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I like to to think mcs who wouldnt fall into the conventionally attractive category getting shooked when multiple demons find them attractive
#and i dont mean in a 'ur scary looking' way#unless thats what the person reading this would want of course#but uk theres kinda a look thats in right now#so what if its different in the devildom?#i would hope they arent constrained to a super strict beauty standard like humans tend to be#like they are more willing to engage with a variety of features#if that makes sense#its kinda like how ud think someone is gorgeous but society says the opposite#so ur definition of attractive is more broad in a sense#but i wanna take that thinking and apply that to a whole country lol#of course everyone still has their own preferences but theyre still very open to other things#like i prefer pancakes over waffles but i still like both of them and sometimes i want waffles more#anyways i think this would be cool u know#like 'wow i never got this much attention before this is almost jarring'#obey me#obey me nightbringer#the idea is interesting and i think it would make sense!#if uve lived long enough i feel like ud be more flexible right?? cause youve had more exposure and experiences to different people#i mean the brothers all liking mc regardless of looks could be good proof#theyre very different in personality but they all still find mc good looking#what i guess im trying to say is that demons in general are more versatile when it comes to looks or something like that#see how i said looks#cause they still be hating on angels and humans#tbh im giving this game more credit than i should#but i think the idea would at least be interesting to consider
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Lowkey hate mainstream production companies. Everything that comes out has this strange, fake, overly sanitized sheen to it. Now more than ever, support the creations of small, local artists and creators!
#post largely inspired by the news about the trans storyline being cut from that Disney show :((#stupidity#“we know that parents want to talk about death with their own children”#see how stupid that is?? it's just a fact of life just like any other person from a minority group#if parents don't like it then their kids don't have to watch it#but even with representation in gay media everything feels so removed from what life is actually like#everyone is beautiful thin and pretty (unless they're a yass queen slay funny gay) with no regard given to their struggles#other than lipservice or the occasional “UR GAY :(((” or alternatively the most traumatizing homophobia scene out of nowhere#and that isn't to say that nice gay media doesn't have it's place#(If I hear one more person bring up heartstopper discourse I'll cut my balls and penis off. heartstopper is made by a queer person#It's not the same as straight media sanitizing or erasing the queer experience)#but rather that production companies will never reach the same level of sincerity that a lowkey creator can#idk maybe I'm showing my ass and admitting that I don't have a wide range of media consumption#but also even if a show is technically good production companies still participate in egregious abuse of workers#and only care about the bottom line#so...#support indie projects!!
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i absolutely do not fault anyone for enjoying the new glass animals album don't get me wrong but you can tell something upset the balance in me. there wasn't a glass animals song in my #1 let alone in my #2 listens this year
#the longer it's been since the album came out the more disappointed i feel...#even the songs i liked have lacked staying power for me. they're not even really like... interesting production wise#instrumentals are a -very- important aspect to me as to what makes a song fun to listen to#a lot of the songs were repetitive like.. in the composition and instrumentals and lyricism. just very held back#i like creatures in heaven a lot but it also suffers from this#there is basically NO major differences between each time the chorus kicks in w/in the song#the only difference in the final time the chorus hits is another vocal part added in and the vocals as a whole getting louder#it's a very dynamically stagnant song. the chorus' drop is significantly weaker than their other songs#Their earlier songs had so MANY layers to them that are barely audible but add so much texture to the song#so much texture that i straight up cannot hear it unless I get stoned out of my mind and its a fucking transcending experience!!#Pools for example. pools is such a beautiful song. it has a steady progression to it like the instrumentals on their own want to tell a-#- story#and for a song from dreamland i can say the same about your love deja vu having a lot of texture . and countermelodies. variety. interest#this is turning into an essay but yeah. i have a lot of thoughts i might make into a separate post or something
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"How could Imogen question the gods when they brought Laudna back" by this same logic she could question why the Matron allowed Delilah to maintain a hold on Laudna for so long or, perhaps more immediately relevant, why the Changebringer would choose to let Laudna be the one to die so. you know. there's room for nuance. Imogen's not the bad guy for correctly insinuating that the pantheon can hurt (or choose indifference) as much as they can help.
#critical role#imogen temult#or why none attempted to help her in her youth or save laudna before anything happened to her or or or#the thing about gods even in real life is that the idea of faith and the idea of not being helped UNLESS you are faithful is. also not. good#so yes you could argue 'well she never had faith in a god that could've helped her' why would she have. why should she have had to#these are Good Questions to ask I am begging for their to be some more complex undertakings of faith and pantheons#beyond just 'well they brought x back' or 'well they helped x this time'#laudna#this is also not meant to be discourse-y rather than just. seen an influx of rather black and white takes on GODS#which doesn't sit right with my soul AKSKDKD#this is NOTTT to imply that like. Pike's relationship with the Everlight was built upon falsities#or that we the audience havent seen SEVERAL beautiful reciprical relationships between gods and their followers within exandria#but the characters are not the audience and only have their lived experiences to draw from and imogen's is. far less than say. orym's#thoughts
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I don't remember if I actually made a post or if it was just a joke I told blood but I'm sure I said something along the lines of me after taking antipsychotics with that bit from NWH after Otto is cured and he's like the voices stopped
#luly talks#anti psychotics dont affect negatively systems unless its mine in which case they completely severed all communication#i think a good chunk went dormant too it was an awful time in my life#it was bc i moved away too btw#nobody was winning it was rough am i bitter still wrll ever so slightly#but we all committed our sins#things are looking up now tho#yeah but the horrors aside NWH was really important for me in this front#BC GOBLIN OF COURSE BC GOBLIN MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE GREEN GOBLIN#WILLEM DAFOE ACCIDENTALLY RECREATING MY EXPERIENCE VERBATIM ON THAT MIRROR SCENE#ANIME GUY GRIPPING THE TV HE'S JUST LIKE US FRRRR#very life changing fixation#otto and norm f/os ever. my husbands#brain stuff
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i dont necessarily dislike the opinion that movies should be more about imagery texture and emotion than dialogue bc the visuals and sound are what make them unique as a medium + visual storytelling takes advantage of film’s particular characteristics like I can see where they’re coming from. but personally I like movies that are basically just dialogue I want to hear people screaming and yelling at each other + funny jokes also. but idk I really love visuals so I think its mostly bc of my personal failure to get immersed in a movie like feel like I’m inside it yk. and low attention span 😔🙏 sorry denis
#the exception is animation esp hand drawn#if I wanted to witness the beauty of the natural world I’d go outside and experience life#its nice don’t get me wrong like I really enjoy it but it doesn’t carry a movie for me yk#unless it’s a bunch of really good drawings in which case it does <3#i will say that outside of personal taste I think movies can be very vague abr character motivation if theyre especially minimal#wrt dialogue#which makes it harder to get engaged in the sublime emotions of the story if you ask me#nothing wrong with primarily visual storytelling as long as you give your audience an in yk#^ofc emotional impact isn’t always the goal !! obviously the best approach depends on what a movie is trying to achieve#and dialogue vs visuals is a fake dichotomy I’m talking abt basically just for the sake of this post lol#long winded way of admitting I didn’t get dune 😔 I liked blade runner 2049 though
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it's wild thinking about how it's been a whole decade since i actually got into/discovered fragile dreams and it still sits as a game pretty important to me because of how much it inspired me to write
i won't say it's the best game ever. there's moments where the game itself lulls while you're exploring the empty post apocalyptic world. sometimes you'll find yourself wandering without any other music but the sounds of your footsteps, drifting aimlessly through the area, but i think that's what makes discovering the memory items even more endearing. in the empty world where you are a lone survivor, you try and seek out the contact of another human, but all you have are the memories left behind by one
memory items are probably my fave/best thing in fragile dreams, but that could also be because that specific thing is what inspired me to get back into writing. all these little mundane items, yet they each hold a lot of sentiment - a lot of story to them. the ones that were part of a series is honestly really nice when you think about the connections between each human individuals.
if the glass cage project's goal was to bind everyone together, it was pointless because there have always been connections between humans. just not ones as explicit as being able to read another person's thoughts and feelings. it was in the little mundane items. it was in the little moments shared between each other.
#anyways you should play fragile dreams#i wouldnt recommend playing an emulator because the game relies heavily on the use of the wii remote speaker x - x#so idk if itll go through#uhhh#i also miss playing it#the game itself is really beautiful and stresses a lot on the idea of sharing moments together with another person#its such a lonely but very beautiful game#I HONESTLY DONT REMEMBER WHY I STARTED THINKING ABOUT FRAGILE DREAMS TBH ....#oh wait#'love for the mundane' -> thought about specifically the monologue that chiyo gives about missing specific mundane moments in life#-> searched fragile dreams tag -> proceeded to write this long long ramble about why i love fragile dreams#btw i say it might be boring/dull#and thats because ik my sisters got bored with it#and it was tough because i was so hyperfixated on the game i think i played 3 times in a row in two days LAKSJDFLADSKJFHLH#its a pretty short game so its possible lmao#but yeah they were like 'this is getting kinda boring...'#i figure its just because sound wise they hardly play anything in the background#unless youre fighting ghosts/robots#i just!!! i wish i could share the specific moments in fragile dreams but i feel like its just an experience on its own#so so much of the narration and the dialogue within fragile dreams is the inspiration for my writing tbh#i wish i could share some of the narrations...#but tbh i think its also just the music itself#i THINK ALSO THATS WHY THE MUSIC IS SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME#its mostly just lone piano#but because of how empty the sound is in the world... when the music plays it creates such a beautiful and memorable scene within the game#tri crescendo games still own my soul it doesn't matter how much i've grown since but holy fuck LMAO#anyways good morning we're sobbing over video gamesLMAO#buddy last night i was just a sobbing mess but ill save that ramble for another time lmao#snow speaks#fragile dreams
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What they don't warn you about dogs is that you'll fall head over heels for multiple breeds and breeders and individual dogs that you know you can Technically afford to have at once but know it would be irresponsible to raise two puppies together when you've never raised one yourself,
#also um. my friends are rehoming TWO anatolians right now. so. 👁👁#i am very strongly in the camp of 'i do not want an lgd unless i have land and stock' but yk. theyre beautiful dogs.#and i love all of the dogs ive met of theirs. super great temperaments and working ability.#ANYWAY. what i am talking about is my favourite bitch is being bred and two dogs i really like are being bred in one breed#and a friend in another breed is planning a breeding and i am desperate for one of his puppies LOL#also i told him it was impossible to find his kennel online and hes like yes. well that was on purpose.#so there you have it i suppose#anyway! anyway. thats it. its painful lol#i know i am doing the right thing by saving my money as much as i can to move out somewhere where i can raise said puppy#and that the experience im getting is doing me a world of good when it comes to understanding the dog world before i dive in myself#and that getting a dog my senior year of college really is not ideal#but man! man. it hurts to be so close yet so far.#every time i see my favourite bitch im like you had BETTER come into season at the right time. no pressure 🤣
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going to art galleries for the first time in my memorys making me wish i could see every single piece of art in person. i see a painting on tumblr and go ough. wish that was right in front of me!
#I WANNA SEE THE TEXTURE AND THE FINISH AND THE OH SO SUBTLE COLOR DIFFERENTIANS AND I WANNA SEE THE SIZE OF IT COMPARED TO MY BODY#it speaks!#i can only IMAGINNNNNE IT. unless its already digital art‚ your screen gives u only an imperfect idea of how beautiful it is#its insane. its crazy.#AND LIKE i knew this all already like in theory. but EXPERIENCING the difference is a totally nother thing. i wish everyone a beautiful#touching art gallery/museum experience in their lifetime
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CYNTHIA VOIGT
CYNTHIA VOIGT
CYNTHIA VOIGT
CYNTHIA VOIGT
asdfghjkljljlkgjl cynthia voigt!
I love when you find an author who just has a good flavor to their writing. It could be the way they handle characters, the way they use certain tropes or themes, even the specific lilt of their words. Its familiar and comforting and carries across different stories, like coming back to a place of comfort and recognizing the furniture.
#please i love her writing#please everyone read a book written by cynthia voigt u wont regret it#unless its one of the ones that will break ur heart#but the experience will be beautiful!
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your tumblr experience is not complete unless you follow:
the great beast
strange transgenders
the depressed gamer
prolific but unmarketable artist
1 old white guy who posts shit like: photo of vinyl record collection, photo of breakfast, photo of beautiful fat woman, photo of cigar
extremely niche interest
robosexual
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what does it mean when she spends literally SIX HOURS holding your hands, caressing your arms, playing with your hair, messing with your rings, cracking your knuckles, KISSING YOUR HANDS, and then texts you two days later that shes no longer looking for a partner but wants to be friends
#is this the lesbian experience#my post#she is so beautiful#we had plans sunday for her to come over to my place to watch a movie#and i may still go theu with that#i asked to kiss her on saturday and she said no#which is fair#but unless i misread something#however she gave me her insta which linked to her twitter#and she was tweeting about me!!#well after the date!!#like a full 24 hours#so idk whats happeneing
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I think I got someone at work fired and I've been having mixed feelings about it
#on one hand i believe she meant well and told the manager so#but on the other she was slowing down everyone else by criticizing how they stacked the boxes#and enforcing a strategy that was inefficient and time-consuming#and when i tried to use a faster and more efficient strategy while her back was turned i watched her literally knock over a built pallet#while chastising the guy who built it bc he didn't stack it to her unreasonable standards#yeah ig the pallets she built were prettier but the time wasted caused the lane to be the most backed up I've ever seen#and then when she complained on the app later she characterized me as a new hire who they'd just fired her out of nowhere for upsetting#ig because when i tried to defend myself and the others for not stacking to her standards i mentioned how we were told to do it in training?#which isnt the most efficient either but it's much faster than what she was making us do#side note getting vagued on the company app was certainly an experience#but like. i didn't complain to a manager bc i was upset#my hope was that she'd learn that her behavior was negatively affecting both her coworkers and the customers#latter due to the delay in sending packages to the distribution centers and bc many packages were getting crushed on the conveyor#bc it was so completely overloaded bc nobody could build a pallet without getting chastised#but. well she said she had been working there for 5 months#so maybe this was the last straw after many such incidents#especially since like. I've criticized stacking quality before too#but I haven't gotten in trouble#of course i didn't do anything like that#it's like. lay these flat if you can so they don't fall over + put bigger boxes in the corners so you can fit more on the next layer#but i don't tear down and redo a pallet unless it's gonna Literally Fall On Someone#idk i think a balance should be struck between speed and prettiness#it's tetris not a beauty contest#but i don't think she got that lesson she just thinks she got fired fir upsetting a 'new hire'#hence why i still feel really mixed about this
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Chat I think this is it for me, I’ll never play dnd again 😞
#unless my beautiful top tier dungeon master emerges from the holy light and denounces his college education#so he can dm me forever and ever#looking for new games sucks BALLS#first group was oddly like a textbook supervillain evil terrible dm??? the fuck??? people like that exist???#and then the next group I checked out was a server full of people making rape jokes#and there was an oddly sexually open 21 year old there… arrest them…#chat be honest am I cooked#every dnd experience I’ve had has ended in tragedy#I miss my old dm can he PLEASE denounce his chances at a proper future for my own amusement PLEASE IM DESPERATE#god I hate dnd I hate hyperfixating on this terrible hobby#someone kill me#dungeons and dragons#dnd
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honestly the human brain is so small that you *will* forget how much beauty there is out there to experience unless you leave your house every three days. ik its fucked up but i promise its true
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Today I was talking with my mom about why seeing an alligator is fundamental to my mental health. At first she laughed but I got her to listen and she gets it now. My psychiatrist and I call this the alligator litmus test, and it works really well for making decisions about my treatment. I bring this up because perhaps there is something in your life that you can use in a similar fashion.
I have severe major depressive disorder, and I treat this depression with medication. I've been on meds for about... seven years now, and sometimes we have to mess with them. But sometimes the emotional part of the depression is just super bad and there's something underneath that needs to be addressed. When we are figuring this out, my psychiatrist says to take one alligator and call her in the morning.
See, no matter how bad I'm feeling, seeing an alligator almost always cheers me up in the moment. (This works with other large crocodilians, too- they gotta be big, it doesn't work with caimans. I don't know why.) I can't look at their goofy toofers and beautiful eyes and bumpy hides and not be a little wowed by them. Millions of years of evolution have led to this amazing creature and they are completely unbothered by me. Almost all of the time, they make me feel happy. Or maybe I'll feel sad for some unspecified reason. Maybe I'll get worried about the ecosystem or something- but invariably, I will FEEL.
Unless, of course, it's my brain chemistry. If I can experience an alligator and not feel anything- not happy, not sad, just numb- there's something wrong and we should talk about adjusting my meds. Usually with a little tweaking I'm back to my very functional medicated baseline in quick order- instead of wasting time with coping skills and such alone when what I really need is brain chemicals, it's a much quicker way to communicate what's going on with me. At the same time, it also helps me know when the coping skills ARE likely to work without changing up my meds, or when there's something I need to work through with some help.
It's a pretty solid test. Might not work for anyone else on the planet, but it works great for me!
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