#v; safe at last

[sainz100]

Carlos Sainz | F1 London Live in 2017 | x x x x x

[peacockrulz]

Funny stuff happens on twitter sometimes dkslfjsdlkf

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

im gonna be honest i dont care that the eggs bedrooms at NINHO look super scary rn. NINHO is a nuclear bunker built for survival, and that should ALWAYS be the #1 priority when building a space meant to be safe. If it isn't safe, then it has failed as a safe space, just by definition. That SAID- gaining functionality doesn't mean they have to give up a nice room entirely. There's still ways to decorate. The space has to be different now, but remember that each room started out as a double-block layered square box. even a nuclear bunker can have paintings on the wall

[velvet-games]

everybody cheer for qprs!

[mysticcomfort]

Day 15

[saintofguilt]

disgraced child of cain, foul vessel unworthy of saving.

patron saint of religious guilt. fig eater. martyr. renaissance aficionado. starving artist. gothic architecture enthusiast.

im petr, but you can call me petya, or a name of your endearment, if you want me on my knees. i use any pronouns, refer to me however you please, paint me in thy image.

beware of misc paraphilias, incest, vomit, catholicism, body horror, blood, pestilence, anorexia, rot, decay, and insects. minors and cishets please do not interact.

asks and dms are always open, please, do not be afraid.

[koqen]

⠀⠀remember me for who i was ⠀⠀☂️

[mblue-art]

ough,,,, you givb me lust brainrot,,,,,,, hes jbust a littol guyTM,,,,

-juni

HECK yeah 🫶🫶🫶 good thoughts, i hope ! he deserves to be appreciated 💜

mme whne,when lust sans does anything that's so very him

(emoji src)

[stromuprisahat]

I think one of the main things that bother me about Alina’s cult becoming so wide-spread, is her whole “Sainthood” is build on a heap of lies.

She’s worshipped because the Apparat spreads a story about her death and resurrection in the Fold, she doesn’t do any miracles (unless you count branding a fanatic and some lightshow), she doesn’t even destroy that fucking Fold! She kills the Darkling, when he’s at his weakest, broken man at that point, and what she decides to do next? Has others fake her death “off screen” and fucks off to live a life sponsored by the Crown.

The Darkling gave her the Stag, the Darkling and Nikolai served the Sea Whip on a golden platter for her, Malyen basically kills himself to get her the third amplifier and even her loss of power and its redistribution isn’t her choice or doing.

Saints are supposed to suffer, okay, but they’re supposed to do something for others by own choice! What did Alina achieve as herself?!

Patron Saint of Orphans and Undiscovered Gifts? Neither is her merit. 

I won’t even start about the orphanage ending, payed by bankrupt country. What kind of home can offer broken teenager- who herself needs some serious help to heal- to damaged children? Comfort? How much can give someone, who needs it themselves? Her “not making” Grishenka leave for training clearly shows she can make more damage than good.

[izzy-b-hands]

3,8,19,22 ?

3. Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year?

Ooh I can't choose just one so I'm limiting myself to a Top 10 BC that's genuinely as few as I think I can choose between aksnfkfgn:

1. JPEGMAFIA

2. detahjae

3. jev

4. Fox Szn (I know technically it's. ya know. Danny Gonzalez in character but the songs are such fucking earworms I replayed so much that I can't not include him here.)

5. Isaiah Rashad

6. Sabrina Carpenter (not normally a pop girlie here but she grew on me and her songs are so much fun!! Aside from that One Song from her latest album with the one lyric I absolutely detest lmao)

7. Lola Young (shout to Fiancé for the recommendation! Big Brown Eyes became an Instant edizzy song for me, but her latest album overall was a good listen!)

8. MAVI

9. Alkaline (his stuff can be hard to find, but it's worth the search! Other artists that use Alkaline in their names tend to come up first in results, but searching him with one of my fave songs, With The Thing, in the search usually brings up whichever songs are currently available on various sites/streaming services!)

10. Tommy Richman

8. Game of the year?

Admittedly I really only played games I've owned for ages throughout 2024, so it's not anything new or exciting unfortunately. But I really enjoyed letting myself relax with GTA Online, Diner Bros, and I started The Pale Beyond! If I had to choose for a newer one, then The Pale Beyond would be my GOTY.

19. What’re you excited about for next year?

Getting married in March is the big one!! Right up by that would be finally getting my last ever name change done (first middle and last so the whole thing is fixed lol) and updating all the things/documents/etc!!

I'm also excited for going to more theatre shows (whenever we can afford and can get seats we like lol), more beach trips, and possibly a trip out to Maine or Rhode Island (never been to either so there's gonna be So Much to see!!)

Aside from that, I'm excited to keep working on my writing, fic and original. It's been a bit of a rough patch with my writing the last couple of years, but I'm hopeful I can get a bit more done and posted re: fic, and that I can get back into writing more original things and maybe post some of the original short stories I've been sitting on for the last few months.

22. If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?

I honestly don't really know, bc knowing me at the start of last year I was too scared, irritated, and frustrated with the state of the world and other things to want any advice from anyone, let alone myself. I think I'd just not bother myself back at the start of 2024 for my own sake lol. He's doing his best to get by and that's enough.

Granted, I'm absolutely terrified for the rest of 2025 re: state of the world and my country, but there's enough excitement/good upcoming things that I'm feeling slightly more positive/receptive to the idea of the rest of this year happening lmaooo

Thank you for asking, Anon! I hope you have a good new year!!

[meowdaspaws]

returning to the roots of my account and posting some more tulpa doodles. for as much as i advertise being a tulpamancer on this acc i really dont post about my guys as much as i need to. i would genuinely not still be alive if it weren’t for them so i need to pay my tributes, however silly they may seem <3

[navaleriane]

i. kind of. couldn't help myself. i love them together sm.

un cen sore d version for naughty ones https://imgur.com/a/5wQ07E6

[graevs666]

i wish i was normal w affection and intimacy like i do crave it now and then but it also feels so alien, uncomfy and sometimes scary

[shirefantasies]

One of my besties is hyping me up to ask a new coworker out but I have never done that before I am do a frighten

[agayconcept]

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[camellia-thea]

initially this post had some commentary about interests right now. and then it turned into a ramble about personal healing in the tags. so the interest post is going separately.