#uuuugh god im tired
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Cybertober day 20: Mantis blades
Fatigue has unfortunately been beating me over the head repeatedly with a squeaky rubber mallet lately, so super messy sketches it is...
Challenge by @gillyvor
#digital art#artists on tumblr#digitalart#clip studio#digital artist#cyberpunk#cyberpunk 2077#cybertober24#cybertober#cybertober 2024#mantis blades#rough sketch#quick sketch#because lately everything has felt a bit like a shitty little doodle#uuuugh god im tired
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My boss: Heya - are we going to meet this week or am I going to lose u to the abyss of science completely?
#me from the bottom of a deep pit: science who? i dont kno her. im trapped in a prison of my own creation#im just v tired this week. that tends to happen when i dont have way way too much to do. which indicates to me depression#i did lug 2 35lb cases 5min down the road and completely destroy the sides of my legs tho#like the bruises look fucking insane and theyre weirdly on the outside of my legs lmao#and idk i did some coding nonsense and organized some data stuff. meh#my fic is around 8.5k and its really annoying bc i want it to be finished so i can eject the ideas from my head#and rant about it bc i just have a lot of feelings#uuuugh its 10.30 and i need to organize the things i need to talk to my boss abt tomorrow#hahaha im so tried. i started to type: god bless the machines i sent. hope they make it safely#ive reverted to the logic my religious 10yr old self#tbh i wouldn't have praid for something like that. i had a long lost of prayers wishing that people would not get sick and die#and i said it every night as i worried what would happen to me when i left my parents house for college#i remember thinking that in my sisters room so it would have been before middle school. so like 10 or younger. why tf was i so worried#abt that? idk i also used to get v upset abt missing my mum in elementary school#anyway this has been a recovered memory i guess#unrelated
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#mdzs#(??)#one..... all i ask is for ONE MXY CENTRIC FANFIC that is not fucking WEIRD. PLS BE NORMAL OH MY GOD OH MY GOOOOOOD#thats just one line of the tags of the first result that comes up on ao3 when i searched for mo xuanyu#just burn that whole site down. im tired. im soooo tired#ntm how in many fics ppl make mxy have a crush on his older brother WHEN. THAT IS WRONG#so much meta abt everything yet ppl cannot imagine that jgy lied abt what mxy did bcs he wanted to get rid of him#and how his name is tagged even tho he barely has any dialogue in any of these fics uuuugh why did i latch onto him#im so mad. im gonna draw mxy (in the nearest possibel future. after all my hw) so that i wont be so mad#nsft
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uuuugh its like 8:30 am and i just wanna go back to sleep so bad but i have to baby sit *cries* god im so tired...
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My parents dont want me to go to school tmoro coz in so sick but were startin coursework b in science and its Really Important and i refuse to miss a single day
#and i dont know what to do#im gonna go school i dont care ive been sick for 2 weeks already and i havent gotten better#if i stay home ill have to stay home for god knows how long#idk when im gonna get better. if i stay home for the time im sick i might miss so much#and my mocks are in like. a month. so no thanks but i need to go#uuuugh idk im just tired i wish i wasnt sick !!!!#i hate this#my back also got kapoot bad lately#it hurt all night tonight and im pretty sure i woke up at least 10 times bc it was too sore#idk anywhere between 10 and 15 times probably idk !!i just know it was a whole fucking lot#and its still sore and i hate this#also ive so much art hw... im not gonna be abke to get it done and im Afraid#i already went past the deadline i just got some more time bc my teacher likes me but like i have barely anything done#and im behind and i cant catch up#this is for the jc too so its not something i can just not end up doing. this is gonna be the big exam#i am a Fool#kolo emerges#i also need to start studying for the mocks like a Lot.
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uuuugh i’m trying to find the name of a manhwa? webcomic series and it was like, post-apocalypticish, where a guy with orange hair used guns that shot....sunlight? to destroy demons. or were they zombies? monsters. and he found a white haired guy wandering around and it turned out later the reheaded guy was the reincarnation of Ra and the white haired dude was like....idr some kinda god? who made it so his first creation couldn’t die (dude was so pissed about that) and idr if they were demons or vampires (AND IT’S NOT NOBLESSE i think)
anyway im tired of looking lol
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You know I wish Fathers Day wasnt a holiday. For me.Kudos and much respect for the good father figures out there but I havent had a decent father figure in the majority of my life. I look at the cards and get frustrated because all the things they say are everything my dad isnt. I didn't want to get anything for him but I didnt want it thrown in my face laterl.o.l. God i dont even want to go to dinner with everybody later uuuugh. Im tired of keeping face.
#breeblabs#negative#ive had a drink and havent slept yet whatthefuck is wrong me i need sleep#i dont
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