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neocrush · 4 years ago

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— the girl groups enhypen’s gfs are in !

genre: fluff (angst on jungwon’s part) + established relationship (eventually lol)

pairings: idol!enhypen x fem!idol!reader

note: idk how to title this pls i thought of it while showering

tagging: @jeminiepabo @strwberrydinosaur

you just finished performing and your members were in need of water bottles

but fucking mnet didn’t provide any inside of your dressing room??

so yves told you to ask for some from the artist in the dressing room next to yours

you knocked on the door without looking at the sign that showed who was in there

you asked for some water bottles and heeseung went “i’ll go get it!” and ran off to go get get them

jungwon just chuckled and went “hyung’s a really huge fan of your group, he kept on singing star on the way here”

you nodded at the younger one, impressed at the fact that you were popular among idols

the tall boy came back with a whole box full of water bottles

“there’s 12 of you here right now so i figured why not get a whole box” he chuckled nervously

you giggled and smiled at the nervous boy

“thank you heeseung-ssi, i’ll take this to my members” you took the box in your hands but was taken aback on how heavy it was

“don’t worry i’ll carry it for you”

long after that you started hanging out and boom you became his gf

you couldn’t resist the charms of lee heeseung

once it was revealed that you were a couple, orbits and engenes went INSANE (in a good way ofc)

“wait so y/n DOESNT hate men????”

★ jay - aespa

OMG OMG LEMME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS BBY

you both met at school after you both debuted

everyone was gossiping around about how you were in the same class with the enhas

so like... monster rookies class

usually idols aren’t seated together but the teacher seated you and jay next to each other

causing a bunch of “oooohhhs” from your classmates

there were times were you and the enhas would leave school early due to practice or schedules

and on the way to the school gate, jay would always spark up a conversation with you

you assumed he was just very friendly

long story short he had a massive crush on you

so a few months into your friendship (which the both of you were very open about with your fans), he confesses

you were like “WAIT SO IT WASNT ONE SIDED THE WHOLE TIME”

y’all were just really blind lol pls read between the lines

anyways on to ur lovely bf !!

he’s so bold and brave around you but so shy around your members and seniors

we all know how he really respects nct (along with other sm artists) bc he covered the 7th sense with sunghoon on iland

so one day you were like “oh btw i showed taeyong sunbae you and hoon’s t7s cover”

he was like 😟 to 😧 to 😯

got all shy and was like “oh what did he say..”

you don’t know why he was acting as if he didn’t body that whole performance ????

anyway you told him that taeyong said that he and hoon did really well and that he liked how jay did his part

hid his face on the crook of your neck

“baby we should come say hi to them next time you go to sm”

“NO i will make a fool out of myself”

speaks english and japanese with giselle a lot when he isn’t occupied with you

sometimes you’d even have to ask nct’s shotaro to translate

your seniors (especially exo’s kai) adore him so so much pls protect the boy at all costs

★ jake - everglow

he was an active viewer of produce 48 and (like me) was really attached to the yuehua trainees

especially you

so when you got eliminated just before the last episode, he was devastated to say the least

he awaited your debut and when the time came he supported everglow !!!!

LOVED BON BON CHOCOLAT SO MUCH

does the killing part choreo in his room when no one’s watching lol

dies everytime you do the little “everglow” in songs

right so when he debuted in enha, he looked forward to meeting you as an idol and not a fan

when you shared a dressing room at kcontact, he couldn’t help but introduce himself to you

he mentioned he was a big fan and your heart warmed

cute boy is a fan of you? omg heart go brr brr

your members tease you and you just shake it off

that day when you got back to the dorms, you watched a bunch of enhypen videos bc you were interested in jake

you weren’t aware of how popular you were among people - let alone idols so you were surprised

you fell in love with his personality and started saying hi to him whenever you meet backstage at music shows

not long after, you develop feelings for him

you thought it was just a puppy crush but as you saw him even more, it got serious

you never actually confessed but aisha accidentally spilled the beans when he was passing by

“cmon y/n just tell him you like him because he clearly feels the same !!”

“you like me?”

“AISHA”

“that’s my queue to leave”

so she leaves you two to pour your hearts out to each other

you two become a couple and forevergenes (such a cute name omg) LOVE you two

you’re both the puppies of your group so that makes your relationship 103892x cuter

you met his parents and they adore you and even asked for your autograph

“jake used to talk about how great you are after every produce 48 episode”

“okayyyy i think that’s enough embarassing me mom”

his parents love you like their own daughter but does layla love you?

you were so nervous to meet her and was actually scared she might not like you - knowing how important layla is to jake

at first layla ignored you and jake was like “she’ll come around”

you were convinced she just doesn’t like you, until this one time you were cuddling with jake on the couch and layla comes in

you expected her to snuggle up with jake but she came to you :D

now layla is super fond of you and mrs sim would even send you pictures and videos of layla getting excited whenever you were on tv 🥺

★ sunghoon - itzy

you and the girls were at isac

the six of you were just waving at your fans and making heart signs with your hearts

on your left you saw yeji making hearts with ryujin so you wanted to do that with another member too

you felt a presence next to you and assumed it was someone from your group

spoiler alert: it wasn’t

sunghoon and sunoo were waving at engenes who just happened to be seated next to midzys

so you turned to who you thought was an itzy member, making half a heart with your hand

until you realized it wasn’t 💀

you bowed and apologized when you both looked at each other, you were scared you crossed a boundary

you bowed and apologized to the engenes who were there too

sunghoon and sunoo reassured you it was all good

after that, sunghoon couldn’t help but keep his eyes on you the entire event

when the day was coming to an end, he pulled some strings and ended up having some alone time with you ...in stray kids’ dressing room

don’t ask

ofc skz already left so it was just you two there

fast forward, you both hit it off and he became your bf <3

midzys and engenes love you both sm and love bragging about you two to other fandoms

you two were even named the king and queen of 4th gen kpop

oh also

you already know where this is going

“SUNGHOON HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW NOT SHY’S PROPER TITLE IT’S YOUR GIRLFRIEND’S SONG” - jay

brags about how he can do the shoulder dance in wannabe

ofc it’s bc you personally taught him

sends you pics of jyp as reaction pics

so you send pics of bang pdnim to him

every once in a while he reminds you of that video of jay why pee trying to hit a high note

“lmao that’s your boss”

PLS you always get super embarrassed so ofc you bring up that vid of hitman bang

“rAp dAncE-“

★ sunoo - stayc

you were his seatmate at school predebut

you came from the same town, same school, same neighborhood, etc

the two of you were extremely close and both shared the same dream

when highup entertainment accepted you, the both of you were over the moon

he was so happy for you

but sad too bc that meant you had to move to seoul :(

you promised him to do your best and that you hoped to see him again but as an idol

and hopefully when he’s an idol too

well what you hoped for came true !!

although you couldn’t see him much as a trainee - which made you quite sad - you got to follow his journey on i-land

you even asked your fellow trainees to vote for him

anyways now that you both debuted, you became close again and became really open with your fans on how close you were

you recommended his songs to swiths and he did the same to engenes

he even memorized the choreo to so bad and asap and lemme tell you this

he BEGGED you to teach him those choreos

“sunoo you can watch the practice on youtube”

“but i want to learn it from you”

he never really realized his feelings until he saw you getting shipped with his other members

you were both on weekly idol and the hosts really seemed to like how you and jake looked next to each other and they just teased you both the whole episode

that made sunoo feel uneasy and he thought it was only bc he was an overprotective best friend

turns out he had feelings for you (wow shocker)

so one day he asks you to come to hybe

after slightly getting lost, you meet up with him in a practice room

he confesses bc he felt like not telling you about his feelings would put a wall between you two

you appreciate his honesty and tell him you’ve felt the same way every since you were classmates

he scolds himself for not seeing it all those years but you just laugh it off bc you were pretty good at hiding your crush

you both agree to secretly date, until you both announce it on your five month anniversary

fans were really shocked at first... but they support you !!!!

engenes will not hesitate to come at anyone who talks bad about you and swiths feels the same way about jungwon

he gushes about you every single time you’re brought up

and you can’t help but love your adorable boyfriend

★ jungwon - iz*one

okay so

he was just an average high schooler when you were introduced on produce 48

his deskmate was watching your audition video and it was the part where you were doing this freestyle

he was SO amazed and he secretly followed your journey on produce 48

always made sure to vote on time and watch the episodes live

once the debut evaluation came around, he asked everyone he knew to vote for you and even bought tickets to see the show live

almost cried when he saw that you were center

ACTUALLY CRIED when you got into the top 13 😭

fast forward to him debuting in enha

he wasn’t able to catch up on you since he was busy with trainee life, then i-land, then debut preparations

but somehow in the middle of promotions he ran into you and BOOM love at first sight

fast forward to you finally dating, he couldn’t believe he was dating the y/n of iz*one

wizones make those “ladies and gentlemen, y/n’s man” edits and engenes make those “ladies and gentlemen, jungwon’s woman” edits

both fandoms love you two so dearly that the only hate you two got were from the delusional ones (who clearly aren’t actual fans)

when your last concert came around, he couldn’t bare seeing you cry when you said “this has been iz*one’s y/n, thank you everyone!”

he got flashbacks from when you cried during the final episode of produce 48 and he’s just.. sobbing bc he couldn’t be there to hold you

so the next day he rushed to your dorms with snacks and emotional support bc you were emotionally exhausted from accepting the fact that your journey with iz*one is finally ending

you felt extremely lucky to be in his arms and he felt extremely lucky too that he’s able to make you feel a little better

★ riki - weeekly

you were both on weekly weeekly idol together

and both you and riki being main dancers, you were asked to do random dance together

a few popular songs played and the both of you did the choreos

until after school started playing and the boy did the chorus’ choreo and you were like “woah???”

bc he was so INTO ITTTT

the song was basically made for him to cover it

and the mcs saw your reaction so they asked him to do it once again but this time with the whole group

after filming, he came up to you and was like “i’m a huge fan of yours” and you’re just like ):&/£]>\**_£]

“woah really???? i rooted for you on i-land”

and his face just lights up bc his huge crush on you developed even more

you became besties since then but he didn’t ask you out until your birthday

he took you out to a puppy caf��, knowing you were obsessed with dogs

you’d ask him to show you pictures and videos of bisco

“i better meet bisco once we go to japan together”

melted at the thought of traveling to his hometown with you

anyways

once you left the café, he kissed you in front of your dorms

and somehow he became your boyfriend <3

riki as a bf isn’t really a very public person

he’s the “this is our relationship, not the public’s” type of person

he doesn’t wanna risk companies wanting to exploit your relationship

although he doesn’t talk about you two much, he loves to brag about you when given the chance

whenever variety show hosts would fawn over you he’d just look them in the eyes dead and go “she’s mine”

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fanfoolishness · 3 years ago

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Interview with a Fic Writer

Tagged by @novantinuum, thank you!

How many works do you have on AO3?

242 works. The actual fuck??? Wow, me. Of course, this does span about 9 years, so I guess that's not that insane?

What’s your total word count on AO3

549,737! But that averages out to only 2271 words per story, haha. You got me! I think I have less than 10 fics that have more than 1 chapter. I love one-shots, what can I say?

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

Oh, you want to get into this? All right. We'll get into this:

The X-Files, proto-fandom, ur-fandom, first OTP ever... yeah, 15-year-old me went. WILD. Many horrible Mulder/Scully stories, and some Doggett/Scully and character study stories as well. Mostly not very good, but with occasional flashes of decent writing. Really had a difficult time writing romantic feelings between 30+ year-olds given a) I did not date in high school and b) was 17 and not an emotionally stunted FBI agent.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer - not a huge volume of stories, but definitely some very angsty Spuffy and Spike tales.

Harry Potter - just one published fic (Lupin grieving Sirius), and one with Snape and Harry having a heart to heart I could never quite get right.

Then came the dark times (vet school) where I was exhausted and hard at work for a few years and I thought, horribly, I might have outgrown fandom. Thank god for...

X-Men First Class and the undying love of Charles Xavier and Erik Lensherr! I'd never fallen for a slash ship before but my god I fell hard for this one and wrote my first fandom smut and my first real AU (mutants with zombies) that I never finished.

Then.... let's see...

Quantum Leap drabbles!

Two Avatar the Last Airbender fics!

Agents of SHIELD fics, mostly focused on Coulson and FitzSimmons, and super angsty.

Bioshock Infinite sads (god I love writing the sad bad dad)!

And then the juggernauts of Mass Effect (my longest fic to date with 30 chapters!) and Dragon Age, which were endlessly productive and are still productive given the variety of different protagonists you can create, different choices, and different relationships to canon characters. I'm still working on a Hawke/Varric fic in the back of my mind here.

There's one random Gravity Falls fic (wish I could have got a little more obsessed with it, or gotten into it while it aired) of Stan sads, and one tiny Avengers ficlet of a sad Tony and Peter.

There's one Wheel of Time fic! Dammit I wanted Rand and Tam to reunite so much sooner than they did.

40-odd Steven Universe fics! So many SU fics!

One random Schitt's Creek fic of David and Patrick!

And finally, The Mandalorian, with 47 fics. Phew!!!

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. The Invitation, The Mandalorian. Din Djarin finds himself in dreams that seem realer than real, reminding him of his loss, but he begins to find a sense of hope again. A promise is kept.

2. The Outstretched Hand, The Mandalorian. Din Djarin is a man of action, but sometimes, the quiet finds its way in. Din reckons with the aftermath of the events of Chapter 14, the Tragedy. (My very first Mando fic!)

3. Not the Sentimental Type, Steven Universe. Priyanka Maheswaran has long prided herself on keeping her emotions in check. But a mother's love can only grow, and sometimes it expands to people she never anticipated. Like the Universe boy.

4. Translation, The Mandalorian. Din Djarin was a man of few words, but many languages. Some might have thought the Child had no language at all. Din Djarin and the Child grow to understand each other.

5. Full Disclosure, Steven Universe. Just as the world begins to recover from Spinel's attack, Steven starts having nightmares. The more he ignores his fears, the worse they become, until he's left with no other choice but to ask for help. (My thoughts on what would drive Steven Universe Future, and I wasn't far off.)

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I really try to! Even sometimes years later if I realize I've missed some. I appreciate each and every one, and have definitely made friendships through comments <3

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Oh, hell... I'm too lazy to link these but if anyone wants to read them let me know or find them on my AO3!

A Stopped Clock from Bioshock Infinite has Booker DeWitt ravaged by Korsakoff's amnesia from his long-standing alcoholism. Is Columbia real or imagined? Hard to say.

The Viscount's Way shows Varric Tethras having become his parent, and a cruel, hard viscount of Kirkwall.

Songs in the Key of Red shows how Cullen fared under the dark future in Redcliffe in DAI, and they write happy endings, don't they? shows what happened to Varric. Both horribly depressing in different ways!

Two by Two, Hands of Blue shows a not unexpected end to lyrium addiction :( Poor Cullen, he got a lot of angsty developments, didn't he?

Do you write crossovers? If so, what’s the craziest thing you’ve ever written?

Never really got into crossovers or AUs. Just... meh for me!

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

No, I don't think so.

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Charles/Erik, Shepard/Garrus, Shepard/Liara, Shepard/Tali, a mess of different f/f femShep drabbles, and most of my Dragon Age pairings have gotten sexytimes. On the other hand I helped start the NoRomo Mando tag for the Mandalorian to help find non-pairing Mandalorian content. Depends on the pairing and the fandom, for sure.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Nope, thank goodness!

Have you ever had a fic translated?

I think so! There used to be a Spanish-language wiki linking to some of my old X-Files stories XD

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, but friends and I definitely will beta each others' things to help with sticky points.

What’s your all-time favorite ship?

ALL-TIME? Just, why? So many ships I loved in years past turned out to have pretty damn problematic elements I didn't see at the time, so it's hard to say... Mulder/Scully actually has a ton of issues, Buffy/Spike obviously has issues... so maybe Hawke/Varric (except not canon!) or Garrus/Shepard or Brosca/Alistair.

What’s a WIP you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

Still need to finish my Hawke/Varric fic for after Adamant! I have 3 chapters written that I haven't posted. Maybe posting them will help inspire me....

What are your writing strengths?

Dialogue and POV writing from different characters; I feel fantastic writing Steven and Greg, though totally at sea trying to write from Connie's POV, randomly. But I think my dialogue and emotional beats are what people tend to tune in for. When I do write romance, it's usually very sweet and silly and pulled from life. I also love writing nature scenes and settings to help establish mood. Mood and emotion and catharsis are my bread and butter, and I like my poetic prose.

What are your writing weaknesses?

What the hell is a long, well-thought-out plot? Like what even is that???? My longest fic with 30 chapters is basically "Shepard has PTSD and hangs out with her crew. They have some funerals." THAT'S IT. How the heck people actually come up with plot that ties into the lore of a fandom I genuinely have no idea and it's the biggest thing that's held me back from finishing original work. I can come up with a setting and characters and then trying to make them do stuff that's more than just talking to other characters and deepening their relationships with them... how the fuck???

I also definitely have 10-20 words that I am in constant danger of reusing like every other paragraph, LOL!

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I don't speak any other languages so I always avoid it as much as possible. I've seen people describe sign differently in fics and picked one way to depict it that made sense to me for Grogu, but that's about it.

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

The X-Files, of course!

What’s your favorite fic you’ve ever written?

Towards Another Day, the tale of how Cullen went from being a templar in Kirkwall to commander of the Inquisition, is definitely up there.

Reverberations is one of my rare multi-chaptered fics and one of my favorite for the catharsis at the end. It makes me tear up every time. 5 times Din and Grogu encounter the Dark Side, and one time they find the Light.

Either a world for the birds (Steven develops a closer relationship with his Uncle Andy, learning birdwatching along the way) or on the subject of rocks (Steven and Jasper finally reach a peace) might take the prize for favorite SU fic.

Tagging (if you’re super bored and would like a fun thing to do) fellow writers:

@lastwordbeforetheend, @runrundoyourstuff, @honestlyhufflepuff, @art3mys, and @fake-starwars-fan if you would like to play!

#fandom #writing #on writing #fanfiction #damn look at me go #memes

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lokiandbuckyaremine · 6 years ago

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Who’s The Dad?

Prompt: May I request #18, in the new prompt list? Story along with it, reader finds out she’s pregnant, she remembers vaguely waking up between two men (Loki) & (Thor) three months earlier after a rambunctious party at Tony’s Tower, she has no clue which of the two men are the father of her unborn child. ~ Requested by anonymous

Pairings: Reader x Loki, Reader x Thor

Warnings: Smutty-ish? Idk. Loki being a charmer. Drunk!Thor

A/N: This is a long-overdue request, so whoever requested this...I completely apologize.

You were sitting in the doctor’s office, staring at the tiles on the ground. Your legs were shaking as you longed for the appearance of your doctor. You heard the door click and looked up. Your doctor smiled softly and sighed. “It’s positive. You’re definitely pregnant.” She handed you a clipboard and you began rummaging through it.

“No. No, it can’t be.” You slumped your shoulders and began rubbing your temples. “Y/N, what’s wrong? Aren’t you happy that you’re going to be a mom?” The doctor knelt down and placed a hand on your knee. You looked over to her and began to tear up. “Yes, I’m very excited. I just ran into an issue.”

She raised an eyebrow and stood up. “Yea? What’s that sweetie?” You shook your head and felt tears sting at your eyes. “I’m pregnant and I have no clue who the father is.”

3 months earlier

“Darling, you ready yet?” Loki called on the other side of the door. “Just a minute.” You were finishing the wing on your left eye and gave yourself one last glance int he mirror. Damn, you looked fine. “Ok Loki! Come in!” you called to your date. The door swung open to reveal an extremely handsome Loki Laufeyson. He was wearing his signature black suit, but there was something about it that made him look delicious. “Wow. You look hot, Loki. Like, whoa.” He walks toward you with his signature smirk plastered on his face. “And you look like a delicious snack, my pet.”

You shuddered under his words as he snake his arms around your waist. “You sure you want to go to Stark’s party?” He said against your ear. You sighed as you breathed in his manly scent. “Yes, love. I haven’t been to one in so long. Please do this for me.” You pulled away and pouted. He tilted your head and pressed a kiss to your nose. “Always needy for me, darling.” You rolled your eyes and swatted at his arm. “C’mon dork.”

When you walked downstairs, arm linked in Loki’s, everyone stopped chattering and stared at you. You froze on the steps not knowing what this situation was. Loki caught on to your resistance and whispered in your ear, “They’re just jealous, my love.”

You smiled and waved to Tony who walked towards you “Hey hot stuff! I see you’ve brought the God of Mischief himself.” You smirked and looked up at Loki, who didn’t take his eyes off of you. Tony pulled you away from Loki, as if he didn’t want Loki hearing anything. “Are you two, like a thing?” He asked with concern in his face. You grabbed Tony’s arm and smiled softly. “Well, kind of. We really like each other and testing the waters, ya know?” He rolled his eyes and backed away. “Just looking out for you. I don’t trust him after New York.”

You giggled and yelled, “TONY! That was years ago!” He shrugged and walked away. You felt a hand on the small of your back and looked at the giant towering over you. “Everything alright, love?” You nuzzled against him and nodded.

The party continued as usual. Tony, Nat, and Clint were playing Beer Pong. Steve, Sam, and Bucky were at the bar chatting away. Bruce, Wanda, and Vision were playing some sort of board game. But then there was Thor. He was staring at you from across the room, smiling and swirling his drink. You turned to see where Loki went, and when you turned back around you were face to face with a firm chest. “Hello princess. You look damn delicious in that little number.” He grabbed your hips and pulled you straight to him. “Hello to you too Thor.” You huffed. He held out a glass of wine. “Here have a drink, my love. Some Asgardian wine.” You looked at the glass and then him, and took it. Downing the drink, you shoved the glass back to him. “There, happy?”

Finding Loki, you stumbled your way over to him, suddenly not feeling so good. Your vision starting going and you felt your body become dead weight. Arms caught you and looked to see Loki staring at you. “You ok, my love?” You shook your head. “Can we get out of here? I don’t feel so good.” He picked you up bridal style, to your room.

Once you were in your room, he brought you to the bed and laid you down gently. He rushed to the bathroom to retrieve a glass of water and a couple of Aspirin to hopefully get rid of the pain. He set the items down on the nightstand next to you and sat on the bed. He smiled and tucked a piece of hair around your ear. “Have I ever told you that you’re gorgeous, my pet?” Feeling the alcohol consume you, you nodded. “And I have I ever told you, Loki Laufeyson, that ur one hellova god?” He chuckled lightly. “How much did you have to drink, love?”

You shrugged and looked at him. You noticed that his dress shirt was partly unbuttoned. Reaching out to grab the collar you pulled his face to yours. “Make love to me, Loki.” He grabbed your hands and placed them at your sides. “Not when you’re like this.” You grabbed his arm and pulled his chest to yours. “Mmmm, don’t care. Need you.” He smirked and pulled you over his lap. “Always needy for your prince.” You felt how hard he was and began to roll your hips subconsciously. “Is this what you want, pet?” He began to thrust at you, earning moans.

You rolled your hips, needing to feel the friction. “Yes, Loki!!” He began a trail of kisses on your bare neck, biting and sucking as he went. You were interrupted by Thor bursting into the room. “Brother, what are you doing? She’s my date.” Loki could tell that Thor was drunk too. He rushed over to Thor and grabbed his shoulders. “Is this your doing? Did you make her drunk?” Thor smirked. “Gave her a little Asgardian wine. You seem to enjoy the side-effects.”

Loki looked over at you to find that you began getting out of your dress. Once in your panties, you laid across the bed and patted the sides. “Well...don’t keep a girl waiting.” Both men looked at you hungrily, and rushed over to your side. And that’s all you remember.

The next morning, you woke up with the worst migraine of the century. Trying to roll over, you found yourself unable to move. Suddenly realizing the scenario you sat up in bed with wide eyes. Thor was partly clothed and asleep, and Loki was naked across your lap.

He was the first to move. “Morning, love. How’d ya sleep?” You stared down at him. “Oh, fine. Except for the fact that I woke up between TWO BROTHERS!!!!” Loki chuckled and propped himself up. “Didn’t see that coming, did you?” You rolled your eyes and sat back in the bed, trying to regain what happened the night before.

Present

“And so here I am now?” You said, throwing your hands in the air. Your doctor covered her mouth and giggled. “So let me get this straight...the hunky God of Thunder or the guy that tried to take over New York could be the father of your unborn child?” You nodded. “Yes. Ugh, why did this happen to me?” She continued to giggle. “It is actually pretty hilarious. But in a way, it’s scary.” You rolled your eyes and sat back on the table. “I know, I know. I mean, I’m in love with Loki but then Thor got involved and I was all confused. Just wish this could all be straightened out.”

Your doctor was about to say something, until the door of the scanning room busted open. It was Loki. “Y/N. There’s something I need to tell you.” You sat up and raised your eyebrows. He walked over to you and grabbed your hands. “You may be pregnant.”

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A/N: That was SO much fun to write!!!!! Please LIKE, REBLOG, AND COMMENT! Should I do a Part 2???? I may if enough people want me to.

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ilikeeverythingonmypizza · 6 years ago

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50 Questions Tag

@mylifeinhopeworld thanks for the tag!♥

1. What takes up too much of your time?

Hot Korean guys 😔

2. What makes your day better

When I shuffle a playlist and the song I was thinking of comes on

3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today?

I ate a donut today. . . Pretty exciting.

4. What fictional place would you like to go?

Willy Wonka’s factory

5. Are you good at giving advice?

I make really childish decisions. . . So yeah (not really, but for a fun time hit me up)

6. Do you have any mental illness?

Yes it’s called caring too much and it’s incurable

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

No?

8. What musician inspired you the most?

Bambam (how hard was it not speaking any korean for music. INSPIRATIONAL)

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

I don’t think so

10. What’s your dream date?

Go to a drive in movie theater and talk about music then going for a long night drive while enjoying the music we spoke of

11. What do others notice about you?

my smile (cuz I laugh way too much) and my nails (they always painted)

12. What is the annoying habit you have?

I laugh in the worst situations and too loudly

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

Yeah I talk about Jaebum all the time

14. How many ex’s do you have?

2!!! *confidently yelling*

15. How many songs are on your playlist?

My Kpop playlist is 151 songs *confidently yells again*

16. What instruments can you play?

Is yelling and making weird sounds a instrument?

17. Who do you have the most pictures of?

Memes and Jaebum

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

El Salvador, Spain, Korea, japan, Antarctica (I want to see what’s up there 🤔)

19. What is your zodiac?

Gemini ♊️

20. Do you relate to it?

Yes. I am sooo two sided. I may seem innocent but I keep my hoe side hidden (it’s been coming out recently)

21. What is happiness to you?

Making people happy and smile

22. Are you going through anything right now?

Yes, trying to pass college

23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?

Saying no to the root beer float yesterday

24. What’s your favorite store?

Trader Joe’s (grocery store 🤷‍♀️)

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

WOMEN FOUGHT FOR THE RIGHTS TO CHOSE WHAT THEY WANT BECAUSE ITS THIER BODY! Everyone has the choice, if it’s their time or not. I don’t mind either way.

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

No but I should. Everytime I try I lose it or forget it.

27. Do you have a favorite album at the moment?

Thrilla killa - vav

28. What do you want for your birthday?

A Barnes and noble gift card and a new computer

29. What are most peoples first impressions of you?

-firm or too long handshake

-a hug

-straight up compliments you

-laughs too hard and makes too many jokes

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

People assume I’m way younger because I have a baby face and I act like a teenager (I can be serious when needed tho 😔)

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

On a bed side table (I used to keep it by my head but I read a dumb article that someone died with phone nearby)

32. What word do you say the most?

“Hey hows ur day” “sorry I’m weird, ignore me”

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

Idc just not the same age as a parent with 2 kids or something

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

my age or slightly younger (I’m already childish I need someone mature to even me out)

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

A performer or actor

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

Indie/alternative

37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be?

Europe (Spain) or stay in the U.S

38. What is your current favorite song?

Love talk - jus2

39. How long have you had this blog for?

I don’t remember maybe 2 years ago but i used to just reblog memes but redid my blog recently

40. What are you excited for?

Reading new fanfic

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

Both. I’m trying to become a therapist so I’m practicing on talking more

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

Sleeping for 10 hours after not sleeping for a day

43. What do you want for Christmas?

Food and money

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

I’m average in all of them 😔

45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

6, I’m feeling good but I’m tired

46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

Therapist and maybe a nail technician

47. When did you get your first heart break?

When Jaebum, Jackson, Mark, youngjae turned into ash in dream knight

48. At what age do you want to get married?

25 or never. I’m way too picky on men and feel like I’m going to be saying I don’t need a man and ending up by myself 🤷‍♀️

49. What career did you want to have as a child? I wanted to be a dolphin trainer because I loved dolphins for some reason 🐬

50. What do you crave now? A root beer float and maybe a kiss

I tag @binnie-binnie-bambam @softlous @lunalongbottomlove u don’t have to do it, I’m just curious ❤️

#tag game #im weird whats up #mylifeinhopeworld ur so sweet i love you #t.txt

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scottxlogan · 8 years ago

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Tagged by @srk1o3

rules: 1. always post the rules. 2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you. 3. write 11 questions of your own. 4. tag 11 people (or however many you want)

1.) What’s ur fave time of year +why My favorite time of year is probably summer just because my birthday is in the summer time and it’s the one time of the year that I try to do something really nice for myself. Plus it is nice to get out in the warm weather and explore with hiking outdoors and other fun stuff that the winter time and the snow just doesn’t allow.

2.) Weirdest dream you ever had +ur reaction when u woke up I have to be honest I have weird dreams like all the time so I don’t react to them anymore lol. I dream about Michael Fassbender a lot, which is funny because I like him, but he’s not necessarily my most favorite actor. One of the weirdest dreams I ever had though was I was with my family driving in Florida and our car went under water and totally got buried under it. We survived, but then we were like being chased by this cult of people who were after us for no real reason, but then all of a sudden i wasn’t myself anymore and I was a completely different person with a different gender. It was kind of strange. Like I said I have strange dreams all the time so I’m thinking it’s part of the game for me :)

3.) Which fictional character would u trade places with?+why This won’t make sense to anyone because no one else has read the story, but I’m writing a gay romance novel and if I had to pick a character to trade with I would probably pick one of the guys in my story because even though his life wasn’t super easy for him at all, where he is at in his life is probably where I would like to be simply because he’s in a place where he was able to rise above where he started to find happiness in his life in following his dreams.

4.) If you could be any fruit, what would you be +why.. This is a tough one. I never really gave it any thought before considering that well, I just haven’t. If I had to pick one I’ll go with a banana just because it seems to be a super fruit that can offer a lot of good things to the world around it :)

5.) What is your dream job!!!+why I would love to be a writer simply because I love the idea of creating a character and watching them come to life with their story as it unfolds. Nothing is more exciting than being a part of their evolution and seeing them grow and develop.

6.) What’s ur family heritage like? Unfortunately less structured than most. We are a mix of a lot of cultures rolled into one, so there’s a little bit of everything going on there.

7.) You’re in a gang. What’s the name of the gang? What’s ur gang name/symbol? What’s your ranking in the gang? how did u get involved in this gang? Another tough one. To be honest I’m not really even sure if I can come up with something for this. How about instead of joining a gang I just see if I can just work my way into becoming a part of the X-Men? It sounds like a much more fun way to go.

8.) If you could travel to any time period, which would it be? I wouldn’t mind traveling to the future and to the past without any real set destination in mind just because I think it would be interesting to see where things end up in the future and then if it’s undesirable you could go back and try to learn from the mistakes of your past.

9.) A movie that reminds you of your childhood?+why Dirty Dancing just because when I was younger my parents had decided that it was a movie that was inappropriate for children. It sounds lame I know, but since they’d seen it and didn’t like it I wasn’t allowed to see it. However, my best friend at the time grew up watching it and loving it, so one day at her house we watched it and like the naive child I was, I ended up ratting myself out for seeing it. The result was that I ended up getting grounded for not listening to what I was told, but now I look back and laugh considering how strict my parents were with me as opposed to my siblings through the years.

10.) When u were a kid what did u think u would be when u grew up? I wanted to be a movie star or a singer. I just loved the idea of getting dressed up and getting into character. It seemed so fun to try on different lives for a while or to entertain a crowd. In fact when I was really little I used to get dressed up and then sing to my favorite songs on the radio for my grandparents. I’m sure my concerts were terrible, but they seemed to love every second of it. Grandparents are great like that lol

11.) What was your favorite class that you have EVER taken, ever?+teacher description This one is another tough question because if i’m honest with myself my favorite class I ever have taken was an independent study 3d class I did with a professor that let me explore my own level of creativity. I learned so much because I was able to set my own limitations and explore what I wanted to on a creative level and do things that went beyond what we were learning in all the other classes. However, if I had to pick a favorite class of mine it was an advanced Photoshop class that I took not because the class was the greatest, but because the professor at the time encouraged me to join the design program. Before I was in his class I had been going to school to work toward a career in medicine and/or psychology. I loved learning about psychology, but at the time my grandmother died and in the months leading up to her death I spent a lot of time at the hospital watching her fade away. Her rapid health decline was devastating to me not just because we were losing her, but because she was so unhappy at the end of her life. She regretted so many things and it caused me to question my path. Seeing her so unhappy about the choices she made after I’d watched her be super happy growing up made me wonder if I was making the right decisions for my future. Long story short is after she died I ended up with major anxiety that caused me to drop out of school. It wasn’t a decision I was proud of, but as people who have anxiety know when you can’t find the strength to fight an attack it only leaves you feeling isolated and confused. It really took me under for a while where I detached from the world around me including all of the people who were my friends and in that isolation I realized that I needed to make a change to find a better life for myself. With that thought in mind I enrolled in one class because I liked Photoshop enough playing with it on my own and that led to the second Photoshop class where the professor told me that I was in the top 5% of the students he’d ever taught in his years of teaching. He discovered I wasn’t a part of the design program and encouraged me to join, which ultimately helped me find a new reason to keep pushing forward and thinking positive about the future. Wow, that was kind of deep, but I guess that answers the question…

Here are my questions for everyone else:

1. What is the best decision you’ve ever made in your life thus far and why?

2. If you could meet any person dead or alive throughout history for a one on one conversation over lunch, who would you pick and why?

3. What is your biggest fear and how do you try to cope with it? (If you want to answer or if you don’t that’s ok too)

4. If you had to join a superhero team would it be the X-men, Avengers, Justice League or something else? Why?

5. Which person has influenced you the most in your life?

6. What is the best book that you have ever read?

7. If you had to live the rest of your life without technology what would you do?

8. If you could change one thing about the world around you right now, what would it be?

9. What is the worst movie you have ever seen in your life?

10. What is your life motto?

11. If there was a zombie apocalypse and you could take five people real or fictional with you on your quest for survivial, who would they be and why?

I’m tagging: @fuckscottsummers, @hughxjackman, @sheisstrangerthanfiction, @sgfic, @mutant-andproud, @honorreid, @morrow-dim, @im-just-a-glitch, @cykerine, @avengingxmen, @sillysupernaturalgirl

#off topic #about me #fuckscottsummers #hughxjackman #sheisstrangerthanfiction #sgfic #mutant-andproud #honorreid #morrow-dim #im-just-a-glitch #cykerine #avengingxmen #sillysupernaturalgirl

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iguana012 · 8 years ago

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Japanese Nats: The Aftermath

This recap is almost 3 weeks late but fwiw I judged the event on The Judges’ Table. If you’re interested in my (serious) opinions about the competition, you can read them there. If you’re interested in my less censored opinions, I will include as much as I can in this post.

So what happened is that Japan crowned their tiniest champions ever, Satoko Miyahara (her 3rd title) and Shoma Uno (his 1st title). But some people were less interested in that and more interested in receiving updates on Yuzuru Hanyu’s recovery after he decided to withdraw from the competition in order to prioritize his health, thus generating earthquakes among his sensitive fans. Other people (those who attended the competition) went just to see Mao Asada but they were polite enough not to get up and empty the arena while Mao wasn’t skating unlike what happened at the Sochi Olympics when Evgeni Plushenko withdrew from the men’s event.

Now I’m not pretending to be some advocate of justice and I’m not intending to preach. But I believe this is a good opportunity to highlight frequent problems in the skating fandom so you won’t be tempted to fall into their traps.

DISCLAIMER: I do realize I’m already in a very high risk of getting attacked by some Yuzu fans via anon asks or salty replies/reblogs but I’m gonna say this again: it’s okay if you’re not into my kind of “”””humor”””. You can ignore me and I promise I won’t get a boo-boo. GETTING TO THE SUBJECT NOW!

THE LADIES EVENT aka Game Of Thrones

Satoko Miyahara waltzed into this event giving negative fucks and the results showed: when she gives negative fucks, that 3Lz-3T combo in the second half of her SP is miraculously rotated. As a consequence she got 76 for her program and further established her new position as one of the most overscored skaters currently competing (don’t believe me? Ask the Russian ubers and Mao ubers). I also thought “damn, this empty program actually looks nice when neither she nor I have to worry about rotations”. But the key here is to make the program look like that when you give a lot of fucks as opposed to negative fucks, and Mie Hamada knew that. So the next day before Satoko skated her FS, Hamada annoyed the crap out of her and pressured her as a strategy to make her get used to skating clean when she gives a lot of fucks, such as when she’s thinking she’s gotta get a medal in a relevant event, including the Olympics. For now, Satoko is still failing that test because she had a step-out on the 3Lz-3T combo and a couple of carrots.

Wakaba Higuchi finally - I repeat - FINALLY skated a clean short program and it was so adorable to see her get all excited and happy about it. Except it wasn’t a squeaky-clean program because she got a wrong edge call on her flip. What can ya do, if ya got a good lutz ya gotta lip and when ya got a good flip ya gotta flutz. She’s gonna have to follow Satoko’s example and replace that lip with a loop and be done with it. Other than that, damn this girl got huge jumps. Everyone loves some huge jumps. However, the disadvantage of huge jumps is that you gotta have very good control of the landing and you have to know how to manage your speed, when to speed up, when to slow down, otherwise you’re doomed to pull a Midori Ito and land your jumps over the cameraman outside the boards. (Have you imagined Evgenia Medvedeva landing one of her 3-3-3 combos on Tarasova’s table cause I did and I cracked myself up really).

Another skater who is fast as crap and has great technique on top of that is Mai Mihara who won the bronze medal and got herself a ticket to Worlds. Just a year ago around this time she was watching Nationals on TV from a hospital bed having been diagnosed with juvenile rheumatoid arthritis. Doesn’t that make a great Cinderella story? She is, actually, skating to Cinderella but her style is still stuck somewhere on the road between junior and senior (she was pretty good as a junior but I didn’t like her skating then and I’m not necessarily warming up now) but she seems like a very sweet girl and if there’s anyone who deserved going to Worlds aside from Satoko and Wakaba, it’s this young lady.

Marin Honda is another skater who finally - I repeat - FINALLY skated a clean short program after burying herself in competitions right from the start. The poor girl has been under so much constant pressure this season I feel like she’s always on the verge of having an emotional breakdown. It’s not only the fact that she’s cried a number of times after her performances, but this season she always looked like she was terrified of her results no matter how she skated. I’m not a fan of either of her programs this season (SP is similar to last season’s and the FS is a hot mess combo of Yuzuru’s Romeo & Juliet 1 and 2) but she has excellent skating skills, musicality, expression, projection to the audience for her age. She doesn’t have the best jump technique but she is one of the few lucky ones with a clean lutz AND flip. After a smooth short program, a popped jump in the free prevented her from stepping onto the podium but that’s how it is in competition; it’s not about what you’re able to do, it’s about what you end up doing when it counts.

Rika Hongo has been in serious trouble ever since the beginning of this season - or maybe as far as the previous Nationals - and the worst case scenario happened. She finished 5th and now the juniors ahead of her are old enough to go to Worlds in her place. While she was 2nd in the SP with the best performance of the season, she went down to 6th in the FS and finished 5th overall despite bringing back Riverdance, a program that worked for her last year. Unfortunately the spark, the freedom and the joy that was present last season was absent in this competition as she was very nervous even before she took the ice.

Yuna Shiraiwa on the other hand... I’m only going to say this. Clean 3Lz-3T and (second half) 3F-3T combos in the FS. No UR calls. Highest TES (71.74) of the evening. She’s the real MVP in Hamada’s team.

THE OLD(ER) GENERATION

This was Mao Asada’s worst result at Nationals but instead of having retirement thoughts (like she had last season at Nationals even though she skated better), she’s still determined to come back stronger next season. An old knee injury prevented her from landing the 3A and rotating a lot of her jumps but at this point she’s obviously not skating for the medals as much as she’s skating for herself. No skater wants to leave the competitive world with regrets so who are we to judge Mao’s decision to continue in spite of physical difficulties? With Yuzuru absent due to influenza, most fans attended the competition to see Mao and it was obvious just counting the number of flowers that were thrown on the ice for her compared to the other skaters.

Redemption from Kanako Murakami, who is also nearing the end of her career but managed to deliver the first clean FS she’s skated in ages. That’s all she wanted from this competition, she got it, and she awarded the audience with her signature Kanako Smile.

Painful competition for Haruka Imai, former Japanese Jr National Champion and 4th at the 2014 4CC. No GP assignments this season, she was plagued by inflammation of her hips and knees but she fought to land the 3Lz and 3F. This was also the first time we got to see one of her new programs (the FS, which is Primavera by Einaudi) and she’s still beautiful to watch.

SHOMA UNO & CO.

It was kind of depressing to watch the men’s event this year because only a couple of years ago it was the fiercest event at Nationals. Keiji Tanaka seized his chance to grab onto the silver medal while Takahito Mura’s bronze was (once again) useless - as harsh as it sounds. Shoma wasn’t at his best here but he showed that he learned a new lesson (tag a 3T to a different jump if you screw up one of your planned combos!!) and he came out of this alive and well. The added pressure of having to “live up to expectations” in the absence of Olympic King Zuzu was another thing he suddenly had to put up with (good job Fuji). But there’s an old saying; “better here than at Worlds”.

CONTROVERSIES

While Satoko and Shoma are the tiniest champions Japan has ever had, they’re also the most criticized. They both have to skate under the shadows of two skating giants, Mao and Yuzuru, who have hoards of fans. Among those hoards of fans there are ubers, people who have made a habit out of bashing their favorite skaters’ successors. In Japan there already are Mao ubers whose jobs are to tear Satoko apart and the disease has long spread worldwide. You can see it on forums, you can see it on comment sections of YouTube videos, you can even hear it on television (looking at you Simon Reed). People who write passive-aggressive, sarcastic remarks, calling Satoko names and whatnot. Shoma gets similar (though mellower) treatment from overseas fans, but not from Japanese fans, possibly due to the fact that he’s a Daisuke Takahashi fan so most of Dai’s fans are now supporting him.

These two young skaters (and not only) deserve all the support in the world. It’s not easy to become Japan’s supporting pillar and leading lady after the great Mao Asada, but Satoko is doing an incredible job. Appreciate more, bash less. Don’t let the judges cloud your judgement. There’s also a massive amount of PR in figure skating; Mao has so many sponsors you can see her in commercials, you can see fluff videos about her because that’s what the general audience wants. She’s been advertised as a child prodigy (which she was) and people consider her part of their family. Satoko doesn’t benefit from that kind of treatment so people tend to be cold and judgmental towards her because she’s nothing compared to Mao-chan (oh dear those jumps, oh dear the way she bends her knee, oh dear her face).

Recently Marin Honda has been getting the “heir of Mao” treatment, getting sponsorship from JAL, shooting CMs for Ghana and stuff. I feel like I have to point out the fact that all of her siblings, including herself, are managed by a hugely influential management company. If you’re into Japanese entertainment, you might have heard of it. It’s called Oscar Promotion and it’s a talent agency whose famous names include actresses Emi Takei, Aya Ueto and Ayame Gouriki. She’s been promoted and modeled by a talent agency since she was a young child so she’s an expert at working with the camera, the audience and the reporters. As a result she’s also been gathering - well, pretty scary fans who are downright infatuated with her and will start arguments if you dare criticize her. Similar to idol group fans, I’d say.

But this is figure skating and crack commentaries aside we’re talking about real, young people with feelings who are training every day from dawn till dusk, who get injured, who sacrifice their childhood and adolescence. We’re also talking about real fans behind the computer screen who like who they like and no one person is entitled to criticize or ridicule the things that make them happy. At the same time, no one is entitled to attack fans who criticize your favorite skater(s) as long as they bring valid arguments and they’re polite about it. And no one is entitled to attack another fan whose way of seeing or perceiving things is either more or less intense than yours. Be nice to each other. #PEACE

#Yuzuru Hanyu #Mao Asada #Satoko Miyahara #Shoma Uno #figure skating

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tveckling · 8 years ago

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Dude, would you mind translating Loke's 'Allt du är' into English when you have the time? I couldn't find a translation online (don't feel obliged to though, I totally understand if you can't/don't want to lol)

You’re breathing pretty quietly Ithink you finally fell asleepTears make you sleepy, don’t they?Both you and all the candles in myroom has burned outThey burned out when they burned themost and you did the same

You’re lying in my bed with the comforterpulled up over your chinLike you’ve done so many hangoverdaysAmong familiar smells betweenfamiliar sheetsAs though we ever were a couple

And here I’m lying on the floor onan unmade mattressOutside the stars are dancing on theroofsJust now the air was moisty warm,now it’s cold and sharpAnd you’re asleep. I am inexorablyawake

And the blanket I have above mefeels justly short and thinWhen I think about the words I heardcoming out of my mouth

That I love your eyes, I love yourvoiceI love your almost nonexistent breastsAnd I love when you wake up and aresulky and dizzyIn t-shirt and panties and fuck hairAnd your childish thefts of myattentionYour self-destructive generosityYour criminal, suicidally dangerousway of drivingAnd I love your “young and singlegirl in the big city”-styleThat you use expressions and famousquotesThat coke light and popcorn is yourfave drink and foodAnd that you answer something elsewhen one asks how you’re doingI love that you laugh when you walk

But despite all this love there willnever be you and meI only love all that you are… butnot you

You got here shortly beforemidnight, yeah you usually do thatLike usual I got happy that you cameYou walked as usual into theapartment without knockingBut you said “There’s something I wantto talk about

I kind of ache, yeah it dances,spins aroundI don’t really know what it isMaybe it’s like it usually is that I’mtalking nonsenseBut I’m almost starting to think I’min love

And I know it’s completely out ofphase with what we’ve saidWith independence and distanceYeah, I’m maybe fucking everythingup now, I do that a lotBut don’t you think we have achance?”

And there you stood and looked atme, so cold and wonderfulAnd there I sat and stuttered out myterrible answer

That I love when you come over andwe sleep in late on purposeI love that your skin is unnaturallywhiteAnd I love every time you forced meout in the cityEvery failed attempt you’ve made atbecoming a vegetarianAnd your unending badgering abouthow fun it is with raveI love when we play PJ Harvey andNick CaveThat you always have to stomp inevery puddleAnd that you get drunk on just fourmedium-strength beerI love your impossible brilliantideasThat you cry when we’re hangover andwatching Disney-matineesYeah I even love your GöteborgdialectI get that it would have beenperfectSo can you imagine how fuckingstupid it feels to say no,To just love all that you are butnot you

It couldn’t be stopped, it was likea volcanoYou tensed, you shuddered, you burstLike a wounded wolf or a dying swanYou grabbed me and didn’t let go

You fell down on your knees, youheaved yourself up on your toesAnd you screamed something thatcouldn’t be heardWith a drowning person’s despair yourefused to listen toEverything I want to whisper in yourear right then

I love when you touch me and whenyou’re hereI hate more than anything that I can’tfall in loveI wish more than anything that therewere alternativesTo this tired, barren, bitter wasteof lifeBut I have to ascertain, fuck itfeels overwhelming,What I loved about us love hasdestroyedBecause I have no shot of giving youwhat you want from meI just love all that you are, I loveall that you do,I love all that you are……. But notyou

Du andas ganska tyst jag tror du somna' till slut.Tårar gör en sömnig. Inte sant?Både du och alla ljusen i mitt rum har brunnit ut.De slockna när de brann som mest och du gjorde likadant.Du ligger i min säng med täcket draget över hakansom du gjort så många baktunga dar.Bland välbekanta dofter mellan välbekanta lakansom ifall vi nånsin hade vart ett par.Och här ligger jag på golvet på en obäddad madrass.Där ute dansar stjärnorna på taken.Nyss var luften fuktigt het. Nu är det kall och vassoch du sover. Jag är obönhörligt vaken.Och den filt som jag har över mig känns rättvist kort och tunnnär jag tänker på de ord jag hörde komma ur min mun.Att jag älskar dina ögon, jag älskar din röst.Jag älskar dina nästan obefintliga bröst.och jag älskar när du vaknar och är tjurig och yr.I t-shirt och trosor och knullrufsfrisyr.Och dina barnsliga stölder av min uppmärksamhet,din självdestruktiva generositet,ditt kriminella, livsfarliga sätt att köra biloch jag älskar din "Ung och singel tjej i storstan"-stil.Att du slänger dig med talesätt och kända citat.Att Cola-light och popcorn är din favvo dryck och matoch att du svarar på nåt annat när man frågar hur du mår.Jag älskar att du skrattar när du går.Men trots all denna kärlek blir det aldrig dig och migjag bara älskar allt du är... men inte dig.Du kom hit'strax innan midnatt, ja du brukar ju göra så.Som vanligt blev jag glad för att du kom.Du klev som vanligt in i lägenheten utan att knacka påmen du sa "Det är nåt jag vill prata om."Jag liksom börjar svida, ja det dansar, snurrar runt.Jag vet inte riktigt vad det är.Kanske är det som det brukar att jag bara pratar struntmen jag börjar nästan tro att jag är kär.Och jag vet att det är helt ur fas med allting vi bestämtom oberoende och distans.Ja, jag kanske fuckar upp allt nu, det gör jag nästan jämtmen tror du inte att vi har en chans?"Och där stod du och såg på mig, så kall och underbar.Och där satt jag och stamma fram mitt fruktansvärda svar.Att jag älskar när du kommer och vi försover oss med flit.Jag älskar att din hud är så onaturligt vit.Och jag älskar varje gång du tvingat med mig ut på stanvarje misslyckat försök du gjort att bli vegetarian.Och ditt eviga tjat om hur kul det är med rave.Jag älskar när vi leker PJ Harvey och Nick Cave.Att du alltid måste stampa i varenda vattenpöloch att du fyllnar till rejält på bara fyra mellanöl.Jag älskar dina omöjliga lysande idéer,att du gråter när vi bakisglor på Disney-matinéer.Ja jag älskar till och med din göteborgska dialekt.Jag fattar väl att det skulle ha vart perfektså kan du fatta hur puckat det känns att säga nej,att bara älska allt du är men inte dig.Det gick inte att hindra. Det var som en vulkan.Du spändes du darrade och brast.Som en skadeskjuten varg eller en döende svanhögg du tag i mig och höll dig fast.Du föll ner på knä, du hävde dig upp på tå.Och du skrek nåt som inte gick att höra.Med en drunknandes förtvivlan vägrade du att lyssna påallt jag ville viska i ditt öra just då.Jag älskar när du rör mig och när du är här.Jag hatar mer än allting att jag inte kan bli kär.Jag önskar mer än nånting att det fanns alternativtill detta trötta, torra, bittra slöseri med liv.Men jag måste konstatera, fan det känns helt oerhört,det jag älskade med oss har själva kärleken förstört.För jag har ingen chans att ge det du vill ha av mig.Jag bara älskar allt du är, jag älskar allt du gör,jag älskar allt du är......men inte dig.

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Actor Atuanya Chigozie warns people that attacked him in his dream

Actor Atuanya Chigozie warns people that attacked him in his dream Published Tweet Atuanya Chigozie, who woke up with a red eye after an attack in his dream last night, has sent out a warning to the ‘people’ who attacked him. The Nollywood actor who stated that he killed the people that attacked him last night in a short video he shared on Instagram, further told them to stay away from him and his family because he is a covenant child. The video Atuanya Chigozie shared came with the caption; Happy sunday my people.Do you believe in dreams….? Thank you Lord Few months ago, there was also a report of a woman in need of prayers having dreamt of being pierced in her right eye with a needle. Sale Alecheni Alex , who is believed to be her brother requested for a joint appeal to God, from members of a Facebook discussion platform, Prayer Fire Network . The victim had reportedly gone to bed but woke up with one blind eye. The affected organ being one that was attacked in a scary dream. “Pls brethren in house my sister here need ur prayer seriously to get well again. “She just dreams that someone used niddle on her eyes and when she woke up in the next day she can’t see with the eye again,” writes Alex. A disturbing picture of the lady showed a cyst-like eye which appeared to contain a lot of fluid. There was also a story of a young man, who disclosed he was lucky to be alive after allegedly surviving a poison attack. He revealed how he was ‘spiritually’ attacked in his dream. According to the young man identified as Ukolo Way, the poison was sent to him while he was sleeping in his house as he had to use traditional means to remove the poison which was in form of an insect. He revealed that this is the second time he’s surviving poison attack which nearly killed him. Related Topics: JoelsBlog is a Nigerian News and Gossip Blog for the Latest News in Nigeria and diaspora, a one stop bustop for all your Nigerian News Advertisement Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked * Comment Photos:- Redwine Eccentric spotted at an Event in Port Harcourt Published JoelsBlog Nigerian singer, Redwine Eccentric was spotted at an Event in Port Harcourt yesterday, the port Harcourt singer/Activist took over the red carpet in style, download his single, Soot City . I’m looking for pregnancy – Bobrisky Published JoelsBlog Contorversial Nigerian cross dresser, Idris Okuneye, popularly known as Bobrisky has said he is looking for pregnancy. The cross dresser took to his Snap chat to post that he looking for pregnancy, though he didn’t state if he was the one trying to get pregnant. Bobrisky wrote that he has been having sex daily of recent, all in his quest for pregnancy. He wrote; “Have been have sex everyday lately because I’m looking for pregnancy” See post below; Kirk Franklin’s estranged son accuses Kirk of trying to kill him Published JoelsBlog Award-winning American gospel singer, Kirk Franklin, 48, has been called out by his eldest son, who claims he has been trying to kill him. Kerrion Franklin, 30, who has not had a good relationship with his dad for many years, made the shocking allegation in a now deleted Instagram post. Kirk and his wife Tammy have two children together – daughter Kennedy (born in 1997) and a son named Caziah (born in 2000). When they wed, they each had one child from previous relationships: Kirk’s son Kerrion, born in 1988, and Tammy’s daughter Carrington (whom he legally adopted), born in 1989. His eldest son Kerrion has been estranged from the family for many years. Well, he has popped online to make some shocking allegations against his own father. According to Kerrion, he believes that Kirk is trying to have him killed. He wrote; ‘My own father is trying to kill me. If anything happens to me its@kirkfranklin sneaky ass. A lot of funny shit been happening and hes in LA right now hiding from me and ii havent heard from him. So I’m just leaving this here for safety purposes. I cant deal with this f**k shit on my own anymore. I’m done. My life is too valuable…in real time. ‘The Gospel singer is yet to react to the allegation. I spent hours talking to a colleague suffering from depression Published JoelsBlog Nollywood actor, Deyemi Okanlawon has just revealed that one of his colleagues in the movie industry is suffering from depression. Deyemi Okanlawon just shared a post about depression and how several celebrities and people on social media suffer from it. See his post below; This is especially for MEN: I hesitate to post this but believe that someone out here will be helped by it… spent 2 hours talking to the colleague… cos when, during my own episode I tried to reach out, no one was really there. Depression, not to be confused with sadness, is real but can be overcome… if you ever feel like you’re at your lowest consider the following: 1. Change your perspective – You’re not alone, everyone has some form of drama in their lives. There are people out there who have the common sense to know all you need is someone to actually listen. Find them. 2. Review expectations – perhaps the pressure you feel is by setting expectations you are yet without the capacity to achieve. Relax, give more time, slow things down. 3. Remove limitations – as humans we tend to box ourselves into one particular thing or way of getting things done – mindset, career, etc. As humans we’re a limitless permutation of possibilities. Become more. Try these –Watch loads of comedy (plenty here on IG)Take long walksHang out with friends, eat, sing, dance, watch movies Read motivational or self-help booksStart a journal – focus on the positives of your life, your goals and plans for the futureStart a new hobby or join a non-profit orgExercise (sex is a good exercise)Speak to and encourage yourselfDo whatever it takes to rekindle hope and stay positive. Small girl big God is another name for runs girls Published JoelsBlog Nollywood actress and producer, Ify Adibeli, has said “small girl big God” is another name for runs girls, as she also revealed that she doesn’t care if she is called a bitch. On Monday she wrote on her Instagram page that she doesn’t care if she is called a bitch. She wrote; “I don’t care if people call me a bitch. It’s just another word for feminist and I say it with pride.” She further explained to Potpourri; “Nobody has really pissed me off. I’m just fed up with people who think nonsense of you just because your lifestyle has changed. They see every girl that is doing well in life and on Instagram as a runs girl. Just because of how classy you look, they tag you ‘small girl, big God’, which is what they call runs girls now. When they call you ‘small girl with big God’, they are actually calling you a runs girl. It makes me laugh each time I see that comment on people’s posts, she explained with a note of displeasure in her voice. “The word ‘bitch’ means a whole lot of different things and it depends on who calls you that. My own definition of bitch has different meanings. It is not the way others see it. Like I said on the post, to me, it is another word for ‘feminism’. I hate it when people call me ‘small girl, big God’. How can you ascribe such a dirty thing to God? It is not right. I’m working very hard for my money, they should allow me to enjoy it.” The 67 Million Youths initiative is free of government influence Published JoelsBlog Banky W has said the the controversial 67 million Youth Initiative is free from government funding. LeadersNG had earlier claimed an investigation on the 67millionyouth Initiative promoters revealed that many of them are proxy working for President Muhammadu Buhari’s re-election bid. The investigation was said to have further revealed that the sum of Two Hundred Million Naira (N200M) had been budgeted for the project to take off. The money was reportedly sourced from the NNPC through the SSA to the President on Social Investment Programs, Ismael Ahmed. Bankole Wellington AKA Mr Banky W was said to have been contracted by President Buhari’s administration to promote the president’s re-election bid under the guise of the 67millionYouth initiative. Banky W has now reacted to the report sharing a long writeup on Twitter , sharing the below image he wrote; “Those of you sharing the COMPLETELY FALSE accusations about my involvement with #67MillionYouth, should please also share my response. Thanks a bunch” Banky W earlier this year announced the dissolution of the record label arm Empire Mates Entertainment (EME), which he co-founded with the son of former Director-General of the Nigerian Civil Aviation Authority, Harold Demuren. The singer in an Instagram post said, EME’s business venture will now be marketing, advertising, public relations, branding, shooting of television commercials and documentaries. He named TV personality, Ebuka Obi-Uchendu, OAP Tolu ‘Toolz’ Oniru, wife of Captain Tunde Demuren, DJ Xclusive, and Adesua Etomi as the first set of clients of the rebranded company. Demi Lovato didn’t suffer overdose, she caused it herself Published JoelsBlog Famed interventionist has said Demi Lovato didn’t suffer a drug overdose as reported, but caused it herself Jeff VanVonderen who appeared on the A&E show “Intervention” says Demi Lovato’s alarming relapse resulted from choosing to stop using the tools that kept her sober. It’s tough love for sure, but Jeff says it’s all in Demi’s hands. The good news he says is, she was able to use the tools to stay clean for 6 years, so she can do it again if she puts her mind to it. TMZ broke the story Demi was in dire straits when she OD’d earlier this week in her Hollywood Hills home. Paramedics found her unconscious and, when she regained consciousness, she refused to tell EMTs what drug caused the 911 emergency. Demi remains in the hospital and it’s unclear how she feels about reentering rehab. No Nigerian female music star can intimidate me Published JoelsBlog Nigeria’s female pop singer Doyinsola was a contestant on the popular music talent show, Star Quest in 2007, and she used the medium to show Nigerians the stuff she was made of. Since the show, Doyinsola has continued to work on her craft and put her music on the lips of many people. In this new interview with SEGUN ADEBAYO, she talked about her music career and what to expect from her before the year runs out. When you joined the music industry some years back, you promised to redefine Afro Pop music. With the way things are going for you now, can you say you have done well for yourself? I would say yes. I am not where I want to be, but I am not where I used to be. The reception from the industry is really amazing. Everybody I have met showed me respect. The love has been motivating me to keep going. To some people, music was the only thing they could do well. Others would say they switched to music when other things failed. In your case, how would you describe your journey into music? My case is not a cliché. I was born into a musical family and I have been representing my school and church since age seven. My parents encouraged me to join the musical contest, Star Quest in 2007, even when I was still an undergraduate at the Lagos State University (LASU). I missed my second semester exams as a result of that. I later left LASU for Bowen University, where I bagged my BSc in Economics. Immediately after school, I knew music was my first option and my brother paid for my first studio session to record Bamidele in 2015. You were on Star Quest in 2007 but released your debut single in 2015. That was eight years after. Why did it take so long? I went back to school because I understood that nothing could replace education. I studied Economics and it was a decision I would cherish for the rest of my life. The respect I get from people now, because they know I am a graduate and music is not do or die for me; they respect my decisions and opinions. Education is very important to me. Honestly I thought I would work in the corporate world but music found me. Looking back now, doing music is one of the best decisions I have made. What was the experience like on Star Quest? I would like to thank my now Manager for the encouragement he gave me to join the show. I am not exactly a fan of reality shows as I thought such show was fixed. But the competition exposed me to a lot of things. I now understand music better because of that experience. My live performances have also improved and I am grateful for the experience. Since you released Bamidele in 2015, what has changed about your career and why does it seem you are still yet to convince your fans that you are here to stay? My major challenge has been funds. Promoting one’s music can be very expensive but with the little we have and with the fan base, I have grown, I am sure they know I stand for refined music. Anytime people hear my song, especially a new convert, they always fall in love with the sound. It has not been easy, but I’m sure, with the support of the media, discovering and promoting my sound, all that would soon be history. Many people didn’t believe I would still be here, but I’m releasing my new single soon, I have some major collaborations in the works too. New videos and many more to offer are in the pipeline. How has music been for you since you started, and do you think your music career is taking shape? I did not even believe I would be here by now. I walk the street with a tinted vehicle now, because of the fear of being harassed even on the road. My career is taking the shape God wants it to take and I believe this is my time of sowing; very soon, I will reap. At some point, you were said to have switched to the fashion line when music was not paying, how has it been? I did not switch. I have been sewing since I was 12. Fashion has always been part of me, and as an artiste, being fashionable is also part of the game. I style myself. When people see me, they ask who sew my clothes. At a point, my friends started asking me to make samples for them also and they actually want to pay me. So, I reckoned why not. Now when I’m not in the studio, I’m in my workshop making beautiful pieces with my team. The fashion line is really helping as I make some cash there to sponsor the music. I am glad for the talents I have. I can smell my success already; it’s only a matter of time. Would you drop fashion one day when music becomes bigger? No! The dream is to make the fashion as big as the music. For me, both work for the growth of each other. The more my music grows, the bigger my fashion will also become. I even intend to add a restaurant to the list. If you follow me online, you will see I’m always cooking. DY Meal is coming soon. With Tiwa, Simi, Chidinma, Yemi Alade, Niniola and others ruling the airwaves, how do you intend to break into the music industry? I believe we are all unique in our own different ways. The people you mentioned are the shining stars that give people like me hope. I don’t see them as competition, I see them as friends and mentors, and I believe my talent and style will set me aside. I believe if we all stick together as a force, we can break the barrier. The ladies have to show more support to each other. How would you describe your kind of music? I don’t like to cage myself when it comes to this music. I cut across and can give different vibes and sounds as long as it’s music. I draw my inspiration from things and people around me. You did a song with 9ice and the video was also shot, but we don’t seem to be getting the best of you yet. How do you want to change this perception? We keep working till we become the household name and our song on everyone’s lips. We’re coming to takeover let’s just trust the process. What was it like having 9ice on your song? It was like a dream come true. He’s someone I have admired from afar and when God said it was time, He made it happen. He blessed my song with his unique sound and brought life to it. He’s indeed 9ice because he gave his best and encouraged me. I am forever grateful to him for not treating me as just one girl in the industry, but as a daughter. Which Nigerian artiste do you dream to feature on your new songs? My case is not a cliché. I was born into a musical family and I have been representing my school and church since age seven. My parents encouraged me to join the musical contest, Star Quest in 2007, even when I was still an undergraduate at the Lagos State University (LASU). I missed my second semester exams as a result of that. I later left LASU for Bowen University, where I bagged my BSc in Economics. Immediately after school, I knew music was my first option and my brother paid for my first studio session to record Bamidele in 2015. 0 Has it been hard for you not having a record label that could help you realise your dreams? My case is not a cliché. I was born into a musical family and I have been representing my school and church since age seven. My parents encouraged me to join the musical contest, Star Quest in 2007, even when I was still an undergraduate at the Lagos State University (LASU). I missed my second semester exams as a result of that. I later left LASU for Bowen University, where I bagged my BSc in Economics. Immediately after school, I knew music was my first option and my brother paid for my first studio session to record Bamidele in 2015. 1 Is it true that you are signed to your manager’s label? My case is not a cliché. I was born into a musical family and I have been representing my school and church since age seven. My parents encouraged me to join the musical contest, Star Quest in 2007, even when I was still an undergraduate at the Lagos State University (LASU). I missed my second semester exams as a result of that. I later left LASU for Bowen University, where I bagged my BSc in Economics. Immediately after school, I knew music was my first option and my brother paid for my first studio session to record Bamidele in 2015. 2 What does it mean to be managed by a man? My case is not a cliché. I was born into a musical family and I have been representing my school and church since age seven. My parents encouraged me to join the musical contest, Star Quest in 2007, even when I was still an undergraduate at the Lagos State University (LASU). I missed my second semester exams as a result of that. I later left LASU for Bowen University, where I bagged my BSc in Economics. Immediately after school, I knew music was my first option and my brother paid for my first studio session to record Bamidele in 2015. 3

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