#ive reverted to the logic my religious 10yr old self
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My boss: Heya - are we going to meet this week or am I going to lose u to the abyss of science completely?
#me from the bottom of a deep pit: science who? i dont kno her. im trapped in a prison of my own creation#im just v tired this week. that tends to happen when i dont have way way too much to do. which indicates to me depression#i did lug 2 35lb cases 5min down the road and completely destroy the sides of my legs tho#like the bruises look fucking insane and theyre weirdly on the outside of my legs lmao#and idk i did some coding nonsense and organized some data stuff. meh#my fic is around 8.5k and its really annoying bc i want it to be finished so i can eject the ideas from my head#and rant about it bc i just have a lot of feelings#uuuugh its 10.30 and i need to organize the things i need to talk to my boss abt tomorrow#hahaha im so tried. i started to type: god bless the machines i sent. hope they make it safely#ive reverted to the logic my religious 10yr old self#tbh i wouldn't have praid for something like that. i had a long lost of prayers wishing that people would not get sick and die#and i said it every night as i worried what would happen to me when i left my parents house for college#i remember thinking that in my sisters room so it would have been before middle school. so like 10 or younger. why tf was i so worried#abt that? idk i also used to get v upset abt missing my mum in elementary school#anyway this has been a recovered memory i guess#unrelated
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