#uuuugh god im tired
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Cybertober day 20: Mantis blades
Fatigue has unfortunately been beating me over the head repeatedly with a squeaky rubber mallet lately, so super messy sketches it is...
Challenge by @gillyvor
#digital art#artists on tumblr#digitalart#clip studio#digital artist#cyberpunk#cyberpunk 2077#cybertober24#cybertober#cybertober 2024#mantis blades#rough sketch#quick sketch#because lately everything has felt a bit like a shitty little doodle#uuuugh god im tired
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My boss: Heya - are we going to meet this week or am I going to lose u to the abyss of science completely?
#me from the bottom of a deep pit: science who? i dont kno her. im trapped in a prison of my own creation#im just v tired this week. that tends to happen when i dont have way way too much to do. which indicates to me depression#i did lug 2 35lb cases 5min down the road and completely destroy the sides of my legs tho#like the bruises look fucking insane and theyre weirdly on the outside of my legs lmao#and idk i did some coding nonsense and organized some data stuff. meh#my fic is around 8.5k and its really annoying bc i want it to be finished so i can eject the ideas from my head#and rant about it bc i just have a lot of feelings#uuuugh its 10.30 and i need to organize the things i need to talk to my boss abt tomorrow#hahaha im so tried. i started to type: god bless the machines i sent. hope they make it safely#ive reverted to the logic my religious 10yr old self#tbh i wouldn't have praid for something like that. i had a long lost of prayers wishing that people would not get sick and die#and i said it every night as i worried what would happen to me when i left my parents house for college#i remember thinking that in my sisters room so it would have been before middle school. so like 10 or younger. why tf was i so worried#abt that? idk i also used to get v upset abt missing my mum in elementary school#anyway this has been a recovered memory i guess#unrelated
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#mdzs#(??)#one..... all i ask is for ONE MXY CENTRIC FANFIC that is not fucking WEIRD. PLS BE NORMAL OH MY GOD OH MY GOOOOOOD#thats just one line of the tags of the first result that comes up on ao3 when i searched for mo xuanyu#just burn that whole site down. im tired. im soooo tired#ntm how in many fics ppl make mxy have a crush on his older brother WHEN. THAT IS WRONG#so much meta abt everything yet ppl cannot imagine that jgy lied abt what mxy did bcs he wanted to get rid of him#and how his name is tagged even tho he barely has any dialogue in any of these fics uuuugh why did i latch onto him#im so mad. im gonna draw mxy (in the nearest possibel future. after all my hw) so that i wont be so mad#nsft
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uuuugh its like 8:30 am and i just wanna go back to sleep so bad but i have to baby sit *cries* god im so tired...
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My parents dont want me to go to school tmoro coz in so sick but were startin coursework b in science and its Really Important and i refuse to miss a single day
#and i dont know what to do#im gonna go school i dont care ive been sick for 2 weeks already and i havent gotten better#if i stay home ill have to stay home for god knows how long#idk when im gonna get better. if i stay home for the time im sick i might miss so much#and my mocks are in like. a month. so no thanks but i need to go#uuuugh idk im just tired i wish i wasnt sick !!!!#i hate this#my back also got kapoot bad lately#it hurt all night tonight and im pretty sure i woke up at least 10 times bc it was too sore#idk anywhere between 10 and 15 times probably idk !!i just know it was a whole fucking lot#and its still sore and i hate this#also ive so much art hw... im not gonna be abke to get it done and im Afraid#i already went past the deadline i just got some more time bc my teacher likes me but like i have barely anything done#and im behind and i cant catch up#this is for the jc too so its not something i can just not end up doing. this is gonna be the big exam#i am a Fool#kolo emerges#i also need to start studying for the mocks like a Lot.
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You know I wish Fathers Day wasnt a holiday. For me.Kudos and much respect for the good father figures out there but I havent had a decent father figure in the majority of my life. I look at the cards and get frustrated because all the things they say are everything my dad isnt. I didn't want to get anything for him but I didnt want it thrown in my face laterl.o.l. God i dont even want to go to dinner with everybody later uuuugh. Im tired of keeping face.
#breeblabs#negative#ive had a drink and havent slept yet whatthefuck is wrong me i need sleep#i dont
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