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For the 30 years old ask meme, could I ask: 8, 13, 15, 18, 36, 41, and 62 please? (I promise I restrained myself 🙈 I'm just very curious) -☆
thanks friend~
8. What cleaning product do you swear by? i am not a person who has strong feelings about cleaning products, except i prefer not to use antibacterial handsoap on a regular basis in the home environment…seems like tempting fate. if i had to pick something i guess i'd say detergent for washing dishes by hand, because i use it more than anything else probably.
13. Which filter are you most likely to go "eh, it's probably fine" when you find out you need to change it? the air conditioner. i clean it once a year…most years.
15. Do you go down each aisle when you grocery shop, or only the ones you know you need stuff from? only the ones i know i need stuff from! yesterday i went to a grocery store i don't usually go to because i'm not in my neighborhood at the moment, and it was such a frustrating experience because i had to go down every aisle multiple times, not knowing where anything was. hate that. i am in and out at my regular grocery store. i am here to get the stuff on my premade list and then get the fuck outta dodge.
18. Pro or anti tchotchkes? they don't really do anything for me from a visual perspective, because everything in my line of sight becomes invisible to me after a short period of time. (i have seen this called "visual exhaustion", but when i look up that term i just get results for eye strain, so maybe that's not an official term lol.) so having a bunch of small items in my vicinity ultimately just means there are more things to get dusty and for me to not even notice getting dusty until we are at critical levels.
36. Do you keep a daily journal or agenda? i keep a weekly agenda, which is structured as a table where the columns are the days of the week Mon-Sun and the rows are things like "french", "book", "puzzles", "social", "shower", "chores", etc. and then for every day i write down the initials of the french-language book i'm currently reading in the french row, the initials of whatever other book i'm currently reading in the book row, whatever task i need to do for my newspaper puzzles, and so forth. there isn't always something in every cell - for example if i have more than four days with something in the "social" row (which includes phone calls), i am in trouble because i don't have the bandwidth for that lol. then on the far side of the page i keep a running list of things i need to do at some point but don't plan to work on in the current week, so i don't lose track of them. i used to keep a daily journal but it petered off several months ago when i realized 1) i was running out of space for all my old journals, 2) there were so many it was prohibitively difficult to actually refer back to them for any reason, since just finding the relevant entry could take hours unless i already happened to know what date to look for, and 3) it was taking up time and also depressing me. lol. problems 1 and 2 would be solved by keeping a digital journal rather than a handwritten one, but that's never appealed to me. so now the only thing i write down is how much i slept, how heavy my menstruation was, and (only if they were notably unusual) how my mood and appetite were.
41. What's the oldest thing you own? the last time i thought this over i concluded it was a copy of a connecticut yankee in king arthur's court, and i haven't come up with anything else. i don't remember exactly how old it is. from the early 1900s maybe?
62. Where are you on the minimalism-maximalism kinsey scale? hm idk really. as stated before, i got the ol' "this sign can't stop me because i cease to even notice it if it's been on the wall for more than one hour" disease. so you could go all out and cover a room in all sorts of shit and i would enjoy the aesthetic and think it looks neat right up until i would never see it again, which would be very soon. so it kinda comes out to a wasted effort for me. however, on the other hand i can't say i'm a minimalist person either, because if you put me in a bare bones room with two sticks of furniture, within half an hour i'll have covered every space with bags and books and assorted papers and devices that i am planning to use throughout the course of the next few days and not even notice how cluttered i have made it due to the aforementioned visual exhaustion thing. so yeah. i have no idea. i do enjoy looking at pictures of maximalist decor though, and last year i visited a friend of a friend whose house was THE most intensely decorated place i had ever seen and i thought it was amazing. but if we're talking my own living space or anywhere i will be spending any amount of time, it does not and cannot matter.
#if i rb an ask meme it's because i want to procrastinate or am lonely so i appreciate you asking :D#asks#not anon#visual exhaustion#<-this is the tag i use for it but again apparently no one else calls it this lol#i don't know what it is called though so for now that's my term for it#i have to have a row for 'shower' otherwise i will just straight up forget to shower. because i don't have a practice of showering every da#things i do consistently every day aren't usually on here unless they're time-consuming and would give me satisfaction to cross off#i like this method because it gives me an easy way to 1) see how much i have going on in a single day (so i can then be like wow today#is really busy already i better put this other stuff down on another day) and 2) see how long it's been since i e.g. took a shower lol#at the end of the day everything in the column for that day is either crossed off or erased and moved to a future day#so stuff doesn't fall by the wayside#except the stuff i write on the side to do another week does kind of end up becoming subject to the same 'if i sees it no i didns't'#problem. if it's on there for long enough it becomes gibberish to me and i stop thinking of it as something i actually have to do
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Sequel to Sunshade
#my art#warrior nun#wn fanart#avatrice#still set in:#au where they get to go home and take a nap at the end of s2#Ig I felt bad I drew a fluffy snuggling scene and still didn’t let poor B rest#my painting ‘sunshade’ is structured around a visual pun#(cause people call B a ‘sunshine protector’ and funny if more literal)#but what makes avt so good is how A coaxes B out of the protector role and A is given space to not always be sunny#the sunshine protector/knight-princess dynamic is exhausting for both parties (which is why JC/ Ava doesn’t work)#so here’s the natural follow up#couldn’t think of a good pun for the caption though. Moonshine?#I actually really enjoy where the series left off. Their relationship is thematically complete.#(<- Burying this deep in the tags because I know nobody agrees with me)#imerr fanart#me: I’m totally over WN — also me:
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another study on wada arco's art style ft my beloved kohaku ♡
ps. if i had a penny every time i drew kohaku in front of a tree, i would have three whole pennies. which isn't a lot but i would swear i did it more than just three times
#anyways the study if fun but exhausting#purple draws#art#tsukihime#fanart#digital art#kohaku#wada arco#art style study#visual novel#melty blood#nasuverse#type moon#artists on tumblr
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tumblr annihilated the quality of this so i added a text free image of him so ppl could actually see him! the quality will probably hold up better on my FA lol. i wanted to use a text tool in paint or sai to write all that out but they were either crunchy or just straight up not working for me today
anyway i have had levels boyfriend-adjacent guy in my head for months (almost a year honestly i think) but i only had a fuzzy idea for his design itself in my head and the many attempts i made to just find smth by doodling weren't promising. so while i still think this is a little complex for him (probably kinda overdesigned especially cuz im still so pleased with levels design and her color blocking and she has a great 'looks more complicated than she actually is to draw' design to me) and ill likely mess w it a bit in the future, im happy with where i ended up this time! i have a lot less experience drawing robots than i do just normal furries so figuring out pleasing shapes, lines, and plating for more inorganic stuff isnt rly second nature to me, but i'll get there, and im happy with him for now :-)
one thing i was trying to translate w his design that i couldnt fit on the ref was that since he's level's mechanic and he also does as much of his own servicing as he can, i wanted some of their plating and (minimal) greebling to be similar. zag has some plating styles he likes i think.. i did want their colors to contrast but still look good together :) i had to fight everything in me to not make him just teal. i love you teal. level had enough teal in her design lol. zag got a greener teal for highlights than level's 'beachier' color scheme bcuz i cant resist at least a LITTLE bit
#i am so exhausted from drawing this ive been working on it since yesterdayyy#he is not named zagreus after the video game character but if the shoe fits i guess#my art#ocs#furry#anthro#robot#robots#tiger#saber tooth tiger#sabercat#yesterday i got such a like intense visual of what i wanted his upper half to look like in my head as i was just walking around#i dropped everything to go draw it out rly quick and then got invested lol#he was gonna have more stripes but i got invested in splitting up his parts into plates#and by then id just made way too many lines to give him too many stripes. maybe his back has more or smth.#his tail looks both like a stim toy and something that would snap your fingers if it caught them wrong
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a lesson on good karma digimon survive week 2024 day 4: supporting characters
#digimon#gomamon#digimon survive#survive week#survive week 2024#rambling ahead. you don't have to read the tags beyond bc there's nothing that important tbh... you can just look at the art...#exhausted from being out and doing housework yesterday. then got a last-minute job with very urgent deadline today#finished everything but yeah basically i did anything but art so#irl do be like that aint it#anyway it's been a long time since i played survive and my memory isn't that good#but i always remember the part where we had to protect the gomamon#and later they showed us a path via the dam allowing the team to continue exploring#it reminded me of just how important it is to be nice and do good things whenever and wherever possible#and be mindful with the not-so-good things you do and say#be it good or bad. karma is real even if you don't know when it will get back at you#and you know in visual novel settings. whatever choice you make really determines what happens later on#yeah believe it or not i end up thinking stuff like that by helping a bunch of adorable seal mons...#mmm i'm officially behind now so i might as well take my time while also rest a bit haha ;;#this week has been fun with survive week tho fr. even though i came in unprepared (when will i change)#gotta keep surviving#png
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not me booting up character creator to make children for astarion and tavaria
Anastasya. maybe the dhampir child in Sonnet??? idk? running with the hc that Astarion is a star elf and had violet eyes before being turned, which she inherits. she also has streaks of silver in her hair thanks to Astarion.
the parentals, for comparison:
#don't mind me#i'm exhausted and delusional#and i need visual aids to help me focus lol#sotlc#my ocs
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I like to think that at first, Cas was merely controlling his vessel like you would a doll. Like a kid playing with a tiny dollhouse, he’s this big entity—the size of your Chrysler building—hovering over everything, dragging and moving this borrowed body around. A body of a human, something he could only ever wish to be like. But over the course of his stay on earth, as he falls deeper and deeper in love with humanity, with every touch and emotion and desire he feels, his essence is gradually pulled and absorbed into his vessel, until he has become one with it. With every punishment and brainwashing he experiences, the heavens forcefully rips him out of his body, only for him to fall right back in. I like to think that “falling” doesn’t only refer to being away from heaven, but also how close he’s become to the earth. And when he falls, he plummets into the dirt. Not just his vessel, but his entire being, fast and hard. Like Cupid’s arrow hitting the mark, puncturing his heart. The angels are huge, but most of them are thin, hollow, heartless bastards. Cas has become one with his vessel, and his essence fills his body so densely. Like a bright dense star gone supernova, in his final moments, his uncontainable love bursts through his chest. And the only remnants of his existence are the blood red spots on Dean’s unwashed jacket and the huge, dark, all-consuming space he’s left in his life.
#in the good spn in my head this is visualized. and in an even better spn in my head this is animated.#maybe if I wasn’t so mentally exhausted I would’ve managed to draw this#touchstiel acc got me thinking thoughts#the way he lets Dean move him around and stop him in his tracks…..#supernatural#spn#spn 15x18#despair#november 5th#destiel#deancas#casdean#castiel#cas#dean winchester#dean x castiel
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Having both Aphantasia and Phantosmia is wild dude
Wdym i can't imagine or rotate an apple in my brain, but I'll randomly sniff up BBQ or chicken curry out of nowhere in the middle of the night 👁👄👁 UH
#My brain is goofy as fuck#also have explosive head syndrom which to me only happens when I'm really really exhausted#and I'll hear plates breakings - loud banging on pans etc#FUNKY ASS BRAIN. But can't visualize the blorbos tho!!!!#literally cock blocked smhgg#blah blah
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11. 1987 is the least scary shredder
10. closely followed by archie
9. Next Mutation
8. 90s movies
7. Bayverse
6. batman vs TMNT
5. Rise
4. Mirage
3. IDW
2. 2003
1. 2012 by a lot
#archie and IDW I'm behind on so I could be just straight up wrong but I'm including them anyway because it's fun#least scary =/= best#just a fun mental exercise#tmnt#1987 shredder#archie shredder#tnm shredder#the gaps represent the. gaps#yeah my words are not wording hopefully visually it makes sense#i thought 87 might beat some of the 90s puppet turtles shredders but ultimately he is just too endearing#i had typed out an explanation for each placement and was so exhausted looking at it i just deleted it XD#what am i doing here im supposed to be tagging#uhh#90s shredder#bayverse shredder#bv shredder#idw shredder#rise shredder#mirage shredder#2003 shredder#2012 shredder#very interested to learn about mm shredder
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gojo has a tamagotchi <3
#jjk#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jjk fanart#jjk gojo#jjk geto#my art#this is the most ive just. fucked around abt a piece of art in a while lmao#it was fun but you can rlly tell im getting exhausted from school stuff lol#part of this was also experimenting w narrative storytelling in an illustration--like trying to show this time theyre having together#in a visually interesting way#also ive assigned them each tamagotchi kins gojo is memetchi and geto is gozarutchi#also i know the tamagotchi in the illustration is not memetchi but i like mametchis design better so hes there
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finally finished the rough sketches of the next pjo oc comic installment and it’s a whole page longer than the previous WOOO
#i still need to nail down the right mix of detail and ‘keeping simon from going insane shading six pages’#so there will likely be some visual tweaks to the next part#i still WANNA do color like ink only is something i’ve considered#i could always vary which parts have colors and which don’t but idk if i like that inconsistency#because I WANNA MAKE MORE PARTS but yknow art can still be exhausting even if i draw quickly#that or i rope one of my friends into becoming my colorist LMAO#simon says
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I need to play Umineko but fuck dude. I found out there's two different translations today??? I'm already fucked up thinking about how there's the original sprites and the other sprites and apparently a patch which adds voice acting (???) and now I have to think about alternate TRANSLATIONS too??? I thought it would be the length that puts me off the game but I've been over that for a while now. No, instead it's trying to figure out THIS shit.
#this isn't even mentioning how expensive it is for me. who has no job#im sorry im not paying over 50 dollars for a visual novel#so im probably going to have to find a playthrough or something#honestly at this point my main thing is i need the original sprites. they have too much charm#but skimming no commentary playthroughs it looks like most are the updated sprites#exhausting. please just let me play it. stop being 55 dollars immediately
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what if i dont want toxic yaoi. what if i want toxic bara. ever think about that?
#i was looking at games tagged visual novel and bara on itch and man. a lot of them look good but they all seem very. safe?#i personally feel more pulled towards visual novers that are either a bit horror or tragedy oriented#or maybe both#and theres plenty of that in yaoi and yuri but what if i want that but bara#am i being too picky#i think i am#i have so many games i want to play on itch but the thing with indie games is that theyre usually good in a way that make them#emotionally exhausting in a good way but like i cant play through them too fast#also i keep forgetting they exist
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i'm so tired, poster sneak peek
#visual representation of my mental health#today has been exhausting and Not Great#started with the doctor and getting blood drawn#then moved onto fighting with my insurance company#and then an unexpected like 3 hours trying to fix my PC#i had hopes and dreams and ambitions today#not anymore buckaroo#wip
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look at them, they took their time to cheer on bbh :( even the newer islanders
#qsmp#qsmp liveblog#this is communication smp#qsmp: YOU WILL BE COMFORTED (a threat)#also im hysterically laughing at the way you can see here who's been on the island longer#aka they are looking more exhausted and traumatized visually
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Couch Whump Visual that I Love
An injured Whumpee laying on the couch. Their legs sprawled over the cushions. One bent at the knee resting against the back of the couch, while the other hangs off the side. Whumpee not bothering to lift it up to rest with the other – or not having the energy to.
Their chest rising and falling rapidly with heavy breaths from the pain they're in. Maybe one of their arms resting on top of their forehead and eyes. Perhaps a hand gripping the back of the couch, or a hand reaching over their shoulder holding onto the arm rest for dear life.
#whump#whumpee#whumper#whump scenario#whump scene#whump prompt#whump tropes#whump visuals#injured#injured whumpee#whump things#heavy breathing#leg whump#exhausted whumpee#pain#injury treatment#whump thoughts#whump writing#my writing#whump community
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