to the Horror house everyone. LMK if you want to be added/removed to tag list. This taglist will include a first portion, which is other blogs, and the second tag list which is viewers who want to follow along.

More is coming! Ciphers will gradually get harder, until the first arc is over, and then something different will happen. This is mostly planned out with wiggle room on how this is going to go based on interactions mystery person has.

Oh and, May 8th does play quite a significance within this first arc. Congrats to Sparrow for finding that out first.

A discord server will be made eventually for this, but it probably won't be online until Wednesday or later. Everyone will be able to join, whether viewer or CC, and it will be 18+ although anyone is more than welcome to share screenshots of the decoded to viewers of this that cannot get into the server. Also everyone is welcome to follow this, I just prefer doing an adults only Discord server.

Once the Discord is up and running, decoded messages (if not solved or solved fully) will be posted in Server every Friday, that way everyone can be on the same page and progressing at the same time. There will be no posts on this blog on Friday unless it's OOC posts because of it.

TLDR: I got better at writing interactive horror, and I'm going to make that everyone's problem :) A discord is coming soon where decoded messages will be posted every Friday and because of that there will be no Lore posts on this blog on Fridays. Enjoy!!!

[overanalyzingtaleblr]

I feel like Gertrude is one of the most interesting VT characters, and I mean that truly.

She has so much family history. The Gertion and Gertrude names have been a part of their families for centuries. Who knows which number Gertrude is. It's family tradition to wield a crowbar at all times. Her direct ancestors were a part of a mafia. She inherited a hotel from them.

She's also an alien! She comes from another planet. Despite this she has seemingly human parents and has a lot of family members who we have no reason to believe are from Gingeria, so I think it's possible she's adopted.

She changed her name from Margeret Johnson to Gertrude. She has a sister named Thatchery. She has a dead ex-husband. She's a widow!

While she acted pretty excitable when she was younger, as she got older she got a lot more serious but a lot more kind! And her first kid, Billy, held a special mother-son relationship between the two.

She can and will adopt you if you're not paying attention. She is the ultimate mother. She's legally adopted characters on camera before. And if you think it won't happen again you're wrong.

She abandoned a lot of her life when she married Acachalla. A lot of the times it seems like they're struggling financially despite Gertrude being seen living in large mansions in previous videos. She did this for Papa, because she loves him. And despite not having the best relationship, she still makes it work. (Not that there's not problems with that relationship but I think that could be delved into more tbh. I think Papa has shown a capability to be sweet to where he would learn to improve)

Gertrude is also one of, if not the first, Gmod Roleplay characters. She was truly here witnessing it all, developing as a character, and being such a loving person.

We love Gertrude here

[magebunkshelf]

*pounces on your tail* Hellooooooooo- (i need to figure out a nickname/title for you like the others)

I have a few random 1-in-the-morning questions I've been mulling over lately- (you don't have to answer all of them if it's too much!! ^w^)

You know how in Minecraft there's spots where you can see ruined Nether portals in the Overworld? And it looks like the Nether's bleeding into the world? Is there anything like that in Respawn?

If your characters walked in on their Listener playing Just Dance, who do you think would be most likely to join in?

Does the sky glitch in the Plane? Like you're just watching a cloud drift by and something just- twitches.

Do you have an idea of what your Sona would like or is it just the same as your Vtuber model...............?

What's the best tea you ever had?

-🖤🐈‍⬛

Ack my tail!

Q: Respawn pt.1

So there's no Nether equivalent on the Plane, no other worlds or dimensions etc. There are however all sorts of strange structures in the world. Minecraft tries to tell a story of a world healing after ancient calamity, and it has things like ruins in its terrain generation because otherwise they wouldn't appear in your world.

The Plane is ancient. The ruins you can stumble across are actual places where people once walked in the past. Estas City for instance was once the capital of an ancient civilisation, back when the Devs lived amongst people, though for the most part long abandoned after the war of the dragons aside from smaller nearby settlements (if you've seen Return of the King, imagine if Minas Tirith was in the same state as Osgiliath and everyone there lives around it in smaller villages and towns).

And of course, you'll occasionally find things that make seemingly no sense. Perhaps the remnants of alchemy or magic cast by an Admin or Dev, or maybe even an ordinary person who learned how to use the first language: structures in nonsense shape, or passages where space bends. Places where all colour is bleached from the surfaces. Places where there are gaps in the world, leading into the darkness and nothing. Towers long abandoned with an invisible rend in space itself which must never be disturbed. A valley of furnaces. Or a deep rumbling passing by far beneath you, as if a colossal steamtrain running under the earth that could be felt through the rock... and then gone.

Q: Just Dance

Oh, Mitch, easily! Mitch is the type to go to a convention in a Miku cosplay and end up on the DDR machines! I think Nem would be completely bewildered, but not in a bad way, they probably wouldn't understand it at all but would do their best to out of genuine curiosity.

Q: Respawn pt.2

Entirely possible, although rare. The underlying logic of the Plane is very stable, but the problem is if you know how, you could exploit almost anything. You can move the clouds if you knew the right words and had either the power (such as a Dev) or a method of unsanitised input.

The core concept for Respawn is a world built from logic as building blocks, by deities that like many ancient pantheons were just as flawed thinkers as we are. There are most definitely oversights in the way the world is structured, and some of them the Devs either won't or can't fix, either they lack the power, or they lack the power to prevent or foresee the new issues that the fix would cause.

So of course the clouds in the Place are water vapour and not just illusory... but the state of water is tied to things like the temperature, and in this world energy can be created or destroyed...

Q: A sona

Pretty much just VTuber Mitch, yeah! I didn't expect Mitch to take off as essentially the channel mascot but within weeks of that first audio I'd become known as the raccoon one, and I'm living for it! Audio Mitch and VT Mitch are very separate entities (think the difference between Majora's Young Link and Twilight Princess Link), and I'm currently developing some very different lore etc for VT Mitch to go along with sprucing up the livestreams style. Also people have accidentally called me Mitch since it's so close to Mage that I'm just owning it ^ ^

Q: Tea

I think it was Cartwright & Butler, though I can't really recommend it, it's the kind of tea you wind up getting in a hamper from someone for Christmas which is how we got a small box of it, it's far to pricey to bother getting besides. Nah Yorkshire Tea is where it's at!

Also oh my gosh boba tea is beautimus! I'd only had it when visiting America since it's more of a city thing (I'm a country bumpkin) until Fern said they knew a place! So good!!

[secret-diary-of-an-fa]

Doctor Who: Empire of Death Review (Sutekh is, and I Don't Say this Lightly, a BAD DOG)

Here we are: the conclusion to an eight episode run that’s given us such memorable villains as The Slugs That Didn’t Move While On Camera and Cos-Playing Murder-Owls. Look, I said ‘memorable’ not ‘compelling’. In fairness, it also gave us Jinkx Monsoon hamming it up as the deranged deity of music, Maestro, but the more I think about The Devil’s Chord, the more annoyed I become that it got permission to use the Beatles and then only gave 50% of them speakin’ lines, so I don’t want to dwell on it. This time, the Doctor is facing Sutekh, the god of death, who looks a lot more like a jackal in this episode than he did in The Legend of Ruby Sunday (where he looked suspiciously mouse-like from some angles). And, spoiler alert, he’s the best thing in it. Within a few minutes of the episode opening, he’s turned the entire population of Earth to dust, hijacked the TARDIS to serve as his temple and revealed that he’s been following in the Doctor’s wake for countless millennia in order to plant his sleeper agents on every planet the Time Lord has ever visited. As a result, the entire universe falls to his ‘Death Wave’ and reality dies a tragic (and surprisingly sandy) death. Great! That’s a Doctor Who villain worthy of the finale. But how’s the rest of it?

Well, it’s nice that the Doctor actually gets to do things in this episode: seeking out metal in a dead universe order to create an interface that will let him look backwards in time; hunting down Ruby’s mother because Sutekh can’t see her and she might, therefore, be the key to unravelling his dominion, and finally trapping the god of death in a death-trap of his own, “bringing death to death” and therefore reversing all his little shenanigans. For quite a lot of this season (the murder-owls episode and bits of Boom being the exception) his role has been providing exposition and then crying in a corner. For the entirety of the giant slugs one he was reduced to a floating VT in a holographic box, except at the end when he showed up in person to have a good scream and a weep over how stupid and self-defeating racism is. Not so much Doctor Who as Doctor Boohoo, amiright? Oh, fuck off. I’ll write better puns when you start paying me and not a minute sooner. I also liked the Doctor’s solution to the Sutekh problem itself: dragging him through the Time Vortex on a specialised bungee like a bad dog being dragged home from the park, using his death-energy to bring life until he straight-up fucking disintegrates. It’s just the right combination of silly and bad-ass and suits the general tone of Who very well.

I’m not a fan, however, of the stupid bloody speech he gives while doing it, in which he bangs on about how he represents life and killing Sutekh is a violation of his moral code that he has been driven to only by extremis. Piss off. The Doctor kills people with frankly sociopathic frequency. The first thing this incarnation did after parting ways with Fourteen was impale a giant goblin on the spike of a church (which is murder and desecration-of-a-religious-building at once). Peter Capaldi’s Twelve once shot a fellow Time Lord in the head and acted like regeneration was just man-flu, when we know very well it’s a kind of dying and rebirth. He also might have pushed a cyborg out of a balloon to fall to his death. Eleven used post-hypnotic suggestion to convince the entire human race to slaughter the Silence on sight, planted a missile homing beacon on some dude’s ship, blew up a planet-full of Cybermen and fed a completely different god of death potential memories until he imploded. Ten once tricked Mark Gatiss into falling off a tall building (though, in fairness, he wasn’t Mark Gatiss at the time: he was a big lizard-thing). Nine engineered the deaths of the Slitheen, the Jagrofess and the Last Human without a second thought. And that’s just the ones from the modern series that I can think of off the top of my head. Give me an hour on Google and I could come up with more (though it is weird, in retrospect, to realise just how trigger-happy Eleven was). I think it speaks to a bigger problem with Who at the moment: Americanisation. See, American morality is more Kantian; more dependent on rigid, inflexible rules (which is fucking weird for a nation that still practices the barbarism of the death penalty, by the way). Whereas British morality is typically more utilitarian; more predicated on what will do the most practical good in any given situation and therefore laced with innumerable grey areas. The Doctor suddenly being uncomfortable with killing feels like Disney’s influence at work: an attempt to sand down his more alien and hostile edges to make him palatable to an American audience (who originally got into the show because it was a slice of British culture that they couldn’t get from their own country’s entertainment industry. Look, let me put it this way: As a Brit, I don’t watch anime to see British values and ideals recapitulated, I watch it because I find it refreshing to encounter the heroic ideals of a different culture that doesn’t think the way my own culture does. Same thing).

I’m also not best pleased with the plot holes. Ruby meets her mum at the end and it’s revealed that she’s just… some rando. The explanation we get for why Sutekh couldn’t see her is that her identity and absence were of such critical importance to Ruby that they somehow twisted the universe and made her important. Which would be fine, except that only makes sense if Ruby is some sort of cosmic being with reality-bending powers. But if her mum is just some rando (and her dad’s a feckless adolescent, as it turns out), how can she be a cosmic being with reality-bending powers? Was it her time in the TARDIS? No, because the Doctor’s genuinely surprised by her (apparently unrelated ability) to make it fucking snow. If that was the sign of a deeper malaise, you’d think he’d have spent enough time travelling in the TARDIS to spot the signs.

Anyhoo, I’d like to take a moment to address Ncuti Gatwa’s acting. I’ve been saying all season that he’s a good actor and that the show needs to give him more to do with his talents than get all teary-eyed and spout expository dialogue (my phrasing has not, however, been that concise). Now I get to see him being the Doctor, really for the only time aside from Rogue (Boom doesn’t count: it was amazing, but our hero was stranded on a landmine from beginning to end, which limited the scope of things he could do quite a lot). The point is that, while I’m still convinced there’s a good actor in there somewhere, there’s also something missing that each episode director has failed to request and Gatwa has failed to provide spontaneously. I’m talking about something that’s going to sound stupid until you think about it: superfluous movement. Nine, Ten and Eleven (also Fourteen) were constantly in motion; constantly reacting to their environment and interacting with the set in interesting way, whether it was Christopher Eccleston picking up and toying with the random detritus of human culture or David Tenant constantly fiddling with technology, striding off purposefully at the drop of a hat (sometimes in the wrong direction) and just general projecting physicality, or even Matt Smith bouncing around the whole set and occasionally breaking bits off it, the Doctor’s always felt like a being with a lot of energy. Twelve was stiffer and more rigid in his movements, but that was a specific part of his characterisation: he was older, grumpier, more worn-down. Gatwa’s fifteen, however, is characterised as breezy and bombastic… but he never moves more than the script calls for. It’s hard to spot at first: you just have a vague sense that something isn’t right here, but once you’ve realised what it is that’s up, you can’t unsee it. He reacts and interacts only as literally demanded by the script. There’s no superfluous tics, no kinetic flourishes, no playfulness in how he responds to each environment… and it makes both him and the worlds he visits feel flatter and less alive. I don’t want to blame him too much for it: it might be that the show costs so much to make now that he’s been told to be careful and not risk breaking anything, but it is a problem and it reaches its apotheosis in The Empire of Death. Simply put, David Tenant could make a ball-game on a roof feel like a battle for the fate of the world, but even when Gatwa is dragging Sutekh through the Time Vortex and reality is being ripped open around them, his movements are so economical and rehearsed it’s impossible to forget you’re watching a telly show. You feel nothing. Or I didn’t anyway. Maybe you’re less sensitised to this sort of thing than I am. I do watch a lot of media and know a lot about how it gets made, which means I pick up on issues other people miss. So, er, mileage may vary.

Overall, I did quite enjoy Empire of Death. It’s solid enough cosmic fiction, but is also has that ‘first draft’ quality that turned me against The Star Beast. Everything in it is good enough, but no better. I wonder, maybe, if the root of the problem is RTD himself just taking on too large a portion of the writing duties. Running a show and writing scripts for a show are two very difficult, very demanding jobs, which is why the Showrunner usually farms out a lot of the script-writing to people who have the time and energy to do it well. This also leaves the Showrunner free to focus their own writing efforts on the episodes that really matter. For example, would Empire of Death have been better, if RTD hadn’t stretched himself thin personally scribing Dot and Bubble and The Devil’s Chord? Almost certainly.

Here’s hoping he learns how to delegate in time for Gatwa’s second season. And that they start using sets the actors are allowed to actually interact with.

PS. The new sonic screwdriver is rubbish. It looks like a TV remote fucked the Starship Enterprise. I hadn't mentioned that yet, so there ya go.

[mushr00m-lol]

hey!! so, maybe a few days ago or something, i posted about having a story lined up for Circus AU. Well, after about a month of production, it's done :) I'm super happy about it and want to share it here! It's second person with a few choices to make, so if there's any problems with the doc, please tell!! I hope it's at the very least an entertaining story to fill some time!

LINK TO THE DOC: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QNmQ-Vt-mTW_c4Gdg1rpfD7mtk1tJWeCAuuJP-2Ds8w/edit#heading=h.qdkrmmnmrwev

[lunadreamscaper]

Shattered Reality Theory?

- taleblrlorekeeper

Hi yes hello. I’m about to go autism hyper fixation mode let’s go

I call it that as if it’s a well known theory BUT ITS nOt bc I haven’t shared it yet

So basically this theory explains a lot of continuity errors and contradictions and the faulty way the VT world works Imo. (Which irl is only like that bc the irl creators didn’t keep track of everything but that’s fine) But basically what I believe/vibe I get is that the main dimension where all the main event happens is a larger fragment of a reality that’s now shattered. And other dimensions like the 13th Dimension like the Anti-challas for example (and the hundreds of other numbered dimensions 😭) are other shards of that reality. So basically the whole thing is barely functioning.

And also, it might not have a proper after life or “ghost dimension” … or “veil” and that’s why ghosts are so common and capable of ridiculous things??

Also an alternative minor theory attached to this one is that sometimes the reason that characters come back from the dead is because there’s no space for like more souls in the afterlife(?) or where ever ghosts are supposed to go. But also I’m kinda iffy on that one.

Basically the VT world(s) is like a broken world- similar vibe to when a planet is thrown out of orbit.

Funny enough though is that in the VT 5 year anniversary stream Johnny Ghost from the future/Alt time line tries warning Present Day P.I.E. (Ghost was retired at the time) that they need to get their Ghost to rejoin P.I.E. Because in future Ghost’s future Housekeeper “shatters reality.” But that implies it hasn’t happened but will- so idk but genuinely is a fascinating coincidence (there’s SO MUCH lore in that stream btw bahsjd)

I do believe that the Divine One (a canon deity made of 13 beings that also created Housekeeper) may have tried fixing or adopted their shattered reality?? And maybe housekeeper got mad and/or jealous and started causing problems idk tbh 😭

Also another part of how i picture this broken world is that sometimes it tries to fix itself (either that or it’s the divine one) so it’ll like repeat events and it’ll change what happened (which would explain certain contradictions. Example: Ghost originally being afraid of birds. Then way later Ghost is completely unphased by birds but Toast is terrified of them?? That happened in an anniversary stream too but it was either year 3 or 4)

Basically a bunch of cosmic horror / reality stuff 😭

(I picture it a lot like a dirty/scratched/broken CD that’s bouncing around, replaying or stuttering or skipping around in the cd player kinda lol but also it’s floating through space deeper and deeper into the void while grabbing the attention of interdimensional higher beings that see it as a cool toy)

Also Acalacams (if you know what those are) kinda tie into this as well as the Divine One but I’ll get to that later

This is also my personal headcanon but I’m curious to see what others think :3

God I hope this made sense 😭😭

[danglovely]

Regrading Taskmaster: S04E03 Hollowing out a baguette.

*Score changes noted in parenthesis.

Prize Task: Best Membership/Subscription

There is sort of an inherent goal in this brief (touched upon by Hugh) that the subscription has to be better than just going to the store and buying that thing. So let's start with Hugh . . .

The Cloud Appreciation Society is unequivocally the best prize task he does and I love knowing that it exists. That said, it's clearly a completely shit subscription for all the reasons mentioned in studio. Even then, I'd still rather be a member of the Cloud Appreciation Society than get quarterly updates on the Crossrail.

The remaining three are regular deliveries of cheese, bacon, and a grilled cheese meal box. I'm legitimately struggling with this because there's ups and downs to all three. There is not enough variety to bacon to merit getting a subscription (and you run into the problem of letting the box dictate how much bacon you eat). Cheese has a nice variety and it could be fun to broaden horizons . . . but also about half of all gourmet cheese just tastes like feet and it's not something I love to gamble with.

I have my grilled cheese recipe fairly well nailed down (and it's in part inspired by TMNZ Season One). I almost want this one out of curiosity to see if there's any variance to the recipe for each random combination of bread and cheese you get. I don't follow Greg's logic that he picked it because he's lazy (who do you think is cooking that toastie, Greg?), but I still think it takes the task for being more interesting than the others.

Hugh: 2 (+1) Joe: 3 (0) Lolly: 4 (0) Mel: 1 (-1) Noel: 5 (0)

VT 01: Camouflage yourself.

Camouflage. Camouflage. Camouflage.

Let's get it out of the way early: I'm disqualifying Noel. He got the five from surprise and audience reaction, but he did nothing to himself. Sometimes you just have to punt it for the laughs.

I'm really close to disqualifying Hugh as well for basically hiding, but I think he saves it by strapping the door to his back. Joe's effort strikes me more as a disguise, but if everyone in the area is dressed the same, then it starts to come back around to camouflage again.

Lolly and Mel are the only two that Greg guessed easily. Lolly's effort was admirable even if the outcome wasn't amazing. Mel again defeated by not realizing she could leave the room.

Hugh: 4 (0) Joe: 5 (+1) Lolly: 3 (+1) Mel: 2 (+1) Noel: DQ (-5)

Team Task: Make a trailer for Taskmaster: The Movie.

I don't particularly enjoy this task, but the team of three's voiceover and costume changes make me cringe in a way that Tugtemester didn't. This is one where I freely admit my taste could be absolute trash, but I'm the one doing the regrade.

Hugh and Mel: 4 (+1) Joe, Lolly, & Noel: 1 (-1)

VT 03: Persuade three dogs to stand on the red mat. Exactly twelve legs must be stood on the mat at the same time.

So Lolly got chickens and Greg arbitrarily decides they are 40% harder than dogs. I'm with Alex: Chickens and dogs are animal equivalents, so no bonus points. Taskmaster isn't really about being fair anyway.

The other issue I take with this task is Alex isn't blowing the whistle if more than twelve legs are on the mat. He also only counts human legs for Hugh. It is impossible that leg #12 and leg #13 came down at the same time and the task does not state you can't have more than three dogs on the mat, so it should be over the moment any number over twelve is counted.

That said, there's no way for me to retime it based on this criteria (I suspect Mel would have done much better), so we defer to the times Alex recorded.

Hugh: 3 (0) Joe: 5 (0) Lolly: 2 (-2) Mel: 1 (0) Noel: 4 (0)

VT 04: Without moving the fishbowls, transfer the water from fishbowl A to fishbowl B. You may only use the items on this table. Also, you must commentate on your attempt throughout the task, always referring to yourself in the third person.

Hugh takes issue with Joe not commentating on his attempt in the third-person. Joe does commentate once, when his mouth isn't filled with water. It just so happens that his mouth was filled with water for most of the task. He could reasonably take a DQ here, but I don't really know what qualifies as insufficient commentary worthy of a DQ. It would also raise the question as to whether the chocolate penalty still applies in cases of disqualification. So, we'll leave it.

Lolly repeatedly reminds us why she gets disqualified. Joe and Mel fall victim to the minus five chocolate.

Hugh: 4 Joe: 0 Lolly: DQ Mel: -4 Noel: 3

Live Task: Take it in turns to say a 5-letter word whenever the music stops. You may not say a word that has been previously said. If you fail to say a word before the music starts again, you're eliminated and the game continues with different length words.

All-or-nothing task for five points. Joe cruises.

Hugh: 0 Joe: 5 Lolly: 0 Mel: 0 Noel: 0

Final:

Really only one big change here based on the camouflage task. Joe won the first time and he wins again (sans tiebreaker this time).

Hugh: 17 (+2) Joe: 19 (0) Lolly: 10 (-2) Mel: 4 (+1) Noel: 13 (-6)

[thelonesomequeen]

One more problem I might see coming up in the future, she loves to travel while he loves his life in MA. Especially in recent years he's been mentioning how much he loves the quiet life and how he 'doesn't have to travel the world' while she seems to want to do just that. I think he will keep it up for a little but he will get tired of it sooner rater than later. I think road trips in the US or just staying at his place in VT is where he sees himself in the future. I don't see him going back to PT several times a year tbh. I think they both enjoy a life away from the industry but a quiet life can mean different things for people. I think she might even believe she is okay with life in MA in the long run and might tell him as much but she has lots of life left to live. I see him fall back in his old rhythm of his rather static life and that might end up rather boring for a much younger person. He never had a long lasting healthy relationship so I don't believe he knows how to make room for a person in his life. Not saying he can't learn but I just don't see it.

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[girlyaoisexo]

i was thinking hey so i should write down my sex hcs for my main vt/mb gals. so here they are. (writing the games acronym like that bc i dont want ppl to find it)

i do not remember how blush of life operates EXACTLY my approximate memory will have to do. enjoy. if you care. im gonna be very crude in these explanations

temerice: tem is a service top and has a lot of fun doing it i think. she would deliberately rarely use blush of life if at all. she kind of just doesnt care a abt having her genitals touched tbh. like she doesn't hate it but it's not exactly her ideal version of having sex y'know. in fact she kind of only uses blush of life to receive oral sometimes but if she has to penetrate someone she will actually use a strap-on because she has a lot more fun with it (besides being the whole 'dead body' thing this is actually how she handled things before the embrace too, since estrogen can have such side effects, which for her personally was a plus). besides for temerice the end goal isn't penetration (intended as PiV/Pi...A ig, here) (personally) nor is it orgasming, since she finds the kiss more erotic than any orgasm she's had before but hey, what her partner wants is usually what she'll grant if they ask nicely and are respectful of her saying no if she isn't in the mood (tho direct penetration is off limits in general). let's just say if someone is giving her a really passionate blowjob she really does appreciate it and may end up getting really intense about it - but again she just likes to be in the mood for it, which isn't super often! queen of giving oral and giving in general. also huge on clothed sex because she loves getting to wear cargo pants and a strap on at the same time. something of a messy feeling about it she likes LMFAO. also risky sex in public places, she's used to it because she's a scene queen and dirty club bathrooms are kind of her hunting ground for blood… but besides it being a habit she likes the grit and dirt sooo much, especially the stank of disgusting toilets and body liquids somehow don't repel her at all. could be her gangrel blood at play here since she has an extremely enhanced olfactory sense

ranx: this freak queen… ranx will actually break your hips. she is like a true switch (can be both dom or sub and both top or bottom) but only explicitly acts this way with barbie (as you can see this is a recurring theme.), and with others she doesn't care for she prefers dominating exclusively, with positions being anything that works as long as she's the one in control. she does not like dirty talk, she finds it fucking stupid, UNLESS it's barbie doing it. she thinks dressing in clothes specifically for sex is stupid, UNLESS it's with barbie. again there is a theme here ranx actually kind of likes to have sex both without using and with using blush of life. she gets a lot more sexual gratification from drinking blood honestly but she is a freak in unlife as well and doesnt give a fuck! her humanity isn't high so she doesn't really use BOL for long but for her a quickie is enough if it's with a random person. with barbie however things can get drawn out for So Goddamn Long. Which is a problem for anyone that is in their general vicinity. to be more specific ranx really likes dominating the shit out of her partners. she loves the amazon pose, she's huge on penetration actually and probably is an #AnalQueen more often than she likes PiV tbh, but hey if it's on the table she won't spit on it (she will spit on that dick tho). for her sex IS mostly about orgasming also and caine be damned she will take what the hell she wants!! this is why usually her sexual partners (both in life and unlife) tend to be people who are very submissive by preference or nature. though this isn't done in a weird non consensual way, ranx has had to deal with people forcibly taking what they want from her and well it's not pleasurable. so she generally seeks partners in BDSM or general sex dungeons where there are lines that can be drawn and where she is sure she can be demanding as she wants without breaking someone's spirit. (one of the few things where she has a boundary line, honestly) and it is also why as vampire she prefers fucking with other vampires lol. also she really enjoys flexing the shit out of her muscles when fucking, she is a huge show off. she wants them to be complimented and gets upset (in a playful way) if they aren't! ummm what else she is big on edging and overstimulation also. specifically if she's into you nd giving you, say, oral, even if you ask her to stop because you've come like 5 times, she will make you cum at least 5 more. when she wants to see her partners spent, they will be SPENT. a lot of this has a lot more variables when barbie is in play. for example how she likes to fight for dominance with him…

madonna: she has the same 'what you give is what you get' approach for sex that she has for life in general tbh. you could say she is also a true switch, but she lets other service her first to gauge the Appreciation they have for her. she gives back about the same effort you give her during sex if you end up in her good graces at all! she has a very particular type she likes to get dirty with (coughingdesmondcough), and not surprising considering her previous career and way of navigating the world as a human, she kind of likes treating sex like a medical exam of sorts. i guess you can say it's her kink?? there's just something about "rationalizing" something that's usually so "primal" for her that really does something to her even as kindred (this is also how again Desmond managed to charm her, because this is how she described the Kiss to Madonna before embracing her, like a type of technological programming process). not to say he doesn't enjoy goofy, lighthearted sex, but basically, madonna has a type and it's nerds. because she is also one. she didn't have a lot of sex before the embrace in general and that still holds true, saving the occasional quickie in the throes of passion (post-feeding and usually feels like It Wasn't As Good As It Was With Her… afterwards) that satisfied that still human part of her. high humanity grants her quite a bit of leisure time when it comes to using BOL, if she desires to, but if she's doing stuff with other kindred she'll use it sparingly in general, as she too finds the act of drinking blood exceedingly erotic in of itself. that said she is NOT against combining both at the same time. she enjoys using her hands and tongue the most, and feels the same about receiving. penetration is not the end goal for her. besides her vampire nature she has like crazy fucking stamina too. like if she's really into you you need to PRY her off of you or she will Not Let You Go but unlike ranx she gets the message and actually respects your limits. again if you're Desmond things are QUITE different…

i think tumblr is dying dso i need to cut it in 2 parts. fuck moi life

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I can't take it any more. Kulo Sena (including the subhoods) has grown way too big, and I don't have the heart to cut anyone from the cast - not even any of the "nobodies" I introduced as townies or as settlers in the newer subhoods. And that means so much building.

I also feel like Kulo Sena and I are outgrowing each other... but I don't have a concept for a new hood, other than: - I don't want to play to any challenge ruleset - I want to start smaller, much smaller, but not legacy-style - I have a few vague ideas for a brighter, quirkier aesthetic and it's just hard to start from nothing. I'd have to make a new download cut, recolour hairs, build a different style of houses, make sims, name sims... you have no idea how much I actually struggle with TS2 setup.

Any advice or suggestions, simblr friends?

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Introduction   The role of radiology in autopsy has been extended to include multidetector computed tomography (CT) and magnetic resonance (MR) imaging. According to Thali et al (2003), the term Virtual Autopsy or Virtopsy refers to the technique of postmortem imaging with multidetector CT and/ or MR imaging. Conventionally, in forensic investigation and autopsy, the use of full-body radiography is well established and routinely applied to document “fractures, injury patterns, occult injuries, and foreign body and metallic fragmentation localization” (Levy, Abbott, Mallack et al, 2006, p.522). Full body radiography also helps in identification of human remains when conventional methods such as fingerprinting or DNA analysis cannot be used, or are not available. Thesis Statement: The purpose of this paper is to investigate the new development of virtual autopsy in forensic science, and identify its advantages and disadvantages over conventional autopsy procedures that have been employed until recently. Virtual Autopsy with the Help of Multidetector Computed Tomography The application of imaging methods for non-invasive documentation and analysis of relevant forensic findings in living and dead persons has not kept abreast of enormous technical development of imaging methods. Forensic radiology is now a rapidly growing interdisciplinary subspeciality of both forensic medicine and radiology. The new modalities that are now increasingly being promoted for use in forensic investigations include Computer Tomography (CT) including spiral multislice, and Magnetic Reso-nance Imaging or MRI (Thali et al, 2007). The VIRTOPSY project aims to utilize radiological scanning to upgrade low-tech documentation and autopsy procedures in the contemporary high-tech field of medicine. The purpose of this is to improve scientific value, and to increase significance and quality in the forensic field. The term VIRTOPSY is the combination of the terms virtual and autopsy.   OR Human—machine interfaces consist of the multimodal devices used to present information to VT users. For multimodal VT applications, advances in peripheral connections to the computer are the single largest issue. When an input device is connected, such as а body or limb tracker, а serial port is generally utilized, а port typically designed for character input and not high-speed data transfer. А solution to the input device connectivity issue that is available on commodity computing is the great unsolved problem. At some point, this input-port speed problem needs to be solved, and that resolution must be included on mass-marketed PCs or their descendents. Visual displays, especially head-mounted displays (HMDs), have come down substantially in weight but are still hindered by cumbersome designs, obstructive tethers, suboptimal resolution, and insufficient field of view, see the “HMD/VR—Helmet Comparison Chart, ” Bungert, 2001. ) Recent advances in wearable computer displays (е.g., Microvision, MicroOptical), which can incorporate miniature LCDs directly into conventional eyeglasses or helmets, should ease cumbersome design and further reduce weight (Lieberman, 1999). There are several low- to mid-cost HMDs (InterSense's InterTrax i-glasses, Olympus Eye-Trek FMD, Interactive Imaging Systems' VFX3D, Sony Cybermind, Sony Glasstron, and Kaiser ProViewXL) that are lightweight (approximately 39 g to 1,000 g) providing а true resolution of only about 60 K pixels.. For multimodal VT applications, advances in peripheral connections to the computer are the single largest issue. When an input device is connected, such as body or limb tracker, serial port is generally utilized, port typically designed for character input and not high-speed data transfer. solution to the input device connectivity issue that is available on commodity computing is the great unsolved problem. At some point, this input-port speed problem needs to be solved, and that resolution must be included on mass-marketed PCs or their descendents. Visual displays, especially head-mounted displays (HMDs), have come down substantially in weight but are still hindered by cumbersome designs, obstructive tethers, suboptimal resolution, and insufficient field of view, see the "HMD/VR-Helmet Comparison Chart, " Bungert, 2001. ) Recent advances in wearable computer displays (.g., Microvision, MicroOptical), which can incorporate miniature LCDs directly into conventional eyeglasses or helmets, should ease cumbersome design and further reduce weight (Lieberman, 1999).   Read the full article

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Effective Solutions for Sleep Apnea in Burlington, VT: How Chittenden Dental Can Help

Sleep apnea is a common but serious sleep disorder that affects millions of individuals worldwide. For residents in Burlington, VT, finding effective solutions for this condition is essential to improving both their quality of sleep and overall health. While Continuous Positive Airway Pressure (CPAP) machines have been the traditional go-to treatment for sleep apnea, many individuals are seeking alternatives that are less cumbersome and easier to manage. Chittenden Dental, a trusted name in dental care, offers innovative sleep devices for sleep apnea Burlington VT, along with effective sleep apnea treatments without CPAP.

Understanding Sleep Apnea and Its Impact

Sleep apnea is characterized by repeated interruptions in breathing during sleep. These interruptions can lead to a variety of symptoms, including:

Loud snoring

Fatigue or sleepiness during the day

Morning headaches

Difficulty concentrating

Mood disturbances

Left untreated, sleep apnea can increase the risk of serious health problems such as heart disease, hypertension, and diabetes. Fortunately, modern solutions like those provided by Chittenden Dental can help alleviate these risks.

Traditional CPAP Machines: Why Patients Seek Alternatives

CPAP machines have long been the standard treatment for moderate to severe sleep apnea. However, their bulky design and the need for a mask can make them uncomfortable for many users. Common complaints include:

Noise from the machine

Difficulty adjusting to the mask

Dry mouth or nasal passages

Challenges with portability

Given these challenges, many patients in Burlington, VT, are exploring other sleep apnea treatments without CPAP.

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Some key benefits of these devices include:

Custom Fit for Comfort: Each device is tailored to the patient's dental structure for maximum comfort and effectiveness.

Portability: Unlike CPAP machines, oral devices are compact and travel-friendly.

Quiet Operation: There’s no noise, ensuring an uninterrupted sleep environment.

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Sleep Apnea Treatments Without CPAP in Burlington, VT

For individuals who cannot tolerate CPAP machines, Chittenden Dental offers a range of alternative solutions. These include:

1. Oral Appliance Therapy

As mentioned earlier, custom-designed oral appliances are an excellent choice for patients with mild to moderate sleep apnea. These devices are easy to use and have been proven effective in clinical studies.

2. Lifestyle Modifications

In some cases, lifestyle changes can significantly improve sleep apnea symptoms. Chittenden Dental collaborates with patients to develop strategies, such as weight management, dietary adjustments, and sleep position training, to complement their treatment.

3. Combination Therapy

For some individuals, a combination of treatments—such as using an oral appliance along with positional therapy—may yield the best results. Chittenden Dental’s experienced team evaluates each patient’s condition to recommend the most suitable approach.

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Chittenden Dental has established itself as a trusted provider of comprehensive dental and sleep apnea solutions in Burlington, VT. Here’s why patients continue to choose their services:

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Patient-Centered Approach: From consultation to follow-up care, Chittenden Dental prioritizes patient comfort and satisfaction.

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Many Burlington, VT, residents have found relief from sleep apnea through the innovative treatments offered by Chittenden Dental. Here’s what some patients have to say:

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If you’re searching for effective sleep devices for sleep apnea in Burlington, VT, or looking for sleep apnea treatments without cpap Burlington VT, Chittenden Dental is here to help. Their innovative solutions and compassionate care make them the ideal partner on your journey to better sleep and improved health.

Don’t let sleep apnea hold you back. Contact Chittenden Dental today to schedule a consultation and take the first step toward reclaiming your nights—and your days.

Conclusion

Sleep apnea is a condition that affects more than just your sleep; it impacts your overall quality of life. Fortunately, alternatives to traditional CPAP therapy are now available, and Chittenden Dental is leading the way in providing effective, comfortable solutions. With their expertise in sleep devices and personalized treatment plans, residents of Burlington, VT, can enjoy restful nights and healthier days.

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Talevember Day 1: Jimmy Casket

Ah, Jimmy Casket. The Killer.

I feel like Jimmy Casket is, or at least was, one of the most popular VT characters. I think his popularity has dipped recently in favor of other characters, and to be quite honest, I'm happy others are getting attention over him. However, Jimmy Casket is still a beloved character, so let's talk about him.

Jimmy Casket very famously resides inside Johnny Ghost. It is a hotly contested of how exactly he is stored inside Ghost. I am very much someone who dislikes headcanoning him as an alter, both from a canon perspective and because I've had multiple systems tell me that kind of thing makes them really uncomfortable (which is understanding cause. Well it's an 'alter' whose personality is "I kill people." not exactly the best representation there)

The other two popular options are Ghost and Demon. (there are others which I think are neat, but these are the most popular). So which one do I subscribe to? Well I subscribe to the idea that he's a ghost, not a demon. I just personally think it's a lot more interesting.

Let's start off with why I think he's a paranormal entity. There are many episodes of VT where Casket inhabits people other than Ghost. Murder, which is the series in which Casket makes his debut and where he makes his most appearances, hardly features Ghost at all (though there are a couple times). Casket is shown being taken down multiple times, and through multiple different names.

Now let's get to the next point: Demons and Ghosts are both paranormal entities. We know this because of the Level 25 cat demon being in the realm of paranormal. My point here being a rebuttal to a common argument that Casket can't be a ghost because then he would set of the ghost hunting equipment, if he was a demon he would probably also set off the equipment.

I also just think it's a lot more interesting to consider that Casket was once someone before becoming a ghost. I am a (soft) believe of Gregory Casket being Jimmy Casket before he died, not Johnny Ghost (though obviously that is very malleable. It's not very clear in canon). I like to think of Jimmy as some sort of family member to Ghost. Perhaps a brother of some kind, or maybe an uncle. Not entirely sure.

Another small point is that Jose also possesses someone and is very likely not a demon, though I'm sure Casket is likely a higher level than Jose overall (hard to say since we don't really see Jose often)

I personally think it took Casket a long while to find Ghost as a host. Once he did find Ghost, it was incredibly easy to get a foothold in manipulating him since Ghost already has a lot of trauma and personal problems. Then it was as simple as a switch for when he was emotionally vulnerable.

I guess my explanation for the ghost equipment might be that it would only activate once his possession takes over. I would imagine after that it would fly off the charts.

Anyway that's all my opening thoughts about it. I hope everyone has a fun Talevemeber! See you tomorrow

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An analytical approach on what went wrong so often Was passiert eigentlich im Oberstübchen (VT), wenn wir uns mit Dingen konfrontiert sehen, die wir als ungerecht empfinden, die wir als falsche Tatsachen und als Unterstellungen wahrnehmen?

Gehen wir das mal analytisch und anonymisiert an. Person B und Person C unterhalten sich.

As it was reflected in many previous posts: The only thing that truly matters is the perspective on our own dimension of action – the only dimension we can actively change. We cannot change others or their behavior. That is why the main focus is on Person B here.

Person B shares a fact with Person C, which ends up hurting Person C. In response to this hurt, Person C reacts with assumptions or theses they believe to be true. This reaction triggers a feeling in Person B that they must defend themselves against these assumptions. As a result, Person B’s brain enters a defense mode, making constructive communication more difficult.

What precisely happens with Person B and his Birne?

"When the human brain enters defense mode and perceives an unjust situation, it reacts both emotionally and physiologically. This response is deeply rooted in the brain’s survival mechanisms and is often triggered by the limbic system, particularly the amygdala. The amygdala acts as the brain’s emotional alarm system, interpreting the situation as a threat and releasing stress hormones like adrenaline and cortisol. These hormones prepare the body for fight, flight, or freeze responses. However, during this state, the prefrontal cortex—the part of the brain responsible for rational thinking, problem-solving, and impulse control – becomes less active, making it harder to think clearly or make reasoned decisions."

And:

"This state leads to hypervigilance, where the brain becomes overly alert to perceived dangers, interpreting actions or words more negatively than intended. The situation is viewed through an “us versus them” lens, which can amplify the sense of injustice. At the same time, emotional overload occurs as feelings like anger, frustration, or fear dominate, making it difficult to regulate these emotions effectively. The brain also taps into past experiences of injustice or conflict, intensifying the current reaction and reinforcing the feeling of being treated unfairly."

Referring to the three primary responses the brain can have when faced with a perceived threat (fight, flight, freeze): The brain's three main responses actually demonstrate the typical pattern we have consistently observed in test subject B. Let's go into the definitions to be precise:

Fight

This response involves preparing to confront the threat head-on. The body releases adrenaline, increasing strength and focus to overcome the perceived danger.

Examples: Arguing back during a confrontation, defending oneself or becoming accusatory, aggressive and even amplifying the threat in return in a stressful situation.

Flight

This involves escaping or avoiding the threat. The body channels its energy into fleeing or retreating from the source of fear to seek safety.

Examples: Leaving a room during an argument, running away from the perceived danger and challenging situations altogether.

Freeze

This occurs when the body becomes immobilized or "stuck," unable to act. It’s a response often triggered by a situation that feels overwhelming or inescapable.

Examples: Feeling paralyzed in fear during a traumatic event, being unable to speak or respond in an intense situation, or dissociating mentally to cope.

We can conclude that we are dealing with entirely typical reactions, which make it impossible for Person B to respond appropriately in the moment. So far, it remains unclear when and why one of the three tactics is chosen – why it’s flight in one instance, fight in another, and so on. But how can we now approach the situation to foster a more constructive way of handling situations in which we feel we need to defend ourselves?

As always: "These responses are automatic and not consciously controlled, although awareness of them can help individuals manage their reactions."

One of the toughest people to have arguments with are those which mean the world to you – these are literally your Endgegner, the final bosses in conflicts. As a start, training to master emotions might be easier with people that don't have such an emotional impact on you. But it all starts again with awareness. Noticing what's happening. Stay calm and composed and listen carefully. Try to clarify the facts. Set boundaries, if necessary. Acknowledge emotions (!), realize what's going on and focus on constructive solutions. Focus on what you want as an outcome.

When we ride motorbikes and go into turns, we always focus on the point where we want to finish our turn; this is where we put our focus to, not where we are currently, not our feet, not the bike, not the wheels. The point that we want to reach and then turn the bike into that direction.

Repeat and repeat and repeat until you master turns like a legend.

It is hard as fuck, but it's on you which final boss you challenge. The hard one in COD or the cheap one in Super Mario. No matter which boss appears, it is not on you to tell the bosses how to fight you, it's on you how you tackle them. And if you're lucky, these bosses stop being your enemy one day.

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I don't like talking irl or politics here but wow, people are really complaining about the g*vt "not doing enough to evacuate" as if Floridians are going to listen in the first place. For the record, at least from a library worker's perspective, everyone is doing the best they can do.

Everyone's been on standby since Helene and have been keeping eagle-eyes on the storm. Hurricane Hunters have been sent out. Even here on east side, there are constant calls and emails for prep and potential shelter duty. Workers have been notified to sandbag and prepare and help others prepare. Just because you don't see it doesn't mean it isn't happening. There are plenty more things I could say, but probably are things people complaining from other states don't want to bother to hear.

I can't speak for every county, but I can assure you that it is most definitely not the local government's fault if not everybody evacuates the path of the storm. 🙄 The fact of the matter is that mandatory evacuations have already been issued in effected counties. Tampa's county included.

Your real issue is that Floridians are buck-wild. We don't often get storms that cause us problems unless you life in the Gulf or in Miami and even then 9/10 times we simply do not care. I've seen people go canoeing down the street in a hurricane just because it's fun. If someone decides not to evacuate, that is entirely on them and their own free will. Not only is your local government doing the best it can, but it's also not your government's job to force you out if you don't want to leave. If you decide to stay due to your own stupidity and hubris that's entirely on you, I'm sorry to say it.

Anyways listen to your evacuation orders and take the storm seriously, Tampa folks, it's gonna be rough out there. And for the love of god if you are not from Florida or just want to blame everything on higher powers instead of a person's real and free will, maybe do some research into your evacuation orders, zoning, and your county's available evacuation shelters first before you start saying that your local government doesn't care and isn't trying to do its best. Something tells me you've never bothered to go to your local library to ask.