#vocabulary or something. and i have no social skills and theyre just stuck. bc its not like i can learn. ive been trying for 19 years i mea | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

yelloworangesoda · 11 months ago

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i don’t know. its like i dont have the words for anything. its so embarrassing oh am i ignoring you am i being an asshole. am i stupid did i fail english class. no its more like if everyone was given language skills they left me out of

#is it. autism??? is it illiteracy? im not tthe most well read but most people i know dont read for fun #is it bc i didnt understand english class very well. or no bc i actually hated writing in english class but i did it well enough that my #teachers actually thought i was just being lazy and Could do better. so they didnt believe me when i said i didnt. seem to have the. like #vocabulary or something. and i have no social skills and theyre just stuck. bc its not like i can learn. ive been trying for 19 years i mea #what could i have missed. i kinda wish i could stop talking forever and then i wouldnt have to worry about it.#i get made fun of for my speech a lot and its not something i dislike in the moment its something i dislike. when i think about it #so i cant combat it. bc i dont care when it happens #whatever #simons spouting

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