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Funny stuff happens on twitter sometimes dkslfjsdlkf
#these tags are dedicated to the person who told me to stop hiding headcanon info in the tags#im still doing it LKSDFSDFKLFJ#anyway some exposition for my tumblr fans:#J never sleeps. like ever#if she does “sleep” she usually does it sitting in the drop-pod#a lah inuyasha style LMAO#if that makes sense#she never even slept during Tessa's sleepovers#she'd just lay there letting her mind wander#But it always stressed Tessa out that J never relaxed#so one day she was finally able to convince J to TRY. just once.#the first time J ever slept and the first time she truly let her guard down in that manor#was curled up. as small as she could be. next to Tessa.#J was so scared of being found. of being hurt for stopping just once.#so Tessa sat with her the entire time. So she could feel safe enough to finally rest#J can't sleep because it means she'd have to physically stop#and after so long since she the last time she was allowed to rest#I don't think she knows how any more.#and if she did I doubt she'd let herself stop for even a moment#because stopping means letting it catch up to you#its easier just to keep moving; isn't it?#its easier then facing the fact she'll never lay next to her ever again#or smth idk im not a writer lol#ANYWAY thanks for reading :]#murder drones#serial designation j#serial designation v#uzi doorman#tessa is mentioned but I don't really think it warrants a tags :p#I really should be making text posts if im gonna make tags this friggin long
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just remembered ryan came out and said multiple times last season that eddie is heterosexual after years of not commenting on his sexuality at all. much 2 think about
#“baby steps toward anything if anything” is the thing i think about most like ok yeah so buddie's not OFF the table#it's just sort of chilling in the kitchen somewhere#but then i think of ryan saying eddie is straight and despite what Y'ALL (buddie monoshippers) think#last season's press felt v v different with regard to how they (the cast) talked about Buddie romantic possibility#which is. hrmm. 😐#anyways#jack.txt#tv: 911#disk horse#not really but just to be safe
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im gonna be honest i dont care that the eggs bedrooms at NINHO look super scary rn. NINHO is a nuclear bunker built for survival, and that should ALWAYS be the #1 priority when building a space meant to be safe. If it isn't safe, then it has failed as a safe space, just by definition. That SAID- gaining functionality doesn't mean they have to give up a nice room entirely. There's still ways to decorate. The space has to be different now, but remember that each room started out as a double-block layered square box. even a nuclear bunker can have paintings on the wall
#qsmp#tallulah's room was SO SCARY when bad was checking in on her and it was just a square empty box#put some Atmosphere in there#side note also that these kids aren't being traumatized by having v secure safe spaces#they're being traumatized by being Hunted Down For Sport#flower fields are gorgeous and children should get to frolic in them but NOT when theres a binary Beast chasing them#ever heard of a greenhouse#put like three layers of reinforced glass on that thang and now you've got a garden#and the plants are deprived of baby-flavoured fertilizer everybody wins#these tags must be Something to anyone not in the qsmp fandom lmao#child death#<- for the blacklists#im gonna have to add those last two tags to a tag bundle if i keep talking about egg deaths#ive had to tag like four different posts in the last day alone
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everybody cheer for qprs!
#had another date today and it was actually a lot of fun!#they made me feel v safe and happy :>#but I fear the good vibes only continued bc we didn't actually do anything romantic/sexual lmao#unless you count me falling asleep on their shoulder for a few minutes (I got literally one hour of sleep last night)#anyway yeah I'm v glad I know what a qpr is#'I wanna be bffs w u and spend as much time together as possible and you make me feel giddy and happy'#is definitely a distinct and special feeling that I want a separate name for#but I don't want ppl to assume that it's attached to anything romantic#no flirting or kissing please <3#but I love you tho#velvetrambles#personal
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fuck it. making a poll for my homies who also commit biting/picking crimes
#banebabbles#bane poll#orally fixated fidgeters unite#cw picking#i have no idea what else to tag this as. forgive me#in spirit there's an option that is just specifically the little callous you develop on your finger where your drawing utensils rest#but yeah. man. god. you know nothing is safe from me#my heels are a disaster pls dont look at them#been trying v hard the last couple years to reduce how much ive picked at them but it's difficult lol#im not a nail-biter anymore so that's good but the trade off is that i never have nails still#bc i just clip them if they start getting long enough haha#still it works best!#my lips and fingertips remain unsafe tho#used to chew on my cheek meat a lot more when i was younger but ive mostly stopped that#scabs... aw man.... depends. but usually um. not safe from me alas#SORRY TO EVERYONE. I KNOW THIS IS KINDA GROSS#but lol this is how it be sometimes
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what if...
(how is she not breaking her neck you ask?)
tippy toes.
#AU where they get to kiss and make up and everyone is alive and fine#it is maximum self indulgence hours pls perceive them#gpose#elezen#eclaire yes like the dessert#wol x elidibus#=v=#endwalker spoilers#just to be safe even though i built an ascian from spare parts bc using his baby face felt kinda weird ngl 🙊#that one AU from the void#ofc i wait until the last possible minute to finally use the crimes for their intended purpose of making the barbies kiss
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Day 15
#angst ✨#voreville voretober#voretober#I was honestly a little lazy with this one cgchgcgh#I think the vibes are there though#I’d like to think Myst probably got shoved into the alleyway from the rushing crowd#safe vore#soft vore#safe v/ore#soft v/ore#vore art#sfw vore#nonsexual vore#bark arf bark#I dunno griff ate my last brain cell like 3 months ago
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ough,,,, you givb me lust brainrot,,,,,,, hes jbust a littol guyTM,,,,
-juni
HECK yeah 🫶🫶🫶 good thoughts, i hope ! he deserves to be appreciated 💜
mme whne,when lust sans does anything that's so very him
(emoji src)
#ask#mblue talks#m rambles#he's a leetol guy i wanan kis#want him to feel safe being his silly self around meee#want him 2 b comfortable and safe and happier and loveddd waugh#provide comfort and solace to him#want 2 talk with him lots and be besties and open up to eachother and#and be unapologetically ourselves and accepting of eachother's quirks#have a cute lil domestic life#silly banter and teasing#let him rest his pretty tired little skull beside me while i stare at his cute sleepy face in adoration#careful not to wake him with a cheek caress or a gentle kiss atop the crown of his skull#feeling very rom about him tbh#also want both the friendship and the relationship ykwim#(i think it's funny to me that last year i myself used to feel only platonic for him until i had a character development LOL)#(but im v happy that it happened. happy that friends encouraged and supported)#i love him and i am v gay n bi abt him#yeah i have a lot of emoceans about lust sans can you tell
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I think one of the main things that bother me about Alina’s cult becoming so wide-spread, is her whole “Sainthood” is build on a heap of lies.
She’s worshipped because the Apparat spreads a story about her death and resurrection in the Fold, she doesn’t do any miracles (unless you count branding a fanatic and some lightshow), she doesn’t even destroy that fucking Fold! She kills the Darkling, when he’s at his weakest, broken man at that point, and what she decides to do next? Has others fake her death “off screen” and fucks off to live a life sponsored by the Crown.
The Darkling gave her the Stag, the Darkling and Nikolai served the Sea Whip on a golden platter for her, Malyen basically kills himself to get her the third amplifier and even her loss of power and its redistribution isn’t her choice or doing.
Saints are supposed to suffer, okay, but they’re supposed to do something for others by own choice! What did Alina achieve as herself?!
Patron Saint of Orphans and Undiscovered Gifts? Neither is her merit.
I won’t even start about the orphanage ending, payed by bankrupt country. What kind of home can offer broken teenager- who herself needs some serious help to heal- to damaged children? Comfort? How much can give someone, who needs it themselves? Her “not making” Grishenka leave for training clearly shows she can make more damage than good.
#Grishaverse#grishanalyticritical#Alina Starkov#Grishaverse Saints#Sankta Alina of the Fold#The Apparat#The Darkling#Nikolai Lantsov#Malyen Oretsev#Ravkan Church#Ravka#orphans of Keramzin#V#self centred and paranoid#anti Alina Starkov#just to be safe#anti Leigh Bardugo#Plus her bitter selfish self is one of the last people I'd choose to care about others.#It's not only about letting children have sweets and play piano.#Even her ending is something someone idelising care would choose#not someone who knows what care for others requires.
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THEY REALLY PUT THE “MURDER” IN “MURDER DRONES” DIDNT THEY-
#no but fr that epsidoe was SO COOL#murder drones#murder drones episode 7#murder drones episode 7 spoilers#spoilers#not really but just to be safe!!#ANYWAY DAMNNNNNNNNNNN#LIKE#WOAH#Spoiler in the next tag#k but first v in the last episode and now UZI??#😨😨😭😭#WAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Play It Safe - Part II
#cyberpunk 2077#virtual photography#night city streets#from the top#console shots#sandayu oda#hanako arasaka#oc: valerie hye jin li#my grandpa v#stinky not fresh#oda would not sit still for his photos#and I did crop that last photo of hanako but no edits otherwise#play it safe
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⠀⠀remember me for who i was ⠀⠀☂️
#⠀⠀🍒⠀⠀koqen⠀⠀/⠀⠀mbs⠀⠀#hiraeth. wow. oomfie i was simultaneously scared as freak and jumping for joy when i got this.#LIKE. i ADORE them don’t get me wrong they’re ltr amazing#but you’ve got them down to like the last strand of hair on their heads i dont want to show up being loud and wrong 😓#colour-wise they feel a bit similar to hjx to me (esp w the clrs you use in grphcs) but i didnt wanna make them too samey so. this🤗#<- talking like i was slaving away on ps no boy you were pinterest doomscrolling. WHATEVERR 😴#ANW. hv you seen anything from nohluhn :o they kind of give me those vibes in a way?#attempting to explain why it looks like it does. w the whole angel & “i” thing i was thinking abt omnipresence 👾 hence all the clrs#middle left stuck out 2me bc of the “are we safe?” i just thought it fit kinda. icant explain why the fish r there though 😭#THE CENTRE i wanted 2talk abt it bc like Wow idky it appeals to me sm but i just love it.. + its v hiraeth to me for some reason ^^#last thingg i jst thought the song fit 🤗 a couple of the lyrics give hiraeth kinda but i wont yap abt that too 😭#THANKU FOR ASKING FRIENDDD ILYY 😢😢🫶 I LOVE THESE ABSOLUTE ICONS!!!!!!!! sooooo glad to say ive been here from the start 🫡#heol. ok.#random moodboard#messy moodboard
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returning to the roots of my account and posting some more tulpa doodles. for as much as i advertise being a tulpamancer on this acc i really dont post about my guys as much as i need to. i would genuinely not still be alive if it weren’t for them so i need to pay my tributes, however silly they may seem <3
#theres been so many new guys since the last time i made one of these#welcome to jellys wonderland. population uhhhhhh i forgor 💀#kirby and the forgotten land#fecto elfilis#identity v#idv wax artist#idv philippe#overwatch#ow orisa#genshin impact#cyno genshin impact#tulpa safe#tulpamancy#doodles#bipoc selfship#autistic selfship#feifei.art#feifei.com
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i. kind of. couldn't help myself. i love them together sm.
un cen sore d version for naughty ones https://imgur.com/a/5wQ07E6
#im asking for forgiveness if it is illegal leave links like that#i couldn't quite figure that tumblr policy out#and this link ain't clickable#I'm afraid to link it properly lol#just ctrl+c ctrl+v it in your browser okay#i promise it's safe#zukaang#atla#zuko#aang#avatar the last airbender#zuko x aang
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i wish i was normal w affection and intimacy like i do crave it now and then but it also feels so alien, uncomfy and sometimes scary
#n like ive hooked up plenty times but it just doesn’t feel right it feels so unnatural and im just in my head and super aware#or not aware at all#i just feel v disconnected#but i crave hugging and kissing and sex bc it’s gen felt like so long since i last was affectionate w someone#ik it’s defo trauma related i mean ive always been uncomfy with touch and hugging#unless i absolutely trust someone n find them attractive#but even then it comes and goes cos 1 min im okay w it n love being spooned etc next im completely repulsed and don’t want anyone near me#i also just worry abt making other ppl uncomfortable / not being good enough lollll idk#i can’t hug friends or family it makes me so uncomfy#i can only hug ppl im into#n ive forced myself but i hate having to force it bc i feel broken#n when ive hooked up w ppl i don’t know it’s just not right like ive had good sex but im just not fully there and anxious#n ive hooked up w close friends where i felt safe and trusted but even tht made me feel hyper aware and repulsed sometimes#but also initiating affection just doesn’t come natural to me like ive big spooned n stuff bc i have to compromise but i don’t feel anythin#n tht makes me feel like a bad person bc i just dunno how to be human w tht stuff lol#journal
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One of my besties is hyping me up to ask a new coworker out but I have never done that before I am do a frighten
#coworkers#dating#I have confessed over a text once & once in person where I knew they didn’t like me so I was safe & felt brave but v sad#asked a guy to hang out & then had him turn it into a group thing at the last minute so oof told me all I need to know#WHAT DO YOU MEAN LOOK THIS MAN RIGHT IN THE NICELY COLORED EYEBALLS & ASK HIM TO…I DON’T EVEN KNOW DO AN ACTIVITY??????#so scared of becoming the latest workplace tea or the store creep even though this guy is so polite he doesn’t give off tea spiller vibes#what do I do y’all how do I get that stuff the kids call ‘rizz’ these days#have had conversations with him the past few days though that’s something#ya girl needs help 🤕#I swear I AM writing though I promise I’m chipping away at a long request!#marti irl
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